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humongousgothskeletonfarm · 15 days

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tsc thoughts while reading (beware of spoilers) starting with -

david wymack my fucking beloved

also i never rlly liked/cared for thea but her scene with jean and her nickname for him was cute

chapter 3 thoughts:

jeremy being in awe of neil and the foxes is giving me life

fanfics with alvarez in them gonna go crazy now that we actually have a first name for her (and don’t have to invent one)

oh they rich rich (in reference to jeremy’s family butler?!)

jerejean first interaction!!!!

chapter 4:

omg sunshine court mentioned

having the sudden realisation that i can never read fanfics that have jean’s perspective or anything about the how the ravens work, raven!neil/aftermath of the kings men in the same way again

my neighbours are having a party and while i’m loving the music and absolutely jealous i’m not there, it’s really distracting me from reading

ngl i rlly miss neil and andrew and the foxes please let me see my family soon

‘ what you hold onto is less important than the act of holding on itself’ nora sakavic shut the fuck up you philosophical genius i’m gonna cry this is so real to me

renee i love u

WIT WTF JEAN IS NINETEEN I DIDNT KNOW THAT OH MY GOD BABY HE JOINED THE RAVEN LINEUP AT SIXTEEN WTF

i’m drinking red wine while reading and i think that’s appropriate… also i’m listening to that jean moreau playlist someone made and it’s mega depressing https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5zlPt63Ap0AjJQ1Ff5OKrd?si=75oEzLE8SO-bfJwewM8Evw&pi=a-ge04jIlVTJGY

this is so funny to only me but i’ve been hyperfixating on one direction again and zayn just dropped new music so everytime i read about jean’s raven roomate zane i think of one direction and confused myself a bit about what fandom i’m reading rn

fuck riko u sick fucking fuck u put jean into a box with a singular hole for air and left him to die u fucking cunt

KEVIN ASKING JEAN TO PROMISE NOT TO KILL HIMSELF AFTER NORA WROTE COUNTLESS DRAFTS IN WHICH JEAN KILLED HIMSELF WHILE ON THE PHONE TO KEVIN AND THE ONLY TIME SHE DIDNT KILL JEAN OFF IS THE VERSION SHE PUBLISHED AND THE REASON WE GET TO HEAR HIS STORY TODAY IM SO BROKEN

jean’s ‘gift’ from the ravens with his broken magnets, blacked out postcards and angry letters is making me cry he deserves so much better

slowly realising that this book is gonna be super triggering lol whoops

a cool evening breeze 🥲

THAT CREEPY LITTLE GOALKEEPER IS MY FAVOURITE GUY OK

‘kevin saw nothingn but the court, but jean had stopped hoping for more than that years ago’ shut the fuckkkk uppppp i cant do this anymore kevin/jean relationship is so deeply important to me (i say this about everything)

chapter 5:

SECOND NEIL/ JEAN INTERACTION OF THE BOOK IM SO FUCKING EXCITED

‘of course it’d be you, you tedious malcontent’ ‘good morning to you too’ is so ‘morning sunshine’ ‘fuck you’ coded (neil and matt bromance confirmed)

the amount of mitski on this jean playlist is making me sick

FUCKING SCREAMING OMFG THIS IS THE JEAN/NEIL CONTENT I YEARN FOR

‘abominable cockroach’ aww jean u say the sweetest things 🥰❤️ neil loves u too babe

literally devouring every last scrap of information jean feeds us about neil - his slow, hungry, hateful smile and the madness in his eyes (neil baby i love u never change)

oh jean don’t diss aaron, do u know how many fanfics have been written about u two

tsc is confirmation that jean moreau will come into ur house and judge u based on the contents of ur fridge (and then throw out ur stash of lollies)

‘to have a real match as a palate cleanser’ jean is really trying to win my favour by borrowing neil’s sassiness huh (no wonder i love them so much together) ((and yes i know he’s BEEN sassy ok))

jean reaching for the tv screen as if he could save neil and describing andrew running for neil as if hell was on his heels is making me absolutely giddy idk whether to scream or cry i’m doing both and i’m giggling

I bet on losing dogs is so jean moreau coded omg

holy fuck nora, the moments after the raven/fox match when riko tries to kill neil is fucking amazingly written. reading from jean’s perspective as he watches the game on tv, the tension, the breathless anxiety and confusion of the scene is palpable i coukd fucking taste it, my chest is tight just reading it

JEAN SAYING ANDREW WILL BE COURT IS IMMACULATE

#tsc #the sunshine court #jean moreau #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #neil josten #andreil #andrew minyard #palmetto state foxes #kevin day #jeremy knox #usc trojans #nora sakavic #tsc spoilers

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atticustimestwo · 13 days

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do you mind sharing a bit more about your analysis of heart,,,

i'd love to!! (i assume this is about the heart critique piece i did a few months ago, but please correct me if im wrong!)

in terms of the "a critique on the treatment of hearts characterization" piece, i wanted to visually explore some frustrations i have had with how the fanbase seems to fall into some unfortunate patterns when it comes to hearts character.

frequently, i see heart infantilized - this either comes across as him being a kicked dog unable to help himself because he is too weak, a baby angel who did nothing wrong, or a feral gremlin child. i think flattening his character down to any/all of these is, for lack of a better word, a bit problematic?

; one reason being it just defeats the idea of emotions being a visceral, intense thing. heart is meant to represent emotion in its purest form; i feel woobifying him takes away from that concept because it shows having emotions as being inherently weaker or less mature. i think a lot of people kinda forget HMS aren't just tv show characters. they represent greater concepts that near everyone feels and feels uniquely - theyre more sensitive than your typical character. thats not saying treating them as characters is bad! everyone relates to them differently because they are so personal, they make them their own and i think thats really awesome!! ; but boiling them down to these really generic tropes and making heart a baby kinda defeats the idea that emotions are a real, visceral, multifaceted concept. ; another reason i think it can be problematic is that it sometimes unintentionally comes across really ableist? a lot of these 'fandom-y' tropes are already rooted in ableism in some way, which is bad on its own, but theres also the important addition that heart is frequently portrayed as blind.

ive seen people time and time again fall into stereotypes with heart that his blindness makes him weak/helpless/childish. truthfully I dont think people do this intentionally, but its still internalized ableism showing up. i recognize that a lot of the people who woobify heart tend to be on the younger side, so they dont really recognize that theyre flattening him down like that- not out of malicious ignorance, but because theyre kids who havent really had the life experience yet to grasp the full concepts of the album or realize they might be implying harmful stereotypes; that doesn't necessarily mean its okay, but i think its just them being uneducated cause theyre kids and they have yet to learn that stuff. ; all that being said, im not trying to police people on how they portray characters. im not any authority on this fandom/album by any means imaginable - im just a fan like everyone else here! like i said before, characterizing HMS is not inherently a bad thing at all ! its fun, and its what this fanbase is built on in the first place! its so great that everyone can interpret and relate to HMS so personally, i think chonny really hit it off with the concept for the album and the execution is stellar! seeing all the fanart and different interpretations of it and the characters is such a beautiful thing, no matter if its joking, lighthearted, or deep! ; at the end of the day, theres no wrong way to interpret this album, and theres no wrong way to characterize heart. more than anything that critique piece was built up frustration turned to a call to action for people to stop and think deeply for a moment about how they portray heart - to open eyes if someone might be unknowingly flattening or adding problematic ideas to their characterizations. and to just be mindful of that going forward! 💜

#cj heart #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cccc

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lemmetreatya · 1 year

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Just Say It — Hawks x fem!Reader

content: smut, vaginal sex, m!pen, a bit fluffy, mating press, unprotected sex

synopsis: hawks finally comes to visit your family home.

making this because i realise im yet to make a mha fandom contribution so here it is!! sorry that its rushed ong i really wanted to get it out for the weekend because im gon be real busy so take this as my peace offering!! enjoy 🫶🏾

you and hawks have been dating for awhile now but your folks at home have still yet to meet him because he barely takes time off and hes always so busy.

you ask him if just this once he can spare time to spend the holidays at yours and for some odd reason, he willingly agrees

“i guess a few days won’t hurt.” he mumbles as he scratches the back of his neck.

“oh, kei thank you so much! you really don’t know how much you’re helping me out here.”

and he doesn’t, because even before he’s dropped the suitcases within your family home, hawks doesn’t expect to be bombarded with so much happiness and joy and acceptance all from within the same familial space

“keigo, welcome! it’s so nice to finally meet you!”

“on god, you really are more handsome in real life!”

“these feathers are a lot softer than i thought they’d be.”

“can you fly me like… around everywhere?!”

hawks finds out that he likes this attention. because yes he technically gets it all the time back in musutafu but this attention is different. it’s warm, its meaningful — it’s an extension of you.

after dinner, after playing games with your younger siblings or cousins, after having a chat to your parent(s) and older familial members, after going on an evening walk with the family, hawks fucks you so endearingly into the mattress of your childhood bed, the action a fickle yet profound statement.

the embarrassing posters of older pro-heros and figurines littered your room but they were of no importance as you allowed your own personal pro-hero to piston himself in and out of your puffy cunt.

“shit, shit, shit”

keeping quiet was hard enough as it was but the way hawks’ wings would sporadically jolt every time your pussy clenched around his cock a certain way was even more concerning

orgasms were fun with hawks because when he really lost control, so did his wings. the amount of times you’ve orgasmed with your eyes closed, only to open them and be met with a flurry of crimson feathers, were countable yet amusing.

however, as much as you could tolerate it back home within his spacious high rise apartment, in this situation it was a tad bit problematic, especially concerning his wings spanned almost three times the size of your small cupboard-like room.

"ouhhh, kei just like that." you mutter into his neck, the rumbling of his own moans electrifying.

your cunt sucked him in so effortlessly. hawks wasn't sure how long he could last; new situations were always so exhilarating for him

"t-tell me you love me..." he suddenly uttered.

the words caught you by surprise, mainly because hawks was never the sappy nor sentimental type. but, it looks like all the emotions he's been experiencing the past few hours has filled him with a sense of joy hes never experienced before.

to be around so many people who cared and held a sense of integrity. nothing like him, he supposed. but to be around so many people that genuinely accepted him churned his heart in a way it hasnt before.

you churned his heart in a way it hasnt before.

"you're just horny baby..." your fingers caressed the small hairs at the back of his neck. "y-you don't want me to say that..."

hawks was so close now, he could feel it boil feverently at the bottom of his gut. he continued to coax himself in and out of you as he flattened your legs closer to your head

"i'm n't...say it." he groaned, his sweaty forehead now pressed onto yours. "say that...that y-you love me."

"you first" you squeeze out because no way was he starting this conversation now of all times.

hawks was a stubborn man. anyone who had a minutes worth of encounters with him could tell you that. but it looks like even the most stubborn of them all had times where all they could do was comply.

with a sleezy smile, hawks leaned down to quickly peck your lips.

"I love you." he mumbles, and you almost dont hear it because you feel like your ears are rushing with blood, but he utters it again and this time a bit louder.

"I love you. h-ha, fuck, I love you."

your heart was racing so fast because no way was the number 2. hero professing his love to you, under your family roof, in your childhood bed inside your pussy

with a humming moan, you slightly pecked the man back, your legs wrapping around his waist as you whispered the words back to him.

"shi’…I..i lov' you t-too damn it..."

you didn't even get to hear the man's reply. with an orgasm so strong, hawks' hips stuttered to a halt as he came inside of you but his wings had lost control as they accidentally stretched their full length.

as you accidentally moaned aloud, the mishap sent so many of your belongings that sat on shelves and tables flying all over the room. the both of you however were still experiencing the orgasmic joys of not just sex but the declarations of love.

as you heard other members of the house disrupt loudly at the crashing of your room, the two of you could only post-climatically giggle in each others arms.

you’re so happy keigo joined you on this trip.

#takami keigo #hawks #hawks x reader #hawks x black!reader #my hero academia #bnha #mha

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am-i-the-asshole-official · 6 months

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AITA for unfollowing a friend because their posts were upsetting me/telling the friend they're acting like a child/deciding it wasn't my place to tell my friend what he can and can't post?

I (26m) have an irl friend Ed (3

28 they/he). Ed and I are in similar fandoms, but our main connection is sports. He got re-interested in a Fandom they didnt previously engage with much, which is totally fine. However they started fixating on a character that's triggering for me so I unfollowed them briefly without saying anything. They do not post major updates to this account, they write fanfic they tend to send it directly to me anyway. So I wasn't missing much.

I have been unfollowed from them for exactly 3 days. They asked me earlier today if I'd seen their post, and I said casually that I haven't seen any of their posts on that account and asked if they could send it to me. This is normal for us, we miss each others important posts then send them to each other.

When they asked why I haven't seen any of their posts I said "I briefly unfollowed you because I needed a break from all the posts about x, who reminds me of my dad but im going to follow back soon" they were super offended that I unfollowed them. I asked them what I was supposed to exactly, you can't block tags on the website we were on so that wasn't an option. They told me I should have opened my mouth like an adult and asked them to stop posting the character so much. They then got mad when I said it wasn't my place to tell them what to post and I was going to follow them again once this Fandom phase was done. They said that's not an excuse to refuse to communicate with them and that I was a bad friend with horrible communication. I told them they were acting like a child over a fandom social media page. They speaking talking to me now.

It's also worth noting we are connected on most socials. I even follow their other accounts on the site in question so it's hardly as if I was cutting myself off from them completely online. We also see each other more than twice a week in real life. I am not cut off from them by briefly muting/unfollowing one of their pages.

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole

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i-am-autistic · 3 months

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This is an ST rant I been meaning to do for a while

Honestly like the best part of being in fandoms is all the different thigns people create like......idk man Im not even often made to feel bad for the things I post except one or two that I block occasionally. But I see a lot of like Billy fans get a lot of shit and it's like I never gave a shit for Billy and he gave me the ick immediately(as a character in the show). But he was a character for 2 seasons, and enough of him was explored that was sympathetic and relatable and a different view into abuse than any other character. I never understand people who are befuddled that Billy has a fanbase.......like he is a major character in s2 and s3 obviously he has a fanbase. It's incredible to me people think that you can separate parts of the show as if the same writing room and the same writers aren't coming up with it. Im a Jonathan fan and for a long time any engagement about him was like this too....people don't remember that S1/2 Jonathan got treated just like Billy. Now that there's a decent contingent of Jonathan fans on tumblr and reddit and such you can actually talk about and engage with the character but in s1/s2 the only way to do it was to search AO3 tags because his tumblr tag was dead and everyone on reddit hated him. And it's just like you can't take out one part of the show(especially characters that are so crucial to their seasons) and say this is evil and not part of the show and all these other parts are fine and cool and cute and memeable but this other thing is so ugly and should be ignored. Which is the reaction I feel some people have to certain things in shows they like and it's such a 2024 response to shit but like can we just be normal about shit PLEASE. You can like a character who has done heinous things man, it is a fictional character they are literally made to be liked and reflect real life people. You are literally allowed and hella valid to do this even if the fanbase is small and people don't want you to and people don't get it and are constantly shouting at you not to. It's literally fandom there is more important things to fight in the world than fans of things that make you uncomfortable in a Netflix show. There is nothing at all wrong with liking a character and relating to one who has done something awful or creepy or nasty. It is literally not real, the actions are not real, there is no real crime, no real victim and no real aggressor because it's not real. Seriously all characters are somewhat of a reflection of the writers and their experiences and play a part in building the world out.....yes even the awfully written ones and the bad racist stereotype ones. and the ones that happen after the show or book series or comic or movie series or whatever "got bad". Those are still part of the story and part of the world. I feel I should clarify Im a brown person because IK people will assume and say awful things in the replies if not. And I'm sure this will still get some hate but I'll just block I ain't responding to shit, if you send stupid stuff in the replies it's just sending hate mail Im just deleting it and not responding.

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk (I've wanted to do a Billy post for a while but I don't have a ton of stake in the character so it kept getting pushed back. I hope people who interact with my posts don't stop or block me because of this :(. I understand there is a lot of animosity towards the character but I think that's just sad because it drowns out a lot of discussion about him. I hope it will be understood this is not an endorsement or defense of his racist stuff and bad character traits)

#jonathan byers #Billy hargrove #stranger Things

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stewpid-soup · 2 months

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VENT CW!! STAY SAFE!!

anyone else find it exhausting to just enjoy things?

I don’t want to support people or companies that are actively doing things that are bad (racism, homophobia, defending SA, etc etc). but it’s so mentally draining to look through all of this terrible shit and not be able to enjoy things bc of their creators or ppl associated with it

i mean, i don’t support dream. i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again. I don’t support dream or the dteam as a whole - but the dsmp was such a big comfort to me through quarantine, and even now i still love the storyline and the characters.

HP, well that’s self explanatory. JKR is just a shit person and i’m not gonna give her my money bc i enjoy the plot of HP. I just take fanon on its own for the most part. I own the books and the films already (my family loves HP and has for a long time, since before JKR was outed as a transphobe) so i don’t need to buy anything from her. HP was a huge part of my childhood and the thought of not interacting with any content related to it makes me so sad, because i still love it even now.

and as controversial as it may be, i’ve enjoyed hazbin and helluva boss for years now. it was another comfort during quarantine, and i watched it with friends and got to bond over it. i do not like vivziepop or support her, and it’s exhausting to see all this back and forth about her online bc it’s so confusing. I love these shows and it makes me so happy that I get to see hazbin come together after waiting so long, and the same goes for helluva boss. of course there can be improvements to the way vivziepop writes some characters, but i still love these shows so much. it hurts my heart to feel like i can’t enjoy the content because the creator is such a bad person.

and then the number of musicians i’ve had to stop listening to because they turned out to be shitty people. or actors i avoided watching content of because they’re bad people (especially when the list of ppl who support Israel came out- of course im not supporting anyone on there, but some of the ppl on there just rlly hurt my heart because ive enjoyed their content for so long)

i know there’s not really any way to avoid this, as people are complex and can be an asshole w/o you knowing. funding people like this isn’t something i want or care to do, so of course i actively avoid it. but I just don’t know what to do when it comes to this.

a friend told me that it’s sort’ve about picking and choosing things, because you never know what people are really like. they said that with the state of the world, it’s important to stay educated but don’t let shitty people get in the way of things you enjoy. i’m just at the point where i feel like i can’t enjoy anything because anytime i get stuck in a rabbit hole of content, i see people going back and forth about who should be cancelled and who actually isn’t a bad person. cancel culture is one of the worst things about the internet, and it just makes interacting with fandoms even more toxic than it already is.

ig this is just a rant talking about comforts i have that i feel like i can’t enjoy anymore because of cancel culture and just like..people being people? i’m just so tired of finding something i enjoy and then learning out that they are or possibly could be doing/supporting something bad and just— it makes me feel so guilty because i don’t want to indirectly/directly hurt anyone. i know what i believe in and what i do and don’t support, at least for the most part (still learning everyday atp), but it doesn’t make it any easier to part with things i hold so dearly in my heart.

does anyone else feel similarly? if so, what have you found that helps or at least is a comfortable middle ground?

idk bro, my life is so exhausting with everything i deal with in real life- so to feel like i can’t even find comfort in my silly little shows anymore is really depressing. my mental health is not doing well lmfaooo

#vent post #tw vent #cancel culture #bad people?#tw dream mention #tw jkr mention #tw vivziepop mention #content warning #cw vent #hazbin hotel #helluva boss #dsmp #harry potter #fandom discussion #toxic fanbases #idk what to tag lmao #soup speaks #soupy thoughts #soup rants

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beebopboom · 2 months

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Hey friends!! I’ve got some updates and changes coming your way

Actually let me just start with this, in case you don’t want to read the rest as it gets personal, and it’s that I made a second page here, @boppinbee that is going to be for more personal/random/important things to me. Nothing is posted there yet but yknow there will be.

but anyway back to what I was saying

I haven’t been posting as much.

I’ve had a lot of change come my way in my personal life this past month, emotionally and just my routine in general, so it’s made being here difficult as much as I love it - if that makes sense. Things are settling back down and I’m getting used to everything again - including getting back into Good Omens, not that I ever lost my love for it just yknow got very suddenly pulled out of my hyperfixation on it by real life.

It’s been very weird to have my brain silent but those cogs have started turning again.

Interacting with you guys(gn)!!

I do so love interacting with you guys(gn) whether through reblogs, the comments, or messages but I’m not the best at it. I’m a painfully awkward person that has trouble with tone and will think I’m bothering you. But that’s my problem and I have gotten a little better. It can also be overwhelming because you guys(gn) are so nice?? and I still get baffled even though it’s been months. Also just figuring out what to say can be difficult cause I got at least 7 different responses loaded up.

but all this to say that i’m working on it and im very sorry for poor replying and not being the one to reach out first

This new page

so I made a second one to be a lot more loose with what I post. I understand that this page has pretty much only posted about Good Omens and I don’t just want to spring other content on you more than I already have. So all the personal post will move over there - the random shit I want to say, the important things to me, other fandom content - just all that fun stuff

Mainly I just have a very big need to have things organized

the future of this page

this page isn’t going anywhere. Still plenty of metas floating around in the drafts(no the meta has not “dried up”) and i’m still going to gush about this show on the regular - I just love them so much.

To be honest things happening in this fandom has been pretty overwhelming on top of everything else so i’ve kinda taken a step back and been hiding on my following tab when I have gotten on which hasn’t been that often. I’ve taken to just re-enjoying the book and show for the moment (and looking for that damn picture I can’t find)

This page is still largely going to be Good Omens some other fandom content might make its way on here though and I am taking a dabble in writing fanfic - don’t know what is going to come of it but yknow thought i’d try.

I also have a backlog of things to reply to - I promise i’m not ignoring - and a whole lot of things to go spam like/reblog so things to look forward to

but yeah - just a look inside my brain and an update on all that is happening :)

#just a little update on life

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evermoredeluxe · 5 months

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I know the fandom has a “Taylor is on the top of the world and untouchable” POV, but I’m wondering if there is anyone that’s actually indestructible in this industry. It makes me wary of the awards shows starting up next month and who’s going to say what when they get up on stage. Hollywood seems to be punishing those who support Palestine (Melissa Barrera) but letting slide egregious comments (Julianna Margulies) and actions (Noah Schnapp). If they say anything at all, they might toe the industry line and make it about Israel vs Hamas, and not acknowledge the Palestinians.

It’s perhaps a poor comparison because I have no reach on Twitter nor Tumblr anyway, but I don’t make public what I donate to because it feels like I’d be performing for the internet. Looking for their validation that I’m a good person. That’s a slippery slope because I was addicted to praise in school. Also makes me think of Friends’ “no selfless good deed” episode.

P.S. I clearly suck with words that’s why I don’t say stuff.

just wanna start with you don’t suck with words! hollywood is just fucked up. i think you are right in general, but the palestine situation in particular is complicated because palestinians want vocal support. and no one is untouchable, and i can’t blame someone for not speaking if they think it will cause them to be shunned or lose their job or to be to their own detriment. but i will also say that the lives of thousands of people dying is more important than almost anything else in our personal lives. im not one for comparing hardships but this situation in palestine is just too dire.

additionally, in my personal opinion, donating is more meaningful than saying words on the internet. not that the internet is bad or that we shouldn’t talk about stuff online, but that we need to say words out loud and take actions in real life more. saying things online does not give you bonus activist points. anyway, good on you for donating, and i do believe in making decisions for yourself so you do you and what’s right for you!

#anonymous #replies

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hexhomos · 1 year

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Gonna be honest boss. I'm not emotionally prepared for that Jayvik divorce in Arcane

NGL jayvik divorce in arcane is the only thing that could ever redeem the show's approach to jayce/viktor in my eyes. I don't know what I'll do if they manage to fumble that too, or worse, make it about some bumbling 3rd party. Like seriously speaking: Im not afraid of it happening, im afraid of them completely missing the point of the conflict their characters represent (which judging by the state of general audience response & fandom, is a catastrophe already in motion.)

Jayce and viktor have so little agency in arcane. All of their decisions are a byproduct of temporary circumstance cornering them into doing it, and in my view, that is completely opposed to the element of sustained, active choice-making their League bios set up. All of a sudden things are about "accidents" and "chance encounters" and their characters don't mean what they say half of the time, like those movies where you're screaming at the screen when the whole problem boils down to 'flimsy miscommunication that could be solved if characters just spoke like real people' --- which bothers me; them having strong personalities was the point. Them having genuinely strong ideals and boundaries not predicated by temporary circumstance or someone else pushing them into saying things is important.

Jayce got shafted by this approach more than anybody. He's a vessel for other people to have Character Arcs On, and doesn’t even get the benefit of explanatory flashbacks other characters did (the team apparently doesn't even know what his family was doing up the mountain. Writing 👍) Jayce's ideals and personal outlook are so poorly explored, his personal life so obscured, that people will legitimately say he's the top dog rich man and the reason why zaun is imploding with their full chest when... he quits during his first week working for the council. Canonically. He hasnt even been there for full 5 days but more sympathy is reserved for the actual billionaires and the 300-years-old furry ball who acted as an ignorant president ever since Piltover's funding. And the reason for that is what I said earlier: he is just fodder for their character arcs.

(There is also the very real and very looming specter of riot's Capital Centrist stance bearing on everything; its not for nothing that the ruling powers and disgustingly wealthy get more sympathy points than the guy working for them. This is not a bug, it's a feature.)

To a lesser degree, Viktor has also been scrubbed of all of his edges. He has no evolution argument, no logical means-justify-ends approach to bettering society by removing the human element. He at least gets *some* motivation, but the way his story is set up worries me; it's coercion again. I want their conflict to be good, legitimately, but I'm keeping my expectations on the ground. If their entire status quo is based on everything but themselves, how good of a divorce can it be.

:/ i hope they look good at least

#hexposts #meta tag

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rin-enjoyer · 5 months

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long and detailed ramblings about rin's character under the cut <3

rin is flatter than almost any other character in naruto- an impressive feat, considering how badly kishimoto hates woman. i'm not saying that everyone else was written better than rin- all things considered, the complete lack of attention focused on her means that she's probably one of the more consistent characters. no, the flatness arises from a general lack of anything interesting about her presented in an easy to understand or. um. intentional way.

fandoms take the traits that characters display and explore and expand upon them- when a character or concept is interesting but poorly executed in canon, it will often receive a large amount of attention dedicated towards giving it its due.

when a girl has no real personality to speak of and exists pretty much just to die and make two others guys sad- well, that doesn't lay a very good base to explore! it's no wonder rin is an incredibly overlooked character.

not me tho. id never overlook my girl. this is because i am a little bjt insane and also rabid about her. take my hand. let's explore the deep rabbit hole ive been silently digging for half a year now. there's nuance to her character i prommy- let me show you it.

disclaimer before we begin: i'm aware that the amount of character depth i can extrapolate from rin was not intentionally written in. i mean, like, that's not gonna stop me or anything. but im aware of it. some of the things here have little to no canon basis- i cobbled my rin characterization together with dramatic irony, copious amounts of masks, and spite. i do think that viewing rin like this adds flavor to the canon story, though, so maybe keep that in mind?

the first, central headcanon that influences pretty much everything about rin (to me) is that she hates the idea of being misinterpreted in life or in death. despite that, she wears masks built of what people expect her to be, and makes no effort to remove them and build real connections. and then she gets mad when no one really knows her. she contains multitudes.

this also adds a delicious twist to canon- from rin's pov, obito's great fault is not the murders, the betrayals, or the longing for a perfect world; its him mis-remembering her so BADLY that he somehow mischaracterized the mask she was wearing. my guy.

part of the reason rin wears masks is because she is unsure of who she is and what she wants, and she views that as a personal failure. she has made the logical fallacy, of course, that she has an immutable "true self" who she has managed to lose. she's also 12 and living in kill people repress your emotions city, so i guess we can give her a pass on that. the real important thing to understand here is that rin views any presentation of herself that is not her "true self" (smth that doesnt exist) as equally false. therefore, she assumes that it is easier to continue on with the mask she is already wearing than switch it out for smth just as bad. she does not know that the self is something cobbled together over a lifetime of stealing thoughts, feelings and mannerisms from other people and mixing it with your experiences and innate personality. she paints her cheeks purple because her father does, and he does it because his father did, who did it because his mother did, and on and on, but she cannot comprehend that the laugh she learned from him is just as unique. lmao

another thing about personhood: kakashi and obito, from an outside view, seem very put together. they have goals, for heaven's sake, they must know what they're doing! rin doesn't have a crush on kakashi- she admires him because he looks like he's got his life figured out! (when you start thinking kakashi's put together, you know something's wrong.)

the thing about rin's relationship with the rest of her team is that it's very one-sided. rin is obito's best friend- obito is not rin's best friend. the team spirit and unity that konoha tries to impress on them is lost on rin because she interacts with them like she's on an infiltration mission, and then gets mad that they don't know the "real" her, gets sad that she doesn't know the "real" her, and then puts on more masks to make sure no one notices, and the cycle repeats. the rest of team minato is fooled into thinking that they are close with her, and rin drifts further and further away. we see this when obito "dies-" she almost unaffected by it. now, it's probably portrayed like that as to not take away from kakashi's reaction, but it feeds nicely into my interpretation that she just… doesn't really care.

after obito dies and kakashi starts falling apart, i do think he and rin get a bit closer. he's obviously not in a great mental state to be worrying over her in any manner except physical safety, but he does wonder when her smile stretches a bit too thin and brittle. he never knows rin- not by her definition- but i think sometimes he gets to see her without any masks on: a limp doll who's tired of pretending at humanity.

last point on rin's mental state before we move onto the totally-there-and-real symbolism aspects of her character: she has a very, very apathetic attitude towards death that's only exacerbated by the fact that she's not really close to anyone. she's not exactly suicidal, but she wouldn't care if she died. she's not jumping at the bit to sacrifice herself- that apathy means she doesn't really care if anyone else dies, either. she holds on until she can't hold on anymore, and then she drops it like a hot potato. rin voice: wait if there's an afterlife why are we scared of dying. and then no one ever explained it to her so she never unlocked her fear of death.

ok! symbolism time! i, personally, am a huge proponent of moth/astronaut/icarus rin. there's a few threads that weave into that tapestry, so stick with me while we make our way through em.

first: remember what i said earlier, about rin hating obito for mis-remembering her rather than the whole infinite tsukuyomi gig? well, part of that is because she just really hates being misinterpreted, but the other part is that she wouldn't think infinite tsukuyomi was bad at all! remember, rin is very… nihilistic, and already has a tenuous relationship with consequences- she wouldn't see the problem with fixing things with an illusion. this slots into the moth interpretation- she's chasing the moon!

second, there's the whole chidori thing. idk if you guys remember it, its only the most defining moment of rin's entire character in canon. the chidori looks like the sun. icarus. do you catch my drift

the rest of the points towards this symbolism are more vague and tend to lean more towards like. obscure references to the challenger crash and a reliance on my insistence that moths and icarus and astronauts ARE basically the same thing, thank you very much, but i think i've said enough to get my point across.

there's more i could say- we could explore aus where rin lives to adulthood, and how she would grow and develop, or we could dive into the fascinating relationship she has with minato and being a mednin, or how she and sasuke are 2 flavors of the same guy, but this post is already stupid long, so i'll save that for another time. just know that rin is the coolest girly ever. and she deserves to kill.

#nohara rin #rin nohara #naruto #send me asks if you have questions or contributions btw. id love to talk about her lmao

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nerdydowntherabbithole · 1 year

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Okay, I've sent a lot of asks talking about my stuff, but I need to take a moment to say thank you.

I've only recently got into making art, and up until now it was slow going. Sometimes I just wouldn't have the energy to draw, or I straight up couldn't think of anything that I wanted to draw. But then I stumbled onto "Taking Life As Is" and it energized something in me.

I've been pumping out new art of completely original creatures at a ridiculous rate, taking the time to actually research real life animals for reference, something I've rarely had the patience to do before.

I can't believe it's only been 3 days since that ask where I came up with One Thousand Silent Eyes, the first OC to ever leave my brain. In 3 days, I've filled eleven whole pages of my journal. That blows my mind.

So thank you. Thank you for the wonderful story in a fandom that is desperately short on those, but more than that, thank you for inspiring me. For the first time in years, I'm creating things for myself, instead of consuming things made by others.

Without your wonderful story and constant shared excitement for not just my ideas, but everybody's awesome ideas, I don't know how long I would have gone without that drive to create. Thank you. <3

(Sorry if this is too serious or self-important, I tend to ramble when I need to express what I'm thinking. Dont feel any pressure to answer this if you dont want to!)

HI HELLO. UH. I needed to go lay down for a min after this so I didn't just outright start bawling my ACTUAL eyes out in a /srs way. And I just can't say enough how little my expressions of gratitude will not live up to the feelings I got. I can type abt screaming and sobbing all I want but AUGH that does NOT live up to it. So all I can do is say thank you thank you THANK YOU. Like I've stated before, I started TLAI as just. A silly little fix it fic that, I am going to tell you now, I thought I would barely get over 100 kudos in like. A month or two. My writing experience is basically sequestered to fandoms that have zero members other than myself and my dear friends, making small drabbles for said friends. AND UH. YEAH. AS YOU CAN SEE IT HAS GONE A LITTLE OUT OF THAT RANGE BY NOW. It is ABSOLUTELY guys like u that keep me motivated and confident in my own work. It is beyond the highest honor for me to ever hear that I have actively inspired ANYONE, honestly. Especially to this degree. It is BEYOND wild. Especially because your stuff is so GENUINELY massively awesome. It is so cool. I would have never guessed that you haven't just been doing this forever. SO UH YEAH. MUTUAL SAP. IM TAKING YOU BY THE SHOULDERS AND SHAKING YOU. THANK U SO MUCH. I NEED TO GO AND CRY NOW.

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we-are-inevitable · 1 year

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Katherine for the ask game??

How I feel about this character:

SHE HAD SO MUCH POTENTIAL UGH i still love her an ungodly amount but yeah i think she should have had more characterization. this is entirely a problem with writing and not a dig at her character!!

Any/all the people I ship romantically with this character:

im gonna be real before i realized how much i liked javid, i was 100% a jatherine stan- and i still am! i love jatherine so much. there is just something about jatherine that is just.... ugh its so good to me, ESPECIALLY with the added dynamic of jack being a person of color. idk the brain has absolutely latched onto them.

i also do enjoy newsbians! sometimes it just feels like people stick them in randomly, but i really think it works most of the time. my gals <3

My favorite non-romantic ship for this character:

oddly enough, jatherine again. i love jack and kath being close no matter what the relationship is; i think in platonic relationships, they work best as exes who care so SO deeply about each other, but the romance just isn't there. in any other life, they'd be perfect, but they're definitely close.

speaking of davey: davey and kath are SO besties ugh i love them. they take no shit from anyone, they're so bitchy, and i want to have a brunch with them purely for the gossip. every annoying twink needs their equally annoying bi bestie and that is so them in my heart. let them be a little stereotypical together its ok

My unpopular opinion about this character:

the girlbossification of katherine pulitzer needs to stop. i feel like both canon and fanon kath is treated as the savior of the newsboys, but its a very classist thought to say that they would have failed without a rich heiress there leading the way. she ABSOLUTELY helped, she's instrumental to the story and this is not diminishing her impact- but there is a difference between "katherine is important to the success of the strike" and "katherine saved the strike"

also i know the fandom sees her as a lesbian but this babe is bi. shes so bi. kath and jack are bi4bi they told me themselves

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

all in all she leaves me wanting more. more backstory, more characterization, more interactions with the boys. i want to see her be integrated into the group instead of on the sidelines- and we get that a little in KONY, but i feel like there's not enough leadup. lets be real, we all know she's chasing a story, and i want to SEE her start caring about the boys in more than after falling for jack. i want to see more of her progression as a character and not a love interest!! which is again not her fault it's the writing!! but god !!!!!! i want more of her

My crossover ship:

can i say newsbians for this .. crossover between 92sies and livesies lmao

tysm cam i love kath sm

#katherine plumber #katherine pulitzer #katherine plumber pulitzer #newsies #jack kelly #david jacobs #jac txt.#livesies #newsies musical #newsies live #west endsies #newsies uk

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captainstressed · 1 year

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first fic in getting on for a year and i gotta say im pretty stoked about it!

Fandom: Criminal Minds (Evolution) Word count: 2,399 Pairing: Garvez (Alvez x Garcia) Genre: Hurt/comfort fix it of sorts for the most recent episode 16x06 True Conviction

general spoiler warning for the episode. note: tyler green doesn't exist in the universe of this fic

read it on ao3 or below the cut

Endgame.

Staying behind whilst her team, her family, went out to face the big bad never got easier. It had been one of the many reasons why she had made the decision to leave the BAU. Penelope would never not worry about her loved ones, but having a front row seat to almost every life threatening situation they encountered had taken its toll on her over the years.

She and Luke had what some might call a complicated relationship. Complicated wasn’t necessarily a word that he would use and relationship wasn’t what Penelope herself would necessarily call whatever they were but alas. They had been on one date, it had been shortly after she left the FBI and it had never gone anywhere. Who’s fault had that been? Nobodies. It had been a mutual decision that they worked better as friends.

Truth be told, a truth Penelope had kept to herself, was that she wanted nothing more than to be more than friends with Luke Alvez, had wanted such long before their singular date.

But.

There was always a but.

It was one thing to deal with the fear that came with knowing those she cared about were in danger, she couldn’t begin to imagine the pain in her heart if one of those people were her person.

So that had been that. Penelope had spent the three years since leaving; healing, creating and making a difference in a way that didn’t require her to come face to face with death and violence on a daily basis.

Something that hadn’t changed however, more so had been locked away for the sake of her heart and sanity, were her feelings for Luke. They withstood the test of time, despite her own deniability. She had been able to convince herself that these feelings were no different from those she shared for the others like JJ and Emily, this was until the explosion.

—

Her heart dropped at the mention of a bomb and when the feed on both Luke and JJ’s body cam’s dropped, static filling the screens, Penelope might have forgotten how to breathe for a moment or two.

Everyone fell into action but Penelope found herself frozen in place for what felt like an eternity yet couldn’t have been more than a handful of seconds. She was overcome with fear, not only at the prospect of potentially losing two of the most important people in her life, but also that she would lose one of said people without having ever been truly honest with him, or herself.

There wasn’t time for whatever epiphany slash freak out her mind was steering her towards, she could and would deal with her complicated feelings when both of her friends were back safe and preferably in her arms.

—

Both JJ and Luke were fine, the blast had left them bruised but otherwise no worse for wear. They were fine. Luke was fine. So why was Penelope’s mind still racing a mile a minute? What if scenarios plaguing her like a waking nightmare.

She had busied herself until the moment Emily had messaged to let her know they were back, her heart aching with relief as well as the lingering fear of what could have been. Pulling them both into a tight albeit brief hug, she sent thanks to whoever or whatever had been looking out for them. Tears she had failed to keep at bay since the blast threatened to fall once more, but there was still so much work to be done and she knew that, so she let them go. There would be time for a real reunion later, they were okay and that was all that mattered.

Penelope fled to her office after that, determined to distract herself with the case and other not so niceties she had not too long ago thought she had put behind her. She still wasn’t entirely sure how she felt about being back, even though she wasn’t technically officially back. Leaving the BAU had been such a big step and ultimately had changed her for the better, but she still missed it sometimes and couldn’t deny that being back kind of felt like coming home.

—

The team filtered in and out of her office throughout the day with case related queries, but she hadn’t seen Luke. They were all busy trying to track down this Sicarius and truth be told she wasn’t entirely sure she was ready to see him. It was easier to put on a front when around the others, to welcome him back with a light quip when all she really wanted was for him to hold her and never let her go.

Penelope had managed to shuffle her worries for Luke from the forefront of her mind (now second only to searching for Sicarius but it was progress), she was also on god only knows what number coffee of the day so at least when the others commented on her trembling hands she could blame it on the caffeine.

She spun in her chair at the same moment the door opened, empty mug in hand and intent on getting another coffee.

Luke.

That weird feeling she had been trying to ignore stirred in the pit of her stomach once more, she knew he was still around (and by all gods was she glad he was still around) but she hadn’t had time to process nearly losing him and there was work to do, which is why she hadn’t left her cave aside from quick dashes to the coffee machine.

She was staring, something she realised too late. Luke had his usual boyish smile which tilted into a faint smirk as he ventured further into her space.

“Everything alright?”

His tone was light and slightly amused and Penelope wanted nothing more than to wipe away his smile with her usual sarcasm but she couldn’t, instead spinning back in her chair to place her cup back down and only half pretending to go back to work.

Luke’s smile did waver a little and a small frown creased his brow, he approached her desk with mild caution as a self proclaimed seasoned pro at knowing when and when not to poke the bear so to speak.

“Are you ok?”

Penelope’s fingers paused on the keyboard in front of her, she took a moment to consider his question before turning towards him with a look of incredibility.

“Me? You’re the one that almost died!”

Her voice sounded slightly frantic and quite frankly she was. How could he be asking her if she’s ok?

Luke gave pause, taking her words into consideration before speaking, something which he probably should have taken a few more moments to think about before opening his mouth.

“Are you mad at me?”

Amusement was back in his tone, he was trying to keep things light but Penelope couldn’t deal with light, she’d been carrying the almost unbearable weight of worry and guilt from the moment the bomb went off.

She held his gaze until she felt a lump rise in her throat, the last thing she wanted to do was cry in front of him and there was so much going on that this really wasn’t the time for it. Refusing to blink in case a damn stray tear betrayed her, she swallowed and silently turned back to her screen instead.

Any hope she had of Luke leaving her to it were quickly quashed as she saw him approaching in the reflection of one of her monitors. He reached out and put a hand on the back of her chair but made no effort to turn her back to face him.

“Hey, i’m sorry.”

Penelope was painfully aware of how close they were, she took a breath and hoped it didn’t sound as shaky as it felt. She didn’t trust her voice and as much as she didn’t want Luke to see her like this, she also didn’t want him to go either.

“Will you look at me, please?”

A sigh passed his lips, not out of frustration at Penelope but at himself for being so insensitive. His fingers curled around the top of her chair but he still made no effort to turn it, it had to be her choice to speak to him and if she wasn’t ready then he would respect that.

She was quiet for another few moments, no longer pretending to be working and instead focussing on not falling apart. Convinced she had her emotions mostly in check, she turned to face Luke once more. His hand dropped from the chair and he took a small step back, arms hanging at his sides and itching to reach out for her.

It broke his heart to see Penelope upset, and it hurt more to know he was the cause for her hurt, albeit through no real fault of his own. He hadn’t stopped thinking about her, in fact she was one of the last things on his mind moments before the bomb went off. There was so much unsaid between the two of them, things that until that moment he had naively believed there would be plenty of time to explore.

He didn’t know what they were, other than friends (or frenemies as she had referred to them in the past), but he knew what he wanted them to be. Life was far too short, he had come very close to finding that out first hand and in the moment found himself with so many regrets. He had been given another chance and didn’t want his unspoken feelings to be one of them.

“I thought i’d lost you.”

Penelope’s voice cut through the internal battle he was having with himself, she was quiet but every emotion she was trying to keep to herself spilled through. Luke felt his own chest grow tight and cleared his throat, reaching out a hand towards Penelope.

“Come’ere.”

He worried that she wouldn’t take his hand, would instead retreat back behind the walls she had built and reinforced over the years, the walls he had wanted to demolish from the moment he had met her. But she surprised him, and herself, by taking his hand. They moved in sync, Penelope rising from her chair and Luke gently tugging on her hand until he could wrap both arms around her.

She buried her face against his chest, he felt the tears soak through his shirt before her quiet sobs reached his ears and he held her tighter. Their team was few and far between these days and none of them would begrudge them this moment but he still hoped no one decided to stop by anytime soon. The others knew Luke and Penelope had something, even if they themselves weren’t even truly aware of it, it didn’t matter that he no longer saw Penelope on a daily basis and had seen her sparsely over the three years since she had left the BAU. If anything, his feelings had only grown over that time and he was tired of pretending they didn’t exist.

Both of her arms snaked around his waist, whilst he had one around her holding her close and a hand in her hair. He felt an air of peace whilst his fingers slipped through her hair, lips leaving a barely there kiss to the top of her head. It felt like the most natural thing in the world, holding Penelope in his arms and he hated the circumstances that had led them here but was also grateful that he had been given a second chance so he could do this.

Neither of them could be sure how long they had been stood in the middle of her office, though both were grateful that no one had disturbed them, whether it be purely coincidental or if the others had seen Luke head in there and knew to give them some time.

They separated slowly, Penelope’s hands coming to rest on his chest and lightly brushing over the wet patches whilst she frowned.

“Well, that’s embarrassing.”

It was her turn to try and lighten the mood, Luke could practically see the walls coming back up and he couldn’t let it happen. He raised a hand to cover hers and hesitated for only a second before bringing his other hand to her cheek.

“No, don’t do that.”

He squeezed the hands beneath his softly, swiping his thumb beneath her glasses to wipe away the last of her tears. Penelope leaned into his touch without even realising, her gaze dropping to his lips for the breath of a second before she dipped her head with a small sigh.

Luke mirrored her sigh, leaning in and pressing another more prominent kiss to the top of her head. The others may be giving the two of them leeway but he was still on the clock and there was still work to be done, they both knew that. But god damnit they had come so close to never getting this moment so sue them for not wanting it to end.

Penelope slipped her hands from beneath his, slowly raising her head to meet his gaze once more. She brought one of her now free hands to his that still cupped her cheek, fingers curling around his wrist.

They were tempting fate, someone could walk in any moment. It didn’t stop Luke from pressing their foreheads together, blocking out anyone and anything around them so his sole focus was the woman in front of him.

There was so much to talk about, things they would talk about. What had happened was a wake up call for them both, and they shared a look to which they both knew translated to “to be continued”.

But.

There was always a but.

Neither would admit to making the first move, though both would agree that it was long overdue. It was brief but held promise, promise of more of this Penelope hoped. Luke would have punched the air if not for the fact it would have completely ruined the mood.

When they parted again, this time in agreement that this would be continued away from work, Luke couldn’t stop his boyish smirk from crossing his lips and Penelope found herself smiling back, both of them relishing in the relief of having each other and looking forward to finally exploring their true feelings.

#fanfic #criminal minds #criminal minds evolution #penelope garcia #luke alvez #garvez #alvez x garcia #tyler green doesn't exist in the universe of this fic #not sorry #ao3

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ashthemadwriter-archived · 2 years

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Seeing you in a wedding dress for the first time

Fandom: Haikyuu

Pairing: Oikawa x fem!reader

Genre: Fluff,Humor

Format: Scenario

Warnings: Tiny bit of NSFW,but nothing too accurate

Word count: 0.9K

A/n: dude i wrote this at 3 am and i was supposed to be sleeping/studying for my upcoming exam in the morning,but im just obsessed with this scenario

not proofread

here you go Oikawa stans! youre welcome ;)

Suna version

it was just a crazy idea.an idea that popped into your mind the minute you laid eyes on the gorgeous wedding dress in the showcase of the shop near your college.

"what would Tooru's reaction be when he sees me in this?" you thought to yourself while caressing the soft,fluffy material on its skirt.

so you rented the dress,just for one night-tonight.it didnt cost you a lot because the owner had seen you gasping and literally drooling while staring at the dress,more than once,which made her feel bad so she gave you a remarkable discount.

And now here you were,wearing red lipstick and eye make up on, your hair chignoned Elegantly which couldnt have been done without the help of your roommate,who was sitting in front of you on her bed, her eyes moving from her watch to your face every ten seconds.

"what time he said he'll get here?" "in a few minutes" you mumbled,while scrolling through your phone,wishing to come across something interesting. "well it has been half an hour since he told you that,and i cant see any sign of him here" "SO IMPATIENT! why do you even care anyway?" you giggled as you present her an innocent smile, already knowing the reason why she was acting like this;but you couldnt miss an opportunity to tease her,could you?

"EXCUSE ME? are you for real? dont tell me that you forgot about how you made me stay at my friend's house the other night you wore a dirty outfit!" "but its not a dirty outfit this time!" "yeah! its a wedding dress! thats even worse!" she whined dramatically,pouting as the memory of that night became lively in her mind.her friend's house was not nice-not at all like her good old dorm room,which she had to share with you,unfortunately.you weren't a bad roommate,you were just...just...

too carefree when it came to being with your boyfriend.

you two continued chatting-which was basically you listening to her nag about things that was bothering her,and you were definitely on top of her list-until you heard a slight knock on the door. "babe? you there?"

you smiled as you heard the familiar voice that belonged to your boyfriend,and got excited cause it was show time!

"your prince charming has finally arrived,idiot" your friend says while opening the door,facing the usual nice while mischevious look on Oikawa's face. "well,arent you a pea-" he was planning on teasing her a bit longer,but was speechless when his eyes met with yours.

"Awwww what happened?did the cat ate your tongue?" you gave him a cocky smile,gliding toward him as you gyrated to give him a better view.

"so,what do you think?" he remained silent,but the sparkle in his eyes did all the talking for him.there wasnt much left for him to say.

however,there were plenty of things he could do.

within a blink of an eye,he literaly threw you on the bed,came on top of you as he crashed his lips into yours,tasting them harshly like a starved man.youre friend could swear that she heard the bed crack at that moment,but there were more important things to care about.

"h-hey! do this shit when youre alone together!" it was clear that you both heard her words,but anyone could tell that none of em really mattered right now.Oikawa was head over heels in love with you already. you were one of the most important things in his life and he really wanted to spend his lifetime with you,but seeing you in that dress...

you looked like an angel.an angel he wanted all for himself so badly.

at first you just continued your little make out session to tease your friend for a bit,but now? you couldnt resist his touch.

not when he was this passionate.

his hands traveling through your body,caressing the delicate skin with his fingertips as he comtinued smooching.you could hear his heartbeat,racing like hell.why was he so impressed anyway? you didnt really see this coming,but he was obsessed with you.he wanted to wake up with the feeling of you clinging to the side of him.he wanted to go to sleep with you in his arms,placing small kisses on your sensitive neck while breathing the sweet scent of your shampoo that was left on your hair.he wanted to be the one who gets to comfort you when youre feeling down.he wanted to be the one who you share kids with.he loved you,so much more than you can even imagine.

you were both running out of breath,but were too stubborn to break the kiss.air was not that important anyway...

your hands gently found their way under his boxers as you felt his hardened lenghth rubbing againts your clothed cunt,peeking at the room with your right eye just to realise your friend was gone long ago,

and you were too all over each other to notice.

Bonus:

◆you did buy the dress in the end,cause your beloved Tooru ripped it apart

◆and you actually started thinking about starting a family with him,and he seemed to be on the same page as you but was looking for a great opportunity

◆he got the opportunity when he found you in your bed looking kinda sick,with a used baby check on the drawer a few days after "the incident" :D

Reblogs are super duper appreciated! ty for reading this and i hope you enjoyed it :)

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