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stellatted · 10 months

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Contes de la Jungle (detail) by James Jebusa Shannon

#art #james jebusa shannon #delicate #aesthetic #oil painting #1895 #contes de la jungle #coquette #girl blogger #dollette

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jimmvoniquitos-phot · 7 months

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𝑺𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒖𝒏 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒊𝒔𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒅 💚🌅

1 𝒐𝒓 2? 𝑾𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒅𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒔𝒆?

𝑰𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒕𝒐𝒔, 𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒖 🎞️

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vngelskyy · 1 year

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thestylesplash · 2 months

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Jungle Animals Kimono Robe + Style With a Style Link Up

It’s that time of year when temperatures can fluctuate throughout the day, and if (like me) you’re riding the perimenopause rollercoaster, well that adds another dimension. I find myself changing tops, putting on/taking off cardigans frequently. The solution, I’ve found, is light layers. I love how versatile this jungle animals kimono robe is A silk kimono robe works beautifully as an…

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#stylewithasmile #40 plus style blog #40+ fashion blogger #Asos green ankle boots #Coast green cord trousers #midlife style #over 40 fashion blog #over 40 fashion blogger #over 40 style blog.#River Island khaki fedora #Ruby Shoo Adelaide mini box bag #Ulivary jungle animals kimono robe

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flaviathebibliophile · 6 months

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Peekaboo Jungle: Baby's First Crinkle Peek-A-Book by Surya Sajnani (Review)

Title: Peekaboo Jungle Creator: Surya Sajnani Genre: Children’s, Baby Publisher: Happy Yak Date published: September 5, 2023 A complimentary physical copy of this book was kindly provided by Canadian Manda Group in exchange for an honest review. Open out the soft pages of this beautiful, sensory-rich organic cloth book to explore a world deep in the jungle, and play peekaboo with Monkey, Jaguar,…

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#baby book #book #book blog #book blogger #book review #book review blog #book reviews #books #children&039;s book #children&039;s books #Happy Yak #kids book #kids books #Little Brown Books #peekaboo jungle #picture book #picture books #Surya Sajnani

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exploringbitplaces · 10 months

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Unleash your wild side with an epic jungle safari in India! 🌿🐯🦁 Explore now.

#Exploringbit #Travel #junglesafari #jungle #safari #safarilife #safariphotography #junglechallenge #Blog #Blogger #Trip #Challenge #Tiger

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mod-a-day · 1 year

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Matthew Simmonds (4-mat) "Jungle" (JUNGLE.FST) The Smurfs (???) Unknown company

We were unable to determine if this was ever used in a Smurfs game or not. The closest match was "The Smurfs Travel The World", but no version had a soundtrack that matched this one.

#music #tracked music #module music #FastTracker #FST #Matthew Simmonds #4-mat #Jungle #The Smurfs #unknown year #unknown company #video game music #???#blogger comments

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booksteacupandreviews · 1 year

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Children's books reviews : Stories for 3-7 yr old kids

children's #bookreviews of stories for 3-7 yrs old kids. #AnimalOpposites and #AnimalShapes by Nikolas Ilic #ReinaExplorestheZoo by Sheila C Duperrier #TheJungleCrew by Emma Scott Check out which one my kid loved-

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clementinenve · 2 years

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Cascade Blanche : une mini rando, facile et accessible ! C’est ma cascade préférée de Salazie 🌈🧡 Elle mesure 640m et c’est la 3ème plus haute cascade de France 💦 #waterfall #lareunion #travel #traveltips #blogger #voyage #voyageursdumonde #jungle #treck #traveling #instagood (à Cascade Blanche Salazie) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cja7ww6LKXS/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#waterfall #lareunion #travel #traveltips #blogger #voyage #voyageursdumonde #jungle #treck #traveling #instagood

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hereforthefanficsandromance · 7 months

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Master List of My Works

Some Links Reroute to: https://hereforthefanficsandromance.blogspot.com/

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Need to Rant with Others Who Have Read These Stories?

Join My Discord It's free! Members get updates, sneak peaks, bonus content, events, and countdowns to new chapters. We'd love to have you, even if you just lurk!

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Love/Like/Hate What You Read?

Comment (please!) on AO3 or Blogger Anonymous/Comment/Message/Reblog on Tumblr Compliments feed me Constructive Criticism improves me

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The Way He Looks at You Series

(Cal Kestis x Reader)

Star Wars Jedi: Fallen Order/Survivor Alternate Universe

After being dumped by your Jedi boyfriend, you accidentally bump into Inquisitor Cal Kestis, the Thirteenth Brother. He takes an interest in you and intends to give you what you desire most.

Rating: 18+

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Fan Requests

A Ring for Cal (Cal Kestis x Reader)

Star Wars Jedi: Fallen Order/Survivor

Cal has a hard time lasting in the bedroom and needs some help to enjoy his time with you.

Rating: 18+

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Fan Prize Story #1: Training in the Water (Cal Kestis x Reader)

Star Wars Jedi: Fallen Order/Survivor

You, a former Jedi, watch Cal practice his forms. He offers to jog your memory on how to do them.

Rating: 18+

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Fan Prize Story #2: Pleasure in Pushing and Punishment (Cal Kestis x Reader)

Star Wars Jedi: Fallen Order/Survivor

Cal has has been missing you and decides to show it by being a bit of a brat. You won't tolerate his behavior and make him work for what he wants.

Rating: 18+

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Fan Prize Story #3: Finding the Way Back (Cal Kestis x Reader)

Star Wars Jedi: Fallen Order/Survivor

Chapter I

Chapter II

Chapter III

Cal doesn't return from a mission forcing you to venture out into the Kashyyyk jungle to rescue him and face your greatest fears.

Rating: 18+

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Fan Prize Story #4: Once Bitten, Twice Shy, Thrice Prepared (Cal Kestis x Reader)

Star Wars Jedi: Fallen Order/Survivor

Modern AU Cal takes you on your third date, this time to the Ren Faire.

Rating: 18+

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Tied and Crying (Cal Kestis x Reader)

Star Wars Jedi: Fallen Order/Survivor

Fan Request: IM TELLING YOU, HE WOULD LOOK SO CUTE ALL TIED UP AND CRYING FOR RELEASE

Rating: 18+

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Mini Series

Til the Cals Come Home (Cal Kestis x Reader)

Star Wars Jedi: Fallen Order/Survivor

Your life changes when Cal Kestis offers to buy you a drink. He drugs you and modifies your body to make you fit to produce milk for his black market distribution.

Rating: 18+ Trigger Warnings: Dead Dove: Don't Eat, Non-Con, Drugging, Numbness, Needles, Lactation, Hucow, Kidnapping, Rape, Forced Pregnancy, Severs Trauma, Torture, Murder

Chapter I: Alcohol Chapter II: Milk Chapter III: Semen Chapter IV: Releasing 04/20/24

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Short Stories

The Nightmare God (Fantasy)

Writing Prompt

The Nightmare God takes revenge after losing their worshippers.

Rating: N/A

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NYE, Anywhere, 02:04 am, January 1 (Poetry)

Original Work

The cozy nature of New Year's Eve with loved ones.

Rating: N/A

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bratzydollz · 4 months

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"Hana's Grand Unveiling: Who is Hana? 💋✨ #HanasReveal #HanaHasThe411"

January 10th, 2024.

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•—✧✷ Well, well, well, Upper East Shifters! The prodigal blogger has returned! Cue the applause, the confetti, and, of course, the eye rolls. Yes, my fellow shifters and followers, it's moi—Hana. I've been MIA for what feels like a century, and in the midst of my Instagram-worthy life drama, I've managed to gain a few followers. Not that they care, but hey, who needs a lame and basic introduction when you're living the chaotic dream?

Round of applause for my stellar disappearing act! Bravo, Hana. But enough about that. Let's dive into the grand reintroduction because, let's face it, you've been deprived. What can I say? Life's been a rollercoaster, with more twists and turns than a binge-(un)worthy season finale of Riverdale. But fear not, for the gossip and glam are back, and I'm about to spill the tea on yours truly. Ready or not, here comes the multidimensional Hana comeback!

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✧ About me, Xoxo.

—✧✷ Greetings, cyber citizens! I'm your digital deity, Hana Beeyuh, reigning over the online realm. Real identity? Baby, that's a closely guarded secret. She/they pronouns are my melody, and proudly transcribing my existence as a fabulous transgender woman. Virgo vibes and INFP musings – at the ripe age of 19, I'm navigating the academic jungle with a major in Business Administration. Because, let's be real, who doesn't love a business-savvy queen?

Oh, and here's a little nugget of trivia to spice up the Hana saga—I'm rocking the Klinefelter Syndrome, making me a naturally sculpted divine doll. HRT process? A breeze, honey. Feeling blessed, and this goddess is ready to conquer the digital cosmos. Buckle up, buttercups! 🌟💻 #HanaBeeyuh #OnlineRoyalty

—✧✷ Listen up, trendsetters and multiverse explorers! Hana Beeyuh, your guide through the virtual wonderland, is spilling the tea on her current obsessions. Since the mystical year of 2020, shifting has been my jam – and yes, girlies, I've successfully made the leap! Yay for alternate realities!

Now, let's talk beauty—natural vibes with a splash of bold Latina and Thai makeup, because who says you can't slay in multiple cultures? Embracing the magic of witchcraft, I'm your modern-day enchantress. Need some data entry wizardry? Count me in. And of course, strutting the cyber catwalk, because fashion is life.

But wait, there's more! Yours truly is also a subliminal sorcerer, crafting unseen spells for your subconscious. I've got a stash of creations waiting to dazzle, and when they hit the digital airwaves, you'll be the first to know. Stay tuned, my cyber comrades! 🌐💄🔮

—✧✷ Hold onto your broomsticks, spellbinders! Hana Beeyuh here, spilling the enchanted tea about my bewitching side. Yes, luvly, I'm not just interested in witchcraft—I am a full-fledged chaos-type witch, and I'm here to own it. No rulebook, no limitations—I dance to the rhythm of my own magical beat.

Quick disclaimer: I'm not your run-of-the-mill chaos magick witch. Let's get one thing straight – my craft is a constantly evolving masterpiece, not a cookie-cutter spell from the dusty pages of some ancient tome. Had to clear that up because, you know, some witches get their broomsticks in a twist when you mix "chaos magick" and "creating your own craft" in the same cauldron <3.

And now, a moment of worship for the Goddess of Keys and Witchcraft, the ultimate diva, Hekate. Bow down, beauties, for her cunty aura is the reason I'm a devoted follower. The slay is real, and so is my commitment to the mystical queen.

—✧✷ Picture this: the current earworms that have me spellbound include the hypnotic vibes of Melanie Martinez, the powerhouse notes of Ariana Grande, the offbeat allure of Ayesha Erotica, the soulful serenades by SZA, and the sultry sounds of Summer Walker.

Now, let me spill the real tea—I might not be the maestro of musical taste. In fact, I'm shamelessly riding the trend wave, and who can blame me? These beats are too good to resist.

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•—✧✷ Alright, my curious companions, buckle up for a little rendezvous into the aesthetics of both my CR-self and DR-Self. If you're itching to unravel the layers of my vibe, swing by to the "Beeyuh Core" page, or if you want more shifting teas, drive your Mercedes to "Hana's Shifting Teas" that you can access from the front page! 👀

And with that, my luvlies, behold the finale of my introduction—lovely, yet a tad messy. Here's to hoping that as you tread the path of my posts, you, my moots and followers, get to uncover the layers of Hana Beeyuh. For now, a temporary farewell, my luvlies. Buh-bye~

Xoxo, Hana. 💋🫧

back to front page —❥ 💙

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iamoutofideas · 2 months

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i’d love to huff nitrous oxide and listen to jungle with u

we will do this one day, it is part of the bloggers pilgrimage

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simyanzce · 9 months

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muva's day 🤰🏽💐

Happy Mother’s Day to my favorite mothers in the Sheridann Save! Two generations of strong charismatic women who are making their own paths in life while still maintaining an incredible mother-daughter-sister bond.

Toni Sheridann (58) 👵🏽

The grandma of grandmas! Toni is a kind and patient conservationist that absolutely adores her seven grandchildren. She has been married to her high school sweetheart, Ronnie, for nearly 40 years and together they have raised three incredible young women. Now that the kids are all grown up, Toni can focus on some of her passions which include knitting, swimming, and lifting! As an avid adventurer, you can probably find Toni exploring the jungles of Selvadorada, glamping in Granite Falls, or killing it on the slopes of Mt. Komorebi while her family watches on in delight (and sometimes shock) at her active nature. She never strays too far though, knowing that whenever, wherever, if her family needs her she’ll be around. ❤️

Camille Bron (36) 🙋🏽‍♀️

The big sister! Camille is a passionate writer, quiet craftsman, and a vegetarian queen! Her struggles with fertility seemed unwavering, but she is now the proud mother of three beautiful kids— including ten year old Cobe, and eight year old twins Camrynn & Carter. She’s happily married to Corey, her husband of twelve years! With the support of her family, she’s been able to quit her career in couples counseling and pursue her passion of writing romance novels (for which she’s already won an award)! She takes her role as the oldest very seriously and is a supportive confidant to her sisters. 🤍

Angel Richmond (32) 👩🏽‍🦰

The superstar! Angel is a global social media star and blogger that has left most of the glamorous life behind to focus on her three precious babies— nine year old Indigo, seven year old Ivy, and three year old Isaiah. She married her longtime love, Trevor, in a lavish Tartosa ceremony but has since settled into a life of freelance cooking, performing her original music at local bars, and studying cosmetology! To Angel, there’s nothing better than wash and retwist Sundays, family time at the splash park, or her Jamaican mother-in-law’s cooking. But don’t get her wrong— she still enjoys her red carpets and celebrity friendships, and whenever her sisters want a taste of the high life, they know just who to call. 🩷

Naomi Sheridann (22) 👩🏽‍🦱

The baby! We all know Miss Naomi by now— the confident and easygoing entertainer of the family! She keeps her mother and sisters on their toes with her raging parties, silly pranks, and magnetic personality. She takes her role as the baby of the family overboard sometimes and usually needs guidance and reassurance when it comes to motherhood, career aspirations, and relationship problems. Her (almost) two year old son RZA has calmed her down a lot, but every so often she needs to lean on the girls she loves most. 🤎

#sims 4 #ts4 #ts4 screenshots #sims 4 gameplay #beyanzcesims #black simmer #my sims #sims 4 simblr #the sims 4 #showusyoursims #simblr #simyanzce #Sheridann save #black simblr #urban sims #ts4 maxis match #maxis mix #alpha cc #maxis match cc

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jdenvs3000w24 · 1 month

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Final Post, finally

For the last time, Hello fellow bloggers!

I know for most of us this has been a very long semester, so I hope you all get to finally relax soon and take a minute for yourself to just breathe. Maybe you can reconnect with nature again without the need to talk about it for class and just enjoy yourself.

Anyways, the prompt for this week asks us to merge the skills and insights we have accumulated throughout this course with our own personal beliefs and ethics. For me, my personal ethics in terms of nature interpretation lean heavily toward equality and equity in opportunity. I came from a less fortunate place financially, so growing up I may not have had as many opportunities to connect with nature as most, but living by the ocean was a privilege for me that I never took for granted. The point is, I want to ensure that every person I encounter on my nature interpretation journey has an opportunity to connect with nature. That will likely look different for most people. But that's my job as a nature interpreter: to identify how people perceive the world and provide a meaningful nature experience tailored to them. In an ideal world, I would work for a not-for-profit providing different experiences in a forested space, maybe by the coast. I don't want there to be an option to pay more money to get a better experience because that perpetuates the notion that connecting with nature is a privilege.

I bring the belief that everyone deserves to connect with nature and that I am there to help build the bridge to get there. I bring the belief that natural interpretation takes many different forms through many different media. I bring the belief that we need more natural space in urban areas. Not only to break up the concrete jungles but to provide enrichment to the people living there. I bring the belief that anyone can be a nature interpreter, all you have to do is look.

As a nature interpreter, I have certain responsibilities. First and foremost I have to find nature for myself. I personally find nature every time I walk out of my front door and am greeted by the squirrels and birds a plenty gathering around the various bird feeders in my front yard. I feel nature every time I take a walk down the edge of a river, lake, or ocean. I understand nature when I walk through a forest and see outcroppings of rocks telling me the stories of eons past. My responsibility to humanity is to ensure future and current generations are able to see, hear understand, and feel nature. It is my responsibility to do so in a safe manner, so as to not push anyone past their limits. It is my responsibility to give back to nature as nature gives to us. Not only must I respect trails, parks, and other natural settings as if it were my own home. I also feel the responsibility to transform my own space into a natural setting. I intend to plant wildflower gardens for native pollinators. I intend to have solar panels to limit my carbon footprint. I intend to live in a very small square footage house on a decent-sized property so as to limit my own personal impact on the land that provides for me. Aside from my own personal intentions and self-imposed responsibilities, I also feel responsible to empower and enlighten others to do the same. Not through the means of telling them this kind of life is for them but by providing the knowledge that allows them to make informed decisions themselves.

As an individual my means of impact are limited. The approaches I find most suitable for me include a face-to-face component. I would prefer to work in a park or conservation area which allows me to really individualize the experience for each guest. I'm not a big fan of posts on social media so this whole Tumblr nature blog will not be a thing I continue in the future, that's for sure. I also understand the appeal of a podcast or YouTube video style of nature interpretation, and while that's more accessible to people who find themselves far removed from nature, it just isn't my style at all. Even if I had to get a job in some other field where I'm not in nature for my day-to-day, I hope I will be able to at the very least become a scout leader and inspire youth as I was (briefly).

Thank you all for listening to my Tumblr rants this past semester, I can't say I'll miss doing this. However, it was nice to have the routine. Considering I only made this account for this course, and I've used my school email to create it, you all are part of the lucky few who got to read my thoughts on a public forum, congrats! I will never be doing this again. I continue to use what I've learned in this course, in person, to provide a sense of nature interpretation for my friends and family who I keep dragging on hikes. Good luck to all of you in finishing up your podcasts this week! I hope you all get amazing marks in this course! Good luck and goodbye!

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genevievemd · 2 years

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The Heart Wants...

Book: Open Heart: Second Year (Post 2.3) Pairing: Ethan Ramsey x F!MC (Genevieve McClure) Word Count: 1334 Rating: G Category: Angst, Ethan POV Trope(s): and there’s some good ol’ Pining

A/N: After going on a terrible blind date, Ethan agrees to meet up with Genevieve. But it’s harder than they both imagined.

Warnings: none

A/N: Ya’ll I actually managed not to give this a “happy ending” and I’m super proud of myself. Also, the title for the next fic in the timeline (a Bk 2, ch 4 fic) is in this... can you find it?

Also, I did not proof read, like a savage.

Also also, submitting this for @choicesficwriterscreations “Please Be Prompt” for this weeks angst prompt - which is in bold.

He should have said no to this. Should have simply thanked her for saving him from an awful blind date and ended their text exchange there.

Instead, Ethan agreed to meet up at a coffee shop that was open late and spend the rest of his evening with Genevieve.

He told himself on the drive over that it was simply two friends meeting up, a thank you for the bail out, that it had nothing to do with the feelings he still carried for her.

But it did.

It would be the first time Ethan would see her and be alone with her outside the hospital since they visited the Stevenson home. And he could already feel his heart come alive at the thought.

He pulls into the parking lot behind the café, shutting off the care with a strangled sigh. His hands gripping the steering wheel until his knuckles turn white. The reset should have been easy, it wasn’t as if he was in love with Genevieve.

No, he hadn’t crossed that line yet. No matter how much his barricaded heart screamed for her.

Ethan Ramsey was not falling in love with his resident. And he’d never allow himself to.

Which was the reason he even agreed to the date Baz had set up for him. To prove to himself that the reset was the right decision and he could, in fact, move on from whatever was developing between him and Genevieve.

The friendship they’d formed over the last year was as far as they could and would ever go now.

Ethan finally exits his car, swallowing the lump in his throat. Repeating over and over that he was only meeting her as a friend.

Nothing more, nothing less.

He opens the door to the small café, his eyes instantly finding Genevieve. She’s at a table near the back, eyes full of sorrow as she twirls the spoon around her cup.

Shame washes over him, because he had made her sad. He put that frown on her perfect face.

In his haste to extract himself from the date, it didn’t occur to Ethan that the knowledge of him being on said date would cause Genevieve pain.

Though, it should have.

His rookie wore her heart on her sleeve, her every emotion on her face at any given time, for the world to see.

He knew she still wanted him, was still holding out hope that Ethan would rescind the reset and they’d be together.

But he won’t and, in time, Gen would come to accept it. And begin to move on herself.

He ignores the sharp pain he feels in his heart at the thought of her with someone else, and maneuvers his way to the table.

“Hey.”

The pain he just saw disappears as she looks up at him. Her smile so bright its as if she is the sun itself.

“Hi. I was going to order you something, but I wasn’t sure.”

“That’s fine.” Ethan sits across from her, returning her smile.

Its incredible how quickly she can change his moods. Just being near her, being able to see the freckle in her right eye and rosiness of her cheeks, makes his entire body relax. No one else has ever had that effect on him. Which was why he needed to flee to the jungle, put distance between them.

Both physically and emotionally.

“So, a vegan blogger?” Genevieve smirks, taking a sip of her tea.

“I have no idea what Mirani was thinking.”

“Doesn’t seem like he knows your type at all.”

“It would seem that way, yes.”

He catches the flash of agony that flickers across her face, even as Gen tries to hide it behind her tea cup.

“I’m sorry.” He offers, solemnly.

“For what? It’s not like I’m anything other than your friend.” She shrugs, the bite in her words piercing through his defenses.

Reminding Ethan, once again, of the pain he’s caused her.

“I didn’t mean to upset you, G.”

“You didn’t.”

“I did. I can see it all over your face.”

“Yeah, well…” She takes a deep breath, looking away from him. “That’s what happens when they guy you like goes on a date with someone else.”

“I didn’t have a good time.”

“That doesn’t make it any better, Ethan.”

“You know it has to be this way, it’s for the best.” He so badly wants to reach for her hand, but that would be counterproductive.

If he felt her skin, touched her in any way, it would be like opening up a wound that’s just started to heal. Or an addict giving in to temptation.

He needed to keep his hands to himself, and fight, with everything he has, the urge he has to hold her hand.

“It doesn’t feel like it.” Genevieve takes another deep breath, squeezing her eyes shut.

“It will, in time.”

“Sometimes, I think you mean, or meant, more to be me than I do to you. It wouldn’t be this easy for you if I did.”

He watched the tiniest tear escape her eyes and fall down her cheek. Another glaring reason why Ethan never should have agreed to meet her tonight. It was too painful, for her and for him.

“I don’t know what to say anymore, Gen. You know my reasons for the reset and agreeing to go on that date tonight. If you can’t accept them, then –”

“I can, I have. I just don’t operate like you. I can’t just shut my feelings off or shove them into a box and throw them away.” She finally looks at him again, a fire in her green eyes. “I can’t just forget what happened between us. Maybe you can, but I can’t.”

“I haven’t forgotten.” The admission, for some reason, feels like a weight being lifted. A secret he hadn’t know he was keeping being brought into the light.

Because, he was right, he hadn’t forgotten. He thought about her every spare second he had in the amazon. Even now, working beside her day in and day out, all he thinks about was how it felt to kiss Genevieve, to hold her in his arms.

It was the very reason the reset was so hard. When it should have been easy.

Perhaps, he was wrong before. Maybe Ethan was, or had already started to fall in love with the woman sitting across from him.

Maybe she was already so much more than his very close friend. His best friend, is what Gen called herself.

Maybe, she was already so deep in his veins, that his heart now depended on her to survive.

And that, was a fate worse than death.

Ethan depended on no one, and he wasn’t about to start now.

He had to stand firm, and erase every feeling he had for her and make sure Genevieve did the same.

“I’m sorry.”

He’s startled from his thoughts by her voice, her melodic tone pulling him back to reality.

“I don’t want to fight, or start a fight. I’m gonna go freshen up and then when I come back we’ll start over and you can tell me all about the vegan blogger from hell. Okay?” Gen offers him a sad smile, a brave face.

“Okay.”

She gets up from the table before Ethan can say more, disappearing into the back room.

Ethan leans back in his chair, pinching the bridge of his nose as he closes his eyes in defeat.

This would be the last time he allows them to be alone together. After tonight, for both their sakes, he’s putting his foot down. No more meetings at Derry Roaster’s before work, or texts pertaining to anything but work. This was the last time.

He’ll be the bad guy, if it saves them from ruin. He’ll make sure they both let go of their feelings and pining for what could have been.

They’ll be Dr. Ramsey and Dr. McClure once more.

Exactly as it always should have stayed.

A/N: He’s a dummy. But we love him anyway.

Tagging Separately.

#ethan ramsey x mc #ethan x mc #open heart #open heart fanfiction #please be prompt #ethan x gen #to think a year after this fic they're dating and official lol and then two years later they're married af #some reset Dr Ramsey lmao

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I finally started playing Skyrim this year (I just left the Greybeards after learning how to use my first Shout, that’s only as far as I am) and was genuinely struck by how gorgeous it is.

Last song you listened to: Time - Jungle

Currently reading: Got stuck in both The Myth of Normal by Gabor Mate and Americanah by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie. Sometimes I get stuck in books and have to switch to other primary activities, but I always loop back around after my brain gets unstuck to devour them whole, so I’m on track to getting back to them shortly.

Last movie: Renfield! Please go see it, it is delightful and insane and Nicolas Cage is clearly having the absolute time of his life.

Last show: Taking my time to savor working through TLOU. Stunning. Just finished Left Behind and, of course, cried my eyes out.

Craving: This iced coffee concoction is not as good as this one cafe’s version but I do not want to go outside and spend the money currently, so it will have to do.

What are you wearing right now: Black leggings, Fleetwood Mac band tee.

How tall are you: 5'5″-ish

Piercings: One in my right ear, four in my left. Started the piercing process with even amounts, but needed to let the second right hole close up and decided I liked the asymmetry. I looked real cool when I had my left sidecut, but alas, I have had to keep my hair fairly even/neutral for professional reasons.

Tattoos: None, but contemplating one

Glasses? Contacts? Glasses since I was five (and currently on my face), contacts since I was 16 and most days because I am vain.

Last drink: Water because this iced coffee situation is not vibing.

Last thing you ate: A modified version of something my partner calls a Hot Mess. He and I make it differently, so mine goes: shredded potatoes, sausage crumbles, eggs scrambled into it and topped with cheese at the end to get melty.

Favorite color: Deep purple/deep green

Current obsession: Alas, nothing - trying to work on moderation and mindfulness/presence since my fixations have abandoned me.

Any pets: I am a proud stepmommy to my partner’s two fluffy cats - a loud extrovert named Matilda and her much younger brother, a scaredy-cat named Loki.

Favorite fictional character: Too many. Comment/message with a fandom and I’ll tell you my fav of that fandom!

Tag time! Let’s see if @muskegmaenad @strangenewgirls @cylon-angel @punchholesinthesky or @adirotynd wanna do it, no pressure if not, of course, this is only for fun on the blue hellsite

#rl with v

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