#lgbt vent

[risesthenight]

i personally don’t like shipping characters outside of their canon queer identities but can we talk about the double standard of it

you ship a gay man with a woman and people will riot

you ship an aroace with someone and everyone goes “erm actually it’s a spectrum 🤓☝️ so this is okay”

LIKE 😭😭 just say u don’t give a shit about queer identities that expand outside of romance and sex

#you are using the spectrum as an EXCUSE #AND ISTG IF SOMEONE ARGUES WITH ME IN THE REPLIES 😭 #aromantic #asexual #aroace #lgbt safe space #aromanticism #asexuality #lgbt vent #lgbt discussion #aroace rep is important #lgbt representation #lgbt ships #aroace representation #representation matters

[1800cha0s]

when i first realized i was queer as a kid i was filled with so much queer joy that it was bursting from my veins, i didnt even really know what queer joy was or that lesbian was even really a word i was just so happy, i told everyone that i was gay and i was so gullible, so blinded by the euphoria of being me, but that flame, that bright flame has just been slowly diminishing over the years as ive learned that the people around me will only accept me if it's something that i can hide and that they can ignore, and that society will never accept me unless im not me and i want a happy ending for all queer people and i know that someday queer people will get that happy ending and be able to live and love freely but i dont know if i'll get to be alive to see that happy ending, i want a happy ending and the knowledge that i probably wont ever get one makes me want to just fucking scream out and blast my head open with a gun

#lgbt #queer #vent #vent post #vent tag #venting #cw vent #ventcore #vent blog #ventblr #personal vent #lgbt vent #queer vent

[ranpakoka]

🦋☀️🦋

I wasn't sure about uploading this kind of art here. I hope I'm using CW's correctly. aaa

#cw: sad #oc #sad qutoes #lgbt vent #art

[twistytwine]

I’m a closeted nonbinary kid and….do you guys ever just get hope that your family might actually be able to handle you being something other than cishet but they react hostile and controlling to something gender-related and you kinda realize you might have to be closeted all your life

#vent #lgbt vent #nonbinary vent

[guttergoblins]

finally having someone in my life who understands the weight of being around family members while being closeted >>>>>>

i love her so much

#lgbt vent #gtrgoblin

[ivetf]

When I watch these adorable gay TV shows full of queer love and high school romance, I want it, but then I cry the whole night, because that's something I will never have

#gay #personal vent #queer #loveislove #lgbtpeople #lgbtqa #lgbtq #lgbt vent

[spooky-spider-x]

TW sh mention

My gender dysphoria has been really bad recently and I don't know what to do about it. There's only so much I can actually change about my physical appearance and I feel like I've done everything I can to make myself feel more comfortable in my body, but it's just not enough. The reason I started s3lf hãrming again about a year ago was because of gender dysphoria and not being accepted by my family. I want to s3lf hãrm now for the same reason. I hate myself so much and I wish I wasn't trans. Being trans makes me a disappointment and a burden. Being trans makes me unlovable. Transphobia is everywhere and even if it's not directly aimed at me, I'm still affected by it - there's news articles, books and films made to target trans people and make us feel horrible just for existing. I wish that I could just be accepted for who I am, but I'm not. Most people either don't respect or don't remember my pronouns and pretty much everyone still sees me as a girl even when I try really hard to look masculine. Even my closest friends still misgender me. I hate that this is the only life I get and I'm trans and depressed and suicidal and anxious and there's just so much wrong with me. I just want to feel like I fit in somewhere but I don't and I never will. I just feel so alone and like no one truly understands what it's like to be me.

#vent #trans #gender dysphoria #gender #lgbt #lgbt vent #lgbtqia #lgbtq #trans guy #ftm #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destruction #tw depressing stuff #tw cvtting #tw #life sucks #they he #they/he

[kuchipatch1]

yall have got to be more normal about Southern people and I'm not kidding. enough of the Sweet Home Alabama incest jokes, enough of the idea that all Southerners are bigots and rednecks, and enough of the idea that the South has bad food. shut up about "trailer trash" and our accents and our hobbies!

do yall know how fucking nauseating it is to hear people only bring up my state to make jokes about people in poverty and incestuous relationships? how much shame I feel that I wasn't born up north like the Good Queers and Good Leftists with all the Civilised Folk with actual houses instead of small cramped trailers that have paper thin walls that I know won't protect me in a bad enough storm?

do yall know how frustrating it is to be trans in a place that wants to kill you and whenever you bring it up to people they say "well just move out" instead of sympathizing with you or offering help?

do yall understand how alienating it is to see huge masterposts of queer and mental health resources but none of them are in your state because theyre all up north? and nobody seems to want to fix this glaring issue because "they're all hicks anyways"

Southern people deserve better. we deserve to be taken seriously and given a voice in the queer community and the mental health space and leftist talks in general.

#this is kind of a vent honestly but ive been thinking abt it a lot #ask to tag #ok to reblog #southerners #queer #lgbt #neurodivergent #alabama #georgia #tennessee #texas #discourse #? #poverty #southern queer

[v-6nilla]

am i actually trans or do i just hate my body.

#vent #lgbt vent

[muggle-born-princess]

Reblog if you're LGBT and are against MAPS/Child Groomers

#i kinda want to prove a point to certain people #i don't usually post my personal problems on here unless I need to because I find it unecessary and childish #but this bullshit has been eating me the fuck up and I need to vent #LGBT does not equal groomer #Child groomers are not LGBT #MAPs are not LGBT #TW: Child Grooming #Tagging it that just in case anyone feels uncomfortable with said topic #fucking hate Texas and religion extremists and conservatives #LGBT #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #reblog bait

[00ops1e]

i may or may not have made a confession? do i think she’ll actually take the hint at all? four years of dropping hints and talking like this and acting as if we’re lovers and im still thinking no. i dont even know if i care if she doesn’t feel the same. she treats me as more than a friend yet less than a lover and it’s KILLING me. i’ll update.

#wlw #lesbian #wlw yearning #unrequited feelings #im in love with her #in love with my best friend #queer yearning #love confessions #confession #oblivious #i cant take it anymore #vent #lgbt vent

[risesthenight]

i HATE it when people excuse shipping certain characters despite their sexualities just because they’re fictional characters..

like YEAH they are, but they’re important representation to us..?

#lgbt vent #lgbt discussion #representation matters #aroace rep is important #shipping discourse #lgbt ships #this is about alastor btw #aroace alastor #queer representation #queer rep in media

[monsterkidz]

idk if this makes sense but i'm so tired of queer relationships representations in media being like 'oh he's my boyfriend/she's my girlfriend' and then they just act like friends who occasionally hold hands.

Like the rare times i see two men kissing / two women kissing my heart melts and i realize how i'm not used to that like at all.

Like give me actual representation of people hugging, kissing, caressing etc.

Then again this might be just my perception but i just needed to scream that into the void.

#reblogs turned off because as i said i just needed to scream this into the void #lgbtq #lgbt vent #vent #lgbtq representation

[your-local-closet-monster]

The T in LGBTQ isn't silent

How could you betray your own

brothers

sisters

siblings

?

How can you say "I accept everyone"

while kicking away your trans siblings?

You know the pain.

You know the fear.

You should help.

Aren't they worth of help?

Aren't they worth of happiness?

Aren't they worth of acceptance?

What happened to

"We're a community"

and

"We're strong together"

We're strong together except trans people?

Is that your new motto?

Is that what you want?

Did we all forget about Leelah?

Everyone else who lost the fight already?

Are they suddenly unimportant?

The T in LGBTQ isn't silent. It never was. It never will.

If you shut us it out, you'll only harm yourself and the community.

#inspired by the recent transphobia #and my transphobic classmates #lgbtq+ #trans #mental health matters #trans masc #lgbtq pride #kind of vent #transgender #queer #poetry #vent poetry #lgbt vent

[poppy-thursday]

I remember growing up and feeling so much that the emotion was never distinguishable

I remember holding onto the sadness for years because it was all I knew

I remember crying and begging for someone anyone to save me

I remember telling my mom that I don’t feel like I fit

Like wherever I go I won’t feel like I belong

I don’t remember why I starting harming myself

I don’t remember the day

I don’t remember the first time

I don’t remember what caused it

I do remember the first time I tried to end my life

And the second

And the third

I remember not telling anyone for years

I remember dealing with all of my problems and yours mom

I remember all the things you told me grandma

I remember the pain you words caused me brother

I remember the physical pain you put me through brother

I remember trying to take the steps to better myself

I remember when I relapsed

I remember when I was violated the first time

And the second

And the third

And the fourth

I don’t remember when I promised myself that I would be enough for me

I don’t remember when I realized who I was

I don’t remember when I started to recognize myself in the mirror

I don’t remember when the gaze I gave myself changed to care

To love

To forgiveness

To something good

I do remember every time you have made me think my problems where nothing mom

I remember how you made me feel

I remember how it feels to have to deal with all of your problems

I remember having to put all of mine on the back burner

I remember hiding for years

I remember when you told me that I didn’t know myself

I remember when you told me that I was pathetic

I remember how it feels to have you look at me like i was ruining your life

I remember putting myself back together

While you told me I was a liar

That I didn’t know what I was talking about

I remember the things they’ve done

But I can’t remember a single ounce

Not a shred of happiness from my childhood

I hate you so much for what you made me go through

I hate you all for making me hate myself

I hate you all for using me

For your own benefit

Why weren’t you there for me

I was always there whether I wanted to be

I hate that I feel guilty for not wanting you in my life

I hate that you make me feel like I’m the bad person

I’ve never done anything

I was a good kid

I never did anything bad

Not really

I didn’t sneak out

I didn’t stand up for myself

I didn’t disagree

I didn’t say or do or walk the wrong way

I watched how you wanted me to act

I was what you wanted until I couldn’t be anymore

Then you hated me

Then I was being brainwashed

Then I was lying

Then I was confused

You never asked me if I was ok

You never took care of me

I was never able to be a child

All that happened to me when I was a child and a teenager and you did

Nothing

You never did anything

So I begged my ceiling

I begged the sky

I begged the trees

I begged my pillow

I begged anything

To take me away

Because I didn’t want to be there

And yet you still treat me like I am in the wrong for not wanting you in my life

No I don’t love you the way you want me to

Because when I look at you

When I try to utter the words I love you

When I think about the meaning

I remember all of the times I needed my mother

I remember the times I needed my big brother

But I was never loved unconditionally

It has always been a conditional love for me

I don’t know what’s so different about me

What caused all of the separation

But it’s always been there

I hate you

I hate all of you

I don’t hate you

I don’t think I hate any of you

No I don’t

But you hurt me too much for too long

And I can’t forget it

I don’t hate you

But I don’t love you

Not fully

I love myself

I love myself fully

And I could never love someone fully that put me through all of that

I refuse to put anyone above me

Not anymore

Because I fucking remember

Whether you want to or not

I remember.

#rant post #dark post #dark writing #triggering content #potentially triggering #tw sa mention #tw vent #vent post #vent writing #vent warning #personal vent #lgbtq vent #lgbt rant #lgbt vent #mommy issues #daddy issues #family sucks #family vent

[guttergoblins]

suffocating in the closet and having to say “yes i’m single” to family friends while in reality you are unexplainably in love with a girl

ow.

#lgbt vent #gtrgoblin