#loathing tag

[spiritoast]

THEYRE DONE. THEYRE DONE (EXPLODES

sooo uhhmm im making a whole bunch of proper character refs in preparation for artfight next month and i already had bits and pieces for all three of my loathing guys so i knocked em out first. including my WoL girlie who ive never rlly posted abt before. grins

im gonna blab abt them a little more mostly just things i couldn’t fit into the sheet proper and i won’t go Too INTO into the story things i have for them. maybe ill talk about them more another time but. aheem heem. under the cut that’ll go

JOHNNY GOLDSMITH

Jazz Agent, protag of my (almost. herngh) max shadow taint + curse run that I still haven’t finished. Private investigator, sleazy loser, enjoyer of fine shades. The P.I. part comes in with a missing person case that doesn’t really go anywhere. Don’t worry about it. He may or may not be doomed to destroy all of eternity at some point leading to an endless loop of resurrection and re-destruction but we aren’t quite there yet so ssshhh we stay stilly abt it <3

Notable Perks: Ambition, Insectologist

Companions: Alphonse Gator, Simone Chekhov

GRIZZLY MAYNARD

Cow Puncher, protag of my first successful hard hat run (and potential protagonist of a one-day hard hat run if I ever do one of those because i am too attached to her oops). Normal farm girl turned Literal Demon™ after she gets a little silly and makes a deal with the Hellcows to protect her family should they start going east that basically boils down to “If you can’t beat ‘em, join’ em”. She’s not evil but she might’ve accidentally started that aforementioned endless loop by screwing with Ancient Evils stuck in a stupid-looking hat. #girl

Notable Perks: Boon of Duke Bovicus, Cowrrupted, Honorable

Pardner: Doc Alice

HUGH WILLOUGHBY

Cheese Wizard, protag of my initial blind run of Shadows and. aheem. future protag for a 100% max difficulty run. My explanation for them being here twice is “time loop”. Just a simple pyrokinetic trying to survive who is ever-so-slightly doomed to be permanently lost to time and space and then be erased and recreated ad infinitum thanks to the meddling of some schmoe with a grease gun and stupid sunglasses. If you even LOOK at them with a hint of ill intent they will start trembling like a chihuahua . sorry

Notable Perks: Checkered Past, Cryptobotanist

Companions: Molly Buttons, Barker

#soup art #loathing tag #shadows over loathing #west of loathing #hugh tag #johnny tag #grizzly tag #i am so cringe i am so free I AM SO FREE!!!!!!!!!! #someday i'll also talk abt the more original story i have for these guys . but not today . oops #juggles them like a bunch of hacky sacks . i love them i love them sm . ok #tteeechnically hugh's supposed to have a second design but . i am simply too lazy to make it. so that will have to wait #i still have to finish johnny's run too ueueueue #all these guys will be up on both artfight and toyhouse as soon as i can manage heehee

[ellydrawsstuff]

"Please just stay here with me"

#hazbin hotel #charlie morningstar #vaggie #chaggie #charlie x vaggie #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin fanart #The inner demons can be brutal #Having a supportive partner doesn't magically make the yelling go away but they can be there to try and help comfort #Sometimes all you can do is be there #Fluffy art coming soon tm but not today #Little miss sunshine isn't immune to self loathing is my belief and it makes her a deeper character :) #tw self loathing #tw selfhate #angst #vent art #vent #Sorry if I missed a tw I tried to tag the ones I know

[miss-rum-hee]

If your movement is made up of people who say shit like this, you may need to check for whether or not you're haboring Nazis.

Sidenote, but that first is just "JEWS CONTROL DA WURLD!1!1!1!!1" rhetoric repackaged in a progressive bow to sound "nice".

#yazzy posts #This shit is part of why I'm more active here then on Twitter nowadays #God I loathe progs #These bitches sound like Qanon I swear #antisemitism #Evidence #israel #obligatory tag below #i stand with israel

[libakarm]

#homestuck #upd8 #homestuck update #homestuck spoilers #homestuck beyond canon #homestuck2 #hs2 #upd8 spoilers #homestuck 2 spoilers #jegbert #john egbert #Homestuck^2 #idk #memes #homestuck memes #friendly reminder to use the homestuck2/homestuck beyond canon negativity tag when you salt about the comic! #(not including constructive criticism) #you are entitled to your opinions and some would certainly love to filter them out or in when enjoying or loathing this revival #thank u /gen

[lifewaster-imdanger98]

Why do sh scars looks so pretty? Like not just my own, but other people's too?

Unfortunately the vast majority of the human population disagrees here.

#mentally exhausted #i hate it here #sorry for being depressing #i cant do this #i’m tired #sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #tw self loathing #self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw sh implied #tw sh in tags #mentally unstable #mental illness #mental health #actually mentally ill #tw self destruction #tw sh related

[youraverageventblog]

It really hurts when you realize you aren’t their closest friend anymore.

#tw depressing thoughts #tw vent #vent blog #bpd vent #bpd #actually bpd #cw depression #tw bpd #tw bpd vent #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #spiraling #fav person #favorite person #just tagging to be safe #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self loathing #tw self destructive behavior #vent tag #vent

[hunterwritesstuff]

Adam x fem sinner reader, Adam(angel) being insecure about his tummy and face, so reader basically just with body worship! (Suggestive!)

Sure!! :D Hope you enjoy! :D

"Why do you call me perfect?"

Adam groaned, gently pinching at his tummy. God, today was NOT being nice to him. First, his robe had to be put into the laundry, so he couldn't exactly cover up like usual, THEN his mask had to be fixed/remade, so his face was all out in the open, today just fucking sucked.

He straight up took down all the mirrors in his room at this point. He hated how he looked, and he knew if he went out, he'd have to put on the typical confident persona he always put on.

Hell, he didn't even want to fucking leave his room until he could cover up again! He sighed frustratedly, just resolving to get back into bed until he could wear his robe and mask again.

He didn't know how long he stayed there, hidden under his blanket for, he just knew he heard someone come in. "Adam?" He heard his partner call softly.

He grimaced. You were gonna see him at his most insecure, at his lowest, at his WORST.

He squeezed his eyes shut as the blankets got pulled off, ready for any insults or wayward comments to come his way about his appearance.

...

...

...

...

...but they never came. The only thing that came his way was a soft hand running through his hair. He slowly opened his eyes, looking up at you, tears starting to well up in them. "...you can go ahead, y'know...everyone else has already done it multiple times...you don't have to be different." Adam sighed.

"What do you mean, love?" You asked, tilting your head in confusion.

"Just LOOK at me!! I'm not conventionally attractive, I'm fat, I've let myself go, my face isn't attractive-" He started, pausing as you hushed him.

"Adam, you're perfect to me. Besides, even if you weren't-which you AREN'T-you were the first human. If you have any imperfections-which you DON'T-it's because God didn't really have humanity figured out fully." You reassured.

Adam frowned. "I'm SUPPOSED to be perfect. But I'm not."

"But you're perfect to me. Isn't that enough?" You asked. "I love you for all of you. No matter what."

"Nobody could. Two people already threw me away-People just want me for my dick! Not me as a person! Just my dick!" Adam ranted. "Nobody likes how I look!! I'm a mess, I've let myself go, and you should try to find somebody better for you!"

You furrowed your eyebrows in worry. How bad had this man seen himself? You looked down at your pocket, pulling your phone out, searching something up.

"Adam?" You asked.

"Just go find someone else." Adam frowned.

You shoved your phone into his face, showing him a photo of a baby seal. "What does this seal look like?" You asked.

"....it looks fat. Why?" Adam chuffed.

"How do you feel about it?" You asked.

"...it's cute." Adam sighed.

"That? I see you as that baby seal." You said softly. "Yes, you may be bigger, but you're still cute to me. I love you for YOU. Your face, your tum, your wings, all of it. All of you is perfect to me."

You turned to Adam, finding he was tearing up, clearly on the verge of breaking down into tears. "You think I'm like a baby seal...?"

"Mhm! And just like a baby seal, I wanna pick you up and snuggle you and love you and cuddle you until you realize just how lovable you are!"

Adam sighed, melting into your embrace. He felt happy. "I will say, the dick is a plus." You joked.

"Well, you've earned it, babe~" Adam grinned.

#hazbin hotel adam x fem reader #adam hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel adam #hazbin hotel adam x reader #suggestive #slightly anyway #tw: self loathing #tw: self deprecation #tw: self destruction #ask to tag #Adam goes through it-

[appri-dot]

What's cooking g oh dear god where's your head

#tags babble: he had a sort of glitch after respawning where his neck was permanently replaced with a coil #the first few days was like complete agony and self loathing rage #he tried ripping the heads off his crew kinda rage #after he calmed down he started hopping crews due to tweaking out or being outcasted #hes chill now #trust #lethal company #lethal company oc

[brother-emperors]

a bystander: both of you are focusing on the wrong thing

anyway! this is a comic from the vault™! it was originally something goofy I drew for myself after I read a couple of different takes on this whole event (Crassus leaving Rome in 63 BCE, see Plutarch Pompey 43). like.

the phrasing is giving late night teleserye plot drama.

and this literally sounds like something a friend has told me about someone else's relationship drama with their sometimes ex. but like. on a less high stakes stage.

ALRIGHT, moving on. some stuff that was Fun To Read, To Me

Crassus' New Friends and Pompey's Return, Eve J Parrish

Crassus: a Political Biography, B.A. Marshall

speaking of titles, fascinated by how this part of crassus' life gets defined by pompey's absence/return. hello fellas!

AND FINALLY inspiration for Pompey's comment about perpetuating cycles of violence comes from this delightfully dramatic bit of writing

Marcus Crassus and the Late Roman Republic, Allen Mason Ward

bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost

#pompey immediately: FUCK YOU i treat all of my wives great. you'd LOVE it #crassus without hesitation: you go through wives the way cicero will go through a house. NO. #komiks tag #drawing tag #roman republic tag #tris homines #there was another quote i wanted to add in but this is already too long and it's in an epub file and i have a detective novel up #i am loathe to close out of to bring up something else #ANYWAY. this is from my vault of comics i drew for myself but i took it out of the vault to letter it #because it's done on the canvas dimensions/dpi i have trikaranos set up for #and i needed to test out this new font on something comparable so i can make a note of it for my lettering settings. ehghgh. tech work #my vault of unposted comics makes them seem like leads in a very weird romantic drama if a romantic drama also had a lot of dead people #marcus licinius crassus #gnaeus pompeius magnus

[khizuo]

hi qcharlie how are u doing

[ID: A digital painting of Charlie Slimecicle from the qsmp. He is a broad-shouldered white man, sitting with his knees propped up and his head bowed down with his hands grasping at his brown hair. He is wearing a light shirt, grey pants, and light shoes. Green slime is dripping from his hands and arms. Above him is light green text that reads: "I don't deserve kindness." The background is a grey void. /end ID]

#qsmp #qsmp fanart #qsmp slimecicle #charlie slimecicle #my art #my text #tw self loathing #should i trigger tag with this blood? it's slime but the implications are there

[ariszed]

hearing 5 seconds of a certain character theme before violently remembering everything about Archer's arc/story and I crumble into dust

#its all about the regret and self loathing #also how tf do i even tag this character's name #fate stay night #fate stay ubw #fgo #archer emiya #zedart #q.

[spiritoast]

best girl

#shadows over loathing #soup art #molly buttons #as a guy who was Very Super Normal abt west of loathing back in like 2017-2018 when it first came out #i was uh. quick to go just as nuts over SoL lmao #ive been yakking abt it nonstop on my private twt acc and im almost to the end of my first playthrough ... i do not want it to be over #anyways. molly. i love her. shes a girl liker with a gun. how could i not #i have a LOT of doodles that im just now starting to post... perhaps there will be more #will this art be outdated if an artbook w/ her design ever drops like there was with west? Possibly but i do not care . im ballin #loathing tag

[greywoe]

maegor & rhaena

#loathing your husband club #asoiaf #asoiaf fanart #maegor the cruel #rhaena targaryen #idk what tags people use tbh #honestly this one sucks it was one of my first ever attempts at procreate on ipad #i'm posting it so i can redraw it later and compare. maybe it'll be a thing #i had such vivid images of them in my head as i read f&b but i didn't manage to translate it to paper (or screen orz) #in any case they are two of the most interesting targs #my drawings #the og toxic uncle-niece marriage.. #f&b

[aroaceleovaldez]

emo Nico x scene Will Solace...

#pjo #riordanverse #nico di angelo #will solace #solangelo #i need them to be cringe (affectionate) teenagers okay #give me Will with a hardcore homestuck phase and streaks in his hair dyed with kool-aid and striped armsocks #date night is Will teaching Nico how to make kandi bracelets #if youve been here awhile you may know i am a scene Jason believer and the same concepts apply here #listen i just think. emphasizing Nico being emo and giving him a scene boyfriend #its very important though that only certain riordanverse chars fit the vibe to be scene kids #like i dont think Percy would be as much as i want him to be #its antithetical to his character (internalized ableism/bad self-loathing/keeps his head down) #Will and Jason on the other hand would use XD unironically and have a total ball making sparkledog fursonas #Alex Fierro. DEFINITE scene kid. Magnus is already just kind of a little emo. Sadie is a definite yes. Carter. maybe. #i think he'd be adverse at first but kinda get into it casually yknow. he'd dig kandi bracelets at least. #probably get really into linguistic breakdown of xD rAnDoM speech just for fun #Walt no but he could. like. i think he'd be open to trying it. but its not his default state. #Zia. doesnt have the energy but i kinda wanna see it regardless. i think itd be fun for her but on her own she'd lean more goth #Leo? maybe. depends. he's more into doing stuff ironically. Piper. yes. but specifically as an f-you to conventional fashion #Reyna no. Frank maybe. Hazel yes. Thalia maybe. Annabeth hmm. maybe #i think thats all the main casts. Alabaster? YES and i wanna see it. #anyways thank you for coming to my emo x scene ted talk and character evaluations in the tags

[whump-queen]

I love the concept of a ‘practice doll’ like ~ whumper isnt worried about hurting them..

they’re only kept around to practice with until we’re ready for the main event.

The only problem is, once the ‘main event’ arrives— duct taped, zip tied and terrified—

the practice doll is still alive.

#like #aww no more use for you I guess #why even keep you around at this point? #akia.txt #the ~instant panic~ #🥰🥰 #poor baby better figure out a way to earn a place here real fast <33 #ok tags get darker tw death ig? #‘you weren’t supposed to be alive’ #nooo wait wait waittt give me a self loathing practice doll whumpee that thinks it deserves the worst because ‘I wasn’t supposed to be here #HOOOhooHOOOHOOOHO #multiple whumpees #captive whumpee #practice doll whumpee #kidnapping #whump prompt

[sporkberries]

Happy Tim day i just know Cass pulled the nastiest birthday prank on his ass

#siblings of all time i bet she got him good #spork says stuff #dc #cassandra cain #tim drake #batfam #loath i am to tag it