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#okay so maybe I had a little bit more to say for Jisung..
calibali22 · 7 months
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Smoking with NCT Dream (reaction)
a/n: ayo I highk wasn't even gonna write today😭 but conversations with @neoculturecollectives will get you typing a mile a minute ong, so thank you for enabling my impulsion fren🩷
warning: mature. mdni
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Mark: Mark would be all sexy and chill which would make him even sexier. He would absolutely cuddle with you and let you sit on/straddle his lap- platonically or in a relationship, just know it's ending in you riding him. maybe another round in the shower..and he may wake you up with head in the middle of the night.
Renjun: This could actually be a solo thing where he smokes alone. He'd be so pent up from schedules and shenanigans that he relishes in being able to finally sit back on the sofa and have a little me time. Now that he's calm and relaxed, he's definitely jerking off. Mans isn't quiet about it either. If he's feeling a lil spicy he might even record himself a bit and send it to you.
Jeno: This guy would just already be head thrown back still smoking as you ride him. He would have one hand slapping and gripping your ass, telling you to go slow before he ditches the blunt to wrap both arms around you and fuck up into you. He'll probably get sleepy after a shower and will climb straight into bed cuddling flush up against you buck ass naked.
Haechan: Haechan. dear Lord, Haechan. This man would be manspreading on purpose, tilting his head back to blow out the smoke because he knows how much you like his neck. His hand placement would be oh so intentional as it rests on his crotch or just on his thigh right next to it- thumb rubbing back and forth over his semi hard on. He would either be very up front about wanting to fuck, or, he'd be so obviously faking obliviousness that you just end up begging for him and he gives in biting his lip saying "Princess if you wanted it so bad you just needed to ask."
Jaemin: One word. shotgun. It'd be an experimental thing but right as it happens, Jaemin would just stare at your face. studying you. His eyes are heavy as he gives you that growing smile where he's biting his lip and raises his eyebrows as if saying "you like that?" You will most likely end up giving him head after that.
Chenle: ngl this little shit may be full of mischief. He would spend the whole night spamming your phone with texts about how you're all scared and won't pull up. Until you do. Then he's biting his lip staring at you as you go off on him about bothering you. When you stop mid-rant to go on about him not listening, he interrupts you with a kiss and says "you make anger so hot" just to piss you off💀
Jisung: I feel like there would also be straddling with Jisung. He would kind of space out every now and then. All of a sudden his hands would glide over your ass and just grip it greedily, absentmindedly mumbling a "mine" when you let out a moan. Then as you sit back straight on him after placing the blunt and lighter on the table, one of his hands would slide up to your neck, lightly choking you- your own gripping the seam of his t-shirt. The vibes are just hella sensual not even gonna lie. He would re-adjust you to sit directly on his bulge, making you grind against it. The part that would make him snap is the whimper you release when he traces your lips with his tongue and adds a little pressure to your throat. After that he's pulling you into a deep and slow paced kiss led by him. You're not shy with the tongue and that just makes him grind back against you harder. Basically y'all cum from making out and dry humping lmao.
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loserlvrss · 13 days
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꒰ 𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐑 ꒱ 박지성
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summary : baking cookies with your boyfriend, who doesn’t actually know how to bake, leads to him getting playful
genre : fluff, jisung x afab!reader tws : kissing, language (i said hell once oh no) author notes : what can i say~~ word count : 0.7k
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“jisung! oh my god, you’re gonna hurt yourself.”
the man looked down at you, eyebrows furrowed, “it’s just a spoon…”
“yes — well, let me do it. can’t have my little baby getting hurt.” you pushed him away from the countertop, taking the wood spoon from his hand without protest. jisung was slightly shocked at your seriousness, however he let you carry out whatever was justified inside your head, giggling quietly.
he replied matter-of-factly, “you’re younger than me, y/n, and much shorter.” but you didn’t care about his truthful words. you liked to tease jisung, as he was easy to make blush.
“yeah, yeah, you’re welcome, i love you too. now, can you read the next instruction please?”
you looked to your big bowl of blended sugar, butter, eggs and vanilla, then to the smaller one of flour, baking powder, baking soda and salt.
“it says to start mixing in the flour gradually.” he summarized while looking awfully focused, lips pouted. "then we can cut out shapes."
“okay!” you turned to him, “can you pour a little in while i mix it together? i’ll tell you when to add more.”
he took the bowl within his large hands, watching as you began to mix the two contents little by little. you thought it was adorable how concentrated he was for you, knowing that he wasn’t the best cook or baker out there — he tried his best to do as the recipe said so they’d turn out decent and make you happy... and honestly, he just wanted to prompt a decorating competition once they had cooled.
"add the rest, ji."
your boyfriend did as you said, turning the bowl over so that the rest of the contents spilled out. you huffed a quiet laugh when some of it scattered on the counter, jisung trying to right the wrong by scooping it up with his hand.
he looked at you apologetically, "don't worry about it, baby." you began, pushing your finger into the contents and then swiping it across his nose. he was shocked at first, but then he smiled, just as you intended. "we need some flour on the counter anyways to roll them out."
he mimicked your actions, swiping his finger through the excess, grabbing you by your cheeks and then pressing it against your nose gently. he smiled so sweetly at you, you found it hard to not do the same.
you gave him a look as he stated, "now we're even." letting you go back to stirring the mixture.
"you're not even competitive, ji." you mumbled the last bit, "besides, i'd let you win." but he heard you loud and clear. and it sparked that non-competitiveness; that was really just playfulness disguised.
the next couple of seconds went by too quick for you to even comprehend, but as if your eyes were closed jisung had gotten a pinch of flour out of jar and tossed it in your direction. it scattered across your face, falling to your chest. maybe he couldn’t believe it either as his eyes grew, your features straight and scrunched up.
his hand remained in the air when your eyes did finally open; caught red handed like he wasn’t the only other person in your kitchen — and the bowl sure as hell didn’t do that to you.
you let the spoon fall against the edge of the glass, fully turning to face the man at your side. “jisung…”
he became flustered, apologizing while using his flour-filled fingers to wipe your cheeks. your boyfriend paused when your feigned anger broke, a giggle escaping your lips.
you grabbed some flour, a smile on your face as you backed the man against the counter, trapping him. he looked curiously, seemingly accepting his fate.
you brushed your hands together, pushing them against his black shirt and leaving handprints over his chest that caused you both to laugh. then, you grabbed his cheeks, pulling him down to your level; but just before you met, you stopped, lips centimeters apart.
you admired his closed eyes, features tinted pink like he had blush on, and slightly parted lips. you both knew that you could pull him apart by his seams, and that he’d gladly accept it.
jisung moved first, closing the gap easily. he gripped your waist, pressing your lower back to get you as close as he could. you knew there’d probably be a couple flour-fingerprints against your leggings, but you honestly found it funny, cracking a smile against his lips.
he broke away, slightly winded, and still holding you close. “can we finish? i want to cut out a meummwonbom shape.”
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majestyjun · 26 days
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# a little… awkward !! p.j.s
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# nsfw + minors dni. first time w/ jisung smut. he’s cute, okay. not proofread and it’s a monday night lol so um enjoy?
jisung doesn’t know if he’s in heaven. maybe it’s that he’s never felt like this before, the sugar sweet intimacy of your loosely clothed body pressed up to every inch of his, lips pressed together, your kisses his oxygen,, somehow it’s different than ever before. maybe it’s the lust swirling in his head, laced with an unfamiliar warmth, a purr in his heart that says to push his limits he’s always held modestly, because there’s a change that he can’t quite pinpoint,,, but why bother when you’re here with him, in the moment. jisung’s kind of in love with you.
and with every kiss, he feels himself wanting to be closer, closer than ever, addicted to your taste and the sensation of your lips, as if to break apart would leave him unable to think straight about anything other than you. shit, he can barely think straight, feeling nothing but your body pressed to his, the hot confines of his loose hoodie and sweats,,, god, he’s so painfully hard, it hurts.
but as he slowly pushes and slots himself between your spread thighs, your fingers push against his chest, breaking apart as your gaze avoids his, hiding your face with your hand. “w-wait—,” you mumble hesitantly, warmth creeping up into your face,, you’ve never done this before, and maybe it’s how he’d almost fully clothed and you’re not, or maybe it’s that you’re a little scared you’ll mess it all up with the wrong—
“um,, did i— did you not want to…?” jisung asks hesitantly, his hand automatically coming to up to cover his lower face by habit, the slight tinge of blush coating his cheeks barely visible in the darkness of his room. his chest heaves a bit, catching his breath and fuck, he’s nervous, because did he just ruin everything— you’re the first girl he’s ever had here, the first girl he’s ever even gone this far with and jisung can’t help but feel the nerves bubble to the surface as you shyly cover yourself with his comforter as he leans back.
“it’s— it feels like y-you can see everything…” your shy gaze peeks up at him from under his gray comforter, and god, jisung didn’t know it was possible for his heart to race even faster, you’re just so cute like this— “is it really… like that?” he mumbles, barely audible,,, and maybe it’s also how his room is so dark already and he really can barely see anything, the hint of your pretty eyes peeking up at him.
“it’s just that…i’m the only one who’s… you know?” your shy voice is muffled by his comforter, and it makes him blush. everything you do is endearingly cute. “um— oh…” jisung mumbles, taking him a second to catch on, his blushed face avoiding yours for a second as he tugs off his hoodie, feeling a bit exposed in the cold air of his room but you’re really fucking cute and maybe it’s not fair that he’s more dressed than you.
“is this… better?” jisung shyly smiles, a small giggle leaving your lips because you both can feel it, the young love that’s still a little clumsy. “y-yeah… but if it’s okay… can we under this?” your fingers lift up the edge of his comforter slightly, before reaching for his hand to invite him under. it’s a little embarrassing to admit, but even if no one’s here in the dorm, it feels like anyone could walk in at any time. “oh, okay, anything you want,” and god, jisung feels like his heart is about to burst out his chest, his heart trimming so rapidly under his skin as he slips under the covers, bare skin pressed to yours in the darkness, soft sheets surrounding your bodies in a comforting cloud, like there’s no one but you two in the world. and all he can think about is you.
in the rustles of his sheets, his lips find yours once more, your entwined fingers letting go as they slip between your legs, helping you slip down your soft panties and his sweats, kicking them off his ankles as jisung moans into your lips so gently as the angry, flushed tip of his cock brushes against your soft folds, holding your hand tighter in his big one, breasts pressed to his chest and your thighs naturally parting to give him space.
and the shared gasps into each other’s breathing and moans as jisung slowly pushes the tip of his cock in, the unfamiliar intrusion eliciting soft whimpers against his lips. wet, sweet kisses meant to distract from the slight pain and discomfort. and god, jisung never felt anything like this before, the warm, wet clench of your pussy beyond compare to his cold hands in a rush as he’s always done,,,
“j-jisung, ‘so big, y-you feel so—!” you gasp, fingers clinging to his broad shoulders, euphoric pleasure spreading beneath your skin faster than wildfire, dizzying sensations replacing coherent thought. “‘m not– not gonna fit,,, you feel so good, can’t stop..,” jisung groans, his hips giving shallow thrusts into your soaking pussy, lewd sounds of arousal and skin on skin, intimately connected for the first time.
and neither of you need him to go all the way, lust overwhelming your senses as you cling to his slender frame, his soft pants breathed against your ear as he moans out quiet confessions of love, something he’s never felt before you,, as you bury your face into his collarbone and crook of his neck, letting him take control, overwhelming pleasure like nothing you’vet ever felt or experienced before, the foreign sensation of his hard cock stretching you out little by little,,, never expecting him to be quite so big, but it’s the best either of you can do to hold each other and feel intimate love like never before, beneath his comforter in your private heaven, a little awkward but nothing matters beyond the moment.
and as his shallow, messy thrusts grow sloppier, the knot in your stomach tightening and about to burst, your first real high hits as tears slip down your cheeks and your pussy clenches down, juices and release soaking his cock as jisung moans in pleasure, “nngh– need to–!” and it’s all he can manage to do, hanging on a to read of his conscious as he sloppily pulls out, warm ropes of creamy cum spilling over your pussy folds and stomach as jisung gasps into your neck, breathing heavily with lust and satisfaction. sweaty skin pressed to yours without space, kissing your neck gently, comforter enclosing your space in a gentle warmth, scent of sex heavy as you both catch your breaths, hands finding each others to cling on to.
and neither of you know how much time has passed, slow kisses exchanged, not wanting to leave. “was…was it okay?” his voice husky and a little raspy with tiredness, soft brown gaze meeting yours in the dark, his bangs a mess over his eyes, his skin glistening with a sheen of sweat, the slight embarrassment of being so vulnerable returning… although he’s not sure when his heart will calm down into a steady beat again around you.
“more than okay,” you giggle, seeing the slight laughter warm his soft features as jisung shyly hides his face in his pillow, flustered at your reply. “i’m glad it was you,” you whisper, your fingers finding his hair to gently run through the fluffy locks, and even though you’ll probably feel embarrassed in the morning, it feels right in the moment to lean a little closer.
and maybe the sticky mess between your legs will feel uncomfortable later, but right now, all you can think about is how much you love him, even if you can’t bring yourself to admit it beyond a quiet, shy confession in his ear, the flush and warmth to his cheeks a sign of his reciprocated feelings, feelings he wants to say but he’s shy to admit again. so as your breathing slows and jisung feels you falling asleep in his arms, he’ll brush your hair aside and whisper those four words in your ear.
i love you too.
— hehe ty for reading… sorry i’m not so good at dialogue :/ not my best but also i didn’t feel like waiting on it lol
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meowsforyujin · 3 months
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Clubbing- Han
Han x fem bodied reader
(Warnings- !!smut!! , choking, drinking, oral, fingering, unprotected sex)
!not proofread, I’m lazy
Clubbing wasn’t something out of the ordinary in your friend group. What WAS out of the ordinary was that literally everyone had found a “ride” home but you and freaking han jisung. Jisung was your best friend’s brother, aka pain in your ass. You did not like him AT ALL. You didn’t like his gorgeous figure, his perfect slim waist, his gummy smile…
Okay just because you think someone's good looking doesn't mean you like them. 
Jisung was annoying, for starters. He’s always messing with you, and FLIRTING with you. He’s always making it seem like you have a crush on him, and it pisses you off. 
“Me? Have a crush on YOU? You wish” you’d say.
“Whatever you say princess.”
What was really blood boiling was that your best friend didn't seem to care one bit. If your brother was flirting with her, you’d kick him in the nuts. But not her, she either laughed or ignored it. 
Fast forward to present, here you are sitting lonely at the bar with no one to take you home, since everyone had luck tonight BUT you. 
“Why are you so lonely at a club, it’s depressing.” you hear that stupid fucking voice that makes your heart beat oh so slightly faster
“No reason that's your business asshole.” you snap your head around. 
“Is someone grumpy that they aren't getting laid?” He asks smugly, sitting down next to you. 
“I think you're teasing me because you're upset YOU'RE not getting laid” you say, annoyance visible in your tone. 
“I have a better chance than you.” he stuck his tongue out like a child  
The bartender handed you your drink and you spaced out, eyes on the dance floor. You loved dancing. Han also knew you loved dancing because he loved watching you dance. He wasn’t ever one to be in denial, unlike you. 
“Well since it's just us less, I suppose we have no choice but to dance together.” 
You come back to your senses and look back at him, making a disgusted facial expression before shaking your head. 
“Come on, it's your favorite song, you want to dance so bad I know it.” He says holding out his hand. 
You opened your mouth to protest, but gave up and hesitantly took his hand. It was your favorite song, though you don’t remember telling anyone. 
There isn’t anything in the world that could make Jisung regret asking you to dance, he’s sure. You’re the most pretty thing he’s ever seen. He doesn't like to watch you dance because you're good at it, no. You’re exceptionally bad at it. It’s absolutely adorable. 
You hate to admit, but this is one of the best times you’ve had on the dance floor. You don’t know why, it’s not really any different from dancing with your other friends. Maybe you just like watching him smile and laugh more than the others. 
Everything was going pretty wholesome until a few drinks in the song changed to a more slow, sexual song. But it’s fine right? Jisung is just a friend, it doesn’t mean anything when you're dancing with your back pressed against him, slightly grinding against him. But youre a little tipsy, and so is he, and to be quite honest neither of you see each other as a friend. 
But you’re quickly sober when you feel a bulge press against you, you're breath hitching. 
“Jisung?”
“Hm?” he replies, head still on your shoulder.
“Are you hard right now?” 
He just hums and plants wet kisses on your neck. 
“HAN JISUNG” You turn around, fully intending to scold him until you see his gaze.  
“What.”
He’s staring at you, hands still on your hips. His eyes half lidded, lips parted, hair messy, eyes absolutely filled with lust. You feel small under his gaze so you move your attention away from his eyes, and it’s just now you're noticing the way he's dressed. He’s wearing a button up that frames his biceps so well it's insane, unbuttoned a bit to where you can see the slight outline of his pec muscles
Your thoughts are brutally interrupted when you feel his hand pull up your chin to met his eyes. 
“What.” he repeats himself. 
“I um, your, uh, um” You forgot how to speak English all of a sudden. 
“Are you shy baby?”
It was like you were hypnotized by him, because instead of scolding him you simply nodded. And he did nothing. He just stared. But you wanted him to do something, anything. 
“Jisung, please.” You're voice came out more of a whimper than you intended. 
“Please what princess?”
You faulted for a moment, not knowing exactly how to put into words what you wanted.
“Can you, can you atleast just kiss me?” You breathed. 
And he didn't waste any time fulfilling your wish, almost crashing his lips onto yours. It felt like he has been waiting to do that for forever (he has). The kiss was sloppy and heated, tongues tracing each others mouth, teeth gnashing together every now and then. The heat in between your legs was beginning to become unbearable. 
“Please, can we get out of here?” you pulled away looking at him with pleading eyes. 
When he got to his car, he truly didn't expect you to be this impatient. His plan was to drive back to his apartment before resuming anything, but CLEARLY you had other plans. 
Your hips on either side of him, grinding softly while attacking the skin on his neck. 
Jisung couldn't help the moans that escaped him, and he didn't want to either. 
“Princess, we can't do this here, l, let's just get home first hm?” He huffed, pulling your hair behind your ear. 
“Please just let me do something before we stop.” You whined, the wait was too long already. 
He sighed and nodded, not knowing what to expect.
You pushing the driver's seat back harshly was more attractive than it should've been. You got down off the seat, onto the ground of the car. Your hands crept up to his zipper while he looked at you with great anticipation. You palm his bulge slightly, pulling a beautiful whine out of him, before taking out his member completely. You try, you really try to hold the gasp in when you see his size. You couldn't help yourself, you had to get your hands on it. 
You run your fingers up and down his member, causing ticklish yet still pleasurable sensations. Jisung moaned, bucking his hips up slightly, trying to show you that he needed more. You hum before licking a long stripe up his dick, earning a long whine from him. You circled his tip, collecting the bits of precum leaking from it. Without wasting any second you take him in, his tip hitting that back of your through as tears prick the corner of your eyes, threatening to fall. You began bobbing up and down, leaving jisung a moaning mess. His hips buck up as he hissed, trying to hold himself back. You pull off, unsatisfied. 
“Don’t do that, don’t hold back.” You watch his beautiful face turn a deep red as he shyly nodded. 
You went back down, this time sucking at his tip on the way up, which seemed to be his limit. His hands found their way to your hair, holding you in place before thrusting into your mouth. He only got in a few thrusts before his hips stilled, cock twitching as he came. You swallowed every bit while watching his gaze on you, chest falling up and down heavily. 
The drive home felt agonizingly slow. As soon as the car stopped, you all but ran to the front door, eager to get in jisungs pants again. The moment the door opened you were pinned to the wall, jisung kicking the door closed behind him. Your lips reattached after what felt like forever, and he took this opportunity to pin your wrists to the wall above you. You let out a satisfactory moan when he did so, causing him to grow harder and harder in his pants. He moved from your lips to your neck, leaving open mouth kisses. The gentleness was quickly replaced with his teeth slightly sinking into your skin,  sucking harshly. You enjoyed it though, your whimpered sure as hell confirmed that. 
Jisung reached under your thighs, pulling slightly signaling you to jump. And you did, wrapping your thighs around his waist, and kissing him once again. He set you down on the kitchen counter, your legs still wrapped firmly around his waist, trying to pull him impossible closer. His hands reach under your shirt, tugging slightly. You pull away from the kiss, granting him access to take off your shit. He practically lunged towards your chest, leaving wet kisses along your cleavage. Your breath hitched as you felt his hands going up your skirt, feeling your heat. 
“So wet baby, for me?” He flashed you that stupid cocky smile of his.
“Just do something about it sung, please?”  You looked up at him with pleading eyes.
The nickname definitely hit a soft spot, as he's never heard you call him that. He couldn’t say he didn’t like it though. 
He bent down, throwing one of your legs over his shoulder. You watched his strong hands reach up your thighs, rolling your skirt back. He attached his lips to your clothed clit, causing a desirable cry from you. You whines at the lost contact when he pulled away, removing your underwear and then getting back into the same position. 
You whined feeling his warm tongue lick up your pussy. He starts painfully slow, kitty licking every inch of you, just wanting to taste every spot. While this was nice, it wasn't any of the right movements to make you cum. And you wanted to cum, so bad. All of a sudden it was as if he read your mind. His lips curled around your clit, sucking gently as he pushed a finger into you. You let out a cry of satisfaction, begging him to keep going. He pumped his finger in and out of you while sucking your clit, and soon one finger became two. Soon after the second finger was added, you were cumming all over his face with a cry of his name. 
Jisung cleaned you up with his tongue, not wanting to miss a single drop until you whined from the overstimulation. He gives you a quick peck of the lips before taking you into his arms, carrying you to the bedroom. 
He sets you down on the bed and then turns around, confusing you. 
“Where are you going?”
He turns back at you with a soft smile, “Just going to get stuff to clean you up, and then clothes for you to sleep in.”
You frowned, “Who said we're done?”
“Oh, I um, thought maybe you were tired..I didn't want to pressure you.” why was he so sweet? It was bothering you.
“No sung, im not tired, want you to fuck me.” 
He blinks a couple of times, breath caught in his throat, before hurrying over to the bed toppling over you. Before you could laugh at him, he's already kissing you. Both of your clothes are off in seconds, thrown somewhere unimportant. His eyes were glued on your naked figure, with an unreadable expression. You turned your head away nervously, crossing your arms over you. 
You yelped when he harshly removed your arms and pinned them up above you. 
“You’re so, so beautiful. So much fucking better than I imagined.”
You felt your face burning at the last comment “What do you mean imagined sung?”, you chuckled softly, but really you wanted to know. 
“You don’t know how long I’ve wanted this, to make you mine.”
You wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling his crotch down to meet yours. 
“I’m not yours yet, you better hurry up”
He let out a “Tch” sound before entering you without warning, filling you up so perfectly you wanted to never be empty again. You felt every inch of him against your walls, tip so sweetly brushed against the spot you loved most. 
“Fuuuck sung please move” you cried, rutting up your hips trying to get some friction against your g spot. 
“Mmm only if you say your mine.” 
“Shit sung, okay okay I’m yours.”
“Again.”
“I’m yours.”
“Again.”
You rolled your eyes, “Han Jisung, I’m yours and only yours.”
And with that he began thrashing his hips into you, hitting your spot everytime. The room filled with the sounds of skin slapping and both your moans. He pulls your legs back around his waist, trying to hit your spot better, and holy shit he succeeded. You were so so so close, and he was too, you could feel his dick twitching inside you. 
“Sung, im so close please” you begged, tears falling from your eyes.
“You’re so fucking good for me” he grunts, thrusting faster.
“Please choke me” You whined
He was hesitant at first but shortly complied, wrapping his fingers around your throat giving it a light squeeze. All of a sudden, time stopped. All on your mind was bliss as your walls clamped down onto him, pulling a high pitched moan from him while he came too. 
After you both came down from your high, jisung picked you up and took you to the bathroom. He set you down on the sink while he ran the bathtub. You simply just watched him, soaking in his beauty. 
For a good solid 10 minutes, you both were silent, just sitting, feeling each other's warmth. Eventually Jisung picked up a bottle of soap and began to clean you. 
“I can do things by myself jisung.” You glared at him
“Mmm but I want to help you, love. And also I prefer my new nickname “sung” now.”
You scoffed but let him continue his task, picking up the bottle of soap out of mere curiosity. 
“Vanilla?” You laughed “Your soap is vanilla scented?”
“I like vanilla, what’s wrong with that?” he pouted.
“Nothing.” You whispered, giving him a soft kiss. 
“So, for the record, you did have a crush on me.”
“HAN JISUNG!!”
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straykeedz · 6 months
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Very important question
Who in stray kids would want their s/o to sit on their face and just get totally engrossed. Like he wants to be smothered while he eats them out he doesn't care he can't get enough of them
I wanna say jisung cause I feel like he likes to please and love on his partner and may also like breathplay skdidjdj
you’re right anon this is a very important question!!!
smut below the cut, minors dni!!!
mhhhh let me think 🤔
i absolutely agree with jisung bc let’s be real, the man would kill to have his face buried between your legs. and let’s be real x2, he’ll probably be the one asking (more like begging tbh) you to sit on his face any time he has a chance. “jagi can i eat you out? pretty please? 🥺” 25/8. han jisung and pussydrunk should be synonyms;
as much as i want to say minho, i think he’d probably prefer to be the one in control so he would want you to lie on the bed so he’d be in charge of the work (and edge you when he feels you’re about to cum because he’s a bitch, sorry lino ily) “oh, you were close?” he’d act absolutely naive and even have the audacity to act like he’s sorry about it, before smirking at you “too bad”, and he’d be back to eating you out like a starved animal;
100% changbin, are you kidding??? (god, I would kill to sit on his face and have his strong arms wrapped around my legs and his fingers on my skin) anyhow, i don’t think he’d beg like jisung, more like he’d position yourself on top of him using the strength of his biceps, yk? man would absolutely love it!! also i think the quote “as long as i have a face you’ll have a place to seat” really suits him well lol sooo changbin coded. he wouldn’t want you to just sit on his face, he’d want you to literally crush him, to squeeze your legs around his face. he wouldn’t even care about suffocating, if he dies eating you out, he dies happy;
seungmin kinda gives me the same vibes as lino, yk?? man’s just a tease and he loves watching you squirm under his touch. BUT, i feel like he’d let you sit on his face occasionally - maybe when it’s your birthday or when you’ve had a particularly rough day. and he’d be the one to propose it to you. but once he’s done he’d probably say something like “don’t get used to it” lol;
BANG CHAN 🥹 okay, i may be a little (a lot) biased, but… i mean, have you seen those lips?? and that nose?? hello?? i kinda have a feeling you’d do it pretty regularly too. man’s too overwhelmed with work and being a dad of seven bratty kids and sometimes he just wants to get pussydrunk and forget about everything… halfway between jisung and changbin i think - wouldn’t beg you, but would probably say something on the line of “i need to taste you, baby girl, yeah? you gonna let me taste you?” and then, yk, help you sit on his face. honestly, i kinda get the vibe he’d enjoy it more than you, if possible. he’s the kind of man who eats you out for his own pleasure;
now the bane of my existence lee felix who’s halfway between my bias and my wrecker… see, felix is a bit tricky i think. you’d think he’s generally a sub in the bedroom, but i kinda get the vibe he’s a huuuge switch. so, in conclusion, when he’s in his subby mode he’d totally love to be used by you. he’d let you tie his hands to the headboard and then just demand that he sticked his tongue out, and you’d ride his face until you cum (and he’d probably cum untouched let’s be real). BUT!! when he’s in a dom mood (not a hard dom imo) i think he’d be more like lino and seungmin, minus the teasing and the edging part. he’d love to see you spread on the bed for him and bury his face between your legs. boy’s also a freak so he’d probably do it very randomly if you ask me - definitely the type to eat you out during a work call OR a video call. DEFINITELY.
yang jeongin, maknae on top, i’m fox… boy’s 100% a freak too, but!! he’d probably want to be touched as well so you’d probably end up in a 69 position!! such a greedy boy, and if you pull away from his cock he’d stop eating you out lol “that was not the pact jagi.”;
hyunjin… ok he’s an artist, and artists are pretty hard to decipher (at least for me 🥲). i feel like he’d be open to try out a lot of things in the bedroom, and you sitting on his face would probably be one of them. he’d wait for you to bring up the subject tho, he’d be too embarrassed (the first time)!! maybe he’d try to approach the subject by asking you if there’s anything you’d want to try in bed, and his face would light up when you mention it. wouldn’t cum untouched like felix but will probably cum as soon as he puts it in but it’s okay bc it just means he’ll get to eat you out again as you wait for him to be ready again;
this was chaotic af but i wrote in on the train in 10 minutes??? so bare with me if there’s any mistakes 🥹
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andysorbit · 1 month
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I read your Jisung sfw and nsfw post…
Jisung is totally the type of guy who has dirty thoughts about you but he would never initiate anything sexual because he’s too scared of rushing you or making you uncomfortable, but if you were to ask him if he’d feel uncomfortable with the idea of y’all being intimate he’d get shy and struggle to admit he thinks about it way too often 🫢
sooooo.... I had started this because well... I'm always soft for that pinhead and this may be a bit redundant and some of it might not even mesh with what was in the other one but whatever we love our big fluffy boi
just as before this is fluff and light?? smut, fem!reader
if you wanna read the one mentioned, go here
MINORS, FUCK OFF
Boyfriend!Jisung Who...
Buys you flowers and slaps you with them because he's annoying
comes home with food all the time
and you complain but you love it because this man makes sure you're always fed
"if your tummy is always full, you can't run from me"
likes to hide your things because he wants you to ask him for help
"Andrew, I can't find my sewing kit"
"did you just call me Andrew?"
"Yes I did, Anderson..."
"d'you need help finding that sewing kit or not?"
he's a space boy so he's always talking about space and if he's drunk he's in the zone
"so aliens aren't stupid... if they're capable of creating and operating technology so advanced that they can travel all over the universe, then why do they keep crashing in cornfields? shit- why aren't they crashing anywhere else? I believe in them but I feel like mankind wants to be smarter and better than everything else so badly that they'll insult the intelligence of just about anything."
"aw babe you've really put a lot of thought into that"
"I had to... I needed to make sure it made sense before I mentioned it to you. I didn't want you to think I was crazy and dump me"
"Sungie why would I dump you?"
"for thinking I'm crazy.... I just said that but that's not important right now- you gotta keep up- this is serious, okay?"
calls your mom just because he can
"your mom said she hasn't spoken to you in a few days, why haven't you called her?"
"Maybe of you weren't always on the phone with her, she'd answer when I call her dude"
"Well she invited me out for brunch so maybe you can come along too"
"maybe?"
"y/n if you're jealous then just say so"
reads to you because he knows his voice is one of your favorite things about him
shares his little rants, rambles, and questions with you
"Okay but instead of sending Jesus to the cross, why didn't everyone get one chance to file for like... spiritual bankruptcy and then after that for every sin you commit then you have to do something that bothers you like walk around for a week with wet socks or with a piece of steak stuck in your molars?"
"baby, are you okay?'"
"no, I need answers."
is so respectful because he doesn't want you thinking he likes the sex more than he likes you
moans in your ear when you're close because he knows you'll cum harder if he's moaning and talking you through it
he can barely form a sentence if he looks at you for too long but he can look you in your eyes and talk dirty to you while he's throttling you
he loves the way his hands look around your neck
he has a big dick
like it's fucking huge and your favorite thing is when he's telling you that you take it just like a good girl should
he's cutie pooks in the streets and Mr. Park in the sheets
no seriously one day you called him Mr. Park and he practically took you right there
he loves watching the way you take his cock so he always slides into you so slowly that it's almost torture
had you convinced that he had the equipment but didn't lnow how to use it and after your first time together he was smug af
"are you okay?"
"Jisung... don't you... I thought..."
"what? you thought you were gonna have to fake it?"
he's nasty but he's classy about it
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hey, i got this ticket? it says “one free cute jisung thought because i said so”. can i cash it in?
a/n: anything for you <3 (gn!reader, jisung fluff, alcohol mention but it's up to you to decide if they have been drinking or not). also i did not proofread this. sorry.
11:59 pm. 
you glance at your phone for a moment, clicking it off and returning your attention to the girl enthusiastically telling a story across the room. and you wait. and wait, for what seems like several minutes. 
you glance at your phone again, and - 
12:00 am. 
how has it only been one minute? your friend, your trusted ride for the evening, was slamming down another glass of wine and giggling into her glass in a way that indicated that she should not be behind the wheel. 
you wanted to go home. you wanted to go home right now, but that meant that you had to walk the three blocks to your apartment alone, at midnight. 
was that a risk you were willing to take? as you looked around the room at the people growing increasingly more drunk by the minute, you decided that yes, you were willing to take it. no one noticed as you walked out of the room into the foyer, your friend didn’t take out her phone when you texted her that you were leaving and that she was not allowed to drive herself home, not a single head turned when you walked out of the door and closed it with a soft click. 
or so you thought. 
you didn’t make it three steps away from the building before you felt a presence behind you, approaching quickly, and you ball your hand into a fist in preparation for an encounter that you really didn’t want to deal with. your hand falls to your side when you realize that it was jisung, your friend and neighbor and, to your embarrassment, the man you were totally head over heels in love with. the man who you spent all evening avoiding, the image of him sitting next to someone else, pressed against their side, burning in your eyes when you close them. the man who was the real reason why you left. 
“where are you going?” he says, slightly breathless from how he had rushed out after you. 
“none of your business,” you quirk an eyebrow up at him, absolutely not endeared by the way his cheeks puff out with the breath he holds in before sighing out. “i’m going home, you can go back. i’m okay.”
“well, let me walk you back,” he matches your stride as you turn back towards the sidewalk. “i was about to leave anyways.”
“why?” a spark of annoyance tingles up your spine and you tamper it down. “you think i can’t defend myself?”
“well, no, i know you can,” his eyes flicker down to your hands for a moment. “but do you want to be in a position where you have to?”
and the truth was, you didn’t. the annoyance fizzles out and you realize that you’re grateful for his presence by your side, a warm welcome against the cool night air. if there was anyone whose company you would never deny, it was his, even if you put on a front. your hands brush against each other’s as you walk in comfortable silence, each touch lighting a fire inside of you. 
he walks on the end of the sidewalk closest to the street, and despite there being no cars out this late you find the gesture sweet. you imagined that if he was wearing a jacket that he would offer it to you - you wished he would offer you his hoodie, if only so you could keep it.
“well,” you rest your hand on the doorknob, sighing at its familiarity after a long day. “this is me.” 
“okay,” he falters, taking a step closer to you and running a hand through his hair. your eyes catch on a vein trailing up his wrist to his hand and you don’t realize you’ve been staring for maybe too long until he clears his throat. “i was wondering - and please let me know if i got the wrong idea but. can i come in?”
“you spent all evening next to someone else,” you’re a little confused, a little more angry, and very caught off-guard. “and now you’re asking to come into my home? what are you playing at?”
“so it worked?” he smiles, a bit bashful as the blood rushes to the top of his cheekbones. “i wasn’t sure if it would, i saw it in a movie once. make them jealous and you’ll know if they like you back by how they react, right?”
you blink at him. one moment passes, and then the next, in shocked silence. his gaze on you is unwavering, slow blinks of his eyes a tell of the passing time. his eyes are burning on you, you feel so utterly exposed in front of him and - 
“god, you’re stupid,” you blurt out, a laugh made up of relief, surprise, and embarrassment bubbling up in your chest. “i can’t believe i like a fucking loser.” 
“so, you do like me then?” his smile turns into a full grin, and you can’t help but think that satisfaction looks way too good on his face. instead of answering, you swing the door open and pull him inside by the collar.
you’ll show him satisfaction.
and then they have sex and get married yeah.
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wonusdoll · 9 months
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FLOWERS • PJS
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Synopsis: Jisungs a hopeless romantic and gets jealous easily
Content: fluff! cavity inducing fluff so fluffy i wanna cry
pairing: Childhood Bestfriend!Jisung x reader
notes+ WHY DOES NOBODY WRITE FOR JISUNGGGG i had to take matters into my own hands so here you go :D this was originally gonna contain smut but i couldnt help myself with the fluff anyways, enjoy!!
You and Jisung weren't always friends. When your mom introduced her best friends second grader son, 4th grade you didn't mind. Until he started playing with your stuff, jumping on your bed, stealing your snacks, and blaming you on things he did and getting you in trouble.
Naturally, you started resenting him, dreading when he would come over, and chose to ignore him at school, finding it embarrassing whenever he would go over to you and your friends at the playground and ask to play with them. your friends found him cute, but you, you hated him.
Going into your middle school years, he slowly got more tolerable. He started understanding boundaries but still was the same annoying little kid.
In some point of time, Jisung turned from an annoying little kid who yelled and cried all the time to one of your closest friends. And then when he finally started high school, you guys started hanging out willingly, without his mom forcing him to go over.
Some days you would catch him in your living room watching tv with your dog, or accidentally walking in on him showering in your bathroom, or in your kitchen making ramen. Sometimes he would bring his friends over to your house. You honestly didn't mind that much as long as they never broke anything, or disturbed her in any way, which jisung made sure never happened.
"Jisung?? That you??" You yelled from the top of the stairs after hearing feet shuffling and the front door opening and closing. The two of you made plans to watch horror movies and have a sleepover to celebrate the new season of autumn.
"Nope!" Jisung yelled back, making you go downstairs with a grin. But you immediately furrowed your brows and bit your inner cheek, upon seeing 6 other people. you knew them, jisung would bring them around sometimes but you didn’t know them.
"Jisung, whats going on?"
He grinned annoyingly cutely back and held up some convenience store bags up and nodded towards his friends, "They wanted to hang out but my mom banned us from the house after last time.”
You scoff and look at him like he was crazy, "What- are you kidding me?" You say just above a whisper, flickering your eyes between him and the guys behind him, "I thought we were gonna hang out?? You didn't even ask if it was okay to bring them over? if you wanted to hang out with them instead you should've just told me."
With a smirk, jisung was much closer than you remember him being, he tucked a few stray strands of your hand back, "I'm sorry princess i should have asked, hm? If we're too much of a bother we'll quiet down okay?" He pulled away and looked into your eyes, pleading and begging for uou to say yes.
You mask your flustered state with a sigh and wiping your face with your hand as if annoyed.
"Fine, whatever, just— leave me alone im gonna go study" you warn making him grin and ruffle your hair, juxtaposing his previous act. He's called you princess numerous times before, even when you guys were kids but in that tone, that voice, and devilish smile, it felt different.
You wanted to tell him off for joking around with you like that, making you feel that way. It was something you always felt around him but maybe it was his perfectly messy hair, his oversized hoodie making him look so comfy, his soft plump lips, or his hand in your hair, or the name he called you, but the feeling became overwhelmingly strong, like when a candles been burning for hours and slowly the fire grows bigger and it fills the whole room with its pleasant fumes.
You hung around with them for a bit when you took a break from studying because you couldn't focus. but the reason you couldnt focus was sitting right across from you on the couch, sending lingering glances everybody noticed.
When he catches your gaze you turn away with a light blush but when you catch his, he doesnt shy away, keeping eye contact with you with a look in his eye that you couldnt read for the first time.
In the time you got to formally meet his best friends, you surprisingly got along with all of them. Huang Renjun was the one who stuck out the most out of the 7, other than Jisung who kept eyes on you the whole time.
You got to have a one on one conversation with Renjun about each others favorite music artists, which were quite similar, and art itself. You were already interested in art but with the knowledge and story telling Renjun excitedly provided made you want to learn more. So you guys planned a hang out the next day to an art museum Renjun was fond and familiar with. 
You posted the day out with him on your story with Art Deco - Lana Del Rey in the background.
Jisung always made sure to heart and reply to your story even if it was as simple as an ootd, but this time he didn't. You furrowed your brows and looked at the views and there he was, also active. You tried texting him regularly but you were left on delivered until 7 hours later but all you got was a
"sorry lol"
It hurt your feelings, you couldn't lie. So you texted him again not even 5 seconds later.
"too busy being active to answer? lmfao"
He leaves it on read for a few minutes before replying
"too busy hanging out with renjun? yk we all made plans tgt”
You scoff at his attitude
"whats your problem?? it was HIS choice to hang out with ME. not like you wanted to."
"chill out i just wanted them to meet you, didn't know you were gonna be all over them tho"
"fuck you."
You threw your phone at the end of the bed and hug your pillow against your chest as tears welled up in your eyes. You didn't know why you were so affected by his words, usually you wouldn't even press him so much about not answering, and would just leave him alone but seeing him be so uninterested left a mark on you.
A few nights later you were watching a scary movie in the darkness of your living room when you heard knocks on your front door. you paused the movie to make sure it wasn't from the tv, and when they come again, you look at the time.
"Who's here at 11:30 at night" You whisper to yourself and cautiously approach the door.
Thunder suddenly struck making you whimper and jump back, but you decide to just rip the bandaid off, after all horror movies aren't real right?
"Jisung?!" You exclaim, seeing him standing there out in the pouring rain with his head down ashamed.
"Hey.."
You quickly let him in, taking his soaked coat off and telling him to wait while you get a towel.
He was silent while you scolded him for being out in the rain so late without so much as an umbrella.
He finally brung his hands from behind his back, revealing your favorite flowers in an articulated assorted bouquet wrapped in paper.
"Sorry if they're kind of ruined.. I ran all the way here" He sniffles and scratched his nape awkwardly.
You bite your lip remembering your last interaction, "You wanna tell me why?"
"I'm sorry y/n im so sorry im such a fucking loser and a coward for getting mad at you  I never wanted to hurt you i just was so angry that you hung out with Renjun that i took it out on you without thinking and ive been trying to figure out how to apologize to you so i went to the flower shop like 10 times in the past 2 days because i wanted to get you flowers but you have 5 different favorite flowers so i got 5 different bouquets for you then realized that was too much so i just got one with 2 of your favorites but felt bad that i left out the other 3 so i got another one with all of them but they didn't look good so i spent the whole day learning how to make a bouquet to make it perfect for you then realized it was already night and thundering and you hate thunder so i ran all the way here and now they look horrible and ugly and-"
"JISUNG." You put a stop to his rant with a chuckle and put your hands on his pink dusted cheeks. He pants out and looks in your eyes to find any anger or disgust in them but you were smiling, "Hey its okay, i promise its okay," You take the flowers from his hands and bring them up to your face to smell them, "they're beautiful ji, seriously."
He takes another pan over your face to scan your expression to really make sure you weren't mad and one he realized that, he lets out the breath he was holding and chuckles, then laughs a bit harder.
You laugh along with him then card your fingers through his wet hair, "Did you really learn how to make a bouquet of flowers for me? And run all the way here in the rain?" You ask, softly now.
He smiles and takes your hand away to hold it instead, "Yeah.. you know i would swim across the whole ocean just to get these to you. Also whats wrong with learning a new skill, i always wanted to learn how to.. make assorted flowers.." He dryly chuckles at the end.
you could hear your heart thumping out of your chest when you feel the pressure of his eyes staring into your own, as if trying to answer a question he hasn't asked. so you ask your own.
"Jisung," You start making him nod, "Why were you so upset?" You ask, making you swallow thickly.
and suddenly you're hyper aware of everything going on, your breathing, your blinking, the rain and thunder, his facial expressions, his thumb caressing your hand.
Jisung doesnt answer for a second, trying to find the right words. His mouth was drying up, he opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out so he gulped.
He was now holding your hand with both of his hands, "I love you." he blurted, "I love you and Im selfish and only want you to myself, I just wanted to treasure you for my myself and not let other people see how amazing and perfect you are because i was scared you'd fall for them and forget about me so when i saw you were with renjun and saw how excited you were to talk to him and hang out with him i felt.. rejected? in a way? like he had something i didn't to make you feel that way. So i was sad and upset and jealous— god, i was so unbelievably jealous, and i know im not allowed to because we're only best friends and you're allowed to be friends and talk to anybody you want to but i just- i just didn't want you to notice anyone else, and leave me.."
He ended his rant with a sigh and closed his eyes shut, mentally preparing for you to laugh in his face and friend-zone him, but it never came.
When he opened his eyes you were just standing there, not saying anything, with a smile on your face.
You giggled as he looked at you with an expectant look.
“Okay.”
His brows furrowed and his hand started slipping from yours “That- thats it? Just okay? You couldn’t have let me down any better-“
“Okay, I wont leave you.”
His expression softened, watching as you laughed and hugged him tightly, burying your face in his chest, “Jisung park, I will never leave you and you can never leave me, if you do i’ll have to kill you.” You tried to threaten him but he just found you adorable, and picked you up in his arms.
You guys laughter filled the room, bouncing around the rooms, sounding almost louder than the rain and thunder.
Suddenly, your enemy turned into your bestfriend who turned into your lover. And you couldn’t have it any other way.
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whatsk-poppinhomies · 9 months
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Pairing : Dad!Kim Seungmin x F!Reader TW : pregnancy ; childbirth ; the pregnancy complications are finally announced ; Changbin is still the coolest best friend ; Seungmin trying to do better ; fluff at the end ; premature birth ; emergency c-section ; little bit of crack humor (i think it's funny) ; Word Count : 7.9k Request : so many people wanted part 2 to Seungmin Dad!Angst , and it won in the poll, so here we are! A/N : I hope this lives up to everyone's wishes of how they wanted it to be and how they wanted it to end! Also, I'm tagging everyone that seemed excited for part 2 and everyone who commented that they wanted to be tagged and the ones who said they wanted a part 2... I hope that's okay!
“You look like you’re waiting for a call from the president, calm down, buddy.” Hyunjin said as he sat on the couch, watching Seungmin pace the room back and forth. “Just talk to me while you wait… Did you get to see her? How big is she? Is the nursery set up? I can’t believe I get a little nephew, are you excited?!” 
Seungmin stopped in the middle of the room, glaring at Hyunjin who seemed to be full of optimism while it felt like his own life was in shambles. He hadn’t exactly told Hyunjin what was going on though, mainly because he was so focused on waiting for the call from Changbin that he didn’t want to answer anything else unless it was his phone. “I didn’t get to see her at all… I don’t know about the nursery, I don’t know about anything, that’s why I’m waiting for the call from Changbin because he vaguely said that she wasn’t doing okay and I’m really scared right now. Does that answer all of your questions?” 
Hyunjins smile fell immediately and he lowered his head. “Sorry… You don’t know what happened?” He asked, and Seungmin shook his head, dropping down into the recliner and throwing his head back with a loud groan. “I don’t know why he wouldn’t let you see her though… It’s your kid…” 
While Hyunjin had a point, Seungmin couldn’t stop thinking back on what Changbin said. “Just the mere thought of me apparently makes her cry… And he said that she doesn’t need to be stressed right now… I don’t even know if I’ll be able to see her before the baby is born… I’m having a son…” 
He was rambling now, not even caring that Hyunjin was in the room. “I know… You told me…” Hyunjin whispered, but Seingmin wasn’t listening. He shook his head as he continued to stare at the ceiling, his quiet sniffles filling the room. “Don’t cry… I’m sure that it’s not anything too bad. Maybe she just wasn’t feeling well and Changbin wanted her to rest. Maybe you’ll be able to see her once she’s feeling better… You need to be a little more hopeful.” 
“It’s not just that though…” Seungmin debated, turning to face Hyunjin with glossy eyes and flushed cheeks. “What if she doesn’t want to see me at all? What if she doesn’t want me in his life? What if she ends up with Changbin at the end of all of this because he’s been there with her through everything? What if I was too late?” 
Hyunjins lips pulled together into a thin line before opening with a small pop, and for the first time, he didn’t seem as optimistic. “You could have talked to them… You could have let her explain. You should have let her explain. You could have talked to Chan hyung… Jisung… You could have talked to any of us. You let your own thoughts get the best of you, and I understand where your worries came from, but you let them fester instead of trying to fix them.” 
Seungmin nodded slowly, he had nothing to say to that… Hyunjin was right. He had been so wrapped up in his own thoughts, in his own worries that he never even took the time to try to sort them out. The silence was awkward because Hyunjin was waiting for a response that Seungmin didn’t have, and the only thing that broke the silence was Seungmins phone vibrating on the coffee table. “Hello?!” He rushed out the word as soon as he answered, not even bothering to check the caller ID, only hoping that it was Changbin on the other end. 
“I can’t talk for long, she just finished her lunch and she’s resting again, I only have a couple minutes or so…” Changbin said as quietly as possible, and Seungmin wondered where he was right now. Why were you resting so much? What was wrong? “I’m gonna make this as short as possible. She started bleeding and I took her to the doctor. The doctor said it was partial placental abruption, but it’s too early for Y/N to deliver the baby, so she’s on bed rest. Her movements are very limited, she can only go to the bathroom and take a shower. I don’t want her to be stressed anymore than she already is, and I know that for some reason, you’re trying to come back all of a sudden, but she can’t handle that right now.” 
Seungmin had no idea what the hell Changbin was talking about, he didn’t know what placental abruption was, he did understand that it was too early to deliver, but he needed more information. “Is… Is the baby okay? Is Y/N okay? Are they going to die?” He hated saying that word in any connection with you or his son, but he needed to know… The lack of information was killing him. 
“I mean… I don’t know, Seungmin. I’m just going off what the doctor told me… And from what she said, it sounds pretty damn serious. You’d know if you had been here, but you haven’t.” Of course, another jab at his absence, and while it was to be expected, it didn’t change the fact that it pissed him off, especially right now when he was just trying to figure out what was going on. “Let me make it a little more simple for you… Your son's lifeline is slowly being unplugged, and we don’t know why, we don’t know how…. But if it completely unplugs, it could kill your son and really hurt Y/N… Okay? Does that help? Is that enough answers for you?” 
“No… It’s not.” Seungmin retorted, and through his anger, he felt nothing but fear. He didn’t want to lose his son, not before even having the chance to meet him or see him in pictures. He sure as hell didn’t want to lose you… But Changbin was ticking him off. “Why are you being such an asshole? Shouldn’t it be enough that I’m trying to come back? It’s not like I waited until she had him…” 
“Yeah, you waited until she was put on bed rest with 3 more months to go through this shit. You waited until she was at the most stressful and scary moment in her pregnancy just to show up at the door and almost stress her out even more. Why do you think I’m being an asshole?” Changbin argued back, huffing loudly. “You picked a really bad time to give a shit, and while I’d love to try to make things easier for you and make you feel better and help make up for the time that you threw away… I just think that the health of your son and Y/N is more important than your emotions.” 
“Well maybe it would be less stressful for her if you stopped assuming what was best for her and my son and just let me go up and see them myself!” Seungmin argued back, jumping up off the recliner and throwing his free hand into the air. “What if she wants me back in her life and you’re the reason that she’s so upset because you’re keeping me from seeing her! You ever think about that or do you just think about yourself?!” 
“Ohoho! That takes a lot of nerve coming from the guy who had to make up the most ridiculous excuse to get out of manning up and being a good boyfriend and a decent father! You basically accused her of being a whore and your son of being a bastard but sure, you’re the first person that she wants to see.” Changbin scoffed, and Seungmin hated the sound of it. “Stop trying to pretend that this wasn’t all your fault to begin with. Stop pretending that you’re some type of victim now that someone else decided to fill the gap that you left. I don’t have time for this, and neither does she. I’ll come into practice when I can, and like I said at the house, I’ll try to be cordial with you… But you just continue to piss me off.” 
“We-” Seungmin began, but the beeping coming through the speaker let him know the call had ended before he could say anything else. “Fuck!” He shouted, throwing his phone down onto the couch beside Hyunjin and dropping down into the recliner once more, his hands running over his face as he sighed loudly. “What the fuck!? Who does he think he is? Huh?” 
“I don’t know man, but… You both sound like you’re out of line and… The way that you two are acting, it’s not good for Y/N and the baby at all. You both need to put aside your bullshit and try to find a happy ground for her and the baby.” Hyunjin said, running his fingers through his hair and tsking his tongue. “That whole thing that happened right there… That was ridiculous and childish and if Y/N ever found out about that, she’d be so disappointed in the both of you. I actually feel worse for her and the baby than for either of you. Grow up… You’ve got a son on the way, start acting like an adult.”
///
“Who was that on the phone?” You asked when Changbin walked into your room, your head straining to lift just enough to look at him as he walked through the door. It was clear as day that he was annoyed, he wasn’t very good at hiding those emotions, he was like an open book. 
He shook his head, giving you a sheepish smile as he sat on the edge of your bed. “It was no one important… How are you feeling? Do you need to go to the bathroom? Are you hungry?” He asked, trying to change the subject. It wouldn’t be that easy though, mainly because you had a pretty good idea of who he was talking to, you just wanted to see if he’d be honest. 
“Binnie…” You murmured, reaching out and grabbing his hand to give it a soft squeeze. You knew that the only reason he was trying to keep it from you was because he cared and he didn’t want you to get hurt, but you were an adult, you were having a baby… “It was him… It was Minnie, wasn’t it?” You asked, and he rolled his eyes as his nose scrunched up in disgust. 
“I hate it when you call him that… He doesn’t deserve the nickname… It’s too cute for someone like him.” Changbin grumbled, his thumb brushing over your knuckles lightly, something he often did to calm himself down. “Even if it was him… It’s not fair that he gets to decide when he wants to be in your life… I’ve been taking care of you and he still acts like I’m the one that took you away from him. I wouldn’t have to be here if he wasn’t such an idiot.” 
You dropped your head down to the pillow, chewing on your bottom lip as you stared at the ceiling that Changbin had so generously decorated with little drawings from all of the guys and even a poster from the new album that he had unboxed with you… The poster happened to be one of him which only made him happier. “I know that you don’t like him right now… But I still love him… Even though you think I’m stupid for that…” 
“I never said you were stupid for loving him…” Changbin cut you off, looking over at you with a small pout. “I just said that I didn’t understand why or how you could still love someone who assumed those things about you.” He corrected and you nodded your head along with his words. 
“But you think it… Either way… I love him, and maybe it’s because he’s the father of this little guy… But I’m not going to keep my son from seeing his father, especially if Seungmin wants to be in his life. I can’t take that away from either of them…” You explained for what seemed like the millionth time, except this time, Seungmin had actually come back, and while you really understood Changbins reasons for keeping him away, you were still upset about it. 
“What if he stresses you out… Huh? What then? You know that being stressed out isn’t good for you or the baby… Why do you want to do this to yourself?” Changbin tried to reason, but you only shook your head, already beginning to cry as you once again thought about Seungmin and the months that he had missed, the future he seemed so willing to give up on before. “Don’t… Don’t cry, you know I hate it when you cry… I… What… What do you want me to do?” He finally relented, his head hung low, and you could see it was killing him to give you this option because he knew what you’d say, what you’d ask for. 
“Can you just… Call him… And ask him to come over? I want to see him… I really do…” You whispered, and Changbin looked at you, giving you one last chance to back out of this choice that he thought was quite dumb… But you nodded your head to emphasize and he groaned softly, getting up off the bed and walking towards the door. “Thanks, Binnie.” 
As much as you would have liked for the call to be made in the same room, you felt like that in itself would be stressful for you. You didn’t want to hear them argue, and you had this gut feeling that Changbin would still be in his mood when inviting Seungmin over. That didn’t stop you from listening to bits and pieces of the conversation though, and you could hear Changbin being short with Seungmin… And truthfully, the only reason you knew it was Seungmin was because of the way Binnie was talking. 
“No way!” Changbin shouted, and you wished that the phone was on speaker so you could hear just what was going on, but you were left to just listen to Changbins end of the call. “I’m not picking you up and taking you to the damn flower shop! That’s ridiculous! If you want to get her flowers, find someone else to drive you over here.” A moment of silence followed, and then you heard Bins agitated sigh. “Oh please, you should be happy that I even called you to let you know she wanted you to come over. I could have talked her out of it! It’s not like you deserve to see her anyway!” 
Even without hearing Seungmins end of the call, you were already getting stressed. When he came back into the room after ending the call, you couldn’t even pretend like you hadn’t been listening. “I really do appreciate the fact that you care so much about me, Binnie… But could you at least try to act decent? I know you hate him, but you don’t have to fight my battles for me… Especially considering I don’t even want to fight… I just want to see him.” 
“Yeah, that’s the part I don’t understand…” He mumbled, returning to his place on the edge of your bed. “You’re too loving… You’re too forgiving. If I don’t fight your battles, I sure as hell know that you won’t. You just let people hurt you and you pretend that you’re okay, but if you were okay, you wouldn’t cry so much.” His lips pulled into a thin line as he looked at you, noticing the way you wouldn’t even look at him, your eyes averted to the other side of the room. “Is it so bad that I don’t want to see you get hurt?” 
“I’m not saying that it’s bad…” You muttered, fumbling with a loose thread on the blanket to keep your mind busy. “I’m an adult though, Changbin… I have a baby on the way… You’re not always going to be able to protect me. I’ve got to learn how to handle things myself, and… Even though I’m not yelling at people over the phone or threatening them with my nonexistent massive muscles… I can still handle it…” 
He chuckled softly as the mention of the muscles, his hand moving to squeeze your upper arm. “When you have this baby, I’m taking you to the gym with me. You’re gonna start doing the Binnie workout.” He joked, earning a small giggle from you as you tried to flex what little muscle you had. “Gonna get you so strong, you’ll be lifting little dudes stroller with one arm and holding him with the other.” 
///
Seungmin was shaking when he pulled up outside of your house, gripping tightly onto the gift bag that had a little outfit for his son and a bouquet of flowers for you. Hyunjins words had replayed in his mind the entire time he was browsing through the flowers, the fact that a bouquet of roses and apologies wouldn’t make up for what he had done… That’s why Seungmin didn’t pick roses, he had chosen your favorite flowers, something that he proudly remembered you talking about. 
His feet could barely carry him up the stairs, his knees felt wobbly and his hands were trembling as he lifted one to knock on the door. He couldn’t hear you or Changbin inside, but he was pretty sure you both were there considering the fact that Changbins car was still parked right out front. He could have knocked again… He should have knocked again, but in his mind, you had already said you wanted him there, and you were carrying his child… He just let himself in, walking quietly through the living room and down the hall where he saw you and Changbin in the bedroom. 
Seeing Changbin so close to you, touching you, making you giggle… It was infuriating, but he tried to bury that feeling as he rapped his knuckles against the bedroom door to let you and Changbin know he was there. “Wow… You don’t even knock, do you?” Changbin muttered when his head whipped around and he saw Seungmin standing there. 
“I did knock… You were too busy touching all over her to answer the door.” Seungmin retorted, walking further into the room and freezing when he saw you laying in the bed. You looked just as you did when he had left 6 months ago, but he could see the swell of your stomach underneath the blanket, and there was a certain kind of warmth that bloomed in his chest when the realization hit that it was his kid in there. “H-Hey…” 
Changbin might as well have completely disappeared, and in Seungmins eyes, he had… All he could focus on was you, the way your face contorted, and it looked like you were trying to smile, but there was a sadness in your eyes that he knew was also caused by him. “Hi…” You muttered back, giving a small wave of your hand before dropping it back down on the bed beside you. “I didn’t think you’d come…” 
“Why wouldn’t I?” He quizzed, taking another step towards the bed. “I wanted to see you… I came to see you earlier today and Changbin said you were resting. He wouldn’t even let me inside. He made me stand out in the pouring rain while he told me basically how much of a piece of shit I was.” 
“See!” Changbin screeched, pointing towards Seungmin as he looked at you. “He only agreed to come here because he wanted to start shit! Sure! Make yourself look like the victim even though you’re the one who left!” 
Seungmin jumped up off the bed, his finger pressing into Changbins chest. “You’re just trying to keep me away from her! You say it’s because you want to make sure her and the baby stay healthy, but I saw the way you were touching her! You’ve got hidden motive and I’m not fucking stupid! Get away from my girlfriend and my kid!” 
Changbins head fell back as he let out a loud, sarcastic laugh. “Oh!? You mean the girlfriend that you broke up with?! The kid that you denied!? Is that who you’re talking about?!” His chest puffed out and he pushed Seungmin away from him, causing him to stumble back against the nightstand. “I invited you over here because she wanted to see you and talk to you! If you’ve got a problem with me, we can handle it somewhere else. She doesn’t need your bullshit and your pity party act. No one here feels bad for you for what you did.” 
“You said that you were gonna talk her out of wanting to see me! You’re trying to take over! Go find your own girlfriend and have your own kid!” Seungmin shouted back, his anger through the roof at this point. 
“How about you both just stop?” Your voice came through all the noise, so soft, so timid, and they both paused to look at you. There were tears in your eyes and you were already beginning to sniffle as your bottom lip quivered. “You’re acting like idiots… You’re both making me regret wanting either of you around. If you’re gonna keep fighting, just… Go somewhere else.” 
“No… No, I want to be here… I want to see you.” Seungmin quickly pleaded, grabbing your hand on instinct, and while he thought you’d pull away, your fingers slipped between his and you pulled him closer. “I won’t fight… I just want to be here with you… I’ll ignore him.” Your head nodded slowly, and then you shot a stern look at Changbin who’s hands flew up in irritation before he stormed out of the room. “Does he… Does he move a lot? How do you get to the doctors if you have to stay in bed all the time? How do you… How do you shower?” 
You snorted softly, shaking your head. “I know what you’re thinking… It’s pretty obvious now… Changbin does not help me in the shower. I go by myself, he just has to help me get out of bed so I don’t strain too much.” That explanation in itself was relieving to hear, but you weren’t done yet, and Seungmin listened intently to everything you had to say. “He moves a whole lot, can’t get him to sit still, especially when I’m trying to sleep. He’s a menace… Just like you.” Seungmin chuckled lightly, already feeling so close to his son, he had never met him, and this was the closest he had been to you and your stomach since he had left, but he felt as close as ever to you and the baby. “The doctors have to come here to check on me every other day, and they call me daily just to see how I’m doing. It’s too early to have him, so they just have to monitor me closely.” 
“If it’s okay with you…” Seungmin started, moving closer to you on the bed and letting his free hand move down to your stomach, smiling softly to himself when he felt a bit of movement beneath your skin. “I want to be here… I want to stay with you. I want to be here when he’s born and every single day after that. I’m sorry for what I put you through… I can’t make up for the time that I lost from being a total idiot… But I want to be in his life, and I want to be in yours.” 
“Why did it take so long for you to figure it out?” Your voice was low, it sounded like your throat was closing up and Seungmins heart clenched hearing you sound so upset. “You could have asked… We could have talked about it… You missed so much.” He nodded to your words, he knew what he could have done, he knew what he should have done, but he hadn’t done anything. “I guess it’s… It’s too late to try to play catchup… It would be weird starting over from here though… Wouldn’t it?” 
Your weak chuckle as you motioned to your stomach had him smiling, although it was more of a grimace. “I don’t want to start over.” He mumbled, absentmindedly playing with your fingers as he stared at your stomach, not willing to admit it out loud, but he couldn’t look you in the eyes, not without feeling ashamed for what he had put you through. He only felt worse for expecting you to want to pick up where you left off, and honestly, things weren’t so good then either. “I want to tell you that I… I love you…” Your eyes widened at those three words, and it was noticeable, and it made him feel like shit. When was the last time he had told you that? “I want to say it every single day… I’ll say it a thousand times a day… Just to make up for every single day that I didn’t say it. I love you… I’ll start now… I love you.” 
“Shut up…” You mumbled, pulling your hand away from his, much to his disappointment, but he watched as you wiped your eyes, blinking them quickly, and a single tear rolled down your cheek. He quickly caught it with his thumb, his hand lingering on your cheek a little longer as he let himself really look at you. “What? I know… I’m not as pretty as before… It’s hard to brush my hair and do my makeup when I can’t move.” 
A soft scoff blew through his nose as he leaned in to press a kiss to your forehead. “Hush, bubby.” He cooed, letting his fingers dance across your face ever so light and down to your stomach once more. “I think you look just as beautiful… Maybe even more now…” 
“You weren’t even this sweet when we first started dating.” You commented, and he rolled his eyes. “You’re raising my expectations, Seungminnie. You better be like this all the time now.” 
His nose crinkled in fake disgust as he let out a groan. “I have 6 or more months to make up for being a jerk, that’s the only reason I’m being like this. Don’t call me out on it though, I feel gross.” 
Your tongue poked out from between your lips and his laughter, your laughter, it came out more genuine now. “I think it’s cute… You’re cute… Although I do miss you being the biggest tsundere in the world… Mr. I’m Not Soft.” You reached up to poke his cheeks, and while he’d usually pretend to be disgusted by it, he leaned into your touch now, pressing his lips against the palm of your hand. “I missed you…” You whispered, and he nodded his head in understanding, in agreement, because he truly missed you too. 
“So… If you two are done being super sappy now… I feel like I’m next in line for an apology.” Changbin said, finally making his presence known in the doorway to the bedroom. “I put up with a lot of shit for you, buddy. I want an apology, a hug… And I want my friend back…” He pouted from his spot near the door, his arms outstretched towards Seungmin. 
“I’m sorry… But ew. No… I don’t feel like doing all that right now. I am sorry though… For being an ass, and because I will not give you a hug right now. Maybe later though.” Seungmin teased, and Changbin slowly backed out of the room, and while he assumed that Changbin would stay a little longer, the front door opened and clicked shut, then the sound of a car being started up, leaving Seungmin and you alone in the house once again. “I guess I’m back for good now…” 
“I guess you are…” 
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“How is she doing? Is the doctor still coming to see her? Does she have someone at the house coming to stay with her while you’re here?” Changbin asked as he sat on the floor beside Seungmin in the practice room. It had been almost two months since Seungmin had come back into your life, 7 weeks to be exact, and things were perfect. Seungmin couldn’t be happier, it was like he had never been gone, simply picking up at a time before his thoughts had gotten the better of him. 
“You really are annoyingly protective of her…” Seungmin joked as he leaned his head back against the mirror. “My sister is going to stay with her until my mom can take over. I made sure all of her favorite snacks are in the house and if she has to use the bathroom, they both know what to do to help her get out of the bed. The doctor is coming tomorrow though, that’s why I asked Chan hyung if I could come in a bit later.” 
“That’s all good but… How is she doing?” Changbin emphasized the very first question he had asked. It had been 7 weeks since he had last seen you, and while Seungmin had told him multiple times that he was still allowed to come over and hang out with you, Changbin didn’t want to cross that invisible line, especially so soon after things between you and Seungmin had just been fixed. 
“She’s been complaining of cramps this morning…” Seungmin mumbled, and while he knew that Changbin would bring you up, he thought that he’d be able to come to work to escape the worry at least for a couple hours. “That’s why I called the doctor, and I wanted them to come in today but apparently they couldn’t, so she has to wait until tomorrow.” 
The fact that the doctor thought it would be okay to wait made Seungmin relax a little though, if the doctor thought it was serious, they would have come in immediately to check on you… “Just let me know what’s going on, okay? Keep me in the loop, and if you two need anything… I’m here for you both.” Changbin sighed, drumming his hands on his knees. “Is she scared? Is she okay?” 
Seungmin shook his head, tapping his phone and looking down at the screen to make sure there were no new notifications before answering. “She said she’s fine… That she isn’t worried, but I know she’s lying. I can see it in her eyes, she’s scared…” 
“Oh I’m sure she is. You should have seen her when she first found out. She was an absolute wreck. I think she cried for an entire week. She was begging me to call you and get you over to the house the whole time, it was devastating.” Changbin didn’t mean any harm in telling Seungmin about the time, but he couldn’t help but feeling like absolute garbage hearing what you had gone through, knowing that he wasn’t around when you needed him most. 
“Yeah.. Let’s practice again… Please?” Seungmin muttered, trying to change the subject so he wouldn’t get worked up. He and Changbin were on good terms now, at least, as good of terms as two guys can be on after what had happened. “I really want to get this choreo down, I’ll be able to make it to one of the comeback shows if she lasts until her due date.” 
“Right… Right, you’re right.” Changbin pushed himself up off the floor, grabbing Seungmins hand and pulling him up alongside him. “Everything is gonna be fine though. Y/N was doing great, the doctor said that she would be just fine if we kept up with her bed rest, and… She’ll make it to the due date. Her and the baby will be fine, I’m like, 100% about it.” 
The song ended for what felt like the thousandth time, the guys standing around the room sweating and panting as they held onto the water bottles that they could barely even lift to their lips at this point. “Yah… Seungmin!” Hyunjin called from the back of the room, his voice dry and sounding absolutely parched as he held up Seungmins phone. “Your things been going crazy back here, vibrating nonstop. It’s a bunch of notifications and calls from Y/N, your mom, and your sister.” 
Now, there was absolutely no reason for the three of you to be calling at the same exact time, and Seungmin felt his stomach drop as he ran over to Hyunjin, snatching the phone out of his hand and looking at the screen. “Some of these calls are from 30 minutes ago…” Seungmin couldn’t hide the irritation in his voice. “You heard it going off… Why didn’t you tell me?! You could have stopped the music, you could have pulled me over!” 
“I didn’t know! I thought they were just calling to let you know that everything was okay! I didn’t think you’d want me to stop practice for that!” Hyunjin snipped back, huffing loudly through his nose as his arms crossed over his chest.
Seungmin ran his hands through his hair, panic setting in as he looked around the room at all the guys who seemed just as confused as Hyunjin, maybe even more… Except one… Changbin was wearing the same mask of concern that Seungmin knew he was wearing himself. “Call…. Call my sister or my mom, call both of them. I’ll try to get a hold of Y/N…” Seungmin rushed out the order and Changbin nodded, running out into the hallway, his phone already held up to his ear. Seungmin started dialing your number, listening to the ringing that went on for far too long without an answer. 
“Do you need me to drive you home to her? Maybe it’s not too serious? Did she answer?” Minho spoke up, and Seungmin shook his head fast, his chest tightening up as he tried to call you again. “She might just be in the bathroom…. Maybe you’re overreacting because you know that she’s not in the best of shape right now.” It wasn’t just that though. It was the fact that if anything bad did happen, you were still only 31 weeks pregnant. It was too early to have to baby, and there were major issues that you could face as well. There was a lot on the line here, and he needed to know that you were okay… He was furious with Hyunjin for completely ignoring the vibration, he was pissed at himself for even coming into work today when you were having cramps… He was mad at everyone. 
“We need to go… Like now!” Changbin shouted from the door, his head peaked in just enough to call out to Seungmin. Those words were definitely not what he wanted to hear, but he was already in motion, running out the door and then sprinting down the hallway behind Changbin who was already slamming his finger against the call button for the elevator. “Your sister… She’s totally freaking out right now man… Y/N started bleeding again and they called an ambulance… And they rushed her in for an emergency delivery of the baby… Apparently the placenta detached completely.” 
Completely… Completely? He had read about that happening, what would… what could happen if that were the case. His knees buckled as he stepped into the elevator, his back falling against the wall, his hand weakly gripping onto the side railing that wasn’t able to support him or help pull him up at all. “Who’s in the room with her? Is anyone with her right now? I don’t want her to be alone…” 
If anything happened to you or the baby, he’d blame himself, he’d never stop blaming himself. He wasn’t there when it started, and he wasn’t there now either. He just continued to fail you and his son, and he was beginning to wonder if these things happened as a sign, a way of the universe telling him that he didn’t deserve either of you. “They wouldn’t let anyone in… Your sister said that she looked through the little window and the last thing she saw was the mask being put over Y/N's face to put her to sleep. The doctors had to move fast…” Changbin explained as calmly as possible, but it was obvious, they both were freaking out. 
“Can you drive me… Can you get me to the hospital?” Seungmin asked, unable to get his heart to beat properly, the panic setting in full force now, his breaths unsteady as he looked up at Changbin from the floor. “Will they even let me in? Oh god… What if they don’t let me in? I need to be there with her… They can’t keep me out of the room, can they?” 
He was full of questions, but Changbin wasn’t answering any of them, his eyes downcast as he chewed on his bottom lip. “I… I don’t know… I don’t know what’s going on… Your sister and your mom haven’t called in a bit…” Changbin muttered, looking at his phone that was free of notifications, as was Seungmins. “I’ll get you to the hospital though… Don’t worry… It’s gonna be okay.” 
///
“Look! Look!” You cheered from the couch, causing Seungmin to look up from his phone. “He’s pulling himself up… I think he’s gonna do it this time…” Your voice softened, trying not to call the attention of your son just yet. Seungmin watched with wide eyes, his phone set down on the couch beside him, completely forgotten about as he looked on at his son who was now getting his balance on the side of the couch. “I think he’s gonna do it…” 
“Shh…” Seungmin hushed you, leaning forward to fully focus on the little boy that was wobbling slowly across the floor, one hand still gripping the edge of the couch until there was no more cushion to hold on to, his arms shooting forward as he took one step, and then another, babbling to himself until he got to the tv, his chubby hands pressing against the screen that was playing the groups latest comeback. “He did it… He did it!” Seungmin shouted once it had fully set in that his son had not only just taken his first step, but he had taken about five just to slap his hand against his fathers face on the screen. 
“My baby!” You cheered even louder now, jumping up off the couch and scooping up your son, holding him up that air and then bringing him back down to pepper kisses across his face. “You did it bubby!” You cooed, and while you sounded excited, Seungmin could also hear that you were choked up, on the verge of crying, and he’d be lying if he said he wasn’t too. 
“We didn’t get it on video…” Seungmin thought out loud, looking at his phone and then back to you, but you didn’t seem to care. The important thing was that you both had been there to see it, neither of you had missed it. “Babe…” Your face was now buried against your son’s tummy, something you did often to blow raspberries, but this time Seungmin knew you were trying to hide the fact that you were crying. 
Seungmin grabbed your son from your arms, pressing a kiss to the top of his head before carefully setting him down on the floor and then pulling you in for a tight hug, his hand rubbing circles against your back to try to calm you down. “They said… He wouldn’t be able to… That he wouldn’t be as quick to do these things as other infants…” You said shakily against Seungmins chest, and his hand moved to your hair to brush over it as he hushed you once more. “The doctors said he’d be delayed… And he isn’t… He’s so smart, Minnie… I’m so proud of him…” 
He nodded understandingly, those fears had been there from the moment your son was born, and they were only ingrained further into his head after hearing the doctor talk about what it would be like to raise a child that was born so early. “Of course he’s smart… he’s just like every other child, babe… He’s fine.” He reassured you, slipping his finger under your chin to tilt your head up, his forehead resting against your own. “And even if he wasn’t… I’d love him just the same. I’m just lucky that you both are here, that you both are okay…” 
You hummed in agreement, quickly wiping the tears from your eyes before peering around Seungmin to watch your son play with his toys. “I just want him to always be happy and healthy… I want him to always know how much we love him… And how proud we are of him…” 
“And he does… He will…” Seungmin whispered, smiling softly down at you as he helped catch the tears that had already fallen. “There’s no one that will ever love him more than we do, no one that will ever be more proud of him than we are.” He kissed you gently before pulling you down on the couch beside him, his arm loosely draped over your shoulder as your head fell against his. “I gotta tell Changbin… He’s gonna be so mad that he missed it. I’ll have to record him when he walks again.” 
Changbin, who had become closer to Seungmin than you ever imagined after they had rushed to the hospital together just a little less than a year ago. They had taken turns between sitting with you, and going to the NICU to check on your son and ask the doctors how he was doing. They both had cried at your bedside when they thought you were sleeping, and Seungmin had probably gotten more hugs from Changbin in that week than he had in his entire time knowing him. 
Seungmin had been a wreck when he saw your son in the incubator, the billi lights glowing across your sons almost translucent skin, the tubes that were coming out of his nose and his mouth to help him breathe, the IV that was stuck in the vein in the side of his neck just to make sure he had enough nourishment. It was the scariest time for the both of you, and Changbin had been there through it all. 
He had driven you and Seungmin up to the hospital every single day while you both waited those two months to finally be able to bring him home. He’d go through the hassle of getting a visitors pass just to be able to walk into the NICU and say hi to your son, to check on him and see how he was doing before leaving just to pick you both up a couple hours later. 
Changbin was the one who held you and Seungmin together during those awful two months, when you both were emotionally drained, and he was the one who had made sure there was a carseat in the back of his car the day that you could finally bring your son home, working with Seungmin to make sure it was installed properly before excitedly standing off to the side to watch you buckle your son in. 
He was the bestest friend, the bestest brother, and the bestest uncle that you, Seungmin, and your son could have ever asked for. “What do you mean you forgot to record it?! How could you not record such a pivotal moment in little mans growing journey!? You better record it next time… Actually… I’ll just come over! I bought him a new toy and I think he’s gonna like it. I’ll be over in an hour.” 
“You tired of him yet?” Seungmin asked as he replayed the voice message that Changbin had sent, his chest vibrating with laughter at how dramatic he sounded.
“I could never get tired of either of you.” You cooed, looking up at Seungmin who was already ready to give you another kiss, his fingers lightly squeezing your shoulder. “Although…” You continued after his lips pulled away from yours. “I think he’s trying to outdo the other guys in the whole uncle thing… bubby has so many toys.” 
“I think he already outdid them in the uncle thing.” Seungmin commented, leaning back against the couch and letting out a yawn. “I’m glad he’s here… I’m glad you two have him if I’m busy at practice… I never thought I’d say that…” Seungmin muttered, running a hand through his hair.
“I’m glad I have all of you…” You whispered back, kissing along his shoulder before looking up at him with eyes that looked too innocent to be believable, your lips pulling up at the corners and the expression screamed mischief. “I’m just… really happy that you two are so close… ya know… with another one on the way…It’d be nice to have Binnie babysit for doctors appointments and stuff…” 
“Another one…?” Seungmin whispered, his eyes wide like a deer in headlights, looking between you and your son who was in his own world, surrounded by the multitude of toys that he had. “Are you sure…? I did that… Again? I made another one?” 
You giggled lightly as you nodded your head, and then the front door swung open, Changbin loudly announcing his presence before pausing and then his mouth fell open as he pointed at you. “You already told him?!” 
“You already knew!?” Seungmin shouted back, and then his eyes were back on you. “Why did you tell him first? Were you worried I’d be mad? I would never be mad at you about that… I love you.” 
“Yah!” Changbin groaned, shutting the door behind himself before going over to pick your son up, ruffling his hair and saying hello before setting him back down and turning back towards you and Seungmin. “I’m always the first to know about your weak pull out game. Congratulations though, proud of you. Happy for you. Might need to upsize in the whole house department though if I’m gonna be the best uncle to two of your kids.” 
“My pull out game is not weak!” Seungmin defended himself, his entire face turning a bright shade of red. “This was totally planned. I love being a dad so much, I thought… Hey… What if I could be a dad to two kids? That was the whole thing, definitely planned.” 
Changbin scoffed and you even looked up at Seungmin with raised eyebrows. “Yeah… Okay.” Changbin sarcastically agreed, going over to the fridge and grabbing two beer cans and a bottle of water for you. “Just wait till the guys find out about this, you’re never gonna live it down. Not even a full ten months since little man was born either. You’re impatient.” 
“Shut up, man…” Seungmin mumbled, grabbing the beer and chugging it quickly, hoping to hide his embarrassment under the guise of being flushed due to the alcohol. “I’m sure you’d be the same way if you had a girlfriend.” 
And the bickering continued, so much that even your son ended up toddling over- much to Changbins excitement- and climbing onto Seungmins lap to join the conversation, albeit, in baby talk, but you all found it adorable. Your family was perfect, it surely hadn’t started out that way, and there had been many bumps in the road to get to where you were now, sitting in the living room surrounded by your favorite boys, another child on the way, and while none of this had been planned, you were happy. Sometimes it was the most spontaneous things, things that happened without a single thought… those things were what made life worth living, it made life perfect… and for you, it made life complete. 
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lix-ables · 9 months
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How about Han Jisung with a corruption (inexperienced reader or maybe reader who looks “innocent” so to say) kink?
the urge to write for skz + corruption is so so real rn BUT OH im in my jisung feels and also promoting perv!jisung
from the moment jisung had those thoughts about you, more specifically thoughts about how pretty you'd look with your fingers wrapped around his dick, your eyes watching the way his lips moved as he guided you between grunts and moans - thoughts which haunted him almost everyday at the studio when he tried finishing up a song. he had to admit, he almost got caught jerking off to a cute selfie you sent him a few days ago, when chan's voice shook his body from slouching to straight and close to the table to hide his boner.
but when he called you over to the studio and you unknowingly without a doubt sat on his lap to listen to the song he was currently working on, jisung groaned. with pleasure. "is everything okay?" you mumble, turning around a little while his hands come to wrap around your waist. "yep, perfectly fine. just... try not to move too much yeah?" jisung rests his chin on your shoulder, but the moment you shift back against him, your ass rubbing against his crotch, his fingers move to wrap around your arm. "i don't know if you're doing it on purpose, angel, but you really need to stop with the teasing 'kay?" jisung strains, and you notice that his voice got a bit huskier. "im not doing anything though," you protest, this time your body shifts even more, because when you turn around to face him, jisung shut his eyes, his lips slightly apart and both his hands were around your wrist. "tell me you don't feel that," his voice ragged and uneven as jisung moves from under you, his hips thrusting into yours once before turning you to face away from him. his grip on your body tightened, before continuing, "tell me you don't feel my dick rubbing against you, and tell that you're not fucking wet right now." "i d-don't know," you squirm against him once more, only for jisung to thrust into you again, and at that moment, he wished you didnt have you shorts on. he wished he could fuck you right there, and he wished you knew how crazy you made him. he wished you knew about the times he found his fingers making their way to his cock, teasing himself thinking about your innocent face. "fuck, there's so much i want to show you, darling," jisung clears his throat before tapping your leg to let you get off him. "how about dinner?"
note. EEEEEE @telesvng @comet-falls its the way we spoke about jisung and now im sigh. suffer w me, bc i love you
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atinyniki · 6 months
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group: stray kids !
pairing: nonidol!han jisung x f!reader
genre: fluff, hardly any angst
warnings + additional info: reader is referred to as y/n, jisung is referred to as ji, mentions of sex, reader has very bad nightmares, jisung has minor nightmares, jisung gets sick, crazy ex, some one bed scenes, seungmin is jisungs roommate, reader is a waitress
authors note: i think this is actually the cutest thing ive ever made. this is also not proofread. english is not my first language, so please excuse any grammatical or spelling errors. happy reading :)
wc: 4623
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jisung makes his way to the restaurant, excited to get back into dating after so long. he tugs on his black fitted turtleneck, the necklace making it feel rather uncomfortable.
he takes a deep breath, staring at the sign to make sure it’s the right restaurant. haven. the name makes it sound peaceful. 
he enters the restaurant, automatically being greeted by the woman at the counter. “the reservation is under han jisung, ma’am.”
she checks her list, “for two?”
he nods, and she brings him towards the table, placing two menus on it. “your waiter will be with you shortly.”, she bows. 
jisung reads through the menu, getting more anxious as time goes on. maybe she’s just running late, right?
he checks his watch again, she should’ve been here over twenty minutes ago. suddenly, he was knocked out of his thoughts by a voice coming from beside him. 
“hello sir, my name is y/n and i will be serving you today. what can i get started for you?”. he jerks his head up to look at you and butterflies erupt in his stomach. this had to have been the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen.
he stares at you, a little wide-eyed, and then finally processed your words. “oh yeah- uh- is the jjampong just one serving?”
“yes sir.”
he smiles at you, “alright then, i’ll have one jjampong on the milder side and the gimmari.”
“alright, will that be all sir? any drinks?”
“a coke is fine”
you nod, smiling and swiftly making your way into the kitchen. his heart finally seems to calm down, the fidgeting of his fingers coming to a stop.
he sits patiently waiting for his food, when the empty seat in front of him starts to haunt him again. he’s just been stood up on a date. of course he feels bad about it but, if he hadn’t, maybe he would have never seen you.
you come back with the food not too long after, smiling at him. “enjoy your meal”
he smiles back, nodding. “thank you ma’am”
the aroma of the food alone is enough to satisfy him, and he grabs his utensils quickly. he takes a sip of the broth, the heat engulfing his tongue immediately.
maybe he shouldn’t have gotten jjampong, he’s bad enough with spicy foods. he takes a sip of his coke, almost spitting it out because it burns so bad. he fans himself with his hand, breathing dramatically.
he turns his head to see you again, this time from a far distance on the other end of the room. you’re staring at him, bursting into a small fit of laughter and covering your mouth when he sees you. you can’t contain yourself.
he manages to smile back, giggling a little on the process. of course it was embarrassing, but he had to admit, it was pretty funny.
you walk over to the table to approach him. “everything okay here?”
he looks at you again, “oh- yeah it’s okay just… a little spicy.”
you laugh again, the sound is music to his ears. “yeah, i could tell. and that’s just the mild version”, you say as you walk off. 
he smiles a little to himself again, the moment not seeming as embarrassing as it normally would be. he takes another sip, slowly getting used to the spice. 
the meal was amazing, he’d have to come back here sometime. maybe he’d order something else though…
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“no i’m serious she was so beautiful”
seungmin rolled his eyes, “yeah yeah sure she was”
jisung frowns a bit, trying his best to focus on the game but he couldn’t. thoughts of you plagued his mind, he felt weird. creepy, almost. what kind of guy simps for a girl that he’ll probably never see again?
lightbulb moment !
“oh my gosh, that’s it!”
seungmin looks at him, confused. “what…?”
“huh? oh- nothing”
they both continue playing the game, jisung losing majority of the time due to his distractions. seungmin finally leaves and jisung dashes towards his bed.
he takes out his phone, quickly calling the number to haven.
“hello?”
“hi! this is-“, he couldn’t even let the lady get through her introduction.
“can i set a reservation on saturday at seven?”
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he enters the restaurant again, now in a more casual outfit. he greets the same lady as last time, and she brings him to his seat, a reservation for one.
“thank you ma’am”
he waits, hoping that he’ll see you again, when suddenly, a familiar voice snaps him out of his thoughts. “hi again! what can i get for you today sir?”
he jerks his head towards you, a grin on his face appearing when he sees you again. you don’t question it, just assuming he’s in a good mood.
“could i get the beef bulgogi and the gimmari with a coke?”
you smile at him, “the bulgogi is a good option, it’s not as spicy”, you say with a wink. “it’ll be out shortly sir”
you walk out, disappearing behind the set of doors leading to the kitchen. his heart thumps in his chest at the sight of your wink. he tries to distract himself again, waiting for the meal.
as soon as he sees his plate, his mouth starts watering. he takes a bite of the beef, eyes widening instantly. it had a little kick to it, but nothing he couldn’t handle.
it was so good that he just continued stuffing his face. both sides of his cheeks puffed up due to the food in each side, and he turns his head again.
you’re staring at him from across the room once again, smiling at him. you couldn’t help but find him adorable with those cute cheeks of his. you shook yourself of those thoughts, getting back to serving.
a light pink blush taints his cheeks, and he slows down a little bit, embarrassed that you saw him like that. it’s not like he could resist though, the food at haven is amazing.
he’ll try to make a reservation every week from now on.
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weeks pass by of trying new menus and having small conversations with you, jisung becoming a quick regular at haven just to see your face. 
his favorite was the japchae and he found himself eating it most saturday’s he was at haven.
he decides to be bold this time around, feeling more confident in himself after beating seungmin four times in a row.
“hey jisung! what can i get for you today?”
“can i get the galbitang with a coke and your number please?
“of course! will that be a- wait, what?”
he looks at you, nodding expectedly and waiting for an answer. you quickly nod and rush to the kitchen, putting in the order for him. your heart beats erratically in your chest, why does he want your number of all people?
you come back with his food, giving him a smile and a folded slip of paper. you leave not to long after, continuing your job. jisung quickly unfolds the paper, face lighting up when he sees the ten digit number. 
he eats happily that day, smiling every time he sees you. you can’t help but smile back.
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jisung <3: come over already! he’s dying to meet you
y/n: shut up, i’m getting ready. you can’t just rush beauty like mine
jisung rolls his eyes at your snarkiness, but he couldn’t deny it. you truly are beautiful, but he didn’t really think you needed to do much to look pretty.
some twenty minutes later, jisung hears a knock at his door, jumping up and dashing towards it. he flings open the door to see you standing there. his jaw hangs low.
his eyes trace your body up and down, you’re in a cute little skirt paired with a beige sweater. hes never seen you in such attire, only ever a black button up.
you shy away a little bit from his gaze, a nervous smile appearing on your face. maybe it was a bit much for just a game night.
“hey…”
he was suddenly snapped out of his thoughts. “oh- what? sorry- come in”, he chuckled nervously.
you walk inside, taking in your surroundings. there’s a boy sitting on the couch looking at you, you assume it’s seungmin.
“hello! it’s so great to finally meet you”, you say.
“it’s nice to meet you too y/n, ji has told me a lot about you”, he smiles.
jisung rolls his eyes, leading you to the couch where all the gameplay happens. the three of you sit on the same couch, gaming for hours on end. you were a lot better than jisung thought you were.
he ended up last in every match… just like always.
you and seungmin both found fun in laughing at him, watching as a pout made its way into his face. you smiled at how adorable he looked, you just wanted to pinch his cheeks and kiss the pout away.
it’s late at night now, and you’re about to walk yourself home, when seungmin stops you. “it’s pretty late to walk outside all alone is it not? you can stay the night if you’d like, we don’t mind.”
you turn around, smiling, “thank you for the consideration, but these clothes aren’t very… comfortable”
“that’s no problem! i’m sure ji can lend you some”, he says with a smile.
you watch as jisungs face goes red, and you can’t help but accept the offer. “that’s fine with me then, thank you guys”, you smile sweetly.
seungmin walks into his room, winking at jisung on the way. jisung leads you into his room, picking out a comfortable t-shirt for you to wear as well as a pair of shorts.
you quickly change, wanting to get to bed as soon as possible. you’re exhausted from all the yelling and gaming that took place tonight. you walk out of the bathroom, jisung even more wide eyed than when he saw you at the door. his heart fluttered at the sight of you looking so cute in his clothes, but he decided not to speak on it.
he grabs the blanket from the chair, walking out the room. “wait! where are you going?”
jisung turns around to face you. “what do you mean? i’m sleeping on the couch?”
“what!? no! i’m sure there’s enough space for the both of us”
he smiles at you, a little skeptical about sleeping in the same bed as you. “are you sure?”
you nod, and he swiftly slips into bed. you cover yourself with the blanket, the warmth providing a sense of comfort, and you allow yourself to fall asleep.
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you wake up to jisung spooning you from behind, to be quite honest, you were very confused about how you got there, but you didn’t really… mind it. it actually felt kind of nice.
you held his hands that wrapped around your waist, the warmth spreading through your entire body. “you up y/n?”
you jolt when you hear his voice. “holy shit- sorry i didn’t know you were up yet”
he laughed a bit, stroking your hands soothingly, “sorry, i didn’t mean to startle you.”
you giggle, finally getting out of bed. the two of you get ready, and you pack up your clothes before you leave.
all of a sudden, you hear a knock at the door. “ji! someone’s here”
he walks over to the door, opening it and his heart sinks immediately. “hi jiiii”, she says in a sweet tone. it’s his ex, his most toxic one at that. 
his tone completely changes, even scaring you a bit. “what the fuck do you want.”
she lets herself inside, eyes meeting yours. anger courses through her veins at the sight of another girl in jisung’s clothing. “who the fuck are you?”
you couldn’t bring yourself to answer, too confused about the situation going on. she begins approaching you, fists clenched at her sides. “why the hell are you wearing his clothes?”
before anything can happen, jisung stands in front of you. it doesn’t stop her from talking though. “he’s mine, not yours.”
“i am not yours. you cheated on me. you made a fucking choice. now get the fuck out before i call the cops on you.”
all of a sudden, a loud noice makes you shut your eyes quickly. did this bitch just slap him?
he slowly walks towards her, backing her up towards the door. “don’t fucking come back”
he shuts the door, letting out a long breath. “oh my gosh i’m so sorry… are you okay?”
you smile at him, “yeah i’m fine, no worries.”, you bring a hand up to his cheek, “are you okay?”
jisung smiles at the contact and the softness in your voice, butterflies erupting everywhere again. he nods, trying to fight off the blush that creeps up on him.
“can i walk you home? i uh- i don’t want her to like… hurt you or anything.”
you take his hand in yours, walking across the sidewalk on the way to your house and talking about some more hangout plans for the future. everything felt so natural with him.
this had to be more than just a silly crush, right?
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“ji?”
“are you up?”
“mhm… just drowsy”
“i’m sorry, you can go back to sleep. goodnight”
you let out a sigh, finally processing his words in your sleep ridden state. “what’s wrong ji?”
the other end of the line stays silent for a moment. “i had a nightmare…”
you honestly find it cute that he called you of all people for comfort. “do you wanna talk about it?”
“mmm no… i just need a distraction.”
you quickly get out of bed, continuing to talk to jisung while you get ready. “y/n, are you okay? you sound a little out of breath”
“what? yeah i’m fine”, you say as you approach his house. “open the door, im here”
“what?! you came over?”, he asked incredulously, “but i’m not even ready?”
the call disconnects, and you hear footsteps approaching the door. jisung opens it for you, his hair still messy from laying down and his bloodshot eyes stare right at you.
“you wanna go for a walk?”, you smile.
he thinks about the offer for a moment. there was no way he could get back to sleep anytime soon, so why not? “sure”
you take his hand in yours, dragging him down the steps and onto the sidewalk. he runs after you, chasing you all the way to the playground until you trip over a rock and fall onto the concrete with a thud.
he quickens his pace to get to you faster and help you up, “are you okay?!”
his breathing quickens, he feels guilty for letting this happen to you. he holds you close to him, faces only inches apart as he grabs onto your arm.
you’re flustered by the proximity between you two, but he doesn’t seem to notice yet. he’s far too concerned to really process it anyways. “i-i’m okay, i just scraped my elbow is all…”
he pulls away from you, gently picking up your arm and turning it to see what damage has been done. “i’m sorry…”
you turn his head back towards you, “it’s okay, i promise. it doesn’t even hurt that bad.”, you giggle. he manages to smile back at you somehow, your laugh putting him at ease.
you quickly open your backpack, taking out the bandage and gauze you keep in there, along with the alcohol. before you can do anything, jisung picks up the alcohol.
“i’ll do it.”
he begins to clean your wound, apologizing every time you wince due to the stinging. he places the gauze on it, wrapping the bandage around tightly. “you’re all set”, he smiles softly at you.
you smile back, and your eyes catch onto the swing set. with no warning, you jump up and head to the swings. “last one to the swings is a rotten egg!”
he laughs at your playfulness, “that isn’t fair! you left me to clean all this up!”
he makes it to the swings almost a minute later after packing up everything. you laugh at him for being so slow. “hey, it wasn’t even my fault!”
“fine, how can i make it up to you?”
he stands beside the swing you’re on, “push me.”
you laugh, “push you? okay!”
you quickly get off the swing, pushing him onto the mulch with both your hands. he looks up at you incredulously, a playful scoff leaving his lips. “i meant on the swings, dumbass”
“i know”, you reply with a smug smile while helping him up. he gets on the swing, waiting expectedly for you to push him. he shivers at the feeling of the cold air hitting him as he went higher and higher.
small squeals left his lips, giggling every so often. you cant get over how cute he sounds. your heart swells every time you hear a little noise escape.
“okay, you don’t have to push me anymore you know.”
“i know, but it’s fun.”
he can see the sun light peaking over, the dark blue sky filled with small clouds.
after a little while, he drags his feet across the mulch, coming to a full stop on the swings. “why’d you stop ji?”
“it’s your turn now!”
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over the past month, it’s become more of a habit. everytime one of you needs a distraction, the other figures out something to do. it’s been a while since you’ve had a nightmare, waking up to your bed covered in sweat and tears felt uncomfortable.
you did the only thing you could, you called jisung. “jisung…?”
your voice quivered as you spoke, your hands struggling to hold your phone still. “hm?”
“ji i need help. i had- i had a nightmare”
“what? oh gosh- i’m on my way.”
you can hear how fast he runs towards your house, loud footsteps and breathing from the other end of the phone. even through all the struggle, he tries his best to talk you through it.
the rain pours on him, but he couldn’t care less in that moment. he arrives in just under ten minutes, knocking frantically on your door. you disconnect the line, opening the door to see him completely drenched head to toe.
before you can even say a word, he wraps you into a hug, droplets of water dripping onto you. you don’t seem to really process the dampness of your clothes anymore, holding onto jisung tightly. 
“are- are you okay?”, he asks softly, not to startle you. you pull away a little to look at him and nod, slowly beginning to process his state.
“ji, are you crying?”
he clutches onto your shirt, “i’m sorry… was just really worried”
you smile at him, wrapping your arms around him again. even with how the rain water dripped down your back, there was an odd warmth filling your body.
he finally pried himself off of you, smiling a little awkwardly. “sorry… let’s go now?”
you raise an eyebrow, “what do you mean?”
“i have to take you out somewhere now, don’t i?”
“but it’s… raining?”
he giggles a little bit, “since when have you ever cared about that?”
he grabs you lightly by the arm, dragging you out into the rain. the two of you talked a little louder over the rain this time, arms interlinked.
the rain seemed to calm down about an hour later, leaving both of you shivering and cold in the wind. you both head back not too long after, wanting to get a change of clothes. 
you figured you’d give jisung his shirt and shorts he gave you the night you slept over. you arrive at your house, unlocking the door and walking in. 
you wonder why jisung doesn’t follow, and you turn around. “aren’t you coming in?”
he looks up at you again, “what? i thought you wanted me to go home?”
you shake your head, leading him into your home and locking the door behind you. you quickly grab his clothes and hand them to him, “sorry, i never gave them back”
he smiles, “that’s okay”.
the both of you change, drying your hair and finally settling on watching a movie. the sleep finally catches up to you while you’re on the couch, the warmth emitting from jisung immediately putting you to sleep.
light snores fill the room, and jisung turns off the tv, carrying you to the room lightly as to not wake you up. he sets you down on the bed, careful not to wake you up. it doesn’t quite work though.
“ji?”
he turns around to look at you again. “hm?”
“can you spend the night? just… just in case?”
he smiles at you, the hallway light illuminating his face. “of course”
he slips into bed next to you, incredibly quiet as to not annoy you in your sleepy state. “you can breathe y’know, it’s not the first time we’ve done this”
he laughs, “sorry, i didn’t wanna wake you”
you grab his hand from under the sheets, bringing it up to the pillows. “goodnight ji”
his face burns red at the sudden touch. your voice echos in his ears for several moments after. “night, y/n”
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you wake up to a sleeping jisung, his arms wrapped around you and a light pout on his face. you smile at him, bringing your hand up to his forehead to stroke the hair out of his face.
you immediately stop when you feel the heat on your fingertips. “ji? ji wake up.”
his eyes slowly flutter open. “mm?”
his eyes go wide at the sound of his voice, and he tries to clear his throat, coughing into his fist in the process. “ji, i think you’re sick.”
he frowns a little, finally taking in the pain of his throat. you quickly rush out of bed to help him. you take his hand and lead him to the bathroom, unboxing the extra toothbrush you have and handing it to him.
you both get ready for the day, jisung doesn’t say much due to the pain, but you don’t seem to mind. you lead him to the kitchen, making him a hot cup of ginger tea to soothe his throat.
he watches intently as you make the tea, and you hand it to him some minutes later. “no sugar?”
you smile, “i use honey. try it.”
he takes a sip tentatively, careful not to burn himself, and the hot liquid instantly alleviates the pain in his throat. he hums in approval, finishing it pretty quickly. 
you check the time, it’s almost two in the afternoon, so you decide to call off breakfast and make lunch instead.
”ji, can i make some jjampong?”, you see the skeptical look on his face. “on the milder side”, you giggle.
he smiles, nodding slightly. “thanks”
you grab the ingredients from the freezer, but you realize you’re missing something. “ji, do you have your phone on you? i need to look something up and i left mine in the other room”
he hands you his phone, unlocking it for you, and you click onto his browser. you look up the ingredients, making sure you have all the essentials, when a text from seungmin pops up. 
rabid dog: omg jisung
rabid dog: did you finally sleep with y/n
rabid dog: >:)
oh god.
you swipe them away, focusing on the task at hand and check over the list. it doesn’t seem like you’re missing anything, so you hand jisung the phone and get back to work.
you start making the jjampong, still thinking about the text. why did he emphasize “finally”? does jisung like you or something? you decide to ignore it and make the jjampong instead.
you don’t put too much chili paste into it, making sure it’s altered to jisung’s liking. some forty minutes later, you grab two bowls, pouring the soup into each.
“enjoy”, you say with a smile. jisung tentatively takes a sip, holding onto the glass of water beside him just in case. his eyes went wide, immediately talking another sip.
you giggle, “good?”
all he can do is nod, stuffing his face with the food. you both finish not too long after, and you lead him to your bed again. “you need rest ji”
he nods, making his way towards the bed. “hold on, let me text seungmin so he knows im over at yours”
you nod, and you sit down on the bed next to him while you wait. you watch as his face goes red reading the text, and you can’t help but smile. 
he slips into bed not too long after, and you instantly wrap your arms around him to provide more warmth. he hums in satisfaction, nuzzling closer to you. “i love you…”
“i love you too”, you confess, without missing a beat. he looks up at you, wide eyed, “i- what?”
“i love you, jisung.”, you say with a bright smile.
he smiles back, hugging you again. “i’m sorry… it just felt like the right thing to say in that moment.”
you stroke his hand with your thumb, “it’s okay, i didn’t realize i was saying it until i saw you look back up at me”, you giggle.
you pull away from him for a moment, grabbing his chin with your fingers. “can i?”
he takes a moment to process what’s happening, giggling and then finally saying, “you’ll get sick.”
“i don’t care. please?”
he leans in tentatively, not wanting to rush you, but you meet him halfway. the kiss is soft, full of love and affection.
your hands find home in his hair, and his hands dig deeper into your waist. your lips disconnect not too long after, the kiss leaving you breathless.
“go to sleep now yeah? i’ll be here when you wake up”
he pulls you lower so you’re laying down in the bed, and he buries his face in your neck. “thanks pretty…”
you giggle at the pet name, “we’ll talk when you’re up, yeah?”
“mhm”
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“can i have a table for two ma’am?”
“of course jisung! enjoy your meal”
he makes his way to the table, a little later than usual. his face lights up as soon as he sees you, the same bright smile on your face once you see him again.
“hey baby, what can i get for you today?”
he smiles at the pet name, “you”
your eyes widen, a pink blush covering your cheeks. “what?”
“your shift ends in about ten minutes right?”
you nod. 
“then once you’re done, sit down with me. please?”
you smile, walking over to him and giving him a little peck. “fine, but you’re paying”
he pulls you in to give you a proper kiss, “fine by me”, he says with a wink.
you quickly finish your shift, getting ready for your little date. you sit down with him, grinning ear to ear. “hi…”
he looks at you with adoration in his eyes, “hi pretty”
the waiter arrives at your table, “hi y/n, hey jisung, what can i get for you both today?”
“could we get two of the jjampong and the gimmari? oh! and two cokes please.”
“wai-“
“alright we’ll get that started for you, have fun!”
jisung turns towards you again, a quizzical look on his face.
“well, if you’re going to be spending the rest of your life with me like you told seungmin, you better get used to having spicy food everyday.”
he smiles a little at your logic, “anything for you”
you take his hand in yours above the table.
“i know”
<3
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cheolsfae · 6 months
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𓆦 SKZ as your bf
Requested: No
Genre: Fluff 'n stuff
Warning(s): None
He's a busy bee
Requests are open!
Chris
You would be there with him in the studio listening to whatever he'd been working on.
He'd liked it when you hung out with him like this, it was relaxing for him
He'd often ask your opinion on it and he'd take whatever you had to say to heart
Though on his off days, he'd spend all day in bed with you sleeping. If it wasn't napping together, it was movie watching
He loved to be all snuggled up on you.
He loved it when he got the chance to lay on your stomach with you running your fingers through his hair
You'd like it too when he did it to you.
That. Was. Daily.
It was a bit of a must, especially if he had a particularly hard day!
I don't think he would be the jealous type
But maybe a little bit when you were giving someone a little more attention than him.
He would slightly pout about it.
You, of course, would be glued back to his side and smother him in kisses whenever he pouted like that.
So cute!!
Minho
We know he isn't one for a whole lot of physical affection except when it comes to Felix
So I don't think he'd be very physically affectionate
Every other way, absolutely
He'd clown on you, though.
You'd mispronounce a word and he'd repeat it back to you the exact you had. Jokingly mocking you and making goofy faces.
He'd jokingly say he'd preferred the cats over you all the time!
You'd tease him back the same way.
This type of humor was his love language!
Cooking together was a big thing with you guys.
It was your favorite thing in the world to do with him
I think he would be a little over protective of you.
Not like in a toxic way.
Someone raised their voice at you a tiny bit? He'd be there scolding them back and telling them never to do that again like a parent
Ahh so cute🥰
Changbin
1st things first!
When I tell you this man is just so cute?
You wouldn't believe me
Ugh my heart!
Anyway, he loves you so much
Physical touch is his #1 love language. We know this.
It had been a long day for him. He needed to see you.
As soon as he laid eyes on you, he'd tackle you into the biggest hug he could possibly conjure up.
Forehead kisses were a must when he was in a mood like this.
Big wholesome baby
Snack runs anytime of the day.
5 in the morning? Hell yeah he'll go and get you something to snack on! Odds are he's kind of snack-y too lmao
At night, he'd like to be the small spoon and your legs had to be tangled up together otherwise you weren't close enough!
Just a big pile of cuddles and affection, this man
Hyungjin
This man would want to spoil you rotten.
Dates at least 2 times a week were a must
They were always really romantic!
"You don't need to go all out every time!" You'd told him
He scowled at you, patting your head, "Its a good thing you're pretty"
You looked at him dumbfounded, "what's that supposed to mean?"
"Nothing, only that my partner doesn't think that they deserve the world!"
He'd really like to pick out outfits for you for these really romantic dates!
He really loved it when you would wear it, God, was he a good personal stylist lol
When he was stressed out from work, you would be the first person he'd call!
He didn't want to talk to anyone else but you!
Your voice brought him so much comfort!
Seeing your face pop up on the screen would immediately improve his mood!
You were his little angel!
You could do no wrong in his eyes!
Jisung
This would be the most goofy relationship!
Sometimes he'd have you laughing until you cry
He wouldn't even have to do much of anything and he'd have you scream laughing
He was a little clumsy, but so were you.
One time, you guys had gone hiking and he slipped a little on some ice and went sliding down into a little pile of snow at the bottom of the little hill
Of course you asked if he was okay first before laughing about it.
When he assured you he was okay, you were dying of laughter. It was hurting!
Whenever you fell, he'd be laughing his butt off but would be there helping you up afterward.
Pet names were a thing!
His favorites to call you were honey, baby, turtle dove, stinker...
I never said they were normal
Of course you had some for him too!
Those were more...normal than what he'd picked for you! Lmao
Felix
The best emotional support type of partner you could ever ask for.
You had a God awful day? Boy was right there, snuggling up to ya!
Baking you something sweet to end the terrible day on.
He was just a little sweetie-pie!
You'd do the same for him, he was having a rough day.
You ended up making him some cupcakes
And you'd put up a little fort for you both in the livingroom
You had the TV set up for some video games
He walked in, seeing what you had done for him, he'd well up a little
"I love you so much!"
He'd dot you in all the little kisses he could!
Hdfheje💕
Seungmin
PLAYFULLY BULLYING EACH OTHER WAS A THING
This was a daily occurrence!
"You stink. Don't cuddle me. You're all sweaty."
"I don't stink! You stink!"
"Dude, I smelled you as soon as you walked in the door!"
Little goofy arguments like this
I don't think he's huge on pda but when you two are alone
Oh my God, you cannot get this man to stay away from you for too long.
He's sticking to you like glue!
You wouldn't have it any other way though!
At night, he would be big spoon.
He liked having you wrapped up in his arms 💕
I think he's a little more protective of you than he let's on
Because he would pull you really close to him when walking down a busy sidewalk.
It wasn't even that busy. But he insisted on it!
Jeongin
Competitiveness in video games.
You guys would have bets all the time with these things
"If I win, you buy dinner tonight." That type of thing
I think he's a bit of a nose kisser. Does that make sense?
He'd like to give you little nose kisses! It was his favorite way to give affection to you.
When he was anxiousn he'd take your hand and trace the veins and the lines in your palms to soothe himself.
You liked it because it meant you brought him some sort of comfort in these times!
Really sweet! 💕
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charmercharm3r · 1 year
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warnings: smut, oral (f receiving), just a very jisung-like conversation
thinking about Jisung knowing your body so well...
There was absolutely nothing special about today. You didn’t bother putting on any makeup, ran some errands in a tattered pair of sweats and your boyfriend’s hoodie, came home and took a nap, and here you were now. Laid up in bed in nothing but one of Jisung’s extremely oversized shirts and some panties, you scrolled through your phone and sent a quick text to ask your boyfriend what he wanted for dinner.
Asking what he wanted for dinner was your way of encouraging him to come home at a reasonable hour, even if that reasonable hour was 10 p.m. and you were just barely starting to put something quick and tasty together. That’s why your midday naps came in handy, so you could have enough energy to spend time with Jisung before you both called it a night.
Except this time, you’d over slept a bit too much and just felt groggy. It was the kind of nap where you didn’t realize what time it was and thought you’d slept through the night into the next day. But Jisung wasn’t wrapped in your arms, so that couldn’t have been the case. He never liked sleeping without you there.
You were only awake for maybe thirty minutes when the door was unlocking and closing suddenly. Quick footsteps made their way into your bedroom where you still laid on your belly, relaxed. Looking over your shoulder, Jisung huffed and puffed, looking at you with big, worried eyes.
“You okay? Did you run home?” You laughed, rolling over just a little and propping up on your elbow to face him. 
“Yeah, I did! You texted me so late, I was worried,” Jisung sighed and immediately stripped off his shirt, tossing it somewhere forgotten. Before you could question him, Jisung was crawling up the end of the bed and using your legs to flip you on your back and slotting himself between them, just laying his head on one thigh then clamping them around his neck. Your legs were like his own personal pillow, squishy and comfortable in every sense of the word. He was home in the middle of the day, you should’ve asked more questions but his presence alone was something you wouldn’t let go to waste.
“Sorry, babe. I took a late nap but ‘m still tired,” he cooed sympathetically. Soothingly he kneaded the flesh of your thighs, lightly massaging the muscles as he placed kisses to the skin.
You kept your eyes closed and let your head fall back into the pillows, relaxing under his touch. Just as you were getting comfortable again, Jisung sucked in a deep breath. “I’d ask you how your day went, but I think I’d rather taste it.”
Still in a daze, you didn’t look as he rearranged himself to lay on his tummy, “what are you talking about?”
Jisung bent your knees, sweetly kissing your ankles and trailing up the insides of your calves until he came to your knees to start lightly teething at your thighs. Safe to say he has an affinity for them, “just so versatile,” he’d say.
“You smell so good. I think I could tell exactly what you did today.” You didn’t protest as he reached the hem of your panties, nuzzling his nose into the gusset and breathing in your scent. You weren’t even thinking about being intimate, but Jisung has a way of provoking you embarrassingly quick. The brief mention of him wanting you already had you soiling your underwear.
“Tell me how that works, baby.” The words weren’t sarcastic, but you didn’t expect him to be serious about it.
“Before I tell you, I want you to know I love every single part of you and any kind of body odor is 100% natural and that I’d go to town on you in any one of these stages.”
Jisung looked up at you from between your legs, wrapping his arms around your thighs so he could tug at your panties. He’d only slipped his hand under the band and was gently pinching at the skin. You’d quirked your head down at him, opening one eye, “there’s stages to my smell?”
“Yeah, but don’t think it’s bad! I just like your pussy so much that I can tell.” Shrugging, you slumped into the mattress again. “First stage is fresh out of the shower, so there isn’t much there other than your body wash. Tastes great. Second stage,” he scoot in closer, freeing his hand from your underwear and grazing his fingers over the front of your cunt. Jisung sucked in another breath full of you and exhaled with his eyes rolling back, “lounging around. Didn’t do much so it’s the most ideal for some guys. Still delectable. Me?”
Jisung grabbed the top band of your panties with both hands and yanked the fabric up to reveal the sloppy outline of your pussy, you to squealed into a laugh and reached for his hair. You appreciated his dramatics, it made you feel loved and valid, even if he was suffocating himself in your crotch. Jisung shoved his nose into your clothed pussy and sniffed, shaking his head back and forth against your clit. It made you moan and tug his hair harder, the post-nap daze making you all the more sensitive.
“My personal favorite is stage three. You ran some errands today, didn’t you baby?” He smelled again, “grocery shopping aaaand… post office?”
“How did you know?” you giggled as Jisung’s thumb found its way to your bundle of nerves, lightly circling it with practiced precision. “Told you, baby. This cunt is my favorite meal.”
“What’s stage four?” 
“Tarte… like after we go clubbing and we’re both a sweaty mess. With a bit of alcohol, it’s like a treat.” He smiled, pampering you with soft rubbing and loving kisses.
By now, you were sure the panties were completely soaked, he knew how to work you up so easily. “Whaddya say, babe? Let me taste how your day went.”
“Mmm, yes please,” was all you said before Jisung was stripping away your underwear and laying on his belly again.
He dove into you unapologetically, no slow start, just a pussy-starved man and his favorite confection. Fat stripes, saliva ridden and messy, your lower half was covered in juices, yours and his, and it was adorable how much Jisung enjoyed himself. There weren’t many areas he lacked in, tongue skill definitely not on that list. He made sure to round your clit quickly and with the perfect amount of pressure, never letting you get too comfortable as he switched to sucking you in. You knew he was doing it on purpose, he was prolonging his own fun at the sake of your orgasm. Of course you didn’t mind though, you’d let Jisung eat you out for hours, and you have. The only thing that kept him from going all night was the unfortunate situation with the human body needing oxygen.
When he pulled away from you, he quickly filled the void by prodding one finger into your entrance. The obscene squelching of liquids was only intensified when he filled you. Jisung smiled at the fucked out look on your face, deliriously arching into the pillows, hair spread around, cheeks cute and rosy. As Jisung clamped his lips around your clit and sucked again, your walls convulsed around his single finger, falling head first into a sleep-veiled, blinding hot orgasm, your boyfriend helping you joyride through it.
As you relaxed into the palm of his hand again, Jisung didn’t pull away. You were whining and pulled his hair tighter, hoping to get him away but there was no energy left in your body. You should’ve known he was in one of those moods, helplessly rutting into the bed through his jeans. What a pleaser, Jisung loved when you felt good, it made him feel good. Jisung wasn’t necessarily a pleasure dom, but his kryptonite is the face you make when you cum. If you’re loud and screaming his name, it’s icing on the cake.
Which is why he didn’t stop. Jisung kept his eyes open and looked up at you from between your legs, loving your body writhing under his touch. He inserted another finger, then decided you can take one more to count a total of three digits in your pretty, glistening pussy. Jisung took a second to admire the way you stretched around him, clenching as if you had been deprived of pleasure when that was far from the case.
You bucked your hips up, wanting more of him, deeper, harder. Your eagerness made Jisung chuckle and dive back in, curling his fingers just right to reach your sweet spot and continue to suckle away. The overstimulation was so good, bordering pain and pleasure that eventually turned into only pleasure, white and blinding and oh so good. A call of his name and back bending into a bow, your juices dripped down his arm to which Jisung licked away.
When you finished, he sat up and popped his fingers in his mouth, licking away the residue with his eyes glued onto your spent form. Your shirt was ridden up to only expose the underside of your breasts, taunting your boyfriend to no end and you didn’t even realize it.
He palmed himself over his jeans and groaned, “baby… you tired?” Jisung asked, hopeful and  desperate.
You didn’t answer him, only taking his hand and pulling him down. You could taste yourself on him, loving it and loving the way his hands ravaged the rest of your body. Hand finding his erection, you pressed hard into it and swallowed every one of his moans. A lazy smile on your face, “show me how your day went.”
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A/N: I saw one clip of just a bunch of guys talking about eating pussy and thought wow...that's something jisung would say...now here we are
tags: @sensitiveandhungry @babebatter @aliferousminho @changbinluvr @epiphanynaffit @fawnpeaks @linovely @dumplinbokkieracha @finnydraws @naturules @djeniryuu
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cb97breathing · 11 months
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THE WOLF KING - A BANG CHAN SERIES
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PREVIOUS NEXT
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CHAPTER FIVE: HONEY AND ROSES
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Pairing: Bang Chan x Afab! Reader
Theme: Fluff, Smut, Angst, Fantasy AU, Werewolf!Chan, MDNI
Word Count: 3.2K
Summary: Long before you were born the war between the ever knew the true cause of it, but humans were forbidden to ever enter the woods that bordered their lands. But you were never one to follow laws, you had always felt drawn to the beauty of the woods and never have you once felt in danger there. One day you come across a large black wolf watching you in the distance. It never approached you, but it watched you as you would lay against a tree in the sunlight and read your favorite books. From that moment on you would always see it, watching you. You felt as if it was protecting you. You would smile at it and never dare go near it. Little did you know, that the wolf who watched you carefully, was not just any wolf, but also a man, the man they called the wolf king.
A/N: Please do not repost or translate my work! Let me know if you wish to be on the tagged list.
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Your eyes fluttered open as you felt someone kiss your forehead. You blushed as you looked up to see Chan looking at you softly. He ran his fingers through your hair and smiled. “Morning my love.” He whispered softly as he caressed your cheek. You leaned into his touch and smiled brightly.
“Morning handsome.” You whispered before pulling him close. You pressed your lips to his in a soft kiss as he held you tightly as he melted into you. He kissed back passionately and nipped at your lips, earning a soft whimper from you.
“Don’t love.” He whispered softly into your lips. “You’re going to make it extra hard for me to leave you today.” You looked up at him sadly and nuzzled your face in his neck.
“I don’t want you to go.” You whispered as you kissed his neck. “Please don’t leave.” He sighed as he held you tightly.
“I want to make sure your father gets here safe and unharmed, I also want to gain his trust. Show him that even though I am not human, I am a man who wants to love and treasure his daughter forever.” You sighed softly and kissed his lips gently.
“I’m going to miss you so much.” You whispered softly.
“I will too, but remember you have the boys to take care of you.” He whispered softly. “Maybe you should spend time with Changbin while I’m gone.” He said softly and caressed his cheek. You blushed and bit your lip, you were aware thanks to Chan that most of the boys not only wanted you when they were in their ruts, but just in general and that Changbin was too nervous and shy to say anything about it.
“Are you sure?” You asked softly. “You wouldn’t be upset?”
“No my love, I have no problem with you loving all of them because I know you will always come back to me.” He said softly. “That I will always be yours and you will always be mine.”
“Always.” You whispered. “Promise you’ll come back to me as soon as you can.” You pleaded. He nodded and kissed you softly.
“I’ll be back soon, I promise you and we will prove to your father that what we have is more than just an arranged marriage.”
When you watched him leave with his men, along with Hyunjin, Felix and Jeongin, you struggled to not cry. You ended up I the garden, trying to distract yourself by looking at the beautiful flowers in the garden. As you admired the beautiful rose bushes a pair of onyx eyes watched you softly from a distance.
“Just to talk to her you fool. Chan literally said that you could be with her while he was gone.” Jisung whispered as he pushed at him towards your direction but Changbin wouldn’t budge. “Stop staring at her like a love sick fool and go be with her!” Changbin gulped and looked to Jisung before letting out a shaky breath.
“What if I fall for her?” He asked quietly.
“Chan is perfectly okay with that. Have you seen Hyunnie? He won’t even look at anyone else anymore. Chan knows that we all seem to have a special connection to her and he’s okay with that. She seems more than okay with that as well. Just please go, I can’t handle you watching her like a lost pup anymore.”
With those words Changbin only nodded and slowly walked into the garden as Jisung watched with a grin before leaving you both to give some form of privacy. Changbin stared at you for a moment, admiring you as you looked at the flowers. His heart was fluttering wildly just from the sight of you. From the moment he saw you he had been enchanted by you. But once he smelled your scent it was all over for him. For pretty much him and anyone else in the group.
When he had heard the way you sounded while Hyunjin had his way with you it took all his will power to not barge in and steal you from him. Every moment you were near all he wanted to do was take you in his arms and make you cry out his name. So when Chan told him he wanted you to be with him while he was gone. He was more than ecstatic.
“Y/n.” He called softly. When your eyes locked with his and he saw a blush creep up to your cheeks he almost lost all control. The fact that you blushed for him drove him mad with need. Drove his wolf mad. He walked up to you and looked over at the roses.
“The garden is truly beautiful isn’t it?” You asked quietly as you tried to stop your heart from pounding, something you were quite sure he could hear.
“Very beautiful.” He whispered. But he wasn’t talking about nor looking at the flowers. He reached up and caressed your cheek gently. Your eyes fluttered closed at his touch and you blushed deeply. “I’m sorry I’ve been distant for most of the day. I was just nervous.” He said quietly.
“I was nervous too.” You said quietly and looked up at him softly. “But now that you’re here I don’t feel that way. Is that strange?” He shook his head and pulled you closer.
“No, not at all.” He breathed out. “Now that you’re here. It’s hard to keep my wolf in check, keep myself in check.” He pressed his forehead to yours. You felt your whole body heat up at his words.
“You don’t have to.” You whispered softly and you could swear you saw his onyx eyes flash gold for a moment. “Changbin, if you want me. Take me.” You caressed his cheek and looked deep into his eyes. Within seconds you were laid down on the grass and gasped softly as he hovered over you. His eyes were soft, but there was a hunger and need in them. You felt his hand slowly push up the hem of your dress until your lower half was completely exposed to him. He groaned when he saw you were wearing no undergarments.
Chan had told him that you stopped wearing them because of how desperate he was to have you all the time. He thought he was just teasing him and trying to get him worked up. But he was right. His lips pressed to yours in a deep and passionate kiss. You kissed back eagerly and tangled your fingers in his hair. Not long ago you would be embarrassed and shy to do something like this out in the open. But you have learned that with Chan and Hyunjin that there was no place that they couldn’t have you.
Being here with Changbin only excited you as you both kissed each other desperately. You felt his hand brush against your wet core and you gasped softly into his lips.
“Look at you. Already dripping wet for me. I could just slip inside you right at this moment if I wanted. Would you like that?” He growled softly as he continued to kiss you hungrily. You whimpered and shook in response. He kissed down your neck and nipped at it. He knew Chan would be mad if he marked you. But God did he want to Mark every part of your body.
“Let me see you.” You begged softly. “I want to see all of you.” He moved away and began to strip himself of his tunic your eyes took in the sight of his upper body. His big broad shoulders, his strong arms and big chest. You couldn’t stop your hand from running up his chest and touching him gently. His eyes closed and his head tilted back at your touch.
You slipped a hand into his trousers and gripped at his length. Your body shook in excitement when you realized how large he was. How thick he was. His brows furrowed and whimpered loudly as you began to stroke him. The sight of him losing control at your touch was so beautiful. You could feel yourself getting wetter wondering what kind of expressions he’d make when he was inside of you.
He pushed down his trousers exposing his member and thick upper thighs to you. He rocked into your hand desperately as you continued to stroke him. The power you had over him with just the simplest touch made you excited and you wanted to see him come undone. Your thumb brushed along his slit and his body jerked at the feeling.
“Y/n.” He breathed out softly. You wrapped your small hand around him and began to pump him as you looked up at him lustily. His moans and expressions of pleasure only fueling you to continue as he struggled to keep himself above you with his arms.
“That’s it Changbin, let go for me. Let go for your Luna.” You cooed softly. Changbin mewled as he felt himself begin to throb in your hand. Soon he came undone. You felt his hot seed spill on your stomach and thighs as he cried out your name softly. You shook at the feeling and leaned up to kiss him slowly and softly. He kissed back and nipped at your lips.
“My turn.” He whispered softly. He knelt down between your legs and began to lick you clean of all the cum he spilled on you. The feeling of his tongue on your skin made you pant and whine. His band reached up and ripped open the top of your dress, exposing your breasts to him. The sight of you laying there with your legs spread wide, as you painted with need was more than enough to get him hard again.
He took a nipple into his mouth and sucked at it desperately as his fingers rubbed at your sensitive nub between your legs. You moaned softly and tangled your fingers in his hair and he growled at the smell of your arousal.
“You smell so divine when you are aroused, do you know that?” He breathed out as he kissed up your chest. “You smell like honey and roses. It’s so addicting. I have no doubt everyone can smell you right now and is aching to be where I am.” You blushed deeply and mewled softly as you felt him slip a finger inside of you. “But it’s me you want. Not them, me.” Changbin growled possessively as he curled it inside you.
“Only you.” You whimpered loudly. He smirked as he added a second finger and began to pump them at a slow pace. You moaned out his name and kissed him again. Pulling him flush against you. Your breasts rubbed against his toned chest, the feeling made you shudder. “Take me. Please.” You choked out as tears flew down your cheeks. You were aching to have him inside you.
“Not until you cum for me.” He growled out. He settled back down between your legs and dove in, sucking at your clit desperately as his fingers thrusted into you wildly. You cried out loudly and arched off the ground as your hands flew to tangle in his hair. Your legs trembled and your eyes rolled back as you felt yourself become overwhelmed with pleasure. “That's it, my beautiful rose. Let go for me.” Your body shook violently as you felt yourself tighten around him and whined his name out as you hit your peak.
He groaned as he licked you clean as you spilled out into his mouth and fingers. He pulled his fingers out and you took them to your mouth. Your eyes stared into his as you sucked them clean and he lost it. Without any warning he thrusted violently into you and you cried out as he stretched you. Your legs trembled as you felt him hit deep. He raised your hips and thrust deeper causing you both to cry out at the feeling.
“That’s it, take all of me.” He groaned. “You’re so tight my rose.” Your heart soared at the name he gave you. You pulled him close and kissed him feverishly. He wrapped his arms around you and held you tight as he began to thrust into you. You moaned and cried into his lips with each thrust as you held onto him tightly. You both stared into each other's eyes as he continued to push deep inside of you. Compared to your time with Hyunjin this felt so much more intimate.
Maybe it was because of the fact that Changbin wasn’t in his rut, like Hyunjin had been. But all you could see in his eyes was love. Chan has told you compared to the others, Changbin had been smitten since the day he brought you and now that you were here in his arms watching how he gazed at you you felt your heart swell. You didn’t feel ashamed of what you felt right now. You knew Chan trusted you and trusted Changbin. You caressed his cheek as you both trembled and moaned at the pleasure you were both feeling.
“You feel so good.” You whimpered softly. “Don’t stop.” He pressed his forehead to yours as his thrusts picked up speed. Your moans intensified as you felt him hitting deep within you. “Y-Yes.” You cried softly. He nuzzled his face in your neck as he moaned loudly. You loved how vocal he was. The desperate moans that left his lips only made your core ache and want more. “Need you to fill me with your seed. Please.” You whimpered. He growled at your words and when he pulled back you could see his eyes flash gold again.
“If that’s what my rose wants. She will get it.” He pulled out of you and turned you onto your stomach. His large hands gripped your hips as pushed up your lower half. “Don’t hold in your cries. I want everyone to hear you.” He slammed deep into you and you cried loudly in delight as you felt him hit so deep in you.
Your legs shook as you dug your fingers into the grass. He pounded into you violently making you sob out at the overwhelming feeling of him hitting spots into you that made your toes curl. You sobbed out his name in delight as tears poured down your cheeks. In the corner you spotted a pair of eyes watching you, wide and dazed with lust as he hid behind a column.
“Jisung’s watching.” You whispered as your eyes locked with the younger wolf's big brown eyes.
“Let him.” He groaned softly as he held you tightly to him. “He’s been dying to be inside you just as much as I have.” You whimpered at his words as your eyes stayed locked with Jisung’s. The way he stared at you made you clench. Changbin groaned loudly and began to rub your clit. “That’s it. Cum for me.” Your eyes rolled back as you cried out and you heard the younger wolf whimper at the sight. You tightened around him as you both hit your climax. You felt Changbin’s seed fill you and whined loudly. You both collapsed on the ground and Changbin immediately pulled your shaking body close.
“You’re amazing.” He whispered as he pressed his lips to your forehead. He looked up and stared at the younger boy. “Come here.” He whispered. Jisung hesitantly came over, his eyes never leaving your body as he took in your beautiful fucked out state. “You want her don’t you?” He asked and Jisung looked at him with wide eyes.
“Yes.” He breathed out as his eyes locked with yours. “I do.” Changbin got up and picked you up bridal style.
“Not here.” He breathed out. “Let’s go.” Jisung followed you both to Changbin’s chambers. He laid you gently on the bed and stripped you of the gown he destroyed. “Strip Jisung.” He commanded softly. Your eyes fluttered over to him and watched as he stripped his clothing. You couldn’t help but be excited about having them both with you and when you took in his body and his curved member your legs spread in response as you whimpered.
“Go to her.” Changbin chuckled as he watched him. Finding it funny how the roles had reversed. Jisung hovered over you and looked into your eyes nervously. You looked up at him softly and caressed his cheek. His eyes fluttered closed and he leaned into her touch.
“Kiss me.” You whispered softly. You didn’t have to say it again. His lips were on yours in seconds. The kiss was so soft and gentle. He laid flush against you as you kissed back. You felt him rock against you and whimpered softly.
“She makes the most beautiful sounds.” Jisung whispered as he pulled away and kissed along her jawline.
“She absolutely does.” Changbin agreed as he joined you both on the bed. “Why don’t you taste her?” He smirked. “She tastes divine.” Jisung whimpered at the suggestion and looked at you pleadingly. You nodded softly to let him know it was okay and he slid between your legs. Knowing you were definitely sensitive he licked at you gently and groaned at the taste of you.
You whimpered and whined as he sucked at your clit. You panted softly and arched off the bed. Changbin watched you. He could feel himself getting hard again. But he wanted Jisung to have his time with you. Jisung slipped a finger inside you as he continued to suck at your clit, making your legs shake as you gripped the sheets beneath you. His watched you in awe as he continued to please you and growled softly when Changbin began to kneed at your breast.
Jisung added another finger as he swirled his tongue around your folds and clit and you cried out as you felt him pump them quickly inside you. If he had it his way. He’d stay here forever making you cum on his tongue all night. He felt you begin to clench around him and he grinned into your core. He licked at you desperately as he continued to pump into you and watched as you arched off the bed, your legs shook violently as your orgasm hit you. But Jisung didn’t stop. He kept devouring and thrusting his fingers into you.
“Jisung please.” You whimpered. “Need you.” Jisung kissed up your stomach and nuzzled his face in your neck. You felt him push into you and you both moaned loudly. You wrapped your legs around his small waist as you clung to him.
“How is she still so tight?” He whimpered. He rocked into you slowly and gently wanting to relish in the feeling of your warmth. He kissed and nipped at your neck as he rocked deep into you making your toes curl at the feeling. “So perfect.” He whined softly.
“Harder Jisung. She can take it.” Changbin ordered softly “our Luna takes you so well.” You bushed deeply and before you could say anything you felt Jisung slam into you making you both let out a loud cry of pleasure.
“God you feel so good Y/n.” Jisung whimpered. “I want to fill you with my seed over and over.” His words made you shiver.
“Do it.” You whimpered. “I want you to please.” You begged softly. “Fill me. Both of you. Over and over. Please. I want it so badly.” Both males groaned at your words. Jisung’s hips snapped into you roughly and you felt your orgasm building. “So close. Please.” You cried softly. Jisung kissed you hungrily as he ravaged you and whined as he felt you clench around him. You both reached your orgasm and cried out loudly for each other. Jisung pulled out gently and you gasped as Changbin pulled you to him. He smirked as he taped your core with his cock teasingly.
“Is this not what you just begged us for my rose?” You whimpered and nodded. “Then don’t expect to get any sleep tonight.” He whispered.
You spent the whole night and day after with the two. By the time they were done with you, you couldn’t walk for at least a day. It was safe to say they distracted you and kept you from feeling lonely while Chan was gone.
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I literally love your fics so much. They be having my toes curling n shit😫I was thinking about how skz would get caught having sex. I just think about getting fucked by one of the members and then somebody walking in 🤗 (I totally don’t have a kink for this) (I’m lying) (I totally don’t want you to write an ot8 thought about this) (I’m lying again)
oh god.. YUMMMMMMM (it's okay anon... me too) i took some creative liberty with these so not all of them are explicitly about getting caught in the act but playing with the idea of it possibly happening due to something risque hehe
warning: usage of pet names such as "baby", "good girl", "princess" as well as degradation such as "stupid slut," etc. han's story deals with stepcest but they are adults and their parents married each other, there is themes of exhibitionism and voyeurism in all of them for the most part, unprotected sex, dirty talk, oral (m and f receiving) in some, hyunjin's story deals with him being an ex and you encountering him again while on a double date, minho has very slight themes of dubcon, please let me know if i missed anything major.
again these themes are not for everyone so please skip if uncomfortable but remember to not kink shame and respect others, thank uuu!!!
bangchan: "shut up, stupid slut.. they're gonna hear me fucking you dumb if you keep making noise!" he grunts in your ear. he had you over his desk, hand around your throat as he took you from behind.
his pace going agonizingly slow whenever he thought you were being too loud just to punish you.
but the thing is..
channie wouldn't mind getting caught. the mere idea had arousal coursing through him. what if changbin popped in saying he forgot something only to see chan balls deep inside you?
or what if jisung needed to work on some lyrics?
maybe chan would ask him to stay until he finished so he could help him out, not minding the extra pair of eyes. maybe the pretty sight would inspire him to write the best lyrics of his fucking life.
if that's what it took to get over the occasional songwriting block, channie had no issue letting his boys catch him pumping you full of cock.
minho: leeknow doesnt care one bit if someone walks in
if anything it makes him fuck you harder.
“you swear they won’t be back till later, baby?” you ask him, of course he says yes, swears on his life even.
but you knew better than to believe him, he lied straight through his teeth.
when he has you on all fours, face buried in your cunt, he can’t help but grin against your pretty little pussy knowing his friends would be home soon.
sheathing his cock deep inside you because you kept whining for him to just put it in already. 
“whatever you want, princess..”
and you should’ve known he was up to no good because more often than not, he would make you work for it. he liked to tease you, have you beg, cry until you couldn’t take it anymore.
but his cock was just too good for you to care, happy that he had a change of heart for once and was fucking you into his sheets so good.
you couldn’t hear the door creak open over your moans, couldn’t feel curious eyes peering on your puffy cunt and how it was sucking minho in so perfectly.
minho was putting on a show for his friends, pretending like he wasn’t aware they were watching, grabbing a fistful of your hair to pull you back slightly, your back arching for him. he couldn’t wait to fill your pussy for everyone to see. he hoped they saw how dumb you were on his cock, that they would think about you when they touch themselves later.
changbin: changbin never knew how turned on he would be after being caught until it happened. it never crossed his mind that the thrill would make his cock swell with excitement.
hyunjin thinking he was gone and going into his room only to see you riding him on his rolling chair.
changbin warned you!
told you hyune was probably home and painting one of his pretty flowers.
told you to shut up if you wanted to take his cock or he would pull out, but he got so lost in the feeling of your warm walls around him that he totally forgot about keeping quiet himself.
hyunjin simply wanted to put back something he borrowed but was met with the two of you, changbin's pace not relenting after being caught. hyunjin couldn't move from his spot by the door, watching as changbin whimpered that he was going to cum.
and hyunjin was mesmerized by the thick ropes of cum spurting and spilling out of your hole, how changbin desperately tried making you keep it all. maybe next time changbin would invite hyunjin to watch for longer, maybe even paint what he sees so he could add it to his figure drawing portfolio.
hyunjin: fuck, you wanted him.
wanted him so goddamn bad.
so bad that you were willing to put aside all your morals for this man.
you knew you shouldn't.
shouldn't let him whisper all those tempting promises of pure fucking pleasure, not while you sat across your date. hyunjin was an ex who was unfortunately best friends with the guy you had been seeing. it was nothing serious as of now, quite casual. you weren't even sure how far this relationship would go but as soon as hyunjin offered to skip dinner and go straight to dessert, you threw away any scrap of dignity you had left and excused yourself from the table.
hyunjin followed suit a while later, leaving behind the girl his friend had tried setting him up, way more interested in what you had to offer. things didn't end badly between the two of you per say, but you both had a lot of maturing to do. the relationship was fiery and you knew it was too much too handle so early on in your life.
now however, all you wanted was his lips to work on your clit while your date waited outside cluelessly.
"missed me?" he mumbled into your folds before nipping them teasingly.
"shit.. hyunjin w-what if he-"
but he just smiled, knowing you didn't want him to stop either way.
"don't worry princess, i'll make it quick if you behave.. just bear with me."
you knew better than to act like a brat right now, you didn't even know how much time you had before your date would start to suspect something was up.
hyunjin licking at your hole with the thought of being caught all added to your intense orgasm. creaming all over hyunjin's tongue as he lapped it eagerly. there was nothing he loved more than the taste of your sweet cum.
"everything alright in there?" your date knocked which made hyunjin quickly cover your mouth.
instead of stopping, he decided it would be the perfect moment to pull his slacks off and line himself up with your hole.
"y-yes! i-i.. fuck.. be out soon!"
han: if your mom knew what you were doing, she'd absolutely lose her shit.
the same would go for han jisung's father who now happened to be married to your mother.
this wasn't the kind of bonding they anticipated the two of you would have when they planned a weekend family trip once summer classes let out.
but to your defense, they never explicitly stated what kind of bonding was or wasn't allowed. you gave yourself the liberty to interpret it as you wished.
your wish being getting fucked stupid while your parents went out for a stroll on the beach early that morning. thank god they thought it would be a splendid idea to make you two share a room while on vacation.
jisung had woken up with morning wood and you wanted nothing more than to take it in your mouth. you wanted to feel how hard it was deep inside you. and han jisung would be silly to turn down the offer. ever since he laid eyes on you, he wanted to have you bent in every position he could imagine.
but you had to be quick.
god knows when your parents would be back.
you two didn't waste any time.
legs thrown over his shoulder so he could carve his cock deep inside your pussy, hands squeezing your tits together and watching as they spilled from between his fingers. they could be home any minute now but han jisung wouldn't stop until he came inside you and left you full.
and he was going to do it all over again once they'd go to bed. he might even prep you beforehand, fingering you under the dinner table without anyone having a clue.
felix: you were needy and felix had decided to be mean and go live on his instagram.
how could he?
all you wanted was to play with him a little before bed..
you were very explicit with your desires, letting him know beforehand that you wanted to have sex. you knew he was doing this on purpose to mess with you.
however, he had no idea that you would get on your knees in front of him, pulling his cock out from under his shorts to take him in your mouth.
he knew he couldn't react.
couldn't make a scene in the middle of his live and alarm anyone watching.
fuck, if only they knew how good you were working on his cock while he tried talking about what he had for lunch.
felix would never live it down if people found out what was going on (however, it was making his toes curl thinking about how clueless everyone was, how he could easily give himself away with a moan or if you decided to suck on him a little too loudly).
and when he cums, he tries so hard to play off his facial expressions as a yawn, but in reality he's creaming in your pretty little mouth, gripping your hair to hold you all the way down to his base
"g'night everyone.." hastily ending the live so he can teach you a lesson.
seungmin: it's not your fault your brother's best friend was so incredibly hot.
you were well aware how upset he would be if he caught you two, but he just doesn't understand!
he wouldn't understand how fucking amazing sex with seungmin was. how spontaneous and confident he was.
seungmin was bold.
seungmin was unafraid.
he'd ask you to sit besides him during movies so he could play with your pussy under the blanket, all while your brother sat mere feet away.
he'd ask you to give his cock a quick suck if he was in the kitchen grabbing a beer and you so happened to be there at the same time, your brother patiently waiting for him back upstairs.
but today he had gotten the idea to fuck you behind the baseball field's bleachers after he had finished practice.
your brother had gone to his truck to load the equipment back and seungmin just had to have you before he was back.
"come on.. trust me." he purred in your ear.
you knew your brother had his hands full at the moment, too busy making sure the pitching machine was strapped in properly to keep it from sliding in his trunk.
so you took seungmin's word and trusted him like you always did. his thick cock breaching your tight hole, no matter how many times he fucked you, the stretch always made your legs buckle.
his big hands gripped your hips as you clung to the bleacher for dear life. cock pumping mercilessly into you and leaving you stuffed.
his cum dripping down your legs just as he could make the faint figure of your brother approaching from parking lot.
you hoped he couldn't hear the both of you going at it from over there.
jeongin: he was bored out of his mind.
who's idea was it to take a school trip over the weekend? thank god it was his last semester and he would be done with all these class commitments for good.
the trip was long and exhausting but at least he had you.
there weren't that many students on this trip because this was a higher research class and most people would rather have a life outside of college. you being jeongin's girlfriend, pushed him to try a little harder before he graduated.
how could he say no when you motivated him with such a sweet smile? when he saw how interested you were in your major and how hard you worked? jeongin wished he could be a little like you sometimes, so disciplined and curious.
by now most people had dozed off, at least the bus was one of those nice coach ones.
jeongin just couldn't fall asleep no matter how hard he tried.
"baby?.. we still have three more hours until we get there.. why don't you just take a nap?"
"don't feel like it.. not tired.."
he could be such a kid sometimes, never wanting to take naps. it made you giggle as you shook your head
"stay up with me a bit, baby?.. everyone's asleep.."
god, you knew exactly by the tone in his voice what he was thinking of.
"jeongin-"
"just lay on my lap and pretend you're sleeping.. we're in the back, i'll keep an eye out. no one's gonna know.."
before you could even agree, he was already pulling his cock out just enough for you to be able to suck on him.
just like the good girl you always were to him, you laid down as comfortably as you could and took him in your mouth.
dropping him out of your mouth whenever you thought you heard any shuffling but jeongin would reassure you and guide his cock back through your pretty lips.
"relax baby.. just be good okay?.. that's right.. give me that mouth of yours.." he groaned quietly once you started to sloppily bob on him.
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ebbaskz · 7 months
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heaven and back | l.mh + h.js | (a,f)
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pairing: lee minho x han jisung x reader (y/n)
content: angst, fluff, unrequited feelings, college-aged, mainly just a silly y/n who is going through it rn.
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Thursdays.
If there was one thing you could say about Thursdays, it is that they are the pure feeling of going to hell and back.
Actually, scratch that. You haven't even been able to come back from this hell of a day.
Nothing had helped. Even when buying coffee in the hopes of lifting your spirits, it had been extremely too bitter and ruined the entire drink. The attempt to get a nice walk outside during your lunch break had only left you caught in a rainstorm with no protection from the harsh elements. The walk back to your next classes should have been considered a walk of shame from the stares of your fellow classmates and your pure embarrassment of not checking the weather.
The one bright side of today is that you can now finally go home.
No more dreadful professors giving useless monologues or ignorant students on campus bumping into you when trying to leave class.
Just a nice, calm, soothing night left to enjoy by yourself--
***buzz buzz buzz***
On second thought, you might actually lose your mind before the night is over.
You take out your phone from your back pant pocket as you make your way up the stairs of your dorm building, hoping that whoever texted is either dying or needing immediate assistance (both of which you doubt are true as it could very well just be Felix blowing up your phone for the 6th time this week, asking if you would finally let him teach you how to play League of Legends).
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ji ji ji ji baby baby : tell me you aren't busy tonight. minho and i ordered too much food to the dorm for the two of us to eat by ourselves... please come over? 🙃
~
Oh, nevermind.
I guess this text isn't as horrible as you thought it would be.
I mean yes, you could very easily just get into bed and sleep off the last torturous 9 hours of your life as you have dreamed of doing all day.
or....
You could definitely take up Jisung's offer of eating some free food while also being able to hang out with the two men who you are absolutely infatuated with.
Yes, it's a bit of strong of a term to use when referring to two men (yuck) but it's just the truth. From the day of college orientation three years ago, when your childhood friend, Hyunjin, introduced a few of his closest friends to you (Minho and Jisung included), you have been a strong group of 9 since.
All of the boys are nice, but Minho and Jisung just happen to be the ones who have kept your attention since the first day of meeting them. From their adorable dynamic to their love for their friends, there is no reason to prevent anyone from falling in love with both of them...
other than the fact that they are already dating eachother.
Logically, it's impractical. You are the third-wheeling, pining over two men who already exclusively pine over eachother. If anything it's so damaging for you to be so close to them while having these feelings, but can anyone really say no to Jisung when he asks so sweetly.
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y/n : for sure, ji! i can be there in 15 minutes, if thats okay?
~
You scratch your forehead a little while waiting for a response, wondering what you should change into before heading over there. Obviously something comfortable, but also maybe something a little nice so that they could be impressed or-- no.
They are dating. Stop. You are just friends. No romantic opportunities, unless you feel like home-wrecking your two bestfriends (probably not the best option).
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ji ji ji ji baby baby : yea that works for me and min! just lmk when you are here and i'll come get you from the front of the building.
~
And cue the stomach butterflies.
You know how to get to their dorm from the front of the building, but every time Jisung insists on coming to get you from the front door. It's such a little gesture, but it never fails to get your heart beating and you checks burning.
It takes you a few minutes before you are finally back out of your dorm, taking your time to pick an outfit, fix your hair, and retouch your makeup after the rainstorm that you struggled through earlier.
The walk to their dorm is pretty quick, only 7 minutes on a day with some good pep in your step (aka a day like today where you are practically running to their front door).
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y/n : I'm here 😗
ji ji ji ji baby baby : omw, y/n! we need to eat before the food cools down too much. minho is getting hangry and I cannot handle him when he is hangry.
~
Jisung is downstairs in less than a minute, making it seem like he's the one who was practically running to see you. Or maybe that's just your mind trying to give in to your delusions...
"Y/N!" Jisung screams a little while picking you up into a hug, "I need us to get back upstairs quickly before Minho decides that he is tired of waiting for us."
You giggle a little at that statement, knowing that Minho would never start to eat without Jisung. He would not be able to handle the pout that would show on Jisung's face if he found out.
Thats when your heart pangs for the first time tonight, already feeling hopelessly doomed to be the third wheel before even seeing Minho.
This was going to be a long night.
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Dinner is going by smoothly. The lo mein and miso soup that had been ordered by Jisung and Minho was a little odd considering you are the only one of the trio who eats lo mein, but you pushed that thought aside. The food was delicious nonetheless.
The pangs kept happening though.
When Jisung would stare at Minho with such adoration that you felt like a spectator on the sidelines of a romance show, rooting for the main characters to be together while simultaneously wishing that you were them. When Minho would get up from his seat to get something from the kitchen, having to pass by Jisung and giving him a loving pat on the head every time, causing Jisung to smile and spread a blush across his puffy cheeks.
It was getting to the point of pain where you had just needed to step out of dinner into the bathroom just to take a breather, convincing yourself that you can get over this and be able to just be best friends, nothing more.
breathe in, breathe out, in, out, in, ou-
"Y/n? Are you okay?"
It was Minho.
You hadn't really felt like you had been in the bathroom for too long to be concerning but a glance at your phone screen surprises you when you see that you had been standing there for over 15 minutes just trying to ground yourself.
A look up in the mirror is also a sudden surprise, seeing tears running down your face, leaving your makeup disheveled and streaking down your cheeks. When had you started crying? Probably sometime in between thinking about your horrid day to thinking about your pitiful love for two men who don't feel the same.
"Yeah-" sniffles "I'm all good Minho. Just-" sigh "Just give me a second and I'll be out..."
Just stop, y/n. You are not making this day better.
And then the door open a smidge. I guess you forgot to lock it.
Even though the door is barely open, it's still enough for Minho and Jisung to see your reflection in the adjacent mirror with the mascara tears running down your face.
The door is no longer open a smidge, being forcefully shoved open by Jisung as he pushes past Minho to get to you, engulfing you in a hug that only fuels the tears.
"Y/n... What's wrong? Please talk to us. Well, cry it all out first then talk to us". Jisung says while speaking into the side of your head, making you chuckle through the tears at his attempt to humor you in your times of turmoil. You wish you had a Jisung like this all of the time.
"You do have me, Y/n? What do you mean? I'm right here, so is Min."
Yikes. Nothing is going your way tonight. First, they see you sobbing. Next, you say your thoughts outloud.
This instantly humbles you and brings you back to where you are, immediately attempting to apologize for whatever you just muttered out of your mouth, "Ji- I mean- I know I have you, but like- I just- I wish I also had someone like you, you know. Like you and Minho". This was clearly such poor phrasing as you watch Jisung pull away to fully face you and give a little look of shock with confusion written across his features.
"What do you mean- Like me and Jisung? You want a boyfriend, y/n? Is that what this is about?" Minho announces this from behind Jisung, making you unable to see the slight look of hurt that flashes on his face.
You look up from where you had been looking at your feet, trading your eyes between looking at both Minho and Jisung. Your brain is being wrestled right now while trying to find the words to explain how you don't want just any boyfriend but the two boyfriends who were standing in front of you.
"Not that, exactly..." You finally manage to mutter out after bullying your mind to produce any answer to stop the two from looking at you with such concern and hurt for you. "I just can't explain my problems to you two..." You look away from the two boys, not being able to watch them as you try not to break down further.
"Y/n if this is something serious, you can talk to us..." MInho pipes up, Jisung grabbing your hand for reassurance, causing you to turn your head back toward them.
Your logical side seems to be taking over for the first time, in a long time, telling you to do what you know needs to be done for your own sake.
"I think I should take a break from seeing you guys..." You finally said it. The words you knew needed to come out eventually to allow yourself time to heal and get over this silly infatuation.
But, the look that you then saw on their faces might have just killed you right then and there. You don't think you have ever seen them both be so in sync with their expressions, synchronizing their faces of hurt and sadness in a way you didn't know you could hurt so much from.
"You.. What? Why?" Jisung asks, his voice cracking a little and letting go of your hand to step back towards Minho, allowing Minho to leave a comforting hand on Jisung's shoulder.
If you wanted to run away ever in your life or sink into a black hole, it would be now. The embarrassment of this whole situation and your reasoning behind why you need to do this just simply cannot be explained to them without ruining everything.
"Did we do something?" Minho asks with no faults in his voice, but a single look you take towards him shows that he really is trying to maintain his composure.
If there's anytime to say anything. It'd be now. Your relationship is already changed. There's no going back.
"It's not you guys. It's me," You say while looking at both of them, powering through what you are about to say even with seeing their heartbroken faces, "I just cannot do this anymore. Being around you two all of the time is so painful because you guys are just so happy and in love, and I would do anything to be like you. Not with other people..." Here it goes. "but with both of you. I cannot handle being around you guys while I am helplessly in love with you both. Just give me some time, and I know I can get over this..."
Well. There it is.
You finally said what has been torturing you for years, laying it all out on a platter for Minho and Jisung to observe and pick apart.
But thats not the reaction you get from them when you check back in to register their facial expressions. It's bizarre. Minho looks almost relieved while Jisung looks.... happy? Where you missing something? Was this what they wanted to happen?
Before your thoughts can go any further, you are tossed into a hug between both Jisung and Minho, rocking you back and forth and holding you so tightly.
"Are you serious, Y/n? You actually had me so horrified I thought we were going to lose you" Jisung mutters into your shoulder.
You are still so incredibly confused as you manage to let out a quiet, "...What?..."
You are finally released from the grasp of the two hugging you to be faced toward Jisung, "Me too. I mean- like I am in love with you, too. So is Minho."
This information actually shatters any ability to function that you had left, only being able to repeat the word "Huh?!" while looking at Minho to confirm what Jisung said, to which Minho nods.
"We always have, Y/n. We just didn't really know what to do about this because you never told us anything or made it seem like this was mutual. I thought we would always be stuck as bestfriends." MInho says this so gently to you while reaching up one of his hands to cup the side of your face and caress your cheek so lightly with his thumb. I think this is the first time you have ever recognized Minho looking at you this way. It's the same way you notice him and Jisung look at each other everyday.
"You guys love me?..." You manage to get out while bringing up a hand to hold Minho's hand that is resting on your cheek. This is a surreal moment for you. What you have been fearing as the break in your relationship as a trio may actually be what causes your relationship to grow further, into....???
A nod comes from MInho, "Can I kiss you?" he asks ever so sweetly.
A simple nod is given in return, a silent conversation that you and him exchange in before he initiates the kiss.
It feels like a dream. Finally being able to feel his lips on your own after years of pining. By holding onto the back of his head, you keep him close to make sure that this is real, and he isn't leaving.
That then makes you think about Jisung, who's simply standing to the side, mouth agape and blushing across his entire face at the two people he loves kissing eachother. To Jisung, this is like a dream come true, but he does want some attention from you (casual Jisung behavior).
He tightly grabs ahold of your side, turning you away from Minho and guiding you towards his own lips. The moment you and him meet is as electric as it was with Minho.
The pangs in your heart are no longer from the pain of unrequited love, but now a pleasurable pain of an overwhelming love from those two boys who have captured your heart.
Maybe this day has finally had its come back from being a burning hell, reaching the sweet and blissful heavens that we all dream of.
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a/n : ahh my first fic on here. I hope to only improve from here and I apologize for rushing the ending haha. lmk if anyone has any requests or ideas, i'm open to writing anything - eb
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