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system-of-a-feather · 1 year

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Riku's clowning over the fact that despite me being the largest NPD/ASPD trait havers in the system, that I am also the most """charity""" motivated - and I put that in big """ """" cause I really hate calling it that and framing it as that - cause everyones like "People with NPD / ASPD are inherently EVIL and inherently abusers yee haw oui oui I'm so special I have empathy"

And I'm gonna try to exercise some cognitive empathy and assume the reason empathy-havers are like that is because (in my experience and opinion who has felt guilt and remorse like, once or twice and never want to again) empathy is a fucking curse and horrible thing to feel and experience. Its such a negative motivator to do things and its very good at making people feel so bad that they feel the need to "do something good" to relieve the tension and misery that having empathy is. So I don't think its to much of a stretch that people with empathy and "eMpAThS" are so used to having their empathy holding them at fucking gun point 24/7 that they don't understand that you don't NEED to feel like shit to see that shits flawed and stupidly broken for literally no reason.

Like I have very very very low empathy - may that be due to autism, trauma, or whatever, I literally could count the times Ive experienced what I think is empathy on one hand (albeit I do have memory issues so do with that what you will) and the reason I try to help people and donate shit is the same reason I literally do all my shit - positive or not - and its simply cause I don't see a good answer to "why not", "why shouldn't I"

Like back when I was younger and a lot more immature and in the depths of trauma, yeah I never would have because my question was "why SHOULD I do anything nice for anyone" and I'd look at people struggling and go "lol you just suck get good at life why are you struggling lol you and your stupid decisions and shut the fuck up your whining is annoying"

But like, you grow the fuck up and you actually see how shit in the world works and that question of "why are you struggling get good mate and shut the fuck up your whining is annoying" gets answered with a "yeah life sucks people are corrupt the system is broken and they've been trapped in a quicksand pit of poverty so the rich can get richer and the poor can get poorer"

Which then, with my chronic "why are you whining do something about it or shut the fuck up" ass to better or worse I go "okay then why are they having to whine, feed them so they can shut the fuck up" cause like, so much fucking food is thrown away from every household of people who buy too much and don't eat it or buy food that they find out they dont like

So like why the fuck aren't we putting 5 minutes out of our day when we clean out our fridges to bring it to the local homeless person / family / impoverished individual who has to beg for survival shit to get them through the day?

Like literally Why Not?

And like I think a lot of other NPD/ASPD havers are sometimes caught up in the fact that being angry, mad, dominant, and "uncaring" is this huge defense mechanism and crap to make them feel secure - at least to some level - and so the thought that being """charitable""" sounds anti-intuitive to their sense of self, but like, whats edgier and more anti-systemic anti-societal normas anti-capitalist and ""punk"" than looking at the stupid shit we're conditioned to and being secure enough in your life, identity, and ability to care for yourself that you can casually help someone struggling

Like empathy havers are like "UWU IF YOU DONT FEEL BAD FOR THEM YOUD NEVER DO ANYTHING NICE" like

No like, its just fucking STUPID to not. It's inefficient. Like I'm not gonna act like I don't care about helping out cause like I'm not a fraud and yeah, giving someone something nice is a small pat on the back - but largely for me its literally just a matter of WHY NOT.

Like WHY. What reason is there to NOT do it? Like completely valid if you don't have the money, spoons, physical ability and all to do it - this is not a matter of "give out more than you can" but a comment on "if you HAVE excess and more than you need and more than you can use why NOT give it out to some who will use it"

It literally just does not make sense on a completely and purely logic / rational basis. If you are going to let your shit sit, rot, and join a trash pile in the middle of the Atlantic, why not give it to someone who could use it - let their day and maybe multiple days be good for a bit, give them less of a need to work hard and sit baking out in the sun and lessen the amount of waste and garbage polluting the earth.

Like I don't fucking need empathy for this to be so frustratingly stupid to see being a "norm" in the world where people just DONT. I don't need someone putting a fucking emotional gun to my head to be motivated to do something that just makes basic fucking common sense and I don't need to be baited with intense feel good dopamine to do it.

Like Imma be fucking Ben Shapiro here and come on guys its fucking FACTS and LOGIC, it doesn't have to be this whole uwu empathy uwu think of the children uwu shit. It can literally be "this is a broken system and it just fucking pisses me off so to be a little less pissed off at how stupid and irrational the system is I do what people SHOULD be doing because I CAN and why the FUCK would I perpetuate the stupid normalized ideas that are FUCKING STUPID."

Ugh. Jesus fucking christ I hate America and Capitalism and just this stupid fucking country honest to god. I don't know if its as bad elsewhere (probably) but jesus christ.

-XIV

#alter: xiv #vent #rant #commie posting #communism #capitalism tw #shouting #cursing #shouting tw #cursing tw #gun tw #npd #aspd #empathy #npd truthers #narcissistic abuse #yeah fuck you im tagging it with that #fuck you ‟empaths‟ and ‟NPD truthers‟#go fuck yourself

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biohazardousgeodez · 1 year

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Felt like unloading all the (good) art i posted on insta to here: part 3

(These still all use my old name btw)

#inanimate insanity #hfjone #shouting tw #why does chart look so lumpy #object shows #osc #ciol osc #biohaz recordz #art.jpg #joy island

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prossims · 1 year

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The Landgraabs

Large post, so putting it under the cut. The drama bar is tipped today though, so I recommend you read it. *evil laughter*

Charlotte wasn’t sure if she should tell Malcolm. He would be over the moon, of course. But she was not ready to accept the fact that she was pregnant. She was very early on her birth control, sure. And they did not use any other protection during their shower shenanigans, sure. But what are the odds of them getting pregnant from one unprotected woohoo?

Charlotte was lost in these thoughts when Malcolm entered the kitchen.

“Hey Charlie, where have you been? I've been looking for you.” “Do I have to answer you about where I go now? May I ask why you didn’t even bother putting in a good word for me at the audition today?” Charlotte reacted out of stress.

But Malcolm, not knowing much about the day Charlotte had, took it quite negatively.

“It is not my duty to pass your auditions for you, you know? I don’t see you helping in my business or around the house at all.”

“I am not here to do housework. We have a maid to do that.”

“Then what are you here to do? I am not getting the one thing I wanted most out of this marriage, am I?”

“I asked for just one year from you! Once I secure a contract with a reputable tv show, we can go ahead and have your damn baby.”

“And what are you accomplishing in terms of that? You know that all the auditions you get are due to my name and influence. But you can not pass even one by yourself? How would you though, with your non-existent acting skill? At this rate, you shouldn’t even call yourself an actress let alone securing any contract. I am not going to give you one day more than a year, remember that. As soon as we hit our first anniversary, we will start trying for a pregnancy.”

Screaming these words in Charlotte’s face, Malcolm stormed out of the kitchen leaving his sobbing young wife behind.

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#ts4 #simblr #ts4 rotation gameplay #year 02 #the landgraabs #malcolm landgraab #charlotte landgraab #fighting tw #argument tw #shouting tw #this scene was tiring to write #i hate charlotte for not telling malcolm #but i do understand how it can be stressful for her to have this conversation #she just needs some time to process okay?#not like she can get an abortion in oasis springs without malcolm knowing #so... she will have to keep the baby i guess #we'll see what she decides #oh btw #pregnancy tw

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sclfmastery · 2 years

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“It’s all FUCKED now, isn’t it?”

“Well, then, I’ll bring it all down with me, eh?”

Like a throne burning?

No, a world.

NO, MORE PROFOUND STILL!

A bond between two people.

A bond more ancient than stars, as far as I know.

As far as I know.

You should notice

You should notice that

You should notice that THERE IS NO OTHER NO OTHER FOR ME NO OTHER PERSON NO OTHER PURPOSE

NOTHING!!!!!!!

BUT!!!!!!!

YOU

YOU....!!!!!!!

AND YOU DON’T CARE!!!!!!

I HOPE YOU DIE!!!!!!!!

I HOPE WE BOTH DIE!!!!!!!!!!

#....wow i'm shaking LOL)#this is why i only write the master sparingly these days)_#ic #open #caps tw #shouting tw #suicidal ideation tw #master of a nothing place (Dhawan)#i just know what's gonna happen #she's gonna be all over yaz and vice versa and once again the master will be nobody but the person to despise and defeat #i'm tired why can't dw allow character growth #there's plenty of other recurring villains they can keep around #codependency tw

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anna-scribbles · 3 months

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adrien tell ur mom to leave me alone !

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ayoedebiris · 7 days

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DEV PATEL Monkey Man (2024) dir. Dev Patel

#monkey man #dev patel #filmedit #filmgifs #moviegifs #userbru #userclara #useraashna #*#blood tw #spent 30 mins figuring out what gif wouldnt let this show up on dash and it was just him layin there..okay #anyway shout out to his lil mole/freckle on his cheek very important tome

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bamsara · 1 year

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You shine your scuba light on an unknown creature that appears to be curious about you. Or hunting you. Either way, you don't know how long it's been watching you, but it doesn't flee when you make eye contact.

First MerMay art! This started out as a practice painting/warm-up but then I got way too invested in it. I actually like how it turned out! Like usual, please don't repost this but feel free to use as phone/desktop wallpapers <3

#Mermay #fnaf moon #moon mermay #moondrop #the daycare attendant #for tag blocklist purposes #tw eye contact #doodles #painting #horror #shout out to everyone who came to twitch art stream and watched me audibly struggle #ill post some progress stuff and alternate versions on patreon

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selfshippingquotes · 2 years

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S/I, calling F/O on the phone: F/O, I need your help with something. Can you come over?

F/O: I can't right now, I'm buying clothes.

S/I: Well then hurry up and get over here!

F/O: ...I can't find them.

S/I: What do you mean you can't find them?

F/O: I can't find the clothes. There's only soup.

S/I: Then get out of the soup aisle!

F/O: Alright, you don't have to shout at me!

F/O, moving into the next aisle: There's more soup.

S/I: What do you mean there's more soup?

F/O: I mean there's more soup!

S/I: Go into the next aisle!

F/O, moving into the next aisle again: There's still just soup!

S/I: Where are you, right now?

F/O: I'm at soup!

S/I: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU'RE AT SOUP?

F/O: I MEAN I'M AT SOUP!

S/I: WHAT STORE ARE YOU IN?

F/O: I'M AT THE SOUP STORE!

S/I: WHY ARE YOU BUYING CLOTHES AT THE SOUP STORE?

#f/o #self ship #selfship #selfshipping #f/o x s/i #selfship quotes #fictional other #romantic f/o #platonic f/o #familial f/o #tw shouting #shouting tw #shouting cw #cw shouting #yelling cw #cw yelling #yelling tw #tw yelling

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sirlanval · 2 months

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Swan Song: An illustrated poetry zine about Law and Doflamingo (by me!)

#this one’s been my baby for a while i’m very excited to share it #their dynamic really fascinates me #i am normal about law we all know this #also shout out to me for managing to make this entire zine without mentioning cora once #NOT SHIP #doflalaw shippers you will catch these hands #anyway #one piece #one piece art #trafalgar law #trafalgar d water law #donquixote doflamingo #my art #tw: blood #tw: death #tw: body horror

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system-of-a-feather · 2 years

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*SLAMS KEYBOARD*

I JUST FOUND OUT MULTIPLICITY AND ME ACHIEVED FINAL FUSION

GOOD

GOOD ON THEM

LOVE SEEING IT

#alter: riku #caps #shouting #caps tw #shouting tw #final fusion #final fusion tw

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nartothelar · 5 months

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gear station merch

Dialogue:

Emmet: Attention gear station! Observe! New merchandise for the gift shop!

Ingo and Passengers: !!!

E: It is new and I’m stock!

Ingo: Super bravo! Incredible! There is one for each of our pokemon?

E: Yup!

I: I thought these were still in production! How did you get a full set already? I want one!

E: They finished early! You were busy so agent Izu asked me to advertise! Very cool hm?

Passengers: 10! Give me 10 pairs please!

E: I am emmet and I suspect merchandise sales will do up by a looooot

#shout out to depot agent izu #submas #emmet #ingo #kudari #nobori #pokemon #pokemon fanart #fanart #tw eye contact

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c6jpg · 9 months

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So this is how justice is done in Fontaine... What a joke.

#genshin #genshinedit #genshinet #genshin impact #childe #tartaglia #neuvillette #flashing tw #m:gifs #m:*#m:gifs:childe #m:gifs:neuvillette #shout out to childe for never being from the region yet stealing the show every time #m:1k

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autismserenity · 9 days

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A Chabad synagogue in Pomona, New York, burned to the ground on April 17th, along with its three Torah scrolls.

Torah scrolls are hand-written, hand-made, and kept in elaborately decorated cases or wrappings.

Many of them have long histories; my synagogue has two, I think, that were smuggled out of villages being destroyed in pogroms or in Nazi attacks. One of them is the only remaining piece of that village on earth.

Sometimes, the Torah scroll doesn't even belong to the synagogue, but is on loan from a place like the Memorial Scrolls Trust:

There's an entire Jewish holiday just for taking them out and dancing with them: Simchat Torah, "The Joy of Torah."

In fact, that was the holiday on which Hamas's invasion took place.

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So it's a particular tragedy when a Torah is destroyed.

Chabad itself has a page about what goes into making just one Torah scroll:

"An authentic Torah scroll is a mind-boggling masterpiece of labor and skill. Comprising between 62 and 84 sheets of parchment -- cured, tanned, scraped and prepared according to exacting Torah law specifications -- and containing exactly 304,805 letters, the resulting handwritten scroll takes many months to complete.

"An expert pious scribe carefully inks each letter with a feather quill, under the intricate calligraphic guidelines of Ktav Ashurit (Ashurite Script). The sheets of parchment are then sewn together with sinews to form one long scroll. While most Torah scrolls stand around two feet in height and weigh 20-25 pounds, some are huge and quite heavy, while others are doll-sized and lightweight."

I learned all of this on Tumblr.

Once upon time, in people's "punch Nazis" days, I would've been able to find some mention on Tumblr of this synagogue burning.

There is none, so I'm posting about it.

And I'm going to quote Daniel Weiner, Rabbi of Temple de Hirsch Sinai in Bellevue, Washington, when his own synagogue was vandalized last November:

"It’s horrific and heartbreaking.... [Taking out your feelings about] what's going on in the Middle East by defacing a sacred space of a synagogue -- that’s the very definition of antisemitism."

I'm also posting about the Kehillat Shaarei Torah Synagogue in Toronto, whose windows were broken on Friday, April 19th, by someone who also tried to break the front door down.

And the April 15 graffiti outside a Bangor, Maine synagogue that said, "Nazi Israel 30K murdered," next to a crossed-out Star of David. The same synagogue faced pro-Hamas flyers plastered around it in November.

I was going to include all the synagogues vandalized over the past six months. But there are way too many. Several every week. Lots are swastikas.

I'll go back to just doing attacks on and near synagogues.

Someone has to talk about the 1-year-old who was stabbed outside Temple Beth Zion-Beth Israel (BZBI) synagogue, in Philadelphia, on April 13th.

The foiled terrorist attack on a Moscow synagogue on April 11th.

The man who, on April 9th, screamed at the rabbi at Moldova's Great Synagogue, "What are you doing here? How come no one has finished you off for everything you are doing to the Palestinians?" Just one week after people had vandalized a Holocaust memorial in nearby Soroka, and sprayed "Free Palestine" on it.

The Oldenburg, Germany synagogue that was firebombed on April 5th.

The Florida Las Olas Chabad Jewish Center, which on March 16 burned, but not to the ground. The Torah scrolls were safe, and no one was hurt, but the back of the building was severely damaged.

The planned-but-thwarted-on-March-7th ISIS massacre in a Moscow synagogue.

The stabbing of an Orthodox Jew in Switzerland on March 5th. (He was badly injured, but expected to survive.)

A man leaving a synagogue in Paris was beaten on March 3rd.

People set the courtyard of a synagogue in Sfax, Tunisia on fire on February 27th. Firefighters managed to put the fire out before it consumed the inside of the building.

The synagogue is no longer used; there are no Jews left in its area, and fewer than 1,000 Jews left in Tunisia overall.

(Thousands of Tunisian Jews were sent to work camps during the Holocaust. Antisemitism across the Middle East continued to increase rapidly for decades. By the 1970s, 90% of Tunisian Jews had fled to France or Israel.)

On February 18, an Orthodox Jew leaving Synagogue of Inverrary-Chabad in Lauderhill, Florida, was beaten by an attacker yelling racial slurs.

Someone deliberately chose International Holocaust Remembrance Day, January 27, to smash all the windows in the front of Sgoolai Israel Synagogue in downtown Fredericton, New Brunswick.

On December 29, Turkey arrested 32 people linked to ISIS who were planning attacks on synagogues and churches.

On December 17, a man drove a U-Haul truck up onto the sidewalk between a barrier and the front door of the Kesher Israel Congregation in Washington D.C., got out, and started yelling "Gas the Jews." He also sprayed a foul-smelling substance on two people leaving the synagogue.

December 17 also saw 400 synagogues across the United States receive bomb threats.

On December 11, a man attacked an elderly couple on their way into a synagogue in Los Angeles, screaming, "Give me your earrings, Jew!!" and beating one of them bloody with a belt. (Happily, he chased the guy down the street, and caught him when his pants fell down.)

On December 10, a 16-year-old was arrested in Vienna for planning an attack on a synagogue.

On December 8, on the first night of Hanukkah, 15 synagogues in New York State received bomb threats. And someone screamed, "Free Palestine," and fired shots outside of Temple Israel in Albany, NY. Which has a preschool that was in session.

Meanwhile, the five Jews left in Egypt were canceling public Hanukkah candle-lighting at their synagogue out of fear of reprisals. Particularly after two Israelis in Alexandria had been gunned down by terrorists on October 8. (While Israel was still fighting Hamas in Israel.)

On November 15, a terrorist group set the only synagogue in Armenia on fire.

Armenian Secret Army for the Liberation of Armenia (ASALA) has a history of working with the Popular Front for the Liberation of Palestine (PFLP).

(PFLP is part of Hamas's network of groups. Samidoun is their nonprofit arm - which is why Germany banned Samidoun last year, although it's still active in many other countries.

PFLP is also actively supported by the Palestinian Youth Movement (PYM), a diaspora nonprofit group, and Within Our Lifetime (WOL), an SJP spinoff in NYC.)

On November 11, halfway through Shabbat services, police asked Central Shul in Melbourne, Australia to evacuate "as a precaution" due to a "pro-Palestinian" protest that had chosen the neighboring park as its gathering place. Australia has seen some very outspoken antisemitism at protests, including the march shortly after October 7 that chanted "Gas the Jews."

Also on November 11, protesters targeted a synagogue along a march route. They sat in their cars, spraying green smoke and shouting at people leaving the synagogue. The march itself featured a record number of horrifying signs and chants.

On November 7th, Congregation Beth Tikvah in Montreal was firebombed, and the back door of the Jewish organization across the street (Federation CJA) was set on fire.

On November 4, protesters chanted "Bomb Israel," and burned an Israeli flag outside the only synagogue in Malmo, Sweden.

During October, there were 501 antisemitic acts under investigation in France in just three weeks, including groups gathering in front of synagogues shouting threats, and graffiti such as the words “killing Jews is a duty” sprayed outside a stadium.

On October 18, people firebombed a synagogue in Berlin after homes all over the neighborhood were graffitied with stars of David.

And also on October 18, hundreds of "pro-Palestine" rioters attacked the Or Zaruah Synagogue, in the Spanish enclave of Melilla in North Africa, while worshippers were inside.

Based on the video, they seem to have blocked the synagogue entrance completely, while screaming "Murderous Israel" and waving Palestinian flags. (Melilla is an autonomous zone belonging to Spain. It borders Morocco.)

On October 17, during pro-Palestinian protests, hundreds of rioters set fire to Al Hammah synagogue, an abandoned house of prayer in central Tunisia. They hammered down the building’s walls and raised a Palestinian flag on the building. Police did not intervene.

The Facebook page "Tunigate", which has around 88 thousand followers, published a video of the assault. So did "Radio Bousalem”, with 83 thousand users. The vast majority of comments on these videos welcome these acts. The building was severely damaged and almost completely razed to the ground.

On October 15, bomb threats were sent to many East Coast synagogues. Attleboro synagogue Congregation Agudas-Achim received one of the emails, which read, "The bombs will blow up in a few hours. A lot of people will die. You all deserve to die."

On October 8 -- again, while Hamas was still in Israel -- Madrid’s main synagogue was defaced with graffiti that read “Free Palestine” next to a crossed-out Star of David.

And on October 7, an assailant in Rockland, NY fired a BB gun at two women entering a synagogue. Later in the month, a banner at the Stephen Wise Free Synagogue in the area was vandalized with the words, “Fuckin kikes."

#if you have used “Free Palestine” as if it's a sort of verbal assault you can shout in comments or scribble over flyers #if you are unwilling to hear what the Jewish term Zionism means to the people who use it #if you cannot name one Palestinian human rights activist #and most of all if you don't know how Hamas abuses Palestinians and you still think it's The Resistance #then you. are. the. problem.#if you don't know people in gaza have been protesting Hamas and blaming it for deliberately instigating a war they don't want #if you don't know how often they've spoken out about Hamas stealing aid and selling it to them #and especially if you don't want to believe me much less find Palestinians in Gaza to listen to #also if you didn't know about any of the stuff in this post BUT you have taken it upon yourself to tell Jews that “it's not antisemitism”#like seriously everyone deal with your learned distrust of Jews challenge #wall of words #fire tw #guns tw #violence tw #Instagram

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