#tw sh thoughts

[a-j-s-the-only]

then the temptation slows

maybe not to a halt, but to some place manageable

Some days it may flare

But I will give myself the care

to take a breath

to let it rest

#poetry #poets on tumblr #life #my art #poemsbyme #poets corner #poets cafe #poem #poetsclub #poems on tumblr #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #spilled writing #spilled poetry #spilled words #tw #tw sh #tw self harn #tw self h4rm #tw selfhate #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw sh scars #tw sh related #tw sh implied #tw sh destructive behaviour #tw sh in tags #tw sh recovery #tw sh thoughts

[evenadovewillturn]

tw: vent

my stupid fucking vagina hurts bc my ptsd is doing it's thing

i wish i didn't have a body

i wish i didn't have a body

i wish i didn't have a body

i keep having sh thoughts

i want to make vent art but i don't have motivation :(

why must ptsd make you feel the physical sensations?

actually, let's take a step back

why are some people disgusting pigs, i see a man who reminds me of any of my abusers and i want to rip my hair out and hit my head against a wall.

when i am asleep, i have nightmares

when i am awake, it is a nightmare

i wish my brain would just repress these memories again. it's done it before, why not again?

i want to vomit

i want to vomit

i want to vomit

i want to fucking vomit

#tw #tw vent #ptsd #trauma #csa survivor #sa survivor #abuse survivor #tw sh thoughts #tw vomit mention

[cornflowerblue10]

Tw: Sh urges

Just disassembled and reassembled a pencil sharpener

How am I not supposed to not cut myself?

Like I can definitely hide it and have alibis for it.

It would hurt though and sting in the shower so I prob won't do it.

#tw $h #tw sh #tw sh thoughts

[cid1060-3]

#70nn13 #i want to cvt #female hysteria #lobotomy chic #self destruction #self destructive tendencies #self destructive thoughts #self h@rm #baby cvts #tw sh destructive behaviour #$elf h4rm #$elf harm #s3lf mutilation #s3lfharmm #s3lf harm #s3lf hate #s3lf harn #actually borderline #borderline problems #borderline thoughts #borderline blog #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd mood #actually bpd #bpd shit #su1c1d10 #su1cide #su1c1dal

[wavyypeachyy]

I don’t think suicidal thoughts actually ever go away.

#self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #tw sui ideation #sewer slide #tw sucidal ideation #su!cidal #tw self destruction #tw disordered eating #anarecja #ed not ed sheeran #tw sh implied #tw self destructive thoughts #self mutilator

[raffaelamusiker]

It’s literally too much now. I can’t. It’s too loud and too much and it’s driving me insane

#tw sh thoughts #don’t read or report or anything lol

[todostoast]

you ever just want to cut even if you don't really have a reason just because you miss the feeling of the cuts or am i losing it

#mentally unstable #vent blog #i wanna kms #tw depressing thoughts #i hate everything #vent post #cvtaddict #tw sh related #baby cvts #i wanna die #i want to cvt #depressing shit #cvtt!ng #cvtting addict #sh cvt #i wanna cvt #shblrr

[iwannabeatreeeee]

i feel like the longer you have depression n r suicidal, the less people care

bc its like~ hes depressed rn?? he always is

he hasnt eaten?? he will at some point

hes sh again?? they're never deep anyway

he's gone missing again?? its fine he'll come home

he overdosed again?? he never takes enough tho

he tried to kill himself?? thats okay the attempts have never worked~ so it wont this time

#sh #self destruction #self h@rm #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #tw sui ideation

[analyfeglory]

Are you ever just sitting around doing nothing but then you get suicidal?

#988blr #cvtaddict #cvtt!ng #self destructive behavior #self h@rm #sh cvt #slef harm #988twt #depressing shit #healing cvts #tw depressing stuff #mentally fucked #s3lf mutilation #sad thoughts #self mutalition #slef harn #tw depressing thoughts #tw self destruction #baby cvts #beansblr

[a-j-s-the-only]

I find comfort in the things I already know.

And my past is not feeling so far.

Are you friendly or foe.

I begin a new scar

#life #poetry #poets on tumblr #poemsbyme #poets corner #my art #poets cafe #poem #poetsclub #poems on tumblr #spilled words #spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #spilled writing #spilled ink #tw #tw sh thoughts #tw sh related #tw sh implied #tw sh destructive behaviour #tw sh in tags

[selfsabotagingcvnt]

2024 is the year I heal

2024 is the year I have my biggest relapse yet

#ed not sheeren #depressing shit #cvtaddict #sa #vent #ptsd recovery #r@pe #thinspø #i will reach my ugw #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #depressiv #anxitey #i want to cvt #sh cvt #cvtting addict #self h@rm #self£harm #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw selfhate

[livingwiththedeadgirl]

Relapsing isn’t real

I was never clean in the first place

I’ll always be dirty

There’s no restarting

#tw self destructive thoughts #actually bpd #baby cvts #bpd vent #cvtaddict #cvtt!ng #i wanna cvt #i want to cvt #self h@rm #self mutalition #tw sh related #ed relapse #mental health relapse

[gxrewhxr3]

We should bring this back

#4norexla #@na tips #@na trigger #disordered eating thoughts #ed not ed sheeran #ed vent #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #⭐️rving #🕯️as a 🪶 #sh cvt #shblrr #s3lf harn #self h@rm #sh #shblur #tw s3lf harm #tw self h4rm #ed disorder #tw disordered thoughts #sh mention

[littlelillycatsworld]

the way my blades are flirting with me has me blushing ngl

#disordered eating thoughts #ed not ed sheeran #ana trigger #tw ana diary #su1c1d3 #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #s3lf harn #s3lfharmm #baby cvts #i want to cvt #cvtt!ng #sh cvt

[dumbsuicidalteen]

one thing about me is i am not doing so well

[bl33dm0r3]

#st4rv1ng #tw ana shit #i wanna be weightless #@nor3×14 #@n@ buddy #tw self destructive behavior #sh vent #@na memes #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #self h@te #s3lf mutilation #self h@rm