#wannaone fanfiction

[unmanageable-day]

Merry Go Round

The nickname 'stone face' wasn't earned by Hwang Minhyun for nothing. Yet with such a handsome face, the cold image was still lingering all over him because he was well-known to be very quiet. This didn't stop Jung Yesoo from confessing to him 2 years ago. Standing before Yesoo, who was anxious waiting for his answer, Minhyun still maintained the facial expression that makes everyone reluctant to approach him. But slowly he showed his little smile. Great amount of shyness was unexpectedly oozed from that little smile that slowly got wider. Yes, he accepted her.

Both Minhyun and Yesoo were a shy couple in the first 100 days. It felt like riding a roller coaster for children. No big, scary, nerve racking ups and downs, but the excited feeling was there. Aside from that, Yesoo's friends could tell that she was genuinely happy. A fresh smile was always attached on her face. She barely had a bad day. Because seeing Minhyun itself had become her main source of happiness, although Minhyun didn't talk much or do sweet things to her.

And so the days went on. The ride had changed to merry go round. The happiness was still there, but it just went round and round with constant speed although the view was beautiful. Minhyun still had his usual smile. Yesoo still smiled, yet she felt different. The fond feeling of Minhyun didn't change. Yet she couldn't help thinking that something was a bit off.

Yesoo was too afraid to spill it on Minhyun.

"Chuseok holiday is coming. Do you want to go somewhere?" Yesoo asked. They were enjoying a lunch date in Hongdae. Lunch date is a must on the weekend since that's the only time they have to see each other.

Minhyun nodded. But Yesoo couldn't tell if he was excited, if he was anticipating about it, or maybe if he was at least interested. They were going to one year and 9 months together, and Yesoo couldn't believe herself that she didn't know much about Minhyun. She can't even read his mind or his expression. She wouldn't know if Minhyun probably was the opposite who knows everything about her since he never really talked about it. "Where do you want to go?" he asked back.

"I was thinking about Deukryang Island. But that would be too far, I guess."

"Well, we can make option list."

Yesoo nodded.

After paying the bills, they were ready to go outside when Yesoo almost reached out her arm to hold Minhyun's hand. Suddenly her mind was full of thoughts of her relationship. She just remembered, after all this time, she was the one who did the moves first. Confession, first date, second date, third date, and even holding hands.

"Yesoo?" he called, already several steps ahead.

"Yeah, coming up." She finally grabbed her beloved boyfriend's hand.

~~~~

Yesoo stomped her steps as she finished her work early. Her colleagues already bid her good bye. The time showed that it was only 2 PM. Suddenly it crossed her mind that Minhyun's office was nearby. A visit once in a while would be harmless, right?

She tried to call him but no answer. Her lips pouted as she redialled her phone. This time he picked up, which enlightened her expression.

"Hey, I'm near your office. You know, that cafe across your office building."

"Oh, yeah."

Yesoo's smile slowly faded. She could imagine how Minhyun was on the phone, with his plain, expressionless face, and his attention all over to his computer screen, working on anything he was working on. She continued speaking, "I was thinking if we could meet for a minute, or two. I'm buying you coffee and some snack."

"Sorry, it's not that I don't want to meet you, but work is piling up right now."

The smile was completely gone on her face. She just faked one when talking. "Oh, okay. It's alright. Let's meet once you're not busy."

"Mm-hmm. I'll text you later."

"Sure."

"I'm hanging up."

"Okay." She glanced at the coffee and bread she had bought. Fortunately, she only bought what she liked, so she could have them later.

 Meanwhile at the same time, Minhyun who was concentrating on his new project got startled by Jisoo who suddenly popped up out of nowhere. "Was it your girlfriend?" he asked with excitement oozing out of his eyes.

The word 'girlfriend' successfully attracted everyone's attention and they started to cheer. Because who would have a thought that this stone-face actually has a girlfriend?

"What? Hwang Minhyun? Girlfriend?"

"Really? Heol, daebak."

Thanks to Jisoo, now Minhyun couldn't focus on his work.

The chattering went on until his supervisor showed up and joined the crowd. "Your girlfriend is here? Then you should come down and meet her. I suppose you haven't had your lunch break."

"No, Raina noona, it's fine. I'm almost finished."

"Hwang Minhyun, do you want me to turn off your computer this very moment?" Raina bend her body and put her thumb on Minhyun's computer's power button. She didn't seem to play around, especially recalling how eccentric she was. "Then go down this instant. Your work can wait for a while."

"Yes, Ma'am." He quickly stood up before Raina started rambling again, or worse.

Minhyun stopped by in rest room to wash his face. His face and body muscles got stiff from not moving from his workspace. He massaged his wet face before he got tissues to dry it.

His eyes landed at the mirror before him, gazing at his own reflection for a moment. Fair skin, not so thick eyebrows, squinted monolid eyes, fine nose, and thin lips. Not to mention a sharp jaw. Stone face, huh? Well, he always put a serious expression that he never realized. His sense of fashion also matched the 'stone face' concept, as his closet was full of plain black, grey, white or brown colored outfit. Whenever he went out with Yesoo, whose clothes were mostly colorful or have patterns, the contrast of their outfit was very clear.

Before leaving the rest room, he once again took a look at himself who was wearing black shirt and grey trousers. He gave himself some pats on his shoulder and chest, probably to brush off some dust sticking on his clothes.

He dialed Yesoo's number as he speeded up his steps to go after her girlfriend, who he assumed was still in the restaurant she mentioned. Or at least if she had left, she wouldn't be very far. Yesoo not picking up his call finally made him run through emergency stairs from the 5th floor instead of using elevator. He headed to the restaurant across the street right away.

At least Minhyun was right about his girlfriend not leaving the restaurant yet. But who she was with there apparently poked his curiosity.

"Yesoo!" he called her. Yet she didn't even flinch. Minhyun could tell that Yesoo finally recognized him after given signs from her 'friend'.

At last, Yesoo turned her head to where Hui's eyes stopped. An instant smile grew on her face and she immediately got up approaching the tall guy. She reached her arm to link to him. "Did you have lunch? Do you want me to order something for you? Coffee?"

Minhyun, smiling and looking at his girl in the eyes, shook his head. "I'm good. But coffee would be great."

Yesoo smiled back. She escorted him to her seat, where Hui awkwardly waited for his friend to come back. "I'll be right back," she said as she patted Minhyun's back when he sat across Hui. "By the way, this is my friend, Hwitaek, or Hui for short. Hui, this is boyfriend, Minhyun."

Both guys bowed their heads and said hi. Once Yesoo left to the cashier, only awkward silence lingered around them. Thank goodness she didn't go away for long.

"Here's your coffee." She handed the tall cup to Minhyun and took a seat between the guys.

"So, I assume we work in the same building." Hui started conversation when he noticed the same access card hanging on Minhyun's neck.

"Yeah, I'm on the fifth floor."

"Oh, cool. Seonho and Guanlin are there too, right? Anyway, I'm on the second floor."

"Yeah." Minhyun calmly sipped his coffee. Then he didn't say any single word.

Having finished all the food, Hui finally excused himself leaving the couple. Just because. "Anyway.. It's nice to meet you guys, but I have to go back." He continued, "Yesoo, it's great to see you again. I'll talk to you later, okay?"

Yesoo nodded, waving her friend a good bye, alongside Minhyun who was bowing to him.

"Yesoo, I think I should go back too."

She pouted. "Already?" She was not usually clingy. But there were times when she wanted to be that clingy girlfriend. She never tried it though. It would be weird if she was being clingy out of the blue, especially to the stone-face guy like Minhyun, who was her own boyfriend, who didn't seem to be able to spoil his own girlfriend. "But I want to stay longer," she mumbled.

"Sorry," he replied. His expression didn't change a bit. "I'll call you later." With that, he got up after patting her head twice. He threw a little smile at her before leaving.

 ~~~

 Fall season was approaching very soon. Yesoo couldn't wait for the falling leaves all over the street. Autumn was Yesoo's favorite season, and Minhyun's too. This year was going to be their second time enjoying autumn together. Last autumn they went to Han river almost every weekend, having a picnic. Sometimes they went for a hike too in nearby mountains.

Yesoo had finished putting her summer clothes in a box after taking out all her autumn clothes. She had spared a few pieces for the last days of summer. Just in time when she had to find her cocktail midi dress and her only one high heels. She was getting ready for accompanying Minhyun to his company dinner, which allowed the workers to bring their plus one. As for Minhyun's case, his colleagues were the one who encouraged him to bring Yesoo. They seemed to be very enthusiastic to meet Hwang Minhyun's girlfriend.

It was rare for Yesoo to attend those fancy events. Her outfits were mostly smart casual. Or just casual. She didn't have much make up kit and tools too. She only had basic skin care, some BB cream or CC cream, foundation, and mascara. And, of course, some lipstick or lip tints. That day was going to be her very first time dolling herself up for Minhyun. By dolling up, it meant that after doing her base, she was just going to add blush and eye shadows using lipstick she had. That should be enough to give some colors.

She decided to leave her hair untied after she tried curling it a little. She brushed her hair with her fingers for the finishing touch. Just in time when Minhyun called, saying he was already in the apartment lobby. She quickly put on her heels and grabbed a coat lying on the couch.

Minhyun greeted with a warm smile. Without words they just set off and headed to the dinner venue. As usual, there were not much conversation on the road. Yesoo used to like every moment with Minhyun, including that long silence moment between them. But now, this silence had a different feel. Yesoo couldn't even look at him the way she used to when they were drowned in their own moment of silence. One-hour trip from her apartment to the restaurant felt like one year and somehow it was killing her inside.

Finally they arrived and dropped off Minhyun's car. That Minhyun didn't take Yesoo's hands hadn't changed. Yesoo had to reach his. So she could walk by his side, not behind his back. Wearing their best smiles, they headed straight to the venue and were jolly welcomed by Minhyun's coworkers. They were so delighted to see Minhyun's girlfriend, who they found her a bit odd for having Hwang Minhyun the stone face as boyfriend.

"Yesoo, thank you for today," said Minhyun when they were on their way home.

"It's okay. I had fun. You have nice friends. I'm sure the office environment is good."

"Yeah." Minhyun paused for a quite long time. He pretended to search for songs on the radio. "Actually, there is something I've wanted to say."

As much as Yesoo got flustered, she wouldn't show it. She knew sooner or later this time was going to come. She had no idea what it is he was going to say. But she had feelings. "What is it?" she asked, smiling.

"What do you think about us?"

Still maintaining her smile, she asked back. "What do you mean?" She tried hard to combine words that scattered in her head. "I like us. I like that you are with me the past 2 years." Her voice was getting softer and a little bit shakier, as she continued, "And I wish we can stay together for... more years to come?"

"I see." He looked at Yesoo, who just turned her head and kept her eyes to the front.

"What about you?"

"I..." Minhyun forced a smile. "I like it too."

This time Yesoo forced a smile as well. She knew Minhyun buried his honest feelings deep inside. Although he had his infamous stone-face, she could easily tell that the smile wasn't genuine. Why he wouldn't say it out loud was still a question to Yesoo. Frankly, it bothered her. But she didn't want to push him to tell the truth.

As the time passed, Yesoo's behavior towards Minhyun started to change. She no longer reached her hand to hold his. She no longer asked where they were going to go on weekends. She no longer gave suggestions on where they should go on weekends. She also no longer had that genuine happy smile when with him. The smile she wore mostly was forced. And no one really knew if Minhyun was aware of this. If this continued, fall probably would just pass without any good memories between them.

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[iamsonyeondone]

knock out // park jihoon

*˙˚○ boxer! park jihoon (based on the beautiful mv) feat. the rest of wanna one

*˙˚○ fluffy and tad bit of angst

*˙˚○ 3.4k words

*˙˚○ summary: he's always been there for you, but you need a little help realizing it

Being the daughter of the owner of a boxing club has its perks. Not only do you have impromptu bodyguards whenever a newbie to a club joins but you also get to be friends with the most dorkiest people you've ever met albeit their abilities to kick someone's ass in a split second.

"(Y/N)!! Let's go have lunch together," Daniel called out to you as he hung his sweaty body over the side lines of the boxing ring. You accepted his offer, clearing away the documents that your father had ordered you to organize just so you could use your time wisely during your summer holiday, as you recalled your father nagging at you about your professionalism at being a couch potato. As Daniel rallied the other boys to have lunch, you notified your father about the offer and he only replied you with a wary look before allowing you the permission to leave.

With a quick tight hug, you waved to your father and ran to catch up with the other boys who had already freshened up from their tiresome training. Just as you jogged up to them, they were already debating on the restaurant to have their lunch at. If it weren't for you, their constant arguments wouldn't be pacified.

"Now, now boys. If you keep squawking about it, we will never get to eat," You groaned, pushing Jihoon and Sungwoon to the side while you squeeze in between the both of them to join in on the conversation.

"Who says you can make the decisions, shortie?" Jihoon scoffs jokingly as he eyes you up and down. You rolled your eyes before retorting back with your sickeningly sweet voice.

"If it weren't for my generous father, you would have been placed at the sidelines instead, honey," You chuckled as the other guys hollered at your remark. Park Jihoon was one of your father's prized boxers although he was quite young to be boxing professionally, your father saw bursting potential in him and gave it a shot to train him tirelessly and sign him up for competitions that were suitable for his age. You've gotten to know all the boys and had become very close friends with all of them, especially Jihoon, with him always being the first person your father would talk or nag to. With all the nagging he had gotten first hand, the both of you had a common ground to vent to each other about the constant impromptu lectures your father would hold for the both of you, whether it would be about the sport or not. It was unspoken between the both of you but you guys had developed a brother-sister type of friendship between each other and of course the fighting and teasing would come with the package of being in that kind of friendship.

-

"Wah, you sure eat like a pig," Jihoon chuckled as he watched you inhale the burger that all of you decided to have for lunch.

"Stop trying to push Sungwoon's comments about you to me. Accept your fate, dumbass," You widened your eyes at his teasing as you returned to stuffing your face and your empty stomach before you had to continue your tiring shift once all of you went back to the centre.

"Yah, if you guys quarrel one more time, I'm planning the wedding," Jaehwan teased as he avoided a flying fry that was thrown towards him by none other than Park Jihoon himself. With all the constant quarreling, you have never seen Jihoon as someone you would take as a love interest and only saw him as a brotherly figure. Well, you figured with all the name-calling and teasing, you wouldn't want someone who treated you so lowly. You did remember some of the words your father had lectured you when he found you hanging out with a friend he didn't know off, reminding you that your future husband had to treat you like a queen, just like how he did with your late mother.

Without realizing, Jihoon had picked up a napkin, swiping it across the side of your cheek where a stain of ketchup was left from your previous bite of burger. You flinched at the sudden touch, breaking away from your deep thoughts and instead into his eyes with a surprised look on your face as you tried to grasp onto the situation.

"What? You were so deep in thought about who knows what that you didn't even feel that large splat of ketchup on your face. Besides, we wouldn't want you to look like an idiot in front of Daniel, right?" He smirked as he returned his attention back onto his burger, the taste of it turning bland on his tastebuds. You looked at the seat furthest away from you where Daniel sat, his eyes turning into crescents as a wide smile was plastered on his face from a joke that Seongwoo had just told. Your hands instinctively wiped onto the side of your face that Jihoon had swiped the napkin on as you heaved a sigh of relief to see that there was no ketchup stain left on your fingers from when you touched it.

Unbeknownst to you and Jihoon, Jinyoung and Daehwi who sat in the opposite seats stared in utter disappointment, their eyes trailing back to Jihoon who looked back at them with confusion in his eyes. Daehwi mouthed your name to him, even without actually mentioning it, it got him to blush a bright red as he stuffed his mouth further in fries. He accepted his fate that you would never see him more than just a brotherly figure, and just a friend.

-

"Darling, I'm leaving to go fetch your sister from work. She's down with a fever so close up the place for me, okay? Remember-" Your father was about to remind you about the safety precautions and the daily closing up routine before you interrupted him.

"Make sure that every single lock is locked and that none of the boys stay later than 10pm and make sure they clean their mess up. I got this Dad. So go, save her dumb butt before she overworks herself again," You chuckled as you hugged your father tightly before he went off to fetch your sick sister. 

You sat at your desk, the documents and bills displayed out in order as your attention was somewhere else. You watched the sparring of Jihoon and Daniel, their attacks getting sloppier as time passed by. You couldn't help yourself from looking at Daniel's strong physique - his broad shoulders that topped everyone else's and his abs that showed when his shirt clung onto his sweaty body. A blush crept onto your face as a pair of eyes caught your staring. Daniel chuckled as he blocked Jihoon's punch effortlessly. Your best friend had seen the way you smiled nervously yet sweetly at Daniel as he tried his best to restrain himself from hurting his sparring partner more than he should. He had already decided that he would not interfere with your love life but why did it feel so wrong?

-

"Don't forget to clean your disgusting sweat off the mats and equipment. And also make sure you guys turn off the water heater in the guy's washroom," You shouted loud enough for them to hear as you packed away the documents and kept the bills in your bag for your dad to handle later. After putting everything back into place as it did that morning, you slung your bag over your shoulder and started locking all the locks in the building - which wasn't much since it was only the locks on the register, windows and the locks that keep the equipments safe. After bidding farewell to the boys one by one, you hadn't realized you had one last guy to bid farewell before you closed the main entrance.

"You done yet?" Jihoon called out as he adjusted his bag strap on his shoulder. Maybe it was due to the fact that JIhoon was always the last one to go that you got used to his presence. 

"Yeah, We just need to get the hell out of here then I can lock the main entrance," You stated as you made your way outside only to see Daniel leaning against a pillar beside the doors. You raised your brow at him -  He was never one to stay back and would always run off the earliest with Seongwoo to have their supper before they headed back home. But tonight was different.

"Hey (Y/N), if you're okay with it, can I walk you home today?" He smiled his signature bunny smile as he rubbed the back of his neck. You could hear your heart pounding through your ears as you suddenly noticed the close proximity between the both of you. Before confirming, you looked towards Jihoon - he had always walked you home and you knew that if he wouldn't be able to, he would have already gone home a long time ago. Jihoon looked back at you with a tight constricted smile on his face as he gave you a thumbs up before walking his way back home, his head hung low as he stuffed his fists into his pockets.

Little did you know, tears began to flow from his eyes as a painful lump formed in his throat. Even if it would put his happiness at hand, he would still have it your way - to make you happy no matter what.

-

"So, what's the sudden invitation for?" You managed to bring up the words that had been stuck in your head during your walk home.

"Before I ask you this, I need you to close your eyes. Don't worry, I'll hold your hand and guide you as your walking," He chuckled nervously as he offered you his hand, a rare occurrence for Daniel to ask when he would usually just plop his sweaty body onto you every time he was over with practice. Hesitantly, you took his hand slowly as you start to freeze up, your movements becoming stiff. After a few more seconds, Daniel finally spoke up, giving you directions of what you would imagine.

"Okay think as if you're back at your usual desk at work. Now think about the first person you see when you enter the place and then think about the next earliest person and so on" 

Without a doubt you would think about your father first, him being very strict about punctuality. And then Jihoon came into your sight, a teasing smile adorning his face as he hands you a cup of your favourite beverage to energize you through the day. After Jihoon passes by your desk, you imagine the younger ones strolling in, rambling about the latest games and on what console they should buy next. Of course their discussion would end with your father yapping at them to do their work as they scrambled to get into proper clothing in the washroom. Then came in the older ones except Jisung and Minhyun who had already found a job at the cafe just a few blocks from your workplace. Seongwoo would attempt to crack a smile from you with one of his jokes only to be betrayed when you laugh from Jaehwan's contagious laughter due to Seongwoo's ultimate failure. Even though it was a daily occurrence. Last but not least, Daniel comes strolling in the latest, as he crawls behind you to save him from the merciless scolding of your father. Too busy with trying to save his ass, he bumps into you which in turn makes you groan in pain. You smile at the scene as you open one of your eyes at Daniel.

"What are you getting at Kang Daniel?" 

"I'm not done yet (Y/N) geez, have some patience. Ok now imagine this, of course ignoring the factor, that is your dad, imagine the first person that came in and compare them to the rest. Not on looks or anything, we all know I got it but it's based on the person's actions with you, you got what I said?" Daniel nervously smiled, his two front tooth showing from underneath his pink lips. 

Then it hit you.

Park Jihoon occupied your mind, suddenly all of his actions were noticed by you. How he would smile shyly whenever you thanked him for the pastries that came along with the beverage he got you for breakfast but quickly hiding it with a teasing remark that would get on your nerve. He would always give you a cheeky wink before he started his practice, not really having an effect you as you brushed it off as a friendly gesture. But little did you know he had hopes in him that maybe he would tug at your heartstrings, even just a little.

"You're really terrible at hiding your facial expressions," Daniel chuckled as he ruffled your hair. Without knowing, you had already reached your home, your feet inches away from your gate as you mouth went agape. You looked back up at him, a smirk plastered on his face as he warmed his hands up in the pockets of his jacket.

"Don't try to run away from work tomorrow, alright? You probably have everything figured out with that face you're making," He smiled once more before he bid you goodbye and went back on the route to the nearest bus station. Have it all figured out? You had your assumptions but you were still skeptical about the numerous thoughts floating about your head. Did Jihoon really see you in that kind of light?

-

"(Y/N)...(Y/N)!" Daehwi called out for you as you shot up from your desk. You hadn't had much sleep the night before that the fatigue only managed to settle down on you that morning. You wiped your eyes in hopes that maybe you'll be able to remain awake for your last few hours of work before you could finally get home where there would be no Park Jihoon to invade your mind.

"Sorry Daehwi," you mumbled. "What's up?" You smiled up at him as you leaned your head onto the palm of your hand.

"You've been out of it lately. Jihoon tried to wake you up when he came in but he said you were completely knocked out. We thought you literally fainted," Daehwi sighed exasperatedly as a nervous Jinyoung stood by his side, both of their worried expressions tripping you into a pile of guilt.

"I'm fine, guys. I'm sorry for worrying the both of you though, I just didn't get much sleep last night, that's all," You waved your hand to brush off the subject, making it seem like the subject wasn't as serious as they thought it was.

"We're not the only ones you have to apologize to you know. Jihoon almost got KO'ed during his previous sparring match if it weren't for your dad screaming his lungs out. He kept getting distracted and I bet we all know what it's all about. So you better get your ass to apologize to that poor boy," Daehwi raised a brow as he headed back to the mats where the rest of the group were having their break. It must have been a few hours since they were already having their break - they only took one break during their whole training in a day and that only happens in the mid point of the duration.

You eyed Daehwi and Jinyoung's movements as they returned to the group, your eyes eventually falling onto Jihoon's back where he sat beside Woojin. And he was uncomfortably quiet. You could even see the way Woojin looked awkward even with Jihoon by his side. Did you really worry him that much?

After stretching out your limbs, you shot up from your seat and headed towards the boys as well. You could feel their eyes on you when they heard the screeching of your chair. And in a split second their serious expressions turned into wide smiles and comfortable noise as they teased you about your impromptu slumber. Jihoon looked up at you, scoffing softly before returning his attention to putting his water bottle between his lips. 

"Jihoon? Can we talk?" Water spurted out of his mouth as Woojin shielded himself from the sudden water fountain Jihoon had created. Even with the water works that took place, everyone turned dead silent as Jihoon wiped his mouth clean with the towel that hung around his neck as he got up from his seat on the floor.

"You feeling better?" He asked as the both of you stopped to talk outside the building where there wouldn't be any intrusive eyes watching the both of you. You nodded your head as you sat on one of the steps, patting the ground beside you for him to sit as he did so.

"So... What is it that you wanted to talk about?" Jihoon asked as he he looked at you, making your heart beat speed up - something that you would have deemed unimaginable before the conversation you had with Daniel.

"Well... You know when I walked home with Daniel?" You said as you recalled last night.

"Yeah. Wait, are you apologizing? Because if you are then you're being a complete idiot. You like the guy don't you? I wouldn't have let you go if you didn't," He asked as he looked back into the streets, the buildings he walked past almost every day becoming more interesting all of a sudden.

"Ye- I guess so. But, we talked about something. Uhmm, about someone close," You mumbled your last few words as you tucked your legs close to your chest as your fingers start to fumble with your shoelaces.

"What do you mean 'I guess so'? You always ogle him whenever he flexes a muscle. Geez, did you get over him that quickly?" He chuckled as he leaned backwards, his arms supporting his back as he did so. He seemed more relaxed when you had mentioned it but of course, with the close proximity between the both of you, none of your words went unnoticed.

"So who is it that you guys talked abou-"

"About you," You interrupted him, your emotions transforming into a bigger mess as you held onto your legs tightly, afraid that he might see the way your chest was moving up and down in a fast pace, your breathing becoming uneven at the thought of attacking the subject.

Jihoon froze in his spot, his relaxed posture being replaced by a stiff and upright one as he looked towards the ground, and never back at you.

"D-Daniel asked me to imagine a few scenarios and I thought he was pulling my leg but. But it turns out, he was just trying to make me realize something. Jihoon?" You called out his name as you hesitantly looked at him, admiring his soft features that you used to call hideous and his strong physique that you would have called weak. He looked back up at you as his eyes dazzled in the light. 

"I think I like you," You whispered. Your words took him aback as he tried to absorb the information you had just given him. Was he dreaming? He pinched himself a little too hard earning a small hiss from himself as he rubbed the spot.

"I'm not dreaming right?" He chuckled nervously as he looked back into your eyes, his face being inches away from yours. Your eyes wandered from his eyes and then to his lips, your gaze returning to his eyes again. You shook your head, his face beginning to close the distance between the both of you.

"Then, can I kiss you?" He whispered, as you felt his warm breath fanning your cheek. You couldn't muster a reply, your words stuck in your throat. Instead, you took the ends of his towel that was around his neck and pulled him towards you, lips colliding. You felt a wave of comfortable warmth wash over you as your hands reached for his face while his hands grabbed your waist firmly. As soon as the both of you broke apart, the both of you burst out laughing a second later, giddy from the overwhelming realization that the feelings were now mutual.

"So, can I call you mine now, shortie?" He teased as he tucked a few stray stands of your hair behind your ear.

"That's if you can beat Daniel's cute ass," You giggled as you begrudgingly left his side to enter the building, Jihoon clambering to follow you. 

If only Daniel saw the number of bruises that was coming his way.

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A/N: im so sorry if it doesnt make sense. i did it during an all-nighter and tried my best to fill up some spaces ;-; hope you guys are having/had a good a day!!💜

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[wanna1studio]

NON-REQUEST: studio ghibli au // kiki’s delivery service // part 1

genre: slight angst/ some fluff

fic style: bulletpoints

summary: You’ve moved to the sea side of Venice to live on your own as a witch, but you’re not as welcomed as you thought you’d be. People treat you like a zoo animal and you weren’t having that. Since you’re only witchy talent is flying, you began a delivery partnership with a bakery. & a young and handsome inventor takes an interest in you.

warnings: slight bullying

it’s been about a month now since you’ve left your parents 

it was a witch’s duty to leave the town she grew up in to live on her own at the age of 18

you moved to Venice by the Adriatic Sea because of the clear view 

almost everyone is still treating you like literal shit

“why are there still creatures like her roaming on OUR planet?!”

“she’s going to corrupt our city”

“she doesn’t even belong here”

witches are a dying species and humans are flourishing now more than ever

nowadays witches are seen as a bad omen

but you’re not bothered by it

they are all talk and no action

beside, there are some kind souls in the city

like Osono and her husband 

they own a local bakery and with a baby on the way, they needed an extra hand as a delivery personnel

with Jiji as your talking black cat as a companion

they make living in Venice worthwhile

“y/n!!! You worked hard today! GO TAKE A BREAK NOW!”

okay Osono mom #2

you head on out with Jiji to the grassy hill near the outskirts of the woods

hoping to see Ursula, another kind-hearted human, so you can watch her paint

dammit

of course the stuck-up poshy triplets are back at it again with their “trying too hard” look, walking towards you and black cat insert meangirls

“well well, if it isn’t y/n, or should I say, a scrap-scavenging rat”

Bridgette was the leader of this unfortunate group, while the other two jeered and giggled

“lord have mercy on me for I shant pummel all of your faces right now”

you scowled, pull up your sleeve of your black attire

“HEY Y/N!!! LONG TIME NO SEE!!”

a pair of strong arms wrapped around your waist from behind

you elbowed the fella behind you

you knew exactly who it was

“OMG ITS SEONGWOO AHHHHHH~ Y/N HOw DaRE yOU hIT OuR OPpa!!!”

you wanted to vomit

it was the usual routine

whenever you waltz out of the bakery you bump into these girls and “prince charming” swoops in to “save you”

1) you needed no saving, you’re an independent

2) especially from some good-looking snob, Ong Seongwoo

“girls girls, there’s n-nothing to worry about! that’s just how we communicate amiright y/n?”

Ong Seongwoo, the city’s heartthrob, everyone loves him, from the little infants to the elders

wouldn’t be surprised if bugs go out of their way to fly by him

but for some reason you just hated him 

“sure”

you hopped on your broom and left, hoping he wouldn’t follow

but you bet yo ass he did

“yeah no problem, just saved you again today~ you should thank your hero”

ooh that nerve

“I could’ve handled it just fine so excuse me, I have to get back to work”

you just wanted to leeaavvee

“but I heard Osono say to take a break like 5 minutes ago from outside the shop” boyyy stalkerish much

“LOOK. I don’t know why you’re infatuated with me, maybe you have a witch fetish or something. BUT just so you know, I don’t like you, so please. leave me alone.”

he stops in front of your tracks

“girl… you betta run his ass over” Jiji mumbled as he licked his ears clean

you try to brush pass him

suddenly you feel his hands firmly grasp your wrist as he turned you around

insert dramatic hair flip like they do in the shampoo ads

his hands were clammy, you could tell he was nervous

which was weird, since he always seemed confident

he makes strong eye contact with you before he realizes your actually looking into his eyes

with haste, he lets go of your hands and looks down at his feet as he scratches his head

“I-I d-don’t even know what a witch fetish is, BUT just so YOU know, I really like you. Maybe it was love at first sight.. b-but when I saw you. flying on that broom along the breeze.. I just wanted to know what it was like to fly..”

maybe he does like you?

but you didn’t want to be a subject to his experiments

you scoffed

“is this a way for you to use me? to get you to fly? absolutely not”

pride caused you to put up this front

you flew away to prevent anymore bickering

but there was a tightness in your chest

as there was tightness in his

to be continued

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[historical-loves00kdrama]

ORIGINAL ART FOR MY SEULRENE, 2YEON, MICHAENG, RYURYEONG, KWONCHANGE FANFICTION:

The Altar of the Monarchs

https://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1460673/the-altar-of-the-monarchs

#seulrene #redvelvet #fanfiction #written #story #fantasy #historical #kpop #wannaone #exo #sehun #d.o. #kyungsoo #seongwoo #ong seongwoo #kang daniel #itzy #lee chaeryeong #lee chaeyeon #izone #eunbi #irene #seulgi #bae joohyun #bae irene #kang seulgi #yeri #sooyoung #wendy

[suga-weregoingdown]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Wanna One (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Park Jihoon/Park Woojin Characters: Park Jihoon, Park Woojin, all the members appear briefly, Yoon Jisung, Ha Sungwoon, Hwang Minhyun, Kang Daniel, Ong Seongwu, Kim Jaehwan, Bae Jinyoung, Lee Daehwi, Lai Guanlin Additional Tags: Hand Jobs, Mutual Masturbation, Masturbation Summary:

Woojin tips Jihoon’s head up to look at him. He’s beautiful. And close, way too close. His eyes are dark and his lips are parted a little bit, a perfect slot for Woojin to lick into.

//Back with another unbetaed fic to try and get off my writer’s block. Please support!!!//

#wanna one #2park #park jihoon #park woojin #yoon jisung #ha sungwoon #hwang minhyun #kang daniel #ong seongwoo #kim jaehwan #bae jinyoung #lee daehwi #lai guanlin #fanfic #fanfiction #fic #wannaone

[rookiesinsmut-blog]

Wanna One reaction to wanting to be choked during sex

WARNING: SMUT AHEAD

Request: w1 reaction when you having a choking kink like you want to be choked during sex. by theway~ i'm the w1 choking kink reaction anon, don't forgot to do it for only the legal members~ exclude the three minors :)

Author: Kyeongmi

Jisung

Surprisingly Jisung was the kind of guy who looked vanilla, but was the complete opposite. He had a kink for fucking you in public places. So when the both of you were out one day, he grabbed you by your hand and pulled you into a bathroom, pulled down your panties, unbuttoned his pants, and lifted you up by your thighs and began fucking you against the cold hard bathroom wall. The bathroom was filled with the loud sounds of your moans, and his skin against yours. He set you down, turning you around and pushing you against the wall, shoving his cock into you from behind. “Choke me” you blurted out, he didn’t even hesitate as he reached his hand around grabbing tightly onto your neck, your moans became loud and distorted as his grip tightened around your neck “fuck you’re so fucking tight” he groaned, and slammed even harder into you. He had you right where he wanted you.

Jihoon

Jihoon is pretty submissive so he likes it when you get on top and take most control over him. You two were watching a movie together, when the tension between you both heated up and you somehow ended up on top of him. As you slid down onto his cock, his head fell back in pure pleasure as he let out a soft moan. You liked to see how crazy you drove him, as you rode his cock. “Noona” he groaned as he put his hands on your waist while you bounced up and down on his cock. “Oh Jihoon” you moaned as you threw your head back in pleasure. “Choke me” you demanded. He seemed taken aback by your request, but he did as you asked, and he wrapped his hand around your throat. He’s never done this before, but he seemed to like it as he began thrusting his cock up into you to match with your bounces.

Sungwoon

He turned you around and started pounding you from behind, when your animalistic side started to come out “choke me” you groaned. “Someone’s being a bad girl isn’t she?” he snarled. With one hand on your hip, he reached his other hand around and wrapped his hand around your neck, pulling you backward. You let out a loud choking moan, causing him to drive his cock even deeper and harder inside of you. “Fuck” he moaned, “you like it when oppa’s rough with you don’t you baby girl?” The room filled with your moans, and the sound of skin on skin.

Minhyun

Minhyun is pretty vanilla when it comes to sex. So you never brought your kinks into the bed, as he was a very sweet and passionate lover. But tonight, he seemed slightly rougher than normal, and you were feeling extremely into the sex. The connection and heat between you two was intense, as he was on top of you, thrusting in and out. “Oh Minhyun, harder” you moaned. He started to pick up speed, fucking you deeper and harder as you asked, as he let out soft grunts into your ear. “Choke me” you whispered. He started to slow his thrusts and he moved his body up slightly to look at you in shock. “What?” he asked, wondering if what he heard was right. “Choke me” you said, louder this time. He started to blush and he stopped his movements inside of you. “But what if I hurt you?” He asked. “Just do it” you groaned as you grabbed his hand and wrapped it around your neck. He instantly pulled his hand away “I can’t” he said, completely destroying the mood between you both. 

Woojin

You both haven’t tried much when it comes down to it. You never really experimented or tried anything new with him. But lately you’d been feeling like it was time to try something new. So you told him about your kink, and how you liked to be choked. You turned around after breaking the news to him, because of how nervous you were. “Really?” He asked. You nodded, still not turning around to face him, worried how he might take it. Suddenly you felt his hand grip the back of your neck, “I didn’t know you were that kind of girl” he breathed into your ear, making your body shiver. He turned you around to face him, and he pushed your body down onto the bed. “This is gonna be a fun night” he said smirking, as he threw himself on-top of you.

Daniel

Daniel was the sweetest guy on the whole planet. But when it came to sex, he was a completely different person. He liked it rough and he liked to fuck you every chance he got. So, when you went to visit him during the filming of Wanna One Go, you had to be quick, he wasn’t supposed to see anyone at the time. You both knew the reason you were there, and he instantly took your hand and guided you into a storage closet. Skirt up, pants undone, and his cock was inside of you quicker than you could imagine. He was pounding into you when you moaned “oh Daniel, fucking choke me.” He grabbed your throat, looking you straight in the eyes “like this?” he grunted, thrusting even harder into you. He squeezed your neck, and you choked out unable to respond as he started thrusting into you even harder than before. 

Ong Seongwoo

Ong was the funniest guy on the planet. Even in bed, you couldn’t take him seriously sometimes. You were both joking around one night, and somehow sex jokes came into it. “I bet you’re into be choked, aren’t you?” he said laughing. Your face instantly went bright red “what?! No? Why would you say that?” He looked at you shocked at first, and then covered his mouth laughing “oh my god, did I just figure out your kink?” You started playfully/half seriously hitting him because of how embarrassed you were. He threw himself on top of you, pinning both of your arms down onto the couch. He put one hand to your throat and leaned in, the mood suddenly turning serious “If I knew you wanted to be fucked like that you should have just asked.”

Jaehwan

Jaehwan loved it when you took control during sex. He wasn’t dominant at all, and you were okay with this as you liked to take control of him. You were on-top of him riding his cock “choke me” you shrieked as you continued to bounce on top of him. He didn’t really respond but kind of just looked at you. “Choke me” you yelled again. But he still wasn’t doing anything. So you stopped riding him “I want you to choke ME” he said. You put your hand on his neck and started bouncing on his cock again, he grunted as he threw his head back. It wasn’t even a minute later when he moaned “I’m gonna come”, as you lifted off his cock and he came all over himself.  -Kyeongmi

#wanna one #smut #kpop smut #kyeongmi smut #kyeongmi #wannaone #wanna one fanfic #wanna one fanfiction #wanna one smut #wannaone smut #jihoon smut #park jihoon #jihoon #park jihoon smut #jisung #yoon jisung #jisung smut #yoon jisung smut #minhyun #minhyun smut #hwang minhyun smut #park woojin #woojin #woojin smut #park woojin smut #noona kink #oppa kink #oppa smut #noona smut #kang daniel

[guanfics-blog]

Beautiful - Chapter 1

Beautiful (Wanna One’s Guan Lin)

If I could freeze time right here in this moment, I would.

Right here, with your hand in mine, that bright look on your face, and the stars above our heads, I couldn’t ask for anything else. You, with your unkempt hair, your bold, brown eyes, and that dumb, gummy smile—This was all I wanted. This was everything I never thought I’d need.

“Beautiful, right?”

“Yes.”

I smiled. You squeezed my hand tighter in your grasp and I reveled in its warmth.

Please let me keep this forever.

Of course, that was nothing but the plight of my subconscious in deep slumber. I rouse myself from sleep at the sound of a shrill ringing. With a sigh, I reach for my phone to turn my alarm off. I blink my eyes open to the dawn of a new day.

Why are you still in my head?

As soon as I shake off the feelings of drowsiness, this question and the dream begin to dissipate. The face, the smile, and the warmth are soon tucked away in the shadows of my reverie, only to come back again when I’m tucked away at night. Unwillingly, shards of memories have somehow persisted all throughout these years, still piercing through the veil of my imagination. My subconscious still remembers to put together pieces of a puzzle to form the identity of someone familiar, despite not having any contact for a long, long time.

Why are you still in my head?

The ghost of this question lingers on for a couple more before it finally vanishes. At least, temporarily. For now, it was time to get up and get ready for work.

My morning routine began with a cold shower and ended with a hot cup of cappuccino. At the end of it, I managed to look like any other young professional walking the streets of Seoul at 8 in the morning. Before the clock strikes 9, I’m promptly at my desk with my laptop open, and if it’s a busy day, my second cup of coffee at the side. When you’re working hard, time flies by in a breeze, and because I like to pretend that I am, let’s also pretend that 9 to 5 flew by in a breeze. Soon enough, I would be back in my apartment by 6, eating dinner by 7, and retiring to bed by 9. This was my calculated schedule every single day. It had only been a couple of months out of university, but I would like to think that I had things under control. Maybe my social life needed some boosting and maybe I could do with some dating, but aside from that, I was doing alright.

I was doing alright.

My best friend didn’t seem to think so.

“I’ve got another blind date for you.” she said with sly look on her face.

I shook my head with a smile. Every weekend we’d go to our usual coffee shop, sip our usual drinks, and inevitably, discuss my nonexistent love life.  Another weekend, another prospect for a blind date.

“Who is it this time?”

“Oh no. I’m not going to tell you anything. I told you about Ong Seongwoo, Kang Daniel, and Hwang Minhyun before, and you opted out before you could even say yes. I’m not going to hear, “Oh Ong Seongwoo seems too talkative, Kang Daniel seems too cool, Hwang Minhyun seems like too much of a perfectionist.” “ she said, all with flailing hand gestures.

“You’re dating Minhyun now though.” I said, giving her a teasing smile.

“Yes, thank you for that.” she replied, laughing. “But I’m still keeping mum about this one. I’m not going to tell you his name. I’m not going to give you a chance to run away again.”

“You know me so well.” I said, laughing.

“Yes I do.” she scoffed.

“But I’m in no rush. You know that too.”

“You’ve been telling me that since the first time we met. It’s been 4 years, Hana. We’ve graduated. Try to change things up a little.”

I sighed. Ara and I have known each other since college. Throughout it all, not once did she find me in a relationship. I would date every now and then, but the guy would never leave a good enough impression for me to say yes to a 2nd date. She, on the other hand, had the fearlessness to risk it all from relationship to relationship. Sometimes I envied that, but not in times when I ended up being her shoulder to cry on. I’ve been through that once personally and it was unbearable. I didn’t want to even think of the possibility of going through it again.

This time though, I’ll oblige. It was just a date after all.

“Fine. I’ll make it to this one. When is it?”

Ara’s face immediately lit up, “Tonight.”

“What? So soon?”

She smiled.

“You told this guy I’d go even without my permission, didn’t you?”

“I’m done playing Mr. Nice Guy, and you already agreed. There’s no going back now. I have it on record,” she said, picking up her phone from the table. “You have nothing on me.”

I was shocked, but I had no other choice than to accept the situation thrown at me.

“How am I supposed to find him if I don’t even know his name?”

Ara toggled with her phone, “I’m sending you his number right now. He already has yours. I’ll text you later when and where you’ll meet.”

Again, I didn’t bother to be surprised, “That still doesn’t answer my question.”

“You’ll both figure it out, don’t worry.”

“He doesn’t know my name either?”

“No,” she said, shaking her head. “Exciting, isn’t it?”

“You’re really lucky I call you my best friend. If this were anyone else, I’d be out of that door in no time.” I said pointing to the coffee shop’s exit.

“You’ll thank me for this someday, Hana.”

“We’ll see.”

Unwillingly, I went back to my apartment to get ready for the date. She insisted on coming with me to help me prepare, but really, it was more like to make sure I wouldn’t devise an exit strategy.  I reassured her and told her she didn’t have to. After all, I felt more at ease preparing for these things on my own with no dissenting opinions to be swayed by.

As I was finishing up the final touches for my makeup, I received a text from Ara.

The King Crab, 7 PM. Don’t be late! Fighting! <3

I stared at the text, wide-eyed. The King Crab, really? This boy better be prepared to take the bill because I wasn’t willing to shell out that much for one night. The King Crab was considered one of the top-rated restaurants in the city, therefore it was also one of the most expensive. My expectations were rising. He either had genuine class or he just really wanted to show off.

Given this development, I picked a dress that I thought would suit the venue. You can never go wrong in a little black dress and nude heels; elegant without trying too hard. With my clutch in one hand, I walked out of the door and into the night.

The place was about half an hour away from my apartment;  I was able to get there a quarter before 7. Throughout the whole ride, I was worrying about how I would contact him. I was hoping he would message me first because it was such a pain to initiate the conversation. Luckily, his text came right at the moment I stepped out of the car.

Hello. I’m sorry, I might be a couple of minutes late. Please ask for table number 7. I apologize again.

Alright, no problem. I’m already here. Please be safe on the road.

Based on his text, he seemed respectful enough. I went to the receptionist and asked for table number 7, just as he said. She directed me to one of the two-seaters by the window. It was in one of the less crowded areas of the restaurant and it provided a good view of the garden and fountain outside. For a blind date, this guy put in a lot of effort, I thought. It must’ve been hard to reserve this particular spot. My expectations were creeping one step higher.

As soon as I sat down, the waiter filled up our glasses with water and brought a basket of garlic bread. While I waited, I took my phone out. I didn’t think it was proper to browse the menu while my companion was not yet here. Engrossed in the ebook I was reading, I didn’t notice that my glass was already almost empty. I raised my hand to signal the waiter nearby. As soon as I looked up, I wish I hadn’t. What I saw made me want to sink deep into the floor.

What was he doing here?

He caught sight of my raised hand through his glasses. He smiled at me and started to walk towards my direction. I brought my hand back down on the table. It was shaking.

“I’m sorry I’m late,” he greeted as soon as he reached me.

“I’m sorry, I’m supposed to meet someone.” I blurted out, not quite processing what he just said. My eyes were still stuck on the table, unable to look up at his direction.

“Table number 7, right? I was the one who reserved it for us.”

For us? What kind of atrocity was he saying?

He gently pulled the chair across from mine and sat down. I didn’t have any choice but to look at him. In front of me was the face of a man I hadn’t seen in half a decade. This was the face that I had long buried away, but still surprisingly persisted in random thoughts, at random times, and in vivid dreams.

Guan Lin.

“It’s been a while. This might be a shock to you, I’m sorry,” he said, flashing an earnest smile. I’d almost forgotten that he had a dimple on his left cheek. “You look beautiful, as I knew you would.”

I had not said a single word. My mind was going completely blank. I just knew that my hands were cold and trembling. The familiarity that came with seeing him again was inevitably accompanied by pain. I felt something else wash over me. More than the pain, this was more like a flame.

It was the seething kind.

When I finally spoke, I was surprised at the audacity of my words.

“You’re the person I’m supposed to meet? Wow, this must be some cruel joke.”

The disdain and disappointment in my tone came out more strongly than I thought.

“I’m sorry, I know this was uncalled for but—”

“No, I’m sorry. I can’t sit through this,” I said, cutting him off, the contempt evident. “If you knew it was uncalled for, why did you do it?”

He was speechless.

“I’m leaving.”

I didn’t have time to take in the harshness of my tone and the shock that flashed across his face. I didn’t really care either. I got up from my chair, turned on my heel, and started towards the door. Without looking back, I walked out and hailed a cab home.

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[painted-baek-blog]

(via Not Your Boyfriend (2PARK ✔️) - don't uwu @ me - Wattpad)

#2park #chamwink #complete #fanfiction #fluff #jihoon #kpop #kpopidols #pinksausage #possiblesmut #produce101 #romance #wannable #wannaone #woojin #younglove #books #wattpad #amwriting

[acidicloveee]

My hear hurts so much knowing that Jonghyun is gone, i know it was a battle against himself and we couldn't do anything but i just want to cry my heart out for him.

Here i am hurting as a fan since forever and i can't possibly imagine the pain that the people closest to him are feeling. Shinee was always that group that made me laugh till my stomach hurt and it was so hard to pick a bias since the whole group was just pure perfection, and to think now that the future of shinee is imperceptible is scary to me. No matter what i will always support whatever they do wether that be them carrying on as 4 members or they split shinee will always be in my heart.

The thing that i think hurts me the most is all this time that we were fangirling/boying over him not even thinking that something like this would happen, Jonghyun was going through something by himself i know that somepeople in his life knew but the fact that he had to go on stage and on shows acting like nothing was wrong, truly hurts me.

I heard that he thought he wasnt good enough and i cant understand why i mean i listened to every song he had been in or help in the process of making, I've watched all the shows he has been in and it never crossed my mind that he is going through a mental problem. Of course i knew that the lives of idols are hard and sometimes unhealthy but i just never considered that someone might actually die from all of this, but i guess he thought something else.

My hear goes out to Jonghyun and all the people effected by his death. We cant grieve forever so for Jonghyuns sake lets try not to act sad and remember him for the amazing person he was. For every song he made or sang, for every show he was in and for every person he has inspired.

You did well Jonghyun ❤❤❤❤❤

#shinee #youdidwelljonghyun #wannaone scenarios #exo #bts #shinee scenarios #jonghyun #kpop reactions #kpop #jbj #royal pirates #smenterteiment #smtown #ygentretaiment #yg fanfiction #jyp entertainment #jyp nation #red velvet #big bang scenarios #big bang #ikon #winner #blackpink #tvxq #jyj #dbsk #nct u #nct dream #nct 127

[svnnynight1102]

Au Revoir. . .Mon Amour - i (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/74hprsPoKN Park Jihoon and Park Woojin is ridiculously in love with each other and promised to spend the eternity together. Will they? or Fate will play a game for them?

#2park #chamhwi #chamwink #jinseob #kangdaniel #laiguanlin #laiguanlinxparkjihoon #leedaehwi #ongniel #ongseongwu #parkjihoon #parkjihoonxparkwoojin #parkwoojin #wannaone #fanfiction #books #wattpad #amreading

[wanna-one-imagine]

Wanna One Kang Daniel Prince! AU (Part 4)

And here we go, the last part of the Prince AU! Get ready for a wall of text, this is about 50% longer than the other parts (oops). Anyway, this has been such a fun series to write. You can find links to other parts here: 1, 2, 3. Enjoy! (You + Kang Daniel)

“(Y/N), do you like me?”

oh my god no nO NO non non ono noono nO NO NO what do i s ay oh myg od

“Uh, no I don’t, weirdo,” you nervously laughed, backing away from him, turning your face away from him so he couldn’t see the blush that was running to your cheeks

Daniel stood up, eyes curving playfully, his gaze boring into you

“Hmmm... I heard everything, though, (Y/N),” he walked closer and closer to you, you carefully backing up in response

What the hell does he think he’s doing right now oh my god

“What did you hear? You must be hearing things, I never said that I like you, you should get your ears checked out,” you replied, unable to meet his strong gaze

“There are different ways to say you like someone... and I heard,” Daniel began, poking your cheek, “someone here saying they wouldn’t mind marrying me... at all,” he finished, smirking

Suddenly, you had a sudden rush of confidence, standing up straight and looking Daniel right in the eye

“Well, last time I checked, “wouldn’t mind” doesn’t mean the same thing as “want to”, in fact all it means that I’m completely neutral about marrying you mister,” you replied, wiggling your eyebrows at him, walking right past him to take a seat on the bed

You were too focused on stopPING YOUR OWN HEART from exploding out of your chest to notice Daniel’s quiet “oh” in response to your comeback

And Daniel was having problems of his own: for some reason, he was... disappointed by your response

Suddenly, he didn’t want to talk with you anymore or finish his homework/lesson with you, and silently walked to his own end of the bed, climbing under the comforter, resting his head on the pillow to face away from you

He honestly felt like punching something or slamming his body against the bed but willed himself to complete stillness, not wanting to communicate his feelings to you in any way

He didn’t realize how excited and happy and built up he had gotten when you had whispered to him, thinking he was asleep

And now he knew he shouldn’t be mad, but here he was, unable to talk to you for some reason

You were shaken up as well, on the opposite side of the bed, and climbed in without a word, confused as to why Daniel had suddenly stopped talking to you... was he angry?

You laid down there, unable to fall asleep for some reason sometimes sneaking glances at Daniel’s huge curled up body

You fell into sleep, emptily staring at him from afar, confused about what was happening

Daniel, on the other hand, was unable to rest and forget about the night’s previous events

He tossed and turned in the dimly-lit room, sometimes facing you, looking at your sleeping face

Why am I feeling like this... 

He silently raged at himself, never having felt this way before, before one clear and frightening thought entered his mind

I wanted her to like me.

That was it. That’s the entire explanation, and he still struggled to understand why he wanted that

Daniel fell asleep out of exhaustion, his last thoughts before he drifted off being a complete mess

zzzz good night you two

The next morning, you groggily opened your eyes, only to find yourself face to face with Daniel’s shirt

It took a couple seconds for you to process the position you were in: all snuggled up in Daniel’s chest, his arms holding you against him

oh my gOD WHAT HE WHAT IS HE DOING HOW DID THIS HAPPEN

You two slept in the same bed literally every night, and this had never once happened in all that time

Keep in mind the bed is huge, and you two are all the way shifted to one side, leaving the other side completely empty

Nevertheless, you couldn’t will yourself to move out of Daniel’s grasp, you wanting to stay in this position... for as long as possible

You didn’t make a move, and closed your eyes again

In your logic, you two were on your side of the bed, so whatever happened wasn’t because of you, so you just went with it

You had no idea that Daniel was also awake and pretending to be asleep LOL

He was equally shocked when he woke up; he had no idea how he ended up in this position over the night, but he found himself enjoying the feeling of your body warming him up

He hoped you wouldn’t feel his heart racing, your face right on his chest

And the both of you just laid there, trying to keep yourselves perfectly still, secretly appreciating the other’s presence as much as possible

Y’all dumb af lol

You two would have just laid there forever until you turned into corpses, if not for the intercom interrupting your peaceful silence

“Prince Kang, Miss (Y/L/N), please wash up and join the family for Lunch at noon.”

that dAMN security system... the Queen and King are probably watching us like we’re characters in a movie, deciding to “wake you up” now

You both twitched in shock from the noise, sitting up in the bed, eyes finally meeting one another (and you two were both pretty much wide awake by now lol)

“Oh- um hey,” Daniel greeted you, the first words he had spoken to you since last night

You cleared your throat, “hey, good morning”

It wasn’t every day you saw Daniel at a loss for words – he was quiet and you two just looked at each other before getting up, mutually agreeing to pretend like last night and this morning never happened...

...or so you thought.

You were on your way out of his room, mumbling that you would go wash up first, when you heard Daniel’s voice call out from behind you

“(Y/N).”

You stopped, and turned around, to come face to face with Daniel – when had he gotten so close?

You looked at him, not having time to say anything, when his bunny teeth poked out from between his lips

“You like me. You totally do.”

wait. what? where was this coming from...

This time, you had nothing to say to Daniel, and just blankly stared at him, waiting for an explanation

Daniel smugly smirked at you, before continuing

“Maybe you don’t realize it, but you totally like me, I just get this vibe from you,”

“What are you babbling, get ahold of yourself man” you said, kicking his leg and running away

You didn’t know what Daniel was trying to pull here, and honestly he wasn’t sure himself

He just wanted not to be awkward with you, and for things to go back to normal – and that meant teasing you, even if it was over something that wasn’t... confirmed

And maybe, he was hoping to himself that it was true, and telling you that you liked him made him take his mind off the fact that there was a possibility you didn’t, serving as a source of comfort for him

Over the next couple weeks, you could count on Daniel to catch literally any small action you did and turn it into a “you like me” thing

Every night he would set up a pillow barrier between you two, claiming that other night that you jumped him and he was trying to “protect” his “purity”

Even if your hand slightly touched him for one reason or another, he would get all on your case about that

“OH I CAUGHT YOU!!!” or “What can I do, I’m so charming, even you couldn’t resist me”

Sometimes he’d purposely set you up, asking if you wanted some of his drink, and when you agreed he’d tease you for sharing a drink with him

Most of the time you were just too done to respond to him, only managing an eye roll or glare

Ong and Jaehwan saw all of this happen, and would give Daniel the "really bro” look every time (just to go unnoticed by him)

To them, it was obvious that all this teasing was just a sign that he had a huge crush on you (which they had picked up a while ago)

They’d whisper about Daniel right in front of him lmao

“Daniel is good looking, but really bad at dating”

“I have no idea what he’s doing”

“What a freak”

“It’s funny how he claims (Y/N) likes him over the dumbest things but he can’t realize he likes her over the same teasing he does to her”

“That’s dumb Daniel for ya”

Daniel was really like a little kid, unable to figure himself out

He was the type to tell someone directly when he liked them, but he hadn’t seemed to have figured out his feelings for you... weirdo

So you were stuck with all this teasing, but you were in too deep in your own feelings for him that you didn’t even care at this point LOL

Everything was stuck in this strange limbo between friendship and dating until one day, when you were to take a multi-day trip to attend a competition for one of the clubs you were in at school

And of course, Daniel made this big deal about you going to miss him

“If you get too sad while I’m not there with you, feel free to call me or anything (Y/N), I’ll make sure my phone is always turned on for you, I wouldn’t want you to be sad on your trip,” he teased, poking your cheeks (he tended to do that a lot lol)

The line between joking and serious was completely blurred at this point, and for the time being you didn’t make an effort to clear it

“Sure thing, fella, I could say the same to you,”

You went on your trip, and on your end it was for the most part uneventful

After all, you were already self-aware of your emotions for him, and you had already come to terms with missing him for a few days

but the case wAS DIFFERENT FOR MR. KANG HERE

He had laughed at his own jokes over sending you off, but once you had left, he was an absolute mess

That afternoon at the coffeeshop, Daniel barely spoke a word to Ong and Jaehwan, and kept checking his phone and putting it back in his pocket over and over again

After a while, Daniel couldn’t take it anymore, and told Ong and Jaehwan that he had to leave

"I think I’m feeling sick, I have no idea why, my head hurts for some reason, I’m going to go home early today guys”

Jaehwan and Ong already knew that if they told Daniel he liked you, he would just deny it and tell them they were crazy

This one, he had to figure out on his own

Daniel couldn’t focus at all; when he arrived back at the palace, he had no idea what to do

For some reason, he couldn’t remember what he used to do after school before you lived with him

He tried playing computer games and eating food but couldn’t stop checking his phone

“She definitely misses me, why isn’t she texting?”

He even checked his temperature, trying to find the cause of the weird feeling that was taking over his body

He flopped on his bed, staring at his phone and flailing his limbs around because he’s strange

Daniel found himself mindlessly tapping his phone to almost call you multiple times before catching himself and stopping

But on one attempt, he failed to stop himself and the call went through, unbeknownst to him LOL

“Hello?” Your voice called out from the other line

wa w ahat (Y/N) how is she here what why is she on the call

He quickly came to the wrong conclusion, that you had finally called him, quickly getting cocky again

“Ah, (Y/N), looks like you finally caved in and called me, I know you couldn’t resist, you totally missed me, but what can I expect if you like me so much,” he cackled out

You were, obviously, extremely confused as to what was happening

“Daniel? I didn’t call you though,” you replied

“Yes you obviously did, Miss (Y/N)”

“Daniel. Literally check your phone, you’re the one who called me, if anything, according to your own logic, this means you are the one who misses me and you like me, idiot”

wait, what? Daniel checked his phone log, the outreaching arrow indicating that he was the one who had started the call, his eyes nearly popping out of his head when he saw the symbol

He sat there in silence, shocked, still on the call

“Daniel? Are you still there?” your voice reclaimed his attention

“yeah,” he responded, shocking you – in that one word, you heard softness and vulnerability

“Uh- are you okay? Did something happen?”

Without thinking, Daniel finally let loose the words that had been sitting on the tip of his tongue for so long, shocking the both of you

“I think I like you, (Y/N).”

“What?”

Everything was becoming clear to Daniel – how had I not figured this out earlier? You’re literally such a fool, he thought, scolding himself

More confidently this time, he repeated himself

“(Y/N). I definitely like you. I miss you too.”

“Oh my gosh, I can’t believe this is happening now, Daniel I’m literally on a bus right now,” you quietly laughed into the phone, hoping the sounds of the bus were too loud for others to hear your conversation

Hearing your laugh made Daniel’s heart literally flutter, his feet kicking his bed in happiness

Everything was finally making sense, and that was in itself comforting

“Sorry I didn’t tell you before, (Y/N), I literally just figured it out. Like 30 seconds ago,” he giggled back at you

“You’re so dumb; this whole time you were the one making fun of me and telling me that I was the one who liked you, you fool”

“Well, I mean, you do, right? Like me?”

“No, I don’t, and now I’m going to tease you about liking me for months!” (you couldn’t hold back at this momentary revenge on him)

But Daniel felt his heart drop at your answer

“Wait, you don’t? But- but you always stare at me and joke with me and we’re just perfect together you have to like me!” Daniel cutely protested, and you completely gave in – you were a total sucker for him

“I’ve literally liked you since that holiday party months ago, don’t even I’ve deadass been waiting for a sign from you since forever” you replied, unintentionally confessing more than you had intended

“Wait what? Since the party? Oh my god, you’re SO into me, and I’m never going to forget it”

“Ugh I’m hanging up, I can’t believe I told you that,” you said angrily, but Daniel heard the smile in your voice

“Okay, we can continue this juicy information session later then, dumbo”

“I’M LEAVING BYE”

“Bye sweetheart”

“...never call me that again or I will end you”

“I thought you were leaving? Can’t seem to end the call with me? You really are in too deep girl”

“Shut up I’m going now” you hastily hung up

And the both of you just sat in your respective locations, with huge grins covering your faces

Not once could you two have a prolonged nice moment without turning to harass the other... but nevertheless, it felt so right

For the next couple days of that trip, you two called each other every night, but throughout the day solely communicated through those sticker emojis on the text message app (wtf)

When you returned to the palace after what seemed like the longest 4 days of both of your lives, Daniel was the first one to greet you, opening the doors of the palace himself, urging the servants to let him do it himself

You began to greet Daniel with a simple “hey”, but he immediately smothered you in a tight hug, making the servants giggle in shyness behind him

“Dan- dude I can’t breathe” you mustered out, your face smushed against his chest

All he did was laugh in response and drag you to his room, quickly closing the door behind him and holding you still in front of him, his hands cupping your shoulders

He looked like a complete puppy, happy and shy and excited at the same time

He still hadn’t said anything, and was still laughing, breathing heavily at the shameless running the both of you had just done

And just like that, you felt his lips on your forehead, there one second and gone the next

“Oh my gosh, that felt as good as I imagined,” he breathed out, sTILL LAUGHING LIKE HE WON’T STOP LAUGHING

You could only look at him, taken completely by surprise, rapidly blinking due to the closeness between the two of you

“Can I do it again?” Daniel asked, finally getting a hold of himself

“Like you asked the first time,” you muttered, feeling your heart dance as he wrapped a hand around your waist, pulling you closer to him

“Good point. Sorry about that. Can I do it again though?” he cockily asked

You snatched up some confidence you didn’t know you had, and pecked his lips in response, making the both of you pink

“Um- I couldn’t reach your forehead,” you sheepishly explained, leaving Daniel the one in shock this time

“Oh, sorry, I should’ve asked,” you apologized to Daniel, confused at what he was silently thinking

“No. It’s fine.” he rasped back at you, his eyes changing to something more... intense, before nodding at himself and simply embracing you in a hug, patting your hair with one of his hands

“I’m glad you’re back,” he mumbled into the top of your head

“I was only gone for a couple days, Dan”

“Still cmon you missed me too,” he prodded, slightly nudging your leg with his knee

“Yes I am aware”

“I mean, not like I had to ask, you’re the one who’s liked me since the holiday party, jeez”

You stepped away from him in response

“Oh, you wanna go there? Really? You’re the one who confessed over the phone after calling me and proceeding to claim that I was the one who called and missed you”

“HEY”

“HEY YOURSELF”

Welp, there goes that moment NICE ONE GUYS

And the two of you were all weird again, bickering as usual...

but you wouldn’t have it any other way :’))

The both of you officially dated from then on, making the King and Queen very happy about the development

And yes, they did tell you to begin preparing for grandchildren after you two got married, making you two very embarrassed LOL

You two actually didn’t talk about marriage, but it was looming over your heads

Jaehwan and Ong were relieved that Daniel had finally figured himself out, and they complained to him about all the times he annoyed them over it LOL

You two actually went out alone sometimes now, but for the most part your relationship was the same as before... except for the occasional attempts at romance and... intimacy aHEM

Daniel would do the cringiest things, like say dumb pickup lines and help you put on your shoes, calling you “princess” (which makes sense)

You would be mesmerized or disgusted by these efforts, and frequently made fun of him, but you both just liked each other so much so it didn’t matter much LOL

The King and Queen absolutely adored the two of you, and were incredibly satisfied that their master plan had resulted in fruits of success

They caught you exchanging your first “love you”s and blushes and the Queen literally screamed jfc

(why Daniel said “love you” instead of “thank you” when you passed him the juice at dinner one day was still unknown to this day)

And slowly, over the course of weeks, the both of you drifted together before sleeping, getting closer and closer until one day you both just began falling asleep in the other’s arms, both of you extremely content

And one night, as you two were drifting off together, Daniel’s voice softly called out to you

“(Y/N).”

“Hmmm?” you groggily responded, about to fall asleep

“I already call you my princess, why don’t we just make it official?”

Suddenly, you were wide awake – did... did he just propose to me?

Like you two were already set to have an arranged marriage in the next year according to the parents, but why were these words making you so happy?

“W-what?” was all you managed to get out, a smile already forming on your lips

“(Y/N), you know what I mean. Let’s get married?”

You couldn’t hold back your excited squeal as you pulled yourself into Daniel’s warm chest, quickly nodding in response

A year ago, you couldn’t imagine being proposed to, in the middle of the night, cuddling with the nation’s literal Prince Kang Daniel, but here you were... and now this life seemed not only normal, but necessary

“Okay, sounds good. Good night Princess (Y/L/N),” Daniel whispered, as if he didn’t just propose to you a minute earlier... 

And you loved him for that.

“Night, Daniel.”

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

A/N: Ahh I hope that ending was alright... guess I wanted to keep it a simple contrast to what happened right before that 😉 This part came out to be longer than the others, but I really wanted to finish it up this time. Hope you enjoyed!

I haven’t been updating as frequently as I am preparing for pre-college things, but I also don’t want to rush so that I can make sure to put out quality writings that I feel confident about. Hope that makes sense!

Thank you once again for all of the patience! I know many of you have been waiting for a while 💖

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[unmanageable-day]

Hi~🌼

I'm inspired by the other blogs who have masterlist. So I thought how about make one. Although my writings are kinda messy and the sequence is not based on specific order, but yeah here goes...

[insert Yuta's voice] Do you know what NCT stands for? It's New Culture Technology.

[insert Doyoung's voice] It's Neo Culture Technology.

🌱 A bunch episodes of Taeyong being super soft, caring, loving, and not to mention his selflessness for his eternal bestfriends

Another Midnight Talk - Bestfriend!Taeyong

Friendzone - Bestfriend!Taeyong

Because it is you - Bestfriend!Taeyong & Acquaintance-that-soon-to-be-boyfriend!Johnny

The first meeting - Acquaintance-that-soon-to-be-boyfriend!Johnny

What do you think of Johnny? - Bestfriend!Taeyong

Midnight Talk - Bestfriend!Taeyong & Soon-to-be-boyfriend!Johnny

Another Midnight Talk - Bestfriend!Taeyong & Soon-to-be-boyfriend!Johnny

Sunday Morning - Boyfriend!Johnny

You’re you. I’m me - Bestfriend!Taeyong & Boyfriend!Johnny

🌱 Somewhat a series of Johnny being your little brother and him having love-hate relationship with your boyfriend

Untitled - Lilbro!Johnny & Boyfriend!Jaehyun

How it was started [pt.1; pt.2; pt.3] - Lilbro!Johnny & soon-to-be-boyfriend!Jaehyun

🌱 Another everyone’s favorite from friends to lover scenario, and now featuring hunny bunny Doyoung

Hug - Boyfriend!Doyoung

🌱 When you’re on a so-called break with your (ex-)boyfriend, and a friend is slowly—and subtly making his way up to a higher position in your life rather than just being a friend

No longer [ Pt.1; Pt.2; Pt.3; Pt.4; Pt.5; Pt.6; Pt.7; Pt.8; Pt.9 ] - ex-boyfriend!Taeil & friend!Doyoung

🌱 Shorties and uncategorized - blurbs, timestamps (is this how you call it?)

10.05 AM - Jaehyun

2.05 PM - Taeil, Haechan

4.17 PM - Johnny, Mark, Lucas

7.10 PM - Taeyong

Every day, you are my day, DAY6

Young K - Good night

Sungjin - All we need is time

These are some old writings but I hope it's still enjoyable for you to drop by and have a read.

Exo : Suho - Untitled

Exo : Chanyeol - About us

Nuest : Minhyun - Merry go round (pt.1; pt.2)

Nuest : Minhyun - On a lazy Saturday afternoon

WannaOne : Sungwoon - Meet Ha Sungwoon

KNK : Inseong & Youjin - Will you take my hand? (pt.1; pt.2; pt.3)

Monsta X : Shownu - When words are not needed

Pentagon : Kino - Untitled

Have a good time reading~ 😘 💕

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[monicsalvatore]

°•°•°Ongniel gangster AU °•°•° My ongniel ig: @/ongniellove

#ongniel #nielong #ong seongwoo #kang daniel #ong seongwu #Daniel kang #ongniel fanfiction #ongniel edit #panwink #hwangcloud #wanna one #wannable #wannaone edit

[sehunasbitch]

I think I’ve read every fanfiction on tumblr

What do I do now?!

#exo #fanfiction #bts #bigbang #blackpink #twice #wannaone #seventeen #nct #girlsgeneration #f(x) #shinee #idk what to do anymore #plz help me

[nascealta]

EPS.2 IS OUT NOW!

Spring After Snow - 제2화 (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/0faODm7id8 Musim dingin dan salju selalu mengingatkanku pada rasa bersalah yang sama. Kau adalah trauma yang ingin kulupakan. We've never been this silent before. -No one says that the pain of loss is easy.- [Spring After Snow / 120720 / by Ha Neul]

#fanfiction #ff #fiksipenggemar #musimdingin #ong #ongseongwoo #ongseongwu #salju #wannaone #winter #fiksi-penggemar #books #wattpad #amreading

[guanfics-blog]

Beautiful - Chapter 2

Beautiful (Wanna One’s Guan Lin)

What just happened?

I pinched myself, making sure that this wasn’t just another dream. I just saw Guan Lin in the flesh. For the past 5 years, the thought of him was nothing more than just that; a thought. Not once did I consider that I would ever see him again.

On the car ride home, my feelings were battling with each other. One side rejoiced in success, the other cowered in regret. To utter those words to someone that caused me so much pain was a joy, but at the same time, I wondered if that was the right way to handle the situation.

What would have happened if I didn’t storm out like that?

I replayed it in my head.

“It’s been a while. This might be a shock to you, I’m sorry,” he said, flashing an earnest smile. I’d almost forgotten that he had a dimple on his left cheek.

“You look beautiful, as I knew you would.”

I had not said a single word. My mind was going completely blank. I just knew that my hands were cold and trembling. The familiarity that came with seeing him again was inevitably accompanied by pain. I felt something else wash over me. More than the pain, this was more like a flame.

It was the vibrant kind.

When I finally spoke, I was surprised at the warmth in my words.

“You’re the person I’m supposed to meet? What a pleasant surprise.”

“Really? I was afraid you’d take it some other way. I’m glad that you’re pleased,” he beamed. “It’s been a while, Hana.”

“It’s been a while, Guan Lin,” I said, smiling back at him. “How long has it been? 5 years?”

“Yes, 5 long years. It’s been alright. I just finished my business degree last year. Did you also push through with business?”

“Yes, I did. We graduated at the same time too. What brings you back to Korea?”

At this, my imagination ceases. I didn’t want to think of the answer. I knew that a small part of me wanted to hear a very specific response. I pushed it down hard, desperately; I failed, miserably.

You.

It’s been 5 years; 5 long, full years. I should be over this person. He caused me nothing but pain during a time that I should’ve been enjoying my life. I still resented him a little for that. I remember falling into a recluse from my classmates right after our high school graduation. While everyone was celebrating and enjoying their vacation, I stayed in my room, clad in pajamas and cocooned in sheets, crying over a broken heart. I couldn’t be excited about college because I was too busy nursing the ache in my chest. It was so difficult to be happy about anything. I ate, I drank, I breathed just because I needed to. There was nearly no life in me. Somehow, I managed to bear the weight with me enough to step out of the shadows and into my first day as a college student. Somehow, I managed to numb the pain all these years. Maybe I was too young to really know how to properly process grief, and because I didn’t, here it was, alive and well and back. And it brought along its siblings, anger and regret.

As the car pulled up to the driveway of my apartment, I resolved it with myself that what I did was indeed the right thing to do.

“So how was the date?”

These were the first words that came out of Ara’s mouth as soon a she stepped into my apartment. She walked in excitedly a spring in her step.

I closed the door behind her, avoiding eye contact. I proceeded straight into the living room and took a seat on the sofa.

“I wouldn’t know. I left him there.”

I could hear a pin drop once I uttered those words. The night before, my phone was full of unanswered messages and phone calls, all from her.

“Can you tell me why?” she asked. I couldn’t figure out yet if she was scolding me or just plain curious.

“I had no other choice.”

“What?”

It sounded a lot like she was scolding me.

“What do you mean you had no other choice?” she reiterated, sitting beside me.

It was still early in the morning and I didn’t really feel like being interrogated. Rather than beat around the bush, I just answered her point blank.

“We were together. He’s my ex.”

Ara paused for a moment, “He who must not be named? That ex?”

I nodded, “Where did you even find him?”

“He’s in the same company as Minhyun,” she said, her voice taking on a more sympathetic tone. “You weren’t supposed to know, but he was the one who requested to meet you. I just assumed he saw one of our pictures and thought you were pretty. I didn’t know he’d turn out to be THE ex.”

I faced her, “It’s not your fault. You had no idea.”

“Now that I think about it, your ex is still a complete mystery to me. You just mentioned his existence in passing. I never got the full story.”

“I never talked about about him to anyone.” I said, resting my head.

I heard her jaw drop open right before she smacked my shoulder.

“No wonder you’re still bitter! You kept your feelings all to yourself!”

Although I was surprised at the pain of the impact and the truth of her words, I could only close my eyes. She was right. I did bear all the weight on my own. I didn’t talk about our breakup to anyone. At that time, it was probably too painful for me to admit what happened. At that time, it was easier to suffer in silence and act like everything was fine. At that time, it seemed like the less painful route to pretend like I hadn’t just been destroyed. Heartbreak was nothing to be ashamed of, but somehow, it was something I could never articulate.

“What the heck happened between the two of you?”

I looked at her, contemplating whether it was time to let the skeletons out of the closet.

“I don’t really know where to start.”

Ara sensed my reluctance. She drew both her hands to her chin, as if thinking hard about something.

“You like writing, don’t you? Why don’t we do it like one of your stories?”

“What do you mean?”

“Do it by chapter: how you met, how you became a couple, how you broke up, whatever. Everything you suppressed in the past, let them out now. Start from the very beginning.”

I surveyed her idea. It’s funny how I’m doing the post-processing 5 years later. I couldn’t really do this with anyone before. Guan Lin wasn’t just my boyfriend, he was also my best friend. I didn’t have anyone like Ara back in those days. When I entered university, I was determined to assume a different identity. I distanced myself from everything in high school. I didn’t keep in touch with my classmates nor did I ever visit the school. I didn’t want to give them any opportunity to ask me about him. I had no one at all to console me; I consoled myself by hiding it all away. This seemed too long overdue, but it was better late than never.

“Alright. I’ll tell you everything.”

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