madeforunkownpurpose
I kind of have a clue what I'm doing
Figuring shit out slowly but surely. I dump my thoughts here sometimes and I sometimes try to be funny here. He?/Him?. Bisexual and BiMyself
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Finally at peace with the fact that I'm about to graduate and deal with life. In the past year I've been panicked about it but with only 4 weeks left I feel calm. Peaceful. Throughout Heaven and Earth, I alone am the honored one. But then my brain has to go and make me panic about OTHER THINGS!!! Let me be calm dammit. I finally got a moment of "No thoughts head empty" instead of "Too many thoughts head full" and then my brain just had to fuck it up.
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Hi! I hope you’re having a good day/night! I read your post, why don’t you try wearing dresses and makeup and see how it makes you feel? You never know, you may be trans, maybe nonbinary, or maybe a boy who just likes dresses. Gender (for me) is more of an expression, you don’t have to be just one thing all the time!! I enjoy being feminine but I do love to wear masculine things and try different aesthetics and styles all the time, it just part of the charm of being alive.
At the moment, I'm just waiting for a chance to do that. I'm gonna try wearing thigh-highs and skirts probably. I'm gonna be a pretty princess when I can.
#tumblr#autism#adhd#being autistic#trans?#trans#transfem#transgender#enby#nonbinary#lgbtia#lgbt#lgbtq community#lgbt pride#lgbtq#lgbtqia#lesbians#cross dressing
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THE FRICKING DAY AFTER
I love ULTRAKILL so much. I wasn't that good at first but I got pretty good. I P-ranked everything on Standard (except P-2...fuck that stage) and went back to P-rank everything on Violent (except p-2). Now I just have to wait for Layer 8 while attempting to P-rank P-2. I'm going to go insane.
#tumblr#autism#adhd#being autistic#gaming#ultrakill#indie#indie games#indie gaming#new blood#jinxed#jinxed it
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U could be a girl. Like, if you wanted to be a cute girl, you could do it. Tbh be careful you're in a safe zone w/ regards to having a support system or being able to find a new one, worst comes to worst, but you'd be a great girl. Idk if you need dysphoria tbh, do you like the thought of being a cute girl? it's achievable
-- a man who transitioned the other way round w/ minimal history of dysphoria and is still happy w/ the choice (also idk I know gals who are also multigender, you don't have to be just a girl all the time if that's not your joy)
I think I'd be completely safe if I were to. I just don't know if I'd regret it or be wrong. I'm just nervous.
#tumblr#autism#adhd#trans?#transfem#trans#transgender#lgbtqplus#lgbtia#lgbt#lgbt pride#lgbtq#lgbtqia#lgbtq community#lesbians#bisexual#gay#i dont know#i dont fucking know#questioning#questions#i want answers#i just don't know#i just don't understand#confused#confusion
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Been questioning my gender identity recently. It started with some silly reasons like mailing Bridget in Guilty Gear Strive, one of my favorite games being Celeste, wanting to play games with a female avatar. I kept saying "no, couldn't be. Absolutely no way." I talked about this with a friend and he was like "I dunno, man. Seems like it" and I kept just saying "Couldn't be me." So anyways, that escalated to me being lost in thought, distracted for hours wondering about this. Then I decided to mess around a bit to try and figure some things out and found out a couple things. This made me question even more because I remembered that I've wanted to wear dresses before "just because it would be fun. I might look nice. I could do a spinny." Then I remembered that I've had the thought "I wonder if I'd be a pretty girl" multiple times. This all came to a head for me when I suddenly had the thought "I want to be a cute girl kissing a cute girl." And hoooooo-boy that made me feel some kind of thing. I just still feel I'm probably not because I've never had gender dysphoria (I think). Sure, some things are annoying about being a guy but those are normal guy annoyances. Bodily functions, body hair. Stuff like that. This feels silly to write out given nobody will probably see this but I just need to get it down. I've been so confused about what I am. I came to the conclusion that even though I want answers, I'm still just me. This is all so damn confusing. A few footnotes about other things I've done that would be feminine are wearing make-up and wearing heels. The heels were when I was a little boy but that still probably matters some. With dysphoria, I don't think I've ever had it. I started thinking about if I would be happy with a woman's body and I realized I'd be fine with either kind of body. This is all so damn confusing and I want something substantial but I just don't know.
#tumblr#autism#adhd#trans?#trans#transfem#transgender#questioning#questions#vent#rant#venting#ranting#rambling#rambles#ramblings#gay#bisexual#lgbtqplus#lgbtia#lgbt#lgbt pride#lgbtq#lgbtqia#lesbians#confused#confusion#i want answers#i dont know#i dont fucking know
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I love ULTRAKILL so much. I wasn't that good at first but I got pretty good. I P-ranked everything on Standard (except P-2...fuck that stage) and went back to P-rank everything on Violent (except p-2). Now I just have to wait for Layer 8 while attempting to P-rank P-2. I'm going to go insane.
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I can see why people didn't like Paper Mario: Sticker Star, but it was my first time with the series and I really enjoyed it. I'm going back for another playthrough to see if it holds up. I remember loving this game.
Edit 1: Oh my goodness the town name is DECALburg. I always pronounced it as deck-uhl-burg
#tumblr#autism#adhd#being autistic#gaming#nintendo#paper mario#sticker star#paper mario sticker star#mario bros#super mario#mario
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I'm just waiting for ULTRAKILL Layer 8 and 9 to release now. Just gotta P-rank P-2 and then do everything again on violent. I'm wondering what. P-3's prime boss will be. Gabriel? God? Jesus? V2? The possibilities for my guesses are only limited by my dingus-mode brain.
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Reading through the entirety of The Quintessential Quintuplets in under a few days made it have less of an impact. That was such a good series though and I absolutely loved it 10/10.
#tumblr#autism#adhd#being autistic#anime#manga#animanga#the quintessential quintuplets#quintessential quintuplets
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I absolutely love doing a seamless co-op elden ring randomizer with @kugisakimelon. Malenia replace Margit and Elden Beast replaced Godrick. Then Astel replaced the Red Wolf and Fire Giant and Mimic Tear replaced Rennala's phases 1 and 2. It's scuffed as hell and I love it.
#tumblr#autism#adhd#being autistic#gaming#soulsbornekiring#soulsborne#elden ring#elden lord#randomizer#mod#mods#modded souls#modded elden ring
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When your friend's Japanese grandparents shame her for being lesbian so you tell her to shame them for the war crimes Japan has committed
#tumblr#autism#adhd#being autistic#japan#an eye for an eye#gay#lesbians#lgbtqplus#lgbtia#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbtqia#i overreacted
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I'm about to get kinda sad with this one. This comment made me start crying just now. I miss being a little kid playing the glide mode on his 360. I miss going outside, shoveling snow, and coming back in to sit under a blanket. I miss my biggest concern being a school field trip. I miss being a happy little dude with the scariest thing being the dark. Now this fall I'll have to start worrying about taxes.
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I absolutely love "Everything, Everywhere, All At Once." One of my new favorite movies. I love jkw the pomeranian gets blatantly switch for a plush one and it's just so obvious. I noticed the shape of the IRS award earlier in the movie and made a mental note it. It came back later and it was so damn funny. This movie is so over the top, goofy and fun. Someone was on drugs in the writer's room and I'm all for it. The fake-out actually got my whole family for a second.
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Just spent like half an hour troubleshooting randomized, seamless coop elden ring for a friend only to realize we needed to turn off family view. I was checking file paths and moving stuff around for HALF AN HOUR I AM GOING TO KILL SOMEONE
#tumblr#autism#adhd#being autistic#gaming#tech support#tech#technology#elden ring#modding#soulsbornekiring#soulsborne
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*turns a perfect 180 degrees so that my cutting board-flat ass is facing you* *i walk away with feminine swagger but masculine contempt*
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I'm playing Clash of Clans and my goal is to eventually max out my base. Before this, the last time I played for real was when the P.E.K.K.A was the highest troop you could get. I'm over here seeing some of the newer stuff and going "Back in my day, we didn't have any of these new-fangled 'root riders'. We had PEKKAs and Witches. None of these 'Grand Wardens' we had the Barbarian King and we were happy with it."
#tumblr#autism#adhd#being autistic#gaming#mobile#mobile games#mobile gaming app#clash#clash of clans#supercell#back in my day#im getting old
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I have so much respect for artists and animators. I did a hand drawn stick figure animation for a class and it took me over a day. I'm surprised I did it so fast even when just erasing and redrawing while taking pictures. That thing wasn't even a minute. The people who do that full time impress me a lot. The people who do detailed and complex animation impress me a lot. Animators and artists in general impress me a lot. That stuff is hard.
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