#Cluster fuck

[phillyphangirl]

#philadelphia phillies #phillies #Ah feels like philly baseballs back #cluster fuck #nola has the lucky bird shit uniform and if it is our year it will be cause of shit

[merlettamustdie]

So like I just finished editing my Home Screen and it is such a cluster fuck of different hyperfixations. But like I just need to show it to someone😭🤚

Also you should like add me on Snapchat if you feel so inclined to🩶 I post A LOT of my art progression and just anything I find rlly pretty :D

And like every time I pos, I include what I’m listening to atm and a cat photo for your troubles 🪱

Also this is my favourite Kate Bush song/album💜

#my home screen is a mix of slipknot #sid wilson #joey jordison #paul gray #jim root #craig jones #shawn crahan #mick thomson #corey taylor #taylor Swift and Lana del Rey #taylor swift #lana del ray #cluster fuck #taylor swift eras #oh and windows 94 theme for my apps (: #Kate bush #hounds of love #the morning fog #Spotify

[unknowinglydeceasedlol]

wanting to kys to prove a point but also wanting to get better and be the best person you can be to prove a point

#tw sui ideation #actually bipolar #actually bpd #vent post #vent #mentally fucked #actually mentally ill #bpd blog #cluster b safe #cluster b #bpd safe #bpd vent #actually borderline #borderline pd #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd life #bpd problems #bpd feels #bpd tag #borderline things #borderline culture is #borderline problems #borderline blog #bpd mood #bipolor #borderline thoughts #bpd thoughts #bpd things #bpd stuff

[icaruspendragon]

my husband and i started dating almost six years ago and our anniversary is coming up so i was looking through texts from when we first started seeing each other and jfk i'm just now realizing he was flirting with me and i simply did not realize that’s what was happening.

he'd say something like "aren’t you just the sweetest thing" and i'd respond with some shit like "that's nice of you to say. i have a deeply ingrained borderline pathological need to be liked and also to make other people happy so it's good to know i'm succeeding in that."

#like girl that’s not flirty banter it’s self worth issues #he still married me tho so i guess he was cool with it #although to be fair when we started dating i let him know i was a cluster fuck disaster of a person #and he was like *shrugs* you’re hot and funny and smart so the mental illness is no biggie #god gave me a metric fuck ton of mental health problems bc he knew i’d be beating suitors off with a stick otherwise

[saspitite]

"ahaha i need a crazy bpd girlfriend" i just KNOW you wouldn't survive a single fucking episode

#sas says #bpd #actually bpd #cluster b #and if you call me crazy ill actually fucking strangle you shut UP

[one-without-a-name]

"ppl aren't impressed by nihilism, ppl aren't impressed by apathy, ppl aren't impressed by sarcasm" bitch I ain't trying to impress people I'm just mentally ill

#ppl can go fuck themselves #endos fuck off #szpd #actually schizoid #cluster a #actually npd #actually aspd #npd #aspd #cluster b #schizoid #apathy

[inspisart]

very happy with ezra's live-action casting and look

#ezra bridger #star wars #inspi art #his space camping outfit was neat and I also really like his kanan inspired lightsaber #hoping to see him in some cool jedi threads next #and for him to hold at least one (1) convo with luke in whatever cluster fuck of a project they both appear in in the future #(gotta keep those expectations looow after all)

[thebibliosphere]

Re-reading Ch28 of Phangs to double-check some details (just as well because I completely fucked up Vlad's room in the next book.) and not to toot my own horn or anything, but it's so fucking funny from an ADHD perspective.

Nathan just walked into a veritable treasure trove of Vlad's psyche.

He's walking around in awe, like, whoa, is that a hand-painted celestial map on the ceiling? Gods, Vlad's so talented. I bet there's nothing he can't do. Oh, a pianoforte! He's musical! Wow, look at all these books. He's so smart. I love how smart he is. I want to fuck his brains out. Oh! Look! A telescope!

As opposed to Vlad, whose internal monologue is: don't look at the mess, don't look at the mess, don't look at the mess. Okay, just act normal. How... how do I do that? Oh gods please don't think I'm weird. Please like me.

I know I wrote him, but he's in such a mood sometimes, lol.

#hunger pangs meta #I know they're my characters and I wrote them but #*chef kiss* #my poor AuDHD vampire son #just a cluster fuck of self-doubt and insecurity #hiding behind a mask of rakish flirtation that falls apart the minute someone sincere gets their hands on him #it's Nathan #Nathan gets his hands on him #eventually

[cccat-in-a-meat-sack]

#mental health awareness #actually mentally ill #mental illness #mental health #mentally fucked #borderline personality disorder #bpd #actually bpd #actually npd #npd #bpd thoughts #npd safe #actually narcissistic #actually cluster b #cluster b safe #cluster b #bpd safe #It Talks

[willows-woes]

something i've realised is bpd is almost seen as a "victim disorder" and npd is seen as an "abusive disorder." the fucking ableism in that oh my lord. they're both cluster b personality disorders, and both have extremely high correlation with childhood trauma. they're BOTH ""victims."" people treating pwNPD like horrible people for just Existing and then turning around and treating pwBPD like Poor, Hurt Souls needs to fucking stop.

#bpd #npd #cluster b #hi. im not diagnosed with either of these. but i know from research i have a few traits of them both. #so this is just commentary on stigma from a teenage psychology nerd. i just like researching this shit #childhood trauma #stigma #bpd safe #npd safe #i know i didnt mention aspd but that DOESN'T mean i hate pwASPD either. they're fine. #no pd deserves the stigma associated with them ngl #like yeah SOMETIMES you'll see bpd stigma about how they're manipulative shits. and it's awful because they aren't #but GENERALLY if you just search up npd what do you see?? how to TORTURE a narcissist. how to GET AWAY from a narcissist. #things about how everyone with npd is evil and im fucking tired of it

[mothseatinghumanflesh]

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #bpd favorite person #bpd thoughts #bpd #borderline pd #bpd mood #bpd shit #borderline personality traits #bpd feels #bpd awareness #bpd vent #why am i like this #people pleaser #why am i here #actually cluster b #bpd fp

[autopsyfreak]

i love projecting my mental illnesses onto my silly little comfort characters

#actually aspd #actually npd #actuallyaspd #actuallynpd #aspd #clusterb #npd #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #antisocial personality disorder #narc abuse isnt real #narc abuse isn't real #narcissistic personality disorder #borderline personality disorder #actually narcissistic #actually antisocial #actually borderline #actuallybpd #borderline pd #bpd #mental illness #actually cluster b #cluster b personality disorder #mental health #mentally unstable #mentally fucked #comfort character #actually autistic #cluster b #actually adhd

[truthful-apologiesxoxo]

Oh my god I’m an awful person 🙁

Oh my godddd 😏 I’m an awful person 🥳‼️😫

#actually aspd #aspd #aspd safe #aspd thoughts #aspd traits #cluster b #actually mentally ill #mental health #actually npd #mental health awareness #npd safe #cluster b safe #actually cluster b #cluster b pds #npd #mental help #mentally fucked #mental illness #mentalhealth #positive mental attitude

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD CULTURE IS BOOPING!!! THE SUPPLY!!! RANDOM PEOPLE CARE ABOUT ME!!!

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#real as fuck! #npd culture is #npd #actually narcissistic #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b

[endivinity]

birds but ive made them worse

#hi nature has some FUCKED UP dentition ive just put it on the correct creatures to wield them : ) hope this helps #mouth horror / #tooth horror / #clusters / #birds #monsters #kullen art

[foolishnpd]

my posts aren't blowing up and getting tons of attention instantly, oh well guess i'll just *explodes* *explodes* *explod

#lilyroaring #npd safe #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #actually narcissistic #actuallytraumatized #attention starved #attention seeking #mentally fucked #mentally ill thoughts #npd meme #cluster b vent #cluster b memes