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the sexual tension betwen me and never speaking to anyone again
#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd#actually borderline#actually mentally ill#bpd fp#bpd shitposting#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#bpd splitting#i hate my brain#i’m so sick of this goddamn disorder#i’m so sick of people#i just want to die#1k#10k
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NOTHINGS NEW (vent)
Please spare me in dignity, won’t you please give some decency
#TW: sh#vent#vent art#trans vent#transgender vent#transgender#trans#self harm#sh#I just want to die#i want the pain to be over
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why do hot girls suffer the most? i literally hate my life
#this is a girlblog#i need to be sedated#coquette girl#lana del rey#this is what makes us girls#lana is our queen#lana is my religion#sofia coppola#girl interrupted#manic pixie dream girl#so soft and feminine#girlblogging#girlhood#girly things#female rage#female hysteria#lana del rey aesthetic#everything in my life has gone downhill#I just want to DIE#hell is a teenage girl#tumblr is my diary#writers on tumblr#poets on tumblr#artists on tumblr#photographers on tumblr#tumblr milestone#dogs of tumblr#this is a cry for help
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OH OH OH SUN AND MOON SHOW EPISODEEEE
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God sun please take care of yourself..
YES YES SAY IT SUN!
BLOODMOON WHY-- NO MAN PLEASE NO
bloodmoon you are not HELPING
We probably know this is going to end..
SUN NOO!
YES JULY 16 WAS MADE FOR THEM TWO
Man.. This episode doesn't feel that good.. I really wanted to bloodmoon have a redemption.. But I guess that we will don't have it..
WELL HOW I SAY THIS EPISODE NOTE WAS? : 8/10
We don't have bloodmoon redemption, sun is more traumatized, bloodmoon be reedem? I don't think that anymore, moon is going to beat up bloodmoon probably, and well.. A good acting like always
#sun and moon show#sams spoilers#tsams spoilers#sun sams#sams#IT SOUNDED LIKE BLOODMOON WAS GOING TO BE REEDEM#WHY THEY CHOSE TO NOT?#STOP GIVING SUN THAT MUCH TRAUMA#WITH THAT#NOT EVEN A THERAPY EPISODE WOULD HELP#BLOODMOON I REALLY LIKE YOU#I just want to die#But I will still watch#Even that bloodmoon redemption is ashes
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a sadness i don’t even feel like hurting myself.. i just wanna cry
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Kit is taller than ty .
Ye....
I am so happy.
#i want to die🫨#i don't know how to react#i just want to die#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#twp#cassandra clare#kit herondale x ty blackthorn#kit x ty#the wicked powers#tda#omg
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i was actually happy and then i just felt it slip away. that was the worse feeling in the world
#depresjon#tw depressing thoughts#tw depression#tw depressing stuff#tw depressive#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#mentally ill#sewerslidal#i want to diiieeee#i cant do this anymore#wanna fling myself off a cliff rn#what the actual fuck is wrong with my brain#why can’t i just be happy#why can’t i just be okay#why can’t i just be normal#i wanna be okay#i want to be okay#i just want to die#i just want to be done#i just want to be happy#why can’t i feel anymore#why am i never happy anymore#what happened to me#mental illness#mental health#i have no mental health#my mental health is dead and gone#i should be in bed#it’s 2 in the morning
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“Head in the clouds
And I'm not coming down
I used to swim now I'm ready to sink
I wanna give you what I can not do”
-Head in the Clouds, 88Rising & Joji
#sephti#sephiroth x tifa#sephiroth#tifa lockhart#tifa#ff7#I just love them so much#Also CC Tifa and EC Sephiroth would look so cutteee huhu#I just want to die#Why are they soooo---- hrnggghhh#The song isn't helping either
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I want to scream to break the quietness, the stillness of my heart and mind, but I can't hear my voice anymore. It dissipates in my throat into hopeless air. I should probably let myself drown. I should accept it and end the voices around me and in my head. So why can't I? Is it the cowardice? Or the so hated hope? Is there really any left inside me? For they say it is the last to die, but I don't believe it anymore.
#tw depressing thoughts#tw depression#tw sui thoughts#tw mental illness#sorry about this y'all#I'm so sorry everyone#I just want to die#come on death. Come take me for your icy arms would still be warmer than my soul#tw death
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I’m studying pharmacy and let me tell you Will Solace. If you think you can ace a medical school just because you’ve been a healer since idk 10-12-13 treating flesh wounds using magical portions singin haikus or something then you’re. severely. wrong.
#i'm having a breakdown#bad time. bad time.#will solace. suffer bc i too did#pjo#hoo#college is hard#i just want to die#but again. no can do/#this is exhausting#toa#will solace#medical talk#yone rambling#riordanverse#i hate my major#actually no i just hate my school#percy jackson and the olympians#apollo cabin
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I want a hug. A hug where my skin doesn’t burn because I’m fucking terrified.
I want a hug so bad I’m willing to kill myself for it if I’ll get it in hell.
I want a hug.
I want my best friend to hug me and tell me I’m worth the breath and that I’m not a waste of water or air or anything. Why is everything so much?
God I’m fucking pathetic I should tear out my eyes and tie them together with my spinal cord like little fairy light.
#tw vent#vent post#vent#tw sui ideation#hug please I’m going to kill myself#we all knew it was going to happen eventually.#body horror#I guess#gore in text#I just want a hug#I just want to die#I can’t hold on#I think I’ll give up this time#finally it took so long
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Anyone know if we have to keep going tomorrow
#Tw suicide#Idk#I just wanna fucking disappear#My dad fucking screamed at me for 40 minutes and he would yell more if I cried how showed stress signs#I just want to die#I don't wanna go back to school tomorrow please it's hell there I don't want to go back
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Is it because I give without asking for anything in trade that
They all actually never give me anything while giving their all to others?
I don't expect them to love me in the same manner. They'd be insane and I would feel like a nuissance. But do they really need to make so clear that EVERYONE comes before me???
#depression#depressed#boderline personality disorder#actually boderline#bpd vent#bpd#bpd thoughts#INFJ#people pleaser#I give everything to you#I just want to die#I tired of suffering
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I feel like i am not worth anything
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The pain is agonizing today
I really am starting to feel the withdrawal of my meds since I threw them all away
And I’m just obsessively thinking and agonizing over every single person in my life that called me a friend but pushed me away when it was no longer convenient
And I’m just left in grief and shock whilst they may never feel remorse
And it’s so unfair, i feel that these same people may feel responsible for when I’m gone and it just sucks they would never think of me otherwise and I’m not doing this for revenge I just fucking can’t handle life anymore
It’s so fucking unfair, why can’t everyone just let me go in death as they did me in life, why do I just constantly have to feel grief and guilt and sorrow no matter what I do
Why is it so hard… my existence is never noticed so why would my death make people notice, why can’t I just disappear without anyone ever noticing
How is it fair that my torment gets transferred, why do I have to live and suffer with it alone and if I can’t then it becomes everyone else’s problem
I just want peace I don’t want to hurt anyone
#I just want to die#i swear I have nothing left to fight for#and I can’t do it#i can’t endure all of this because I don’t want to hurt anyone else#there is nothing at all that can change this#the world makes me sick and people make me deeply anxious#and yet without people I suffer in loneliness#i just can’t connect with anyone anymore#and it’s so fucking tragic
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