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shokujin-art · 2 months
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Question, if its not a bother any tips for getting money or end game how you need 5,000 if I am sure. What job do you prefer to do to get them?
Sorry if this question was a bother but I love your art of your pc and how you draw the love intrest
Nuuh dw it's not a bother ! ^w^ 💖 Usually for money at this point of the game, I bake buns at Sam's cafe (with the special cream) and keep selling all the farming products from Alex 👌
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normansnt · 3 months
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Shitty day
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(Hazbin Vox x Fashionista!Male reader)
No warnings maybe some foul language.
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To say Vox was annoyed was an understatement. Val was bitching about something again and Velvette was on phone calls the whole day yelling in every. single. one of them. And when the clients she was yelling too still didn't budge she went to whine to Vox.
All in all Vox had a headache the whole fucking day that even a reboot couldn't fix. He knew what he needed. He needed you.
You were one of the most valuable people at Velvette's fashion boutique second in command after her. And since you made a shit ton of money for the whole company Vox noticed you. Oh, he noticed you every time he visited Velvette he saw you delicately dancing in between shelves of fabric needles is your mouth needle pillow on your wrist and a thimble on your finger.
You moved so magnificently among the many unfinished pieces you started, he couldn't help but watch. It was like water flowing between rocks but you sometimes stopped here and there to make an adjustment on a dress or suit.
Velvette of course noticed this, she notices everything.
"Jesus fuck, just go talk to 'im he is gay if thats what you're wondering of course he is he works in fashion. Or what do I care just move your ogling elsewhere."
And that he did.
He flirted with you, and to his surprise you flirted back. Not because he didn't think he had a chance he knew he was a handsome fellow but most people seeing him cower in fear. You didn't.
He liked you. He liked you a lot.
This was about 4 months ago.
Now its a habit that he visits you almost every day after work. Since then, you have gotten your private office so you guys had privacy.
You're usually still working on a piece or two when he walks in back hunched smile gone and he falls face first into your couch.
Today was the same he was even massaging his temples.
You noticed that today was a particularly hard day for him so you left to get some coffee.
When you returned he was still in the same position. You chuckled to yourself quietly. You loved the relationship you two had. Now, you weren't exactly a couple (yet) but you were the one he trusted with opening up. You were his safe place, and even if his day was good you were the first one he would tell the good news, or if his day was not good nor bad just an average day he still came to you to calmly watch you work while you guys talked.
You lifted his screen up sat down on the couch and put it on your thighs. You two were very comfortable with each other this was nothing. He turned around so he could look up at you.
"I made you coffee" you lifted the mug while smiling at him. He smiled slightly. Fuck, he loved you so much.
"Please be my boyfriend."
Vox blurted out without sitting up. He was just laying in your lap looking up at you hopefully.
You chuckled quietly and instead of answering him just bent down to kiss him. Vox eagerly returned the favor.
"I'd love to be your boyfriend" you answered after you two parted. Vox sighed with contempt as you intervened your fingers with his. Even though it was a shitty day, and there will come shitty days, you'll be here with him. Those days don't even seem so shitty anymore.
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I know its short but its sweet so I kinda love it.
I need to write much more for Vox cuz honestly I fucking love him but for some reason ideas usually hit me for Alastor😭
Also I'm a true believer that under that big-shot TV persona he is a broken little boy and actually really sweet so😎
ANYWAYS
I hope you enjoyed your reading, ladies gentleman and others, good afternoon good evening and good night🧡🦖
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punkpandapatrixk · 3 months
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Full Wolf Moon in Leo ♦︎ Moon Magick Pick A Card
Heey~ The Full Moon is in Leo!🦁The first thing that intuitively comes to mind with this aenergy is the Solarpunk Society!🌞Leo is ruled by the Sun and this 5th House aenergy talks about our hobbies and passions which are essentially the foundation of our great enterprise—of which energy can be understood by our Midheaven/10th House.
When you really think about it, children dwell in the realm of the 5th House with play and pretend. This whole play and pretend actually contains hints and signs about how they should go about making connections in the world (7th House dealings) so they form bonds with people and enterprises that support the manifestation of their honest desires. Hohoh, ideally speaking it should be like that but what’s ideal in this world anyway?🍣
This Full Wolf Moon in Leo brings invitation for you to look into your 5th House placements as well as where your Sun sign falls in your natal chart, for they carry information that can help you understand your place in the world when you’ve grown up (10th House realm). Everybody was born into this world with a purpose, right? No matter how small or big or if that purpose is meant for a small community or a big society.
A person’s true power does truly come from a clarity of purpose. That’s what the kingly Leo aenergy is all about anyway. You can only be King because you’ve sworn to serve your people and make sure they live happily and abundantly. Well, ideally. This Full Wolf Moon in Leo invites you to look at your hobbies and natural talents, and see if you can monetise those interests in the service of yourself, first and foremost, and then others.
There is so much more to Life than just going where the money dictates, or like, earning your keep through scamming or intimidating others, don’t you think? What do you want to express? How do you want to be remembered when you’re gone? What’s your enterprise and what legacy will it leave? Most of all, what makes you happy, content, fulfilled, satisfied with your own existence whilst still being alive in that carcass of an avatar that your Soul is wearing?👻
Passion is to be lived and potentials explored. Wait no more for the mood to strike or until you’ve got it all figured out. Just start now with whatever you have, whatever you can, and watch yourself grow. Have faith in your innate hobbies and interests for the whole world is just a stage where you perform magnificent deeds for all to watch🎪
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Pile 1 – Keep Calm and Change Paradigms
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h o b b i e s – Queen of Cups
You are by nature someone who has aesthetic hobbies. Your tastes are expensive and you care a lot about the beauty aspect of all that you do. I sense you also love giving gifts and your gifts are always thoughtful and beautifully packaged/decorated. The kind of gifts that you know the receiver needs, has wanted for a long time, or could improve their Life. You’re kind and caring like that. Sometimes, to a point of wearing yourself out. This Full Wolf Moon in Leo invites you to relax a bit.
This is a time to give all your attention and affection to yourself before anybody else. It feels like you haven’t done so in a while. Let yourself relax and not socialise too much, not attend to other people’s businesses or weddings or birthdays or whatever. For now, it’s all about you until the next New Moon at least :D You can go and get a massage all by yourself, watch a movie by yourself, or take up an interesting class all by yourself as well. You could meet new people who could potentially give you a fresh perspective about yourself, your place in the world, or your Life’s future trajectories. Whoa.
p a s s i o n – VI The Lovers Rx
Some of you reading this may indeed, by nature, like to socialise but I sense it is mostly a duty you feel you must fulfil—like maintaining an image or something. Some others may socialise simply to fill some kind of void—because you don’t really know what human beings are supposed to do if they don’t socialise? Yeah, a weird psychology like that. In truth, your Soul likes to be alone. And in terms of working and all that stuff, you kinda need to carve your own path, honestly.
Not saying that people can be completely solitary and thrive in business or work. Of course, we all need people. But before you go on and about making connections with people who don’t really matter, you need to get clear about what kind of enterprise you want to build for yourself, or basically, what kind of contribution you want to be making to society, or just your community. Since you clearly have a penchant for beauty and you like to care for other people, these vibes can hold hints for what it is your Soul wants you to do in this world.
e n t e r p r i s e – 10 of Wands
Some forms of career I’m seeing with these vibes—and these are just vibes, OK? Nurse, flight attendant, health consultant, nutritionist, author, interior designer, wedding planner, hotelier, restauranteur, even a beauty salon or massage parlour owner. There’s a lot about you that screams beauty and relaxation. Your Soul, generally speaking, wants to live a Life of play and relaxation which in some other ways help others have an easier time. Of all the jobs I’ve mentioned, nurse and flight attendant vibes feel the strongest for these people are in the service of making other people have an easier time, a good time, a comfortable recovery or flight. It’s that kind of vibe.
There’s a need for you to pursue a higher career in which your service to the world involves how you yourself transform the way you approach hard work. Hard work that can be just hard play in which you get paid for doing things you would otherwise do unpaid anyway, so~ This Full Moon, do consider which hobbies of yours are your true Soul’s Calling for making the world a better place whilst getting paid for it. A voice in your heart is saying, ‘Fuck hustle culture. People need to heal from the traumas of society and the bullshit of the education system!’
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Pile 2 – Emulate and Generate a New You
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h o b b i e s – Knight of Cups Rx
You know when people say, ‘Fake it till you make it’? It’s valid and has some grounding but my advice to you is, don’t do that. Don’t fake any shit if you wanna be great. That line of thought would not benefit your manifestation in the long run. Or rather, that kind of thinking slows down your manifestation and when it does happen, it’s lower in quality. Witches need to be more aware of how they think when working with manifestations. A higher way of thinking about transforming yourself—whether it involves a physical glowup or the glowup of your mindset, etc.—is emulate, modulate, and then regenerate a newer/higher/nobler/sparklier/awesomer version of yourself~🐣
The reason that you shouldn’t follow the ‘fake it till you make it’ line of thought is that you’re a genuine Soul with a heart made out of passion itself. You’re so much more original than you, or your environment, give yourself credit for. It feels like you haven’t really allowed yourself to fully embrace your own authenticity and so this Full Wolf Moon in Leo is reminding you of your own capacity for being the most iconic bitch in your neighbourhood🦚
p a s s i o n – 3 of Pentacles Rx
And so, what does it matter if others can’t understand what you’re trying to do with your Life? It’s your Life, babe. Other people have their own worlds to live in and if you don’t want to be part of that small world, you’re free to leave. It’s perfectly OK when even those closest to you, those you’ve trusted and depended all this time, can’t understand your passions or life’s priorities because they’re not exactly meant to be part of the world of your visions. Let them do them and you do you. Awesome people need losers to step upon so we look awesome. They can serve their purpose as losers and mediocre shits and you serve your purpose as an iconic Queen. OK? Got it? Good😝
This Full Wolf Moon in Leo is inviting you to imagine what kind of tribe you actually want to have whilst being alive. Your imaginations and daydreams hold the key to manifesting your real Soul Tribe. The more you think about them, the more strongly you believe in that you’re deserving of your ideal friendships, the faster you manifest your actual Soul Tribe in the physical. Your Higher Self is just here reminding you that you do have a few circles of Soul Tribe you’re meant to find and reunite with!🦄
e n t e r p r i s e – 9 of Cups
Many of you choosing this Pile have an interest in being seen by a larger public, right? A majority of you already have some semblance of a social media presence and more of you will eventually do the same. Some of you reading this are literally meant to become some kind of a new age superstar or something. You do have a purpose in being seen by the public, or just this idea of having a social media platform what enables you to connect with an audience. It isn’t vanity; bitch, it’s literally part of your Life Purpose🦋
You’re perfectly supported by your Higher Self to choose to go solo, somewhat, and build your social media empire. You could be selling products or services or be whatever—the possibilities are endless at this point—and one day, when you’re rich and content with your Life, some people from the past are gonna turn to mushy jelly. But what do you care now? You’ve got an audience that fulfils your heart because they genuinely love and appreciate what you do. You won’t be needing anybody’s approval anymore~😎Call me when you’re famous LOL
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Pile 3 – Born to be Rich, Born to be of Service
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h o b b i e s – Knight of Wands
Admit it—you’re blessed with a plethora of talents since birth and you’re damn good at many of those innate abilities because you’re intelligent as fuck!🤩Naturally, not that many people are lucky enough to know what it feels to be you. But with so many talents, I sense you’ve also suffered from a great deal of heavy expectations put upon you by…yourself? You’re quite hard on you, you know. You expect a lot out of yourself. This urge to do great things in the world is only your Higher Self’s nudge for you to recognise this potential of yours—to become a motherfucking GOAT🐐
Rest assured, if you’ve chosen this as your main pile, there’s a veeery specific role you’re meant to fulfil in this world, in this passage of time. Some of you could’ve known what this role is since you were born and some of you will just naturally figure this out as you grow older. Don’t fret, my dear. You really are meant for a very unique, unorthodox existence, and seeing as the world is rapidly heading towards chaos, your time to shine is only drawing nearer and nearer as the People are growing desperately in need of an exemplary Rebel of the New World!🥨
p a s s i o n – 8 of Pentacles
Anyhow, you didn’t study a lot at school, right? LMAO You weren’t exactly what people would call a model student. You were always just doing your own thing—whether it was daydreaming or reading or drawing or playing video games. You were drowning in your own world—visions, silly daydreams—all because your Soul was trying to remind you what you came here to do. You were never meant to fit in. You’re here only temporarily and whilst at it, you’re supposed to be a freak. Ah, yes, a freako, indeed. You’re supposed to push, even break, boundaries. Because most Human beings live such boring existence.
You weren’t supposed to be a model student, but rather, a model Human. Bitch, you’re THE prototype! You were born to be of service through your own personal experiences with ego death and transform yourself to be the physical embodiment of the divinity that is your Higher Self. Perfectly embodied in Human form—in that sense, you’re a prototype of a highly more positively-polarised future possibility of Mankind. Shit, I hope that makes sense.
e n t e r p r i s e – 4 of Pentacles Rx
One day, when you’re proudly walking the path meant for your Highest Intended Good, you will be helping others financially or at least you will be lifting people up from the common affliction of a poverty mindset—different types, all kinds of poverty mindsets. You’ve got a talent, some kind of swag about you that can inspire SASS, even pettiness, that is of the more empowering variant. You’ll be showing people how to be unapologetically themselves and how you can’t be shaken by stupid opinions because you’re clear about your self-worth.
You do understand a lack of self-worth is also a form of ‘poverty’ mindset, right? Your enterprise in the future will have you in communication, direct or indirect, with a loooot of people. Even your own family members will find you incredibly inspiring. Many of you reading this…this is your confirmation that you’re THE cycle breaker of your lineage’s generational karma. You’ll become the first celeb, the first university graduate, the first billionaire, the first president, the first whatever awesome thing in your recent lineage that you’re meant to be, and you’ll be so proud of yourself!🥂
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noroi1000 · 11 months
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Feeling Warm
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Gojo (in toxic relationship) x maid reader
Words: 8k
Warnings: Angst with happy ending, his girlfriend abuse y/n. NSFW
Gojo's toxic girl name is Chloe. I don't mean to offend anyone with this.
Summary: You've been working for Gojo as a maid for two years now. His girlfriend recently showed up. But it was obvious how she used him.However, she did not accept that he broke up with her.He was looking for someone nice and sweet. On your example.You can't buy love, but you can buy fake love.He wanted someone to love him. So could you at least pretend and give him that fake love?
You couldn't do that.
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You looked at the girl who clearly showed dislike for you.
You looked at your employer with whom you have been living for two years. He looked at you too.
You felt your wet coat soaking your apron that you were wearing.
Actually, it was your job to do household chores for your employers.
Cleaning, cooking, washing clothes. It's something you do.
Actually, Gojo-san is paying you what he shouldn't be paying. Because maid services are not that expensive. And he pays you more than he should.
Perhaps because he wanted you to be at his house all day when he was at home.
You don't know why he wanted it.
Once every two days when he was gone, you would come and clean his whole house.
And also on the day he was coming, you were there too, cooking him food and giving him a bath.
Sometimes he would ask you to give him a little massage when he was really tired.
He paid you that much, so you didn't say no to him.
Besides, you're not surprised that he asks if you can stay with him since he lives alone in such a big house.
It's like he's paying you extra for your company.
You could even do it without his money. After all, you've known him for two years.
But it's not like you don't need the money...
You get so much out of your monthly salary... You could buy yourself a new house, or even go to work by car instead of taking the bus or train.
But you help your family financially. You have younger siblings and you do not come from a rich family.
You want to support your parents, so you send them some money. Every month.
You leave as much as you need.
One day Gojo asked you how you are at home. Or should he pay you more because he noticed that the maid's salary is small. You told him that he pays you more than he should anyway. Because it was true.
He earns so much... He's so rich. Maybe that's why he thinks you don't make enough money.
He offered you more for an hourly rate, but you refused. You can't take money to sit in his house. It wouldn't be fair. And you're not that kind of person.
If you were doing more, or had much more work, you would have accepted a raise from him. However, you didn't do that much. He already gave you one raise because you got new responsibilities when he trusted you more.
You had the keys to his house. Besides, it took a while for him to let you come into his house when he wasn't there.
You knew he wasn't trusting easily. It wasn't bad.
Besides, you couldn't rob him... He was too nice a man for you.
You washed his clothes, you arranged it, you cleaned every corner of his house. You cooked him whatever he wanted.
You also took care of the garden on his estate.
You did everything right.
You took a job as his maid because you were looking for a job. And you were out of luck. Nothing was possible in your area. And sometimes you missed it because someone else was ahead of you.
In your family, your aunt works as a housewife for rich people.
At her suggestion, you wanted to do the same. If you knew how to cook and also did housework well, why not.
You put an ad in the paper because you didn't know anywhere else.
And a week later you got a call from your current employer.
He reportedly saw your ad in the newspaper while his friend was reading it. He needed someone to take care of his house because he is often busy. So he thought to talk to you.
You were very shy at your first interview. Because your employer was to be a young and very handsome man. He smiled at you, and even paid for your coffee when you met at the coffee shop.
You thought because of how nervous she was, he wouldn't give you the job. However, at the end of your meeting, he said that if you want, he will gladly hire you.
You wore different clothes at his house, and your apron was always there.
You were so tense when you finished something and you were afraid he wouldn't like it.
But he never complained.
You had the hardest time with his clothes and baths.
Because he asked you for all this.
You had problems in the beginning. You were afraid to ruin his very expensive clothes. You were ashamed to arrange his underwear...
You were even more ashamed when he asked you to wash his back while he was taking a bath in the bathtub.
He didn't seem ashamed or anything.
And when he saw your red face, he smiled.
His eyes were magical...
You don't know why, but it was.
The longer you were there, the better you got.
Even though you still blushed when he went shirtless or only in a towel, asking if you could give him a massage because his back hurts.
And your little hands on his muscular back were always something else.
You've been watching massage tutorials online. So you managed to make him relax.
You knew he was a stranger to you, but you couldn't do anything when you saw the lipstick stains on his shirt.
He was just your employer. a free man. You were not for yourself. you were nobody. You were just someone who cleaned and cooked for him.
He had his life. He was a young man. Of course he had needs. And since you haven't heard of him having a girlfriend, he must have met his needs somehow.
Your employer was a young playboy...
Someone whose charm made you feel something.
He was nice to you. He was handsome. He had a sense of humor. Besides, you, like no one else, got to know his childish behavior. And also that he is sometimes spoiled and doesn't care what other people feel. It was probably something others didn't see in him.
However, the real Gojo Satoru was someone who had goofy, irritating behavior. Who laughed at danger and people. Who immediately said what he thought. He was painfully honest.
So you understand why he didn't have a girlfriend or wife. Because it was better to leave the house, pick up some willing girl and then come home.
He once told you that all the women he knows closely say they would never want to be with him. They don't like his behavior.
He told you that as a joke.
And you answered him kindly.
„You're not that bad. If that's your character, you should look for someone who will accept you for who you are. I don't think you're as bad as others make you out to be."
He thanked you for the advice.
And then you noticed that he started looking for a girlfriend.
It was a year later when you met him.
You found out you fell in love with him...
Really...
Your employer was someone who was your type...
At first you thought he was serious and thoughtful. Someone mentally very adult who spends a lot of time at work.
And you got an adult child. Hell of a handsome and rich teacher (?) who is addicted to sweets and eats a lot, and acts childish despite his sometimes scary aura when he's serious.
You don't know if he's just a teacher or someone else as well. But you also don't know why his wardrobe has blindfolds and sunglasses that are so black you can't see anything.
You just don't know much about him.
And you guess you'll never know...
You're just his maid.
And he has a different taste in women...
He wouldn't want a girl whose job is to look after someone else's house.
Plus, you definitely look different than his girlfriend he has now.
Well, Chloe showed up four months ago. Their relationship was different than it is now. Well, Gojo hasn't changed. She has changed.
He, following your advice, was himself.
You couldn't have your crush, so you wanted to help him. You're too shy to tell him that. So you wanted to let go.
Ever since he first met her in the city until he finally brought her home.
And they've been a couple ever since.
He seemed pleased.
But she often told him to stop doing things.
When he asked you if you could bake him a cake, she forbade you, telling him that he can't because if he eats that much he'll get fat and she doesn't want to show up at the beach with a fat boy.
She didn't like some of his behavior. And you knew he was him then. the real him.
She often got annoyed when he played with her.
Until he, too, began to get annoyed with the way she behaved.
Completely different from the beginning.
At first she was nice and even sweet.
Now she was a real bitch.
She practically did not smile at him, sometimes she would come to his house to sit with him for a while.
He understood that she was working.
But at some point he found out that she quit her job.
She even wanted to move in with him, but he said it would be better for her to stay at her house because he is often away.
She didn't like it.
They were still a couple, but their relationship was strained.
They ignored each other. They quarreled often. And it ended up that when he started to get off balance, she ran away in fear, only to come back the next day.
For her there was a rule: sex fixes everything.
And yet she couldn't give him much.
Often her phone rang while they were fucking. She never said who was calling her, but she pushed him away and took the phone to his dressing room to talk.
And those moments that should have been a pleasure for them passed.
It's not like he was hurt. He didn't care. But he also had his needs.
And he complained later, even saying it to you while you were cooking.
Sometimes also when she had finished, she wouldn't let him come because she felt tired.
You often witnessed their quarrels.
They weren't that close after all.
He thought he finally found a nice girl.
However, that was not the case.
He hoped to find love, but he failed.
There was no love between them.
But he sometimes thought it was his fault.
You noticed that he really cares about others.
He was worried that he had done something wrong.
But she just wasn't accepted the way he is.
He also saw his account statements. Well, he let her use his credit card once or twice. And then she was just pulling it out of his wallet.
You witnessed it too.
She was probably transferring money from his account to hers. Because there was no way he would give her access to his account.
She forbade him to behave as he naturally behaved.
So over time, he noticed that she was bragging about him in front of her friends. And that she has new, fashionable and expensive clothes.
For "stolen" money from him.
Throughout the month this is going on, he's been trying to be calm.
Because he thought maybe he could do something to fix what he broke.
You were afraid to speak up, but at some point you got over it and told him it wasn't his fault.
Because it wasn't.
He didn't want it to turn out to be because of him. He really liked Chloe. But that was in the beginning.
She was sweet, kind and caring. Completely different from what she is now.
She didn't like you from the beginning. Perhaps because you were closer to your employer.
But she didn't even want to remember your name from the beginning.
She thought he should have a better maid because you often make mistakes.
But he didn't listen to her.
You didn't answer and apologized. You didn't want to be the cause of their quarrel.
She who hates you. And he who always stands by your side.
Would it be the same now?
"I've told you many times to call before you come here. You can't just walk into my house without asking, you know?"
"I didn't come in here. Your maid opened the door for me. At least she was useful for something after all..." She snarled throwing her wet coat at you. "Hang it up on the hanger, but gently. It's new. I don't want anything to break. Or better yet, dry it while you're here. I guess that's your job."
You caught the coat correctly, which helped your apron.
"Why are you looking at me? I don't pay to stand and do nothing." she said waving her hand at you.
"Sorry..." you grunted and walked away, walking towards the laundry room at home.
"You don't pay her. I do it." he said as you disappeared down the hall.
"But she's our cleaner."
"She's not a cleaner."
"So what is she doing? I believe she's here to clean your loo and wash your pants."
"She's supposed to be here. Unlike you." He growled, crossing his arms over his chest.
She put her purse on the kitchen table.
"Baby, what are you talking about?"
"Don't talk to me like that."
"What's going on? Something happened?" She looked at him questioningly.
"Don't pretend to be worried."
"But I–"
"Just shut up and get out of my house."
"This is our home." She interjected.
"You don't live here and you won't live here."
"Don't you love me? Satoru, we're a couple–."
"So maybe it's time to end it, don't you think?"
"Wha–" she moaned.
You've heard everything that's going on there.
"You're a total bitch who thinks she can take advantage of me and I won't know it. You think you can play with me? Don't make me laugh!"
She walked over to him and placed her hand on his cheek.
He moved away.
He only knew one thing.
That he shouldn't hit her.
Because then she'll make him an even worse monster than she is.
"Get out of my house and don't come back. These are my last words." He growled pointing to the front door.
"Satoru, I think you had a bad day at work. I'll come another time, okay?"
"No! Get the fuck out of my house and don't come back! I'm sick of how much you interfere in my life. Doesn't suit you? get the fuck out. You will not use me for your image. And I won't be with a bitch like you. Also, how's your next boyfriend?"
"You have a fever?"
"Just leave."
she snorted.
"Fine... I'll see you when you're feeling better..." She turned around and started adjusting her high heels. "Servant! My coat!"
Recently, Gojo asked you for one thing...
Don't listen to this person...
"What a bitch! How can you have a maid like that?! She doesn't even come when I call her! I don't want you to have a maid like that! It's not worth anything! How can you still pay her?!"
Her words hurt you.
This happened every time they argued.
She must have said something bad about you. She always put you down.
Is it because you're a maid?
After all, Gojo doesn't treat you like she does...
You really wonder how much longer this poor man will have to deal with her.
He frowned as he walked towards the door behind which you were standing.
"(y/n)." he called softly before entering.
He looked sadly at the fact that you were standing with your coat in your hands in front of the clothes dryer. One hand rubbed your eyes.
I'm sure you must have been sad to see her push you around so much.
"(y/n), give it to me." he said walking closer to you.
He gripped the clothes roughly, crumpling it.
"Sorry, I didn't have time to dry it." you said quickly.
"It's okay." He said smiling slightly at you.
He put his hand on your head.
"I'm going to get rid of that bitch. Don't worry."
You only left the laundry room after you heard the front door slam.
He sighed resignedly.
Even with curses he didn't have the same problem as with her...
What a life with this woman...
If she knew what he did every day, she would run away from him as soon as possible.
If she knew about all the "creatures" he had killed.
After all, his job is to kill curses and ghosts. And also curse users. And some curses can have feelings.
Besides, even something trying to kill him has more feelings than she does.
"Toxic bitch..." he spat out.
He really didn't want her to come here anymore. She just ruins the rest of his day.
Besides, their relationship was destroyed about three weeks ago.
And she still thinks they're fine.
And he constantly comes or invites him somewhere. Even if she's not welcome here.
He honestly told her that he was breaking up with her.
And she came back the next day, trying to convince him that nothing had happened.
He was just a boy with money and good looks to her. Nothing else mattered to her.
And he wasn't as spoiled as she was.
He has heard many times how her friends envy her such a handsome boy. So tall.
And that he has so much money.
He was walking benefits to her.
And he noticed it the moment she showed her true nature.
Sweet and innocent at first.
Then a toxic whore trying to make him crazy.
Plus, she was also taking it out on you. Punishing you for doing your job perfectly.
You were supposed to work for him, not her.
you work for him. Not for her.
So you don't have to listen to her. Especially now that she's nothing to him.
You stood behind him, staring at the back of his head.
His shoulders slumped as he sighed heavily.
He turned to look at you.
"I don't know how many more times I have to tell her we're not together." He laughed and took a few steps closer to you. "I hate fake people."
You looked at him questioningly.
He placed his hands on your shoulders.
"It's good that I can count on you. You're not fake."
You looked at him with brighter eyes.
He was so observant of people.
He even recognized fake love.
While he tries to take care of her and she wants to use him.
"I hope you don't take what she says personally."
"... It's fine... I know she wants to make my life miserable..." you replied with a very small smile.
It was sad that you always have to listen to them argue. And also some screams will always go at you.
"You were right," he suddenly said with his trademark smile. "I should look for someone who will accept me. Even though this sentence at the very beginning seemed so sad to me, now I see that it is sooo true~."
He didn't know if he should keep looking or stop. After all, he could live as he had before. Without someone like that.
And you...
You accept it, don't you?
Scratching the back of his neck slightly, he looked at you out of the corner of his eye.
You looked at him with a slight blush.
He met you two years ago, and he never once saw you change.
You are still the same.
You don't want money because you reject raises.
You live your life according to your morals.
Not like Chloe.
You're not like her.
You are sweet and caring. Nice and soft. You are always there to help him or to do something. You are doing what you are supposed to do.
Bypassing what you would have to do for you.
Being in his house, you live work.
And he knew your house was in a small block and also that you lived alone.
This job for him is your way of earning a living because you only work for him.
He could pay you even more. For being with him and helping him stay mentally healthy.
Because if you hadn't been there when they were arguing, he would have done something other than scream.
But having you there stops him.
And he doesn't regret what he chose.
He knew that keeping you working for Him no longer would be a bad choice.
It was the perfect choice.
For a man like him. For someone who is considered an anomaly and a monster among sorcerers. Someone who cannot be killed. Someone you can't get rid of.
Someone who cannot be deceived and taken advantage of. Because he is smarter and stronger.
No ideals. However, he needed something to distract him from his work.
Since death, which he sees almost every day.
Especially as a special grade sorcerer.
You didn't know he was a sorcerer, and you didn't need to know.
You might think he's kinky because he has blindfolds.
But even the fact that you sometimes thought he was a weirdo was something that felt good to him.
He needed peace. The warmth of the house. A soft feeling. He needed support and love.
Something to distract him from the constant killing.
Something nice.
Seeing your face has become a daily routine for him.
And when you're gone, he worries.
You care for him. You give him what he needs.
Nice feeling.
In return, he pays you to work in his house.
Even though you give him that feeling of your own free will.
"Dinner time is approaching. Would you like something special to eat?" You asked suddenly, pulling him out of his thoughts.
It was weird when he was standing in front of you staring at your face with his hand on the back of your neck. And he never took his eyes off you once.
You weren't even sure if he blinked.
It was a moment of longer seconds.
But he's never looked at you like that.
It was a look he didn't look at Chloe. As if he was thinking hard about something.
He won't fire you, will he?
You tried to break the atmosphere by asking him about dinner.
You cook for him often, so you know his culinary tastes.
He will eat practically anything.
But you don't serve him alcohol because he doesn't like it.
Even though he always has a few bottles of sweet wine in the pantry, he never drinks it.
This is where it lies if guests come to visit him.
And his guests are most often his students, who are minors.
So they drink tea, coffee, water or juice.
The wine will probably stay there for a long time.
The only thing he'll take with the alcohol is cake. But there is one condition - it cannot be felt strongly. Because according to Him, the bitter, pungent taste spoils the sweetness.
So it's simple. You bake him cakes that have nothing to do with alcohol. Same with other food.
You are not a professional cook, but by using recipes from the Internet you manage to cook something.
Let him tell you anything now...
Just to distract you from the way he looks at you.
You feel guilty about his arguments with his girlfriend.
No. She is his ex-girlfriend.
He broke up with her over the phone because she kept running away from the subject.
But she still thinks they are together.
He does not want to. So he shows it straight to her.
Oh god... You really don't want you to be the reason they broke up.
What finally happens is that he takes your side and they argue...
Always been like that.
Every time she insulted you, he took your side.
You must repay him somehow.
"...Will you make an onigiri for me?" He asked suddenly.
Now you don't know if he was thinking about this or something else...
"Of course. Would you like something right inside?" you asked, adjusting your apron.
"... I'm relying on you." He said with a smile, winking at you.
Then he adjusted his glasses on his nose.
You only know one thing about these glasses...
That he has really sensitive eyesight and apparently his eyes hurt when they are not covered.
you understand it. Someone has sensitive hearing, smell. He has a sensitive eye.
And those glasses suit him too.
"I'll take a bath and come. oh! Could you make a little more and pack for me for work tomorrow?"
"Yes." you answered.
"I have one student who loves onigiri. I'd like to give them some too." He said with a smile.
How can someone as caring as him not find someone good?
"You have a wet apron on." He said as his smile faded slightly. He pointed to the white fabric on your body.
"Oh, that's nothing. I'm going to cook anyway." You waved your hand slightly. "Prepare a bath for you, Gojo-san?"
"I'll take a quick shower and be back." He said as he started to walk away.
This man deserves more than he gets from life...
He has no family, many of his friends are gone...
Others, despite being his friends, are also sometimes annoyed.
Why does a nice man like him only get so much?
He's rich, but you don't think he cares about his wealth.
He is content with the simplest things. Homemade food, little things. Even if he likes some expensive clothes.
The people he dated always had something of the artifice.
The women he dated.
He didn't have much emotion to show...
And he didn't want to open up to anyone.
Then why does his mood change so much when he talks to you?
                            "I'm stupid." He laughed from sitting on the floor of the large shower, a smile on his lips as his eyes were closed.
Feeling the warm water run through his hair and over his skin.
"To you, I'm probably a goddamn playboy who fucks everything I like..."
Even though he said it out loud with a smile and a soft chuckle, there was a little pain in his voice.
Because it was true.
He didn't trust people. He didn't get into relationships. He simply provided an outlet for his needs.
But he also needs trust...
Someone will trust him, but he will not completely trust anyone.
You spend your days at his house and you're not a lying person. You only lie about what's wrong with you.
It's up to you to work for him.
He trusted you.
You will probably never share his feelings because you know him. You know what kind of man he is. You know what he really is. And he's probably not your ideal man.
Money is important in life...
People pay to receive affection...
So maybe he could also pay you to give him some affection?
He wanted home warmth, security and love.
Pleasant moments. Not only sexual pleasure. He wanted pleasant moments spent with a smile on his face.
Maybe if he paid you more and asked for even a fake relationship, maybe you'd agree?
He's happy to come home from work when he knows you're there, waiting for him with lunch.
With the relaxing sight of your smile.
It's easy to say you're friends.
But he would like you to be at his house all the time. When he wanted a feeling of warmth.
He was able to provide you with everything you need.
Everyone would ever give in to money... He wanted you to do it too, and maybe you'd accept money from him to pretend you love him...
There's also a chance you won't agree.
His cunning made his shower last even longer.
He didn't know there was a scene he should know about.
"Chloe-san? I didn't think you'd come back—" You said as the girl pushed the door open to go inside.
Her boots and coat were dripping with water and mud from the rain outside.
"Shut up. Where is Satoru?" She cut you off and gave you the coat again to hang it up.
"Takes a bath." you answered normally.
"No difference. What are you doing for dinner?" She replied indifferently, taking a seat at the table and pulling out her phone.
"Gojo-san asked for onigiri."
"That's disgusting... I want a fresh Parisian roll." she growled.
"Gojo-san wants an onigiri." You replied directly.
"Tch... I really don't understand why he keeps you here if you can't follow simple instructions! He's probably paying you to be his fuckhole. I can't believe he fell so low...
Does she really think you're here as a prostitute?
"I'm doing what Gojo-san asked me to do. Since he asked me to cook it, I'll do it."
"Fine! Make me some jasmine tea!"
You sighed and turned on the electric kettle, poured dried jasmine into the jug, then poured boiling water over it to make it brew.
You poured the tea into the cup you handed her.
She immediately took it into her mouth, suddenly spitting it out at you.
"You're stupid?! It's too hot!" She said standing up.
She put her fingers to her lips.
"It's tea-"
"Shut up! You can't even do that right! Who sane gives hot tea to drink!"
You gave her freshly brewed tea... I wonder why it was hot.
Maybe because you brewed it freshly.
It's not your fault she wanted to drink it right away.
Neither the Gojo nor you drink anything warm immediately after brewing, and you wait until it cools down.
And if she wants the tea to be at the right temperature right away, she demands the impossible.
"I don't want it. Take it!"
She took the plate with the cup in her hand, and instead of giving it to you gently, she handed it to you quickly and let go, causing the tea to spill over your hands.
Reflexively, to avoid more burns, you dropped it through your sore fingers, and the drink spilled onto your apron and your sleeves. Caused a brief sting, but the clothes protected your skin. Luckily it wasn't boiling water, it was hot water.
It wasn't that hot because it had cooled down a bit in the jug. But that doesn't change the fact that your hands are burning.
The cup fell to the floor shattering.
You held your red hands, and you knew she was about to scream.
But before she could, you heard a voice.
"What's going on here?"
"Satoru! Your maid gave me too hot tea! And she even dropped a cup!" She shouted pointing at you.
"It's normal for the tea to be hot at first. And I also know that what you say is not entirely true. Besides, you weren't supposed to come back here." He said, adjusting the towel around his neck.
He looked at you and your little tears in your eyes. The skin after the burn hurts.
He walked over to you and looked at your wet sleeves and apron.
He gently grabbed your reddened hands, and placing his hand on your back, he gently pulled you towards the kitchen which was right next to you, as she sat at the island kitchen table, and he turned on the cool water, gently sliding your hands under the stream.
He stood next to you, holding your smaller hands on top of his, and watched the pain in your face slowly disappear. Just like redness on the skin.
It's lucky that tea didn't hurt you enough to cause severe burns.
"She's so clumsy. You should cut her salary for that."
"I should throw you out of here now."
"What?"
"You weren't supposed to come back here."
"I came to tell you that we're not going to my cousin's party in two. I ordered us matching outfits. The package will arrive here tomorrow. When you have it, let me know." She said standing next to the chair. "Don't deal with her. The floor is dirty. Let her clean it up."
"Nobody's going to listen to you." He told her and turned off the water. "Besides, we broke up two weeks ago."
"I don't accept breaking up over the phone. It's like it doesn't exist." She looked at her nails.
He chuckled, drying your hands.
"Except for the past two weeks, I've been telling you the same thing every time we see each other. I'm not your boyfriend and I regret that I ever was."
"You can't break up with me."
"I can't. Because I already did."
"Without me you have nothing. My friends are important people."
"your friends are. And you are nobody. Do you seriously think I have nothing? Look around." He chuckled sarcastically.
A Gojo saying such things while laughing is ghastly.
"I don't want to see you in my house any longer. I don't want to see your fake face one more time. We understand each other?"
"You're so–!" She started to speak but he interrupted her.
"There's a lot you don't know about me. Get out of here before you find out something you shouldn't know."
His aura was intimidating.
Even you felt a chill hit when he said that.
Some strange energy hit you.
you shivered.
"You know what... Fuck this bitch as long as you want! I do not care! There are so many other better men than you in the world!"
"You finally understood that we're not a couple! Congratulations!" He put his hand over his eyes, laughing like a madman.
Then, seeing his behavior, she left.
He was glad he would never see her again.
"Gojo-san..." you said and looked at him.
His hand was still holding yours.
He looked at you with warm eyes and his crazy smile changed to a gentle one.
"Call me Satoru. Like I told you before."
"I'm just your maid. I-"
"You're closer to me than that fucking bitch was. And you talk to me like we're strangers."
"Sorry..."
"You have nothing to apologize for." he said laying his head on yours. Gently and comfortingly hugging you.
"Dinner will be delayed. And I broke a cup."
"I know it's her fault. Don't worry."
"But-."
He interrupted you.
"Go to my dressing room and get some clean clothes, okay?"
"I'll be home soon anyway. I'll cook you dinner and be back–."
"Nope..." he said firmly.
"I should take care of you, so let me take care of you. Why don't you stay here today?"
"I'm not sure..."
"I'll pay extra for night work."
"I have nothing to do. Unless you want me to do something else. Besides, I don't want any more money. You're paying me too much for a few hours a day anyway."
"Is that important?" he asked.
You thought he was ignoring you, but he was clearly listening to what you were saying.
You take your job seriously and honestly...
Your deal was different than what he wanted to do now.
"So stay as my guest. Take clothes from my wardrobe and feel at home. Because this is your second home, isn't it?"
You nodded.
After all, he was right.
You'll wash his clothes later and everything will be as before.
You went to his room.
He meanwhile grabbed a broom and picked up the broken glass from the floor.
When you came back, you were wearing his gray T-shirt that he wore when he was at home.
Your apron was dirty and you had to start cooking. So you took a T-shirt that you know isn't new.
What would happen if you ruined his expensive T-shirt?
He watched you go to the kitchen.
He saw you weren't wearing new pants.
You told him your pants weren't dirty.
His phone rang and he told you right away it was from his job.
You started making the onigiri the way he wanted.
You had some more work ahead of you because he wanted to take some for the students.
That's why you prepared more rice and other ingredients.
He didn't come back to the kitchen after someone called, and you're guessing he's still talking. Someone calls him often.
But you did your job anyway.
You prepared everything as it was supposed to be, packing the excess into boxes.
You left some for him and waited for him to come back.
According to what you had, you ate with him. So you took two onigiri while eating this.
He still hasn't come back.
It was getting late...
You started washing the dishes you used to prepare the food.
As you were rinsing your plate, very suddenly you felt and saw his hands wrap around your waist.
A common thing when he wanted to tease you or scare you.
He appeared in front of you without a sound.
"How are your hands?" he asked as he watched you wipe the plate and set it aside.
"I'm fine. It's not hurt." you replied while continuing your work.
He was a man of no barriers and often invaded your private space when you became friends.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes." You smiled. It's nice that he cares about you. "The onigiri for you for dinner are in the fridge. I didn't know when you were coming to eat."
"And you?"
"I already ate. I wanted to wait for you, but you didn't come. So substantial. I made about 20 extra."
"Thanks."
He was kind of quiet now... It was a different behavior than usual.
He didn't show you his face.
"Is everything OK?" you asked suddenly.
"Hmm?"
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah..."
You felt something was wrong.
He wasn't sad about what happened. For those three weeks they often quarreled when she suddenly came when he didn't want to see her.
Now it was different.
Maybe he was sorry that she hurt you?
So yes, hot tea on the skin is definitely painful. But not that much.
It was quiet, and he suddenly reached for the faucet, turning off the water as you rinsed the next plate.
You turned your head to the side, looking at the side of his face.
He wasn't smiling. Which only showed that he didn't do it for fun.
"I was looking for someone sweet and nice because I'm used to the way you treat me." He said suddenly.
"Huh?" You groaned as you felt the heat on your cheeks and in your chest.
"I forgot that I don't need to look for someone like this. Because I can have a person close to me who is a perfect match for these characteristics. You are sweet and kind. And it's because of you that I want to feel it. I want to know that there is someone like that with me. Sweet and nice. Why should I look when the perfect person is already next to me?
"I–" you blushed.
"I'll pay you. Double salary. Triple. I'll pay you whatever you want."
You widened your eyes. You didn't know what to say at all.
"I'll give you what you want. For you to be with me as you are now, but in a relationship."
Love can't be bought...
He knew about it.
But he also knew he could pay you to be with him. As it has been for two years.
He paid you because that's how you worked.
It won't be a real relationship, but he'll know then that he's coming back to the warmth of home. To someone who will be waiting for him there.
Even if you don't fall in love with him that way.
Love cannot be bought.
But you can buy fake love.
You may not love him, but he wants you to at least pretend to love him.
That you at least treat him as if you were in love with him.
So he could live the lie he arranged to find what he was looking for.
Since there is no one who can love him for who he is, he can at least make someone pretend to love him.
It was hard for him to say it before, but he fell in love with you.
But he can't force you to love him.
That's why he wanted the person he loved to at least pretend to love him. It would be better than living in a relationship that would never work out.
"... Satoru, I..."
"I'll pay you to be with me..."
Everyone needs money.
You too.
But you don't want to accept that kind of money from him...
Not like this...
You heard the desperation in his voice.
You could never accept such an offer...
Not so...
You don't want to make money off of him by giving him a fake relationship...
You don't want to give him a fake relationship for making him pay you a lot...
You can't do this to him...
He is someone who was close to you... But you didn't want it that way.
"...I can't...I can't like this..."
His grip on your waist lessened.
"I'm sorry..." he said. "I'm sorry I even suggested it... I could have guessed you'd say no... You're not the kind of person who would do anything for money..."
He suddenly turned you to him, and you saw his sad face.
Tears welled up in your eyes just seeing him.
But he suddenly grabbed you and picked you up, placing you on the kitchen counter next to the sink.
"At least let me be with you as much as I want. For this one moment..."
Before you could react, his lips were pressed against yours.
He expected you to push him away. That you hit him.
But you stay still.
Without moving.
You let him kiss you.
And as he pulled away, he saw tears welling up in your eyes.
"Oh no... I'm sorry... It was so sudden... Please don't cry, I don't want you to cry. It's my fault... I didn't mean to impose anything on you." He said quickly and started wiping away your peacefully flowing tears.
With his hands on your cheeks, he thought he was the worst person...
He shouldn't have done that...
"Forget I did that... that I said that..."
"...No..." You placed your hands over his, with a soft whisper. "I won't forget what you did..."
"I..." he began, but didn't say anything until his next words came out. So a long while later. "I don't know what love is... I never knew. But I'd like to tell you that I love you... Because that's probably what I feel for you..."
Her eyes widened at what he said. He tightened his fingers on his hands and your lips turned into a slight smile.
But still a crying smile.
"(y/n)..."
"I never expected to hear those words from you..."
"I know I suck... I know my character is fucking not what you to like... But don't let me live in suspense. Just honestly tell me that you don't want me around."
He was used to not having anyone close to him.
He probably also experienced it when someone told him that they did not love him.
He's already suffered a loss. So he's probably going to be heartbroken now too.
"Just tell me and I'll try to make everything back to how it used to be..." He rested his forehead against yours.
"Why can't you just shut up..." You cried.
You grabbed his neck holding him and put your mouth on his.
He opened your mouth with his, feeling the sign that you let him.
And he connected your lips more demandingly than gently.
He pulled away, keeping his tongue slightly sticking out, watching your tongues connect with a thin string of saliva.
You lowered your head, hiding your red face.
"To means..." he said.
You had your hands on his shoulders.
"...Don't ask me if I'll be with you for money no more! If I can do it for free...!"
His eyes lit up when he heard that.
And then he moved closer to you, hugging you.
A strange weight fell from his chest.
And let you cry your tears on his shoulder.
You didn't know when, but you found yourself in his bedroom.
And he was there to lie down gently on the bed.
And pin you to the mattress with my hands next to your head. Still keeping your thighs on his hips like when you were sitting on the kitchen counter.
He opened your mouth with his thumb, using his tongue to play with yours.
His other hand reached for your stomach, pulling the hem of his shirt up against your body.
"Can I?"
It was the first time he could say he had sex.
Before, he was just fucking.
Today it was different.
The way he gently held your body as his hips hit yours as he stood behind you.
Your hands on the bed so you don't fall.
Your hand sometimes grabs the hand that held your waist before he wrapped his forearm around you.
He then held you upright, letting your hand rest on his hand on your waist and the other placed on his hip as he continued to move his hips like that.
Quickly but gently.
Making you crumble beneath him as his tip digs into your cervix.
You've never seen him naked in such an exposed way.
You never touched him the way you touch him now.
You've never felt the way his big cock straightens your insides, carving his shape into you.
You're supposed to wrap it perfectly, because you'll be doing it more often.
In your house. So here.
You leaned forward, resting your forehead against the bed. You looked down and saw moisture running down your thighs. The combination of your juices with his saliva when he made you orgasm for the first time.
He was experienced. You noticed it. But he didn't get tired of the soft way you moaned and shivered under him. Letting him use your body.
He wanted you to do that for him endlessly.
You never knew your employer had such a big dick.
You couldn't even think about the fact that he had other women in bed before you.
But none of them were with him like you are.
That day you were fired from your job.
At your own request.
Because you wouldn't be able to take money from him since what you're doing is for both of you.
Just like what you're doing now.
Your Clit was swollen as he reached out to rub you.
Adding a little more to the moans.
His bangs were combed to one side as his hair was sticky with sweat.
He didn't want to end it quickly.
He wanted to enjoy your first time together as long as he could.
So he took his time.
He was firm in pounding your hips, but he wasn't doing it to please him.
He always wanted to please him, and by the way the partner he had then.
And now, he wanted to give you pleasure. So he pushed with his hips to hit those points that make you moan the loudest.
He pressed his hips against you to see how well you held him and tightened inside.
To move his cock inside you again later.
To also pull it out and then put it back inside you, watching your pussy expand as much to take it in.
But you took it so well.
Every part of your body was perfectly made to fit his body.
Any mark on your skin, any blemish, it didn't matter. Because your whole body suited him.
Something that doesn't lie. It's not fake. It's not artificial...
It is not possible to buy with money.
Especially when you fell on the bed with your ass up while his cock was still embedded in you. You fell as he momentarily let go of you to shove his length into you as he slid out.
Teasing your sensitive points and clitoris, you clenched on him as you received an orgasm that took the strength from your legs. And he didn't catch you before you lay on the bed, just sticking your ass out to him. Because you felt the constant pleasure coming from his thick length inside you.
He wanted more.
He wanted to know you were his.
Right now and you will.
Pulling his cock slowly out of your thirsty hole, he gently lifted you up, positioning your body on your back, head below the pillows.
He placed your hips on his thighs, slapping the tip against your sensitive clit several times.
Before he pushed himself into you, reaching a new low. Your calves on his biceps as he pushed at a fast pace.
You looked at him with hazy eyes. Sensitive.
But you didn't tell him to stop.
You didn't want him to stop. Not when it's so good...
He kissed you almost all the time. His thrusts became sloppy.
His hands around you as he thrusts into you like there's no end to it.
As he made low grunts into your mouth, and low moans.
Filling your mouth with it the same way it filled your pussy.
He felt warm. Inside and outside.
He didn't want to give away the wonderful feeling of warmth you gave him and you are giving him even more now.
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hiii I was wondering if u could do smth for the outsiders? Like Darry has a s/o who is the mother figure for the gang and often Johnny n pony call her ma / mom? I js thought it was sooo cute but if not it’s also okay dearrr
darry curtis x motherly!reader
!warnings!
1.fem!reader
2.swearing
3.probably ooc LMFAO
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darry would literally love you. oh my god.
you’re caring???? you help take care of the gang??? you help ponyboy with homework???
you might as well rip his heart out of his chest cause it’s already yours!
the gang loves you, probably even more than darry does!
but to darry, that’s impossible.
you’re heaven sent to him. he truly believes you’re a miracle!
when he’s stressed out, you’re right there to help him destress!
giving him a massage, giving him tea, shit maybe even all of the above if you feel like it.
“jeez dare, stop overworking yourself so much! you’re gonna die some day because of it!”
“no i won’t, been doin’ it for so long i’ve gotten used to it.”
“thats even worse!!”
when you cook for him he will GOBBLE it up.
homie can taste the love you put in and he thinks it makes the food taste 100x better.
but even you have stressful days! but, expect darry to treat you like a princess!
he will not let you leave his bed, he is getting everything you want.
water? done. a book? already in your hand. a fucking car? he’s wasting all his money for you!
he will follow you to hell if you ask him nicely.
he just loves you so much.
when he somehow get’s hurt in rumbles he’s so glad you’re there to patch him up.
but he isn’t glad that he gets an earful from you.
“you know i hate these things. why do you out of all people go darry? you’re better than this.”
he just grumbles because he doesn’t even want to answer anything with a black eye that’s slowly forming on his right eye.
the gang is so thankful that you can patch them up too. they sometimes fight over who you’re gonna help next.
“i’m goin’ after darry!”
“SODA! YOU’VE GONE SECOND FOR LIKE 3 TIMES IN A ROW. IT’S MY TURN!!”
“PISS OFF TWO-BIT.”
“actually it’s my turn.”
“shut the hell up steve.”
“AYE!”
ponyboy’s just happy he has a mother figure in his life again. his mom was definitely his favourite parent, so now that he has someone to replicate that, he’s on the moon.
he only calls you mom or ma in private, he’s too embarrassed to say it with others in the room.
BUT, he definitely lets the mom calling slip accidentally infront of the gang.
“mom, do you need help with the dishes?”
“MOM?!”
“WHAT?!?”
pony just looks down in embarrassment until you chuckle and agree to him helping you. then he’s all smiles and sunshine!
darry is so happy to see this you don’t get it.
darry asks for advice from you to get to know ponyboy better since he rambles on and on about whatever he’s most interested in at the time.
“so uh, about ponyboy…”
“oh! he really likes ‘gone with the wind’, i know you don’t have much time to read so, i can just tell you the important stuff!”
he just nods and stares at you as you talk about the characters, the main plot, and the small details ponyboy’s obsessed with.
he’s taking mental notes and thanking you heavily when you’re finished talking!
“thank you, y/n. really. i appreciate all you do for me.”
“awe! of course, babe. anything for you.”
he’s giggling and blushing at the last sentence
he’s so thankful that you’re there to talk some sense into the gang.
sometimes he sits on the sidelines and just watches.
“DALLAS WINSTON. WHAT ON GODS GREEN EARTH WERE YOU THINKING PULLING SOMETHING LIKE THAT?!”
“I’M SORRY! JESUS.”
dallas just throws his hands in the air in defeat, knowing that no matter how much he apologizes you’ll continue to scold him.
but he listens, he doesn’t do whatever he did for awhile.
darry just chuckles at the sight.
his mom used to scold dallas like that, so seeing you do the same brought back good memories for him.
being around you just reminds him of the ‘good old days’ so when he’s around you his mood immediately lifts.
like he could be yelling at ponyboy to raise his grades and you could walk in and darry would go “AND STUDY MO- oh hey babyyy!!☺️☺️”
everyone’s eternally grateful for you.
ESPECIALLY JOHNNY GOOD LORD.
he goes to you for literally everything.
something bad happened to him?? he’s at your front door! something good happened to him??? he’s right beside you telling you about it!
yeah, he calls you mom too.
he doesn’t mean to though! he just looks up to you so much, he’s always seen you has a mother figure but he never thought he’d actually call you mom!
“hey ma, does my hair look tuff!?”
“huh?”
he’s FROZEN in place. he’s so embarrassed, he’s literally overheating.
you just giggle to yourself and say his hair does infact, look extremely tuff.
he walks away smiling with a little hop when he walks.
the gang fights over your attention with darry.
they ain’t got a good life at home, but if you give them the motherly love they’ve been missing? they will kill someone for you.
darry loves and hates this.
he loves that you and the gang get along. he can’t be with someone the gang doesn’t like, but he hates that they like you so much they talk to you 24/7.
he sometimes just snatches you while you’re talking to someone in the curtis house.
like you could be talking to sodapop and he’ll come behind you and grab you by the waist and carry you into his room.
all that while soda chases him down, yelling nonsense.
“DARRY! I WAS TALKING TO HER.”
“that’s crazy…”
overall, darry would definitely look for a mother-like lover.
he needs it fr🙏
author notes;
1.EVERYONE SHUT UP THIS IS MY FIRST REQUEST I CANT
2.when i read dear i lowkey giggled and kicked my feet
3.should i make a taglist??!!???? would literally anyone like to be tagged in my outsiders fics?!!!????
4.i really hope i did this justice LMFAO
5.btw if you’ve DMed me im not ignoring you, im working up the courage to talk to you. im a very nervous person😭😭
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writer-freak · 13 days
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Dates | Hazbin x Gn reader
Characters: Lucifer, Vox, Husk and Rosie
Warnings: gn reader, mentions of reader possibly being a cannibal in Rosie's part, I think everything else is pretty fluffy, english isn't my first language
A/n: So I'm currently busy with a personal fanfic for me and my friends so I haven't spent that much time with writing stuff for Tumblr but here are a few headcanons that I wrote real quick.
Comments, likes and reblogs are always appreciated and really motivate me to write more <3
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Lucifer:
I think Lucifer would sometimes use his authority as the King of hell to give you the best dates ever
He would take you to exclusive restaurants that are like super fancy for hell and would even book out the entire restaurant so that you could spend time together just the two of you 
If you want to visit a specific location he will do everything in his power so that you two can go there
Though I do think he personally would be particularly fond of spending just time with you at home
Maybe watching a movie and cuddling, I think after Lilith left he would be quite a touch-starved 
And now that he is finally ready again for a relationship he just really enjoys being as close as possible to you
I think as gifts he would often handmake you things but if there is something specific that you talked about wanting but are not able to get at the moment he would buy it for you in an instant
Vox:
He would definitely take reader on some overly fancy dates, you would be sitting in a restaurant where you wouldn't be able to afford a meal with your entire month's salary
But Vox obviously tells you to get anything that you want as he will pay for it
In general, he would really shower you with the money that he has
Gifts from him would be something overly fancy and expensive and even if you tell him you don't need that stuff he will still give it to you
In general, I think he tends to be a bit overly obsessive so he probably will never let you leave his sight
The gifts are almost ways to ensure that you will stay by his side even if it's just because you feel bad that he spends so much money on you
Husk:
I think Husk personally prefers more chill and relaxed dates
At least when he has some free time for them, because if Alastor just wants him behind the bar all day then he has no say in what he wants to do
So often your dates are just you sitting at the bar while Husk is working
But hey at least you can spend some time together
But outside of that, I think if you wanna go out it could be like a chill bar date with good music if you can find that kind of place in hell
Or you two just spend time in each other's rooms 
Cuddling together while watching a movie and maybe you can give Husk a massage until he starts to purr loudly
I think he would give you some good liquor that you two can share together or in general something more practical that you can actually use 
He just enjoys being able to relax with you and forget about everything else
Rosie:
I think Rosie is almost playful while dating, she just has this really charming personality
She would take you out around cannibal town maybe to a nice cafe or restaurant around there
Or even better a picnic in a park with food from her own shop she really wants to make sure that you are eating well
I can kinda imagine her also enjoying spending time with you playing music, singing and dancing together
I think she would handmake you some gifts and in general, she is someone who would regularly just gift you something because she likes seeing you happy
She would just really cherish you and always shower you with compliments
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swiftieblyth · 2 months
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Cuddle Time
A/N okay, so I know I got an ask about cuddling with Coryo, unfortunately I lost the comment, but here it is!
warnings- soft!coryo, fluff, talks about the future, talks about having kids one day
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You loved being the First Lady of Panem, you loved the power you had, you loved the attention you got, you loved the jobs it brought, you love the interviews, you loved the money and glory, but most of all (besides your husband) you loved the mansion you lived in with the love of your life. Granted it also seemed to be a mansion because it’s where the president (your husband) and his staff work, but you and your husband have half of the mansion all to yourself.
You love doing the work you have to do as the First Lady, but sometimes it’s just too much. That’s why, with the games coming up you had your secretary clear your schedule so you can have a day to rest, before you had to do interviews and what not for the games and after them. You could only imagine how your poor Coryo felt.
You spent the day relaxing, you had people come over to do your nails, both a mani and pedi, you had someone come trim and dye your hair, you had a spa in your spa room, and you had someone come give you a massage.
You ended your day reading in your massive king sized bed. You don’t really know how long you’ve been reading until you hear the door open and look up to see your beautiful husband walk in, looking exhausted and dreadful.
“Darling,” Coryo asked in a hushed whisper, as he made his way over to you. “Why are you up? It’s just past one in the morning.”
“Oh,” you let out, putting your book on your bedside table. “I just started reading and lost track of time.” You smiled, puckering your lips for Coryo to kiss.
Coryo hummed and smiled into the kiss. “You should get some rest.”
“I think you need it more baby.” You said as Coryo pulled away.
“How was your day off?” He asked, taking off his work clothes and putting his sleeping clothes on.
“It was good. It was very good.” You smiled.
“That’s good.” Coryo hummed as he got in bed, and laid down next to you. Intertwining your limps with him, resting his head on your chest, listening to your heartbeat.
“Baby,” you let out, looking down at his head on your chest, one hand twisting his platinum blond hair, the other resting on his back, holding him close to you. “What’s wrong?”
“I’m just so tired, my love.” He murmured. “Work is so hard with the games coming up, and it’s taking my time away from you. I miss you. You’re my beautiful, lovely wife, who I love more than anything with my whole heart.”
“I love you too, Coryo. More than anything with my whole heart. And I miss you too, but the Games will pass, and we can spend more time together again.”
“And we can make a baby?” He asked, looking up, hope in his eyes.
“Maybe soon, my sweat boy,” you smiled, chuckling slightly at his desperation to be a dad.
“You will make such a great mom.”
“Thank you my dear.” You cooed, stroking his hair. “And you will make and you will make such a great dad. When the time comes.”
“Do you think will have a girl or a boy?” Coryo asked. “I want to have a little girl to spoil, but I also want to have a little boy to teach how to be a strong man and look out for his family.”
“Maybe one day we can have both.” You let out. “But for now, you need to sleep.”
“You won’t let go will you?”
“Of course not my love. I’ll hold you forever if you need me to.”
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1ivinqdeadqir1 · 1 year
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Hi, I hope you’re doing good, I saw your post about exams and same here, it’s hard just to wake up to go to school in the morning. 😭 Anyway, I just read the post about Lalo being your first time, and I was wondering when you could find time, if you could write the same prompt just with Nacho? Oml the brainrot is HEAVYYYY. If not, that’s completely okay! Thank you so much.
Nacho Varga being his SOs first:
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A/N: similarly to the Lalo one, I used different ‘ first time ‘ circumstances and I think it turned out pretty cute, gotta love nachito <33
Fem!Reader (implied, though you could very well just use whatever pronouns or gender identity you like)
WARNING(S): mentions of sex, kissing and death, generally just nacho behaviour tbh
First relationship:
he wouldn’t really mind at all, he’d be a little intimidated maybe at first and feel as though there’s a lot of expectations he’d have to fill
But you’d ( of course ) reassure him that he’s doing great <33
I can imagine you meeting at his fathers shop, and he greets you at the counter and he can’t stop thinking about how gorgeous you are
“ I was uh.. if you’re free later maybe we could go for a drink?”
“I’d love to, Ignacio. pick me up at 7 okay?”
His father also adores you. Papa Varga really admires how you bring out the good in his son
Nacho probably has a gym set at his house let’s be for real
Imagine training together ( if you’re into that )
Him accidentally giving you weights that are too heavy and when your muscles ache afterward he apologizes and gives you a massage
“Ignacio, where did you learn to give massages like this?”
“It’s pretty straightforward really… I guess”
He’s not much for PDA, just for his reputation but if it’s just the two of you he’d happily hold you
Once you’re aware of his job he’d be hyper vigilant over you ( you probably have to find out on your own…)
Nacho definitely has a fake ID made for you in his safe. Just in case.
First Kiss:
he initiates it, or at least goes to- and you pull away.
“ sorry, I-“
“No no nacho, it’s me I just… I haven’t…”
“ oh 😳” he’d find it really cute, maybe a little weird since I imagine you’re around 23-25, but still.
You give him a quick peck on the cheek to compensate when he’s not looking, and he can’t help but smile stupidly into his hand.
This all probably takes place with you both sitting watching the sunset from inside one of his cars or an old truck borrowed from his dad for a romantic date night. In the middle of nowhere.
“You’re going to be the death of me” he sighs it out, and you laugh it off, though he’s a little worried that part of him is being truthful.
Not for his sake, more for yours. Because how can he develop such a love for someone-
who then loves him back, for him to just die and leave you all alone?
“You’re so dramatic sometimes… tough guy”
Your first PROPER kiss is probably after the 4th date, something relaxed like a movie at his place and food.
You initiate it this time, reluctantly, but he welcomes it.
“ that was… new”
“ oh shut up and just kiss me already”
And he does, smiling like a fool because he just has such a love for you. He doesn’t say as much as he should, but nacho doesn’t have to say it all the time for you to know.
First time having sex (NSFW):
Your confidence has probably gone up a lot since your first kiss with him, and being with him in general honestly
He’s still nacho, though a lot less stressed than usual, he has you to come home to so now he has something else to fight for.
Some days when he comes home you miss him more than he’d imagined,
I can’t imagine nacho taking you on regular shopping trips, though if you needed something and asked he’d oblige.
Besides, you like earning your own money, it makes you feel… accomplished, and appreciate the work that went into getting it.
So when he comes home and you’ve gotten a new set of underwear or pajamas he’d be so flustered, and maybe a little confused
“I- uh, they look… nice”
You’d initiate it this time, and ask him whether or not he’s going to hurry up and bend you over
As a… half joke, of course
After some very much needed TLC from you and some from him, he’s relatively gentle when it comes to the actual intercourse bit
Especially because he can just guess based on the fact you hadn’t even had your first kiss that you’re more than likely a virgin to
“We can stop if it hurts okay?”
“You’re so sweet baby, it doesn’t hurt”
It does. Not as much as your friends had made it out to be, but still you can definitely feel a slight burning feeling
Aftercare is pretty important to Nacho, just because he likes seeing you so relaxed and carefree sprawled out on his bed as he cleans over your body with a damp lukewarm washcloth.
Expect lots of uncharacteristic hugging and kisses as well
He’s the big spoon, tho he’s not really bothered what he is as long as you’re close to him
“You smell so nice Ignacio”
“Mmhm”
We know he doesn’t talk a lot, but you know exactly what he means
You’d turn to face him and press kisses along his chest and the scar he’d gotten from Tuco
“You're so beautiful”
At first he doesn’t really understand what you mean by beautiful, since he’s a guy, and it seems a bit… odd to talk to a guy like that
But he inevitably chuckles and asks “ how so?”
“ you’re just… a beautiful man, inside and out.”
Damn, talk about a sting to the heart, he’ll definitely remember that in his depressed ass moments
“You’re trying to make me soft hm?”
“No! You just…”
“ I know, I’m only joking”
“You and your jokes… nachito”
You’d both then fall asleep, you first then him.
He doesn’t sleep for long, about 2 hours or so
And when he wakes up he just looks down at you and can’t even begin to wonder what he did to deserve someone so perfect
too bad this was one of the last times you’d ever see him alive 💀
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Some head canons
Teen hanma
also can see him being the type of guy who picks video games over studies
He watched tv once (horror movie)
with kisaki and it ended up with kisaki wacking him in the nuts
He has a thing for saying "fuck it" alot after risking something stupid
Hanma has a thing for clinging up your window and knocking on it at 4am
timeskip hanma
Hanma has a whole collection of watchsHe probably kisses his s/forehead while softly speaking to them about the, plans for the day every morning
homeless hanma befriended a lot of street cats and when he finds money he buys the cats food instead of buying himself food
Hi Kat, thanks for another ask (I'm absolutely lovin' this)!
C/W ::: Mmm, nothing really. More sweet Shuji.
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︽ I can definitely feel the whole play before studying. If he studies that night at all. Shuji isn't stupid. He's not necessarily book smart, either. But he figures he's made it this far. What more does the world want from him?
︽ I feel like Kisaki gets really impatient with Hanma (especially) sometimes and feels like there's no other option but to whack him on the balls. But to be fair, Kisaki feels like that about a lot of people.
︽ He DOES say fuck it. I think before doing stupid shit, too. Sometimes, that's the last little push he needs from himself to get the (crazy) job done.
︽ Hanma totally goes to your window at 4am. On nights when he just can't stop thinking about you and how nice you keep being to him. You're one of the first people that doesn't treat him like an absolute asshole (that he secretly feels like??? Is that so much of a stretch?)
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︽ He is so vain sometimes! But he would argue there's "nothing wrong with taking pride in your outer appearance." Whether it be with clothing, jewelry, watches, hair ... the man probably has a regular place he gets his brows done, gets facials, and has regular full-body massages. I just see him as someone who likes to be papmered. So what if he has to do it for himself. He's earned it (lowkey not really, though, but he has that mentality that he "deserves it").
︽ When you and Hanma spend the night together, it's usually at his place. He likes the added security of his boys being nearby if anything happens. He can send you off with them or have them stay with you there (he might not even have to wake you up if there's anything eventful happening in the middle of the night), and he won't need to worry about you getting hurt over some stupid shit he started with Toman or Black Dragon. But he totally wakes you up with sweet, soft, minty kisses all over your face in the morning because he's already been up for 2 hours, drinking his coffee and catching up on shit. He brings you a French pressed coffee (a latte, with your favorite flavor or syrup. I think he drinks it black usually, but you've gotten him to sway/experiment with his tastes a little here and there.) And he'll sit down on the bed next to where you're laying and discuss what each of you will be doing that day and how you're coming back to his place again tonight - because he said so.
︽ HANMA. IS. A. CAT. PERSON. I'll say it again. HANMA. IS. A. CAT. PERSON. His landlord/lease doesn't allow pets, so he has to do without. But! But! But! There's a dumpster out back that the complex throws their trash away in, and it's become home to about 15 strays. He saves his table scraps for the "little beggars" when he has something tasty to eat (and by save his table scraps, I mean he saves his food for them to nibble on). He only recently told you about how he helps these kitties out. You think it's the sweetest thing for such a tough guy like him to do, and you know better than to make a big deal about it because he'd get embarrassed and then he and the cats would suffer. And there's enough suffering in the world. You also slip about 6,000 ¥ into his wallet and coats once every couple of weeks or so when he's not looking so you can help feed him AND the cats. You're a big softy for general wellbeing. He's always so surprised to find the money, "Oh what? Look what I found, hana! Shit, I'm lucky. The happy look on his face is so worth it for you because you know deep in your heart of hearts that he's thinking first of the cats and then he'll get whatever he can with anything left over.
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Taglist ::: @sjsjkkalatjejejskal @arlerts-angel @viburnt @darkstarlight82 @kazutora-kurokawa
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I love your HC's, Kat! (And welcome! We're always happy to have more of us join the ranks! ONE OF US, ONE OF US! ;))
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bihanspookies · 3 months
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Since i heard you write for Tekken I have an idea: Dating Tekken 6 Jin SFW and NSFW headcannons
HELL YEAHH
First of all congrats on successfully managing to get into a relationship with Tekken 6 Jin lmao
Man’s had extreme tunnel vision trying to get to his end goal and was not pleasant.
SFW
• Let’s be real, he’s more focused on his agenda so he doesn’t spend much time with you. Does try to make it up by sending you gifts, money, telling you to take his card and treat yourself to lunch or shopping.
• The times that ARE spent with you…. He’s still working on ways to take down Kazuya. You’ll be trying to talk to him while he’s texting Nina or anyone else he works with about upcoming plans.
• It’s not always like this, he’ll ask about your day and what you did and he really does love hearing about it even though he’s not very expressive in showing it.
• Not particularly into PDA.
• When you’re out in public he’ll have you wrap your arm around his, guide you with a protective hand on your back through a crowd and just stand relatively close to keep an eye on you.
• Def orders for you if you’re going out to eat, always pays, he’s gentleman really but unfortunately will take work related calls and will cut dates early if he’s needed.
• Sometimes he does wonder and ask why you’re with him since he’s not the most present partner. He’s not trying to start a fight, he’s genuinely curious even though he more or less warned you beforehand what getting into a relationship with him would entail.
• Days off for him are rare so if you wake up and he’s still in bed TAKE ADVANTAGE because you don’t know when you’ll have another opportunity to do so.
• I think he’d like if you pampered him in the sense of you cooking him breakfast and bringing it in bed, taking a shower and washing his body, etc etc etc.
• Kisses on the side of your head with a hand holding the other side to keep you still. He’ll kiss you in private when no one’s around, grab the sides of your face to really plant it on you.
NSFW
• He’s definitely on the more quiet side when you have sex. Now don’t get me wrong it’s not like you’re fucking a dead man but all he really does are very subtle groans, grunts and some heavy breathing through his nose. It’s not that he’s not enjoying himself but he wants to focus on pleasuring you and bringing you to climax first.
• I’m gonna say it, he’s also not very expressive either when fucking. Furrows his eyebrows, grits his teeth and barely parts his lips. That’s the most you’re gonna get.
• He likes sex but he doesn’t particularly need to have it, whenever he does he’s doing it more for you if that makes sense (especially since he’s so focused on defeating his dad and raging war against the rest of the world 💀)
• He will let you know he’s in the mood by hugging you from behind and massaging your body in various places. Eventually will lower his hand to your groin and cup it, pushing himself against your ass.
• Helps get you in the mood by using his fingers on you while kissing you softly.
• Strikes me as a missionary man as simple as that is BUT he makes that one position throw out all the other ones because of how good he fucks you.
• He doesn’t fuck fast he’s not a jackrabbit lmao but he does have those rhythmic deep strokes that have stars dance in your vision.
• Clit?? Hard tight circles with his thumb. Dick?? Focuses primary on the head with the center of his palm and gently squeezing it in his fist.
• He will indulge you sometimes if you want to take charge though but he’ll only do it by letting you ride him because he can still control the pace if he wanted to (this is also the only way to get him to be more vocal and expressive lmao). Show him how much you want him, how good he’s making you feel and you have his eyes rolling into the back of his head and letting out a low groan.
• Prefers giving oral but again you’d probably have to ask for it. HOWEVER!! Oral is one of the things he will take his time on because it’s such a slow buildup to climax.
• Receiving oral isn’t really up his alley but won’t stop you if you want to please him especially because he loves how you look with his cock in your mouth (he won’t say it though).
• Isn’t really into cuddling but you slowly open him up to the idea. At first the most he’ll let you do is rest your head on his chest while he lightly puts his arm around you with his hand on your back or hip. Eventually he’ll let you snuggle into his chest but he does keep himself propped up with an elbow while his other hand just kinda traces random patterns on your body.
• Tells you I love you in moments like this when you’re basking in the afterglow of your love making. He runs the tips of his fingers down your cheek and jaw and murmurs it softly while looking into your eyes.
• Because as much of a nasty jerk and asshole as Tekken 6 Jin is lmao, he won’t bring that attitude into the bedroom or just whenever he’s having alone time with you.
• He’s gonna do his best to treat you right because throughout all this war and chaos you’ve managed to get into his heart.
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deusexmachinawitch · 10 months
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Manifestation and Mental Heath
As I started the challenge I'm currently doing, it made me think about the importance of mental health when it came to manifesting.
While I personally manifested many things and managed to keep them up, I openly admit I struggle with my main manifestation which is my SP. I am diagnosed with anxiety, depression, OCD, ADD and CPTSD so sometimes it is difficult for me to not let intrusive thoughts inside my head and even sometimes spiral. Because of that, I did overconsume but for a good reason which is mostly find methods to help me deal with my mental issues when manifesting.
One of the things I've learned came from "Letters from a Stardust Soul" which is the importance of keeping a healthy vagus nerve to help you manifest. At first, I was pretty skeptic because one thing I've seen when it came to people that teach LoAss for money or offer services with a cost, is that they use all these fancy words and such to prey on people by looking kinda smart. Still, I decided to give it a try by checking videos on how to keep a healthy vagus nerve and I must say, I am very pleased with the results. I've tried both stretching for somatic trauma release and massages for vagus nerve stimulation and they do work quite.
What is the "vagus nerve" tho? The vagus nerve is responsible for the regulation of internal organ functions, such as digestion, heart rate, and respiratory rate, as well as vasomotor activity, and certain reflex actions, such as coughing, sneezing, swallowing, and vomiting.
That nerve is also associated with anxiety or other problems when it comes to mental health. The more I discovered about this, the more many things made sense, including why my gastroparesis and POTS were worse when my anxiety was skyrocketing. As soon as I began doing vagus nerve massages and somatic exercises, I could have a better mental diet because my anxiety lowered a lot. Plus my physical health also improved. Some of the vagus nerve massages use a tool and I realized I can do those massages with either the jade roller or my gua sha stone.
Here are some of my favorites:
Vagus Nerve Massage for Better Sleep (I do this one with a jade roller)
Jade Roller for Lympathic Drainage (Also stimulates areas that are good for vagus nerve stimulation)
Gua Sha for headaches (Really soothing)
All of the shorts of this channel are really good somatic exercises
You can even do affirmations or visualization while doing these! Highly recommended.
Another thing I read about stimulating the vagus nerve, is cold. That reminded me of the Wim Hof method but I don't recommend having very cold showers or baths suddenly because chronically ill people or people with blood pressure problems can go into shock. Trust me, I went there. But, I started washing my face with cold water and also putting my sheet masks in the fridge for my skin care and trust me guys, it is a game changer for me because I feel more awake and energized. Also, applying a cold cloth at the back of my neck is really good.
So, I really recommend the "Wim Hof method breathing exercises" (forever grateful to @pearlygrace for this recommendation) with a round of skin care with cold water and a cold sheet mask. It is a good combo. And if you're like me and need a hot bath even in the summer for joint and back pain, do the Wim Hof breathing exercises while at the bath tub then proceed with the skincare.
I do short affirmations along with my breathing with the Wim Hof method. For example, when breathing in and breathing out I say these for example:
SP loves me, SP wants me I don't chase, I attract I want it, I got it I am God, I am the Law
This is a way to affirm and do the law while relaxing to the Wim Hof method. You might feel light and tingly afterwards, so if you're doing it while in the bathtub, be careful. I also do this before bed to help me with SATS or if I had a very bad day and I need to calm my anxiety before revising or writing in my wish book (scripting).
Also, there was a post in "He's already yours" that mentioned something when it comes to mental diet and living in the end. When you're anxious and always try to be in control, it's not easy to let go of your desire, especially people with ADD/ADHD tend to accidentally end up waiting and desiring instead of actually living like it is already done. Trust, I've been there and I still fall into my own trap sometimes.
But one of the posts from this insta gave me a nice tip which is making a list of 11 things that are non-negotiables in your day by day. Basically, 11 things you have to do every day for YOUR OWN satisfaction and well-being, things that you enjoy and love because above all you have to love yourself since self-concept is what is the most important in this journey.
From my personal experience, having this list also helps me with dealing with the unwanted effects of the purge/transition period and try to state in my God/Sabbath state. They can be things like skincare, watching shows, etc... You know what you like and what can calm you, so write down that list and look at it every day to remind you of what you like and that you're the most important thing in your reality so your happiness is above everything. That is the key of manifesting at least for me.
But if your anxiety is really bad, make yourself an anxiety box. I had one even before I got into law of assumption and it is a game changer in mental health. I have things like lavender scented things like massage oils and such, a head massager, emergency chocolate, instant noodles, fidget toys, etc... Anything that can help to ease a very big anxiety attack is welcomed, especially to soothe yourself during a spiral. Note what foods you like, what shows or books calm you... Stop for a moment, don't check your phone or anything, just think about what YOU really like and what makes YOU happy and calm. Once you stop, things will come easily.
In a cloudy sky, you cannot see the stars. -Satella's grandfather, every day damn day until his passing
Always allow yourself to feel and release, nothing bad is going to manifest from that especially if you affirm that what you feel at that moment won't affect your manifestation and doesn't define you. Your feelings don't define you, but don't give up. Release them now then continue being the God you are. You can have anything you want even if you cry to sleep one whole night, but don't forget that you're the most important thing in your reality so please take care of yourself and don't give up on your journey.
You are blessed and gifted after all.
Happy journey!
˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ Satella ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗
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Mephisto x Trans reader headcanons!
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I'm not really into the x reader scene but just scrolling through the aoex tag made me realize how much of it is just x cis fem reader posts, so here's my contribution to diversify it a little as a trans man myself!
He's always buying clothes for you. You mention wanting some sort of clothes, and BOOM it's suddenly in your closet/dresser the next day, sometimes with a little note from him
Constantly spending money on you. He would even pay for HRT and gender affirming surgery if you wanted it, whatever keeps you happy and content within his care he would do for you if it's got a price tag on it
Helps you with HRT injections if you're on HRT. He puts a Hello Kitty bandaid over the injection spot and massages it for you so you're not as sore
Always jumps to correct anyone who misgenders you or deadnames you. He's also very blunt about it and leaves no room for the other person to try to argue or make excuses for their bigotry
If you have dysphoria and you're having a bad day with it, he calls off work and chills with you, playing video games or watching television together while cuddled up with junk food is something he always suggests
If you want to try out a new name, he sends you cute cards and letters with your new chosen name written on it to make you happy. He uses his best penmanship and covers the letters in stickers and glitter
Always will assure you that being trans isn't an issue for him at all. He thinks it makes you more human and adores you for it
Probably gets into online arguments with transphobes if they're targeting you, and usually wins said arguments. Always willing to defend you even if it's over something someone else would consider petty
Always doting on you. Even if he's busy with work, he'll send you flowers and little gifts while he's away
Would never misgender you or see you as the "wrong" gender. He sees you for you, and always tells you that. Whether verbally or simply through his actions
He has Belial style your hair for you if you're in need of a hair cut, makes sure it's absolutely perfect like something off a magazine
Is tacky about his affection sometimes and will get you things in the colors of the trans flag. He says he likes that it matches his aesthetic and reminds him of you at the same time
Tries his hardest to always make you laugh. He knows how hard life can be for a queer person so he wants to give you some reprieve from it
Always respects your boundaries. Understands when you need personal space but lingers around just in case you need him. He acts as an anchor for you
Loves introducing you to people. He's proud to have someone as cute and interesting as you as his partner, so he shows off a lot
That's it for this post, if I think of more I'll post em. I hope I kept it in character enough :]
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icycoldninja · 3 months
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I’m begging on my hands and knees for more MGS 2 Raiden x pregnant wife reader headcannons
Ahahaha the fluff is addicting, ain't it?
MGS2!Raiden x fem!Reader pregnancy headcannons part 3
-Wants to learn to bake yummy treats to spoil you and the kid.
-Buys you guys matching shirts, one for you that says "I'm the world's cutest mom" and one for him that says "I'm the world's hottest dad", and you two flaunt them loud and proud in public.
-When he's at work he can't stop talking about how excited he is for your baby to be born. His enthusiasm is terrifying; some people are starting to wonder if he's losing his mind.
-And he kinda is--out of love! He just loves you and his unborn baby sooooo much.
-Wants to write his own storybooks so he can read them to your kid but isn't all that experienced at creative writing, so the best he can manage are short little poems.
-If you're interested, he'll take you shopping for essential oils so you can do aroma therapy.
-He'll also give you a gentle massage if you need or want it.
-Spends his (rare) downtime researching ways to make you more comfortable, how to take care of the baby once it's born, what foods to make for the baby once it grows up, when to start saving up for it's college fund, etc.
-When he goes to work he really puts his all into it--sometimes comes home exhausted because of it. Can you really blame him? He wants to make money to support his precious babies.
-In the end, Raiden's just as exhausted and excited as you are. Pamper him a little too, won't you?
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mililika · 2 years
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Thoma
I think he is the most caring and sweet person you can meet. I advise you to take him as a wife as soon as possible, otherwise such a beautiful boy will be taken away
Even if you can take care on the house, he will still take all the work on himself, whether it's a habit or a love of cleaning, I don't know. He also loves to cook for you, when he sees the pleasure of eating on your face, his heart flutters with joy. He is very pleased when his cooking is appreciated. But he appreciates even more when he returns home after a hard day, and there you are and the food prepared by your hands. Even if it is a little too salty, and the dangos are a little dry, he will be very grateful to you and will eat everything with pleasure
Despite the fact that he starts work very early, he likes to stay in bed for a long time. Especially on weekends, especially if you are also next to him. It may sound creepy, but he likes to watch you sleep. You with disheveled hair, slightly swollen cheeks and drooling on the pillow, seem to be the most beautiful, the most tender. He loves you so much. You are so beautiful in his eyes, he wants so much not to disturb your sleep, but at the same time he wants to hug you tightly
He likes bodily contact. Thoma loves to hug you from the back, putting his head in the curve of his neck, he likes to feel you shudder from his hot breath on your skin. He loves gentle kisses, but sometimes he lacks your warmth, so when you say goodbye, the kisses become so sensual, slow, warm. He likes to massage your knocked-down knuckles, and then kiss them easily (he likes that you blush because of this); loves to kiss all your scars that you hate so much; loves to watch you cook. You're humming some uncomplicated melody, occasionally dancing, and he's standing in the aisle and can't help but smile. Thoma slowly comes up from behind, puts his arms around your waist, puts his hands under your shirt and kisses your neck. But he is so easily embarrassed in public!) If you make a cabedon, instead of Thoma, you will have a tomato)) He gets embarrassed when you start flirting with him, when you hold his hand tightly, kiss in front of everyone. Once the head of the Kamisato clan – Ayato, walking through the evening streets, noticed you. Ayato was very amused by Thoma's red face and now he has another reason to make fun of him
His work is the main obstacle in your relationship. Your dates may be interrupted due to the fact that Tom needed to urgently do work for the commission, he could leave for a long time because of work, Thoma often comes home when it's almost midnight. On the one hand, you understood that this was his job, quite promising and respected, you were always proud of your boyfriend, but on the other hand … you so want him to be around more often. I want him to help you when you are lying with a fever, and not running errands around the city, I want not to wake up at one o'clock in the morning from the cold of the bed, because Tom had to leave again
He doesn't know how to take care of himself. You have come to the Kamisato estate for Thoma many times, because he was so tired that he simply did not have enough strength to walk home. He often spent his last money on you, forgetting about his own desires. Please teach him to love himself
Diluc
A real gentleman. Diluc is a very courteous man, please marry me. He will hold the door for you, carry your heavy bag, arrange beautiful romantic dates (thank you, Adelinde), and will accompany you home late at night. When you meet, he gently kisses your palm and talks about how beautiful you look today. In general, you can feel like a real princess next to him
Low emotional intelligence and this is a problem. Diluc does'nt understand your emotions, hints and facial expressions well. But he's really trying. I think it would be better if you explain to him some aspects of social life, because Diluc is not a very social person. Over time, he will perfectly understand your mood
Once a week you will definitely receive a bouquet of flowers from him with a small note. Each time, these are the most beautiful bouquets made by the most skilled florists in Monstadt. In general, he likes to give you gifts, because this is a good reason to see your smile again. At first, his gifts were so expensive that it was very embarrassing for you, but after a while he learned the art of giving. But I think the best gift for you is just an evening spent in his company
Doesn't like the PDA. For him, your relationship should remain only between you, so if you are particularly tactile, it's better to wait until you are alone. For example: when he closes the tavern, then you can not only hug) In general, Diluc is not against bodily contact, sometimes he initiates it himself (it looks pretty funny, his ears turn red)), he really likes to hug you in the morning, you seem so fragile and warm in his hands
It will take you a very long time for Dilyuk to finally be able to fully trust you. He has built huge walls around himself, he really wants to trust you, but he, Master Diluc, the Darknight Hero and former captain Knights of Favonius, is just scared … the path to his heart is long and thorny.
I think Diluc can only be jealous of certain people or those who are too persistent in their flirting. I hasten to please, he has a very sullen face, so one warning to too confident men is enough so that they no longer approach you
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iceeprncss · 1 day
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levi ackerman | boyfriend headcanons
- At first he didn't want to tell you that he liked you because he didn't know if you liked him back. Besides, since he was your captain and you were a soldier working under his command, he was afraid of what might happen.
- Levi’s love language is definitely ‘acts of service’. He would rather express his feelings through actions instead of words, helping you with your chores, taking care of you when you’re sick or sore after an intense training session... He would also help with paperwork and share some of his precious tea with you.
- He does not share his feelings often, but he would be a very good listener when you need some emotional support.
- You two would have really comfortable silences, not needing to talk every time you’re together. Just being next to each other is enough (even if each of you are doing different things).
- He's really private about your relationship when you two are in public. Even if other soldiers know about your relationship, he won't have any public displays of affection (maybe squeezing your hand softly or putting his hand on your back while guiding you somewhere, but definitely no kisses or making out in front of people). However, he's much more physical when you're somewhere private like your dorm or his office. He enjoys hugging you or cuddling in bed much more than making out, he thinks it's more intimate (he prefers pecks rather than longer kisses too). He also likes when you kiss his cheek without warning.
- He likes when you play with his hair, whether you’re just chilling on bed or when he’s working on some paperwork. He says that it relaxes him when his stressed. When you stop doing it he starts to frown at you until you continue again.
- When you go on an expedition outside the walls and go with a squadron other than his own, he always asks for information about your status and position.
- He doesn't like small talk, but before you started dating, when you were still 'getting to know each other', he used to try to talk to you more, having casual conversations more frequently.
- Normally he's not very jealous, but sometimes when he sees you talking to other teammates and soldiers a little too close, even if it's about something from a mission or about training, you can see him frown (although he usually tries to hide it).
- He loves it when you fall asleep on top of him, either lying on the bed or when you sit next to him while he does paperwork and lean on his shoulder. He likes to kiss your forehead, being careful not to wake you up.
- He doesn't smile very often, but when he's with you he tends to do it more frequently because he knows you like him.
- He remembers every little detail of the things you tell him.
- When you stay with him while he does paperwork and it gets late, he usually tells you to go to your room to sleep because you need to rest, but in reality he would like you to stay with him a little longer to keep him company.
- On those days when he's doing paperwork late at his office, he doesn't usually go out for dinner in the common dining room, so you're the one who brings his dinner up for him. Sometimes you leave the dining room early and bring yours too so you can both have dinner together in his office, but when you don't, he likes to share part of his dinner with you.
- The times when he has to train you himself or fight you, he is usually pretty hard on the training, so afterwards he usually offers to give you a massage at night to relax your muscles. He takes it very seriously and uses oils or creams that Hange gives him.
- He likes to buy you little gifts from time to time when he goes to the city. He remembers very well the things you tell him that you like or that have caught your eye as you pass a store, so when he has some money (scouts don't charge much) he goes into city to get his tea and gets you some treats.
- When he has to go with Erwin to the city for a few days for a meeting, he likes to bring you flowers when he comes back (although sometimes they take a long time to arrive and the flowers are already wilted or dead, but it's the thought that counts).
- Although he will never admit it, he likes that you are shorter than him, as most of his fellow soldiers are much taller than him, despite being quite a bit younger.
- When he sleeps with you he usually has much less nightmares than usual, that's why he prefers you to sleep with him (he usually has insomnia, but when he is with you he also sleeps much better and more time).
- When you are telling him something he prefers to stay quiet and listen to what you say. If you ask him for his opinion on the subject he will give it to you, but he is more of a listener than a talker (he really likes to listen to you speak, especially if you are talking about something you like, and he will pay a lot of attention to you).
- He’s said ‘I love you’ only a few times, but he really meant them.
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- He's usually quite dominant, but on days when he is very tired after doing a lot of paperwork or after a hard training session, if you both still feel like doing it, he will let you take control of the situation (although he will still be bossy).
- He doesn't like you to leave marks or hickeys on him, he prefers your private moments to stay between the two of you, not for all the soldiers to know what you do when you're alone.
- Aftercare is very important to him. If you do it at night (which happens most of the time since it is one of the few times you can be alone without anyone bothering you), he will not let you go to your room after doing it. He likes you to take a bath together and then lie in bed until you both fall asleep.
- He gets really turned on when you whisper into his ear.
- He's not very noisy, he rarely moans. At most, he lets out a grunt every now and then, or louder sighs when he's about to cum.
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deanwinchesterpregnant · 11 months
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top 3 "relaxation" activities for sam and dean
Happy wincest Wednesday!! Good question 👀 ok I’m going to answer this seriously first and then I’ll do sex acts since I assume that’s what you meant with the quotes lol
1. The obvious answer is sex. Definitely sex. I honestly HC their sex life as pretty tumultuous lol, lots of doom sex or thank god we’re alive sex or angry and/or makeup sex. They’re in some sort of open/ambiguous “I don’t deserve him/he deserves better than me” relationship at least in the earlier seasons to me, and their sex life is messy. But if can be tender too…especially when one is keyed up and needs to relax. Starts with a massage, then oral, real slow opening the other one up and some tender fuckin
2. Poker! It’s a nice normal activity that can help them calm down. They grew up hustling poker so when they play with each other they intentionally don’t do it for money. I HC that they save beer caps and liquor bottle caps to use as chips, or they bet favors or sex acts. “If you lose you have to dig the next grave, etc.” I think just drinking and being able to be (quasi-) normal brothers with each other is really relaxing for them
3. Watching movies with very shitty/corny gore and explosions. So lots of 80s slashers and action and heist movies. It’s weirdly cathartic to see it like that
Now the sex acts!
1. Sometimes simple is better: oral. They both have that goddamn oral fixation and that’s even better with brotherpussy or brothercock in their mourns. Really relaxing for both of them, to give or receive. You know how sometimes you feel super powerful giving oral because you’re making the other person feel that good with just your mouth? Yeah they both LOVE that, so even if they’re not receiving/orgasming it’s still relaxing for them
2. Shower sex. Listen, in real life shower sex kind of sucks, but this is fiction. Growing up (and still tbh) they didn’t have hot water a lot of the time – shit motels, squatting, missed bills at rentals, absent landlords – so when they do stay somewhere that has at least a decent shower, they loooove to fuck in there. Wash each other and give handjobs at the very least
3. Some d/s. I think Dean is more vanilla than Sam, but also more submissive (I’m sorry sub!Sam enjoyers), and for him they do d/s lite kinda stuff. It’s really nice for him to give up control, and also really nice for Sam to feel like he actually has control over a situation for once in his life. They normally stick to stuff like handcuffs and bondage (and honor bondage) for Dean’s comfort( but sometimes slightly more intense stuff like Sam telling him what to do for a set number of hours (what to eat, wear, etc.) But sometimes this flips! Like after Mystery Spot, Sam definitely needed to be human furniture for a little while lmao. But I still view Dean domming him in this way as stemming from a service sub position. He does it because he still sees it as a way to serve Sam.
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