#anyways I don’t do disrespect so I blocked him but fuck

[kayyqua]

Can’t believe I met someone who was my type even tho he was an utter asshole (love difficulty) and he hit everything a husband would hit for me and the sexual URGE he would awaken in me and he was always so warm it was insane

#we had like sun-moon sun-asc venus-Mars venus-sun #Venus-sun #moon-Pluto #shit like that #his sim in my 12h #man would act In love w me go home then suddenly he’s project heavy #and hates me and thinks I’m so mean and a bitch #like #calm down son #anyways I don’t do disrespect so I blocked him but fuck #I know sex would’ve been great it would’ve been so good #he always ran extra hot and got turned on if I even looked at him too lol #he was very gentlemanly on dates #which is why his t online texting person being so mean n negative was so weird #I

[bleedinqdove]

May i req a Rocky Rickaby x fem or gn reader whose relationship is like Jessica and Roger Rabbit? Or Morticia and Gomez Addams? Everybody’s stunned as to how Rocky, the fucking CRAZY MAN OF THE CENTURY, managed to bag the only cat whose looks are beyond his level. And their personalities are like the textbook definition of opposites attract. Reader doesn’t care though, they’ll still be devoted and loving to Rocky ‘till the day they die.

(Bonus points if the reader is an artist like him, and is also touch starved as him)

You can do this req later or delete it if u wanna, no pressure! I really love your writing ❤️❤️

Rocky x fem reader with a relationship like Jessica and Roger Rabbit

A/n: Sorry this took so long! Was busier than expected ;-;, but anyways this was a really fun request to do as well! You guys send such great requests.

SFW but a bit suggestive towards the end.

-Anon you are absolutely on to something here let me say.

-Compared to Rocky’s more chaotic personality, you are more elegant and poised, but that doesn’t mean you’re any less passionate. You both share that fiery desire for one another even if you two couldn’t be any more different at first glance.

-You’re mainly known around the block for your fashion and self expression, not being afraid to experiment and be bold with your styles. So no doubt that’s how you first caught Rocky’s eyes.

- And Rocky quickly caught yours with the beautiful way he played the violin and his bizarre yet impenitent personality.

-What can I say, tormented artists that were made for eachother.

-You have Rocky wrapped around your finger, and he’s hopelessesly devoted to you. Any time he’s near you he just can’t help but smile and admire you…sometimes you can even catch his tail wagging-

-Your touch has him over the moon, and even the simplest scratch of the chin causes him to get all giddy with delight.

-He’s your number one supporter and defender. He takes great delight in seeing all the different outfits you make and the clothes you design, and if anyone has a problem with what you’re wearing he’ll make sure to deal with them accordingly.

-He’s very protective of you and has no issue of dealing with tomcats who are a bit too flirty with you. Just walks right up with that sharp-toothed smile of his and barely veiled threats of violence.

Right as the intermission starts Rocky hops off the stage and makes a beeline for you. A soft smile crosses your face as you greet him, beckoning him to sit next to you. However a passing tomcat gives you a suggestive comment and wink before walking away.

Rocky’s immediate reaction is to get up and follow that bastard, but he is stopped by you hooking a finger around his suspenders and pulling him back. You didn’t want him to waste his time talking to some greaseball when he should be talking to you. Plus he couldn’t be getting into fights this early into the night.

“Sit down Rocky.” You say looking him in the eyes.

“Yes Ma’am!”

-Make no mistake you’re just as protective as well. No one gets away with disrespecting your man.

-If someone is talking particularly loud during one of his performances, you shoot them a dirty look that shuts them up real quick.

-And if anyone dares to flirt or insult him in your presence, they’re in for a treat. While not as publicly confrontational as Rocky, you’re just as disturbing, if not more, with your confrontations.

-You wait until they are decently away from the crowd, or alone until you walk up to them with a sickly sweet smile painted on your face. The way your face and tone seem so calm, yet your words are vile and not to mention your eyes piercing right through them.

-Needless to say you consider your job done once they’re scared shitless.

-Rocky sometimes spots you doing this and it makes his heart swell with gratitude and pride. You truly care about him!

-Yeah you two are insane for eachother.

-While you dont mind PDA, Rocky appears to be the more clingy one in public. Which you don’t mind either you enjoy his touch. You even give him the occasional kiss here and there.

-But in private it’s a whole different story.

-It’s hard to tell if you’re stuck in Rocky’s grip or he’s stuck in yours. You find it hard to keep your hands off him!

-Rocky no doubt enjoys all this attention you give him, most days when you two come home after a long night he finds himself covered in lipstick stains from your kisses. His least favorite part of the day is washing it all off, he’d like to wear them proudly.

-You hate when he’s away all night doing bootlegging runs. It’s on lonely nights like those that your touchstarvedness truly shows.

-But Rocky is quick to make up for all that lost time.

You watch as Rocky passes the last of the stolen booze to Freckle, who walks out of the garage leaving you and Rocky alone. At first Rocky did not notice you were there as he closed the trunk. In fact he almost bumped straight into you as he turned to follow Freckle.

“Oh! Well what brought you down here dear?” He asks, his eyes widening in surprise and excitement. Rocky was more confused if anything, you usually never go into the garage. However you knew why you were in here, you didn’t know if you could last another hour without Rocky! You let out a dramatic sigh as you lean against him and he immediately wraps his arms around you.

“I just missed you, that's all honey…though I do have a certain request I’d like to make if you don’t mind…?” You asked as his ears perked up in interest, he seemed even more inclined after you started to play with his tie.

“I know after these little runs you like to stay at the speakeasy a bit longer…but I’m oh so tired and just want to wind down…would you like to come home with me Mr Rickaby?”

Your smirk grew wider as you tugged on his tie bringing his face closer to yours. “You think you can help me relax…?”

Rocky’s tail shot straight up as he looked at you, a wide grin on his face as he nodded his head. It didn’t take a lot of convincing with him.

“Yes Ma’am!”

#lackadaisy x reader #lackadaisy #rocky rickaby x reader #x reader #rocky rickaby #ask box #writing #Rocky definitely says yes ma’am/sir you can convince me otherwise

[tea0w0stache]

would it physically fucking ail you to treat women well in your au? You’ve literally swapped all the female leaders with some background male characters. Literally ALL of the girls characters except maybe poppy (and that’s a stretch) have stories revolve around a man. Anytime you mention viva it’s always as an extension of clay. You took her leader role away and gave her nothing. I get you like brozone and shit, but you didn’t have to make every single female leader in trolls not a leader. Barb was an independent character that made her own decisions based own her own thoughts and beliefs, and you delegated her to a supporting role for riff. The same goes for delta! It’s not like there wasn’t other female characters to swap them with. Clampers, Carol, Val, and Holly are right there! Does the idea of a woman having her own complex internal life scare you? Is that why you’ve reduced all of them to sidekick status? I don’t know but I’m blocking you after this. What the hell

hey first off, what the actual fuck is your problem.

brotherhood started as a goddamn PERSONALITY SWAP AU. we didn't swap characters with anyone from the shows.

secondly; you DO realize that we aren't portraying them as side kicks right? or is your media literacy that fucking low?

barb isn't a support to riff. of you actually paid attention and asked actual questions you can see that she's not happy about anything riff is doing. she's not a support. she is the prime example as to why what riff is doing? ISNT A FUCKING GOOD THING. HE ISNT LISTENING TO ANYONE AND IT TAKES BARB GETTING HURT AND HER SCREAMING AT HIM FOR HIM TO REALIZE WHAT HE WAS DOING IS WRONG.

delta swapping with pete was the idea of a friend; and even then, she's not a fucking support. we talk about delta more than pete and she actively helps the trio out.

viva is STILL A FUCKING LEADER. NOWHERE DID WE SAY HER ROLE WAS REMOVED; HER AND CLAY LEAD TOGETHER.

i am so sick and tired of you people on your high horses trying to attack me because you can't get the balls to sit down and either ask questions OR be patient for the google doc that i have spent 5 FUCKING MONTHS WORKING ON.

quit making baseless assumptions because you don't know how to read.

i don't care if you block me. if you have the gall to be disrespectful and downright RUDE on anon like a damn coward then i don't want you around anyway. good riddance.

ket can keep posting the art they have on tumblr but im done. you want brotherhood stuff? go to them. im sick and tired of assholes like you. stfu and get a life

#tea rambles #brotherhood au #hate anon

[cherishyne]

MADE BY : Mike ,, he/him ONLY

Seeing anti’s call the radqueer community a cult or an unorganized cult is so fucking disturbing. You all undermine other survivors telling y’all the radqueer community isn’t a cult and it’s actually making it hard for others to know and distinguish what an actual cult behaves like. Using the B.I.T.E model but it barely details how the community is like. Most of y’all are talking out of y’all ass, easily gullible, or misinformed.

You say we stole Transid terms like transspecies and etc but Transid literally means TRANS IDENTITY … what’s not fucking clicking. Trans is a prefix from latin origin which doesn’t necessarily mean it’s connected someone’s gender or mocking transgender people. Most of us are transgender anyways …

“The original coin supports xenosatanism and caters to pro-c people” quess what … WE DONT CARE, time passes and terms change stop being a fucking hypocrite. Most of us don’t even use the original Radqueer flag so, stop generating that we all support all stances in the original term.

Fults … honestly just block if you don’t wanna see it. Most fults are runned on a blog and have no other association outside of that blog so, y’all stretching it with that real cult shit. They always directly state their a fult !!

Lemme add… FAKECLAIMING, y’all real good on doing that shit to people especially when they oppose your views. Y’all also express hateful pity on said people like that ain’t fucking disrespectful. And don’t say “no one ever did that” … why would I say something and not see and experience it myself‼️

Y’all love to assume also like whyy??? Not everyone fucking one of us doesn’t experience discrimination. Y’all never talk about the poc people or disabled people in the community but stick to a stereotype. Please educate yourself before being an asshole, AT LEAST.

Underlined is all the things that don’t describe the community [ FUCK OFF IF U DISAGREE ] including the only pos thoughts because … we not forcing that but we want u to be happy in the community DAMN

#〈♡⃞ ⨟ you’ll neva leave mee fwu fwu 〉 #radqueer #pro radqueer #radqueer community #rq 🍓🌈 #rqc🌈🍓 #rq 🌈🍓 #rq safe #radqueer please interact #radqueer safe #pro rq 🌈🍓 #rq community #ant-i radqueer

[xotaemintol]

SHINee KINKS (ot5) edited

*Quick disclaimer! I know there will be some who are upset or uncomfortable with me or anyone writing smut for Jonghyun or including him in anything smut related or maybe anything fan-fiction relation and I understand and hear you, but not only have I done a poll asking what people would think with the majority saying that they’d want it, but I also think that as long as I or anyone else isn’t disrespecting him or anyone else, and is aware that it is all fiction and is making sure to be mindful of everyone, that it can be done right. If you are uncomfortable or upset by it, then feel free to block me, not in a “I don’t care way”, you can also send feedback. But I’m saying this to let everyone know that I do plan to continue writing about him, he’s one of my ults and I think that continuing to write about him as anyone does another idol is also remembering. I will be deleting anything hateful or triggering in anyway shape or form. Let’s all be mindful of each other and be kind, thank you for reading! I hope you enjoy.*

Pronouns used: NONE (good girl/fem reader implied a few times)

TWS: Breeding, hair pulling, impact play/spanking, dirty talk, choking/breath play, sensory deprivation/blindfolding, BDSM, bondage, praise, degradation, feather play, ice play, biting, cock warming, authority play, sub/dom dynamics, exhibitionism, pet play, and dumbification.

MINHO

•Hair pulling

It's pretty straightforward, he likes pulling your hair (doesn't mind having his pulled if he's eating you out), and seeing the way you react turns him on so much

-Doesn't do it often but when he does he's more of a "grab and hold tight" type than a "yank and pull type" (that's more of Jonghyun and Kibum hehe)

-Will pull your hair if he's fucking you from behind, or if you're sucking his dick, he'll grab a handful of your hair and make you go slower or he'll fuck your face and guide your head with your hair

•Warming

-He likes when you sit on his lap anyways, he loves how you’ll wrap around him and nuzzle your body against his, despite him being muscular he’s very soft and loves it when you treat him as such. So even if you aren’t warming he loves it anyways, but it just adds another layer when he’s inside of you and you’re just sitting there on top of him.

-Sometimes he’ll sit and read a book (when he’s not out and being the active man he is) and you’ll be sitting on top of him with nothing but a loose dress on and him inside of you, occasionally “readjusting” himself and pulling you down just a little more. Sometimes he gets a little carried away and instead of it just being peaceful he’ll start moving his hips and hint for you to move too (which you always do) it’ll quickly go from you clinging to him while he does some relaxing mundane task, to him slowly fucking you while you both hold each other and softly moan into each other's ear.

•Impact Play (specifically spanking)

-Sometimes he'll role-play with you and will have you lay across his lap while he spanks you, he's more of a hand guy than a belt guy because he likes to feel your soft skin against his hands

-He'll spank you if he's (once again) fucking you from behind, walking past him, bending over, in public, changing, in the shower, it doesn't matter. Minho will smack your ass no matter where you are or what you're doing

•Authority Play

-He likes to take charge and you love seeing him do it, he'll get his military uniform from the closet (because of course he kept it) and will be like "Get on your knees" and will have you hump his leg

-He sometimes handcuffs you and will pretend to be an officer, he'll be all rough with you and grope you, grind against you and give you a "pat down" That's just him groping your entire body and bending you over then fucking you.

JINKI

•Daddy Kink

-He loves it when you sit on his lap and call him daddy, he encourages you to do it in public especially (surprisingly), and will have you ride him and call him daddy

-Even if you aren't having sex, he still wants you to call him daddy, especially since he loves taking care of you, he loves how you say it too when you get whiny and call him from another room or complain and get all bratty he gets so excited

•Ice or feathers

-He likes them because they usually call for slow and careful movements, at first he thought that it would make you a little uncomfortable but after seeing your reaction he decided to add feathers into the mix. It could be included in kissing, him eating you out, teasing, and just about anything possible.

-He’ll slowly drag an ice cube down your body, sitting it on your stomach for just a second until the heat radiating off your skin melts it just enough for him to lick up the drips of water, or hold it in his mouth while he’s between your legs and since he doesn’t want it to be too cold he makes sure to keep his hands warm and switch between his tongue and his fingers. With the feathers he’ll brush them against your thighs, slowly going up to your hips, stomach, nipples, then sides of your neck, every breath, gasp, and shiver makes him feel more and more pleased.

•Choking/breath play

-He's super careful when it comes to choking you and made sure to do plenty of research on it before trying it on you because even though it's exciting it can be dangerous

-He'll wrap his arm around your throat while fucking you from behind, choke you while you're underneath him, cover your mouth and nose while he's fingering you, and even force you to hold your breath while you're cumming

•Breeding

-He looooovveesssss breeding, although he's said plenty of times that he's not ready for kids (and you have said the same) he can't get enough of cumming inside of you and the thought of you being marked as his

-He puts you in mating presses so often that you're surprised when he doesn't, he'll have you walk around with a vibrator inside of you to keep his cum in all day and when you get home he'll take it out and clean you up while calling you a good girl for holding it in all-day

KIBUM

•Degradation

-Loves calling you things like "dirty whore", "My pretty slut", "Fuck toy", "pretty bitch", "dumb whore" and more, and loves it when you call him things like "stupid boy", "dumb slut", "Man whore", and especially "Sexy bitch"

-If he's in charge for the night he'll fuck you while he's degrading you, he talks dirty to you and talk about how he's going to fuck you dumb and how good you feel, how you're such a pretty whore while he's deep inside of you

•Pillow talk or you talking about your day

-He doesn’t mean to but hearing you talk about your day and rant or ramble turns him on so much, he loves to watch the way you explain things, the way you talk and your mannerisms make him want to sweep you off your feet, kiss you, and explore every inch of your body. He especially loves it because he thinks your voice is so beautiful, he always asks you about your day but not because he wants to be all horny and stuff, just because he wants to know but every time he’s so hard that it’s impossible to hide.

-He’ll ask you if he can eat you out or finger you while you talk about your day, he won’t go super fast because he still wants you to talk but he will put his all into pleasing you, he loves it when your voice gets all shaky and you can’t help but let out small moans in between words. You can always tell when he’s getting turned on from listening to you talk because his face gets all red and he won’t stop smiling and will avoid your gaze, he’ll get so cute and shy when he listens to you talk. Sometimes he even asks you to ride him while you talk about your day or ramble about random things.

•Dumbification

-He loves fucking you till you can't speak, the sound of you babbling nonsense and shouting out random strings of pleas, curses, and jumbled messes of praise, it turns him on so much to see you so thoughtless

-He loves to see your face when he's fucking you because he can see that switch in your brain turn off and watch you go dumb off the pleasure, he is so obsessed with you looking so lewd and smiling, crying, begging, moaning, and rolling your eyes back as you cum, you look so pretty when you can't think to him

•Latex

-No matter who's in it, he loves the feeling and the sight of it, it's a healthy mixture of you both wearing it and he especially loves it when you wear it, latex books, thigh highs, gloves, pants, whatever. It turns him into an animal

-You have a pair of latex pants that hug your legs and waist perfectly, when he's subbing he'll grind against you and let you overstimulate him. But when he's domming he'll wear a pair of latex gloves and spank you with them on, or wear a pair of latex boots and make you grind against them until you get overstimulated

TAEMIN

•Pet Play

-He bought you an adorable collar, cute cat ears, a tail, and your very own cat bowl, he loves seeing you crawl to him and drink water out of the bowl, and he loves when you climb up on his lap and nuzzle into him while poking your butt out like you're in heat

-He'll fuck you on the kitchen floor while you're on your hands and knees, or he'll put a leash on you and pull it while he's fucking you and yank your collar, he'll lean in really close while he's fucking you and whisper in your ear calling you a 'naughty kitty' and a 'bad girl (I wish I could go on omg)

•Blind folding/ sight deprivation

-He likes it when you blindfold him, but he likes to blindfold you just as much. He thinks that it’s romantic that you are trusting him with your body and that he’s trusting you with his, he also likes the idea of just feeling. Following each other's touch and being so excited for the next touch, when he first told you about him wanting to be the one wearing the blindfold he was a little shy to admit that he wanted to try it too, but you were more than happy to try it.

-The blindfolds are only used for foreplay, you both like it more since foreplay is all about building excitement and anticipation. You’ll be kissing him and will suddenly pull away for a few seconds, he gets all pouty and will whine and ask you to come back but instead, you kiss him on his shoulder or his chest, he loves it when you pick random spots to kiss or run your fingers along. When you are the one being teased he likes to worship your body, he’ll kiss you from head to toe, his fingers dancing across your skin, and his hair tickling the inside of your thighs ever so slightly. He’ll pull away a few times, but you can never guess when he’ll do it or for how long he’ll do it, he thinks it’s more exciting like that.

•Exhibition

-Those giant windows in his living room come in handy when he's feeling extra risky, since he knows that’s the closet he can get to doing anything anywhere really public he always limits it to in front of those giant windows, in his car in an empty parking lot (with probably his own music playing...Move most likely lol), one of the dance practice rooms, the recording studio, an empty dressing room, and one of the bathrooms in the sm building

-Presses you against the glass while telling you to look out the window at all of the people he'll be fucking you and will be like "Does it feel good? Do you like being watched?" Loves it when you play into it and mention how it makes you excited to think about someone catching him fucking you. He especially likes it when you can't keep your voice down and will whimper and bite him to stay quiet.

•Kissing

-He has a rule about kissing him in front of other people because he knows how you both get and even though he's into public play, he'd rather not fuck you in front of his manager (in front of SHINee is a different story though but I'll save that for another day) the minute he kisses you he's itching for more

-Kisses you while fucking you, he likes to see your face when he's fucking you because he wants to be able to kiss you. Pillowy lips + A1 stroke game + Pretty moans = Lee Taemin. He'd even make out with you while grinding against you, he'll even pull you off your knees when you're giving him head and kiss you right after

JONGHYUN

•Hair pulling

-Isn't the "Pull and hold type" he's the "pull and keep pulling" type, he'll pull your hair while you kissing and yank your head back by your hair, and sometimes he'll be playing in your hair, and will randomly pull it because he just loves the way you react

-He won't pull your hair if you're on your knees but he will while he's fucking you, your scalp will get sore from the pulling but he feels so good inside of you that you don't even care

•Biting

-Sometimes you'll playfully bite him while you're out and nibble on his shoulder or his bicep and he'll give you that bedroom look to warn you, or he'll bite you and it'll start as a joke but then he'll bite even harder and will go from biting you on your shoulder or arm and then will move up to your neck and game over when he gets there, no turning back when he finally gets excited

-He fucks you in whatever position gets his mouth the closet to your shoulders, neck, and lips, he loves the feeling of your skin in his mouth, the way you sound, it makes him so excited (he's a vampire like frl) and he loves the way your teeth feel against his skin, he doesn't like it when you try to hold back and will bite him softly, he wants you to bite him to the point that he leaves a mark. He'll have you sit on his lap while he fingers you and he'll let you bite him, in short, he loves biting

•Eye Contact

-The softer sweeter side of him loves eye contact the last and lingers. He loves how pretty your eyes are, and he always makes sure to look you in the eyes before kissing you, he’ll sit in front of you and just stare for a second then lean in a kiss you, eye contact with you gives him butterflies and because he has the prettiest eyes to ever exist you love it just as much.

-During sex, he’ll go slow, caress your face, smile a little, and look you in the eyes while telling you that you look so pretty, he’d be glistening in sweat, his hair sticking to his forehead, his lips slightly red with your kisses scattered over his skin (soon to be covered by the makeup artists lol) and breathing heavily as he tries his best to hold himself together and keep the romantic atmosphere.

•Praise

-He's always complimenting you, no matter what, but you know when that switch goes off in his head and it goes from compliments to praise from the way his tone will change. He'll go from "You look so nice today." To "You're so pretty baby, who's my pretty girl? Huh?" And "Wow, this is so good baby." To "Such a good girl, you like being a good girl for me baby?"

-He'll be fucking you and will hold you against his chest from behind while whispering in your ear that you take him so well, he'll tell you that you're doing such a good job and will encourage you to be louder, he'll call you pretty, kiss your entire body, tell you that you look so beautiful when you cum for him and will praise when he's done and shower you in love and kisses.

#shinee imagines #shinee scenarios #shinee smut #kpop smut #shinee hard hours #lee taemin smut #jonghyun smut #kim jonghyun smut #kim kibum smut #kim kibum fanfic #key x reader #kibum smut #superm smut #choi minho smut #jinki smut #smut #taemin smut #shinee key smut #onew smut #key smut #kpop x reader #shinee x reader #taemin x reader #minho x you #minho x reader #Kibum x reader #jinki imagines #jinki x reader #Jonghyun imagines #Jonghyun x reader

[vortex-detected]

Under the Stars

𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜: lee minho x gn!reader 𝙜𝙚𝙣𝙧𝙚: angst. like. so much. but they make up at the end (kinda) so its okay. 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙩: 900+ 𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨: cursing. angst. im kinda projecting here but oh well. minhos kind of a idiot. jisung makes an appearance (very brief, but needa a warning in itself) 𝙨𝙪𝙢𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙮: you try to reconnect with minho after an argument you guys had. but what happens when he just ghosts you out of nowhere?

A/N: its been.. forever since ive wrote. hello? im sorry it took me so long. ive been in a horrific writers block, but in honor of skz's new comeback and collision having me on a chokehold, you get this. this song is heavily inspired by collision, as its my favorite from the album. this was rushed and is probably really bad, but i kinda liked how it turned out. its also not edited so sorry for any mistakes. anyway stream 5 star and have a good day/night loves!! <3

“Minho..?” You wait for a split second, expecting a response. But you quickly realize it’s a voicemail again. “It’s… It’s [Y/N]. I know we left off on the wrong foot. The… very wrong foot. I just… needed space. And a lot of it. What you had said back there was hurtful, but I’m willing to forgive you, Minho. You just have to pick up. That’s all you have to do,” your breath hitches, you let out a sigh, trying not to cry. “I… really miss you, Minho. I miss everything about you..” a sob can be heard over the phone. “J-Just call me back… o-or text me back. Goodbye, Minho.” With that, you hung up the phone. Waiting for him to listen to the voice message.

And the voice message he heard. He heard all of the ones you left. It was eating him alive. The boys did their best to reconnect you two, but Minho refused. Many. Many times. “Jisung, you know I just… I don’t deserve them after what I said-” “Dude, you realize they’re willing to forgive you… right?” Jisung adds, “Just… call them back. Once. Explain what went through your head.” At that, Minho rolls his eyes. “So what, ‘Hey, [Y/N]. I’m sorry for calling you a clingy asshole and someone who disrespected my boundaries for their own pleasure because-’ you get the point, Jisung.”  “But you didn’t mean it… did you?” Jisung asks. “No of course not!” he explains. “Problem solved! See? I’m so good at relationship advice.”

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That was two months ago. Two. Long. Months. It affected Minho a lot. He almost called you one day, but decided against it. His insecurities finally eat him up. He had to do something before it got worse. He was a fucking idiot and he knew it. You kept leaving voice messages for him, and then, it hit him.

You really did want to talk to him.

It took him two months of voice messages piling up, waiting for the day you called him baby again. Like you always did. He missed your voice. And not over the phone. He breathes in deeply as he dials your number. Waiting for you to pick up. 

Except… you never did. Now it’s time for Minho to leave the voice messages. “[Y/N]... I’m such a fucking idiot-” He laughs at himself. “I… was too scared to call. Thinking you didn’t want to talk to me ever again. I thought all of these voice messages were stupid fucking pranks. That you were… fucking with me. I was stupid to call you what I did. I know you were just worrying about me and I’m.. really fucking sorry. I’m sorry it took me so long, but please… I want to try again. I’ve been going insane without you.” he sniffles slightly, not really wanting to have a heart to heart over the phone. “Can… Can you meet me at our star gazing spot..? We can talk it out under the stars.”

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Minho waits under your tree. Our tree, you called it. He doesn’t want to taint it as much as hes already tainting it. He’s been there for a good while now. Maybe you didn’t get his message. Had you blocked him? Maybe you chose to ignore it. His thoughts are cut off by a soft “M-Minho…?” He whips around to the sound to see you behind the tree. You smile widely at him, but it's a sad smile. He smiles back the same smile. “Hi…”

You don’t give him enough to talk as you wrap your arms around him, sobbing into his shoulder. “D-Don’t you… ever. fucking ghost me again-” He rubs your back as you cry onto his shoulder. “I-... I won’t. I’m sorry, love.” He realized what he said, ready to apologize, when he hears you giggle. “I missed that… I missed you, Minho.” you say, calming down as he rubs your back. “I missed you too…”

You let go of him, sitting in front of him. “I’m glad you finally decided to come out. I’ve… I’ve been here ever since the break. I come here everyday.” you confess. Minho stares at you wide eyed, blinking a couple of times. “Really? So I could’ve just gone here and you would’ve been here?” You nod your head. “God, I’m such an idiot.” he shakes his head in disbelief. “It’s okay, baby. We all have those moments-” His head perks up at that. “God how long I’ve waited for you to call me that… but I don’t deserve it. Not yet.” he stands up. “M-Min… Don’t leave-”

He never planned on leaving. “[Y/N]. I’m so sorry-... I should’ve never said anything I said that night. I didn’t mean a word of it. I was just so fucking stressed and I took it out on the first thing that tipped me over the edge. And… I guess it was you. I don’t really remember what you did, but I’m just…” he holds your hands in his, as he stares at you in the eyes. “I’m so. Fucking sorry. I don’t want to… I don’t want to be the one to destroy our relationship. I-... I can’t. I’d feel like shit if I truly did. Let me make it up to you… Let me start fresh, okay?” He stares at you, hoping you would take his apology. 

“I would love that, Minho.”

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[hamyilton]

Thinking about that Verstappen post I reblogged earlier, it’s interesting to me that on a site that’s very liberal and left-leaning, where racist or other bigoted beliefs are typically shut down right away, that so many people here are fans of MV. I’ve done some thinking on it and I believe his fans fall into these types of groups:

1.Max fans who were fans well before 2020 and formed strong emotional attachments (as he had never said anything outright offensive before this time, and ignoring the incident with Ocon). I believe that having to admit you liked Max before he did and said these shitty things and thus having to craft a whole new blog is simply too much of a task for people, and these are likely people that are big proponents of the fandom characterizations of Max that ignore his real personality and actions. So, these people are aware of his shitty actions but ignore it for the purposes of fandom.

2. People who were fans of his before 2020 and know about his actions but just don’t care, I guess to them racism and ableism are excusable if you really like someone/think they’re hot.

3. Fans that do not know the shitty things that Max has done and are truly ignorant. These are most likely people who started watching F1 after 2022 as I feel like it would be hard to watch the 2021 season without being aware of the controversies lol. They think people only dislike Max because of his domination and are also riding on the back of the popularity of lestappen which was (at least how it seems on Tiktok) a lot of peoples introduction to F1 fandom.

This has been sitting with me for a while, trying to reconcile how people could support someone who’s said racist things (including that he did not believe in BLM when Lewis approached him about support, disrespected Lewis’ father, refused to name him in interviews, drove recklessly like Monza 2021, and the use of slurs etc.) with the larger liberal and social justice oriented Tumblr community. Like, I do genuinely feel bad for people that liked Max in the time before he actively said and did more shitty things, but like, if you can really support someone who behaves so awfully and can be a real danger on track, I don’t believe you can call yourself a true advocate for equality and fairness. And I haven’t even mentioned Abu Dhabi 2021 yet but the fact that it’s remembered now as “drama” instead of one of the most egregious examples of a championship being manipulated against the sport’s only Black driver…like it makes me fucking sick to my stomach. So many people quit watching F1 because of that and I really don’t blame them because it showed the complete lack of integrity of the sport itself.

Anyway, this is something I’ve been thinking about for a while now considering I’ve had to block what feels like a hundred MV fans because it’s so upsetting to see. And to see people write Lewis/Max fanfiction it feels like I’m living in an alternate reality because how can people not know??

Anyway rant over.

#been sitting on this one for a while #f1 #I won’t tag anyone specific #me

[cinnamontoastcrunch-15]

Nothing You Could Do

Sirius isn't one to sneak out of the house, he isn't. Remus' letter was just so concerning, he didn't have a choice. Besides, it's not like he's going to get caught...

“Just fuck off!” Remus slams the door shut on his father, pressing his back against it and trying to slow his heart a little. He does his best to block out the sound of Lyall shouting about him being disrespectful, or something, and drops onto his bed. “Christ.” Sighing, he presses his hands against his face. 

He’s not exactly having the best day. 

For most of the summer, Remus has managed to avoid any major incidents with his dad. Anything too big stresses out Hope, and he really hates stressing out Hope. Still, it’s about time, and Remus had felt it coming before today. He’d said exactly that to Sirius, in his last letter. It doesn’t mean he’s thrilled about getting screamed at for no reason after spending weeks walking on eggshells, though. The moon being close isn’t exactly helping, either. His head aches, his skin’s crawling and his hip’s bothering him again. 

It isn’t often that Remus wants to live in London, but times like this? Yeah, he’d rather be close to Sirius. 

It’s been three bloody weeks. They’ve been sending letters back and forth, and it’s been fine, but he’s not going to hear from him for at least another few hours, and that’s only if Sirius writes back straight away. Remus’ least favourite part of the holidays is that, really. He can put up with his dad, it’s not that bad, but he and Sirius have just figured everything out. Maybe it’s a little dramatic of him, but he misses him. A lot. 

A panic attack snaps him out of his self pity, distracting him by stealing his breath, shoulders tensing and hands shaking as his anxiety sends him pacing around the room. Great. Just fucking great. 

Okay, relax. 

Just relax. 

Fucking relax! 

Why should his dad’s opinion matter, anyway? It’s not like- 

A thud outside his window. 

Remus jumps a mile, heart pounding. The bits and pieces from the night he was bitten come screaming back to him at the sound. Another thud distorts to a scrape, a gust of wind becomes a low, menacing laugh, and Remus feels like he’s five again, begging his dad to check the wardrobe for monsters, insisting that there’s a pair of glowing yellow eyes in the darkness waiting for Lyall to shut the door and for Remus to be all alone. 

“Moony? Moony!” A familiar voice half whispers, half shouts through the crack in the window, and everything in Remus starts to relax, to finally feel like there’s someone there for him, that he’s not alone anymore. 

“Sirius?” With that, Remus starts to breathe again. 

“Can you open the window? I don’t reckon I can fit through there.” Miraculously, a laugh finds its way out of Remus, who walks quickly and shoves the window the rest of the way open, grabbing his wand to throw a silencing charm over the room before reaching an arm out to pull his boyfriend inside. 

“What the hell are you doing here?” Remus asks quietly, a smile reaching his face at the sheer relief that’s letting him forget everything he had been feeling. 

“Your letter. I’m here to cheer you-” He starts, until Remus drags him through the window and pulls him into a bone breaking hug, forcing the air out of Sirius a little and cutting him off. “Up.” He ends softly, wrapping his arms around Remus and letting Remus bury his face into his hair. “Alright, darling?” He just shrugs, eyes shut as he lets himself recharge, breathing finally regulating as he lets Sirius hold him. Everything that has happened seems to become a lot less important when he knows Sirius is there. 

“Better now.” Eventually, he pulls away from the hug and smiles at Sirius warmly. Lifting his hands, he presses both against Sirius’ cheeks, cradling his face before pressing a kiss to his forehead, then his lips. “Missed you. So fucking much.” Sirius just smiles, face going slightly red. 

“Want to talk about it?” Remus shakes his head. He’s done enough thinking for the day, he just wants to enjoy having Sirius there. “Okay, yeah, that’s fine.” 

That’s how they find themselves curled up together in Remus’ small single bed, Remus resting his head against Sirius’ chest and just… talking. It feels like it’s been years, as all of Remus’ muscles relax and he finally starts to feel tired again, Sirius’ fingers raking through his hair and slowly sending him to sleep. 

“Could you- would it be alright if you stayed until I fall asleep?” He asks. “I don’t know if I’ll be able to, otherwise, sorry.” 

“Of course, darling. Anything. That’s why I’m here.” He doesn’t question how Sirius got there, or if he’s even allowed to be there, because it’s Sirius. He wanted to come, so he’s here. 

What a fucking marvel. 

Sirius apparates far enough away from the house to avoid waking anybody up, before walking calmly back. God knows Effie will murder him if he gets caught. As he walks, he contemplates whether or not to go through the ground floor window like he did to get out, or to just risk the door. He’s climbed through a lot of fucking windows this evening. Still, it’s worth it for Remus. The thought of his evening has him smiling in an instant, the memory of the way Remus’ face had lit up sending that familiar feeling of warmth through his chest, the one only Remus could stir up in him. Fuck, he loves him. He hasn’t said anything yet, but he really does. He can’t imagine sneaking away from Effie and Monty for anyone else, but Remus needed him. Remus and his life that’s slowly imploding. He needs someone, and Sirius can be that someone. If that involves staying with him until he falls asleep every night for the rest of his life, Sirius is going to do it. He’ll stay with Remus until the end of time. 

That’s the thought that leads him to the door. Clearly his body wasn’t going to let him crawl through any more windows. 

He opens the door carefully and quietly, stepping through and closing it behind him. 

Right, he’s inside, he’s done it- 

“You’re home late.” Effie’s voice rings out from behind him, Sirius whipping around to face her. He lets his eyes sink shut, then. 

Shit. 

“Effie, hi! I just, uh… went for a walk with James.” He answers quickly. Prongs will cover for him, he always does. Good old Prongs. 

“That’s interesting, because James said he had no clue where you were when I came and asked him.” Sirius glances to Effie’s left, then, where James has seemingly materialised out of thin air, who glances at him guiltily and mouths a quick ‘sorry’. 

“...right.” 

“So? Care to explain why you’ve snuck out of the house in the middle of a war?” Her voice goes low and menacing, honestly terrifying Sirius a little. She sounds absolutely fuming. 

“I, uh…” His eyes flick to James, giving him a slight warning gaze before he speaks. Effie doesn’t know yet. “I went to see Remus.” He watches the realisation dawn in James’ eyes, who turns to glance at Effie, before back to Sirius. 

‘Now?’ He mimes silently, and Sirius gives a slight nod. “Right, I’ll leave you two alone. Glad you’re alright, Sirius. Hope Remus is too.” 

With that, James walks out, and Sirius turns back to Effie before she can keep talking. 

“Could we maybe… go and sit down? I- I’m really sorry, I think I owe you an explanation, at least.” Effie nods, always fair, the two of them making their way to the dining room and sitting down either side of the table. Anxiety immediately weaves its way into Sirius, then. 

His relationship with Remus is the reason Walburga gave him the boot, and he hasn’t even started to broach the subject with Effie because, in all honesty, he’s terrified. It took him years to accept his sexuality, how is he supposed to expect others to just… not care? He can’t get kicked out of another house. Some logical part of his brain pipes up to tell him that Effie’s never shown any signs of being homophobic before, so she probably isn’t, but that doesn’t mean she won’t be uncomfortable with him being gay. People can be surprising, Sirius knows that all too well. Still, he’s committed to it now; he just needs to find the right words. 

“Well? I’d quite like to know why you thought it was okay to go out to see your friend at night, without telling any of us! What if something had happened, Sirius? Nobody would have known how to find you, where to start looking! It was completely irresponsible-!” 

“I know, I’m sorry.” He says quietly, eyes fixed on the table. “I just- his letter was really… worrying. He’s, uh, he’s not well, his mum’s really not well, and his dad’s not great, so I wanted to make sure he was okay.” Effie’s face softens, instilling Sirius with the slightest confidence, making what he needs to do ever so slightly easier. 

“That’s really nice of you, Sirius, but couldn’t it have waited? You could have just sent a letter back, and then visited him at a more appropriate time tomorrow? I would have said yes, then, and James could have gone with you. It would have been quite nice to have a chat with Hope as well.” 

“I- I guess I just- well, I wanted-” 

Words. 

They’re really not his thing, anymore. He can never find the right ones when he needs them. At least Effie picks up on his energy, face twisting with confusion and concern. 

“Sirius, lovely, are you alright?” Any normal person would nod, take a deep breath, and gather their thoughts before they came out in a collected and measured way. 

Sirius isn’t one of those people. 

His solution? Just keep talking, try to dig himself out of this weird hole he’s trapped himself in. 

“I’m- well, what I’m trying to say is that Remus and I, we- we have a different friendship to the rest of the group. We’ve been through a lot, and-” He cringes a little at himself, stopping in his tracks. This is supposed to be a coming out, and he’s banging on about friendship? “Not even really a friendship, actually.” Shit, he’s just made it worse. “No, wait, not that we hate each other! It’s not- I didn’t go there to make him feel like shit, or anything. Fuck, wait, I shouldn’t have sworn. Christ, I’m sorry, I did it again, uh… right, no, Remus and I don’t hate each other, I promise. We’re actually- it’s the opposite, really. We’re dating, so we-” 

Oh. 

Okay, he just said it. 

It’s out now, no taking it back. 

Somehow, that makes it slightly easier to think. To slow down and figure out how to finish his tangent in some semi-coherent way. 

“...Yeah.” He murmurs to himself. “We’re, um… we’ve been dating for months now. Six. I- I had a crush on him for so much longer than that, though. Longer than I thought I had, at the time. Which also, uh… means I like guys? I’m gay. It’s- well, it’s taken me a long time to accept, but I’m- I’m fine with it now, even if you and Monty aren’t happy about it. It’s who I am, so…” He trails off, watching Effie, who has a slightly stunned expression in place of the anger and concern that had been battling over her expressions before. The silence only gives Sirius a chance to start overthinking again. He barely manages to stop himself from talking again as Effie processes. He must be struggling to hide how he feels, as Effie snaps out of her daze, reaches across the table and grabs one of Sirius’ hands. 

“Thank you for telling me.” She says softly, giving his hand a squeeze. 

“So you- you don’t mind?” He asks, a little shocked. 

“Why would I mind? You’re happy, right?” She asks gently. Sirius just nods, and she smiles reassuringly. “If you’re happy, then of course I don’t mind. Remus is a lovely boy.” 

“Yeah, but- but he’s a boy, you really don’t-?” 

“Sirius. There’s nothing you could do that would stop me from loving you, okay?” Sirius feels tears prick at his eyes, blinking them away quickly. 

“...okay.” 

He’s safe. 

He’s home, and Effie doesn’t care that he’s got a boyfriend. 

“This doesn’t mean you’re not in trouble for sneaking out!” 

“Yeah, I know.” He says, fighting an amused smile, and trying to look at least slightly apologetic. 

It just doesn’t feel like a big deal anymore.

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[nattinatalia]

Jack Harlow x Reader Instagram AU

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[whatsk-poppinhomies]

Pairing : Yandere!Hwang Hyunjin x F!Reader TW : yandere behavior ; minor argument in the beginning ; super fluffy ; also super smutty ; unprotected PiV intercourse ; cunnilingus ; fingering ; Word Count : 6.5k

“The fucking disrespect of some people, I swear to Christ!” You huffed exasperatedly as you walked through the front door, dropping your purse on the floor and kicking off your shoes before heading straight to the kitchen to look through the drawers. “Hey baby.” You said as if you had just noticed that he was sitting there. 

Hyunjin had lightened up on the rules a little bit, and while you still couldn’t take Kkami on walks because the distance from the house just didn’t seem safe to him, he had begrudgingly allowed you to go to one of the many little shops on the same block as the apartment that you both lived in. “Hmm… What happened this time?” He mused, watching as you dug through the drawer, grumbled curses pouring from your lips as you sifted through the multitude of items that had accumulated in the tiny rectangle. 

Your head shook before you shut the drawer rather harshly with your hip, finally whipping around to look at him. “I literally went in just to get the shampoo and conditioner that we need, you know that, right?” He nodded his head, leaning back in the chair and watching you intently, the way your fingers gripped onto the counter behind you and your foot tapped against the floor. “Well, I was like, 39 cents short… 39 fucking cents, Hyunnie! You know what this bastard fucking said to me?!” He bit his tongue, wondering if he actually wanted to know what this person said to you, but he relented, his head tilting to the side in a motion to let you know to continue. “He said that I shouldn’t be short on the change considering you’re my boyfriend. And then he said I’m cheap. I’m cheap!?” 

He shook his own head as he shrugged his shoulders, letting out a small sigh. “This is why I tell you that we should go out together, baby. Everyone knows that you and I are dating, and people just treat you like shit. It’s not right… I don’t want you to be treated like that. I’ll go with you after work to handle it, give the guy his 39 cents, and then we’re not shopping there anymore.” He took a deep breath before pushing himself up from his chair, walking over to where you stood and placing his hands on your hips. “Promise me you won’t try to go there while I’m working. Can you do that for me, baby?” 

You rolled your eyes, a disgruntled groan leaving your mouth as your head fell back. “It’s stupid, Hyunnie!” You whined, placing your hands over his as he held onto you. “I still need to get the stuff though, I wanted to take a shower while you were at work. It’s just… It’s fucking ridiculous.” His eyes closed as he listened to you, nodding his head along to your words, but they were making him uneasy, a feeling in his stomach that you were going to go back out anyway settling in it. 

“I don’t want you going back there…” He tried to say as softly as he could, but you lightly pushed him back, heading back over to the front door and slipping back on your shoes. “Y/N, I’m serious. Can’t this just wait? I’m sure we have enough shampoo and conditioner in the bathroom for you to wash your hair. You’re being ridiculous about this.” He surely didn’t want a repeat of the argument the two of you had, and he had loosened up on the rules as much as he felt comfortable doing, but you still found a way to drive him absolutely crazy sometimes. 

“Why? So that all the store owners think they can just walk all over me when you’re not around? They all think I’m shit compared to you. I’ve heard them talking when I go into the store. They’re only nice to me when you’re around.” You slipped your purse over your shoulder, checking in it to make sure you had your keys before opening the front door. “If you want to let that shit slide, fine. But it’s not you they’re talking about, it’s me, and I’m not gonna stand idly by and let this shit go on. If you’re gone before I get back, I love you so much, and I’ll see you at 5.” You blew him a kiss before walking out the door and it felt like an immediate wave of exhaustion crashed down on him. 

There were a couple options, a couple things that he could do. He could chase after you, go with you into the store to make sure you didn’t make a scene or get in trouble. He could also go in and talk to the store owner himself. Both of those options would make him late for work, and while he could afford being a couple minutes to an hour behind everyone else, he didn’t really want to have to do that. He wished you’d just listen to him for once, that you’d let him help you, but you were still so strong willed, so hell bent on being independent. It was one of the traits that you had at the beginning of the relationship, and it was the only trait of yours that he couldn’t seem to shake from you. 

The only other option left was to just leave for work, to cross his fingers and hope with everything he had that you didn’t make a scene, that he didn’t read some report later in the day about his unruly girlfriend going off on some innocent store owner who just wanted his 39 cents. Of course, they wouldn’t give you the time to tell your side of the story, they’d find any way they could to cast you in a dark light, and while it pissed him off to no end, you didn’t really help when you got irritated so easily. 

He had hesitated for a while, standing in the entryway staring at the door, on the fence about what he should do, and just as he was slipping on his shoes to go to the store to get you, you had walked through the front door, the bag with the items you had needed swinging on your wrist as you beamed proudly at him. “Handled it.” You said, kicking off your shoes once more before walking further into the apartment and placing the bags down on the hallway table. “I didn’t think you’d still be here though… You should have been on your way to work already.” 

You were right, he should have been on his way to work already, but he was so worried about you he just couldn’t bring himself to leave the apartment while you were still out. “How did you handle it? What did you do?” He felt tense, wearily anticipating whatever you were about to tell him. The way you smiled when you came into the apartment, it left a bad taste in his mouth, a weird feeling that clung to him and he couldn’t shake it. 

“I just told him that the way he treated me, the way all of the employees treated me was rude, uncalled for, disrespectful. I told him the truth, and if he has a problem with the truth then that’s on him, not me.” He took a deep breath, trying to hide the look of disdain that masked his features, but he couldn’t seem to change it in time, and your eyebrows lowered significantly as you stared at him, your eyes shadowed and darker now. “Oh my god, don’t tell me that you’re irritated at the fact that I finally fucking stood up to those assholes.” 

The conversation was slowly merging into dangerous territory, and while everything he had done before at the start of your relationship had been so planned out, so calculated, so articulated, now everything was said spontaneously without a single second thought. “I’m not irritated, I just wish that you weren’t so… Brazenly angry in public. The whole world knows that you’re my girlfriend, I proudly post you everywhere and let you join my live streams… And you’re really taking that for granted considering you don’t think before you act. What you do could affect my entire career.” He explained, his tone laced with his annoyance. 

You scoffed loudly, disbelief written across your face. “Right… No, you’re totally right…” You mumbled, but he could already tell that you were being sarcastic, and he knew that he had just switched this conversation into one of the most dangerous lanes. “Your career is far more important than my emotions, how could I forget? You’re Hwang fucking Hyunjin! Little ol’ me should just sit pretty and let everyone fucking humiliate me so that your reputation won’t be tarnished.” 

He hated arguments, he truly did, they were the absolute worst and for some reason all of your arguments happened at the most god awful times. The two of you knew that he had to leave, but he didn’t want to leave on bad terms and the fire that burned in you when you were angry could burn brightly for hours on end. “I never said that!” He screeched, his arms flying up in the air. “I just wish that you would use your head. Your mouth runs faster than your brain sometimes.” 

Your mouth fell open incredulously before you pointed at the front door. “Go the fuck to work, Hyunjin.” There it was again, his name used harshly, like it was an insult instead of his actual name. His eyes went wide as he stared at you, immediately regretting his words, but you shook your head before he even took the first step towards you. “Seriously. You should just leave before I say something stupid, since that’s how I am apparently.” 

The arguments that you had were exhausting, but sometimes it seemed like you were hard pressed to just keep them going. Maybe you enjoyed the fight, maybe it gave you some sort of rush or you just needed to let off some steam. He didn’t get it. “I’m not doing this again, Y/N.” He stated sternly, kicking off the shoes that he had put on to go after you, heading right over to you. “You’re twisting my words, and if that’s what you want to think I said, fine… But you know damn well that you’re wrong.” You tried to look away from him, but he quickly gripped your chin, not too hard, but just enough to keep you from turning away again. “I’ll go to work, and if you’re still upset when I get back, we can talk about it. Just… Please don’t leave, don’t do anything stupid. I love you immensely, okay? I’ll be back as soon as I can.” 

Leaving when things were still hot like this was always scary to him, he didn’t know what would happen, he didn’t know what you’d do while he was gone, and he didn’t know what he’d be coming back into when he got home. What he did know though, was that sometimes what the two of you needed the most was space, time away from each other, and while he hated that most of all, at the end, it would only bring the two of you closer together, and that was way better than a permanent space that could be caused if any of your arguments lasted too long. 

All of his emotions were thrown into his dances, into his vocals, he was a powerhouse, and while everyone was proud of him for such a wonderful display of his talents, it was only because the emotions he felt right now were so raw. What he really wanted to do right now was to go home, to check on you, to make sure you were still there. He wasn’t crazy, he hadn’t set up cameras all over the apartment to watch you, he trusted you, but right now when the two of you were still so upset, after what you had done before, the trust that he had wasn’t the same as it was before. 

The day ended early, a lot earlier than it usually would, and he’d usually ask Chan why that is, he couldn’t seem to care any less right now as he grabbed his jacket and sprinted out the door. His mind had been in such a frazzled state this morning when he had left home that he had completely forgotten his bag of clothes to change into after he was done practicing. He was drenched in sweat, but it didn’t bother him as much as it usually would as he headed back home. All he could think about was you, hoping that maybe the strong emotions that had been swelling within you earlier had faded by now, that you’d be ready to talk to him. 

When he finally got home he couldn’t seem to get into the house fast enough, pushing the front door open after unlocking it, and upon his initial entrance, his heart sank at the stillness of everything, the lack of your presence in the living room where he’d usually see you sitting on the couch with Kkami watching television when he’d come in. “B-Baby…” He whispered, his fingers moving up to pluck nervously at his bottom lip as his eyes scanned the room once more. 

Kkami barked loudly, dashing around the corner to jump up on his leg, and while the sight of the pupper was comforting, it wasn’t enough to fully set him at ease. Would you have left and not taken Kkami with you? “Hyunnie?” You called from the bedroom that Kkami had run out of, finally emerging with a towel wrapped on your head and a robe covering your body that seemed to have been fresh out of the shower. “You’re home early… Did… Did something happen? Are you alright?” You asked, your still wet feet padding against the hardwood floors as you hurried over to him. 

“I’m… I’m okay…” He murmured, his lips tugging up at the corners at the sight of you, not just in your straight out of the shower attire, but you in general. You were still there, and not just that, but you had used the pet name, his name could only be used by you. It finally hit him though, why you weren’t in your usual spot… He had come home early, your favorite show didn’t come on until the usual time that he got off. His worrying seemed kind of silly now, and he chuckled softly at himself. 

“What’s so funny?” You posed, your hands that had been cupping his cheeks as you examined him for any kind of bump, cut, or bruise, had dropped down to grab his own, intertwining your fingers with his. 

He only shook his head, using his foot to kick the door shut, not wanting to let go of your hands. “I’m just used to coming home and joining you on the couch to watch our show… I guess you weren’t ready for me either, were you?” He teased, eyeing the robe that you donned, licking his lips as he thought about what was underneath, or better yet, the lack of what was underneath. 

You tsked your tongue, rolling your eyes at the sultry look he was giving you as you playfully pushed him away. “You are insatiably horny.” The comment had him snorting as his head fell back. 

“Only for you, baby. Can’t help myself, look at you.” He retorted, making grabby hands at you, relishing in the sound of your twinkling laughter as you ran to the kitchen and he chased after you. It seemed like all of the negative emotions that the both of you had that morning had completely vanished. “But…” He continued, his voice more serious now as he practically pinned you against the counter, his hands gripping onto your waist, fingers grasping the cloth of the robe. “I want to spend the day with you, all day… I don’t want to have to wait for the weekend… That’s 3 days away. I can’t wait that long.” 

You hummed in thought, your hands smoothing down the sweat stained front of his shirt, the tip of your tongue poking out of the corner of your mouth. “Sounds like something you’ll have to take up with Bangchan…” You mused, your hands sliding back up his chest to land on his shoulders before you looked up at him, your eyes half lidded, the look alone had all of the blood in his body rushing southward. “But I wouldn’t mind having you to myself all day… I don’t want to wait for the weekend either.” 

He couldn’t control the smirk that played on his lips, leaning down to get closer to you, his lips brushing against yours teasingly. “I don’t think I care what he’d say anyway… As long as I get to have you all to myself… That’s all I want, all I’ll ever want, baby.” 

The chill of the morning air from the slightly cracked window had Hyunjin stirring, partially opening his eyes to realize that you had at some point stolen them in the middle of the night like you always did. Usually the cold air would have him initiating a tug of war battle with your barely conscious self to try to get the blanket back, hoping for an extra 5 minutes of sleep before he had to be up for work, but today he didn’t start anything. Instead, he took a much needed moment to adore the way you curled up under the comforter, your mouth slightly open, letting the soft whispers of breath float along with the breeze that came in from outside. 

The alarm on the bedside table read 9:15, it was early, but not too early, and usually you’d be up long before this. Maybe your subconscious mind had remembered that he wasn’t planning on going to work today so you opted to sleep in with him instead. He wished that his own body would allow him to do the same, that he could mold his body perfectly around yours once more and the both of you could sleep the morning away. 

His body had other ideas though, now fully and unable to even close his eyes to get another wink of sleep. “Baby…” He cooed, brushing his fingers through your hair that had been left for far too long in the towel the night before and was now dried in the weirdest way, yet it looked adorable on you. “It’s time to take Kkami on his morning walk.” 

You grunted softly, pulling the blankets over your head. “Kkami wants 20 more minutes…” You tiredly retorted, although the sight of Kkamis head peeking up over your form at the mention of a walk had completely negated what you said. Still, you looked so cute bundled up in the blankets that he couldn’t bring himself to try to stir you from your sleep again, so he, as quietly as he could, got up from the bed and headed to the kitchen. 

It was usually you who worked on breakfast in the morning while he got ready for work, but he thought that a slight role reversal for the day would be nice, not only for himself, but for you as well. If you slept long enough, he’d even be able to bring it to you in bed. Today was, essentially, all about you, it was all for you. There were some selfish desires that he had that he hoped would be fulfilled at some point during the day, but all in all, his attention was entirely yours. 

After the little spat that the two of you had yesterday morning, even if it all seemed to have blown over by the time he had gotten home, he wanted to show you that he loved you, that he’d do anything for you. Now, he wasn’t the best at cooking, but he truly did his best to try to make you happy, and he could only hope that you’d enjoy the meal that he made you. 

What he wasn’t expecting was for the smell, a smell that he thought was quite delectable if he may say so himself, would waft through the house and go straight into the bedroom where you were sleeping. The second thing he wasn’t expecting was for you to run out of the room, hair sticking up, eyes barely open, and Kkami held tightly in your arms in a panicked state as you looked around the kitchen. 

“What’s wrong, baby? Did you have a nightmare?” His panic mirrored your own as he rushed over to you, his hands on your shoulders to try to calm you down, noticing the way your chest was rising and falling far too quickly to be good. 

You were like a statue as you seemed to look right through him, straight at the stove that had a pot on it, steam billowing like a steam train through the lid that he had put on top of it. “Good god… I thought the apartment was on fire…” You said tiredly, lowering Kkami down onto the floor and heading right to the stove and removing the lid, fanning the steam with one of the pot holders before looking to Hyunjin. “If you wanted breakfast you could have woken me up, you know that baby.” You murmured, going over to the coffee pot to start it up once you felt comfortable enough to leave the pot on the stove. 

This definitely wasn’t how he had planned for the morning to go, but the fact that you were finally awake, that he could finally talk to you was enough to have him forming another plan, an even better plan. Sure, he couldn’t bring you the breakfast in bed that he had wanted to, but there were other things that he could do. “I thought I could take that off your hands this morning… I wanted to make breakfast for you this time.” He tried to sound upset about the fact that it didn’t work out right, but he was actually quite relieved that you had woken up when you did, he himself worried that another couple minutes without your attention might have meant a kitchen fire. 

“You didn’t have to do that…” You walked over to where he was, wrapping your arms around his waist and nuzzling into his chest, his arms quickly snaking around you to pull you closer. “It’s your day off Hyunnie. You should be the one relaxing.” You spoke into his shirt, the words getting slightly muffled, but he could hear you, and he couldn’t disagree more. Today was your day, a day for him to dote upon you, to give you all the love in the world, all the love that was held in his heart. He wanted to give you all the attention that he couldn’t usually give you. 

“I am relaxed.” He retorted, his hand rubbing up and down your back, not wanting to let you go just yet, and since he didn’t have to go into work today, he didn’t have to let you go at all. “I always am when I’m with you.” 

You giggled lightly, tilting your head back to look up at him, and he could feel it, the teasing comment that was bubbling up in you, just waiting to be let out. “Well I’m glad you’re feeling so relaxed considering you almost gave me a heart attack with your burning breakfast.” You pushed yourself up on your toes to kiss his jaw before wiggling out of his arms and heading back to the stove. “Poor Kkami was more startled than I was when I scooped him off the bed and rushed in here. He didn’t know what was going on.” 

He rolled his eyes, dropping down to the floor when Kkami had run into the room at the sound of his name. “You didn’t think to look for me? You were just going to save Kkami and not make sure I was safe too?” He pretended to be insulted, but it was actually heartwarming to him that you cared so much about his dog that you’d make sure to save him if you ever needed to. 

“Yah!” You whipped around, waving the spoon in your hand at Hyunjin. “You’re a big boy, you know where the front door is if you need an exit. Plus, the fact that you weren’t in the bed with me made it quite clear that you were the cause of the smell in the first place.” 

He gasped dramatically loud, his hand flying to the chest as he fell back onto the floor, but he burst out laughing when you walked over to him, standing above him with your feet planted on both sides of his hips. “You insult my cooking… My heart… It’s breaking!” He joked, his head rolling back and forth on the floor. “There’s… There’s only one way to heal it… Save me, Y/N!” 

You shook your head with a snort, about to walk away, but his hands flew up to grab your thighs, pulling you down to him until your ass was planted on his lap, and he held you there firmly. “Fine, I’ll play your game.” You relented, leaning over slightly to look down at him, a mischievous glint in your eyes as you licked your lips. “How ever can I save you, Hyunnie?” 

He smirked, his hands sliding up to your ass and giving it a squeeze as he bit his bottom lip. “There’s only one way… And I need it…” He thrusted his hips up into you, loving the sharp gasp that escaped you. “Won’t you save me… Baby?” His voice lowered, it was husky, and he thanked everything for the fact that you were still only wearing the robe and a thin pair of panties, the arousal that was pooling between your legs darkening the gray sweatpants that he was wearing where you sat. 

“Hmm…” You hummed softly, your hands pressing down lightly on his lower abdomen so he couldn’t do it again, but he was absolutely loving the challenge that you were presenting him with, even if you weren’t looking at it that way. “If I save you… I have to share the bed with you. If I don’t save you, I’m sure you’ll just haunt me…” 

“Of course I would… You’re never getting rid of me, baby.” He teased, rolling his hips up against you with ease, as if your hands were simply lying against him instead of pressing down on him. “I know you want to… Don’t act like you don’t.” His hands moved up to your hips, grinding you down against him, letting you feel just how hard he was through his sweatpants. “It’s all yours… And you… You’re all mine.” 

He knew exactly what his words did to you, how you loved the possessive act as you called it, although it was far from a portrayal. He wanted to possess you, to own you, and he did, that much was obvious. “We’re in the kitchen, Hyunnie…” You reminded, already breathless as your hips moved on their own accord, rubbing against him to try to feel that same friction. 

“And?” His eyebrows raised, waiting for you to say something just so he could dismiss it. He knew damn well that neither of you were going to make it to the bedroom, and even the couch in the living room was looking a little too far away for his liking. “I’m hungry, and I’m hungry now.” He pushed you up, and you didn’t seem to have much to say as you waited for him to get up too, your eyes wide as he backed you up to the counter before helping to lift you onto it. “A little dessert before breakfast never hurt anyone…” 

With his hands on your knees, he spread your legs apart, lowering himself to his knees between them as he planted soft kisses along your inner thighs. “Hyunjin…” His name was nothing more than a breath from your parted lips, your fingers tangling in his long locks as he brought his face closer to your core, his nose brushing along the slick spot in your panties. Your body was already heating up and he had barely done anything yet. 

“You’re trembling, baby…” He looked up at you through his lashes as his fingers teasingly walked up your thighs before hitching into the waistband of your panties and lightly tugging them off, letting them fall down your legs until they were dangling off the end of one of your feet. “I’ve always dreamt of doing this, you know…” He murmured, talking mainly to himself. 

“Doing what? Eating me out on the kitchen counter… Even though there’s a perfectly good bed like 20 feet away.” You joked, and he scoffed loudly, his fingers quickly moving to slide between your folds, ruthlessly flicking his pointer finger along your clit as he eyed you menacingly. 

“You’re not stopping me though, are you baby?” His voice was husky, his eyes were dark and there was a menacing look in them as he watched your face contort into one of pure pleasure, your head rolling back to rest against the cabinet. “I’ll fuck you in every single room of this apartment if I want to… And I do… I have the whole day off.” 

You were already panting, nodding in agreement to his words although he was sure that you hadn’t actually listened to what he said. You clearly weren’t up for talking, or maybe it was just the fact that you couldn’t form a coherent thought in your fogged up brain. Either way, he found it to be both the cutest, and the sexiest thing all at the same time. It hadn’t even been more than a whole day since he had touched you last, yet every single time he did it was always like the first time, your entire body reacting in such beautiful ways to him, he just couldn’t get enough. 

He moved closer to your core, his fingers slipping away from your clit and down to your entrance, sliding one finger into you as his lips connected with your now overly sensitive bud, his tongue rolling around it quickly as he curled his finger inside of you, completely attuned to where all of your sweet spots were, how to get your shaking in a matter of seconds. The vibration of his hums against your bundle of nerves had your legs tightening around his head which only had him picking up the pace, slipping one more finger into your tight hole and scissoring them to stretch you out. “F-Fuck… Hyunjin….” You gasped, your fingers gripping his locks as you tried to move him closer, your hips rolling up to meet each and every flick of his tongue. 

“Mm… And you made it seem like you didn’t want to do it here…” He posed, pulling back just enough to look up at you. You already looked absolutely fucked out, your eyelids heavy, you were slackjawed and your hair was bunched up in the back from sliding down the cabinets. “Do you want me to stop so we can go to the bedroom?” 

You groaned loudly, your grip on his hair tightening as you tried to pull him back to where you wanted him most. “Oh my god… Shut the fuck up…” You rolled your hips towards him, and he just couldn’t deny you, at least not when it came to this, so he quickly buried his face between your legs once more, his fingers pumping in and out of you so fast, and he could tell just from your sounds alone that you were getting close. 

It was exactly what he wanted too, he loved the taste of you on his tongue, the way you so desperately would pull him back up just to crash your lips against his, your tongue forcing its way into his mouth just to taste yourself on him. God, you were hot… And you were all his. As soon as he felt your walls begin to pulse and twitch, he pulled out his digits, sliding his face down just to push his tongue inside of you, wanting your juices to completely coat his taste buds. You were the sweetest thing he’s ever tasted, it was addictive, and he just couldn’t get enough. 

You were already fucked out, and he hadn’t even been inside of you yet. His cock strained against his pants, jumping at just the thought of being able to slip between your folds and slide right into you. It was the best feeling, his cock being coated with the cum he had caused just from his mouth and fingers alone, watching it seep out around his length when he’d push into you. “I’m not done with you yet, baby…” He cooed when he watched your head fall back, your breaths slowly returning to normal as you came down from your high. “Bend over for me…” 

It was precious how quickly you obliged, his hands on your hips as he helped you off the counter just so you could turn around and lean over it, your back arched and the robe that you had been wearing discarded to the floor. He was quick to rid himself of his own clothes, kicking the pile off to the side as he gave his cock a few pumps before lining up with your entrance. 

“So fucking wet, baby…” He moaned softly as he slowly pushed himself into you, his hold on your hips tightening as he bottomed out. You whimpered softly, your head falling into your arms that were folded underneath it, your slick walls tightening around him. “Talk to me… How do you want it?” 

He loved making you talk, at least making you attempt to talk. The way your words came out slurred or incoherently from your heavy breathing and your moans. It was enough to his balls twitching, wanting nothing more than to release his load deep inside of you, mark you as his own both inside and out. “D-Don’t care… Just… Fuck me, Hyunjin!” You gasped, pushing your ass back against him, the sudden movement when he had been so still causing a growl to build in his throat as his hold on you became almost bruisingly tight, his nails digging into your skin. 

“So impatient…” He murmured, pulling out to just his tip only to thrust roughly into you, the force behind it pushing you into the counter. “Want to be filled so bad… Want to cum all over my cock…” He quickly found his rhythm, his hips slamming forward at such a steady pace that neither of you could talk now, the only sounds that could be heard throughout the apartment were your intermingled moans and skin slapping against skin. It was a beautiful sound to him, one that he wouldn’t mind hearing all the time as long as it was coming for your apartment and you were making those beautiful noises for him only. 

“Oh… Fuck!” You gasped when he hit one particular spot that had your knees buckling, your hands reaching out to grip onto the edge of the counter. God, he wished he could see your face, that was the only bad thing about fucking you like this, but that didn’t stop him from trying. His hands moved up from your waist, carding through the hair at the nape of your neck before reaching your crown and gently tugging on it, your back arching even more now as he lifted your head. “Hyunnie!” You whined when the slight change in position had him continuously hitting that sweet spot deep inside of you. 

“Look so fucking beautiful baby…” He murmured, his chest pressed against your back as he leaned forward, pressing sloppy kisses wherever he could reach. “Doing so good for me. You take my cock so well.” The way your body reacted to praise, the way your walls squeezed around him, your thighs shaking as you tried to hold yourself up. He knew that you loved hearing him talk, his voice alone could make you cum, he found that out when he had been at work one day. His cock, his voice, his touch, all of it put together had you overstimulated and still wanting more until your pussy sucked him dry and he fucking loved it. 

“Gonna… fuck!” You screamed, your entire body shaking as your walls pulsed around him, but he continued to thrust, his free hand moving around your waist to rub fast circles against your clit. “Sh-Shit! Shit!” You couldn’t say any other word, your voice becoming raspy until your words turned to whines and whimpers. 

He could feel himself getting closer and the way your pussy continued to suck him in deeper, the shaking of your ass against him, he knew he wouldn’t be able to hold on much longer. “Keep cumming, baby. Fuck… Gonna make me cum…” He moaned, letting your hair go so his hands could return to your hips as he gave one last thrust that pushed him over the edge, hot strings of cum shooting from his tip as his hips rolled into you to ride out his high. 

Your body practically collapsed against the counter, and the only thing that was keeping you from falling to the floor was his arms around you. “Damn…” You murmured, breathless from the whole thing and both your bodies covered in a sheen of sweat that glimmered in the morning sun that shone through the kitchen windows. “Shower?” You said feebly, slowly lifting your head from your arms and craning your neck to look back at him. 

He couldn’t help but chuckle at the sheepish look on your face. “Mmhm…” He hummed, slowly slipping out of you and then turning you around to face him. “And then we can do whatever you want to do for the rest of the day… How about that?” He posed the option lightly, cupping your cheek in one of his hands as his thumb brushed along your skin. 

“You wanna just cuddle on the couch and watch tv? We can order in and be lazy for the rest of the day…” He smiled softly at the recommendation, nodding his head as he grabbed your hand, leading you towards the bathroom. 

You were everything, everything that he’s ever wanted, everything that he could ever need. You were wonderful in every single way. You completed him. He’d make sure you never left him, that you’d always love him just the same as he loves you, and if that meant taking one day, or a week, a month, or even a year off work just to be with you, to show you how much he loves you, he’d do just that. 

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[sonicexelle-junkary]

Dude, are you romanticizing awful people like Jeffrey Dahmer or Armin Meiwea by putting up this show? Y’know the families of the victims are still hurt over him to this day… or are you an edgy insensitive person?

Plus, isn’t making him ND and ftm is awfully disrespectful to people from both communities?! My best friend is ftm and he got broke down crying saying how he hates people putting trans people as villains when he saw this.

Not shitting on you or your AU cuz your art is great TBH, just really curious or worried if you’re a Jeffrey Dahmer sympathizer?

FUCK NO! THAT MAN CAN BURN IN THE CENTRE IF HELL FOR ALL I CARE!

Ahem, anyways. I should clarify a few things regarding myself, my aus and what I put into it.

TLDR; I am not justifying or romanticizing cannibalism or peices of shit people like Jeffery Dahmer. I am also not trying to vilanize the trans or Neurodivergent community. I am just having fun with my ideas and art. It is not my intention to cause harm to anyone. It is just me fucking around with ideas.

Sonic isn’t ND and Trans because he’s a cannibal. He’s ND and Trans because he’s ND and Trans!

I, myself, am trans, I am Agender (He/They) and am Neurodivergent, I was diagnosed at a young age. I don’t like to put myself out there because it’s not really anyone’s business to know who I am. I use my art and AU’s as a form of expression, to vent my feelings in bizarre ways. This is not saying that I do wish to cannibalize or kill people, because I DONT and I don’t wish I’ll will on people (who don’t deserve it) either. I am an avid horror and gore lover, and love to create stuff in that genre, though not all the time.

HungryHero.EXE is based on MY PERSONAL HEADCANNONS OF EACH CHARACTER AND SONICS WORLD. It is NOT MY INTENTION to vilanize or create harm to the trans or ND community, or any community in general. As I’ve said, I am part of the trans and ND community myself, and I personally believe that trans rep is needed, good or bad. TRANS PEOPLE WHO ARE ASSHOLES CAN EXIST IVE SEEN IT WITH MY OWN EYES. Many other characters in HungryHero.EXE are also part of the LGBT or ND community as well, it’s not just sonic. Shadow himself is Agender and AroAce, even Tails is Autistic.

Sonic being the main character in HungryHero is just what I landed on, as I personally really like him, as well as he just happens to be the face of most Sonic.EXE AU’s. Him being trans and ND in the au was just because I just personally like the concept of him not being cis, as well as I see a lot of myself in him so I project myself onto him, it has NOTHING to do with vilanizing trans or ND people. I am also NOT ROMANTICIZING CANNIBALISM (intentionally). I know that it can be viewed in that way, but I PROMISE it’s not my intention to.

I think that absolutely disgusting people like Jeffery Dahmer should fucking get a punishment WORSE than hell. He has done the most DISGUSTING things I have EVER read a person could do and have not even a smidge of sympathy for others. People like that can die in a ditch and be burned alive for all I care.

If you are worried that HungryHero.EXE is my only au where I put my headcannons in, you’re wrong. I have TONES of AU’s that are not horror based and have Sonic characters being ND or LGBT, even if I haven’t explicitly said it yet. For example: my PIBTLW AU has him being openly gay and into shadow.

Please remember that this blog is just an piece of what I like. I don’t like to post really gruesome and gorey things on my main blog. This blog is not who I am as a whole, I am genuinely a very nice person, at least I try to be. If you still think that I am doing this to harm people, then I don’t know what else to say. You can block me if you like, but I’m not going to stop drawing things that I like to draw just to please people who think differently. I’m sorry, I won’t do that.

That’s all and have a good rest of your day.

#inbox #long post #important #rambels #serious talk #sonic.exe

[madame-fear]

if you need, or want, to block someone, don’t ever doubt a single bit in doing it.

Especially, if it’s someone that was a friend, or mutual, and they overstepped your boundaries.

(what’s in italics is a little anecdote that made me want to do this post, so feel free to skip it until the letters are normal.)

I wanted to make this post mainly because I think there are a few people that might need this. Yesterday, I decided to (finally) make the decision of blocking someone I knew for almost a year, to whom I had been very close; but a series of uncomfortable events had made me want to lose all contact with him.

He sent me things I told him several times that made me feel terribly uncomfortable, but he continued sending them to me trying to reassure me they were cute and pure, and insisted that surely deep down inside I thought the same, when in reality it was the weirdest, most fetishist content I had ever seen and always avoided because it made me feel uncomfortable.

No matter how many times I told him that as much as I respected his likings, that content wasn’t for me and it ACTUALLY made me feel terribly off-put and not comfortable at all. Yet, he kept shoving it down my throat, and wanted me to go along with it.

Not only that, but when he contacted my close friends, he could NEVER act like a normally decent person, he wanted everyone to go along with it and made my friends feel terribly uncomfortable, and weirded out. Plus, he asked me to be his girlfriend TWICE this year, and first he said he was drunk (which he clearly wasn’t, as he had sent videos and audios and all; merely an excuse because i politely rejected him as i could only see him as a friend), and second time it seemed as if he was about to cry. And not only that, but as well insinuated several times that we would eventually meet up and HAVE SEX, LIKE ???

To which, yesterday I decided to finally send him a rather long YET polite message explaining how I didn’t want to talk to him anymore due to all these things I just mentioned, how uncomfortable and disrespected I felt, and that I would proceed to block him... And I think, I was far more polite than I actually should, as I should have told him to fuck off. And right after that, a friend told me he had deactivates his accounts. Too bad for him, but that was straight up immature to react that way. I literally feel freed away from this.

So, the point is, if you want to block someone no matter for how long you have met them, or if they are your friends or not, do it. Especially, if you told them several times that certain things made you feel uncomfortable and they kept going on with it, or even thought that any particular way you genuinely felt was funny (like in some cases in this situation).

You should never let yourself be walked over as a doormat. You should have a clear set of boundaries established, and you should always focus on your mental wellbeing. Setting boundaries can be rather difficult, but you should know when to establish them with someone in the early stages of what should be a friendship if you want to avoid these situations.

And if you already are in a situation such as this, talk to the person. If you have no need of blocking them then just straight up have a serious conversation, don’t go along with it merely out of politeness as uncomfortable as it makes you feel. Don’t let someone screw up with your thoughts and feelings, or make you feel uncomfortable. Speak out your mind to them.

Anyways, take care of youself, lovelies. And if you need someone to talk to, I will always be here active through askbox or dms. 💕

#this was longer than expected but anyways. you know the point now. #block button always exists if someone makes you feel deeply uncomfortable and clearly doesnt respect you or your friends. #always focus on your wellbeing; and dont feel guilty about it. #blocking #blocklist #internet safety #block button #blocking button #mental wellbeing #wellbeing #positivity #self care #mental health #block don’t report #block game go brrr #✧.* amiraverse #internet friendship #tumblr creeps #creeps #weird people #internet friends #internet mutuals

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Jailbait pt.7

part seven in the Jailbait series Authors Note: I looked back at the jailbait character visuals/description and changed the ages because the 4 year age gap didn’t sit that well with me. So I made Lilianna 17 (going on 18) so that her and Oscar would have a 2 year age gap to make myself feel better.  Summary: I wasn’t really paying attention to the timeline so imma just say that Oscar and Lilianna have been together for like two months Warning: swearing, very angsty in my opinion

Pairing: Black OC x Oscar Taglist:  @iliketoreadwrites @thotyana-in-this-hoe @ietss @drewxaesthetic @khearts14 @amiloud-andclear @tian-monique @khearts14 @joyrivh @earthytime @secret-obsessions @virgosapphire79 @chassssss

pt.1 pt.2 pt.3 pt.4 pt.5 pt.6  pt.7 pt.8

OC visuals

previously “I am a fucking child oscar, and you’re a god damn pedophile for trying to get with me”

“trying to get with you? You’re my fucking girl Lilianna” he chuckled.

“Not anymore. It’s been like a week and you’ve already showed that you don’t care about me or this relationship, because you wanna run around and have a bitch rub her tailbone all up on you”

“Wherever this random ass attitude of yours came from, you can go ahead and send it back. I’m not finna stand here and let your little rude ass disrespect me and call me a pedophile on MY block” Oscar slightly raised his voice at me and his eyes were cold.

“I wouldn’t be making a scene on ‘your’ block if you didn’t blatantly disrespect me by fucking around with that skelton bitch” I crossed my arms

“I can do whatever the fuck I want. I’m a grown ass man I don’t need your permission to dance with someone at a party”

“You right Oscar. You a grown ass man and I’m just a random high school bitch you claimed” I glared at him

“You tripping for no reason”

“Did you fuck her” I stare into his eyes with the feeling of pure betrayal

“It’s not like im fucking you so what does it matter”

“Okay” that’s all i could say, how am i supposed to respond to that vague but alluding answer

“You ain’t even that cute to be stressin over” he laughed to himself, and the rest of the cholos in the yard began to laugh too

Did this nigga just hit me with that you ugly anyways line. This argument is pitiful and useless

“If i’m not cute enough to be stressin over then drop the claim Oscar” I scoffed

“Drop the fucking claim and dont say shit when you see me out and about in these streets. Don’t even look my direction” I sent him a death glare and walked away.

The thing that really hurt me was the fact that it was HER. Did he actively go out and choose her with the intention of hurting me, or did she actively seek him out to show me how I stand no chance against her. Whatever the fuck the reason was I want no part in his little petty ass games. I was way over my head thinking that Oscar actually took interest in me for my personality. He just wanted something new and I’m replaceable. Fuck him and fuck Freeridge. 

My phone kept violently vibrating in my back pocket as I walked towards the school. I looked down at my screen and saw that I had 10 missed calls 20 unanswered texts from Cesar. Just as I was about to read one his messages my phone began to vibrate again and an incoming call from Cesar covers my screen. I answer,

“Yo Lilianna what the fuck just happened. I was just munching on some fucking fruity pebbles and I see you and Oscar arguing”

“Dont worry about it”

“Nah too late. Where you at? We finna talk about the shit that just went down”

“I’m passing Ruby’s house on my way home”

“Stay there”

“Cesar i really don’t want to be standing on this sidewalk waiting for you to catch up”

“Keep your impatient ass right there you know I’m fast chula” 

Cesar hung up the phone and I began to take deep breaths. With each breath I slowly lifted my head towards the sky and close my eyes in an attempt to keep the tears in my eyes from flowing down my face like a river through a broken dam. I did this to myself. I heard the rumors and ignored them. I was given multiple warnings even by Cesar himself for god's sake the boy lives with this man he knows him the best, but i still ignored him. I ignored everything told to me about Oscar and look where it got me. Standing on a sidewalk pathetically trying not to cry. I put myself in a position to get hurt, and delusionally i thought that it wasn’t going to happen. It happened and now all I can do is breath to stop me from becoming an emotional mess. I feel a hand wrap rough hand wrap around my wrist, and I open my eyes to see who just touched me. The moment my eyes are met with the brown eyes that use to bring a smile to my face and fill me with butterflies but now in this moment it fills me with heartbreak. I try to break from Oscars hold but he grips tighter. 

“let go” i say trying to hide the hurt in my voice”

“bebi-”

“Shut up” i cut him off raising my voice and looking away from him. I can’t bring myself to continue looking at him.

Oscar flinches when he hears my voice crack.

“Lilianna please listen to me”

“I don’t want to hear anything else you have to say”

“I need to explain myself”

“why now”

Oscar looks at me confused.

“WHY NOW, why not earlier when I first confronted you” I finally broke away from Oscars grip

“I couldn’t say what I wanted in front of the Santos, you know they’re nosy as hell mami” Oscar reaches out to touch my cheek but I slap his hand away.

“If you can’t say it infront of them then I don’t wanna hear it”

“I have an image to keep up, so please let me explain”

“I dont care”

“Lilanna please”

“I DONT CARE OSCAR, you had your chance to explain and tell me the truth. But instead of that you played into your ‘big macho gangster’ image”

“Thats unfair because you fell for this ‘big macho gangster’ image” he says with a hint of disappointment in his voice.

“I didn’t, I fell for you Oscar. I have known you all my life. I’ve liked you for longer than i can remember. Do you know how much it hurt me to watch you mold yourself into what the santos want you to be. This cold, rude, cruel gang leader you love to portray yourself as. I knew that under that mask you were the opposite. You’re caring, sweet, and kind well that's what I thought. I don’t know anymore”

“I am Lilianna please just listen to me. Just let me explain so I can fix this”

Before I could say something to Oscar i hear Cesar say

“She already said that you had your chance to fix everything but you chose your image hermano” 

“Cesar stay out of this” Oscar says raising his voice and glaring at Cesar as he puts his arm around me.

I don’t know why but the moment I felt Cesar’s arm drape across my shoulders the tears in my eyes couldn’t be held back any longer. 

“Cant you see that causing more harm than help” Cesar says as he rubs my shoulder to comfort me as my tears silently fell.

“Lilianna I-” In that moment Oscar and I made eye contact.

As he watched the tears run down my face and the distraught in my eyes he felt a sharp pain in his heart. He looked defeated. All he could do was stare, the words had left his mouth. I don’t know what hurt worse Oscar protecting his image instead of my peace of mind or watching him walk away with the heavy weight of failure on his shoulders.

#beepbeepstop #jailbaitseries #Oscar Diaz #oscar diaz x oc #spooky x oc #spooky diaz #on my block #omb

[maddyguru]

Omg like what is wrong with some of these anons. Like u put warnings and the keep reading tab and they still on ur ass⁉️ like guess who doesn’t have a life lol. Anyways, you’re doing a great job with dealing with the hate and I hope it doesn’t demotivate u. Honestly, idk what’s wrong w ppl wishing rape and death upon u. Like that’s fuckeddd up. Considering you’re writing fiction about fictional characters. Sorry to burst ur bubble but geto sama is unfortunately not real so he doesn’t give af about how u write him lollll. What I find works the best is deleting hate comments and blocking the anons from sending asks.

And of course they’re anons bc they don’t have the ballz to send it with their user. Goes to show all these bitches are all bark, no bite. If they were mature, they would block you and move on with their day without wishing rape and death upon u. Like srs get a life, a job, a hobby ect

I hope you’re doing okay 🫶😽 every dark blog gets that initial hate but once u find ur ppl it gets better 🫶🫶

I've been writing dc contents since i was 18 years old, on ao3. Migrated to tumblr in 2021 and since then I've been writing for both platforms up until this day. And i just want to say, tumblr ppl is more brain dead. Ao3s are chill you rarely get hate over there.

Idc if they want me dead. I'm not dead yet 🤣 and i know maybe some ppl dislike the way i responded with the same violence but as a person, i think i very much deserve to be hateful towards bitches who can't stay away from things they dislike and then harass you for it. I think I'm fucking great.

So yeah. I hope my followers know what type of person i am; the person who will become unhinged when you too shows no respect for me. My family raised me to be respectful, but i raised myself to be respectful only for ppl who truly deserve it and stand for myself no matter what. If any of you think I'm evil for responding the way i am, i do not care. I am evil. Have you seen the shits I've written?

Back then, i always delete and blocked. But now, I've had enough. You want to be disrespected so bad? Fine let's do it.

Also, gege akutami is an incest enthusiast himself I'm, pretty sure he's proud of me for writing these dark fics ajd he WISHED he made geto r*pe his own sister after he killed his parents 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣💀

#my asks #vent #tw.dark content #tw.noncon #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #geto suguru

[dreamer-grl]

i think it’s time to talk about lando norris and this immaturity he got going on right now. like “oh it’s his humor” get a better one. also his comments of “it shouldn’t be a life time ban” like bestie they assaulted someone yes it fucking should. also his juri vips take… like no his career should’ve been over let’s stop giving white people with privilege leniency. like i used to really like lando but he’s so weird now and block me if you wanna be a weird litte bitch about me saying this when it is the truth. anyways the bucket hat saga… he’s weird for that and childish. idgaf if “the bucket hat is worth more now” and also don’t give me that “the girl seems okay with it” do y’all not get fan/star power dynamics? lando is unfortunately a star and so therefore if i a fan (most definitely am not one) who likes lando gets an opportunity around him i would subconsciously allow him to get away with so much more than what i am actually comfortable with and therefore it’s an abuse of power to me. also not even just that it’s also super disrespectful towards lewis hamilton for him to have done that. and i get that lewis probably sees himself in lando simply because they are both british and got started with mclaren but baby lewis wake up this little white boy do not respect you as much as you think he does and it’s blatant disrespect too. like it ain’t even hidden no more tbh. anyways that’s my spill that’s my take. idgaf about any other ones that are for lando norris doing that to that girl. edit—

so gonna take her advice and not go back and forth with nobody on this no more but this is further proof he did that shit for no reason and it was unprovoked. just nasty if you ask me. 💅🏾

#lando norris #lewis hamilton #merch is too damn expensive for you to be messing around trying to be quirky🤪 #jayy rambles

[prettyvixenavenue]

Hi girl was hoping to get some advise/input 💗. So I’ve been talking to a long distance guy for over a year now and I’ve went and visited him 2 times. Things have been rocky with him from the start and just recently he told me how he is moving and wanted to see me before he moves which was in such a short amount of time. I was supposed to go visit him mid august but was upset with how things went last time so I canceled the trip as I was nervous to go back (he left me last time after drinking and hooking up I was blackout and he blocked me while I was there because he said he was supposedly upset at me for talking to him about other guys when I was drunk...) anyway he was upset by that and told me over and over it was going to be done if I didn’t see him the week prior to when he was leaving. I was of course upset by this but at the same time don’t like the way he’s treated me so far....he told me it was on me to fix things and to come and if I did we could and if I moved there how he would come and live with me. Now we haven’t talked and tried messaging him many times and he ignores me....he only responded once saying “you fucking thought I was playing, you should have come”. He’s moving to a city in Florida called Naples and he was living in Miami prior. He’s done this many times where he was be upset with me and ghost/block me or give me silent treatment but it makes me so upset when he does....but this time I don’t understand. I’ve also paid for the hotel and flight each time I’ve gone and it makes me upset he said it’s on me to fix things when he’s part of it. Any thoughts?

🚩: when he’s upset with you, he ghost/blocks you instead of properly communicating.

🚩he has done it multiple times.

🚩 constantly putting the blame on you, puts you out to be the bad person, relies on you to fix the problem. very one sided.

being that this a long distance relationship, communication and understanding of one’s feeling is very important. great communication is the main requirement for a long distance relationship especially, it has to be 100%—trust, consistency balance, and reassurance. it’s more of course but still.

the whole entire message from beginning to end, you are unsure, aware they you are not liking how he’s treating you and the relationship has been rocky from the very beginning, also, confused on why he’s making you feel like your the problem because he doesn’t know how to properly communicate to you. instead it’s giving “you’re the problem, i am the victim, it’s your fought, it’s on you not me, figure it out” very immature, childish, and unacceptable. also, you said this relationship has been going on for a year now which is more then enough time to for him to learn how to express feelings, communicate, and take accountability which from what you told me, he know how to 0 of. he’s gaslighting and manipulating you.

you pointed out that you cancel the trip and you felt nervous (your intuition) because of what happen prior to you visiting last time which should have been a dealbreaker because even though you told me so little, i saw so many different disrespectful things just from that. he’s threatening to break up with you over something that wasn’t in your control like it’s common sense to know how alcohol works. it was a petty argument but if it was something that really truly bothered him then it should have been discussed the next morning while sober. a lot of things could be avoided with simple communication. I understand the heat of the moment because of what might have been said but no, it’s still not valid especially bc of the aftermath. I just feel like you’re doing a lot and he’s not doing enough or care to. you are always the one to go see him even if it was only twice. you are paying for your own flights, you are paying for the hotels—he stated he wants you to move where he lives and he’ll stay with you.

there’s too many mix signals and red flags. it’s very draining and tired. if you continue to deal with him, it’s going to emotional rollercoaster after rollercoaster. I understand that you may want to continue to hold on to this relationship because of “history” and feeling i know you still have but it’s not worth it. I can’t make you stop talking to him, i can’t make you break up with him, i can’t make you forget about him, that’s all on you. my advice to you would to leave him alone, it doesn’t seem likes he’s going to change any time soon. your emotional and mental health is more important then this relationship. you deserve someone who gives you princess treatment, validate your feelings, take accountability and most of all not dismiss you but communication properly.

right now, starting today, i need you to get a clear understanding that you are too good to be treated the way you are being treated, to stop lowering your standards and accept disrespect. you are the prize and this your world and everyone is just living in it. you have to set a high standard for yourself aka what you will tolerate and live by it. protect your peace!

#I don’t usually write lengthy lengthy asks like this but this needed to be said and someone else probably can relate #I pointed out a lot so you can really understand and decide you know what’s best #i probably won’t write another message this long but yes this is why it took me a while to answer bc i had to touch on everything #tips #relationship advice