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Daily Truths .
“When asked my #pain level on a scale of 1 to 10 I ask, “My scale or yours?” On my scale I can be a 4 today but on a doctor’s—it’s probably closer to an 8… My body is in pain all the time, I have to endure it and it changes my perceptions.”
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hot-hellboy · 26 days
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Body on Fire - A Perjasico Fanfic (Part 10)
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Part 2
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Part 6
Part 7
Part 8
Part 9
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    "Nico?"
   Jason said in surprise once he opened the door to find the omega who was feeling like his feet were cemented to the floor. Nico said nothing aside from staring at the much taller alpha in front of him with wide eyes with an expression as speechless as his vocal chords.
     Jason, who was also silent, looked at him with concern-filled eyes as he momentarily glanced behind him where Nico caught a glimpse of Percy sitting on the bed. The boy turned his attention back on Nico and motioned for him to join them inside the cabin, and Nico followed with his feet simultaneously feeling heavy and weightless at the same time. 
    Not one of them spoke a word for a good few minutes as Nico tried to think of what to say, but his mind was consistently coming up blank. Thankfully, Percy decided to cut the tension first after another couple of moments filled with nothing but silence.
    "We were hoping you'd come around," he said. Nico caught Jason giving him a wary look. "Me and Jason were, uh, having a pretty hard time leaving you alone after...you know." 
    "Yeah, Nico. It was weird being so attached and then going back to basically ignoring each other all of a sudden, but...we're glad you showed up." Jason added on, but Nico was suddenly filled with heightened annoyance. 
     "If you wanted to see me so bad, why didn't either of you come and find me?" the omega asked; his tone sharp and piercing, but he soon felt bad after the two alphas shared the same expression with one another. 
    "You're not exactly the most approachable--"
   "What Percy is trying to say--" Jason interrupted after throwing a warning glance his way. "--is that we weren't sure if you wanted space or if you wanted to talk, or...you get the gist." 
   Nico stared at the floor as he hugged his knees to his chest while still sitting on the edge of Jason's bed. He couldn't find it in him to be angry anymore; no amount of energy in the world could make him want to be irritated when everything he wanted was right here--sitting on either side of him. 
    "You're right. You're both right," Nico said at last. "You guys have taken such good care of me over the past week, and I can't even express how grateful I am. I guess I don't blame you for being unsure of what to do with me after everything was over."
    "Well, I think we know exactly what we wanted to do with you," Percy said before turning beet red after realizing how that must've sounded. "Wait, that's not-I didn't mean it like--"
    "Percy," Nico turned to face him. He couldn't help but laugh a little, and that seemed to smooth over everything. "I know what you meant."
    "...You do?" Percy said skeptically. 
    "I think so," Nico answered. "Or, at least I have an idea."
    "And what's that?" Jason asked him as Nico took a deep breath.
    "These last few days have been...Well, hectic, if I'm being totally honest. But they taught me something," the omega paused as he looked back and forth between the alphas. "I'm having a really hard time trying to imagine a world without you two in it, and I don't think I can do it...like, at all. I mean, hell, I couldn't even spend one night without breaking down and coming back here to find you both because it didn't feel right to be somewhere without you."
    Just saying that made Nico feel so much better. However, he was still nervous as he studied their reactions closely.
    "Nico...Percy and I have been talking about that pretty much all day. I think it's safe to say that we all want the same thing, but we just weren't sure if you were going to be on board. If we had known we would be having this conversation so much sooner."
   "I'm more than just 'being on board'," Nico said sincerely. "Gods forbid I'm dreaming right now because I want both of you so much, and you know what? I'm glad we're at least having this talk now rather than waiting for who knows how long."
   "Couldn't agree more," Percy said and with that, Nico pulled both alphas into a much-needed kiss that he had deprived himself of all day. The moment was so tender and sweet as they took turns sharing kisses and meaningful caresses with one another until the omega pulled away. 
    "But seriously, I have a question," he said which got both alpha's eyes fixed on him once more. "Will one of you please tell me how I acted or if I did anything embarrassing while I was in heat? I can't remember anything and it's driving me up a wall." Nico immediately regretted asking the question when he saw Percy and Jason look at each other with smirks gracing their faces.
    "I mean...you were acting like a typical omega in heat, if that answer suffices," Jason said.
    "No, like, I need specifics. I don't know what that looks like because when I said I can't remember anything, I can't remember anything." Nico persisted. 
    "Alright, you want specifics?" Percy asked.
   "Yes, please."
    "Fine, I'll give you specifics."
   Nico then had to endure Percy doing the most gods-awful impression of the whiniest sounding omega he had ever heard begging to be fucked in various ways. 
    "I do not sound like that!" Nico insisted as he tried his best to hold back the laughter that was threatening to take over his entire body after sitting through Percy's terrible impersonation of him. 
    "Yes, you do! Plus, how are you going to try and deny that when you just said you didn't remember anything?"
    "Okay, I might not remember much, but I know for sure I didn't do that--" Nico said through his own laughter as he tried to regain his composure. Instead, he looked to Jason for reassurance that he did, in fact, not sound like that. "Alright, Jason--same question," The omega said finally.
    "No comment. I cannot confirm nor deny that you, Nico, did or did not act like that whilst you were under the conditions of a heat." Jason said all of that with a sad attempt at trying to keep  neutral expression, but Nico could see the corner of his mouth twitch as if it wanted to shape itself into a smile. 
    "You're such a fucking liar!--" The omega exclaimed as he threw one of the pillows at Jason's who promptly caught it and threw it back until a full-on pillow fight ensued. 
    Once the excitement had died down, Nico found himself straddled over Jason's hips with their faces just inches apart. A rose colored blush crept up to his cheeks that made him all-too-aware of their situation that made him even more flustered when he realized that Percy was sitting close behind him. 
    "I guess there's only one way to find out if you really are that cute and whiny out of heat as much as you are in it," Jason said cheekily as he flirtatiously reached up to tuck a lock of Nico's hair behind his ear.
    "I think I really like that idea," Percy agreed; his voice easily adding to the suggestive nature of their newfound conversation. 
    "Only one way to find out," Nico murmured.
   "Only one way to find out," Percy echoed with a soft chuckle.
                            ~•~
     “Fuck, it’s bigger than I thought,” Nico  clutched Jason’s shoulders as the alpha inserted his cock into him inch by inch. 
   Part of Nico wished he was still producing the unbelievable amounts of slick he was capable of when he was in heat to make any kind of penetration just even a little bit easier, but now he was facing the reality of what an alpha’s cock really felt like any other day of the month. 
    Jason leaned down to kiss the side of his neck while Nico did his best to relax as much as he could. His cock was stretching his pussy open almost to the point where it was bordering on painful, but with Jason kissing his neck paired with Percy sitting behind him and playing with his hair, Nico decided it really wasn’t so bad once he got used to it. 
    Aside from having to adjust to the new sensations, Nico was focused on how much he could feel. Not only physically, but emotionally as well since he felt overwhelmed by the clarity of love he felt for both Jason and Percy currently there with him.
    Nico could actually process his emotions for once now that he was done being in heat, and it truly felt like entering Elysium for the very first time. He thoroughly adored how real everything felt, and he knew he wouldn’t trade it for anything. Nico supposed it really was like a dream come true after all—nothing could possibly be more perfect than this moment. 
    Speaking of perfection, the three boys each gave one another the most perfect night ever, which was full of experiences none of them would ever forget.
    They took everything slow—which Nico greatly appreciated. The night was filled with pure pleasure (and lots of positions), along with a couple love confessions thrown in here in there. 
    Nico distinctly remembered Percy on top of him with their foreheads pressed together as Jason laid on the right side of them who was holding his hand while Percy knotted him. Nico also discovered that getting knotted out of heat felt completely different since he could recognize the stretch that was definitely there, but because it was his alphas knotting him he hardly cared about the pain. 
    Once they were finished and the clock was just minutes away from daybreak, Nico rolled over into Jason’s side after grabbing Percy’s arm and securing it around his own waist.   
   They talked for a while like they always did after sex (that was one of the few things Nico remembered happening while his brain was essentially putty), until Nico began to slowly drift off back into much needed sleep while being completely safe and in his new alphas’ arms.
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zillychu · 4 months
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human form reveal! he wears his hair in a variety of styles, which include: whatever Sam or Tuck want to do that day (if left alone he will simply do nothing and get it caught in everything)
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Nan Goldin: Cupid with his wings on fire, Le Louvre (2010)
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copperbadge · 3 months
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Can't wait to see how Therapist reacts on Friday to the fact that I did manage to get through the meditation video she sent me after several tries but in order to do so I had to bump the playback speed to 2.5x.
I don't want to speedrun mindfulness or whatever but these serene motherfuckers need to talk faster.
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Holder of immense power, but still prey to Fate
Unable to save himself
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hot-hellboy · 26 days
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Body on Fire - A Perjasico Fanfic (Part 9)
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7
Part 8
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    The next morning was a nightmare. A living, breathing nightmare.
     For one thing, the omega woke up alone albeit still in Jason's room, but the alphas were nowhere to be found. The agonizing clarity of being out of heat after several days of nothing but blissful pleasure was finally settling down on him and it was horrendous. 
    Usually, Nico was grateful that his heat was over and he could actually think clearly once more, but this time around was totally different. 
    He felt embarrassed, humiliated, even. Nico could barely stomach the reality that both Percy and Jason had seen him naked, cock hungry, and horny out of his mind for several days. He wanted to die.
      And the worst part of it was that the omega couldn't even remember half of what happened. Even now, as daylight flooded the room and he was more or less beginning to wake up, Nico still couldn't seem to recall just about anything from his heat. Usually, that didn't bother him too much as he'd rather just try and forget the whole thing, but now all kinds of questions were filling his head.
     Did we use protection?
    Was I good in bed?
    Was it hot for them, too?
    Nico realized he could really only answer the first one, which was a definite 'no'. Not that it mattered much; the contraceptives that the omegas at Camp Half-Blood were put on were strong enough to prevent pregnancy and STDs, which definitely came in handy for times like this. 
    Nico winced at the ache between his legs as he got up slowly from the bed, and he proceeded to break down the temporary nest that he built along with making Jason's bed for when he came back. The omega stretched before going to brush his teeth in the bathroom and to get ready for the day while planning to pack up his things. 
     As he was combing through his unruly locks, Nico looked around a little wistfully at Jason's bathroom counter. As silly as it was, he could feel the domesticity from just seeing both his and Jason's belongings in the same place; almost like they really were living together as a mated pair despite the short time frame. 
    You can't afford to think like that, Nico thought the minute he shook himself out of imagining sharing a space with an alpha like this some day. You don't want to have your heart broken again. Not after Percy. 
   Speaking of which, Nico was seriously not looking forward to seeing either alpha the moment he left the cabin. He knew he would have to talk himself out of staying in here all day eventually since Jason still needed a place to sleep as well, but he dreaded having to do that.
    Nico cleaned up Jason's room the best he could so that it was like he was never there and hopefully that would help him move on faster if he just made the space as "omega-free" as possible, which was a bit difficult to do since his sweet, enticing heat scent still hung heavy in the air. 
    Nevertheless, Nico managed to get everything neat, tidy, and packed up in time for breakfast. But instead of going to eat with everyone else, Nico decided it would just be better to shadow-travel to an area on the ship with no one around so that he could avoid everyone else for just a little longer. 
    Subconsciously, the omega knew shadow-traveling was really not the best decision for his health at the moment and that he should probably only be saving it for when he really needed to, but this was an emergency in his opinion, alright? So, Nico ended up materializing near the ship's hull right where the engine room was. 
    Nico thought it was odd that Leo wasn't around since he was usually down here most of the time anyway, but he was glad that he was alone. He decided he would chill out here for a little while before going above deck to see how he could make himself useful. Nico just needed a breather, after all. 
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    Nico honestly wished he could've said that the first night sleeping alone wasn't as bad as it was. But in reality, it was agonizing. 
   Sure, the omega always had sleeping problems, and he was used to sleeping alone but the separation anxiety was somehow more excruciating than he could've ever imagined. First of all, the bed felt freezing without two gorgeous alphas keeping him warm and safe on either side, and second, Nico couldn't stop tossing and turning. 
    He still couldn't believe that it only took less than a week for two alphas to completely uproot his life, yet here he was. Part of him wished he was better than this--that he could've just accepted their help and then move on like nothing happened (that was his original plan, wasn't it?), but that was proving to be much harder than Nico originally anticipated. 
     The omega sighed as he rolled onto his back for the ninth time; his eyes wide open and staring at the cabin ceiling as he contemplated...well, everything. Nico laid awake as he tried picturing a future--a "normal" future--maybe him and some random alpha raising a family together some where far away from demigod life, perhaps not even in New York. It wouldn't be the first time Nico thought about leaving the city and moving back to Italy the second he got the chance, not that he had anything against New York or anything like that, but it would be nice to be somewhere that felt like home.
    And yet this "random alpha" that Nico was picturing still wasn't so random at all. He was having trouble imagining a completely new face--one that wasn't Percy or Jason's. The visions of a mix of blond hair, green eyes, and a tall, lean and muscular build kept falling into place in his brain, and it was like he couldn't think of anything else aside from a mixture of Percy and Jason's features popping up in this "random alpha's" face. 
   It really did get Nico thinking after he accepted the fact that there was no way he could picture anyone else in his future aside from those two boys in his life that were just sleeping only a couple footsteps away down the hall.
    Even though Nico was certain he didn't want pups (even if it just seemed right to picture having them as part of his "normal" future), he contemplated what they would look like if he did end up having them with either alpha. 
    Would they have his freckles?
    Would they have Percy's tan skin?
    Would they have Jason's blond hair? 
    (Though he wouldn't admit it, Nico secretly hoped that any future pups would have Percy's eyes at the very least.)
     The omega was seriously about to give himself baby fever if he kept his thoughts up like this. Plus, it only made him want to be with the alphas even more than he already did, and the hole in his heart where they were supposed to be only felt like it was getting bigger and bigger the more he entertained his fantasies like this. 
    Nico's temporary good mood faded just as quickly as it manifested as he went back to wallowing in self pity. His chest felt tight as his eyes focused on the wood ceiling above him; Nico traced the rich brown timber lines of the wood with his gaze while he stared at the various cracks and depressions. 
    He did this for at least another hour before coming to the conclusion that he couldn't spend his entire night like this. He needed to be with his alphas. 
     So, Nico got up from his bed and made the (not so long) journey towards Jason's cabin in hopes to find that the alpha was still awake, and it was just his luck that he was. The omega knocked on his door until Jason opened it.
    "Nico?"
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shots from the making of The Thing, via Movie Memorabilia Emporium
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