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oatbugs · 2 years
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i can feel every single nerve and organ and bone inside my body. an exercise in emptiness: what will the next thought in your head be?
#i feel like im going insane . went in the psych department w my friend again i decided to stop hating it for no reason except that its not#maths . why the fuck dont you study ? because the module name starts with a PS ? i need to love it without#feeling shame for myself . i feel like im gonna get into trouble with my university for prying open locked automatic doors at 1 AM but its#alright (that building is haunted anyway). its not about him but it is but it really isnt its about everything it means its about the way i#cant cry for myself the way i used to its the sadness and happiness and that im turning 20 soon and im going a little insane but im shocked#that i still have friends i love im shocked that i am loved im shocked that i dont feel disgusted thinking about him yet#(and ill look for a man to turn me into a hare just like you did when you did what you did)#when alt j 3ww said . f5 f6 f6 f5 f5#i constantly feel like my chest is about to explode and i have no idea why its a physical pain its great and also horrible#id like to rip out my ribcage and put a bird and some flowers inside it id like to rip out my sternum and pierce the thoughts with it#4 43 AM i have an exam about brains i stared at a vintage photo of a brain pinned and labelled i learned the names and positions of sulci#im learning about magic (action potentials) and gates inside your brain and every day i learn how hard your body tries to keep you alive#(his lips turn sharp when he smiles) (choking on flowers and music and fear) (feel every feeling inside my throat feel metal at the back#of my head) (i miss your hard edges i miss your bone marrow)#hypothesis : perhaps if i put my lips on someone elses lips and i dont let go of them for a few hours ill be okay#needle (sharp like the spice in what i made you) shooting 5 mg of haldol straight into the hypothalamus . gave myself a concussion and#since that night my head has been blooming . the violin today felt like liquid gold . moderato - spiritoso - the bow turned my heart inside#out . id like to scream and i have no idea why but one day i will turn my vertebrae into a bouquet of flowers for you all.#yesterday my boy with the beautiful hair looked at me and held me tight enough that i heard his heartbeat (or maybe it was mine)#for a second or two and i wish i could lean on him for this except his heart has been crushed by the mathematician discerning eyes#for a while and a half .#dyed your hair red i dyed your hair brown youre on my bed and your hand touches my hand and every day i am amazed by the way your mind#turns my guts and my heart inside out#for a second or two and i wish i could lean on his bony shoulders for this except his lungs have filled with water#for a while and a half . dyed your hair red i dyed your hair brown youre on my bed i stare at the grace of her hands you are evidence#that angels and pomegranate seeds and create the economist of our dreams . game theory and good actions by any other name .#she makes the sound the sea makes knee deep in the north sea
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dark-night-hero · 1 year
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i love the imagine u wrote where zhongli would give us up for the world 🥹🥹 and it got me thinking:
what if the reader gets incarnated to the current timeline we have and meets zhongli again? they don’t have the past memories but somehow zhongli feels familiar for them. Z thinks this era is the right time for him to take back the past and do things right so he spends time w them but he somehow finds out that reader has a lover (maybe another playable character). Z begins to asks questions abt their lover and idk how their convo would play out but I just imagine where reader gets a question where they answer with “i would give up the world for them (their lover)” and zhong is just hit with past memories and regrets wishing how he could have done things differently idk i j imagine it rly angsty 😭😭
Sorry to disturb but this has been on my mind i cant stop thinking abt it and i wanted to share 😭😭 Anyways, i look forward to more of ur works!! keep up the good work ur doing great 🥺🫶
: following zhongli (world > you)
Imagine how had Mor- Zhongli tried to get close to you, you who obviously was rather uncomfortable with his presence. And the only key to it was the traveller, the same old traveller that had help Liyue and Monstand and is now away on their venture in Inazuma. That being said, nowadays he had been keeping you company.
"You've been off since the departure of the Traveller." Zhongli spoke as he stand right beside you in the harbor.
"Really? I didn't notice." You have him a small smile.
"But I guess you're right, I've been missing the traveller so bad nowadays." You chuckle.
Imagine, at that very moment, Zhongli hoped he didn't not see you. Not when you're looking like that. Not when you're looking so soft, so lovely, obviously longing for someone, someone who definitely wasn't him.
Imagine the way his heart dropped to his stomach. The way his hand clenched around nothing before realising it. And after a few moments of silence.
"Do you.. Perhaps have feelings for the traveller?"
Imagine the way his voice shaken, obviously did go unnoticed by you. The way his amber iris were shaking, hoping and trying to deny reality as best as he can. He had hope for a chance. He knew this time, nothing can go wrong with the two of you. So he approached you, he tried to get close to you, he really did. But perhaps it was already too late, or was it? Did he even had a chance in this new persona he now possess?
"Honestly, I'm not sure myself." You chuckle.
"Or so I thought before the traveller left. Did you know? The traveller confessed to me, but Traveller also told me that they had so many things going on at the moment so.." As you look beyond the sea, you smile genuinely.
"I was wondering that in the world was the Traveller even thinking confessing and leaving me just like that, but now that I think about it. Its wasn't so bad."
Imagine the way you smile, the way your brush back your hair, trying to fix it upon the harsh breeze that have been messing with your hair earlier.
"If the world wants me dead, if the world see me as a threat, what would you do?"
"Huh?"
"What was the question that suddenly came into mind as soon as te Traveller confessed."
"What was the Traveller reply?"
Imagine the way you laugh, the way you smile genuinely as you recall the answer of that silly, adventurous, kind Traveller reply.
Imagine the way Zhongli kept staring at you, you who looked all refesh and happy, bright as you were before. Oh how much it hurts him he was no longer the reason why.
"How about a new world?"
"What?"
"I'll just have to take you to a new world. As you are already aware I wasn't from this world. All we have to do is to escape and find a new world where no one can take you away from me. Although my twin always somes first, I cannot afford to loose you, you know?"
"..." "(First name)? Are you o-?" "Pfff.."
"Did I say something funny?" "No.. hehe, I'm just.. I don't know." Was it relief that you felt?
Imagine the way you let out a sigh. Thinking about the Traveller only makes you miss them more. Perhaps you should have given the Traveller a reply back then but both of you agreed to put more thought into it and give them a reply upon coming back.
"Escape." It was just one word.
"I see." Zhongli replied, this time he looked away from you.
"If you don't mind me asking." "What is it?"
"If it's for the sake of the world, would you be willing to kill them?"
Imagine the way you once again let out a sigh, as you went quite only for a few moments, you face him and tug his sleeve.
"If that person meant the world for you, isn't that enough reason to be selfish?" You chuckle.
"Isn't a world without your beloved would only felt like a living hell?" You added as you never once look away from him.
"It goes on without saying that it's them over the world. That's how much they matter to me, that's how much I love them."
Imagine the way Zhongli chuckle and the way his lips form a bitter smile afterwards nevertheless, he agreed to you and eventually excuse himself. Leaving you all alone in the harbor, all waiting for the Traveller and not him. But it's alright, one way or another, he deserves this.
Imagine as Zhongli walks away from you, you stare at him and as you do so. He looks so lonely. But then you blink as a harsh breeze passes by, turning your look into the horizon, the sun was peacefully setting. How beautiful yet it left a bitter taste in your mouth in which you soon ignore.
"Escape huh."
Imagine, it's not like he did not think about it. But back then, the best choice was to kill you. But after hearing what you said, he starts to doubt if he did perhaps made a mistake, leaving regrets behind. After all, you were right. A world were he couldn't embrace you when you were right in front of him was like a living hell.
Imagine the way it was making him wonder if he was only a little bit selfish, if only he did not listen to the pleads of his people, his friends. If only he tried to find another way. If only he choses the other way. Would the two of you be happy and still together like you were back then?
He doesn't know, after all, those were the choices he didn't take. And this was the consequence he had to face.
[ⓒdark-night-hero] 2023°
: I think I strayed away from what was asked. Crap, did I do this right?
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indouloureux · 2 years
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This is more centered around Wayne and eddie cause we got robbed of seeing them together. Reader is coming over to watch a movie with eddie (maybe they're new and eddie was nice to them and reade had nothing to do that day or something.) So eddie is panicking and wayne finds it hilarious.
I JUST- I CANT ENOUGH OF EDDIE AND WAYNE I DEMAND MORE FICS
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"i've got a girl coming over."
the mug in his hand stops halfway, newspaper falling backwards with the lack of support. wayne's head lowers, looks up at his nephew—who looks...proper, today—through his short eyelashes.
"well, that's a first," he sips his coffee, tongue scorched but it's not as painful as it used to be. "you babysitting or something?"
"n-no," eddie fiddles with his rings, fixing everything on the desk he's standing next to. he fixes the mugs he bought for his uncle, the scattered pens and folding the bills, shoving it inside a drawer. "she's a friend- did you shower today?"
wayne furrows his eyebrows. "i shower everyday, excuse you."
but he doesn't believe it. he saunters over to him, leaning down to take a whiff of his shoulder which makes wayne swat him away with his newspaper.
"what the hell?"
"you smell okay," eddie straightens his back. "listen, she wants to meet you."
wayne chuckles, closing his newspaper. "you didn't tell me you had a girlfriend,"
"she's not!" he blushes profusely, mostly out of embarrassment that he's blushing in front of his uncle like he'd asked eddie about a crush he had when he was in first grade. "she just wants to hang out and she says she wants to get to know you."
he buys it just a bit, standing up from his seat. "well, whaddya both plan on doing today?"
"watching a movie,"
"boring," he snorts. "when i was your age, i took girls out on dates outside of town. ate at diners, watched movies at cinemas, then we'd get behind my car and-"
"okay well first, the cinema's down. second, i'm not ready to have that conversation yet and i don't think i will," eddie tugs on his jacket, chin jutted with pride. "besides, you're too late for that."
"glad to know that,"
"do we have mugs?"
wayne shrugs. "i don't know. why don't you check the shelves. you give me at least three every year. father's day, my birthday, christmas. wonder how many mugs we got."
eddie rolls his eyes. "haha. funny,"
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when wayne sees you exit eddie's van from the porch, he certainly didn't expect you'd look like a freshly picked flower from a meadow; you looked too soft for eddie, in his opinion, despite your style as he so calls it. but he's happy his nephews happy with you.
eddie senses your nervousness, couldn't help himself but let a hand hover on the small of your back as you both make your way to his uncle who's stepping on his cigarette until it dies down.
"hi!" you quip. "i'm (y/n). you must be—"
"wayne," he shakes your hand. "eddie's therapist,"
"oh!"
"i'm kidding," he lets go of your hand, ignoring the murderous glare of eddie who towers behind you. "i'm his uncle. glad to meet you. he's never shut up about you."
that was a lie. he only heard about you earlier. but he loves to inflict embarrassment.
your cheeks roseate, looking back at eddie who's eyes burn holes at the bald head of his uncle who raises his brows as if to ask what had been wrong. eddie shakes his head, finally letting his hand settle on the dip of your spine as he leads you inside.
"welcome to my humble abode, provided by my ever loving uncle," you observe the baby picture beside the small television, with a much younger wayne with darker hair and a mush of curls coating the top of his head, and an eddie who's smiling brightly with missing teeth, his uncle's hands resting on his chest. "that's me."
"cute," you chuckle. eddie looks at wayne, who gives him a thumbs up and crosses his arms. "what movie are we watching?"
"the fly," eddie says, looking over the table where the dvd rests. wayne snorts, which makes you whip your head at him that he apologizes with a smile. "j-jeff goldblum's in it,"
"nice,"
"hey, uncle wayne?" eddie's voice cracks, wincing but luckily enough you're still at your curiosity venture. "do we have any candles? those long, good smelling sticks that you use when you cook?"
his face blanks. "eds, we never had candles. and we ran out of those good smelling sticks. write them down on the grocery list for me, would ya?" eddie nods, and he pats him on the shoulder. "miss (y/n), sad i wouldn't be able to stay longer but," he takes his cap from a rack. "duty calls."
"oh, it's okay," you smile at him. "i'll take good care of eddie, sir. make sure he's taking all his vitamins and tell me all about his childhood,"
"roger that," wayne tugs his nephew by the shoulder, reaching for his pocket as he leans in to whisper. "now, eddie, you know i'm old. and you know you've got two months left till you leave that hell of a pit, so here's a little gift,"
he takes his hand, opening it widely before he slams something plastic in eddie's palm. when wayne removes his hand, he winces at the sight of the trojan condom in his hand.
"what the fuck?!" he looks behind frantically to make sure you weren't looking before eddie shoves it in his pocket. "i just met her last week!"
"well, you never know,"
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reblogs and feedback are appreciated <3
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sirensea14 · 2 months
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Quick post--so i have a small headcanon
So the smiling critters toys' tails can be pulled to release their scent, right? And catnap's bigger bodies version (monster) can breathe the red smoke. He can also make the player fall into a dream sequence with that bad breath. So what if the other bigger bodies of the smiling critters also have the ability to breathe smoke like catnap? And they can also trap them in a nightmare/dream sequence like what catnap does to the player. Except theirs is weaker when it comes to making people sleep thom
"But what about Dawgday tho? " oh that's easy to answer. Since we've seen him beaten up, it is possible that his smoke thingy inside him broke. So he cant release any gas anymore.
AAAAA this hc seems wonky.... Does this make any sense? Its nighttime anyway, but im postin this shit out of my head cuz i cant stop thinking about how robbed we are of the smiling critters😭😭
But if all of them were alive, then that would make ch 3 even more terrifying and would take a long time to beat. But i still wish we could see all of them together like in a cartoon series cuz i need more of these critters together, doing random ass shit out of nowhere and solving it with the power of friendship
Edit: theyre the La Marijuana gang /j
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presleyanswrites · 9 months
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The Drawer
pairing(s): jj maybank x pouge!reader
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i think this is an imagine/blurb
requests are open 🫶🏼
enjoy 🤍
------------------------------------------------------- authors note you were searching around in the chateau for the keys to the twinkie, but you happen to stumble upon a drawer of love letters towards one girl in particular.
word count: 566 (sorry its short!)
warnings: fluff, language, grammar
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"okay john b, geez, im coming!" you shuffle around the chateau looking in every cabinet and drawer. "where the hell did pope put the keys?"
you sigh and toss beer bottles out of your way trying to look for where these dumbass boys keep their things at, because you, john b, and kie were all supposed to be going surfing for the day.
"are you sure its in here?" you ask
"positive." john b folds his arms to the back of his head.
you look endlessly around, but you cant find the keys. so, after you made your rounds through the entire place, you decide to check the last room you were sure it wouldn't be in, but you had no other option. you creaked open the door to big john's office, thank god it was unlocked.
You take a step in and begin searching through the drawers and lifting maps and papers.
you place your hand on another drawer and pull it open its cool handle to find a bunch of little pieces of very recklessly folded paper.
"probably more ripped maps or something", you say to yourself.
you rustle through the paper and unfold it, to find a letter written in sloppy handwriting, that adresses your name.
you furrow and cock your head in confusion trying to read what its saying.
then your heart skips a beat.
it was a love letter, from jj.
multiple, actually.
you kept reading through it and it made your eyes water from all of the sweet things he said in the little peices of paper.
it made you warm and fuzzy but almost excited and and full of butterflies at the same time.
he had written letters to you for when you are sad, one for when you are happy, and in that one particularly, he wouldn't stop talking about your smile, and how it lit up.
you softly smile and press your pointer finger to your lips and laugh.
after you read some of them, you wiped a tear away from your eyes, chuckled, and left the room to find the keys in john b's couch the entire time. you roll your eyes, someone must have sat on them.
that night, you and the pogues were all sitting by the fire, per usual, sipping beers and laughing.
sarah said something that made you laugh, and jj glanced at you and smiled, and then looked down at his boots.
you notice jj looking, and you turn your attention to the blonde boy.
"what is it, j?" you ask
"your smile."
"how it lights up my whole face? i know, you never shut up about it in that note."
his mouth slightly opens in shock and he begins to blush
"how did you-"
"just, shut up."
you smile and lean over to press your lips to his. it was a passionate, and free kiss. he kisses you back with an equal amount of love.
you pull away and gaze up at his eyes while the flames of the fire radiate on both of you.
butterflies swarmed in your stomach and up your throat, making you giggle like a little girl, as he tucked a piece of hair that fell from your face back behind your ear.
laughter from your friends echoed. It felt like you were the only girl in the world at that moment.
"i have my ways."
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prettyevermores · 8 months
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tenth doctor alphabet
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Tenth Doctor x gn!Reader
a/n: more fanfic for my fave boy!!! please enjoy <3
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A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
The Doctor would be very affectionate towards his s/o, me thinks so! He always wants to be near you and touching you!! (get your mind out the gutter)
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Him as a best friend would be flipping amazing! I imagine lots of giggles and lots of sass
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
My boy is ALWAYS down to cuddle, ALWAYS. He loves to lay on your chest and listen to your heartbeat <3 Brownie points if you rub his back or play with his hair
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
The Doctor??? Settle Down??? I don’t think that would ever happen. He tries to cook for you but it doesn’t end up very good, but he would probably like to have a clean room but his stuff is always strewn across the floor
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
It would break his hearts to end it with you, if he did have to do it would probably be for a much more dangerous reason than he would like it to be for.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
The Doctor would want to waste a single moment with you. He wants to cherish every time he sees you smile, every time he hears your laugh.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
He’s the most gentle and sweetest soul towards you :)
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
MY BOY LOVES TO HUG!!! I feel like he would give so many good hugs tbh, I want a hug from Doctor
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
I feel like I love you with The Doctor would be apart of his confession to you.
I imagine i love you would be like ‘Y/N, I’m so in love with you and I cant just pretend to just be your friend anymore’
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
He is very jealous when some hits on you or flirts with you. He’ll get really affectionate with you, like hand on the waist and a kiss on the cheek. Or the second option is that he’ll shove you behind his back, that’s if it’s your first time meeting Jack.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
HE IS SUCH A GOOD KISSER!! Like did you see him with Reinette?????!!!!! He’d love a good make out session me thinks. He’d love to kiss your lips and behind your ear going down your neck. Kissing the back of his neck really gets him going ;)))
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
I feel like he would be really good around kids, like he would be telling them stories about his adventures. If your family has young kids, they would really look up to him.
IMAGINE HIM HOLDING A TINY BABY ASWELL THO?!?!?! I’m loosing my shit over that idea
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings will be very rushed in the Tardis, but there is always a stop for coffee and time for getting ready to go on an adventure
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Nights on the Tardis would be much more slow than the mornings. Like, having slow hot showers and then reading and cuddles with The Doctor before sleep
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Bro is not one to open up on first meeting someone (sorry Martha I love you queen) but I feel like over a certain period of time and A LOT of bonding he would open up and he does it all in one go. Like dawg just goes full swing.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
He can get angry kinda easily but it has to be something that REALLY pisses him off to do so
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
He remembers every little detail about you..The music you like, the food you like to eat, how much you’re going hit a family member the next time you see them. The Doctor does not forget anything or any face
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
I think his favourite memory of you two is when on an adventure he got taken down as you two were separated and you continued to take aliens and people alike out to make your way to him to save him
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Any time you have an adventure that is way more dangerous than other, he’ll keep you close to him. You are his number one priority 24/7
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Well you two kinda loose track of how long you’ve been together in the TARDIS but he always tries to make time so you two can have cute little evenings in together. As for gifts, I feel like he would pick up little souvenirs that remind him of you on your adventures.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
He has a bad habit of getting into a power-crazy ego state and no one can seem to snap it out of him apart from you
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
He knows that this regeneration is good looking and you know that he knows. He takes great pride in his hair and randomly has no extensive hair care routine to get it to look that good.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
He doesn’t feel like himself without you :(
When you go back to your house to either visit family, pick up somethings or do basic human things, he insists that you take him with you!!!
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
He. Is. A. BritPop Fan. (because he’s into his 70s punk stuff)
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
He wouldn’t be into a partner that is really selfish and doesn’t help people out on adventures.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
Bro doesn’t sleep, like literally never. A 15 minute power nap is good enough to keep him going for two weeks, he’d rather do other things.
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stevie-petey · 25 days
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LOVING where you’re going with Bug and Steve’s story so far. Looking forward to the next chapter🥰
I have a blurb idea!! What about Bug’s reaction to Dustin being sad at the Snow Ball when all the girls said no to him🥲and her reaction to Nancy dancing with him.
Ps. Sorry I meant to send this as an ask the first time my b😅
thank youuuu <3 n i so wanted to add this scene in but the chapter was already 20k words and i simply couldnt but YES i will happily elaborate on this
enjoy <3
"should i go and dance with him?" you ask nancy, nervously fidgeting with your fingers as you watch dustin, all alone with his head ducked in shame as he stands in the corner and watches his peers. since arriving, hes been rejected again and again by the girls at the dance.
nancy bites her lip, unsure herself what to do. "youre his sister, i think it might make it worse if you dance with him." she confesses with a sigh.
you both watch as dustin walks towards the bleachers in defeat, and it takes everything within you not to run after him. his shoulders are shaking, you know hes holding back tears. he had been so excited for tonight, and now he sits all alone, once again beaten down by peers who have no idea what hes done for them. dustin henderson is a hero, hes saved hawkins, and yet hes treated like a freak.
he deserves the entire world.
"thats it," you cant take it anymore. youre dustins sister, hes your baby brother, how can you be expected to stand as watch as he gets his heart broken? "im gonna go dance with him-"
"no!" nancy grabs your hand to stop you.
you pull at your wrist, annoyed and hurt that she expects you to do nothing as dustin cries. "hes my brother, screw whatever those stupid kids say-"
"i'll dance with him."
you gape at nancy, unsure if you heard her correctly. "you... what?"
"here," she hands you the punch ladle and then wipes her hands, a smile on her face as if this is a regular occurance for her. she fixes her hair, straightens out her dress, and then takes a deep breath. "i remember his crush he used to have on me. figure its time to apologize for how mean i was."
and then nancy leaves. you stare at her, still in complete shock, as she approaches your brother. they exchange words, and you cant help but laugh at how shocked dustin looks as well. nancy takes his hands and marches him confidently through the crowd of preteens and places dustins hands around her waist and they begin to dance.
a few girls sneer at nancy and dustin, which you secretly preen at. serves them right for being little monsters towards your brother. you understand that being twelve is a horrid age, but dustin doesnt deserve their bitterness.
nancy says something that makes dustin bashful and he giggles. his tears have long since dried, and you watch them with fondness. a year ago you envied nancy wheeler and resented her beauty and grace. now, shes dancing with dustin and sending you a wink as he spins her around. time is weird, but youre immensely happy that you somehow ended up here.
you look around the gym. will is with a girl with a nervous smile on his face as they dance together. nancy and dustin are giggling to themselves. max and lucas are shy as they slow dance, and without meaning to, you watch as they have their first kiss. its a short, simple peck, and lucas blushes like crazy, and your heart soars.
somehow, within the five years youve known them, the kids grew up right before your eyes.
then you see mike, and you do a double take when you see that hes with el. shes in a beautiful dress, her hair is done, and she even seems to have some makeup on. you look behind you and see hopper standing outside in the parking lot, smoking a cigarette with joyce, and the two of them share their own laugh. its been a while since you last saw joyce smile, same with the chief, and something warm fills within you. love is weird, and you couldnt be happier that the ones closest to you get to experience it.
as your eyes roam the room, they somehow find jonathans. they always find jonathan.
he points to nancy and dustin and shakes his head, laughing. he knows that your brother will hold this over his head for the next week, but hes happy the kid is having a good night. you giggle, knowing what hes thinking, and shrug your shoulders. itll be a problem for jonathan tomorrow, but tonight you both watch as the girl and young boy dance the night away. both your hearts are warm, each of you feel a deep love for the girl in this moment, and you both marvel at how lovely nancy wheeler is.
as you watch, something tugs at your chest and begs you to turn around. you do, and see steves car slowly driving away from the middle school.
your lips tingle, still feeling his cheek against them. your skin will never forget the feel of his. your promise still lingers on your tongue.
take all the time you need.
time is weird.
so is love.
and youre all the luckier for it.
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sadevergreen · 1 year
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eefo head canons ‼️
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ok i have some etho head canons i need to write out
he has a scar through his red eye that goes from just above his eyebrow, down his face through his eye and knicks the corner of his mouth before stopping.
He no longer has any motor control for that eye and is pretty much blind in it due to the physical trauma, and he can’t actually open the eyelid. it can be like pulled up a little bit where you can see it’s all red
his bad eye creates a major blind spot on that side, but his hearing has always been really good and who needs eyes anyways! if he can’t see something to his side, he will usually hear it
he also has some depth perception issues so even if in theory he would be really good at pvp sometimes he just thinks you’re a little closer than you actually are
because of how the scar cut right through his mouth he is a bit anxious about what his smile looks like and all that, because it doesn’t stretch in quite the same way that it should so hence the mask
sometimes he’ll do the flip eyelid trick with his red eye to scare people. 9/10 times works at scaring the shit out of people (doc was the 1/10 that was not affected and he countered by pulling out his own heart /j)(but am i /j?? we’ll never know)
personally etho and bdubs are lovers and married but sometimes they’re not and they’re just silly like that. they cant kiss either way, bdubs is saving it for marriage
bdubs and etho are just the weirdest fucking people when they are together like. if you walked in on them hanging out, even with context it would make no sense how they got there. they could be squished together in a single straight jacket and be like ‘we were trying to clean the ceiling fan’ like nobody wants to find them when they’re alone because nobody wants to be a part of whatever that noise is
there we’re several of these occasions in the monolith with ren walking in on them and they’re just like entirely covered in poorly minced onions because they were originally trying to make soup and then it was like ya know do you cry when chopping onions? but somewhere along the line it turned into moisturizing bdubs back and they don’t know either ok
he walks into walls he’s just hot like that
like help girl i’m in your vents! oh no! we have to make out now
he kills all his plants because he forgets that he owns plants
ok i think that’s all for not i didn’t intend for it to be as much ethubs as it was but honestly it’s ok we’re vibing with it
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Okay Radio Guard Charlie deep dive written by a tired, about to pass out college student, wooo.
So this is probs gonna be long so fair warning.
To start off, Charlie, canonically in Radio Guard, barely remembers her mom (yes I am going down the super angsty route since I like to torment myself and it adds extra angst drama flare). As a trade off, Charlie has a better relationship with Lucifer so compared to other Charlies probably.
That said, it did take awhile for Lucifer to come back into the picture, so for a good while, Alastor was her sole caretaker. Like mentioned in a previous ask/lore dump, Alastor was there for a lot of core memories. And because of that, Alastor did influence a lot. Besides the stuff I mentioned before, Charlie grew up learning to play the piano. She also grew up listening to Alastor's radio show, a lot (due to a headcanon that, by Lucifer's permission or not, a study was transformed into Alastor's own personal radio studio in the castle so he could keep an eye on Charlie easier). Because of the radio show, she grew up hearing stories of Alastor's past and what he did, although she only got the full picture when she got older and Alastor felt comfortable sharing the full stories with her (graphic details and all, only if she said she could stomach them). One of the many fond memories Charlie has is falling asleep in Alastor's arms while he was doing a radio show when she was still young and waking up briefly, barely half awake, to hear Alastor speak without his radio filter and how calming and kind it sounded (she also remembers how tired he sounded but how warm his smile was. And while she knows Alastor will deny it, she vaguely remembers Alastor kissing the top of her head like how a father would with his child when she was drifting back to sleep).
Charlie personality wise is pretty much the same. She is still bubbly and happy, but not as naive as her canon self. I think, again with Alastor influence (with some of Lucifer's influence too), I think Charlie knows there are some sinners out there who just, cannot be redeemed to save their lives. It was a hard lesson for her but it was a lesson she needed to learn. I also think in a weird way, Alastor's weird sense of justice probably rubbed off onto Charlie. She doesn't agree with his methods (i.e brutally killing, torturing, and broadcasting a sinner's screams on his show), but like she gets why he does the things he does too. But even then, she still asks him to go easy on people and try to be open-minded (fun fact: the ONLY reason Alastor didn't snap Radio Guard!Vox like a twig in a blind rage when they reunited was because of Charlie asking Alastor to not hurt him and to give him a chance. That is mainly because Charlie was very in the dark about Alastor and Vox's relationship prior, but even if she knew, she would still ask Alastor to give Vox a chance since Vox didn't seem so bad).
Other stuff to note and add to! Like mentioned in a previous ask/lore dump, Charlie knows old songs. The three she remembers the most is: Daisy Bell, The Teddy Bear’s Picnic and Tiptoe Through the Tulips. Daisy Bell is kind of more angsty reason (i.e, it's a song she always heard Alastor sing but never got why he sang it until one day in the hotel she overheard Vox singing a few of the lyrics to himself). She has a record player where she plays a lot of old music or jazz. She does actually have a radio, it's a small little portable one, that is more of a 1940s model then 20s or 30s (she saw it in the window of a store one day and begged Alastor to get it for her when they were going on a walk). For a good bit of time, growing up, she spoke solely in 1920s to 1930s slang. Alastor found it funny, Husk did not. They begged her stop though when she kept demanding giggle juice, as giggle juice is booze and she thought it was just juice that made you happy. (Alastor voice: It does but you are like 9, so, you cant have it. /j).
As for clothing style, if you remember her pilot outfit, the one with the suspenders and that is black and white. Yeah that is just her canon outfit now. She wears a lot of suspenders and more masc 1920s clothing. Alastor helped her pick out the clothes when she asked if she could wear clothes similar to his era and he was happy to help (and he will deny he cried tears of joy, no rosie, you have no photo evidence of that, what do you mean?). She even has a cute little news boy cap to match her outfit! I also think Radio Guard Charlie's hair is either shorter or always in a updo, like a messy bun!
(and smacking this near the end, while writing this, i took a small break and got notified of the fic with radio guard alastor and just, chef's kiss, I love it. 10 out of 10 fanfic anon!)
-⚔️ anon
LORE LORE LORE
Alastor's comment on the "giggle juice" had me laughing for several minutes ngl. I love love love the outfit you've come up with for her too
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seonghwa-potatos · 9 months
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Hidden love
Sung. Gif
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summary: you had liked Seth for a while now, thinking you both felt the same way you come face to face with a lie.As your heart drops sunghoon the man you hated appears being there for you. Sunghoon tells u he's liked you for a long time.Then realization hits, you've been in love with him.
pairings: Enemy!SungHoon x neighbor!reader
warnings: confession prank (not sunghoon), m!masturbation, fingering, enemies to lovers, sunghoon is cocky, smut
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Sitting in class you look up, seeing Seth looking right at you. You wondered why he looked at you, you tried to focus on your work, but you became flustered with how he just stared at you the whole class time.Then the bell rang. Gathering your items he comes up towards you.”Y/N could I talk to you?” he says , you could tell he was nervous about something. “Um yea” you say.You follow him out to the halls and he then stops turning towards you.”So I wanted to say” he pauses looking really nervous as he struggles to say what he wants to say.You hold his arm “You can say what you need to say” you say reassuring him.”I Like you” he says looking down.You hug him immediately.”I like you too silly” you say smiling he then pushes you onto the floor.
”Did you guys get that” Seth says as his friends with cameras record.Your heart drops, knowing he was just playing with you.”I like you too silly” he says mocking me.Tears begin to swell in your eyes. “You must've thought I really liked you, huh” he says, bending at your level.”So, your gonna do what I say, if you don't want this video exposed” he says smiling patting your head.All of a sudden he tackled by Sunghoon, the man you hated was helping you.He began to beat his face in, going left and right as the others tried pulling him off.You go to him “Sung Hoon, Sunghoon stop!” you yell.He gets off them.
Takes both phones from the other people deleting the videos.He then grabs your arm walking fastly.”Sunghoon j-just let go” you say pulling his arm off. He turns “Thanks, b-but I don't need your help” you say as you shed a tear looking down.He hits the lockers next him surprising you, you look up.”I don't care if you needed my help or not, If they mess with you again, you let me know'' he says you saw pure rage in his eyes which shook you up a bit.You just nod wiping your tears away.The man you hated helped you, you couldn't believe it because all these years you and him were at each other's throats.”Why’d you help me, don't you hate me” you say looking at him. “Y/N, I can be a decent fucking human too okay” he says laughing a little.You both walk outside the highschool.You began to have multiple tears fall and you try wiping them off fast because you didnt want to cry over a guy like that, but you couldn't help it.
“Are you crying?” he asks.”No, no I'm not” you say as you shed another tear.” Why cry over someone like him” he says as you guys begin walking to your houses.”Well I like him, and he took it as a joke, so yea ima cry” you say irritated with him.”But i'll be okay, there's another guy I like anyway” you say trying to smile through the pain. “Can you not like other guys?” he says signing.Startled you say “ why not?” you say.”Look, you always get hurt and I cant watch anymore” he says stopping looking at you. In Front of both of your houses.You both were neighbors who hated each other since you guys were 12 when he moved in. “You can't watch anymore?” you say looking at him confused. “N-nothing” he says, turning about to go to his house.You grab his arm making him turn back around. “Well of course it's not nothing, what's wrong? You say as he looks down at you. You gulp because his gaze made you nervous. He grabs your face with both hands kissing you.He pulls away with his hands still on your face still.”Let me love you” he says as you stare in shock.Blood rushed to your face immediately.
” Give me a chance, to show you, you own my heart” he says pulling away walking towards his house closing the door as you stand outside.You eventually walk into your house falling to the floor behind the door.You had realized you were in love with Sunghoon this whole time.You get up, opening the door you run to Sunghoons house.Knocking you wait.He opens the door. “Y/N” he says looking down “ you lift his head up , holding his head kissing him as you close his door. He kisses back holding your waist.He pulls away suddenly turning around. “I-I'll be back” he says walking at an angle he goes into the bathroom.You wondered if he had got a boner. Your inner impulse causes you to go into the bathroom and you see him jerking off. “Y/N!, I-I can explain” he says as he hurrys pulling his boxers up.He begins to pull his pants up but you stop his hand.”Sung Hoon its okay, I gave you a boner so I might as well help you” you say getting on your knees.You pull his boxers down as it springs out.He was huge which lowkey worried you.You put your mouth on his tip, licking around in circles teasing him.Looking up you see him look away from your gaze biting his lip.
He lets a groan out as you put more than the tip in your mouth.”Y/N” he says as he grabs your hair” pushing you in.You begin to gag as he pushes deeper into your throat.Pulling out he cums on your face. “S-sorry Y/N” he says as he wipes the cum off your face. “It's okay” you say, kissing him as he shoves his tongue down your throat opening the bathroom door. He kisses you in the kitchen.He picks you up.Putting you onto the counter.”Y/N are you sure about this” he says looking into your eyes.”Because I don't think Ill be able to control myself anymore” he says as he breathes looking down.”Don't go easy on me” you say pushing his chin up with your knee smiling. He lets a heavy breath out as soon as you say that.He pulls your underwear down from your skirt.Putting his hand in he circles around your folds looking at you he says “You have no idea how much I've wanted you “ he says as he puts two fingers in you.You moan at his ear, causing you to go red as he looks at you.”Oh, my God, Do that again” he says going at a constant speed.
Moaning into his ear you hear his breath get harder.You cummed on his fingers. Pulling his fingers out he says “your so cummed so much for me” he says looking at you smirking.He kisses you as bits of saliva keeps you connected as he pulls away. “You're mine, and I don't share” he says, breathing heavily.”You know everytime before you made me mad, I fantasized about you.” He says taking you off the counter.He then leads you to his room.You take his shirt off kissing his body you feel him twitch.Pushing him on the bed you face him telling him you're gonna ride him.He stops you. “Are you sure?” he says, holding your waist. “Aren't you a virgin?” he says “how’d you know?” you say looking at him sideways. “Oh, Oh not like that, I wouldn't care if you were a virgin or not, b-but I just want you to be comfortable” He says,but he didn't answer your question. “ How’d you know?” you say once again.”Um well those guys you’ve liked in the past ,I made sure they wouldn't get near you” he says looking down.
“Damn you were jealous this whole time” you say laughing a little. “ You call that jealousy,believe me when I say it's not jealousy if you can still spread your legs.” he says as he grabs your hips flipping you onto your back. Surprising you, you yelp as he pulls your hips to him.Putting himself at your entrance. “You said not to go easy on you remember” he says as u gulp.He enters you making you moan as you feel him inside thrusting.”and yes I was jealous but could they make you as good right now, no,no they couldn't” he says as he goes deeper in you.”Sunghoon” you say moaning as your legs begin to shake.He started pounding your pussy making your moans more like pants now. “I hate it when they looked at you” he says groaning “you know your mine, right?” he says going deeper you say “Y-yes” you moan out. “Good, because you were mine before you even knew it” he says pulling out watching you squirt onto him leaving your legs twitching he leans down to your neck he starts sucking onto it.
You were so sensitive around your neck. “S-Sunghoon” you say stuttering “p-please n-not- “He sucked harder and harder on your neck making you shake because you couldn't handle it you cum again.He pulls away.“ You look so good, even after I've pounded you.” he says smirking, cocking his head to the side looking at how you're breathing hard and heavy.
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frozenpeazz · 1 year
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NIGHTMARES
Pairing- Daniel Larusso x f!reader
Warning- angst? Not sure, crying, panic attack, fluff, mentions of bullying and injuries
Y/n was staying over at her boyfriend Daniels tonight, and its a good thing she was or who else would've been there to calm him from his nightmare about Johnny Lawrence and his gang.
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It was about 2am, you and Daniel were sound asleep in his bed somehow facing away from eachother despite falling asleep in each others arms. You were peacefully dreaming about whatever you want. However, Daniel on the other hand. He was not peacefully dreaming the poor boy. He was having a nightmare about getting beat up by Johnny and his gang again except 10x worse and he had to watch them beat you up to. His body began to sweat as he tries to wake up. Suddenly Danny wakes up and bolts to sit up right. Body shaking, muscles tense and his breathe quickening to the point where he is getting little to no oxygen into his lungs. He tries to call your name but he cant. He's to weak. Tears begin to prick his eyes as he musters the strength to push you hoping you wake up.
You grumble. "Mm.. Danny go back to bed.." you tried closing your half awake eyes but they instantly open back up at the sound of your boyfriends sob. You sit up and whip round to face Daniel.
"Danny!" You panic as you stare at your boyfriend crying, shaking and barely breathing he cant even make eye contact with you. Your on the spot and you try to think of something to calm him down. When suddenly it hits you.
"Daniel.. Daniel look at me." His eyes flicker up to meet yours. You reach out and gently take his hand.
"Danny. I want you to breathe with me ok? Just copy my breathing. In.... And out." You repeat this process whilst drawing shapes in his hand softly with your fingers. As he begins to slowly regain his breathe, its not quite normal yet but getting closer you ask him a question.
"Danny, can i hug you?" You didn't want to launch yourself onto him and startle him. He nods slightly still not able to fully speak. You climb into his lap and wrap your arms around his neck your hand making its way to his hair as you begin to play with it. "Its okay Danny.. im here. I'm never going to leave. Okay? I love you so much Danny, you know that hm?"
"I-i love you t-to.." he whispers out as his arms wrap around your stomach hugging you tightly. You feel his breathe return to normal and his tears soak through your top. You use your nails to draw shapes on his back as his body begins to relax.
"You want to talk about it?" You ask gently separating you two slightly and tilting his chin up to look at you.
"I-its dum'.." he looks embarrassed as he averts his gaze from your captivating eyes.
"Oh Danny.. its not dumb. Not if your this worried by it. You dont got to tell me but just know, im all ears. I'll never judge you my pretty boy." You wipe the tears off his cheeks as you kiss his head gently.
"i had a-a nightmare. About.." he stops.
"Take you time Danny." You didn't want him to feel like he was obliged to tell you if he didn't want to.
"J-johnny an' the boys. They was beating me up, but it hurt more than usual.. a-an' they made me watch you g-get beat.. i felt so useless. I couldn't p-protect you.."
"Oh baby boy.. your not useless. Your the most kind, loving, thoughtful and good looking guy in the whole~ universe. That stupid prick Johnny is just jealous of you. Your looks, your personality you in general. And dont you worry your pretty little head about protecting me, i got myself covered." You kiss away the tears from his cheeks and he smiles at you.
"Why'd you pick me over Johnny anyway?.."
"Simple, your kind, you think before you act, your not stuck up, your not obsessed with your ex, you don't hurt people for fun and! You just look wayyy hotter!" You giggle slightly as his cheeks light up at your compliments. "You calmed down now pretty boy?" You tease. He nods, his cheeks getting brighter at the nickname.
"Thanks for helping me pretty girl."
"Anything for you." You smile as you lay with your boyfriend on top of you as your eyelids begin to get heavy again. ".. love you Danny."
"I love you to Y/n, my gorgeous girl." You smile before falling asleep.
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izuhan · 2 years
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throwing flowers at him (affectionately)︱stray kids
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pairing: boyfriend!skz x gn and tsundere!reader ︱genre: fluff ︱word count: 1.0k︱warning: may contain grammar errors, not proofread, throwing flowers (again, affectionately)
a/n: heyyy thankk youuu sooo mucchhh for the 1.1k+ notes on my sleeping brainrot 。・゚(゚><゚)゚・。 you guys are honestly the best and there's a 100+ of you too?!! i cant believe this but thank you again and here's another one! I'm opening requests too so feel free to ask anything! ♡\( ̄▽ ̄)/♡
Bang Chan 
“Woah, woah there!” 
shields himself with his arms too late 
caught the flowers in his hands and smiled once he noticed it was flowers 
though confused about your action, he would hold it close to his nose and take a whiff with a smile on his face. 
“Thank you y/n, these are beautiful and smell great!... but what's the occasion?” 
his smile would never fade away which always makes you furiously blush and nervous that the reason why you got him flowers was because he mentioned a certain flower a few days back or just yesterday
or it reminded you of him 
or because you love seeing his reaction when you get him something, also so bad for your heart yet addicting. 
“Don't be shy now, tell me everything.” 
Lee Know 
would close his eyes for a hot minute before shooting you a death glare, the flowers abandoned on the ground
“And what makes you think you can j—” 
you would then cover his mouth with both your hands “well because they look pretty and so are you! it reminded me of your hair!” 
since he couldn't see what was smacked on his face, he would stare at you confused before looking everywhere to find what was the main cause of your ruckus. 
and when he found the flowers, he would feel his face getting hot 
puts the flowers beside his face right in front of you, whatever expression he would make, it's perfect and would make you fall in love all over again. 
“Whatever you say, you picked the right shade. Now, who's the flower?” 
Changbin 
would blink numerous times before complaining about how much it hurt his face 
he would then look for the cause and your blushing face
“Oho~ is this a flower? Wait no, flowers!” 
would either get excited or keep it in, act cool and collected but tackle you enough for him to get a laugh out of you
then would kiss you while the flowers cover your faces
either sky is there or his family, your faces get covered
also puts his face beside the flowers 
“Who's prettier? Wrong answers only.” 
because that would make you answer him and he could have an excuse to sulk and have you by his side 
“I tricked you again, heh—no, hmp, I'm mad. You think the flowers are prettier than Binnie?” 
Hyunjin
he would only be free when he's drawing or painting 
so, you don't have the heart to smack his face and his back was where the flowers were directed. 
you would leave instantly the moment he notices your presence and the flowers were thrown on his back
“My love, Y/n, I know it's you. Come here?” 
whether you do or not, he would stop what he's doing, bring the flowers close to his face and smell them with a smile on his face
And whether or not you come to him or not, he would search for you, embrace you by your waist or your back, and plant a kiss on your lips, nose, cheeks and your hair. 
“There's no need to be shy, what's with the flowers?” 
Han
“Y/n-ah? What did you just throw at me?” 
would pout and squint his eyes at you before he would discover the flower on the ground. 
“For me?” 
would put the flowers close to his nose with a smile too, a really wide one you always fell in love with each time he shows it to you
because of this, either you would stare for a long time until he notices it or you would look away and he would still notice it 
would pull you close to him, gaze directly in your eyes before putting your foreheads together, the flower in between
would kiss you with the flower 
“Thank you, if they wither away, I could still look at a certain flower daily.” 
Felix 
“Ow, Y/n… I'm playing?” 
it wasn't that you were bored watching his back and playing games, it's that you woke up and chose to sneak out without him noticing to buy a flower spontaneously
or it's because you woke up and saw him like that, and wanted attention
either way, he would turn his back at his game and look at you, sitting half-asleep on his bed. 
“Ho—how did you get this?”
he would say, and either in-game or not, that could wait because he would not have the heart to ignore the flowers on the floor
would be in awe, would cup your cheeks, and rub your noses together 
“You're so adorable, how could I ignore you now?” 
Seungmin 
shields with something near him 
“You throw it at my back, not my face.”
“I'm allowed to do that?” 
would nod and do that puppy smile of his you truly love
you would apologize but he would only come to you, pick up the flowers on the floor, and put a few which could fit your ears 
“Put some on me too,” 
and you would, because he's irresistible when he's staring at you lovingly, a quick heart attack in a good way
it could be he had watched a drama or a movie with a member or a friend, or Hyunjin lend him a romance novel, he would take your hand and twirl you around 
you would hear him chuckling which affects you too 
“I love you, but, baby, I need to know your thought process or good night's kiss' an exception tonight.”
I.N
would not think of shielding himself at all
“What more can you throw huh?” 
he would know why you bought flowers and throw them at him; it reminded you of him or you want to have him pose with the flower or you simply want him to use it as an accessory of some sort for some time
he would grant all of those, earning the best of smiles he's ever seen you with, and every sweat he'd shed would be worth it to have you like that 
“Ah, wait. Let's take a picture together!”
“No, I only want yours.” 
“Hm? I want yours—ours, Mom would love it if we pose with the flowers you bought.”
though it would be quite ruined, it would work with a few styling Jeongin does
it would turn into a photo shoot all of a sudden but you don't mind
“Want to learn from Mom how to arrange flowers? For, uh… something fun?”
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ideas-and-shi · 1 month
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Magical world, part two: College hunt
my mom let me go back to my room then, she was acting weird. why was she asking me that stuff? she should be worrying about the kids, not me. i shrug and walk to my room, I check the time. it was only like midnight. i haven't been sleeping much anymore, not since the dreams stopped. it was just depressing now, not being able to see my friends anymore. i sometimes lay in bed and wonder what's going on there, what is happening. and how everything is going with the leaders, and how they are doing without me. maybe Rufus has a boyfriend by now, maybe even a girlfriend. he was known to have the charm to get either one or both, he wasn't picky. i sigh thinking about him, a lot of people thought we were a couple. we always laughed when people said that, we felt closer than lovers. we were soulmates, but we didn't have the romantic part. we were just us, always there for each other, always with each other. i lay back on my pillow as tears started to well up in my eyes, i missed him. i missed him so much, he was my everything and i probably will never see him again. i covered my face with a pillow and cried in to it. i hated this life, i hated who i was here. i wish i could be May Rose, i wish i could be her. but I'm not, not anymore. after a while i stopped crying, i got up from my bed and went to the bathroom. i tell myself I'm fine while i wash my face. i needed to be okay. i noticed it was the morning, i must have fell asleep while i was crying. so i went to the kitchen and helped my mom with breakfast. i went job hunting again today, it was as useless as yesterday. no one wants to hire an 18-year-old boy with no experience. i sigh to myself and sit down on a rock to think. maybe I could try college like my mom said, it would be fun maybe. i could study something interesting. i tried to think of something that made me happy to would be exciting to learn about, but nothing came to mind. i sighed again. i cant belive it, I'm going to be stuck in a job going no where. looking up and sighing I get up and walk to the next interview. (time skip, two days later) my mom and I were looking at colleges online, she had convinced me that it would be good for me to at least look at them. i didn't want to, but I thought it would be a good way to spend time together. i got up and walked to the door "ma, I'm going to get us snacks. what you want?" she looked and smiled then shook her head "nothing matt, just get yourself something." I nodded then walked to the store. as I was paying for the snacks, i saw that familiar face again. it had to be rufus, i just had to be
(flash back) "Rufus J bigson get back here right this moment or else ill tell our mother you have been kissing frogs again!" I heard Rufus's little sister Anna Reed yell at him. she was always the one to be the tattle tell, but she was a sweet one. i laughed at the threat that anna yelled then ran after then both. "Anna, Rufus. both yall get your butts back here or ill tell both ya mom that you have been steaing from the church again" they both laughed at me when I said that, we all knew I wouldn't do that. it took me a while but I caught up to the pair of sibling, they were laughing and play fighting. i stood there and caught my breath. "yall need to slow down sometimes, I ain't fit as yall are." I say with a laugh. they both rolled their eyes and sat down. i sat with them, then I laid in the grass still smiling. i never want these times to en- (back in the present) I grabbed the snacks and rushed after the guy who looked like rufus. i slowed as I got closer then cleared my throat "uhm excuse me sir" he turned around and my breath got caught in my chest. it was him, i could see it in his eyes. "uhm yes? do you need something?" he said clearly uncomfortable. "so uh this might seem crazy, and if it does just tell me. but is your name rufus? do you have a little sister named anna reed? and did you have a friend named may rose?" i said all in one breath, scared that once i said it he would look at me like i was crazy. but no, he looked shocked then nodded "uhm yeah, how did you know that? any of that, no one should know that. how in the world and gods above did you know that"
( @thatonebitheaterkid )
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wri0thesley · 2 years
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hiiii <33 if you're still taking the little requests, could you do something with kaeya & choking/hand kink + maybe make him a little bit fucked up? ☹️☹️ there's been a distinct lack of Fucked Up Kaeya fics lately and i think that needs to be fixed but i cant do it all by myself hehe (also his hands r so sexy) thank you!!! (this is that one very old anon that asked how you felt abt kaeya back when you hadn't written anything for him btw if you remember me lol im still on my kaeya bullshit and also i love your writing)
cw: non-con/dub-con. dark content. yandere kaeya. captive reader. choking. not sfw, minors dni. kind of angsty.
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Kaeya's thumb strokes across the hollow of your throat; his other hands curled about the rest of it. It would take only the barest shift for him to be pressing the heel of his hand against your larynx - to be pressing down, to be severing your air supply and watching you choke on nothing.
His other hand, of course, is currently buried between your thighs. He's two fingers deep inside of you, the noise of his fingers scandalously loud and terribly wet, as he thrusts and curls them with a bright intensity lighting his one visible eye.
"You shouldn't have screamed," he tells you, and you stare at him with furrowed brow and frightened eye, desperate for him to not press you any further. "Don't I take good care of you, sweetheart, huh? Why'd you wanna leave me? Am I not meeting your standards?"
A particularly harsh thrust of his fingers, a particularly rough curl as the pads of said fingertips dig mercilessly against the spongy sweet spot inside of you. You desperately bite your lip to stop from crying out, tears bubbling in the corners of your eyes.
"You can answer me," he tells you - one mercy, though the Cavalry Captain has said in no uncertain terms that you're not to scream or to whimper or to moan whilst he fucks orgasm after orgasm out of you, lest he decide to keep you quiet by choking you. There's a pitch to his voice; something behind the usual carefully composed cheer that almost sounds genuinely hurt. "Come on. I'd love to know what you're going to say!"
"I-I'm sorry," you whisper. "I g-got carried away--"
"Am I not good enough?" He asks you - and there's something there, in his eye, that suggests it's more than mere surface level. The hand between your thighs slows down the desperate pumping for just a moment.
(The slower rhythm is worse. You feel every joint of his fingers, the callous on his fingertips, as they leisurely stretch you open and your thighs tremble against your will. Despite the fear of being choked, you're wet - and you can feel, too, droplets of slick sliding down your inner thighs, being pushed back inside of you with every stroke of his hand).
"N-no!" You say, desperately. "O-of course not, Kaeya, I'm sorry! I j-just wanted to go out--"
"What's wrong with my company?" He demands, shifting his weight. Bearing down on top of you, his one eye bright and wild in his fervour. "Do you think there's anyone out there who'd be half as interesting as me? Want you half as badly?"
"O-of course not!" You're babbling. Kaeya can see that you're losing the thread of the conversation in your terror; can practically feel you desperately squirming your way out of this conversation. Watching you react in this way is, he has to admit, adorable and terribly gratifying . . . but his annoyance that you tried to run has not faded. He gives you a sharp smile.
"Alright," he says. "Suppose I believe you. Just . . . show me that you mean it. Show me you can keep your pretty mouth shut, right? It's not hard, is it? All I'm doing is fucking you on my fingers, I've done it a hundred times before--"
(And you always like it. You always come apart for him. You always wail out his name, choke back moans, wrap an arm about his neck and drag him into a kiss so that you're not quite so shamed by how easily you give in to your captor and how much pleasure he brings you).
"I will," you continue to babble. Kaeya's hand tightens imperceptibly on your throat at the same time as he plunges a third finger inside of you, as he slowly circles your clit with his thumb with that same pressure that always seems to do something inside of you. Your hips buck. Your back arches. Your mouth opens, and--
And a soft cry falls from it. Tiny. A mouse squeak; so gentle that most people would never hear it.
But Kaeya does not get to where he is without being able to pick up on such tiny things. His grin sharpens; the stars of his pupil gazing down at you with something that's half tenderness and half savage glee.
"Sweetheart," Kaeya purrs. "You lost."
He presses down. Your eyes widen as your airflow is cut off; suddenly, what little air that is in your lungs is a precious commodity as Kaeya's fingers squeeze, as you try desperately to not choke it all out in a terrified gasp. It all feels so thin, where you're keeping it in your chest - and Kaeya's still grinning, still enjoying himself, his fingers still inside of you as you tighten around them quite against your will. Your vision briefly spots.
And he eases off. Lets you take a great, heaving gasp - lets the spots dissipate.
"One to me," he says to you - relishing in the game he's making, of holding your life and your pleasure in his hands all the same. "You can't imagine how tight you got around my fingers . . . D'you think you'd do the same around my cock?"
He shifts again; a heavy, hard heat presses against your inner thigh, inside of Kaeya's fashionably but impractically tight trousers. He smiles.
"Let's see."
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bigmack2go · 2 months
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Since i made tjis tag i thought i might as well add onto it already so uh yeah… again: feel free to use this to explain the internet to ur parents
Emoji guide!!
💀: is like a way to laugh. Specially like a „bruh“ or „no she/he/they/you did not“, „i cant believe he/she/they/you did this“ or „there is no way they/you/she/he did this!“. Do not use this if someone died please!
😭: also a laugh. Dont ask. People use it differently but many people use it specifically when they are jokingly complaining or whining about something. Also when something is unbelievable and/or like a wheezing „what?!“ or „seriously?!“
🥺: we usually mock ppl w this saying they’re pick me (fishing for compliments)
🤠: i hate my life right now
😃😀: those are like a frozen smile and show that u highly dislike smt
🙂: im about to strangle someone and beat the shit out of them. When you need to take a deeo breath to keep cool
🙃: either mocking pedoph!les lt trying to creep someone out or saying that someone is creepy
😆: hAHa YoUrE So FuNnY (hint: youre not funny)
😁: ironically saying „look what I’ve accomplished“
🥹: is the version of „🥺“ that we actually use
🥲: can be „beautiful“ *wipes tear from eye* or like the office glance at the camera.
😇: i do not in fact have very good intentions
☺️: im gonna kill u. Kind of a „you did what now?!“ when u try to keep calm
😊: im so not okay right now and i hate my life or being proud in a bragging way
😉: make fun of pedoph!les
😌: uh-huh thats right. Im great (and u suck). OR „good girl“ yk?? Or being proud
😗: also a frozen smile kinda thing
😋: hehe mischievous
😝: mocking old ppl
🤪: ironic way of mocking pick me girls (aka girls that are fishing for compliments)
🤨: „thats what she said…“
🧐: „do you realise what youre saying??“
🤓: making a mocking voice
😎: mikedrop
🥸: are you aware that u sound like an idiot rn
🤩: IM GONNA BE A DOCTOR OR LAWYER OR SMT (i didn’t fail my maths exam for once)
😣😖: u gonna cry?/ go cry about it
😫: our generation is weird and has to make everything moaning. Sry but this is moaning.
😩: „OH COME ON!“
🤯: are you telling me you didn’t know this yet?
🥵: moking hot situations or saying „that was close“
🥶: „YOU GOT ROASTED“
😶‍🌫️: wasn me
😱: are you telling me u didn’t know this?
🤗: im so happy for u (i hate you and i don’t think u deserve shit and it’s not fair that i have smt i want. Fuck u)
🤭: you think im frightened of u?
🤔: ironic way to say „i wonder why“
🤫: i did smt haha
🤥: i did smt not-so-haha
🫠: „that was so embarrassing“ discompfot or blush or a way of showing a crush. Some people use it as that thing where j get rly angry and try to cover it up and then your eye starts twitching
🤥: haha wasn me (it totally was me and we all know it)
🫥: no ones laughing
😐😑: i cant w u
🫨: more ironic version of „🥶“
🤤: i want that
🙄😴: waiting
😮‍💨: why r u such an idiot? And why did god choose me to handle it?
😵- oh— (swallowing a laugh)
🥴: w h a t
🤢: exxeragating way to make fun of ppl
🤑: gimme gimme
🤡: u/i sound like an idiot. Also way to mock creeps
👹👺: when u make your voice all bellowish and/or come of creepy and weord
👽: he/she/they sounds like an idiot. Are they dumb? Or „girl—?“
👾: stop talking. Ur annoying and also no ones buying ur shit
✌️: often used ironically
🤌🏼: *cheffkiss*
🫰🏼🤏🏻: teeny weeny
🫴🏻: y tho
☝🏼: mhm (pretending to be an authority figure, usually in a lightly mocking way)
🖐️: oft used in combo w „😭“ to say „can i live??“
👁️👄👁️: heh
✍️: noted OR im writing u in my death note
🦶: stfu or what ur saying makes no sense
🫦: mockingly sexual
👣: ur onto smt
👀: „woOHP“ *swallows a laugh*, he said what?, offensive sideeye, looking forward to smt OR i may or me not be plning smt (im absolutely planning smt) aka what i says has double meaning
🗣️: no one wants to hear your bullshit
👼: opposite as 😇
💆: this isnt a massage. This is me desperatly holding my demples and taking deep breaths so i dont kill anyone
💅: fab. Its also kind of slang/ hidden way to say „gay“ and do the handflick thingy. At least it used to be idk
🧑‍🦯: ur not making any sense
🧍‍♀️: someone spunds like an idiot or idk what to do w myself/ this sotuation
🕴️: you are about to break into dancing
🕺💃: vibing w music
🎩/🎓: used to be like „ha look how smart i am because of tjis one thing i got right“ in a nonserious way but no one rly uses it anymore
💍: marry me (obv) but like in an easy way. You had a good idea and im flashed by it so im exerragating your genious so much i want to marry u. Thats just an example obv
👑: u dropped this
🦄: delulu
✨: to make a word fancy like precenting a banner u put one of these at the beginning and end of the word/phrase/sentence. This can br sarcastic or serious. In quarantine many people used this as general quote unquote marks
🌚🌝: hehe
🔥: pften used by bro-pal-guy-jocks to push a post by comenting
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Ruby sighed finding herself back on the roof of the studio with Josiah just staring at her. Ruby had moved onto the floor surrounded by the memories of izzi. Realizing that pictures, plushies and journals didn’t feel that heavy anymore.. didn’t feel any form of a pull towards them. R:“I was jealous… Tobias has been the first person to makes me feel that way.. the fact that I only now realize this.. is fucked up… I was never jealous when it came to izzi no matter who they talked too. Who made them blush… but with Tobias it was instant.I wanted to break Bailey's fingers. Who by the way is very nice actually.. did we just decide without actually speaking that we have feelings…”
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R: "Josiah." Josiah jerked at his name being called realizing he had been in deep thought about what he was just being told. Everything screamed "YOU GUYS ARE IN LOVE" but he couldn't figure out why his sister was so resistant to it. J: "Ruby."
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J: "you are genuinely giving me a headache. you cant honestly be this stupid.." R: "Excuse me" josiah narrowed his eyes at Ruby and began speaking with movement in his body. J: "you really don't see it... i don't understand you. you have this perfect and i mean PERFECT guy right in front of you yet you are still so hooked on Izzi.. i get it Izzi.. is Izzi... But that shit was 6 consistent years ago. you need to move on.. you are literally saying it yourself.. HE IS DIFFERENT! YOU are different with him. This whole time you were speaking on both Izzi and Tobias... there was huge and i mean HUGE difference... yes you loved... not love Izzi... you did very much and you will always but there is a difference of loving someone and being in love... and sister dearest.. i think you are in love but not with who you think you are." Ruby didn't say anything only to look down and fidget with their hands. "then why do i feels this way if you are oh so wise right now.." the response might have sound sarcastic and a bit belittling but genuinely she wanted to know. J: "i think you are clinging onto it because Izzi was your first real love.. we cant deny that.. they were but it was puppy love.. you guys needed each other in that time to grow, to become who you are now.. to find the person who you are supposed to be with. I am sorry but you and Izzi were never going to be long term." R: "How would you know.." Josiah gave her a sad smile as his voice softened for a moment. "because i see the way you look at Tobias... sure He makes you crazy and weirdly that is what liking... no LOVING someone does.. it drives you nuts yet you still want to be around them no matter how much they annoy you... you complain and complain about him being this free little hippie boy.. but yet you never really walk away from it.. With Izzi... you left.. -ruby was about to testify but Josiah cut her off- you. left. Ruby. if you really loved them the way that you have tricked yourself into believing than you wouldn't have left... but you did.. because they are not the one."
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Ruby just stared at her brother, he was never one to be serious, to drop his tone in such a stern and aggravated way. Despite him being Ruby's kid brother.. he too had his scary moments. Ruby sighed heavily and pealed herself up on the sofa behind her
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R: "So you are saying Tobias is the one?"
J: "That I don't know.. That for you to find out"
R: "Such bullshit.."
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J: "Nope, it is not. not in this moment you need tough love and who better to give you that than myself. you are being stupid here... you are quite literally having Tobias wrapped around your finger and yet you don't want him? bullshit. Did you know i had to stop him from bargaining into the gym when you told me to tell him you didn't want to see him. HE LOVES YOU! YOU KNOW IT! I KNOW IT! HE DEFINITELY KNOWS IT! And you are being stupid. Ruby sighed and looked down feeling quite literally scolded at this point and groaned, hearing movement only to see an envelope being waved in her face. she looked at it and then at her brother who gave her a small smile. R: "What is it?" J: "Your invitation... since when I first brought it up you slammed a door in my face I feel like now is the right time to hand it over..." Ruby hesitated on taking it and let out another deep breath, slowly flipping it open and giving Josiah one last glance hoping he would stop her. but no. So she opened it.. seeing the black and gold card itself. slowly she opened it, immediately being faced with what she had feared since the day Josiah told her about the wedding.
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Ruby's breath hitched lightly as they stared at the picture... Izzi looked different.. happy actually, happily standing next to the unknown woman Josiah addressed as juju. She was beautiful, so vibrant you could feel the warmth radiating off of the picture. leaving a sad but yet happy emotion on her chest. "i have to admit... Izzi has good taste..."
R: "This is Juju?" Ruby managed to say while still just staring at the picture.
Josiah hummed a yes "Yeah that is Juju.. or jujubug. she is well known Party planner in San my and quite frankly.. sorry sister but i am obsessed with her.. she is actually what you see."
R: " stunning...- Ruby said without thinking and looked up at Josiah who smirked.
J: "I know right.. they both look fabulous as usual." he sat there giving his sister time to process for a bit, just stared at her lightly clutching the card in her hand.
J:"how do you feel seeing that..?"
ruby let out a breath and slowly began to nod her head "Not as bad as I thought I was going to feel... i don't know.. i am weirdly happy that they found happiness... it's just i think i was clinging on to a version of them that i knew well... that only i had and well this Izzi.. i don't know much of. it's sad... they weren't just my lover... but also my best friend.. family.."
J: "It's not too late to mend that..." Josiah gestured with his head to look in the envelope. She did just that and found a small note hidden at the bottom, unfolding it slowly only for their eye to widen.
it was a note from Izzi addressed to Ruby..
"Hi Ruby, I just want you to know that I am sorry.. I am sorry about how we ended. It wasn't just a relationship that ended but our friendship too and I miss it. I miss you. I know I might be asking a lot of you to come to my wedding.. my wedding... crazy.. but i really want you there... I want you to meet Juju.. weirdly enough she reminds me a lot of you at times.. a bit calmer but also more chaotic at times.. she knows about you, and wants to meet you as well.. you might not have forgiven me, but i have forgiven you because i have come to realize that you, Josiah, my aunt, and now Juju are the only real family I got.. I won't hold it against you if you don't come... but you are more than welcome to.. Sincerely, Izzi."
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