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#dude the world is insane . im insane. we have to take care of eachother!
poobit · 2 years
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and man like it sucks because i despise every unpsychotic person who just looks at large swaths of kids Experiencing Turmoil and goes “you are undermining Real Insane People because you taking these Big Terms and applying em to yourself like its an accesory and youve got nothing to prove that youre actually Mentally Ill you just want attention, psychosis is super rare, having DID is super rare etc” because most of the time it doesnt properly access the material reality of teenagers who need resources on how to reflect on their emotions and be properly taught what is the threshold of Momentary Leaps of emotional irrationality vs Compulsive Leaps of Perceptive Irrationality , even the most not psychotic person is susceptible to a leap of irrationality if the conditions around em are Dire and they are struggling, especially if they been gaslit or neglected no matter the age, and developing psychotic symptoms is , very much, kind of a “normal” thing in humans, we cant treat it as a rare Tragedy because history has shown us over and over again that going insane can be as easy as losing a limb, it is debilitating, it can be comorbid with preexisting conditions, and most old people, right now in planet earth already are living with some sort of mind deterioration, we have to be kind be have to accomodate and we have to recognize, most of us already or sooner or later, will “lose” grasp of reality, and its scary , its scary for me and its scary for anyone. 
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Ive seen a lot of Dream (and usually Techno and Phil too) as gods au (i have one too dw) but all of you are sleeping on the funniest option.
Tommy is the god.
Tommy.
hes the only one in that galaxy (other than drista ofc)
Just imagine how fucking funny it is like 
it would be so fucking hilarious
and tommy just doesnt tell them
so techno is just there making all these blood god jokes and jokingly telling tommy to serve him and tommys just laughing
imagine a god in the form of a chaotic 16 year old racoon gremlin just walts into your land commits arson and gets banned, only to come back with another person who he helps start a nation for drugs?
imagine how fucking funny it is
just
imagine tubbo banning a literal god from his lands and he just doesnt come back? he just plays by the rules? then goes and like sits in the corner all sad because some humans/dreamons told him to leave
ranboo, just joining the server: hi-  a chaotic gremlin god: wanna commit arson with me?  ranboo, just trying to vibe and maybe not disturb this god: sure 
Phil and Ranboo recongnize Tommy as a god on sight.
Everyone else just refuses to believe it. hes Tommy. Tommyinnit. hes just weird lol
And Drista being a fucking chaotic blood god? 
drista is open about her godhood and does not hesitate to spawn blocks
Drista finds Dream and decides she likes this small human, and dream just has to deal with it lmao.
drista and tommy are both born at the same time.
Tommy is a god of music, chaos, war and theivery (the last one bc he is a BITCH)
Drista is the blood god, chaos, deception, and theatre
okay but imagine the sbi interactions... like ig in this au tommy joins at like 12/13 years of age (in their minds) so he doesnt really grow much 
and like tommy, a literal god, just claiming phil as his father???
phil, in his house making eggs, assuming one of his sons woke up and came to the kitchen, not looking: hey son  tommy, from their couch, already deciding hes phils son now: whats up dad? phil: looks up at tommy who are you tommy: idk dad, who am i  phil: *stares at tommy for a second* eh i made extra eggs you can stay 
ASJIDGASUIOG IMAGINE TOMMY TELLING THEM HES A GOD BUT THEY THINK HES JOKING AND IGNORE HIM
everyone on the server: tommy is the youngest! tommy, as old as the universe: no im not!!!! im not a child!!!! he doesnt pout because pouting is for children and hes not a child but hes pouting tubbo: lol im older than you by a month tommy dont try to hide it tommy: im not a child!!!! techno: laughs
tommy doesn't try to hide that hes a god just its tommy
thats all the evedince anyone needs to think tommy isnt a god or powerful its like mcc hes good but only when he doesnt throw for content
quackity: sees drista written in bedrock lmao drista visited? tommy: yeah! i wrote that for her!  quackity: snorts yeahhhh sureee tommy
imagine like how fucking funny it is jsut like 
a fucking chaotic god breaks into your house androbs you makes a room under your house and decides to live in your floorboards
imagine dream like trying to manipulate tommy, and tommy a fucking anchient diety immeditly recongnizes what hes doing
but decides to play along for the angst and giggles and then actually gets mad when no one fucking cares for his theatrics
tommy, storming off to technos base to rob and build under: >:///// cant believe none of them acknoledged my  deppression 
i love that tommy stills robs everyone, he doesnt need to he can spawn in anything he wants
he just does it for the sport of robbery
JAKOGFSDOH
THE HOLY LAND
dream: im god actually tommy: thats so fucking funny lets make a cult about that :)  dream: see! look! im god! and jesus!  tommy: wheezing
imagine tommy getting stressed and letting go of his mortal form
Tommy, his human form peeling away, showing his actual form a bit: WH̸͘A͠T̷ ̶̢T͞H͢E ̡͘F̴̵͘Ù̧C͜K҉ ̶T͘͜͞E͟CHǸ͏Ǫ  Techno: HAH?
tommy just saw tubbo and got emotionally attached
Tommy, a literal god: hello Tubbo: oh hi do you like my pet bee? Tommy: you’re mine now Tubbo: im okay with this
tommy, a bored god: gives techno shapeshifting powers  techno, not even caring: changes into more human to pig-ishg forms as he wishes this is my life now ig 
phil lets tommy do fuck all in exile bc he knows hes a god hes fine
phil: IDC IF YOURE A GOD! YOU WILL DO THE DISHES NOW YOUNG MAN! tommy: grumbles but does them
phil is the only one who can control tommy
god... tommy... with star freckles... on his human form... (as well as his god one)
tommy: f̷͛͠a̵̋t̵̒̑h̸̚e̶̓͝r̸͊ ̸̐̒i̴ ̸̅̿d̷̉͆o̵͂͋ ̵̛̆ñ̸̾ő̶́t̸̎́ w̶͆͘i̴͠s̵̓̈́h̸͗́ ̵̯͗f̶͋́ő̴͑r̷̐̌ ̶͝é̵̽g̸͊͂g̵̒s̷͂̃  phil: idc, eat your goddamn eggs tommy: pouts
tommy, despite being able to get supplies himself by fucking spawning them in: hey tubbo? we need supplies 
In this au ig like if a god claims you you get a mark on your skin showing that. Drista’s would be like a green crown, Tommys would be a red and white disk (white as the outer ring and red as the center) (its different enough that if you don’t realise tommy is a god you wouldnt realise whos it is) (schlatt is the only one who never had one which shoulda been a sign dude :/)
Dream has two from the beginning, everyone else has only one, well until they meet drista. (sbi have had one since they met tommy, though they dont remember the first time they met tommy)
wait what if tommy like found them all as children one by one and later kinda pulled some strings to get them all in one kingdom. (he still joined sbi through forcing phil to adopt him) 
OKAY BUT IMAGINE IF TOMMY MET TECHNO WHEN TECHNO WAS YOUNG ENOUGH TO NOT REMEMBER
tommy would hang out with baby techno and tell him stories
once he told him the story of a man named thesus
another time he told him the story of a blood god
like for example tommys first time meeting techno would be like
(for context techno lived in a shitty village and was an orphan and it was kinda a dog eat dog place, he learned how to be strong because of it)(he was young enough that he doesn’t remember this well, just like learning about the blood god and someone giving him gold)
baby techno: sighs tommy, appearing out of nowhere: oh heyyy whyre you sad? techno: jumps turning around with a knife up ready for a fight who are you tommy: im tommy! :) techno: what do you want from me! you dont scare me! tommy: whats your name! techno: i have a knife! i'll use it! tommy: of course, thats a given, but its rude not to tell people your name techno, confused: t-technoblade? tommy: smiles thats a nice name techno: so. tommy: hm? techno: why're you here tommy: i don't have a reason. im just a traveller! techno: then why hole to this terrible village! theres nothing nice here! everyone is terrible and so are you! tommy: hmmmm i dont agree techno: what are you? a child? i thought adults were supposed to know that everyone is mean tommy: mmhmm looks at the bruise on technos face where'd you get that? techno: fight. i won. i'll win against you too! so don't try anything. tommy: of course. i would never win in a fight against a blood god techno, putting down his knife a bit, stars in his eyes: blood god? tommy: grins blood. god. i think she'd like you. techno, muttering: maybe i can give the blood god some of your blood tommy: laughs yeah, she'd defenitly find you intresting tommy: here tosses techno a golden crown at techno, he spawned it in in the moment techno: whats this? tommy: a crown, thought it suit you screams in the distance tommy: huh. i need to go. have fun lil piglin. ruffles technos hair before running off towards the screaming unbeknownst to the pig the blood god was actually the one waiting for the god he met. techno: stares at the crown 
Techno found a pouch of gold in his ‘house’ later that day. he didnt know who left it but it helped him get food for that night. (he kept the crown)
okay but imagine tommy not taking the war seriously at all, and only seeing it as a squabble between mortals, Like toddlers fighting
dream: SURENDER BY TOMMOROW OR WE'LL DECLARE WAR! wilbur: FUCK YOU WE'LL NEVER SURENDER AND JOIN YOUR SMP! Tommy: how cute
tommy doesnt realise that theyre serious until wilbur dies
tommy would usually go apeshit against anyone who dares messes with his humans, but what is he supposed to do when his humans are fighting Eachother?
wilbur: fucking goes insane and dies  tommy: hey- hey can you guys let me talk to wil for a sec? everyone else leaves tommy, unsually somber: sorry i didnt help you i forgot how easily breakable mortals are tommy: this time you wont die, and i'll make it so that you dont break again, okay? tommy: brings wilburs soul out of its body and enters his mindscape ghostbur: wakes up what- where am i? tommy: hi there ghostbur: who are you tommy: i go by a lot of names all, one, you, the world, the universe, god, but you can just call me tommy ghostbur: oh okay. who am i? tommy: you're name was wilbur soot. you were the son of philza minecraft and brother to Technoblade, Tubbo and myself. ghostbur: was? tommy: well you see, you died. ghostbur: oh... well what am i then? tommy: a ghost! well actually its your choice. would you like to continue your existance or fade away with your body? ghostbur: i dont want to fade away! tommy: smiles thats what i thought you'd say stretches his hand to wilbur ghostbur: grabs tommy hand tommy: lets go home
ghostbur doesnt remember that though
he only remembers the good
tommy wont let him remember the bad, what if he breaks again? mortals are so fragile
phil realises what tommy did as soon as he sees ghostbur 
drista, painting tommys nails (there both in god form btw) (after wilburs death btw): tommy shouldn't you of all gods realise how fragile they are?  tommy: i know just... forgot  drista: sighs and nods i get what you mean, especially with the ones we found... they act a lot like gods sometimes i forgot they arent  tommy: ikr? wait- drista here gets drista's hair out of her face you were gonna get it on my nails, anyways, don't judge me. we all know if dream died you would turn him into a ghost too drista: smirks not if you do it first, we all know you would tommy: you say that as if you wouldn't fight me to do it first  drista: .... tommy: ... drista: both of us when he dies? tommy: nods tommy: anyways my turn to do your nails 
or like tommy with ghostbur like
ghostbur: i don't like this :( tommy, a worried brother and god: whats wrong? ghostbur: everyone is mad at me and i d-dont know why- why are they mad at me tommy: theyre mad at something alivebur did ghostbur: b-but im not alivebur sniffs it hurts. i dont like it. tommy: spawns in some blue here ghostbur: whats that? tommy: its some blue! it'll help you not hurt anymore! ghostbur: how does it work? tommy: see how its blue? ghostbur: nods tommy: well its blue because it sucks up all the bad feelings! it'll help ghostbur: !!!!! ghostbur: presses the blue into his chest ghostbur: !!!!its working!!!! :D tommy: smiles good
wilbur fucking died and tommy went from annoying little brother to caring older brother
tommy just wants to help his brother :) though he doesnt realise that not letting ghostbur remember bad memories isnt good
*at logsted shire btw* ghostbur: who are you? tommy, chuckling: did you forget me already ghostbur? ghostbur: i didnt forget you! i think! you're tommy! i just... you're different tommy, looks over at ghostbur: different how? ghostbur: you're not normal are you? tommy: grins whaaaaat? you think im weirdddd? how heartbreaking... my own brother thinks im weird, this is terrible ghostbur: giggles tommy: but really, don't worry about it bur. ghostbur: you sure? tommy: yeah, dont worry about me ghostbur: smiles okay! do you want some blue anyways? tommy: giggles sure! ghostbur: grins
ghostbur isnt worried about tommy
he knows hes strong
phil having to tell tommy that he cant just not let wilbur remember the bad memories
and tommys like "what if he breaks again!" and phil hugs him and tells him to at least ask ghostbur if he wants to remember and tommys like ‘fine’
tommy: hey bur? ghostbur: yeah? tommy: do you like you're memories? ghostbur: i mean, yeah its hard not to when you only remember the good tommy, quietly: would you want to remember the bad? ghostbur: w-what brought this question on tommy: answer the question ghostbur: no- alivebur was badi shouldn't want to- tommy: but what do you want bur? wilbur, silent for a moment: yeah- yeah i do. not that i like the bad memories! they hurt... but i wish i could remember tommy: ... ghostbur: hey tommy? tommy: yeah? ghostbur, with tears in his eyes: do you think they'd be less mad at me if i could remember, maybe then i could repair my relationships, what the hell am i supposed to do when i dont even remember hurting them? tommy: what if they dont? what if you break again? ghostbur, saltily: we'll maybe i'll be able at least be able to say i know why everyone hates me tommy: i know how to get all of your memories back ghostbur, looks towards tommy in shock: you do??? tommy: nods ghostbur, voice wavering: for how long tommy: since the beginning ghostbur: and you didnt tell me tommy: i did what i thought was best. i just didnt want you to hurt anymore. ghostbur, angrily: WELL THAT CLEARLY WORKED DIDNT IT? tommy: sorry wilbur, sometimes i forget how to handle humans ghostbur: what- tommy: sighs and taps ghostbur on the forehead and ghostbur does the ghost equivilent of passing out tommy: wont hide any memories this time
ghostbur doesnt wake up, instead wilbur wakes up weither thats good or bad we'll see
wilbur, waking up with all his memories: HOLY SHIT TOMMY WASN'T KIDDING phil, who was reading beside the bed tommy placed wilbur into, which was in technos house. yes he broke into technos house with a passed out wilbur. move on.: hm? wilbur: holy shit phil: huh? yeah. wilbur: wait you knew? phil: yeah i recongnized him as soon as i saw him about 5 years ago now? wilbur: excuse me while i freak out because my little brother is an actual god
it really hits wilbur that tommy is a god later
wilbur: hey tommy? tommy: yeah? wilbur: how fucking old are you? tommy: snorts of course thats the first thing you ask wilbur: well? tommy: i dont really know the exact years since years are kind of a human thing that were invented recently wilbur: they were invented thousands of years ago- tommy: but it was around the beginning of this galaxy wilbur, softly: what the fuck
tommy telling wilbur stories about different heros and villains and different humans he met during his life.
Adsjbffsg what if Tommy made himself blonde and blue eyed and white bc thats hyow the first human he met looked like asjfhsd
and just didnt change that, despite meeting new humans, its just his defult settings.
he would totally do this tho im crying.
drista just based her human form off dream because she is his sister now. he must deal with this. trying disowning me when i look like you BITCH.
thats my take anyways later might continue this
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myworldofbooks · 3 years
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ACOMAF first read part 3:
You know the drill about spoilers....
Ok so last time I didn't touch on the conversation that Rhys and Feyre had before going into the dinner because it was getting long and lets be honest theres ALOT to unpack so here it is!!! It's such a raw moment between the two of them and it's so honest and open with no judgment or comment and I love it! They're both hurting over the same thing albeit for different amounts of time and experiences... Neither of them thought they were going to survive and 😭😭😭 I love that they're sorta comforting and helping eachother through... Rhys being the lead of it all coz he knows Feyre is struggling big time... They're sorta being each others confidants and secret keepers whilst becoming someone the other person just just be there to understand without the pity or judgement others would likely give them.... I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰 I WANT MY BABIES TO BE OK!
Alright so the dinner with Rhys' inner circle after he shows Feyre around Veleris! fucking loved it!!! The banter between them is 👌👌 and I loved how we find out about their back story and how Cass Az and Rhys meet and Mors story a bit... There's still alot of mystery about them and the worst most scarring stuff isn't discussed but I like that we find out some of it and Feyre gets to feel like she truly can connect with them and sees they're bonds I LOVE IT!!! 🥰🥰🥰
OMG WHEN RHYS HELPED FEYRE COME OUT OF A NIGHTMARE AND THEN HELD HER HAIR BACK AS SHE WAS SICK!!! 😭😭😭😭😭 And then confessing his nightmares and tucking her into bed! 😭😭😭😭 HE IS ONE SOLID HEART OF GOLD AND ANYONE THAT SAYS OTHERWISE CAN FIGHT ME!!!! 🗡️🗡️🗡️
Ok so attempt one to go see the bone carver was rough and you can see how messed up Feyre is and again I am left BAFFLED at how Tamlin the little fuck didn't notice.... or maybe he did but chose to ignore it.... ANYWAYS... when Rhys just takes her back no questions asked! 😭😭😭 And then I love the whole scene with Armen and you can't help but like her... not that we didn't before but yano she seems scary... and she comes across as someone that really cares when she gives Feyre that bit of jewelry! Like damn! THESE ARE SOME SUPPORTIVE ASS PEOPLE THAT JUST GET IT YANO...
THOSE MOTHER FUCKERS!!!!!! I WANT TO RIP OUT THE THROATS OF AZRIELS HALF BROTHERS AND THAT BLOODY BITCH WHO IS THEIR MOTHER!!!! 😡😡😡😡😡
The whole conversation about Armen being the last of Rhys' court left..... 😲😲😲.... '... If that day comes, I'll find a way to break the spell on Armen and unleash her on the world. And ask her to end me first....... and if she ever finds a way to shed her prison of flesh and bone... Cauldron save us' HOLY FUCK WTF IS SHE!!!! IM EVEN MORE CURIOUS NOW!!!! 😲😲😲😲😲
So the prison is a creepy place but kinda cool at the same time... Like guards that live in the walls?! Holy fuck that's creepy... But then cool coz like magic is cool and can do shit like that! THE BONE CARVERS DOOR SOUNDS SUPER FUCKING COOL! LIKE ALL THOSE IMAGES!!! 😍😍😍 although him/her/it is CREEPY AS FUCK!!!! WHO THE HELL THINKS SHOWING UP AS A KID IS A GOOD IDEA??? omg everything that Feyre admits in the cell too!! 😭😭😭 SHE HEARD THE CRACK OF HER OWN NECK WHEN SHE DIED!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭 AND THEN REMEMBERED EVERYTHING AFTERWARDS!!! 😲😲😲😭😭😭 Holy shit the cauldron is a real thing!!! I feel like SHIT IS GOING TO HIT THE FAN AT SOME POINT WITH HYBERN!!!
OMFG OMFG OMFG FEYRE SAID SHE WOULD HAVE KILLED HERSELF IF AMARANTHA HADN'T DONE IT AND THAT SHE ONLY CHOSE TO LIVE AFTER SHE WAS DEAD AND FELT SHE STILL HADN'T DONE WHAT SHE WAS BORN TO!!!!! FUCKING HELL!!!! RHYS' REACTION TO THAT!!!! OMG HE WENT DEAD STILL AND SEEMED FRIGHTENED AS FUCK!!!! HOLY SHIT GUYS!!! THE BONE CARVER IS GETTING ALL THOSE SECRETS OUT!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺
So there's some hope... After all that heart breaking honesty and brokeness and secrets that were spilled... Tbh I think the bone carver liked Feyre and that's why he ended up answering her question without anything.... I think he liked how open and honest she was and FUCK DID THAT HONESTY HURT ME!!!!! DUDE!! MY BABY GIRL IS BROKEN SO DEEP!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭 ok but back to the hope... The hope to stopping and hopefully ending all the doom that is likely to be Hybern! A BOOK ITS A FUCKING BOOK!!! and why did SJM have to make it such a hard task... Like HOW THE FUCK are they going to convince 6 mortal queen's to WILLINGLY hand over this book so that it doesn't melt to ore???? LIKE THESE PEOPLE FUCKING HATE THE FAE?! well... AND OMG THEY BOTH SAW SOMETHING DIFFERENT! A CREEPY ASS CHILD AND JURIAN..... WHO THE FUCK IS THE BONE CARVER TO BE ABLE TO KNOW EVERYTHING WHILST LIVING UNDER THE ROOTS OF A MOUNTAIN?????? AND OMFG THE GOODBYE?! DUDE!!!! 'i shall carve your death into this bone feyre' FUCKING HELL!!!!!
Ok imma end here before I end up on a rant! Hope you enjoyed my insane reactions.... I MEAN HOW COULD YOU GET ANY CREEPER WITH THE BONE CARVER LIKE SERIOUSLY????? 😳😳😳 IM FREAKED OUT.. THAT GOODBYE JUST.... NAH DUDE!!! THAT IS GOING TO HAUNT MY DREAMS.... BYE BYE RAINBOWS AND UNICORNS HELLO CREEPY KID CARVING DEATHS INTO BONES.... can I run and hide now?? Ok...
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WOLFSTAR AUS AND JUST THEM BEING ARTISTS LIST, PT 9 of stuff that comes from the chat
i can just see sirius who was raised pureblood being able to dance and one day hes teaching moony and remus is humming along with the music allowing himself to trust completely, and be guided by sirius, not really caring if he's doing it right just enjoying the feeling of the moment, being in sirius' arms, enjoying his little chuckles as he steps on his feet and the content sighs when the end up just holding eachother, and rocking gently like i live and breathe that shit
OOh and painter remus is classic of course, but how about painter sirius, who paints in emotional bold colors, and smears and impressionism because he likes how freeing it is, without lines, and hes just always got a sketchpad, smells like oil paint, and is covered in paint in his hair. When hes feeling particularly emotional he does abstract and no one ever really understands except moony who only needs to take one look and understands instantly
and MOOny i know i go off on musical sirius but I will fight to the death for a moony playing soft acoustic guitar, or ukulele or singing with his soprano ass voice or singing with his deep rumbly voice, or even jumping on stage, shredding because hes so full of emotion and shit adrenaline and being on stage is a drug of its own, and hes got so many emotions and he pours them into every song he writes
OOH and sirius would be such a theater nerd, he would quote the classics, the iconics, the new and unheard of, he would swoon dramatically and he would pose, but when it came down to it he could connect with the audience in a way no one else could and he shines when he's given a spotlight and an audience because he does it for people, to make them laugh or cry or just feel because watching a show and crying along with everyone in the audience and the person onstage is such a powerful moment that you remember
And of course writer/lit major remus. He writes like there's no tomorrow, he has too many empty journals, and even more filled ones, he carries his laptop, at least two books, and at least two journals with him everywhere in a messenger bag and he wears sweaters and corduroy and he writes poetry that makes the people who don't like poetry feel things, and have to admit there's an art to it. He publishes anonymously and under at least 7 faux names because his style is so fluid, he writes to fit the characters and the plot, not himself, hes very adamant about that so he divides his work up into categories and coffee shops and late nights with caffeine and glowing screens at 2am is all remus baby
ok but like blogger remus and vlogger sirius, just imagine a whole story told through their blogs and vlogs of them meeting and it starts out like "there was this hipster idiot in line at the coffee shop today, i fell in love instantly and hated every second of it" "-vague sirius hand motions as he explains how this angry guy with scars kept staring him down at a coffee shop and its such a shame that angry dude hated him because random angry dude was so pretty"
also florist remus, taking time to acquaint himself with angles and nature, everything temporary as petals wilt and leaves fall off eventually, knowing every flower, where they grow, in what climates and what they mean in flower language. Florist remus writing love notes to his customer sirius who shows up to get flowers once a week for his house and he hides messages in there like "you look nice today" all the way to one day where he says "I think im in love with you" and sirius accepts the bouquet unblinking because he doesnt know what it means at all or so remus thinks and then the next day sirius shows up with a bouquet of his own, handpicked and messy, with leaves poking out at odd angles that says "i think im in love with you too"
baker sirius that fully believes that love is a secret ingredient in food and lives by that 200% and remus first goes into his store to satisfy his sweet tooth and stays for the handsome dark haird man with frosting on his face. Sirius who does desserts from all over the world because being pureblood had to teach him something and so he wants to share it with others and his pallette is so refined, and hes using the weirdest combinations of spices and they all work, sirius loves experimenting with different flavors together "ok like that but this time with paprika!" "its a dessert sir!" "thats never stopped me before my young apprentice, watch and learn" and he flirts with the cute mousy haired man with a pallette (almost, sirius scoffs) as refined as sirius' "theres paprika in this, why tf is there paprika in this this shouldn't be working" and they talk for hours about food and one day when they finally start dating sirius spends a gentle evening teaching remus to cook cookies as remus is a mess in the kitchen and as they take them out, both of them covered in flour and giggling, remus has the biggest grin on his face like "I made this, we made this" and sirius remembers the first time he made something right and its just sooooo
OOH and teacher both of them because teaching is an art form, change my mind, but they both have very different styles. Sirius is fun and easygoing, you can't walk by his classroom without hearing laughter, and he slips the lessons in subtly and tactfully and remus is passionate and straightforward and captivating and makes learning easy, and they could be teaching elementary school to college, all their students love them. Sirius would be so patient and gentle with kindergarteners, gassing up their finger paintings and remus would do the best story time with the best books and voices for the characters and making faces and for like highschoolers and college kids, they would be honest with them and so understanding to students who came to them (and students would, they were easily the most trusted members on whatever campus they're at) and with troubles at home, or just mental health, or just dangit they had a long weekend, and remus would nod understandingly and give them chocolate, recommend them to maybe the school counselor if they needed it or and ask them if they were safe and sirius would cry with them, and tell them stories about his own experiences because if anything helps its knowing that you are not alone, and you can get through this because other people have gotten through it and you're so strong etc and i just love the boys so much
architect remus who loves gothic revival and neoclassical styles and he loves the history in buildings and how they seem to defy the laws of science all while paying homage to them, and everything is so organized and planned, every calculation is perfect, its something where there is a right answer while still having creative freedom, all you have to do is dare to imagine, and then figure out how and he loves how permanent, how real, how physical every building is, how some serve purposes, and some are art, and some are both
photographer sirius who goes insane places to get the perfect shot at insane angles, who loves taking candid portraits because those moments feel the realest and he has a super power, a super power to capture it and share it and hold onto it and relive it whenever he wants, he photographs his friends all the time, he has a wall in his apartment thats just one big collage of his favorite photos of his friends, and then hes also very good at photoshop, getting that one color to pop just right, to change the composition just enough
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1: Revenge on my ticklish brofriend!
(I cant wait anylonger to post this so here it is: my first EVER tickle fanfic. I hope you like it.)
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Note: this story contains s few sexual scenario’s/mature content both of the boys are at the age of 21 when this story happened
Backstory:
*Matthew and Daniel are best friends for a pretty long time. The started in an soccer team when they were 7. Now Matthew is 20 and Daniel is 21. they do and share everthing together but this night Daniel has very unusual plans for his bro*
*its a very warm summer day and the boys just finished studiying at the libary. thr boys are walking home when Daniel says: ´´Yo dude how about we grab a beer in that cafe across the street at my house?´ Without even thinking Matthew said “after 4 hours of non stop reading and typing about the human body? HELL YEAH´ *they arrive at the bar,got some drinks and taked a seat at a table*
´Man why do our teachers always give us a full study year of homework a few weeks before the vacation? ´*Matthew rolled his eyes* ´Yeah i know dude, most classes are excused so they already have vacation and what do we get? a full presentation of the human body and 3 exams, and if that isn´t enough we are not allowed to use material from internet. our new mentor is the worst´ *Matthew rolled his eyes again and says: ´but enough of that boring school did i tell you the big news i recevied yesterday afternoon? *Daniel frowns for a moment* ´No i dont think so but tell me´ ´well i had an extra training at the team because of the summer cometition. and when we finished coach said he wanted to speak to me. he asked me to play in the elite class next year, we are playing in the same team again Bro!!! *Daniel jumps from his chair and schouts: ´No way!! thats so cool man. i really miss playing with you you know..´Yeah me to buddy´ they toasted for this special moment and stayed at the bar for a couple of hours.
´Hey mate?´*Matthew asked suddenly* ´Whats up?´ *Daniel asked* ´im not feeling well right know can i take a quick nap at your house? ´´Yes of course lets go´ *The boys left the Bar and entered Daniels house, his parents are on a business trip to Japan so Daniel has the whole house for himself the next 3 weeks. ´how do you feel?´ Daniel Asked ´A little tired and very slow.. its like my body is shutting down. I thin....k i.... w...i...ll.. *Matthew stopped continue speaking because out of the blue he falls in a deep sleep. Daniel helps his friend up by grabbing his arms. before he takes him to the other room he whispers in Matthew´s ear: ´see you in a bit buddy, we are going to have a lot of fun when you wake up.*
^ A few minutes later ⁶
*Matthew woke up in a room filled with complete darkness. still feeling a kind of wooshy in his head he tries to move his arms to his head, but comes to the conclusion he is tied down with his arms and legs to some kind of stairs. what the hell.. Matthews is starting to feel a bit scared. he starts yelling* HELLO? ANYBODY THERE? CAN SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT HAPPENED? * Nothing but silence. he took a deep breath and calms a bit down. “Ok think. what did i do today? i was studying for my presentation at the libary and after that i grabbed a beer in the bar with.... DANIEL!!” *he tried to see in the dark but no one is in the room exept himself. he started yelling again: “DANIEL? DANIEL ARE YOU THERE? WHAT HAPPENED? WHY AM I HERE?“ * a few seconds later he could here someone entering the room and turting on the lights. when Matthew eyes could handle the switching from Darkness to light he sees Daniel, in his hands he holds a plate of food and he has a backpack on his shoulder* ¨Hey man you finally up” Daniel said. here take a bite of this you will feel much better, he takes a cookie of the plate and Matthew takes a few bites. then he continued* “´Thank god bro i was kind of freaking out a moment ago, now will you please tell me what the hell happened just a hour or something ago? *he sees that Daniel has a big grin on his face. Matthew starts to panic a little bit but he is not showing it to Daniel. Daniel starts talking ´Yeah man you felt very sleepy and sick at the bar and when we got here you passed out on the couch. so when you were asleep i moved you to the room in the basement and i waited for you to wake up. but thinking about it afterwards it might be the sleeping pills i put in your beer at the bar. ´well i dont know what it was but.... wait a minute... you planned this? this is your work? what te hell dude!!. why would you drug your best friend so he passes out and then you tied me down to your basement stairs, You better start talking or else you will fear me for life,, ´Daniel only gives a sarcastic lough en then with a very sirious tone he moves really close to Matthew and said: you slept with Michael and did not tell me anything!!
´Matthew lost all the words he wanted to say, he could not believe what his friend is acusing him of. He knows it the truth but it was an accident. but he has so many questions so a few seconds later he asked: ´Okay first of all im not gay so why in the world would i sleep with a boy i dont even know? And second of all you are not gay either so if it was true what you are thinking? , why in the hell would it matter?” *Daniel turned around for a moment. Matthew can see he is fighting against tears, the only thing he is does not know This time is if it are tears of sadness or tears of anger. Daniel turned back to Matthew and starts talking * ´You dont know me very well after all.. Well thats to bad. Actually for your information: I was just exploring myself because i did not felt any attraction to the girls, and yes i am gay! and Michael is the love of my live and the only person that understands this feelings that i struggle with” , He stopped talking for a second. ´i was planning to tell you this at school last week but then Michael came to me. he told you you were drunk at a party where he was and that you said to him like it was normal ´Dude what if we just banged eachother right know? its a thing on my bucketlist i always wanted to try´ soo you took advantace of the fact Michael was drunk as well. he came to me in Tears Matthew. you banged my partner just i was on your ´bucketlist´? Matthew is aftraid to say a word. Then he asked very careful “what are going to do with me. “Well because you my bro i’m willing to forgive you but you got to pay somehow. Soo i say lets have some fun shall we”
“fun?” *Matthew cant handle the stress anymore what is Daniel gonna do. Daniel grabs his backpack and pulls a pair of scissors out. He cuts of Matthews t-shirt revealing his bare torso “wait one more thing.“ *Daniel grabs a blindfold out of his backpack and puts it in front of Matthew’s eyes* “Daniel this isn’t funny anymore please man dont hurt me im so sorry” “apology denied” *Daniel moves closer to Matthew and drags a finger up and down his abs. Finally is Matthew understanding what Daniel his plan is.* “No no no anything but that no no piss of Daniel” “ooh is little Mattie a bit ticklish?”
*He starts to make tiny circles on his abs Matthew is trying not to break his pokerface but his face is turning blood red and a tear is gliding down his face* “You cant hold it forever mattie” daniel grins. Oh yes i can i can hold this for..... hahahahahahahahaha” *Daniel now spiders his fingers all in Matthews armpits. he is going up and down and starts tickling one armpit with one hand and one Of his sides with is other.* “DANIELL PLEAAAASEE E STOOOOPP HAHAHAHA I CAAANT BREAAAAAAATH PLEWWAAAAXDS IM SORRY STOPP” “but mattie we are just warming up my dear”
* he gets down to his knees and starts untying Matthew’s shoes. He spiders all ten fingers at the same time over his feet and Matt cant do anything besides screaming like an dying pig. His breath is getting heavier every second but Daniel isn’t stopping yet. He quickly yanked the socks of Matthew’s feet and starts scratching his his nails on the white flesh Matthew is even to tired to laugh anymore so Daniel stops his first round of attacks. He sits down and looks at the feet of his victim Daniel is kinda impressed by the size of the feet. “Bro foreal wat is your size? “9.5” * Says Matthew with his last breath
*The poor boy is bathing in sweat. Daniel gets a glas of water and starts rubbing some of the water over Matthews body to cool him off. “Finally some time to relax” * Daniel stops at his nipples and starts twisting them both around his fingers Matthew couldn’t help it and let out a small moan. He is going insane but at the same time he is having fun with his bestfriend. Maybe... he is the one. Matthew has a big smile on his face Daniel noticed it and asks “having fun my little Mattie?” Well its almost time for round 2 so be prepared.
*Its a couple of minutes later and Daniel is standing up he unties Matthew from the stairs He drags him to another room upstairs. Matthew is still weak from the first attack and cant escape Daniels hands holding him. The walk into his sports room where he ties him at one of the machines. Now Matthew is standing right before Daniel. “Ready for round 2? “No” “well to bad” but first i need to do something” *He goes down on his knees again and starts loosen the buttons on Matthew’s skinnyjeans. “Bro no what are you doing man this is uncool” “im sorry bro but today i really dont give a shit about your opinion. *He pulled down the pants and trows them on the bed. All Matthew is wearing now is his black puma boxer” *Daniel cant hold in a laugh as he sees that his penis is a little hard. “Whats so funny” “oh nothing” “well here we go.”
*He grabs 2 electronic toothbrushes and flips them on* “DANIEL WTF IS THAT?” “Something you will really hate” *He places both brushes between his legs and start rubbing them all the way up untill they are right in his tights.* “Hahahahahaagagaga oh nooo shiiiiiiiiit i caaaaaaaahnt take this ahahhahahaah” * Matthew is shaking, and twirling because his body is trying to dodge the toothbrushes. But because of him being tied down he cant move an inch* “Aaaaaaaaaaaah noooohahahaba DANIEL IM DYING RIGHT HERE PLEASE HAVE MERCY.” “Mercy? Hell no dude this is way to fun.
*He unties one of Matthews legs and grabs one of is feet. He locks the feet between his legs and dances the tip of the toothbrush all over the sweaty feet* “Noo hahaha noo please pleaaase HAHAHAHA” tears are drowing down his face. DANIEEL PLEASE PLEASE STOOOP” He looks at his friend with the pest puppy eyes he can give. “Fine im in for another game anyway.
“Matthew has his eyes closed en thinks he hears Daniel is handing towards one of his drawers. *Daniel grabs a small electric tootbrush and flicks it on. Ready for a game big boy. “Y.es” good” *he pulls Matthews boxer a little towards him en puts the toothbrush in his underwear.* “Aaah” “aaaah” “aaaah” *Matthew is in heaven and hell but he is waiting what rules this game will have*. “Soo here is the deal buddy. I see that there’s is growing something behind your legs. The timer is set on 15 minutes If you manage not to bust i have a very special suprise for you in the next round. But if you bust you better wish you were never born” see ya in a minute. “Daniel leaves the room
“DANIEL... YOU AAH.. CANT LEAVE ME HERE YOU DICK.... *Matthew doesn’t know what to do. The toothbrush is right on his tip and the vibration of it send Matthew in a whole other dimension* “Okay stay calm everything is fine i can do this”
*15 minutes later*
“Heey buddy having fun”
“Daniel i’m begging you please: as your best friend get that brush out of my boxer pleaaaase. If i hold it for one more second i think im going to explode. “okay fine crybaby” Daniel pulls the underwear towards him again and gets a very quick look at the penis of his bestfriend. He started to blush a bit because the next suprise will be heaven for him after all this.
*Daniel unties his friend who almost crashes down. He cant move another step so Daniel supports him to a bed. Matthew falls on the bed and has finally a moment to relaxe. He inhales deeply and looked at his friend. He waits a moment and said* “Daniel im so sorry for what i did. I had to see this coming but why did you not tell me?” Daniel looks at is first and said “Because i was afraid that i will lose you man” you are the one person that has not left my side and i did not want to lose that. *Mathew laughed and then said “Boy you need way more than being gay if you want me to leave you”
*Daniel looks at his best friend and without a doubt he presses his lips against his best friend’s Matthew closes his eyes and accepts the kiss. He isn’t aware at all that Daniel is tying his legs to the bed. After a few seconds they stopped kissing and Matthew tried to stand up. “Dude you are going to tickle the crap out of me again?” “No please dude no” “No don't worry Daniel said “you survived the 15 minutes of the electric toothbrush so we are playing a nice game. But first i get us some water. Just must be thirsty as fuck” “hell yeah dude” *Daniel went down to the kitchen en came back with two glasses* “Matthew chugged down the water and starts relaxing again
“Soo what are the rules of this game buddy? I cant take it. “Oh yeah just a moment” he rushes down to the basement to grab his backpack”
*he first puts the blindfold back on* “Ohh dude why cant i see?” “Shut up” *demanded Daniel* “no talking in this game” “but“... *Matthew tried to bring in another argument but before he can finishes his sentence he felt a piece of paper and a piece of ducktape covering off his mouth. “Aaah much better doing OK there buddy? feeling anything strange?” *Matthew is thinking what that could mean. He feels a little horny but thats because his best friend just kissed him and teased his dick with a toothbrush. *He let out a silent grin * “Okay time for the next game”
“Daniel pulled out the scissors again and said “its time to take something of again. I think your little friend down there wants to say hello” * Daniel cuts the underwear of the crotch of Matthew and Matthew is now fully naked. “Hmm where do i start? Oh yeah i need to wait a little thats true. Well at least i can do is play with this cute little nipples” *Daniel pulled out a feather and started stroking the nips of the fully naked boy. With his free hand he started to twirl the other nipple between his fingers. Matthew started moaning and closes his eyes. He feels dat his dick is growing larger but he doesn’t care anymore
*20 minutes later*
*Daniel stopped stimulating the Nipples of Matthew and took a good look at the now almost fully erect penis of his best friend.* “Aah i think the viagra is working now we have double the fun” “Mot...f.kr.....” *Matthew tried to curse but the gag in his mouth made this almost impossible* “Well lets begin” He first pulled oud a big vibrator and a belt. He attached the vibrator with the belt so it was almost covering his whole shaft* “Daniel turned on the vibrator and the soft vibrations starts stimulation his best friend. “Aaah “aaah” “aah” Matthew was in heaven. He cant lay still anymore and starts moving from left to right. “Aah you like that huh?” *Daniel said. Well how about this” *He pushes a lever all the way down and the vibrator starts stimulating at max speed. this sends Matthew crazy.
* The moans became louder, his body was shaking on the whole bed en he felt that the climax was not very far. Suddenly Daniel turned of the vibrator and puts it back in his backpack” Matthew was in pure agony at the moment. ”he looked confused into Daniels eyes* “ooh you thought it was this easy for you? No im going to edge you until you cry for mercy” He jumps a little bit when he felt Daniels hand grabbing his balls” Daniel started to massage his balls and slowly jerks him of. All Matthew could tthink of right know is “i wish this would never end.
*20 minutes later*
*Daniel is still edging en teasing his friend. Every time Matthew felt his climax coming, Daniel stops. But now he felt his warm hand on his shaft again. He is polishing de tip of his shaft en Matthew starts moaning again. “Aaah” *louder^ “aah” *louder* “aah” *louder* *Daniel grabs another electric toothbrush and starts stroking it it up and down the shaft. Matthew cant think straight anymore and just gives in. Then Daniel is speeding up and Matthew felt he is about to bust. He slings his crotch in the air and with the last moan Matthew starts busting. He falls back on the bed and is breathing slowly. Daniel removes the gag en gives his bestfriend another long kiss. Next he removes the blanket en he looks deep into’s Matthew ocean blue eyes. Finally he untied he’s leg en know he is sitting next to him.
“You are the most evil person i’ve met in My life”Matthew said” “well you deserved it thats what you get for banging your best friends ex boyfriend?” “Okay we were drunk and... wait a minute. You said he was your boyfriend. “Oh yes he was. “But now your single?” “Nope” then who is this dude?” “Daniel looks his friend one more time in his eyes en then said: “You” they spent the rest of the night kissing and hugging
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I just finished my first ever tickling story!!!!! Any feedback would be really appreciated.
It was very hard at first to write this story, because it was my main goal to make good sentences with a good story. Writing in a language which is not my native tongue is very challenging but i tried my best.
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No borders - Chapter 2
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SUMMARY:
“It’s just us 5 right?”
“Forever.”
“No men allowed… ever. Let’s promise to eachother that we will never let any man come in between us!”
“Never!”
Naive promises told at a young age, just between 5 best friends. They promised their world to eachother, “best friends ‘till death breaks us apart”. 10 Years passed. The same 5 girls, but no longer blinded by those “stupid promises”. It will be broken. The promise of a lifetime. The lust of love is what makes us all see unclear. We lose our friends, or soulmates, we fall for the unknown, we fall for lies and for the feeling of being important to someone who will drag us far away from who truly matters.
“Forget about the world… forget about them… right now, it’s only me and you. They don’t need to know that I love you.”
CATEGORY: F/F; F/M
Fandom: RED VELVET (Band), NCT (Band)
Relationships: Park Sooyoung / Kim Yerim; Bae Joohyun / Kang Seulgi; Son Seungwan / Nakamoto Yuta
Characters: Park Sooyoung; Kim Yerim, Bae Joohyun, Kang Seulgi, Son Seungwan, Seo Youngho, Jung Jaehyun, Nakamoto Yuta, Dong Si Cheng, Wong Yuk Hei, Lee Taeyong, Chung Ha
Additional Tags: friendship,angst, mistrust, lies, cheating, lesbian interactions, smut, fluff, fashion, models, rich life, etc
RATED: SMUT, FLUFF, ANGST.
CHAPTER 2
Sooyoung found herself in the most awkward encounter with her alleged “boss” at the dinner, in a pub where all you could see were horny couples grinding on eachother on the dance floor and drunk dudes whistleing and winking at her. She felt out of context, especially because all Yuk Hei was doing was drool over every chick who would pass his sight.
“Could you be any more obvious…” sighs Sooyoung.
“Jealous?” says Yuk Hei now smirking at her.
“You’re drunk. Maybe it’s better if I will drive your car to your home, so that I make sure WE get there safe and I can take the subway to my home-“
“I’m not drunk, Sooyoung. I just wanna have some fun tonight, whether if it’s gona be with you or with some random chi-“
Sooyoung was so full of it that her punch met the table in the loundest way possible which made Yuk Hei forget his words.
“Hey.. I was joking, ok..”
“I am not joking here, Yuk Hei. If you just wanted me to come here for you to get me drunk and get laid with me, you should’ve said so. Goddamnit, boys are all the same!” screams Sooyoung, now being angrier than ever before, while grabbing her purse and running out of the pub.
She felt like tearing up. She can’t stand this feeling anymore. Every guy she tries to even be friends with, they all end up wanting “something” back… She is sick of these “species” called males.
“SOOYOUNG!”
Sooyoung doesn’t bother to turn around and she wipes the small tears from her eyes hearing Yuk Hei running after her. Soon, he catches up to her and grabs her hand firmly, turning her to face him, centimeters away from eachother.
“What.”
“I’m sorry.”
“For what. Nothing happened there, I’m just tired. Take me home. Or I’ll take the subway.”
“I’ll take you home Sooyoung.”
They were now standing in the even more awkward silence than the atmosphere at the pub. Yuk Hei was pretending to be focused on driving and Sooyoung was desperately refreshing her messages waiting for a message from Yeri who seemed to have been offline the entire day. She sighs.
“What’s wrong..?” says Yuk Hei while putting one hand on her leg.
“Don’t touch me.” And she throws his hand away.
Yuk Hei suddenly stops the car at an empty gas station.
“Sooyoung, I know you don’t have a good impression of me-“
“Damn right.”
“But tonight I invited you to change that.”
“Does it seem like it worked?”
“No.. but I want to make it work.”
“What do you even want Yuk Hei…”
“You.”
Sooyoung swears she gaged at this word.
“Excuse me?”
“Sooyoung… give me a chance.”
“You are my boss!!” quietly screams Sooyoung.
“So? I’m technically not. I am just the chief of your department Sooyoung, and nobody would care anyway. One chance. Let me prove you that you are the only woman I’ve been thinking about lately.”
The strong smell of liquoir was now filling Sooyoung��s nostrils and she knew what she had to do.
“You are drunk and saying nonsense. Grow out of it. Tomorrow you wont even know what you just said now and you will get back to sleeping with 10 different girls per night.”
“That is not true!!” protests Yuk Hei.
“Oh yeah? Tell me more of how you fucked almost all the models from our company until now except me and Chung Ha. Hmm, I wonder WHY you chose exactly me and her to go out with you tonight. Luckly Chung Ha is not a stupid, sensitive person like me.”
Now Sooyoung feels more uncomfortable than ever. She just wants to run out of this stinky car.
“You- How do you know that??!! You got proof, honey??!!” screams Yuk Hei, now seeming like a monster in comparison to the innocent Sooyoung.
“I- BECAUSE I HAVE EARS YOU DUMB SLUT! DON’T YOU THINK I TALK WITH THE GIRLS YOU USE?? Don’t you think they cry to me after you ruin their lives with sweet lies, promising them the moonlight and in the end, leaving them on the edge of killing themselves??!! They feel like worthless whores after you use them!” Sooyoung can’t believe she just had the guts to say this.
“Sooyoung.” Says Yuk Hei while locking the doors of the car.
“W-what. W-what are you doing??” Sooyoung is now on the verge of crying and screaming.
“I will teach you a lesson, Sooyoung. Right here, right now.”
Yuk Hei unzips his pants and Sooyoung swears that she’s going to start crying.
“Yuk Hei please… Let me go, I don’t want you.” Cries Sooyoung while hitting on the door to open.
“After this, you will want me, baby girl.”
He takes his pants off revealing his expensive underwear and his very erected member.
Sooyoung is a smart girl. She wipes off her tears and crawls on top of him.
“See, you already know what you have to do baby girl. Now please your boss and maybe we’ll see about a promotion or something-“ but Sooyoung turns around and presses the button to unlock the doors. She falls on the stone-cold ground of the empty gas station and starts screaming for help. Right when she gets up, Yuk Hei grabs her hand animalistically and covers her mouth. Sooyoung bites with all her power on his finger and Yuk Hei screams in pain. She left her purse in his car, but she couldn’t care less. She is now running, screaming for help, but there was hardly anyone on the street. She runs for the subway station where she finds a tall man, dressed in a suit, lazily scrolling on his phone while waiting for the subway. She runs to him and grabs his hand desperately like her life depended on it. The male stands up in fear.
“Please help me. I am being chased.”
“By who?”
“There is a guy! Tall, black hair, wearing a black shirt and blue jeans. H-he is trying t-o-“
“Don’t worry, stay by my side and if you see him, I will make sure nothing will happen to you, alright? Calm down please.”
Sooyoung takes a seat next to the man who looked so neat and who smelled like vanilla. She is trying to catch her breath when she realized her shirt was half unbuttoned and she lets out a small cry.
“I’m sorry…” she sobs.
“It’s alright. Don’t worry.” Says the man trying to reassure the insanely scared girl.
The subway arrives in the station and they both go in, no sign of Yuk Hei still following her.
“Do you think he is still looking for you?”
“That guy… He is my boss… I will have to face him at work… Or at least when I will apply my resignation.”
“Aha… Do you live far from the subway station where you get down? I can take you to your place if you’re still scared.”
After what happened, Sooyoung couldn’t trust anyone. Especially a stranger. She had no phone or money whatsoever at her so she had no one to call.
“May I use your phone..?” she quietly asks.
“Of course.” Says the man while taking out his huge, expensive phone.
Now the problem was: the only phone numbers she knew were her mom’s, her aunt’s and… Yeri’s. But Yeri hasn’t answered all day to her messages and calls, why would she answer now… She’s probably asleep. But she still tries her luck. She calls.
“Hello?”
Sooyoung swears she will start crying hearing the reassuring words of her best-friend.
“Y-yeri-ah… It’s me, Sooyoung. Joy.”
“JOY??!! Is this a new phone?”
“N-no.”
“What is wrong?” and now Yeri’s voice turned darker and more serious than ever.
Sooyoung starts crying.
“Y-yeri.. can you come pick me up from the subway station please.”
“SOOYOUNG WHAT IS WRONG??!! Yes!! I’m coming right now!” there is a pause and then Sooyoung hears the voice of a male on the other end, talking to Yeri and telling her ‘See you some other time?’. Sooyoung’s stomach ached.
“What was that-?”
“What was what? WHERE ARE YOU JOY??!!”
“In the subway, im getting down in 2 minutes. I’ll explain when we meet. Bye.”
The man smiles at her.
“Is everything ok? Is someone picking you up?”
“Yes yes! Thank you so much, Mister! This is where I get down… Thank you again…”
Sooyoung must’ve bowed to the man 50 times because she couldn’t thank the him enough.
When she exits the subway, there she is, Yeri, in the most gorgeous dress in the world, a silky black dress complimenting her body like a crown compliments a princess’ head. She worriedly runs to hug Sooyoung tightly and puts her jacket around her.
“Sooyoung… oh my godness… what happened??!!”
Sooyoung wipes her tear of happiness after seeing Yeri.
“Yuk Hei. I went out with him.”
“What??!! Your boss you mean??”
“Ex-boss. I aint walking in that office ever again.” Sobs Sooyoung while being guided by Yeri.
“Oh no… What did he do…”
“He tried to rape me Yeri.”
Yeri could swear she is going to punch a wall. She feels as anger grows inside of her and she feels like both crying and go look for the guy who did this to her other half.
“Soo…young.” Yeri finds her words terribly hard. “I cant believe this..” and she falls into Sooyoung arms, hugging around her small waistline. Sooyoung pats her head and they both start crying under the dark sky filled with stars.
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It is the next day and Irene shows no sign of being calm, standing in front of all the girls, after Sooyoung told them what happened.
“Where does he live???”
“IRENE!!”
“What?? HE needs to pay!”
“And what? You will go and fight him with your pilates movements??” replies Seulgi, making Wendy burst a small laugh.
“Hey.. I think the best way to deal with this is calling the police, right?” says Yeri. “This was almost harassment!”
“ALMOST, Yeri. The police cant do anything if it DIDN’T ACTUALLY HAPPEN and if Sooyoung has no sign of harassment on her body like bruises, hickeys, blood, cum.”
“I do have some bruises from when I fell on my knees…” says Sooyoung looking to the ground like being embarrassed to talk about what happened.
“Doesn’t prove anything!” screams Irene, being on the verge of giving up. She cant take stressful situations for shit.
“Ok ok ok. I see all of us are stressed here so what about: Sooyoung, you give your resignation throught email to the main CEO of your company so that you don’t have to go there and give it yourself and encounter the bastard. Next step, buy you a new phone.” Says Wendy.
“With what money…” replies Sooyoung demolished by the thought that she is now jobless.
“We will help you sweetie!” says Seulgi while kneeling in front of Sooyoung and massaging on her knee like a mother reassuring her daughter.
“I cant girls- I cant let you do this for me… I need a new job.”
“I think I can solve this…” says Yeri.
“Wait? What? How? I thought your company doesn’t accept any new models?” says Irene.
“Not me… I got a.. well… friend who can help you.”
“Friend??” gasps Wendy.
“The guy.. The guy I went out with last night.”
Wendy swears she choked while hearing about him.
“The photographer huh?” she says.
“Yes! Him.”
“Wait what- What guy?” says Sooyoung more confused then ever, until she realizes the male voice she heard last night through Yeri’s phone.
“He is a photographer for my company and for another company aswell. He also said  his other company are looking for more models since they are at the beginning and she asked me if I know any girls willing to do this and guess what-“
“No.” says Sooyoung all of the sudden.
“What??!!” screams Irene. “ Are you crazy Sooyoung??!! This is the best opportunity ever given to you!”
“No… I don’t want the mercy of your boyfriend, Yeri.” And with this, she leaves the room leaving only silence between the girls.
“H-he is n-not my boyfriend.” Stutters Yeri, trying to catch Sooyoung not to leave the house.
“You said y’all went out huh? Wasn’t it like a “date”?”
“I mean… It was but Sooyoung… He’s not my boyfriend, actually, I don’t think we have much in common, I don’t know.” Says Yeri trying to find her right words with her clearly jealous “friend”.
“Problems in paradise…” whispers Irene.
“Irene!!!” screams Seulgi.
Irene is now smirking while leaning on the wall. Seulgi swears sometimes she wants to rip that cocky smile off Irene’s face. She thinks too much. Her mind always “overthinks”. Irene thinks Sooyoung likes Yeri, but Seulgi denies this.
Sooyoung is now back in the room with the girls, sitting next to Yeri who is hugging her, to soften down the panicked friend and try to convince her.
“Sooyoung.” Says Wendy while biting her lip, not knowing if what she s about to say will affect her future… “I think you should accept working for Yeri’s… um.. friend.”
“Yees! See, all of us encourage you, Sooyoungie! Come oon! He is soo nice, you have nothing to worry about! I also heard one of his models is the Instagram Model Seo Soojin!” reassures Yeri excitedly.
“WAIT FOR REAL?” gasps Seulgi.
“Oh my god Seulgi, your crush is showing off…” sighs Irene.
“SHUT UP! You know I love Soojin, I follow her since she started her career!”
“Why don’t u marry her then…” says Irene sassily while looking at her nails.
“Irene… fine, I will shut up…” pouts sadly Seulgi and looks to the ground.
Irene smirks again. Knowing that Seulgi wouldn’t do anything over the power of her word. She basically has Seulgi at her little finger… and she loves it.
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It’s been a day. The girls spent it all together, watching 2 romantic movies at which Irene wanted to puke 5 times and Wendy didn’t pay any attention. They cooked together, played video games and had silly conversations. Nothing unusual.
Yeri is now alone, on the hallway, calling her photographer friend.
“Hello. Hi Yuta, it’s me, Yerimmie.”
“Of course, you don’t need to say who you are you know? It says when you call” says Yuta sarcastically, while letting out a small laugh.
Yeri seemed unphased but she left out a small laugh for the situation to not be awkward.
“So, you told me about your other company and that you are looking for new models?”
The conversation goes on, Yeri basically begging for him to take her bestie, Sooyoung, as a model at that company. They both come to the agreement that Sooyoung needs to come to an interview with him and his friends, the ones that basically run the entire company. He reassures Yeri that they are a trustable company, after Yeri summed up to him what happened to Sooyoung last night with her alleged “boss”.
Wendy listened to the entire conversation. ‘Yuta.. this sure is an unusual name… just as beautiful as the man who owns it…’. Wendy caught herself thinking about him again. This is bad Wendy. BAD BAD BAD.
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The following day, Sooyoung is more nervous than ever. She just sent her resignation through email to her CEO and she is waiting for an answer while she is getting ready for the job interview Yeri arranged for her. Sadly, Yeri wasn’t available today to come with her, since she had work to do, a runway most exactly, very important and couldn’t miss it. Irene refused to come because she “had better stuff to do”, Seulgi cried about how she has too many photos to edit and the only one left was… Wendy.
“I-I don’t think it’s a good idea…” stutters Wendy knowing that if she goes there, she will see Yuta.
“Comee onn!! Why not! You re the only friend I have left who doesn’t have work to do today. Please!”
“H-how do you know I aint got work t-to do..?”
“YOU DON’T WENDY!! You just said yesterday ‘Oh man, I cant wait for tomorrow to come since I have nothing to do but to laze around’.”
“Oh my god…” Wendy facepalms herself. “You really pay a lot of attention to what I say don’t you…”
“Yes. Now get ready. Dress up formally since not only me, but my bestie has to make a good impression too.”
“Whatever.. all im gona do was cheer cringely for you anyway….”
Still, she knew she will meet him. She had to look good, at least decent.
Wendy decides to go for a green, college-like sweater with a pair of skinny black jeans that complimented her legs like no other, some black knee-high boots and a leather jacket.
Sooyoung was wearing her hair in a ponytail, dressed in a flowy dress, Balenciaga Triple S shoes and a Balenciaga jacket.
They soon leave Sooyoung’ s apartment and they get In her car where she starts blabbering about how nervous she is. Wendy couldn’t help but not focus on what she was saying. She was nervous. She was just as nervous as her best-friend. Maybe even more. ‘No wrong move, Wendy.’ ‘Don’t look at him, Wendy’ ‘Don’t faint, Wendy’. It is BAD BAD BAD.
There they are. In a huge, 45 storey building, all glass everywhere and the most futuristic furniture. Dinamic walls that imitate a waterfall are welcoming the girls at the entrance desk, where an inasanely gorgeous woman in a suit waits for them with a big smile.
“Hello, ladies.”
“Uhm, hello m’am.” Says Sooyoung. “My name is Sooyoung”
Wendy hits her with her shoulder.
“Park Sooyoung” she adds.
“Oh, yes, that’s right! You ve got an interview in 5 minutes, right?”
“Yes! She,, she is my friend, Wendy. She came to support me, is it ok is she comes with me.. please?” pleads Sooyoung with her puppy eyes.
“Yes, of course. All of us need a back-up friend, an interview can be very stressful! Floor 35, Room 102. You have a changing room right next to it. You have the outfit you need to wear waiting for you there. Here is the key to the locker. Good luck!”
She sounded like a little machine at this point, together with her robotic smile. This made Sooyoung even more nervous. In the elevator, Wendy is adjusting her hair.
“Why are you even prepping yourself so much? Its not like you are the one being interviewed…”
“You said it yourself. In order to make a good impression, you need your friend to look just as good as you.” Says Wendy cockily.
“Ugh…” sighs Sooyoung as they get out of the elevator.
Everything is set and done. Sooyoung has changed into the interview outfit which was way less revealing than the one she had to wear for the previous interview for the other company. She felt relieved. This meant they are not some creeps like Yuk Hei. Wendy reassures Sooyoung by telling her she is gorgeous and that she will do well. She combed Sooyoung’s stunning slightly curled hair and now she looks like a princess. She is ready. But, is Wendy ready for what’s about to come?
 “Hello.” Bows Sooyoung politely as she shyly enters Room 102.
She is greeted by 3 of the most beautiful males in the world. Sooyoung is feeling it again. She will stand in front of 3 males. 3 insanely gorgeous males. They looked like models for the biggest modelling company. She couldn’t believe her eyes that they were just some CEOs.
She is followed by Wendy who refuses to look at the table where the 3 men where standing. She greets them with a small bow and stands next to Sooyoung as she is introducing her as her friend and asks for permission if she can stay during the interview.
“Of course.”
She heard this voice, this so familiar voice. She finally gains courage and looks up at the table. There he was, the man she has been dreaming for 3 days now. The “forbidden” temptation. He had his hair pushed back now. His blonde hair was now sleeked back, leaving sight to his forehead. He was wearing a white shirt with rolled up sleeves, showing off his expensive Rollex. His accompanied friends weren’t any lower than him.
“You can take a seat next to us” kindly but intimidatingly  says one of the others. “ My name is Dong Sicheng and I am the CEO of this company. I want to welcome you here first, and wish you luck. I wont be talking during this interview, I will let my mates do this.”
The CEO was definitely something else. A slender man, but very good-looking. All dressed in a black suit and a red tie. His auburn hair looked insanely sharp, as it was styled with care like it was the creation of God. He sure was intimidating. Standing there, not saying a word but analyzing every move with the attention of a tiger aiming for it’s prey.
“My name is Kim Doyoung. You may introduce yourself” said the last man of the 3.
She recognized him. Sooyoung. Sooyoung knew him. It was him. The man that saved her in the subway. The insanely kind and amazing guy that offered his phone to her. The tall and handsome male was looking at Sooyoung like he knew her. He recognized the girl and gave her a reassuring smile. She could read a warm “everything will be alright!” on his face, just like two nights ago. He looked just as sleek as that night. Suit, pushed back hair with a sense of gel in it.
Wendy quietly sat on the other side of their table, next to Doyoung, so that she wont have to sit next to Yuta. She felt followed. She didn’t know why but she had the impression he was looking at her. Even if she knew, its all in her panicked head. The males smelled absolutely heavenly. She felt like she was sitting among the angels.
Sooyoung was doing so well, she was showing off her amazing body in the most sensual ways and the males seemed to show now sign of “perversion” at her presentation. They seemed formal and professional. This boosted Sooyoung’s confidence even more, knowing she is not showing herself off to some “preditors”. Wendy smiled to Sooyoung the entire time, but she couldn’t help not stare at Yuta while he was focused on studying Sooyoung. Wendy analysed Yuta like the most surreal painting you find in a museum, trying to uncover his secrets. She wanted to know more. She wanted to know him. She needed to approach Yuta. But no. This is BAD BAD BAD.
Sooyoung was now done and the males sent her to the changing room to put back her casual clothes. Wendy was left alone with them. She felt like the minutes became hours. She was sweating so bad and the silence was a killer. Until one of them broke it and said “What do you think?”.
“Isnt it weird for us to talk about this next to her friend?” said the CEO, Sicheng, nonchalantly, like Wendy couldn’t hear them just perfectly.
“Don’t mind me… I can leav-“
“No, theres no problem.” Stopped Yuta.
She swore her heart fell to the ground and came back to her chest. It meant nothing to him, he was just being nice and a professional man, but yet, in her hopeful mind, she hoped that maybe he found the slightest interest in her.
The males were filling the room with their deep, rough voices as they were talking about Sooyoung. In the end, they decided to accept her. Wendy jumped off her seat unconscioudly and screamed a small “YES!”.
The males were staring at her blankly. Except for Yuta, who started smiling and broke the silence with a small laugh.
“You must be really happy for your best friend. Especially after what I heard happened to her. I am so sorry.” He said.
That was it. She felt like there was only him and her right now.
“Y-yes. She suffered a lot. You guys gave her a chance to be happy again and gain her own money, she is a very hard-working person, don’t worry about it!” added Wendy, trying to be as serious as she could.
Sooyoung entered the room and Wendy could read on her face that she was extremely anxious and nervous. She ran to hug her. This made Doyoung and Yuta smile a little. Sicheng looked at them and rolled his eyes. The man for sure was the most professional here and he was very stiff. He announced Sooyoung that she was accepted, gave her a timetable, a key to her new private locker and changing room and a list with all the phone numbers and the names of them and the models of their company. Wendy’s eyes widened when she saw Yuta’s number on that paper. But, she would never have the courage to ever use it… Would she?
Right after saying goodbye to them and before leaving, Yuta calls for Wendy.
“Hey, I just wanted to know, are you by any chance the girl that was at Yerim’s apartment when I came to take her? You seem familiar, that’s why.” Said Yuta while gathering the scattered papers from the desk.
“Yes. Its me. I also recognized you.” Says Wendy slightly awkwardly.
“Ah, that’s nice. So if im friends with Yeri, I guess we can be too… or?”
Wendy swore she felt like she was just asked to prom in the 7th grade by the cutest guy in the class. But they were two grown up adults. Yet he made her feel so comfortable, so childish around him.
She rushes a “Yes, yes! Of course!”.
“That is great” he shows a sweet smile. So sweet she feels her feet melt. His whole face took another meaning when he smiled. “Ask Yeri or Sooyoung for my number, if you ever need anything or just want to… you know, see eachtoher at a coffee or something.”
“Ah. Yes, sure!” she couldn’t think of anything smart to say. She was brainwashed.
They were now in Sooyoung’s car, on their way to Seulgi’s place where they all were planning to see eachother and celebrate Sooyoung’s new job. Wendy was looking on the window the whole way home. She was smiling. She was happy. She was feeling for this man something she hasn’t ever felt before for a man, and she had many meaningful relationships throughout her life. But never has she dreamt at a man the way she keeps thinking at this one. Next step: she had to know what Yerim truly feels for this man! She had to know if she has to erase him forever from her memory or if maybe she has a chance.
They got to Seulgi’s place where they were greeted with arms opened by all the girls. Even Irene seemed truly happy, she had a wide smile that the girls haven’t seen in so long.
“Soooo… HOW DO WE PARTY TONIGHTT??!!” jumps Yeri excitedly.
“Why don’t we go to the club?” proposes Seulgi. “I don’t really want to clean up over a party that we would hold at my place”.
“I would help you…” mumbles Irene.
“Shuut up! I want in a club!” protests Seulgi who seemed like a child who wants candies.
“I am alright with this!” says Wendy while staying on her phone, looking for clubs.
They all agreed in the end, more or less they had to drag Irene there. They were all getting ready and Yerim was in the bathroom doing her make-up since the whole bedroom was packed with the other girls. Wendy saw the perfect oprtunity. Now it’s the time. Now or never.
“Yerimie…” says Wendy shyly cracking the bathroom door open to make sure she wasn’t gona walk on to Yeri being naked or something.
“Yes, Wendy?”
“Hey…” she scratched the back of her neck. “You know… just a question…”
“Sure, what is it” says Yeri nonchalantly while applying lip gloss.
“I just wanted to ask you, you know, just from pure curiosity. How was that date with… what was his name..” she pretended to forget the name she has been having in mind all the time.
“Yuta. It was… nice I guess.”
“You guess?” she felt her heart skipping.
“Yeah. The guy is ok, very charming, handsome, well mannered, a real gentleman. But I don’t really wanna mess into a relationship with my photographer. It would be slightly weird and if we ever get to break up, I could never pose for him again, it would be awkward.”
“I see…”
“So yeah. But I am interested in keeping to see him. You know, as friends I guess. I don’t really know what else to say about him.”
“Aha… Alright then, I was thinking to take a shower before leaving, are you done with your make-up?”
“Yes, just now. You can have fun in the shower.” Says Yeri while smirking and patting Wendy on the shoulder.
This is exactly what she needed to do. Relax herself, make her lose her mind for a moment. She could lose her mind but he would still not leave it. Wendy enters the shower and pleases herself thinking about him, hoping that he does the same.
 The girls are now all prepped and ready to go hit the biggest club in Seoul, Octagon. Any male that would see them now, would feel their boner kicking in. Five insanely hot girls, all dressed in leather skirts, dressed or pants, crop tops and high heels being the main star of their outfits. They looked like they were heading out for Seoul Fashion Week, not for a club night. 
Little did they know was that tonight was about to be a night to remember, forever…
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Blegh rant
I almost wanna send more messages to just clarify I know I'm being weird and dumb but also I've send like 4 long ass paragraphs so I really shouldn't and it's like 3am so that just is amotber reason right there. And like I know all the stuff is styff I should say in person but I'm just so awkward and anxious in real life and it's the right thing to talk to them alone but I'm also the type of person who needs to hold onto someone when I'm anxious and I can't hold onto them coz that would be weird and they would hate it (probably) even tho I used to do that with them before and like tht in and of itself is part of the problem and my chest hurts coz I honestly just really fucking miss them and its just I need To be able to talk to them again even if we aren't very close I just I don't want things to stay how they are coz they are moving soon and just I want things to be better and Like even if it has to end entirely I want it to end on a better note ya know? Just can't help but rant and just rattle on coz I'm so anxious and idek if they want the same things or not and I need to stop thinking that coz that's part of the reason I'm here at all was my self doubt but at the same time putting them on a pedasgel and just I wish I could just start over with them and just forget all the other Stuff. I just miss them and I regret so much about how everything went down and like just I worry about them all the time but I can't ask them how they are doing coz like 1 that would be weird and 2 were not really on speaking terms?? Or we are but it's just awkward am dlkke one word comments and just I just wish we could be friends again at least and there's so much I wanted to do with them and I'm just I need closure and I need this to be better, I just wanna fix things and I'm trying my best I JSUT don't know what I'm doing. And just ahhhhhhh I want to be able to do stuff with them again and to hang out, I want to be able to go to their house (I'm friends with their siblings) without having to worry on imposing on them or making them uncomfortable and just I fucking miss the friendship we had okay? Like I just feel like our friendship at the very least deserves to end better if it's gonna end but like the thing is I don't WANT it to end I don't want to not be their friends I just wanna move past everything and grow and JSUT I know they are a good person and I know they deserve better too and just I want to be able to tell them that and tell them that they should appreciate themselves more but I can't and just I'm so fucking worried about them and if they are okay and Ik that's not healthy but I can't help it and I just need to sleep coz im probably going to regret everything tomorrow and I need to wake up early tomorrow and just. I can't ducking do this shit like I just ducking can't. I can't do this shit anymore. The world is crap enough I need something happy for fucks sake. Just like for a fucking day just something that I can enjoy without my illness fucking everything up. The one good memory I have is with them too and it was fucking 2-3 years ago and just I MISS that I MISS being able to do things together as a whole friend group and I MISS being able to send evothwr songs to cheer eachother up and I MISS having their support and being able to tell them that I care and just lI MISS JUST RALKING AND EVEN WHEN WE DIDNT TALK I MISS KNOWING IF WE NEEDED EACGORHER WE COULD AAT SOMETHING. I MISS HAVING CODE WORDS TO TAKE CARE PF EACHOTHER. I MISS THEM, LIKE IVE MOVED ON TO SOEM DEGREE BUF I JUST???? CANT GET OHEE IT AND I JSUT I NEED.CLOSURE OKAY. JUST TALK TO ME. PLEAZE DUDE. JUST AGHGGVVAVVAVAVAAV IMTHEY PROBABLYW WONT NOW COZ I CAME OFF SO FUCKONG INSANE AND JUST ANGHWHWHWHDNDMEOWN IM JSUT A PILE OF ANXIETY RN TBH I NEED SLEEP
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