#even though i didn't exactly find what i was looking for (😔) and i had to play fucking whack-a-terf while searching

[supercantaloupe]

truly detest how pcos tags/forums/etc are absolutely crawling with terfs

#(okay to rb but stay in your lane) #maybe i just want to look and see if anyone else has experienced what i went through today without seeing someone going like #'you'll never be a REAL woman because you DON'T HAVE OVARIES #and will NEVER understand the TRUE WOMANLY EXPERIENCE of having A VERY DISRUPTIVE AND COMPLEX ENDOCRINE AND METABOLIC DISORDER' #like i think there are more important (read: actual) targets to direct our frustration at here than #[checks notes] getting mad at a trans woman for saying she relates to some of the problems caused/faced by having pcos #like. idk. the fucking medical system and lack of research/treatment options #(also. christ. reducing every person w pcos into the 'woman' category automatically bc 'ovary'. #even though it's literally an intersex condition. yikes.) #also i don't know about y'all but i don't wish this on anyone? regardless of gender?? #i actually don't want trans women to have to experience this in order to be considered a True Woman #because i don't want ANYBODY to have to experience this. it sucks! it's not fucking fun! #i just wanted to try and see if other people have gone through the same thing i have. not expand my blocklist by half a mile tonight. #i wanna talk about me #even though i didn't exactly find what i was looking for (😔) and i had to play fucking whack-a-terf while searching #if there's any bright side to be found it's the number of posts/people affirming pcos as an intersex condition/identity #i saw someone say 'if you don't want the [intersex] umbrella for yourself you don't have to take it #but it's nice to have in the closet for a rainy day' #and. man. yeah.

[random-twst-things]

Part 2 of this!

*After the interview, it was cut short*

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Mal?

Malleus: ...yes?

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: HOW?! how is it that we're even married?

Malleus: Well-

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: We haven't even dated each other?!

Malleus: ...

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Look, it's not that I mind, really but-

Malleus: Really? ☺️

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Not the point Mal! How did this even happen? And for an entire year?!

Mc/Y/N/Yuu, turns to Mal: Mind explaining?

Malleus: Well, you were the one to court me

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: ...Me?

Malleus: Yes, do you remember around a year ago the time you gifted me a new tamagotchi, coupled with a pretty rock with a small card saying "love you"?

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Yes? It was a while ago, but yea

Malleus: Well, I thought that was you courting me, dear

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: ...

Malleus: ...

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: You thought that I was courting because I gave you a rock? A simple rock?

Malleus: Correction, a very pretty rock, but yes

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Please don't tell me this is the way faes court?

Malleus: Well, not exactly. Instead of the, VERY, pretty rock you gave me we usually find or buy an unpolished emerald rock and give it to the person we wish to court.

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: AN EMERALD?! UNPOLISHED EMERALD?! I gave you nothing close to that!

Malleus: Well, I assumed that given your living situation and expenses you sadly had to use a pretty rock you found instead of the emerald

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Mal, you do know that our way of "courting" is very different, right?

Malleus: I am aware, but I assumed you knew

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: ...

Mc/Y/N/Yuu, sighs: Okay, okay- wait- this was when?

Malleus: A month before we got married

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: A MONTH?!

Malleus: Yes, a month, I wished to do it sooner but thought I'd wait to respect your human traditions. Lilla also said patience is key ☺️

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: MAL A MONTH IS TOO SOON?

Malleus: It is? 😔

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: YES BUT-

Mc/Y/N/Yuu, sighing: WHEN?! HOW DID WE EVEN HAVE A WEDDING?

Malleus: Dear, the event I held a year ago in Diasomnia's courtyard was our wedding

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: I thought that was some fae holiday or tradition you guys did?

Malleus: It was not, it was our wedding

Mc/Y/N/Yuu, pacing the room: wait- you need a marriage officiant for a wedding to happen though? What about the vows? The walking down the aisle?

Malleus: The vows we said we're done in private, remember? when I poured my heart out telling you how I could never imagine you not being in my life? The marriage officiant was Lillia and the walk down the aisle I chose not to do as I couldn't wait any longer.

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Okay, so I remember the "vows" but when did I even sign the marriage license?

Malleus: As soon as you walked into the dorm doors

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: I thought that was a paper to see who came?

Malleus, worried tone, happy face: My, dear, you really should read something before you sign it 😊

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: yea, I really should

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: what about the wedding attire? I didn't wear a wedding dress/suit? The ring?

Malleus: The outfit of garments I sent to you the day before our wedding and the ring I'm assuming you thought was a "simple" gift 😞

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: THAT WAS MY WEDDING DRESS/SUIT?! And wedding ring?!

Malleus: Yes, I must say you looked positively gorgeous/beautiful/handsome and I chose the ring very well, it suits you tremendously

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Thank you-

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: okay, okay- No big deal- I'm just married to the prince of Briar Valley, descendant of fae, the most powerful mages in the world.

Malleus: I prefer to be called "Mal", by you

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: ...

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Oh by the Seven, I can't believe we got married all because I gave you a SIMPLE ROCK

Malleus: As I said before, a very pretty rock

Mc/Y/N/Yuu: Mal, we don't even live together

The rock You/Mc/Y/N/Yuu gave to Malleus:

Authors note: (this turned out longer than I thought 😭)

(FINALLY! DONE! No next part... Unless a part 3 where they talk it out better? Nah.... Unless)

Dividers by/from @/cafekitsune

#twisted wonderland #twst #disney twisted wonderland #twst memes #twst game #random-twst-things-incorrect-quotes #twisted wonderland x reader #🌺. random twst things #twst mc #malleus draconia #twst malleus draconia #twst malleus x reader #twst malleus #malleusdraconia #malleus draconia x reader #malleus x reader #twisted wonderland malleus #x reader #gender neutral reader #Part 2 #part 3 maybe?

[peachypinkygloss]

Ooh, boy. First of all congratulations, you deserve the 2k, darling. 💕 The trope is thief!Taehyung on a balaclava. That's literally everything I need to read about, just thinking about him taking it off gets me high.

Bisou 💋

thank you so much for sending a request, baby, i love you & you're adorable 😔🫶🏻 bisous x mwah 💋

thief of your love

On the moon or in the middle of the ocean, he'll find you.

pairing: ex bf!taehyung x fem!reader

genre: exes au, smut

warnings: thief!tae (we don't know what he does, but we know it's bad 😭), tae's injured and kinda breaks into reader's hotel room 😬, unprotected sex, clit stimulation, slightly over 1k.

a.n.: im sorry i was more poetic than horny 😭

This is part of my 2k milestone celebration! Here is the post for the drabble game if you want to participate and send in a request of yours! 🤍

♡・2k celebration masterlist・♡

You enter your hotel room quietly, unlocking the door with the key card. It's dark inside and you try to find the light switch, but fail miserably. You leave it like that, no biggie, you think to yourself.

You sigh from exhaustion, finally removing the high heels you were wearing all night. You kick them off your feet, forgetting about them as you walk in the room, a little bit tipsy and leaning on the wall to not lose your balance.

You approach the bed, having the intention to let yourself fall on it, but before you can a larger and stronger body comes out of the dark. They hold you from behind, placing a hand over your mouth to muffle the scream that you were about to let out.

Your heartbeat fastens immediately, eyes widening as you go on auto-defence mode straight away. You try to push the person away, hitting them in the stomach with your elbows. You hear a groan and they easily give up, letting go of you instantly.

You rush to the bed and pat the area around you until you find the nightstand. You hurriedly turn on the bedside lamp, turning around to face this stranger who broke into your hotel room.

You see a masked face, the shape of a tall man and a hand holding his stomach, exactly where you hit him. You didn't realize you'd actually gone that hard on him, but you guess your survival instinct is really efficient.

His chest heaves at a rapid pace, yours too. When you get a better look at his eyes since they're the only thing you can see, you recognize something familiar in them, like you've met before and more than once.

With his free hand, he grabs the top of his hood and pulls it off in one swift movement. You frown for a second, scared to know who he is, but all of your negative feelings fly away when you see his face.

Taehyung, your ex-boyfriend.

Some details catch you off guard like the cut on his left brow, the wound on his bottom lip and his black eye.

"What- What happened?" You murmur, stomach twisting in worry. You step closer to him, but he moves his head away, groaning when you try to cup his face. You knit your brows together, confused on how he got so badly injured. "Taehyung, let me-" he shoves your extended arm away, which cuts you off instantly.

"Nothing happened," he responds coldly, looking back at you.

You stay quiet for a moment, not really knowing what to do because how he still manages to find you is beyond you. He seems to always find you, no matter where you are.

One thing you know is that he's lying. Something happened; he got into trouble, as usual. Taehyung has enemies, always will he in the world that he lives in, the dangerous world he had brought you in by loving you.

He wants you, but he'll always be accompanied by his problems. It seems like he didn't change, even though he swore to you he would. Lies and fake promises, that's what Taehyung has to offer. Nothing more, nothing less.

"You're not in position to lie to me, Taehyung," you say rather angrily, but your anger will never compete with his. The less he could do when breaking into your hotel room is tell you the truth.

But what the truth's worth when lies sound way better?

Taehyung towers over you with all his height, looking down at you, fire dancing in his eyes. Those same eyes that used to watch you sleep next to him and watch you get fucked by him.

"I'm in position to do whatever the fuck I want."

Shivers run up your spine as these words leave his mouth, making you cower away, but never far from him. Cower away in his arms, safe from any danger. Except when he brings the danger with him.

"And... what do you want this time?" You whisper, bringing up the courage to ask him. You blink, feeling his gaze boring through your soul, reaching your poor heart, making it thunder inside your rib cage.

He says nothing until his nose is pressed against the side of your face. He nuzzles your hair, smelling the perfume of your shampoo. You didn't change either; the same shampoo, the same hairstyle, the same lack of confidence and still very much attracted to him.

"I want you, sweetheart. I've only ever wanted you," he confesses in a low voice, one that makes you shiver once again.

He collides your hips against each other and you feel the bulge of his soft dick in his pants, too big to not notice it. Your mouth is agape and you're completely under his spell, mirroring the lust in his eyes.

Forehead against forehead, he stares down at your lonely lips, cruelly needing the warmth of his mouth against yours. It's not long until they find each other again, as if they've always belonged together, and maybe that's true. The only ever real truth.

You sense the metallic taste of his blood on your tongue and you wince a little bit, but don't break the kiss anyway. He groans again in pain and you think it's because of where you touch him, other wounds hiding under his clothes.

Worried, you stop your exchange and pull up his t-shirt, discovering red and purple marks over his once perfect skin. "Taehyung," you gasp, reaching the bruises, the tip of your fingers brushing over them. You see his muscles tensing up when you touch one, your heart breaking a little more.

"It's nothing," he says, but you obviously don't believe him.

You look up, finding his eyes on you. You understand now that no matter how far you are from him, your heart will never cease beating for Taehyung.

He pushes you gently over the bed, your back hitting the soft surface underneath and he joins you, hovering over you. It's a matter of seconds until he drags the hem of your dress up and your panties down your thighs. He takes off his jacket and his t-shirt, not letting you time to analyze his unfortunate injuries.

While he kisses you, he draws lazy circles on your clit, kind enough to prep you beforehand. You wrap your legs around his waist, locking them behind his back. His skin is burning hot and you enjoy the feeling of it under your fingertips, moaning softly against his lips when he pulls a little but intense orgasm out of you.

He frees his cock out of his briefs after, considering protection useless in the heat of the moment. You moan in unison when he penetrates you, stretching you out deliciously, your walls closing tightly around his dick.

A moment like this, you will never forget. So familiar, memories coming back to your mind, making you see stars like he brought the whole galaxy to you.

He pins your hands above your head, breathing heavily over you, going delirious as his high approaches so rapidly, as well as yours. This is the best position in his opinion, the only one valid and worth his time, able to see your expressions of pleasure.

He grunts and you moan, pussy clenching around him as he finishes into you, filling you up with his cum.

You spend the rest of the night cuddled up in his arms, tracing the shape of his abs with your fingers and observing the mean marks on his poor skin. He refuses when you propose to help, slightly offended when he does so.

It's only after he leaves early in the morning that you realize that helping him wouldn't have been a good idea. He would have brought you back into his problems and he doesn't want that. He wants you safe, away from him.

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#🍑 [drabble game] #requests #bts fanfiction #bts fanfic #bts smut #bts x reader #bts drabble #taehyung drabble #taehyung fanfiction #taehyung fanfic #taehyung smut #taehyung x reader

[raspberryslushie]

When You're Scared

Ft. Xiao, Wanderer, and Kazuha x gn! reader (Separate)

Warnings: crying 😔, cringe, freaking tf out. I didn't pre-plan this on a doc either, so it's kinda weird and messy to read idk. I kinda also messed up on pacing but it came out in a whim so WTV HAHA

Wanderer is referred to by his old alias, Scaramouche, since wanderer is more comfortably said as "the wanderer," but thats kinda wacky so i just got lazy and used scaramouche instead LMAO

Prompt: How would they comfort you in your times of need?

Xiao

He probably came in out of nowhere and scared you more than whatever else u were worried about before

Teleports in the second he hears ur sniffling tho 

questions u in all caps, bold, and italics irl

The second he realizes that interrogating you probably wasn't gonna help, he sits the both of you down and stares. for like half an hour.

Xiao doesn't know how to react when you suddenly cling onto his shirt and cry into his shoulder.

But it doesn't matter how long it takes for him to calm you down, because even if he's inexperienced, he'd do anything to make u happy again

Hands shaking and clenching into fists so tight to the point where your nails were digging deeply into your skin to the point of numbing, you felt a scream begging to tear itself out of your throat. But when those sobs of terror found themselves out, they sounded of something desperate, and you weren't the only one who heard.

"What's wrong?" A rough hand pulled against your arm and made you face the person in question, who was unsurprisingly stoic, weapon already out to fight off whatever might've been troubling you. Yet when you look into his eyes, they're frantic and scouring your form for even the tiniest of cuts. After all, Xiao promised the world that under his watch, none would do you harm. And as an adeptus, it was his duty to protect mortals who couldn't defend themselves.

But Xiao didn’t realize what was bothering you at first, because in his eyes, there was little to be afraid of when nothing else was in the room, yet the gods had sent down demons that even he couldn't conquer: your own mind. Even so, with you by his side he learned how to comfort someone without a spear in the moment that your body leaned against his, warm arms hugging around his torso tightly. What comes first from him is an awkward gasp that sounded like something between a yelp and a hiccup, but then you feel a series of gentle pats on your back, and soon the yaksha finds himself softening into your hug. It's comforting because maybe Xiao doesn't exactly mind the prospect of loving you like this after all.

Wanderer

probably isn't as sensitive to these types of things as Xiao or Kazuha might be

wonders who might be bothering you once he finally notices the tears rolling down your cheeks.

threatens u to tell him

pretends like he doesnt care

secret hugs at night or in private, because he's really just shy 

"Who hurt you?" Scaramouche stared you dead in the eyes, refusing to back down.

"No one! Archons, would you just leave me alone!" You hardly ever talked back to him so aggressively, and it’s at that moment when he finally realizes that you were scared, because once you brought up the idea of leaving him, he knew he felt the same as you did right then.

But Scaramouche knew no other way of hushing you up than to bring you close and smother you in his embrace because with how tightly his arms were wrapped around you, it might've been lethal. Once he finally does let go, it takes you a few moments to catch your breath. The second you look at him though, his expression has you in a chokehold. The boy wept for you.

He wasn't someone who felt too strongly about anything, no, and would rather end his own existence than openly admit his feelings, but how could he bear your tears? Abandonment left its marks on him enough times to dread the day you would too, leave him, and even if you hated Scaramouche for how he seemed to not care for any human decency, there was nothing he wouldn't do to keep your smile.

That night it took everything in you to try and act as if you were deep in slumber once Scaramouche made his way to your room. You felt him sit atop the bed before dragging the sheets across his form and pressing your back flush against his chest. Slender arms were covering your body protectively, and the entire night was spent by him mumbling quiet “I love you”’s until he fell asleep, face red hot and snuggled in your shoulder.

Kazuha

He knows fear as an emotion well, and knows you as a person just as well, too.

100% sure of what’s wrong and what you need bc he pays more attention to you than anything else.

If you’re in public and don’t want to be seen, he’d take his arm with the long sleeve and cover you with that and his body while you walk home.

Picks up take-out or makes you his own dishes once you get him.

Hugs and kisses irl please make out with me /hj

“Are you alright, love?” Kazuha puts an arm around your shoulder before looking down at you.

“Y-yeah, fine Kazuha.” Lies. And Kazuha knew that well enough to end your excursion early to head home. The city streets were crowded by festival times, and he was willing to leave early for your sake.

“No, you’re not,” He covered your face with his sleeve and guided the two of you away from prying eyes. “Let’s get back, the evening air is beginning to mellow out.” The rest of the walk home is wordless, aside from a few muffled sniffs and cries, but Kazuha made the panic drown out in the soothing winds that whipped around your hair.

By the time you got home, your heart had already found itself back at normal pace, and Kazuha laid you down on a blanketed mat. But you got up anyway to follow him while he cooked, for the sake of “company”. (He knew that you really just wanted to stay near him). 

The rest of the night you ate together in private, and as much as you tried to apologize for breaking down in the middle of your outing, he didn't listen into any of it, relentlessly pecking your cheek with kisses in his own way of telling you that it was all alright.

That night Kazuha actually had more trouble sleeping than you, for he was out past midnight scribbling down all the words he found himself fond of in the wilderness. One by one, the lines and rhymes flowed together, until you wake up the next morning to the smell of fried fish and a piece of paper on the nightstand that told you all the words he couldn’t last night.

#genshin impact headcanon #genshin impact #kazuha #xiao #genshin imagines #genshin x you #xiao x reader #albedo x reader #kazuha x reader #xiao imagines #kazuha imagines #xiao x you #kazuha x you #genshin impact x reader #genshin x reader #scaramouche imagines #scaramouche x reader #scaramouche #scaramouche x you #wanderer #wanderer x you #wanderer x reader #wanderer genshin impact #xiao genshin impact #kazuha genshin impact #kaedehara kazuha #🍓-Completed #xiao headcanons #kazuha headcanons #wanderer headcanons

[eletricheart]

Hey, can you do a Donna beneviento x long lost child, he/she is a bsaa agent (member of the hound wolf squad) that has a mission on the village and got captured then the lords were surprised that he/she has Beneviento last name and then it turns he/she is Donna's child and they met and then Donna try to say sorry for abandoning him/her and eventually the two make up. Also make the story longer if you may plsss

Purple Hyacinth

(Donna Beneviento x child!reader)

*pinterest: hideandsiek

Word count: 1703

I am so sorry this took so long😭i tried my best to make this good so it'd kinda make up for the time but idk, hope u like it😔🫶

ps: i changed a few things but not like the main idea yk, lmk if its okay😔✌

ps: pls lmk any spelling mistakes😬

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It was your first official assignment at the BSAA, there would be no “babysitters” on the field with you, which you were glad. It was supposed to be simple, go in, gather information on the cult’s activities and get out.

Of course there was some danger to it, such as getting caught by the village leader leading to endless torture and experiments. Just light consequences if you make a mistake.

𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊

You arrived at day time, a few hours past the morning sermon. You believed that pretending to be a lost traveler during the day was less suspicious than at night.

You took mental notes of everything you’d see, the architecture, the clothings, language. Soon enough you knew exactly what to say and to whom.

However, your good luck couldn't last forever. And that's how you find yourself trying to argument your way out of Heisenberg's factory.

You knew he wasn't fully in agreement with Mother Miranda, from what the villagers said.

Unfortunately for you, he needed a favor from the priestess, hence you now being dragged to the Lord’s meeting.

Donna didn't recognize you at first, in all honesty the dollmaker was barely paying attention to the meeting, choosing to get lost in thought while staring at the ground.

However, you had a birthmark near your right eye, noticeable enough that the moment Donna looked up she knew it was you. Suddenly the room felt as if it closed on her, her breathing started to get inconsistent, her hands tightened around her dress while Angie quietly tried to calm her down.

You weren't supposed to be here, you were supposed to be safe, she tried so hard to keep you safe.

The minutes passed in a blur, the Lord’s voices were almost unintelligible, until Mother Miranda ordered Lady Dimitrescu to choose your fate. Donna was quick to rise to her feet and quickly whisper a request to the priestess, who distrusted her eagerness to keep you but accepted nonetheless.

1989

You were born four weeks before winter, so quiet and pale that for a moment Donna worried you were sick. You brought a joy that she hadn't felt in a year since her parents died.

Until winter arrived, and then suddenly you were both trapped inside the Manor.

The voices became too much, her fear was too loud. There was so much death in this house, Donna feared you would be just another victim of it, so she let you go.

The Lady spent the entire winter loving you the best she could, memorizing every laugh, every cry.

The Duke was the one who helped in getting you to a good foster home, away from Romania, away from her, away from her curse.

During that year, spring didn't reach the Beneviento Manor

Present day

The walk to the Manor was quiet, especially since you knew of the dollmaker’s ability, annoying her would do nothing but get you killed.

However, you remained observant, noticing how anxious Donna seemed, even though she was in her territory and you presented no threat.

Once approaching her house you chuckled at the sight of a few daffodils blooming. Donna quickly stopped in her tracks and turned to stare at you.

You smiled awkwardly. “Sorry, just saw some daffodils.”

The dollmaker nodded slowly, scanning the garden looking for the flower. “It means rebirth.”

You made a noise of agreement. “I was just thinking of a song.”

Donna made a low “oh” and continued her walks towards the house.

𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊

It took two weeks for you to talk to each other. Donna was overwhelmed with the need to care for you but simultaneously afraid of telling who she really was and end up with you hating her. You, on the other hand, carried on the mission, quietly investigating the house and its inhabitants, Donna’s constant disappearance only made it easier.

It wasn't a long conversation, just small talk during dinner, but for Donna it was everything.

𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊

Only one week later and you overheard a phone call of intruders. Your first thought was a rescue team, you hadn't found out much regarding the village’s routine but knew enough of the Lords.

You had been with the BSAA since you were a child, they picked you up in an orphanage claiming you had great potential to protect the world. You believed in them, they were the only family you knew.

Therefore, you took your chance and ran away from the Manor in the middle of the night, trying to find the team.

Donna noticed a few minutes later, rushing off of bed, praying to every god that nothing happened to you.

She found you in a clearing, sitting on the floor surrounded by who Donna believed was the intruders. You barely moved when she approached you, slowly sitting down beside you.

There were tears streaming down your face, your gaze locked in the bloodied knife in your hand. “They came to kill me.” You said, not turning to look at her.

Donna took a deep breath, keeping her hatred for those men hidden while trying to comfort you. “Mother called me to warn that they may stop by at the Manor, they always do this when one of their spies fail.”

You turned to look at her, trying to hold a sob. “But I didn't fail, I swear I didn't! Why do they not want me anymore?!” You could barely breathe, the tears were flowing freely, the knife long forgotten while you held yourself. “Why does no one want me? What did I do?” Your voice no louder than a whisper.

Donna could feel her heart break at every tear that went down your face, she knew it wouldn't be fair to tell you now, so she pulled you close and held you while you cried.

𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊

Afterwards you willingly stayed with Donna, being more talkative towards the woman, even sometimes participating in Angie's game.

Even though the dollmaker was definitely happier, her anxiety still took a toll on her. The other Lords and Miranda kept questioning why she’s protecting the girl, even you were confused but decided not to test your luck by asking her.

It was during a sunny day when Donna decided to tell you the truth. You were both under a tree, you were laying with your eyes closed and your head in her lap while she read a book.

You looked so peaceful that she almost gave up but she couldn't keep this hidden forever, despite the others attempt at secrecy, she knew they were already investigating.

Donna gently tapped your shoulder, silently asking you to sit down, to which you did.

The dollmaker took a deep breath, picking her nails as a way to destress and strongly avoiding your gaze. “I-I was just wondering if you’ve ever wanted to meet your mother.”

Your eyebrows shot up in surprise but quickly turned into confusion. You had never told her your past, in fact it took you weeks to tell her your first name. “I’m sorry, what?”

Donna could feel her heartbeat getting faster, she still refused to look you in the eyes. “Mother was investigating…” The dollmaker thought back into lying, shaking her head. “That was a lie, I’m sorry. I just-I-”

You stopped her mid sentence and held her hand. “Breathe. It’s okay, you’re okay.”

Donna quickly nodded, wiping the tears that started to fall. “I’m your mother.”

You furrowed your brows, trying to control your breathing. “You’re lying.”

The dollmaker shook her head, gripping your hands tighter. “I’m not, I swear. I-I was so scared I didn't want to let you go but it was the only option I had. Please, please, don't hate me.”

You felt confused, you stared at her for a while, hoping that it’s just a stupid joke, but it wasn't. And then you felt betrayed, sad, angry. You wanted to scream at her, to forgive her, to cry. But you did none of it, you only removed your hand from hers, and wiped the few tears that slipped. “No.”

Donna’s eyes widened and before she could say anything you spoke again. “I’ll pack my belongings and leave.”

You rose to your feet slowly, afraid that your legs might give out, and walked towards the Manor.

The dollmaker quickly followed you, gently grabbing your arm and turning you around. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry. Just-I-please give me a chance.”

You scoffed. “Why? No offense but I don't want to be abandoned for a third time.”

You tried to release your arm but Donna kept her hold. “I know you have no reason to trust me. But let me prove myself to you, I won't make the same mistake, I promise.”

You stared at her hands trapping your arm. “Your promises mean nothing to me.”

Donna nodded, attempting to not break down in front of you. “I know.”

You took a deep breath and looked at the woman in front of you. “I can't take it again, so please don't ask me to stay just so you break me again.”

“I won't.”

𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊

You waited a year to tell the others since you needed more than a few words to believe the dollmaker and officially meet her family.

Alcina was extremely happy to have another child in the family, even though you constantly reminded her that you were an adult.

At first Karl was awkward, especially with being the one to have kidnapped you. Sometimes Donna regretted the time she introduced you two, most of it was when you’d show up back home covered in coal.

Moreau was glad to have a new friend, but mostly confused as to when Donna had a kid.

And Miranda…well she tried to kidnap you once she found out the pregnancy was during the cadou’s implant. However after a lot of talk and some threats she agreed to only a few blood samples.

𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊

For all the following years, wherever you were she was. Donna took her promise to never leave you quite serious, of course you both learned boundaries after a while.

Even though you were an autumn child, you brought spring back into her life. And in return, she gave you a family.

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requests are open but know that i may take a week to six months to answer them🤪: masterlist

#resident evil village #re8 #donna beneviento #resident evil #non canon #donna beneviento x reader #lady beneviento #fanfic #re8 donna #resident evil donna #donna beneviento x child!reader #lady beneviento x reader #resident evil fanfiction #resident evil 8 #resident evil fandom #angst with a happy ending #re8 fanfiction #re8 fic

[valentine-ofthe-ghostwiththemost]

🕸️My thoughts and feelings on Beetlejuice 🪲 (at least for a while)

I know a lot of people probably won't care but I really want to share my thoughts and talk about this character and that's what I'm going to do, There are a lot of thoughts and feelings accumulated inside my head and I need to get them out, it's a little mess but I think it will be fun to read.

I've had this on my mind for a while, which has finally become one of my biggest, if not the biggest, hyperfocuses for now and I'm going to share a little bit of it now >:)

I really didn't think I would have the courage to post this because I'm not that confident in sharing my things but I CAN'T TAKE THIS GREEN DEMON GHOST MAN OFF MY MIND😫‼️

The beginning of this happened when I was already in another hyperfocus on the character Adam from the series Hazbin hotel on Amazon(I was already a fan since the pilot on YouTube), and then a slight curiosity hit me..."Who is his voice actor?"

So I went looking for who he was and I ended up being so interested in the actor, who is Alex Brightman (I love him a lot by the way and I can't wait to go see the musical and see him in person) and also in the characters he played and voiced, and in particular one of them won my heart.😔🩷

That's exactly what you're thinking, it was Beetlejuice.

For some reason he caught my attention and over time I ended up becoming quite fond of the character, even more so when I remembered that my parents watched the character's film when I was a child, which made me even more eager to research and look for any possible bit of information on the internet that I could find.

AND YES !

I actually achieved a lot and I'm going to share it <3

Firstly, the 1988 film, which was one of the first pieces of information I found about it, after all, it was in it that the character made his debut (apart from the story of its creator Tim Burton). And I know Beetlejuice is a pervert in this movie, but I try to ignore that and try to just look at the good side of him being a good character.

Secondly, and I think this is what caught my attention the most, is the cartoon of 1989 with the same name as the character called Beetlejuice where the character acted as the protagonist alongside Lidya (In this one there's nothing about him wanting to force her to marry him like in the movie, it's just a cartoon of them having a good friendship and being best friends).

And man, the way I was happy when found out that the cartoon had 4 seasons and about 68 episodes, I was almost like that kitten TikTok meme ✨ HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ✨

Like, wow, a source of potential Gifs, icons, dividers, photos, edits, there was so much I could do that I didn't even know where to start because of all the hustle and bustle and animation I had (And of course I spent the next few weeks pestering my friends about it during class with every little bit of information I found🤓👆).

At the moment I'm trying to look for a website that has all the episodes together or just some, but so far I've only been able to find them on old DVDs. When I can find a website I will gather all the links and post them, so that more people can watch.

And one of the best parts...I FOUND A WHOLE COLLECTION OF 🩷VALENTINES' DAY CARDS🩷 and I'll probably make another post later to post all of them or at least their links, they're all official. This made me even more excited because I love all that romantic and cute aesthetic of the Valentine's Day season, hearts, red and pink decorations, heart-shaped candy boxes, love letters, Decorated store windows, stuffed animals, I just love everything (even though I don't have a valentine, and I don't want to🙃).

To give you an idea of how focused I was on this little green-haired corpse demon ghost man, everywhere I have the opportunity I make doodles or drawings of him all over the places, walls, notebooks, tests, napkins, classroom board, and in my sketchbook, in which I'm making an entire page dedicated just to him and Lidya, which maybe later I'll post too. Even more so after I managed to find several official reference sheets from the studio that designed and animated the cartoon, so now the drawings will be much better.💋

There is so much information that I managed to find that I am having to organize my thoughts because unfortunately I am very agitated and anything takes my focus easily, but as soon as I can really focus on that, it feels like I'm somewhere else.

But now talking about the Broadway musical, (which as said before has my beloved Alex Brightman as the main actor), I've always liked the idea of musicals, and even more so when his story is about my favorite character, and speaking of musicals, I REALLY WAS OBSESSED WITH THE SONG "SAY MY NAME" 😫🩷

And oh boy, I spend almost all day singing it or with it resonating in my mind, whenever I read, write, draw or do anything to do with Beetlejuice, I put on my headphones and listen this song as if it were the greatest masterpiece made in history.

AND I'M SORRY BUT I NEED TO SHARE THIS SONG WITH YOU GUYS

Leaving the character a little, and going to the actor...he is simply the SWEETEST AND CUTEST MAN I'VE EVER SEEN!!

After I discovered that he voiced the characters that I like most in the Hazbin Hotel fandom and played the character that I like so much, I developed a huge affection for him, not just for his work, but because he is so sweet, fun and funny that I can't help but love everything and everything I find about this man online.

Alex Brightman bringing the character Beetlejuice to life and voicing Adam, Fizzarolli and Sir Pentious

That's it for now ,folks, that's all I have stuck in my mind for now or at least what I can remember

I apologize if this isn't so good, I'm writing this while I'm at school at 7am after waking up at 5am while my body is sore after a presentation.

So, thank you for reading 💞

#beetlejuice fandom #beetlejuice movie #beetlejuice 1988 #beetlejuice cartoon #beetlejuice #alex brightman #Alex Brightman Beetlejuice #Alex Brightman is my baby girl #comfort character #favorite character #hyperfocus #Alex Brightman is the sweetest man I've ever seen #hes so silly #hes so babygirl #he is so cute #alex Brightman is so cute #oh no he's hot #headcanon #i love him so much #he deserves all the affection in the world #beetlejuice musical #beetlejuice the musical #beetlejuice the broadway musical #beetlejuice the musical Broadway

[astrosye]

Can you write a Jamil Viper request where Kalim notices that he and the reader like each other despite Jamil and the reader being similar in attempting to hide their feelings so he decides to lock them in a room together to get them to confess?

➻ astrosye

'i wonder what I look like in your eyes' - Jamil/reader

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wc ;; 1.3k

notes ;; Mild swearing, poor attempts at joking, Kalim being a better matchmaker than me 😒 may be a little ooc (forgive me poh🥺🥰) kind of a half bullet/half fic (?) writing as stinky as my dad's farts but like wtvr, cringeay 😔

⌗ ACT I ;; jamil JAMIL had no idea of what you had done for him to feel this way. Was it because of the way you shine brighter than the sun, that sun flowers would turn to you, mistaking you for their sun? Or perhaps your kindness,, even after he had almost killed you; you had still shown him kindness, gentleness, and patience. He was so confused of his feelings for you, not knowing what could possibly happen if he had told you, and ended up drifting away - not knowing a single bit of your feelings for him, and making it seem like he disliked you, even if that wasn't his purpose. He mutters to himself about his little problem (his feelings😻), thinking no one was around - but little did he know.. Kalim was listening in while he was murmuring to himself! HE KNEW IT. OH MY SEVEN. "I KNEW IT!!" Kalim screeches "WHAT THE HELL KALIM"

So Jamil's stuck with another problem now.

Please seven have mercy on him since he's actually redder than Riddle when he scolds those troublesome friends of yours.

He's worried that Kalim might tell you about this.. and I mean- he's SO much further than 'ready'. I mean- everyone knows that Kalim might not be able to hold it in, and tell everyone about this.. so he's just genuinely worrying about this.

^ prematurely aging bcs of the stress😣

He tells Kalim to keep quiet about this, but how can he keep quiet about THAT?! Poor Kalim's probably itching to tell someone.. (Kinda like me)

Since Jamil was sooo worried about him spilling, he didn't.. he's got another plan in mind anyway.. 😈 (up to shenanigans and tomfoolery)

Mathematician Kalim, trying to figure out how to do this plan

⌗ ACT II ;; kalim KALIM had found out about Jamil's feelings for you even before he had heard Jamil muttering to himself about his little 'problem', though he hadn't exactly confirmed it- he just figured because of the way Jamil longingly stares at you, the way Jamil loses his guard just by someone mentioning your name, the clear favoritism.. It's great that he already has a plan in mind to get the both of you together! But uhm..how exactly does one do that? Ah wait- he hasn't even done step one; find out about your feelings for Jamil! Now don't you worry dear, Kalim's a great matchmaker! Just sign here, and here.. and please answer the rest of the survey! Thank you for your cooperation! But let's be serious now, Kalim does ask you some questions about Jamil.. It's fairly obvious that he's trying to figure out if you share the same feelings as Jamil. He tries reading your body language,, since you must know; body language is everything. "(name)!" Kalim called you out, grabbing your attention, "I wanted to ask you a question.." he states as you nod, listening to him ask away. "What do you feel about Jamil?" You instantly flush at the question, isn't it a bit too sudden? Kalim, you can't just ask questions like that out of the blue! "Ahn- I- uhm- he's a great friend! He always helps everyone out.. I admire him! I'm happy to be his friend! Aha.." Thanks to your defensive reaction, he definitely knows about your little crush on Jamil now! He notes this down in his head,, now how should he plan this out..

He's already went through the first step; confirming each other's feelings; but.. How exactly will he go through the other steps.

Now, matchmaking is no joke! It takes a thorough plan if you really want the pair to be together!

He's thinking about this so intensely.. So step two; find an empty room; he's already found one, so check that.. Step three; get you inside of that room; that should be easy since you probably won't suspect a thing! Step four; get Jamil in the room, and lock it until the both of you confess..!

HE'S SO SMART RIGHT?? I LOEV U KALIM😢

ACT III ;; you You felt.. some things for Jamil. I mean- no one can blame you! He's quite handsome, so you shouldn't be to blame. But,, it wasn't really for his looks that you had felt this for him- actually you don't even know why you feel this way for him! That, my children, is true love..! True love is when you don't know why you love them in the first place.. You not only wanted him, but you needed him. He may be poison, but sure as hell tastes like honey. (gidle tlga 😼) of course, your first year friends knew about this. "Bleughhh.. (name) what is wrong with you?! Ya like degration or something? Why HIM?!" "You're just jealous shut up" 🙄

some of your first year companions tease you about this. (ACE TRAPOLLA)

Ace is ESPECIALLY annoying about this. He takes advantage of this information, but luckily for you- he won't tell! He's feeling kind 2day so you're lucky..

⌗ ACT IV ;; finale Kalim had finally decided to do what he had to do and go through the plan, what fun! Of course, he had to make sure the both of you were ready because again- matchmaking is very delicate and needs a thorough plan! he wants the both of you together, so just try cooperating please! ok,, third step; get you inside the empty room. "(name)! Could you follow me?" You couldn't reject the sweet boy, so you did! "Stay right here (nickname), I have to do something really quick! Be patient, ok!" now time for step four; get Jamil inside. "Jamil can you do me a favor? You see.. " Kalim explained his (fake) problem, while Jamil sighed and went to do what Kalim asked. The plan was going well! Now for the last step.. Kalim silently followed Jamil, just when Jamil went through the door.. It suddenly shut, and it was locked. How typical of you😒

Both you and Jamil banged on the door, it just couldn't open for some reason.. Clearly, it was locked from the outside. (Sherlock era)

the both of you had no way out. It's not like you can get out through the window, it's on the third floor, you'd break your bones if you did!

The both of you sat down on the chairs in silence.. Awkward..

No one made a sound, Kalim couldn't hear you guys say a thing! Is it not working? Did he pick the wrong time?

The both of you hesitate to speak,, just what do you say at a time like this?

"I- uhm-" you managed to mutter out, but it's not like he heard anything much.. The silence was too loud for that.

Jamil decides to be the man, he'll do it since that's what Kalim clearly asked for. Kalim locked the both of you up, it's Jamil's job to get the both of you out.

"(name)," He calls out your name, "I love you."

"I love you." Jamil had waited so long to say that. Ready for a rejection, Jamil turns his head to the other side, not suspecting you to reciprocate his feelings. "I love you too..!" The door suddenly opens, congratulations! "Are you both an official couple now?" "OH SEVEN I KNEW YOU SET US UP KALIM" but is Kalim right? Are you both ready for a relationship? Maybe, maybe not. It's best to give it a shot right? "oh! It's already 5:37, I should probably get back to ramshackle." You run out of the room, pecking Jamil on the way, "Bye!"

give astrosye a five star rating please🥺 astrosye's desperate🥺

#jamil x reader #jamil x y/n #jamil viper x reader #jamil viper #twst x reader #twst x you #twst jamil x reader #twst jamil #twst

[z0-ne]

Omg hi😄 Honestly there's not a lot of dragon ball x reader and I haven't watched dragon ball for a while but now I'm back for it, so I'll just request this😌😔 So i don't know if you have watched Tokyo revengers but, let's just say that the reader has Takemichi Hanagaki ablitiy so she can time leap. And so the dragon ball characters find out about that and they find out about the other future timelines and how when she changes something in the past the future can also change and so what are their thoughts on this?

Btw if you haven't watched Tokyo revengers you can just ignore this!

Or you can search it up on Google and search up the time leaping power of takemichi

[I hope you don't mind, but I made this a slight headcanon! Short reactions for multiple characters, and I'll try to include every main characte in the dragon ball z series!]

WHAT IF...: What if (reader) could time travel just like Takemichi from Tokyo revengers? Includes: Future Trunks, Goku, Vegeta, Bulma, Krillin, and Piccolo!

FUTURE TRUNKS

Trunks knew after his parents, but only because you stole his time machine to keep going back to whichever date you found necessary and got caught.

He wasn't exactly happy about it at first though.

"You STOLE my time machine!?"

"Yes- but please just lemme explain-"

"YOU STOLE MY TIME MACHINE??!"

This whole argument was actually because he mentioned another stolen time machine, and thought it was yet another cell. Without thinking, you told him that you "burrowed" It.

It did not help that the time machine was broken when you "gave it back" "For a good reason!"

You actually did do it for a good reason. Thanks to the time machine, you found a temporary loophole in your ability, and you were able to save a lot more people.

"What reason is a good reason for stealing my time machine!? I need that thing!" "Well it's not like I'm really using it for bad stuff! It's only temporary! Plus your mom is making me one and its almost done! I just need this for right now!"

"(Name). Explain."

You could understand why he was upset, so you went ahead and told him what you needed it for, and even went as far as to explain your ability to him.

"Wait-You can time travel- And you still stole my time machine!?" "Damnit Trunks did you not hear me explain why!?"

"YOU ALMOST BROKE IT!"

It took a little while to get him to calm down and actually listen to you.

BULMA

Bulma was a lot more understanding than her son and husband even if telling her was actually done on accident.

You let it slip while you were asking her about the time machine and she asked you what it was for. Then you went on a rant about how you stole her sons machine for your own powers to work.

"You can time travel?" "Yep." There was a short pause before she put on her face cover and got back to building the time machine you had asked her for when you first got here.

"Neat." You were relieved to hear that she was so calm about the whole thing, but eventually she put the blow tourch down and lifted her face cover up to look at you again.

"Wait a sec- If you can time travel, why did you need Trunks's time machine and one of your own?" "Well- actually I need them because I found a loophole in my ability. If I use this time machine, I can go back to any time and then go back twelve years in the past as long as I'm with ___"

"So ____ is that person you were with earlier? I'm guessing that makes you both pretty important, to y'know. The planet." "Yep."

Then she went back to her work pretty quickly, and kept making conversation until she found out about everything she wanted to know about your powers.

"Alright, I'll finish this soon. Did you already tell the others?" " Well I mean- I accidentally kinda told Vegeta so I'm probably gonna have to talk to him about this in full detail later, but the other fighters? I didn't really plan on it."

"Well you're gonna have to tell Trunks soon Honey. He's paranoid about letting in another cell."

VEGETA

He was actually the first to know, and had a better reaction than his son.

You ran up to him while looking for Bulma, and asked him wehre she could've been earlier so you could ask her for the time machine that you stole from future Trunks.

"Hey Vegeta! Have you seen Bulma? I need her to build me a time machine!"

You spoke as fast as you flew over there when ____ mentioned the possibility of the loophole in your time travel, and even mentioned Bulma in the process so you rushed over without much thought of a cover up. "What- The woman is probably inside. Why? So you can play time hero with the boy?"

He mocked despite hardly being able to fully process a lot of what you said because of how quickly you were speaking, but you dismissed it and instead hugged him quickly.

His face flushed red from embarassment after you let him go and he snatched away.

"Thanks, you're a saint! And no! I found a loophole in my time travel ability that I'm...not..supposed to tell you about-"

"...What-" "Bye Veggie!" You ran as fast as you could as he was standing there stuck, long enough for you to make it to Bulma's lab and shut the door behind you.

"WHAT!?"

Once you explained it to him later and he called you a nuisance, but in his defense it just meant he would have another person to carry in fights.

GOKU

This was yet another accident.

You didn't want to tell him at the moment because of what happened with vegeta, but luckily for you it's goku. He reacted a little better than vegeta did.

"So why's Trunks so mad at you?" He questioned as he followed close behind you while you were running from Trunks, who's time machine you needed to "borrow" again.

"I needed his time machine!"

"Huh? For what? I thought we only had the cell issue?"

He was understandably confused, and asked the most questions.

In the heat of the moment, considering Trunks was far behind but it wouldn't take much for him to catch up if you got distracted and slowed down, you blurted out answers instead of thinking about them. "No, something else happens later that I've gotta stop!"

"But isn't that Trunks's job?"

Once again, you were trying to keep as far away from Trunks as you possibly could so you could make it to the island in time to get away with the time machine, "Trunks can't time travel like I can!"

"You can time travel?"

"NO"

Once explained in detail, Goku understood but asked a bit more questions than you expected especially without _____. Who of course, has way more information than you do.

PICCOLO

Well of course he knew, he's the only one you would trust to keep a secret. However you didn't even tell him, _____ did!

It was a shock considering they chastised you for letting just about everyone on the team know. However its reliving that Piccolo knows, as the only one who actually took the time to sit and listen to the benefits and non-benefits of the ability.

"you and ______ Should stick close to each other, if we loose either one of you it could mean trouble" He says in his usual stern tone, and honestly you get it. It'd be troublesome to loose the only two good time travelers who can help without getting into some time trouble.

He understands you're a good fighter but you're also an asset and now a liability, so no matter how much he's in your corner you know he won't hesitate to make you stay behind if he feels its too dangerous for you to go with the rest of them.

KRILLIN

"I can time travel." You just decided it was about time to let him know. You guys were alone, and you got sick of him hinting at you and _____ dating.

"H-Huh?" He asked, his confusion clear as he blinks as if that's somehow gonna fix his hearing or maybe he'll blink the confusion out his head who knows.

"I can time travel with ______. That's why we're always together, we have to be" your tone sounds a bit neutral, and you answered him a bit too fast but you wanted to get your point across as you knelt down to lift a pile of rubble to look for a dragon ball. "We aren't dating, we can time travel we just cant without the other and a few more rules."

"S-so this whole time you guys could-"

"Time travel. yes Krillin." You answer him with a sigh as you stand up and walk over to check somewhere else to find the dragon ball, hopefully you can find it soon so you guys can head back.

"Oh man, this whole time I thought you guys were a thing! Or at least you and Trunks" He mumbles the last part.

"What?"

#x reader #dragon ball z #dbz x reader #anime #x y/n #x you #gender neutral reader

[davemybeloved]

if you're up for it, maybe you could do a marty smut? like where he comes home from tour and they're all cutesy bc they missed each other so much ykyk?🤭🤭

(crying bc I'm so in love with him 😔😔)

Of coursssee!!! Thank you so much for your request and sorry for making you wait!

I find Marty so cute sbrdbssn I mean look at him!!

I tried my best!! I’m sorry if it’s not very good babe 💕

BACK HOME AGAIN

(Marty Friedman x reader)

Warnings: smut (I meannn it ain’t sex, he’s making looooove🤭), I got a little lazy in the end

You were sitting on the couch, waiting for your boyfriend to come home from his tour with his band, Megadeth.

They had some problems on the return trip, so you didn't know when exactly they would arrive home, even though he was supposed to come back yesterday.

It was starting to getting late. You gave a tired look at the clock on the wall: it was 3 a.m.

you thought that maybe you should just go to bed and sleep until he comes home, but you didn’t want him to come back home without a welcome back.

You decided to cook him his favorite cake, you knew he would be so happy to see you made it for him. You knew he love this kind of little gesture.

At the exact moment you took the cake out of the oven, you heard the sound of keys turning in the lock. You got so excited that you dropped the cake on the floor without even noticing it before running towards the front door.

Marty opened the door, his guitar on his shoulder and a bag in his right hand as a big smile grew on his face as he saw you just in front of him “Hi baby!” He said, letting the bag fall on the ground when you jumped on him.

“What are you still doing awake? You were waiting for me?” He asked, seeming genuinely surprised by seeing you awake so late.

You chuckled and took the bag in your hand, bringing it upstairs, followed by Marty “of course, silly. I would never let you come back home from a tour without a welcome back!”

Marty putted his guitar against the wall, placing his hands on my hips and turning my around “you’re the sweetest thing on this planet” he said to you before placing a sweet kiss on your lips.

You immediately melted into the simple contact you missed so much in these past few months. You wrapped your arms around his neck, deepening the kiss, making it more passionate.

Suddenly you pulled away to catch breath “I made you you’re favorite cake, chocolate coconut cake!” You said excited before realizing “…but I dropped it on the ground.. damn it”

He burst into laughter, hugging me again, squeezing me with his arms “oh god I missed you so much, thank you for the cake baby”

“Yeah… It was good too…” I said a little disappointed “you stink by the way, let’s go take a shower”

Marty chuckled a bit, kissing your forehead “that’s just what I wanted to hear”

You smiled and took his hand, heading to the bathroom and turning on the hot water.

You took off your clothes before stepping into the shower. Marty didn’t move, he just started at you as you stripped naked and entered the shower, watching how your hips swayed at your every step.

You relaxed at the feeling of the hot water running down your skin when suddenly you felt Marty’s arms hug your hips, bringing you closer to him, your back pressing on his chest as his hand rested on your shoulder.

You gently stroked his arms with your hands as he left lazy kisses on you neck.

He helped you get clean with some soap, caressing every curve of your body. Then you helped him too, scrubbing some shampoo on his hair and helping him wash it away. He then helped you wash away the soap but after a couple of minutes you felt him getting hard against your back and you smiled “you need a hand with that?” You asked teasingly.

Marty groaned a little and just nodded mumbling a “yes please..” before you turned around and started to kiss him passionately once again.

As the hot water fell on the two of you, you started to rub his length gently and slowly, in a teasing way.

He groaned frustrated, kissing you again “please baby… just want you to feel good” he said between kisses “I need you so bad, please…” he almost begged you.

You smiled, gently caressing his cheek “how could I say no to you, love?”

He kissed you once again, before lowering on you collarbone, sucking and kissing some spots more then others “jump” he suddenly said, and you did as he told you.

He quickly grabbed you in his arms, pushing you against the shower wall and his own body.

“You ready?” he asked you, watching you in the eyes.

You just nodded, and he pulled in slowly, letting you get used to his size again.

“Oh fuck, Marty.. oh I missed you so much..” you said as he started to move slowly.

“Me too babe.. uh fuck you’re so tight…” I groaned before quickening his thrusts, making you moan more loudly as he left sloppy kisses on your neck.

“Oh Marty!” you moaned his name as he quickened his pace even more, making you clenched around him, which made him twitch inside you.

“You’re feeling good, babe?” He asked you as he started to rub your clit, stimulating it more.

You moaned, pushing your head back into the wall “yes.. oh fuck… Marty I’m close”

Marty’s breath became heavier and his thrusts messier “yeah me too… fuck” He moaned as he kept pushing in and out of you and rubbing your clit.

After another couple of thrusts you came over him and he ride you out of his climax before he cum inside you, filling you up with his seed.

“Thank you… thank you baby” He whispered into your ear as he kissed your cheek and helped you stand up again.

“I love you Marty.” you said kissing him once more and holding into him to be able to stand up.

“Me too, honey. Let’s go to bed.” he said, not caring to grab towels and just picking you up bridal style to bring you to bed.

#he is the sweetest #megadeth #megadeth smut #marty friedman smut #marty friedman #Marty Friedman x reader #metal #90s #90s metal

[harryconcepts]

part 51

in my feels tonight thinking about how harry would be so good if he knew you'd had some bad relationships in the past 😔 maybe it's not something you outright told him, but he can kind of just tell, there's lots of little things that make him piece together that you haven't always been treated well 😔 and ofc he's always been sweet with you, but now he makes an even bigger point to be careful with everything he says and does bc he always wants you to feel safe with him 😔 he's always gently letting you know that he wants to hear your opinions, and that it's okay to tell him how you're feeling, and he'll never be upset with you for that 😔 always telling you how much he loves you, and he shows it with his actions too 😔 and someday when you do feel comfortable opening up to him, he's so attentive and respectful while you talk 😔 he keeps his hands to himself, not knowing if you need space right now, and he doesn't make any moves until you lean against him 😔 if you cry a little he doesn't say anything, he just gently wipes the tears away while you keep talking 😔 and when you're done saying everything you need to say you're exhausted, so you lean your head on his chest to listen to his heartbeat, and after a while you realize that you're not scared to be vulnerable around him at all because he only ever makes you feel safe 😔

he would be so so so sneaky about it too, I can see him making a fake Pinterest account to follow you and find exactly what you want so when he proposes it's with the ring you've dreamed of having your whole life 🥹 and ofc he talks to your mom and sisters and best friends to make sure it's 100% perfect for you 🥹only the best for the love of his life 🥹

or one night when he's really tired after a show but you're just feeling 😋 after watching him, but you don't want to bug him so you just grab your vibrator with the intentions of heading to the shower, but he turns over as you're quietly going through your drawers to find it, and as your fingers close around he he's like "what are you doing baby?" in his sleepy voice 😋 and you're like "oh i didn't mean to wake you up, I was just going to go take a shower" and he's all "mhmm, at 2 in the morning?" bc he knooooows what you're looking for in the bedside table 😋 and you're just like "...yeah?" and he says "a shower with your vibrator?" and you're blushing so hard but you say "didn't want to bother you, I know you need to sleep" and he's quiet for a moment before he flips onto his back and throws the covers off saying "have at it babe" and you roll your eyes but he's like "I'm serious, you can use me any way you need, just want to see you get off" and you're like 😶 but not about to say no to him 😋 so you start to close the drawer but he's all "now hang on... didn't tell you to put that away" and you're like 😶😶😶😶 even more but you do what he says, pulling it back out of the drawer and moving to straddle him 😋 you can tell he's tired from how heavy his eyelids are but he grips onto your hips and says "I'll take this little guy..." taking the vibrator from your hands and he says "I'm a bit worn out, so we're going to have to work together on this" while he looks at the toy bc he's a moron like that 😭 he guides you to sink down onto him and he pushes the vibrator into your clit at the same time, and you're close already 😋

he would suck on your vibrator to clean it off after he uses it on you no offense though

after you cum you're laying there with your eyes closed and your chest heaving and when you finally look over at him your jaw drops when you see him sucking on it 😌 you have to look away bc you physically can't cum again yet but if you keep watching this you'll be ready to try 😌

harry rlly just loves to get you off 🤕any time of the day or night he's coming into your room, pulling on your legs so you're laying flat, and saying "be a good girl and let me take care of you now 😌" and who are you to object to your man 🤕

this might be weird but like I find the human body so..... aesthetically pleasing ???? i have no idea how to put this but something about like shoulders and collarbones and hips are just so so beautiful and lovely and i feel like harry shares this fascination with me and he loves to trace his fingers over the lines of your body bc you're just so nice to look at 😌

thinking about being an influencer who's dating harry secretly, as in no one knows, and it's just fun to keep it that way 😌 one day you make one of those aesthetic little morning routine videos and you have a short little clip of you smiling in bed, and you can very clearly see Harry's arm in the shot 😌 ofc you never include anything that would let people know that it's him, but he says he's fine with you posting that, and within seconds your comments are blowing up with nosy people 😌 but it doesn't matter bc you have Harry and the two of you just do your own thing 😌

or one day you post a selfie and you're sitting with your back to his chest, he has his head turned so you can only see the very edge of his chin but you're clearly with someone, and everyone is going insane trying to figure it out 😌

im obsessed with these first bf concepts ..... the first time he kisses you you get soooo blushy and you're just not sure what to do with yourself, and he's always sweet with you but he just can't help teasing a little bit 😌 he runs his finger over your cheek and says "you must really like me, hm?" and you manage to stammer out "I've, i've just never done that before" and the teasing look drops off his face immediately, and he's all "you haven't?" and you shake your head, but then he just smiles and says "well now you have 😌 did you want to do it again?" and you're nodding, before you can even say yes he's taking your face in your hands and kissing you for the second time ever 😌 and maybe you're shaking a little bit and who can blame you, there's a lot of nerves and adrenaline going on right now, but it's okay because you know Harry's got you 😌

usually the name babe is kind of annoying to me but when i think of harry saying it 😮‍💨😟😩🙂🥰😍🤩🤪🤭 like anon said you're kissing him, you're pretty inexperienced and not really sure what to do but he's just all "don't worry about it, I've got you babe" just telling you to follow his lead and do whatever feels right 😮‍💨😟😩🙂🥰😍🤩🤪🤭

and the first time you're more intimate and he gently pulls your shirt over your head, he has to take a deep breath to calm himself down bc he's realizing he's the first person who has ever seen you like this and you trust him enough to be this vulnerable with him and he's feeling absolutely feral🤕and you see him close his eyes and tip his head back, and you get nervous and a little insecure so you're crossing your arms over your chest and shuffling the blankets around to cover you, but he hears and looks down and is all "no, no baby you don't have to cover yourself- not at all, you're so fucking hot i just needed a minute to breathe" and he almost looks embarrassed to admit that 🤕 you're like "really?" and he nods, moving to lay over you again and he gently takes your arms away from your chest, moving them above your head so he can pin them there 🤕 you're breathing so fast bc you're so turned on and he leans closer, glancing down at your lips when he murmurs "this okay?" and you nod before he even finishes talking, and finally he closes the gap and kisses you 🤕

harry just loves to please you 🤕 his favorite favorite thing is spreading your legs and licking you until your legs are shaking and you're pushing him away 🤕

exactly Harry would be so good if you'd had bad relationships in the past 😭he knows you get anxious really easily, so he always sends you text like "I'm gonna be really busy today and won't have my phone, but i'm okay and i will text you whenever I can ❤️" and he does stuff like ordering your food for you bc he knows you get scared and going with you to doctors appointments so you won't be alone ☹️ he knows you haven't always been treated right so he does everything he can to show you how you deserve to be treated ☹️ or things like being in your space with you, he knows you get jumpy and don't like loud or sudden noises so he's always careful to close the door gently, and not sneak up on you bc he never wants to scare you ☹️ aaaalways asking permission before he touches you, even in nonsexual ways, bc he wants to make sure you know that he respects you and your body and your decisions, always ☹️☹️☹️ and sometimes you'll be set off by a situation that reminds you of something bad that happened a while ago, and he's always so good about it 😔 talking to you gently and letting you know that he's not mad at you, that you're okay and you're safe 😔 giving you a tight hug to help ground you, and basically so he can be your weighted blanket for a minute bc he knows it calms you down 😔 always reassuring you that he loves you, and he'll tell you as many times as you need to hear it 😔

want to talk about the first time Harry fucks you all the way 👹like usually he can't push all the way in because it's too much for you, it starts to hurt just a little and your face scrunches up so much that he stops, you shake your head and say "it's okay, I can take it, just give me a second-" and he kisses your forehead, saying "it's okay baby, promise it's okay" and then he's gentle for the rest of the night, so scared to hurt you 😔 but then one day you're just feeling absolutely feral, you've already had sex twice but that evening you're coming onto him again, and he's jokingly like 😧again??😧 and you're whining because you're not kidding, but he says "I'm just teasing baby, you know I'll give you anything you want" and you nod, then take a deep breath and say "I want to feel you all the way" and he raises his eyebrows, you know what he's about to say but you whine "I just want to feel you so deep, want you to make me sore tomorrow" and he buries his face in your neck because he can't look at you when he's so turned on 😌 then he flips you over so he's on top, and says "you'll let me know if it hurts?" and his voice is all stern and in charge 👹 you nod, clutching his shoulders to get him to move, and finally he starts to push in, groaning at how you're still wet from earlier 😌 you're gasping, trying so hard to keep relaxed and let him in, but soon he feels you clenching too hard and he lets out a little sigh, saying "have to relax, love, can't get inside if you're all tense" and you nod, trying so hard to be good for him but it's so much 🤕 he's pushing in a tiny bit more, your face is scrunching up and he slows down, saying "maybe we should-" and you wrap your legs around his waist, huffing out "don't you dare stop" and well he can't say no to his girl 🤕 he keeps leaving tiny kissies on your neck, whispering "relax, calm down for me" and finally finally he's all the way in 🤕you've never felt so full in your life and you're breathing in short little gasps bc it feels so good, and when he reaches down to press on your tummy you nearly scream 🤕 you're clutching at his wrist and he's so mean, pushing a little harder and saying "you like that? feel me allll the way in your tummy, don't you" 🤕then he leaves one last kiss on your neck and says "I'm gonna make sure my girl is sore tomorrow just like she wanted" 🤕then he would be so mean about it, holding you down by your hips while he drives inside over and over 🤕 you're so whiny bc it's so intense, but he just shushes you and says "thought this was what you wanted? said you wanted me to fuck you all the way, so how come you're whining so much?" and his voice is a little mocking 🤕he even pulls your hips up so it feels like he nudges a little deeper with each thrust, and you're crying from how good it feels 🤕 he's all "aw, is it too much for you? poor thing can't handle taking me all the way, hm?" 🤕 and then "but I know you'll be a good girl for me, won't you?" and you nod so fast, not wanting him to stop any time soon 🤕

being someone who usually has a hard time having an orgasm with someone else, the second you let harry know that he would be all in 😌 he wants to sit down with you and have a serious conversation about it, so that's exactly what you do 😌 he makes it clear that your pleasure is important to him, and he wants to do everything he can to make you feel good, whatever that takes for you 😌 telling you he's okay to do anything you want or need, he just wants you to have fun and feel good 😌 and maybe there's a few times in the beginning where he doesn't get you there, you're really upset and he can tell you're beating yourself up over it but he makes sure to calm you down and tell you it's okay 😔 that he's not mad or upset with you at all, he just wants to make sure you're okay 😔 then when it finally does happen he's sooooo excited, he's so happy he could make you feel so good and that you trust him enough to relax and let go 😌 and ofc he's a big fan of the way you immediately cuddle into him afterwards... that has him immediately ready to try again 😌

I need to talk about harry fucking you so good you're trying to push his hands away bc you don't know how to deal with how intense everything is 😮‍💨 he keeps trying to rub circles on your clit and you keep crying out and grabbing for his hands, not sure whether you're trying to tell him to stop or to please please keep going 😮‍💨 and he knows that if you really wanted him to stop you would let him know right away, so for now he just whispers in your ear "I know, baby, feels good hm?" and by now you're crying from how overwhelmed you are and he just reaches down to brush the tears away with his thumb 😮‍💨 whispering "i know, I know" as he puts more pressure on your clit 😮‍💨 he's hitting all the right spots inside and out, and you're clutching his wrist so hard bc it just feels so good 😮‍💨 and when you cum he doesn't stop, you're a sensitive and sticky mess but he's nowhere near done with you 😮‍💨

harry teasing you and edging you until you're losing your mind, saying "please, it hurts i just need to cum, please stop teasing" and he's acting like he feels bad he's pouting and cooing "ohh I'm so sorry baby, just need to cum, hm?" and you nod, thinking he's finally gonna let you, but he just says "but i know you're a good girl for me, and you'll keep being good, and take what i give you, right?" and his voice is so soft and sweet even as he says the meanest things 😣 you shut your eyes as you nod, and he runs his knuckle along your cheek saying "such a sweet girl" before his fingers on his other hand sink inside you again 😣

he has his head between your thighs and he moans softly saying "smell so good... i could stay here forever, just wanna fall asleep here and wake up and still be between your legs" and you're like welllll maybe don't fall asleep but I'm not opposed to you spending a bit of time down there 😌

the baby boy harry would text you for your coffee order one time and then he would tease you so bad for how confusing it is, he gets home and kisses you saying "two and a half pumps of carmel? don't you think that's a little extreme?" and you're like 😌no😌 and he just shakes his head at you 😔 then the next time hes picking up drinks he asks if you want some and you say yes, then ask if he needs your order and he says "nope I have it memorized" and you're like 🥹

harry loves kissing you after he goes down on you🤕 he likes to lick into your mouth and he's obsessed with the way you moan when you taste yourself on his tongue 🤕he's such a slut and so are you 🤕 two whores in love 🤕the thought of him kissing you after that... he says "you're so sweet, baby, have a taste" and kisses you 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

he's always grabbing your jaw to make you turn your head and kiss him 🤕 holding you in place there just bc he can 🤕 oh my god I need him to completely physically control me atp 🤕

he knows how much his voice and his words turn you on so he's always torturing you 🤕saying the absolute filthiest things right in your ear while he's holding your hips down so you can't grind on him like he knows you so desperately want to 🤕telling you exactly what he's going to do to you while he's holding you still and you can't do anything but lay there and take it 🤕 he even presses his forehead against yours so you're so overwhelmed by his presence and how close he is and how he's just surrounding you 🤕when he finally reaches down between your thighs you're nearly crying from how worked up you are and how badly you just want him to touch you but he's not done teasing yet 🤕 he says "yeah? you want my fingers so bad, don't you? can feel how warm you are down here, you must be so ready for me" and you nod, trying to move your hips closer but he just clicks his tongue and says "none of that now, you know only good girls get what they want" meaning you have to be good and let him do his thing before he'll even consider making you cum 🤕

harry shushing you 🤕 it's been a while since you were together, he was away on business so you didn't see him for a few weeks and when he finally gets home he's dragging you to the bedroom immediately 🤕 he has you on his lap while he kisses you, and you're whining and rolling your hips against his because you just need more but he's all "shhh sh sh baby, you know I'm gonna give you what you need, just need to kiss you a bit first" 🤕

you're whining about how deep he is and he presses one of his big hands down on your tummy to say "feel me right here? so deep, hm?" and all you can do is nod and grab his arm to keep him there 🤕he smirks, so cocky about how he can get you so worked up so easily 🤕

no if I dated Harry he would never know peace bc he would be like "look at this cute little interview that just came out 🥺" and i would take one look and then be like...... take your pants off I'm not playing with you take them OFF

harry is obsessed with how wet you get just from kissing 🤕he lifts you off his lap and sinks to his knees to spread your legs apart, then uses his thumbs to spread you open all the way 🤕 he can't help but shiver at the wet sound when he does that, and you close your eyes bc it's embarrassing to have him staring like this but he just wants to look 🤕

thinking about making out with Harry and his mustache is scratching your face a little bit and he keeps wincing and apologizing thinking it probably hurts but actually you like it so whenever it happens you just grind on him a little harder bc it turns you on and you whisper "stop apologizing, it feels good" and his head tips back bc he just can't handle how much he likes you 😌or the first time he goes down on you with some scruff and the next morning your thighs are all red and he's all 😟😟 kissing them so gently saying how sorry he is and that he's gonna go shave right away but you're like ummmm you better not bc it was hot

and on those nights when he's so proud of you he really really does give it to you good 😮‍💨doing all the things you like to make sure his girls cums hard 😮‍💨 multiple times 😮‍💨 ok I can't that's so.... 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 he's saying "my good girl, my best girl, gonna make you feel so good like you deserve baby" making you cum with his tongue at least twice 😮‍💨 probably trying to get you to squirt too bc he knows how intense it is and that's what he wants for you 😮‍💨 moving you into all your favorite positions and doing everything he can to make you scream 😮‍💨

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[simpingwriter]

Cal Kestis x Kyra Yarmot

'In the Name of Love' pt.4

(2/2)

A/N: just realized his eyes are green...not blue. And I can't find all the parts I used blue instead anymore. So be assured, I know it better from now on 😔

Finally some action...though only at the end of the chapter. Sorry.

Enjoy! :)

Word Count: approx. 3.200 Words

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Any type of joy was usually strictly forbidden, the few things they did allow were regulated. Your master, part of the council as well, though, knew various ways to avoid getting detected and showed you many things. Games, Toys, quite horrible jokes – you were sure he called them dad jokes, even though he wasn't even a father, since he was a Jedi –, he introduced you to a lot of things other kids also knew..he didn't want you end up as emotionally stunted as some of the former Padawan, the now dead Council a perfect example.

In his eyes, it was even more of a risk that they then – due to these restrictions – were able to get drawn to the dark side. Keeping them away from even the simplest pleasures…at some point you would get curious. It was truly inevitable.

"I think I saw one like that once. But I can't really remember the place, unfortunately." For whatever reason, your hands were still interlaced as he continued counting the sheer impossible amounts of colors of the fairy lights as you felt the indescribable need to poke at the sentence, "Why? Would've wanted to take me there too then?" The redhead laughs lightly, breaking his gaze from the lights, smiling even more than before as he caught you staring at him instead of the lights just in time, a red hot blush rushing to your face, fitting perfectly to your uncanny black scales also covering parts of your face, "Of course I would, you really seem to like them after all!" You didn't expect that answer, you expected a question you could have dodged!

"O-oh, really? You wouldn't have to, Cal…" you mumble embarrassed, too shy to look back near him, his gaze holding something teasing. What if he was just waiting for you to try and stare at his face again? Why were you staring in the first place?!

"Are you okay, Kyra? You're still shaking…I really thought the Poncho would be enough."

You weren't cold, makers dammit!

You were sure you heard his voice somewhere in the background, yet you were just way too busy to not go mad with the forbidden thoughts he seeded right now, was he even implicating anything with what he said!? You only know each other since yesterday, he couldn't possibly mea-

It almost hurt physically at how you stiffened as he wrapped his bigger but not exactly stronger arms around your body. The most physical contact you two had yet and it almost felt like he was trying to protect you from how tight he was wrapping himself around you, yet there was no danger anywhere nearby. Nothing that you sensed at least.

His hands weren't the only things warm, Cal as a whole was like a heated blanket.

Apparently, he noticed your suddenly stiffened body and cursed under his breath, quick to let go of you again, all of his warmth taken away in an instant once more, one of his hands to brush against your folded back wings on accident. Another shiver.

"Kark, I didn't even wait for your answer…i-i am so sorry! I guess you're still uncomfortable around me…knowing me only since yesterday and all. I get it, really, I'm sorry, i won-'' Maker, his little nervous rant made you feel awful, the lights reflecting the massive blush on his face, matching yours perfectly as you knew you would regret this sooner or later…

"Just shut it, Cal…"

The one hesitant step he took away from you moments ago to profusely apologize, you took back towards him, anxiously wrapping your arms around his bigger body. The Jedi stuttered some words you couldn't catch with the muffled tone of them, his face pressed against your hair as he spoke. Meanwhile yours was pressed against his upper chest and while you thought the poncho you wore still smelled of him, you were proven very wrong. His Poncho smelled basically nothing like him anymore, more like washing detergent, as he smelled of some fruit you vaguely remembered the name of and of soldered metal and the like, definitely because of his tinkering at the workbench, mostly with BD. But the fruity part...it must've been from his hair, his shampoo more specifically.

The world seemed to mute itself in his embrace, your worries for once also pushed towards the back of your mind as his closeness suddenly became everything that mattered to you. You had never felt such things. Not even when you hugged your master as a kid or your assigned Clones. Your Clone Troop had been pretty much your only friends back then, all the other Kids distancing themselves from you for your odd appearance.

Why did he feel so good to hug?

"You're crying…" He states worried, but you didn't let him out of your grip just yet, you didn't need him to also see you crying, if he already felt or heard it. 'Emotions led to temptation. Temptation led to darkness. Never let others know yours.'

You karking hated these damned rules with the same burning passion they forbade…yet they were the only thing left to cling to. The last thing left that made you the way you're herr today. Was it for the better or the worse, you never dared to venture down that thought too much. But there were moments of questioning...everything.

"I'm fine, Cal. I just…remembered some things from before the Purge…" You sometimes wished you could've gone without your knowledge of being force sensitive, to not get hunted for blood. To not have to hold your emotions at bay. To not have to remember these bleak days…that also appear to have been the only ones worth remembering.

"Do you ever regret, Cal?" "Depends on how you mean it…" His voice held something...unsure, he couldn't hide it from you – or didn't want to – there were things he definitely regretted, after all everyone had something. He just had to trust you enough to tell you and that was far from yours to control. Just like your trust was out of his.

"Being trained to become what we are today?" "You mean Jedi? We aren't even Jedi, Kyra. Just Padawans…and it's not like we really had a choice, did we?" No, no you didn't.

You shook your head no, to the best of your abilities in his also just as tight grip, like you could simply vanish at any second. Like he was afraid you would still try to run off again, like yesterday.

"I…I can't remember what came before…I was too young, my master told me though that they had freed me, in exchange for something else." You confess heavily, feeling like at least just a sliver of your burden got lifted with you telling him, as stupid as it may sound to someone not in your situation. It most certainly wasn't enough to make yourself feel free of burden. But it was a good start, you wanted-no...needed to have a person of trust again, a person to consult when you were troubled. Just like with them once ago.

And his reaction told you it wasn't the wrong decision, a soft hum felt atop of your head as he deepened the hug furthermore. Close enough now to hear his heartbeat clearly, you're surprised about the quick rate it went about. He definitely shouldn't take your story to heart. "At least I'm not alone then…I was never told where I even came from, always thought Coruscant was my homeplanet, but I began doubting that a good while ago…"

Realizing the conversation became too personal for it to be talked about in literal public, you wanted to pull him along to go back to the Mantis. You could talk about it all night sitting on your beds, devouring one of the many many snacks you bagged today on your shopping spree. Cal had different plans though, shaking his head pleadingly at your pull in the direction of the Mantis, instead steering you off the Market's path and into an empty-of-vistors greenery nearby. Even there, fairy lights decorated the area, being the only lighting to show you the way to a small pond, some smaller water plants swaying in the breeze common for Bardotta.

"Why don't you want to go back to the Mantis? Is something the matter?" You inquire as he let himself fall to the ground near the pond, a heavy thud coming with the pretty careless act as he winced just the slightest bit for not watching himself in his frustration. "If you're asking like this…a bit. I…I don't want Cere to hear everything we talk about." Wait, he didn't want Cere to hear about himself? About you?

Did he not trust her? But you thought she was his current mentor even, from what she let through this morning as they talked about themselves for at least a minute instead of you!

"Yeah, but…isn't she your mentor?" "No…that was someone very different to her. Cere? A substitute in the end, so I don't stay a Padawan forever I guess…" His mood slipped at the moment the subject fully changed to Cere and his apparent distrust of her, his eyes holding a pained expression.

He seems to fight with himself for a moment, trying to begin talking about whatever bothers him, but nothing comes out. You clearly didn't know yet what it was about, but it must be something difficult to talk about with the strength he needed to even begin cutting into it. "Hey, if whatever you're trying to tell me makes you too uncomfortable to even begin about it, you don't need to push it out, we got all the time in the gala-"

Whatever it was, you're sure he would find the trust in you someday to tell you.

He jumps at your gentle and caring words, the darkness of the night coloring his eyes nearly dark green as he stared at you, quickly shaking his head suddenly. His eyes went wide, a realization hitting him, "No. N-no…I can't keep it from you, we potentially do not have all the time in the Galaxy, Kyra. You deserve to know, you need to. You're too good of a person to be kept in the dark…"

Intrigued by his suddenly emotional voice, you drag two soft drinks from the fully packed backpack before sitting down next to him, handing him one into his quivering hands. This time, the brush of his hand against yours went past you entirely, the information he apparently needed to tell currently more important.

Also, he called you a good person…You doubted you were, in the eyes of an actual Jedi…but you couldn't judge yourself, that was the job of other people.

"Cere had a Padawan once."

And with that sentence, he began. He told you everything there was, of his current knowledge.

How she at first only vaguely told him that she had died at the hands of the Empire, that she wasn't able to save her. Cal told you how horrible and devastated felt for Cere at that point, the emotions he went through thinking about him being lucky with just barely escaping all these years ago.

You had also been lucky.

Then he continued, swallowing hard and began the next part with an encounter of one of the Inquisitors. The Second Sister. You had met her, but she wasn't aware that you're Jedi yet at that point. She still hunted you though, for your second status of an extreme Rarity.

But what he told you about her left your jaw slack, not able to swallow or cough up the bubbly beverage you just took a sip of from your bottle, feeling it dribble down your chin and into the fabric of your new top.

The Second Sister's name is Trilla.

Cere's apparently dead Padawan? Trilla.

She told Cal everything under pure spite, the only thing keeping her from further attacking him instead of talking being a laser barrier BD activated just in the last second.

You wanted to ask if it was a coincidence, but from how his story continued, how he worded it, you highly doubted it. He went back to the Mantis after his mission and confronted Cere about what he had been told – of course she at first denied it, telling him Inquisitors only lied to get into his head, to make him vulnerable.

But eventually she gave up.

Cere sold her own Padawan out, let Trilla get her brain fried and now she was out for her own kinds blood.

Cere sold one of her own out.

"And…and that's all, for now. I really hope there isn't more to…Kyra?"

How dare a person sell their own kind out with the knowledge of near extinction…

A less than gentle shake of your shoulders from Cal shook you back to the present, his eyes focused on you with worry, "Kyra…you can't let your emotions lead your decisions. You know that…" "Then why tell me such a horrible thing! How can I even look at her the same way again?!" "The same way I do, Kyra. We got a mission to fulfill, we can't let things like this ruin the only chance we have…"

So he wanted you to act like all he just told you in privacy…that you never heard all that? That Cere was just like you two? That you should still smile at her the same way you smiled at Cal and Merrin? "Does Merri-" "Yes…but she doesn't have a big opinion on it…" You would've thought for someone who lost her whole folk, that she would have more to say on that matter as well…

"Please, please keep that knowledge to yourself, at least for now... I just didn't want to keep you in the dark about it, she would've never told you on her own, just like she tried with me. She planned to take that secret to her grave, hadn't it been for Trilla herself."

Cal's eyes held a form of desperation and, if you squinted…specks of gold. Had they always been there, you were sure he had pure green eyes? You two would've had something more in common then…

"Why are you even trusting me with such a thing already? We met yesterday, Cal. Don't you know you can't just trust anybody anymore these days?" Never really had been able to before the Purge either.

Small Glow Worms now came out of their day-spots, from bushes, the trees and some even from hidden holes in the ground to dwell at the cool breeze, their gentle phosphorescent lights blinking as they were communicating with each other. Having someone to communicate with...

They distracted you both from the current subject for at least a short moment before he sighs, hanging his head into his pulled up knees, "Because…we might just be last of us, if we can't get our hands on that damned Holocron before the Empire does…no matter how dangerous and yes, plain stupid, it is to trust so quick, now it's needed for good teamwork among us. And with you…I can't tell you why, I don't know why…it feels so right. To trust, I mean."

So he felt it too? The weird connection you two seemed to have yesterday, how you worked so well together without knowing each other for very long…

"Maybe the Force wanted us to meet?" You ask in a at first joking manner, but he seemed to take your idea seriously as he fell into his thoughts, "My old Master once told me of the force sometimes helping Jedi not just on their paths, but also to find it in the first place , back then I didn't really want to believe that. But now…perhaps he was right?"

If so, the Force had a severly cruel sense of humor. Could've also warned you in your sleep about the karking Bounty Hunter that jumped your scaled ass but noooo…apparently that was also supposed to happen, huh?

"We can only wait and see where this all brings us, I guess. Next step is getting back my weapon then?" To which he immediately agreed with a nod, strong determination crossing his face as his mood came back up to clink your soft drinks' bottles together for a small but still honest cheer.

"To a great adventure together with new, great Company!" "And of course to a better future!"

Of course you soon lost total track of time, seeming only natural after the heavy subjects had been left behind and a somber atmosphere came into the picture. He let himself fall backwards into the fresh green grass, you soon to follow as you began to admire the clear, peaceful Bardottan night sky. Unlike on planets like Coruscant, or Bracca, like Cal was quick to point out, the sky wasn't full of smog or light pollution.

It was also a nice place for the very rocky place that Bardotta was to 90%. This particular market was on a huge plateau above the cloudy "surface" – one you were certain was only ocean down below... – and one of the few grassy plains open to the public and constantly kept in best conditions to keep the tourists coming back and going back home well pleased.

"The moon looks really big on Bardotta, don't you think?" Cal points out, verbally and literally, arm stretched out to circle the Bardottian Moon, Moudotta. "You're right but that could also be because the…well, the usable surface of Bardotta is much closer to the sky than most planets…?" It was your best explanation, since it was the first logical thing that came to mind. Cal didn't seem to disagree anyways, letting his arm fall back onto his chest limply before he sighed pleased. "Usually I can't even spend a lot of time on restocking missions, the…others, they simply have no patience…"

You heard it out of the hesitation in his voice, he actually meant to say that Cere had not a lot of patience for this. But you two agreed to rest that subject, at least for the remainder of tonight, that's why he worded it differently for the sake of keeping that promise.

"Maybe we can squeeze more time in from now on. If we finish such kind of missions early from now on, we get to see much more of all these planets…", that is if the planet in question is as peaceful as Bardotta.

You wouldn't have been able to have such a nice break at the market from yesterday, that place was a cesspool day and night. If anything, you could've used that planet to get a few new enemies on your ever growing list, some names with a red underline.

"Cal? Kyra? Can you two hear me? You have been gone for quite a long time now, please tell us that nothing happened while you were out there?" It was Cere, her worried voice echoing through the comm on Cal's Shoulder strap. You bit back any bitter comment, not just because of said promise for tonight but also because you promised him with your life that you wouldn't let it shine through that you now knew as well.

Cal of course noticed as your breath shortly hitched in your throat, the start of a scowl sinking back into a more neutral expression at which he nods at you, more than thankful, before he replies to Cere's question. "Sorry, we kinda lost track of time? We're back in a few, don't worry. And no, we aren't bringing trouble along this time, promise!"

Well, he couldn't exactly promise the last bit after you two literally brought ten or more Stormtroopers after you asses yesterday…

He ends the conversation, sighing into nothingness as he began to sit up again, not ready to leave this quiet spot that had been all yours till now just yet. "Guess this is it for tonight? As peaceful as it was to just talk with someone for once…" You ask annoyed, following suit to not keep him waiting for too long, a similarly sour emotion on his freckled face. "Yeah…but it was still an incredibly nice time. I can't thank you enough for coming with me today, Kyra." You had just finished standing up, catching him looking at you with this unreadable expression again. It enraptured your mind enough that you didn't notice yourself walking closer to him.

This was so wrong.

And even if it wasn't…you met yesterday.

"You know what? I must be blind as hell, your eyes clearly aren't the only thing breathtaking about you…" He quietly tells you, eyes flickering across various notable points on your face, even the fangs poking out from under your lips with your mouth hanging open slightly, not needing to be any louder with how close you had been standing to each other by now. Why was it so easy to get closer to him, not just physically but emotionally as well? You just shouldn't trust someone you technically still didn't know that well, not so quickly.

The pain that trust could cause if it was broken…it wasn't worth throwing around with it.

"You know this is against the rules?"

"No rules to watch with no witnesses…"

His words send positive shivers through you as he closed the final gap between you two, one hand gently cupping your face as he leaned down to your height, connecting you two on a very different physical level for the first time and all it took were not even 48 hours…

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(Cal is rushing the reptilian heart of his companion without shame-)

[crowning-art]

TGCF SPOILERS

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THEY TURNED INTO A FREAKING SWORD?!?? THIS IS SO FUNNY TO ME I CANT TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY OH MY GOD THIS IS SO FUNNY

THIS IS BASICALLY THEM LMAO I CANT STOP LAUGHING

I never thought I would EVER use a transformers gif for TGCF of all things 😂

Stop Qi Ying is a literal puppy it's so adorable

Yin Yu had already snuck behind someone’s back to hide, but he was instantly picked out by Quan Yizhen. He jumped up and shouted, “SHIXIONG!”

Of all the reactions...this guy's reaction to hualian kissing is smt else lmao

Pei Ming: “Ho ho.”

Ok Santa Claus

AND THEN THIS MESS OF A CONVO OH MY GOD AND Qi Ying like ohhh that's how u borrow powers and everyone's like ok, who's gonna tell him?

Xie Lian accidentally choked a bit and only then did he break away. He didn't dare to look down, and shouted towards the sky, “B BORROWING SPIRITUAL POWERS! I’M ONLY BORROWING SPIRITUAL POWERS! VERY PROPER!”

Mu Qing was shaken too. “YOU DIDN’T NEED TO DO THIS TO BORROW SPIRITUAL POWERS THOUGH??? JUST A SLAP OR A SMACK OR SOMETHING WOULD’VE BEEN FINE???”

Xie Lian didn’t know what he was saying anymore, either, and cried randomly, “HAHAHAHA! I’VE BEEN SEEN THROUGH! IT’S NOT ACTUALLY BORROWING ANY SPIRITUAL POWERS! HAHAHAHA…”

FINALLY! JUN WU TOOK SO LONG TO COME DJJDJDJF but hey he's here to save the day!!

This was so poetic and like metaphorical but I'll explain that metaphor some other day lol

After Xie Lian stopped controlling it, that giant stone divine statue was still obediently lying on the ground, a gigantic, exquisitely-sculpted thing. Now that it’d fallen down, it also looked like a small mountain.

Imagine being Qi Ying and waking up and finding yourself in this random demonic place, and then u knock out, and you're a doll and you knock put and suddenly u r being forced into being a sword lmaoo

However, Quan Yizhen was confused. “Why am I going to the west? Just what exactly are we doing right now?”

No one could blame him for not knowing what was going on. Perhaps, he was confused the entire way: Why was he beaten? Why was he buried inside a wall? Why was he turned into a daruma doll? And why did he have to turn into a sword, too? There was not a single point where he’d figured out what was happening.

I CALLED IT AGAIN!!! (I think! I'm pretty sure I did...somewhere) but Goushi was so suspicious I KNEW IT

If Guoshi truly lived in this world for longer than Jun Wu, then the possibility he was one of the Four Guardians of the Crown Prince of Wuyong was even greater!

AYYYY HEAVEN'S EYE IS BACK! Love those funky losers lol

Wait, oh my God wait no oh my God no this has got be a joke, like my heart acc cracked PLEASE TELL ME THIS IS JUST A JOKE that poor beggar with his limbs cut off....was wind Master? Our beloved wind Master???? I literally feel like crying my heart is breaking so much

DID HE XUAN REALLY HAVE TO DO ALL THAT??? WAS THIS REALLY WHAT BROUGHT HIM SATISFACTION AHDUDJDJD UGHHHH IM SO PISSED AND SAD AND UPSET AND ANGRY AND EVERYTHING

My poor beloved wind master....

I am so sad 😔

#tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven’s official blessings #heaven's official blessings spoilers #tgcf spoilers #tgcf journey #ch 202-204 #xie lian #jun wu #hualian

[bekkachaos]

002 - Sterek ❤

Thanks Lisa 🥰

002 | Send me a ship and I will tell you: STEREK

When I started shipping them: must be close to ten years ago by now Lord help me

My thoughts: Dylan and Tyler just had so much chemistry, I think that's what makes some pairings so good when they don't even try but the actors just have this thing when they work together. I would have loved to see them explore that on the show!

What makes me happy about them: that even though they weren't exactly friends to start, it's clear they will do anything to help each other and I love when that flows into fabrics.

What makes me sad about them: that we didn't get more of them, even just more friends interaction or banter between them 😔 I feel like the show started by doing all this Stiles/Derek promo because they knew people liked it, and then when they realised people were getting mad that they were doing that and knowing they weren't going to give us more, they just tried to avoid putting them in situations where people could misconstrue their relationship.

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: when they are written unrealistically out of character, like I've read (started) a few that have Stiles as really effeminate and he just never was in the show, eccentric, yes, and moments of him being super quirky, but when it's so far removed from how canon Stiles was I find that I can't get into it.

Things I look for in fanfic: enemies to lovers is a big Sterek vibe, or more like annoyances to lovers. I love reading fics where they resist each other, but then still go out of their way to save the other or help them through something and that softens into something more (or heats up into more 😏🔥)

My wishlist: (C A N O N) but really I just would have loved them to explore that chemistry between them, even if it was a "shit maybe I'm bi why am I so attracted to you right now" thing (because I am always here for more openly bi characters). Just because characters have only been shown to be with one gender does not mean they have to be straight!

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: I always liked Stydia too, so Lydia for Stiles didn't run me the wrong way. But Derek? Never really felt that chemistry with anyone else, so I don't know!

My happily ever after for them: they're working together as partners and solving supernatural crimes (where's that x files AU??), they fall for each other slowly, and before they know it they've embedded themselves in each other's lives and Derek is in beacon hills with the sheriff and Stiles every Thanksgiving and Christmas, and maybe someone has to point out to them that they are actually in love, and they're both like "what? you're crazy" and then the next time they see the other they're like "...fuck"

I miss my Sterek 😭 fic reading time!

#sterek #ask game #thank you 🥰 #thefancyspin

[andvys]

Wait so Steve had seen the way Eddie would look at her before??? OOH TEA so he’s had an inkling about Eddie maybe being attracted to reader?!!! I get it though she never talked to Steve about her feelings towards Eddie (you’re right all he did know was that Eddie was mean to her so he’s obvs confused about her feelings towards him) but she doesn’t really have to tell Steve though? If she wants to keep that private that’s up to her and he should respect that /: PLUS he doesn’t even have the slightest knowledge that she writes about her feelings towards Eddie in her notebook all the time. So just because she didn’t tell him doesn’t mean she didn’t like Eddie😭 oh Steve 🤦🏻‍♀️ Also not Steve still tormenting Eddie later on in the chapters. I hope reader reassures Eddie and not let Steve get in his head 🥺😢 On another note I’m glad you like receiving asks from us! You’re the sweetest person I’ve interacted with on tumblr (and one of the best writers!) and you’re really feeding us with little details about what’s next and stuff! Really appreciate it! I enjoy talk to you too🥰💕

-💃🏻💅🏻

Yes, he did! Like whenever they'd be at some party and Eddie would be there to sell (which didn't happen that often) Steve would always see the way Eddie looks at her. At school, he pretended to hate her and he would always glare at her when other's are around but at parties, everyone is drunk anyways and no one would be paying much attention to him, anyways so he felt safer to admire her, outside of school! And, Steve would pick up on that but back then, he didn't see him as a threat cause he thought that she didn't even like him..

And, yes exactly! She doesn't owe him anything. She also kept all these feelings to herself because she knows that she would be judged for it, considering Eddie didn't like her! And Steve, really just wants Eddie gone 😔 but the moment, she finds out about what he said to him at that party, she's gonna get so mad! And she will definitely do everything to defend Eddie!

and omg stopppp you are literally so sweet🥺 you are amazing and of the sweetest anons 🥺💞 also thank you so so much!!!!!💖

#andy’s asks #💃🏻💅🏻 anon

[cheegu3]

I ABSOLUETLY LOVED YOUR ENHA THE GLORY SEIRES!!!

I loved how you gave your thoughts in the end about everything & the ending was not what I had expected at all, but I still do love it, I really loved how in most series some authors would have made the ending a bit more well winning (?) like Y/N's mom would be fully healed, all her bullies would go to jail, all that. I love how you kept it more realistic because like you said, they are all high schoolers after all & even though Y/N didn't completely get justice she did get a happy ending in my perspective. She was free from her bullies & even though her mom did die, she still had someone by her side, I feel like that's what Y/N had always wanted, freedom & friends, someone to be by her side when she needed them. I also loved how you didn't turn Y/N into a heartless person just because of revenge, like when Jake was dying, even though he & his friends had done some horrible things to her, she still saved him. Some other people would have written Y/N in such a way that she would just leave him dying, I really did like how you changed Jake in the end, I know some people would have gotten mad about that, but when Jake saw that even though he had done so many things to Y/N, she still saved him, it would have made him feel guilty about everything. Although it is hard to accept, even some of the most horrible people can change & I find it really nice that Y/N proposed to keep contact with Jake in the end. I just really loved how you portrayed Y/N in this series. It wasn't unrealistic or the typical 'Y/N' she was relatable in some ways & also showed that everyone, no matter who they are or what they've been through, deserve justice.

I am a little sad that the series is over & I'll have nothing to look forward to on Sundays😔but I'm also happy this is the end😭

I didn't even realize I wrote so much I just started typing all my thoughts😭😭but I'll look forward to reading more of your work in the future & I hope you have an amazing day & your healthy💗

thank you so soooo much, your support throughout the series has been really meaningful and important to me u have no idea !! 🫶🏻🫶🏻

yess I felt like I had to write a note at the end just bc of the ending being a bit '' unusual '' lol. I like it and I hope the majority do as well even tho u can't make everyone happy. I'm happy u thought that she did get a pretty happy ending as well. That's definitely all she wanted, I believe she didn't realize it until she caught feelings for Soobin and even more so towards the end when she realized just how lonely she'd always been; that THAT was way more important than any revenge. 💗

I love that you pointed that out bc I definitely wanted to highlight y/n's inner struggles and whether it's wrong for a victim to make that choice - to leave their perpetrator to suffer or to die, or if they are obliged to help. I feel like it was a super interesting psychological situation and I was super excited to see people's reactions to it. Turns out most people would've saved him, they felt for him in that moment despite his past actions.

Absolutely! He definitely changed because of that one crucial moment. It's hard to see that bc it's not exactly a common situation to be in, where you have a chance to save your bully's life or not. Either way, from my perspective it would change many people to be so close to death. You'd either fear that happening again, maybe connected to a spiritual idea of you being warned of karma or you'd just feel indebted to this person for life. In Jake's case, the debt was changing to show that he truly regretted what he did.

Ohh thank you again, I'm so sorry that this is ending too hun 😭😭. But I will always continue to write and put out more series & content in general related to enhypen, so don't worry. If you have any requests or ideas u can always hop into my inbox !!

Love you too, stay healthy & have a good day too <333 🤍

#enha the glory

[lesbiancarat]

That is true, while I am happy we got 4 wins i believe, it was shorter of a promo time for world but hey, it could be worse and am happy we got some performances ya know? We shall remember this comeback for its time though

Thank you!! Bday surprise went well and my mom was happy so yay! Am a bit sad 4 songs are off the tour but I understand, I mean I believe the same happened during ode. Alot of fans were mad about snapshoot but it was understandable, they can't make too much changes and they have to make the concert an alright time length which lbr, 4 hours here aren't common so while sad and I joked this will be my joker story origin. Its ok. I am happy to see them again and with my friend so thats all that matters (the merch could be better imo? Like ode was basic but it was cute but this is just, pledis or bighit why? Give me obnoxious fanmerch please, give me a lil pop ya know? I guess I only want the sweater or beanie bc I love beanies but man am I disappointed, is that mean of me to say? :c)

I'm glad it went well! yeah I'm not a big fan of the merch either, but i wasn't very disappointed bc it was exactly what I expected based on the oty merch lol. i actually do slightly prefer the bets merch over what oty had to offer just bc it at least has some color with the orange as opposed to completely black and white, but both sets of merch are just. so plain. and honestly i don't necessarily think the merch looks bad, it's just minimalistic which is definitely the safe option for design these days. it's just that if I'm paying $90 for a hoodie personally id rather have more effort put into the design than just words on a black background. and given that my friend who got a t-shirt (or hoodie, can't remember) from oty said it didn't hold up well, just makes me even less inclined to buy anything, personally

honestly it makes sense, bc their entourage can only haul around so much merch with them, so there's bound to be limited options compared to concerts in Korea. and if you have limited options it makes sense to design something minimal that will theoretically be broadly appealing to most people. which is why I didn't have much expectations for the merch this time (or for any tour in the future either). but I still wish that one day they'll have a wider variety of merch, or at least more unique/less minimal designs for north american carats one day 😔 it's not like pledis or hybe are incapable of creating cute merch that's widely liked, they've designed a lot of cute merch for SVT over the years. i find some comfort at least in knowing that there are carats who do really love the minimal designs and are excited to buy the merch, but yeah, wish there was something for me :') (and i wish the prices were lower, i think we all can agree on that!!!)

#melia.ask #📖 anon