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berryzxx · 3 months
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Your the only one for me (part 2)
Summary: You find something suspicious on Grayson's phone and confront him about it. During your argument you get seriously injured. Is it all a misunderstanding or is he just using you?
Grayson Hawthorne x reader
Part 1
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I opened my eyes, the slight pressure that was closing them before finally gone although my head still hurt. The lights were dimmed, a soft yellow lamp illuminating the room. It was a hospital room I deducted even though it was quiet a cosy one without the white sterile walls and uncomfortable beds. I tried to move my hair to the side and out of my face when I realised my right arm was in a white cast. Oh my god. How had I broken my arm?
As soon as my brain started functioning properly I realised my back was begging to be cracked after who knows how long I had laid there. I shifted myself up slightly and tried to crack my back. I twisted left and right but nothing much happened except my body starting to ache even more. I cleared my throat hoping someone would hear and come in.
I moved slightly higher on the bed so I was sitting up and coughed a little so someone would hear me. Still no one.
"Hello? Is anyone there?" I asked. It sounded a little weird talking to any empty room but I wanted answers. And probably a familiar face. I waited for another second and when i opened my mouth again the door opened, Grayson walking in, his hair messy for the first time in ages and wearing a simple white shirt and joggers.
"Your awake. I thought I was hearing things when I heard your voice..." He moved closer to me and sat at the edge of my bed hesitantly.
I gave him a small smile and wondered why he wasn't already laying down next to me "I'm injured. Come and provide some comfort to me at least" I said gesturing to my broken arm. He didn't move for a moment as if waiting for me to change my words. I didn't obviously. He moved so he was now laying next to me as I rested my head on his chest, his hand running through my hair.
"How do you feel? Are you hungry? Do you need some water?" His voice was full of concern. I shook my head "No. How did I break my arm?" I asked, wanting answers.
His hand froze slightly but then he carried on moving it through my hair, relaxing me even more. "You don't remember?" He asked quietly as if it were important I should.
I shrugged slightly "I just remember falling. Did I trip?" My memory was slightly hazy and I only remembered bits and pieces.
Grayson let out a sigh and sat up, moving away from me "You didn't trip"
I raised an eyebrow, slightly confused "So what happened then?"
His grey eyes roved over me, his eyes searching my face for something. "You fell...because of me"
I frowned, even more confused and slightly shocked "what?". He slowly nodded his head as if it pained him to do so "We were arguing and I...I tried to stop you but you fell. If it weren't for me you wouldn't have been hurt"
I continued looking at him. My memory slowly starting to come back to me. I don't know why but tears had started pricking at my eyes. Maybe it was because I couldn't see Grayson looking so upset and heartbroken.
"I'm sorry sweetheart. I'm sorry you were hurt because of me. I don't deserve you" I shook my head as soon as he said the last line "I decide what I deserve"
I swallowed back the tears "What were we arguing about?" I waited, holding my breath. Hoping it was all a misunderstanding.
"About a message between me and a girl at the photography exhibit. You...jumped to conclusions but it's nothing like what you think it is" He had to force the words out, his hands running through his hair as if what he were about to say would ruin things between us. Maybe it would.
"Show me the message"
He faltered slightly "Darling I-"
"Show me" I didn't remember what it was about but I needed to know what this damned message was. He took out his phone and showed me the message
I had so much fun yesterday. We should definitely do it again.😏
Memories came flooding back to me. Of when I had read the message. When I had stormed off, tears cascading down. And when I had packed my things only to fall and break my arm. I looked at the message clenching and unclenching my jaw. Tears making my vision blurry.
"Don't cry. I'm not worth it" Grayson said quietly, not daring to move closer to me.
"Is this true? Did you....have you cheated on me?" I spat the words out my mouth full of the taste of betrayal and disgust.
He quickly shook his head "Why would I? I don't know why she sent it. I would never break your trust like that y/n" He moved closer, desperation evident in his eyes. His hand reached for mine "I would never cheat on you my love." I wanted to believe him. I really did. But I had, had my heart broken in the past and I didn't want it to happen this time either.
"Block her" I gave him the phone and he did. He shook his head a tear falling down. It made my heart break into pieces. "Don't cry. I'm not worth it" I repeated his words, as if maybe everything would be alright. I don't think it would.
"Your worth a thousand of me y/n. Your worth more than anything. I would fucking burn everything in this world for you" His eyes held mine, his hand clasping mine tightly.
"I love you Gray. I really do...but I. I need a break. I need to think things through" It took all my will power to get all that out and i don't think it was worth it because the pain on his face was heart breaking.
"Are you breaking up with me?" His voice was hoarse and he had dropped my hand. I slowly nodded my head "I need to think through things. This doesn't mean we can't get back together"
He shook his head as if in denial "How will I live without you?"
"I'm sorry"
He took a deep breath. And then another. He stood up and tried to give me a smile but it didn't reach his eyes "Take your time to...process. Just know that I'll never stop loving you. Your the only one for me..." He looked at me, taking in my appearance one last time before leaving the room. I finally let it all out once the door slammed shut, sobs wracking my body as the one person I loved truly left me. And it was all my fault.
SOPHIE'S POV
I looked down at my phone and scrolled through my messages when I noticed Grayson hadn't replied to mine. I clicked on it and cursed under my breath. Shit. I had sent the wrong emoji. Instead of a smiley face I had sent an extremely sexually insinuating one. It said that he had read the message so there was no point deleting it. Instead I typed out another message
Sorry, that was the wrong emoji. Didn't mean to creep you out. Would love to discuss some more photography lessons for the future
The message had sent but an automated reply was sent back instead. It read that I had been blocked. Oh. He wouldn't receive my message then. I just hoped nothing had happened because of my typo.
note: Um YEAH. sorry about that yall. I love Grayson but ummm I had to 😭 i hate the miscommunication trope but here I AM WRITING IT. Hope yall survived
tags: @starxshining @reminiscentreader @thelov3lybookworm
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straight ships only work if its:
silly pathetic man who’s obsessed with his gf prbly adhd coded X perfect amazing slightly angry girl who’s prbly autistic coded
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sweetlypunk · 2 months
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Happy Birthday to my fantastic dramatic silly beautiful man <3
third panel by abreca and seventh by huedmmi on twitter
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mycaptainjones · 18 days
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You’re the love (lost) my life.
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I know GiGi and Rohan are two of the POVs, but I hope with so much desperation that the third POV is Grayson. Like, after The Brother's Hawthorne, I want more of him. Like, I want his thoughts and I want his feelings. He's been hurt, and I want to see how he might deal with potential help. Will he push it away? At first, probably. But will it sow a seed of doubt in him that maybe he should have accepted it? Ik I'm onto absolutely nothing here and it's dumb to be saying this, but I really want it
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skeelly · 5 months
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grayson hawthorne is too precious for all of you people who don't understand trauma
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heres-the-marvel-tea · 4 months
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Everyone who has ever hurt Dick Grayson deserves to die
Bruce Wayne should die slowly
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frankiefine · 2 years
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starxshining · 5 months
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HAPPY NEW YEARS DAY!! HOPE EVERYONE HAS AN AMAZING YEAR!!! 🥂🍾✨
Special mentions to: @berryzxx @cassiepotter
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dxmerons · 2 years
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thoughts about titans season 4 trailer and clips:
GAR AND RACHEL SHIP FINALLY???? *screams*
dick grayson looks so good 😩😩
they rly touched up the CGI with kory and rachel’s powers and korys suit thank god
tim drake is precious. and blasian. i love him.
lex luthor-
CONNER
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY HUSBAND ❤️🫡🎂
i will never forget the day I looked into your character and I don’t think I ever realized how much you would change my life, this man means the world to me and deserves the world too
love you Jason <3
also thank you all for the love you have shown in my previous posts I appreciate it 🫶
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Little Dick Grayson doodle. And texture practice, trying out some of the dots you see in comics.
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submysterio · 8 months
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GRAYSON WALKKRRKRKRNEJEJE
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skeelly · 4 months
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this is officially a walker scobell simp blog
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ivysangel · 5 months
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dick is SO that one line in Yummy (he loves but he fucks me like he hates my guts !!!!) while jason is . SOFT sex lmao
nonnie it's been 2 weeks, i'm so sorry beloved. but YES!
dick 'pussy destroyer' grayson fucks you like he doesn't want to ever see you after. he fucks you until your pussys raw and you're babbling like a fucking baby. he's damn near laughing in your face over how wet you are for him and how his cock just keeps sliding out completely. ofc he doesn't hate you, but the people on the other side of the wall (and on the floor below you, and outside your window) don't know that. he's just so mean in bed but you wouldn't have it any other way, bc like come on lmao it's dick grayson.
now jason, my lovey dovey lovebug loml my literal heart ugh. all he wants is to love and be loved. i think that comes out so much through sex, it's such an intimate thing and it means so much for him to trust you like that. it also so means so much that you trust him too. a lot of sweet kisses and hand holding. i think he might need some reassurance, very big on verbal consent. he needs to hear that you want him as badly as he needs wants you. even though you're literally laying under him, naked and taking him like a champ vulnerable.
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x-liv25-jamieswife · 29 days
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For the release of ttpd, can a girl get some sad Grayson hcs 😔✊ <3
sad grayson head canons
of course<3. i eat up sad tig hcs so i might make some for the rest of the brothers and avery (probably will). hope you like them! this one is going to be kinda dark (i like making my favorite tig characters suffer) so trigger warning for self-harm and suicidal thoughts/attempts. take care of yourselves, and try to talk to someone if you can. as someone who's been through a lot of shit last year, i can promise you things, at some point, start looking up (this might be corny, but i felt the need to say it) (i may be projecting in some of these cause i love making myself see myself in my fav characters if that makes sense).
grayson used to go out (like to the park or smth) and watch all of the kids playing with each other wishing he could be like them.
sometimes he gets so self-destructive he doesn't eat or drink water. he just lies in bed wishing he could magically die.
grayson heard the prochecy, the black dog, loml, and down bad from ttpd for the first time and started sobbing uncontrollably (so many other songs but yk, im not gonna write all of them down)
when he gets in those self destructive moods, he tends to piss people off/make people sad on purpose so that they'll get made and leave him (he secretly wishes that someone can see through all of his pain and be there for him)
very dark so trigger warning (even though i gave one at the beginning. you can never be too sure), grayson used to have scars on his ribs bc he would hurt himself. he never cut deep enough for it to actually scar permanently bc he 'has an image to uphold' according to tobias.
although swimming is a coping mechanism, it's also a form of self-harm for him sometimes. he swims until he can't feel his legs anymore, and sticks his head underwater for extended periods of time until he feels like he's about to drown.
i actually saw this in a conan gray interview, but he used to cross the street without looking left and right hoping a car would hit him.
he hears emily's voice in his head more often than he lets on. whenever he hears her voice, he'll press his nails so hard into his palms, they start to bleed.
he somehow managed to get his hands on some anti-depressant behind tobias' back and started taking them, but, sometimes, when he was especially suicidal, he would try to overdose on the pills. it never worked.
he's convinced himself that he deserves the pain he causes himself/the people cause him.
tobias knew about his unhealthy coping mechanisms but didn't do shit to help him bc didn't want him to 'soften up' making grayson think his grandfather thought he deserved the pain.
grayson will purposely make himself stay awake for days on end bc he doesn't think he deserves to get sleep sometimes (he needs to work. in his head, everything will go to shit if he doesn't)
sometimes he'll go swing on this swing they have in blackwood forest to feel like a kid again (it sometimes works)
he has this stuffed teddy bear nash gave him when he was a baby that he sometimes sleeps with when he feels alone (even though he'd grown now).
this one is extremely dark, probably the darkest one yet so tw for suicide attempt(ish its not really one).......... at the age of fifteen, he actually bought pills to overdose on and set a date (the 14th of may (really random)). he was going to off himself that day but didn't end up doing it bc his brothers dragged him out to play chess (idk, anything works). he said he'd do it some other day but never go to it. every year, on that day, he celebrates not offing himself bc he wouldn't have met the people he met and wouldn't have gotten to feel the happiness he now feels if he had.
he's convinced himself he isn't worthy of love (this one also applies to jamie, a lot of these actually do in my opinion, they're quite similar when you think about it. probably will make a post about this)
when he was a baby, he'd imagine his stuffed teddy was actually his mom when he felt the need to be held by a parental figure. it almost never worked, but he would always try again hoping it would magically start working.
he has panic attacks on a regular basis. ones where he starts pulling at his hair and stuff. he thinks he's going crazy after these, but avery reassures him he isn't (or nash, but i like the idea of avery being there for him as a friend/sister figure)
when he was younger, he used to ask people if they wanted to come to his house and play with him. they said yes but only bc he was rich. the second they'd step foot into his house, they'd leave him and start exploring.
this sort of goes with the hc i made that he denies himself food and stuff, but, when he gets cold at night and wants to lower the temperature, he'll force himself to stay in bed and take the blankets off to let himself suffer.
he secretly wishes people weren't so scared of him bc then he might have friends.
sometimes, he starts feeling so numb with everything he goes back to the cliff where emily died just to feel smth.
he's such a perfectionist he would cry whenever he got lower than a 90% at school.
it might not look like it, but he really cares about people's opinions of him and will do everything in his power to 'fix' what these people think is wrong with him.
whenever he gets mad at the world or at himself, he'll go to one of those places where you smash and break everything. when he's done, he makes himself sit in the mess and look at all of the destruction he caused (he sees this as him destroying everything in his life (like his relationships, etc))
to end on a brighter note, here's a happy grayson hc :)
when he was younger and wanted smth, he would jump with his hands clasped together begging for it with the cutest puppy eyes ever (i find this one really adorable and can literally picture it in my head).
not proof read so i apologize for any spelling mistakes<3. again, there are resources you can use if you ever need help. if you can, try to get a therapist, and, if you can't, talk to a friend/family member or call a helpline. things can get better. sending everyone lots of love.
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