Stray Kids Reaction (Maknae Line) - Finding you after/during an attempt - Part 2
A/N: I definitely didn’t cry while writing these... I promise there is fluff and happiness by the end!
These are just as long as the hyung line ones, so please enjoy!
Hyung line: Part 1 - Part 2
Maknae line: Part 1 - Part 2
Han
The moments respite Han got whilst gently cradling you in his arms didn't last long. Your mood flipped again, and you began fighting to get back to the bathroom. Luckily, Han's reaction was quick enough that he tightened his grip on you before you escaped his lap. He clung on to you desperately as you started to scream and claw at his arms.
"Get off of me," you yelled as you wriggled and scratched, trying your hardest to escape him.
Han simply locked his arms around you, face pressed against your back as he held back tears. You had begun hurling verbal abuse at him as he stopped you returning to the pills.
"This isn't her," he thought to himself. "This isn't Y/n. She's not well, she doesn't mean it."
All he had to do was hold on until the paramedics arrived. Then they could help. He grasped you tightly as he prayed the ambulance wouldn't be too much longer. He loved you and you loved him and there was no way you meant what you were saying, right?
By the time the ambulance arrived, Han was little more than a broken shell of himself, sobbing as he restrained you. They quickly took over for him, eventually administering a sedative when it became clear you weren't snapping out of your manic episode.
You were both loaded into the ambulance, one of the responders monitoring you closely as the other sat with Han, questioning him about what had happened and what he knew of your mental health history. The more he was asked, however, the shallower his breath became. Eventually spotting the signs of a panic attack in the poor boy, they stopped quizzing him and comforted him as best they good while he held tightly on to your hand.
Once at the hospital, you were whisked off to a private room and Han was warned there may be a couple of days before you could receive visitors. He was offered some counselling, but he knew at that point, he didn't have it in him to go over the evenings events again, so, after leaving his contact details, he started to trudge back to the dorms.
As he walked along the now dark streets he could feel his phone buzzing like crazy in his pocket. Knowing that it was far too early for the hospital to be calling with an update about you, he ignored it. Quite simply, he didn't have the desire or energy to talk to anyone.
Unknowingly walking past the dorms he was heading for, the sound of Seungmin's voice snapped him out of his daze.
"Hyung!" the younger called, jogging over to him. "Where on Earth have you been? We've been calling all night, out searching for you-"
Getting close enough to see the expression on your boyfriend's face was enough to cut Seungmin off, now more worried than when they didn't know where he was.
"It's ok, hyung, we were just worried about you," Min's tone was now soft and comforting. "You suddenly disappeared and it's unlike you to not answer your phone, what happened?"
Han's mouth opens and closes a few times as he searches for the right words, before he broke down again. If not for his dongsaengs fast reflexes, he would have crumpled to the floor right there in street. Luckily, Seungmin was able to support him enough to half carry, half drag his now crying hyung up to their dorm.
After a quick call to those still out hunting for him all 7 seven boys were sat in the living room huddled round Han. He was curled up in the middle of the sofa bundled up in his weighted blanket. It was one that you'd bought for him so that when he was on tour, away from you, and wanted your hugs he could snuggle in that instead.
Lee Know had also managed to wrap himself around Han, trying to hug away all the pain as Jisung did his best to tell them what had happened.
"It's going to be okay Jisung, Y/n is being taken care of by the doctors and we’re all going to make sure she gets the help she needs."
"That’s right, hyung. We’re all here for both of you."
"It’s not going to be easy but she’s going to get through this, and so are you."
Han barely registered the voices around him, he wasn’t even sure which of his members was speaking. All he could do was stare down at the mug of tea in his hands. He thinks Felix gave it to him, but even that is foggy; it’s long gone cold, but he can’t seem to put it down. At that point though, looking around the room wouldn't have helped his anxiety. Despite the encouraging and comforting words, the worried faces of his brothers would have made him worse.
At some point in the night exhaustion took over and Han fell into a restless sleep. The rest of the boys stayed with him in the living room, sleeping on the sofa or the floor trying to comfort him with their presence. Any other night it would be a peaceful, heart-warming scene, but tonight a deep sadness permeated the room.
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A few days later, Han finally got the call from the hospital that he could visit you. Immediately, Lee Know offered to drive him down and make sure he was ok. Stood outside your room with a racing heart and shallow breaths, Han couldn't have been more grateful to have support.
"Hyung? What if she's still mad at me?" Han managed to ask as he took some deep breaths.
"You know she won't be. You're the one who told us she wasn't herself. She might not even remember it from what you told us," Lee Know comforted.
Han nodded as he took another deep breath, staring at the door in front of him.
"She'll want to see you as much as you want to see her," the older added, with a comforting hand on Han's shoulder. "You can do this."
With a definitive nod, Han finally stepped through the door.
"Jagiya?" he said as he entered, seeing you resting in bed.
"Jisungie," you replied, smiling and reaching out for him.
He approached, taking your hand in his, relief filling him at the simple skin ship he had missed so much.
"How are you?" you asked him.
"I think I'm meant to be asking you that, you're the one in a hospital bed," he smiled softly.
"I know, but, I'm so sorry. They told me what happened, and I can't apologise enough. I can't even begin to imagine what this has done to you."
By the way his gaze faltered and the fact that he couldn't quite meet your eyes, you knew you were right.
"Are you ok?" you asked again.
"Well, I've been better, but I've got the boys. They've dealt with my anxiety attacks before so they know how to look after me," he assured you. "Now you. How are you?"
"I don't know," you admitted. "I'll be honest, I've been focussed on you and wanting to make sure you were ok, because I just... I don't really remember what happened, so I don't really know what I'm feeling or what my brain is doing."
"Why didn't you tell me it had gotten so bad?"
"I didn't realise. That's never happened before."
"Promise you weren't hiding it from me because you didn't want to trigger me," Han pleaded.
"I promise. If anything, I find it easier talking to you about my mental health because you understand. Even if it isn't exactly something you've experienced, you still understand. If you're always open and honest with me, then I will be too," you assured him.
"Of course, I will. Talking to you helps me."
"And talking to you helps me," you agreed.
There was a slight silence then, neither of you sure what to say next. As your mind started to wander, you felt tears prick at your eyes.
"I don't really know what's happening anymore, Han," you whimpered, tears in your eyes. "I've been assigned a therapist and the doctors are trying to diagnose me, but they said until they know for sure I can't really leave. I'm scared."
"No, angel, what are you scared of?" Han asked, instantly pulling you into his arms.
"They say that this wasn't just my depression, that I was in a manic state when the paramedics got there, but I don't even remember. I don't know what happened, I don't know why, I don't know what's wrong with me," you began crying as you clung to your boyfriend's shirt.
"But you're getting help," he reminded you. "It's all going to be ok, we'll get the answers and we'll find a way to cope with this and move forward like we have with everything else."
"We?" you asked, with a sniff, pulling back slightly to look at him.
"Yeah, I'll be with you every step of the way. You don't have to fight this alone."
"Are you sure? After... I... The things I said to you," you said between sobs. "They wouldn't tell me exactly but they said I was yelling at you like I hated you and trying to hurt you. I don't want you to leave, but I understand if you want to. I know I'm not easy to love-"
"No," Han cut in quickly. "No, don't even think it. I'm not easy to love either, but that doesn't change a thing. I do love you. I want to be here. I want to fight this with you. Please don't push me away."
There were now tears on his cheeks too.
"I'm sorry," you mumbled.
"You don't need to be sorry," he said, "None of this was your fault. I know you didn't mean anything you said."
You quickly hugged him again, burying your face in his shoulder.
"I love you, Han Jisung," you whispered.
"I love you, too," he replied, squeezing you tight. "We'll get through this.”
Felix
Waiting outside your hospital room, Felix was sat leaning on Bang Chan. No more tears left to cry; he was staring blanky at his bandaged hand. An uncomfortable silence hung over the pair as Chan had now run out of things to say to attempt to console his dongsaeng. The whole ambulance ride Felix hadn't spoken a word, there were vague hums and slight nods, but that was it. Even while the doctor had treated his wounded hand, the answers he gave were minimal. Bang Chan became even more concerned when Felix seemed numb to the news that you were stable and in recovery. Eventually, a doctor came out to announce that you were conscious and, in a state, to receive visitors. Felix stood, before looking back down at Bang Chan.
"Y/n needs you, Felix. You go ahead, I'll be right here," the leader encouraged.
Felix remained unmoving his unfocused eyes staring towards his hyung.
“Lixie?” Chan stood up and put his hands on your boyfriends' shoulders, “Lix look at me... please?”
Felix hummed but only appeared to come around when Chan gave his shoulders another squeeze.
“You can do this, okay? Y/n needs you to do this.”
Nodding his head and taking a deep breath Felix turned and entered your room.
He was met with the sight of you, propped up in bed, still looking worryingly pale and hooked up to a blood transfusion, heart monitor and oximeter. Taking a shaky breath, he approached you.
"Lixie," you greeted with a weak smile.
"Why?" he whimpered before the tears began to fall once more. The words he had been keeping locked inside until now began to spill out at an alarming pace between his sobs, "I know, I know you said you were feeling low, but we were helping, m-me and Chan, we were looking after you. I didn't expect... I didn't know it was that bad."
"Oh baby, I didn’t either," you muttered.
"Y/n?" Felix asked, needing clarification on your comment.
"I don't know what happened," you explained. "I just wanted a bath, I was just planning on relaxing before movie night, already wondering what film we should watch, but then the candle... I don't know what I happened. I saw the glass and a switch in my brain flipped. I wasn't really thinking. I wasn't even in control of my own body. It's like my brain just saw an opportunity and-"
You were now fighting back tears yourself and Felix reached out for your hand to comfort you. It was then that you noticed the bandage.
"Felix, you're hurt," you pointed out.
"Ah, it's a small cut," he brushed off. "Have you spoken to a therapist already?"
"Felix, it's bad enough that it's been properly bandaged, what happened?" you asked, unwilling to drop the subject.
He sighed, "I was moving the glass. Now, you. What did the doctors say, what's the plan?"
"I'm fine now, Lix, honestly. I'm not in some sort of deep depressive episode, it was an intrusive thought that I acted on. I've spoken to a therapist, and I’m going to have some behaviour counselling but it’s not like I actively wanted to do this.” You glance down at your bandages admittedly a little frightened at what your body did without your consent.
"Are you hiding something?" your boyfriend asked with narrowed eyes.
"What?" you asked, incredulous.
"People don't just... do that on a whim. I want to know what's happening," he continued to fight you.
"Nothing is happening, Felix."
"But-"
"Drop it."
"I'm just-"
"Lee Yongbok! When have I ever lied to you about my mental health?" you snapped. "In fact, when have I ever lied to you about anything? I know if anything is wrong, I can come to you. You do help. What you and Chan were doing for me tonight, it really lifted my spirits and I'm sorry I ruined it, but please don't start accusing me of things I would never do. I’m frightened enough already!"
Towards the end of your rant, you had started to get teary again. Felix noticed this and panicked slightly, realising that now your emotional state was his fault.
"Y/n, I'm sorry, don’t be scared," he said pulling you into a hug. "You're right, I know you always tell me what's going on with you. It was just- I felt like somehow I'd missed the signs or you were feeling worse than you'd let on."
"It was nothing like that, when I first told you about everything going on with me, I promised I'd come to you if I felt worse or I needed help. That hasn't changed." You pulled back to look him in the eye. "As soon as I'm, you know, a bit less pale, I'll be home with you and back to normal."
Felix smiled slightly at your comforting words.
"Now, how is your hand? Really?"
He laughed a bit then. "It hurts a little. I can't really do much with it right now. But I feel like that has more to do with the extra bulky bandage," he complained holding it up to show you.
You gently took his hand in yours and brought it up to your lips, placing a gentle kiss to it. Moving so that he was holding both of your hands instead Felix returned the gesture, placing little kisses on your bandaged wrists.
"I love you," you assured him.
"I love you, too," he replied, finally kissing your lips
Seungmin
Bang Chan wasn’t sure what to make of the situation right now. Seungmin had stopped crying at some point on the ambulance ride to the hospital, but now he seemed almost too calm. Once the ambulance arrived you were whisked away to be treated and the two boys had been directed towards a waiting room. Seungmin didn’t try to converse with his hyung and Chan didn’t want to push him in case he broke down again. After a while a nurse came in to update them on your condition, you were stable and could have visitors but would need to stay in the hospital for a while, a therapist was scheduled to see you in the morning, and they would work out an action plan from there. Rather than relief at this news it almost seemed like Seungmin became even more confused. Once the medical professionals left Seungmin finally turned to Bang Chan.
"Hyung?"
"Yeah, Min?"
"I don’t understand."
"Don’t understand what?" pressed Chan. "They said Y/n is stable she's just going to need some help with her mental health issues and-"
"That," the younger interrupted. "Y/n doesn’t have any mental health issues; she’s never mentioned anything like this."
"Well, Min, maybe she never expressly said anything but-"
"No. I’ve been thinking back and not once has she talked about any struggles with this stuff. Not once, in the whole time we’ve been together," Seungmin insisted. "That’s the sort of thing you would tell your boyfriend. I’ve spoken to her when I’ve been struggling with stress and things from work but she’s never..." Seungmin paused looking down at his feet.
Chan kept trying to chip in and reassure his dongsaeng, but there was no stopping him as all his thoughts came spilling out.
"Hyung, I hadn’t seen her in days! Do you think I would have left her alone all that time if she... if she..." Before he could finish the tears had already started pouring. "It could be something else. Right? An accident or-"
"Min..." Bang Chan stepped forward putting out his arms to pull him into a comforting embrace.
"No," Min responded slapping away Chan's hands and backing up. "Because if she felt like... She would have told me; she knows she can tell me anything. That’s something you tell the person you love; you tell them because you love them, and you know they can help you. I would have helped, I would have-"
Seungmin looked up suddenly and froze as if he’d had some sort of awful epiphany.
"Min, look-" before Chan could say anything else Seungmin rushed out of the room.
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You were lying in the hospital bed, trying to piece together what had happened. Between what the doctors had told you and your hazy memories you'd got a general idea but were struggling to process everything. You remember feeling a depressive bout coming, you even remember contemplating letting your boyfriend know this time. You never did though, people always reacted poorly, and he was so busy, you remember thinking you'd get over it soon anyway, you always did. From there everything is hazy, apparently, you overdosed on your sleeping tablets and your poor boyfriend found you unconscious when he came over for a surprise visit. You couldn't even imagine the trauma that must have given him, just thinking about made you want to disappear from shame. You were trying to figure out how best to explain everything to him when suddenly he burst through the door. You don’t know what you were expecting him to be like, but it wasn’t this. He looked... numb. Not sad, not angry not even confused. Just numb.
“When were you going to tell me?” His eyes were so cold, you’d never seen him like this. He was always your smiling little puppy, you hated to see this side of him.
“Minnie, I’m sorry.”
“When?”
“Min every time I tell someone about my depression-”
“Not that.”
“Huh? Min, I don’t understand what-”
“When were you going to tell me, you don’t love me?”
Silence descended for a moment. Both of you were now very confused; Seungmin's thoughts were still spiraling about your apparent lack of love for him and you wondering how on Earth this was where his brain had gone. Since regaining consciousness you'd been trying to plan your conversation with your boyfriend, considering how he would react and how you would explain everything, but not one of the scenarios had him asking you about not loving him anymore.
"Seungmin," you said in a half whisper, "I don't understand."
“Me neither," he responded still quite deadpan. "If you want me to just leave, I will, but I'd really like to know why you were stringing me along."
"Minnie, I don't know why-" you started, but as you spoke Seungmin turned to leave, realising he wasn't going to get the explanation he was hoping for.
"No!" you called out in a choked sob, "Please, don't leave me, please."
He stopped in his tracks. While he had convinced himself you didn't love him, he was very much in love with you and hearing your cries was breaking him.
"Why shouldn't I leave? Wouldn't that make it better? Clearly, me being around isn't helping you." Seungmin couldn't bring himself to turn around and face you "Won't this lessen your burden? You can find someone better, someone you can love, someone you can trust... and then they can help-"
"How dare you!" Finally finding your voice again you all but scream at your boyfriend's back "How dare you say I don't love you. Do you have any idea-"
Your breath catches in your throat and for a second you can't breathe. Seungmin instinctively turns to move towards you but before he can close the distance you start again quieter now.
"Do you have any idea how many times you've saved me?"
"But, I didn't even-" Seungmin started.
"That didn't matter. Just knowing that I had plans with you to look forward to, it made me fight, it bought me happiness even when everything else was dark," you tried to explain.
"I just don't understand why you didn't tell me. If you love me, you should be able to be honest with me about this kind of thing."
"Because I didn't want to be a burden. Normally telling someone about this, or when I go through a really bad episode, they realise they can't cope with this. It pushes people away. You're an idol, you already have so much going on, the last thing you needed was me unloading on you about all of this. I just couldn't bear the thought of the best part of my life giving up on me." The tears began again as you finished talking.
"Jagi, I wouldn't- I could never give up on you," Seungmin assured you, finally closing the gap and pulling you into a tight embrace. "I don't care how hard it gets, I love you, I want to fight this with you if you'll let me, but you need to keep fighting too."
His kind words just made you cry more as you clung to his top.
"Thank you," you managed to breathe out between sobs and sniffs.
"Just tell me, jagi. Tell me when it gets hard, and I'll be there however I can."
He continued to hold you, one hand cradling your head as he pressed repeated small kisses to your temple.
"For as long as you love me, I'm here," he hummed.
"I do," you said through shaky breaths. "I love you so much, I'm sorry I put you through this."
"But we've survived," he reminded you. "We got through it, we'll be ok."
"We will," you agreed. "All I need is you."
I.N
Having seen the state his maknae was in, Hyunjin had insisted on going with him to A&E for his hand while you were being treated. I.N couldn't have cared less about his hand in that moment though, his only thoughts were of you. Even though he had been kept updated on your situation and was assured by doctors you were now stable, he couldn't help but worry. Until he was able to see you himself and ascertain that you were ok, he wasn't going to be able to settle.
"Innie," said Hyunjin, placing a hand on I.N's restless, bouncing leg, "Everything's going to be ok now."
"How? How can you say everything will be ok when something so terrible has happened?"
I.N threw his hyung's hand away and stood, starting to pace.
"I know you are super worried right now," Hyunjin tried to comfort him, "But the doctor's said she's stable, so she will be ok. Now, we just need to get your hand fixed-"
"But I want to see Y/n. I should be there for her," I.N retorted.
"I know you want to be there, but the best thing you can do is look after yourself," Hyunjin explained softly.
When I.N just continued to pace, Hyunjin stood to physically stop him. With his hands on either side of Jeongin's face, he spoke again. "There's nothing more you can do for Y/n right now."
Shoving the older back, I.N all but exploded.
"Yeah, because I'm fucking useless?" the younger snapped.
"What? No-"
"I'm a worthless waste of space and I'd just make everything worse, right? Because I can't do anything right!"
"Innie-"
"You've said it twice now! I can't help Y/n. What's the point if I can't do anything for the one I love when they need me most?
“And you know what's worse? I was so fucking pleased when I got back and thought I had the house to myself. I did the fucking washing up, I wasted so much time hyung! So what if they say she's stable now? Who knows what damage I caused by taking my time? Maybe, if I’d found her sooner...” I.N finally ran out of steam and began to sob again.
Hyunjin stepped closer, pulling him into his arms. “You didn’t know, Innie, you did what you could. As soon as you knew, you did everything right. You were the one who got the rope off and called the ambulance. The only reason I pushed you away was your hand. All you were doing was damaging yourself more,” he tried to explain. “I love you both and I just needed you to both be ok.”
Jeongin didn’t say anything as he sobbed into Hyunjin's shoulder, so the elder continued, “Y/n is obviously going to need you there for her, more than anything. You know you’re the only person in the world who can make her day brighter just by existing, I see it all the time. She adores you. But Innie... have you looked at your hand? If you go to her like this, she’s going to be even more frightened than she is right now.”
For the first time tonight I.N took a proper look at his hand. Hyunjin had to hold on tighter to keep him steady as a wave of nausea washed through Jeongin, he hadn’t quite realised how much damage had been inflicted.
“Maybe you’re right,” he conceded taking some deep breaths as he looked away and sat back down before he could pass out.
With the severity of his injuries the two didn’t have to wait much longer until I.N was called for treatment. The second he was cleared Jeongin all but ran to where he had been informed you were staying, Hyunjin struggling to keep up. He stopped only to listen to the nurse stationed on your ward. They warned him that the pressure on your throat had caused a lot of bruising, both internal and external, and you were having difficulty talking at the moment, before reassuring him that they didn't believe any permanent damage had been caused.
Hyunjin stayed back, giving the maknae a comforting smile when he hesitated slightly before heading into your room.
"Y/n?" he asked as he crept in, seeing you lying on the bed. "I'm so sorry."
As he began thinking about everything that had happened, he started pacing again. "I should have found you sooner. I didn't even know you were home. I wasted so much time. I was just tidying, enjoying having the place to myself for a bit. Oh my God, I was even mad with you for leaving the dishes. You always nag me about leaving them and then you had, and I was ready to scold you when you got back. I should have just gone straight upstairs. I'm so sorry."
When he finally looked at you, he realised you've been trying to respond. He walks over to you, hoping to hear the faint rasp of your voice, but struggling to understand. You let out a sigh, before carefully and deliberately mouthing out the words, "I'm sorry, I love you, thank you."
I.N smiles before looking down sadly. "I wasn't much help, Hyunjin hyung-"
You placed a hand on his jaw and made him look at you. You glared at him and then pointedly down to his damaged hand.
"That just happened when I was trying to get the rope off."
You raised your eyebrows and nodded slowly, willing him to understand that that was exactly what had saved you.
"No, but I should have done more, I couldn't- when they were on the phone- Hyunjin came and-"
You moved your hand to the back of his neck and pulled him closer to crash your lips together. Knowing that right now you couldn't express in words how grateful you were to him, how much you loved and appreciated him and everything he'd ever done for you, you tried to convey it all through that one kiss.
You didn't want to let him pull away, but he did.
“I’m so sorry.”
You glare at him again, causing IN to chuckle to himself, “I know you don’t want me to be sorry. But I still am. I can’t help it; I just love you too much.”
Your expression softens again, and you reach up to wipe away his tears, you try to say something, but the words don’t come out clearly.
“Hey!?” IN says as he pulls away, “Did you really just call me your little baby bread?”
IN can’t help the blush that spreads across his face as you look up at him and nod enthusiastically, your big doe eyes looking cuter than ever. Embarrassed Jeongin pulls you into a tight embrace, trying to hide how flustered you made him feel. You hum into his shoulder as you wrap your arms around him, clutching him close you once again try to convey to him just how much he means to you, how much you love him. You whimper slightly and hold on tighter when he tries to pull away once again, the vibration of his chest as he laughs warms your heart even more.
“Ya, agi,” he chuckles “Let me go so I can kiss you again!”
This time you elicited a full body laugh for your boyfriend as you spring away from him at the speed of light, lips already pouted towards him eyes half shut.
“My heart! You’re too cute agi, I can’t handle it!” he cooed as he squeezes your cheeks with his good hand peppering your lips with light pecks before giving in and deepening the kiss. This time it’s you who pulls away, resting your forehead against his as you send all your love to him through your touch.
IN smiles, eyes shut, savouring the love he feels in your presence.
“I love you too, always and forever.”
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🖇️📁 𝐒𝐊𝐙 … 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐏𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐃
𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: fluff and so much dumbassary
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: more stupid tiktok trends, hyunjin and minho being haters in the comments, shy!seung 🗣️🗣️🗣️ chan and felix being the most perfect boyfriends ever <3
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: based of this tiktok! (making me feel so single fr) so in love with this trend, i just had to write it! felix and jeongin are shorter than the rest cause i’m just one (dumb) woman and incapable of thought 👍 this took me like two hours to write please forgive if it's absolute dog. reblog for a kiss, feedback much appreciated!
𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍
as we’ve already established this man is a whole ass boomer and doesn’t know what tf you’re talking about half the time
so when you come to him chatting away about another stupid tiktok trend he’s only half listening
humming along occasionally and going ‘that sounds fun sweetheart’ but as soon as the words ‘kissing trend’ hit his ears his interest is 📈📈📈 and you have his full attention
will be soso useless when you’re trying to find the right lipstick shade cause every time you ask his opinion he’ll just go
:) they all look pretty on you :)
and you’re just like chan that’s so cute and all but yOU’RE NO HELP RN
finds it so hard to concentrate while you’re leaving the lipstick stains all over his face cause you just look so cute giggling between every kiss and he’s so <333
just really wants to kiss you :( and gets all grumpy when you tell him to focus :(
takes his role very seriously when the camera is on him though
will take your face in his hand after wiping away your lipstick smudge, turning your face towards him and this mf is looking at you all 🥺 with your red lipstick covering his face
and you’ve never seen a prettier sight
cue the comments going wild over how dreamy ur boyfriend is
and he just laughs straight in ur face when you get all huffy
the type to repost it all over his socials, like this tiktok will be his whole personality for the next three months
probably has it pinned on his insta and linked in his bio or some shit 😭
down so bad and it shows
expect to be clowned in the comments by the rest of the guys
they just don’t wanna admit how cute the both of you are though <333
𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐇𝐎
takes a good full week of nagging for him to finally give in
he just really likes to see u beg :(
will be soso moody at the start and sits on the edge of ur bed feeling sorry for himself as you choose out ur lipstick
and every time you ask him what colour you should use he’s just like ‘🙄 idc what you wear let’s just get this over with 🙄🙄’
and you would’ve punched him straight in the teeth if he wasn’t essential to ur plan
pls he’ll literally melt once you sit on his lap and take his face between his hands
kissing you is definitely one of his fav hobbies so he’ll come around as soon as your pretty lips come in contact with his skin
will be all <333
you end up having to re-film it so many times cause this guy gets so carried away
every time you think he’s finally gonna do what you asked he just ends up planting his lips on yours again
you can’t even count the amount of times you had to reapply your lipstick cause this mf was busy kissing it off you
you’ll probably end up with so many drafts of the two of you just making out
you just look so pretty with your lipstick all smudged, he can’t help kissing you :(
will take a good hour of filming before this guys finally gets it right
cutest couple on the internet istg
gets so smug when he sees all the comments swooning over him the next day and you’re just like :/ stfu or else i’ll delete it
if only they all knew how hard he made the whole process for you 😭
ends up being one of his fav videos
so much so that’ll he’ll send it to everyone he knows and is like
heart, comment and share or die
thinks tiktok trends are stupid af but he doesn’t mind this one ig 🙄
𝐒𝐄𝐎 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐁𝐈𝐍
down so bad that he’ll agree right away
but you bet your ass he’s gonna be complaining the whole time about how he’s ‘putting his reputation on the line’ for you
but he’s sitting on your bed blushing, twiddling his thumbs and kicking his feet like a fucking teenage girl while you apply lipstick to your lips
suggests you kiss him on the lips first and you’re just like ‘yeah bro not gonna happen 🙄’ cause you j u s t know as soon as your lips meet his you’ll be pulled into making out with him for the next hour
he’s just very bad at focusing on the task at hand so every time you plant a kiss on his face he’ll be chasing after your lips with his own and pouting all cutely when you refuse to kiss him
likes watching you reapply your lipstick
ur just so pretty to this guy
can’t stop fucking laughing when you finally get to it
when he sees his face in the mirror he’s like whAT HAVE YOU DONE?? THIS IS GONNA TAKE FOREVER TO WASH OFF????
and it’s like bRO STAY FOCUSED WE HAVE A TIKTOK TO FILM HERE
every time he turns your face towards him and you pan the camera over to him he’ll just go sdhisjdidjdAHAHAHAHA
and now half your drafts are just you shouting at him to f o c u s and hitting him with a pillow and he’s just cackling like an idiot
you end up having to post one of those cause this mf is useless and can’t follow a simple trend
first to comment is minho cause he has ur notifications on just to clown u
literally just a ‘look at these pussies’ and somehow it has 40k likes in three minutes
you’re surrounded by idiots
𝐇𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍𝐉𝐈𝐍
your lipstick stain is his fav accessory so you bet he’s agreeing right away
doesn’t mean he’s gonna make it easy for you though
argues with you about what shade of lipstick you should wear
and has no problem taking his sweet ass time going through your shades
‘what colour lipstick do you think would suit me the most? 🤨’
‘bro idc you’ve been at this for the last half hour, just piCK ONE?!’
‘-idk i think pink will go with my hair the best but all the pink shades you have are ugly af’
‘istg’
probably records you while you’re leaving the kisses on your face and posts it
don’t be surprised when it ends up getting twice as much likes as your original tiktok :(
puckers his lips all annoyingly and makes kissy noises when you’re done with the rest of his face
and you’re just like 🙄 c’mere idiot 🙄
when you finally film the tiktok he takes is soso seriously that it gives you whiplash
swipes at the smudge stain all lovingly and turns your face towards him, thumb tracing over your bottom lip and eyes flickering between your eyes and mouth and you’re just like?????
how??? tf??? is this man able to turn from the most annoying brat you’ve ever met to an actual dream boat within the span of 10 seconds???
you have half a mind to post the bts just to show everyone what he’s really like (aka a little asshole)
just knows tiktok is gonna go crazy over you guys
and sure enough it’s filled with
‘you mean OUR boyfriend’
‘[name], where did you find him again? 🧐 for science ofc’
‘the smudges are meant to be all around his face [name] not just his lips 🙄🙄’
and he just comments ‘she can’t resist me guys <333’ just block his ass already
𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐉𝐈𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆
nodding his head and agreeing before you even finish your sentence
‘hey babe, wanna film this kissing-‘
‘yes’
‘…bro i didn’t even tell you what we were doing??’
‘idc as long as i get to kiss you idc … i get to kiss you right!? … [name]?!’
very enthusiastic
just likes showing you off so he gets really into it
picks out some random red shade cause it ‘brings out his eyes’ 🙄
and you’re like okay whatever but you can’t help but agree he looks so cute all smiley with your lipstick smudged all over his face
gets distracted so easily
demands you kiss him on the mouth before moving onto his face and before you know it you’ve just been making out for the last half hour
‘but jisung, what about the tiktok trend?’ ‘the what????’
goes back to kissing you cause he’s so love drunk and can’t think straight once he’s had a taste of your lips
good luck getting him off you
can’t keep a straight face while you’re filming istg
knows the actual trend doesn’t involve kissing but as soon as he swipes your little smudge stain away and turns your face towards him he just finds himself leaning in again
and the rest of the tiktok is just him giggling against your mouth
and before you can even think about cutting that part out he’s already posted it
all the comments are so in love then there’s just hyunjin with ‘🤮🤮’
his lockscreen is 100% a selfie of the both of you covered in lipstick stains
one of his fav videos ever and will have no problem shoving it in peoples face out of nowhere
‘hey jisung, haven’t seen you in awhile-‘
‘yeah that’s great hahaha, loOK AT THIS VIDEO ME AND [NAME] FILMED, ISN’T SHE THE CUTEST??? LOOK AT HER?? LITERAL LOML???’
‘…’
so whipped for you and this trend didn’t help that fact
𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐗
probably the one to suggest it tbh
saw it on tiktok one day and was like ‘…me and [name] would slay this’
you only agree to do it cause he’s so cute when he’s excited over smth <333
looks up at you so 🥺 as you kiss all over his face
hold his chin in your hand and he’ll melt
forgets the trend as soon as your soft lips make contact with his skin and can’t help but kiss you every now and then while you’re marking his face
can’t keep the smile off his face when you’re recording and he looks so damn lovesick and whipped for you that it breaks tiktok for a good week
all the comments will be
‘he’s so in love with her 😭’
‘wish my boyfriend would look at me the way felix looks at [name] 💔’
‘girlie pls drop a tutorial on where to find a guy like this 🙏’
definitely the type to forward it to everyone he knows
and their mother
probably becomes his lockscreen and everytime he holds his thumb against the screen and replays it he’s just so :)
𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐌𝐈𝐍
acts like it’s so inconvenient to him and his life
but really he’s so giddy at the mere thought of your pretty lips all over him
won’t catch him admitting it though
when you first ask him he’ll just be like
🤨 no?? i’m not doing that?? 🤨
and when you say ‘oh okay i’ll just get jeongin to do it with me’ he’s straight into fight or fight mode and hot on ur tail
sitting all >:( on your bed as you go through your makeup looking for a good shade
but he’s blushing so hard and fiddling with his fingers cause he always gets so shy when he’s about to kiss you
another to try to chase your lips when you’re leaving your lipstick mark over his face
and you’re just like
‘SEUNGMIN HOW ARE WE MEANT TO DO THIS IF YOU’RE TRYING TO MAKEOUT WITH ME EVERY FIVE SECONDS???’
‘excuse me?? i think i deserve some compensation for agreeing to this dumb trend?’
punch him
right in his pretty face
pls
falls in love with the sight of your lipstick stains all over his face and can’t stop looking at himself in the mirror cause the shape of your lips is just so pretty
but as soon as you catch him smiling at himself in the reflection he’ll go straight from :) to >:( again
has to keep his little tsundere act going you know
surprisingly focused when you get to it
only takes you around three tries before you get the perfect shot
(he just wanted you to hurry tf up so he could finally makeout with you)
comments go wild
and he’s just like ‘see, told you the people loved me’
and it’s like ‘bRO YOU DIDN’T EVEN WANNA DO THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE???
𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐈𝐍
so shy
plays it off though and tries to act cool but really he’s melting on this inside
looks into the mirror every time you leave a kiss on his face and is like
:) you missed a spot :)
but really he just wants you to keep kissing him
before you know it his whole face is stained in your lipstick
takes a good hour before you can even start to think about filming
he’s just too pretty and distracting
especially when he’s looking at you all 🥺 with his lips puckered
gets so nervous once you whip out your phone to record and doesn’t know what tf to do
‘okay … what’s the plan again? does my hair look stupid?? do i look directly into the camera or-‘
gonna have to talk him through this one 😔✊
probably needs a full step by step tutorial to get though this stupid trend
once he gets it down though he’s a natural
tilting his head all cutely after swiping away the lipstick smudge and smiling at you with so much love that it almost made you forget about the recording
can’t help but kiss you anyway and it makes tiktok go wild <333
changbin probably sends it into the group chat not even a full minute after it’s posted and clowns tf out of you two
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