#here i am once again

[sweepy-stringbean]

oh the angst

#surprise flayed!tenar spotify playlist #eskawrites #here i am once again #i have committed crimes against erathia and her people #flayed!tenar #tenar!nancy #erathia #my wips #spotify playlists #okay goodnight

[asoulwithadream]

Don't bother.

#ofmd #our flag means death #good omens #good omens 2 #blackbeard #crowley #here i am once again #with my stupid ideas

[daggerandrose]

“Yeah, we were lucky because my bucket list was what Patrick wanted to show Tom whilst they were there as well.” Read the article here

#here I am once again #david dawson #my policeman #I need to chill out with this man #BUT HOW CAN I WHEN HE LOOKS AND TALKS LIKE THIS

[mismess]

I woke up three days in a row with the chorus of "behind these hazel eyes" stuck in my head, looping as soon as my eyes opened. I have not listened to this song in years

#HERE I AM ONCE AGAIN #I'M TORN INTO PIECES !!!!

[princegeist]

#here i am once again #okay i know i joked about it but #i promise i didnt just make this blog because twitter is on fire #ive been wanting to and this is just a nice excuse #anyways #running back to my main blog now #deltarune #first post #kris #kris where the hell are we #kris where are we #kris where the fuck are we #meme #deltarune meme #the backrooms #backrooms #susie #liminal space #liminal tw #liminal spaces

[gildeddlily]

if i get an idea for another fic I'm gonna lose it

#tell that to the like seven drafts on my pc<333 #i can't #like there's the spider-man atsv gwen centric one #the mcu peter parker au #like the first three chapter of a wolffe&fox fic #another three os still ab star wars #the chuuya one #and that twilight rewrite i've been working on for a while #AND THE SANEGIYUU #slay for me i guess #and the shokoime first date os #and the stsg angst #here i am once again #like what's your situation

[rainbowsamidstclouds]

Soooo uhmmm... Hi?

First of all, I know there have been people trying to reach me over the past year and to all those I want to say: I'm really sorry for not responding when you reached out to me. It is not excusable in any way, but I want you to know that it wasn't out of malice or because I just didn't care enough. It is not an over-exaggeration when I say that all of you weighed on my mind and regularly showed up in my thoughts because you were such an important part of my life when I needed you most, which makes the way I handled everything even worse.

For the sake of transparency: I have been severely depressed since the beginning of last year, it's kind of hard to pin down exactly when it took a turn for the worse. I had phases where I thought it wasn't too bad, especially in the beginning but also throughout summer. In the fall, I went to study abroad for a couple months, which made everything even more stressful and hectic. Then the anxiety crept in and the thought of opening my Tumblr or Discord would almost send me into a panic attack because I knew I had let people down and I just couldn't handle it.

I stopped writing for the most part, which really really sucked because I thought I had gotten to a good place 2021, but alas, I just couldn't. I'm only now slowly picking up the metaphorical pen again, which I'm happy about. But I missed Tumblr, I missed my Fandoms, I missed my friends and Fandom-friends, and I just need to do something to get out of this shitty hole.

I want to start reblogging again, and commenting and messaging people that live all over the world, but I just couldn't do it without giving you a heads-up because that's the least I could do.

I know this is probably not enough to make amends and I don't expect it to be, but I want you to know, again, that my love goes out to all of you who have reached out, who have shared moments of their time with me, because I am grateful for that.

I can't promise that I won't just fall off the face of the earth again, because mental illnesses are kinda unpredictable--at least for me, still--but I will try to handle things differently from now on.

(I still haven't opened my Discord and it will probably still take a while until I do it, but I will do it at some point.)

I am very open about my mental illness and the way it has impacted my life and the people around me, so if anyone is interested or wants to share their own experiences or literally anything else, don't hesitate!

Thank you, and I'm sorry.

Love, Rain

#mental health #mental illness #fandom friends #here i am once again

[ongit0]

I’m back in the Jackie Chan adventure fandom and lowkey disappointed the app looks like a damn period tracker and that there aren’t any ship names

#ao3 author #headcanons #jackie chan adventures #jca #jca drago #jca ice crew #2005 cartoons #shipping #ship names #disappoinment #tumblr looks like a period tracker #back again #here i am once again

[notaveryfuntime]

nature is dying (im scrolling through the sam meta tag again)

#spn #supernatural #spn meta #sam and dean #sam winchester #sam meta #here i am once again #every few weeks i remember him i go crazy and then i move on again #an endless cycle this is

[hatt0riart]

benny my boy

PLEASE DO NOT REPOST MY ART ON ANY OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA OR CROP THEM FOR ICONS. THANK YOU!

#furry #sfw furry #art #digital art #illustration #paint tool sai #fursona #furry art #furry artist #whale shark dog #dog #canine #oc #original character #here i am once again #trying to post more online outside of toyhouse.......its not going to be at conventional hours unless its queued lol

[beajmurphy2004]

Self Soothing

I was forced to self soothe as a child

Because my mother couldn’t soothe me

There was no space for anyone next to her.

I had my first panic attack at five

I thought I was dying

But there was no one I could turn to.

As I aged the heart palpitations and the cage of my mind grew

In severity and in causes

But my reactions grew smaller

To the point where you wouldn’t even know it’s happening

Now I know

Any time I think about anything

I have a blind panic

I for the first time in fifteen years know why I panic

It’s my mother’s voice in my head

Ridiculing me for not being perfect

I panic in an effort to get it to stop

And I withdraw into myself

Because in me is the safest place I’ve found

And I’m saddened that a little girl ever had to learn that.

#my poem #poetry #post #female poets #original poem #poem #poems on tumblr #poetblr #poets on tumblr #poetsandwriters #mom #mommy issues #here I am once again #making my problems that if the internet #because this is the only therapy I’m allowed

[wafflesrisa]

This chapter is going to breach 9000 words kill me now

#here I am once again #writing fanfic at 1am #wings threaded by the same weave

[dxringred]

i don’t care how long it takes, as long as i’m with you, i’ve got a smile on my face

#fbi cbs #here i am once again #1 of like >10 shippers for a wlw pair #truly my brand huh #anyway i already put this on twitter for some reason #but since it goes Perfectly with my current theme #and it's Pretty #i put it here too uwu #myedits

[ikilledskye]

~*Sissy*~ 11 x 9” (Skye Volmar)

#here i am once again #posting my own artwork #cant deny it #cant pretend #contemporary art #black contemporary art #tumblr art #art #artist #drawing #charcoal #illustration #portrait #black artist #black artists #black art

[newhologram]

Conventional ulcerative colitis trtmt that never gets me into remission vs one (1) mild round of internal coconut oil, who would win? Take a wild guess (in my case). Can the medical system PLEASE integrate its approach? Tired of being offered only steroids up the ass. Literally.

#ulcerative colitis #colitis #inflammatory bowel disease #chronic illness #spoonie #teku #here i am once again #treating my own diseases #more effectively than doctors

[gildeddlily]

last chapter’s out!

#jjk #jjk manga #stsg #satosugu #gojo satoru #young gojo satoru #geto suguru #young geto suguru #young stsg #jujutsu kaisen #ao3 fanfic #ao3 writer #ao3 #here i am once again #it's like giving birth