#i cant express how in love i am with these two they make my heart melt

[romantichomicide95]

DABI ~ confessions

summary: you ask dabi why he never says those three words back.

cw: toxic relationship vibes, but still kinda cute. dabi opening up in his dabi way.

a/n: bee aren’t you on a writing hiatus? -no comment, also first time i’ve ever written for him and i know his stuff is prob a dead side of tumblr but when in rome.

tagging: @i-literally-cant-with-this (i almost forgot)

“how come you never say it back?” you ask dabi, adjusting your position against him on the couch. this particular question had been on your mind for awhile. whether or not he loved you back. it was something that twisted in your gut like a knife each night that passed. his stark blue gaze flicked away from the television, finding your eyes momentarily before flicking back to the TV.

dabi’s lips twisted slightly, forming a semblance of a frown, one that made his eyes seem even colder and more distant than usual. the faint glow from the television cast unsettling shadows across his scarred face, emphasizing the harsh lines of his expression. “say what back?” he retorted.

you felt your heart beat painfully against your chest. “that you love me,” you whispered.

a low grunt escaped him as he pushes himself up to a sitting position, forcing you off his lap and creating a small distance between you. dabi’s voice drops low, his steely gaze finally settling back on you, sharp and piercing. “love doesn’t really suit me now does it?”

your heart sank at his words, but you couldn’t let it go. “okay…so you don’t love me?” your voice was rising, a mix of frustration and sadness weaving through your words.

dabi looks away again, his jaw clenched tightly. for a moment, there's a flash of vulnerability in his eyes before it disappears behind his mask of indifference. “it’s complicated," he finally says, his voice gruff.

you felt the sting of tears, trying to will them away but failing. “what does than even mean…i’m your girlfriend.”

his silence hung heavily between you, the air charged with the unspoken. he sighed, a sound heavy and filled with something that could almost be mistaken for regret. "can you just drop this and watch tv? i’m fucking tired.”

you wipe away a tear. "no dabi…you know i put up with a lot from you? for one you’re an asshole and like you’re not always nice to me. plus you use my body however you please. but despite that i love you…so i just deal with it.” you begin, the tears now rolling down your cheeks unchecked. “i just want to make you happy. and now you’re telling me you don’t love me? what’s the point?”

"fuck, " dabi cut in, his tone sharper than he intended. he saw the hurt flash across your face and it stirred something inside him. you were right, you do put up with a lot from him. always finding ways to justify his behavior, excuse his cruelty. “don’t cry i hate that shit. i’m not good with feelings and all that.” he runs a hand through his messy hair. the tv light flashes bright, casting a glow across his face illuminating his scars. “it’s not like i don’t care about you.”

“but you don’t love me? i guess i just don’t see why you’re still with me if you don’t.”

there’s a long silence as he struggles internally with the weight of the conversation. “well i am with you aren’t i? who else would put up with me?”

“oh so it’s out of convenience than? that’s real nice dabi jeeze.”

he glares at you for a second, almost like he’s insulted by the insinuation. “no. it’s not out of convenience okay! jesus christ, you’re impossible. can you just drop this please?”

“if that’s the case than why can’t you say it back?” your voice comes out exasperated, shaking and choked. laced with tears and sorrow.

frustrated beyond measure dabi’s blue eyes reflect a mix of anger and turmoil. like there’s two sides desperately clawing away at each other inside him. finally he explodes. "fuck…if you're really that desperate for meaningless words then fine…fine, I LOVE YOU, YOU STUPID IDIOT!" he screamed, his voice cracking under the intensity of his own emotions. the room fell silent, save for the faint hum of the tv in the background. he was breathing heavily, his chest rising and falling fast as he continues yelling. “i love you so much it’s fucking infuriating. why do you think i get so mad all the god damn time when guys look at you? why do you think i push back all the time? cause i’m fucking scared. i’m scared you’ll realize what a piece of shit I am and leave me. i fucking love you y/n. of course i do. fuck…are you seriously that dense that you don’t see that?”

the second those words left his mouth, there was a palpable shift in the air. the room suddenly seemed colder, and you could barely believe what you had just heard. you stare back at him in disbelief, unable to form words.

watching you struggle for a response he snorts, shaking his head. a low gritty laugh, utterly emotionless, escapes him. “of course you don’t see it you fucking moron, too busy whining and being a pain in the ass all the time.”

a feeling of relief bubbles inside you, mixed with annoyance at his utter lack of tact and disbelief at his confession. the swirling of emotions comes out of you in a laugh, one that lasts a fraction of a second too long. “how can you be such an asshole while saying something like you just said?” you continue to laugh, wiping the tears from your cheeks.

he rolls his eyes. “just because i said love you doesn’t mean ill suddenly change you moron.” he says, though the hardness in his tone has softened. he shifts uncomfortably, almost as if unsure how to handle the vulnerability he just displayed.

you smile, leaning in to kiss his cheek before settling back on his lap. he scoffs slightly but his arm wraps around you as you both settle back into your prior position. despite himself, dabi finds some comfort in having you close. there’s some peace that bubbles deep within him whenever he’s got your body pressed against his.

you look up at him, tracing the scar along his cheek. “well, i love you a lot…and i wouldn’t leave you by the way, so there’s no reason to be scared.”

“whatever,” he mutters dismissively. “just shut up and watch tv.” he shifts on the couch grabbing the remote and turning the volume up, but not before he leans down to place a small chaste kiss against your forehead.

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[seuonji]

HII!! i love your writing sm (seriously helps sm after a long day) and i was just asking if you had the time or were inspired could you do how svt would react if their introvert s/o is like socially exhausted sfw (ive had to go to important social events everyday for two weeks straight and i am absolutely exhausted). (If you cant do svt then maybe coups?) Again thank you so much for the content and if you cant do it its perfectly fine.(Idk whether youre taking requests rn, so if you arent im so super sorry for bothering you)

from aya: HII!! omg i’m so happy to hear that my writings make you feel better T^T <3 i hope your days get better!! it can be exhausting but im happy to know you have things to fall back on so that you can relax!! love lots, hope you enjoy this!

btw! so sorry this took so long i’ve been busy with the real world too hahah. i did the 95z so that there was a variety in scenarios but do let me know if you want another member!!<3

seungcheol. he doesn’t really need words to know how you feel, he’d be able to tell just by the look on your face but even then, he can’t help but feel his heart sink seeing you so tired.

so when you came home after a long day and you weren’t your usual self, he immediately noticed it when he greeted you at the front door.

“tiring day today?” he tilted his head as he reached for your body, pulling you close and compressing himself onto you. he hopes that the hug would be comforting to you and it was. it’s as if the warmth of his hug melted your heart and it brought your back to life.

“do you want to have some alone time?” he totally understands if you do, he gets it if that’s the only way you can recharge

you weren’t sure if you wanted to see seungcheol today but he was your comfort. he felt you shake your head into his chest answering a no to his question and he just brushed your hair. slowly, he parted from the hug and took the things you were holding, “want to eat or anything?” no matter what you plan on doing, after this you two would spend the night with a long cuddle session that recharges you from the draining day.

if you want him to, he’d definitely whisper encouragements or advice on how to not get drained too quickly. as a fellow introvert himself, he knows best.

“it’s tiring but you handled it so well! just keep doing the same you’ll get used to it but if it gets too much just call me and i’ll be there for you,” he whispered as he stroked your hair.

+

jeonghan probably teased you at first.

“ahh yn your face looks so dull today,” he gently caressed your face but as you gave a bitter reaction as a response, he realised that something was wrong and immediately apologised for making the joke. he quickly changed to listening mode, ready to listen to you but even if you don’t tell him, he’d just sit with you until you’re ready to speak.

as you open up, he’d offer some tricks to get away from the crowd even if they’re bizarre.

“if you get tired, just go into your car and drive home, to me,” he proudly smirked

“hanie…i have to be there.”

“okay then just go to the washroom and call me if you start feeling tired of socialising.”

“why would i call you if i’m tired of socialising.”

“well i didn’t think i make you feel tired of socialising,” he said in disbelief.

he means it all as a joke but he definitely has some good advice and suggestions hidden in there which really gets you through a day.

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joshua was suspecting that you were going to feel this way even before you left the house. so when you came home with the expression that screamed ‘exhausted’ he could only greet you with a smile which hid his frown. he was upset knowing he couldn’t do much to avoid you from feeling that way but he knew he could provide you comfort so that’s what he did.

he greeted you home with a hug and asked if you wanted some alone time in case you wanted to recharge on your own.

there’s something that really brightens his day when you say you want to spend your time with him. he’d definitely spends the night pampering you and making you some comfort food while finding things you like to do like listening to music or reading a book together, whatever helps you recharge. the days definitely a lot more silent but you’re just comfortably in each others space.

in the bed before you two sleep, he holds you close. both your eyes are shut but he still whispers words from his heart.

“you did amazing today yn and you’ll do even better tomorrow. but remember you can tell me when it gets hard, okay? just tell me what you need.”

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[omiiomiaaus]

im sorry... im not sure if you're accepting requests so i just wanted to give u my thoughts (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ

imagine toji cant sleep. why? cuz you're sleeping right next to him and he cant keep his eyes off of u. he might be tired but he's watching as your body moves against his as you breathe and the soft feeling of your bare skin as he mindlessly caresses u. hes listening to your soft snores and he smiles at the drool at the corner of ur mouth.

hes truly head over heels 4 u and all he can think about is how grateful he is for u and how much he wants to protect u from all the bad things hes seen in the world cuz ur his sweet girl forever!! <3

thank u for listening 😌

Toji watching you sleep

This is literally the cutest shit ever oh my god I wish he was mineeeeeeee!!!!!

NOT PROOFREADING BC IM LAZYYYY

Okay so like he’d be tossing and turning until he hears your soft breathing from the other side of the bed. you’re fast asleep probably dreaming about him tbh.

He can’t help but reach over and pull you closer, chest to chest, heart to heart. Your warmth immediately easing his troubled thoughts.

His arms were wrapped firm around your sleeping form. Tired irritated eyes admiring your relaxed expression. He brought his hand to your face, pushing a stray strand of hair from out your face, his fingers ghosting over your cheek.

His fingers were calloused from all the years of having to defend himself with his hands. The same hands that battered and bruised peoples faces were privileged enough to feel your soft untouched skin. Sometimes he felt like his touch wasn’t worthy enough for you. He didn’t want to taint his sweet baby with the hands of someone who’s killed before.

But your love radiated from your heart to his soul, making him selfish, you’re his and he wouldn’t have it any other way.

He’d rather hold you with his corrupted hands than have someone else, someone who could give you a normal life, hold you close like this.

Toji loves to watch you sleep. your beauty never halts for a second, even when you’re blissfully in another world while dreaming. It amazes him more, the fact that you’re unaware of the beauty you possess in such intimate moments like these.

He went from struggling to sleep because of insomnia to willingly depriving his body of rest just to watch you.

To watch the way your chest raises and falls with every deep breathe you take. The way your face twitches, probably a reaction from your dream.

He could watch you all night. He loved you so much he’d whisper it in your ear, gently kissing the top of your head.

The silence brought thoughts into his mind, thoughts of the moments you two shared. Your first kiss, your first date, your first fight. Moments he wouldn’t have wanted to share with anyone else but you. His mind and heart raced a mile per minute. He laid there under your body, hand coming up to rub his face. He looked back down at you, pure love filling his eyes.

His thoughts shifted from questions to statements.

“Does she really want to be with me forever?” “Am I really good enough for her?”

“I’m thinking too much, she’s the one, I’m sure if it, I want her in my life forever.”

Toji was not a man of many words… he kept his thoughts to himself but he’d make it known just how much he loves you. He’d protect you and cherish you for the rest of his life.

“I love you” he whispered into your hair, bringing his arms tighter around your body, stroking your hair. His heart skipped 10 thousand beats when you nuzzled into him like a little cat curling it’s body in its sleep.

It would be early morning by the time he falls alseep, 4am. The birds outside starting to chirp little wake up tunes and his mind would clear, your soft body comforting him. You’re all he needs in life, and he wants to give you the world in return for you just being you.

Man y/n’s so lucky… ���� my inbox is open for feedback and thoughts but if you send some requests that’s fine too, I’ll get to them whenever I have time sooo if anyone wants to send me some that would be great cause I want to have more posts :) -Omi

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[ivorryskies]

Can I request Dazai x fem!reader in an arrange marriage??? Also a Royal AU?

I think id be a very cute oneshot!

Tysm

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷prompt: All the pretty stars shine for you my love, am I that girl you dream of? all those times I said that I'm your girl, you make me feel like your whole world. -pretty when you cry

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷pairings: Dazai x fem!reader royal au

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷warnings: royal problems that's it.

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷Felix's note: OMG! ofcourse, I love this request so much thank you for this, sorry if its a little long I got carried away also can you recognize one of the Enola Holmes reference?. pink hearts divider by: @cafekitsune &lt;3

"hello Prince....?" you were standing next to a small boy after your parents told you you'll be spending a lot of time together.

"Dazai, and you are...? princess?"

" 'name' " you smiled reaching out to shake his hand. Your parents and Dazais Father smiled at you two and continued to carry on their conversation at the table. As you two talked to eachother at your own table. Due to the issues between 2 of the most prosperous nation, both the children were given in the marriage of one another. It was for diplomatic reasons.

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And that is how you ended up right now. As the two of you gre older your parents forced you together. Dazai's father training him to take the throne and you were forced to learn all the rules and regulations. "please, leave" you said annoyed, your parents were throwing you two an engagement ball in Dazais nation and he was here to pick you. You didn't mean to lash out on him but you've been learning since morning about your duties and how to run a nation all the while keeping within the lines.

You heard him sigh and leave as your stylist shut the door, to get ready. You stood on the platform and she picked some items of clothing for you. It wasn't that you didn't like Dazai, he was a charming prince who every commoner to royalty liked but you couldn't express or find the words to what you were feeling.

"oof" you huffed as the stylist tied your corset. You went to the dressing table to get everything done and after an hour you were ready. You exited the dressing room to be greeted by Dazai standing beside your door waiting. "you waited?" you asked a bit surprised. "Would rather stay here than out". He said looking at you like you were the most beautiful pearl in the ocean. He had thought about it. He didn't mind being engaged to you at all but he knew that you hated it. You weren't mean to him per say but agitated at the things you were forced to do.

"well then what are you waiting for? shall we go?" you asked and walked past him to open the door. You both walked the halls and all of the servants stared in awe at you two. You looking like a majestic angel and he a celestial being in his formal attire. He stopped in his tracks and you looked behind at him and raised a brow in a questioning look. He took out a white rose and put it in your hair. "well, thank you" you gave him a half smile while he returned it with a genuine smile "anything for my lady". You cringed at that "oh shut up". You two continued to walk to the car.

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You reached the ball and heard the people saying how good you two looked, how some ladies and dutchess envied you. You two sat on the thrones next to your parents. As the ceremony commenced you couldn't help but look at Dazai and how he talked to people, how he acted and the little to no details you noticed about him. You wanted to be independent, to rule on your own if not for the stupid deal, you thought he was going to slow you down, but you cant help but feel attached to him, ofcourse he didn't have to know anytime sooner, or...as you planned?

Something made you ick at the Dutchess of your own state talked to Dazai, twirling her hair, laughing, fluttering her fan, and then in the end you saw her and Dazai leaving together in a room...wait IN A ROOM?! That's when you drew the line. Yes you were in denial about loving him and you didn't like the forcible engagement but he was still ENGAGED to you.

You stood up and began to walk to the room and opened the door to see the two talking. "Dear Fiance please tell me where the restroom is in your palace" it came off a bit passive aggressive but ok. . She looked at you and then spoke to Dazai "please sir, i've been meaning to talk to you". He says "perhaps another time i do share your interest" as he left the room to lead you to the bathroom. "your seeing the dutchess??". You said abit agitated.

"shes gone she was flustered. It's okay she wanted to discuss diplomatic relations." You rolled you eyes. "i'm telling you really i have no eyes for anyone but-". You went deep into thought zoning out not hearing what he says. He said something about the reason he gives you gifts or something before you tapped out remembering the first time you met. When your parents signed your life away. When you felt him grab your arm.

"Did you understand what i said?". "YES. you were saying that you..." you stopped to think remembering the times he did stuff for you, When Dazai comforted you after harsh lessons, when he brought you gifts. He looked at you with a serious expression. "It means I love you, now we must return outside Father is looking for me bu-". You interrupted "yes we must return we have much to talk about my dear dear lord you love me, and it appears i love you to" You looked at him with a soft smile. He smiled, not a smirk like usual, a genuine smile as he closed the gap between you two kissing you softly for real.

A Happily Ever After. <3

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-three years later-

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[dreamywriter143]

Nga Yawne Lu Oer

Genre: Fluff, Slow-Burn, Unrequited love, Love-Triangle/Square?, Angst, SFW, NSFW (like one chapter later on, MDNI), Romance.

Status: Ongoing

Warnings: Depictions of battles, blood/weapons, NSFW (later on) and it’s NOT incest. (That will also be revealed, much later on) Also, all the characters are AGED-UP (Neteyam and Ao’nung are the eldest being 18 etc…..)

Parings: Neteyam X Reader, Lo’ak X Reader, Ao’nung X Reader

Summary: Y/N, the twin sister of Tsireya and eldest daughter of Ronal and Tonowari is faced with new challenges and obstacles as the Sully’s arrive to Awa'atlu. Y/N cant help but be amazed by the new Na’vi, who intrigue her as well as raise a sense of connection within them. What will she do when lives are in danger? When the RDA attack? Or more Importantly, when her heart is torn between the two brothers who steal her breathe away upon first contact?

Word count: 5k

Chapter Twelve: Whispers Under the Stars

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~Neteyam's POV~

The sun begins to set with no sign of Lo'ak. I have been keeping an eye out for him; he should have been back by now from apologizing to Ao'nung. After I left Y/N's hut, I hung out with Tuk for a bit. After she got tried, I dropped her off to mom, and I have been looking for that troublemaker, Lo'ak ever since.

I begin to feel fear bubble within me knowing the last time I saw him was when dad sent him to apologize Ao'nung. It's been a good few hours since then. And he has yet to return. I peek into our Marui, checking to see if he had arrived unannounced. To my luck, he was not there. 'Where is that Skxawng!' I grumble under my breath walking towards the shore.

Recalling what the chief had instructed Y/N with, maybe she's seen Lo'ak. She was going to find Ao'nung anyway.  I feel a smile twitch at the thought of her. My lips felt hot reminiscing how her delicate fingers danced across them not to long ago. Oh, what I would do to relive that moment.

Not focusing on where I was walking, I accidentally bump into someone making them hiss. "Watch it" he growls, making my ears twitch at his voice. I quickly spin around, grabbing him by his bicep. Clenching hard to insure he stays within my grasp.  He turns to me, his black eye prominent. I hide my smirk; I cannot remember if it was the result of Lo'ak's punches or mine. But the look suited him, and his smug face.

"Where is Lo'ak" I demand, feeling him tense under my hold. He glares at me, shrugging my hand away. I allow it waiting for his answer. "I don't know, leave me alone" he says trying to walk it off. I was about to let him off the hook but something about his expression did not sit right with me.

 He looked guilty.

I pull him back, making him face me. "My father sent him to apologize to you. He has not returned. Now, stop lying. Where. Is. He" I hiss through gritted teeth. He looks at me, a fearful expression on his face. "I-I don't know. He came along with me on a swim. We went our separate ways afterword's" he says uncertainly. I frown at his words; it did not seem all that convincing.

"How about Y/N? She was sent to look for you. Where is she? She has not returned either" I inquire, his ears twitch at the mention of her name. His eyes widen as I let go of his arm. "W-what do you mean?" he asks shakily. I shake my head at his obvious attempt to get away from the situation.

"Your father sent her to look for you! I haven't seen her around ever since." I explain slowly, hoping he can understand what I am trying to say. Just as he opens his mouth, I hear a familiar screech. Turning to the sea I see Y/N's Iiu swim towards us, stopping near the shallows. Atan, flaps his fins wildly, all while staring at me and Ao'nung. I notice a saddle on his back, not fastened properly and hanging loose.

I feel my heart sink to my stomach. I turn to Aonung who had an equally horrified expression. "I'll ask you one last time! Where is Lo'ak and Y/N!" I growl grabbing onto his shoulders roughly. I see him take in a deep breath.

"I-I took Lo'ak beyond the reef as a joke and left him there" he whispers making my blood run cold. Ao'nung seems to realize the situation he is in as I grab him by his neck, dragging him towards our hut.

While I am dragging him, I hear him mumble incoherently to himself. "What?!" I demand as we near the hut. "If Y/N followed us...they're both in trouble" he replies making me push him harder. I try to stay calm, but we were taught that beyond the reef was dangerous. For us, considering we were not trained for that environment yet. I push him into the Marui gaining father's attention as he stands up.

 "Tell him!" I growl. 

"Tell him what you told me!!"

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~ Lo'ak's POV~

A harsh cough ripples throughout my body as I strain to open my eyes. The sudden light caused me to struggle to keep them open. I groan wiping the water away, feeling around me. I feel a solid ground under me as I recall what just happened. We were under attack, then I was drowning. My grip on Y/N's hand was-

Wait....Y/N!  

I look around me, seeing her laying down beside me, her eyes closed shut. I crawl towards her seeing her chest rise slowly. I feel relief seeing that she was breathing. "Y/N" I say shaking her softly. I watch her ears twitch at my voice as she slowly forces her eyes open. She looks at me, her eyes widening in shock. I couldn't explain the happiness I felt when I knew I wasn't alone and noticing that she was safe by my side made me that much more relieved.

Out of no where she pulls me in for a hug, at first, I am caught off guard, but I slowly melt into her embrace. She felt so warm but her body was shaking. I couldn't tell if it was from the cold temperature or out of fear. But I squeezed her back, nonetheless. We almost died, and her warmth reminded me how thankful I am to be alive.

"Lo'ak! You are safe. Thank Ewya" she says pulling away from me, looking over the few scratches I had on my face and shoulder. 

"Yea, for now. What happened?!" I ask looking around us, as if on cue the 'ground' underneath us shakes with life, letting out a puff of air. I jolt at the sensation as Y/N looks down, her eyes widening. I lean back to get a better view of the large creature.

"It's a Tulkun!" She exclaims, a different kind of happiness taking over her features. She looked so happy, full of childlike wonder. I heard of the Tulkun, I also knew they were very important to Y/N and her clan. It made sense as to why she looked so happy and excited.

Taking her hand into mine, we swim closer to the head of the Tulkun. I guide her up beside me, as we sit upon its huge fin. I investigate the Tulkun's eyes. Feeling something within me stir. I felt as though I knew him, or that he knew me. I couldn't quite explain it. But it felt strong.

"You saved our life, thank you" I say staring at him. He kept my gaze as I also signed a thank you. Y/N does the same. The Tulkun watches us, humming. I let out a chuckle. It seemed to have responded to us it some sort of way.

 "Buddy, I have no idea what you just said" I say trying to understand.

I feel Y/N lean over to me, her heat radiating off her on to me. I feel myself feel hot suddenly. She was so close "Oh my Ewya" I hear Y/N mumble turning away from me. I see her slip into the water, following her eyesight I see what looked to be a harpoon of some sort lodged into his fin. It looked painful.

"They hurt you, didn't they?" I realize. Going near it, I see Y/N trying to fiddle around with it. I look at the Tulkun. "We'll try to pull it out" I say.

Helping Y/N, we manage to take it out after struggling for a bit. As we resurface, I chuckle at the Tulkun who seems relieved. Y/N lovingly pets around its eyes to further comfort him. I swim closer.

"Friends" I say, signing the words. "We're friends" I repeat. Glancing over I see Y/N stare at the Tulkun fondly. He seems pleased as he swims around us happily. He seemed so happy, I notice Y/N hold on to his fin, motioning me over. I follow her grabbing on, the Tulkun purrs before going under water. I hold my breath watching Y/N's eyes look around us as we swim. Her wonderment making me let out a soft smile, also enjoying the ride.

After swimming around, as Y/N and I are still latched on to his fin, we seem to come to a stop. I could not help but love the smile on Y/N's face the entire time. She was enthralled by the creature, and so was I. I swim to the other side, Y/N follows close behind.

 I immediately notice one of his fins was severed off. Feeling a wave of sympathy surge through me I look to the Tulkun. 'I'm sorry' I sign to him his chirps in response. I glance at Y/N. Who also seems pained at the sight. But I also seem to catch another look with her beautiful E/C eyes.

Fear.

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"We should head back Lo'ak" Y/N whispers from my side as we are on the surface, still with the Tulkun. It had become quite late as we swim near the rock formation we were at earlier. I glance at her seeing her look down at the Tulkun, her hands softly against his rough skin. She seemed to be in deep thought.  

I noticed she seemed to on edge for the ladder part of our time together. Unable to put a finger as to why she was acting so strange I open my mouth to respond but get cut off when I hear distant calls.

"Lo'ak!!! Y/N!!"

"Y/N!!"

I hear calls erupt as I see some Metkayina's ride in their Skimwing. Out of instinct Y/N and I duck out of sight. Y/N hisses looking down at the Tulkun. She seems to realize something as she glances at me. "Tell him to go, he can't be seen right now!" She whispers. I nod looking at him. "Go! I will see you again" I sign back as he swims away, disappearing into the depths.

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~Third Person POV~

"The Sully boy has returned"

"We found Y/N!!!"

The horn signals the party's arrival as the clan is waiting for them to come to dry land. Y/N and Lo'ak are riding on a Skimwing, nestled behind warrior who swam it towards land. Y/N feels her ears flatten in fear as they come to a stop. Seeing the furious expressions on her family's faces.

 She caught sight of Ao'nung first, his eyes looked relieved upon making eye contact, but her stomach turned thinking about what she and Lo'ak had to go through because of his stupid joke.

Lo'ak is first to get off, he reaches out his hand to help Y/N. She graciously accepts. The moment she is standing Tsireya leaps down, rushing to her sister. She grabs her hands and her face looking them over. "Oh my Ewya, Thank you" Tsireya whispers to herself making Y/N look at her sister fondly, forgetting the crowd that surrounded them.

Lo'ak turns to the chief seeing Ao'nung. He looked defeated, sad even. But all Lo'ak could feel was rage. He was the reason why he was almost killed, why Y/N was almost killed. He took a threatening step towards him, but his father intervenes.

"Hey, let's have a look at you" Jake says looking his son over. Noticing a few scratches, he lets out a sigh. He glances at Y/N, who seemed unscathed as well.

"He's fine, he's fine. Just a few scratches" Jake assures turning to the clan. The clan moves aside as Neytiri, and Ronal come into view. Ronal quickly rushes to her daughter, who was already being inspected by her younger sister. She quickly looks her over for any serious damage.

Neytiri walks to Lo'ak, an unforgiving expression on her face. Neteyam and Kiri are last to arrive. Neteyam's shoulders relax upon seeing Lo'ak, safe. He turns to see Y/N, being held tightly by her mother who was whispering things into her ear, a relieved look on her face.

"I pray for the strength that I will not pluck the eyeballs out of my youngest son" Neytiri growls at Lo'ak who looks away. Tonowari raises his hand in protest.

"No, my son knows better than to take him outside the reef, the blame is his" he turns to Y/N. Ronal steps aside, placing the H/C girl in view of everyone. She looks down at the attention. "Y/N. What happened" Tonowari demands, wanting to know how his daughter got caught up in all of this.

Jake takes this opportunity to usher his son and his family away, but Lo'ak stops him, seeing the distressed look on Y/N's face made him feel brave as he faced the chief.

"No, this is not Ao'nung's fault. This was my idea. He tried to talk me out of it, Y/N was at the wrong place at the wrong time...she saved me. If it were not for her, I wouldn't be here right now" he states causing mummers to spread amongst the clan.

Tonowari sighs looking to his daughter as Ronal makes eye contact with her son. Deep down knowing her son was at fault. Jake let's out a sigh effectively pulling his son away as they disappear into the crowd. Neteyam turns to glance at Y/N one last time, seeing her face look glum as she looked down. He knew Ao'nung was at fault, and he knew he was deeply responsible for having his sister get involved. Neteyam wished he could stay behind to check on her, but right now his family needed him.

"Is this true?" Tonowari asks quietly. Y/N looks up, her eyes pleading. She did not want to open her mouth. If she spoke the truth Ao'nung would be in bigger trouble even though Lo'ak tried to save him.

Ronal let's out a sigh noticing her daughters' nonverbal response. "Let's go home, we'll discuss this there" she explains taking her daughters with her. Tonowari sighs dismissing the clan. As Y/N follows her family, her head is elsewhere. 

She could not seem to get the Tulkun, who she recognized was Payakan. Out of her head. She couldn't help but wonder why they were spared when they should have died.

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~Y/N's POV~

I look up at the roof of the Mauri, I could not seem to catch any well needed rest. It was like my eyes refused to close. I couldn't stop thinking about Payakan, the young bull Tulkun who was known to kill his own, and Na'vi boys as well not too long ago. The story was known, everyone in the clan was weary of his existence and choosing to stay away as he was an outcast.

That being said he saved us, he went out of his way to attack the Akula, effectively saving Lo'ak and I. If he was the killer, they say he is. How and why did he choose to save us? Were the stories even true? I begin to question everything while turning onto my side. I spot Tsireya in deep sleep beside me. She looked exhausted. She cried herself to sleep after I briefly told her what had happened.

The poor girl was terrified.  Seeing her cry for me was heart wrenching, especially since I couldn't do anything about it. I silently sit up, realizing that I would not be able to sleep even if I tried. I glance at Ao'nung's form. He has not said anything except a quite sorry before he fell asleep. I should have responded, but I felt anger towards him which outweighed my proper judgement.

Glancing at the separate part of the Mauri I quietly get up, making my way outside. The cool air hits my face taking away any traces of sleep I had in me. Smiling softly to myself I walk towards the sand, wanting to stare out into the sea, hoping it would lull me to sleep. I find myself walking to the familiar sandbank, finding my spot I sit on the sand. Though the air was sharp and cool, the sand was warm and inviting.

I pull my knees up against me staring into the sea, which reflected the beautiful array of stars above. My thoughts, once again drift to Payakan. If the stories were indeed wrong, what could I do to rectify that? He is alone, an outcast. Tulkun's thrive in huge pods. He must be miserable. Maybe when the Tulkun's arrive I could convince Saeyla to visit him, my spirit sister.

She was just like me, the perfect daughter to her mother. But she was also quite mischievous, always trying to write her own rules. I don't think it would take much convincing on my part to get her to meet Payakan.

I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't realize someone had snuck up on me, sitting themselves right beside me.

"Can't sleep?" I hear Neteyam whisper from beside me. My head whips around to see him, sitting beside me, his arms supported his body as he leaned back, his eyes on the stars.

“Same goes for you?”

"How can I? Lo'ak almost died.... You almost died...Again" he whispers.

My eyes widen, meeting his. They looked so sad, so broken. He searched my eyes carefully before sitting up straighter. "Y/N, Lo'ak told me about what happened. That an Akula attacked you.... you guys could have died" he mummers his eyes glistening slightly. I frown, I didn't want him to be this upset.

"And earlier today, you stopped breathing..." he adds taking my hand into his. I could feel his hands shake against mine. "I don't know if my heart can take any more scares" he admits looking into my eyes. I see them pleading, pleading for an answer to his many questions.

"I'm a warrior, I'm trained to hunt, I'm trained to watch over my people, my family. I'm trained to stay strong" he says softly.

"But I don't know how much more I can handle. I have so many responsibilities, I don't want to let anyone down" watching him so vulnerable I feel myself also well up with tears. Everything I've went through weighing down on me. Neteyam reaches up, wiping the stray tear I am unable to hold. He lets out a sigh as I look into his eyes. I didn't want him to look at me as if I were a freak, I wanted to tell him, but it would kill me if the gaze he held toward me turned into that of disgust.

"Neteyam"

"Hm.." he hums not looking away from me.

"Will you accompany me on a swim?" I see a tiny smile break through.

"Of course, Y/N."

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Neteyam and I stare at the stars' above, after he had agreed on coming with me, I brought him to our spot. Once we had sat down, he seemed to relax. Neteyam looked at peace as he sat there, probably remembering his home like last time. I could not help but feel proud, he loved the place that brought me nothing but comfort.

"Can... we talk?" I hear Neteyam ask politely. I nod, turning my body so I am facing him cross legged. He does the same, his focus long gone from the stars above. "What do you want to know?" I ask fiddling with my fingers nervously. I would be lying if I said I was looking forward to this conversation. "Well, how about when you went to look for Ao'nung" he says watching me. I nod looking up to him, as I open my mouth.

"Well, I went to look for Ao'nung. After searching I couldn't find him anywhere. When I noticed Lo'ak leave on his Iiu, I decided to follow him-" I say, watching how intently he was listening to me, holding onto every word that left my mouth.

"-when I overheard Ao'nung suggest going hunting beyond the reef I decided to follow them. I knew I didn't have enough time to come back just in case they ran into danger.....after following them we made it to three brother's  point" I explain as he nods, urging me to continue.

"Is this when you sent Atan away? He came swimming, trying his best to get our attention. It was then I realized you must've been where Lo'ak was" Neteyam says making me smile. "So Atan went to you? Thank you for understanding the situation" I say, almost missing how his deep blue cheeks grew deeper in color.

"When I found Lo'ak he was being attacked. Ao'nung was long gone and I had to help him.... we almost died" I say feeling Neteyam's breath hitch. "You must have been so scared..." He says, making me nod in response. I was indeed scared, scared for my life as well as Lo'ak's. I didn't think any one of us would make it out. "Luckily, we made it! Lo'ak's breathing has improved a lot, it really came in handy. Though I had to provide some air to him, I didn't th-"

"What?" Neteyam interrupts.

I stare at him quizzically.

"What? what do you mean you had to give him air?" he asks, sitting up straighter.

"We had to wait out the Akula, and he was running out of air. I had to supply him with some air" I explain nonchalantly. Neteyam visibly frowns. "How did you..do it?" he ask genuinely curious. I tilt my head wondering why he was so invested in a very minor part of the story.

"Orally of course. How else?" I say, in a questioning tone. I see Neteyam grit his teeth as he hears my response.

"So, though a kiss?" he states the obvious.

My face heats up at what he entails. I quickly shake my head and hands around me frantically wiping the thought. "It was for an emergency! It can't be considered a kiss!!" I say still feeling quite flushed. Neteyam does not look impressed before he brushes it off. He looked a little angry.

 "Then the Tulkun saved you, correct?" he asks.

Clearly, he had heard the story from Lo'ak already. I nod before my thoughts trail me away.  "I didn't see the Tulkun in my vision though..." I mummer quietly deep in thought. I did see myself drown though, I felt it.

Forgetting I was with Neteyam when he speaks up, it catches me off guard. "Your vision?" he asks. I look at him, feeling the blood leave my face out of fear. Had I said that out loud? Clearly, I had, because Neteyam was holding my fearful gaze. Waiting for an answer. Taking a deep breath in I look to my hands, not feeling brave enough to tell him head on.

"E-Ever since I was little, I've had visions...Weird visions that would later come true. I thought it was a fluke but as time went on it proved that whatever I had seen in my visions came true...and that is it was being shown to me" I say barley above a whisper. Hoping maybe he didn't hear me.

"Is that why you fainted? During the altercation today?" Neteyam asks. Still with my head hung low I nod. "Yes, whenever I get visons, I pass out. After a few minutes I will awake from what I see. Until then I'm out cold" I explain. I hear Neteyam's uneven breathing. Was he freaking out? Did he want to run away and never look back? Was he scared of me?

"Who else knows?" I hear him say. Surprised by the question I look up. My eyes widen when they meet his beautiful yellow ones, filled with worry. Over me. And concern, over me. I feel myself choke a little before I continue. "Tsireya, Ao'nung and another friend of mine.....now you" I admit. His eyes widen as if realizing something. "That's why Ao'nung completely flipped when you passed out. He knew you were having a vision" he sates. I nod biting me lip nervously.

Neteyam seems to catch on and grabs my hand. "Y/N, I believe you. Kiri, my sister told me about the episode you had with her. She also has moments like this where she is unreachable. We believe she gets lost within nature. Within Ewya. You are special, just like her." he says softly making me hold my breath at his kind and loving words.

"Y-you don't think I'm a freak?" I ask trying my best to hold back my tears. Neteyam lets out an amused laugh at my expense.

"Never, my sweet girl. You have a gift, from Ewya herself. How could this be anything but good?" feeling myself lose composure I jump into his arms, my tears run freely as he squeezes me close to him. "Thank you" I whisper against the crook of his neck, unable to think of anything else to say.

Neteyam believed me, he trusted me, and he said I was special. How could I be blessed to have a friend so understanding? I gently pull away wiping my face embarrassed. Neteyam is smiling wide, fangs and all. A sight I wanted to engrave into my brain.

"So... when you were with Kiri. What did you see?" Neteyam asks as we settle down.

"I saw which part of the beach you guys were at. I also saw myself with Tuk. Feeding the baby Iiu" I say smiling at the memory. "Do you get to choose what you see? Does it come at random?" he questions me.

"No, I cannot choose what I want to see. They appear at random...it's been years since I've had my visons. They just started recently" I admit as he nods back. Taking in a deep breath he looks to me serious. "What did you see earlier today?" I feel my stomach clench.

"I saw someone, I didn't realize it was Lo'ak at the time, being chased by a Akula. I then saw myself.... drowning" I say looking down. Neteyam squeezes our interlocking hands. "Is that why you stopped breathing?" he asks making me shrug. "I'm not sure, its the first time that's happened" I admit.

Neteyam nods in understanding before letting go of my hand. "Y/N, I want you to know you can confide with me regarding anything. I'll try to be there for you when you have your visions as well" he says softly. I look to him giggling. He raises an eyebrow in question.

"You are so kind Neteyam. Sometimes I wonder why you care so much for me....thank you"

~Neteyam's POV~

My breath hitches at her words, my heart beating wildly in my chest. 'Why did I care for her so much' I question. I cared and loved my family; I would do anything for them. But why did I also feel this special connection with Y/N. She was not family, she wasn't even Omaticayan. I did not care for her family as much as I cared for her, or for any other Metkayina. 

Why did she mean so much to me? Was it because she stood up for my family when we first arrived?

Y/N smiles softly at me, her smile lit up her entire face, beautiful eyes twinkling under the moonlight. I watch her peer up into the sky. The way the white stripes and dots that decorated her body seemed to glitter and glow; it made her look ethereal. It was unlike anything I've ever seen. I've seen many beautiful Metkayina's, even beautiful Omaticayan's back home. But none held a candle to her.

"Thank you for listening to me Neteyam" Y/N says, her gaze still trained onto the sky. Her voice held a melody I knew I would always answer to. It was as if I always looked for her, always looked forward to seeing her, hearing her, being near her. Whenever I left the comfort of our Marui I always felt myself actively seek her out. The weeks she had disappeared felt like my heart was being ripped into shreds.

Then it clicked.

Why when we first met, I felt as though the wind was knocked out of me.

When she stood up for my family, I could not help but admire how beautiful she looked standing tall amongst her people. How the water cascaded down her enticing figure when we first entered the water, how graciously she swam to go looking for Kiri.

The way she would look at Tuk, as if she couldn't be any happier.

The first night she brought me here, curing my sadden homesick heart in the process. The way her eyes light up as I told her stories about my home, how she genuinely seemed interested and wanted to learn more. I could not forget the way my cheek burned when her lips pressed against them, I desperately wanted to burn the feeling into my head. I felt like I wanted more, needed more.

Her disappearance effecting me greatly,  and when she came back the heartbreak I felt upon seeing her worn out state.

The anger that surged trough me when Lo'ak touched her, when I saw how his pupils dilate upon her when he stared her way. It was unforgivable, I cant believe I wanted to beat up my own brother over a touch and glance.

The rage I felt when I saw her hurt, due to her stupid brother and friends. The feeling of wanting to tear everything apart was so strong at the time.

And when she fainted, how it felt like my life was ending when I noticed her lack of breathing. It was as if I was going to lose her. I would never be able to see her smile again, never have her look up at me with those alluring E/C eyes. I wouldn't hear her contagious laugh, I wouldn't be able to feel her warmth that my body seemed to crave.

My breath hitched, it seems harder and harder to breathe as I rack though all those  memories. My feelings were so clear, I was just stupid not realizing it.

My eye's trace her features. She didn't know it, but she had taken every part of me, she HAD every part of me. She whisked them away the moment our eyes met. I should have known from the start. My denial all this time had just delayed the inevitable truth. But now, I had to come to terms with it. She had my heart. My soul.

I am in love with Y/N.

________________________________ A/N: Yikes!!! That was so long!! Also, Neteyam finally realizes he is in love with Y/N!!!! YAYYYY!! One down, two more to go!

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[lwiann]

i adore your durge so much please share facts about him if you are so inclined

omg thank you for taking interest in him... 🥺

He's a really quiet guy who takes the cult business seriously. He's got insane father issues with Bhaal and does everything he can to be his perfect son. Hence the extreme religious crisis when he met and got obsessed with Gortash to the point where he would punish himself through self-flagellation and offering more bodies to him. Self punishment has always been something he did when he thinks he disobeyed Bhaal, but it was never that bad until Gortash... hjkgfkdfg anyway..

He enjoys the killing and whatnot.. typical durge stuff. Huge ego, pretty pompous. but there were times when he'd wish more in life and question his purpose especially during the start of his fall from grace. questioning what he wants aside from killing. be with who he wants. I cant ever talk about him without bringing up Gortash hjfkff but Gortash really did ruin him because for the first time, he wants something more than the purpose his murderous father has given him. His one true equal in this world. The only person whom he has told his real name that was given to him by his adoptive family before the urges came. Yet the only way he knew how to express his love is to tell him "i will kill you on my father's altar and then myself" lmao.. just two very emotionally constipated evil people honestly.

Post-tadpole, he tries redeeming himself and ultimately fails because I think it's such good tragedy. He develops a thing with Gale but can never really commit to anything because the moment he woke up on that pod, there is a hole in his heart in the shape of a tyrant he can barely remember. So it's more of a complicated interest in gale. I am torn between: Gale makes him sane and he's truly the only person that he never wants to hurt. or someone he wants to corrupt. mostly leaning on the latter. but less corruption and more of trying to maximize his potential, is what Vanh believes he's doing anyway. he's still very much a silly fucked up evil guy with or without bhaal...

I could go on and on... he's so special to me jgdfkgkkg...

when he's not being an undiagnosed edgelord (lol) he likes the sky, he likes the ocean. he likes watching the tyrant tinker with his metals and inventions. He likes watching the wizard cook. he's very observant in an almost creepy way. He likes being alone too where nothing can disturb him.

as a cult leader, hes just a very annoying guy when he talks, honestly. he could go and on and on about his father and his unholy mission and i like to think he would be banned from fortnite lobbies 💀💀

#oc: vanh #the bhaalists think hes so perfect but deep inside when he talks theyre like oh shit here we go again #this is why everyone at moonrise was like not this fucking weirdo again #gortash once told him not to kill a noble whose money they need and Vanh recited like the bhaalist bible @ gortash or some shit #for 10 minutes straight #gortash: (looks at the camera like hes in the office) dude.... #i think vanh is silly and unintentionally funny hes so emotionally constipated

[aonungyoufuck]

Can you perhaps do a dark ao’nung who is obsessive and manipulative to an innocent reader who believes everything he says.

You can come up with the rest your writing is amazing 😆

My Unhealthy Obsession

GN! Metkayina Reader X Ao'nung

Warnings: Unhealthy obsession. Manipulation tho i kinda lowkey suck at it. Perhaps implications of murder. Innocent reader + plot twist.

uwu thank you anon for enjoying my writing.

You were all each other had. Realistically you had your families. Sure that was true and more than anything you loved them to death. You liked spending time with Tsireya and Ronal.

Being with Ao'nung was a different story however. Something about his words the way he spoke the way he would touch you left more to the mind to wonder.

Since children something about the way he would speak with you it made little tingles in your stomach. And it made you crave his attention much more.

And Ao'nung knew this. He took advantage of the way you seem to believe his every word. Innocent on the mind and soul. And he was cruel. But ever much more gentle at what ever you would tell him.

Making you believe hi obvious lies. "Oh no Tsireya is out with mother she cant hang" "Tao'lu? oh no he asked you on a bet. his friends made" "Oh wouldn't you like to hang with me instead?"

And you believed every one of his words. Realistically he still had all his friends to hang with. And you were alone. But what good was it hanging out with his friends if he could have you all to himself?

"Ao'nung you really should head on With your father. What good is any training if your wasting it with me?" You spoke in alluring voice. You were always so kind to him.

"Naw i think it will be okay to spend time with you"

"by the way of your attitude im sure they wouldn't think its okay"

You sighed. Your mind again pondering to a distant past. Where you had both guys and girls alike asking you if they could stake claim. But...things had changed. People didnt like looking at you in the eye.

"Ao'nung..Do you know why. Tao'lu or Irir stopped pursuing me? Or why all my friends stopped talking with me?"

"no?" he spoke

"It seems no one speaks to me anymore and it frightens me a little. Have i done wrong? am i undesirable?"

"what nonsense dear. Clear your head of those thoughts"

You were about to speak. Tell him something else before hearing loud commotion outside. and unbeknownst to you two. Things in this dynamic were about to change drastically.

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The arrival of the Sully's was not something Ao'nung could have foreseen. He had manage to scare anyone away from ever really speaking to you.

But you had been dragged into teaching along side him. And he couldn't threaten the sully's as he had everyone.

He did trust his sister and Rotxo. But even then he would rarely allow you three to have alone time. More so on the knowledge that Tsireya knew what he had done.

But he needed to promise you to himself.

And it was hard when Neteyam would throw you knowing looks. And you could only return it in kind. He couldn't really threaten them. But he could you.

And it wasn't long before he did. Finding you alone in your pod. Lucky for him he knew your family wouldn't be around just yet.

"I dont want you around those Sully guy's"

"it will be hard given i was told to help them too"

"I mean it Y/n"

you turned to look at him. His expression cold, dark and ever more so handsome in your eyes. "Why?"

"Especially Neteyam"

"Ao'nung. Can you at least explain why"

"I dont like the way he looks at you"

You thought. Sure he was friendly but he knew you two were strangers. Only ever talking as acquaintances.

"Like he has you. Like he wants you. To be your Mate or more it makes me sick."

"But Ao'nung what difference does that make. You haven't staked claim of me and i you"

He let out a hiss. Fangs bearing as he held your wrists together. "I haven't yet"

You let your heart sore. How long had you wanted that? was it sick? he was your only friend remaining so what other options did you have?.

"Keep away from him. You never know. He's also the outsider. His family have demon blood. What more does he need for you to understand"

you just stared at him in silence. Subconsciously you began to shake in his hold.

His eyes softened. Sighing as he gently kissed your knuckles.

"He's no good for you. Not like i can be. So please. Please promise to keep away from them"

You let out a small smile. before nodding. Letting him go.

And This promise didn't go unnoticed. You stopped showing up. You stopped interacting. You stopped ever seeing Neteyam or the rest of the siblings.

Tsireya of course had noticed it more. She had seen this happen countless of times. And for once she had enough. Had voiced her voice enough for it to fall on deaf ears.

She went to go see you. Had always found the best of times to see you and this time she had to speak to you.

"Y/n?"

You turned to look at her. Smiling bright. "oh Tsireya, A little early than before?"

"I have to speak to you"

You two sat. You handing her a bowl of fruit.

"Its about Ao'nung"

"Oh! I hope he told you the news"

"The news?"

You smiled brightly. A feeling boiling in your stomach as you spilled the news. But watched carefully as Tsireya's face dropped in horror.

"no, No Y/n That cannot happen!"

You frowned. "What? why?"

"Ao'nung. He's not right. Not right at all! He's he's pushed away every one of your friends. Suitors and any alike. I dont know what he says or what he does. But, But he threatens. He"

you only listened. perhaps that explained it.

"He's almost drowned some kids back when were were little. You dont understand. What ever it is. Who ever it is. And im frightened that your happiness is, Is for the wrong one"

You nodded. Watching her and nodded silently. " I thank you Tsireya. I really do. But i know how to handle this. Trust me with this. Please"

Tsireya could only frown. Watching as your sweet aura didn't falter. Didn't waver and all she could do is pray to Eywa. Pray that everything would work out. That nothing bad would happen.

unbeknownst to anyone but you. This was exactly what you had hoped for. You are Ao'nung's and now he is Yours.

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im sorry if this is bad in any way shape or form. But i really tried. I was gonna make it super dark but then thats borderline like yandere. And well. Lets save that for another day.

#avatar the way of water #aonung x reader #atwow #ao'nung x reader #ao'nung #ao’nung x reader #ao’nung x you #atwow imagines #ao'nung x y/n

[ritcchamadayo]

pls..

I BEG!

SECOND PART OF PUNK JADE 😭 (no pressure)

LET ME BE FR THAT I CANT GET ENOUGH AND FLUSTERED SO BAD MAKES ME GIGGLED IFDHODDN

ngl tho the teasing got me so bad 😭

THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A REASON TO WRITE MORE AKGJSJFNAJDJS PUNK JADE IS SO AHHHHHHHHHHHH HES SO SILLY

A Look Into the Past (Pt. 2)

Jade Leech x Reader ;

After finding out that Jade had pulled out all his past piercings and put them back on, you just can't seem to get enough of it. Jade, on the other hand, is really enjoying your attention on him.

(I'm so happy the original fic got so much love and support from you all &lt;3 thank you so much!!)

Reader is a Sophomore in this fic, just like the twins!

Read Part 1 here! Read Part 3 here!

One thing you told yourself after the encounter with Jade yesterday was, "It was a once in a lifetime sight." You really wished you sneaked in a photo or two, perhaps that would help your currently jumpy heart calm down a little bit more? "...Nah," you said, rolling around on your bed. Even if it was only yesterday evening, you should just count your blessings and be grateful you bore witness to it, right?

Oh boy, were you wrong.

You didn't expect to see Jade still wearing his piercings in class. On one hand, it's a much less amount than what he wore yesterday since he still needed to look proper for school, but it definitely didn't help your case as you find yourself needlessly staring at the double helix snugly on top of his right ear and another two on his left ear's upper lobe, right beside his sturgeon scale earring.

He's received few asks and light warnings from the professors, especially Trein, but the rest seem to agree that he's okay wearing it as long as it's nothing too striking. His hair was back to it's usual neatly combed style too, but you reaffirm to yourself that the piercings really made his hair color pop even more, especially the black strand on his left. You wonder how he managed to act like a complete gentleman while still looking like the hottest guy in the universe in your opinion.

"Heading to class?" "Y-Yeah, I am." (You cursed yourself for the slight hitch in your voice.) "Would you let me join you for the walk, then? I believe my class is towards the same direction you're going to." "Sounds great!"

The two of you walked between the empty hallways, with most of the student body spending their break outside or at the cafeteria. You talked about mundane things, like classes or the weather- but it seems like Jade is purposely steering the conversation so that you'd bring up his piercings. What can I say, he could be quite the huge tease if he knew which buttons to press to gauge a reaction out of you.

You were reminded of your conversation with Floyd before you left the lounge yesterday. "Hee, if you're really interested in him then why not try to pull some moves~?" "No way! I'm not brave enough, you know that Floyd." The eel-mer pouts, humming to himself and thinking. "Then what if I tell Jade to pull a move on you~?"

Your hand shot up to grab on Floyd's sleeve, giving him the most menacing glare you could put out. (It probably looked cute on his end though.) "Floyd. Don't you dare pull any fishy stuff."

"Eeh... Boring. Imma go back to bothering Azul instead." He said with a sinister smirk, walking away from you.

Well, casually chatting doesn't count as pulling a move, does it? "Speaking of," you start. "Did the professors really not care about them? I mean, I think I've seen a few people getting reprimanded for extra accessories." "Ah, Professor Trein did express a little bit of dislike, but he said it wasn't too distracting. Though, Professor Crewel on the other hand started giving me fashion tips, fufu."

You laugh at the little fact. "Yep, that's Crewel alright. Maybe you can show me his fashion tips when we're free?"

A smirk grew on Jade's face. "Oh? Is this your way of asking me out?" "N-No! I'm just curious, okay?!" You half-yelled, hitting his arm with as much power you could exert. (Not much, since Jade didn't even bother to dodge or look hurt.) You threw a couple of jabs at him, and Jade was more than happy to reply with his witty remarks.

Jade glances around the corridor. They were currently on the third floor of the school building, with most of it being empty and a slight updraft could be felt.

"Are you not interested on trying to touch them though? I've seen a lot of people try to get a closer look." He said, a sly smile on his lips. "Eh? Can I?" You ask innocently, perhaps too innocently for Jade. The male nods, slightly leaning into you to let you have a closer look.

"They're pretty.." You say, holding the metal on his left ear. You cupped his earring inside your palm to make sure it doesn't accidentally get pulled, lightly caressing the pierced flesh. Jade leans into your touch, a slight fondness in his eyes as you focus fully on the feeling of his accessories in your hands until you felt soft lips pressing onto your own.

!! "E.. Eh...?"

Your hands gently pull away from his earring, and your eyes met with his pair of heterochromic ones. His lips were mere centimeters away from yours, a small smirk showing his teeth forming on his face. The realization dawns on you as your realize he just kissed your lips while you were distracted.

"HE KISSED ME?!" You freak out internally, your entire face turning a dark shade of red that could rival Heartslabyul's roses. You knew Jade was eating up your reaction- with the most smug expression on, of course.

"Oh my, excuse me. Did you not want that?" He asked, lightly holding your chin between his fingers. “I feel a slight obligation to act more boldly in this getup.” The fact that he could pull such moves so casually is messing with your head as you struggle to give an answer. Your free hand trails over to his tie and you pull him back down towards your lips, letting him properly slot his lips on yours.

Jade gladly kisses back and chuckles as he pulls away, letting you go and straightening himself up before continuing the walk towards your classrooms as if nothing had happened with a satisfied smile on his face. You stood stunned for a few seconds and shaking it off before chasing after him, stumbling over your own feet.

"H-HEY! JADE, THAT'S NOT FAIR!!"

#extra self indulgent so i hope it gets ya'll giggling like i am #✨RitcchanWrites #✨RitcchanDreams #✨TwistedRitchuland #✨ritcchama's crazy simpery #twisted wonderland #twst #jade leech #twisted wonderland imagines #octavinelle #twst jade #jade leech x reader #jade x reader #more on the punk!jade series

[annoyingenthusiastperfection]

Jus headcanons for miles!1610 and 42 personally.

MILES MORALES

•Firm believer that this dude will 100% teach you how to draw and speak spanish just cause why not? Its something important to him so you should atleast knows the basic. It doesnt matter if it sucks he just likes you beeing involved.

"Your doing great , amor"

"Why do you lie to yourself?" *u having a stickman version of him with horribel maker stains*

"IT'S PERFECT"

●When the two of you first meet it was so emberassing like he just tripped and fell into a trash can or fell to you in a flight of stairs and you guys going to the nurse together cause u both dumb fucks to weak to get up on your own.

"SHIT"

"THE FUCK MAN I CANT FEEL MY ASS!"

"SORRY!"

*Both of you stumbling to go to the nurse

"Look man sorry about me falling onto you"

"My spine is burning"

"How about I make it up to you? How about free lunch ?"

"Acceptable "

●He has a ninja Turtle collection and will never show you but you find it somehow. Also like the pinky holding thing instead of actual handholding.

MILES G.

●He did actually acknowledge you two were dating for the past 2 months. Like yall go hang out alone weekly and its something new everytime . Pottery class , roller skating , baking together , sneaking into abounded warehouses , and such . It was emberassing how he was "first" to move.

"Hey , do you like me?"

"We've been dating for almost 3 months, miles"

"Oh fuck rlly?"

"How the fuck did you not notice?!"

"So you like me"

●This boy was so cold to you like colder than russia winter solice . When the two of you started he just wanted to feel less lonely and you delivered . He honestly doesnt know how to express how he feels but he does try sadly those attemps are not always fruitile.

●Hus denail is backpack full of bricks . Like you saying how much you appreciet and love his time gets him out of control of voice. Am I really fit to be in a relationship?Should I even be in one with someone as good as her? What if you get hurt or killed because of him? What if you leave him? God he cannot handle the heart break . Please be kind and stay kind.

●There was a time where he called you to just say he saw you cheating in his dream and you in 2:00 am confuse be like wtf and he starts having his voice crack on how you "cheat" in his dream in full detail.

"You left with another person from the mall you guys were hand holding , kissing , sharing drinks , a-and they even w-wiped your f-face...with their h-h-hand"

"Miles , do you just wanna do all those things?"

• He likes the pinky holding instead of hand becuase he is a coward with PDA but that doesnt mean he will not beat people up for him to prove he loves you.

●Has a secret stuffie collection that was given to his dad when he was a toddler.

#miles morales #miles 42 #miles 1610 #headcanon #miles x reader #atsv miles #miles morales x reader

[kolsmikaelson]

hiiii! can i request conrad fisher x fem!reader headcanons? thankssss!!!

dating conrad fisher headcanons

gif is not mine. full credit to owner.

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word count - 661 | join my taglist | warnings - fluff, fluff, fluff! mentions of his moms cancer, not proofread

a/n — i love conrad so much he has my whole heart <33. this may be ooc but oh well :).

do not copy or repost my works, comments and reblogs are greatly appreciated.

— conrad probably saw you at a party and came up to you later that night when you first meet

— jeremiah would see him staring at you and made him go over to you

— after talking for a while he’d shyly ask for your number and is absolutely thrilled when you give it to him

— you’ll take his phone from his hands to put your information in and put your name under ‘y/n <3’

— would not change that until you’re dating and he’d probably keep it then too

— takes you to the drive in for your first date, they’re having a showing of one of your favorites and he knew he was gonna take you

— gives you his jacket to cover up if it gets cold not caring if he’s cold or not

— would hold your hand so gently as if you’d break

— lets you keep the jacket because then you’ll have a new reason to see him

— introduced you to jere and belly really soon after you get together but only because the pair walked in on the two of you kissing

— they immediately force him to let you meet his and bellys moms

— spoiler they adore you, they think you’re exactly what conrad needed to make him feel like himself again

— is always surprising you with little things that remind him of you whether it be a little necklace or something of his, but he loves seeing your face light up from it

— “wanted you to have this, it reminded me of you.” he’d have the goofiest smile when it comes to you

— doesn’t care one bit when steven or jeremiah make fun of how much he loves you

— definitely a ‘wear what you want, i can fight.” kinda boyfriend

— “baby you look so good, ‘s that what you’re wearing to the bonfire?”

— hypes you up so much !!!

— also a ‘i hate most people but definitely not you’ kind of guy

— always has to be touching you, if you’re out somewhere he’ll have an arm around you or is holding your hand

— if you’re just watching a movie on the couch he’ll have you pulled as close as possible to his side

— obsessed with calling you his angel like you came into his life at the perfect time and made his live so much better

— if you’re gonna be a part of the deb ball he’ll get you something super special to have with you throughout the night if he cant be by your side the whole time

— loves waking up next to you, enjoys the fact that you’re the last thing he sees some (most) nights when he falls asleep

— “hi angel, how’re you this fine morning?” he smirks with that morning voice you love so much

— we all know how he is with expressing his emotions so sometimes he’ll cause unnecessary arguments that normally last all of five minutes and makes it up to you immediately however he is capable

— and on some very rare occasions (finding out about his moms illness) he will just break down in your arms

— these times are most often after everyone in the house has fallen asleep

— he’ll grip onto the back of your shirt as the tears run down his face muttering how scared he is to lose her

— and at the end of that he almost always reminds you of how appreciative of you he is

— “i don’t tell you this enough angel but i am so happy that you’re in my life, thank you for everything that you do for me. i can’t imagine going through this without you.”

— it almost makes him start crying again

— will fall asleep in your arms and says that he loves you over and over again

— lets you do the same for him

— if you aren’t ready to talk about something he’s there to hold you and whisper sweet nothings in your ear

— sweetest boyfriend ever and he can’t live without you :,)

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#◜ caitee’𝗌 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄𝗌 ✎ ˚✧ ꜝ #conrad fisher #the summer i turned pretty #tsitp #conrad fisher x reader #conrad fisher headcanons #conrad fisher blurb #conrad fisher imagine #the summer i turned pretty blurb #the summer i turned pretty imagine #the summer i turned pretty x reader #the summer i turned pretty headcanons

[quodekash]

HOLY FRICK THE EPISODE CAME OUT 17 AND A HALF HOURS AGO BUT I COULDNT WATCH IT BC I WAS CAMPING WITH NEXT TO NO SERVICE

BUT IM HOME NOW SO ITS TIME TO DIE AND EXPLODE AND EXPLODE AGAIN AND THEN DIE AGAIN AND SCREAM A LOT

...why do I feel like she doesnt actually like him but she just thinks she likes him

I mean its entirely possible she does

but im just putting it out there that she might not

AHA

SHE SAYS SHE JUST WANTS TO STUDY AT THE SAME UNI AS HIM

NOT THAT SHE LIKES HIM OR WANTS TO BE WITH HIM IN A ROMANTIC SENSE

BADABING BADABOOM KANG IS JUST DRAMATIC AND THINKS THAT MEANS SHE LIKES HIM

maybe

again, its very possible she does actually like sailom

oh honeyyyyy

my boy :(((

he sad :(((((((((

OML IM LAUGHING SO HARD

HIS JUMPER SAYS 'BOY'

HE IS INDEED ONE OF THOSE

WHY AM I FINDING THIS SO FUNNY

I DONT THINK ANYONE ELSE LAUGHED AT THIS BUT HERE I AM LOSING MY MIND

nO

HEY

WHY

DUDE WE NEED THIS PLOT TO PROGRESS YOU CANT JUST QUIT

DO YOU REMEMBER HOW MUCH PINING YOU GUYS HAD WHEN YOU HAD TO FIRE HIM FOR LIKE FIVE DAYS?????? YOU GUYS WERE FRIKIN HOPELESS

YOU COULDVE TALKED TO ECAH OTHER AND YOU DIDNT

AND NOW YOU THINK YOU CAN SURVIVE JUST QUITTING???? NUH UH, NOT ON MY WATCH SON

...oh

well now im sad

WELL NOW IM S A D D E R

OH HONEY

MY BOY NEEDS VALIDATION

IM GONNA CRY

AWWWWHHHHHHHHH

lmaoooo the super slow dramatic shots as he questions everything

she's just a lesbian kang, calm down bro

IM SORRY, I CANT GET OVER HIS BOY SHIRT

GUYS THEYRE SITTING NEXT TO EACH OTHER

I THINK THEY MIGHTVE FINALLY FIGURED OUT HOW TO INTERACT OUTSIDE OF TUTORING????

OML LOOK AT HOW PIMFAH'S SITTING

SHES SO GAY

and valid. I would sit that attentively if it were me as well, june is too too pretty hOW IS SHE SO PRETTY

bro was just offered a footy position by a senior, and he's thinking about sailom. gay as all hell

AAAAAAA

GUYNAWA TIME OMGOMGOMGOMG

IM SO EXCITEDDDDDDD

HEEHEEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEE YES NAWA’S GONNA REPLACE HIM AN THEN GUYNAVA ARE GONNA PLAY ON THE SAME TEAMMMMMMM

also lmao he's good at catching balls

that sentence will definitely send both of them into insane amounts of gay panic

THIS IS SO SOUNDWIN OF THEM AND I CANT EXPLAIN IT, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

HOLY FRICK WE'RE NEARLY HALFWAY THROUGH THE SERIES AND WE'RE GETTING A DECENT AMOUNT OF PROGRESS FOR THESE TWO, IM SO EXCITED

HELP I CANT TELL IF SHES KIDDING OR NOT SOMEONE HELP ME

DOES SHE LIKE HIM??? DOES SHE NOT LIKE HIM???? DOES SHE JUST ADMIRE HIM PLATONICALLY?????? H E L P

also: she better be about to make a joke about like "oh well, im heartbroken now. i thought you could spend time with me, but it turns out your heart is only for kanghan, as i expected" and we can all watch sailom gay panic

oh. she was serious.

dANG IT

OH NO SHES SO SAD

NOW IM SO SAD

FRICK DANG IT

OH NOOOO

HONEYYYYYYY

FRICKKKKKKK

I LOVE HER SO MUCH

oh :(

its a metaphor :(

i usually love metaphors but this one is sad

i didnt expect to get so invested in this sailom/pimfah thing

i think i just love pimfah a lot

shes so important to me

and so is sailom

and so is kanghan

i get unhealthy emotional attachments to fictional characters and also to real people and because of that i cant let anything go and i hoard things and memories and people for fear that i will be left alone

anyway-

bro

the grabbing each other's shirts??? the rain??? the yelling at each other????

this is literally that scene from the pilot trailer

where they yell at each other about hating the other, and then kiss

(i think about that scene probably more than is strictly necessary)

W H A T

i-

wh-

h- he

he tOLD HIM????

RIGHT OFF THE BAT JUST LIKE THAT????

(yes dr seuss i did- sorry, now is not the time for sanders sides references)

um.

im.

uh

well i think i just died

boy is Shook™️

i mean valid

but his expression is so funny to me and im laughing again

his older brother senses are tingling

they👏were👏paired👏together👏randomly👏therefore👏they👏are👏soulmates👏

i love them so much

HE WAS THE FIRST ONE TO HIS SIDE I CANT

IM FINE IM FINE IM FINE

✨i ran out of images✨

#quodekash disregards sleep because of dangerous romance #dangerous romance #dangerous romance the series #dangerous romance series #kangsailom #kanghansailom #sailomkang #sailomkanghan #perthchimon #perth tanapon #chimon wachirawit #pimfah drts #view benyapa #viewjune #juneview #june wanwimol #guynawa #guynava #nawaguy #navaguy #marcpawin #pawinmarc #marc pahun #pawin kulkaranyawich #win pawin

[kaineillian]

"Poe is a timid, cute looking man who enjoys writing books about you and him together, married and having sex—"

Would you be willing to write parts of this weird books?

Also your amazing<3

Ehe, thank you anon! ˙˚ʚ(´◡`)ɞ˚˙

Warning(s) : Suggestive, a little gore, freak poe.

Poe fantasizes about you all the time yet he cant bring himself to make a move towards you. So, to cope up with it he made books about the both of you together. The first book is called ' My lover and I'.

________________

-Edgar Allan Poe's Point of view.

On a faithful and sunny day , is where i met my first love. I had been stressing out on my newbie partner, he's clumsy and would trip and fall on air. He is starting to annoy me but he is too nice to get yelled at and me being so timid that i can't even talk properly.

Ah!

Oh no, thats not a good sign—

SPLASH!

"AHHH! POE-SAN I AM SO SORRY! "... My documents... My project... Its wet... ohhhh NOOoO! Boss is going to kill me! I have to pass this by tomorrow and i now its wet! I just finished it awhile ago are you serious?!

I looked down feeling miserable;ignoring my clutz of a partner apologizing to me. I grabbed my things and head out without a word. I mean, who would forgive and forget about this! This is by due tomorrow! And i have to start all over again!

Now you might think im being overacting and saying i should just blowdry it but no. My boss is too picky and when he sees a mess on any report he will make them re-write it again and decreasing their pay check for a week. And i can't have that! The limited edition Karl plushie is already out;i need to get that plushie! I've been working my ass off because just to buy that thing. And its expensive as hell! If i wont buy it there will be no next time.

-3rd person Point of view.

Poe grumbled stomping on the ground;cursing the world. Bystanders looked at him with a confused and weird expression, with poe acting like that no-one walked near him and kept their distance. They might have think he's a madman.

"verfluche diese heilige Welt. Verbrennen Sie es zu knusprig mit diesen sich einmischenden Leuten darin. verflucht alles. verflucht..."

(curse this sacred world. burn it to crisp with these meddling people in it. curse it all. curse it..)

A man heard his strange curses and was intrigued by poe. He listened to poe continually curse the world and more specifically—his clutz of a partner. He laugh quietly making his way towards poe. "Du solltest solche Leute nicht verfluchen, weißt du?". Poe got startled by the sudden voice and looked up to see a man in black. Poe stood completely still by the man's beauty. Poe knows German but he isn't fluent enough to understand it well.

"Pardon...? "

"Oh, you don't understand me? I thought you know german. "

"Well, yes. I do know german but im not that good yet so i don't understand what you said... " The man smiled and translated what he said in English (you shouldn't curse people like that you know?).

"Ohhhhh... " Poe nodded then blushed when he realize that the man understood him. 'Ah! How embarrassing!'.

The man laugh at poe's red face with poe even more embarrassed. "You look like a good lad, what's your name?i am (Male name)" With his short introduction, his coat flew up from the wind, his hair flying back ever so slightly. Poe saw his hidden face, he could feel his heart beat.

"Poe.... Edgar Allan Poe... " He whispered enough to (Male name) to hear. "Its nice to meet you, edgar. "

I think im inlove...

_________________

Now, after your interaction. Poe seems to be very attached to you. When both of you got in a. Relationship with each other, poe clings onto you whenever you go. Poe cooks for you, cleans for you and works for you. He insisted to do everything and for you to relax in the house, but of course you cant let your dearest boyfriend to get overworked. So you continued your job with poe doing all the house works.

Few years later. Both of you are married and started a family. You two had adopted a boy that was named ' Cooper ' .

A very romantic and fluffy book eh? Now. Lets head on to the erotic ones.

_________________

If i remember it correctly... Poe only haves 3 or 5 books that are fluff and romantic while the others are erotic. 10 to 15 erotic books...

How bizarre.

How bizarre.

__________________

-3rd person point of view.

Edgar Allan Poe... What a beautiful name, no? A tall handsome man, such cute features, his waist so small, his eyes rolling back every time (Male name) thrust in him. The timid mans eyes always capture his lovers attention.

(Male name) always loved his eyes, those eyes looking at him, those eyes covered by poe's hair, those beautiful violent eyes that someday he will gouged out of those eye socket of his. He tried to test his waters and asked poe what he would do if he would have gouged his eyes out during intimacy. Poe supringly, didn't mind and agreed on the idea! He even said to keep his eye so it would remind (Male name) that por is always watching him.

With a bright and petite look comes with a messy mind and kinks.

(Male name) recently knew that poe is a masochist and a freak which is a good combination. He himself is a sadistic maniac too. How bloody romantic.

Maybe one day they will drank their bloods as a promise.

________________________

-3rd person point of view.

Poe scribbled on his paper with karl clearly disturbed sitting on his shoulder reading the paper. You can almost feel like the raccoon said 'What the fuck'. Karl could not handle such gore anymore and jumped off poe's shoulder.

"Ah! Karl, where are you going? " poe halted his writing looking down at the raccoon.

"Rawr." Im getting the fock out of here away from your twisted ass.

"Huh?! You we're reading my notes! " Poe blushed heavily, feeling embarrassed that his friend raccoon saw his sick mind.

"Rawr, rawr. " Of course i am, i got curious on what you were writing. And you were also panting. You're such a weirdo. Im telling (Male name).

"W—WAIT NO! KARL COME BACK HERE! "

And there goes the two bolting outside the office, karl went to start his journey on finding the man while Poe is starting his hunt;trying to find the small raccoon.

Little did they know that ranpo and (Male name) was behind poe all this time.

"Damn, i didn't know he had this in him. " Ranpo chewed on his lollipop looking at the paper poe had written.

"I definitely did not see this coming. " Ranpo snicker at him, ranpo took out his phone and took a picture of the paper .

"What are you going to do with that? " "Blackmail."

" Understandable. "

#poe #seme male reader #bungostraydogs #bsd #top male reader #dom male reader #dom reader #top reader #karl #edgar allan poe #ranpo #freak poe #hahahaha #gore #kinda yandere #kinda freaky

[azumasoroshi]

i didnt know i needed sholmes and kazuma to interact holy shit

baffled kazuma is my favorite flavor of kazuma

where the fuck did ryuunosuke go did he plaster himself to the roof like spiderman

or is sholmes just playing dumb like "oh he has a boyfriend in his closet?? as a fellow homosexual i can't possibly out him, that's against the bro code" while ryuunosuke stared at sholmes wide eyed like "whatthefuckwhatthefuckwhattHEFUCK"

SHOLMES HOW DID Y O U FIT IN THE WARDROBE

kris is kazuma queen is sholmes noelle is ryuunosuke and berdly is strogenov

i know it's not what happened but itd be really funny especially since you would definitely see sholmes and ryuunosuke in there no matter how high up they were

ryuunosuke is just devoted to his bestie <3 or sholmes just has the adhd with the hyperactivity and ryuunosuke has adhd without hyperactivity

i immediately thought of the danganronpa ON THE MEAT BONE meme help

OH SHOLMES IS THE THIEF ISNT HE

HASUHSUDHAUHGSDUHSD

my guy ate three steaks while running away from the crime scene what the hell

it would be really funny if the criminal was kazuma though. he needs to get steak for his bf and the bones are in the wardrobe because he fed them to ryuu lmfaoooo

i love threatening cheeky sholmes he WAS covering for his fellow gays what a bro

why was ryuunosuke under the bed though lmfao

WHY DOES NOCTURNE PLAY WHEN KAZUMA CALLS HIM A GREAT DETECTIVE AHSKDGSHDJGJH

nocturne makes you cry in 1-2 and then it's used for the stupidest shit like 2-1 and whatever this is

and then it makes you cry again in 2-3 lmfao the duality of nocturne getchoself a song with this mad range

IT'S SO WEIRD TO SEE RYUUNOSUKE'S MODEL OUTSIDE OF COURT especially with that facial expression

i do like actually seeing ryuunosuke in different environments though lmfao his archery arm guard thing is cool

also i love how proud he is of this as though sholmes didnt notice him anyway

WAIT WAS IT RYUUNOSUKE WHAT THE FUCK

am i becoming a ryuunosuke simp why did my heart skip a beat when he looked at the camera lmAOOO

it must be the kazuma pov since he's the ultimate ryuunosuke simp

oh so sholmes DID steal the other two steaks i KNEW it

also new ryuunosuke pose!!! the fact that we cant see these in game normally is absolutely tragic we should have a whole game from kazuma's pov with him simping for ryuunosuke

the entirety of case 2 is just figuring out who was really the other's pet lmfao

like. are you sure about that kazuma. i know what you are

OH MY GOD!!! THEIR MODELS ARE ON SCREEN AT THE SAME TIME!!!!!

they couldnt resist not showing kazuma's titties which is very understandable

great mischief-maker. undoubtably

it would be so fucking funny if kazuma was a fan of herlock in the way susato was oh my godddddd

i can just imagine them doing dances of deduction as kids and mikotoba is like no no that's all wrong and starts busting out moves and they were like holy SHIT

ryuunosuke looking at kazuma like hey what is that face. im still your babygirl right. right kazuma

why do all the japanese people default to german im

what was the joke in japanese since he's referred to as sherlock there im so curious

if anyone knows tell me

(source: x)

#dgs #dai gyakuten saiban #the great ace attorney #tgaa #randst magazine #randst magazine escapades #ryuunosuke naruhodou #kazuma asougi #herlock sholmes #asoryuu

[akookminsupporter]

[230912 RM Weverse Post/Letter]

🐨 hello.

it’s my last birthday in my 20s.

I’m not sure if it’s because of my occupational characteristic, but it feels that a bit of shyness accompanies the day called birthday. even though i think that its a day that isnt too big of a deal.. i feel so happy and blessed that so many people send their sincerest congratulations/wishes.

Time to time, i think that love is something that gives/creates a name to someone. to where kim namjoon becomes ‘kim namjoon’. and its all because of you, that although it is just one day out of the many 365 days in a year, 29 year old me isn’t just a day that’s passing by.

Although i want to be a person who can be as honest as one can be, i wonder, to what extent, could the existence of the intangible and tangible relationship between fans and artists possibly go beyond and reach up to. Can everything just be accepted under a kind apparition called love? im still experiencing times where expressing my inner thoughts honestly becomes an achilles heel, and honesty becomes a wound, but im still not sure.

I had said in the past that i was sad that it was growing harder to talk. I feel that statement still stands true. but still, ive grown calmer. because i received all the sincereity that one may or may not receive in one’s life in the form of a large downpour, i regarded pessimism and futility to be cool, but i realized that im also someone who is optimistic. Isnt this a miracle. lately ive been living with the phrase, ‘why not’. i want to live by sharing the optimism that ive received from the people around me. And im also pressing down and holding onto my next songs that will be released someday.

Yes. could i show honesty in a more beautiful method than with music? its a truth everyone knows but it feels as if its still not enough. Thats why i sometimes wonder if i became bts because of this. because i wanted to do so in various ways. whether it be through programs, interview, or dance, whatever it may be.. how blessed of a life this is. And wherever i am, these things make me want to see it clearly with my own two eyes and ponder.

they say its destiny when things coincidentally overlap. they also say coincidence is also fate disguised as coincidence. And i think thats of a similar reason as to why im writing this letter to you. it feels as if i would have wrote this letter on September 2023 regardless of which version of me i would have been. every time, my birthday letter is describing the place that i have arrived at, just in a different language of love each time. because of all of you, im living really well. i want to live well. i just want to tell you every time, that im loving you with the best version of myself. Although i cant hug each and every one of you, my heart/feelings exceeds those feelings. no matter what appearance i may take, i wont ask for you to love me. but i will put in the effort that reflects how much <love> i have received.

the last birthday of my 20s is going smoothly like this. let us be healthy and happy for a long time, no matter what sky we’re under. lets meet again after some time passes.

Sincerely wishing you an early, if not a belated, happy birthday to you as well !

thank you.

-namjoon

Translation: @/miiniyoongs

#Namjoon #bts #nj Weverse #nj birthday

[jemmo]

ok. here’s some of my immediate, rambly reactions to eps 3 and 4 of t8s.

first off, i was kinda nervous the entire day. it’s been a while since ive had butterflies like this waiting for a show to air, most recently was the second season of utsukushii kare, but the level it was today was rivalling waiting on a friday for a new bad buddy ep. and the fact this show managed to put me into that state within less than a week is frankly insane, and shows just how down bad i am for it. all that to say, i so soooooo didnt this want this to be a case of me overinflating how good those first 2 eps only for the follow up to not encapsulate the same feelings. all signs were pointing to that not being the case, but still, when you hyperfixate, you kinda get nervous hoping that thing lives up to everything youve built it up to be. and these eps absolutely did that. they didnt just live up to expectations, but are managing to give me scenes and story beats and emotions i just cant predict at this point, and i love that. just how like this budding relationship feels new and unpredictable to jihyun and jaewon, the show is like that for me to watch, and it does wonders for giving me the same butterflies the two are feeling.

but with that unpredictability comes a kind of uncertainty, not knowing whats gonna happen at any turn, and i cant express how much i adore that about these two eps. with the kind of story theyre building, with jaewon’s mental health struggles and his past, with jihyuns nerves and growth in an unfamiliar environment, itd be so easy to make their relationship a shared place of comfort and certainty and familiarity for each other. that place of refuge. and while i feel like that’s what it’ll eventually become, i love that still, in these early stages, the relationship feels so uncertain and almost not guaranteed. it makes you still hang onto every look and touch and word even though theyve already kissed. something about it doesnt feel pre-determined, which is a feeling i get with so many other bl’s when you know, a majority of the time, they’ll get together and have a happy ending. that doesnt feel guaranteed here (even though i pray for that to be the case). instead, it feels like im watching two individuals that are actually having to make a conscious effort in order for this relationship to become something. they have to work for that certainty. and that kind of knife’s edge, it could break at any moment, hanging on every interaction is packed with that specific kind of nervous exhilaration that is so fucking accurate and true to the start of relationship. i seriously cant describe how perfectly they managed to encapsulate that feeling and convey it with such authenticity. its actually ridiculous. seeing those moments, when they’re talking and skirting so closely around the topic of what exactly they are, when then their fingers brush and you are begging for one of them to make the tiniest of moves, to take hold, to make that kind of a statement no matter how small or silent it is, it makes your heart race, bc its new and unknown and in that moment its like your insides are screaming, begging you to embed this sensation into your veins bc you dont know when the next night like this, when the midnight chill and the dusky sky and the hints of alcohol in your system will mix right and make you feel so hedonistically giddy as you do right now at the feeling of that person by your side. and the way they both chase that sensation, how visibly happy it makes them, a craving for each other and that shared thrill only they know, it is just so unbelievably intoxicating to watch. 

i am a person that struggles to sit down and focus. im watching tv but im also knitting, im playing a game but also listening to a podcast. im that person that has to overwhelm my senses to feel sated. this is the first time in a while that ive sat down to watch something and nothing stole my focus, i wasnt distracted, my mind didnt wander. i wasnt concious of the other people walking around my house or the traffic outside or the temperature of the room, i was just fully engrossed. i let every ebb and flow of the scenes and story take me on this path it was guiding me down. and again, thats how they feel. when jihyun and jaewon are alone together, everything else fades away to this dull buzz of background nothingness, they become engrossed in each other, and just as the story pulls me, they pull each other. there’s a constant back and forth, an exchange of setting and challenging boundaries that i adore. when youre getting into a scene, you dont know whos gonna be the one pushing the other. you have jihyun being more forward by the han river, teaching jaewon to draw, then you have jaewon going after jihyun at the library, you have him meeting jihyun after work only for jihyun to ask him to stay and have a drink. its like with every interaction, theyre both asking ‘is this ok?’ and the other asks ‘can we go further?’. i wanna make a whole other post about the nature of their gap in age and experience and all that brings and also how the expectations it brings are subverted, but for now i just wanna say how great it is that there is this balance, and especially that jihyun is allowed to be confident and brave and forward with jaewon, and jaewon is allowed to be reserved and giddy around jihyun. those are experiences so often reserved for the elder and the younger in a relationship, respectively, so to let jihyun be the leader and jaewon the follower, swept up by his feelings and attraction is so refreshing and plays so well into the kind of growth we’re gonna see from these characters and that they need, jihyun growing out of this shy country mouse persona to be more forward and bold, and jaewon being allowed to drop his mask of bravado and letting him be a young person that doesn’t have to be in control of everything. we see that one of his main pressures is the concept of the future, of how simultaneously wide and full of possibilities but also narrow and predetermined that future is for him. he talks about being afraid to lose the comfort of a microcosm like the army of school, even though they are places where he isnt necessarily happy. and then in comes jihyun, something not predetermined, something unexpected, and he takes control of jaewons future in a way by opening up this new path for him. he’s taking some of that stress from jaewon’s shoulders by being an equal and responsive partner in this journey, and offers the chance for jaewon to have something certain in his future, only if he too will work for it. only too if he tries something new, realises that its not too late, and that the anxiety and fear and uncertainty that comes with it may be worth it. bc it may not be guaranteed, but to try instead of never knowing is the only way he can make this possible.

tldr; this show is breath-taking, and im gonna be emo about it for a very long time

#thats it for me until i rewatch approximately 10 times and make 50 more rants #im down so bad #but im addicted to the way this show makes me think #its just stunning #and im so fucking happy i could cry #the eighth sense