#i prolly told you before but how cute is it that they prolly have pics of me as a child cuddling their dog

[bugunlikeanangel]

it kinda makes me feel nice and fuzzy and full circle, the fact that my boyfriend asked me today if it was ok for him to call me my old name. my chinese name. that i went by in childhood. since i knew him and his family when i was a little kid in primary school, thats the name they all knew me by

#again havent been called that since primary #but im kind of for it #its cute :') #he said he thought my chinese name really suited me and i was like. aww! :D #i mean. his mum also asked me if she could call me it immediately after meeting and hugging me #old habits die hard ig #fate is literally sooooo funny to bring me back to this family a decade later without me even knowing it #i prolly told you before but how cute is it that they prolly have pics of me as a child cuddling their dog #or how my boyfriend's godfather had my dad over at christmas at uni (about 40 fucking years ago) somehow #that i was slight friends with his sister. came over for birthdays #his da was my dentist #gosh. idk man. a lot more little things like that #weird isnt it

[marlenesluv]

Book Lover. Part 2. (LN)

summary: more of being landos booktuber girlfriend who posts books, music, coffee, and her boyfriend lando.

check out part 1: part 1

warnings: none

masterlist link -> masterlist link

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y/n.user: paddock reading while your bf trains >

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landonorris: you could train with me

↳ y/n.user: like…workout?? no. thanks

↳ yukitsunoda0511: i also don’t like working out

bookbabes: the perks of being a wallflower 😩🫶

haleypham: reading while your bf does his sport >

↳ y/n.user: sooo true

formula1fan: the way y/n goes with lando everywhere is so cute

↳ y/n.fp: shes said before that shes never missed an event and always makes sure to go🥹

pagesgalore: my book queeeennnnn

saracarrolli: when is ur new vid coming out, bestie😁

↳ y/n.user: this friday at 8am!!😁🤗

↳ user5: A COLLAB I SUSPECT????

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landonorris: she looks around for books, while i suck down a strawberry acai refresher 😋

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y/n.user: you INHALE those refreshers….

↳ landonorris: they are DELECTABLE

↳ carlossainz55: that’s a big word for you

f1wags: when your favorite wag reads >

papayaboys: he is so whipped, your honor

formula1edits: the way he spoils her?? need

↳ user4: does he buy her books or sum?

↳ formula1edits: hes said that he likes to buy them and spoil her 🫠

francisca.cgomes: need me a bf like this fr

↳ pierregasly: you HAVE a bf like that

↳ francisca.cgomes: you hate shopping with me🙄

↳ pierregasly: because you shop for 10 hours KIKA

↳ francisca.cgomes: SO?????

booksbabyyy: that’s so freaking adorable

maxfewtrell: you forgot to mention that i was also there….

↳ y/n.user: yeah, eating a bagel and looking at legos for us

↳ landonorris: which we appreciate because we love legos

↳ y/n.user: so true

aaronwarnersgf: when they are a book and lego couple >

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y/n.user: french novels and landos hat 🧡

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austen4life: our girl is finally reading some french literature yesss

landonorris: you were too focused on the book and not me :(

↳ carlossainz55: oh no, she must like reading more than talking to you

↳ y/n.user: when will you STOP BEING MEAN CARLOS

inbetweenpages: why does he look so grumpy

↳ landofanpage: hes a sassy scorpio💁‍♂️

charles_leclerc: you’re finally reading the french novel i told you about?

↳ y/n.user: yes 😌 and it’s so good

↳ charles_leclerc: i told you

user5: lando do be staring hard LMAO

swiftie22: my fav swifties <3

↳ taylorandf1: realllll

booksgalore4: y/n’s book posts >

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landonorris: “august slipped away into a moment of time”

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y/n.user: you’re too cute, lan❤️

↳ landonorris: i used her quote correctly??

↳ y/n.user: yes, babe

↳ landonorris: 😁

user2: the pictures he takes of y/n are so sweet

bookgirlieeee: was a book fan first, but now i’m an f1 fan too thx to y/n

↳ f1inthebooks: but we all love it

carlandoo554: who took the carlando pic omgggg

↳ y/nandlandoo: prolly y/n lol

lilymhe: CUTIESSSSS

↳ y/n.user: 🫶🫶

user7: lando sleeping on his clothes LMAOOO HELP

f1wags: august was such a good content month fr

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y/n.user: first video on my yt with no books and all grid! had a nice dinner, partied, slept, games, and lando taught me how to dj…okkk🪩

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danielricciardo: all of y/n’s fans bc theres no books: 😰😬

↳ y/n.user: 😓

landonorris: my multi talented gf☺️❤️

↳ y/n.user: 😁❤️

bookbabes: living for dj y/n

user4: okkkk i’m living for this

rhysbatbae: missing book content rn

↳ y/n.user: i promise i’m still posting my books, dw

carlossainz55: i am the monopoly champion🤪

↳ maxverstappen1: no, you’re not. we were all j too drunk

↳ y/n.user: LOL

↳ carlossainz55: whatever 🙄

des.sidster: you just casually learning how to dj in monaco is so iconic. miss you sm!

↳ y/n.user: it was so fun. miss you sm too, des!

aaronwarner554: living vicariously through y/n, she has sm fun ugh

dr3edits: lmaooo, daniel sleeping 😭

f1wags: the cutestttt

pierregasly: i cant wait till we all hangout again!

↳ charles_leclerc: i cant either! it was a lot of fun

↳ lewishamilton: i liked when y/n fell down the stairs at charles’ house, i’d like to see that again

↳ y/n.user: that rly hurt🤕

↳ landonorris: guys. don’t be mean.

↳ pierregasly: okay dad

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[rainboq]

Thank you for the prompt! Here's one in return. #3 (kiss on the cheek) pricefield

You asked for a kiss on the cheek, you get an entire date and Chloe being a massive disaster. Enjoy! Apologies in advanced for my nonexistent Spanish skills. I’m going insane. It’s just Max, why the hell am I going insane? Chloe sighs as she sits in her truck, one hand on the wheel while the other hovers over the send button on her phone. Fucking Rachel and her big ideas. Just ask her out Chloe, it’ll be fine Chloe, you’ve known her since you were a little kid Chloe. 

A little traitorous part of her wished that Max had just said no so she could get the rejection over and done with. Instead, her dorky little face with it’s stupidly cute dimpled smile and earnest eyes had light up like Chloe had told her that there was going to be new episodes of Hawt Dawg Man or something. And not, you know, a date with her dumb punk ass.

Just hit the damn button Chloe so you can blow this already and tell Rachel you told her so. There’s no way someone as smart and talented as Max wants anything to do with me. She’s just doing this for old time’s sake.

Her finger taps the button and she locks the screen so she can’t stare at it and ratchet her anxiety up higher.

Ha. As if she has any control over her anxiety right now.

Her phone buzzes with Max’s reply and she takes a few deep breaths to try and steady her nerves. Her usual go to right now would be smoking, but she forgot her damn pack at home like a dumbass in her flurry of getting ready. At least I didn’t fuck up Rachel’s makeup job.

Is Max even going to like me with this much makeup on? She knew me before I ever started wearing any.

She does an impromptu drum solo on her steering wheel to try and get some of her nervous energy out, to mixed success when her eyes spot movement in the lobby of Max’s building. She turns in her seat, gets a look at her and promptly forgets to breathe. Chloe had said to dress up a bit, and Max had taken the liberty of wearing a flowing black dress with some matching leggings. It’s not nearly as showy as the things Rachel wears to parties and events, but there’s something about the way her freckled shoulders look under the straps that makes her heart squeeze. Those damn freckles, why do they have to be so cute?! Dammit, breathe, don’t be a total dweeb in front of Max because she grew up and got hot.

Fuck she is hot though.

I’m so boned.

Max spots her truck as she pushes out through the inner door and a great big dorky smile spreads across her face as she waves enthusiastically. Chloe waves back and scoots across the bench seat to throw the passenger door open. A moment later Max is climbing in, all winning and too god damn adorable smiles. “Hey Chloe!”

“Uh, hey Max! You look… hella great.”

Max’s cheeks go a bit red as she hunches her shoulders forwards, one hand rubbing the back of her neck. “I don’t know about that, but you look amazing.”

There’s no part of Chloe’s stolen blazer and worn black jeans that qualify as amazing to her, but if Max likes it she’s not about to complain. “Thanks,” Chloe tries to say as smoothly as she can muster despite the slight wobble in her tone, “You down for some food?”

“I’m hella starving.” Max replies with a cheeky grin as she shuts her door. “I’m so down for this ‘best taco truck in town’.”

Rolling up to a dumpy taco truck in her old brick with someone as gorgeous as Max suddenly has Chloe feeling like Max really deserves a better first and probably only date, but plans are plans. “Then let your noble steed be off, fair maiden!”

Max breaks out in gigglesnorts as Chloe pulls out of the parking lot. “You did not just use one of William’s lines on me!”

“I so hella did Caulfield, what’re you gonna do about it?” Chloe adds a wink, hoping it’ll cover up how obviously sweaty as hell her palms are right now.

“Oh, I’ve got something in mind.” Max says in a low tone that makes Chloe have to fight to not choke on her own spit.

Oh god, is Max actually flirting with me? I’m so not fucking ready for this. “You down to thrash a bit hippie?”

“As long as your bony elbows don’t hit me!” Max replies with a laugh and Chloe punches the radio on.

The scratchy punk from the local station starts blaring and Chloe internally breathes a sigh of relief at not having to try and deal with Max’s flirting for a moment. Oh god, I can hear Rachel laughing her ass off at me right now.

Max for her part grooves along, and Chloe has to focus to avoid going off the road because of it. God she still dances like a total dork! Fuck, it should be illegal to be this cute or something.

Thankfully they make it to the taco truck without Chloe running into anything, despite her distracted driving, and she pulls them up to the sidewalk. I just hope she likes it or this is going to be a hella lame date.

“Hungry Max?” Chloe asks as she throws her door open after shutting off the radio.

“I’m so hungry, you have no idea.” Max replies as she does the same before sheepishly admitting, “I also kinda skipped lunch.”

Chloe jumps out of her truck and jogs around the front of it as Max clambers out. “Jesus Christ Caulfield, no wonder you ended up so short.”

“What! Hey! Not all of us get to be so freakishly tall.” Max groans and sticks out her tongue.

“Yup, it’s just my burden to bear. Now what do you wanna eat?”

“I mean, you know what’s good here.” Max shrugs as she walks alongside Chloe towards the food truck. “Order for me?”

“Spicy or nah?”

“No way, never spicy.”

Chloe can’t help but laugh at the way Max shakes her head and waves her hands in the air. Yup, still a total dork. “Can do Maximo. Just wait here.”

Chloe skips ahead a few steps and shouts out, “¡Hola Alejandro!”

There’s a clattering sound inside the truck and a middle-aged man’s face appears, “¡Aha! ¡Flaca! ¿Como estas?”

“Muy bien, gracias. ¿Y tú?”

“Bein.” He says with a nod and a big smile.

“Bien, quatro numero doce con polo por favor.” Chloe says, before turning to grin at Max who looks a little stunned.

Alejandro sticks his head out to see what she’s looking at before pulling back in and grinning broadly. “¿Tu amor?”

Chloe shrugs, unable to keep the smile off of her face as she rubs the back of her head. Fuck, fuck, fuck! I forgot how to say that in Spanish. Way to go dumbass.

Alejandro, to his credit, doesn’t need it spelled out for him as he pokes his head back out and calls out to Max, “¡Hola bonita!”

Max freezes up for a moment before doing a little wave back. “H-hola.”

“Don’t worry, I’ll take care of you.” Alejandro grins at her, before retreating back into the food truck to start working on the order.

Chloe pulls out her wallet from her blazer’s pocket and takes out approximately the right amount of money plus tip and drops it on the counter before jogging back to Max with a big idiot grin on her face. “And that’s the food!”

“I guess I should probably learn some Spanish if I’m going to be living large in LA, huh?” Max asks sheepishly, doing that thing she used to do when they were kids where she’d hold her arm.

“Prolly a good idea,” Chloe says as she moves to stand next to Max. “This shouldn’t take too long.”

“Maybe I should have brought a sweater, I always forget how cold it gets here when the sun goes down.”

“Here, stand next to me, the food should warm you up.” Chloe holds out her arm and Max doesn’t hesitate to tuck into her side.

A sort of silence settles in as Max hums softly to herself and chews on her lip while Chloe watches the window for the food. The pressure of Max against her feels good, great even, but it all feels so surreal. “I can’t believe we’re actually on a date.”

“Oh no?” Max giggles softly as she snakes an arm around Chloe’s waist, “What’s so unbelievable about it?”

“How about the part where you said yes?”

“When I told my parents, my dad announced that Joyce and mom owe him fifty bucks.”

“Wait, what?” Chloe somehow manages to not stammer.

“They all had a bet, our dads bet that we’d date some day.”

Chloe turns her eyes heavenwards, where the few stars visible in LA are starting to poke out as the sun sets. I guess you’re smiling on my dumb ass from up there, huh dad?

“¡Loca!” Alejandro shouts from the truck as he puts their food out.

“That’s us.” Chloe says before reluctantly pulling away from Max, “we’ll eat in the back of my truck, meet me there?”

“Sure thing.”

Chloe trots over, grabs the two trays of food. Damn, dude threw in tortilla chips gratis, I fucking owe him a bigass tip next time I come.

Max waits for her, standing next to the now open tailgate. “After you, mademoiselle.”

“You know French?” Chloe asks with a cocked eyebrow as she slides the trays into the bed before climbing up.

“I picked up a couple things from an ex.” Max shrugs as Chloe turns, offers her a hand and hauls her up into the bed.

They end up sitting together at the far end, their backs resting against the cab as Chloe divides the food between them. “Eat up, short stuff.”

“Oh my god, stop making fun of my height you beanstalk!” Max laughs as she elbows Chloe.

Chloe just cackles as she pulls out her first taco and takes her first bite. Come on Chloe, it’s Max, but it’s still a date so don’t eat like a total fucking slob.

She waits until she’s actually finished her first mouthful and swallowed before turning to Max, “How is it?”

“Oh my god I think I’m in love,” Max mutters as she finishes her first mouthful, “Legit the best taco I’ve ever had.”

“Did I tell you or did I tell you?” Chloe grins in triumph before taking another bite of her taco.

They don’t talk much as they consume their tacos, they’re too tasty. Chloe finishes first and has to resist the urge to shout her victory like they did when they were kids having stupid eating contests. Instead, she starts popping tortilla chips into her mouth and just kind of watching Max while she waits.

Damn, I’ve seen her a bunch since she moved here and I still can’t get over how damn cute she got. Like even her ‘ugly duckling’ pics from high school look great. I can’t believe I missed out on her braces years though, damn, that would have been hilarious to be around for. That or I would have gotten in a lot of fights for jackasses making fun of her, which wouldn’t have been much of a change honestly…

Max finishes her tacos and beams up at Chloe, “That was delicious! Thank you so much Chloe!”

“Hey, you deserve it, also hang on, you got some sour cream on your nose.” Chloe grabs a napkin and wipes it off, prompting a giggle from Max.

“You’re adorable.”

“You’re one to talk.”

Max laughs and steals a chip from Chloe’s basket before grinning at her as she eats it.

“What, hey! Those are my chips! You’ve got your own!”

“Yeah but yours are tastier!”

Oh my god, this old game. “What, you want me to feed them to you?”

Chloe’s heart skips a beat as Max’s cheeks flush red. “I-I mean, I wouldn’t mind…”

“Only if you feed me yours.” Chloe grins as she feels her own cheeks heating up.

“It's a deal then.”

Chloe holds up one of her chips to Max’s face, who promptly devours it before holding up one of her chips for Chloe, who returns the gesture. Before long they’re both grinning at each other like sappy idiots and swapping chips until their baskets run empty. Max makes a little disappointed noise as they run out and Chloe gathers up their baskets.

“I’ll run these back and we’ll hit the road?”

“Sure thing.” Max says, before stifling a yawn. “Man, I didn’t realize how late it’s getting already.”

“Nah, you’re just getting old, the night’s still young.”

Max jabs a finger into Chloe’s side before laughing, “You ass, don’t you know it’s rude to joke about a lady’s age?”

“I’m older than you!”

“I said a lady.” Max retorts with a smirk as they both get to their feet and hop out of the bed.

“You got me there Maximus Wrecked.”

Damn, I think this is actually going pretty well! She thinks to herself as she jogs back to the food stand and drops the baskets off on the outside counter. From inside Alejandro flashes her a double thumbs up and Chloe grins back at him before turning around to head back to her truck.

Max is already in the cab, holding herself and shivering a bit as Chloe gets in. “Definitely should have brought a sweater.”

Thinking fast, Chloe pulls off her blazer and holds it out to Max. “Here, until the heater decides to start working.”

“Thank you so much,” Max says as she puts the blazer on in a hurry, “This has been great.”

“Hey, you’re great so…”

There’s a giggle from Max before she stifles another yawn. “Dork. We should probably head back though. I had a crazy long day.”

Chloe’s heart sinks and her mind immediately starts racing for ways she fucked this up as she starts her truck up. “Oh, okay.”

“I had fun Chloe, seriously.” Max says, reaching out across the bench and laying her hand on Chloe’s forearm as she shifts the truck into gear. “We’ll have to do this again.”

Oh, okay, so I didn’t completely fuck it up. “Second date, huh?”

“Definitely,” Max smiles warmly as they pull out into the street, “Mind if I put some of my tunes on?”

“Sure, knock yourself out.”

Soft indie rock fills the cabin as Chloe drives back to Max’s place. Despite the promise of a second date, she really, really, really doesn’t want this to end. She’d hoped to go walking down the beach or something with max, maybe hit up a bar and get a little crazy.

Can’t you just be happy dumbass? You got the second date, just… take it easy. You know better than to rush Max of all fucking people.

The drive back to Max’s apartment is way too short, or maybe she’s so wrapped up in her thoughts that the usual nightmare of LA traffic barely registers. Either way, she’s sitting in front of Max’s building and wishing she was anywhere else in town with Max.

“So, uh…”

“Thank you, I had a wonderful evening,” Max says softly as she scoots across the bench seat and presses a gentle kiss into Chloe’s cheek, one hand cupping her chin.

It takes Chloe a second to remember what words are, much less how to put them together into sentences, but she does manage, eventually as she turns to look at Max. “You’re, uh, hella welcome.”

Something mischievous that ties Chloe’s guts in a knot sparkles in those brilliant blue eyes of Max as she smiles wide, “Do you hella want to come up to my apartment for some coffee?”

#life is strange #chloe price #max caulfield #pricefield #lis #prompt fic #kiss prompt #chloe can you stop being a disaster for FIVE MINUTES

[banxson]

jungkook as a boyfriend (long):

a/n: 

since i am currently writing a jungkook social media au, i thought it would be fun to make a headcanon of bf jungkook. this post and the au does not go hand in hand at all. the masterlist to my au is in my bio, please give it a read :) (this prolly the worst self promo ever lol).

if you do want any other headcanon of the boys as a boyfriend, please let me know.

meeting the boys:

so basically, you were one of jimin’s closest friends.

you guys didn’t hang out as much as you used to because of his popularity and schedule.

he also wanted to keep the rest of the boys as far away from you as possible since he saw you as a little sister and felt like he had the duty to protect you.

clearly that didn’t go well.

you knew where their company’s building was, so you decided to give jimin a visit.

you weren’t sure if the other boys were there, but your guts told you that they most likely will be there.

so when you first walked in, jimin was stunned.

homeboy was happy to see you but also nervous because this would be the first time you would meet the rest of the group.

the group and you both knew how jimin wanted to keep you separate .

when the boys first saw you, they were confused.

but then they realized who you were and shouted out for you.

they all hugged you and guys introduced yourselves to each other.

jungkook was the one that caught your eye the most.

he was more shy and introverted than the others.

he barely made eye contact with you and spoke lowly as well.

jimin eased into the idea of you being friends with the boys.

he suggested that after practice, all 8 of you can go grab some dinner.

everybody liked the idea and you sat in the corner on a chair and waited.

through the mirror, you and jungkook would glance every couple of seconds or so.

he would look down shyly while you were glance over to the rest of the boys.

once their practice finished, you guys grabbed dinner near their dorm.

usually, girls would nervous to eat in front of guys, but that wasn’t you.

you stuffed the hell out of your mouth and they were genuinely surprised that you didn’t try to hide it.

 because of that, you quickly bonded with jin since he is a huge foodie himself.

becoming good friends with the boys and jungkook:

over the course of a few weeks, you had gotten closer with the boys.

you were always hanging out in their practice room daily.

you would bring them food over sometimes if they stayed late.

they all considered you as part of the friend group and little sister at this point.

except jungkook.

homeboy grew a massive crush on you.

i mean little did he know, you felt the same way but lets not get to that just yet.

there would be times where you didnt hang out together at once.

for example, there was a day where you went out with jin to some new. restaurant you were interested in trying.

another day you went exploring with taehyung for pictures and to the museum on the way.

on a particular day, jungkook asked you to hang out.

he didn’t specify if it was a date or not, so you didn’t assume it.

you both went to the movies and then a carnival.

he even won you those teddy bears girls usually get in the movies.

he was a bit more open than the first time you met, but not completely.

you basically got closer and closer since that hang out,

you guys did talk about a lot of things when he walked you back to your complex.

that day, you knew that you had feelings for jungkook.

confessing:

jungkook definitely knew he liked you from the moment he met you.

at this point, the only people who knew you liked him was jimin, tae, and jin.

you were the closest with them and they already knew you well enough to know.

all the boys knew he liked you, he would make it so obvious

he would always somehow find a way to talk about in a conversation

there was a time when all the boys were discussing jungkook’s good ramen making skills, and he asked if they think you would like it.

he was just so obvious.

always complimenting you.

finding words and ways to make you smile.

i mean, it worked...

the boys finally convinced jungkook to ask you out and confess 

he asked you to hang out and to dress nice on the day you met, just 4 months from then.

you did as told and wore blue jeans with a cute sweater since it wasn’t even summer yet. 

jungkook had planned a picnic in the park by the water. 

he thought maybe that would increase his chances of getting an official date with you.

and it did.

he confessed when you guys were eating dessert.

he was scared out of his mind that he ended up stuttering most of it

“i-i um i- h-have feel-” you get the point.

you found it cute and giggled at it softly which got him embarrassed.

“aw man now you’re laughing at me”.

you reassured him that wasn’t it and that you liked him too.

his eyes lit up so hard you could probably see his reflection in the water.

he then asked you out on an official date and of course you said yes.

dates:

jungkook wanted to take everything slow with you.

which made sense, you didn’t want anything rushed either.

you hung out with the boys daily and sometimes even slept over.

obviously you slept with jungkook in his bed.

the boys teased you and him doing the frickle frackle which both had you flustered.

you guys would wake cuddling together.

which meant

the boys taking lots of pics.

even with flash

jungkook would always cover your face so you wouldn’t get blinded.

so cute of him

you did spend most days hanging with just jungkook too.

when you guys weren’t together, you would be on call or ft when he wasn’t practicing.

if he was, he would of course tell you he would call you after he’s settled back at the dorm.

at this point, every time you guys were out, you had to be careful.

the group was getting more and more popular and the last thing jungkook wanted was you to be involved in the spotlight.

not that he didn’t wanna show you off, he so did.

he just knew you never had the experience and was afraid of how you would handle it.

every date that went by, he planned a perfect one where he would officially ask you to be his girlfriend.

he knew it would be tricky because of his fans.

so he improvised

he rented out a sea-front restaurant.

and also asked the chef to decorate a small cake.

he would have it say “be my girlfriend?” in edible rose petals.

he was going all out, as you deserved.

after dinner and about an hour of laughing, he finally asked for dessert.

you were completely stunned and his face was full of nervousness.

you just grabbed his cheeks by your hands and kissed him.

you nodded your head at the same time.

did that make sense? just imagine it idk.

both of you were incredibly happy.

you broke the news to the boys afterwards.

but not before jin yeeting your leftovers.

you did spend the night, no you didn’t do the frickle frackle.

your relationship:

well this is already mad long and we only up to the actual relationship.

please keep reading if you made it this far, im trying my best LFMAOOO.

as i was saying

the first important thing was keeping your relationship away from the public.

their boss of course knew about the relationship and told jungkook to be careful.

you guys would take a lot of couple pics but never post it.

you were known as jimin’s friend as it is, you didn’t wanna attract more news onto the group.

jungkook was very loving 

obviously he was kind of shy in some situations.

but there were two jungkooks

bunny jungkook and daddy jungkook

boy oh boy

cuddling sessions would turn into makeouts.

makeouts would turn into last minute dick appointments.

you had to try to be quiet in case the others boys heard.

didn’t work out that great to be honest.

some days it would be at your place.

some days it would be at the boys dorm when no one but the both of you was there.

some days it would even be in the company building.

and lemme tell you

daddy jungkook >>>>>>>>>

you loved the soft jungkook too

but daddy jungkook just made you feel all types of things

the way he had control over you

the way he would dominate you

followed by aftercare

whew

this boy was IN LOVE with you

always protected you.

teased you obviously.

but in a cute way

after being together for a few months, you decided to go public.

some fans were proud

some...not so much

but jungkook didn’t care

he only cared about loving you, giving you what you deserve, and protecting you.

#bts #bts imagines #bts imagine #bts headcanons #bts scenarios #bts au #bts reactions #bts reaction #bangtan boys #bangtan fanfic #bangtan #bangtan jungkook #bts jungkook #jungkook #jeon jungkook #jungkook imagines #bts x reader #jungkook x reader

[sparklyicecube]

17 Seventeen!

Under the cut because I have some followers that don’t want it on their dash.

So...

I like Seventeen now.

When I first got into BTS at the start of the year my friends said “OMG you like K-pop now? That’s amazing! Now let’s just introduce you to 17...” and of course I said that I didn’t want to get into too many groups because of time and commitment and being unable to recognise seven faces much less 13. But three more groups later (I got into Tomorrow By Together as most people know me for and AB6ix as well as low-key Blackpink) I decided to check them out.

Process:

1.Home:

Okay so I found and listened and watched ‘Home’ because it was at the top of their youtube channel and was the first song that my friends recommended. It is amazing. 

Purely on a choreography scale it is beautiful, I was following Wanna One for a bit because of Daewhi and Woojin and no offence but some of their stages were really messy, they seemed all over the place and choatic with no one in sync, but I assumed that it was inevitable to come with a big group. I was wrong. Seeing Seventeen dance was amazing, the way they are arranged, organised, the SYNC. 

At the bottom of the video in the comments I saw someone say they were a new carat and someone else told them that they should watch the 17 debut project. So there I went.

2. 17 Debut project

IT. WAS. TORTURE.

AND. HEAVEN.

AT. THE. SAME. TIME.

I loved everything: their dynamic was really cute, their family bond was so tight, they are all practically married with literal RINGS to prove it, and I thought that their talent and passion really shone. But they kept failing. Over and over and it was painful to watch them try really hard and practice through the night to just be beaten up about not delivering. 

Can I just say though, the last episode with their parents? BEAUTIFUL.

IT WAS SO TOUCHING AND SWEET AND CUTE! And how they all just started crying, and hugs and everything? It was so right? That their rings, items that they fought tooth and nail for over the past few episodes and before they became official, an accessory that meant so much to them that at every opportunity their only goal was to get them back and they were heartbroken at the thought of not having them returned, that they would be returned by their parents?? It was so sweet! I loved how they went and hugged the parents of the other members as well. But when they performed ‘Shining Diamond’ they all had huge smiles on their faces, and there was like NO PRESSURE. Seungkwan just went up there and cried during his bit with no guilt because these were their parents. And they weren’t going to berate him or say he failed and just that relief is so amazing after the stress of the show.

3. Introduction videos

Okay so maybe I watched the intro vids before the debut project but hey who’s keeping track. When I first got into BTS I watched introduction videos. It helped a lot, not just for getting to know the members but also with fitting into the fandom, a piece of knowledge that I couldn’t use for TXT or AB6ix as I was with them when they first existed. But I could watch intro vids for SVT. 

First one I watched was bluergh. There was a pic of them with some basic info like birthdays and heights then some footage of them performing, which was confusing since I couldn’t recognise who was who anyway. Was thinking of giving up trying to get into them.

Second one: perfect. All of the info and charms that I needed, I fell in love and if not for that introduction video I might not have stuck with SVT. Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eCbX5-rBDQQ because if you want to get into seventeen this might help.

Also Ask In A Box was helpful because it showed each member clearly. 

4. Bias time

I had this huge thing with TXT where I didn’t have a Bias and wanted to stay impartial forever but eventually Choi Soobin stole my heart with the rest still maintaining very special places as well. The point is, I had a bias from the second I saw them. 

WOOZI CAN TAKE MY HEART AND SOUL I DON’T CARE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

Woozi. I now know his birth name is Jihoon. He is so smol and squishable and cute and caught my eye the second I saw him. He looks like he might be a more introvert type and from what I know he doesn’t like to go out much, is hard to wake up, doesn’t like skinship when he cannot control it, and I love him. It largely helps that he is an AMAZING songwriter/producer and I am weak for idols who can create their own content. He is kind and smiles a lot but has a lot of burden and put a lot of emotion into his songs because he finds it hard to express it outwardly. He also looked amazing in that cute little ponytail in the debut project and with the lemon yellow hair. 

ALSO WOOZI HAS THE VOICE OF AN ANGEL FITE ME

He, on top of being an OUTSTANDING producer/songwriter, keeping up with dances impeccably, looking absolutely adorable and aparently being able to play several musical instruments, can sing like an angel.

I downloaded some of his songs when he’s singing live. I hate downloading songs like that, they’re messy, have a lot of background noise, bad quality and annoying to listen to. But when I heard him sing ‘You and I’ while playing an acoustic guitar like a PRO then I legit fell in love. How can someone be so amazing???

He isn’t perfect, but I think that it makes him even more endearing. 

The point of this? Well if you’ve read this far then hopefully to either convert some non-carats or help out new carats by sharing some content that sold Seventeen for me, but mostly just to rant. I usually rant to my friend that is also into the same K-pop groups that I’m in, but said friend doesn’t want to get into Seventeen because they don’t think they can trust that they can casually like them while maintaining a healthy everyday life, which I respect. So this is mainly just to rant all my feelings out about Seventeen and Woozi in particular so that I won’t burst and let it all out to my friend instead. 

Also Woozi is so cute and needs love but fortunately has 11 members who appear to casually overwhelm him with kisses randomly? I also low-key ship him with Scoups or Hoshi but it is still early days yet. I know not everything I say now is prolly true and I am a new Carat so take everything with a grain of salt if you are new or go easy on me if you ain’t.

SparklyIceCube out~

#SVT #Seventeen #17 #Kpop #K-pop #SpaklyIceCube rants

[messedupessy]

Mmh for the art raffle, rottenberry in A1 ? Maybe ? :o have a nice day/night, hope you're alright

“I-I’m just s-so fucking tired of it Berry…!”

HERE YA GO BESTEST FRENCH FRY BERRY COMFORTING A CRYING TINY SCRATCHY BOY  (͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Hey look another one of these, this pic have been done for like ages now but since I ended up writing so frikking much under the cut it has taken me weeks to get this posted xD still this is one of the requests i looked the most forward to do as I immediately knew exactly what it was I wanted to draw for it!

Really happy with how this turned out, the pose was a little hard to get right but i got there eventually, really like how Scratch’s hands turned out even though you can barely see them as they are black due for his gauntlet’s, but I sketched them darker like that so that they wouldn’t melt into Berry’s vest which I think worked out, tried to like leave some white spaces which turned out really well, Scratch’s expression is not fully how I would had liked it but still turned out good, due for his mouth not showing it doesn’t show the exact emotion which i wanted him to have which was that of a bit more despair, as he is supposed to be really upset in this, the tears turned out pretty good too I actually accidentally at first drew them on the same layer as the sketch like an idiot so had to redo them, the first tears looked better but oh well that stuff happens, maybe should had made them a tiny bit more shiny and white so they would be more visible but they still looks good yeah, so all in all real happy with this one :D

And because I can so will I now give you guys some headcanons/mini story something for this ship, as I like doing that hella lot, I do actually have a bit of a story planned based on this but knowing me i will prolly never get around to actually write it properly, so instead ya all get this instead especially since I haven’t shown/talked about my take on this ship before, and the reason for the text up above will also be explained

Also the shit down below got super, duper long like crazy long as I got so frikking carried away with the whole thing just so ya know pfft

Their first ever meeting did not go so well, Berry was excited about meeting his so called double thinking up how his double would be like etc, so when he finally meet Scratch he was a tiny bit disappointed as Scratch looked nothing like he thought he would. His disappointment didn’t last for long though as he quickly noticed how damn short Scratch is, Berry is at 5′1 aka 154 cm while Scratch is at 4′8 aka 142 cm though he is wearing a pair of  ridiculously high heeled boots but it is obvious that he is really short. 

Which Berry without thinking says out loud as a greeting which makes Scratch immediately absolutely furious as he got a  extreme height complex, so Scratch lashes out with a attack and Berry easily evades it like a boss, Berry trying to apologize as he quickly realized he hit a nerve but Scratch isn’t letting him as he is too pissed off to listen, and Berry isn’t making it better by saying his apologizes like this: “I’M SORRY OTHER ME FOR CALLING YOU SHORT BUT YOU ARE REALLY SHORT AND TINY AND I CAN’T HELP BUT FIND IT REALLY CUTE!” Berry of course can’t help but to put in some flirting as well as he is one flirty boy, waggling his brows with a flirty smile while evading a still angry but now also flustered Scratch.

Berry keeps on making stuff worse as he just can’t help himself, getting completely carried away and finding the way Scratch is flustering while also been absolutely pissed adorable. Until Stretch decides to intervene as this fight/battle has been going on long enough, grabbing hold of Scratch as he is the one attacking and also you guys are ruining the furniture like not cool while saying a pun or joke of some sort. 

Berry stops moving and chuckles at his bro’s joke and then goes oh right shit forgot we were indoors, then he makes a pun which Stretch puns back at but which Scratch just screeches at, pushing Stretch away from him with a “UNHAND ME YOU FOOL!” and then stomps away fuming af with the other two looking after him, Berry after awhile saying that that guy is just really cute when he gets all pissy like that doesn’t he which Stretch agrees with, but like bro you really should apologize to him properly because that shit you said was really hella rude, like remember when you were easily offended with people commenting on your height when you were a kid and how it made you feel.

Berry makes a face and looking a tad bit guilty, he goes like fuck you’re right I didn’t think of that, I just let my first thought slip as I hadn’t expected other me to be way shorter than I am and then I got all carried away like I always do. I guess I better go and try to fix this mess I made, think I will have to wait a bit tough for him to cool down a bit, which Stretch just nods in agreement then saying another pun which Berry puns back at.

Berry then goes to visit Scratch, knocks on the door and Scratch opens it immediately, after checking who it is, asking what the fuck does he want, Berry says he is there to apologize which just makes Scratch squint at him in disbelief. Berry then apologizes but fucks up a bit as he ends up calling Scratch short again which makes Scratch pissed and he tries to slam the door on Berry but he grabs hold off it before it slams shut completely, saying sorry again that came out wrong i’m sorry let me make it up to you. 

They fight with the door for awhile Scratch schreeching at him to fuck off and Berry shouting he just wants to make it up to him until Scratch is like fine make it up to me by leaving me the fuck alone which Berry says he can’t because that won’t make up for what he said wait I know I will let you punch me! 

Both stops fighting with the door and Scratch once again just looks at Berry in disbelief, like what kind of an idiot are you kind of way, which he also voices out loud, Berry just laughs and says since calling you sho- I mean calling you that made you angry and hurt I will let you punch me properly and not evade it at all like I did before. 

Scratch is still just looking at him trying to figure out what Berry truly is after, saying Berry really is stupid, Berry replies with come on I can take it just punch me and then we will be even, you don’t have to tell me twice Scratch says and then punches Berry without warning making the other stagger back and start to bleed from his nose, but he just shakes his head saying that was a great punch, really glad I didn’t let you hit me when we fought earlier because then i would have gotten hurt even worse. 

Scratch fluster a bit at the praise, Berry then adds since we are now even and you have punched me so are we officially friends now grinning wide with Scratch going what before Berry grabs him and starts running off with him, saying come on let’s hang out now since we’re friends with Scratch schreeching we are not friends put me down but which Berry ignores as he is determined to get to know his angry counter part better 

After that whole thing the two of them start to hang out, mostly by Berry visiting Scratch against his will and then drag him off to do things together, from hanging out at Berry’s home to go out and prank people, Scratch starts to get less and less against hanging out with Berry as he finds himself having fun during their hang outs. 

He still fights it at times but Berry is very insistent, he fought against it for quiet some time especially when it came to the things Berry tried to make him join in with, like pranking people that’s childish and so are video games, building snowmen no that’s something for children! but Berry just had to say are you chicken/does that mean I win by default etc made him immediately change his mind and join in as he refused to be defeated in anything etc.

Though still a bit hesitantly as Scratch hates to appear childish in any way, which Berry have figured out and is trying to teach him it’s ok to be etc, as when Berry was younger he had kind of the same troubles, Berry still slips up at times with short/tiny jokes as he just can’t help it even though he tries which have made Scratch get really mad at him so many times, Berry also keeps on flustering Scratch by calling him cute etc out of the blue

Berry tries to get to know Scratch better, more personally etc but Scratch keeps on pushing him away in that regard, refusing to open up, so Berry keeps pushing and kinda pester as his feelings for the other have grown into a full blown crush and when he is in love he has a habit of getting blind to the person of his affections discomforts and when he is going too far, when he is too pushy and should leave them alone. 

So one day he and Scratch are hanging out, doing their usual thing when Scratch seems to be a bit more distant than usual, Berry tries to get Scratch to tell him what’s up but Scratch is not telling him anything. Berry then says if Scratch needs to talk about stuff then talk with him he will understand then he tries to put a comforting hand on Scratch’s shoulder but it is swatted away harshly by Scratch who just looks at him like he have just said the worst insult ever, saying as if Berry would ever understand what he is dealing with, and then Scratch just explodes into a screaming rant how there is no way that Berry would ever understand the shit he is going through.

“NO YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND BERRY! YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS TO WAKE UP EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY KNOWING IT IS YET ANOTHER DAY OF BEEN BELITTLED, OF BEEN MOCKED, OF NOT BEEN TAKEN SERIOUSLY AND TREATED LIKE A CHILD ALL BECAUSE YOU JUST HAPPEN TO LOOK LIKE ONE WHEN YOU SURE AS FUCK AREN’T! YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE TOLD OVER AND OVER AGAIN EVERY FUCKING DAY THAT YOU ARE WEAK, THAT YOU CAN’T DO ANYTHING AND YOU ARE NOT EVEN GIVEN THE SLIGHTEST BIT OF A CHANCE TO PROVE THEM WRONG! YOU WHO HAVE NEVER HAD ANY PROBLEMS EVER IN YOUR LIFE  YOU WOULD NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW IT IS TO HAVE A BROTHER WHO DOESN’T LOVE YOU AND TREAT YOU LIKE FUCKING SHIT!”

Scratch keeps on shouting at Berry like that for awhile, just letting all of the things that troubles him out into the open. As the reason for why he had been more distant was because he had grown a bit jealous of Berry’s seemingly perfect life, as people weren’t belittling him or mocking him for his height etc, and how he had such a great relationship with his brother unlike himself, he shouts and screams himself hoarse until

“I’M-I’m just…-“, Scratch said mouth now quivering and his voice suddenly lowering to almost a whisper, his eye sockets barely holding back the tears that was risking of flooding out as he looked away from the other and instead looked down at his feet with an expression  that was just completely exhausted and defeated. “I’m just so tired, so fucking tired of it all…”  

Scratch tries to stop himself from crying with little success, as he is just so damn tired of all of it and been keeping shit inside for so long, Berry have just listened to it all without a word, actually a bit shocked at the sudden outburst, he then steps forward and pulls Scratch into a hug. 

Scratch immediately telling him to let him go schreeching and thrashing but Berry doesn’t let him go, after awhile of that Scratch just stops and slowly puts his arms around Berry and just starts crying fully, the line and the pic above happening, and Berry just holds him while he cries and just says over and over how he is just so tired. Berry saying he knows, he hadn’t thought Scratch had such problems or that people were treating him so damn bad etc, and how this explains so much about how Scratch has been behaving and how he himself should have like noticed that stuff a bit more but like always when he is crushing he gets really bad at noticing things he doesn’t want to notice about the person he is interested in.

He hugs the other a bit tighter while Scratch has become stiff in his arms, as Scratch is realizing what he have just done just letting all of his feelings and troubles out and he is terrified and horrified about it, Berry then decides to try to break the tension a bit by saying a joke, or kind of a joke which is “Well, I never thought our first embrace would be in a situation like this.” or something like it which Scratch doesn’t take well upon hearing it getting flustered and try to push Berry away which Berry lets him a tiny bit so they are now face to face at least, Berry saying sorry not the time to say that please calm down and let me say some things. 

Which Scratch do but his whole body is still ready to fucking bolt at a moments notice, Berry then begins to talk how yes he might not understand what Scratch is going through fully, as he himself have had troubles in the past with been taken seriously thanks to his baby face and also his own shortness, even though those troubles weren’t as bad as Scratch’s though still bad but not to that extent, he also apologies how he was so damn pushy about Scratch telling him stuff and that he should had pushed less etc alongside other things which makes Scratch relax and calm down

After the whole thing the two of them gets closer, Scratch starts to open up without having to be pushed to an outburst to do so, Berry tries his best not to push Scratch to that extent, Scratch is more relaxed around Berry now and doesn’t get upset as often about things, like they become proper friends who can talk about stuff most of the time, share their experiences and stuff with one another, they still fuck up time to time but they solve it much more calmly, mostly at least, Scratch is making sure to tell Berry off when he is uncomfortable about anything which Berry might fail to notice etc.

Now finally with Scratch actually feeling comfortable and safe around Berry, his feelings starts to change into a crush as well, Berry have never hidden the fact that he has been interested in Scratch romantically, or at least he have been flirting with him allot, and even though they still end up fighting time to time and that Berry keeps on forcing him outside his comfort zone which he doesn’t always like but is kinda what he needs at times, also helps that Berry is pretty damn good looking which Berry knows fully that he is, flexing and shit which makes Scratch’s soul flutter.

And as usual when Scratch gets a crush or anything like it he goes into tsundere mode, starts to avoid Berry and stuff even though he knows Berry is interested in him that way but then doubts starts to grow in his mind, what if Berry is just interested in him so to use him and then break his heart and stuff, what if this whole friendship was a rouse to make fun of him, like Berry gets around allot in that department he have heard, what if their friendship is fake and he will lose what he have with Berry if he admits his feelings and Berry gets what he wants etc.

Berry for once actually notices that there is something bothering Scratch almost immediately this time around, and decides to confront Scratch what’s bothering him as he does not want what happened last time to happen again, and after some careful prodding Scratch ends up confessing his feelings and his fears while been real frikking flustered, Berry is overjoyed at having his feelings returned that he immediately hugs Scratch completely missing the part about Scratch’s fears, getting his mouth covered by Scratch’s hands as he tries to kiss him in his excitement which Scratch is not ready for at all.

Berry immediately apologizes for doing so he just got so damn happy and excited which is no excuse for trying to kiss him without consent, he then asks what the rest Scratch said was can he repeat it which Scratch at first refuses to do so as he is pretty flustered, embarrassed and kind of distressed but he ends up repeating himself after a bit. 

Berry immediately assures him that that kind of thing he would never ever do, he is not the kind of guy who would play with someones feelings like that at least not intentionally, he tells Scratch when it comes to Berry getting around with different partners its something he only do when fully single or if he isn’t interested in someone special, and that ever since he ended up crushing on Scratch he haven’t been with anyone at all.

After some more reassurance, some flirting on Berry’s part and some fluster on Scratch’s, the both of them decide to give a romantic relationship a try, which ends up been pretty much just like their friendship just much more hugs and eventually kisses when Scratch ends up comfortable enough for it, they both still fuck up at times in various ways. 

Berry been too pushy and missing clear signs when Scratch doesn’t want something etc, and Scratch keeps on having troubles telling Berry the things that truly bothers him etc, they still fight time to time, though mostly just about silly things like Berry totally cheating at mario kart and shit, they way too often edge each other on to do stupid shit, but all in all they end up been pretty good for one another, Scratch telling Berry off when he is too much and Berry helping Scratch been more open and be as childish as he wants to be, the fucking end

Fuck this took forever for some reason but now it’s done hurray, not completely happy with all of it there are a bunch of parts which is a bit iffy but all in all i am kind of happy with this anyhow xD the more well written text and dialogue is from my attempt at writing this as an actual fic which I decided to include, as i like how those two parts turned out and that i will prolly never end up writing it properly and shit, anyway enjoy this wall of text yo 

#rottenberry #poisonberry #sanscest #fontcest #MessedUpEssy #Essy's Art #Essy's Undertale Art #Essy Answers #Essy's Undertale Headcanons #sketch #fyyuucckk finally this shit is done #took so long because i just couldn't finish all this writing #which ended up way too frikking long #but now i am finally just frikking done with it #and i am happy #yes #now i just got 2 more of these to do and then i am done with this old raffle thingie as well #go me yo #these two are such messes but i really like them together #they're really cute #even though Berry is accidently an ass at times #like he means well but he gets so god damn focused and blinded when he go crushing #and ppl have a habit of not telling him to stop or calm down about it which is why he haven't learnt to chill about it #with Scratch's help tho he will #and the both of them will be happy af #because i say so #so frikking done with this like fenjgrjekgkjer

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

y’all.,,.,..i’m shaken not stirred

so apparently, the Ass Crack Of Dawn™ is the best time for me to be on that godforsaken site, dodging prehistoric fossils left and right to try and find at least one (1) good Mans™

I met this dude!!! His name is James!! And he sent me a face pic within like the first couple of minutes we started talking (I feel like it was his first time around here, tbh) and I did some Research™ and it all checked out so we got to talking n sISSSSSSSSSS

The boy is 18 and a virgin, yet he’s cute asf and over 7 inches 🧐🧐🧐🧐 noah fence but girls can be stoopid moVING ON

He’s blonde and like his hair’s wispy and it made my stomach flop and he looks like the Basic Soft White Boy™ all cute n shit like whomst allowed him?? to be like that??? hitting my weak spot with no remorse??

So we get to talking and I make him hard using my Fic Skills™ and he’s sending me pics and wow?? Y’all know in fics when I say H has a pretty cock?? This boy hit that mark like it didn’t look too veiny or engorged like a ballon or anything it was pretty!!

And the thing is, he was so soft like when he sent the face pic he was like “I bet you’re too good for me” n I was like “lol bitch wHeRe?” n then I sent one bacc n he was like “oh my god...you’re stunning”

Uhm # 1.) Quit Playing Games With My Heart (Copyright © Backstreet Boys 2008) aND # 2.) u just made my heart nut wow??

So we kept going and he was like, “Do you want my head between your thighs or my cock inside that tight little cunt?” n I was like “shoot👀👀👀get on ur knees bitch” n this boi.,,.,this gift.,,.,.lowkey think he either reads or writes fanfic bc he was spot!! on!! mothertruckers!!

And like halfway through mentally going down on me, he goes, “I’m gonna have to get your snap or something after this 😉”

N I literally whipped like I took my hand out my panties and whipped bc I didn’t want to come on strong or anything and he just read my mind like praise the Lort™

So I was like “why don’t we exchange now in case the site crashes” and we did and we took our little party to snap and another confirmation that he is indeed Real™ is he had a bitmoji and his last name was on his snapsmjsjs

So I tell him I can’t snap rn bc it’s night and my parents would have my ass as a midnight snack and he was like “that’s fine babe” n I was like cool cool ok keep uhhhhh ya know

So he keeps going and literally I feel like this boy had a list of all— and I mean ALL— of my kinks and was just going down the list, checking them off

Daddy kink ✔️

Good girl kink ✔️

Praise kink ✔️

“Gonna cum over daddy’s thick cock like the good girl you are?” ✔️

“Beg for me to fuck you.” ✔️

“Oh, you like that, huh? Naughty little thing.” ✔️

“That’s a nice girl.” ✔️

Good use of emojis at appropriate times ✔️✔️✔️

THE WHOLE TIME I WAS LITERALLY PUTTING MY HAND UP TO THE SKY AND THANKING GOD THAT I FOUND THIS GUY LIKE WOW IM SO USED TO GIVING N NOW I GET TO RECIEVEEEEE oh and after he finished going down on me he said “Shall we fuck?” n idk I just thought that was cuteskdmdke

and so he kept checking up on me and was insistent i cum first and just wow get u a mans who cares

So when I Burst At The Seams™, I went to help him so I did my Smut Writer Thing™ n he did his Nut Thing™ and after we were all said and done he was all “That was so fucking good, baby, wow” n I was all *blush blush* and then he said “you literally just blew my legs off like they’re goneeee 😂😂😂”

N i was like “yeah?” N he was like “definitely. My entire body’s been off tho lately cause I’m ill but you just blew my legs haha” n me, containing the Caring Female Hormone™, asked him how he got sick and he was like “I was playing football outside the day before in the cold” n I was about to hit him with my mom instinct but then was like hmmm🧐🧐🧐I prolly SHOULDNT rn since he’s cleaning jizz off himself that I conjured into existence haha!!

So then he was like “getting up to go get breakfast is gonna be a challenge now but I’ll find a way 😂😂” and literally JUST as I was typing out “my g where u from?” he sent “Oh, and I’m from England, btw...”

So then I nutted yet AGAIN bc wOW HE’S BRTISH N HARRYKEKDJEJS

And whilst I was busting my nonexistent balls he then proceeded to write a cocky lil, “So I have an accent thing goin on...” to which i responded to with a “wOW” as I busted my third nut yet AGAIN² in the last 10 minutes

And yeah he told me to get to bed and that “we’ll find a way around the time zones 😏” and I was like “shoot!! Yes!! We!! Will!!” and yeah now I’m here crying bc the universe answered my extensive prayers can y’all beliEVE

#i am #so thankful

[colorfuldodie]

a rant about my crush

(for the sake of her privacy i’m going to call my crush J) aight the the story began with me sitting pretty close to her in class. i realized one day (thinking): “damn J is super cute, plus she my perfect type like damn 😍”. from that day on i would usually think something around those lines every time i saw her. some backstory for what i’m about to tell you: i really love anime, especially Naruto. i saw my J’s instagram profile and saw that her profile picture was a character from naruto, which i realized one day about a week after summer break started. so i messaged her right after about her profile pic and we started talking AKA me nerding out about anime with her (which was heeeeeella cute because i loved seeing her so excited or passionate about something since she was basically always the quietest person in class.) things went on and we became pretty good friends. then one day she sends me this meme which was a picture of the guy from a vine who said (“i don’t care that you broke your elbow”, the picture being him pointing at the camera) and the caption was something along the lines of “i gotta hella big CRUSH on you but can’t say it so i came to say it with a meme” (the word CRUSH being replaced with a image of the soda brand) i felt ECSTATIC, this was possibly the best thing that’s ever happened to me. so i responded with a picture of Jungkook (a kpop member) with question marks around his head and captioned it “are you sure? because i look like a freaking rat” she said yes and told me she cares about what’s on the inside too. so we kept talking about this and she says “i don’t know if you want to wait until school starts of something if you want to date but” she said something along those lines just not as upfront. this made me even more excited, LIKE DAMN BRUH GOD HIMSELF PROLLY SPENT YEARS MAKING THIS GIRL SHES WAY TO CUTE. and she then said that she has never dated someone before which i haven’t either.

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we never talked about dating ever since or spiced things up at all (which i lowkey wanna do) this happened prolly a month ago since summer is alomost over and this took place at the beginning of summer. we have been talking ever since but not through messages with only me and her but rather in a group chat with two of her friends. i think this is the reason we can’t “spice things up” and it makes me really stressed how we never talk through direct DMs much anymore.

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i cant find a way to talk to her at all or try and ask her out or something along those lines.

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i don’t know if she’s going through something the same or not since i seem to be the one who always starts conversations with her. it makes me EXTREMELY stressed because i think she lost interest in me because i’ve opened up to her way more since she confessed to me, yet she hasn’t opened up as much for me. since she did confess to me a few days after we started talking to me, which was when i didn’t really open up to her at all, i’m afraid she liked me more back then and doesn’t like me now since i opened up.

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any advice? i’m not asking for someone to completely guide me through this, i’m just asking for advice on how i should talk to her and how to tell if she likes me anymore? I KNOW, this seems very dramatic and sounds like i’m over reacting or being desperate but i just really don’t know how to relive this stress considering i don’t have any friends to ask advice for nor do i have friends in general. pls help 😅😅😅😅. thanks for listening to this rant and not scrolling past it :)

[chimchimchoo]

Fly Me to the Moon :: Ch 4

Genre: Pure fluff crack

Word Count: 1,506

Pair: Yoongi x Jimin

Collaborated with @tayvengeance

Chapters: 1 2 3 4

“CHEER UP THIS SAD, EMO BOY!”

02-222-3333

Jimin stared at the note on the bathroom wall for a solid 5 minutes before he pulled out his phone and typed in the number.

authors note: we do not own any of the pictures, for better formatting so it’s more comfortable to read, check it out on AO3! AO3 link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/14944508/chapters/34790039 Twitters: Tae’s Sujin’s <3 - Tae & sujin

Chat With Hobi_wan_kenobi

2015.12.26

12:00

SUGA:

Hey

Hobiiiiiii

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

Hyungg

MY SUGAR

MERRY (belated) CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!

SUGA:

You messaged me merry christmas everyday

from the 20th until yesterday

and even though Christmas is over

you are STILL at it

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

*gASP*

Sugar, every day is christmas until January

why are you like this to me :(

don’t kill my christmas spirit

speaking of christmas

did you have a bANGIN NIGHT?

SUGA:

why did you crop that pic of all of us

NO ONE IS SAFE FROM BECOMING A MEME

also

We didn’t have sex

why is that your first thought

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

i’m extremely disappointed

i’ve seen the way you two look at each other

did you at least TELL HIM YOUR FEELINGS?

come on, we all know you two are so whipped for each other

come o  n

SUGA:

I told him.

He reciprocated

we kissed a few times (a lot)

I held him as we slept

Woke up with him

god, do you know how amazing it is to fall asleep

and wake up with someone you love?

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

Oh?

oH

OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FUCKING FINALLY

THANK THE MOTHER FUCKING LORD

TOOK YOU TWO LONG ENOUGH

If either of you hadn’t done anything about it anytime soon

i owuld have smashed your heads together mySELF

SUGA:

You all act as if we’ve been in love for years

and have been putting off our engagement.

I’ve literally known Jimin for like a month.

and

AND

SOCIAL ANXIETY PREVENTS ME FROM HAVING

SIMPLE CONVERSATIONS, OKAY

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

yes i understand that sugar

but in all my years knowing you

i’ve never seen you once look at anyone like this

besides a fucking piano

(at least its a human this time)

(thank fucking god)

SUGA:

IT’S NOT LIKE I WAS GONNA FUCK MY PIANO

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

there arE KINKS OUT THERE HYUNG

KINKS YOU COULDN’T POSSIBLY IMAGINE

it’s okay i’ll love and accept you however you are

:)

SUGA:

My only kink is the way Jimin looks at me

when I know he’s thinking about us

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

jesus christ hyung

you’re whipped

SUGA:

I know.

I am.

Help me.

I don’t know what to do.

I can’t ruin this.

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

this is very cliche

but just keep being yourself hyung

chim chim obviously likes you for who you are

SUGA:

But

what if I do something

and he realizes just how messed up I am?

I can’t bring him home to my family.

Will that ever come between us?

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

Hyung

he likes /you/

not your family

I think the description i wrote before,

“sad emo boy”

just about summed up who you are

and he was drawn in just by those words

you don’t have anything to be concerned about hyung

I hear him mutter about you during dance breaks

and worry about whether you’re getting any sleep or not

it’s kind of disgusting how much he worries

SUGA:

He texts me a lot late at night.

checking in on me.

I kind of look forward to those texts.

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

well i mean

he is your /boyfriend/ now

what kind of person would you be

if you didn’t

SUGA:

Holy shit.

He’s my boyfriend.

I have a boyfriend

And his name is Park Jimin

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

damn fucking right you do

now go tell that to the whole world

Chat With YOU MOTHERFUCKERS STOP CHANGING THE CHAT NAME

2015.12.26

12:30

SUGA:

Hey

guys

I’m dating Jimin

can you believe?

My Boyfriend Is Park Jimin

iq.148:

look at him you guys

the emo boy is whipped

Worldwide Handsome:

About time you two got together.

Kookie Monster:

But lik Jimins a whol soft boy

nd ur a whol emo boy

The.V.Zone:

YES. Y E S

I FUCKIF TOLD U GYUS THAT THEY WOULD HIT IT OFF ON CHRISTMAS

Kookie hun bun i kno ur my lovely bf but u owe me $50

Kookie Monster:

they warnd me abt ths in High school musical

i shldv known

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

SUGA:

WAIT YOU BET ON THIS, TAE?

The.V.Zone:

oh cum on

it was 2 easy

evryone was in on it too

rite guise

iq.148:

what

uh

no

Worldwide Handsome:

I did no such thing.

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

tae what are you on?

Kookie Monster:

Tae, tht was jst u n me

The.V.Zone:

oh damn

well i have $50 now

DRINKS ON ME GUYS

except for kook

Kookie Monster:

u cnt use a minrs money 2 buy drinks

The.V.Zone:

oh shush honey

money iz money

juss give it to me in cash boo

in fact chim chim is going to yoongi’s tonight

just come over

u kno

come over™

SUGA:

ew don’t solicit sex from Jungkook on this chat

iq.148:

jesus christ taehyung

go fold your laundry or something

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

Worldwide Handsome:

You know, sugar free cereal was created to help young boys

to stop masterbating, because people believed the sugar in

their cereal caused impure thoughts.

SO STOP EATING THE SUGAR FREE CEREAL

AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF

The.V.Zone:

yes mom™

SUGA:

Speaking of Jimin

where is he?

I thought FOR SURE my boyfriend would have something

to say regarding my initial message

The.V.Zone:

he’s prolly busy eating sugar free cereal

Kookie Monster:

but he dsnt need

wait

WAIT

th cereal stops u frm jackn off

i get it now

The.V.Zone:

oh you innocent boy you

my baby boo

this is why i love you

iq.148:

jesus christ

Worldwide Handsome:

Mochi_Moves:

I woke up to 65 messages

what’s going on

Aww Mint Yoongi

look at you

telling the whole world i’m your boyfriend

c:

i love waking up to sweet things

SUGA:

You went BACK to sleep after I went home?

baby, we could have stayed in bed longer if you

were tired.

Mochi_Moves:

Its hard to sleep when you’re on my mind all night c:

wait WHEN DID TAE MAKE A BET ON US

Worldwide Handsome:

Oh my goD!

They are so domESTIC~

Kookie Monster:

aftr u sent th frst txt to him

Hobi_wan_kenobi:

I’m gonna throw up

they’re so fucking cute

The.V.Zone:

Kook honey why dont u luv me like this

SUGA:

Hoseok I’ll make you rue the day u called me emo

Mochi_Moves:

but honey if he didn’t

he wouldn’t have written your number on the stall

and we would have never met like this :c

Kookie Monster:

ur not a rmantic lik yoongi

SUGA:

Call me emo boy in every universe, so that I know

Jimin will find me in each one.

Mochi_Moves:

Awww Mint Yoongi

you’re making me blush

<3

iq.148

eugh

stop

pls

Worldwide Handsome:

luckily the other one is always in his producing room

so while we do live with him

we like never see him

It’s like living with Batman.

We know The Batman lives with us, but we only ever see Bruce Wayne.

SUGA:

damn I have enough emotional baggage to be compared

to Batman.

Kookie Monster:

Iv nvr seen Yoongi n Batman in th same room

iq.148:

Kook…

The.V.Zone:

oh honey, this is why i luv u

Mochi_Moves:

He’s always in the producing room??

Does he at least come out to eat??

Jin hyung do you feed him?

Does he sleep?

Worldwide Handsome:

You think I slave away making the finest cuisine available

in my price range and DON’T force him to eat it?

Trust me, I get him to eat.

It’s when I have to work late and can’t make dinner that he’s

on his own.

Mochi_Moves:

I’m glad I can count on you hyung c:

iq.148:

why am I never around for Jin’s best meals :(

SUGA:

Try not working the graveyard shift

Then maybe you’d get to eat the delicious meals he makes

Worldwide Handsome:

I mean I label the tupperware with the leftovers.

What more do you want from me?

Is it too much work to open a fucking refrigerator, Namjoon?

SUGA:

holy shit take this to the roomie chat

Kookie Monster:

Tae my mum said I cn com ovr tonite btw

The.V.Zone:

ahh yes

come over™

Hobi_wan_kenobi

jfc tae keep it in your pants

Worldwide Handsome:

HE ASKED HIS MOTHER PERMISSION TO COME OVER TO

YOUR PLACE

NOT CUM ALL OVER YOUR PLACE

JFC

The.V.Zone:

yes mom™

Mochi_Moves:

Honey I don’t think I should come over tonight

someone needs to babysit these two

SUGA:

Mochi_Moves:

or

you can come babysit with me

c:

The.V.Zone:

no plz

i dont want to see u 2 droolin over each other

SUGA:

okay, but like weren’t you two literally together

the entire week of christmas?

why the rush to have Kookie over, Tae?

The.V.Zone:

:)

iq.148:

that smile concerns me

Kookie Monster:

Tae, u said wed wtch all th Iron Man mvies

SUGA:

This is so innocent

Worldwide Handsome:

I don’t think Jungkook knows how to even kiss with

a lil bit of tongue.

The.V.Zone:

you clearly don’t know him :)

Mochi_Moves:

tae please keep this to yourself thx

Kookie Monster:

Taeeee wat lies r u feedn

SUGA:

Jungkook… ISN’T innocent?

Is

Is that what I’m getting?

Kookie Monster:

>.<

dnt lisn to Tae

The.V.Zone:

he’s full of surprises I tell u

iq.148 left this chat

Worldwide Handsome left this chat

Mochi_Moves left this chat

Hobi_wan_kenobi left this chat

SUGA left this chat

The.V.Zone:

it’s just u n me bby

Kookie Monster:

ur tearin ths famly aprt

The.V.Zone:

i only need u in my life <3

Kookie Monster:

#personal #fly me to the moon #jimin #yoongi #taehyung #v #jungkook #jin #rm #namjoon #hoseok #jhope #bts #bangtan #bangtan fanfic #bangtan scenarios #bangtan sonyeondan #bangtan imagines #bts scenarios #bts imagine #bts fanfic #bts fanfiction #fluff #fluffy crack au

[lordsicheng]

holidays with jbj: yongguk (4/7)

The holidays may be over bUT THIS SERIES ISN’T OOPS!!

I’m gonna have to finish this because I started it too y’know

Gomen

Anyways, Kim Yongguk

He’s not even gonna be too into the holidays imo but he’ll celebrate in subtle ways

Like sure he’s gonna help with decorating your place

Buy gifts and celebrate the joy of being thankful to people around him

But on that note; his indecisiveness will strike the moment he thinks about buying gifts

“Ahh I need a gift for y/n… but oh those collars would look good on Tolbi…. wait”

He says he’s not into skinship (MHMMM @ HIS PICS WITH DONGHAN RECENTLY)

So you’re gonna have to initiate on the cuddling session when it gets cold

But tbh he’s just gonna hug you randomly at times especially when you both are alone

He’d backhug you while at the street waiting for the pedestrian signal to turn on

Or when you both watch TV on a very cold night he’s gonna drag you into his arms and play with your hair

“You don’t usually like starting the cu-“

“ShHhHh you’ll wake up the cats”

You just can’t expect the stuff he does can you

Winter dates? More like spend-more-time-with-the-cats-and-you dates

I mean he’d be up for when you want to go somewhere with lots of cute winter decorations

Even winter bazaars and all that stuff

He’d get either excited or end up following you around most of the time

You both try to take couple pics and all buuuuuuut

Yongguk being Yongguk

Messes up like almost half of the pics you both take

“We’re not matching on our poses”

“It’s still cute”

“??? IT’S BLURRY KIM YONGGUK”

Okay decorating your place… will be alright

The moment you tell him to carry you on his shoulders so you can put on the star on the Christmas tree he won’t actually hesitate

Maybe even complain and tell you to use a chair but nonetheless he will have to sacrifice

“Hey Yongguk can you move to the left a bit I can’t reach the top of the tree”

“Better?”

“No a little bit more”

“How about now?”

“Tiptoe a bit please I still can’t reach”

“YOU THINK YOU’RE SO LIGHT HUH????”

Whiny!Guk is very cute don’t @ me

Christmas shopping? Watch him get distracted over everything

Like he tries to find a gift for the secret santa thing but he ends up buying a gift for the cats

“Yongguk have you gotten a gift yet?”

“… Yeah so I found these cool toys for Tolbi and Rcy so”

“Are you serious”

“Help”

One time he’s gonna be really confused as to why you’re rushing one day

When you’re really just rushing because you have to prepare your gift since you forgot to wrap it

His face is literally gonna be like ???

“THE PARTY IS TONIGHT I NEED TO WRAP THE GIFTS”

“I got a gift bag for mine why do you have to go on a hassle by wrapping it uniquely”

He’s got a point but you wanted your gift to be extra special so pFT

You know for sure that you can’t handle planning parties and so does Yongguk so you both end up going to a friend’s gathering instead

You both arrive Hyunbin’s small, intimate gathering with all smiles

Then again he’s prolly gonna be spending more time with Hyunbin more than you since he thinks you’re both always together he doesn’t get to see him all of the time

Nyangbin Nyangbin Nyangbin

It doesn’t really bother you though because you love all of his friends

And they appreciate you just as much

Plus they’re really happy Yongguk finally got a partner after a long time

You’ll both have a great time over at Hyunbin’s

Until,,, gift giving time

You get your gift first and honestly you didn’t expect it’d come from Hyunbin

And Yongguk’s gonna be all like

“OoOoOHhh what did he get you?”

“I’m not opening it until we get home”

Hyunbin’s gonna look at you as if you knew for sure it was Yongguk’s choice of a gift for you

Aka he helped out because Hyunbin didn’t know what you really wanted

And Yongguk definitely knew so he just acted as if he didn’t

You even told Yongguk it’s fine if you both don’t have gifts for each other since you buy each other stuff almost all the time

Tbh you and Yongguk would probably be one of the first few people to head on out

Mainly bc of Tolbi and Rcy

So when you arrive home he’s gonna check up on the cats first

Then you go to the living room to finally open up your gift

You see that it’s actually a cute pair of earmuffs with cat ears at the top

You also remember the time you whined about wanting to get earmuffs at the mall when winter started

But Yongguk stopped you because he said it’s ‘useless’

In reality he actually asked Hyunbin to buy you that pair because he thought of you instantly when he saw it

You realize that he’s actually very lowkey caring even though he doesn’t always show it

You grin widely and wear it

You were gonna walk to the other side of the room

But Yongguk walked over and stood at the doorway

So you both just stand at the doorway looking at each other while laughing

“The gift is really cute… just like you”

“Wow I got complimented after a while??”

“Hyunbin knows what you needed hahaha”

“Well if it weren’t for his friend who told him I needed earmuffs”

“…..”

He becomes all shy and you just end up laughing at how cute he was

You look up and to your surprise, you see a mistletoe at the doorway

“Psst, Yongguk”

“Mhm?”

Smirk smirk get the idea sweetie

He’s gonna be all blank and a bit confused

Until you point up and he looks at the mistletoe

He gulps a bit and looks at you all nervous

“Uhh so what’s with that thing, then?”

“Kiss me you idiot”

“Oh”

He leans in and pecks you quickly before pulling back

And you look at him frustratingly while pouting

“Ha ha… happy holidays?”

“Kim Yongguk come here”

You end up pulling him closer and kiss him back longer

He just laughs into the kiss tbh until you pull out this time

“Noooo I want it to be longer”

“Too bad you kissed me at a shorter time first”

Cue Tolbi purring nearby

“You know what I always wanted to do, y/n?”

“What?”

“Take a family photo with you and the cats so I can keep it on my phone and look at it every time I am away and missing you the most”

#this is on queue i'm posting everyone else this week gomen #jbj #just be joyful #kim yongguk #jin longguo #jbj imagines #jbj reactions #jbj scenarios #jin longguo imagines #jin longguo scenarios #jin longguo reactions #kim yongguk imagines #kim yongguk reactions #kim yongguk scenarios

[jeongshincharyeo]

019. I'm Triggered.

Today, exactly at night, you shared me about Vkook fanfict which makes Taehyung then top and Jungkook the bottom. I need to admit that top!taehyung is hot but.. it makes me unmood. Truthfully, i have a bad experiences with a Top!Taehyung x Bottom!Jungkook. Lemme tell you some. I wasn't that new being bangtan fan but, 2013 i was.. more into Seokjin x Jimin. Seriously first time being yaoi as Bangtan after they debuted, i was a Seokjin at first then i dated a Jimin. So i kinda more into Seokjin x anyone. Then 2014 i am into Jimin? or Jungkook i guess. Thats why i have that bot acc as Jimin since 2014. And i just into Taehyung x Jungkook at 2015 after i saw some Vkook moments. Thats why i start to rp ing as Taehyung and searches for a Jungkook? I guess. I forgot. So here's my bad experiences, related with a Top!Taehyung x Bottom!Jungkook. 1. It was 2015 and i made new agency with Aimee, and two other friends. And we all be 1995 liners there. Me as Taehyung, Aimee as Kei, another friend as Jimin and another one as Seolhyun. And yeah we kinda promote to many people again? And i promoted it to one of my noona. I asked her to join but girls' spot currently full so i told her to be Jungkook. But not bcs i like VKOOK so i wanna be vkook with her. Its just i want her to join but sadly no girls reservation open. But well, she said she would love to, so okay. She joined as Jungkook. And i am a Taehyung there, ofc i acted like "Yah maknae!" and he be like "Hyeong!" and i was like, damn its vkook and it feels cute. Bcs it was my first time interested to vkook i guess. And then, i start to flirt him and be like yeah, make one agency shipped us and etc. Until i got jailed so i dmed this Jungkook, telling him i got jailed and he just laughed like a normal reaction but we kept on talking. And idk why it leads to kissing parts? Which made me gone wild and started to fuck him. I really was. And he kinda into me, and i really into him.. and i dated someone in my previous agency that time but i havent tell him. And after i told him i will break up with my couple for him, he suddenly dont want and said he dont wanna be a third wheeler. istg. That was my great time being a Vkook and he just lose hope on me and even left the agency after i keep begging that i will serious with him. But yeah. It was hurt enough but i still break up with my couple because my couple currently never active again even after i checked that account a year later so. nvm her. And yeah that was my first and worst experience being a Vkook. 2. This one with someone i know from intl closed agency too. I joined as a Taehyung there.and ofc theres a Jungkook. It was a simple hi and having fun at first, until people start shipping us because we usually ise matching dps and headers, teasing each others. Though i didnt intend to flirt him because i was just wanna have fun? But then when i jailed, as always, i dmed everyone included that Jungkook. And yeah we talked again. But we are not that intense yet, we just talk like usual i guess? Until we moved to fl acc. And in fl acc he was a suga there? So we Taegi. But still no special feelings. But though its not, i usually give him a peck on lips like before sleep or supporting him. Things like that. But this person kept on avoiding my flirt idk why so its kinda hard to hit on him. Until he, himself, confessed to me. But when he confessed, at that time i alr interest with someone else and also date a Yoongi on kakaotalk. Look how player i was. Then yeah he kinda lose hope and disappear and i never talk to him again until now. 3. That jerk. Yeah that ex who dmed you that day. We were VKook as well. Eventhough he was the someone that i have interest with when i was with the 2nd person, we were not Vkook that time. So i meet this asshole at 2015, may, on his closed agency. Yea its his. And my boyfriend (a seokjin) who dragged me there. And i was a Taehyung. Then in that agency, my bf seokjin is a jungkook so i joined as Sehun for 2days i guess? Then i kinda tell my bf, i want to be Jungkook and asked him to be Seokjin so KookJin. And he agreed. So yeah we be KookJin and ofc i meet the Bangtan Hyungs in their Bangtan Group chat. And this Taehyung aka that asshole dated an Eunji noona there like for months alrd. But i admit hes friendly to meet a stranger/new person. He dmed me personally and asked me things like where i come from, my selca, real age, etc. And we kinda be close friends there. But then after that, i was also active in another agency and this other agency is more fun so i drag my seokjin along but he be a girl, CLC's seunghee there. And we be more active there so i kinda abandoned that asshole's agency which i being KookJin there, until we unverified. Then after that 1st person, scandal i really want to break up with seokjin but he never shows up so i just left message then abandoned the acc. i guess. but i guess i revamp that acc as new rp acc- ok nvm. Then, after that, weeks later i dated a Yoongi (which was my dad in another ca, wow joined so many ca before) on kakaotalk and i be a Jimin there. and a bottom. istg i think i was a bottom too like 40% before. And though this Yoongi only active on kkt (katanya sih) so i joined many closed agency right. And thats why i joined one with my noona, and i be seulgi at first. I also drag my Yoongi along but he be predebut IKON's Chanwoo there, and he kinda inactive. Then after that i cc as BTS' Jimin and i think i suit as a boy more. UNTIL a new Taehyung joined and i can sensed him somehow. He shared a fact about himself and i know his kind of typing so we chat on dm. And im right, it was that asshole. And since i dont really have strong feelings with him i was just like happy to meet my old friend so we kinda chat and exchange kakaotalk and line. After that, idk why this taehyung he always sad about his ex eunji in that first ca i met him months ago. So he told me alot and i be his temen curhat right. And you know la i can be playful sometimes but he know i have a bf and i know he have a gf so we kinda tau dirilah. But then idk why we shared things about VRene, on LINE. and we keep fanboying about how cute vrene is, blablabla. and suddenly he changed as an irene? to tease me idk- so i changed from Jungkook pic to Taehyung. And since i really into vrene, i kinda turned on so i want to touch him as irene. So, i kissed him, as Taehyung to Irene. And surprisingly he didnt stop me so we keep going until... i fucked him. I mean her. That was our first sex and we were vrene that time with me as the top. After that sexting time, he confessed that he actually have feelings for me since first time we met but he knows that we both have someone like everytime we met so he just wanna confess it. But ugh, he make me interested to him so i said i also like him and asked him to wait if he want us to be official, we should break up with our couple first. Well thats how we start into the serious part but we kinda start to be official a month later, as Vkook. And guess what? Yeah, he is the Top!Taehyung. He fucked me as the Taehyung who called me baby boy while pounding on me. Istg, for that 2015 until 2016, for a year, he really make me crazy of him. Make me cant even let him go. Though it became me 60% Top after that, but our first yaoi sex is Vkook and he as top!taehyung. 4. This last one happened october 2016. Yeah after i break up from that asshole, i know this Taehyung from fl ofc. He is a girl on fl, but she said she want to make a Bangtan group chat on kakotalk so i want to make one also, i chatted her then. She said she is a Taehyung on kkt, and since im a Jungkook fc, we only need to look for the rest of members. After we being friends on kkt, idk why its like only 2days after we talk, i just suddenly turns clingy to him and i want to cuddle. I seriously was only close with him that time so i asked him to hug me, etc. Tbh i was going to be a dom? But then he be more dom than me. He pampered me and i hate to admit that he have a skill. Though he is a girl on fl, on kkt he can be a very gentle dom for me. I think thats the first time i have interest to someone without having sex first. bcause i usually have interest after i see how they sexting. heh. bad me i know. BUT, however i keep on hurting this Taehyung.... because my asshole ex keep coming and want to be with me. So i kinda confused since this Taehyung been nice to me so idk what reason to tell to let him go from me, so i lied that i have no interest to him again because he changed his ava as a Mark on kkt. I said i think i love him as Taehyung more though its not true. I like him a lot but i love my ex more that time. So yeah... he hate me. Until now. He called me facechaser then we really.. never talk again because he unfollowed me then blocked me. Like really block, i cant see his profile anymore- smh. I just dont want to date him while i still have feelings to my ex. He will be more disappointed later so i do this for his sake too. So you see... Almost all of my Vkook experiences with Taehyung as a dom, have a bad stories behind it. Which makes me turned into a Dom!Jungkook because i dont wanna see myself being weak towards a Taehyung again. Its like a trauma and makes me...idk. I just dont like it. Though i admit even at first time trying to be Vkook, i like Dom!Taehyung better. But pain changed people. Everytime i tried to accept someone as my dom, esp Taehyung fc, it got me scared again and i dont want to continue anymore. im just-its wrong i know. I am sorry if i turned weird tonight. I still cant get over it but i'd like to- and i want you the one who help me to get over it? Ah its too long, you prolly bored with this page already- heh. Lets sleep aight? Goodnight♡

[drarryislifebetch]

STORY TIME!

I've just been wanting to get this out because it's been stuck in my head for a while now and I don't think I can hold it in (+_+)

( Tw: abuse, self harm )

So anyways, back in around August/September 2018 I was added to this one group chat by a mutual friend and already felt out of place. I spoke to ONE person and that was about it. We bonded over questionable things for people who barely know each other things like casual flirting, kinks and what not. In the beginning it was all she wanted to talk about (we both are girls) and it would always end in me asking sorry for whatever reason and her acting up and just making me feel like shit in general.

She's around 2-3 years younger than me and she was 14 when we first spoke. Yeah I didn't know she was that young until much later. And we'd be talking random shit, we got pretty close but she never once showed me her face. Understandable tho, I wouldn't advise you to go sending pics of you to someone you've been talking to for just a month. We shared our stories, gossiped, bitched about ppl we hated and what not. But we tried to talk as much as possible despite the time zones.

She had this one friend. She's 14 ig? Prolly 15 now idek. So one day, my mutual told me she was hanging out with her best friend (Lee) and she kept sending me pics and videos of the girl. I just thought, hey friends doing weird shit together, nothing much. I replied that Lee was cute. A 14 year old child, I didn't think any other way. She just kept on sending me pics and videos and I told her to stop, it wasn't good. She did.

Lee texted me not even a few minutes later. She's like Hey, heard you been calling me cute sup. And I'm like yea you are a cute girl. She took the compliment tho, she said she wanted to get to know me better. And this is where I made a mistake. I thought probably we'd just get along and talk, the three of us. but she had other plans.

We talked a lot, she got to know I was Bi from my mutual, I told her I was, and asked her why. she just let it be. Then after we started talking for a while, my mutual (let's just call her Ri), To texts me she needed my help and that Lee liked someone. I was down to help. They kept me waiting and I eventually found out they were talking about me.

Lee liked me.

This is the first time someone, let alone another girl, has told me they liked me and I was just blank. She told me I made her Bi. And she really wants to be more than friends with me. I didn't know how to respond and I just told her I needed to think about it. She just replied okay, and Ri was worried about Lee, that I'd done something wrong to upset her or smth. I was already going through a tough time mentally due to issues in school and so I didn't want to deal with anything else.

First things first, she's a child. Say what you want but 14 year olds have much more important things to worry about than a virtual love life over fan accounts across seas. I know distance isnt an issue when you truly love someone but is 14 the age to decide?

I also had my Assignments during that time so I couldn't really go online but when I did get back, I had a lot to hear from Ri. She was MAD at me like FURIOUS mad.

I'm like dude, what do you want me to do. She's like idk just make her happy again and then I texted Lee, she asked me the same question and I replied I don't really think I'm ready for this right now. I didn't know what to say. She was a sweet girl and the things that ri told me Lee was doing to herself was just upsetting me too much.

Apparently she hadn't been eating, she had shit out people because I wasn't responding to their texts and she had been burning her fingers. Like lit matchsticks to her hands. I was overwhelmed. I didn't know what to do what to say ANYTHING.

So I just let her be and she thought I'd agreed on our "relationship" if there was ever one. Like she used to text me if she could call me papi because I called everyone bub. I was like go ahead I guess idek what that means. It went too far and she started sending me too many confession texts and it only made me feel guilty.

So I told ri I couldn't do it anymore and she blames me. I don't know if she's right or wrong and she never listened to what I had to say anyways so I told Lee I didn't want to do this because of a certain incident prior to this and I opened up to her about a story of how I was inappropriately stalked and touched by someone I trusted. So I told her I don't want anything to do with online relationships and so I'd appreciate if she understood and if we could go back to being friends. She just replied, "I know you like Ri. I'm sorry, I won't bother you anymore" and I was like WHAT.

she took a look at mine and ri's previous texts and she thought I liked her because all ri talked about was getting laid and her trying to dominate me. I told her a hundred times to change her behaviour, and not speak that way but, as I told, she could care less about what I had to say.

This shit took another turn when Ri came back online. She was like you ruined our friendship and whatever whatever and she wanted nothing to do with me. I was like as long as I can get out of this mess, I'll take anything I can.

We didn't speak much at all after that, and one day she'd posted a question poll and I thought I didn't want to lose a friend so I just chimed in and typed in 'tbh?' and she replied. Now I wish she hadn't.

Quoting her exact words, 'tbh when it was good it was good. But you turned out to be a lying piece of shit who goes around hurting people just because you couldn't hold your shit together.' and Idek. You guessed it.

that hit my weak spot, my self esteem went underground and beyond and I was a wreck, damn. Then I spoke to my irl friend, only about the last part didn't really feel like saying everything and all she told me was this- 'if you aren't on good terms with them now, there's a reason. Don't beat yourself up on what they think about you. I know you, and please open your eyes and see yourself. Don't let them tell you what you should feel about yourself.'

And I felt better. Although I cried during that break. It felt better to just let it all out.

Why am I telling all this shit now?

I guy I know is probably into me, according to my friends, and he just called me. And I remembered all of this when I heard his voice.

So yea just thought I'd share it with you.

One thing tho, if you want to care for someone, do so. In a pure way. She think I was probably a lusting horny 16 year old and now that we've blocked each other on every social media handle, I can't check on them even if I want to. Before you speak think twice of the consequences, take it however you want, you might be "leading on" a child or you may ruin someone's entire perspective of love, or crush their self esteem that they've been struggling with.

So yea, take care of yourselves, love yourself first, make yourself your first priority, relationships can come later. Thanks for listening to this shit here's a puppy

#what is even happening #why did i even #oh god #i just hope youre alright #and Leah. please mind your tongue when you speak to people you dont know. #oops #internet #online relationships #fail #idek #i dont even care

[akrbinc]

October 11, 2017

WAAAAZZUUP RBOM

Here's what happened in the last two weeks.

1. I watched Fight My Way in just one week. I watch every evening, before I sleep or before I study. I loved it.

2. I studied a lot last week because of my preboards. It was very productive.

3. I watched lots of movies with ze Buta Family. I'm becoming resilient to horror and action movies na yay.

4. I got my braces off na. People have been saying I look different and that, lol, I look prettier.

5. We had unli chicken last week and I was so happy hahahaha.

6. The weekend before unli chicken, I was so sick. I felt it already in the morning. Like, when I scrubbed myself I was so sensitive, and my skin was hot inside. I was Abit dizzy but bearable. I didn't eat much, and I fell asleep twice in the afternoon. In the evening, I had the worst nausea I've ever had. My head kept thumping and ringing, closing my eyes only made myself slightly better. I vomitted so much that I actually lost count. I also had diarrhea. Mom insisted imthat I be brought to the ER already, but I didn't want. Around after midnight, I vomitted again. My insides felt like it was vacuumed and twisted. I was coughing out my saliva and I kept exhaling while I struggled. Before I finally fell asleep, I had lots of menthol around my head and chest and stomach. The next two days, I recovered slowly, but i ate only so little and drank two liters of Pocari Sweat.

7. Yesterday at Gym, I found that I lost almost 10 kg. Okay, okay.

8. I bought a new lipstick and two eyeliners from miniso. I might be broke when I adult ha ha ha ha.

9. As of today, I only have 18 days left.

10. We also had BBQ for a birthday party. It was fuuuun

11. We had the spicy noodles challenge and it was hilarious.

12. I was a school yesterday, and I met lots of people. Most of them, to my surprise, were surprised to see me. (Because seriously I'm just the side character and my kouhai prolly don't know me ) But when I went to see my old classmates, they were shookt that they almost fell off the table at the library. I was also shookt from their shooktness like, I took a step back or something. I came to school with my regular skirt uniform, and wore my heels. I felt good too, because my hair was nice and soft then, and I had my red lippie. Anyway, I just went to say hello , and I asked them how they were. Later on, I saw my other irregular classmates in the distance looking at me (and I won't lie cuz I was happy because haha), so I went to see them and my age said I looked nice and not stressed unlike them. I was also told that I smelled nice. UUUUUGGHH YAAASS. Anyway after that I met you with other peeps, and they kept telling me how they miss me. I don't know, I felt really loved? Like they kept thanking me for having the time to come in and I was like it's nothing? It felt nice, you know.

13. Okay, so kuyas friend didn't recognize me in a pic until my bro said so and he was HAA!? she looks so pretty in the picture, and then Kuya was rambling at me asking if I was going through adolescence and why is it late and I'm like HAHAHAHA LATE BLOOMER DUUHH

14. I'm saving up for my concert but I can't decide where to sit because I saved up enough for the second best, but I can push for the best , but then I can go for the third best too but it comes out in two days and I don't know what to buy huhuhuhu

15. Honestly, I'm freaking and depressing over my board exam

16. Okay SSSHH I'm watching Kill me Heal me for like, two days now.

17. Before I watched Fight my way I rewatched She was Pretty hehehe

18. I'm starting to like Park Soo Jeun Hahahaha He's so cute and light and his characters are always on point hehe. Also , he had fluffy curly hair and he dressers so handsomely

19. I want to dress up like Koreans HEHEHE

20. I bought John Green's new book today and I don't know if I should read it or keep watching. I think I'll read it after my exam so I have something to do?

21. I need to study huhuhuhu

#b #queuuuuuuuuuuuud? #actually stayed in drafts

[thejournalheist-blog]

Disclosures.

So yea, screw it. I’m too tired of this crap. So I’m listening to this playlist that I’m kinda foreign with, since I don’t really listen to it always. But like the line of this song I’m listening to that goes, ”gonna fuck it out” literally puts the way I’m feeling. So here I go.

Yeah, you’re my friend. She’s my friend. Ya both like each other and yep, I’m basically one of your couple band-aids that goes to the rescue whenever something’s wrong. Actually, as a matter of fact, I might be one of those overly used ones, mainly because I have the guts to spill this thing to the other. I’M BASICALLY A NO FILTER MESSENGER OH MY DARN.

but here’s the thing: I like you. Holy fuck right?

I told you that I liked you but whenever I fessed up and told you that I cover it up telling oh but I don’t like you anymore now, I like someone else now. BECAUSE DUH, I DIDN’T WANT TO GET AWKWARD. Annnddd, you drew the line a zillion times, yup. Not intentionally just slapped me with these omygosh-i-really-like-her-but-im-not-gonna-make-a-move moments hmmm I should prolly do a raincheck if you two are gonna argue again because you guys always do. It’s cute you know? It really is. So even when it hurts I have to give advices and what-nots to you both hmm.  But let’s get to the point. I like you and holy fuck it’s been say, 10 months and I FUCKING HAVEN’T BEEN OVER YOU YET.

Help me just help me.

Because I’m just tired okay?

-Having to feel whirls inside of me whenever we have remarkably memorable moments which I just restrain myself of enjoying too much I’d know it’ll hurt.

-Having to feel blue whenever you pesk me too much it just hurts

-Having to feel confused and frustrated OVER YOUR MIXED SIGNALS.

I MEAN ONE TIME YOU’RE ALL OVER THE PLACE, MY SPACE AND I WOULDN’T KNOW WHAT TO DO AND THE NEXT THING I KNOW YOU’RE AS DISTANT AS THE NEXT GALAXY--

and we even just breathe in the same classes together! TOGETHER! BECAUSE WE HAVE THE SAME CLASSES, COURSE EVEN! ugh.

-I’m tired of restraining. Fuck it. It’s either I show it(WHICH AS HECK I’M NOT GONNA FUCKING DO) or get rid of it.

-I’m tired of our pointless shenanigans when we try to talk every time something off happens between us--our friendship I mean, IT  JUST RANDOMLY TRANSFORMS INTO A DEBATE! LIKE HEY, OKAY I GET YOUR FUCKING POINTS BUT THAT’S NOT THE FUCKING POINT! and then the whole talk just goes to a larger hole in our prob and we’ll be like idiots just randomly fixing it anyway.

Remember that time on my 16th birthday? I was ignoring you before because, I was trying to get over you before I even reach 16. Yeah, some crazy unmature way. I mean I knew my feelings for you wouldn’t last that long anyway but I guess I was just too fucking sick of my feelings, these unhealthy feelings for you. So there. And when I decided to talk to you, you gave me the cold shoulder and I remember back then we stood there, because we’re in a Christian school and before and after classes we’d pray so there. While I was next to you, I asked if you were mad and you just raised your brow nonchalantly signifying yes, with a rather straight lined mouth, and I could feel the annoyance and the mood killing vibe coming off from you. I asked why and I got cut off with the opening prayer in Computer class. That moment ran with questions but one answer seemed ringing in my head already. Once the prayer ended, I asked why again and you nothing came out and I could tell that hmm this was a bad time so I let it pass until we got into the computer classroom. I was working fast on my seatwork and stuff and still the answer was still hanging in the air. So once the bell rang, we prayed and I caught up to you and I was like hey, why are you mad? AND THE FUCK YOU CONTINUED TO WALK DOWN THE DAMN HALLWAY ONLY THIS TIME IT WAS DAMN FASTER AND I GOTTA FUCKING ADMIT TO YOU IT WAS HARD CATCHING UP TO YOU LIKE HELLO I HAVE SHORT FUCKING LEGS AND YOU’RE THIS LEAN LONG LEGGED AND FOOTED GUY AND WHILE IT LOOKED LIKE I WAS RUNNING IT LOOKED LIKE YOU WERE JUST A GUY BRISKLY WALKING DOWN A FINE ALLEY AND YEAH, I KINDA LIKED THE PART WHERE I SAW YOUR FACE PISSED. Hehe, it was a little bit of pleasure that I finally cracked that nut and pissed you off. But while I was chasing you, I asked why over and over again, just to taunt. I thought you were even gonna blow up in the middle of the hallway or no, just ignore me and rub the annoyance on me but nah neither happened. We were one the first ones to get back to the homeroom(some guys were walking fast to huh, never noticed that before) and I was asking why again you intently stared blankly into me and said these unsurprising set of words I have thought of, but never really chose you’d reason out with,”Because you’re ignoring me without any reason”.

And I gotta admit at that moment I tried my hard not to snicker or laugh at your face or smile at this kind of reason but the annoyance level was so high I could tell and I didn’t wanna be rude.

Sooo, I made this long message(lol, it was in a memo and it wasn’t even long you def beat me at that game) and did a fucking farewell message like if this is how it’s gonna be then goodbye because it’s been days! A week even and I was only ignoring you for 2 or 3 days the fuck? yea so there. And then, I sent this to a REALLY close friend of mine who’s close with you too and there and lo and behold on my birthday I received these pics of screenshots from my really close friend and hah, I knew it was your reply the moment I saw the fucking first word and literally just rolled my eyes I did not want this bad vibe on my birthday so yeah this and that stuff and then it was night time and darn the whole thing just circled in my head so I read it and wow, never have I ever felt so misjudged and disappointed hmm so I messaged you telling I recieved your message and asked what exactly is it that you wanted AND HAHA your reply was, “It feels bad being ignored huh?” with that close eyes while smiling emoji and I’m just like, okay uh where’d that come from? because I wasn’t really feeling bad in being ignored I felt confused with your so-called points in our argument--I mean, clarifying messages so yea I was like,”Nah i’m actually fine, just frustrated with your words because you obviously didn’t put my message into your understanding that well” with the -_- emoji and told you I was tired with this shit because I’ve been trying for a few times this week and I’m just done all it mattered to me was what your whole main point was and you replied,”I really hate long messages you know that--” AND I DIDN’T KNOW. BOY WAS I AN ASSHOLE LOL “--specially if it needs to be subjective and substantial anyway my point is, DON’T YOU GO IGNORING PEOPLE RANDOMLY SPECIALLY IF IT’S JUST YOUR MOOD” and I,trying to hold my annoyance typed hard and fast,”I TOLD YOU BEFORE IT’S NOT A MOOD! I don’t know about you but you really didn’t read my initial points fuck” and I was annoyed as fuck now, and I was NOT gonna back out of this shit. and you pushed your points and I told you that you didn’t read the other parts in my note and I’m sending and typing and my internet connection suddenly slows the fuck down and i’m like I’M IN THE MIDDLE OF AN ARGUMENT I CAN’T FUCKING LOSE and you suddenly popped,”Okay I’m done arguing” and then another,”Sorry?” AND BOY WAS I NEVER FIRED UP HECK YOU DON’T DO THAT!!!  and I just continued and you asked sorry again and I told you a really long message about me not wanting to talk to you BECAUSE IT ALWAYS ENDS UP IN A DEBATE and you were all, ”ya” ”so I give up” “be honored” and I reply, “THE HELL YA WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TRYING TO POINT OUT THIS TIME?” “nothing” “I back down” “You’re right :)” “I’m too insensitive”

and I tried to argue with you but you calmed the fuck down and something happened with your project and I was taunting you because I was on fire with rage and wanted to argue with you more and I guess you felt tired lol so you told me I could beat the shit out of you if it makes me happy so I was about to agree but I was too annoyed and I told you that you’re really a frustrating asshole and you greeted me happy birthday. WOW. THAT WAS IT. Sooo I told you I was gonna ignore you the whole day in class and stuff. 

So that day in class I completely ignored you and meh, once the clocks ticked 5 I messed your hair hair up and just continued saying “Hi, welcome back” and you’re just like that older brother who just let her little sister play with his hair, and we were like that. 

And now, you’re ignoring me again with no apparent reason. I miss you again asshole.

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But hey, you know what? I like you. I really do. But meh, I’m contented. Still hurts, but you’re a big brother material. lol you will be once I’m not entranced by you and you told me we were family kind of friends, friends for a lifetime. anyway, I hope you’ll stop ignoring me soon I don’t even know what I did this time! ugh

#story #friend #crush #like #highschool #drama #words #memories