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fluffypinkpie · 7 months
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There are people in worse situations, but that doesn't mean yours isn't important
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akuma-hoshi · 10 months
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reminder that this panel is gonna get animated
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sendpseuds · 7 months
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WIP Wednesday [sorta]
So, I'm going to get a little... personal.
[Something I rarely do.]
I've been— uh— I've been going through it... a little bit...
I'm not going to get into the nitty-gritty of it all but, after several extremely difficult months of grappling with my mental health, medical issues, and severe burnout, I'm finally in a position to really put myself first.
To make sure I'm gonna be okay.
So, I guess, this WIP Wednesday is just—
Me?
*deep breaths*
One of the reasons I wanted to make this post [and my therapist would tell me not to think about this at all but, I am who I am so] is that I know that I haven't been the most active member of this community— especially not recently.
I rarely do any tagged challenges, I have an inbox full of asks*, I almost never do ask-games [mostly because I'm scared I just won't answer the questions], I've disappeared from conversations...
For fucks sake, I have completely stopped responding to comments on AO3...
And it's horrible because every single comment, ask, reblog, kudos, like, message— it means the fucking world to me, but I've just been—
I have been incapable of participating the way I want to.
And I really want to.
I won't make you [or myself] any promises, but—
But I'm really hopeful.
I love this community.
I love writing these stories.
I love sharing these stories with you.
I guess what I'm saying is — if you've tagged me in a challenge that I didn't participate in. If you've sent an ask that I haven't answered [*actually... if it was more than, like, 3 weeks ago you might want to ask it again... I got really overwhelmed and just deleted them all...] If you've commented on a post or fic that I haven't responded to — I cannot possibly express how much I appreciate it.
The support I have received from this community is a huge part of why I was able to finally ask for what I needed in order to take care of myself.
So, while I have no idea if I will ever reply to another comment or reblog another ask-game, I know I'm going to keep writing, and I know I will continue to feel the incredible support of this weird wonderful community.
Thank you.
Thank you for giving me the space to be a work in progress.
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beatheprincess · 27 days
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Guys I feel like I kinda relapsed today (cw) pretty much hid myself away (I hate the public) and dont feel pretty "enough" :/ it's so stoopid cus its back n forth , I was on a good streak, loved my body, loved my appearance verses feburary I hated looking at myself entirely, I even stopped taking selfies on snapchat to help w my recovery, and it helped so much ! And it helped me stop body checking too but now I finally reached my goal and got bio oil 🥺🙌🏽 v happy (and saved money too!) Hehe <3 hopefully the next 3months my skin can get better n I can feel more beautiful ♡ with healthy skin ^.^
Thanks for listening 🎉
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sadistic-softie · 2 months
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I feel like, because of fandom overlap with "Saw" and "House MD", my general personal interests/fascinations in criminal justice, murder cases, psychology, cannibalism, among some more questionable things, and the fact that "Silence of the Lambs" was probably my favorite movie from my childhood (yes, I watched it as a kid), it was very much inevitable that I watch the "Hannibal" series, but I'm finally watching it now and I love it already. Also, more men to yaoi, so that's a plus.
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Yikes. This post makes me sound really...colorful
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mudmushrooms · 1 month
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realizing I'm eating more again because I'm doing better. realizing I'm spending more time alone and being happy about it because I'm doing better. realizing i can finally rewatch certain movies, shows, songs, and other medias because im doing better
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going home
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flowerboy-fiorello · 3 months
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if this audition goes well i get to play in opera pit orchestras in prague 👀
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tiredfoxtf · 7 months
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On today's inner psychoanalysis table we have
Me coming to conclusion that since I was young I felt guilt knowing that my mom worked her three jobs including at night resulting in her fucking up her sleep because she wanted to make my life better.
And in fact it did not get better after I failed to get into Uni or even forsaken college after 4 years of trying and just gave up on it. And it also did not help that I am an able bodied 21 year old adult without a job living of my mother's money because my ass is too anxious and depressed to find and work a job. (My ass cannot even take proper care of one self, what to say about working a job)
But it's fine. It's okay. I just need this support, because I am unable to sustain myself qnd my mom takes care of me. There's nothing bad in asking for help. There's no use in self-depreciation and beating myself over it. It's fine to not be okay and needing help.
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fluffypinkpie · 7 months
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Maybe you don't have a motive for keep living, but maybe you're someone else's motive
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rosebud2829 · 8 months
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i apprecieate my friends so much. i love them and id do anything to keep them safe and happy. they do so much for me i adore them. two of them wanna take me out to eat to help heal from a breakup. my best friend was willing to hold my stuff and talked me out of a attempt on my life, not even trying to pull me down or get near but just talking me through it and being logical. a dude that i know was about to leave and just let me hug him and cry into his jacket. a classmates older brother that i see sometimes talked me into staying alive and knew how it was to feel that way and empathized with me. my friend from choir let me give him a hug and vent later on because i just really needed to. i got a hug from my friends grandma and it made it so much better. I talked to a online friend in the uk and he kept me comfortable and not doing stupid shit
I fucking love these people. they keep me sane.they keep me alive. and id take a fucking bullet for them.
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fonkeloog · 1 year
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Ed recovery, pro-Ana blogs mentioned
Not tumblr recommending "thinspo" and "pro-ana accounts" to me right when I'm already struggling, lmao.
The algorithm really said: here's some extra triggers!
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skeletorswaifu · 1 year
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ITS PERFECT 🌼🌼
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good mornign im so happy to be alive
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bugdogg · 10 months
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no ones awakeee
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carcinized · 2 years
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feeling a little bit better
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