Back in 2015 when Shawn Medes released the Stitches music video I started to realize something. You know towards the end when Shawn is like thoroughly beaten up and bruised and incredibly serious? Yea, that shit is hot. I don’t know what it is. I mean I used to think Shawn was decently attractive but not anything to drool over until that shot. we’re ignoring the fact that his acting was trash, the video was cringey af, and his running straight up makes me gag. I could genuinely make an entire YouTube video trashing on this music video but that’s irrelevant.
Anyways, I would say it actually probably should have originated from JB’s As Long As You Love Me mv back in 2012 but the special effects makeup to make him look beat up is so fucking bad it’s laughable and I also hated him then so, moving on he straight up looked like a ken doll that was dragged through the mud like why was there so much bronzer? also would the dad in the mv not have gotten charged with assault and battery like wtf?
But when I really noticed it was in 2017 when Spider-Man: Homecoming was released. The scene where Peter Parker is sitting on top of the roller coaster absolutely disheveled and bloody… it just does something to me. I mean the one where he’s getting out from under the fallen concrete has the same vibes but not the same effect so. But genuinely why is that scene so hot? He’s exhausted and serious and bloody and damnnn when I saw it in theaters I stopped breathing
Also, guilty pleasure is that one scene from Spider-Man: Far From Home right after he gets fucking destroyed by the train and he’s in hella pain and passes out. I feel so bad about it but fuck Tom Holland in that scene is so so fucking hot.
And my most recent recollection of this… kink? Idek what this would be considered but I’ll get back to that in a sec. The most recent turn on being the last fight scene from Spider-Man: No Way Home. The entire last fight scene when Peter is just absolutely pissed and murderous… speechless. The glares, the way he holds himself, the absolute POWER he shows. And then on top of a pissed off Tom Holland being sexy as fuck, he’s like bloody and fucked up and holy shit. It was genuinely too much for me to process. I’ve seen the movie three times and I genuinely don’t think I’ll ever get over how that scene makes me feel
But genuinely, what the fuck? Like I have no desire or lust to hurt anyone. Like that’s not hot to me. I don’t particularly want to be beaten up and definitely don’t want to be bleeding I mean a little choking maybe but. But I find guys that are slightly beaten and bloody and mad/serious so motherfucking sexy. Wtf is that?
Went to a karaoke bar for the first time ever for a friends birthday last night and it was really fun?? Which was unexpected because I usually hate singing in front of other people AND i only knew like 1 or 2 out of the 8 people there. But no i had such a good time and i daresay i slayed a little bit.