I've been sick with covid-19 for about a week or so now. Today is the first day I've woken up and I finally feel better than I did the day before.
My autoimmune diseases have been having a rough time fighting off the virus 🦠, it's sent me into a major flare, which has been more pain.
But my fever has finally broke. I can hear again, though my ears still ache.
I think I'm pretty much past the covid-19, I'll probably be fully through it in a day or two. But what I'm left with is an autoimmune and fibromyalgia flare.
This has really sucked, but I'm grateful 🙏 that my body was able to get through this.
I'm hoping by tomorrow I will be able to return to work. Masked 😷 up, and I will just have to deal with my flares. Because ya dude needs money 😅.
It is pretty awful 😖 that in this world, the chronically ill, like myself, still have to work when we're this sick, just to keep going.
Our government nor our employeers have our back.
I am very lucky 🍀 to have a manager whose very understanding of my illnesses and to work on a team where everyone is caring and considerate of each other.
It makes working during my flares slightly more tolerable.
One more day at home, then I head back tomorrow.
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Back in November and December 2020, I used to work as a seasonal sales associate at a Jewellery store (my last sales job) in a mall near my previous apartment. Because it was during pandemic time, the mall was a ghost town and the mall's music didn't have enough customers to entertain, so it would mainly entertain the sales associates in the mall's stores instead. The mall would have Christmas music playing all day everyday and now I can't hear All I Want for Christmas Is You without thinking of the view of the mall from that store.
In my head, 'last Christmas' refers to Christmas 2020. Christmas 2021 was spent with yours beloved only and a snack box sent by my (now previous) corporate company. Although it was a peaceful Christmas and I wouldn't want it another way, December 2020 was indeed another realm of reality: snow, jewels, mariah carey, a new aritzia coat and mango diamond slushes.
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Hullo mr. Gaiman!
Sure as hell you receive quite the number of asks, can only hope you’ll see this one. It may be my second ask of this kind and I’m not trying to spam but I happen to have… slightly miscalculated something. Trying to ask does no harm though.
Some time ago, like a bit more than a month, I sent you an ask saying that I’d mailed you a drawing, but there’d been a bit of a mess with the address and I couldn’t be sure wether you’d receive it, asking if I could send it here just in case. You did answer (thanks!) and I did send it some time after, cause well I kinda was on a stage in the meantime, so I guess you didn’t see that at all, and well. I underestimated my curiosity ‘bout what you’d think of it. A Hercules-Corona Borealis Great Wall-sized bit of curiosity. It’d just be really really really cool if I had the certainty you saw this drawing here. It has some meaning to me, at least. It’s only that like, I use art as my only way to express positive emotions since I was quite little, I seem to be learning only now at almost 21 (and thanks to your works I’d add) to do so other ways than that. My approach to life seems to have been a bit of a mess since… well, always. And a bit of an unusual life it’s been. So here it is:
Some of it is charcoal, some is sewn, some is sand. I just kinda skipped the choosing-technique part.
Thank you again,
V.
It looks like real art and it looks like me as well.
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a list of everything ive manifested and what i want to manifest
having alot of friends + also having at least one best friend (in short never being lonely)
people always approaching me first
not living with desired people
instant appearance changes
instant weather changes
very very pretty almond doe eyes and long eyelashes
a puppy
oddly specific tiktoks to pop on my fyp
being "popular" in school
having big boobs and a big butt naturally
being a semi big submaker
my face shape (younger me listened to round shape face subliminals but i had a thin one before)
alot of mcdonalds
bigger prettier lips
alot of sps coming back because i believed in the saying "they always come back"
revising something completely and there being no evidence of it ever happening
long breaks off of school (i feel like since i was listening to ALOT of "cancel school" subliminals b4 the corona break and i've had so many breaks off of school)
soft pretty 3a/3b hair
alotttt of compliments
being seen as very attractive in my own eyes and other ppls
being alot of ppls comfort person everyone tells me they enjoy my company
being right abt random things
manifested alot of things for my old friend
constantly passing classes knowing damn well i didn't do any work 😭 went from a 34 to a 92 doing absolutely nothing
all my teachers liking me enough to bump my grades to passing even if i did nothing in their classes
strangers always being nice to me all the time
people being obsessed with me (i don't recommend manifesting this 😭)
being lucky in games
immediate weight loss
having 300+ absences when the county's limit was 10 a semester and never getting in trouble for it
moving out of houses
being spoiled by people irl and online simply for being attractive
ppl texting me immediately after i think abt them
being able to manifest fast in general
having a high pitched cute voice
+ other tiny things
what im current manifesting
being extremely rich + living in a mansion
knowing how to speak Spanish, Korean, and French
revising any trauma I've experienced
desired baby pictures and childhood memories
having no anxiety and never overthinking
being everyones type + being like kokomi teruhashi
revising that i have close childhood friends
butt length hair
having no body hair
having a vivid imagination
4.0 gpa + perfect attendance + being naturally smart + being good at math
hazel eyes with mostly green
a cat and a pink bird and a bunny + my current dogs but they're all going to be babies and get along well (also manifesting that ik how to manage all of them)
being shorter
desired parents + only one sibling
a lot of rich love interests
desired body and face
old friends coming back
being a huge submaker like roy
bringing certain family members back to life
im manifesting this by affirming and listening to subliminals because thats what i prefer
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