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foreveranevilregal · 2 years
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Hey even if they're old prompts at least one or two ppl will read them
Will they? I have no way of knowing if people don’t show that they’re reading in any way. Which, most people don’t. Tumblr has no hit counter, so all I have to go on is my notes, which have decreased drastically since the fandom heyday. And the old prompts I still have left are ones that are more difficult to write, so I’m not sure if it’s worth the effort of several hours of writing to maybe have one or two people read them. Writing has gotten very discouraging, not gonna lie.
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fruitcoops · 2 years
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Hi! I wanted to request something, in Sweater Weather when Sirius broke his ribs and Remus eventually has to go back to work and away games, it's mentioned that Regulus was the one that took care of him. I just wanted to ask if maybe you could write something about that? About Reg helping Sirius get through the day? Only if you want to of course! Thank you and have a great day :)
I can't get over how Regulus was the most helpful feral cat living in Coops' basement for like. a month. Character credit goes to @lumosinlove!
TW for injury and mentioned medication
Sirius winced when he shifted, tucking the blanket a little tighter around himself. He was steady against the pillows; his gaze stayed focused on the window, eyes big and sad whenever a passerby continued down the sidewalk instead of turning in. But his breaths were even and the initial pain with each inhale appeared to have abated, which counted for something.
Honestly, it was like Regulus had been asked to pet-sit.
“When will my husband return from the war?” he said with a wheezing accent as he shoved a plate into Sirius’ hands.
Sirius turned away from the window to scowl. “I don’t sound like that.”
“You’re two steps away from knitting a fucking doily. It’s pathetic. Eat and I’ll get your medicine.”
“When I offered to let you live here, I thought you might be a little nicer to me,” Sirius grumbled, picking at the edge of a lettuce leaf where it stuck out from the bread.
Regulus rolled his eyes. Ungrateful. “If you’re not going to even try the meal I slaved over—”
“You were gone for ten minutes!”
“—you can make your own lunch next time.”
Sirius took a pointed bite of the sandwich and jammed Regulus in the thigh with his blanket-covered knee; he didn’t miss the way Sirius’ brows creased at the sharp movement and swallowed down his retaliation. “Merci,” Sirius said around a mouthful of bread.
“It’s edible?”
Sirius tipped his head from side-to-side and Regulus couldn’t help but punch him lightly on the thigh—hey, he wasn’t broken there—but was glad to see it only got him a laugh. “It’s good. I’ll stop bothering you now.”
“I’ll bring your meds in dix minutes.”
It was a funny thing, this new world. Regulus woke up when he wanted (he had worked his way all the way to 9 am over the course of several weeks), ate when he wanted (though he would never pass up Remus’ cooking), went to bed when he wanted (later than he had ever been allowed). He did what he wanted. For the very first time, his life was completely unscheduled. It was horrendous.
18 years of strict time management with every minute accounted for had been truly suffocating when he was living through it, but the sudden shock of having days upon days of no structure was like someone had taken their hands off his neck and shoved a leafblower down his throat instead. It was too much after too little—freedom felt like a whole new kind of trap. And in a city he didn’t know, surrounded by people he didn’t want to know…
Well, being tasked to care for Sirius despite his awkward, unsure, bitchy attitude was a strange sort of gift.
Regulus made a face as he headed back to the kitchen. His internal monologue was starting to sound far too sappy. So what if Sirius’ awkwardness around him was a little endearing? And so what if seeing him relaxed and comfortable even with four broken ribs was a relief Regulus had never imagined? That didn’t mean he had to like him. He could love his brother and mock him relentlessly for having zero social skills at the same time.
(Perhaps, secretly, he could like him a little. When Sirius saved him a plate of breakfast or got him a bus pass or ruffled up his hair the way not a single living soul had done in six years, perhaps Regulus could be a little bit grateful for him.)
Remus, too, was an interesting case. Obviously whipped for Sirius—Regulus had been suspicious of him until he saw that clear devotion—and weirdly normal. He looked and acted like someone Sirius had found browsing Home Depot instead of the second actor in a dramatic love story. He didn’t seem to mind Regulus’ constant lurking, either, which set him apart from ninety percent of his ex-teammates’ partners.
Don’t you have other things to be doing?
Why are you here?
How old are you, kid?
What are you, their mascot?
Babe, I didn’t want to spend time with your…friends.
Remus said “good morning” and “goodnight” and always made extra food for Regulus without being asked. He had assumed Sirius would go for someone quiet and, well, serious, but Remus was downright perky in comparison to the few short-lived girlfriends Sirius had during their school years. Christ, it was like the guy wanted Regulus to like him or something.
People didn’t like Regulus. They tolerated him. They kept him around because he was useful.
Sirius and Remus had never once asked him to be useful.
“Blanc ou bleu?” he called. Quebec French felt so right in his mouth after months of forced English.
“Quoi?”
“White or—”
“Fuck you, Reg.”
He grinned to himself at the resignation in Sirius’ voice and padded back into the living room with the pill bottles in-hand, then rattled them to get his attention. “Blanc ou bleu?”
“Blue right now, white in…” Sirius twisted to squint at his phone and froze halfway through with a grimace, the corners of his eyes pinching.
Regulus watched as he took two careful breaths. “It’s 1:30,” he said quietly.
“White in 90 minutes.” His voice was tight; Sirius carefully eased himself back onto the pillows and closed his eyes, chest moving steadily beneath the thick bandages. Regulus set the glass of water down next to him and pressed one small blue pill into his palm. “Thanks.”
“I’ll get some ice.” Ice, a cure-all for them both.
But Sirius shook his head. “C’est bon, just needed a second.”
“Really, it’s fine.” Remus had given him a tour of the first-aid cabinet with a wry grin that poorly hid his worry before leaving for work that first day. Regulus was sure he would not have been Sirius’ first choice of a babysitter, but he had promised to do his best. Somehow, Remus seemed to believe him.
“Go do your thing,” Sirius said with half a smile and a tilt of his head toward the hall. “I’m fine here.”
He thought of his video game, probably still paused where he had left it to go make lunch. The stack of books on his dresser, the bus pass in his wallet, and gorgeous sunlight outside. “Move.”
Sirius gave him a look.
“Move,” Regulus repeated, shoving at his abnormally long legs until there was enough space to settle in and grab the remote control. “Stop being a blanket hog. How do you turn on your television?”
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Sirius napped through the last three-quarters of the movie, unfortunately. Regulus knew he was supposed to rest, but he didn’t know how Remus put up with the snoring and the kicking and the twitching. The poor man deserved a gift basket.
Regulus woke him to take his medicine at 3 pm on the dot, and if he tucked the blanket tighter around Sirius’ shoulders when he started to doze off again, that was nobody’s goddamn business.
He kept an ear out while Sirius slept, puttering around the house like some sort of ghost. There was some clean laundry in the dryer—he still wasn’t sure how the machines worked, but he figured he couldn’t be too bad at folding the clothes that were already done. And dishes were easy, just a couple of things from breakfast and lunch. The flowers Pots’ baby had ‘helped’ pick 10 days before were pretty much dust, so those went into the green bin under the sink…while he was up, it wasn’t a big hassle to shuffle the shoes in the closet into their proper places.
Remus came home at 4:15, just as Regulus was unloading the dishwasher. His greeting stuck in his throat when he came into the kitchen, and his brows rose. “Woah.”
Regulus frowned. “What?”
“The house looks really nice,” Remus said, turning in a half-circle to take it in. He nodded slightly to himself. “Really, really nice. Did you—you did this?”
“I got bored. The closet was a mess, by the way.” Satisfaction bloomed in Regulus’ chest at the awed look on Remus’ face and he fought to keep his expression under control. It wouldn’t be polite to let him expect that kind of cleaning on a regular basis. “Oh, and Sirius is asleep.”
Remus’ surprise softened, and he glanced back toward the living room. “Oh, good. He was up a lot last night.”
“He snored through our movie.” Remus shook his head, smiling, as Regulus put the last glass into the cupboard. “I’m serious, it was terrible. He should get that checked.”
“Hey, I’ve done my best to convince him. How long has he been out?”
“Off and on since 2.” Regulus watched with narrowed eyes as Remus removed his jacket, scarf, and shoes, then relaxed when they were set into their proper places. So the previous state of the closet was Sirius’ fault, then. Good to know. Another bonus point for Remus.
“Did he take his meds? He was due at—”
“3, I know. I woke him.”
“You’ve got this thing down pat, huh?” Remus laughed. “Thanks for keeping an eye on him.”
“He’s like a bear when his naps are interrupted,” Regulus continued. Accepting any kind of thanks was still uncomfortable, so it was best to just ignore it for now. “Did you know that? I thought I was going to get mauled. You should run while you still can.”
“I’ll keep that in mind.” Remus’ easy smile told him the warning went unheeded, though Regulus couldn’t bring himself to be disappointed. His freckled face brightened when something rustled in the hall. “Mornin’, baby. Good nap?”
Sirius mumbled something unintelligible and absorbed Remus into his blanket for a hug with a quiet sigh. Regulus let them have 15 whole seconds of public cuddling. “Congratulations,” he said dryly. “You can stop pining at the window now.”
“Pining?” Remus teased at the same time Sirius made a grumpier noise in his general direction.
“It was pathetic,” Regulus confirmed. He worked the next words around in his mouth before speaking. “It’s good to have you back.”
Remus didn’t say anything, but his expression told Regulus everything he needed to know. You, too. It hung silently between them; he gave one last nod before heading back to the basement.
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countlessrealities · 9 months
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RELATIONSHIP BUILDING || Accepting !
@advnterccs sent: 📱for a voicemail my muse left yours. { To your Rick from my Morty ! }
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Rick almost dropped his phone as he tried to take another swing from the mostly empty bottle he was holding in his other hand. Half of the mouthful of liquor trickled down his chin, joining the stains that were already wetting his teal shirt, but he didn't seem to notice, too busy squinting at the screen to find the number he wanted.
Morty was mad at him.
The fact in itself wasn't news. It wasn't the first time and it sure as hell wouldn't be the last. However, this particular fight was bothering him as very few had, for more than one reason, and he couldn't shake off the bad feeling in the pit of his stomach. Guilt. He had fucked up, he knew it and, for once, he was failing to deny it.
The phone rang and rang on the other side of the line, but no one picked up and the call eventually ended with a click, as it was redirected to the voicemail.
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"G-God fuckin' dammit," Rick muttered under his breath and gulped down more liquor before raising his voice.
"M-Morty, what the hell, p-pick up the fuckin' phone! W-Where the fuck are you?! S-Stop watching porn o-or jerking it or...whatever you're doing. G-Geez, I can't believe tha-that you...you let me go to the goddamn voicemail, l-little shit."
A few other grumbled words followed, but they were distorted by a hiccup and thus unintelligible. He should probably specify whom he was. The last thing he wanted was for the teen to give shit to his boyfriend because of something he had done.
"I-It's Rick. Shit, I-I mean other Rick. Y-Your lame ass, bitchy, fuckin' ungrateful little freak of a boyfriend's Rick."
Alright, maybe insulting his own Morty so freely wasn't the smartest idea. He was trying to get his other grandson's help to make it up to his own and all that spiel was kind of counterproductive.
Fuck, the little shit makes stuff hard even when he's not around. Fuck you, Morty.
"L-Listen, you...you gotta call me back, Morty. I need...we got some shit to do. U-Urgent shit. An-And you have to come with. C-Can't do it on my own. I-It's a two-people job, y-you know? But don't...It's not weird stuff. N-No weird stuff involved." For once, he actually meant it, even if never say never when it came to a Rick-and-Morty related thing. "B-But you can't tell...gotta keep your mouth shut, m-my Morty can't know, got it, l-little buddy? I-It's...if he knows, it will be ruined. S-So we gotta be quiet an-and quick and...you know. G-Get it done before he knows."
There was a voice in the back of his head, one that sounded awfully like Morty's, that was telling him that this was a dick move. Using the teen's own boyfriend to get forgiveness when the latter had been part of the reason why they had fought in the first place.
Good thing that Rick was used to not playing fair and to cheating at every chance he got. Especially if it made it easier for him to get what he wanted.
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"We...you...fuckin' call me back, little shit," he resumed, squinting down at the phone as if it had been the boy's face, before letting himself fall in his chair.
Or, at least, that had been his intention. What actually happened was that, in his drunken state, he bumped into it, sending it rolling away and tripping himself backwards. He managed to slow his fall down by grabbing the hem of the workbench, but he still ended up flat on his back, also causing a few tools and unfinished devices to hit the floor with him.
He also lost the grip on the now empty bottle he had been holding and it flew out of his hand, crashing on the ground and shattering in pieces.
Great.
More unfazed by the mess than anyone else would have been, the scientist merely fished his flask out of the inner pocket of his lab coat, took a long, noisy gulp without bothering to sit up and then belched in the phone, before speaking up again as if nothing had happened.
"Y-You got it, Morty? I-It's...life and death. F-Fuckin' life and death, Morty! Y-You don't want to risk causing a-another of those...those...shit, c-can't remember the goddamn word...! Eh, w-whatever." A shrug that the teen obviously wouldn't have seen. "B-But you get it, Morty, don't you? O-Of course you don't, b-but you're still going to do it. B-Because I'm asking you, Morty. I am fuckin' asking."
More like demanding, but those were details.
"S-So do it for the world. O-Or for your family. O-Or for yourself. Whatever. A-As long as you do it for me."
At the end of the day, what mattered was that he and his Morty made up and went back to do what they usually did without the boy glaring at him at any given turn and denying him. He couldn't stand that. Hopefully just having the other Morty there would make it better already.
"G-Good. Great. Just...fuckin'...yeah. Call me back. Soon, M-Morty, got it? Soon! O-Or I...I'll bomb your garden or-or piss on your comics or...put you in Jerry's body or...m-make you allergic to dicks s-so you can't touch one ever again or..." Damn, he had already run out of ideas. "I-It's gonna be awful. For you. I-I fuckin' promise you that."
And without another word, he closed the call, carelessly dropping his phone on the floor and returning the flask to his mouth. Good. A few hours and shit will be fixed. No need to worry anymore.
...Still, while he waited for his other grandson to get his shit together and call back, he would get drunker. You know, just in case.
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purplesurveys · 10 months
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When was the last time you got more then eight hours of sleep? I think Friday? I actually fell asleep relatively early, around midnight; and ended up sleeping in, too. I think I had gotten up only by 10 AM.
Do you find that people don't really understand you? Maybe as an angsty teenager, but I don’t feel like this these days. It’s probably also a matter of finding the people who do understand me. Is there anyone in your life that you wish you were closer to? Now that I know Trina is leaving for Canada for good, I really want to get even closer to her in the three months she has left in the country. I’m glad that we got close at all, especially after getting promoted. She used to just be this high-ranking workmate who I thought was untouchable.
Would you say you are a gullible person? Very. I am everyone’s favorite for jokes and light pranks.
Are you one to swear often? I do tend to swear a lot, yeah.
Have you ever sat down and played video games all day? Only when I was younger and got obsessed with playing Sims 2. I no longer play video games but am very much capable of being on my phone all day and just go from one app to another.
What is one thing in your life that is no longer there, that you miss? Kimi.
What do you believe is the best thing about being a kid? Hard to tell when you’ve had a rougher childhood compared to everyone else. Idk...being doted on, I guess? I lacked attention in my own home.
What flavor Dum-Dum is your favorite? I have no clue what that is.
What is the last book you read/are reading? Did you/are you enjoying it? That would probably be Around the World in Eighty Days; it’s a good read, but I’ve just never had the time to continue it. I haven’t resumed reading since January.
Are you on a laptop or a desktop right now? Laptop; I have never owned a desktop.
If you could go anywhere right now, where would you go; why? I’m feeling significantly attached to Bangkok right now because it has been exactly three weeks since we saw Yoongi. Our trip overall was quite short – only four days total – so it only makes the feeling of ‘missing’ Bangkok a lot more intense. I miss the place, I miss their great public transport, I miss the nightlife, but I will say that I do not miss the weather. Remembering how humid it is over there still makes me squirm lol
Have you ever trusted someone you wish you wouldn't have? Yeah.
Have you ever been on a picnic? I’ve never been. I wish we had picnic-friendly places so I can actually experience a picnic. When I was at KL and was repeatedly going to their park, I felt really envious of the families who were there with picnic mats out and eating. I could only wish they recognize what they have.
Which is better tea or coffee? Coffee; I never liked tea.
Do you own an umbrella? Yeah, I keep it in the car.
Do you like the ocean? Sure.
Is there anyone that you wish you were with right now? No, I’m okay being on my own for the most part.
Who was the last person you hung out with? Bea, Ysa, Trina, and several members of a co-agency that we regularly work with for PR events..
What animal cracker is your favorite? I haven’t had those since I was, like, 5.
Is there anything you're currently holding back? Yeahhhhhh I wish I could just tell the team not to promote me, honestly; at least not yet. I don’t want to leave the company, but please give me like 1-2 years before stepping up to the next position. It sounds very bitchy and ungrateful to say on paper, but I’ve been promoted every single year I’ve been in the company and it always comes with a wave of fear and pressure every time. I wish I had longer periods of incubation(??? lol) before getting asked to step up to the next level.
Do you like your smile? Sure!
Have you ever watched something on the TV that truly disturbed you? Mostly commercials or when networks sign off for the night and do their ominous creepy jingles before transitioning to that TV rainbow screen thing.
Are you scared of needles? Yes. I am 100% not the poster child for vaccines and tattoos.
Is your current cell phone out of date? Not at all. I know tech companies churn out new products at 34788394x speed and in their terms an iPhone 13 can be considered old-ish, but all things considered a 1 year old phone isn’t bad at all. I’m not in a rush to get a new one as mine still works just fine.
Have you ever drank milk when it was spoiled? Ugh, yeah. I remember an instance when I was around 5-6, I drank some Milo that turned out to be spoiled and immediately ran to the sink to frantically spit it out because it tasted horrific. Ever since then I’ve had a fear of drinking milk.
Would you/have you ever bought a gym membership? I’ve thought about it before; didn’t push through with it. These days, I wouldn’t think of getting one.
Have you ever bought anything on the TV? Nopes.
Have you ever done something that you knew was wrong? Sure.
Do you know what all the keys on your keyboard do? Not all. I still don’t know what the ‘fn’ key does and I’ve never tried using it for anything.
What is the last channel you were on, when watching TV? I’ve never watched TV for the channels in agesssssssss. We cut out cable starting 2020, too.
What is your favorite restaurant? Closest to being my favorite is probably Mendokoro Ramenba but in general I don’t think I have found my favorite restaurant yet.
What is the last thing you spent money on? Just prepaid load, lol. I’m on major budgeting mode as I think my family is planning a trip to Incheon – something I’m largely against because unsurprisingly my mom never consulted with us and each of us is suddenly in charge of chipping in for something – and I need to make sure my track record as far as money looks acceptable for the visa application.
Do you know of anyone who hates you? I don’t think so.
Lose your arm or your leg; Which do you choose? I don’t like this question at all, but for the sake of answering this I’d pick the leg.
Has an animal ever bit you? Like, a genuinely angry bite? Yes, from Cooper. I feel like after getting those six shots in one day I can surpass anything.
Have you ever tripped over your own feet? Sure.
Do you ever take out the garbage? Yes.
Do wash your face thoroughly everyday? Yes, first thing I do in the morning and last thing I do before turning in.
Would you ever do a ride along with a cop? No.
Are things, in your opinion, overly expensive these days? They are, as a fact, more expensive.
Where was your last car ride to? Apart from getting back home, I went from MOA to Feliz to have lunch with my family earlier.
Are your nails long? They aren’t.
Have you ever gotten food poisoning? Yes. Hate it.
Have you ever had to put a dog to sleep? I have not.
What messenger services do you use? Messenger, Viber, Telegram, and very occasionally Whatsapp.
Have you ever lost someone important to you? Of course.
Are you listening to music currently? No but I have an episode of GMM in the background.
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tangerinesteve · 1 year
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I am... gonna rant. Cuz I've been feeling... some type of way.
That way is very very very pissed off, by the way, just to set the mood for what's under that readmore. 😤😤😤
Okay so.... ive been posting more writing on my writing blog. And its been nice. People have been nice.
But here's the thing. And yes this is about the like/reblog ratio again. Because its been upsetting me. And yes im also on my period so im even more emotionally wacky but i have to get this out.
I made a small, teeny tiny vent post, that was incredibly sarcastic and bitchy and very clearly just me venting my own shit. I even explained in the tags that i was feeling really disheartened by it all and just needed to let out my feelings. And then i got this response:
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And i GET it. People like things for reasons and blah blah blah BUT . I didnt know this person, nor did they know me. And they talked to me like i didnt fucking know how this goddamn website works, like i don't goddamn live here. It is not the same as any of that. "Its not that deep" I dont KNOW you!!! And you dont know ME! maybe it is! Maybe it IS that deep to me. I was obviously feeling upset enough to make a ranty post???
And they talked about not wanting things on their blog but they reblogged my personal bitchy post with a comment.... like... that could have been a reply!!! Or even better.... dont say fucking anything. It wasnt even a fandom blog. I dont know how they found the post, i didnt even tag it. I assume they follow someone who reblogged it, but i dont think it had that many reblogs. NOT THE POINT!
The point is, mainly, that... its nice getting attention for writing. Or any art you put out onto this little website, but like... my writing blog, which I've had for YEARS just NOW hit 10,000 likes like a couple days ago. And im not trying to sound ungrateful. Because likes are nice. They really are. I like posts all the time.
But the fact that i wrote a 12,000 word fic the other day, posted it, and it has 15 fucking notes, total. 2 of which are mine, because i reblogged it on my main blog. 5 total reblogs. And only one of those has tags. I understand that not everyone uses tags, thats chill.
BUT!!!! The fic was even NSFW and i dont write that super often, but its what i see most, its a popular genre, and the fic STILL only has 15 notes.
And it just... feels like I'm doing something wrong? Like, no matter what kind of fic i post, if it not just a tiny text post it feels like no one interacts or cares at all. And it just... fucking ... it's disheartening and exhausting and it fucking hurts.
Like why do i even fucking write anything? Or post anything? If no one gives a shit? Like, people dont get it, i know artists and gif makers, and literally anyone putting out content gets it. Because we put in hard fucking work and then get nothing back???
Like i have this amazing fic idea about plus size reader x eddie munson and i KNOW its gonna be fucking cute. Its eating away at my brain its so cute. But like.... .... i don't even want to write it now. Because no one will care. No one will interact with it.
It just sucks. I wanna write stuff and share stuff and know that people like it too. But like, if people only interact with posts that are like a paragraph long why the fuck should i even keep writing and posting stuff?
And i know im not the only one who feels this way. And it sucks. But to be complaining about it in my own space and have someone fucking come onto my post and tell me "it's not that deep".... like honestly, fuck you.
ESPECIALLY since i didn't know them??? And they didn't know me. And then came and talked down to me like I'm an idiot who doesn't know how this website works.
This is a sharing website. Its based on shares and sharing and thats how things get more views, and get more people into things, and the sharing and nice comments from others is what sparks more creativity and sparks more art and writing and gifsets and content.
And i don't know where im going with this, i don't really have an aim here i just needed to fucking rant. Because i got pissed off about it again and needed to let it out. But its goddamn exhausting when i put my heart and feelings and shit into my writing and then just... no one cares or interact or whatever and just uugghhh
IT'S VERY FRUSTRATING AND ITS MAKING ME FEEL GROSS AND UPSET AND I JUST WANNA ENJOY WRITING!!!!
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wh6res · 3 years
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one more time | markhyuck
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"if i'm going to teach you how to fuck her right, you’re gonna need the best seat in the house, markie!" — lhc 
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warnings. dubious content, swearing, bondage, voyeurism, masturbation, exhibitionism, mentions of stalking, fingering, oral (f receiving), degradation, there’s a knife (but no knifeplay), a threesome, implied kidnapping 
disclaimer. i dont condone anything. this isnt a normal relationship. this aint love.
note. prolly going to hell for this but who cares. markhyuck for @nakamotocore​ i wuv ya ie please get better soon! TT and dom hyuck for my napaka kalat na mami @donghyukcore​
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against all rational thinking, haechan is getting bored from seeing the pathetic five feet distance between you and mark when he comes home. he tries to understand the other male in the relationship. truly, he does, even if he highly doubts that celibate little mark lee can pleasure you the way he can but everything's practically past that line now. donghyuck just wants to have some fun with you two, is that too much to ask for? at this point, he's blatantly ignoring the fact that you and mark don't even like each other.
but haechan cares for mark just as much as he cares about you and he won't just let his best friend miss out on all the fun things he can do to their little doll, right? what kind of a friend would he be? once haechan shoves him into a world of temptation and sin and pleasure, mark would kiss his self-induced celibacy goodbye.
plus, you've been awfully naughty these days.
talks about wanting to come home or getting at least a few rights to have gadgets were the only thing you said whenever you see him. it went as far as practically growling and running away from haechan when he tries to initiate something with you, screeching your lungs out and saying, "don't fucking touch me, you creepy little psycho!"
deflowering mark.
punishing you.
he'd be killing two birds with one stone.
he's fucked your stubborn little self into submission once, but all that overprivileged tv sessions might've put silly little ideas into your dumb little head again. alas, no worries, he'll just have to do it one more time. and maybe, now with the aid of his good 'ol buddy mark, they'll both be able to screw you up so good you'll never want to leave their clutches.
"gumdrop, can you come here for a second?"
haechan isn't deaf to the exaggerated groan you let out from the living room and it grates on his nerves how utterly brave you are for being passive aggressive. you reminded him of a little girl in a temper tantrum because they weren't given any candy - and when you show up in the master bedroom clad in your little pink dress, eyes upturned and sharp, a pathetic little girl was all he can think of when he saw you.
only now did he notice that you had even detangled your hair from the intricate braids haechan spent at least twenty minutes doing earlier this morning. where was mark all this time? why wasn’t he there to stop you? geez, you both are so going to get it, this time!
"what do you want?"
"can you give me a hug? i felt awfully stressed at work today. i need my little gumdrop."
this was obviously a test. don't get him wrong, he'll still punish you but if just this one time you learned to swallow that bitchy attitude and come crawling to him as the perfect lover should, maybe he won't be too harsh.
but he gave you too much credit, he thinks. of course his dumb cockwhore doesn't know shit. of fucking course, you wouldn't know it was a test. not when you scoffed, rolled your eyes at him, and spun in your heels to walk back to the living room.
"beat your meat with your own hands, creep."
haechan's reaction is immediate, his long legs allowing no delay in crossing the room to mercilessly fist your hair. he had pulled your hair so bad you thought it was going to rip right at the roots, all of his pent up anger due to your poor behavior channeling into that one grip.
you feel his scoff of disbelief against the curve of your neck as haechan pulls you flush against his body. "what the fuck did you just say to me?" he laughs patronizingly. "beat my meat with my own hands – aw, baby! that has got to be the best one yet!"
it truly was, though. he's not going to lie. out of every vicious snarl and hate-induced words you said to him, that particular offhand comment takes the cake. seriously, sometimes haechan thinks you're deliberately trying to make him furious – gumdrop, if you wanted to be fucked silly, all you had to do was ask.
he hurls you to the mattress, breath knocking right out of your lungs. before you can even sit back up and crawl away from haechan, he's already crawling over your body to sit directly on your stomach, fiddling with something on the headboard. you nearly scream in frustration, no matter what you do, you just can't throw him off of you!
"i don't know why the fuck you're behaving this way but it's gone too far. one more time. do i need to fuck some respect into you, one more time?”
a new wave of motivation surges through you when you hear the familiar click clacking of metal. your eyes widened just a fraction, the only thing that gave away the unease quickly seeping under your skin. if not for haechan's perceptive eyes, he would have missed it.
he merely used one hand to grip both your wrists in a vice. "no!" you squirmed, tossing and turning and trying with all your might to get him off of you. "no! i don't want that – not the cuffs!"
he loops the respective bands around your wrists with practiced ease. the last handcuffs he used had torn and marked your skin, something haechan wasn't fond of. only he can paint your bare skin with colors.
thus, he bought newer ones. the bands were a bright shade of red, connected to each other using a medium sized chain that loops around one of the steel wires of the bed, and the little bells attached to the bands ring with your every movement.
haechan knows the bells drove you crazy. its incessant ringing driving you up the wall as you couldn't keep your hands still whenever he fucked you to oblivion – he knew how much you loathed the sound of the bells, all the more reason for him to enjoy.
and mark, too. speaking of which…
you stubbornly pull at your bounded hands, glaring at the man before you as he studies your state. the corners of his lips curl up at the sight of you struggling. "you always look so good in red, gumdrop."
before you were given a chance to reply, he stormed out of the room with a sense of purpose bounding his steps. "lee donghyuck!" you screamed. "fucking come back and get me out of these, you pervert!"
he can hear you thrashing in your chains and yelling profanities from a room away. where was the demure girl he turned you into after only a week living in the apartment? though funny enough, the blood in haechan's sadistic side rushes in excitement at the prospect of wiping that glare off your face. it wasn't the fear, nor your submission that gets him off. it was the idea that he can and he will break you down no matter how many times you try to build yourself back up again.
he's not too sure whether he's going to eliminate that dirty mouth you've developed, though. because you did make him snort in the most unattractive way when you told him he can fucking jack himself off when he had been merely asking for a hug. this aggressive side you developed is… nice. he can work with it.
"can you ask your play thing to keep it down?" mark hisses, flinching and making an offkey sound with his guitar when a certain screech from you caught him off-guard.
haechan smiles.
"why don't you shut her up?"
it took a good few minutes trying to talk mark into stepping into the bedroom where he's got you chained to the headboard, but alas, haechan can be persuasive if he wants to be.
frankly, the younger man is sick and tired of hearing both of you bicker – it's no wonder you've developed a sharp tongue! it's all mark's fault and yet it's haechan that has to do the dirty work of setting you straight all over again. you're a tough cookie to crack, someone hauntingly immune to the violence and chaos.
and yet…
"you don't – don't seriously plan on doing this, do you?" your eyes go back and forth between the two males, primarily addressing the younger, devil-spawned male. haechan, ever observant, picks up the light tremor in your voice.
haechan had uttered a playful "if i'm going to teach you how to fuck her right, you're gonna need the best seat in the house, markie!" before forcing the older boy to sit by your side, mark's thighs grazing the temples of your head as your eyes awkwardly flutter up to the spectator.
mark couldn't deny he was intrigued by the emotion reflecting in your orbs. when your eyes met, it was a silent plea, he just knew it was. and unlike vulnerable and helpless you, mark, to some extent, still had at least some sense of freedom to him. he can choose to walk away, to stop haechan from trying to get him laid, maybe even talk the other boy into postponing your punishment.
but he'll do no such thing.
not because he has a moral compass (he doesn't, really) but because mark knew firsthand, there's no stopping haechan once he sets his mind into something – and right now, if that boy wants to punish you and use mark to fulfil his exhibitionistic fantasies then that's what'll happen.
your bottoms were the first to go, haechan's blunt nails digging into your skin as he pulled it down slowly, patronizingly, while watching bemused at your squirming. "this is how you know she needs a reminder," he says, addressing mark. "a good princess should take whatever's given to her like a good girl but if she's being an ungrateful brat –"
you flinch when he harshly smacks your thigh.
"– she gets what’s coming for her, right?"
there's a second's delay with mark's reply. haechan didn't mean for the question to be rhetorical, he wanted an answer from the other boy.
"right, mark?"
"r – right…"
haechan laughs, flipping the skirt of your dress up. "what, are you that excited for pussy that you're stuttering? that's cute."
you hear mark intake a sharp breath when haechan dives in to give you feathery kisses in your inner thigh. he always starts off this way, after figuring out this gets you wet way faster than simply kissing you.
as haechan starts talking, lips lazily grazing over your skin, you fight hard not to utter a single sound as you pull on your chains. "listen carefully, markie. do you hear those whimpers? she likes it," you feel the prickles of his sharp stare. "she's just too much of a fucking brat to admit it. go on gumdrop, your fighting spirit makes this all the more interesting."
you hate the patronizing tone he used as his hands trail higher, and higher until it's pinching at the bud of your clit. and against your whole being trying to keep your lips sealed, alas, it parts and creates a soft whimper that has mark stiffening next to you.
haechan lays his tongue flat against your folds. you weren't in the least bit wet yet to accommodate his size, but that's easy. he merely circles the bud with the tip of his tongue before pushing two fingers in. months of standing in the shadows outside your window had made him memorize the movement of your fingers whenever you pleasured yourself.
he felt the jolts of the bed as you shook your head side to side, trying with everything you can to hold your moans in. a corner of his lips can’t help but curl up. "what, gumdrop? too shy to lose yourself because we have an audience? don't worry our celibate little friend over here seems to like it. go on, give him a show."
too lost in the ministrations of his lips and fingers, you don't see haechan meeting eyes with mark, nodding at an object lying on the bed side table. you can only shudder when the cool tip of a knife presses against the base of your throat, hooking under the collar of your dress as mark slowly rips it off.
but haechan doesn't have the patience. "dude, give that to me. at your phase you'll get her naked tomorrow. let the tip cut her skin, the bitch deserves it anyway."
you scream when he drags it unceremoniously down your front, narrowly missed tearing at your navel. there are a few pricks of pain here and there for when the knife accidentally nicked your skin. he sure was ruthless as can be. why did you even bother acting like a brat, cursed him out, when it gave you no benefits whatsoever? did he unknowingly transform you into this sick little masochist that thrived on his sadism?
"no."
it was a defeated whisper. the last of your resolve turning into dust as the breath escapes your lungs. why did losing feel so heavy in your chest? you don't notice your arms slumping, nor your head nodding off to one side, the weight of your horrible reality sinking into you once again as if you had only been kidnapped yesterday.
but it had not been yesterday. it's been days. weeks. months. and the last time you sneakily got ahold of mark's phone and searched for your name, the last news clip or article published about your disappearance had been three months ago. that only meant one thing.
they weren't looking for you anymore.
just like that the world continued, other people's lives continued. all the while you're stuck here, rotting in the arms of your captors.
haechan's face emerged in front of you. he smiles and you would've believed he felt an ounce of guilt if not for that wicked stare in his eyes. "you've always been most beautiful like this, gumdrop. the hope disappearing in your eyes upon the realization that no one's coming for you anymore – i love it. i love you, my pretty girl."
he placed a chaste kiss on your forehead but he might as well have shot you straight in the heart.
there was no warning, nothing to ready you for the sudden intrusion happening on your bottom half and it was so bad, that it made you shut your eyes, hands wrapping around the chains as tears started falling across your cheeks.
rough fingers reached out and wiped them away.
something felt off.
the fingers were too calloused, opposed to the softness of haechan's nimble fingers. and while the aforementioned male had more length than girth, the person who's thrusting himself inside you is the complete opposite. he's stretching you out too much, not even bothering to give you time to adjust when he's already bucking his hips like an animal.
"shh, it's okay. i'll take care of you…"
this wasn't haechan.
and when you fluttered your eyes open to see mark's boyish little face, you can't help that look of betrayal painting your features. at least you only had to deal with one obsessive, sex-deprived freak. now, you're not so sure if you can handle both of them.
how foolish of you to think that mark's self-induced celibacy stretched far and wide when in reality, he was also just a boy with his own needs. a slave to his own temptations.
how cruel. so, so cruel.
in the back of your mind, you were thankful haechan cared enough to properly get you in the mood or else you would've been staining the bed sheets red by how deep and frantic mark’s thrusts were. it felt like he wanted to tear you in half.
"if i didn't know better i'd say you're experienced, markie! i wouldn't fucking know you're a virgin by how much you're humping her like a dog.”
curse him and his dirty mouth. his constant degradation is making it easier for mark to slide in and out of you, and a proof for that is the lewd slick sounds echoing in the room partnered with the older male's deep grunts – a complete opposite of the pitched, whiny sounds haechan makes.
'gumdrop, come on! be noisy with our first-timer here just how you're always noisy with me, yeah? don't be such a killjoy." the pout in his voice is evident, coming from the side of your ear.
you wish you had never turned your head, otherwise you wouldn't have to see him pumping his own dick in his hands right in front of you. the glare you shot probably looked pathetic, what with all the tears streaming down your face and your little theory proves true when you see his mouth quirk up to the side.
"i fucking hate you."
"mark, fuck her harder, wouldja? until she learns her fucking lesson."
the disturbed stare you gave him does not slip his notice, his hand's pace turning erratic, spurred by the slick sound of your walls, skin clapping, and mark's broken whines.
make him stop, your eyes said. please.
but haechan only shoots you an innocent smile before shaking his head. "didn't you tell me to beat my meat with my own hands?"
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diamond-coral · 3 years
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The Heist (part 3/finale)
Steve x Reader
Chapter summary: Captain’s plan worked. Now you’re in for a lot of trouble after trying to break into his apartment. He’ll have you. Just like he wanted.
Warnings: 18+, explicit sex, dark, rape/non-con, forced orgasm, praise and degradation kink, kidnapping, mentions of strip club, mentioned anal, swearing, mild violence, slight Stockholm
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“You wanna be treated like a whore?” he seethed. “Fine. I’ll treat you like a whore.”
Steve wrenched you from the wall and let you fly back toward his bed, your feet tripping over themselves as well as the chain attached to the cuff secured around your ankle before you finally tumbled onto the mattress. Your breathing was heavy as you glared back at his cerulean eyes which were narrowed, daring you to try anything.
And you did. Because fuck if you weren’t going down without a fight.
You darted out to the right, arm reaching out to take grip of the lamp on his nightstand. You grabbed hold of it and pivoted your body around as your arm flung out toward his head. Steve simply intercepted the hit with a firm grasp, and you gritted your teeth as the two of you began an aggressive tug of war for the lamp.
“Stop. This. Now,” Steve scolded as if you were a child before giving a sharp tug, the lamp slipping out of your hand.
“No thanks.” You grinned, catching him off guard, before you grabbed both his shoulders as support and kneed him in the groin. Hard.
Steve let out a pained groan. He dropped the lamp, and you caught it by the handle before using all your strength to swing the base against his head like a baseball bat. He stumbled backwards while his hand reached up near his temple. He pulled it back and inspected the blood. You remained frozen, having hoped that the blow would have at least knocked him out. His broad figure compromised your escape route to the door of his bedroom, so running was not an option.
“We need to fix this fuckin’ attitude of yours,” he grumbled, and while you were lost in your predicament of all escape routes being impossible, he snatched the lamp, this time breaking it in half like a toothpick before tossing both ends over his shoulder to the opposite side of the room. “I wanted a kind and docile housewife. Not some ungrateful bitch.” 
He practically pounced on you, and you fought, pushing against his brick wall of body, before relenting with the knowledge he was far too strong for you.
“Well you’ve got the wrong person, buddy-pal,” you quipped, but your voice trembled in your compromised position..
“No. I don’t. Because I’ve already seen her, you, at the club. And I don’t know why the hell you gotta give me some attitude when I’m trying to save you from the shitshow of a life you’re livin’. Maybe you’re just scared. Scared of letting someone take care of you when you’ve been fighting for yourself for so long, so you put on the unappreciative bitchy exterior.” 
Was this man serious? How delusional did he have to be to think all of that after one encounter?
“Well guess what,” he whispered, face so close to you that his breath fanned over you. “I’ll fucking rip it apart. I’ll break you down. Shatter this pathetic wall you have up until I get back the girl at the club. Might take a couple good fuckings, but I’ll finally get it out of you.” His thumb stroked your cheek, brushing away the tears that had shed at his admissions. “Aww, baby, don’t cry,” he cooed. “This is for the best.”
You let out a small whimper, another round of tears flowing, at the sound of his belt unbuckling and fly coming undone. 
You began pounding against his chest and begged him not to.
You wouldn’t go down without a fight.
Easily holding you down, Steve let out a stuttered moan as he entered you slowly. You begging turned into sounds of agony as he stretched you out and filled you like no other had before. 
“I wanted our first time time to be special. Slow and loving,” he confessed as he stilled inside of you. He slowly pulled out before slamming his hips back in and muffling your shriek with a large hand. “Gotta say, this is still pretty special though. Might just love those big watery doe eyes lookin’ at me a little more than that cute smile of yours. You just look so pretty, all wrecked and crying for me, doll.” He moved his hand slightly aside to lick a strip of your tear stained cheek, letting out a hum of approval.
You thrashed under him, hands lashing out until one of his own came to wrangle both wrists above your head, so you resorted to bucking your hips in hopes of throwing him off. It was hopeless. 
But you wouldn’t go down without a fight.
The hand covering your mouth moved down to hold you hip down in a bruising grip. He just rutted into you harder and faster in response to your outburst.
You couldn’t bring yourself to make a noise. The searing of your walls was slowly melting into pleasure. You feared accidentally letting a moan slip and alerting Steve to your pleasure.
But Steve could tell how you enjoyed it. Although tears flowed freely from your eyes, your pussy squelched, the sound blending in with the clapping of skin each time he drove into you.
“Told you. I’d fuck you. Like a whore,” He managed to get out between thrusts. “And you fuckin’ love it too.” He let out a dark chuckle. “God you’re such a slut.”
You whined as he pulled out when he flipped you over, but he made up for it by beginning to drill into you harder than before. With every brutal thrust, his cock glided against your g-spot before the tip punched against your cervix, and your eyes rolled back into your head.
Steve roped your hair around his palm and yanked your head back. Your back arched painfully to accommodate.
“Tell me you’re a slut. Tell me your my slut. Only mine. Only for me. Not that stupid fuckin’ club. Mine.”
“N-no. No,” you stuttered, barely being able to form words. You wouldn’t let him have his victory. You wouldn’t give it to him and bend to him.
Because you wouldn’t go down without a fight.
He once again yanked your hair, this time using the momentum to bring your body flush against him. His other arm came to wrap around your waist, and he secured your back to him, never once letting up on fucking you. The new angle made your body light on fire, and a moan escaped past your lips.
“Say it. Say you’re my slut and I’ll let you cum.”
You wouldn’t. You still had some dignity left. You’d be strong. You’d-
“Oh fuck, I’m your slut. Please let me cum. Please, please, I need it so bad. I’m your fucking slut! Only yours Steve!” you cry out. Humility and pleasure both burned your body.
“Atta girl,” he grunted, quickening his pace. “Cum now. Cum all over my cock.”
You did just that. Your cunt clenched around his cock while you gushed around him. Pleasure constricted around your entire body like fire. 
“Good little whore. All mine,” Steve chanted, but you barely heard him. All you could think about was Steve and his cock. You shattered. Your mind, your body, your will, all shattered to a million pieces.
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You sigh, smoothing down the flowy pink skirt that stopped right about your knees. That was all six months ago but it felt like years. Steve made good on his word. Here you were, the good little docile housewife, waiting for him to return home from a mission that had taken him three days, a home cooked meal sitting on the table. Waiting to be devoured by the ravenous man who would return. Just like you.
You didn’t even attempt to escape this time. The first time you had managed to shatter the living room window with a lamp (ironic, huh?) while Steve was in the bathroom. You had made it down the fire escape before he intercepted you in the alley and dragged you quietly back to the apartment with a gun concealed between your bodies. When you got inside, Steve brutally took your virgin asshole. The second time, you tried the same thing, but Steve caught you before you even stepped foot out the window. After replacing the glass with a new bulletproof material from S.H.I.E.L.D., he starved you for five days, only allowing you water. He still made you cook for him though. It was a cruel joke to him, watching you make him a meal while your stomach was about to eat itself. He’d fuck you hard after, and your body felt like it’d break in half.
The third time was three months after that. You’d managed to gain his trust enough to let him take you for a walk in the park, and after a knee to the groin, you took off and hid yourself in a crowd of people. It wouldn’t be a good image for Captain America to be hunting down an innocent girl on the streets of New York. You managed to be away from him for almost 24 hours, but you couldn’t go to the police. After telling them you were a stripper that broke into Captain America’s apartment, you highly doubt they’d believe the rest of your story.
You were in the grocery store with some stolen cash when Bucky Barnes finally caught you. He muttered a couple words about how pretty Bella was and how he’d hate to put a bullet through her pretty head, and you followed him like a dog back to Steve’s building. Steve, as a thank you to Bucky and a punishment for you, let Bucky fuck you for hours till you passed out with his metal hand around your neck.
You smile to yourself, hoping Steve would be happy that you remained compliant and would be there to greet him as he returned home.
The sound of a lock turning snaps you out of your thought, and your head turns to the door as Steve enters.
“Sweetheart!” you say as you throw yourself on him, hands intertwined behind his neck.
“Hi honey,” he greets, smiling down at you, taking in the sight before he leans down to give you a peck on your painted red lips. You almost frown at your eagerness to return it. Almost. But your interest is directed toward Steve as he reaches into a paper shopping bag. “Got you a little something. Know how much you love to paint.” 
He pulls out a set of brushes, showing them to you, before handing you the entire bag. You look inside and gasp. So many colors and canvases. This was your life before he had trapped you, and here he was, giving you a piece of it back.
“Steve, I don’t even know how to thank you,” you begin. “I-”
Steve cuts you off with a deep kiss.
“Anything for my girl. Besides I figured you could use some practice.”
“For what?” you ask.
“Well, I bought us a house!” he announces, grinning. “That implant of yours will be wearing off in a couple months, and I’d love for you to paint a mural in the nursery. For our baby.”
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coopergal24 · 2 years
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Why I Find the Stories in the Sonic Comics Dislikable and Toxic than the Animated or Game Series.
I had to post this. 
So pretty sure that most of the watchers that’s read my posts on here are asking “Why’re you giving so much flack and dislike to the Sonic comics?”
And to that I say “I’ve got a LONG list of said reasons!”
When the first Archie Sonic Comics came out, I got hooked on it. The stories were fun, whimsical and just as enjoyable to read as it is on the game. BUT come around the 2000′s and THIS is where the shit hit the fan...
First we had the infamous “Bitchy Sally”, where one writer had the “Brilliant idea” to not ONLY make Sally look like a bitch, but ACTED like one as well, even going as far as straight up SLAPPING Sonic for making HIS CHOICE, ON HIS OWN, about still helping to save the day!
The writer in this story, BULLSHIT MOVE, DUDE! Sally’s a FREEDOM FIGHTER who’d rather FIGHT WITH HER FRIENDS, NOT BE “Daddy’s Little Princess” and sit on a throne all day! 
First off, that’s COMPLETELY OOC of her, both personality wise and romantic wise with Sonic!  Second, WHY would she choose to just “Rule the kingdom inside” while her friends are on missions! In case anyone hasn’t read the past issues, she and Sonic FORMED the new Freedom Fighters AFTER the disappearance of the original Freedom Fighters! Third, YOU'RE NOT GONNA TELL ME THAT EVERYONE WHO READ THAT INFAMOUS "SALLY SLAP" ISSUE AND BREAKUP ISSUE AREN'T PISSED AT THE GUY WHO WROTE THAT, BECAUSE HE'S JUST A BUTTHURT FANBOY WHO NEVER CARED ABOUT THE FANS OF THE COMICS, BUT ONLY CARED ABOUT HIMSELF! Fourth, Writing comics about characters acting OUT OF CHARACTER like that are NOT WANTED in the comics! Also, WE NEVER ASKED FOR ANY "REALISM" CRAP FROM ANYBODY, EVEN IF THEY'RE FANFIC WRITERS WHO SUDDENLY TURNED INTO "HEAD WRITERS"!
SPEAKING of which, people like Ian Flynn are the reason WHY the Sonic Comic fandom is toxic, along with it's fans. Ever since Ian's been the head writer in both Archie and IDW comics, he's just been throwing "Ideas" this way and that, making up excuses for why his "Ideas" are "Amazing and logical".But in all honesty, they're complete and utter crap! Especially the comics in the 2012 issues: Sally's robotization with no clear explanation on WHY she's the ONLY ONE to be robotized (PRETTY SURE that Sonic, Eggman and Snively WEREN'T the oNLY LIVING BEINGS on that damn Death Egg or whatever!) Bunnie's derobotization via MAGIC OF THE CHAOS EMERALD! (She had her ORIGINAL robotized limbs SURGICALLY REMOVED and REPLACED WITH PROSTHETIC LIMBS, so her being derobotized wouldn't even HAPPEN!) Bunnie abandoning her friends to seek "gaining robotic limbs again". (Utter OOC ridiculouness! She's not just abandoning her friends here, she's ALSO putting Antoine's sacrifice in VAIN and WORTH NOTHING!) Robian/AI hate. (This was already, ALREADY, done in the past issues with Robian Racism, NOW we have this no nonsense AI Racism against NICOLE, who BUILT THE CITY for the citizens, and Ian just made them sound like a bunch of ungrateful racists because "OH, she was BRAINWASHED and used for EVIL! SHE'LL DESTROY US ALL!!!" Bunch of crap that wasn't needed or asked...) Oh and the fact that the editor's "Allowed" Ian's "Other M" universe to exist in the comic...Last time I checked, that was Ian's PERSONAL FAN COMIC, not finished btw! So for them to bring THAT tripe into the "Official Sonicverse", nope! Shouldn't have happened! Fan characters maybe, but NOT fan worlds... It sounds like a Delusional Fanboy Dream.... SMH
And can we talk about how Ian basically did ANOTHER year long "Arc" with the ZOMBOT VIRUS? His stories, just like the ones in Archie, NEVER made sense! "Metal virus can infect organic things, but NOT inorganic things. But make it so that if it touches any article of clothing on a character's body, they're instantly turned into a Zombot."Uh, what kind of logic is THAT? Yeah, that's like saying "Zombies turn living beings into zombies from being attacked, but let's make it so that they can turn items like plushies and electronics into zombies as well, for added SHOCK VALUE!". Bullshit alert...I mean it's fine that everyone liked the arc, but I don't. Firstly, we already have a BUNCH of Zombie Apocalypse things in media already. From Pride and Prejudice to the Archie Gang. It's just... It feels more like a trend than a genre anymore, and doing that every time just makes it feel "Blah" in the future. And second, WHY was Ian even writing arcs for ANOTHER year or two now, AGAIN!? The first time was in the Archie Sonic, and that lasted for 2+ YEARS! Do you have ANY idea how pissed off I was about that? To wait and wait and wait for ANYTHING about when Sally was going to rescued, Bunnie to come back or Antoine to awaken again, only to hear that "The Editors wanted the Freedom Fighters to be cut out permanently." or whatever, "But Ian saved the day by CONVINCING them to keep them around!" or whatever! Only to give us some bullshit excuses for the continuous "Arc" because "Realism, yo! Gotta make the comics as close to REAL as possible!"
IT'S A COMIC BOOK BASED ON A SONIC CARTOON SERIES, IT ALREADY HAS THE RIGHT AMOUNT OF DRAMA AND "DARKNESS" BEFORE YOU CAME ALONG!
And to make the rest of the fans WAIT and WAIT until you were READY to finish the arc, is STUPID! NOT TO MENTION THAT IT WAS NEVER RESOLVED BECAUSE OF THAT DAMN KEN PENDERS COURT CASE! So you guys just shrugging your shoulders and being like "Welp, time to just leave it unfinished and do a reboot fo the comic series" is a pisspoor move!
And on top of THAT, some of the fans are cleaning up YOUR MESSES and picking up where you guys failed and left off! Which ALSO meant that they have to ANSWER THE UNANSWERED QUESTIONS YOU HACKS NEVER COMPLETELY ANSWERED! So THANKS, DUDES. THANKS for just giving up on the fans!But the one thing that pissed me off even more, was when Ian and another person BASICALLY wrote off the "SonSal" pairing and went straight into the Sally/Nicole pairing! As in a living being and an AI being a COUPLE! Before you guys throw any hate at me, I want to point out that I have no problem with any characters being in the LGBT+ community, nor have any problems with shipping which characters. But to just suddenly make Sally and Nicole into a couple...Why? No seriously, why? To me, Sally and Nicole were more like best friends and sisters, not to mention that shipping a character that's alive with a character that's nothing but artificial intelligence and robotics is....Again, WHY?And from wht I heard, Ian's excuse was because "I'm sick of the SonSal/SonAmy fights going on, so those couples DON'T EXIST TO ME!" is just being a man-child who won't, once again, care about the fans. Oh and the toxicity from the SalCole pairing is beyond stupid, especially on Twitter. I made a comment about how I only saw Sally and Nicole as sister and best friends more than a couple, but this "Bitch" decides to jab her two cents in my face and be like "OH WELL THEY'RE AN ACTUAL COUPLE BECAUSE IT'S CANON, BLAH BLAH BLAH!" (I wish I had the Tweets, but I blocked this toxic person because "I'M right and YOU'RE (Me) WRONG! And ALSO, I'm a part of the LGBT+ Community so that makes me even MORE RIGHT!" mentality is beyond stupid!)I also want to point out that her excuse as for why she thinks the SalCole pairing is "Canon" is because "Well this woman in the staff MADE it canon and whatever, so...Here's proof of that bullshit that went down: https://twitter.com/MistyKSnow/status/1455694958891913217 And this: https://twitter.com/CooperGal24/status/1455699902957293570Also, congratulations @MISTYKSNOW, you've not ONLY made yourself look like a complete jackass by calling everybody HOMOPHOBIC and QUEERPHOBIC, you're ALSO defending your "Logic" with NO proof or evidence that Sally and Nicole were EVER a couple! Like I said in that Twitter post: JUST STARGAZING AND NICOLE BEING A LIVING PERSON TEMPORARILY! IT ISN'T BEING GAY! Also, this was in the 2000's, so the LGBT+ community was slowly rising at that point I believe. You're wrong, don't force your opinions on others. Also ALSO, what part of "NO ONE ASKED!" do you NOT get at all!? No one asked for YOUR penny, so mind your own damn business!
Ya know, I’ve once read an article about how Mario Bros, Kirby and Metroid were ORIGINALLY planned to be a comic series in the Archie Comics, but Nintendo decides to throw that idea away because they don’t like it... Methinks that all of this bullshit in the Sonic Comics, along with the toxicity from fans, just MIGHT be the real reason why the folks at Nintendo don’t want their franchises being a part of the Archie Comic series. 
And while this is a big loss for the fans, I think Nintendo dodged a major nuke missile here.
I mean, can you IMAGINE the “Stories” that would’ve been written here? Kirby’s homeworld blowing up into cosmic pieces, Samus being reduced to a Fanboy’s wet horny dream by being the “Dumb Blonde with the mind of a Bimbo”, and about as MUCH drama in the Mario comics to make the soap opera shows of today look like a comedy skit...?
Like I said, NUKE MISSILE DODGED! ANYWAYS, that's why I find the Sonic Comics a WHOLE lotta toxic here, and you can see why now, too. Sorry for the vent, but hope you guys have a great day!
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you’re the one that i want (part 9)
word count: 4k
angst, fluff
(part 8) (series masterlist)
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july had come and gone, leaving your heart full of excitement and warmth as you and seonghwa continued to grow closer. you guys didn’t go a day without seeing one another, joining the boys down at the ocean to surf, going on late night dates to the beach or just staying wrapped up under his arm on the balcony. 
he had even braved it out at another bingo night and barbecue party, the women even more bold and bothered than the last time they saw him. 
when august came, it hit that you only had a month left. you only had a month left with seonghwa and your aunt and both crazy friend groups that leave you all so flustered, it can only make you laugh. 
but it also hit you with the realization that you’d have to go back to your parents. go back to being spoken to with not an ounce of respect and remember what it feels like to walk on eggshells. 
because when you walked outside your balcony one morning, expecting to see seonghwa standing there, you were met with the sight of your parents car pulling in the driveway. 
it immediately filled your stomach with dread and anxiety and fear, so different from the way you get nervous here. 
you get nervous because seonghwa is too close to you, teasing at your lips with his and snaking his hand over every curve of your body; not because you think you’re gonna be yelled and screamed at for hours.
you get nervous because you’re scared of how much it feels like you love him and how no one’s ever made you feel this way, not because you’re gonna be hit and slapped in a way that leaves you aching for days after.
you run down the stairs and look wide eyed at your aunt who attempts to calm you with her soft expression, exaggerating her breathing and telling you “everything is gonna be okay,” before opening the door to greet them; you’re grateful that the hickies seonghwa had given you last week have faded, already knowing your parents would look at them and probably call you a whore.
but they barely acknowledge your presence when they walk in, your dad’s curt “good morning,” followed by your mom’s “hi, dear,” so forced and fake it makes you wanna scream. 
breakfast is as awkward as things usually are with them, utensils clattering against plates as your aunt tries her best to make conversation. but you’re far too tense and anxious to try, not trusting the demeanor of your parents more than usual. 
they wear a serious, blank expression like they’re about to tell you someone died. or maybe that they’re getting a divorce or disowning you; that would be best case scenario to be honest, never having to see them-
“we thought we should tell you that we moved.”
you stare blankly at your dad as the words leave his mouth, blinking a few times as you try to grasp what he just said. 
you know he actually said it because you can see the way your aunt’s face has dropped, looking at your parents in disbelief like she wants to say something but also knows she shouldn’t get involved. 
“what?” you eventually stammer out, your eyes wide and voice quiet. 
“i got a new job so we sold the house and bought a new one,” your father tells you bluntly, like he’s explaining some sort of difficult concept to a toddler. you feel your stomach knot at the idea of never going back to your old house again; you’d grown up in that bedroom. 
you had tiny pencil marks on the inside of your closet because your classmate told you her mom would do that to track her height. you painted the ugly neon green a pretty pastel blue when you started middle school, in disbelief the two people staring coldly at you even allowed it. 
“why do you look so pissy?” your mom suddenly snaps, your aunt calling her name lowly snapping you out of your memories. you feel tears prick your eyes at her irritable tone, not at all used to be spoken to like that these days. 
“i’m not,” you say quietly, the way your stomach is so tight making you feel ready to throw up your waffles and fruit. “i’m just...shocked. why didn’t you guys tell me?”
“your father didn’t know until-”
“why are you entitled to know anything?” your father snaps, causing your skin to prickle and shoulders to shoot up anxiously. “what do you contribute?” 
you let out a sigh at the familiar comment being thrown in your face, that you’re the child and they’re the parents so you’re not entitled to any say in matters like this. 
“i just wish i had known so i could-”
“so you could what? say bye to all your friends?” you mom bites sarcastically, such a juvenile insult falling from a grown woman’s mouth. but even if it’s petty and mean, it’s the truth and you can’t find it in yourself to even comment. 
“why do you have to say those things?” your aunt asks quietly, looking at her sister with questioning eyes. “you haven’t seen your daughter in two months. why can’t you be nice to her?”
“how ‘bout you stay out of this?” your mom bites back, your eyes narrowing at the tone she uses toward your aunt. you push your plate away and there’s an awkward silence between the four of you, your aunt recommending for everyone to get some air and sit outside. 
but the fresh air proves to do nothing, the silence still suffocating and making you so incredibly anxious. 
this would be the time at home where yelling would start, your dad’s dark eyes and your mom’s snarled lip making you more and more tense until one of their hands connect with your cheek for whatever reason they can think of. 
“so, what town are you in now?” your aunt asks, wincing slightly when it only sends your mom into another bitchy fit. your dad’s hard eyes remain on you, jaw squared as he looks over your face. 
“you’re an ungrateful little bitch, do you know that?” he growls lowly, the words going unheard by your mom and aunt. tears prick your eyes as you look down at the table, gritting your teeth and squeezing your hands together so you don’t yell at him and defend yourself. 
“you’re sitting here with a fucking puss on your face because we moved without telling you?” he continues to sneer despite the fact you’re so obviously detached and over it. “how ‘bout you never come back then? stay with your aunt and finish school here?”
“okay,” you blurt out, eyes still focused on the table until his hand smacking down on the glass causes you to jump and push back in your chair. you’re tempted to run around the table so he can’t reach over and grab you, your dad standing up before he thinks twice about doing what he really wants to. 
“you are such a-”
“oops sorry!” 
yunho’s voice sends shock waves through you, peeking into the backyard next door and seeing the blue-haired boy and seonghwa looking over at you; the dirty blonde’s eyes are pinched and dark, watching you since the second you stepped outside.
he saw how uncomfortable and tense you’d been, the way your eyes have focused on the table and how any time you peer up, it looks like you’re about to burst into tears. 
your eyes travel to the football laying right beside the pool as you mumble “i’ll get it,” quickly moving around your aunt and past your mother to grab it. 
seonghwa meets you at the fence and your fingers graze when he takes the ball, his eyes zoning in on you so intensely it makes you wanna throw yourself into him.
“you okay?” he mumbles quietly, not trying to alert his friends or the...company your aunt has. you press your lips together because you know if you talk, you’re gonna start to sob; you can only find it in yourself to shake your head slightly, biting at your lips nervously and feeling your heart sink when his face darkens. 
“baby, what’s wrong?” 
he hears a quiet whimper leave your mouth and is about ready to jump over this fence, take you away from whatever’s making you so anxious and upset until he sees a small, fake smile on your face again.
“can i text you later,” you whisper out, your back feeling like it’s burning with someone’s gaze on you. seonghwa’s eyes move behind your shoulder and narrow, his jaw tightening and demeanor changing to look completely murderous. 
you mumble out a “stop,” shaking your head slightly and hearing him let out a huff. 
“as soon as you can,” he demands lowly, his voice raising every so slightly when he thanks you and reluctantly goes back to yunho. you turn around to see both of your parents looking at you suspiciously, walking as far away from your mom’s seat before plopping back down in yours. 
“hm...” you hear your mom hum, her eyebrow raised as she looks at you skeptically. “so, what exactly have you been doing here all summer, y/n?”
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by the time your parents leave at sunset, your nerves are completely shot. 
it felt as if they were breathing down your neck the entire time, going down to the beach and out for a light dinner with strained conversation and awkward, prolonged stares. 
the second you heard their car pull out of the driveway, you slumped down onto the couch and put your face in your hands. 
your aunt frowned and immediately made her way over to you, placing her arm around your shoulder comfortingly. she apologized to you quietly, said that she’s sorry they moved without your permission and that you have to go back there and can’t live with her. 
because she’d allow it in a second and it’s awful that your parents would never go for it despite the way they treat you.
“i don’t know why they’re so mean,” you whimper and the words hurt the older woman’s hearts. it sounds like a sentence that should leave a child and not a teenage girl. but they’ve made you so scared and broken and hurt that they’ve reduced you to a fragile woman. 
“i know, i’m sorry,” she says lowly, squeezing you into her tighter and you can’t stop the way your lips wobble. you’re able to hold back the tears as she speaks quietly to you, tries to help by telling you you’re strong and that you have her and that you’ll be able to get through the next two years with them. 
but it really doesn’t feel like it. 
you feel like you’re about to have a complete breakdown and you only want seonghwa right now. you want him so badly but you also don’t want him to see you like this. see just how broken and sad and pathetic you are, an unloved girl who should be used to this mistreatment by now. 
it should be able to just slide off your shoulders and not effect you. but it doesn’t and you can’t help the way tears prick your eyes. 
“you should go see him,” you hear your aunt say to you. 
you crane your neck up to look at her, eyebrows pulled together because how does she know? but she only smiles knowingly at you, tucking a piece of hair behind your ear lovingly. “he looked...worried before, even a bit scary.” 
you smile slightly at her words, feeling your heart tug because you really do want him right now. but what a sad way to make him spend the night, crying on his shoulder and making him coddle you. 
“i don’t...wanna bother him,” you tell her quietly. you feel her shake her head as she lets out a sigh, looking out the window and you can’t see the way a smile suddenly lights up her face. 
“something tells me he won’t mind,” she tells you, tapping on your shoulder and nodding her head toward the window. 
you squint your eyes but can’t see anything, walking toward the front door to see seonghwa making his way over from yunho’s. 
he stops in front of the house and nods his head at you, your lips pouting as they threaten to tremble. you make sure your phone is in your back pocket before you say goodbye to your aunt, assuring her you’ll text her if you’re staying out late.
you stare at your feet as you walk to him, praying you’ll spare him at least an hour before you completely break down and let out all of the pain and anxiety coursing through you. 
but when you stand in front of him and meet his eyes, you’re not feeling too confident. 
he smiles down at you and takes your hand in his, intertwining your fingers as he pulls you into him. you wrap your arm around his waist, burying your face in his chest and letting out the shaky breaths that tighten your chest when you’re trying so desperately not to cry.
he only rubs at your back slowly, the gentle hum of “it’s okay,” on your head causing you to shake yours. 
because it’s not okay. you’re not okay and now that you’ve had happiness, it’s gonna hurt ten times worse when it’s ripped from you. 
you don’t wanna leave him or this town and deal with everything that comes with having two assholes as parents. you don’t wanna be alone again after years of convincing yourself that that’s what you wanted when really you absolutely hate it. 
that’s what makes the first tear fall and when he hears the broken little sob that leaves your mouth, he takes your face in his hands and shakes his head. 
“please don’t,” he says quietly, rubbing at the tears that start to leak down your face. 
you move out of his hold and hide away right when he says that, wipe at your tears as you back away from him because you were right. he doesn’t wanna deal with this and he shouldn’t have to. he doesn’t owe you anything and he shouldn’t have to put up with your crying and-
“what are you doing?”
his eyes narrow at the way you’re retreating away from him, your face fallen and dejected as tears continue to gather in your eyes. 
“i’m sorry, i know you don’t wanna deal with this,” you say meekly, “and you shouldn’t have to. but- but i know i’m gonna cry and i don’t want you to get annoyed or mad so i’ll just-”
he takes two steps closer to you before pulling you into him roughly, your body slamming against his as he places his hand on the back of your head. “i didn’t mean it like that,” he says, voice soft and quiet but also holding a certain authoritative tone. “i just hating seeing you cry, y/n.” 
you squeeze your lips into a firm line so you don’t start again, sniffling against him as you slightly relax into his warm chest. he presses a kiss to your head and plays with the back of your hair, his hand moving through it gently as he tries to soothe you. 
he knew the second he saw you earlier that this was gonna happen. he was hoping it wouldn’t but knew it probably would, the way your eyes were so tense and body on edge when he saw you in that extremely uncomfortable backyard. 
“why do they hate me,” you suddenly whimper into his chest. 
it’s a question you’ve had for years now, something that haunts every bit of you and will probably for the rest of your life. but it’s just so incredibly disturbing and you can even see that, knowing the way your chest is hurting and stomach is knotting shouldn’t be because you’re thinking about seeing your own parents again. 
he pulls you away from his chest and takes your face in his hands again, running his thumbs over your face and you can’t even see through your tears how sad his eyes look. he can’t say anything because he doesn’t have an answer for you. he can’t imagine why anyone would and it makes him even more angry that it’s your own flesh and blood doing this to you.
it’s why he doesn’t even bother trying to reassure you with words, pressing a kiss to the top of your head and allowing his lips to linger as quiet sobs leave you. he’s actually surprised by how low your cries are, like you’ve learned how to control them with years of practice. 
his heart sinks when it doesn’t seem like you’re gonna stop any time soon, kissing your forehead when he forces your head up to look at him. “i know you’re sad, baby, and i’m sorry but let’s go back to my house, okay?” 
because the last thing he wants is yunho and the boys to be leaving his house and seeing you in hysterics. 
your lip quivers at his softly spoken words, one in particular, before you’re nodding your head and he’s pulling into his car. he doesn’t let go of your hand the whole time, one of his hands on the steering wheel while the other is intertwined with yours, thumb rubbing soothingly against your skin as you wipe at the tears falling down your cheeks.
fifteen minutes later, you’re on his bed and cuddled into his chest. his warm blanket surrounds you as he rubs your back, grateful that you’re no longer sobbing but instead sniffling against him. he doesn’t say anything, doesn’t ask if you wanna talk or if you’re okay, just allows you silence and comfort with his lips on your head. 
and that’s all you really need. 
because you just lay there with him, tucked into his body and you would’ve thought he was asleep if it wasn’t for the way his hand was rubbing up and down your shoulder blade. 
you pick your head up and wipe at your face, seonghwa taking your chin in his hand so he can press his lips to yours sweetly. it’s a soft, chaste kiss that was purely for comfort and assurance, nothing more to it other than him wanting you to know he’s here for you without saying it.
“we’re moving,” he hears you say quietly, voice scratchy and wet from your crying. “well, we moved already, i guess. they sold the house and got a new one without telling me.” 
he doesn’t know what to say so he doesn’t say anything, just presses a kiss to the side of your head and pulls your body into him in hopes you’ll continue.
“and i mean it’s not like i had friends to say goodbye to or anything,” your moms harshly spoken words ringing in your head. “but i don’t know...it still upsets me. and they called me ungrateful and all they’re usually insults. but i was just shocked. i’ll have to start at a new school, too.”
he swallows down the curses threatening to leave his mouth, running his finger over your cheek again. “know it’s easier said than done but you can’t listen to them,” seonghwa says lowly. because his inexperience is starting to show now, the way he doesn’t really know how to comfort or relate to people with words but wanting to so badly. “none of the shit they say matters because it’s wrong.”
you sniffle at the words so similar to your aunt’s and nod your head, resting your cheek back down on his chest and sighing contently when his lips brush your hair. 
"i don't wanna leave," you squeak out quietly, the words hanging heavy because that's a truth he's been running from as well. that the summer is gonna end and he's gonna go back to his normal, fake life and persona. the seonghwa who doesn't have feelings or show his emotions, who is cold and an asshole and thinks he's too good for anyone.
"i don't wanna stay with them anymore. i don't wanna leave you and everyone else and go back to that stupid new house with them being there," you cry out like a child, feeling the relentless tears prick at your eyes again. "i'm gonna miss you, seonghwa. i feel... so safe with you.”
his heart pangs with hurt at the brokenness in your voice, taking your face in his hands immediately so you can look up at him again. "i'm right here, baby, i'm not going anywhere."
you swallow the lump in your throat at his words, wishing they’d soothe something in you but the feeling ripping through your chest outweighing it. “but you’re gonna. we’re both gonna leave and i might not ever see you again and you’ll forget about me and then-
“who said that?” he asks you lowly, bringing your face toward his so his eyes can drop down to yours. “who said we’re never gonna see each other again and that i’m gonna forget you?”
the words die in your throat at the intensity in his tone, his eyebrow raised as he waits for an answer you don’t have. 
“exactly,” he hums lowly, bringing your face to his so he can kiss your mouth again. this time it’s a little more hard and sloppy, his mouth claiming yours as his lips part before he’s pulling away and leaving you with a pout on your face. 
“don’t say that shit to me again,” he warns lowly, his tone deep and low and making butterflies go off in your stomach. “i have you now, so let’s focus on that. we’ll deal with...all the other stuff when we have to.” 
you breathe in the scent of his shirt, trying so hard to get the words to calm you so you can enjoy these moments with him. 
you still have four weeks, you think to yourself, you still have 28 days to spend with him. smile and laugh and play in the ocean, kiss him until your lips are puffy and red while exploring his body the way he explores you and show him that for the summer, you’ve been his. 
so you nod your head against him, looking up to smile softly at him. and he’s so glad to see it, biting down on his lip and pressing pecks to your forehead, nose and lips in a way that makes a blush promptly spread across your cheeks. 
“okay,” you say quietly. he smiles down at you, his eyes roaming your blushing face before he cups your cheek and rubs over the warm skin. 
he admires every part of you in a way that is far too intimate and vulnerable, it makes your heart tug in your chest. your eyes don’t leave his as he caresses your skin gently, in disbelief that this is the same boy who bumped into you on the beach and scared the shit out of you. 
“you wanna watch a movie?” he asks a few moments later, when the silence becomes too much for both of you to bear and he pushes down the desire to keep kissing you until your clothes are on the floor and he hears your pretty, soft moans. 
you nod your head and can’t believe when you playfully suggest finding dory, he puts it on without hesitation. 
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the next morning, soft kisses on your cheek wake you up. your eyes flutter open and you see seonghwa, dirty blonde hair a mess of waves as he leans over your body. 
“morning baby,” he says quietly and your stomach flutters at those deep words being the first thing to greet you. 
you roll over onto him, stretching your arms out and hearing him chuckle when a tiny groan leaves you. he runs his hand through your messy hair, leaning down to peck your forehead before mumbling something about going to get breakfast.
you perk up slightly at the mention of food, looking around in a daze before coming to the decision you don’t ever wanna this bed today. “can we stay here today?” you ask him shyly, shimming over to him so you can wiggle your way into his lap. 
he smiles at the rare occurrence of you curling yourself into him unprompted, wrapping his arm around your lower back. “we can do anything you want,” he hums in your ear, pressing a kiss to your skin in a way that makes you giggle against him. 
and for the rest of the day, you do just that; whatever you want. 
which entailed eating breakfast, lunch and dinner in his bed. swapping from movies to tv series during the day before going for a stroll on the beach at sunset. you watch your footsteps in the sand, your hands intertwined in the middle of you before you’re both standing in front of the rock where you first met. 
and it’s with one silent look you both make your way up there, leaning your back against his chest as you rest between his legs and watch the sun set in a peaceful silence. the only sound is the occasional peck of his lips on your head, your giggle shortly following that makes him tighten his hold on you. 
with your head on his chest and his arms around you, you can’t help but hope that tomorrow, you’re gonna wake up next to him again. that just for this weekend, you have him completely to yourself in every possible way. 
(part 10)
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moreracquetball · 7 years
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This update was so good. This story is so good. You are so good :D
This ask was so good!
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bihansthot · 3 years
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It’s nice and chilly and rainy today so I think it’s time to make one of my absolute favorite comfort meals, Hayashi Rice. It’s lovely to take some time and make something I really enjoy and just focus a little on self care. I’ve also been back to working out all week long and been keeping up with my Chinese lessons so I’m feeling pretty good about investing in me lately. I know I have stuff I need to write but breaks are important and so are boundaries and speaking of which I recently got a request for a fic but I’m not sure if I’m up to doing fic requests anymore. Headcanons sure no problem maybe even drabbles but I just don’t know if I want to dedicate the time and effort to writing full on fic requests anymore. I’m not trying to be bitchy or ungrateful but I’ve written an absolute shit ton and kind of feel like I want to enjoy consuming content for a bit rather than creating it. Hopefully that doesn’t sound too selfish, I’m just a little burnt out, there’s only so many blow jobs and sex scenes one little dino can write without everything becoming so redundant. So yeah that’s my little update I guess, hope all my lovelies are doing well.
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I liked the ending of lone star tbh it’s like oooh what’s gonna happen I’m curious but also I laughed when Owen punched Billy. Tbh I’ve been wanting to deck Owen in the face and I don’t like him but I’m glad he punched Billy. I feel like there could have been more stakes in the finale. I feel like the writers used up all their cards with this season by attacking us with drama and tragedy that they were tapped out by the time the finale rolled around. I liked this episode much more than the previous but still. It was really good and I LOVE that our boy Mateo got more screen time I loved it!!! But idk. Maybe my expectations were too high? I honestly didn’t know what to expect with this finale so I don’t think that’s it. I don’t know. I don’t mean to sound ungrateful or bitchy because I really liked this episode but idk. And then the showrunner or whoever for lone star saying yeah we haven’t seen enough of Carlos and we might explore his storylines next season. Like excuse my language but bitch it’s YOUR FAULT we don’t know Carlos enough or his backstory and he doesn’t get enough screen time. YOU GUYS chose to push forward boring ass Owen instead. So yeah duh we don’t know him well. I want backstory (Carlos begins please) and I want more screen time. No excuses. We are going into season 3 so we know what we’re in for. With s2 we didn’t know really because they were just following up with S1
I did like the punch! I thought the ending was stupid in general, but it doesn't really bother me in any way. I'm pretty amused by it even if it wasn't the choice I'd make. It's just a really low-stakes ending, and I guess that's okay. I enjoyed the episode, and I thought it felt more like a normal episode, but it also didn't quite feel like a finale to me (like the being separated and then having to come back together is very much a first episode of the new season type thing to me... but apparently they're going to have to do that in the next episode too klsjdflksj). And yeah it's crazy that they're like "these characters are so mysterious and have so much backstory you don't know," and then they literally don't give us that information. Also, I don't take to heart anything the showrunners are saying about season 3 yet because it's a little early for that but I do think they are committed to Owen begins, so I don't doubt them on that. Backstory would be so good, so fingers crossed on that. I also can give them a little slack for season 2 because it was a funky pandemic season skfjlkf
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rdmdani · 4 years
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Rosemary (Peter Parker)
SUMMARY: “Rosemary.”
That was your code word to Peter Parker, aka Spiderman. 
If you ever got caught in danger, you would text him that word and immediately he would be on his way. But what about the time you couldn’t finish spelling it out? What if you had ‘Rosem” sitting in your drafts right now because before you could alert him, you were gone? 
Warning: cursing, angst 
word count: 2165
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“You’re going to be at my house at eight right?” you asked Peter while he was speaking to Ned by their lockers. Peter turned to you with a silly and guilty grin. Immediately you frowned, realizing he was either canceling or postponing again. 
“Can we make that 8:30… nearing nine?” he asked with a pouted lip and puppy dog eyes. He knew that there was no way you could say no to him, especially since you knew that he had his patrol to do. You didn’t like him postponing, but you nodded anyways. 
“We will still have a super fun night of studying, Y/N,” Peter said with fake enthusiasm, “Notecards, Quizlet, Kahoot, whatever you want! Just a bit later than we scheduled.” 
“I didn’t hear any complaints coming out my mouth, Pete,” you laughed as you pushed him with your hip lightly, “Just make sure to be on time, please!”
He clapped happily, “I promise!” Before he walked away, he leaned over and kissed your cheek, a regular thing between the two of you. Nothing romantic about it. 
“You shouldn’t make promises,” you scold, “You promised 8 o’clock, remember?” 
“Well I mean it this time, okay? I super promise!”
“Nice to know you didn’t mean it the first time you said it,” you joked, walking away from the two losers you called your best friends. 
“Love you!” Peter shouted from down the hall, causing a smile to bounce onto your lips. Instead of replying, you just raised your middle finger at him. He knew that meant you loved him too. 
-
You were sat outside of your building, patiently waiting for Peter to arrive. 
That was a lie. You weren’t being patient. 
It was nearly 9:30 and he hasn’t arrived. He better be stopping a freaking car chase for him to be this late. 
“You’re out late,” a voice sounded from in front of you. When you looked up you saw a man you didn’t recognize. The only thing you knew about him was that he was super creepy. 
“I’m waiting on a friend,” you said sourly, pulling your phone out of your pocket, ready to type out the code word. You learned that being friends with Peter meant being in constant danger if anyone found out, and honestly he sucked at secrecy sometimes. 
“Well, you still shouldn’t be outside all by yourself,” the man spoke in a low tone, sending your body into fight or flight mode. Your fingers shakily hit the keyboard, but you never got to finish. A hand reached out from behind you and jabbed a needle into your neck, knocking you out instantly. Despite being unconscious, the man continued to speak, “It’s dangerous out here.” 
-
Peter was late. Y/N was going to kick his ass for being so late, but he couldn’t help it. He ended up losing his bag again so he had to sneak back to his place for clothes and by the time he got dressed and was headed out it was already nine thirty. He took off through the streets, rushing to his best friends house in hopes that she would see him panting and realize that his tardiness wasn’t entirely his fault. She sent him a message at nine saying that she would be waiting outside the building for him, but when he arrived it was empty. 
“Y/N?” he called as he approached your apartment and unlocked it with his key, “You in here?” 
Silence. Panic began to fill his veins as he ran back out of the building in search of her. He hoped that she just went down the street for food, so he called her. He opened the front door to step when he heard her phone buzzing on the side of the steps. Without a word, he lifted up the phone to see the word that he was most afraid of. 
“Rosem” 
She was taken before she could finish typing. 
“No no no,” Peter wailed as he looked around in desperation. There was no way that this was happening. He had to be dreaming. Tears brimmed his eyes as he looked back down at the word, a single teardrop crashing onto the keyboard. 
He had to find you. 
-
When you came to you saw the creepy man standing before you, a cheshire grin planted on his lips, “Oh good you’re awake!” The way he laughed sent chills down your spine.
“Oh fuck off,” you spat out in anger, “go on and tell me who the fuck you are and what you want you sadistic fuck.” 
You were terrified, but that didn’t mean that you were going to curl up and wait on Peter to save you. Honestly, you didn’t even know if he noticed you were gone yet. A single tear crowded your eyesight, but you blinked it away. Now was not the time to show weakness. 
“Oh I like you,” the man giggled, running a single finger down your jawline in admiration, “You’re fun. You’ve got fire!” You simply rolled your eyes, recoiling at the feeling of his touch on your face. 
“If you’re going to be so bitchy about it, fine. I’m no one really,” he said simply, “I’m broke and bored, but I’m wondering how much a pretty girl like you would go for… Maybe I’ll sell you back to your parents or maybe I’ll send you somewhere fun. It depends on your attitude from here on out.” 
You clamped your mouth shut in response, wanting nothing more than for Peter to swing in through the window and take you away from this creep. You couldn’t help but wiggle in the chair as tears swole up in your eyes, “Please don’t.” 
The man clapped happily, “It is so nice to see that you have manners.”
You wanted to glare up at the man, to spit on him, to rip his body apart… but all you could do was sit and wait. Wait for either something good to happen… or something really bad. 
-
“Ned we have to find her,” Peter stressed, looking over Ned’s shoulder as he hacked into the street cameras in front of your house. 
“I know Peter, but you saying that every two seconds is not going to speed up the process,” Ned practically snapped back at Peter. He didn’t mean to, but their best friend was taken so they were both filled to the brim with stress. 
“I know but this is all my fault,” Peter cried, throwing a punch at the wall and leaving a giant hole, “I should’ve told her to wait inside. I should’ve gotten their on time. I shouldn’t have postponed on her. I should’ve just kept my fucking word and got there when I said I was!”
Ned didn’t answer. He was busy trying to figure out who these people were. Plus, he knew that Peter just needed to get this out of his system or he would be overly emotional why saving the girl. Because he would save her. He had to. 
“Pete, I got a face,” Ned said in relief, turning the computer to show the boy. 
Peter’s brows furrowed in confusion, “I know him.” 
-
You were going to lose your mind in about two minutes because your nose was itchy as fuck right now. At first you wanted to announce it to the man, but you didn’t want to risk him touching you again. The thought of him touching you once more made bile rise up to your throat. You were trying your best to stay calm and collected, but it had been a couple hours now that you’ve been tied up in this weirdo’s apartment. You would’ve screamed for help, but the man had a gun on his hip and you didn’t want the last thing you said to Peter to be something sarcastic followed by a middle finger. You had told your parents and sister that you loved them the last time you spoke, but not Peter… and there was no way that you were going to go out without him knowing how you felt about him. 
“Are you hungry, darling?” the man asked as he approached you with a sandwich on a paper plate. You were if you were honest with yourself. Peter normally would come over and the two of you would cook something together to eat while studying or watching movies. 
You tried really hard not to think rude thoughts about Peter, but you couldn’t help but let a few slip. That was just who you were, more sarcastic and snarky than anything. You loved the boy with your whole heart, but right now you couldn’t help but be slightly angry with him.
“No thank you,” you spoke through gritted teeth, glaring up at the man. 
It was as if some switch was turned in his head. He threw the sandwich onto the ground and stomped over to you. You writhed in the seat, trying to get away from him, “Watch your fucking tone with me, bitch!” His hands gripped your hair, yanking your head to face him. You kept a calm face, but felt panic rising in your chest. 
“I-I’m sorry,” you breathed, pained tears leaking from your eyes, “Please, please let me go. I am so sorry.” 
“You don’t know how to behave. I’ve gotten nothing but sass from you since I picked you up. You’re nothing but an ungrateful slut. Who sits outside so late at night? Waiting on a friend? Some boy was going to come into your house, huh? Was that who you were waiting on?” You didn’t answer. Your composure was crumbling with each of his words, “FUCKING ANSWER ME!” 
“Y-Yes! A boy was coming over, m-my best friend,” you sobbed as his grip tightened in your hair. 
“Dirty fucking s-” his hand raised to slap me when webs shot from behind me and threw him across the room. You felt a wave of relief pass over your body as you were being untied. Once you were loose, the boy came in front of you and pulled you into his body, holding you tightly.
“Baby, shush, calm down,” he hummed against your ear, softly stroking your hair. You sobbed against his chest, “Baby I’m right here… I am right here…”
You didn’t answer, you couldn’t. Your throat had closed up in terror. Fire was crawling up your esophagus. You just wanted to shout, but right now you just wanted Peter to hold you. 
-
Once everything was settled with the man, who Peter attempted to explain who he was. You just held up your hand and said, “Another day, right now I just want to go home.” So he complied, holding onto you as he shot a web out of the window towards your house. 
When the two of you landed on your fire escape, Peter didn’t let you go. Instead he held you tighter, “Do you want me to come in? We can cuddle and watch whatever you want.” 
For a moment you nearly said no. You could hear the man’s words in your ears, the pain in your scalp from where he yanked onto your hair… but instead you looked up at the masked face of the boy you loved and nodded, “Please.” 
Peter didn’t have any spare clothes at your house, so instead he borrowed your dad’s sweatpants and opted for no shirt. The two of you were laying in your bed with the door closed (both for your comfort and his safety, neither of you were sure how your dad would react to a half naked Peter in your bed). Your head was on his chest with one arm wrapped around his torso. One of his hands were in your hair while the other played with your fingertips. 
“Hey Pete, can I tell you something?” you asked as you looked up at him.
“Of course.” 
“I liked when you called me ‘baby’,” you said shamelessly. You half blamed it on your anxiety meds you took, the other half on your exhaustion. 
Peter laughed and nuzzled you a little, “I liked it too… Maybe I’ll call you that from now on.”
You sleepily nodded and laid back on his chest, eyes slowly closing. Peter stayed that night, not wanting it to end. He was terrified he lost you. If he did, he would’ve given everything up right then and there because he loves you with every ounce of his being… and he thought the world would seem less worthy of being saved without you in it. 
Thankfully he didn’t have to find out that night.
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I’m Not Saying Alcohol is Always The Answer But...
Chapter 11 of Life Changes (Hopefully For The Better)
Summary: The night would have gone so much differently if my mom hadn’t shown up and I hadn’t slapped her but god yelling at her felt so good
Warnings: Bitchy mom drama 
Word Count: 1,246
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“I find it incredibly annoying that you wouldn’t let me have another drink.”
“You wanted to leave the house, and I’m not putting you on the back of my bike when you’re anything more than tipsy.”
“Awww,” I stepped up close to Bucky and framed his face with my hands. “You do care about my well-being.”
He grinned and covered one of my hands with his. “More than you know.”
“Yeah… about that. I have a question.”
Looking back on it now, I realize that standing outside my apartment at nine o’ clock at night was not a good place to initiate that conversation. Sure, it was better than back at the house with Natasha nosing in on everything, but it’s really still not a good place.
And that night? Worst place. Worst timing.
Why?
“Y/N?”
Because my mother was there.
I froze when I heard her voice calling my name. Bucky must have caught my eyes widening and heart stopping because his hand tightened around mine.
“Y/N,” my mom called again, her voice closer.
“Fuck,” I muttered.
“Is that any way to greet the woman who gave you life?”
“Considering that is how I greeted you, I’d say yeah. That is a way to greet you.” It took exactly three deep breaths for my confidence to get high enough for me to look away from Bucky and face my mother. I nearly stepped away from him to distance him from whatever bullshit was about to go down, but I remembered that I was trying to let him in. Trying to let him help me through my shit.
Sucks that he was right in the middle of it right now, but he was a big boy. If he wanted to leave, he could.
But until then, I was keeping his hand firmly in mine.
“What do you want, Shandra?”
“Shandra?”
“You disowned me. Kinda makes it hard to call you mom.”
Her eyes flickered to Bucky and I knew exactly what she was seeing. She saw his long hair, old leather jacket, and lack of prestige. She saw the kind of person she wouldn’t even hire to mow her lawn. Someone who hadn’t even made it into the nightmare she pictured for her daughter’s future.
If only she could see him how I did.
“I had to do something to shock you out of your spiral.”
“My spiral? What the fuck do you know about my life?”
“Language, missy.”
“Fuck off, Shandra. I’m not fucking spiraling.” Was I cursing more than usual just to spite her? Of course I was. What did you expect? “My spiral stopped the moment I moved out. The moment I realized how fucking toxic you are—”
“You’re the toxic one! Never appreciating everything I’ve done for you—”
“Oh, I’m sorry. Am I supposed to appreciate all of the insults you’ve given me? Am I supposed to fucking appreciate every time you made me cry? I suppose you want me to appreciate the bruises you gave me too.”
She gasped and surged forward, but I held my ground. I was a different person now. I was eons different than I’d been the last time she saw me. It was time she saw that. “You ungrateful, sorry excuse for a—”
“I think you need to leave now,” Bucky cut in.
“Get away from my daughter,” she growled. “You’re exactly the kind of bottom-feeding—”
For the first time in my life, I slapped my mother. The sound echoed across the parking lot and filled me with the strangest sense of satisfaction. “Don’t ever talk to him like that. In fact, don’t talk to him ever. If you’ve got something to say, you say it to me.”
“You—you hit me.”
“I’ll do it again too. You disowned me. That is the only thing I’ll ever thank you for. I grew up in that house playing your games and saying your words and crying myself to sleep because I knew I was never going to be the person you wanted me to be. I was never going to be the daughter you expected. You made damn sure I knew I wasn’t good enough for anyone. I’m not sorry that I’m a disappointment to you. I’m not sorry that I’m not the trophy wife of some dick-head doctor right now. I’m not sorry about any of that because I’m who I want to be. I’m with who I want to be with. I can finally picture the kind of future that makes me want to get out of bed everyday and I’m with the person who makes me want to stay in bed with him every day. I’m not looking for an escape anymore. I’m happy and you can’t take that from me anymore. I’m not going to turn into you. You can’t make me as miserable as you are. So thank you for disowning me because now you have absolutely no power over me anymore.”
“You bitch.”
Language, mother. “Now get the hell away from me or I’ll call the police.”
“You’re making the biggest mistake of your life, young lady.”
“I disagree.”
“You’ll be hearing from my lawyers.”
“Hit me with your worst.” I mean, it wasn’t like I worked at a law firm, or anything. It wasn’t like I was a few semesters away from getting into law school. “I’ve got years of journals detailing every kind of abuse you put me through after dad died. Who do you think a judge is going to believe? A woman who is drunk before noon every day, or a law student who hasn’t ever been admitted to a hospital for drug overdose?”
Maybe it was the vodka giving me the courage or maybe it was Bucky squeezing my hand. Whatever it was, I stepped right up in her space and squared my shoulders. “I will do whatever it takes to keep you out of my life. I’m finally happy. There’s no fucking way in hell I’m going to let you ruin that.”
And, miracle of miracles, she didn’t seem to have anything to say to that. She just stood there, mouth gaping slightly, staring at me. Finally, she seemed to come back to herself and haughtily tossed her hair over her shoulder, slyly taking a few steps backwards.
When she spoke, she was looking over my shoulder at Bucky. “She’ll get tired of you. Y/N doesn’t have the attention span to stick around, so enjoy her while she’s here. Soon enough, she’ll be off whoring her way around.”
“That’s the plan,” I replied sarcastically. Honestly, the only thing stopping me from decking her was Bucky’s tight grip on my hand. “Gonna fuck my way across America. Men, women, and everyone in between—oh, sorry, did I offend your precious homophobic feelings? Forgot that was the last straw before you, you know, disowned me.”
“Your father would be so disappointed in you if he could see you.”
“Funny. I was thinking he’d be disappointed in you.” I couldn’t have been more over this conversation than if I was the cow who jumped over the moon. So, I pulled Bucky as I started walking backwards, towards the apartment complex. “Goodbye, Shandra. And I hope you have a truly terrible life.”
I couldn’t breathe until the door to the complex was locked behind us and I couldn’t hear her yelling anymore. Wearily, I looked up at Bucky. “You gonna let me drink some more now?”
“I’ll pour it for you.”
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Workaholic | (m)
Genre: Smut, pwp. fluff if you squint.
Pairing: Yoongi x reader
Warnings: language. foreplay, descriptions of unprotected sex, dirty talk, object insertion, cum eating, creampie.
Words: 10k
Summary: Yoongi needs to relax and Hoseok has many tricks up his sleeve to make him. None of them Yoongi thought included hiring a hooker to pay him a visit one stormy night. 
You were only trying to escape a crazed man chasing you down on a stormy night. Never was your intention to end up in an attractive man’s house. Definitely not one who thought you were a hooker. 
a/n: i read a little novella like this a while ago but it was about vampires. I cannot remember the name but here is my twist on it kwhduebgjswbvhw. enjoy. Plz validate me with comments thank u. 
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(he’s adorable omg)
“You really need to take a break Yoongi,”
“I’m fine,” he may be able to fool himself in to thinking he’s fine just because there isn’t any immediate struggle, his mental state was far from it. Still, didn’t stop Hoseok from barging in his office like he owned it – he only owned part of it – and demanding that Yoongi take a rest.
“no you’re not. You’re so damn bitchy all the time. Take a damn break. This isn’t a case of working hard to make it somewhere in life. You own the fucking company.”
“I’m a Partner. Not the actual owner.” Hoseok is waving his dismissal as he crosses his ankles on Yoongi’s desk.
“Same shit. You’ll be the sole partner in a few more years if you keep going at this speed. It’ll be MinKim Inc than just Kim.”
That was the goal, yes. Currently, Kim Seokjin, Yoongi’s close friend, was the heir to the corporation.
“You’re a partner here too you little shit.” There is no point in trying to kick his Italian loafer clad feet off because he just crosses them over the desk again.
“Yes but at least I’m not slaving over at my office to acquire more of it. All good things come in time.”
“Exactly. So leave me alone, I’ll have my rest when it’s time.” He had emails to respond to and his head had already started pounding. He was so damn tired all the time despite sleeping at least 7 hours. What use was there to sleep anymore if it didn’t provide the relief he needed?
“Bro you’re really fucking things up for yourself. You need to get laid.”
This makes Yoongi snort as he continues typing. Hoping Hoseok didn’t notice how his finger halted for a quarter of a second before he kept typing.
“I did. Or tried to, I guess.” Hoseok’s eyes have widened like saucers for some reason. Always so dramatic.
“Wait, by any chance… was it with Mina?”
“Yeah,” Yoongi’s eyebrows drop in to a furrow at his question like this was some sort of mystery he was about to solve. But Hoseok just sits back with a ‘thump’ before breaking in to fits of laughter like he couldn’t believe it.
“So it’s true. Damn. I really didn’t think she was telling the truth.” Now he had Yoongi’s full attention.
“Who?” Abandoning his email, he turns to Hoseok’s still shaking frame.
“Mina. That’s who. Do you have any idea what tales that tattle tale has been telling about you lately?”
“No. And I don’t care.” Women tended to exaggerate things.
“Oh but you should, brother. Apparently you can’t get it up. And now I know she wasn’t lying about everything.”
“What?! What the fuck? Has she been mouthing off about me like that?” There is an ever present annoying, self-satisfied smirk on Hoseok’s face. But Yoongi couldn’t care less. His manhood was at stake.
“Got your attention didn’t I? Yes sir. At the lounge yesterday she seemed rather devastated. Did you really not show her a good time?”
“Well,” Yoongi tried to salvage his brain for some plausible explanation. But it was true. Mina was one of the sexiest women in his circle and yet, last week he could not stay hard for the life of him. “In my defence, I got her off three fucking times with my damn mouth. Ungrateful.”
While Yoongi is shaking his head in disappointment, Hoseok seems to be rather occupied with something going on his little scheming head. “What? Why are you spacing out like that?”
“Just thinking. Has this been going on for a while?”
Snorting, Yoongi pushes off Hoseok’s feet for the hundredth time. “You’re not my therapist Hoseok. I’m sure I just need more,” Yoongi grits his teeth and swallows once, twice, just to get the words out, “rest. I’m not about to pop Viagra because one girl isn’t satisfied with not having my dick. Though I can understand her pouting.”
Yoongi was allowed to be cocky. His dick game was pretty good. You obviously need to have a reputation to actually save it.
“Hyung, you need both. You’ve been stuck in this office for months and you barely do anything exciting. When was the last time you went out just because you wanted to let off some steam?”
The bastard knew the answer and just wanted to humiliate Yoongi. So he stays silent, watching Hoseok as he straightens up.
“At least you got your feet off my damn table.” Yoongi mumbles to himself, hoping he’ll drop it. No such luck.
“You know the reason you can’t even enjoy the simple things in life anymore is because you don’t even go have a meal at a restaurant just to have an enjoyable evening anymore. Remember when we used to have lunch at the Shaw’s every week?”
Those were good times. It was fun, that’s what Yoongi remembers.
“You want Hyung to take you out on a date? Is that it?” Yoongi’s little jab at humour doesn’t faze Hoseok as he continues to stare down the elder. Which Yoongi would smack him for any other time but this time, he was right. Hoseok only said it all because he cared about him.
“Well, it has been a while since I ate something other than takeout in my office….” Leaning back in his chair, Yoongi can’t help but let out a groan as his muscles get a break from their punishing position that Yoongi kept them in to stay alert and focused.
“Great!” Hoseok has all but switched from the utmost serious face he had been showing Yoongi and back to his chirpy self. It almost gave Yoongi whiplash. Something didn’t smell right with how quickly he was satisfied.
“Hoseok, what are you planning? I can tell you’re up to something.” Yoongi stares up at his retrieving figure, almost a dance to his step.
“Don’t be so vigilant hyung. We’ll just have dinner on Friday night and some drinks at the bar, that’s all.” His smile is too big for Yoongi to continue staring at him to sus him out. So he lets him go.
“Whatever, I’ll see you then.”
“Bye boss! I’ll see you Friday. Get ready to party baby. Whoo!” His loud scream is obnoxious and nothing out of character and Yoongi won’t lie; He’s sort of excited about Friday.
Maybe listening to Hoseok wasn’t such a bad idea. Not when Yoongi just had the best steak he’s had in years.
“Damn. This was good.” Hoseok is still dabbing at his mouth with the napkin while he just nods his agreement.
“See? I told you that you’d have fun. Plus, I know the chef here so you my brother, got a $400 steak for free,” He drops the napkin in front dramatically as if he’s won some medal.
“Yeah yeah, thanks for getting your hyung steak. Now let’s get out of here.” Yoongi is already up and brushing down his suit but Hoseok seems to be in no rush.
“No. We’re going to the bar, remember?”
“Really?” Yoongi doesn’t want to sound like he’s complaining since a night out is the most fun thing he’s done in a while where he hasn’t pretended to have fun. He genuinely felt more relaxed and almost looked forward to spending the weekend home. Or… trying. He’s never not worked on a weekend before.
“Yes. Now stop your whining and lets go.” Yoongi knew better than to argue with Hoseok. At least he didn’t have anything weird planned like Yoongi had thought earlier. There was no telling with Hoseok around.
“Two whiskeys please. Neat.” The bartender shoots Hoseok a nod before he starts pouring the drinks. Yoongi sweeps his gaze across the floor of the upscale bar. He couldn’t remember the last time he visited here with Hoseok or any other office friend really. But after a whole day of outings with his best friend, an amazing dinner and now this, he was starting to remember how much spontaneous fun he used to have. He wasn’t 21 anymore and going to clubs and spending his hard earned money on lap dancers wasn’t exactly his forte. But enjoying a top quality Whiskey definitely was.
“Feels good doesn’t it? Drinking in peace and not worrying about going somewhere tomorrow so you have to stay completely sober?” Hoseok’s grin has Yoongi relenting his facial muscles as well as he just nods.
“Yup. Thanks for today. It’s been a while since we came here, huh?”
“I’ve been here plenty hyung. Just not with you in a while so I have to admit, you’re probably the best company.”
“Well shit,” Yoongi can’t help but laugh, “Even better than that Irene chick?”
“Even better than her.” Both of them chuckling in unison, clinking their glasses. “Cheers.”
“Remember when we first came here?” That was all it took for Hoseok to start laughing uncontrollably.
The rumbling thunder was making you nervous. You were supposed to finish a bunch of file analysis today and submit it to your supervisor before you left. It was already well past 9pm and you still had three more manila folders to go through. There was no room for you to mess this up. You’d just been hired in their college graduate program, earning the position through the diligent work you’d done during your internship. It was rare that Kim Inc hired staff through their internships. They were merely a gateway platform for students to try and earn a position elsewhere with their name on the resumé. Which wasn’t difficult after having spent even a few weeks at the company.
Their reputation was nothing short of ruthless. Hard work took up a whole another meaning and you had discovered that yourself when more than once your colleagues had cried in the bathroom because of the pressure. It was a cutthroat business and your supervisors in each department you’d worked at had let you know exactly that. Still, the extremely work-orientated mannerisms of your superiors around you only pushed you to do better yourself. If you were on top of everything, the rewards were plenty. Only ones who couldn’t handle the pressure really felt like everything was unfair. Because that had been you at first. Now you knew better than to complain about the company that would help you pave the way for yourself. You needed this job to create a picture perfect record of your work ethics and achievements so you could one day work for yourself. One day at a time right?
Glancing at the clock however, the minutes were escaping you quicker than what you would’ve liked. You had recently been transferred to the materials department. Where all the products your company made were designed and their prototypes developed before being transferred to other departments. You’d been told too many horror stories about the head od department, Mr. Min, to act like this was just like any other job. His department was infamous for producing almost perfect prototypes that when they were sent to be assembled and polished, the other departments rarely had to do much else. And because of that efficiency and work ethic, Mr. Min was praised countless times a day by your superiors while the common employees were scared shitless of the guy. Though you’d never actually seen him in person, you believed when your supervisor, Ilhoon had told you to not be mistaken and slack off.
So here you were, slaving away at your desk, typing your analysis in to the computer furiously while trying to glance outside the massive glass walls at the same time. It seemed like it was going to rain heavily and your time was running out. It was almost 10pm and that was the deadline you’d set for yourself. You didn’t want to cut corners but you also didn’t want to push your luck with the storm. The offices were in the middle of the city while you lived in a more modest part of town so it would take you at least 30 minutes to get home on public transport. You’d just started working at your current job so you hadn’t been able to save much for a car when you always ended up spending your money on decorating your apartment.
“Crap.” Muttering all sorts of prayers under your breath, you finally start on the last report, just shy of 20 minutes until 10pm. Thankfully, your increased fervour to have everything finished before you left must have paid off – or maybe your prayers answered? – and you were running the report through the spell check before sending it to Ilhoon and scurrying out of the floor. As if sensing that you were just about to head home – the storm has all but started raging hard, raining mercilessly and swinging the trees in all directions with the force of the wind. Even the elevator lights were flickering occasionally.
You really needed to get a move on if you were to get home. Running in heels wasn’t your strong suit but you managed the best you could. Thankfully your skirt wasn’t a flowy one today but a more pencil shape so you wouldn’t have to worry about holding it down because of the ferocious wind. The security guard at the front door bids you good bye after asking you if you needed a taxi – which you stupidly declined. Too ambitious thinking you could make it to the bus on time. But that shouldn’t have been the only problem you should’ve thought about. At 10pm, there weren’t that many people using the buses as their preferred commute. And definitely on such a stormy night. Which meant that the only other person on the bus with you was a greasy looking man that looked older than he probably was because of his blackening teeth and matted down hair. His clothes weren’t faring well either but you still clung on to the tiniest bit of hope that he wanted nothing to do with you.
Of course that was stupid to think because ever since you’d gotten on, he had been staring. Did he really not have anyone else to bother tonight? You were starting to get nervous and somewhere deep down you knew he was waiting to get off where you were. And letting him know where you lived wasn’t something you were too keen on. To make matters worse, just 10 minutes in the ride – with many stops because of the traffic in the rain – the man had gotten up from his seat at the back and started walking towards you. Your heart was thumping loudly and the nervous edge was becoming sharper and sharper. Making you feel entrapped. But not just metaphorically when the man sits right behind you, not faltering with his eye contact.
Okay you needed to do something now. Maybe pretending to text will make him lose interest? If he knew there was someone who knew where you were right now he’d maybe leave you alone. Quickly, you rummage through your bag, taking out your cell phone from the bottom of it. The relief is short lived when you punch in your passcode and see that it only has 5% of battery left in it. You try not to look panicked, still glancing out the window to just see a bunch of pouring rain and the trees dancing in it. There was no time to preserve the battery, you just needed to look like you were conversing with someone.
It works fine for a few minutes until your phone gets stuck, making your heart drop when you sense the inevitable. Just after a few seconds, it shuts off completely and right then, from the corner of your eyes, you can see the man watching your downfall. He’s been on the bus for god knows how long and now that he’s been watching you for the last 15 minutes, there is no way this is just a coincidence. He was following you. Without thinking, your panicky brain has decided that you needed to get off and maybe catch the bus after this. You could wait on the bus stop until the next one arrived which shouldn’t be too long but at least there was a chance of more people being present on the bus. Or not at all. You didn’t care as long as you were away from the foul smelling man sitting right behind you.
“Hey there pretty woman. You headed to Marsden Park too?” The beating of your heart was so loud in your ears after hearing the familiar name of your suburb that you wanted to jump out right that instant. It’s then you realise he’s seen the name of the suburb on your ticket and definitely knew where you were going.
“N-No. I’m going to see a f-friend.” Without wasting anymore time, you’ve pressed the stop button on the bus, getting off at the next stop. Surely you weren’t too far off from your suburb? You’d been in the bus for ages you must be a little far from the city. To your total and utter dismay, you haven’t even left the area that qualifies as the actual city. All this time on the bus and you were stuck a mere few miles from your office?
However, you’ve been shaken out of your meltdown when you notice the same man you’ve been trying to avoid, get off the bus too. “Oh god, no.”
You’re walking fast, not even thinking about the fact that the rain is soaking you from top to bottom. You couldn’t exactly stay at the bus stop! He would probably rape and kill you right then. There was no sign of anyone else around. Especially since this neighbourhood seemed to be filled with endless number of mansions. You could hear his footsteps on the side walk as your heels clicked, the rain not drowning out its sound completely. Maybe you could just knock at one of the doors and someone would answer? But you knew it would be not in your favour since none of the houses had even the front porch light on. Were all these people dead? Why wasn’t anyone home damnit!
You glance back and see the man not too far behind and decide to cross the road. There was an intersection coming ahead so maybe you could dodge him by walking to one of the streets. At this point, you were soaked. Your blouse and skirt completely stuck to your body, making the fabric heavier and harder for you to walk in. Walking faster, you curse yourself for wearing heels. They practically gave away where you were heading! Looking back, you see the man stopped in his tracks, seemingly trying to tie his shoelaces and you see that as an opportunity to make a run for it. Quickly, you cross the road, heels clicking and alerting the man as he tries to get up and run after you. However an oncoming car right as you’ve crossed the road to a street filled with even bigger houses, races down the road, splashing water almost violently on to him and you can hear him yell.
“Motherfucking rich bastards! Fucking racing their fucking cars!” His voice is even more threatening and scary than you remember and your fight or flight instincts finally help you make a decision for the better. Reaching down you take off your heels, chucking them on the opposite side of the road towards the other street before you make a run inwards, hoping to find a house that will let you in and call your friend or police or something!
“Where are you bitch?! You can’t run away from me just yet pretty lady.” Bitch and pretty lady in the same sentence? If you weren’t scared to death you’d laugh at how much of a ladies man he is.
You must have thrown him off at least a little because his voice sounds a bit distant now. You take this as your que to try and find someone who actually lives here. God must have listened to your prayers as you see sliver of light filtering through from a house right towards the end of the road. You run like hell towards it, hoping and praying that someone is actually home. Another obstacle you didn’t think about was the fact that before getting to the front door, you would need to get past the security cameras. But it was a matter of your life at this point so you just keep running, coming to stop before what seems to be a CCTV camera and a touchscreen pad that shows you standing in front of it. There is an option to ring inside the house and you frantically try to press it. Or you think you pressed it? It’s all touchscreen and you assume that it must be able register a touch even through water.
Finally, a light turns on after your endless smashing on top of the ring button. The light is flashing right across your face, momentarily blinding you with its brightness.
“H-Hello?! Is anyone listening?! Help me, please!” You’re almost in tears at this point, glancing around you. Your voice had been loud and there was a very possible chance that the man chasing you could have heard.
“Do you not see the sign? No sales person.” A deep, lazy drawl comes through the speakers and you’re enraged. Did you look like you were here to sell something? You needed help!
Right on cue, you can see a figure walking fast inwards to the road. It was raining so hard you couldn’t even see properly. But all you cared about was getting inside somewhere safe. So swallowing your anger, you try to plead your way in.
“Please. Help me! Someone is following me.” Your eyes try to portray your desperation and fear. There was no part of you acting at this point as a sob escapes your lips that have started to tremble from the cooling temperature of your body. There is a silence for the next few seconds and you can’t help but look down. He wasn’t going to let you in, was he?
“Seriously? You want to leave now? At,” Hoseok makes a show of glancing down at his Piguet watch, “Half past 9?”
Yoongi doesn’t have time to argue with him. He felt deliciously tipsy from the Whiskey and wanted to relax in his massage chair at home, make some beats, play piano or whatever the fuck he pleased to do. He was on this ‘rest’ high and wanted to ride it as long as he could before his brain manipulated him into going back to work.
“Yup. Hyung had fun but now I need to get home. Enjoyed wasting time with you Hoseok.” He pats his back while Hoseok only shoves him playfully, muttering a ‘shut up’.
“I got this.” Hoseok had shouted him dinner, it was the least he could do for his best friend.
“Look at you. Taking care of me for once.”
“Don’t mention it. I know you’re poor right now.” Hoseok just rolls his eyes at Yoongi’s attempt at humour. Waiting to drop the bomb on him just as they’re both leaving the bar.
“Well, I’m not too mad. I’ll send your gift home then.” And there it was. Hoseok had been up to something. Yoongi knew it!
“What did you do, Hoseok? I swear to god if it-” Hoseok only pats Yoongi’s shoulder, winking in his direction.
“Relax. It’s just a little something to get you little guy stirring.”
“Fuck you there is nothing little about my dick.” He’s immediately ashamed at how juvenile that response was. Whiskey really turned down his inhibitions.
“Then enjoy the damsel in distress I’ve sent for you.” Yoongi shrugs off Hoseok’s hand off his shoulder. That little shit. Strippers again?
“Seriously? You’re sending me a stripper as a ‘gift’?” Yoongi just waits for his response, about to clock him so Hoseok just makes a run for his car as he shouts.
“This one is something else hyung. She’ll fix everything, trust me. Now have fun and you’re welcome!”
“Hoseok you dumbass! I wanted to relax not babysit a 20 year old that needs to pay her college fees!” No luck. Hoseok has already slipped in to his car as his driver takes off while Yoongi’s waits patiently.
“Would you like me to take you to a hotel, sir?” His staff knew him too well but glancing at the impending storm, Yoongi decides it’s probably best to head home in case she’s already waiting. Didn’t want a prostitute dying at his door. That will definitely crush any hopes he had of being a sole owner of the company.
He sighs, looking at his driver. “It’s alright. Take me home so I can at least have you drive her back since it might start raining.”
“Right away.”
The car ride is long and Yoongi is home even before the thunder starts. He lived close to work, in a more quieter neighbourhood to relax in peace. He had tried living in the heart of the city but it didn’t work out with the amount noise he lived in. Still thinking about what Hoseok had said and wanting to call him just to curse him out and hang up. There was no stripper or lap dancer or a damn prostitute out there that could fix his problem. He’d tried and it hadn’t worked. No point in humiliating himself even further. Mina going around town to spread the news about his failing genitals was enough. He just wanted to spend time by himself now. Sure, he might not be that old but his soul already felt like it. He just wanted to maybe watch TV or have a nap.
Damn, he really was that old. By now, the rain was in full swing. Thundering outside like no tomorrow. Turning on the sound system to some beats he’d worked on a few months back that suited just right with the weather, Yoongi exchanges his suit for a more comfortable cotton t-shirt and his lounge pants. His body was considerably toasty after the night cap and he was too relaxed to be worried about anything. Until there is a ring. Many rings to be exact. It’s like whoever was at the main gate had the patience of a five year old. Figures, if that’s the stripper. Because they were all rarely above 21.
He gets the call directly transferred to his phone and after a few rings, he picks up. Immediately, he can hear distressed breathing before the person speaks up. “H-Hello?! Is anyone listening?! Help me, please!”
It’s unmistakably a female voice. Particularly sounding like a damsel in distress – just the way Hoseok had described. Fucking hell, role play? Really? Whatever she was doing, she was selling it quite convincingly.
“Do you not see the sign? No sales person.” Yoongi felt a smidgen of regret when he said the words out loud on instinct. It wasn’t her fault that his best friend was a dumbass and decided to hire a hooker on the worst night of all. He could hear the thunder and the rain in the background and the way her next words were shaky and pleading, he couldn’t help but feel sorry for her.
“Please. Help me! Someone is following me.”
Someone following her? That was creative, he’ll give her that. Sighing, Yoongi has to summon all the energy from each limb of his body to get up and walk towards the intercom after contemplating whether he should let her in or just send his driver to drive her home. Quickly, Yoongi hangs up before dialling Hoseok’s number. Which of course, goes straight to voicemail.
“Hoseok you asscrack. There is a girl very ‘distressed’ and claiming someone is ‘following her’. I don’t know whether to applaud you for finding someone who is half decent at acting or ring your neck the next time I see you, freak!”
He’s quickly hanging up, when he reaches the touchscreen intercom, pulling up the CCTV camera to see the person outside his house. Which is a big mistake. His original plan had been to send her straight home, already calling his driver – which he abruptly hangs up on. The woman on the other end looks nothing short of a wet dream. Literally. You’re soaked from the rain, your clothes cling to your frame enticingly and your bambi eyes are staring up at the camera so earnestly Yoongi wonders if this is what you’ll look like on your knees when you beg for him to let you have his cock.
Said cock twitches. Hardening so rapidly in his pants that he actually looks down like it’s the strangest thing. Yoongi almost forgets to open the main gate and finally notices you looking down as if defeated.
You really were good at acting out this role. It almost seemed real. Whatever it was that you were doing; it was working. Yoongi felt hot in his pants already and that was saying something.
“Come in.” He can see the sheer relief in your eyes as you mutter ‘thank you’ over and over. A few more seconds later, there is a knock at the front door. Yoongi walks towards it, hesitating before cracking the door open and finally facing his downfall.
There you were, clinging to yourself as your clothes dripped at his front porch, nipples poking through the fabric of your blouse as the skirt showcased the curve of your supple ass. Your teeth were clattering, shaking Yoongi out of his fantasies enough to let you in. Maybe Hoseok’s idea wasn’t that bad aftercall. He’d be smug about this. Bastard.
“M-May I?” Yoongi just steps to the side, making you stare at him for a little while longer before you walk past him and inside.
His reaction to your body was instant and scorching. He felt hot all over and all he wanted to do was lick the rain drops off your skin, hating the fact that you needed a towel so his furniture wasn’t ruined. Buying new furniture was a hassle.
You’re looking around his large living room like you’ve never seen anything like it before. And perhaps you hadn’t. He couldn’t of a strip club that looked like his house. It was a shame he was having this reaction to a hooker and not someone he was actually in a relationship with. But oh well. At least he’ll get laid tonight. Retrieving some towels from the guest bathroom, he walks back to the living room where you stood in the corner like a timid mouse, still clinging to yourself protectively.
“Here.” Yoongi clears his throat when his words come out too gruff. He needed to top acting like a damn virgin. You grab the fluffy towel from him with the smallest, prettiest hands he’d ever seen. They’d look even smaller with his in them. Fuck, he couldn’t wait to have you. You needed to hurry up before he prematurely ejaculated in his pants.
“T-Thank you. I really appreciate y-your help. I won’t stay long. Just until the storm subsides.”
Wow, you were really going to play the game to completion, huh? Every expression, every nervous shuffle of your feet was so genuine he couldn’t even tell that this was all some sort of play. Hoseok probably had you dropped off outside his house. But no worries, he’ll play along with you.
Yoongi can’t help the smirk that fights its way across his mouth, body buzzing and mind more stimulated than ever. “I’ll get you some clothes, how about that?”
Your head shoots up at his voice, watching his mouth move as he tilts his head backwards, gesturing towards where his room was probably.
“Oh uh… T-Thank you.” You could use some warm clothes. It was starting to get frosty in these cold, wet clothes.
Yoongi has to adjust himself as he walks back to his room, shaking his head at the prospect of playing along to whatever script you were following. But enough games. He needed to have you soon. Taking a white shirt like the one he wore, he noticed the length of it should cover your bottom too. He walks back to the living room where you stood drying your hair with the towel.
It looked so silky and inviting. Inviting his hands to thread through it and grab a hold of it until he brought your mouth down to thrust his cock in to. Fuck he was so hard. You don’t seem to notice his state though. Or you’re amazing at playing innocent. You must be a pro then. Having done this many times. But he tried to keep the inner monologue to a minimum as he hands you the shirt, never wavering his gaze from your body.
You bow towards him in gratitude, keeping your gaze lowered unlike his. “T-Thank you.”
Your pretty hands grab the garment from his hands, noticing the obvious lack of pants but you try not to show it.
What the hell was happening? How did you stumble upon a mansion that apparently belonged to the most handsome man you’d laid your eyes on in a while? And why was this hot, sort of kind, stranger just handing you a shirt? You didn’t want to come off as ungrateful to someone who’d let a complete stranger in their house.
But the way he looked at you, with such carnal lust, had you feeling dizzy. Why did he look at you like he expected something? Your body was warming up considerably whenever you took a chance to look up and see him staring you down like he wanted to eat you. There was no way your hot mess self looked attractive to this man, right? Your hair was a mess, your clothes were sticking to you unattractively and you were shivering still. The inside of his house was definitely warm. But you needed to get warmer. So you had no choice but to at least change your shirt.
He continues to kneel against the wall, inspecting you like you were a puzzle to be solved when it should be the other way around. “Um, do you have p-pants?”
What a stupid question to ask. Of course he did! But it was too late. He was already looking away, obviously trying to hide a smile and you curse yourself inside your head. “All in the wash, sorry.”
And that’s it. He nonchalantly shrugs, pursing his lips like he’s sorry while appearing to be completely non-apologetic.
Yes you’ve walked in to a complete strangers house. You didn’t even ask his name. But somehow, you didn’t feel the creeping fear that you had in the bus. In fact, you almost felt… relaxed. Not scared, just shy. Not every day you meet men as handsome as him.
“O-Okay. I’ll just change-”
“Here. I’ll turn my back.” He takes his sweet time, turning around and ever passing second makes your body temperature climb higher. Why weren’t you running out of the door? You’ll probably die of pneumonia outside so might as well stay here.
You turn yourself around as well, not about to give him a show even if he was looking away. You make haste of your blouse and bra, rolling them in a pile before slipping on the white cotton shirt – that was the softest thing you’d felt, by the way. When the shirt falls below your butt, you decide you can take off the skirt as well and just wrap the towel around your waist. Just when you discard the skirt on to the pile of clothes, you hear him speak up.
“You’re good.” A beautiful, deep chuckle follows his remark and you can’t help but spin around to face him – and he’s leaning against the wall like previously, staring straight at you.
“E-Excuse me?” What was he talking about?
Stalking forward slowly, he doesn’t stop until he’s only a mere metres away from you. “No one has been able to get me this worked up in a while.”
His breath caresses your cheeks with each whisper and you’re so enchanted you don’t even thin to question whatever the hell he’s talking about. Though you’re standing only in a think white t-shirt in front of him, hair wet and soaking through your t-shirt – your body felt like it was on fire. A nervous excitement ran through your shivering frame and you weren’t even sure if it was from the cold or just him. Your nipples had pebbled even harder at his close proximity.
Suddenly, his hand had slid around your waist, gripping it tight while the other cupped your cheek. “I’ll thank Hoseok later for you. Right now I need you.”
“W-What? Who-” You don’t get an answer but you do get his tongue. Forcing it’s way in your mouth, hot and searing. The moan that leaves you is involuntary and you curse your body for giving in to a stranger so quick. Why were you even letting this man kiss you? Did he mistake you for someone else? That must be it. You had no idea who this Hoseok was. But not all of it is his fault when you’re not even trying hard enough to break away from his mouth. He’s pulling your mouth in deep kisses. Kissing you until you feel light-headed and breathless and only then does he break away to let you breathe.
“S-Sir I’m not-” But he only interrupts you before covering your mouth with his own again.
“Call me Yoongi baby.” Yoongi. Why did that sound familiar? You didn’t have the brain capacity to think about anything other than his mouth right now. His hand on your waist had pressed you even tighter against his frame that you could feel every ridge, every curve on him. That also meant the impossibly hard cock that protruded heavily between his legs, pressing against your lower stomach. Due to your not so large of a height difference, you could almost feel him pressed right to your center.
His hand cupping your face was roaming all over your body, down your sides, across your chest to fondle your nipples and making you arch your back further in to him. It took you ages to warm up while it only took Yoongi a few kisses. He finally breaks away, only to pick you up by the waist and walking towards the couch to sit, making you straddle his waist. Thank god you still had your panties on because if your sensitive clit felt even an ounce of friction from his sweatpants, you would cum right on the spot.
“I’m n-not who you think I might- oh.” Your mouth falls open in a silent scream when Yoongi starts to move your hips on to his erection – slowly torturing you to your end.
“And I’m not usually this hard from just a kiss baby. No need to play games anymore. I’ll be taking everything you’re here to give.”
You don’t even know what he means anymore but the way he growls out his words has you shaking from nervous excitement. And this time, your fear isn’t for your life but for your lady parts. This man looked beyond even his own control and you don’t know what he thinks you’re here to give him. But you might just be willing to give him everything when he rolls his hips up in to yours, his hard length nudging squarely on your clit making you shout.
“Yoongi!”
“That’s it, y/n. There you go baby.” You’re too far gone to even question how he knows your name. You’re only trying to hold on to your sanity or what’s left of it as he batters your clit each time he pushes you down while simultaneously pushing his cock up.
“I’m going to make you cum so hard you’ll forget all the other men.” You’d only had one boyfriend in college, so you’re not sure what men he’s referring to but you don’t care. You’d be whoever he wants at this point if he’s going to make you cum.
“Ah Y-Yoongi, I’m g-going to cum.” You’ve started to push down on him, chasing your own high as your mouth falls permanently open while tears sting your eyes at how intense the sensations are. It really is different when someone else makes you cum. This definitely wasn’t anything like your own hand.
“Then cum. Soak my lap and show me what a dirty girl you are. Want you squirting over my cock.” His filthy mouth was your downfall and you were throwing your head back in no time as you screamed out your climax. Riding the waves as Yoongi continued to grind his cock in your pussy long after the aftershocks pass, making you a twitching mess on top of him.
“O-Oh,” you’re flinching away when the sensations become too much and yet, Yoongi doesn’t let up. Slipping his hand inside your panties to lewdly rub them over your cum soaked labia, spreading it even more.
“Look at that. You’re so wet. You came so much baby.” Yoongi’s voice is low and he stares at your face that’s staring down at his hands inside your underwear. It doesn’t help that his arms are incredibly veiny, pushed in your tiny panties. When he slips his fingers between your pussy lips and runs the pad of his thumb over your entrance – you both hiss. You from the sensitivity and him for entirely different reasons. He almost seems angry. Infuriated at what he finds.
“Your pussy is so tiny. Fuck. Tell me how am I going to fit in there, hm?” You can’t do anything but cry out through your tears when he slips two fingers in from the get go. Squelching noises sound obscenely as he scissors your pussy with his index and middle finger. You’re so wet you’re making a visible mess on him, staining his sweatpants further.
“At least you’re wet enough so I can slide my cock in without worrying about tearing your little pussy up.” He’s gritting out between clenched teeth, jolting your body with each thrust of his hand. Your shaking frame is anchored to Yoongi by your hand fisted in his own shirt while the other slips down to try and get a feel of him. Beneath you, he felt so mouth-wateringly hard but you needed to cop a real feel of him. To which he swatted your hands away.
“You’ll get to feel plenty of my cock sweetheart. Be patient for now.” And you just whined at his scolding. Not being able to wait in order to feel his cock inside you. Your entrance clenched every time you even thought about having him inside and each time, Yoongi gave a loud spanking to your ass for trying to lock his fingers out.
“I-I just need you so bad.” You’re bordering at desperation with the way you whine and plead with him. Moving your hips with each thrust of his digits. “Fuck. Oh god.”
Your head is thrown back, your mouth is open as you pant without shame, nearing your orgasm again. But Yoongi jolts your body in surprise when he takes in your hardened nipple between his teeth before sucking on it worshipfully right through it. You must look like a picture out of a porno magazine as you continue to shout with your head throat back, having your pussy fingered like no tomorrow and now – Yoongi sucking on your tits through your shirt, patching it with wet spots of his saliva.
“Ah, ah, ah,” A symphony of high pitched moans – uncontrollable in your defence – fall from your lips as you stand at the edge of your peak, right there. You needed no more than a mere few seconds to reach that blissful high again. Until it’s ripped brutally from you with a loud squelch.
“Fuck… look at that.” You’re trying to gather your breath while from you peripheral vision, you can see admire his soaked hand. Your essence dripping down his wrists and your whole face warms up at the lewd image. You knew you got a little too wet. The brat in you wanted to cum and she claws at Yoongi’s shirt as you whine your protest.
“You can’t even catch your breath and you’re complaining about wanting to cum? Filthy, nasty girl.” His growling only makes you wetter, didn’t he notice?
Or maybe that’s why he does it. Who knows.
Your face is buried in his neck, trying to catch your breath as your pussy continuously clenches, so swollen and ready to cum again that you don’t notice the skinny perfume bottle he’d grabbed from your bag that was on the couch. What was he doing with that.
“Lean back, y/n.” You muster up all your energy, pulling away from the warm crevice of his neck and leaning back until you notice the predatory glaze over his eyes. Yoongi watches you shift backwards on his lap, glancing at the perfume bottle in his hand and then back to his face.
He brings your head forward to push his tongue inside your mouth, kissing you in a sloppy, hot mess before pulling back. “Open.”
Without question, you open your mouth before he shoves the cold perfume bottle inside your mouth. “Hmphf.”
Immediately, you moan and lick around it, making it wet with your saliva. Almost sensing what he was about to do. And you’re right in your suspicions when Yoongi pulls the object out of your mouth and pushes it between your labia to coat it in your sticky arousal.
“So damn wet. You’re leaking like a broken fucking tap y/n. Do I turn you on his much.” You just moan out your reply as he massages all around your sensitive pussy with the object. Right before he pushes the object the length of his hand, inside your clenching pussy.
“Yoongi, oh god. P-Please fuck me. I need you so bad oh god.” Your begging had started already and he hadn’t even pushed the bottle all the way inside you. The cool glass bottle felt so nice against your burning hot skin. And when Yoongi pulled it out just to thrust it back in, you felt the tears escape the corner of your eyes from the sheer pleasure. The bottle was thicker than his two fingers and the slight burn of the stretch had you gasping.
“And you will have me baby. I just need to stretch your pussy out. You don’t want Oppa to tear your pussy now do you, hm?” Oh you wanted that so much. But you could only look down at his vascular hand working in object is and out of your squelching pussy. His lap was almost soaked all the way through with how much you were dripping on him. Even while insanely hard beneath you, Yoongi possessed such control over his own desires that it made him that much more attractive to you. You couldn’t believe he was holding out this long.
“I-I wa-ah-ant oppa to fuck me, please.” Tears were stinging your eyes again and you had lost any semblance of shame. With shaking hands, you took off the cotton shirt, baring your breasts to his eyes as you thrusted them in his face. Hoping to entice him in to ending this torture.
And it seemed to have worked when he shoves the bottle all the way up your pussy before growling at you again. “Get on your knees.”
Your legs were jello but you weren’t about to pass up on the opportunity to taste him just like he was tasting you. Licking up your slick from his fingers and his wrist. Quickly, you slid down to your knees like shapeless matter, plopping down as he watched you.
“Take off my pants baby. Get me ready for your little pussy.”
With trembling hands, you take off his sweatpants, eyes bulging out of your head at the sheer sizeable girth of him. How did he contain that monster? Even just in the sweatpants? He looked painfully hard and you felt bad for having all the attention on you. This couldn’t be pleasant for him, waiting out this long.
“Go on, baby. Get me nice and wet like your pussy.” One thing was definite – his dirty talk had you acting more depraved than you ever had before with someone. You were never the one so readily and brazenly sinking to your knees to in turn sink your mouth down someone’s cock.
Him forgoing underwear was the best discovery because now you could go straight to stuffing your mouth full of his cock. Which you do. Licking from the bottom to the top like some icicle, you wet him thoroughly with your saliva before attempting to sink down on his length. Yoongi was started to breathe heavy, threading his fingers in your hair to slowly guide you over him all the while he cursed under his breath about how hot you looked.
“Fuck, I want to cum all over your pretty face, your tits, over your pussy, in your pussy.” He looked like he was losing control with each word that slipped his mouth, watching you moan around his length while you grasped the base that didn’t go in to your mouth. Yoongi clearly didn’t seem happy since he grabbed your hair in a tight hold, pulling you back from his cock – only to slam you down, filled to the brim until your nose rested against his pelvis.
“Fuck. Yes. Just a little bit baby. Let me fuck for mouth just a l-little.”
All you could do was hold on to his thighs for support as he thrusted his hips in to your mouth over and over. His pace pushing your body back each time he thrusted forward, making the bottle of perfume still inside your pussy, rub against your falls. You well clenching so hard on to the object, trying to move on it to get some sort of relief.
“Don’t. You better not cum unless it’s on my cock. Do you understand?” He doesn’t give you time to respond as he keeps assaulting your mouth – filling it with pre-cum each time he pulls back.
After a few more minutes and a lot of crying – Yoongi finally takes mercy on you, pulling his cock out of your mouth with an obscene ‘pop’. His cock is just as red and angry and your pussy is even more wet. You’re sitting on the floor, legs spread with the bottle of perfume shoved deep inside your pussy. Yoongi takes in your form, cursing under his breath as he looks you over, again and again.
“Come here y/n.” You pull yourself up, shakily getting on the couch where Yoongi lays you down before hovering his body over you.
“I’m going to fuck you until I cum inside your little pussy and have it flowing with my cum so good. Is that okay baby? That I fill you with so much cum your belly swells up? I don’t think there is another option.”
He says it all while looking you dead in the eyes like he’s helpless. Rubbing his cockhead on your enflamed pussy lips. He glances down once before pulling out the perfume bottle with a ‘pop.’ You’re breathing heavy and feel like you might hyperventilate. The anticipation so much for you to handle you wanted to reach down and shove him in already.
Just when you’re about to whine again, Yoongi pushes inside shallowly, fucking only his head inside your clenching entrance in short strokes.
“Yoongi,” you whine like a spoiled brat, “Fuck me already. I’ll d-die without your cock. I need it.” You’re clawing at him again, trying to take off his shirt. Which he does thankfully, chuckling at your desperate behaviour.
“I might need you around more often. Just so you can beg for my cock looking at pretty and pink. So fucked out you probably don’t even know what to do with yourself.”
He needed to shut up and screw you already!
He’s only pushing the head of his cock inside before pulling it out and shoving it back in again. And somehow even that has you so close to cumming you need to bite Yoongi’s shoulder to stop yourself from finishing before the main event. Finally, after what felt like eternity, Yoongi stops torturing you both and pushes himself rest of the way in.
“Oh fucking hell.” He’s glancing down at your enjoined bodied like he can’t believe what he’s feeling.
“I don’t think I’ll be able to go slow babe. Your pussy is too good. Fuck I want to fuck the shit out of you.” And he does exactly that.
You can’t even scream as your mouth falls open when Yoongi starts to set a pounding rhythm. Slamming his hips in to yours that his cock nestles deep inside, tickling that spongy spot inside you that has you seeing stars.
“Fuck yeah. Your pussy is weeping for me baby. You ever felt this good before?” You shake your head frantically, a sob falling free from your lips as you make the first sound since Yoongi started pistoning his hips inside you.
It felt like your pussy was made for his cock. Moulding so perfectly to every ridge and every vein as his naked skin slapped against your ass. Yoongi hikes your legs over his shoulders, almost folding you in half while pinning your hands above your head, completely trapping you. Not that you were going to run away. You could barely moan, only whimpering and sobbing as his cock continued to batter your core over and over.
“Is baby crying because it feels so good? Hm? You want my cock in your cunt forever?”
You nod, hiccupping with every word and every thrust, “ F-Forever-a-and e-ever.”
Yoongi coos at your wet face and contorting face as grinds his hips to hit a different angle inside you, making you scream.
“Then be a good girl and milk Oppa’s cock for all its cum. Come on. Cum and make me cum.”
His words make your pussy clench around him involuntarily, making him curse under his breath. Suddenly, his pace gets even faster, slamming his cock inside you in quick thrusts, battering that one spot over and over as all sound leaves you.
“Right there baby? Fuck you right there?” Your body arches and responds for you. A couple of more rapid slams later, you’re consumed by such intense pressure that finally erupts – it blacks you out for a second.
“Fuck, yes. Squirt for Oppa. All over his cock.” You realise what’s happening and realise it hasn’t stopped yet. You’re still cumming on to his cock, gripping him tight that Yoongi is faltering in his pace.
“Shit. You’re going to make me c-cum light that. Oh god.” Your orgasm is finally subsiding and your vision is clearing enough that you muster all your strength and clench around his cock before pushing yourself up on to it – making the fit even tighter that Yoongi is cumming on the spot.
“Fuck!” The sensations of his orgasm kick start his ministrations again, slamming his cock in you a few more times before his body collapses on top of you. He’d cum so much inside you that you could feel it trickle out around his length.
Both of you are panting hard. Bodies shaking while you hold on for dear life by hanging on to Yoongi. He seems so exhausted as he nuzzles his head in your breasts, hands wrapped around your waist as he pushes himself to the side so he isn’t crushing you. As he pulls out of you, you can see the white ring around the base of his cock that formed after he fucked in to you as he came, making your face heat up so much you thought you would catch on fire. Yoongi had seen it too and he only dips his fingers in the mess leaking from you before bringing it up and smearing it all over your nipples. You watch him as he leans down, softly taking the cum covered tit in his mouth before sucking it slowly. When you’re thoroughly clean, he sends you a mischievous smile before laying besides you.
It’s a comfortable silence and you’re just revelling in the post coital bliss until he speaks up and asks you a bizarre question. “So, what’s your real name?”
You just turn to face him with your eyebrows furrowed. “Y/n. That is my real name.”
When he continues to stare at you, you ask him a question of your own. “Who exactly do you think… am I?”
Yoongi turns to face you completely. Looking very much intrigued. “A… woman who was sent to service me by Hoseok?”
Trying to hold in your laughter, you try to respond. You should be angry really but the way his lips are set in a pout and he’s inspecting your face like he’s so utterly confused is the most adorable thing – and a vast contrast from the man who just fucked your brains out.
“I don’t know who that is. You have me confused with someone else.”
“So…. You really were being chased last night?” A grim look has taken over his features and without thinking, you slip your hand in to his own before you answer.
“I believe so. This grotty old man followed me all the way down to this street. But thanks to you I’m okay.”
You might be playing down the incident that had you sobbing and running across the street but really, you were safe and you had met Yoongi. You couldn’t be mad even if you tried to. Yoongi on the other hand, is already on the phone with someone.
“Yong-Chol, please have the street cams pulled and find any trace of a man running after a young woman last night around 10pm.” He hangs up right after.
“I’m fine! You don’ have to do this.” Gripping his face, you peck his lips shyly – not sure if he wanted you to do that when he thought you were a Hooker not even ten minutes ago.
Thankfully he just grabs your hands in his before kissing your fingertips.
“I know. I want to. Frankly I want to wring that bastard’s neck for making you so upset.” Your heart was bleeding at how sweet he was. “Speaking of wringing, I need to make a call.”
You just law on the comfortable couch, still entangled with him as he calls Hoseok. Who picks up almost immediately.
“Hyung! Finally you picked up.”
“Hello to you too.”
“So uh… who did you exactly fuck last night? Because Leeane never made it.”
Yoongi can’t help but snort as he looks at you when he answers. “I figured. And who I’m with is none of your business. Now leave me alone. It’s my day off.”
“Damn hyung. I love it-” Yoongi just hangs up, rolling over to your side.
“So… I know I’m doing this backwards but, let’s go on a date on Monday? What do you say?”
Crap. You had to be at work extra early in the morning to be present at the analysis presentation of your entire department to the head, Mr. Min.
“I can’t,” you wrap your arms around his lithe torso as he does the same. “I have to be at this big meeting that we have where we present our work to our apparently big, meanie of a boss.” You pout for effect and Yoongi just pecks your lips.
“Where do you work baby?” The nickname has you blushing again and Yoongi just chuckles.
“Kim Inc.”
There is a silence so profound you wonder if you said the wrong thing. Until Yoongi breaks out in to the most beautiful, body consuming laugh.
“I’ll have a word with your big, mean boss. Come here.”
He just pulls you in another breathtaking kiss while you’re just wondering…. How?
Oh how naïve you were.
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Hello David || SoloPara
TAGGING→ Camille Johnson (Solo) TIME→ October 1st, 2019 LOCATION→ Camille’s Home. NOTES→ David’s a dick
Camille sat alone on her front porch watching the deep orange waves flood the sky. She had an overnight shift to look forward to, calming chaos to occupy her mind, exactly what she wanted, but in that moment she was thankful for the stillness. A rare moment of quiet that didn’t entail her thoughts assaulting her.
“Why are you sitting on the ground, little girl”
Without so much as a movement acknowledging his presence, Camille spoke.
“Do I know you?”
He shoved her slightly with the side of his leg, no doubt wearing that annoying smirk, but she still refused to look up at him. 
“Damnit, David! Can you just leave me alone.”
“Watch your Goddamn mouth when you’re talking to me.”
Camille rolled her eyes and stood, brushing off the back of her jeans.
“Sorry.” slipped out roughly through gritted teeth
She finally looked at him full on. His skin smooth, hair freshly cut, shirt (that was a little too tight in her opinion) pressed. He looked good. Being well groomed, whatever the cost, was always very important to him. Having a wild child younger sister, who didn’t care as much about brushed hair and ridding herself of wrinkles still irked him to that day. Something she got a great deal of pleasure from.
“You look terrible. I think you’ve aged 10 years since I last saw you.” It was a lie, she knew it, and so did he, but the initial tightening of his jaw made her smile. 
“Anything to eat in there. I’m starving.”
“You know your mother lives here, right? She’s still a lump on the sofa most of the time. Still just not even trying. You could ask about her. You could help me with her… Get her out a little maybe?”
Camille watched her brother walk right past her, into the house and toward the kitchen as if she hadn’t said a thing and all she did was follow. 
“There’s some baked chicken and red potatoes and spinach. I was going to take it with me to work but. You can have it if you want.” She hadn’t waited for him to confirm he would be in fact eating her dinner, there was no need, she simply handed it to him, only to be met with a glare. She took the tupperware container and put it in the microwave.
“What’s wrong with you, Camille? You seem so much less Bitchy tonight. Don’t get me wrong, I prefer you quiet, even though you insist on being mouthy. It’s just, this is odd.”
He’d almost sounded concerned. THAT was weird. He moved to sit at the table and wait to be served Camille’s dinner. She remained quiet as she did just that.
“Did you not hear me ask you what the hell’s your problem?”
David thought Camille was ungrateful, she was aware, he resented the fact that he’d taken her away in order to groom her for the life he wanted her to live. A doting proper submissive to some dick of a Dom like him. He felt like she owed him something. She couldn’t help but feel that way too, so she bit down hard on her bottom lip, quelling her anger. 
“I’m dealing with some stuff. I messed up pretty badly. I mean like really bad, and I don’t know, I guess I’m feeling kinda lost, like a lost piece of trash.”
She could have sworn there was a chuckle but was just going to choose to chalk it up to an active imagination. 
“You’re a screw up Cam. You have been your entire life. I assume at this point you will be for the rest of it. Best advice without knowing what you’re talking about is to just say, get used to it.”
Camille stares at her brother as he shrugged and stuffed a fork full of food in his mouth, giving her a thumbs up to signify his satisfaction as he chewed. 
“So, what’d you do, little girl?”
She begrudgingly relived the argument and her monumental slip up. And the booming laugh that followed was definitely not in her head. 
“You’re telling me some /switch/ was doing something illegal and got punished for doing something illegal? And you’re sitting around here crying about it?”
His continued laughter actually brought tears to her eyes.
“I swear, you don’t have the since God gave a cow, Camille… Did you make the switch do something illegal? Did you make the law that said the switch couldn’t do the shit? Yeah you opened your big ass mouth, and if this means you’re gonna stop doing that I’ll send the switch a fruit basket myself but stop with the Goddamn tears. I’m embarrassed for you.” 
Camille stood up straight and sniffled,  trying to pull herself together. 
“Screw you” Her voice was soft but angry. 
She took an unsteady step back as her brother snapped his gaze away from the food and on to her. 
“What did you say?”
The tone was too calm, too cold. 
“Nothing… Uh Look I gotta get ready for work so when you’re done you should go in and say something to mom…”
Normally she could handle him, he only took it so far, but she was still getting her mental strength back so, she’d have to handle him another day. 
Camille walked into her room and quickly closed the door. She just stood there frozen until a few moments later she heard David shut the front door behind him. 
“I said SCREW YOU!”  She yelled it so loud, she startled herself. 
Damn, she had really wanted that dinner.
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