#melancholy thoughts

[thethreedeadkings]

I'd love to say you'll never find anyone better than me.

But I know that's just not true. And I also want you to be happy, so I hope you'll find them soon..

#thethreedeadkings #melancholy thoughts #tumblr #text #txt #love #my text

[ashknife]

Easter (or Pascha; I have good friends in the Greek Orthodox church).

Until I became a Christian, it made absolutely no sense to me. Secular Christmas made some sense, especially in the wake of Thanksgiving. We spend a holiday being thankful for what we have, and so we take hold of those blessings to be generous to each other. Cool. What did hunting eggs and rabbits and baskets full of candy have to do with spring? Even thinking of fertility didn't really make sense. It was just some dumb holiday people did to have an excuse to do something between Valentine's Day and Memorial Day.

But to celebrate the glorious resurrection of Christ? That's meaningful. To be sure, every Sunday is supposed to be that, right? But Easter, that is the day to bring that front and center, the reason Christians are Christians. And still, there's an aspect that eludes me: family. I don't see Christians as a family. I don't see Christians acting as a family, except maybe the dysfunctional parts. Perhaps part of it is poor upbringing. I have a rather broken family. Perhaps part of it is where the mild autism shines. Family I can get intellectually, but aside from some primal instinct, understanding eludes me. Maybe it's because I turned to the faith when I was a young adult, and so I missed on the cultural upbringing others take for granted. Maybe I'm just jaded and cynical. But seeing families gather, sometimes only for this day, and celebrate, and enjoy their relationships while I merely continue my daily routine, seeing the spiritual reality but unable to participate so much in the physical reality that others seem to know, I know I am missing something foundational.

#christianity #melancholy thoughts

[feral-trans-faerieboy]

Growing up the internet was simultaneously the safest and most hostile place for me and I can't begin to describe how much of the latter was from adults who knew I was under the age of 13

#melancholy thoughts #shut up loverboy #healing #just thinking

[manebioniclegali]

Throwing up throwing up throwing up :(

#not literally but this is the 11pm vibe a lot of the time #i would like to not feel this way and i cannot get to bed when im writing this (i have no idea when this'll post) #melancholy thoughts #i dont remember what my tag is for it anymore

[upmala]

i have never been a human being who doesn’t make art. well, i was ocassionally, but it never felt natural. i had to pretend. art was secretly dripping from seams and slithering behind eyelids. i didn’t understand how other people just lived like that.

now i think i am beginning to ease into it. it is sad, but also it is not anything much at all. turns out there is no art to it.

#maybe i stopped seeing the point? #stopped enjoying the process? #what died in me? #i need to figure out #i’m afraid social media plays a role #my art #personal #melancholy thoughts #sad thoughts #artist struggles

[favoure]

maybe i'll find you in some other life we won't be heartbroken half of the time

#desert duo #grian #goodtimeswithscar #double life #double life smp #trafficblr #mcyt #favourarts #MADE THIS FOR A SCHOOL ZINE W THEMES OF MELANCHOLY ^__^ !!! #thought that these two would be PERFECT ofc #anyways i miss them

[7nvk]

the worst part of my day is waking up

#mental health #depressing shit #depressiv #mentally drained #mentally tired #quotes #sad quotes #mental illness #depressing quotes #mentally unstable #sad thoughts #world of melancholy #good morning #bad morning? #depresjon

[nothingbizzare]

When u forgot to bleach your hair because u helped stop world domination

#teru in the morning realizing his hair is back to brown god #i know the feeling dude i know the feeling #i have bleeched hair andevery time i sed it grow back to my natural color i just AAAAAAAA NOOOO GO BACK I WANT TO HAVE BLOND-WHITE HAIR #nothingbizzare art #teru u are so silly #mp100 #i just was thinking of my hair and my appointments i have for my hair and then thought of teru and his bleached hair #and we got here #teruki hanazawa #i wanted to kinda show a bit of the melancholy and loneliness in this art #mp100 fanart #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho fanart

[soulmvtes]

i love coming out of an everything shower and smelling of cocoa and hibiscus and using moroccanoil on my hair and putting on a perfume that smells of jasmine and using a rose toner and doing all my silly little skincare before getting into bed to watch a comforting movie :'))

#diary #watching my neighbour totoro tonight!!! <3 #this week has been slow and hard but i got thru it hehe #just going thru a bit of a melancholy spell if u will just very tired n a bit low these days #i'll be fine it happens sometimes but it'll pass #hopefully the week ahead is bright and kind for us all :) #tiyas thoughts

[try-set-me-on-fire]

I got love to give, and give and give

Rated T // 1,638 words

“What’s up with you, Buckaroo?” She laughs, poking his silly cheek.

“I love you,” he says, so sweet, looking even happier just to say it. “So much, Hen. Do- did you know it?”

“Yes,” she says, laugh still in her voice but chest a little tighter. “I know it, Buck.”

He drops his cheek to her shoulder, and then turns his head quick to kiss the spot. “Good. You’re the best. You should know it, a- a hundred- a thousand percent.”

—

Hen thinks about Buck at a party

#my writing #buddie #hen wilson #evan buck buckely #buck #first fic of the year its a weird little one #had the image of him just grinning at her at the party in my head #and then thought of the tooth story #got a little melancholy with it #and here we are

[poetrybyonur]

There are toxic people who target whom they want to be associated with by their physical appearance, education, and eloquence. They will never get to know who you are underneath all that because they don’t care. Your outer shell is what interests them, to boost their ego. When you’re gone, they’ll look for someone else with similar physical appearance and eloquence as you.

#poets on tumblr #love quotes #love poetry #romantic poetry #love poem #romantic writer #onurtaskiran poetry #poets and writers #gentleman poet #love #poetrybyonur #writers #writers on tumblr #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #shallow #sad truth #melancholy #walking away

[koifsssh]

some drawings i particular love from the whiteboard i hosted!

wallys... many wallys...

many drawings indeed! i was so delighted to see so many of You there! it simply warms my heart! I'll try to note all of the artists there, so im so sorry if one of you is missed!

i (again!) particularly like these drawings from @kamiiiii ! Wally's simply adorable, bwah!!! (do give her some love once you have the chance!)

very silly indeed...

ohhh Milkyway... my beloved Milkyway... perhaps i will explain them at some other time, but just know they are nestled into my heart!

(hehe art credits to @thatthirstyweirdo ! you'll probably see her around a lot i feel... you could say our arms are linked at the moment! bwahaha!)

some rainy's as well! as well as maverick's! they are very silly together i think

some oc interactions as well! i quite like playing dolls, so i have to say thank you to @chimeracarnival & @justmwahstruly !

ehehe as well as @theknifeclown and @cutepotatook !

(it may be hard to see, if it is- bwah! im sorry!)

a star club... i wonder who's the president... vice president? eheh! what a silly thought!

OH! AND!!!

IM NOT SURE WHO THIS ARTIST WAS, BUT BLESS EM THIS RAINY IS ADORABLE, RAHHHHHH.

i almost wanna eat him...

#BUT I WONT. #BECAUSE HE IS NOT EDIBLE. #LET THAT BE A REMINDER TO YOU ALL! #welcome home #welcome home oc #wally darling #rainy dewdrop #maverick mic #molly melancholy #milkyway micdrop #daisy fields #gloom twilight #basil bysome #welcome home mob au #welcome home actor au #welcome home greaser au #ena wally #many sillies indeed... #i've been having lots of thoughts of mob and actor... #i really should do more with greasers... its my own au! what am i doing!!! #oh but actor is so silly... you can call him! must be fun! #ohhh... drawing with you all makes me so very happy #it's very fun! #thank you so so much ! i always have much fun!

[the-moon-whisperer]

#depressing quotes #world of melancholy #voice cracking #sad thoughts

[tervaneula]

Haa haa hoo hoo I made myself sad by listening to Vika hidas by Ida Paul and Kalle Lindroth (the song title translates to “The last slow dance”) because it made me think about NQK!Leonardo meeting Yuichi during the apocalypse. And we all know how that would’ve turned out UUUGH I DON’T WANT THAT

...yeah this is just me being a dumdum. That might be the case in some other timeline but here, in NQK, Leonardo will get to live forever with his stupid bunny man

Anyway the song is absolutely beautiful so y’all should listen to it, and I badly translated a bit of the lyrics under the cut so any non-Finnish speakers can get some kind of grasp on why this makes me so desolate:

You get to cradle me just for this moment Anyway, anyway Today we are two But tomorrow there will be no us

Tuuu-uu-uu Tuuu-uu-uu

This is our last slow dance and it’s supposed It's supposed to be

Tuuu-uu-uu Tuuu-uu-uu

This is our last slow dance and it’s supposed It's supposed to be

While the birds are still singing Carefully so I’ll hold you So you wouldn't forget to remember how we danced tonight We drowned just like that, as if in the Atlantic If we’d been there Like how we're here We'd still float on water

Like! Oh my godddd ghjfgrfghjsg in addition, the “tuu tuu tuu” humming could be a reference to “tuutulaulu”, which means “lullaby” in English, AND IT MAKES ME SO SO SAD???????? AAAAAAAA

#and here I thought I'd be only thinking about fluffy things and fun shenanigans tonight #I guess this is what I get for being Finnish and surrounding myself with angst fiends #the melancholy is unreal #nqk #nqk adjacent #leoichi #future leonardo #future leo #rottmnt #rottmnt fanart #samurai rabbit #usagi chronicles #yuichi usagi #usagi yuichi #it's terv #tervdraws #vika hidas #ida paul ja kalle lindroth #fic: world's end boyfriend

[blahblahbih]

I have been bewitched body and soul

@autoraving (TikTok) I love you

I didn’t know there was a way for me to be even more in love with them, im so utterly enthralled

How am I supposed to function now?

#lando norris #carlos sainz #f1 #briderton #bridgerton au #I can’t breath #I have the script for my bedtime stories for like a month to come #I physically cannot think of anything but then #they consume my every thought #lando as childhood friends boy next door let’s meet in the library and read zero words let’s lay in the grass under the stars #let’s make fun of each other and laugh at stupid jokes and accidentally fall in love #Carlos as the rich heir from a well established family but is so lightly brushed by melancholy and so #shy despite being the devilishly handsome bachelor #I will never shut up #gentlemen it seems to me like you’re in need of a wife #I’m living my yn dream #I’m going to cry I want it so bad

[kweenratking]

"I wasn't decided when I called him. I just called him. I decided when I heard his voice"

?? Hello?? ? most underrated line in the show???

That is some romance movie shit right there I'm so serious

#hannibal #hannigram #nbc hannibal #like fr if i told someone this was a line from the notebook #they would believe me #the scene is immaculate too #that icy and melancholy backlit Will #with his motherfuckinf beanie on #working on an boat engine so he Can sail across the sea to find Hannibal #just fuck me up #can u tell im on a rewatch rn #yeah? #thought so