𝙷𝙰𝙼𝙼𝙴𝚁 𝚃𝙸𝙼𝙴
description: In which dagný's girlfriend surprises her with a sudden move and wonders how she didn't pick up on all the hints previously
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dagný brynjarsdóttir x female reader
disclaimer: this is all fiction! Do not take any of this seriously, i am in no way saying Dagny is bi-sexual!
warnings: language, bad google translation, cuteness and so much fluff - so much
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y/n blár hefur alltaf verið minn litur, hver vissi að tárin væri það líka?
blue has always been my colour, who knew claret was too?
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username1: JESUSSSSSSS 😍😍😍😍😍
username2: HOW????? 🔥🔥
username3: I feel like she is too hot to be a footballer?!?!?!!! 😱
username4: UGGHHHHHH 🔥🔥🔥
dagnybrynjars: Ég er heppin kona 😍😍
i'm a lucky woman
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y/n: Ég er heppnari elskan 😘
I am luckier baby
clarewheeler: OMG!
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y/n: hehe my new fav dress!
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karen_holmgaard: I don't blame you! Beautiful!
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y/n: xoxo
alexandraj18: móðir! 🔥🥺
mother!
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y/n: barnið mitt! 😊
child of mine!
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dagnybrynjars: okkar!
of ours
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y/n: okkar, afsakið elskan 😚😚
of ours, apologies baby
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username5: omg this is so cute! ☺️
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username6: what did they say???
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username5: Alex called y/n mother and y/n called her 'child of mine' and dagny corrected her saying 'of ours' and y/n responded with 'of ours of sorry baby!'
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username6: omg they are the cutest!!!!
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y/n hammer time!
(Vil taka það fram að ég á mjög erfitt með að vera DIY kærasta.)
(Would like to point out I am very much struggling being a DIY girlfriend.)
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username1: I love her so much 🥺🥺
username2: I am loving all of her west ham puns atm!! 😂
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username3: RIGHT?! but they are making me wonder...
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username4: omg do you think?? 😶😶
username5: HAHAHAHA
dagnybrynjars: þú gerðir frábært starf elskan! ❤️
you did a wonderful job baby!
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y/n: Ég grét þrisvar og fékk mér tveggja tíma lúr - bölvaðu aukaæfingunni þinni! Elska þig tho! ❤️
I cried three times and had a two hour nap - curse your extra training session! love you tho!
mackenziearnold: DIY SOS - proud of you!
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y/n: awwww thanks Mac! ☺️
hawacissoko23: Go on y/n!! Stick it to the mrs! 👏
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y/n: no ring no Mrs ! 🤷♀️
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kirstysmith.11: @dagnybrynjars
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dagnybrynjars: not mrs yet... 😏
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Dagny waited for their new arrivals with the rest of the girls, some of them were passing a ball between them while Dagny watched her phone, confused her girlfriend hadn't texted her.
A vibration makes the skipper look down and Dagny sighs when she sees it is just a new post from West Ham women, welcoming their new signing.
Flicking her phone open, Dagny lets out a call of shock at her girlfriend's face staring back at her, Mackenzie laughs, having known about the transfer and spins her skipper to face her girlfriend.
y/n was lent against the tunnel entrance, the new signings of Riko already talking to others with her translator. y/n looked fantastic in the hammer's shirt and Dagny could feel the breath leave her.
How hadn't she known, how hadn't she'd guessed? All the hints obvious now, her Hammer puns, her change in colour for her wardrobe.
"Ertu búin að ná þér, ástin mín?" y/n asked her girlfriend with a chuckle.
caught up have you, my love?
"Ég er þvílíkur hálfviti." Dagny gasps.
I am such an idiot
"Hálfvitinn minn." y/n hums making Dagny smile softly.
my idiot
The skipper sighs at her girlfriend and moves forward the two meeting in a soft kiss, still aware they were in public. The sound of gagging echoes.
The two pull away and turn to the team who are all mock gagging and y/n rolls her eyes before Mackenzie grins widely and runs at her happily.
"Macca!" y/n laughs as the woman scoops her up tightly and spins.
"Skipper's mrs!" Mackenzie yells and there is an echo of laughter.
"No ring no mrs!" y/n yells back as she is finally placed back on her feet the rest of the team coming to greet her.
Dagny only smiles softly at her lover before the group are called away ready for training.
"You're here." Dagny hums as she takes her girlfriend's hand softly.
"I'm here." y/n reassures as they join the group.
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y/n think she finally caught on...
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username1: COME ON YOU IRONS ⚒️⚒️⚒️
username2: so excited to have her omggggg!!!
username3: allll the puns make sense now! 😂
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username4: how did we not see the hints???? 🤨
dagnybrynjars: Took me a while, but I'm there!
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mackenziearnold: I KNEW ABOUT IT HA 😁😁
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kirstysmith.11: So did I kenzie, you're not special
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mackenziearnold: :(
username5: AGHHHHHHHH ❤️❤️❤️
username6: she does look good in claret tbf
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dagnybrynjars she does look good in claret
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mackenziearnold: you two are so cute it makes me feel sick!
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kirstysmith.11: icky
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y/n: you want me to hand out receipts ??? 🤨
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mackenziearnold: omg you guys are so cute! 😅
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kirtsysmith.11: I agree so cuteeee! 😊
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y/n: that's what I thought 😏
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username3: hahahahahahahahah 😂😂
westhamwomen: Happy to have you y/n!!
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y/n: ❤️
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dagnybrynjars: happy to have her too honestly!
username4: I love her so much omg!! 🥺
username5: I miss her already (everton fan here!) 😭
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username6: I know she was so lovely and so good! We are going to go down without her! 😭
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username7: she's a snake for leaving Everton honestly 🖕🖕
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username8: why???? because she wanted to be with her girlfriend of 8 years? because she was offered a massive contract with West Ham for great money and better exposure?? She gave six years to Everton, she is allowed to move! 🙄
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love this woman
AND LOVE THIS FCKING TEAM xoxox
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[Ficlet] How to “Get” a Quidditch Tryout in 10 Days
...I have no excuse for this. None at all. 😅 But I never ended up doing a play-through of Quidditch season 1 for my OG girl Carewyn Cromwell, so I just decided “what the hey” and wrote this part out, which is based on the beginning of Quidditch Season 1, Chapter 5, AKA MC first meeting Orion Amari. (I may or may not add another part or two to this later.)
A few things to keep in mind about Carewyn’s canon regarding both Quidditch and where she is in her character arc at this point --
Carewyn is in her third year. Her hair, which was a very short pixie cut in her first year, has now finally grown long enough to be tied back in a short ponytail only a little longer than Charlie’s. After having dealt with the Ice Vault the previous year with Bill Weasley and Ben Copper, Carewyn has just started to get some confidence, but she’s far from the poised, collected Mama Bear most of you might know her as. At this point, she still has some trouble keeping a lid on her sensitive emotions and is more likely to lose her temper and get impatient. This year, however, she’s started to get both into Quidditch and fashion, thanks in large part to her new friendships with Charlie (who she’ll become very close to and eventually see like an “unofficial twin” in their later school years) and Andre (who she’ll nurture a romantic crush on as this year goes on and eventually date in fourth and fifth year). It’s after Carewyn’s returned to school in her fourth year that she makes the most strides in her dramatic transformation and becomes much more sophisticated and cool.
Orion, Skye, and McNully are all Slytherins one year ahead of Carewyn. Orion is the oldest, having been born in early October, so he’s newly 15 even if he is a fourth year. (And, naturally, he’s incredibly mature and wise for his age, hence why he was picked to be the new Slytherin captain at all!) Erika Rath is in their year too, though in Ravenclaw.
Carewyn ultimately will only play in one match this year -- the match against Hufflepuff -- thanks to a falling-out with her teammate and “coach” Skye Parkin surrounding the whole “Rath rumor” fiasco. If you’d like, you can read about Carewyn’s “grand return” to the Slytherin team in the Quest for the Quidditch Cup gameplay I did, set in Carey’s sixth year and Orion’s seventh!
As many of you probably know by now, Carewyn and Orion -- post Hogwarts -- actually end up in a committed romantic relationship. With these two being at ages 13 and 15, though, one can expect there won’t exactly be a lot of romantic sparks just yet, especially since I headcanon both these two as being on the asexual spectrum.
Hope you enjoy! 💚
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The first day was bright and sunny, without a cloud in the sky. A perfect day to make a good impression.
Carewyn felt like her insides were tied up in knots as she took her broom out to the Quidditch Pitch. Even though she’d gotten plenty of bumps and bruises practicing with Skye that last week and had stayed up almost all night reviewing the Quidditch strategy playbooks McNully had lent her, she couldn’t shake the feeling that she was still a longshot, to be considered. She wasn’t a traditional build for a Chaser -- she and her school rival Merula Snyde were the shortest kids in their entire year, and Carewyn herself wasn’t exactly the traditionally toned Quidditch player. Not to mention she struggled with a lot of the strength exercises Skye had thrown at her.
‘You’ve prepared for this,’ she reassured herself. ‘You put in a lot of work. McNully and Skye can see that. Hopefully Slytherin’s Captain will too.’
Carewyn had yet to meet Orion Amari, but she’d heard plenty. It had been a little hard to believe that a boy only one year ahead of her could already have become Quidditch Captain, but Carewyn knew Snape well enough to know he wouldn’t have trusted their house team to just anyone, so he no doubt had to be talented. From what McNully said, Orion was the youngest Quidditch Captain in over a century (exactly 104 years), and from what Skye said, he was an oddball sort that didn’t let just anyone join his team.
Steeling her nerves, the third year Slytherin looked around the Pitch. Within a moment, she saw that a young man with shaggy dark hair and dressed in worn brown robes, pants, and fingerless gloves was already there, hovering on his broom in mid-air.
‘So that’s the Slytherin Quidditch Captain?’ Carewyn thought.
Upon getting closer, she gave a visible start.
‘…How is he balancing on his broom like that??’
For Orion Amari wasn’t just hovering there -- he was actually standing on top of his broom on one leg, his eyes closed and his hands clasped in front of him as if he were meditating.
Feeling a bit intimidated despite herself, Carewyn nonetheless put on her bravest expression and flew right up to him.
“...Orion Amari?”
The Slytherin Quidditch Captain slowly opened his eyes and looked down at who had interrupted him. His face was rather mask-like and calm, but his black eyes ran over her face, examining her critically.
“Forgive me for interrupting,” Carewyn said quickly.
Fortunately Orion didn’t seem perturbed.
“All things have their time,” he said in a rather mellow, pleasant voice. “Clearly my meditation’s time has come to an end...though for what reason, I’m not yet sure.”
‘Great, so he was meditating,’ Carewyn thought guiltily. ‘Way to muck up that first impression!’
She swallowed, but kept her face as stoic as possible.
"My name’s Carewyn Cromwell -- I’m here to ask about tryouts, for the open Chaser position?”
Orion’s face didn’t shift, but his eyes narrowed ever-so-slightly. Sensing that he was sizing her up, Carewyn pressed on with as much assurance as she could manage.
“I may not have that much experience in Quidditch yet...but I’ve been practicing hard in Quidditch friendlies with Charlie Weasley and Andre Egwu. And Skye Parkin’s coached me on improving my physical skills. And Murphy McNully gave me a crash course in Quidditch strategy too, so -- ”
“Neither physical nor strategical skills will ultimately determine which way your path will wind,” Orion cut her off very cleanly without raising his volume or hardening his tone at all.
Carewyn blinked. ‘Path? To a Quidditch tryout, I suppose...’
“What will, then?” she asked.
“Balance,” said Orion simply.
Carewyn frowned in slight confusion. “Balance? You mean between my studies and Quidditch, or...?”
“Balance,” Orion said again, very coolly. “On one leg. On your broom.”
Carewyn felt like her stomach had crumpled up in her chest.
Oh, great. She knew she had adequate reflexes and she’d always felt rather comfortable on a broom, but balancing on her broom on one foot? She’d never once thought she’d have to do something like that! If she had, she would’ve practiced ahead of time...
Carewyn looked from her splintering Shooting Star to up at Orion. His expression had not shifted once.
‘This is a test,’ Carewyn thought to herself. ‘If I back out now, then that’s it.’
She hated the thought of doing this without having practiced first. She just knew she was going to make a fool of herself in front of the Slytherin Quidditch Captain, and she absolutely dreaded that. But, it seemed, there was no other option.
So, taking a deep breath, Carewyn inched herself off of her broom, little by little, and tried to just stand on it.
She lost balance and fell right off, landing on the ground a few feet below with a painful THUMP.
Carewyn winced as she eased herself up.
Fortunately Orion hovering overhead didn’t look at all amused or derisive. His eyes were locked on her, as unreadable as ever, but he made no move as if to help or even ask if she was all right.
The ginger-haired Slytherin averted her eyes, flushing in humiliation. She knew she’d look completely incompetent!
Exhaling through her nose, Carewyn mounted her broom, flew back up into the same position she’d been in before, and tried again.
She wobbled for only a few seconds before falling off again. This time she scraped her fists when she threw them up in front of her face to protect it from colliding with the ground.
Her third time, she landed face-first in the dirt. Her fifth time, her Shooting Star went flying and she had to dash across the pitch to get it back. Her tenth time, she cut open her chin and had to force back tears of pain and shame.
‘This is impossible!’ Carewyn thought furiously.
She couldn’t even look at Orion Amari anymore. Part of her hated that she’d even bothered coming at all -- hated that she’d wasted her time on any of this, just to look so pathetic --
‘Jacob would never have had so much trouble,’ she thought bitterly. ‘He never struggled with anything at Hogwarts -- he wouldn’t be getting himself hurt over something so stupid -- ’
As soon as she thought that meaner thought, however, she faltered.
Sure, this exercise seemed stupid...but what it was for was not.
The devastated face of the wounded Slytherin Chaser in the Hospital Wing when she failed to convince Madame Pomfrey to let her play in the upcoming match rippled over Carewyn’s mind again.
‘Slytherin can’t win the match against Hufflepuff with only two Chasers,’ she thought to herself. ‘Maybe I ultimately won’t be good enough, but...well, how could I live with myself, if I didn’t at least try to help? Especially with how much help everyone else has given me...’
Just thinking of how disappointed Andre, Charlie, Skye and McNully would be, after how much faith they’d placed in her...it made Carewyn feel sick.
So clenching her teeth and avoiding Orion’s eyes, she powered through, got up, and tried again.
And again.
And again.
And again.
And again.
And again.
It took over an hour for Carewyn to just stand on top of her broom without falling off. It took longer still for her to do it while standing on one foot. Several times she managed to catch herself before she fell off completely by snagging the broom with her ankle, leg, or hand in mid-air, but other times she fell back or face first into the dirt. She had to take out her wand and use Episkey and Scourgify to clean herself up several times, as well as fix her ponytail once or twice. But she kept getting back up.
‘Now that I’ve pushed myself this hard, I can’t stop now,’ Carewyn thought fiercely. ‘The only thing worse than looking like an idiot would be to fail after looking like an idiot.’
The entire time Orion watched her in silence, his face impossible to read and his own balance never shifting. Carewyn avoided his eyes the entire time -- she hated feeling his judgmental gaze on her when she knew she wasn’t at her best, and she worried that if she looked him in the face or spoke to him, her temper would get the better of her and she might snap at him.
At long last, when the sun was starting to set, Carewyn finally managed it. She kept her arms out on either side of her rather than clasped in front of her, balancing as if she were a circus performer on a wire.
Breathing heavily, she finally looked back up at Orion. His lips had spread into a very small smile.
“You have achieved balance,” he said. “Congratulations.”
He spoke as patiently as if the last three hours hadn’t even happened.
Despite herself, Carewyn felt herself flushing with some pride.
“...Thank you,” she muttered.
‘I wish I didn’t waste so much time, but...at least I finally did it!’
“Now we can communicate on the same level,” said Orion.
“Then...does that mean I can get a Quidditch tryout?” Carewyn asked, sounding a bit more hopeful than she’d intended.
“Can anyone really get a Quidditch tryout?” asked Orion in return.
Carewyn considered this.
“...Well...no, I guess not,” she said sheepishly. “I mean, you’ll need someone to fill your Chaser’s spot, of course...but one would have to earn the chance to prove themselves first. Right?”
Orion’s face flickered with some interest.
“Your mind works in complex ways,” he said, and he sounded rather pleased. “A Quidditch tryout is not something one can ‘get.’ It is something one...experiences. And yes, as you said, not everyone earns the privilege of that experience.”
Carewyn straightened up slightly, and her broom wobbled a bit under her. She quickly corrected her center of balance by pretending there was a string tied to the top of her head holding her up like a doll, like she used to when she was first learning how to hop on one foot when she was in grade school.
“What must I do to earn such an experience, then?”
Orion’s black eyes sparkled with some mischief. “Let’s just say that when we next meet, we shall meet again.”
Carewyn frowned in confusion. “What?”
Rather than answer, Orion deftly leapt off his broom down to the ground, hoisting his broom up over his shoulders.
“H-hey!” said Carewyn, as she quickly tried to get back on her broom and land properly. “Wait -- ”
But Orion had already strode off the pitch and disappeared.
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The second day was a bit more cloudy, but the same mild temperature.
Carewyn once again found Orion balancing on his broom. He had his eyes open this time and his arms resting on either side of him absently, so she flew right up to him.
“Good afternoon, Orion,” she greeted him politely.
‘At least he’s not meditating this time, so I’m not interrupting anything.’
Orion didn’t respond. He seemed to be waiting for something.
Carewyn felt a prickle of discomfort settling on the back of her neck. “...Orion?”
He once again didn’t respond, his gaze still almost expectant.
Carewyn glanced down at his single leg balancing on his broom and then back up at his face.
“Do you...need me to ‘communicate on your level?’” she asked.
Orion’s eyes grew a little smaller, but remained rather pleasant. “Not my level -- our level. We are all equals on the Quidditch Pitch.”
Despite herself, Carewyn couldn’t help but smile a bit. ‘Well, that’s a nice attitude for a Captain to have, not to be condescending to the people he might lead.’
Taking a breath, she eased herself up onto her feet on her broom and carefully balanced. She wobbled slightly, trying to correct her posture so that she was standing up straighter.
“It’s rare that someone shows such fire, when trying to balance for the first time,” said Orion.
Carewyn blinked. “‘Fire?’”
“Yes. You fell off many, many times yesterday. And yet you kept getting back up and trying again.”
Carewyn glanced away, off toward the stands.
“...I probably wouldn’t have fallen off so many times, if I’d been able to practice ahead of time,” she muttered self-consciously.
Orion’s lips actually spread into a very small, wry smile. “Ah, but would that have taught me anything about you?
Carewyn frowned deeply. “I think so. Hard work always shows through.”
“Naturally -- but you already stated you’d worked hard at your Quidditch skills, before balancing. And given that you led others to successfully break the Ice curse last year, it’s already quite clear that you both work hard and are a planner. What I did not yet know, however, was how you respond under pressure.”
Carewyn tilted her head slightly to the side. “...I see. And...did my response meet your expectations?”
Orion’s black eyes sparkled with slight amusement. “I think the better question is whether they met yours.”
Carewyn couldn’t stop herself from scoffing. “Of course not. I fell off my broom over a hundred times in the span of three hours.”
“Many others gave up long before you did.”
“It doesn’t matter what anyone else did -- I know I could’ve done better, and I should have...”
Carewyn caught herself. She probably wasn’t making the best case for herself right now.
“...That’s why I’d like to have a chance at a tryout,” she said firmly. “I’d like to make up for that first impression and show what I can do.”
Orion’s eyes narrowed ever-so-slightly, losing their amusement and becoming much more placid again. “Interesting. Your posture is modest, and yet your expectations seem to rest somewhere in the stratosphere.”
Carewyn wasn’t entirely sure how to respond to that, but she felt that she’d opened herself up to Orion more than she’d intended. It made her instantly feel uncomfortable, and she once again found herself wobbling slightly on her broom as she avoided his eye.
“...I suppose so,” she muttered. “So...will you tell me what I have to do, to earn the chance to ‘experience’ a tryout?”
Orion closed his eyes.
“Find your center,” he instructed her.
“My center?”
“Your emotional and physical center. Find it and hold onto it -- make it your anchor, and let all imbalances and distractions fade away.”
“Will that earn me -- ?”
“There will be time for questions later. For now, we’ll find our center.”
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The third day the clouds had darkened and a slight drizzle had started.
Carewyn found Orion balancing again, and didn’t even speak to him until she was already balancing on her broom the way he did.
“Hello, Orion.”
“Your balance has improved,” commented the Slytherin Quidditch Captain.
Carewyn nodded. “I practiced some more on my own time.”
“Such tenacity is to be commended.”
Orion closed his eyes and started to meditate. Carewyn once again felt uneasy, not wanting to be rude and interrupt him, but feeling like she didn’t have much choice.
“...Should I...come back another time?” she asked.
“Now is the time,” said Orion patiently without opening his eyes.
‘So he wants me to meditate with him some more,’ Carewyn deduced. She couldn’t help but feel slightly frustrated. Was he ever going to tell her what she needed to do to earn a tryout?
But she thought to herself, maybe this was the point. Orion was still clearly testing her -- not in the way Skye or McNully did, with shows of physical strength or recitations of Quidditch facts, but from an emotional perspective. He’d commented on her “fire” and “tenacity” -- therefore what seemed to matter most to Orion Amari wasn’t physical skill or Quidditch strategy, but one’s emotional state while flying.
‘If that’s the case,’ Carewyn thought gloomily, ‘losing my temper or getting impatient would probably be the worst things I could do.’
Inhaling in through her nose and out through her mouth, Carewyn closed her eyes. The silence irritated her like a fly, so she soon started singing a song to herself in her own head, to pass the time.
‘Here comes the rain again...falling on my head like a memory...’
The drizzle soon came down as a fuller rain, and Orion put an early end to their session and headed indoors.
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The fourth day, it rained all day.
Carewyn didn’t find Orion near the Quidditch Pitch at all that day, nor in the halls of the school. Naturally he was a year ahead of her, so they had no classes together, but they were still both Slytherins, so she would’ve thought she’d see him at their table during mealtimes, at least. And yet, no. No, she did not.
'Does he do anything the way a normal person does?’ Carewyn couldn’t help but think to herself, baffled.
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The fifth day, the rain had cleared, but the sky was still very cloudy.
Carewyn came to the Pitch and balanced alongside Orion as usual. What was not usual, however, was the swarm of Pixies that appeared out of nowhere and flew right at them while they were meditating.
Carewyn wobbled around on her broom, trying to whack them away without falling off. Orion, however, didn’t move an inch -- instead, all he did was recite random magical creatures under his breath.
“Fire Crab, Flobberworm, Kneazle, Niffler...”
Although Carewyn just barely avoided falling off, it required all of her concentration. It was only once she’d finally managed to shake the Pixies off of her back that Orion spoke to her.
“You did not ask me about Quidditch tryouts.”
Carewyn couldn’t completely fight back a frustrated glare.
“Well, I was a little preoccupied,” she said sarcastically.
Orion raised his eyebrows. “Really? I didn’t notice.”
Carewyn felt her temper steaming. She was reminded of when Jacob would tease her about being a long-lost kelpie who their mother found and adopted as a baby, just because she put salt on everything.
‘Even then, though, you knew Jacob only said those things because he wanted to get a rise out of you, not because he didn’t care,’ Carewyn reminded herself.
Her heart ached at the thought of her brother. She would have him tease her for the rest of her life, if only he, she and Lane could be a family again...
Taking a deep breath, Carewyn fixed Orion with a more stoic expression.
“...I’m surprised you didn’t. The Pixies were flying around you too.”
“Yes,” granted Orion. “But when focus meets balance, one can let Pixies be Pixies.”
Carewyn’s expression grew more thoughtful. “...I see. You need to block out all distractions and focus solely on your goal, if you have any hope of achieving it.”
Orion’s lips spread into a pleased smile. “Indeed. Playing Quidditch in its purest form means leaving one’s personal ‘Pixies’ off the pitch.”
‘I think I understand now,’ Carewyn thought. ‘This guy is a philosopher. He doesn’t want me asking about what I have to do to earn a tryout -- I have to find that out for myself.’
Carewyn’s eyes narrowed slightly and she nodded.
‘All right, then, Orion Amari...I’ll prove myself on your terms. Or rather, ours.’
~~~
The sixth day, there was a notable chill in the air.
Carewyn bundled up in one of her warmest sweaters and found Orion at the Pitch balancing on his broom, his eyes closed while he meditated. Once she was balanced too, she tried a different tack.
“Orion...what helps you balance?”
Orion smiled without opening his eyes.
“Fire Crab, Flobberworm, Kneazle, Niffler,” he answered vaguely.
Carewyn was baffled. “...Magical creatures?”
“Yes. You’ll want to remember those magical creatures.”
“What makes those creatures significant?”
“All creatures are significant.”
“Well, yes,” said Carewyn begrudgingly, “but what do they have to do with Quidditch?”
“What do any of us have to do with Quidditch?”
Carewyn just barely fought back the urge to sigh in frustration. ‘Now he’s just being obstinate!’
The memory of her brother Jacob’s cocky smile as he backtalked a wizard who had referred to him and Carewyn as “the bastard Cromwells” when they were in Diagon Alley hovered over her brain. The image oddly soothed her temper.
‘All right, then,’ she thought decisively, ‘if he doesn’t like giving straightforward answers, then I’ll twist around him.’
“Fire Crabs, Flobberworms, Kneazles, and Nifflers, right?” she recurred.
“Yes.”
Carewyn considered this. Then she smiled.
“...Nifflers are like Seekers, aren’t they?”
Orion actually opened his eyes, tilting his head slightly as he considered her.
“Nifflers can smell out gold from a mile away -- and Seekers have to be good at that too, if they want to go after the Snitch. And Fire Crabs...well, they’re aggressive and fierce. Sort of like Beaters! And Kneazles...well, they’re protective of any owner they’ve got, kind of like a Keeper protects their hoops. And Flobberworms...”
She trailed off with a frown.
“Yes?” Orion prompted. He actually sounded very curious to hear her answer.
After a moment, Carewyn deduced that she had no idea how the Hell a Flobberworm related to a Chaser. So, feeling at a loss, she nonetheless put on her bravest, wryest smile and channeled her brother as best she could.
“...Well, I suppose we’ve moved about as far as a Flobberworm, whenever we’ve been balancing together.”
Orion blinked. Then he actually laughed. It was a very quiet sound in the back of his throat, but a warm one -- it kind of reminded Carewyn of her mother Lane’s soft-spoken voice.
Carewyn bit her lip to hold back a self-conscious giggle of her own. “...Did I...that is, did our thought processes match up at all?”
Orion smiled fully, his white teeth very bright. “No.”
~~~
The seventh day was even colder.
Once again, Carewyn met Orion at the Pitch, this time wrapped up in her Slytherin scarf. Even when a rogue Bludger almost whammed into them, Carewyn was able to stay balanced enough to shimmy her broomstick out of the way with just her foot, taking out her wand and pointing it right at the Bludger.
“Finite Incantatem!”
A blast of white from her wand slammed into the Bludger and made it stop abruptly in its assault, hovering helplessly in mid-air for a few seconds before it dropped like a stone to the ground.
Orion smiled, clearly pleased. Carewyn glanced at him with a raised eyebrow.
“Was that another ‘Pixie,’ meant to distract me?” she asked him.
Orion’s black eyes twinkled. “Perhaps.”
Carewyn smirked broadly herself. “At least you only threw one Bludger at me -- Skye once surprised me with three.”
“Really?” said Orion amusedly.
“Yes...though I daresay she would’ve seen me using my wand as cheating.”
“You will not be able to use it during a match,” Orion reminded her.
“Of course not,” said Carewyn. “But you already lost a Chaser thanks to a rogue Bludger -- I wasn’t going to just let it take you out too.”
Orion actually looked slightly taken aback. Then his expression softened.
“...You express a lot of loyalty, for someone not even on the house team,” he said lowly.
Carewyn sniffed in mild disapproval. “It was the right thing to do. We’re both Slytherins, aren’t we?”
Orion’s smile broadened, becoming more wry. “Indeed we are.”
~~~
The eighth day was just as cold as the last. It was also the day that, once the two started balancing and meditating in silence together, Orion initiated conversation first.
“Tell me, Carewyn Cromwell,” he said pleasantly, “what helps you balance?”
Carewyn blinked in surprise. Then she looked away, suddenly very uncomfortable.
“Well...” she mumbled, “I sort of just...sing in my head.”
Orion raised his eyebrows. Carewyn felt her face flushing in embarrassment.
“...Music helps me think,” she admitted sheepishly. “But well, radios and cassette players don’t work here -- so I’ve gotten used to just singing songs in my own head, whenever I’m working on something.”
It sounded really stupid when she said it aloud. Orion, however, considered her answer carefully.
“...Will you sing the song you’ve been singing in your head aloud?”
Carewyn knew her face had to be a bright pink by now. Closing her eyes, she held her head up high as proudly as she could and, once she’d taken a breath, sang quietly aloud.
“We...can never know about the days to come...
But...we think about them anywaaaay...
And I wonder...if I'm really with you now...
Or just chasin' after some fiiiiner day...
Anticipation -- anticipaaation is makin' me late! ...Is keepin' me waaaaitin'...
And I tell you...how eaaasy it feels to be with you...
And how right...your arms feel around meeee...
But I -- I rehearsed those words just late last night...
When I was thinkin' about how right tonight might be!
Anticipation -- anticipaaation is makin' me late! ...Is keepin' me waaaaitin'...
And tomorrow...we might not be together...
I'm no prophet -- and I don't know nature's waaaays...
So I'll tryyyy...and see into your eyes right now...
And stay right here 'cause these are the good old days!
These are the good old days!
And stay right here...'cause these are the good old days!
These are the good old days...these are the good old days...
These are the good old days...
These aaaaaaaare...the good old days...!”
When Carewyn finished, she waited. She didn’t know if she really wanted to open her eyes -- her breath control and pitch were hardly her best, considering she was doing it while balancing on one leg on her broomstick.
She was a bit surprised, therefore, when Orion responded,
“...In the future...please feel free to sing whatever song passes through your head, when we balance together.”
Carewyn opened her eyes. Orion had also opened his eyes and was smiling.
She smiled back wryly. “Any song?”
“Preferably something to encourage peace and serenity,” Orion corrected himself coolly.
Carewyn giggled. “No Bohemian Rhapsody, then.”
~~~
On the ninth day, the sun had peeked out of the clouds in a vain attempt to warm the Pitch. It was just as well, as it was filled with far more people than normal.
Carewyn came to the Pitch as usual, only to instead find it swarming with other Chaser hopefuls, all practicing for and likely seeking out Orion to request a tryout.
‘Orion wouldn’t be able to meditate at all in this mess,’ she concluded. ‘And knowing him, he’d probably want to dodge anyone who came just to ask him for a tryout, like he did me.’
She sighed. There was no way he’d have stuck around, seeing the assembled crowd. Still...she knew she really aught to practice. So she got her broom out, stood on top of it, and balanced off to the side, being careful to dodge any players working on the Porskoff Ploy and Reverse Passes. Once she’d taken some time to find her balance and focus, she felt better prepared to jump into practicing the Parkin’s Pincer and Thimblerig Shuffle with some of the other Chaser hopefuls.
Little did Carewyn know that Orion was there at the Pitch that day, watching from the commentary box out of everyone else’s view.
~~~
The tenth day -- a sunny day with a biting wind -- was the official day for Quidditch tryouts.
Orion arrived at the Pitch a good hour before the tryouts were supposed to be held. He honestly didn’t like the thought of even having a specific date or time by which he had to select a candidate -- it had been Snape’s determination that Orion had to have a full team line-up ready five days before the next match, and even though Orion wasn’t much one for deadlines, he had to agree with the sentiment behind it. After all, a team couldn’t hope to strike a proper balance and fly as one without at least a little time to practice. That didn’t mean that Orion didn’t dread the flood of pushy students that would no doubt arrive even without an invitation to try to pressure him to pick them for the new Chaser spot.
When Orion arrived, however, he found that he was not alone, as he had both expected and hoped.
Standing on one foot on her broom was Carewyn Cromwell, her ginger hair up in a ponytail as usual and dressed in her Slytherin scarf, a collared shirt with her Slytherin tie tied neatly under a buttoned-up black cardigan, and a pair of jeans tucked into a pair of thick brown winter boots. She was already balanced perfectly, and at the sight of Orion flying up to her on his broom, she smiled.
“Good morning.”
Orion kept his face very neutral as he inclined his head to her. “Greetings, Carewyn Cromwell.”
He thoroughly expected her to ask about tryouts. She had met with him just about every day with the expectation of earning one, after all. But instead, she merely looked from his hands on the broom to up at his face with a small smirk, almost expectantly.
Orion, his face breaking into a wryer smile himself, nimbly leapt up onto his broom, balancing on it with ease. Carewyn beamed.
“I’m sorry you weren’t able to meditate yesterday,” she said sympathetically.
Orion clasped his hands in front of him and closed his eyes. “Everything has its time. That time was simply not the best one for meditation.”
Carewyn nodded. “That’s why I thought you’d probably want to meditate a little earlier than usual. If it was that bad yesterday, I can only imagine how crazy it’s going to be today.”
“Like a flock of Snallygasters stalking prey,” said Orion very coolly.
“Mm...”
Orion opened his eyes. Carewyn’s eyes had drifted away, but her expression appeared oddly sad.
“Your eyes have become rather cloudy,” said Orion curiously.
Carewyn looked up, blinking in surprise. “Huh?”
“They’re swirling with thoughts. Might I know what they are?”
“Can you truly know another’s thoughts, even if one tried to describe them?” said Carewyn with a smirk, unable to resist the urge to poke fun.
Orion fortunately took it in stride. “Can one truly know anything at all, description or not?”
Carewyn giggled behind her hand, before speaking more seriously.
“It wasn’t much, really, it’s just...I’m sorry you’ve been put under so much pressure,” she said quietly.
Orion gave a mild shrug. “Three Chasers are needed, in any game of Quidditch. Where else must the pressure of those decisions fall, if not on one’s Captain?”
“Well, yeah, of course it’s your responsibility,” said Carewyn, “but that doesn’t mean it’s easy. I mean...Skye was really upset, when your Chaser got injured. She was really upset too. I heard her in the Hospital Wing, talking to Madame Pomfrey, and...she just sounded heartbroken. Like she felt like her injury was going to let you all down.”
Her blue eyes grew more solemn.
“And...well, you don’t feel like that unless you really, truly care. Unless there are people who really rely on you and who you really don’t want to let down...because you know they’d feel the same way, if your places were switched.”
She couldn’t meet Orion’s eyes, but her expression was rather self-assured and confident as her gaze rested on his shoulder.
“So I reckon you must have been really upset when she was hurt too. And if you were...I honestly don’t blame you, for not wanting to pick someone to replace her, even if it is only until she feels better. It’d probably be hard to find anyone who could take her place.”
Orion found himself feeling oddly speechless. He hadn’t expected to hear something like that. He certainly hadn’t given any indication of how upset he was about a member of his Quidditch family having been injured, not even to his own teammates, as he knew he’d have to put a strong face forward for them. For Carewyn to think so deeply on the matter and try to place herself in his shoes...it was a mark of remarkable empathy, something he had little experience with, but picked up from her very quickly, when she immediately caught on to his way of thinking and actively tried to speak in a way he understood.
“She’s the one you should pick, Orion,” Skye had urged him the previous week. “I trained her myself. She’s resilient, she’s capable, and what’s more, she’s really determined. She might get all sappy and sensitive sometimes, but well, I reckon I’m not the best judge of that...”
“She is a rather sensitive sort, Carewyn Cromwell,” McNully had commented to Orion earlier that week. “I’m about 95.5% sure that’s why she’s so determined to be Chaser at all. When we met, she said to me, ‘They’ -- that is, the Slytherin team -- ‘probably were really shaken about having lost their Chaser right before the match.’ And I said, ‘Yeah, I suppose so.’ And then she said, ‘If Orion cares so much about loyalty, then I reckon he probably cares about his teammates just as much as I do my friends. I don’t know if I’ll be good enough, but well, I’d like to help them if I can.’”
After a long moment, Orion’s face broke out into a full smile.
“...You are the very first person who has ever expressed such a concern. And after how much I’ve dodged your pointed questions from the start...that takes a respectable amount of patience.”
Carewyn laughed. “Good of you to notice! Patience isn’t always easy for me...”
“You’re well on your way to mastering it,” said Orion, and his black eyes flickered with approval.
He lowered himself back down onto his broom, his eyes never leaving her face.
“Meet me in the Changing Room. I believe I owe you something.”
~~~
Carewyn thoroughly expected some sort of note or invitation which would maybe give her a different location and time for tryouts or something. What she found instead, lying on the bench in front of the lockers, was a folded set of brand new, unworn, emerald green Slytherin Quidditch robes.
Carewyn stared at them. When she turned around, she found Orion striding up behind her, beaming from ear to ear.
“Congratulations, Carewyn Cromwell,” he said proudly. “Welcome to the Slytherin Quidditch team.”
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