#rin x bon

[da-owo]

im cosplaying rin to a con next month an wanted to rewatch blue exorcist an i forgot how much i love them

#blue exorcist #blue exorcist fanart #rin okumura #bon bon #ryuuji suguro #rin x ryuuji #rin x bon #rin okumura x ryuuji suguro

[patolemus]

i don’t know why i am the way i am (there’s something in the static, i think i’ve been having revelations)

Rin has always been a believer. Both he and Yukio attended mass every Sunday at the monastery all their lives, grew up listening to Shiro and the other priests recite from the Bible—and this is the only book Rin knows almost by heart. The twins were baptized when they were younger, and despite his rebellious attitude, Rin has never wavered over that belief - whether that is because he was always surrounded by it or not - and it’s Yukio who’s gotten more skeptic about it as the years pass.

After Shiro dies, and Rin finds out he’s the son of Satan, Rin stops going to church. He doesn’t believe he’s welcomed at God’s house anymore, son of the original sinner that he is. He mourns the loss quietly, spending Sunday mornings in the quiet of his and Yukio’s abandoned dorm hoping he could be somewhere else.

(Alternatively, he could go to the chapel obsessively, turning his believes into a quest for absolution. Maybe if he behaves like a good Christian boy ought to do, if he follows the rules and proves Rin has not abandoned him, God will forgive him the sin of being born.)

Rin would want to have his confirmation—maybe he was in the middle of that process before Satan possessed Shiro. But now that holy instruments harm him, it’s like another sign that a demon isn’t welcomed, and that God has forsaken him. For that same reason, some of his favorite Bible verses harm him, and it’s through gritted teeth and clenched fists that he recites them in class and to himself, refusing to give them up because he’s turned tainted by his demon blood.

(When he first awakens, the night before the funeral, Rin takes a bottle full of holy water from the monastery’s reserves and tries dousing himself on them, thinking he might be able to cleanse himself of this curse with it. It burns, making his skin splotchy red and his eyes water from the pain. He’d always been able to touch it without issues before, but now it repels him. Rin falls to his knees in front of the altar, head bowed to the sculpture of Jesus crucified on the cross, and wonders for the first time if God has left him.)

(The burn fades within the hour, and Rin hates that most of all.)

Rin avoids mirrors the first few weeks after Shiro’s death, not wanting to see how he’s irrevocably changed. He hates the feeling of his longer canines when he runs his tongue over them, grimaces at the new, sharper shape of his ears, can’t barely take a look at his tail to stuff it under his shirt. He looks like he’s only just rolled out of bed, appearance shabby and unkept, but Rin prefers that to watching himself now that he’s no longer one of God’s creations.

He prays by his bedside every night - even more so now that he can’t go to mass, Rin has started praying obsessively since Shiro died - has his rosary around his neck even though it makes his skin itch and takes it everywhere he goes. He always blesses the table before eating, thanking God for the food he’s provided for them.

Every time he uses his flames, Rin feels like a sinner. This are the flames of Satan, the flames of the original sinner, God’s antithesis. Using them feels like forsaking God just like God has forsaken him, but Rin finds no joy in it. As the flames die out and Rin’s freaky demonic features recede, he bows his head and prays. “Forgive me Father, for I have sinned,” he says, trying and failing to feel better about himself.

His friends notice, after all secrets are out in the open and Rin doesn’t have to hide them anymore, and they look at him strangely for it, like his apology to God is out of the norm. Maybe they don’t think Rin would be religious, as the son of Satan. Maybe they just think it’s strange that he’s looking for absolution. They don’t comment on it until much later, when Bon tells him that he’s not a sinner just because he uses Satan’s flames. Bon is much smarter than Rin, so infinitely smarter, so Rin tries to believe him. He never stops praying though.

When he first realizes his feelings for Bon are less than platonic, his first instinct is to go to the confessionary and confess his sin. But the only priest he’s confessed to is Shiro, and Shiro is dead (Shiro is dead), and what priest would give absolution to a demon? So Rin doesn’t go, stewing on his guilt and thinking about it obsessively (“Forgive me father, for I have sinned. This is my first-tenth-hundredth-thousandth confession.” “Forgive me Father, for I want, and I do not know how to stop wanting.”). Is it because he’s the Son of Satan? Was he born a sinner, always meant to stray from God’s path like Satan did? How can he follow God’s will when he’s fallen in love with a boy?

Later, he realizes Shiro would have probably been fine with it, and if Shiro approves… maybe it’s not so wrong. Maybe Rin isn’t sinning when he looks at Bon feeling butterflies in his stomach, isn’t straying from God’s intended path when Bon’s laugh makes him happy. And if this is not a sin then maybe being a halfling isn’t either. Maybe it’s not God that has forsaken him, but the Catholic Church.

(The Vatican will never love him. They have casted him as the villain before he could even prove himself one of God’s believers, and they’ll never let him forget who his father is, and what he’s done. He’ll never be able to visit freely, to marvel at the beautiful structures and the holiness of it all. It hurts. But it hurts less than thinking he’s beyond saving, that God has given up on saving him.

The Vatican can suck it.)

Rin tries going to church again. It’s a daunting task, after days and weeks and months without stepping foot inside a chapel, but Rin finds himself sitting on the third row at the Sunday mass held near True Cross Academy, and feels the knot in his stomach loosen as he listens to the priest. It’s familiar. It’s liberating. Rin feels a little more like himself. Bon is waiting for him at the school gates when he’s done, looking immensely proud and Rin takes his hand in his and lets the feeling of contentment wash over him.

He still prays. He still blesses the table. He still recites verses of the Bible even if they hurt him, and he still refuses to go to a confessionary.

But he can stand to look at himself in the mirror now. He resumes his confirmation process, even knowing he may never be allowed the actual sacrament. He lets himself see a world where he can be the son of Satan and a good Christian, where he can love a boy who’s beautiful and good to him without disappointing God. It’s a different world than the one he lived in before, but Rin thinks it’s a world Shiro would be proud of.

It’s a start.

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(This is my interpretation as I was raised Catholic and went to a Catholic school all my life. I’m nowhere near as devoted as I’m making Rin here lol, but I grew up around Catholic religion and know people who are very hardcore Catholics, so this, as well as my own religious education, is where I draw my knowledge from.)

(Also, I want to clarify that a lot of Rin’s thoughts are in no way healthy, and he will grow to let go of them in time. This is the result of a very traumatic situation that left him stranded with no sense of direction, and some of his actions stem from a need to overcompensate for being half demon. He’ll get better as he learns to deal with that reality.)

Update: my brain won’t stop eating at me so this has turned into a thing (tm). Let’s call it revelations au because I think I’m funny. You can find all my posts about it through that tag in my profile.

#patolemus thinks #that never ends well #the religious guilt!au I didn’t know I needed #this might turn into an actual fic who knows #definitely not me #rin okumura #my baby is going through it #bonrin #rin x bon #ao no exorcist #blue exorcist #religion #religious guilt #fanfic #fanfiction #writing prompt #revelations au

[dumbdumbartprojects]

Rin calling bon Princess as if he's not calling him daddy on the side

#rin x bon #rin okumura #rin #rinbon #bonrin #bon suguro #ryuji suguro #blue exorcist

[ahmnom]

I got death threats over drawing ironic male pregnancy so here’s some unironic male pregnancy

#fanart #bon x rin #rin okumura #rin #rin x bon #rinbon #bonrin #ryuji suguro #bon suguro #blue exorcist fanart #blue exorcist #anime #sketch #male pregnancy #👍👍👍 #young adult

[samiiexe]

guess my fav ships lol

#blue exorcist #ao no excorsist #blue exorcist fanart #rin okumara fanart #ryuji suguro #rin okumura #rin okumura fanart #rinbon #rin x bon #mephisto #shura #mephisto x shura #fanart #ship #<333 #dumb sketch #luv them #digital art #my art

[pondering-peach]

#7169A9- [Hazey Blue]

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A short story in which two guys smoke weed homoerotically

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Suguro Ryuji had few secrets. He wore glasses. Romance is his favorite genre. He smoked weed. A lot. It started at the end of his 3rd year of junior high, as a way to cope with his migraines. It turned into a habit, and suddenly it was a daily part of his life. Not even Shima and Koneko knew he did it. His roommate did of course, they even smoked together sometimes, but everyone else? Absolutely not. He'd rather shoot himself in the leg.

His favorite time to indulge was early in the morning, just before his run, and late at night when the world is asleep and really he should be too, but he could always blame the bags under his eyes as staying up late to study.

The scent of it hung in the air, muted by the pungent insence he kept burning most hours of the day. For the first time in hours, Bon's eyes slipped shut and his shoulders relaxed. A deep breath filled his lungs with smoke, harsh and tasting of sandalwood, and was exhaled with a soft 'Om Mani Padme Hum' in a whispered voice.

Peace washed over him, and he felt the lines fall from his face, the tension from his jaw and back, the stress from his blood. The window was open and he could hear the nightlife outside. He also could hear-

Oh no. Oh no.

With a garbled yelp, Ruji surged forward off his bed, stamping out the roach he had been enjoying and fanning the smoke out the window. A familiar set of running footsteps approached his door, and he scrambled to hide the small box containing his damning evidence, praying that the incense would hide the smell of his not-exactly-permissable actions.

Rin knocked on Ryuji's door excitedly as he always did, and he took a deep breath to calm his nerves, smoothed his shirt with clammy hands, and opened it.

Rins nose immediately wrinkled in distaste. "Dude I thought we talked about always burning incense. It cant be good for you."

"What do you want, Rin?" His voice came out harsher than he had meant it to, and he could see it on Rin's face. Clearing his throat, he straightened up. "I meant what brings you here so late at night?"

A grin split the nephilims face, and he held up a manga in front of his face, sparkling eyes peeking over the top. It was the newest edition in a series he had shown Rin, one he had been waiting to be available in the little bookstore a couple blocks away from the dorm.

"I saw it earlier and had to buy it! I didn't have enough money to buy two of them though, so I figured we could read it together. I won't be able to sleep if we dont do it tonight!" Rin stared up at him, a million prayers for Bon to agree in his eyes, and Bon sighed.

He wasn't so inebriated he worried about Rin finding out, but he was really looking forward to meditating in this sensation. Still, they had been waiting almost 3 months for this edition, and he would love to have an excuse to have Rin close an- wait. A small blush coloured his cheeks and he scowled.

"Uh, I have to finish my demon pharmeceutics homework, actually." Rin frowned.

"I thought you usually do that before any of your other homework though?" Shit, he was right. Embarassed to have been caught in such a dumb lie, by Rin of all people, made Bon's cheeks flush red.

"J-just get in here, idiot." Rin smiled once again and squeezed past Bon into his room. A couple of sneezes sounded (incense always had that effect on him, and Bon was greatful for the gentle breeze pouring in through the open window) and Bon turned to find Rin settling into his bed like he owned it.

"Where's your roommate?" Bon kicked the door shut and made his way toward the bed as well.

"He's out for a week, visiting his grandmother. Won't be back for a coupla' days."

"Good for him, I hope he enjoys the break from class." Bon chuckled lightly. His roommate may be in the advanced class like he was himself, but he whined about doing homework almost as much as Rin and Shima.

Settling on the bed next to Rin, their sides pressed together and backs against the wall, they began a comfortable ritual they had indulged in before. Bon read over Rin's shoulders and Rin turned the pages (he was a slower reader than Bon, though not by a lot, so it was only fair for him to set the pace) and they sat in silence, enjoying each others warmth.

Bon wasnt sure when he had slumped closer and gotten distracted. Rin always enjoyed things to the fullest, and the manga had absorbed all his attention. A small furrow had wrinkled his brow, lip caught between sharpened teeth, and Ryuji had to fight the urge to trace his thumb across Rins forehead in order to smooth his brow.

He had a sharp profile, almost ethereal in a way. It made sense considering his heritage-- what with his biological father being a fallen angel and all. Strands of dark hair had fallen into his face, and Bon exhaled with amusement when Rins ear twitched with annoyance.

Rin stiffened, and Ryuji got increasingly nervous as he bagan slowly turning his head to look up him. "Dude," Rins voice was barely above a whisper, "you smell like weed."

Shit. "Shit! Don't tell Koneko!" Ryuji blurted it out. Rin winced at the sudden volume of his voice directly in his ear and it wasn't missed. "Sorry-" his voice was soft once again- "It's jus' if he finds out, he's gonna tell my ma' and then I'll never hear the end of it."

"If it's such a big deal why do you even do it?" Bon grimaced, sitting back against the wall.

"I started in middle school, when I started getting migrains. I don't like taking pills if I dont have to, and I heard somehwere that it helps. It did, and it still does. At first, I only smoked if I could feel a really bad migrain comin' on, and then it became a habit, and now I smoke daily." Rin was visibly shocked.

"Seriously? I never woulda' guessed." Bon shrugged.

"I only do it before my run and late at night. My roommate is the only person who knows."

"Where do you get it?" Another shrug in response.

"Some kid in class B. Unsavory sort, but he's had yet to slight me or rat me out. Said he's got a business to run, and he takes it pretty seriously." Rin hummed thoughtfully. Silence descended upon them, and Ryuji could feel the anxiety in his blood. Hesitantly, he once again requested for Rin to not tell anyone, especially Koneko.

Rin smiled mischeviously, and immediately Bon was annoyed. That dick head, he thought. He's gonna' take advantage of this.

"Sure, I'll keep your secret," the nephilim aquiesced. "But I want to try it too."

The taller boy stared at him like he had grown a second head, and he met his gaze unflinchingly. The silence was heavy, dragging for what felt like a million years.

"Seriously?" Rin beamed, nodding vigorously.

"It's somthin' I always thought looked cool, but with Yuki always harpin' on me to take care of myself, I haven't really bothered trying to find someone to do it with." His eyes sparkled and Bon couldn't say no.

"Okay. Fine. But this stays between us, understand?" Rin nodded again, hair flopping with the force of it. Nodding in satisfaction, Bon slid off the bed and knelt in front of his desk, opening the bottom drawer. He pulled out a small shoebox, not nearly big enough for shoes that would fit his own feet, but big enough to hide his stash.

Rin watched with fascination as Bon cracked the box and looked up at him. "I have to light and insence, I hope thats okay. The smell will linger if I don't and theres no way we won't get in trouble if it does." Rin bowed his head once. The brunet got to his feet and crossed the room, gently pulling out a new stick (this one was vanilla, something Rin could handle easily) and lighting it. He murmured some words over it and stuck it in the ash catcher.

When he settled on the bed again, it was with the box in hand and turned to face Rin. He twisted his body so he was also facing Bon, and then he watched.

Bon knew what he was doing, that was for sure. With gentle fingers he laid out an almost transluscent piece of paper, maybe the size of a sticky note. An even smaller piece of white cardstock was taken from the box, and Bon rolled it into a neat spiral.

Glancing up at Rin once, he helf up a small glass jar. "Do you wanna look at it?"

"Yes!" The jar was cool in his palm, made of glass and wrapped in a blank black label. He untwisted the cap, and the scent washed over him. It wasn't quite the same as when he smelled it on Ryuji's breath. It was clean and herby, and to be honest it kind of smelled like Shiemi. Floral, earthy, pungent.

"Pick one," Bon whispered. Almost reverently, Rin picked a small bud out, pinching it between his forefinger and thumb claws (It had been years since True Cross had learned of his heritage- There was no point in hiding his demonic features anymore). He deposited it gently in Bons outstretched palm.

He watched raptly as it was gently picked apart and sprinkled in a straight line across the transluscent paper. With skilled fingers, Bon rolled the weed and cardstock into the paper, and Rins lips traced his lower lip in sync with Bons against the edge of the paper (he pretended not to notice). Finally, it was ready.

Bon held out the joint for Rin to observe. Gently, as if picking up a delicate insect, Rin pinched it and held it up.

"Put the end with the filter in your mouth," Bon directed, "then light it and suck like it's a straw."

"Light it with what?"

"Fire, dork."

Rin hummed and followed the given directions. The small blue flame he lit on his thumb caught, turning orange as the paper burned naturally. He pulled, hard, and immediately his senses were assaulted. He pulled away from the joint hacking violently. Bon flinched and reached out in a panic.

"Sorry, sorry! I shoulda' warned you to hit it gently. Though I didn't expect you to haul ass and hit it like a seasoned vet like that." Rin looked up at him through watery eyes and gave him a weak smile.

"Go big or go home," he croaked. Bon laughed, then wiggled his fingers in a 'give here' motion.

"Lemme' show you how a pro does it." The smoke curled around him enticingly, ensaring Rins attention like a moth to flame (or a flame to paper). His eyes never strayed as Bon raised the joint to his lips and pulled. The cherry reflected in his pupils, as if artificially illuminating the demon blood in his veins. Rin watched as smoke escaped Bons lips and curled upward into his nose.

His eyes were alight with awe, and the way he stared up at Bon through those dark lashes made him want to lean forward and kiss him. Suddenly, he had an idea.

"Do you trust me?" Without missing a beat, Rin responded-

"Of course I do." Bon nodded. He hit the joint again and sowly leaned closer, closer than Rin was used to, closer than he had ever dared to be.

"Breath in." He could hear the air rattle into Rin's lungs, and closer still- so close Bon could feel the way Rin's lower lip trembled- he exhaled slowly. The smoke was sucked in, hardly any of it escaping in whisps around them, and then it was exhaled again.

Their vision clouded. Neither one of them dared move a muscle. The tension was palpable, heavy and overindulgent and begging to be broken. Rin moved first.

His lips were soft. He tasted like sugar cookies and weed and sadness. Bon felt as if he could drown in him, happy to sink into those deep blue eyes and never come back up for air.

Rin felt as if he was flying. The high had hit im almost instantaneously, and the heat he felt boiling beneath his skin only made his head spin faster, his heart pound harder. His lips were warm. His hands were warm. His breath was warm. Ryuuji was warm.

The smoke from his lungs had gone down much smoother, and Ryuji was so close and Rin couldn't get the heavy look in the brunets eyes as he leaned closer and closer out of his brain. With a small gasp, he pulled away. They only seperated by a couple inches, but to Rin it felt like a chasm had opened between them. He wanted to be closer, trapped in Bons arms and lips and blazing warmth.

Rin realized what he had done. Bon stared at him, mouth slightly ajar and cheeks flusjed bright pink. The freckles that decorated his face (how had he never noticed that before?) were constellations across the bridge of his nose; Rin wanted to know every single one of them individually.)

"I really like you." Rins words were sudden. too loud for the little space between them. The brunet smiled a soft smile, tender in a way he had never seen, and so goddamn warm. It turned his bones to jelly, and in that moment, Rin hoped Ryuji would never look at him any other way. "I have since we were first years."

Ryuji's smile doubled in size, and the warmth radiating off of it was all-encompassing. "Do you have any idea how happy it makes me to hear you say that?" His heart was soaring. It was like sunshine exploded inside his chest, triggered by Rins toothy grin and sparkling eyes. By God did Ryuji love those sparkling eyes.

In a moment of exhileration, Bon grabbed Rin by his upper arms and dragged his close. Their lips found one another again, gentle and loving and full of every moment they had yet to have. Rins hands gently wrapped around his forearms, shaking faintly.

Joyous laughter bubbled up in Rins chest and he pulled back, unable to hold them down. "What was that called, with the smoke?"

"Shotgunning?"

"Yeah, sure. I wanna' do that again. But-" Rin bit his lip, and Bon tilted his head.

"But what?" Rins cheeks coloured, and he turned away to mumble something. "I don't understand gibberish Rin." The nephilims eyebrows scrunched, and in a small voice he repeated-

"I wanna' do what you did." Bon's eyes popped open, and a soft exhale left his lips in a form of an 'oh'.

"Y-yeah. Sure." The joint had gone out at that point, but with a flick of his fingers and a gentle inhale, Rin was leaning forward and lacing his fingers into Bons hair. He pulled him close, chests pressed together and legs tangled. His head tilted, and Bons vision filled with smoke. It was sweeter than ever, slipping past his lips like the water that flows from eden, cool and staining the edges of his vision a hazy blue.

He exhaled as Rin tucked his face into the crook of his neck, giggling nervously. Comfortable silence descended upon them. Rins weight was soothing, their breathing syncing up as their highs descended upon them.

Bons eyes grew heavy, and he let them slide shut. Words ingrained deep in his memory surfaced, and he began to chant softly.

"Sarveshaam Svaastir Bhavatu, Sarveshaam Svaastir Bhavatu, Saveshaam Poornam Bhavatu, Sarveshaam Mangalam Bhavatu, Om Shanti, Shanti Shanteeh." His voice was deep, vibrating against Rins ear peacefully.

"Whuzzat' mean?" He garbled into Ruujis skin.

"May health abound forever;

May peace abound forever;

May complete abundance abound forever;

May auspiciousness abound forever;

Om Peace, Peace, Peace. It's a mantra I learned for those who wish for a peaceful life." Even translated for Rin to understand, it was soothing to listen to. Bons voice was steady and grounding. He loved the sound of it.

His eyes were so heavy, and his head was stuffed with cotton and his soul was floating above him in little circles. It was magnificent, he never wanted to come down. Bons arms were solid, wrapped around him in a loving embrace.

Rin wondered if he would ever be this happy if he had never awoken his powers. Distantly, he imagined his dad smiling down on him, his glasses flashing the way they always did when he was feeling mischevious.

"Does this make us boyfriends?" Bons breath hitched a little, then a soft chuckle vibrated through his chest. The feeling of it rippled across Rins skin, making his scalp prickle and toes wiggle. He wanted him to do it again.

"I hope so." Bons words made butterflies erupt in his stomach, and he couldn't fight the beaming smile he let out.

"Let's finish that manga."

"Sure."

#short story #one shot #ao no excorsist #blue exorcist #rin x bon #rin okumura #ryuuji suguro #bonrin #bonfire #shotgunning #marijuana #recreational drug use #long post #i use mobile so unfortunately i cant cut the post down #sorry not sorry

[patitookumura2712]

Yo se que me desaparecí bastante tiempo pero es porque no he tenido un panel para colorear xD

Mientras les dejo este fic qué escribí de mi ship favorito Rin x Bon basándome en un película qué me encanta mucho

Espero les guste dejo aquí el link

Creo que te gustará esta historia: " La Casa del Lago (Bonrin) " de PatitoNakahara en Wattpad https://www.wattpad.com/story/312315874?utm_source=android&utm_medium=com.tumblr&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=AnaPatyVega&wp_originator=zjI8kFDXFSq77CUfN%2BMA9mWkukkWbGhGSXbVzkN22iArLhN1B79Jh6aZ81q1J95w3BdawL24doczE0ASHZQks3BzTPoVUcHOIA1Di%2FMakWQMXjgmsE%2BQTWY1TgwHYrlf

#aoex #blue exorcist #fanfic #bonrin #bon suguro #ryuji suguro #rin okumura #manga #Rin x Bon #Bon x rin

[tonguetiedraven]

#bonrin #ao no exorcist #blue exorcist #bonfire #bon x rin #ryuuji suguro #my art #bonrin art #rin okumura #ryuji suguro #bon suguro #bonxrin #i made this ages ago #and forgot to post it #silhouette #suguro ryuuji #suguro ryuji #okumura rin #just a quiet moment for the boys

[kaioken16]

💙💛Commission from @notninani 💙🧡

✨Find a demon boy and give him a smooch 💋 Honestly Rin just deserves all the LOVE and Affection 🩷✨💕🙏💙✨💕💋✨💯😘

I’m very grateful to Nina for working on this amazing piece inspired by her amazing BonRin!AU pieces and Kosuke looks really good in the Exorcist’s uniform. And I love Rin’s flustered expression 😚 Please go and check out their work to see more of their AU. ✨

#commissioned art #ao no exorcist #blue exorcist #rin okumura #oc x canon #original character #OC #ryuji suguro #bon suguro #BonRin #勝燐 #kosuke (oc) #aoex #digital art #beautiful art #beautiful illustration #I WILL NEVER NOT LOVE THE WAY YOU DRAW KOSUKE!!! #I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL WITH THIS AU #Rin doesn’t stop blushing for hours #poly ship #ot3???

[da-owo]

what if we kissed but i was in super spice demon lord game mode

#bonrin #bonxrin #blue exorcist fanart #blue exorcist #rin okumura #rin x ryuuji #ryuuji suguro #rin okumura x ryuuji suguro #rin x bon

[patolemus]

This is just a little something I thought of for my Catholic guilt au (let’s call it revelations) that I had to get out of my head.

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Rin is a monster.

The monastery is on fire, falling to pieces in front of his eyes, Shiro is dead, and Rin is a monster.

Shiro is dead. And Rin has fangs, long ears and a tail. He has a demon sword on his hands. He has the cursed blue flames from Hell that killed his father.

He looks around him at the crumbling monastery. Miasma clings to the broken walls and the splintered wood of the floor, dark and pungent and it makes Rin’s skin crawl. The floor looks rotten where the Gate of Gehenna was minutes before. Rin senses the residual power even now that it’s gone. He senses that same power within him, thrumming just beneath his skin, itching to be let out again. The Koma sword lays abandoned next to him where he dropped it after closing the gate, forgotten in the aftermath of what will forever be the worst night of Rin’s life.

Rin hears voices like he’s underwater, distant and muted and barely understandable. Part of him realizes they’re talking to him, asking him what happened and if he’s okay, but Rin doesn’t hear them. Not really.

He’s on his knees next to the altar, Shiro’s mangled body oozing blood even now that he’s dead next to him. Rin looks up at the cross on the wall, somehow still standing after all the destruction Satan and his demons left behind. It feels condemning. He looks away.

Rin’s hands shake as he gathers his father’s body in his arms and tugs it close. It’s still warm, and perhaps Rin could have deceived himself into thinking he’s still alive if it weren’t for the lack of a heartbeat. His new ears hear much of everything around him, and much of nothing inside his dad.

Shiro is dead. And Rin is a monster.

He wails.

#don’t mind me #it will get better. eventually #patolemus thinks #that never ends well #revelations au #ao no exorcist #blue exorcist #rin okumura #bonrin #it will happen eventually just trust the process #or don’t #i wouldn’t take me seriously if it were me either #rin x bon

[pasteilian]

Blue exorcist as a series has a sore spot with me because they have some grade A shipping material But all I ever see is fan content of the brothers fucking each other

Bon and rin are RIGHT there and you’re drawing the siblings fucking??? I need a moment—

Like look at these two

Can’t have SHIT in this house

this always happens especially when the siblings are twins if you got twins in a show just know incest is in your fandoms future

#pastries babbles💌 #blue exorcist #it hurts man #bon x rin was my crazy brains waves back in the day

[ahmnom]

I fucking love this man (subtle bon x Rin 😉)

#fanart #digital art #digital drawing #digital illustration #digital fanart #digital artist #rin okumura #ryuji suguro #bon x rin #Rin x bon #blue exorcist #blue exorcist fanart #ship art #anime fanart #gay mlm #mlm

[samiiexe]

sketch stuff

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[lovelyyandereaddictionpoint]

aaaaa i'm totally in love with blue exorcist, can you make yandere blue exorcist x reader again?

where readers make others jealous, but they don't realize it. and still joking and touching a little with they friends.

I want to see a little commotion 👀

thank you and also if you think it's cringe just ignore it. have a nice day! ☆(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*♡

Domino Effect | Yandere Blue Exorcist

It depends on what you as the reader are 

If you are Mephisto’s secretary/Vice Principal 

It's a rare occurrence to have them all fighting 

Considering your boss usually keeps you too overwhelmed

Purposely eating up all your time under the guise of paperwork

Leaving you just a little time to rest and guess who has a nearly empty dorm all to themselves?

You’re lovely little twins

Fights between them and Mephisto are often

Each of them fighting for your attention by their insane standards

Rin has his crybaby face

And Yukio is sly about his words

While Mephisto waves you’re favorite things and expensive luxuries in front of you

“Awww (Y/n) won’t you stay with me a little longer? It’s only been an hour and I’m desperately missed your face!” 

“No! (Y/n)-sama! I’ve learned to control my flame d’ya wanna see? Please, Please!? Can we cook together too?”

“For once I’ll agree with Rin. This is your day off wouldn’t you not like to see you’re employer’s face for a certain amount of time.”

“Hey!” 

Now if you’re a student its typical tug-of-war tactics 

“Izumo you can’t take up all their time!”

“Yeah, I have to show (Y/n) all my new moves!”

“Heh?! No way! I promised to show them all of my new moves.”

“G-guys–”

“D-don’t forget me!” 

There is quite literally no rest for you in either position

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[justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms]

Please may I have a Blue exorcist scenario of when you (FEMALE reader *she is a highly skilled Paladin and Rin's childhood friend and everything and she is his girlfriend and the same age as Rin*) basically defended Rin when you made an excuse to talk to Bon alone in his home. You understood his pain considering how you lost your older sister in the blue night when you were a baby at the time but it caused a lot of pain for your family which was understandable considering that they lost a daughter. Your tone generally was serious when you remarked; "Only jerks judge books by their covers man.." Bon didn't appreciate that you called him a jerk when you said that..but you only proved your point when he basically grabbed you by the collar when he asked in a dangerous voice of what exactly you were implying. You told him that you thought that he was a good friend but obviously regarding how Rin had been treated recently..you thought wrong. You basically forced him to apologise to Rin the next day

Kinda angsty but not exactly..it's just the reader teaching someone a good lesson about not judging a book by its cover.

Hi! Thank you for your request! Sorry it took so long. I hope you like the scenario!

Fandom: Blue Exorcist

Character: Bon Suguro x gn! Reader (platonic, Reader is in a relationship with Rin)

Work Count: 1.1k (1,118 words)

“Well it’s not my fault I have to share a classroom with this lazy slob.”

“Oh yeah, well it’s not my fault I have to share a classroom with this perfect grade A student who always does well in exams.”

“Uh, Rin, that’s not really an insult…”

“And as if it’s not bad enough that I have to look at your ugly face all the time, you’re the son of Satan. Literally the spawn of the one creature I hate most in this world.”

The classroom fell silent. The longer it went on, the less anyone seemed to know how to break it. Finally your teacher, Rin’s older brother, Yukio, cleared his throat.

Your relationship with Yukio was strange. On one hand, he was your boyfriend’s brother, who loved him dearly but was delighted you were there to help keep him in line. On the other, he was your teacher who you had a healthy amount of both fear and respect for.

You were grateful for his intervention now as both of these roles.

“Well, if you don’t mind, we’ll get back to the class shall we?”

Rin and Bon were still glaring at each other but at Yukio’s words Bon exhaled loudly through his nose and looked away, sitting back down.

Rin scoffed. “Yeah, that’s what I thought.”

Although the words were muttered under his breath, you saw Bons eyes light up in anger again and he raised his hands as if to slam them down on the table.

“Mr Suguro, Mr Okumura, that is enough.” There was a sharp edge to Yukio’s voice now, “You will remain in your seats and, unless you’re answering a question, I don’t want to hear another word out of either of you. Am I understood?”

Silence.

“Am. I. Understood.” It wasn’t a question anymore.

“Yes sir.”

“Yeah.”

Yukio let out a deep breath. “Alright then, back to the topic at hand.”

~ After class had finished, everyone began filing out of the classroom. Yukio called out to Rin as he tried to sneak out and, as they turned into the hallways together, you could hear Yukio berating his brother for making such a ruckus in class.

You stood up from your desk, turning to where Bon was still packing away his supplies. Usually, he was much faster with this, but today you suspected he was trying to put some distance between himself and Rin.

You walked over to him. Shima and Konekomaru were standing next to him, discussing lunch.

“Hey, Bon?”

He looked up from his bag. “Yeah? What’s up?”

“I was wondering if you could help me out with some of the homework. There’s a bit I’m not sure I understand.”

The corner of Bon’s mouth twitched. “Not going to ask your boyfriend for help?” You could hear the jeering tone in his voice but knew it wasn’t directed at you.

“Rin’s great and all but when it comes to study, I’d rather get advice from someone who actually knows what they’re doing.”

Bon smiled. “Yeah, I guess I can’t blame you there. Sure, I’ll help.” He turned to his friends, “You guys go on ahead. I’ll catch up.”

Shima and Konekomaru waved their goodbyes as they left the room. You waited until you couldn’t hear their footsteps anymore before turning back to Bon.

“So, what homework did you need help with?”

You shook your head. “No homework sorry. That was a lie. I just needed an excuse to talk to you alone.”

A frown creased his brow. “About what?”

You took a breath. You’d been waiting for this opportunity for a while and now that it was here, you had to make sure you got what you wanted to say right. “It’s about Rin. And the way you treat him.”

Bon rolled his eyes and stood as if to leave. You stepped in front of him to block his way. Frustration glimmered in his eyes as his frown deepened.

“I know I’m his partner and you might think this is just me looking out for my boyfriend but even if we weren’t a couple, I’d still feel the same way. It’s not cool the way you treat him. Only jerks judge books by their covers man.”

Bon lunged forward, grabbing you by the collar of your uniform and pulling you close. “What exactly are you implying? You don’t know me! You don’t know what I’ve been through because of his father. I lost everything! You could never know what that’s like. And don’t call me a jerk.”

“Oh, don’t I?” Now you could feel the anger rising in your own chest, “So you’re saying I didn’t lose my older sister in the Blue Night? I didn’t have to grow up, knowing my entire life that there was someone so close to me that I would never get the chance to meet?”

You saw realisation hit Bon but you weren’t finished. “I do know Bon. I know better than anyone. And you know what? I still care about him. Because he’s not his father. Oh, and by the way?” You lifted a hand to tap at his, where they were still bunched up in the fabric of your collar, “You are a jerk. If you aren’t, why did you grab me like that just now?”

Bon released your uniform abruptly, as if he’d just realised he was still holding it. “Sorry.”

You smoothed down the fabric. “Yeah, you should be. I’m going to have to iron this now.”

“No, I mean I’m sorry about your sister. And grabbing you. I shouldn’t have said those things. You’re right, I was being a jerk.”

“You shouldn’t be apologising to me. You should be apologising to Rin. He hates Satan as much as you do. He’s not his father.” You sighed. “I thought you were a good friend to him, but I guess I was wrong. If you were really his friend, you’d know that.”

Bon let out a long, deep breath. “Yeah, I guess you’re right. He just has a way of rubbing me the wrong way, you know?”

You laughed. “Oh boy, do I. He’s been an irritation since the day I met him. But he’s a good person. And that’s all that matters.”

Bon nodded, clearly deep in thought.

You picked up your bag and swung it over your shoulder. “Come on. We should get to lunch before it’s finished.”

Bon shouldered his own bag and walked to the door with you. The tension in the room had dissipated, leaving only an understanding between you and Bon.

Before you left, you lightly punched his shoulder. “By the way, you’re apologising to Rin tomorrow okay?”

Bon smiled, chuckling. “Yeah, yeah, okay.”

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