#sawry i saw this and mind just thought of him :(

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perfect man | huening kai

pairing idol!hueningkai x non-idol!gn!reader

wc 4.0k

genre friends to lovers, FLUFF

summary kai has a huge crush on you and he’s determined to win you over by any means necessary, but he’s worried maybe he went too far.

warnings i made kai cry a little sawry 😔, reader is implied 99-01 liner, you’re also shorter/smaller than kai.. so, reader also uses nail polish so if you don’t normally use/play with nail polish.. now you do friend <3

notes it’s my sweet boy’s birthdayyyy !! this was kinda self indulgent of me considering i’m a ‘00 liner ningdungie saurrrr.. sue me !! soobin and i have a lot in common in that sense don’t u think

“i’m not really interested in dating younger guys.”

those words spoken by you kept repeating in kai’s head, tormenting him.

kai has had a crush on you ever since you first started working at hybe in the café. the way you so warmly smiled at him and greeted him good morning, taking his juice order and serving him his morning pastry. he swore he'd never seen a more beautiful person, almost angelic with the way the morning sunshine hit you just right to give you that heavenly glow. his heart nearly leaped out of his chest every morning, seeing you behind the counter wearing your lovely smile with enthusiasm.

every time you made deliveries to the dance studio for them, kai was always one of the first to greet you at the door and help you set up their snacks and refreshments. he loved the few extra minutes it gave him to talk to you and get to know you. it got to the point where he would make mundane orders for juice boxes or napkins just so he could see you during lessons. you thought it was odd, but everyone else could tell kai was a lovesick puppy.

after a while, you became close with him and the rest of the boys. they decided to keep you around more often since it made kai so happy to spend time with you. they loved the way you made kai’s face light up just by walking into the room. and you loved hanging out with them. it was nice being able to have friends your own age in the company you could spend your break hours with. it got to the point where you would occasionally join them to hang out outside of company hours. you would have dinner, play games, watch movies, or go shopping.

the boys enjoyed your company, and always made sure kai had his chance to spend some extra time with you. you just never noticed the advances. you never saw kai’s closeness and playfulness as flirting because you didn’t see kai in a romantic light. he was younger than you and you didn’t have any interest in dating anyone younger. so when the devastating revelation was made during a dinner with the boys, kai’s heart shattered into dust. beomgyu felt bad, all he wanted to do was drop subtle hints that your “ideal type” was sitting right next to you. he didn’t expect you to list age as a preference.

kai was silent after dinner. he lay on his bedroom floor, staring up at the ceiling, thinking. does he just try to move on? would it hurt to try and change your mind? does he even have a chance to make you see him as boyfriend material? would you only ever see him as your cute best friend? he was heartbroken. but, that didn’t mean he lost all hope.

“so, what are you going to do now?” beomgyu asks, leaning against kai’s door frame.

kai sits up, letting out a deep sigh before looking up to the man who unintentionally caused his heartache.

“i’ve never felt so strongly about anyone in my life,” kai confesses. “but, what if i really have no chance?”

he paused, pondering whether his efforts to win you over would be pointless. as he was deep in his thoughts, his phone went off. a single text notification. kai picked it up from his bed, seeing your name flash on his lockscreen:

ynie 💕: there’s a new bakery by the company! we have to go together, hyukai!

with a smile on his face, kai looked up at beomgyu, who was patiently waiting to hear his verdict.

“hyung, i don’t want to give up.”

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it started with changing the way he acted around you. he tried acting more forward and flirty. he thought maybe then you would start to see him as a man rather than a friend. and to start, he flaunted his biggest asset: his height. you were small in comparison to his physique, so it wasn’t too hard to find ways to fluster you. if you needed something from a higher shelf, he would come up behind you, placing a hand ever so gently on your back, and leaned over to grab whatever it was for you. you were caught off guard every time. the feeling of his hand on your back, the smell of his cologne intoxicating your senses. has your heart always skipped this fast?

you usually greeted each other with a hug, and kai began using this to his advantage. once he sees you running towards them waving your arm, he bends his legs ready to pick you up off the ground and spin you around. his arms wrapped around your waist, squeezing tightly, holding your body close to his. you’d both erupt into laughter every time, loving this new greeting. kai loved the feeling of holding you, taking in your scent as your arms instinctively wrapped around his shoulders, burying his face in your neck. it felt like you were all his.

when it was movie night at their dorm, kai would make sure to sit next to you and bring a blanket for the two of you to share. he’d put his arm around you, his hand resting on the top of your head gently caressing your hair as you slowly began melting into his touch. his chest was broad, making him a perfect pillow. he was warm and smelled so nice, making him so inviting. his steady breath soothed you to sleep every time. has he always been this comforting?

you visited the boys during one of their fittings, bringing them snacks to replenish their energy. soobin, yeonjun, taehyun, and beomgyu welcomed you with warm smiles and head pats, thanking you for the snacks and refreshments. you looked around for kai, wondering where your favorite boy was. and as if on cue, the curtains to one of the changing rooms swiped open revealing kai in one of his prospective tour outfits. he walked out, tugging the sleeves and smoothing down his chest. he almost didn’t notice you, as you were too busy gawking at the sight of the fabric hugging his body. you were so used to seeing him in his hoodies and sweatpants. this new look wasn’t bad at all, but it was definitely not helping your flushed face calm down.

“yn!” he exclaimed, walking over to you to give you a quick hug before making his way to his stylist, leaving you dazed.

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your mind felt frazzled as you paced around your apartment, trying to make sense of these feelings you’ve been experiencing. kai has been acting differently lately, and you didn’t pay much attention to it at first. but, it started becoming strange when your usually shy, cute hyukai was suddenly acting more bold and charming towards you. almost.. flirtatious. whenever he puts his arms around you, or whenever his voice gets deeper speaking to you. the loving way he calls you by your nickname and holds you close to his chest when he hugs you. just thinking about it over again made your face flush and your chest feel heavy. what is going on? did you… like huening kai?

no. that can’t be it. he was your best friend in the company. your favorite boy. the boy who always came to see you in the morning with the sweetest smile. the boy who would always send you links to videos he knew you’d find funny. the boy who always held your hand and swung your arms when you walked together through the long hallways. the boy who made you smile when you were sad. the boy who made you feel cared for and wanted.. the boy who made your heart race with a single glance in your direction. the boy who made your heart flutter when he playfully blew you a kiss. the boy who had you daydreaming about when you’ll see him again…

oh.

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a week had passed since you last hung out with the boys since their schedule began picking up. this was going to be the last time you could spend time with them before their tour started, so you made sure you could fit as much time together as possible today. you arrived at their dorm, excited to see your favorite boys again.

soobin opened the door for you, smiling as he greeted you and let you in. you removed your shoes and walked further into their dorm, greeting everyone as you saw them. every step you took made your head feel lighter and lighter. every step you took to see him. kai was in the kitchen, getting snacks prepared for everyone while they waited for their takeout dinner to arrive. you felt a skip in your step, almost as if you were hesitant to approach him, but you quickly caught yourself on the counter. kai turned quickly upon hearing your hitched squeal after almost tripping. his face concerned as he dropped what he was doing to approach you. he placed his hands on your shoulders, trying to get a good look at you to make sure you weren’t hurt.

“i’m okay, kai! i caught myself,” you said sheepishly, trying your best to avoid eye contact because you knew you were one glance away from turning into a tomato.

kai sighed, smiling as he ruffled your hair. “it’s good to see you again, yn-ie. i’ve missed you.”

there it was again. his deep voice. the way it sent shivers down your spine, making your heart pound in your ears. oh he’s so charming.

both of you joined the others in the living room, laying out the snacks on the coffee table. you arranged the plates neatly, making sure everyone had access to everything. once you were satisfied, you smiled to yourself and grabbed a few cookies for yourself before finding a place to sit. kai eagerly patted the empty seat on the couch next to him, lifting his blanket so you could settle yourself with him like always.

you shyly sat down, nervously tugging at your sleeves before draping the blanket over your legs. kai’s arm found its way around you again and he let out a relaxed breath, content with the proximity between you two. whereas you were feeling like you were about to suffocate from trying to hold your breath.

“hey, are you okay?” kai asks gently, rubbing your shoulder and pulling you closer. you were so stiff and rigid, it made his own breath hitch. he slowly let you go and began to worry. maybe he was overstepping your boundaries and you were too nice to tell him directly. fuck. he mentally cursed himself, trying to give you more space. you felt him let go and slowly move away. you quickly shook your head, words stuck in your throat, trying to reassure him you were alright.

it was no use. kai kept his distance, slowly inching further away from you as the movie went on. when your takeout arrived, he moved to the floor with yeonjun and beomgyu and stayed there for the remainder of the film. you were finally relaxed, but part of you was a little disappointed. you missed having his warmth next to you…

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you began helping clean up after the final installment of the movie series was over. kai avoided you, trying his best to give you back your space. he walked briskly past you with dishes and trash to the kitchen. he was acting like you weren’t there anymore. you stood idly in the middle of the living room, confused and hurt. you were quickly brought out of your thoughts, however, when you felt a hand on your shoulder. you perked up, a smile on your face as you looked up to see… yeonjun. your smile faded, much to yeonjun’s offense. but he laughed it off.

“were you expecting someone else?” he laughed. “i just wanted to ask if you were okay? you look bummed.”

“sorry, jjunie,” you sighed. “but i’ll be fine. it’s nothing.”

your eyes diverted, locking their sights on kai who was wiping down the table. yeonjun followed your gaze, smiling to himself. he nudged you forward, “go talk to him.”

you spared a glance at yeonjun. he cocked his head, urging you to make a move. you took a deep breath and sighed. you had to talk to kai. you thought for a moment before approaching him. a lightbulb flashed over your head as you looked over at your bag by the foyer. you remembered you still had some new nail polishes you bought the other day in your bag. whenever you bought new polishes or stickers you always had kai test them out with you, since he always did the same with his sisters growing up.

you ran to grab your bag before making your way up to your best friend. the nerves were gone and a bright smile back across your lips as you excitedly tapped the taller boy’s shoulder. he looked back at you surprised, but immediately overcome with joy when he saw that beautiful smile beaming up at him. his favorite smile.

“i have new polishes to test! do you want to try them out with me?” you asked hopefully, waving your bag up to your chest. his worries immediately melted away. he nodded, holding his hand out for you to take to guide you back to his room.

you ran up to his desk, taking out all the polishes and stickers you had bought and laying them across the surface. kai brought a chair from the dining table for you to sit on while you played around with your new goodies. he set it down behind you, taking a seat on his own desk chair and examining the bottles and sheets in front of him. you had bought new shades of pink and yellow as well as flower and heart stickers. he smiled to himself, thinking about how cute you were when it came to nail art. you always get so excited to try new designs and color palettes.

“hands are washed?” you asked before taking your seat. he nodded, showing you his clean, pretty hands.

you sat down, adjusting your seat as necessary to get a good angle on kai’s hands. they were so pretty. his fingers were long and slender. his nail beds were perfect, not a chip or dent in sight. he had the most beautiful hands. the most perfect hands for you to hold. you took his right hand and began carefully applying a single coat of the pink polish on each finger. your breath was steady as you focused on staying within his nails. you almost didn’t notice him cautiously scooting closer.

“i, uhm,” kai began, clearing his throat. “i got you tickets for our shows here in seoul. if you wanna come, that is. you don’t have to though. no pressure or anything.”

you giggled, focus still on completing the second coat. “of course i’d love to come! are you kidding?”

kai bit his lip trying to stop himself from grinning too hard. he had always wanted you to come to one of their shows. his goal was always to have you there as his lover someday, but he was okay with having you there as his best friend first. maybe he could use this as an opportunity to charm you even further with how cool he can be on stage.

you held his hand, careful not to touch the fresh art, blowing gently at the wet polish trying to dry them faster before moving on to the next hand. kai stared at your soft features, obsessed with the way your eyelashes fluttered with every blink and how your nose scrunched lightly when you felt yourself getting lightheaded. you were so pretty. if he was being honest, he only let you test your nail products on him because it allowed him to stare at you all he wanted. you were too focused on doing his nails to notice the way his eyes practically twinkled with hearts as he admired you. sure, he loved having your experimental designs on him to show off. but, he loved being able to dote on you up close even more.

“done!” you said happily, letting him take a look at his pink nails with hearts.

he giggled. “how cute! makes me feel pretty,” he posed with his hand by his face, blowing you one of his infamous kisses. you could feel the tips of your ears getting hot and you just prayed your hair hid them well.

you reached for his other hand, trying to move on and distract your racing mind. kai closed his eyes, regret sprawling over his face. he did it again.

“i’m sorry, yn,” he said softly, looking down at his desk. you stopped painting, immediately looking up with widened eyes. why was he apologizing so suddenly?

“why are you sorry?” you asked, concern laced in your voice. you put down the polish, pushing everything aside to focus on your sulking best friend. “you didn’t do anything wrong?”

“yes i did,” he began. his eyes refused to meet yours. “i keep making you uncomfortable.”

“what? no, no! you’re not making me uncomfortable! what makes you think that?” you took his hands in yours trying to reassure him. you were far from feeling uncomfortable with kai. he made you shy, but never uncomfortable.

“i’m sorry,” he repeated, shutting his eyes tightly. “i keep trying to flirt with you and all i’m doing is making you uncomfortable to be around me. you get so tense and you barely look at me anymore. i’m so sorry, yn! it’s okay if you don’t like me, i should’ve just asked before going ahead and pushing your boundaries.”

his voice cracked, tears threatening to fall through his tightly shut eyes. he felt awful. his grand plan was backfiring and in the worst way possible. he was okay with you not liking him back now, he just didn’t want you to hate him and think he’s a creep. losing you all together would be so much worse than you not reciprocating his feelings.

you were stunned. you didn’t know what to say. his words just barely process through your mind. did you hear him correctly?

“kai, what are you talking about?” you managed to spit out. you felt breathless. your heart was pounding so fast it felt like it stopped, and all that was left was a humming sound in your ears.

kai opened his eyes, slowly turning his head to look at you. his eyes were glassy, tears pooling at the brim. you’ve never seen him cry and the sight made you feel like your whole world was collapsing. kai took a deep breath, blinking once to collect himself. the pooled tears began to fall across his pink cheeks. you reached out slowly, cupping his face in your palms and wiping his tears away with a stroke of your thumbs.

it was in that moment you realized how he felt. the way his eyes were so sad, yet full of absolute adoration as he looked at you. his lips turned down into a pout, trying their best to keep him from crying out loud. he sniffled as he searched your eyes for any hint of how you felt. but all he saw was confusion and concern. he had to lay it all out now.

his lips parted, but he stayed silent for a moment. kai took your hands from his face and held them between his own, eyes never looking away from yours.

“yn, i like you,” he began. his voice was unsteady. “i’ve like you for a while. and when you said you didn’t like younger guys, i had the stupid idea to try and change your mind. i’ve been trying to be more manly and flirt more directly, hoping i could win your heart. i wanted to prove i could be a man for you too. but instead i’ve been making you tense and uncomfortable and i’m so sorry. it’s okay if you don’t like me back. i’ll stop my advances and everything, just please don’t leave me. i didn’t mean to act like a creep.”

he was so sincere. it made your heart hurt just knowing he was so afraid of you not wanting to be around him anymore. you didn’t mean to come across as uncomfortable. but, you just got so flustered and shy all you could do was retreat from his attention. and in reality it was quite the opposite. you loved his attention. it made your heart flutter and filled your tummy with butterflies. you liked him. you really liked him.

“oh, my baby,” you cooed, lunging yourself forward from your seat and wrapping your arms around kai’s shoulders. he was stunned. he hesitantly wrapped his arms around your waist, his grip tightening as he relaxed in your embrace. he closed his eyes and burried his face in your neck, more tears threatening to escape.

“you never made me uncomfortable,” you said softly by his ear. “and i’m sorry i made you think that.”

you pulled away, smiling sweetly as you took his face back in your hands and wiped his tears away. he sniffled, trying to keep his composure, waiting for what you had to say about his confession. his eyes widened as your face inched closer to his, pulling him close and finally closing the gap between you. your lips felt so soft and plush, just as he always dreamed they would. his eyes fluttered closed as he melted into your touch, hands resting at the curve of your waist. this was it. this was the moment he had been dreaming of for months. he could taste the hint of strawberry from your lip balm as you moved your lips against his, fogging his mind. it was so sweet. so intoxicating. you pulled away gently. cheeks blushed as you watched him slowly come out of his dazed expression.

“i really like you, too,” you finally confessed. “there’s no other man for me, but you.”

kai’s face lit up, joy overcoming him as he wrapped his arms around you and stood up to spin you around. he squeezed you tightly, not wanting to let you go. you weren’t so eager to let him go either. you wrapped your arms around his shoulders and tangled your hands in his fluffy, black hair. you pushed yourself up just enough to look at him, smiling before leaving a quick peck on the bump of his nose. kai let you down, grabbing a hold of your hands in his and held them against his chest so you could feel his heart.

“what changed your mind? not that i’m complaining or anything,” he laughed, his eyes staring down at you with the most intense admiration. his pupils dilated and glossed over. he has never felt happier.

“nothing,” you giggled. “i think i’ve always liked you. but since you started being more bold with your advances, i’ve been getting so nervous around you. i felt like i was going to explode every time you were around. but, i loved every minute i spent surrounded by your warmth. i was just shy, kai. not uncomfortable. you stole my heart.”

a smug smile made its way to kai’s face.

“you’re all mine,” he said lovingly, bringing your hands up to his lips and pressing a gentle kiss on your knuckles. “finally.”

you wrapped your arms around his waist, pressing your ear against his chest hearing how fast his heart was racing. hearing him call you ‘his’ filled your stomach with those same butterflies. both of you stood there for a moment, just taking in each other’s presence and embrace. neither of you wanting to let go.

“you know,” you said, propping your chin on his chest to look up at him. “i still like you when you’re your usual sweet, cute self right?”

he let out a soft giggle. “yeah, but i like how shy you get when i use my manly charms,” kai said proudly, earning a giggle from you. “and i’ll be sure to use them when i take you out on a proper first date when i come back.”

you knew you fell for the right guy. you’re just shocked it took you this long to realize it, but you’re willing to wait however long you need just to be with him. afterall, kai was the perfect man for you.

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ADOR U! … nishimura riki

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ㅤ"i got nothing to lose,"

SYNOPSIS. a silly dare led niki to attempt to be your silly boy

GENRE. fluff, crack, some angst (a pinch in this part sawry)

PAIRING. danceteamleader!niki x teammember!fem!reader ft. enhypen, newjeans

WARNINGS. unhinged and maybe its cringe since i explained the moves to the placement of their feet, im sorry-😭, jungwon says niki got no rizz(i dont think that's gonna happen anymore but we'll see), lowercase intended, swearing (?)

WORD COUNT. 1.6k

NOTE. MAYBE MAYBE THERE'S ANOTHER PART OKAY BECAUSE I WANT THE FLUFF TO FLUFF YKWIM😇 so yeah I have an idea for omg we love newjeans discog🤭🤞

TAG(S). @sd211 @heesitation

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Time passed and you'd left niki hanging for a great deal of time. His lingering stares while you walked past and the times you felt him burning holes into the back of your head didn't go unnoticed. If anything, it only fueled your hurt. 

Whereas niki thought over and over to his previous moments with you, attempting to spot any fault of his to no avail. Given, he was no mind reader and barely knew you'd been there to here what prompted him to approach you in the first place.

It was the sense of betrayal and how naive you were, to even believe the boy. Presently, you resented him. But you still couldn't find the will to extinguish your undeniable feelings for him. The less you saw him, the more the fire went out. 

It was an asshole move to just ignore the boy like that but then again he is the one that went on with the preplanned bet. And you held against him. 

Every instance he took initiative to actively talk to you, you'd shrug him off and give him the cold shoulder. No remorse because you felt pity for yourself. He got the obvious hint and hadn't tried in a while. And that was what let you down a bit. 

It's not like you were expecting him to pester you till you forgave him. The resistance in his attitude towards you made you feel guilt, though he was the cause for this mess. He could apologize and it'd vary if you'd accept. You let the fact marinate for a bit. 

Yet his words of confession stuck with you. "i like you," you did but couldn't find yourself to forgive him without any words of concern, which niki seemed more than eager to do. Ultimately, you were the one stopping him for explaining. 

You would hear him out, not for the sake of it but because you wanted to prove his words to be true. So what was really stopping you from doing so? Now that thought pierced through your line of thoughts and you remained stumped. 

You huff and head to an empty space to blow off steam and whip out your wireless headphones, playing music of your choice. Freestyle wasn't something you were confident in, let alone dancing in front of a crowd. 

That was before niki came along and helped you progress and overcome your fears. You begin pouring out your amass of queries into expression and skip around the room, relieving your pent up frustration.

Unaware that niki stood right outside the door listening to the sound of your moves and the squeak of your sneakers. You spin and dramatically hit the floor, twisting your ankle, your sudden imbalance tripping after an aggressive sequence of moves. 

The thump startles the boy and he jumps to grip on the handle, hesitating before clicking the entrance open. Your pained snarl to the impact leaves you curled up on the floor with your hair splayed out on the floor. You did not want to call for help, not after the recent turn of events. 

But help just happened to be a door away. Niki waltzed in and bent to his knees, your expression pained and pale from the nasty fall, "are you okay?" 

Your ignorance wasn't the question here, but his kindness. He was looking out for you even though you'd been a total asshole to him and that's what's got you pooling tears in your eyes. Mixed with the pain shooting for your ankle and the swell from the depth of your heart. It yearned for the sweet boy yet you weren't all that sure if he was sweet.  

He appeared from amidst the door and kneeled, inspecting your ankle and how great the damage was due to the nasty fall. It'd hardly been a few minutes and the swelling had begun. Earning no answer from you, he voices his concern once again, "are you okay?"

Three words was all it took for the tears pooled in your eye to water. You restrained any from falling further, panning away from him though your tears threatened to cower over the ledge. Despite your harsh and self centered attitude, the ignorance you showcased had not sprung any sort of resentment or negative emotions in him.

Here you were, judging the boy way too hard all over eavesdropping into his conversation with his friends. Even if it was a dare, had you cared to stop and think whether niki would actually lie about harbored feelings for you. Now, lying seemed highly improbable and cruel but he didn't seem like that kind of person.

But he seemed like someone who'd carry out a dare for his pride? Your reasoning was far too biased and jumped to a conclusion before you could hear him out and listen to him with no clear judgment. The entire time, he was asking you to lend your ears to listen and you were busy rejecting his every attempt because of your pitiful assumption.

You were the asshole right now, not him.

If niki was the douche bag in this situation, why would he be kneeling beside your wounded self and searching for a first aid kit for a scrape band? Either way, your ignorance and assumption is what caused this all to go south.

Your own trains of thoughts and self realization pushed a river of tears over the ledge and you sobbed silently, due to both the throbbing pain erupting violently in your heart and the pain shooting up from your ankle. A crack of a sob made niki whip his head towards with his eyes wide as he gripped onto the kit and practically ran across the room and slid onto his knees by your side.

He grabbed the band and freed it from the packaging, being careful with your twisted ankle and slid your shoe off with ease. Your hands helped your sock off and he scooted closer and bent down, still a good distance away from your foot, and wrapped the band carefully.

His concern, care and confession all were tell-tale signs but nonetheless your doubt caught you in your own mess and fueled more tears to dribble down your cheeks and fall to the wooden floor boards while Niki finished wrapping the band on your bruised ankle. He retracted his hands and managed to glance up at your tear stricken face. No words said, he pulled into a hug instinctively.

"i'm sorry,"

Why on earth would he be sorry? It was you who needed to apologize, and he owed an explanation at most, where you wouldn't jump the gun. Before you could utter a word, he continues, "i'm sorry if I hurt you in anyway, it was never my intention too,"

The way he gently ran his hand through your hair, calming you down as you felt more tears spill from your orbs and onto his sweatshirt. "why'd you ask me out?" you queried, trying to sound somewhat collected from the wreck you'd become. 

"at first, it was because jungwon and sunoo dared me to approach the next person through the door and ask them out. I know this sounds like a petty reason and it was, but that was before I began enjoying my time with you, so much so that I manifested feelings for you. That being said, don't feel pressured to give me an answer right away,"

You sigh, feeling the anxiety bubble in your stomach as you pull away to look at his softly drawn features, now pulled together in a frown with his eyebrows knitted at each other. You had nothing to lose, "i do like you," you paused, the red shade dominating your skin, "i overheard your conversation with jungwon and sunoo in the dressing room the other day and assumed the worst… i'm sorry for acting like an asshole and giving you the cold shoulder."

You complete, playing with fingers as his arm remains snug around your waist from his warm hearted hug. The dip the height of his head brought your eyes to his and he gazed into them daringly. Maintaining that eye contact proved to be extremely difficult as he leaned forward, way too close for your mentality to process. 

Niki searched your orbs for any signs of discomfort and upon perceiving the flustered look, he tilted and sealed the deal, capturing your lips in a soft, small kiss. It was all over the place as you both tried to coordinate with the new experience, having no prior brief on how to go about this. 

You both pulled away and he laughed at the mutual silliness you two displayed, finding it cute. A hand cupped your cheek and his gaze was enough for you to melt away by his touch. "could we do that again?" you prob, the shyness hanging in the atmosphere. 

He slanted against you with a wide smile and pressed his lips to yours, the grin never wearing. The little giggles between the connection sent butterflies loose and wild in your stomach. It seemed better the second time around, figuring it out more so with chuckles emitting from both. 

The laughs drew to silence as he pulled away and softly stared into your eyes no longer longing and set his forehead to yours, his hand finding its way to your hand and clutching it in his grip and brought it up to his lips to press a chaste kiss to the back of your hand.

"i'm glad I didn't chicken out that day in the cafeteria,"

"me too,"

yes we have one more part remaininggg

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DAN HIROKI WITH SEX TOYS.

LINA !!!!!! *shakes you violently and then kisses you excessively* baby....sweetums....i am so so SOOO INFINITELY SAWRY that i have not gotten to this ask any sooner than now, it's been over two weeks and i just feel plain awful about it :(( the last few weeks have been busier in school finals are approaching but im here now !! i hate giving half-assed replies so yeah :') can't wait to see u add this to ur dan hiroki master list <3 let's get into this tho :) DAN HIROKI SUPREMACY !!! @touyyes we back on our shit again heheheheee

okay so! dan hiroki with sex toys is one of those things you wouldn't expect to see in your relationship. i mean, he is just so so good at pleasing you already, the rotation between his mouth, fingers and cock made you feel like you were ascending. so of course you would have never expected him to invest in a little 'assistance'.

dan was very secure in himself, and even more so now that he shared his apartment, as well as his heart and soul with you, so his pride was never wounded, or his ego prodded at when the thoughts of getting a few toys for you to play with crossed his mind every now and again. dan loved you, so much, but he loved the way your eyes rolled to the back of your skull and the way you'd drool as you called out his name like a prayer even more. a pretty little angel like you should be able to get a taste of heaven too right? not just common mortals like him. that's what hiroki believed, and that's certainly how he felt when you squeezed and clamped around his cock when you came, or taste the sweet nectar that dripped from your budding flower whenever he sucked on your clit like a pacifier.

and after serving a despicable man a cold plate of chilling justice, his clothes tattered in blood stains, he had done some research online and this only confirmed and unearthed one his deepest desires regarding you: he wanted to see his pretty angel completely come undone without him even touching you.

and the perfect opportunity arose when he-- as trivial as it may sound-- caught you talking negatively about yourself. dan is one of those men that get truly offended when their partner says something about themselves, like their physical features, their personality, the way they think or feel, literally anything. he hardly expresses that much emotion but little did you know, you had spelled your own doom for your poor little cunt.

this leads to the present, where he softly commanded you to spread your legs as wide as you could and keep them open, lest you wanted to be punished further (his words shouldn't have made your pussy pulsate but it did). you're not even sure how much time has passed but you knew it had to be at least 20 minutes that you've held the blue vibrator against your pussy, not daring to move your arm even an inch, because your beloved hiroki was watching you-- intensely at that, his cock straining against his pants, practically trying to push its way free. but his face remained steely with a mask like calmness, a subtle smile permanently etched on his perfect lips. the way his gaze never left yours sent a chill down your spine.

he had gotten one of those bluetooth vibrators that you could control remotely and man, did he have a ball with that, at the expense of dangling the sweet feeling of orgasming in front of your nose, just to yank it away again at the last minute. he'd also had you repeat the same sentence over and over: i'm the prettiest girl in the world, because yes, all of this stemmed from you talking negatively about yourself, and it genuinely confused him because he never saw you in a negative light; not now and probably not ever. and whenever your words faltered or became a little too jumbled (or he just wanted to tease you, he's a kinky bastard man for that) he'd turn up the intensity to its max, making you arch your back and scream out the words loud and clear, just how he liked, or turn it down to its lowest when you were so focused on cumming you didn't bother putting forth any effort. it went on like this for what felt like ages, and he only stopped because the aching in his pants was becoming a little irritating and made his eye twitch.

you were just on the verge of cumming again, before he completely turned off the toy, gingerly taking it from your hands and tossed it somewhere on the bed. slipping off his pants and boxers in one swift motion, he wordlessly climbed on top of you and pushed your trembling legs all the way back to your chest, so your twitchy, puffy, glistening clit was on full display (as if it wasn't before). putting all of his weight on top of you to kiss your tears away, you hissed and felt your body shake when his shaft rubbed against your cunt. you were so sensitive, hiroki could have came right there just from seeing you underneath him like this. "my sweet girl, you performed wonderfully for me, did so good."

his praise dragged a pathetic whine, needy mewl from the back of your throat. "i'm your good girl hiro!! p-promise i am!!! i am!!" the dark haired man stared at you in awe. his 'persuasion' had worked. after he was done with you, he was definitely going to order a bulk of more playthings to try out on you.

"i know you are angel, i know you are. and now i'll give you your reward now."

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What if you were an asexual succubus, wouldn't that be fucked up or what Chapter 14

Masterpost of chapters

By the feet of the person who was still a stranger to Janus he saw his date silently sob and he didn’t know how to react to seeing him properly cry for the first time. He ended up standing frozen and watching as the stranger knelt down to pull Remus into a hug.

They let him wipe snot into the shoulder of their shirt and moved the tip of their tail from his back up to his curly hair and down again to soothe him.

"Is everything okay?" Janus asked but the stranger didn't react in the slightest, not a single muscle in their face even twitched in some form of recognition of him having spoken.

It was only when Remus had stopped shaking as badly that the stranger looked up and Janus realized that they were weirdly enough wearing sunglasses even though it was well into the night. The stranger kept their tail around Remus' back as they held out their hand and Janus shook it.

"We haven't seen each other in likeee forever so like sawry for reaction" The stranger blurted out as an explanation.

They spoke with the exact same accent as Remus' only slightly less thick though Janus couldn't help but notice the strange way they pronounced the words. It was if every letter was off by the smallest of marginals.

"I don't mind" He replied.

The stranger pulled off their sunglasses and squinted up at him before continuing "I'm Remy! Me and Remus are like such besties!" They pinched their friend's cheek "That's why I've missed him sssssooOo much! Now who're you?"

"I...." A thousand thoughts raced in Janus' mind about how to word what he was to Remus. It wasn't as if they had officially said they were dating but it didn't feel as if they could be described as only friends anymore "I am...Janus. I'm good friends with him as well. He's told me about you"

Remy's smile staled into obvious fakeness and they quickly pulled in Remus' arm to make him stand up on shaky legs as they mumbled in their native language "Girlie I love you and I get this is a lot happening at once but you gotta like interpret for me" They looked back to Janus "Sawwrry girl. It's dark as shit and I can't see your lips like at all!...I'm deaf! I tots forgot to say that! I can not hear you but I am like sooo sure your voice is great"

Remus quickly wiped his tears and signed what Janus had said for Remy. His eyes were the same shade of red from crying as his horns were.

"JAENAS!" Remy exclaimed "YOU're Jaenas! Mr. Boytoy! Great! Fan-fucking-tastic"

The human glanced between the both of them with a confused look since they had just claimed they hadn't spoken in a while and yet Remy recognized his name, while Remus questioned the exact same thing.

Both of their confusion was brushed aside as Remy continued the conversation in a rapid pace "Girl you're so fun but me and my Emus here have totally sooo much to catch up on so like goodnight? Sleep tight? Keep your ass right?"

They looked to Remus who nodded along and moved in to hug Janus goodnight but the human meet him with a kiss on the cheek instead before briefly taking his hands "I have the afternoon shift at the library tomorrow" He murmured "Goodnight darling"

Remus held onto his hand for a moment too long before letting his fingers slip away and waving goodbye while the human went up the stairs to the apartment. As soon as the door had closed behind him Remy let up into a mix of an excited scream and a cry as they dragged their friend into another tight hug. They swayed with him side to side while rubbing their cheek to his.

The only reason they let go at all was so that they could sign to each other. Remus had so many questions his hands stayed hovering in the air unsure of where to start before finally signing.

'I missed you'

'Ive missed you-'

Their hands stopped as they retched forward but avoided throwing up. They kept their tail over their nose as they stood back up.

'You need a shower! You smell Angel as shit!-'

'ANGEL!?' His hand movements were big and fast.

'YEAH! Angel! Its good my gag reflex is amazing or else I woulda thrown up all over your boytoy'

'Gross!! Angel smell must have rubbed off on me from the club'

'Aside from the shower, bitch where have you been staying? Girl it's been a long two months we gotta chill out and T A L K'

Remus quickly explained the living situation of him hiding in the library every night and sleeping in the beanbag chairs and with every word that went by Remy's eyes turned wider and their mouth more agape.

"Noooo!! Girl! No!" They yelled out before switching back to sign 'We are soooo staying at a hotel. I got money and even if I didnt I could just like suck a guy off! Did I see you two sluts come out of a car? You got a car now?'

'Stolen'

'But you cant drive???'

'So far I havent killed anyone!'

They rolled their eyes 'Girl we are walking. Cars are gonna go out of style any day now trust me! You should have been there in 1920. The cars looked silly as all hell. Now trains! Trains I trust 'cause those fuckers were already there when I came into existance. Trusty. Reliable'

'Your old side is showing' Remus butted in.

'Shut up! You can walk, imma fly'

'Oh yeah fly like the angel slut you are! You were the one just complaining about angel smell!'

'Angels got wings. Birds got wings. Does that make me a fucking bird bitch???' They signed while letting their wings grow out from their shoulderblades and Remus pretended to throw up.

--

Only a few minutes of Remy flying and Remus running along later the pair ended up at a decently fancy hotel. The kind that had a night staffman but not the kind that had a pool. Remy, unlike Remus, had long since realized the value of asking for money after feeding as was the human custom and with that they easily booked a room for two with a single cozy bed and one pull out sofa though the pull out would end up being unused as the demons had no qualms about sharing a bed.

Two fluffy bathrobes laid ready on the beds along with towels, the mini fridge was well stocked and the tv controller only had to be shaken around one time for it to work. Neither of them paid much thought to the tv right now as Remy was too busy shooing Remus into the bathroom to get a proper shower while he whined like he was a pig going to the slaughter.

He crossed his arms over his chest to make an X before repeating the signs for 'Is Roman okay? Is Emile okay? Tell me first!' over and over

"Yeah yeah Emile's fine" Remy muttered back while continuing to push him so that he physically had to stamp his heels into the ground to stop

'Roman! Roman! Roman!'

"I'll tell you AFTER the shower! Just get that Angel shit away!"

'Why're not answering?! You answered about Emile!'

With an extra push from their tail Remus tumbled into the bathroom and Remy promptly slammed the door shut behind him. The demon rolled his eyes and pretended to mutter to himself while pulling his clothes off and throwing them onto the floor.

It was the moment that he turned on the water that dread started to crawl up into his mind. The cold water pooled around his feet as his thoughts began to wander to questioning if Remy was still on the other side of the wall, if they were really here, whether he had dreamt it or imagined it or if between the time that he stepped in and now something had happened to them.

His whole body tensed up as he dragged in a big breath but he couldn't breathe it out again. It was stuck somewhere in his chest making him unable to breathe.

The distance to the door felt miles long while his body felt frozen stuck. His mouth fell open to call for Remy but no sounds came out. Instead he managed to move enough to slam his head against the wall but the moment his forehead hit the tiles he remembered Remy wouldn't be able to hear him no matter what.

The ground opened up underneath him as he took off in a sprint out of the shower and smacked his body right into the door to burst it open. Remy was sitting on the bed with their back to him and was hugging the pillow close to their chest.

A very naked and very wet Remus jumped onto the bed and cuddled up to their side making them let out a shrill scream.

"DON'T SCARE ME LIKE THAT!"

Remus just held onto them harder and moved to rest his head on their chest. They let out a sigh before leaning back into the soft bed and laying their tail around him. They tilted their head forward so that their horns nudged against each other and held him like that for a moment.

"I'm sorry girlie. This shit has just been so- I just needed like a minute of quiet to like think of how to like say shit"

He looked up to his friend and stroked his hand against their cheek to try and make them smile.

"Okay but like I know you clean yourself like a fucking cat but you can not have showered that quick-"

'I was scared you were gone'

"oh....Want me to come with?"

Remus nodded prompting Remy to go along with him back to the bathroom. They only bothered to take off their shorts and jacket before stepping under the still dripping shower head while their friend rolled himself into a little ball like a rabid raccoon trying to get away from a veterinarian.

Remy sat down behind him and leant his head back so they could shampoo it. They dragged out his curls to their full length and scrubbed them furiously with shampoo one by one before  they pulled the few curls that had turned white around their finger and looked at it next to the rest of Remus' hair that was a natural vibrant chestnut brown.

The demon noticed and turned around so he could put the strands of his white hair next to Remy's fully white hair before signing 'We match'

"It's good" Remy took ahold of the hair on both sides of their friend's face and shook him lightly around until he silently laughed "If you only have a few strips of white it means it's still revertible"

He let his finger move against strands of Remy's pure white hair and met their eyes.

"Girl it's been too late for me for a loooong time"

He didn't move his finger nor his gaze.

"It's like okay. Being deaf aint a death sentence but I think you would like instantly explode if you can't annoy people with your shrill ass voice"

He nodded in agreement.

They finished shampooing his hair before letting their hand slip down to the choker around the demon's neck "The chokers new" They commented with a cheeky sort of smile.

He hadn't even considered taking it off 'Gift from J A N U S' He hand spelled the name out and it felt like saying it for the first time all over again making rats crawl around in his tummy.

Remy hosed him down with water which made his hair weighed down in front of his eyes like a highland cow and he started to rinse it out like a sponge.

"I saw how you and the Jaenas acted....Is that why you like haven't" Remy mimicked getting their head cut off "Yet?"

For once Remus liked soap because having it in his hands meant he had a reason not to sign back immediately. While he got hosed down again he finally hesitantly signed.

'We havent fucked'

Remy's mouth fell agape and the shower head slipped in their hand and ended up spraying directly in their face. They quickly turned the shower off and stood up "GIRL????? BITCH???? BABEY??? YOU HAVEN'T- DOES HE HAVE ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION!? IT'S BEEN LIKE-"

He managed to slip past them and started to dry himself off to keep avoiding the conversation by covering his face with the towel. When he had completely dried he saw Remy standing waiting with one of the bathrobes ready for him. They threw it at him before signing.

'Girl I didnt mean it like that. I meant that like' Their hands stopped for a moment '...Hes like SOOOO' They dragged out the sign 'Obviously CRAZY for you! I thought he would have like jumped at the first chance to climb mt. Remus! Do you like him?'

'Hes human'

'Yeah duh. I meant if you like find him hoooot. Maybe youve like finally found your type or something! youre just like really late to like find That person that gets you going yknow??? I mean Emile had never spent much thought on like hooking up till he met me'

Remus gave them the kind of thousand yard stare that only comes from being told the same exact bullshit a thousand times.

'But he had thought of it'

'Like yeahhh of course'

'How did you even find me? Did you put a gps in me when I was asleep???' He tried to check his back for trackers but he just ended up looking like a dog chasing its own tail. ‘Be honest. Did you shove a gps up my ass?’

Remy walked back out into the main room and opened the mini bar with their tail while explaining "So like you and Roman have that weird like twin connection thingie"

'Had' He corrected.

"Yeah well it got like severed when your speech was taken away right?" They looked through the packs of gummy worms and chips and pulled out a packet of chocolate and offered a piece to Remus.

His toes curdled up at the memory of his brother's face in agony as both of theirs speech was taken away. A shudder went up through his whole body as he nodded.

"There must have been some like overlap 'cause like Roman could at least like tell for a few minutes after you were like cast down to earth that you were looking for some uhhh Jaenas guy in like England-ish? So Emile's been looking through this things called like addresses and phone books to find all the Jaenases and I've been looking for you at every Jaenas place I could find. Girl can you imagine if the guy was named something tots generic like Edward or whatever British people are called"

They shrugged before eating the chocolate.

"Apparently there's like exactly 169 Jaenases in England...Niiiiiceee"

Remus let up into a tired chuckle 'If everything goes right soon there should be 168 J a n u s e s'

Remy moved their arm around his shoulders and used their tail to ruffle his hair "Girl!! That's the spirit!!" They pulled him down to the floor and started stacking out things from the mini bar while continuing with "So I've been thinking you gotta like seduce your boytoy, right?"

He nodded.

"But like you're good at violence. I'm good at being pretty, gorgeous and charming. Why can't I just like seduce him and then you do the deed??"

'G E N I U S'

They high fived and both internally thought their part of the plan was clearly the most important.

"Okay girlie look here" Remy pointed to a bag of gummy bears "This is you" Next to a bottle of soda "This is the boytoy" They tapped on the glass of a beer bottle "And this is me. So like tell me the location"

Remus rubbed his two entire braincells together 'He works at the library'

"Great! We're going somewhere here bitccch!! So what does he like? Like should I be more like hard to get or like totally open? Does he wanna top or bottom? Spill everything girl"

--

During the afternoon shift at the library Janus noticed quite quickly that Remus and Remy were attempting to hide behind one of the book shelves though they were extremely easy to spot. Watching the two of them look around like a pair of meerkats with the clear intent of being as subtle as a spy was so far the most enjoyable part of Jan's day so he didn't mind much.

He pretended to not notice them and kept reading the book he had hid behind the counter of the library reception. When he glanced back up he saw Remy push Remus forward out from behind the bookshelf followed by the demon waving at him. Janus waved back and prepared himself to hear some stupid stuff as both of the demons hurried up to him.

"Hiiii girliee!" Remy put their elbows on the counter and leant their head on their hands, even tilted their head, to look all sweet "Whatcha reaaading?"

Abruptly they pulled the book from Janus' hands and quickly read the title before showing it to Remus. "It's about gothic literature" The human replied.

"Totally cute!" (Remy hadn't followed his lips, they were just hoping they had answered right)

Janus glanced at Remus and waited for him to speak which Remy noticed and quickly butted in with "He's like non verbal right now...Uh Autism y'know?"

"As a concept? No, I have never heard of autism ever in my entire life. Is it perhaps a type of bug" Jan said with a completely straight face to which Remus quickly had to sign that he was being sarcastic.

"Sooo. We- me and Emus here are tots feeling this is like the perfect day for a hang out so which time do you get off work you think?"

"Very classy to only ask which time and not whether I actually want to-" Janus stopped as he noticed Remus interpreting what he was saying to sign "Oh dear, I forgot you- Is there some way I can be more understandable?"

Remy looked to what Remus was signing and smiled slightly "Maybe talk a bit slower so I can read your lips"

"Of cours-" He caught himself talking the same and tried to slow you "Oof Cooursse"

They did a thumbs up before properly asking "Well bitch? Do you wanna hang out??"

Remus bounced on the heels of his feet while grinning to his human which made Janus' insides feel all gooey "Ssssure. I will be done in an hour"

The double Rs did a high five with each other before trying to high five Janus but he just shook his head.

--

"Viv is at work so it's just us" Janus said as he unlocked the door to the apartment "Should I put on a cuppa?.......A cup of tea I mean?"

Remus shuffled along into the apartment while doing a thumbs up. Remy was holding onto him with their tail while subtly trying to give him a death stare.

'Whos V i v?'

'Stinky roommate'

'Is he a problem?'

Remus thought for a second before signing 'Hes just really fucking repressed, not a problem. If youre hungry you should seduce him'

While the Rs gossiped about the roomate Janus looked at them from the small kitchen part of the living room. The kettle churned out a constant rumbling pitch as he leant against the counter and crossed his arms.

In the evening light of their meeting yesterday Janus hadn't gotten a proper good look at Remy but now when he studied their face an unsettling feeling fell over him. Their face was symmetrical to an unnatural degree with sculpted eyebrows and long pure white eyelashes perfectly framing their big glossy blue eyes.

There were no liver spots, marks, zits or even any bumpy skin. Their whole face was perfectly smooth and hairless and their limbs long and slender. When they moved they had the grace of a dancer. It was all too perfect.

In a lot of ways they were similar to Remus in how symmetrical and smooth they were but Remus at least had layers of grime on his cheeks, messy curls, overgrown eyebrows and bread crumbs left in his mustache. When he grinned his yellowing teeth showed and wrinkles in their infancy appeared near his mouth. Thick hair covered every part of his arms, legs and chest and even grew noticeable from his nose. Janus had seen his tummy had a hairy happy trail as well and he looked forward to soon enough explore how low the hair went.

Janus tried to shake off the thoughts before they completely wandered away. Still he couldn’t quite get rid of the thought that Remy didn't seem human though on the outside he instead simply decided to be snarky.

"Isn't it a bit unfair that you have two entire secret languages to speak in. If I wasn't so universally adored I would have been worried you two were talking shit about me in front of my face"

Before either of the demons had time to respond the kettle blasted out a high pitched ring and Janus turned his back to prepare the tea. Meanwhile Remy strategically motioned for them and Remus to sit down on the couch with an awkward bit of space between them so that the human, if he had any common decency, would have no choice but to sit in the middle.

In a shocking move Janus sat the tea down on the table along with some plain bread because it was the most snack like thing he had before smacking himself down between Remus and the armrest which forced the demon to shift in his seat and take the place they had planned Jan to sit on.

Janus casually rested his arm around Remus' shoulders while sipping on his tea "So darling I thought about our discussion on found footage films from yesterday- Oh Remy can you read my lips properly?"

Remy begrudgingly nodded.

"Good. Well I remembered this old BBC halloween special called Ghostwatch, well remembered is a lie. Virgil told me about it. Apparently it is from before the blair witch?"

Neither Janus nor Remus noticed but Remy could see in clear view how Remus' tail immediately started to wag like a minor helicopter as soon as the human had started to talk.

Remus nudged for Remy to interpret his signing to Janus "Uhh he's saying that like the first found footage film was from like the 80's...Uhh" They watched as Remus hand spelled "Cannibal...holocaust- WHAT- Bitch what kind of fucking movies are you two watching??? When did you learn all this? You hate huma- uh humorless movies! When did you get all into this??"

Janus shot his hands up "Hey now dear, I for one have never seen cannibal holocaust. I had no part in making him interested in this, I simply spur him on by listening with interest"

'I saw August underground the other day. I liked the poop' Remus signed.

"I have never been one for horror movies but the way Remus talks about them is not at all captivating in the slightest and such a bore" The human continued while stroking his fingers up and down the back of Remus' neck between where his hair stopped and shirt began.

'Youre sounding like Roman. Look at you being a human culture slut all of a sudden' Remy signed to which Remus churned his elbow right into their ribs.

Janus ignored the tomfoolery "I definitely do not have a nice little pirate site to watch Ghostwatch on right now" He tilted Remus' head slightly closer and murmured "We can turn down the lights and I can get sssspooked"

Remy interrupted by elbowing Remus directly in the stomach "HEY Girlie bestie stupid slut! Uhhhm Didn't you have that like meeting with your uhhh teacher Logan?" They said just like they had planned the night before.

'Right' Remus stood up in an awkward pre rehearsed way with his arms being held too tightly to the sides of his waist as he walked towards the front door 'I have a test! Fuck! and shit also! Guess I have to go! Bye'

He waved goodbye and promptly rushed out before Janus had a chance to object to being left alone with what was basically still a stranger.

Now the Remy part of the plan could truly begin. They remembered what their friend had told them the human liked and tried to look suave as they closed the gap between them.

"Looks like it's just you and me now Jaenas" They pulled down their sunglasses to flutter their eyelashes.

The human squinted at them for a few tense seconds before asking "Are you aware that you are pronouncing my name wrong? People mispronouncing my name is sssuch an uncommon thing, it Never happens! But you've really managed to find a new and exciting way to say it completely wrong"

The succubi's eye started to twitch from irritation at how he didn't sound seduced in the slightest. They had put on their favorite Britney Spears perfume! Wasn't that enough! They were showing their ankles! They remembered back to the fond times when a peek of a collarbone could make any man swoon.

They swept their hair back and let out a stale laugh "I am? Oh my gawd sorry girl. How should I say it?"

Janus began to word it out letter by letter but Remy put their finger up to stop them. In one swift motion they pulled off their jacket and cast it onto the leftover seat on the couch before leaning forward a bit more so their collarbones stuck out and one of the straps to their shirt flirted with falling off their shoulder.

They pushed their lips out a little before saying "Uhmm I understand like pronounciation better if I can like feel the words being said so if I could like" With a gentle touch they placed their thumb against Janus' bottom lip and looked at him with big wet eyes to show they were waiting for him to speak.

The human quickly grabbed their wrist and moved their finger away "Actually dear the way my name is pronounced isn't that important. You seem to have a love to call everyone girl anyway"

The valley girl-esque vocal fry Remy layered on every word had quickly become grating on Janus' ears and having their ice cold blue eyes non stop staring at him didn't help.

Remy moved to place their hand on the human's thigh but Janus grabbed their ring finger to stop them before they had barely even touched his pant leg. Their hand kept hanging in the air as Janus finished his tea and cleared his throat.

"Are you aware of how much Remus has told me about you?" He asked.

They put on a flattered look "About how like totally great I am I hooope"

"Well for one, and I do genuinely say this with no judgment, but he has told me about what both you and him do for a profession and I really feel like you are trying to make something happen here. If I'm right about that I just want to inform you that I am poor" 

Internally Remy cursed Remus for whatever bullshit he had spouted "Uhhh I couldn't like read your lips properly" They lied "Can you repeat that?"

"I was just saying that Remus has already told me you're both sex workers and if you're trying to do anything with me you should be aware I do not have the budget for that"

Why the fuck had Remus spent the previous night telling them about the human's favorite color and the way his hair smelled instead of telling them about actual important stuff like how to pronounce his goddamn name! Or what he had told the human about them!

Remy took a deep breath and decided to roll with it, it really wasn't a lie either.

"Giirl just 'cause I'm trying to get down with someone doesn't mean I always ask for money for it"

"True"

"I mean" Remy leant their arm on the top of the sofa's back pillows so they were close to having their arm around him "My lover shares some similarities with you so like I could totalllly be into you- We're in an open relationship don't worry. Would be like soo hard to do my job otherwise"

"Well I would assume your lover would feel differently about you being with someone for your job and on your spare time"

"Oh aren't you just such a smarty pants” They booped his nose “Well he's fine with both so yippeeee. You're both cute and stout and make me look like the tall one in a comedy duo"

"You're awful at compliments" Janus replied dryly.

"That's okay 'cause I put all my talents into being the most amazing sex partner ever in the history of man" That was yet another lie because when they were with most people they put in minimum effort if they weren't Emile or really hot and in their opinion Janus was not. "I can like uhhh suck you off or" They started to list sex acts as if they were reading off the burger king menu.

"I appreciate your offer and maybe a day or so ago I would have said yes but" He tried to hide a growing smile but was unable to "After me and Remus- After our date yesterday I really have to decline being with anyone else. At least not until I've had the chance to talk to him about it"

Remy pulled themself back.

In that moment they could feel any slight hint of lust coming from the human instantly fade away and they knew they didn't have the slightest of a chance left.

Now they just had to come up with a good reason to leave. They picked up the tea cup and drank from it while completely letting the performative sensuality disappear and let their bad posture and their need to sit like a complete sofa potato with their legs spread like hell take over.

"Do you like him?" Remy asked while casting a judging look to the human.

Janus relaxed as the tense atmosphere dispersed and he nodded "I think I do. It's definitely not like I feel at peace when I'm with him, not at aaaallll.....Everything just seems to make sense when he's with me"

"Aww"

They looked down at their tea cup to avoid having to look at him. His expression only reminded them that he was after all just some 23 year old with a crush who was going to be killed soon.

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Not too long afterwards Remy returned to the hotel room where Remus had built up a nest in the bed and started making tiny sculptures from saliva and toilet paper. The tv was on and was showing a nature documentary where a hawk was hunting for snakes.

Remus jumped up and bounced on the bed as soon as he saw his friend 'That took so short!!! short like his dick???' He jumped down from the bed and hugged Remy 'I hadnt expected him to last long during his first time anyway'

'I didnt seduce him'

His mouth fell so open from surprise he looked like the scream mask 'But you wore your b r i t n e y  s p e a r s perfume! How did it not work!!?!?'

Remy rubbed the bridge of their nose that turned into them rubbing their temples. Having to focus their eyes for so long on Janus' lips had given them a nasty headache. From the minifridge they took a couple of ice cubes and pressed it to their forehead as they laid down on the bed.

Their friend sat down beside them and poked his hand into their cheek until he got an answer.

"You've done fucked it up girl. You've made that human fall for you"

To their surprise Remus blushed slightly. His eyes stayed wide as if waiting for further explanation.

"He said no to my like totally awesome sexy advancements 'cause he only had eyes for you. He said that like especially after last night he was sssuupper into you. What did you do? Did you show him that weird trick with shoving things up your nose and having them come out your mouth?"

Remus fiddled with his fingers before forming his hands into pseudo mouths and mimicking kissing.

"KISS!? You kissed him!? But you didnt fuck him!? C'MON REMUS!"

Remy let out a long sigh to try and not get needlessly annoyed at him. This whole situation must have been just as hard on him as it was on them. They moved their tail to cup his cheek.

"You've done this like sssooo many times girlie. Can you just do him and get this over with so we can all like hopefully return to normal. Y'know I have barely been able to see Emile lately 'cause I've been so busy searching for you! So I could help! Which you clearly needed or who knows you would have kept playing around with your human toy for another few months while Roman- While-"

Their words simmered out and he didn't respond.

"I can't stay here forever” Remy continued “I probs should have gone already in case the manager is like keeping watch over you. The manag-shit has been on our ass down in hell y'know and Roman-"

Remus cut them off by putting his hand lightly over their mouth, if he heard about Roman he wouldn't be able to say what he was about to

'What if I dont want to go back to my normal life?'

It felt like a sin to ask.

Remy scoffed at it and nearly laughed before realizing he was being serious.

"Be for real now. What's gonna change? You're gonna have to feed no matter what. And like even if you go back to hell you can still visit earth if you've started liking human things. Cmon Janus is clearly into you! It's gonna be easy! And you're right! He won't last long! It'll totally be over before you know it-"

'What if I dont want to kill him'

"What's his little human life gonna change? he'll like die eventually and we'll all just keep feeding and getting fucked over by the higher ups. He will be gone before you know it"

'But I like him' Remus' hands fell to his lap after he had signed it.

Remy sat up and threw the ice cubes away to the trash can so they could pull their arm around him.

"That still won't change anything. Like it's been what? almost 2 months? Can you just get it over it. Emile's stressed and Roman- Romans not speaking" Remy rolled their eyes at what they had just said "Obviously he's not speaking! and you're not like either but I mean- Like- You're communicating! Ever since you got kicked down to heaven and she told us 'bout the Janus thing she's just stopped talking to anyone ever since and- Ugh it doesn't matter. I don't have to tell you cause' like tomorrow you'll see her again! 'Cause you'll go and get comfy with Janus and it'll be over before you know and then you and Roman can sort everything out!"

'......Why is Ro-Ros life going back to normal more important than me not wanting to go back to a life I hate"

"Cause he's-"

'It can be changed' Remus could feel bile of anger in his throat 'I will mangle my old life with my bare hands if I have to'

"Girl don't be selfish now-"

'When me and Janus kissed I fed' His hands were steadier as he signed 'And not in a lustful way. I know because I kissed his roomate a few days ago and it was a lustful kiss and it was disgusting. This wasnt like that. This feeding was different. I wasnt feeding on lust'

Remy stared at him in silence for a few eternal seconds before their mouth fell open and they cast their arms around him and shook him around.

"WHY DIDN'T YOU START WITH THAT!?!?! THIS CHANGES SHIT! If you got- You got a chance to like live without having to like feed in a way you don't want that's-" They took his head in their hands and shook him lightly around "That's amazing!"

Remus let up into a tearful smile as he put his hand on top of theirs and nodded.

"Do you think Janus is the special link? Or is it you who have like changed? Do you feel like you're not starving?" They dragged in his shirt to see if his ribs were still poking out which made him silently giggle from the tickling feeling "I'm like sorry I haven't- I can't understand like how feeding works for you but if you tell me you're happy like this I'll fucking help you forever and ever girlie, okay?"

The questions fired off too quickly for him to be able to answer them and he instead shrugged repeatedly.

'But he is human. He will die eventually. Soon for us' He repeated what Remy had said earlier.

They waved it off "That was BEFORE you dropped this bomb on me! He's like totally special clearly! And more importantly you clearly like him enough to give shit up for him! He's like worth this. He's worthy for you!"

'But loving a human is what Patton did'

He didn't say anything of it but he wondered what if once he gave in to being a Patton he would end up doing everything Patton had done. If he would end up killing Janus no matter what eventually.

Remy squished his cheeks together "The Patton myths are fucking bullshit!"

Remus moved his hands to sign but Remy took his hands to stop him.

"It's bullshit! Pure bullshit! If you like this Janus guy so much then just go for it and it will work out SOMEHOW! We will make everything work out! And me and you and Emile and Roman and Janus and even his fucking roomate if he wants to join will be okay. You wanna know how I know that"

He nodded.

"'Cause I got a head full of white hair and my hearing is gone and my life still worked out and I still wouldn't take any of the shit I did back 'cause I still got Emile and that makes it all worth it! And I know you and Janus can work out even as like a demon and a human 'Cause- 'Cause Emile used to be an angel! And we are still here! Alive! And together!"

As soon as Remy had said it they slapped their hands over their mouth and looked away as if taken by surprise of their own admission, but Remus moved his arms around their waist, sank his head against their back and held them just like they had held him.

Remus held up his hands and simply made a heart to show Remy. He heard them let out something between a laugh and a scoff.

"....Giirllll it feels nice to finally get that off my chest. He's my angel babey. My angel lover. My angel. My angel. My Angel”

#sanders sides #remus sanders #thomas sanders #tss #dukeceit #demus #janus sanders #remy sanders #sleep sanders #what if you were an asexual succubus wouldnt that be fucked up or what

[orchidsangel]

“and you can do a flip?” LMAOOOOOOO REAL !

seriously though i love dick grayson sm bc he is me and i am him. but i love jason a lot bc i just wanna be there for him ig? smth makes me wanna fix him or be broken with him idk how to put it. so idk who i prefer over the other. also there are just so many. versions? of jason. i cant even say who my favorite is bc i like most of them for vastly different reasons. there are different versions of dick yeah but i think you can kinda sum all of them up with the same baseline story and characterization.

i think the first time i learned about the batfam was when the gotham knights game came out which is kinda late but i never cared too much about dc media until then bc the easiest way to get me interested in something is through a game 😭 but TECHNICALLY the first time i saw nightwing was whenever ppl edited comic panels or smth, same for jason but when i first saw red hood i deadass thought he was deadpool bc of that one panel with the book and the gun… still ashamed of that to this day

but ok so boom i see an ad for gk and im like oo this is cool then nightwing pops up and i’m like WOAHHHH he’s sexy i think i know him! red hood’s in the game too but i didn’t care too much for him until i started playing as him and realized that like. wow that dude is huge. wow he can probably snap me in half with ease. but i think i REALLY started liking jason when i played arkham knight (which is also probably when i was actually first introduced to nightwing now that i think about it but i don’t feel like retyping anything sawry)

but anyway i think i’ve already asked this question or some variation of it… favorite version/writing for dick and/or jason GO

-🦦

why'd i literally never see this?

i'm not a gamer so i'm not super familiar with each games outside of what i know from tumblr and deep dives into wikis. i think i've watched some clips of walkthroughs on tiktok. mostly arkham knight tho because i loooooooooove that whole plot. i have no clue what gotham knights is about tho???

i literally don't even know how i truly found out about nightwing. bc i watched teen titans and teen titans go as a kid and i knew that was robin but i didn't connect...that it was robin from batman and robin??? like i knew it but i never actively thought about it.

i do really love how dick as robin has a lot of content seperate from batman like. i'll cry again but. young justice. aghhhhhhhhhhhh

and i'm not sure when nightwing came into my life but woah. nothing was ever the same. like i've got a smile on my face while i'm typing about this bc i've got a pic of him in my mind and it's got me kicking my feet. he's just so silly and fine. i love him BAD.

for dick i 100% write for young justice dick/nightwing. i love him. i love him bad. i wish he was in more episodes of yj but as the show goes on he appears less and less and ugh my heart.

for jason, i've said this before but it's like a mix of different versions of him. there's a mosaic of him in my head that's a mix of canon and fanon. and bc they just like...reboot him every few years it's hard for me to pick just one.

#☆ messages from friends ☆

[meihehe]

Moths are better than butterflies | jjk

DISCONTINUED

⤷fan fiction (short chapters)

⤷ summary: in the japanese colonisation period in korea, jeon jungkook the mayor's son and a daughter of a deceased japanese reasercher are wed together.

⤷pairing: jeon jungkook x reader (hasegawa shoko)

⤷genre: 40s au, arranged marriage, fluff, angst.

⤷trigger warnings: language, violence, colonisation, toxic parents, seuxal violence, mature themes, low self esteem etc.

note: you play hasegawa shoko. all the chracters speak Japanese since Korean wasn't allowed to be spoken then, if they do speak korean it will say so.

! disclaimer!

I don't mean to hurt anyone, this is purely fictional and for entertainment purposes.

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[a/n: I'll put in songs for every chapter and I wanted to inform yall that my updates will be irregular, hehe sawry. Have fun!]

The air was filled with lies.

Deceiving words that both the families said to conceal the truth behind this marriage.

Hasegawa Shoko looked at the man ahead of her, waiting for him to return her gaze.

She believed that eyes could say many things and potray the chracter of a person.

So if she just saw his doe eyes, she would know whether he's good.

None of the wealth or statuses ever mattered to her. All she wanted was a pathner, platonic or romantic.

The boy opposite her, on the other hand believed that he wasn't worthy to marry her.

A young fine Japanese woman of such high status to the son of a mayor, preposterous.

He was grown up in an environment closed off to the small minds of his family.

His family were long servers of the Japanese colonizers and they were so loyal that marriages were just another task in their work day.

So to meet the eyes of this maiden was not something he could muster up to do.

"Would you two like to speak before we accept the proposal?" Mrs.Hasegawa asked.

"I'd like to" Shoko replied and all Jungkook could do was nod.

They were excused into Shoko's dad's old study. It was filled with insects displayed on the walls. Books in bookshelves and scrolls of her dad's reasearch.

Once they entered the maid closed the door and Shoko turned around looking at Jungkook who stood with his head low.

"Do you have a lover?" She asked, It was almost always that the men that came here to propose had lovers.

Due to her goodwill she always helped the men, performing something her mom called an episode of madness. She however was just acting so people thought she was mad.

"I do not" he replied.

"Then are you not ready to marry?" She asked once again.

"I am" he replied.

"Is there something I should know?" She asked.

She wanted him to speak but he was too afraid to.

"I will marry you" he said and she sighed.

"Well I can't marry you" she rejected and his head shot up, for the first time looking her in the eyes.

She smiled warmly finally seeing his hazel eyes and his cheeks went crimson at her beautiful smile.

"You have nice eyes Jungkook" she complimented and then moved to the display of insects.

She looked over it with a small smile, "Moths are better than butterflies" is all she said.

He tilted his head slightly curious, weren't butterflies prettier than the gray dull moths.

"That's what I think" she said facing him.

"I think you're better than the glorified Japanese men my mom has tried to make me marry" she replied and Jungkook stood there, now a little consoled by her words.

"I don't care if you're the mayor's son or if you are korean"

"I care about your chracter" she explained.

He smiled at her words, a bunny smile that made her heart race. She had a thought race through her mind, "maybe I could love him" she thought.

#bts x reader #jungkook #jungkook ff #jungkook fluff #bts ffs #bts yoongi #bts v #bts namjoon #bts jimin #bts jeon jeongguk #bts jk #bts jhope #bts jin #bts ff #arranged marriage #jeon jungkook #bts imagines #bts #too many hashtags #Spotify

[jangstarrr]

70 minutes in hell || Kim Yohan

Genre: Angst, Fluff, Halloween

Pairing: Yohan x Reader

Warning(s): might be a little spooky

A/N: Didn’t proof read sawry.

" Come on kids! only 2 rounds to go!" One of the teachers yelled at the running students of geumdong high. " I thought a school trip was supposed to be healing and fun." Arin wheezed as she used all her power to run. " it's a SCHOOL trip, how fun can it be." Y/N said with a slightly annoyed tone. " Whatever I can't run anymore." Arin said as she stopped running, followed by Y/N. Gasping for air while crouching down, Y/N suddenly felt someone near her. oh no. " Y/NNNNN ARE YOU TIRED ALREADY???" A loud, cheery voice boomed across the field. Before she knew it she was swept off the floor. " Yohan! Put me down wtf??" She squealed as the black haired boy picked her up and ran with her in his arms. 

Ever since the buss ride to their school trip destination, Yohan has been like this towards Y/N. Clingy, way too sweet and in her opinion, very annoying. Once they sports day ended, all the 2nd years gathered on the field to start their horror trip. " Aw come one do we really have to go??? I'm too young to die." Yohan sobbed. "Awww is the baby scared." Y/N teased him which changed his attitude. He cleared his throat and said; " W-what, ofcourse I'm not scared." This made his classmates burst a laugh. "OKAY CLASS!! You guys will be going in teams of 6. Your goal is to play all the minigames in order to get keys. These keys will give you acces to a gate which you need to enter in order to return to the camp. If not, you will have to set up ur tent in the forrest and spend the night there!" The teacher said as he started handing out tents and flashlights. 'great..' Y/N thought. 

" I told you we shouldn't have let Jooyeong play!, he is terrible at mind games." Arin complained as they failed the first 5 minigames. " I'm a great player shut up!" Everyone groaned and sat down. " We're hopeless... let's just start setting our tents up here, just in case." Y/N said. It took a while, but finally the 3 tents were standing. " So now what... Do we just sit here and wait?" Yohan questioned. It went silent for a while but then Juri shot up. " LET'S PLAY TRUTH OR DARE! I'LL GO FIRST! ARIN TRUTH OR DARE?" " truth." "Do you have a crush on Mr. Kang?" This question made everyone gasp and squeal. " WTF??? HE'S LIKE 32?" " SO UR NOT DENYING IT?" Arin turned red like a tomato and yelled at Juri, which caused the other to laugh their asses off. " Yohan, truth or dare?" " Dare.". 'ooooh' everyone said as his bold move. " Take one more person and spend 7 minutes in heaven in the forest." Juri smirked as she said so, knowing damn well he'd pick Y/N. " Sure, Y/N let's go." He said full of confidence, but deep down he was dying. Y/n sighed and stood up, casting a death stare at Juri. The two students walked slightly deeper in the forest, making sure they were out of sight for the others. "Let's just walk for a while.." Yohan said in a slightly softer tone than usual. As they walked side by side it started to get colder and darker.... much much darker. " Y-Yohan I think we passed the 7 minutes by now..." Y/n said, slight fear evident in her shaky tone. "Let's go back... do.. do you remember which way it was?... Yohan...Yohan?" Y/N looked around her but there was no sign of Yohan. " Yohan... stop kidding me this isn't something to joke with." still, there was no sign of him. Y/n felt her body temperature drop quicker than usual and he steps became shaky. Shit. Frozen in her place, Y/N didn't know wether to move on her own, or wait for Yohan. " why did i even come on this stupid trip in the first place." she groaned as she dragged her body to look for Yohan. After walking around for what felt like hours, Y/N slowly began to give up, she messed up big time. It was now around 2am and there was still no trace of Yohan or the others. She sat down and felt tears fall down her cheeks. She was scared. trrkkk trrkk She heard a sound which sounded like footsteps. Her head shot up, hoping to see Yohan, but it was way way... way worse than his annoying face. run was all she could think when she saw a tall man in a black hoodie, his face too dark and hidden to see. And so she did, sobbing and running for her life, while the man followed her. Her lungs burned as she screamed for help, but the man only seemed to get closer. Her knees got weak and he speed started to slow down.  Then all of the sudden, the footsteps were gone, she continued to run for a little while before carefully looking behind her. The man just stood there, far far away from her before turning around and walking the opposite way. Y/N sighed and turned around but she walked into something.. someone. " PLEASE DON'T HURT ME I'M SORRY" She screamed before feeling a pair of warm arms around her. " hey hey, it's okay. I'm not gonna hurt you." It was Yohan. Y/N looked up at his face and broke down in tears. Burying her face in his chest, yohan let her cry as he patted her hair. "hey,, why are you crying? Did something happen to you?" He said as he cupped her cheeks in his hands as he looked down at her puffy face. "Y-you were gone and,, and then someone followed me and ran after me and i couldn't find you,, i-i was so scared" She sobbed even louder. " Wait- what do you mean someone followed you? There's no one here? Whatever, let's go back. I'm here now." As they walked hand-in-hand Y/N carefully looked back, but there was no sign of the man indeed. It was only now, Y/N started to feel the burning pain in her knees. She stopped and looked at Yohan with puppy eyes, he got the hint and walked up to her. "Your Knees?" You nodded. " I think it hurts somewhere else too." He said before giving her a soft kiss on the lips, which made them both blush. " Let's go." He said before once again, picking her up. 

It didn't take them long before arriving. " WTF?!? We said 7 minutes not 70!?" After explaining what happened to the rest of the guys, everyone decided to call it a night. " Ah, Yohan and I will share a tent. It's okay." Y/N said with flushed cheeks after everyone cheered. They laid down and cuddled into each other for warmth. " Yohan?"  " mmh?" " Where did you go? You just vanished after a while." " I can ask you the same, I was tying my shoe laces and then u disappeared." " Whatever, let's sleep." She sighed before feeling a pair of warm lips on her own. " I love you.." Yohan mumbled as he kissed her. 

Little did they know...

The hooded man never really 'disappeared' either...

#yohan #kim yohan #x1 #x1 yohan #produce x 101 #wei #wei yohan #halloween #yohan imagine #yohan fluff #yohan angst #yohan ff

[s4myj0]

Coming Home

Genre: fluff, slight angst, college au, long distance relationship

Pairing: Boyfriend!Donghyuck x fem!reader

Word count: 4k

Synopsis: You and Haechan graduated high school and planned on attending the same university until Haechan got offered a scholarship for the music university in America. You didn’t want to stop him from going and so you started your long distance relationship.

Warnings: this is so so so messy I’m sawry

a/n: Merry Christmas! I actually managed to finish this until Christmas! Here my birthday and another xmas present for @haechaaaaaaanssi​

“Congratulations on your graduation and best wishes for your next adventure!” the principle of your high school says at the end of his speech. So this is it. Your last day in this building, in this high school, with all the people. Now everyone is going their own way, except for you and your boyfriend Donghyuck. You’ve been planning on attending the same university whether it's the same major or not, you didn't care as long as he was there as well. You’ve been looking for your boyfriend for awhile now, until you spotted him with his friends in the corner. You smile to yourself and are going to him.

“Ready for uni?” you utter out as you back hugged him. He turns around with a rather sad expression. “What’s wrong?” you ask as soon as you noticed his gloomy attitude. “You didn’t tell her yet?” Jaemin whispers to Donghyuck, as if you can’t hear him. “Tell me what?”

“Come with me,” Donghyuck says and grabs your arm to drag you out of the hall. He takes a deep breath, so you wait for him to start explaining. "I'm afraid we won't be attending uni together..." he stops for awhile. You feel your world slowly crumbling apart. You can't think of what to expect next. Was he going to break up with you? Before you could say anything to it, he continued. "It's not what you think, it's just...I got a scholarship for the Music University in America. I didn't tell you anything because I wasn't sure if I’m going but I decided just recently that I'll be accepting it.”

You don't know what to say. Everything comes all at once. You take your time to process his words before you answer. "I'm shocked and a little disappointed that you didn't tell me but you should definitely be going! I don't want to be the reason for you staying here and missing such an awesome opportunity," you are afraid to mention the next topic you two should be talking about. And that would be how your relationship will continue. 

He notices your uneasiness and hugs you. "So..." you start off. "What's going to happen to us...?" He will be there for about 4 years. 4 years...will you be able to handle such a long time without him? "We will work this out somehow! We can at least try, right?" Donghyuck asks quite unsure but you flashed him a big smile and nodded.

And so it's been almost two years by now ever since he left for America. He wasn't able to visit Korea even once but you didn't mind, or so you thought. You talked every day whenever it was possible. When you went to sleep, he woke up and whenever you woke up, he was still awake. Even though he wasn't there most of the time, you felt your love for him growing bigger and bigger, day by day every time you see him on your laptop screen or when you hear his voice. However, you missed him. A lot. 

"Go to sleep now. It's late," Donghyuck says when he saw you trying to stay awake for him. "But I want to talk to you more," you pout and he laughs. His laugh, you missed hearing it in real life. You miss everything about him. His voice, his touches, his gentleness, everything. A small tear slips from your eye and it doesn't go unnoticed by your boyfriend. "What's wrong?" He asks in a worried tone. "I just miss you a lot..."

"I miss you, too...I will visit you as soon as possible. I promise!"

You talk for a few mere minutes before he tells you, once again, to go to sleep. You roll around in bed for a little longer since you can't seem to stay still, though without noticing, your eyelids feel heavier and heavier and soon you doze off to sleep.

.•° ✿ °•.

The next morning, you wake up and immediately tap on 'Hyuck❤️' to see the message he sent you. 

"Good morning baby <3 did you sleep well? Call me when you wake up. I want to hear your voice, already missing it and you"

You call him as soon as you read the text. You don't have to wait long for him to pick up. "Morning!" he says in an energetic voice. "Morning," you reply alongside with a chuckle. "Did you sleep well?" Donghyuck asks again and you nod your head. You realize soon that he can't see you and so you answer, "yes, I did. But I would have slept better if you were laying beside me." He snorts at your comment. "So cheesy."

"And yet you still love it."

"Because I love you."

"Who's now the cheesy one?"

While talking to him, you wash and dress up for classes. "I will go now. Call me later, okay? Love you!" You say your last goodbyes before you leave your dorm. On the way, you meet a fellow student. You believe his name was Minhyuk. "Good morning, Y/N!" He calls out for you. You greet him back and you two go to the lecture in silence. To avoid the awkwardness, you try to start a conversation with him. Out of curiosity, you ask him, why he suddenly accompanied you.

"Hm, maybe to be nice? I saw you walking alone several times, so I thought, why not? Making new friends is nice, isn't it?" It is indeed. Since you spent your breaks mostly talking to Donghyuck over the phone, you never got to make a lot of friends. So you give him a try. 

You notice that you two have a lot in common, which make the next few hours even more enjoyable for you. The bell rang, notifying you that recess has started. Just a few seconds later, your phone rings on FaceTime. You excuse yourself and pick up the phone outside. Your screen shows your boyfriend in a slight blur as the connection was not the best, however, he still manages to look extremely good.

“Hyuck, guess what! I made a new friend here,” you tell him excitingly and you could tell that he is happy for you. “Who is she? Tell me more.” 

“It’s actually a he and his name is Minhyuk. He is in the same major as I am and he talked to me first,” Donghyuck’s expression changes drastically and you notice it immediately. “We are just friends Hyuck. I promise!” you say and extend your pinky finger in front of the camera. “I know and I trust you. I just feel jealous that another boy is so close to you while I’m not,” he responds with a pout and a hint of slight anger in his voice.

“Then come home!” You order him to do, half jokingly, half seriously. “You know, that I can’t come back just yet,” he tells you and your heart hurts a little, when he said it. “I know…anyway, remember that you’re the one I love, alright? I have to go now to my next lecture. Bye, I love you!”

“I love you, too”

You hang up the phone and went back inside, Minhyuk already waiting for you. “Ready to go to class?” He questions and you nod. And so you two make your way towards the lecture hall.

Another boring lesson full of yawns coming from everyone except the teacher. Your eyes keep closing until Minhyuk pinches your side playfully. You almost let out a loud shriek but before you could do, you react fast and put a hand on your mouth. You slap him lightly on his thigh for the action he just had done but he only laughs. 

After the day takes an end, you want nothing more than to lay down on your bed and just doze off to sleep. So you are on your way to your dorm with Minhyuk by your side as he decided to accompany you there. And that’s how your everyday routine changed. From then on, Minhyuk accompanied you to university and back to your dorm every single day. You appreciated his actions and not even once you believed there was a second thought behind it, until Donghyuck mentioned it.

It is another Friday evening, meaning you could stay up late with Donghyuck on your laptop screen. As usual, you tell him about your day and you ask him about his. As soon as you mention, what your new friend Minhyuk does everyday, Donghyuck shows more than just jealousy. “I’m telling you, he likes you! I already do not like this guy,” you just roll your eyes at him. “Hyuck, he is just a friend. He doesn’t like me that way. How many times do I have to tell you that?”

“Look, I am a guy and I know a guy’s intentions. Plus, you’re extremely beautiful inside and outside, how would he not like you that way?” Your blood rushes up to your cheeks, creating a slight red tint on your face. “Gosh, how do you always manage to make me blush whenever we’re discussing something?” You shift the camera away from your face so he wouldn’t see that you became a blushing mess. “I also know how you work, baby”

“Anyway, are you coming home for this Christmas?” You ask him as you turn your laptop back to you. You see that he holds a sad expression. You already know what his answer is going to be. “That’s a no, isn’t it?” You don’t have to wait for his response to find out.

“I’m afraid that I can’t come. I’m really sorry,” you assure him that it was alright, though both of you are fully aware of the fact that it was not alright for you. Not being able to physically touch him, talk to him and everything you could do, when he was in front of you, it makes you miss him even more than you already do. It even comes to the point, where it hurts you. 

“It’s okay, Hyuck. Don’t stress too much about it,” even though I really want to see you in person. “I’ll be alright, as long as I can talk to you over phone,” but talking to you in real life would be a thousand times better. “I just want you to do well in your studies, so I’ll be fine, knowing that you’re chasing your dreams,” I’m not fully fine without you here.

“Y/N,” he calls out for you in a stern voice. You hum in response, signaling him to continue talking. “I can see that you’re sad about it. You don’t— no, you can’t hide your feelings from me. Now, please stop crying. It breaks my heart seeing you like this,” you touch your cheeks, only to feel hot tears flowing down. You didn’t even notice that you started crying out of sudden. “I’m sorry,” you whisper quietly, while wiping your tears away.

“We will see each other soon, okay? I promised you after all and I will keep it,” you decided to trust his words and give him a smile. “Yes, we will see each other soon,” you repeat, to make your belief in it even stronger but the empty feeling inside you becomes even bigger as well.

.•° ✿ °•.

It’s been a few months, since you last talked to Donghyuck about him coming home. You thought it was the best for both of you not to discuss it even further. You get up earlier than usual and your first reaction is to look out of your window. There is a beautiful sight in front of you, everything was covered in white. The tree branches, the cars, the street, the houses, everything. Saying that it was just beautiful, was an understatement. 

The first winter snow of this year. It reminds you of your relationship with Donghyuck. He confessed his feelings to you on the first snow day. It was the most romantic moment of your life. The way he carved your name into the snow, with a rose, which was beautifully covered in white, in his hand, and saying the three words you had desired to hear from him. “I like you.”

You smile to yourself as you recalled the memory and just as fate wanted, your phone’s ringtone echoes in the whole room. “Hey!” You greet overly joyful with a big smile on your face. “Someone is very happy today. Did something good happen?” Donghyuck asks from the other line. “Look,” you flip the camera to show him the outside of your window. “Of what reminds you this scenery?”

“Of the day I could finally call you mine”

“It’s beautiful, isn’t it?”

“It really is…just like you”

It is a Saturday morning, which is why you can talk to him as long as you wanted to. Although it soon takes an end as it is almost night time at his. “Go to sleep now, okay? You have to rest as well,” you tell him as you notice that he struggles to stay awake. “I want to talk to you more,” this phrase was very familiar to you. That’s what you usually say when he tells you to go to bed.

The last few days, you’ve been thinking a lot about your relationship with Donghyuck. Sometimes you don’t know if you want to continue it like this. You know that you love him deeply and you know that he loves you as well but rarely being able to see him makes you doubt your own relationship. As much as you try to push these thoughts away, they come back every time you hang up the phone. 

More weeks pass by and Donghyuck picks up on your behavior. “Is something wrong?” He asks when he called you. You hum a no but it doesn’t convince him. “Tell me”

You sigh and look at him. “Hyuck…I don’t know if I can do that any longer…” you start off. He stares at you with concern in his eyes. “What do you mean?” Your eyes tear up at the thought what you were going to express soon. “Donghyuck, I love you more than anything…but I slowly cannot handle it without you here. I really just want to have you by my side. I thought I’ll be okay with this but apparently I’m not.” He stays quiet for awhile as he doesn’t know what to say.

“I’m sorry it’s not you, it’s…forget it. I’m sorry,” and so you hang up the phone without letting him speak. Was it dumb? Probably but you didn’t know how else to handle it. You don’t hear anything from Donghyuck until it was evening before you went to sleep. He sent you text in which was written, “I’m really sorry. I love you, good night”

You cry the whole night. You regret the words you said to him. You know that it wasn’t his fault. You know that he does everything to come and see you. You know that it was just you feeling lonely. And you strongly know that you do not want to break up with him, so why did you almost cut it off with him? You stop thinking about it as soon as you fall asleep.

The next day, you wake up not to your phone ringing but your doorbell. You lazily stand up and walked towards your front door and open it without checking who it was. “Minhyuk, what are you doing here?” you question as the sight of him was revealed. “I was just wondering if you want to hang out today? I’ve got nothing to do, so…maybe you want to do something?” As naive as you are, you don’t think there was a second thought behind it and so you agree.

He brings you to a café and even pays for your drink. “I could have paid myself, you know?” You chuckle as you take a sip of your coffee. “It’s alright. I invited you so I’m paying!” You shake your head and you two talk more about your plans for the holidays. “I guess I will do nothing. Maybe I will visit my parents but I don’t know about that yet. How about you?” 

You’ve met up with Minhyuk outside of school a lot more than you planned to. He  even helps you with your loneliness without noticing. You still miss Donghyuck a lot but it is now easier to handle. “Thank you Minhyuk for today. I really enjoyed it,” you give him a bright smile, some may think that you two are dating. “You’re very welcome! We have to repeat this soon, alright?” And that’s how your meetups become more frequently.

.•° ✿ °•.

It is the 24th of December and you find yourself rushing to the post office to send Donghyuck his gift to America, so it can arrive on the 25th. With all the stress that was coming towards you the past few weeks, you totally forgot to deliver it to him. Luckily, the post office is open for a certain time today. Unlucky for you, you arrive too late. The doors are already closed when you stand in front of it.

“Ugh, I’m so stupid!” You scold yourself and hit your head. You start going back to your dorm, since you don’t want to stay in the cold and dark any longer. “Hey there,” you turn around as you heard a voice behind you. It was Minhyuk. “Oh hey,” you sound more sad than you wanted to seem. “Is everything alright?”

“Yes…okay no. I don’t know. It’s complicated and I’d rather not talk about it,” and so you are going home, with Minhyuk by your side, in silence. Before you enter your dorm, Minhyuk speaks up again. What he said next was unexpected. “Y/N, I really enjoyed the last few months with you and I want to keep doing that with you, so do you want to go out with me?” You freeze as he finished talking and it takes you awhile to process his words.

Minhyuk steps closer to you, cups your face in his hands and leans in slowly. You don’t have to think twice and push him away. “Minhyuk, I can’t do that. I told you that I have a boyfriend.”

“And where is he now? Y/N, look, you need someone who is with you and can shower you with love because that’s what you deserve! And that boyfriend of yours, I never saw him with you. You looked very depressed the last few days, where was he during that time?” Your anger builds inside of you, when Minhyuk badmouths Donghyuck.

It’s when you fully snap at him. “You don’t know him! Donghyuck might not be physically here but that’s because he is chasing his dream in America and I fully support him with that! Yes, I was sad since I can’t see him on Christmas once again but it doesn’t make him to a bad boyfriend. And I will definitely not cheat on him with you while he’s at overseas. I trust him and he trusts me and I will make sure not to break it.”

“And I will always trust you,” a very familiar voice says from afar. You look to your right and you couldn’t believe your eyes. The person, you’ve been longing for for two years, stands right there in front of you. You blink your tears away and whisper, “Hyuck…” and run towards him. “Hyuck!” Donghyuck holds you tightly as you jump on him to hug him. Your grip seems to have gotten tighter and tighter, you don’t want to let him go.

“You’re here…you’re really here, I’m not dreaming, right?” He caresses your back to prove you that he was indeed standing in front of you and holding you in his arms. “Yes, I’m here. I’m finally here,” you quietly sob in his chest as you hear his voice more clearly. He breaks the hug first to give you a long and passionate kiss on your lips. As you two separate, you pull him in for another kiss and again and again and again. You missed his lips, his touches and him so much, so you had to show him how much you wanted him here with you.

“Sorry buddy, but this girl is taken and I’m the lucky one who can call her mine,” Donghyuck says to Minhyuk as soon as you pulled away. He just scoffs and leaves. You feel bad for him but you can’t help but laugh. “And now back to you,” he starts off. “I told you that he likes you, didn’t I?” You ignore it and started talking yourself.

“Why didn’t you tell me that you were coming home?” You ask the question that was lingering on your mind ever since you saw him. “I wanted to surprise you. Come on, let’s go inside, it’s cold,” and so you two find yourself laying in bed, cuddling under the blanket.

“Wait, I got something for you,” Donghyuck stands up to go to his bag and fishes something out of it. He holds a beautiful wine red case and hands you it. “Open it,” and so you did. You find a necklace in it, a sunflower necklace. You cover your mouth in awe, “Hyuck…it’s so beautiful,” you look closely at it and notice that you can open the sunflower too. “There’s more to it. Open it,” Donghyuck says once again and it encouraged you.

You unlock the pendant and find a picture of Donghyuck and you in it. You gasp at the picture in surprise. He takes the necklace from your hands to put it around your neck. You hold your hair up to help him. “It looks perfect on you. You are perfection,” lots and lots of praises and this time it affected you even more since he was right there and not on your laptop screen. “Wait, I have something for you too,” you grab the box that you put down on your table and hand it to him. “I forgot to send it off but you’re here so I guess it was fate that I was missing the opening hours,” he looks curiously at the box and opens it.

He takes out a photo album with several small things that you owned. “I wanted to give you these so that you will have something from me while you’re in America.” He suddenly kisses you for longer and of course you reciprocate the kiss. “I love it. I really really love it,” he smiles brightly like a sunshine. “How long will you stay?” You ask when you pull away from the short hug that he gave you.

“I will stay for the whole holiday and then go back,” you look at him excitingly, ignoring the fact that he will leave in two weeks again. What matters is that he is here in that exact moment, right beside you. “But I will promise you,” he gains your attention by saying something very interesting. “I have a part time job in America to earn some money. I will visit you as many times as I can,” you gasp as he finished his sentence. “Are you serious? So I will see you more often than just every 2 years?” He nods his head and you embraced him in your arms even tighter than before.

“I promise you. I’m coming home”

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[dumbchickwrites]

Be Mine — part 3

Pairings: Erik Stevens x Reader.

Warnings: soft! Erik.

Requested by @wakanda-inspired.

A/N: Again, no keep reading tag, sawry!😬 About this part, I was going to leave it at that but I was like.... ‘this lacks drama’. So beware, unnecessary drama below lol.

Part One Part Two

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Erik realised that he needed to change the idea that you had of him. He needed to show you that you were special, that only you held his heart in your hands.

So with the help of T’Challa and Kemi, two of your best friends, he organised a little surprise dinner for you, at sunset, your favourite moment. Kemi, more than happy to spend a few minutes with Erik immediately following him and T’Challa to the kitchens.

As Erik and Kemi talked to the chef, T’Challa couldn’t help but think something was off with the handmaiden. Last he heard, you were telling him how much she liked Erik. And just the day before, you told him that someone’s advice kept you from kissing Erik that night.

“Kemi,” he called.

“Yes, kumkani?”

“Would you come with me, please?”

Once they were out of Erik’s earshot, he pulled her around a corner.

“(Y/N) told me she came to you for advice after she talked to N’Jadaka. Would you mind telling me what you told her?”

“My King, these are private conversations,” she tried to laugh the request off but T’Challa kept a straight face.

“Alright then. As your King, I command you to tell me what was said. And I’ll know if you lie.”

Your best friend gulped. “Well, she came to me, told me what happened. I was sceptical at first because, well, we all know about the Prince’s... activities. So I told her that maybe he was not sincere.”

“Hm,” T’Challa crossed his arms, one of hands going to fiddle with his beard. “Isn’t it true that you are... infatuated with N’Jadaka?”

“I...” Kemi opened and closed her mouth, not knowing what to say. “I wouldn’t say ‘infatuated’—“

“You’re dismissed.”

“... I’m sorry?”

“You can be. N’Jadaka won’t need you anymore, you can go.”

With that, he left her in the hallway. He went back in the kitchens to find Erik studying a piece of paper. With a little smile, his cousin handed it to him.

“What do you think?”

“I’m sure she’ll love it,” T’Challa smiled, giving the menu back to Erik.

*

You kissed your lips as you huffed and puffed on your way to the massive panther statue on the other side of the mountain. Had you known T’Challa would call you there — for what exactly, you didn’t know, you wouldn’t have worn heels that morning. Scowl set on your face, you stepped off the elevator, ready to cuss his head off.

Except it wasn’t T’Challa on the cliff. It was Erik, standing in front of a table. He was wringing his hands, looking at the table, but the moment he saw you he dug them in his pockets, a close-mouthed smile on his lips showing off his dimples.

He looked absolutely adorable.

“Wh... What’s going on?” you approached him with small steps.

“Will you have dinner with me? ... Please?”

You could have cried. That had to be one of the sweetest things anyone had done for you.

“Oh, Erik...”

You threw yourself in his arms, your own circling his torso. With your ear against his chest, you could hear the beats of his heart quicken as you squeezed him tighter.

Erik immediately hugged you back, burying his nose in your hair, inhaling the scents of shea butter and coconut oil. Finally. Holding you felt so, so good. Better than he ever imagined.

“I’ll take that as a yes,” he chuckled.

���You did all of this for me?” you asked with watery eyes as you took in the setup.

“And I wouldn’t do it for anyone else.”

If you weren’t falling in love with Erik before, you sure as hell were now. A burst of confidence shooting through your body, your hand found the back of his head and pushed it towards yours, making your lips collide in a passionate, breathtaking kiss.

Erik moaned in your mouth as your tongue started dancing with his and he embraced you tighter, if that was even possible.

“Erik, I have to ask,” you said in the middle of dinner. “Why me? Why all of this?”

“‘Cause you got me, Princess. You’re the only thing that keeps me sane these days, you keep me grounded. When I’m with you I feel safe, I feel heard and seen. I want you to feel all those things when you’re with me. I want you to be mine, just like I’m yours.”

You couldn’t help it. You left your chair to sit on his lap, your legs dangling on one side.

“I’m yours,” you whispered against his lips before kissing him again.

*

You and Erik had officially been an item for a few weeks now. You couldn’t get enough of him, of his touch, of his lips, his warmth. Happiness had you glowing and giggling to yourself like a school girl as you thought of him. You were over the moon.

Kemi kept telling you to just wait. Wait until he slips up, because he will. He’s a womaniser. And you haven’t even laid with him yet! He will never settle down with you. But honestly you couldn’t care less about what she thought, and she saw it.

“Looks like someone had a great night,” Shuri teased as you entered T’Challa’s office.

Once a week the three of you would sit down and catch up on gossip and your respective lives. It didn’t look like it but the King of Wakanda loved juicy gossip, he also had the best too.

“Yes, we slept together. I mean we slept together, literally slept, but we didn’t — you know.”

“Bast, (Y/N), I’m not a child anymore!” Shuri rolled her eyes.

“Alright, alright!” you raised your hands in surrender as you sat down on T’Challa’s desk.

“Eh, I already told you, there are chairs here and a sofa over there! Both of you!” the King huffed, gesturing towards you and Shuri, who sat on the other end of the desk.

“Yes, yes,” you waved his remark away. “So, what’s new?”

“We need to find another handmaiden,” Shuri said.

“Why?” you frowned. “What’s wrong with Kemi?”

“She’s becoming sloppy, you do all the work around here. She gets distracted, and I don’t like her energy.”

“Well, I’m sure there’s a reasonable explanation to all of this. I’ll talk to her.”

“How can you defend her after what she’s done to you?” T’Challa tilted his head towards you.

“What she’s done to me? What has she done to me?”

“She put her interests before your happiness,” T’Challa stated, as if it was as simple as one plus one.

“I don’t understand,” you shook your head, the crease between your brows deepening.

“She is putting toxic thoughts about your relationship in your head because she wants N’Jadaka to herself. Don’t you think it’s strange that her behaviour is changing just when you’re perfectly happy in your relationship?”

You were livid. Not Kemi. Not your best friend since middle school. But when had T’Challa ever lied to you? Betrayal hit you first. A blow in your stomach which knocked the air out of your lungs. Then anger. You were angry that if it hadn’t been for her, you would have been with Erik long ago.

“I need to talk to her. Where is she?” you asked Shuri.

The Princess raised her wrist and a 3D hologram of the Palace came out of one of her kimoyo beads. She zoomed on the little blue dot and your blood ran cold.

“She’s in Erik’s chamb— (Y/N), wait!”

Without thinking, you kicked your heels off your feet and sprinted out of the room.

“Ugh!” Shuri groaned, hopping off her brother’s desk. “Eish, what are you doing?” she watched him walk at a normal pace. “Don’t you have superhuman speed? Aren’t you going to stop her?!”

“No,” T’Challa simply shook his head.

Shuri groaned again and rolled her eyes.

They found you in front of Erik’s door, fumbling with your kimoyo beads. You placed one on the massive door and the other in your ear. You were practically fuming. Kemi was using that voice, the one she used to lure her one night stands back to her house on nights out.

“What the hell are you doing?!” you heard Erik say.

“Oh, come on, your Highness! What has it been, weeks now? A man like you must miss it.”

“I don’t wanna hurt you, man. Get off me.”

That was enough.

You barged into the room, breath heavy and nostrils flaring. Kemi was sitting on Erik’s lap as he sat on his couch. They both had a look of pure horror on their faces.

Driven by adrenaline, you yanked Kemi off your man by her puff, making her cry out in pain.

“(Y/N), it’s not what you think, I swear!” she cowered on the ground.

“No? Weren’t you just trying to seduce my boyfriend?!”

“No! I— I just wanted to—to show you he’s not trustworthy!”

“Baby, you know that’s bullshit!” Erik exclaimed from behind you.

You raised your hand to make him stop talking. He immediately thought that that was it. You’d break up with him and he’d be back to square one, but this time with no hope whatsoever.

“I can’t believe I spent all these years calling you my best friend, my sister, only for you to go around my back like this and play your twisted mind games with me!” you spat, blood boiling.

Her mask of tears and pity melted, leaving in its place a nasty scowl.

“You always had everything you wanted, everything you dreamed of was handed to you on a silver platter. Even the damned King is a your feet! So yes, I wanted something for myself. I wanted him,” she pointed her finger at Erik. “And in order to have him, I had to keep you as far back as I could.”

“Crazy ass,” Erik muttered under his breath.

As you rolled your eyes, Kemi saw an opportunity. In a flash, she was off the ground and her hand about to collide with your cheek. Instead, it was met by a golden spear.

“You do not. Lay hands. On the Princess,” Okoye, who had followed Shuri and T’Challa, warned.

Kemi huffed, her face contorted by fury. With a dark look sent your way, she stomped out of the room.

“Feel free to never come back!” Shuri yelled after her.

You thanked Okoye for her protection and she gave you a curt nod, then left followed by the royal siblings, leaving you with Erik. You turned around to face your boyfriend, hands on your hips.

“Baby, I swear, nothing happened—“

“I know,” you smiled.

Erik exhaled, relieved.

“That bitch is crazy.”

A laugh escaped your lips as you buried your face in his chest, your arms around his torso. “You can say that again. But don’t worry about it. I’m still yours if you’re still mine.”

Erik hugged you back, leaving a kiss on the top of your head. “I’m yours, baby. I ain’t going anywhere.”

A smile stretched Erik’s lips as he held you, gently rocking your bodies back and forth.

He had won the girl.

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[vulvy-tales-blog]

Regret, a feeling more powerful than any other. Everyone has regrets, wishing they'd done something different. It's natural, we fear negative reactions and wish to undo them when we can. I've never felt that way, everything I'd done, good and bad, helped craft who I am. It all had a purpose, a reason for being. The bad made the good feel even better, making it feel earned. There was nothing I'd of ever changed.

It still amazes me how much I've been through in such a short period of time. I've lived a life filled with excitement, more than some have in their entire life time. How many people can say they got to be a real life hero, something right out of a novel? I still remember my first mission, dad was so nervous about me and for good reason. I was tiny back then, only fourteen or fifteen, way too young to be doing vigilante work. It didn't help that I had no idea what I was doing either. Only training I had was what I'd read in books, that stuff didn't always work in reality, dramatic effect and all that.

And let me tell you, I got knocked around quite a bit! There was this one time we fought this huge norn right? Well me, being the bright bulb I always was, tried to jump on his back, got a few stabs in before he flung me off. I swear I was hurtling towards this bench faster than you can say cheesewhiz sandwich. I don't recommend that by the way, it's not nearly as good as it sounds, just go with the cheezewhiz straight into the mouth.

Ok so the norn throws me and I go clean through the wood, landing limp on the ground. I thought for sure I was dead, don't even remember a week after that. Do remember the broken bones though, cogs, that recovery was brutal, but I was still alive. That's one thing I want you to remember. Always look at the simple things. There's going to be a lot of bad thrown your way, more than you can imagine. It's all superfluous so long as your alive, have a roof over your head and people to share your life with. Don't let one bad day sink your entire outlook on life.

Don't be afraid to have big goals, I always did, cogs did I. For the longest time, even before I met my parents, I wanted to be the hero to those who couldn't protect themselves. I wanted to roam the land, helping others as much as I can. I managed to do that, with just a few bumps in the road! Once I got older I ended up joining the Priory, you'll learn more about them when your older, promise! So I joined them wanting to try something new.

It was such a good decision, I met one of my best friends ever there. He'll be your uncle, I'll make sure of that. When you first meet him you may think him a bit heartless, gruff even for a charr. He's always like that at first. You see he, like me, didn't have the of best starts to his life. As a charr you need to grow that thick hide or you'll never survive. Just make sure you give him a chance. When you earn this trust, you'll have his undying loyalty. He's as much of a sibling to me as you are, I hope you both connect as well as we did.

Cogs, I'm getting all misty and I haven't even gotten to our parents yet. They were something else. I had no one before I met them. My birth givers just didn't want me I guess, isn't surprising since I'm not like most asura, never really had that focused genius mind. I'm telling you this because they didn't care, they didn't care about any of that. All they saw was some kid that needed their help, that's the type of people they were.

It didn't come without a stigma either, some turned their noses up or arched their eyebrows at two humans adopting an asura, but I never saw it like that. They didn't adopt me, they were always my parents, we just hadn't found each other yet. Looks never bothered them either, always introducing me as their daughter, no matter what.

You'd of loved dad's sense of humor, was such a goofball, knowing when to have fun and when to be serious. Then there's mom who took no crud from anyone. If she thought you were wrong she'd tell you and then maybe even punch you right in the face for good measure. Gods, some of the fights we had, it's amazing we never got physical with one another. You should of seen how proud they both were when you were born, we were all so happy.

I'm sorry, I'm starting to ramble, let me get out a few more nuggets of advice before I go. Don't let others tell you how to act or who you should be. Always be you, no matter what that is. Conforming just makes you like everyone else, be the person who stands out by being unique. Always know who your true friends are and keep them close. They are apart of your family, just as much as your siblings are.

Remember way back at the start of this letter I said I had no regrets? Well I have one, I wish things had been different, that we could of lived together as one big happy family. Was looking forward to trying to look all intimidating towards all the little dates you brought home despite being like half their size! Some things just aren't meant to be though, harsh lesson of the world that I wish I didn't have to tell you. Don't let it discourage you though! You can accomplish almost anything so long as you work hard enough at it.

That's it for sisterly advice, love you both so much.

Your sister, V

I took a deep breath, closing my leather bound journal, hands lingering over the cover. I'd gotten it only two years ago, on my birthday. Never thought I'd ever write in it because who the cog kept journals? Yet somehow I'd managed to nearly fill it's pages. There was something so therapeutic about writing your thoughts down, expressing them to something. Helped give them a new sense of meaning.

“Lot of memories here.” My head raised, looking around the darkened kitchen. “I should say goodbye before I go.”

Hands slid from the book, nails scratching across the cover. I hopped down from my chair, making my way up the stairs, not at all being bothered by the darkness. Between knowing the home and my natural tendency to see well at night, the house may as well be lit up by a beacon. Case and point, I knew where the book to trigger my hidden bedroom door was located without even needing to look.

The bookcase slid open slowly, revealing not only my bed, an area that hadn't been used in months, but that of Sammy and my new baby sister as well. It was truly sad that I didn't even know their name, proof this family was crumbling long before their deaths. That was only the nail in the coffin as they say. I suppose I was the saw dust beneath the board, used and forgotten.

Both my siblings were asleep, unnamed baby snug beneath a blanket and Sammy taking after me, sprawled out in the middle of the bed with limbs flailed out everywhere. They both looked so peaceful. How long had they been under the care of a nanny? I couldn't even remember the last time I saw any of them. I doubted Sammy even remembered who I was by this point. My hand brushed past the grip of my pistol. It was better that way.

They'd be relieved of any burden's, too young to have made an emotional connection, able to be free of all the enemies this families made. They would be able to live their own lives, putting all of this behind them. It seemed fitting to have the Kuryakin name vanish in a puff of smoke rather than in a grand style, was never who we were.

With one final heavy breath inward I headed toward the door. Barely crossing the threshold before a voice yelled out. “Sissy!”

Sammy had already jumped from his bed, rushing over towards me. Before I could so much as blink he'd scooped me up into a bear hug, standing nearly as tall as me despite being almost 16 years younger. Arms tightened around my back as he continued to yell, oblivious to the fact a baby was in the room. “Is sissy leaving again?!”

Question was so simple yet difficult to answer. I couldn't exactly be honest yet at the same time I couldn't have my lasting image to my brother be a lie. How then did I even approach this? It seemed like there was no right way, everything leading to some consequence my brother didn't deserve to be burdened with.

“Lower your voice, your going to wake your sister up.” I said, stalling for more time.

“Oh... sawry.” He lowered me to the ground, voice following suit. “I forgets sometimes.”

“It's ok, I can be the same way. How have things been here while I've been gone?” I asked, happily steering the conversation away from his question.

“Booooooring, nan no let us have fun. We should goes out like before!” He started to get excited again, clamping his hands over his mouth quickly.

Action made me giggle, Sammy reminding me and more of myself when I was his age, cogs, may as well be how I was last year. “Like when we went to the adventure box? You know how much trouble I got in for that? Mom...” I couldn't stop myself from mentioning her, body instinctively moving forward to reengage the hug.

“You ok, sissy?” He gladly returned the action, wrapping his arms around me once again.

Eyes pressed closed, tears trying to fight their way past, filling my eyes up like a puddle. I needed to put on a brave face for him, but how could I? Everything wasn't going to be ok. No one had even told him his mother was gone, for good and here I was trying to do the same. I couldn't just abandon him as she had. I had to be better than that.

“Everything is going to be fine, I promise.” Pulling back I kissed him on the forehead, waterworks fully open, droplets of water streaking down both cheeks. “You aren't going to have to worry about Nan anymore, ok? Maybe if your good, we can take some trips like before to.”

I pressed my fingers to my lips immediately, helping halt my brother's happy squeal. “Go get some sleep, we'll talk again in the morning.”

He nodded, happily skipping back into bed. This was going to be hard, but it felt right. Someone had to be there for them, willing to shoulder than load rather than taking the easy way out. I couldn't have them live through what I did, broken family was better than none at all. Arrangements were going to need to be made on multiple fronts, but I was going to make this work, for them.