Have you eaten? (i love you). Did you get enough sleep last night? (i love you). How do you feel today? (i love you). Did you have a nice day? (i love you). Will you come on a walk with me? (i love you). Here's some fruit I cut up for you. (i love you) (i love you) (i love you).
i know being a human being takes recharge time but im so out of practice with being gentle to myself!!!!! i want to live and move and laugh so loud and live up to my name and remind people of the sun!!!!!!!!! i want so desperately to be filled with color and light and love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but instead when i get home i have to crash in bed and im too tired to do the things i love and im still grumpy and i keep forgetting to be nice to myself and its just so hard. i want to be poetry. i want to reduce my entire life to one of those sunswept june evenings where the wind smells like your soul and stay there forever. but its so much harder to romanticize the tired sighs and the ink stained fingers and the messy room and the head down headphones on isnt it? theres beauty in the mundane somewhere but my vision is stuck in an exhausted blurry greyscale
This clip has been on my mind today. Not for any reason related to Jikook or BTS but just because over the last couple of days life has happened and it has made me think.
I love this moment and all that it showed us, a bolder Jungkook pulling Jimin in when he playfully walks towards him and starts to get up close and stare into those doe eyes. Resulting in a slightly surprised but happy Jimin.
This was one of the first times I had seen, with my own eyes and in real time, Jimin and Jungkook just be happy and in love ( those smiles don't lie, if you don't think they are in love that's fine but I do), and it made me smile from ear to ear and get a warm feeling inside.
I had obviously seen moments from before I was a fan and supporter but to see it as it happened was so different. Yes there had been other things that had happened since I became a fan but, for me, this one was special, it was different, they were different, Jungkook was different. That dynamic change was on show and whatever was the catalyst for it had made for two very happy people.
They cannot help but gravitate towards each other. I love how they are just in their own world and the others are letting them get on with it.
Jimin looks at Jungkook with such affection and pride when he is talking.
Finding love like they have is special, it is nurturing, supportive, protective, passionate, playful, damn hard work and a joy to witness. ☺️
saw a tiktok showing how in one episode roman has a photo of shiv (and his hand flipping her off) as his lock screen and i literally feel sick like as a sibling haver…. as a three brother haver…. the sibling stuff makes me want to bury my head in a pillow and scream… they’re so real
Please pour one out for Ilies having to send the “sorry Pierre won’t be return those clothes he had to go live strip on a basketball court for his man” email to Louis Vuitton tomorrow morning