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🍸Saturn in Houses🍸
A lot of people ask me about Saturn in houses so I decided to make a new series about Saturn in houses in general.
☕️Most important thing about Saturn is that Saturn represent time , age ,reward , growth but in some kind of different way than Jupiter. Also represents your way of coping with life,things that you are more serious about and more responsible with. It also represents holidays. The planet is known for its reality and practicality, but also for its tendency to excessive strictness. His expectations may be too high. A strong Saturn in chart can indicate that we want to control everything in our life to the point that we consider ourselves a failure if we fail to reach the goals we have set for ourselves. However, Saturn provides the desire for we develop the areas in which we feel weak and this weakness can therefore become our greatest virtue. Strong Saturn connection between two charts in relationship (especially if saturn is in aspect with the moon or the sun) indicates a serious long-term commitment that can last forever (whether we like it or not). Saturn can also be cruel sometimes because it is the planet of hard reality but it also the planet that help us the most to achieve something much more greater than that.
🫧Saturn in 1st house- in your early age you can have problems with yourself image ,with your appearance ,confidence & energy. It can also be hard for you to express yourself. With Saturn here you can feel weak sometimes. You can feel like you don't have that much power that other people do have or you can feel like you are not good enough. Many people may underestimate you. Many times you can give off a very different energy than it really is (especially when people meet you for the first time). You are a more closed person and you only give energy to those who deserve it.
✨Saturn in 2nd house- maybe it's hard for you to find your value or set boundaries for yourself. You have very strong and serious approach to money you will never buy something that it's like I don't know some random thing. Also a lot of people think that you cannot work with money or things related to money maybe people don't trust you with that but this is all because they don't really know how smart you actually are. Low self-esteem is a characteristic trait of this placement in astrology. Self-confidence doesn’t come easy to you, though.
⭐️Saturn in 3rd house- many people underestimate your thinking, expression, intelligence. U can usually get insecure about the way you speak or the way you say some things. I think the fear in this house is that you are afraid that you will say something wrong. You have to be confident in whatever thing you say and you should say confidently because you are intelligent ,you're smart. You can also be a good writer & speaker. Many people can pass their driving test late, but that's exactly why they drive much better than others. You can get along better with your siblings later in life. You are capable of seeing things in depth.
🎧Saturn in 4th house- you can have a lot of rules in your early years. You grow up with rules at home that you can stick to. Your parents are more strict with you and allow you to do certain things later. I just feel like that parents will buy you a phone later in life or something. People usually come from a family where they weren’t emotionally nourished. But it's not always like that because when it comes to family the Moon is great indicator for how you feel at home and how you vibe at home. So saturn doesn't mean that your family cannot be good. You can also be the person who grows the fastest in the family.
❄️Saturn in 5th house- dating life can be very serious topic for you. You cannot date people with whom you don't feel that you can have committed relationships with. Saturn brings a strong desire for fame, recognition, and success but may result in delays and disappointments in love life and artistic creations. U can also struggle to find love. You can also have very high standards when it comes to love because 5th house represent dating ,represent meeting people and flirting and falling in love so usually people who have Saturn in 5th house are very serious when it comes to that. In some cases, your partners are older than you. Often, your love life significantly improves after the age of thirty. Your best relationships will probably come later in life. As you become more carefree and spontaneous, you become more attractive to others.
🍃Saturn in 6th house- you can have a lot of struggles in the work. You feel that working is just anxiety for you or when you work, people are just rude or mean to you. You are always in the shadow at work. People find you like you are not good enough or you don't do the job good enough. You can also stress a lot about your health and you can also be obsessed with being in the some kind of routine or having some lifestyle. Being healthy all the time.
🐚Saturn in 7th house- there can be issues with your relationships. You can have relationships in your early years or you don’t have for a long time. You usually have many karmic relationships from which you can learn a lot. Saturn helps you to choose the right person for yourself and to be happy in the end. You are a person who is serious when it comes to a relationship (when you find a person, then that person is the one and only for you), you hate cheating, and when you decide to leave then you leave. Saturn can also bring a sense of responsibility and duty to relationships. The individual may take their relationships seriously and work hard to maintain them.
☁️Saturn in 8th house- there can be a lot of family secrets that family kept from you. People with Saturn in this house usually feel very lonely or alone in their soul. They have this mindset that you are all alone in this world. You are aware of the hard truth in life that people don't. You can fear the death of loved ones. If you overcome the challenges of your Saturn in the eighth house, you will be able to understand people very well. You can develop a talent to see into the soul. Saturn here gives you a deep understanding of life, death, crisis, transformation, and sometimes a talent for healing.
⚡️Saturn in 9th house- Saturn gives you a deeper view of the world in which you live. Saturn in ninth house people have very strict moral code. This placement indicated a religious person, someone who either follows the set rules or makes their own views. You meet new people and experience new activities that make you see the world from a new perspective. You can also meet a lot of people that change your perspective and your mindset. But there can also be a deep fear of new views. Maybe you don't feel like you're not smart enough or that you're not educated enough.
🖤Saturn in 10th house- You usually go over many obstacles to finally achieve what you really want. Many people have problems with whether they will ever be successful or achieve it. But in the end, they achieve even more. Many times people don't believe in you and see you as a person who will never be that successful and then you surprise them all. You can learn a lot from your father and your father can be your role model or a person who helps you through life. The best advice will give you your father.
🫐Saturn in 11th house-you can have a lot of karmic friendships and you can change a lot of friends in your life. Every friend that you have is the friend that you have to learn something from them. Your hopes and wishes are another important life area associated with this house. It shows everything that comes into your life and how your dreams can come true. Saturn in eleventh house suggests that you are quiet and reserved when in a group. Sometimes you feel invisible: it feels like no one hears you out in a group. In this lifetime, you have to learn how to have a healthy relationship with groups and how to behave in your social circle.
🥃Saturn in 12th house- The individual may experience a strong sense of responsibility towards charitable or behind-the-scenes work. Sometimes you don’t let even those the closest to you to see your weaknesses. As a child, you had to learn to hide your feelings, especially the negative ones. You absorb all the energies around you, and if you are surrounded by negativity, it can affect you badly. It can happen that you have a job that requires you to be isolated in some way. Maybe you work in a hospital or prison. You are often unaware of the reason why you are in pain. If you have planets in the twelfth house, you can benefit a lot from psychotherapy. But when you have Saturn return you can benefit a lot from it and you can become very spiritual opened and you can have a lot of blessings.
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Okay, to begin with: one could say Xiaoting’s a little pent up. Just a little is what she'd like to say, for the sake of everyone around her, but with the way things are going, she might as well be flat-out enraged. Fucking unhinged, if you will. She’s a nudge away from screaming and wrecking everything everywhere all at once, all over the place. 
The problem? Well, it's not an easy answer. But this is the short one: it's not at all fun being kept in the company building to practice more even after they've replayed the comeback song more times than she can count on her fingers. There's a one, a two, and a one, two, three—
Cue the music! 
(Yeah, that wasn't a particularly short answer.)
"So, I was thinking…" hums Yujin, sedentary beside her and with a head on her shoulder. 
Every bone in Xiaoting’s body is on fire after the rehearsals. But: "What is it?" 
See, it's been a rough day, but not too rough that she's going to take it all out on her best friend. No matter what happens, she is and always will remain an angel to Yujin. Nothing more, nothing less. They're practically sisters with how much time they've spent together. She guesses she should return the favor of friendship in her own little way.
Here's how it is with her and Yujin as of present: they're in the practice room, and it's quiet. The rest of the group have emptied the place out and the two of them are alone. This is usually the time Xiaoting and she catch up with each other; there isn't much time to do that in between packed schedules, but since then she’s formed quite a friendship with her bandmate, and she’s determined to keep it strong.
Yujin taps her chin cutely. "Are the CCTVs' audio on?"
Xiaoting raises a brow. A smile, however, settles for the first time on her face. "Choi Yujin," she says, both seriously and kiddingly, "what the hell are you planning now?"
"Language.”
“The girls—"
"—aren't here," Yujin fills the blanks in for her with her signature eye smile. "Exactly, thank you for bringing that up. They can't join us when we go there."
She blinks, not catching on. "Go where?" 
The older girl pushes two index fingers together. "I may or may not have negotiated with the manager," she says slyly, "and we may or may not have a day-off tomorrow."
Genuine and grateful shock filters into Xiaoting’s Bambi-wide eyes. The sides of her mouth twitch, and she realizes it’s a smile. It takes news like this to bring out a big, giddy one from her. It's the right news at the perfect time.
(No, it can't be merely called news—it's a blessing. The universe is finally kind to her. Maybe it doesn't deserve the endless curses she's thrown at it after rough days, when it's chosen to bear the weight of the sky on her.
Xiaoting, however, is fantastic at holding grudges.)
"You're kidding!" says Xiaoting happily. Her hands grip Yujin's shoulders, and now she's got the girl swaying to and fro driven by her own excitement. Force is something she doesn't relent, so Yujin's forced to bear the calamity of her happiness with the repeated rocking. “Yujin unnie, oh my god, you’re the best!”
"Calm down!" she chides with a giggle, but the girl's energy only goes up.
"We've got to go somewhere! Somewhere fancy, Yujin unnie, somewhere like a… a…"
What could be the perfect place to go for a day-off? The two of them have already gone to a massage therapist, as well as blown money on massive shopping sprees. That film screening’s crossed out, too. Now, with all of those boxes checked, they need a new one to add to the list. 
"A hot spring," Yujin declares rather than suggests, a cheeky grin on her face. Seems like she’s been scheming about a day-off for more than a while. "We're going to, like, a super private hot spring. It’s really exclusive, so even if people recognize us, we’ll be fine. Privacy is one of the reasons why it’s got five stars on Google reviews.”
Xiaoting leans back into the mirror and thinks about it. A private hot spring? No need to think if people would see her or not? It sounds too good to be true. She loves being an idol despite the schedules and cramped day-offs, but it definitely won’t hurt to be able to be herself where it won’t matter. It would drain the stress from her life even for just a little while.
Who knows? She might even make some new friends.
“I’m in!” 
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Well, someone isn't, but that's how the story goes.
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“Isn’t this kind of like nepotism?”
The creases on your clothes don’t smooth out by themselves. You guess you shouldn’t have procrastinated ironing them, especially now that you’re bringing them along for a trip. Look over at your friend's luggage and see that his clothes aren’t that perfect either, which comforts a much more unprioritized concern.
“Dude,” he sighs as he folds his clothes into organized (or at least, as organized as they can be) places inside his luggage bag, “do you even know what nepotism means?”
He got you. You make a sigh of your own, too; your main concern being the whole vacation thing is rather odd. It really shouldn’t be when it’s a promise of a good time, food served limitlessly, and the waves always there to crash on a tired soul, but it still sets you off.
What could be the reason for your gut feeling? You haven’t been able to figure out why. All you know is that if Lee weren’t your friend, you’d have refused to go. You would have fought not to go, but your circumstances are different, hence the clothes scattered along the carpeted floor of his room and the unzipped luggage carry-ons.
Your belongings sit side by side in your bag. Your earphones are tangled strings and your clothes are wrinkled; they don’t want to go either, apparently. They all yearn for home, just like you are, even if you’re just in the packing stage of the trip. 
Maybe they’ve got little introverted souls of their own.
“No,” you admit. Your back slumps. “It just… it just doesn’t seem fair, y'know."
“Who cares?” Lee says, in his usual, laid-back manner. It’s the thing that made the two of you close friends in the first place, but right now, it’s interfering with helping him understand your situation. Pity. “Lin works there, so it isn’t exactly a privilege. He works his ass off, and since he’s been a long-time employee, we get to stay there for free. Isn’t it neat?”
Lee looks at you with an expression that prods you to agree, but you don’t budge. It’s kind of funny how you refuse to enjoy a free connections-caused vacation when your morals are already fucked up as is, but when you believe in something, you don’t really back down easily.
Is that a good trait? Not exactly; it has its fair share of bad days.
“What about people who lose a booking spot because of us?” 
“Fuck them, man,” Lee says nonchalantly, waving a hand in the air. “I’m going to have fun, and nothing can ruin that for me.”
How you’re friends with someone who’s your complete opposite, you’ve no idea. But you like Lee—he’s been there for you when no one wanted to be, and you owe more to him than an agreement to a vacation. If that’s the case, why couldn’t you just go?
You say nothing. You don’t know what else to say anyway. Any more words from you might dig a deeper hole than you’ve already dug, so you choose to be silent. Sometimes it’s better to keep your mouth shut than explain yourself. 
“Hey,” he suddenly says, a softer melody to his tone now. “I’m sorry. I know you’re not too happy about going out, so if you want to back out, it’s totally fine with me. No hard feelings.”
You know he’s just trying to be kind, as anyone would, but his words tell you anything but not to go. Thing is, you don’t like being a burden on his back. On anyone’s back for that matter. Maybe it’s time to dip your toes out of your comfort zone and just dive headfirst into doing it. The whole thing would be over sooner than you’d think.
"I guess I'm in," you say. No going back now. 
"I fucking love you, man!" Lee cheers, throwing his arms around you. 
You have to admit you're smiling. Stifle it, but the creases of happiness get your cheeks unable to form a disguise. Decide not to hide it anymore (because who the fuck are you kidding anyway?) and return to packing.
In a slightly better mood, you fold one graphic shirt over the other, and ask, "What's the hype about the place anyway?"
"Well," Lee explains, "it's a hot spring. It's where celebrities, idols—all the hot people, basically—go for a vacay."
"Does that make us hot people then?" you wonder out loud. It's worth the question.
"You are a good-looking dude. I'd definitely tap that."
"Thanks." An embarrassingly lengthy beat. "Wait, what—"
"They pay really good, too," Lee goes on as if nothing happened. "That's why Lin likes working there. It has unlimited portions of dinner and a big buffet at night. The water's really warm, too, so you're not gonna shiver when you get in."
"Ah. Well,” shrug matter-of-factly, “it is a hot spring."
He smirks. "You don't get it, do you? The water there is perfect for external detoxifying. That's where Nayeon goes to get perfect skin."
There he goes again. Lee’s the type of person to be too in the know of every piece of celebrity gossip out there. That quality of his goes up when it’s about his favorite idol, Im Nayeon. 
"You're too in love with her," you scoff.
"We have a connection, is all."
"A parasocial one at that."
"One more word out of you," Lee says, voice full of warning, "and you're banned from my house and the hot spring."
You chuckle. Lee's quite sensitive when it comes to Nayeon. You wonder if there would be a point in your life wherein you'd obsess over an idol, too, just like he is. Perhaps a few months from now? 
(A day from now?)
"Oh, come on," you protest. Zip up your bag and shove it over to Lee. "It's not my fault you genuinely believe Nayeon's your girlfriend!"
"I don't, what the fuck."
"Then why do you want to go to the hot spring so badly? Think you can meet her there?" Put on a mocking voice. "Think you can marry her and have seven children with her?"
Lee glowers and gives you the finger. Gives you the finger on the other hand, too. Shoves the two raised middles into your face. "Fuck you, man."
Your heart feels lighter after teasing him. It just so happened that all it takes for you to agree is the classic ol' nagging. God knows you're good at that.
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Your mind changed, see? It’s all going according to plan—you and Xiaoting have to meet somehow.
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Xiaoting's happy that they're going to use the trailer. She knows it might attract attention, considering that a photo of her girl group is literally painted on the outer walls of the vehicle, but if the world sees fit, maybe people would assume it's a normal trailer with a fan-funded ad. 
Besides, it's better than her manager's tight old car. 
"We've got this place all to ourselves," Yujin says in her usual cheerful voice. She’s opted to go donning a lavender set of pajamas. Xiaoting chooses to wear a denim skirt and a t-shirt. "Which seat will it be, Ting?"
She scans the place. There are aisles and aisles of empty seats, all mantled with transparent plastic. There's a bathroom in the far end (essential after they eat some nice burgers on the road) and a television mounted at the very front of the trailer (gotta know what happens in the next episode of Running Man, after all).
Ultimately, they choose to sit near the doors. She suggests that they each occupy two seats opposite each other for comfort. Her friend agrees, thinking nothing of it. They both settle into their seats with pillows pressed to the trailer walls and the night sky watching their trip.
Would it watch if she decided to look at porn right now? Would the stars lose their shine after seeing the kinks she’s particularly into?
Oh, she knows it's risky, but she's got her headphones with her, hanging 'round her neck like an accessory. Yujin and the driver won't be disturbed that way. And she’s got mobile data, too. If they ever check the Wi-Fi router history, they’d know nothing about her secrets. At least, she doesn't think so.
She bites her lip. Yujin's still awake, so she has to hold out for a few more minutes.
"Isn't it nice getting to go out once in a while?" Yujin asks. She sighs dreamily as she looks out at the passing roads. The moon gleams in the reflection in her eyes. "It’s been a while since we went on a road trip. Not that fun when cameras are around."
Xiaoting's thighs squirm together. She's too horny for small talk with her. Her hands and eyes remain locked on her phone, where a video of a woman with spread legs between two anonymous men waits. She wants to watch it already, to imagine that it’s her body they’re using. She wants to sink her fingers deep in her own cunt and fuck herself into a quiet yet violent orgasm. She needs it more than she could say, but Yujin’s still there, waiting for a response.
“Ting-ah,” Yujin calls out, looking at her with eyes full of expectation. She’s confused; Xiaoting is quiet, but not so much that her responses are nonexistent. Something must be wrong. “You okay?”
“Y-yeah.” Does she dare…? Xiaoting hopes the dark night covers her hand, which edges down to her covered core. She bites her lip to muffle the moany sound of her breath catching on a hook. “We deserve this. Let’s hope the girls aren’t jealous.”
“They’re going to stay at Disneyland,” replies the leader. “If anything, we’re the ones who should be jealous.”
Xiaoting finds her clit and rubs at it softly with the tip of her finger. Her thighs instinctually lock her wrist in place. The heat gathers at her bundle of nerves and spreads to the rest of her body. She’s too turned on, and the thought of Yujin or the driver finding out that she’s touching herself both frightens and excites her. At times, her wrist stops its choreographed motions, hesitance riddling its veins, but goes against it with a pace even she can’t keep up with.
“Xiaoting? Earth to Shen Xiaoting?”
“Ah,” she responds, but it’s more induced by her fingers drawing number 8s on her nub rather than an apologetic answer. Xiaoting’s cheeks and ears turn red. “Yeah, Disneyland. They’re younger anyway, so I’d guess they’d like… that.”
Yujin peers at her closely. Her eyes squint but fail to catch on to her groupmate’s hand which now starts to fuck her fingers into her tight hole. “Are you okay?” 
Xiaoting is more than okay. She’s blissful, and she’s not using the term loosely, mind you; her wetness practically floods her panties. They slicken the pads of her fingers and drive them through deeper places in her needy cunt. No matter how hard she tries to relax in order for her fingers to intrude her hole more, she still desperately clenches down. It’s humiliating how hard and sensitive her nipples have become even without them being directly touched.
Her hips sway in what she prays is a subtle dance. She looks out the window and nods. She’s a little afraid to speak. What if her words end up becoming garbled moans? Would it matter if they do? How high is the possibility of her saying something like please please let me touch myself, I’ll be a good girl, don’t make me stop I’ve been so good?
Yujin eventually lets the matter rest and melts into sleepful rest herself. It’s either she has an idea of what Xiaoting is doing and doesn’t care enough to pry, or has no idea at all and decides to leave it be for both of their sakes. Her head leans on the window pane where her sleep-ridden eyelids reflect.
Once Xiaoting ensures that her eyes are completely shut, she connects her headphones to her phone. Her mind’s so addled by lust that the clicking of buttons necessary to wire the sound matches the speed of light. She hits the play button, waiting eagerly for the video with the hand between her legs.
One of the men teases the woman’s tiny slit with his cock, making the actress toss her head back and bite her lip. Xiaoting’s mouth waters at how big the rod is, and suddenly it’s not lust much anymore but wishfulness. She wants to be fucked as good as she could be, and it can’t easily be solved with watching pornography. For now, though, she settles with teasing her clit with the same rhythm one of the male pornstars is performing on the passive woman.
Her heart aches with want. As she watches him penetrate her while his partner fucks her mouth, she teases herself. Her breaths break through her nostrils while her fingers rub up and down between her drenched folds. She dips her middle digit inside her clenched hole, and she has to gather her strength not to moan unabashedly right then and there. The power of imagination reaches beyond excellence, and right now she’s imagining that she’s in the same position as the porn actress: having both her upper and downer lips fucked at the same time.
“Fuck,” she whispers. It’s a thin little word, barely creating any sound, but she still looks at Yujin out of paranoia. Upon finding that she remains asleep, she continues fucking herself. The sides of her fingers clash with her velvety walls to rub and stimulate them. Her wrist bumps her clit, increasing the pleasure of the experience.
Her pussy’s closed tightly around her fingers, as if telling them to go on or they’ll be trapped here doing it forever. Soon, she has to lift her hips too to mash them with her hand. Xiaoting’s filling herself over and over again, and her risque little self-love session is amplified with the dirtiest of thoughts. She thinks how badly she wants to be used, to be treated like the good girl she’s willing to ditch her whole persona to be. She ponders on how good it would feel if her holes were to be filled with cock and fingers and cum, and the way it would never stop even after she’s spent. She guarantees that’s the part that makes her excited the most.
Soon, she’s lost in her own dream. This isn’t exactly a dream slumber would stumble across, but it’s perfect—it’s an imaginary land where she’s given what she wants. What she wants just so happens to be fucked. That’s how simple it is. She’d appreciate nothing more than to have her body rubbed and touched, to have her holes spread to their limits and taken in a way that’s almost inconsiderate. 
It's a fantasy she has, in fact, of being screwed by two people at once. She’s read the explicit fictional stories horny fans on the internet write about her, but she’s chosen to enjoy them rather than report them to her agency. They get some parts right: she wants to be fucked, she’s constantly on edge, and would love to have her sexual dreams fulfilled. The problem here is that there’s no one to make them come true for her; she has to stick with overused words in old fanfiction site posts and her fingers.
The two men’s symphony of moas draw wetter strings of lubrication from her cunt. It’s as if the video were an actual critically acclaimed movie with how much she’s hooked onto it. She imagines the best she could that it’s her ass that fat cock is going into, her mouth that’s being ruined, her clit that’s being rubbed. She wants it all more than anything.
“Please,” she says. Her legs cross and her voice strains to be allowed to scream. “Fuck me, use me, pound me… ‘lmost there…”
Xiaoting shuts her eyes and lets the sounds get to her: the clashing of skin, the wet squelching sounds that are either coming from her pussy or the pornstar’s, the male and female moans alike. She pumps faster, and she’s chasing her high like a starved hunter for prey. She’s chasing after it, grasping it—
“Cumming!”
The shock settles in before she squirts all over the seat. The worst thing is that she’s not able to stop the stream of girl cum coming from her pussy despite her hand halting its movements. She can’t take back her words either. Someone definitely heard that.
“Ting-ah,” says a drowsy Yujin. She lifts her head off the window and squints through blurred vision to try and make out what happened. “Did someone say anything?”
“Yes… ah, no.” Xiaoting thanks goodness that her voice isn’t brittle anymore. “I think I just, uh, spilled my water.”
“Oh. Want me to help you clean it up?”
“It’s, it’s fine,” Xiaoting declines politely and waves her off. 
(Fuck, she wasn’t supposed to dismiss her with that hand! Luckily, she explained the reason for the wetness just now. She just hopes the atmosphere doesn’t stink of fluids and cum.)
Still, long after the girl drifts off to sleep again, Xiaoting discovers that it isn’t enough. She could have the most head-numbing orgasms known to woman, but they still won’t feel as good when they’re not drawn out of her by someone else. 
So, what should she do?
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Planes are the closest thing to the Devil incarnate. Whose idea was it to throw people into the sky where they could disappear with the wrong turn? It’s bad enough on the ground, but when you’re talking about being in the sky where the weather can pull you down without effort, the danger makes your skin crawl more.
So, when Lee told you that he booked two seats on a plane to get to the infamous hot spring, (the time of the explanation conveniently being when you were already miles from home in the goddamned car), you freaked out. That’s the lightest way you can put it.
“What the fuck do you mean we’re getting on a plane?” you ask, trying to keep your voice at a level wherein the taxi driver won’t hear your toddler-like complaints.
“Are you serious?” your friend fires back, although his title as a friend would have withered instantly if not for your genuine admiration for the guy. “It’s in Seoul, what did you expect us to do? Walk like twenty-thousand miles to get there?”
You let out a little hoarse laugh and clap your hands together sarcastically. Taking theater in high school has seriously influenced your ways. “You know I hate heights, Lee! Oh, and what a great argument you have there: using that White Chicks song to defend yourself. Really mature.”
“That’s A Thousand Miles, you moron!” Lee punches your shoulder. “I already booked a flight, so you either go through or go home. Deal with it.”
You’d have chosen the latter, but you really don’t want to drag your heavy bags home. The roads have been crossed and the wheels have rolled—you can’t back out now. It would break the whole puzzle from the first jigsaw piece to the last. 
Besides, you did tell yourself that it was time to step out of your comfort zone. It would take blocking out flashbacks of when the plane made an emergency landing back when you were four years old and on a family trip, but no one promised that it would be easy. 
The driver flashes the two of you dirty looks. You and Lee immediately take the hint to calm down and save the conversation for later.
Entering the airport and discovering that the drop-off place is underground reminds you of the second closest thing to the Devil incarnate: the cursed invention that is the elevator. 
Choose any elevator out there: an office elevator, a Barbie dreamhouse rope-controlled one, or the other unholy name they take up which is “lift.” Whatever and wherever doesn’t matter. You hate all of them equally, the contempt in your heart going out for each one that exists. It doesn’t matter which form they transform into. You will always hate them with every piece of your soul.
It just turns out that perhaps your overly paranoid gut feelings were right this time, for today, you experience the worst of not one, but two hells of your worst fears.
“You know,” say out loud as you suspiciously examine every cramped corner of the elevator, “I have to start saying no sometimes. I don’t need this, man.”
Lee scoffs. “You say ‘no’ all the time.” He tracks the numbers going up on the little screen above the elevator buttons. “You should actually start doing the opposite.”
Once again, guilt runs through your blood like a drug. It definitely won’t be a recreational one; you realize through it that all your life, you’ve sheltered yourself in a bubble where no discomfort could ever pop in and welcome itself into your home. It’s carried on into adulthood and, like that of an irritating intrusive thought, won’t leave. It’s a painful discovery, and you don’t want to think about it more.
The elevator seems to shrink around you. You can only think of how there would be the plane to not look forward to as well, and you feel even sicker.
One step at a time, buddy. One step at a time.
The gray doors part and welcome you to a floor of marble, promotional tarpaulins that hang from the high ceiling, and lots of people. You release a breath of relief.
“Look, I’m sorry, man,” says Lee. He rolls his luggage out of the claustrophobia-causing nightmare and shrugs. 
It’s his second apology of the day. He tries to play it off with small smiles, but he’s obviously down. He’s never forced you to do stuff you weren’t comfortable with until now, and because of that, it’s ruining the trip. You’re ruining the trip. It hasn’t even fully begun yet.
“You don’t have to say that all the time, you know.” 
��I know, but I…” He shakes his head. “I just want to have a nice vacation with my closest friend. I’m sorry if I keep pushing your limits—”
“My limits are anything that make me feel, like, even the slightest bit uncomfy,” you inform him with a small, lighthearted grin. “Don’t feel bad about it. You’re still a dick, though.”
“And you still don’t know what A Thousand Miles is.”
Scoff and walk faster. You and Lee meet each other’s gazes along the way and grin. It’s how you know everything’s going to work out.
Your wristwatch says that it's nearly one a.m.. Explains why your eyelids are heavy, but you keep going. If you persevere, the inevitable sleep on the flight would distract you from everything. Make your world lighter for just a few hours. Jetlag’'ll come around, though, but fending off flight anxiety is your main concern now. 
Climbing into the plane, you find your seats. Lee calls dibs on the window seat, which you have no problem giving to him. The light clouds in the dark sky and the shining city lights beneath them all may look photogenic, but it's a far cry from fascinating to you. It's a nightmare, a complete opposite from beautiful.
"Soda or coffee?" asks the flight attendant. She's pretty—she looks like she could be the Nation's Sweetheart with her youthful face and timid yet polite smile. 
(Wait…)
You don't drink either of them anyway. Soda's too carbonated, and coffee would just keep you awake. That’s the last thing you need to be. "Water, please."
"Boring," Lee says. He turns to the flight attendant. "I'll take both, if you please."
"Seat 1112, am I correct?"
"Sure are." He leans back onto the armrest and smiles.
You roll your eyes at Lee practically making heart eyes at the flight attendant. He's trying to look all cool, too. Shake your head as you drink from the water bottle the woman gave you.
"I apologize, sir, but your payment doesn't cover two drinks. May I offer you water instead?"
Water streams out of your nose. Laughs shake your chest and shoulders. The poor old lady over at the front rows looks at you curiously. A man's stifling his laughs while Lee tries to debate which party should be more embarrassed: him or you.
A fair tie?
“That was so not cool, man,” Lee grumbles. He lifts the cup full of mineral water to his lips and drinks it halfheartedly. 
“Hey, not my fault you only think with your dick.”
“Whatever. Fine.” He looks at the attendant serving other people again. “She kinda looks like IU, doesn’t she?”
You tilt your head. He could be right; you might have caught a glimpse of a camera around the corner. Maybe she was doing a variety show role? And with that face looking strikingly identical with Korea’s household name, there’s a chance that his attempt to pick the Lee Jieun up was just broadcasted on live television. 
Wipe your mouth. “You like IU, too, don’t you?” you ask.
Lee shrugs. “Her surname isn’t for nothing, ain’t it? She’s like my number two after Nayeon.”
“And you realize that you’re probably gonna get eaten up by her fans on Pannchoa if she’s really IU?”
“Yep,” your friend says with a nonchalant tilt of his head. “Who cares? Anybody in Korea would die to have IU in his life, or at least, someone who looks like her.”
You have a feeling that it foretells something that would change the trajectory of your lives forever. How and why, you don’t know. You guess you’ll just have to survive the flight to find out.
It takes a long time to get you to find out. The whole ride is a headache. Turbulence knocks the plane side to side, and you’re constantly bumped awake from your sleep. You’re thankful that you didn’t choose to get risky and choose the window seat. If you did, you’d have multiple fears of suddenly falling from the sky and into an ocean called the Middle of Nowhere. You try to get Lee to pull the small blinds of the window down to soothe your fears, but he’s too fascinated by how the clouds wisp and wane over the wings of the plane. He did give in to letting you use his blanket, though, so you decide that it’s okay.
Landing is a different story. Your palms feel numb after holding onto the armrests for so long. They lose color, stiffening upon the solid coping mechanism and persevering the best they can. While the others, especially the older men, clap politely after the plane meets earth again, you sit there breathless. 
“Wasn’t so bad now, was it?” Lee asks. He’s clapping, too, earning the approval of an old American guy to his right. 
Glower. “Fuck you."
-
You have to admit: it is quite a nice place. You'd say that to Lee, but you're still in a bad mood after the flight. 
The hot spring lifts your spirits anyway. Small well-furnished buildings reserved for the esteemed guests (a.k.a you and Lee) stand to the side while the hot spring pools are modestly curtained. Tangled lights pepper the poles, making Christmas come early. The night pairs up with it to make shadows on the grass. 
You feel like a rich man. Rich men aren’t exactly all that honest, but you’re truthful when you say that perhaps it was a good idea to join Lee on the trip.
"Now remember," Lee tells you, dressed in a pair of swimshorts like you, "the expensive places like this one separate the women from the men. So you gotta be careful."
"Sounds like my old Sunday school." Translation: easy to follow.
Sunday school also taught that greed isn’t good. That’s one thing you can’t reject because you crave for more of this place. The clear, chlorine water seeping into the grass from the brim of the pool and the large buffet set out on a long table before the hot springs all draw you closer to more than one of the seven deadly sins. You want more of this rare luxury even if you’ll bite off more than you can chew.
At least you have Lee as your partner on the highway to hell.
"All I'm saying is," he pulls back the curtain of one of the pools and gestures a welcoming hand, "be mindful 'cause—"
"Hey, what the fuck!"
You almost jump out of your flip-flops. Look around to see who screamed, then realize you have nowhere to look but forward. 
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There lies (swims?) your answer: a young, red-haired woman is in the warm water, glaring as she covers up her body. There's not much to cover when her exposed tight midriff already has ample show space below the bikini, but the shock in her eyes shows that there's more to this than modesty. She was doing something she never intended to be seen.
Looks like your friend didn't live up to his words about carefulness. He just invaded the women's pool. And now you're pulled into the mess and could be fined for this and that. You're already broke enough as is, so the irritableness inside you grows again.
"Oh my god," Lee says. He looks curious despite the shock on his face. Seeing this girl is like deja vu—he swears on his life he’s seen her before.  "I'm so sorry. W-we, we didn't…we're sorry, miss—"
"It’s Xiaoting," the girl says. "Be careful, you almost gave me a heart attack!"
Her name rings a bell, but it’s only a light sound. You swear you’ve heard of her somewhere—that face belongs on magazines, and with the hot spring being the go-to for celebrities, there’s a big chance she’s a famous name. 
Lee swallows. He sees it, too. "Is it the wrong time to say that you look just like IU?"
"Don't flatter me," Xiaoting says, though the venom in her words is suddenly stranded. Those red cheeks can't be induced by the fancy lights. "You can't just disturb a girl with her me time. Fucking leave."
Me time?
Slowly, all the pieces fall into place. You realize that the shock Xiaoting showed isn’t because of the pool regulations and restrictions about the guests, but because she’s doing something far more bold. Now you understand why her fingers, still covering her top, are wrinkled even when the red locks of her head aren’t wet.
“Oh, who am I kidding?” Xiaoting rolls her eyes. “I’ve been dying to get fucked all day.” 
“What?” you ask, your voice ridden with confusion from the sudden realization.
She eyes your stomachs, quads, and faces. Her big eyes are cameras—they sweep down your body and Lee’s own with accurate focus. You suddenly feel like shrinking into a small creature just to escape the power of her stare. In one way or another, she still brings her intimidating idol persona outside of the stage.
She drops her arms from her neck and shows off the whole of her body. It’s slim yet toned, gathering the most power in her midriff lined with light abs and her thighs that look delicious even when submerged in water. The black top and bottoms hug her figure so well it’s starting to look as if she had them personally handmade and tailored to look fantastic on her. 
“And those cocks,” she continues, looking at your crotches with a lick of her lips, “look perfect. Big enough to give my insides a good rearranging, you know?”
You and Lee look at each other, then back at Xiaoting. None of you expected that, even from a woman whom you assumed just masturbated in the pool. And whose name starts to sound more and more familiar.
"Are you…" you dare to ask.
"Shen Xiaoting," she replies. She's slowly stepping out of the pool. You'd die to be the water caressing her thighs. "You know Kep1er, don't you?"
Lee nods dumbly. 
She smiles. "I thought so. I knew you'd recognize me after you said I looked like IU."
"For what it's worth," your friend says, stumbling on his words, "I like IU. A lot. I got to know you when, uh, fans on Twitter said you looked like her."
"Would you fuck me like you want to fuck her?"
Now he has no words to stumble on. "I… uh…"
"Your friend doesn’t look too sure,” Xiaoting says after she turns to you. Resting her head on one side, she adds, charmingly: “How about we show him the real deal? Make him give in?”
You can’t believe what she’s saying. It’s both too good and too bad to be true. The first factor to this that’s a pro and a con is that she’s an idol. Didn’t she just say that she’s from Kep1er? If one of the hot spring staff couldn’t keep their mouth shut, a scandal would spread on news sites and social media alike that Kep1er’s visual and main dancer just fucked a random guy. Two random guys if this escalates. 
You can’t give in.
Xiaoting massages your shoulders.
You won’t give in.
And she runs her fingers along your chest and down to the band of your swimshorts. She pulls it down.
You shan’t give in.
Afterwards. she fishes your cock out from your gray underwear. You’re hard. She’s smiling.
You’ll never give in.
She pumps it. Her hand is as soft as it looks. The added texture from the wrinkles stimulates you more in a way that’s so fucked up it shouldn’t be allowed to happen. You bite your lip to break the moan that nearly escaped your lips.
Xiaoting drops to her knees.
You give your all.
Xiaoting kisses your tip then tickles your slit with the soft edge of her tongue. You exhale too loudly for her not to grin mischievously. Her bright eyes shouldn’t look so innocent when her full lips graze along your length, sealing at the base then harshly sucking all the way backwards. But they do, and you can’t look away. 
She’s trapped you. You’re a little embarrassed at how a girl who’s only met you and knows all the risks that come with fucking you still manages to reduce you to groans because you should be the bigger person here. You should play the devil’s advocate and tell her to get away from you with her nonsense and stupidly soft lips and irritatingly beautiful face. You should push her away. Yes, she should do everything but come closer; she should—
“Fuck me,” you breathe raspily.
“‘Course I will,” Xiaoting answers with a smile that’s too pretty for her own good. She faces your friends and flashes him a quiet smile. “Jealous yet?”
“No,” Lee answers. 
“Hm. I can do something about that.”
She deepthroats you, welcoming your bulge into her tight neck and letting it thrust in and out. The closeness of her airway greets you when you push, and her slick, wet mouth begs you to come back when you exit. It leaves you in a frenzy of indecisiveness—you don’t know what to choose: keep bluntly thrusting into Xiaoting’s throat or let your cockhead glide along her lips. Again, she makes you dizzy. Helpless. Weak.
“You sure know how to suck a dick,” says Lee enviously. The tightness of his shorts can’t hide his erection. 
Xiaoting pulls back. “Oh, I do,” she says. “I can do two things at once, if you know what I mean.” She levels him with a schemeful stare. “I’m very good at it.”
“Fuck.”
“What’s wrong?” she asks meekly. Her bottom lip juts out, “Want me to show you?”
Whenever Lee watches Kep1er’s V-lives or variety shows, he takes Xiaoting as someone who’s silent but forgiving. But now that he’s actually met her, he finds out that she’s the type of girl who doesn’t take no for an answer. If it weren’t already obvious from her rubbing his cock over his bottoms and her mouth sucking you away, she always gets what she wants. She might like to play quiet and innocent, but it’s clear that she isn’t any of that.
“Oh fuck,” he gasps. Her palm’s soft and smooth over the sensitive flesh of his erection. “Xiao– Xiaoting… you’re so—”
“Oh, so now you want to fuck me?” 
“I—uh—”
“Say it.” Xiaoting replaces her mouth on your cock with a furious, pumping hand and prods your friend on. Now she’s jerking the two of you off at the same time and leaves no second for you to breathe. “Say that you want to fuck me.”
“I want to fuck you, Xiaoting,” Lee says. He closes his eyes and hisses. “We want to fuck you so bad.”
You nod in agreement. Both of your male moans fill the air, making Xiaoting’s smile grow wider. She’s finally getting what she wants, and she’s not going to stop until it blooms to something better. She can already imagine being fucked by the two of you. She bets it’ll be better than just watching an old porn video.
The cause of the thrill is recognizable. Yujin could walk into the pool at any time and scream at the boldness, and if you and Lee weren’t trustworthy, she’d end up on the news and ruin her career. It’s the risk of being caught that quickens her jerking of your cocks, that makes her smile like never before.
“You’re close, aren’t you?” she coos. “You want to cum all for me so much it’s pathetic. But I like it, so don’t you worry. And I won’t mind if you shower me with your hot cum either, so do it.”
The pace of her hand jerking you off matches the speed of the one she’s using on Lee. Your breaths and moans mix with his, and you’re driven on by the redheaded girl nodding in encouragement. Her little nods remind you of how she took your cock so effortlessly just a few minutes ago, and you’re getting worked up again. 
“Getting excited, I see,” Xiaoting remarks, noting the thrusts the two of you fire into her closed fists.  “Make sure it isn’t for nothing. Cum on my face, my body, I don’t care. Just do it.”
Her soft voice is addicting; how can it pronounce such bold, dirty words while keeping the same touch of innocence to it? You don’t know what or why, but you don’t care anyway. You’re only going after the high that’s so close you can taste it. Maybe Xiaoting can taste it. You wouldn’t want anything less than that. 
On the other hand, you could go for more.
On Xiaoting’s other hand, Lee erupts. She closes her eyes in delight as he paints her with his overflowing semen. Her delicate face is caked with the bold fluid when it shouldn’t be—Xiaoting’s face should only ever be used in sweet, nostalgic commercials, not blasted with cum. But it is, and on the first impact, she immediately lets her tongue stick out. It’s the lewd expression on her face while doing it that finally makes you explode on her. 
A lot of it ends up on her face, but the lucky droplets slide down to her mouth. Xiaoting’s heart bursts with satisfaction at the most inappropriate of things, and this is the highest on the list of them. To be showered with cum by two anonymous men who could do anything with her if they please makes her shiver. She wants it. She wants you most of all.
And so when she gets up, she says, with a tone that warns the two of you that consequences will be consequences if you refuse: “Let’s get out of here.”
-
You end up in another place: her room. This day has just been setting change after setting change. You’re grateful that this one is well-furnished, though—any other bed would break if Lee had thrown Xiaoting like that on it. 
She likes it, however; she props herself up on the mattress after it went on with a wide smile. It’s more seductive than it should be, and for that reason, you pull off her shorts while Lee lifts her top over her body.
You’re not usually this confident. You like to stand at the side and let everything take its course. But Xiaoting just ignites something in you. She brings out a lust-crazed animal inside you that survives by fucking her numbless.
Maybe it’s her body that’s making you this way? Her arms and waist are thin, but her thighs are fuller than you expected. You part them and discover that her pussy is the same way. Her pink, puffy lips are soaked, and you’re here to clean her up.
“Oh my god, what are you doing… ahhh!” 
Xiaoting’s cry approaches a scream as you tongue her fat pussy. First, you flick her clit with a sudden expertness. Then, you latch your lips around it and give her the most powerful suction you can muster. Her wetness instantly floods your face. When she throws her head back to open her mouth, Lee comes up to make sure it’s put to good use.
“Suck me off, Xiaoting,” he tells her. “Like a good girl.”
How could she be a good girl? How could she be a well-behaved little thing when your tongue is completely ruining her, slick against her lips then wild inside her twitching hole? Xiaoting doesn’t think she can, but this is what she’s dreamed of. This is what she wanted, so she’ll go through it gladly.
Lee learns from her habits at not taking “no” for an answer and dips his hips on her face. Her lips spread and take his cock fully. She whines and tries to relax her throat to take his length, but her neck still ends up with a bulge imprinted on its flesh. 
Her engorged clit experiences the best of pleasure as your lips massage it. She finally screams and bucks her hips into your face, but you hold her down by her luscious thighs. Squeeze them, then spank them. There’s an unexpected voice inside you commanding you to pepper her creamy thighs with handprints again and again. You’d love to corrupt the paleness of her soft flesh with red. Mark her that way. Tell her that she got what she wanted. You want to see her twitch and cry and moan for more, and you want to give it to her since hell, who are you to reject Shen Xiaoting?
So, you give in to the voice. Let it control you and raise your hand to her right thigh. You squeeze in time with Lee’s thrusts into her mouth. Her lower body lifts off the bed, but you pin her down again anyway. As revenge, her thighs curl around your head and keep you locked to her center. But it can’t be revenge when you relish it, can it?
“Fuck, her mouth is so fucking good,” Lee groans. His balls hit Xiaoting right in her pretty face, and she makes sure to dedicate at least a few licks to fuel his lust. “Told you this vacation was gonna be good. Getting a pretty girl to use.”
What are you even supposed to say to that? Your fears get the best of you again. You’re afraid to sound off to Xiaoting if you say the wrong word. Her pretty cunt just addles your brain that no words can be formed. They translate into actions, like pulling your lips away from her pussy and rubbing at her clit.
“Hnnnn!” Xiaoting cries. Her hips gyrate, and it’s your job again to keep her on the bed. You can’t do anything about the wet sheets, though. You can’t stop Xiaoting’s violent squirting as your rubbing at her core grows more frequent and harsh.
Lee pulls out of her mouth. A rain of white damages her face, but it’s the very storm in which she screams to the fullest. She’s tapping out, unable to handle the furious flicks at her clit. She barely has the strength to lift herself up, but she tries anyway for the purpose of seeing how her squirt flashes out from under her engorged clit, where you thumb and lick energetically. 
“Fuck, fuck, I can’t!” she says, eyes not bothering to open anymore. “Please make me cum more, I can’t take it!”
Her words contrast each other, but you take the initiative to avoid stopping. You slip two fingers inside her to fill her desperate pussy and place your lips on her nub. Your rhythms are mismatched, but they’re perfect enough to make Xiaoting’s toes curl. 
“Look at these pretty tits,” Lee says. He comes up from behind Xiaoting to wrap his hands fully around her small, painted chest. Pinching her nipples, he kisses her neck. “So perfect. You like this, Xiaoting?”
What other answer is truthful except for the whiny, shouted “Yes!” she replies? 
Xiaoting leans back into his chest and kisses him. While Lee toys with her sensitive nipples as she screams and begs, you suck her clit harshly. It pulses between your lips. Although it’s clear you’re draining her, stopping is an impossibility. You’re high on Xiaoting, and you want to do everything but come down.
“Cum— cumming, cumming so hard!” she mumbles. Lee’s kisses on her neck rake up her sensitivity. “Please make me cum, gonna cum again, too much, please!”
As she promised, your mouth is filled again with her sweet nectar. You could live on it; you could have Xiaoting sit on your face each day for her cum to heal your shortcomings as if you were a god. But you decide that’s enough for now, and sighs heavily in relief. She relies on your friend’s chest to keep herself up.
“Y-you eat me so well,” she says appreciatively. “You’re so good.”
Your blush is almost as red as her hair. “Thanks, I guess,” you respond bashfully. 
“Hey, didn’t I fuck your mouth good, too?” Lee asks. He’s a little jealous hearing you get praised instead of him. Xiaoting is one of his heroes, that being the reason why he wants her approval, too. 
Xiaoting, suddenly full of energy, sits up straight and taps her chin. “I don't know, can your dick even fill me properly?”
You raise your brows. It’s a solid reminder that you and Lee may have spent all night ruining her body, but she still is the puppeteer. Her status, wants, and pretty face drag you around like strings, having you do whatever she wants you to do. She’s just insanely good at making it seem that you could do whatever to her. If she weren’t an idol, she could have been an actress.
“Oh yeah?” Lee sits up, too, and tries to hide the offense in his face. 
Xiaoting meets his gaze, unfaltering. “You heard me.”
“Alright then, I’ll fill you up,” he offers. He rises from the bed and stands with you. “He’ll fuck your mouth. Call it a spitroast, then we’ll see who’s better.”
Xiaoting’s eyes sparkle. He really doesn’t have a clue, does he? But he’s cute, and as much as she’d climb heights to avoid admitting it, he has a big cock. She can't wait for it to fill her up.
Excitement grips her skin as Lee pulls her up and bends her over the bed. His cock teases her hole. You take your place in front of Xiaoting. 
The first spank resounds. She winces, but she's biting her lip. You can see every lewd expression she makes with your position before her. You slap your cock on her cheek, and she moans delightfully. 
"That feels so good," she says, through ragged breaths. She runs a hand through her Ariel hair and smiles. Her grin glints with charm. "Come on, boys. Use me. You can do that for me, can't you? And—fuck."
Her pussy, still sensitive, reels helplessly. Lee has his cock penetrating her thighs, nudging her clit. It isn't even the real thing but she's already so weak. 
"Your thighs are amazing, Xiaoting," he tells her. 
"I know. Fuck them all you want, but don't forget to fill me up. You," she looks up at you and smirks, a fatal attack to your poor heart, "blow a big load in my mouth, okay?"
You nod. You brush your cockhead on her soft lips, then slowly enter her mouth. It's still as good as the first time, for her tongue knows how to work wonders on your length. She's all wet and hot, and although you envy Lee for having the chance to fuck her pussy, you think that this is good for now.
You and Lee pump into Xiaoting quickly. Both of her holes are incredibly wet. While her slick walls contract and hold on to his cock, her warm mouth moistens your length with sheen-coated pleasure. You're both knocking into her body, feeling her all over the place—her small bouncing tits, the ripples of her perfect ass, her wide hips; no place is left untouched. 
And, despite the violence of the intercourse as you fuck Xiaoting on both ends, she likes it. 
She doesn’t need to bob her head anymore to let your girth into her tight throat; Lee’s harsh thrusts from behind drive her mouth to swallow more of you. You’ve got your fingers in her hair, gathering them in one tight tail, so that there won’t be hindrance in facefucking her. So far, her face is the most perfect thing to fuck. Your hand, though a familiar dream, can’t compare to the way her eyes sparkle when her gaze meets yours, or the hollowing of her cheeks when she dares to push her limits. 
Or maybe she’s just that pretty.
“Too much for you now, Xiaoting?” Lee asks. He’s gripping the soft cheeks of her bubble butt then teasing the puckered hole. 
“You wish,” Xiaoting says, pulling away from your cock and jacking it off. You can’t really see her when she turns her head to your friend, but you can just tell that she’s got on the most bratty expression. Even her words alone can entice Lee to fuck the brat out of her.
“What about now?”
Xiaoting shimmies away after he slips a finger inside her tight asshole. Desperate not to show her vulnerability, she places her mouth on your cock again. Her moans reverberate and create breathy pleasure on your length, and you start to fuck her harder. You know she’s enjoying it; her face never shows anything other than bliss, and her moans increase despite her filled mouth. 
All her holes are filled, and it’s going further than she’s ever dreamed of. Your touch is everywhere, and she tries to sink into it wherever it goes, but it keeps roaming. She can’t keep up with the thumb on her clit. Or the fingers spreading her virginal ass. Or your cock defiling her mouth. Or—
“More, f-fuck!” 
The suction of her pretty lips increases. Xiaoting’s eyes are squeezed shut. The room fills with screams and she clenches down so hard that Lee fills her insides earlier than he’d like. 
“Holy shit, that’s it, Xiaoting,” he says. His groans almost match her screams. “Fucking cum all over this cock.”
Their cum mixes together, a lewd liquid that drips down the thighs he fucked earlier. Her moans are strained cries, ones you muffle with a few remaining thrusts. She counts your thrusts just like she did whenever she dances at the practice room, timing her licks with them. More witness dribbles down her skin at your moans, and she evokes more out of you as she swallows your complete length all in one go. Restricted by the closeness of her throat, you’ve no choice but to cum inside her mouth. 
“Xiao– Xiaoting…” You’ve lost all control over balance and logic. You sit back down heavily on the edge of the bed and try to keep up with your breath.
Xiaoting licks your cockhead one last time. She laughs when it twitches. Her lips are lined with white, hot cum. “You don’t talk much,” she says, then, as she pointedly looks at Lee, continues, “but you’re really cute.”
“That’s it.” Lee’s a jealous guy. He ’t take the poorly veiled method Xiaoting’s too good at: riling him up. He doesn’t let envy take hold of what he does, but now, lust has corrupted his mind. He was too turned on by the sight of Xiaoting’s perfect back curving with his thrusts, at the sloppy sounds of her blowjob. Everything about her oozes of sex, which is what he’s happy to do to her.
He throws her on the bed again. The soft landing doesn’t save the bounce of her ass, nor does it take away the pleasurable pain of Lee spreading her legs. Lee’s face is flushed with lust and jealousy. He takes it all out in slapping the puffy cunt the best he can. 
Xiaoting cries out with satisfaction when he spanks her cunt, even parking her crotch further into his hand. “Fuck, yes, keep doing that!” 
“Brat,” Lee spits. You’re silent, but you secretly agree with him, too. Xiaoting’s a bigger brat than she poses herself as.
“Alright,” she says. Raised brows, upturned smile, she quips: “Then fuck me like one.”
She isn’t denying it or anything, but she is running away from the consequences of being one. She’s gauging the reaction she wants from the two of you, making it seem like it’s the perfect thing to do to put her in her place when she’s only rising above. She seems to love the reaction Lee makes:
“I’ll go for her ass,” he says, pulling her into his lap. As he does, his cock slips inside the ringed hole. Xiaoting’s cracked gasp fills your ears. “You can have a turn on her bratty cunt.”
More sounds of lewdness and pleasure spill from her pretty mouth when Lee pushes his fingers inside her pussy and spreads the walls apart. You watch, with strange hooked fascination, as Xiaoting writhes at Lee scissoring his fingers inside her. Cum ribbons his fingers, but he keeps going, determined to batter Xiaoting down into a desperate passive. You’d say it’s working, for what it’s worth.
“Hnnn, so hot, I can’t—!” She looks down at her fingerfucked pussy and hisses. “Haah, fffuck, please don’t stop!”
Lee doesn’t stop for a while. He continues fucking her pussy with his digitis until she squirts. All the while her voice reaches new pitches. He ends with slapping her crotch over and over, wetting his hands with her liquid.
“Oh, oh god, so good!” she screams. You squeeze her taut nipples and rub your cockhead on her clit. “Keep doing that, I’m ‘bout to cum so hard!”
“Again?” you ask. She looks up at you, surprised you’re speaking, but her gaze breaks at your cock filling her entrance up. “You’re a little cumslut, aren’t you? It’s all you ever want to do: cum all over cock.”
Despite her surprise, she nods. It’s true, anyway, so what’s the point in denying it? And there’s really not much time to put up a fight when the two of you are filling both of her holes. 
Her ass aches, but Lee’s in heaven—her tight little asshole is heaven itself. The cum and wetness from her pussy serve as good lubricant to slide in and out of her, to spread and slap her bouncing cheeks. You’re in heaven, too, despite the sin you make of thrusting into Xiaoting’s silken cunt like it depends on your life. At times, you pull out to rub your cock on her lips, enjoying the puffed texture of it and the whine of need she makes.
Kisses are everywhere. You pepper Xiaoting’s lips with them, too engaged with how soft her lips are to regard the fact that your friend’s literal cock has been there, and Lee kisses her arms. You’re both keen on ruining all of her body, and that involves marking her as your own. For this night, anyway, but the night is still young; while it lasts, you might as well up the tempo of your thrusts and grope her body as much as you like.
You find that the parts of her form that you appreciate the most are her face, thighs, and pussy. You loved to paint her pretty face with your load, corrupting the innocence it exudes. You relish thinking, too, of how her thighs served as earmuffs around your head and almost crushed you with how full and muscular they are. Plus, her pussy’s so perfect, so tight that you don’t think you’d want any other. It clenches and grips with every thrust, sends her hands flying to the sheets and on the side of Lee’s face.
Shen Xiaoting’s insatiable. 
“So fucking big inside me!” she’s screaming, grabbing your ass so you’re compelled to ram deeper. Her eyes are wide, and her breaths barely come out anymore.  “Fuck my little pussy with that big cock, please, da—”
Lee vents his anger out on her clit. He abuses it with firm, circular rubs that make Xiaoting’s hips twitch into your cock. There’s truly no escape from the pleasure—there’s her ass filled repeatedly, and the violent thrusts in her cunt. Now, there’s the pinching of her nipples and the rubs on her clit to deal with. She could scream and crawl and whine, but mercy isn’t in the dictionary for tonight. She’s going to be fucked hard, just the way she wanted, and she’ll have to cope with it one way or another.
You part her legs as far as they could go. You’re impressed at how flexible she is; her years as a dancer have certainly brought good fruit. With this position you’re able to hold her thighs as much as you want while fucking her cunt deeper. Lee’s given the chance to bounce her ass on him with no trouble. Lastly, Xiaoting’s put in a state of bliss—to the front, she’s filled and from the back, she is, too, and she doesn’t think she could hold on much longer. There’s too many things going on: her nipples being toyed with and squeezed, her thighs being spanked, her clit being assaulted. She’s so close to another orgasm that, like the others, have gone uncounted.
It’s messy when she cums. The whole thing has been fluids upon skin and skin upon fluids, but this one in particular is plentiful. IHer cum spurts everywhere in a profane splash right into your and on the sheets. She’s screaming, too, a bunch of words that can’t be deciphered properly. It sends off the right message, anyway: she’s cumming more.
You quickly move over to Xiaoting’s nipples when you feel your climax approaching. It’s induced by curiosity, and it gets the better of you; swipe your tip side to side on her small, perky nipples. The new sensation is strange, but it sets a flame of pleasure on your length. Xiaoting moans, guiding her breast to your cockhead, and chewing on Lee’s bottom lip. 
Eventually, the stamina subsides, and all three of you collapse on the bed. No word is exchanged for a long time.
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“You,” says Yujin menacingly, pointing accusingly at Xiaoting with a single index finger with utmost anger on her face, “are in so much trouble.”
Xiaoting wipes her hair down with a towel. It was difficult to shower when her legs could barely hold her up, but it’s done now. She has nothing to worry about. Technically, there is more to worry about: Yujin’s discovered what secret she’s been hiding, and she’s furious. But, to her surprise, she isn’t pent up about it. If anything, she’s rather proud.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she replies. A white lie for a dark sin is still not counted, right?
“I… I saw you,” Yujin goes on. She’s walking around with Xiaoting as the younger girl paces in the room. “I saw you get out with those two guys!”
“And why would you assume anything happened?”
“Because there’s fucking cum on the floor, Xiaoting!” 
"Well." Xiaoting raises her hands in the air and sits down on the bed. "A girl’s gotta have fun.”
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The ones left behind (2)
Sully family x reader + tarsem and others
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The great mother always seems to have plans for her children no matter if they are born Navi or human. Now life has changed for many since the departure of the omatacayia, as they need to leave their home but most of them didn’t leave on good terms. Life had gone on for everyone there was still some sorrow. There had been some happiness that had been discovered during this time of sorrow.
Y/n " ......" you are humming a song while doing some work in the home you share with your mate tarsem, yes you and tarsem had become mates after you had been given an avatar body. The avatar body as the thing that saved your from the brink of death two year ago.
tarsem " ma y/n I home"
y/n " welcome home my love you have been missed" tarsem soon placed his bow and caught of the day down, as he sat down and kissed you.
tarsem “ it good to be home after being gone for so long”
y/n “ it good to have you home my husband”
Tarsem “ well I have many reasons to come home my wife” tarsem soon smirk towards you making you role your eyes at him.
tarsem “ so how was everything when I was away”
y/n “ it was good I and norm had worked on away to help us avoid the RDA, since two half years ago after we discovered a way to make the avatar bodies last forever and make a new one for spider”
tarsem “ spider has always been Navi even when he looked human, so did you my love that what made you beautiful”
y/n “ oh so I’m not beautiful anymore”
tarsem “ you will always me beautiful my love” tarsem soon learned into a another kiss and your kissed him back. Soon the moment between you two had been interrupted when the sound of something else had gotten both adults attention.
tarsem “ my turn”
y/n “ no fair you cheater” tarsem had soon taken off into the home stepping into the room he shares with his mate, and soon came back into the common area holding two babies in his arms.
tarsem “ sempu is sorry for not coming to see me mighty warrior boys, wow you two are getting big and strong one day you will be like your dad” you soon smile as tarsem soon sat down still holding onto both boys.
y/n “ what makes you think they will be warriors my love they could be like me and my grandmother, a long line of peace makers and having a connection with eywa”
tarsem “ well know how have so much energy in them so being so small, and they kinda of remaining me of when I was young and remind me of your brothers as well” you had become quite after hearing your mates words, it had been two half years since your last saw your family. Speaking with them had become rare occurrence as it was deemed unsafe by Jake, even after you found a safe way to communicate with them. You had stopped calling Jake dad and now address with by his name and, you no longer called neytiri mom as well. None of your family knew you were now bonded to your avatar body, along with being mates and mother now. You had felt your are no longer connected to with your siblings and spider felt like, he lost his friends.
tarsem " ma y/n I'm sorry for bring up the past it was awful of me"
y/n " it okay tarsem" one of your sons had reached out towards you and you soon took him from tarsem.
y/n " don't worry my loves mama is okay everything will be okay"
norm " hey everyone"
tarsem " norm welcome"
spider " hey everyone aww the little guys are awake"
y/n " hello spider yes they are up"
tsu'tey " we came to see how you all were doing and see how the new members of the clan have been doing"
tarsem " they are doing well"
spider " so what are you going to name them or we are still going to call them babies or little ones"
y/n " we have decided one the names for the boys"
tarsem " yes we are going to name them Ako and Arawo"
tsu'tey " those are perfect names for twins it custom for twins, and will be good for them when they grow older"
y/n " yes prefect name for our boys" ako was the oldest in tarsem arms and looks for navi then his brother arawo who had inherited, your human features of five fingers and eyebrows.
spider " well I love their names and thanks for allowing me to be their uncle"
y/n " you have always been like a brother to be spider and you have been there for me as well, we all have been through alot over these years"
norm " yes there is some news I have come to share with you"
y/n " share what news norm"
norm " some of the others have lost faith that Jake will actually let us join them or even come back to the forest, and if they do come back they might make life elsewhere"
y/n " ......."
spider : yes some of the navi had mentioned that and it has been years since we last saw everyone, we are now adults and the twins mark the first kids born in this small clan"
y/n " I still wish to ave faith we will see them again but if we don't, then we will wish the best for them and move on with our lives"
tsu'tey " your grandmother made the right decision on making you her successor" you had nodded your head at tsu'tey statement you did become this small clan tshaik, and where there for everyone during hard times.
y/n " we will either get a sign from eywa if we should go to the reef clan and join them or word from Jake sully himself, but we need to get ready and wait"
spider " understood do you think they miss us"
y/n " yes spider we will always have a special relationship with them" the group had stayed that the home that night for dinner and conversation, helping the twins get use to walking a bit and help learning some words in navi and English. It will take another month until Jake will make contact saying they were allowed to come, it had been many years and hearing these words had not that much effect on everyone.
Days later
y/n " ........." the group had traveled after they packed all they needed and soon made home, on the inland that the humans were given to live on. The you and the other navi and avatar had decided to help set up base and get everything ready.
max " well we have everything set up here"
norm " well we will be seeing everyone soon enough"
y/n " yes it seems like they had found us some homes to stay there"
tarsem " whatever happens my love I will be here and if need I will ask Jake and neytiri to leave if needed"
tsu'tey "good for you my brother standing up for your mate and children"
norm " spider will be staying with me and tsu'tey along with avroke"
avroke " I'm good with that the others will be staying in the other homes, as the rest of the avatars will stay here in these tents"
y/n " that good"
Scientist " yes I think it best if we stay here and only send a few of you towards the village"
y/n " okay but I'm still worried about the twins what if someone see them"
tsu'tey " carry them in the basket when we are moving into our new homes or carrying them in thier baby carries but use this shall to cover them"
tarsem " that will work and they are asleep at the moment so it will be good"
y/n " yes well let get going" the group soon took off on their ikrans it was good, that none of the members of the clan where near by as the group had been welcome by some warriors and Scouts. they had been shown their homes but while walking there they were getting looks.
scouts " this where you all will be staying"
y/n " thank you"
tarsem " yes thank you this home will be good" they had been helped moving thier stuff, but as you stepped into the home that was given to tarsem.
scout 2 " excuse me y/n the daughter of toruk makto will be living with his family and that you"
y/n " yes but I'm old enough to live here"
tarsem " she and I are a mated pair so she will be staying with me if that fine"
scout 3 " no that okay we didn't know her father didn't tell us"
tsu'tey " as he doesn't know yet so please don't share the news as it for them to share, so please respect their wishes"
scout " yes we will toruk makto and his family will be back sometime later on today, with tonowari and his family along with anyone else they might wish to see you all"
y/n " thank you and thank you for helping us move stuff" the Scouts and warriors soon left leaving the group to go into homes, and soon set everything up.
tarsem " Jake sully is going to lose it when he hears the news"
y/n " well he will have to accept it as we all have been apart for so long, they can't think we will all stay the same"
tarsem " yes that is true but I can't wiat for our children to meet your siblings and mo'at they will see soon they have, a big and happy family"
y/n " yes they will soon meet everyone else but the matter of Jake and neytiri will be dealt with later on" tarsem nodded his head he had lost respect for Jake and neytiri along with most of the clan. After a while everything was set up and the home was looking good, when you heard footstep running towards your home.
???? " they said she came here spider and everyone else were living, over here"
????? " I can't wait to see y/n again along with everyone else" you and tarsem soon looked up and saw, your siblings standing there with three other kids behind them.
neteyam " tarsem"
tarsem " hello everyone wow all of you have grown and changed over the years"
lo'ak " it good to see you again but have you see our sister we were told she came here"
y/n " hello baby brother wow you have grown so much" soon all four kids had looked at you, along with the three others behind them.
tuk " y/n"
y/n " hello tuk tuk you have become older and now taller" tuk soon smiled and hugged you she was soon joined by your three other siblings.
kiri " how is this possible you have a avatar body"
y/n " we made one after you all left and soon I did the ritual"
neteyam " wait so you are like us now"
y/n " yes I'm"
lo'ak " that so amazing wiat I see you to meet our friends my Tsireya and her brother aonung and rotxo"
tsireya " hello we have heard so much about you it good to meet you"
y/n " yes hello"
aonung " we had been told you came here and went to the sully homes to see you were not there"
rotxo " yes we were hoping to meet you and a boy named spider"
kiri : wiat where is spider is he with the other can we go see them"
spider " right here kiri long time no see everyone" everyone soon turned around and saw spider as navi looking at them. beef spider could say anything else he was soon hugged by kiri and lo'ak.
lo'ak " wow bro you are the same height as neteyam now that amazing and you are navi now as well"
spider " yeah I got my avatar body finally and I owe your sister for it"
kiri " I knew one day you will get one I'm so happy"
tuk " yes now can all have fun again like we did in the past"
norm " hey kids" soon norm along with tsu'tey and avroke had come to say hello to the sully children, everyone was happy reconnecting and meeting new people.
neteyam" sister we can help you move your stuff into the family home"
y/n " teyam thank you but I will be living her with tarsem"
lo'ak " don't tell us that you and tarsem are together like mated couple"
tarsem " yes is that okay with you all"
the sully kids " yes"
neteyam "that amazing we are happy for you both we always knew you two were close"
lo'ak " it good to know you have found love sister"
y/n" it seems like I was not the only one" you smile at your brother as they were standing close to tsireya and aonung.
y/n " there is something else I and tarsem wish to share with you all, as it has been so long since we all seen each other"
neteyam " sure"
y/n " well come inside and I will share with you all have a sit" soon everyone came inside and soon sat down, and you soon left the room and returned with something in your arms.
y/n " everyone I will love you all to meet my sons a Ako and Arawo" you sibling soon looked as you showed them your twin boys, who were now toddlers.
kiri " you have children"
y/n " yes there is so much you all have missed and I'm sorry I didn't tell you all sooner"
neteyam " sister it okay we left you like that and we are sorry but we are happy to have you home"
lo'ak " they are so cute"
tsireya " yes they are so cute and you are blessed to have wonderful children"
y/n " thank you"
aonung " are you sure it okay for us three to be here even due we are not family"
y/n " you all have some connections with my sibling and are very important to them if they tell you all about me and, bring you here as well so that make you family"
kiri " can I hold one of them please"
y/n " sure"
neteyam " I want to hold one as well" you laugh as your siblings and their friends were able to hold the twins, and it seems like the twins connect with them easily.
y/n " please don't tell ..."
lo'ak " mom and dad we understand it took us a long time to see they were not good to you, but we are here to help now if anything happens we will be here for you' all the older kids had left as tuk had left tp get mo'at so she can see you and meet her great grandchildren.
tarsem " see my love you have all the support in the world" the happy moment had soon been cut off, when it sound like someone else was coming. Soon enough mo'at had show herself she was happy to see you again.
mo'at " my granddaughter you have chanegd so much and it make me proud., and I here you have become mates with tarsem as well"
tarsem " yes we have and I will make sure to be loyal to her until the very end and in the after life as well"
mo'at " I know you will young man I know you will but I also have heard, we have new member born into the clan right Ako and Arawo"
y/n " yes" lo'ak and spider were with the twins right now and soon shown them to mo'at who smiled, she soon said a blessing over the boys.
mo'at " you two have done well and will keep doing well, as ewya has blessed you both to be mates and parents .... you have grown y/n and I'm sorry I was not here for that but I hope I can be there for you now"
y/n " you are always welcome in my life grandmother along with my siblings"
mo'at " thank you" The twins were being fawned over by everyone as as now sitting down and talking. The sound of movement stopping near the couple home entrance had gotten everyone attention. The happy mode that was once here was now gone as you can tell who had arrived.
y/n " it has been a while hasn't it my dear parents" you soon got up looking at Jake and neytiri, as they were now standing with tonowari and ronal.
neytiri " my daughter you are finally here it been so long"
y/n " yes it has" neytiri came towards you happy to see you, and she had failed to see the twins at the moment as they are being held by neteyam and kiri.
Jake " my girl you have an avatar body that wonderful"
y/n " it my new body sir as I"m no longer human I have done the ritual and have become navi"
Jake " what I ...."
tonowari " daughter of toruk makto y/n we have heard so much about you"
y/n " hello it nice to meet you I have meet your children as well and they are wonderful"
rotox " thank you and we are happy to have you here but hope you will be good to the clan"
y/n " we will I and my mate"
Jake " mate you are mated"
tarsem " I'm here mate that why she here with me and no home we start a life together"
Jake " that amazing I'm happy to have you as son in law my boy, I know you are right man for my daughter and all be a good husband"
ronal " we alway welcome you guest as well"
spider " hello" soon the sound a baby had gotten all four adult attention when they soon saw the twins looking at them.
neytiri " little ones who kids are these"
y/n " they are my kids with tarsem" Jake and neytiri look at their daughter as she said that to them, this was a whole shock to them.
tarsem " this is our family if you have anything to say keep it to yourself, it not good I not wish to have my kids upset"
Jake " no we don't mean anything we are just shocked everything it change so much, we missed everything and that hurts"
neteyam " sir this is not about you right now you are here to welcome old friends back after years away"
mo'at " it getting late and we all should be getting home we can talk more later on"
Jake " no we are staying to talk now we need to understand what going on"
tarsem " No I'm asking you all to leave now this my home and it best if you leave for now I don't need you upsetting my wife" Jake and neytiri wish to say more but were soon taken awya but your siblings and mo'at. Everyone else had left as well leaving the family together, tarsme and the children made you feel better but you were still broken by what happened. It was going to be a hard time to get ready for everything that will be coming.
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banzaitaka · 1 year
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Hi there! Can I request some headcanons for the Obey me brothers where their boyfriend is a fallen angel (He fell before they did)? Their bf has a similar personality to Grell from black butler and they love that their job is to make sure sinners safely make it to the devildom (That job part isn't that important I just thought it could be a fun detail). Or maybe a jjk Oneshot on Gojo just taking in this little boy who doesn't like him all that much but eventually warms up to him?
Thank you in advance if you decide to write either one, and if you don't it's fine.
Stay safe, remember to drink water and eat some food! Love your work <3
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...Being taken in by Satoru...and...Megumi is there too...Dad Satoru and brother Megumi??? Pls- I WANT THIS TO HAPPEN Actually, I might make reader Megumi's brother so that I don't have to wreck my brain over a different bg story
Jujutsu Kaisen Masterlist
I hope this is what you wanted & you enjoy reading! Tips are very welcome!
Satoru Gojo x male! reader
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Warming
To say their relationship started off as rocky would be a massive understatement. No matter what Satoru did, the younger Fushiguro brother refused to acknowledge his existence, and in those rare moments he does, a glare way too strong for a boy that age was all he was willing to share. Satoru still saw those moments as an accomplishment. Sure, at least an indifferent expression would’ve been a bit nicer, but he couldn’t help but giggle every time the boy burned holes into him with his eyes.
The only time this kind of behaviour was slightly problematic was when there had to be some kind of communication between the two. Megumi certainly didn’t exactly have the energy to repeat everything the silver haired had said, so his little brother could reply to him instead of to the sorcerer. And since (Y/N) had to live under the same roof as Satoru, without either of his siblings, and won’t be able to move out anytime soon because of his age, exchanging a few words was going to be necessary. Not only to make things way easier, but also to better their relationship.
As much as Megumi would've liked to, and actually tried to, he couldn’t be the only person (Y/N) could depend on. Megumi was older, but still at a young age himself. And being his family doesn’t mean he has to bear the responsibility of raising him, and taking care of him like a parent did. That was exactly what Satoru was there for. But the distrust (Y/N) had towards him was really getting in the way.
No one blamed him for that though, it was absolutely understandable, some might even say expected, behaviour of the boy, considering what he had gone through.
But, again, in order to make life easier for all three of them, a change needed to happen. Not immediately, nothing massive. There was hope it would be enough for (Y/N) to come to Satoru when he needed help with little things, and when he was feeling unwell in one way or another. Whenever Megumi was absent, which was often, (Y/N) would get himself in danger quite regularly. For example, trying to climb onto the counter to reach dishes on the top shelves, trying to work sharp or other not child-friendly objects, never telling whenever he got a stomachache, felt dizzy, etc.
Despite Satoru catching on a lot of times, it was neither a 100% success rate, nor necessary work. It has become quite exhausting overtime. The sorcerer had determination to crack that thick wall between the two.
"(Y/NNNNNN)~", the sorcerer’s voice was as cheerful and obnoxious as ever as he peeked his head through the door; the door to the room (Y/N) got to call his own. The door he wished he could lock sometimes. Only sometimes, though. His feelings for Satoru weren’t as bad as to want to lock him out. The boy spared him a glance from out of the corner of his eyes as he sat on the ground with his new Lego set he got. From Satoru, to be quite exact. As soon as the man found out about his passion for building things (he had watched him build walls and castles out of everything he could stack, multiple times) he made sure to make use of that rather valuable information. Every once in a while he would bring home a small Lego packet or box for the boy to play with. And on a rarer occasion, he‘d buy a much larger set.
Some would say Satoru was spoiling (Y/N) with all those gifts, in actuality it was a peace offering, a gesture to show he could be trusted. “Like giving an animal food until it let‘s you pat it.“, maybe not exactly the best comparison, but those were his words as he explained his actions. Trust issues were not unfamiliar to the male, and this approach was but one out of multiple he was going to try to have (Y/N) open up wide enough.
“You like the new addition to your collection?“, he sat down next to the other, eyeing his current project; a castle. It certainly was bigger than the sorcerer expected it to be, but that was by no means a bad thing. Actually quite the opposite. “Yeah.“, a short and simple response, though it showcases the progress the two of them made. “I‘m glad you do! Because I picked this one up at the store today.“, the young adult grinned, dangling a tiny box in front of the boy by the hook attached to the top. A mini set containing a prince and a horse, it seemed by looking at the big picture.
Satoru could practically see (Y/N)‘s eyes sparkling, dropping the gift into his awaiting hands. He watched him fumble the box open and emptying it at his feet on the floor. The sight of how he pushed all the pieces together in an excitement induced hurry warmed his heart in a way. And once (Y/N) then took the prince figure and put it in one of the towers, sending him a mischievous smirk as he pulled at a piece, activating a mechanism that made the figure fall through the ground…accompanied by that sweet, hearty laugh…Satoru couldn’t help but squeal at the cute display, pulling the boy to his chest, unbothered by the small fists hitting him in his sides and the displeased whines he received in return, “Ahhhhhh! That was adorable! This was the first time I heard you laugh and not glare at me as if you wanted me dead!“
Surprisingly enough, the hitting soon died down, and the whining was replaced by soft breathing. Leaning against the older one, (Y/N) wondered; Was Satoru always this warm?
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aniseandspearmint · 2 years
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I really love that not only do Sherlock and Joan never get together in the entire run of Elementary, it's never even really played as a possibility.
As an ace person I appreciate that so much. Like, there's a few one off minor characters that assume Joan is Sherlocks girlfriend, but only one reoccurring minor character that flat out asks Joan if she ever considered dating Sherlock. When Joan says no, they drop it and never bring it up again. SEVEN SEASONS and that's it.
I know more than one allo person that expressed disappointment that there was never more than friendship between the two of them, and that to them the series finale was unsatisfying, but for me it was the opposite.
A man and a woman were allowed to form a deep friendship with a strong sibling energy, and no forced romance.
Both Sherlock and Joan have aro vibes to me. Sherlock has two romantic relationships in the entire series that we see. One with 'Irene Adler' who is also this series's Jamie Moriarty, and one with a computer programmer named Fiona (goes by Mittens online) who is openly autistic (a bit stereotypical but not a bad representation tbh). Neither relationship is exactly standard. Aside from those two, Sherlock maintains a handful of amicable physical relationships with a revolving cast of women that are mostly played for laughs and niche knowledge for cases.
Joan, she dates a few people here and there, including Mycroft Holmes, with there being one other major romance that we see with a man named Andrew. That ends sadly, right as Joan was poised to break up with him anyway (which is an extra layer of guilt for Joan) because she's just not feeling the depth of emotion she knows she should as they hit the 'meet the parents' milestone.
A few seasons later, Joan goes through a whole character arc focusing on her trying to adopt a baby as a single woman and how that would affect her and Sherlocks relationship.
Joan goes on to, in the last skip ahead episode, adopt a child as a single woman, no guy in sight, with Sherlock implied to have fallen happily into an Uncle role.
Just two aro self adopted sibling detectives, raising a kid, solving crimes. I love it so much.
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Cars Headcanon: Vehicle Growth and Development
*note: this Headcanon is for civilian-class vehicles, only. The process is slightly different for carrier and combat class vehicles...as is the siring process.*
Following the events of the Factory Wars (1819-1864, Cycle 9), most newborn, sapient vehicles are manufactured in factories. The long and the short of things is that vehicles actually do "grow up," after they are manufactured, and have distinct phases of development between infancy and adulthood.
*I used Doc as an example...because it gave me an excuse to draw him as an adorable babeh.*
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A vehicle wanting to procreate must go through the siring process with a partner of the opposite gender (see my post on reproduction). Recently, some factories (Chrysler, Jeep, Chevrolet, Stellantis, and Mazda) have allowed people to petition them directly if they are unable to create a flame due to injury, manufacturing defect and/or sexual orientation.
Once a flame is sired, the female carrier will begin receiving internal notifications with instructions on what factory they'll need to report to. If she can't get to the factory right away, she can maintain the flame for three weeks by doubling her food intake. After this time, the energy is reabsorbed, and she'll have to go through the siring process if she wants to try again.
No one outside of a factory knows how a newborn is actually manufactured. In conversations with an angel at the Hudson Motor Car Factory, Doc's mother and grandfather learn that there are at least two processes involved beyond the initial "harvesting" (the operation that extracts the flame from the female's body): "grafting" and "nurturing." The time between harvesting and being introduced to the family is, on average, three and a half days…though it can take as long as seven if the flame splits, resulting in twins.
A newborn is always the same make as their factory of origin, and the type of vehicle created is dependent on the vehicles involved in the siring process. If both parents are one type of vehicle (a car, for example), the child will be that type of vehicle. If the parents are two, different types of vehicle (a car and a plane, for example), the resulting child has a 50% chance of being one or the other. Gender is random. Twins are always the same gender and model.
When newly manufactured, a vehicle begins life with a simple, two-cycle engine and are capable of self-locomotion. The moment a child emerges from the factory, they memorize their parents UV patterns, and the sound of their parent's voices on the way home initiates their natal learning software. By the end of their first day, the newborn can speak in complete sentences and will spend every waking moment asking questions and generally absorbing as much information as their budding minds can handle. This period of hyper information gathering, known as the Infant Period, lasts until the child's third birthday…and the dreaded First Appetency Phase.
In preparation for their most intense growth spurt, the child develops an insatiable appetite for metal, especially objects made of iron, copper and lead. And…much to the horror of those around them, they're not picky about where the metal comes from. Non-sapient machines, road markers, pipes, unattended parts, steel bridge supports, power poles, tools, cooking utensils…really anything that the child can stuff into their crop whole or tear apart with their incredibly strong teeth is fair game. It's not uncommon for children, during the height of the phase, to attempt to eat their parents and/or siblings. They do not attend school during this phase for obvious safety reasons.
The excess metals are stored within the child's body, melding with existing metals in the frame, engine, and mechanical components. The infant eventually becomes so dense and heavy that they can't move; eleven hours later the spurt begins. The child's body metals "slacken," taking on a texture similar to the metals around and inside the mouth. Stored metals from the Appetency Phase are re-mobilized, and the child's body begins to slowly grow. It's a painful period fraught with danger, and many parents don't leave their children unattended for even a minute.
Manufacturing defects (misshapen wheels, bent frames, UV blindness, etc) manifest during this growth spurt. Many can be corrected, especially with modern technology…but some cannot.
After two weeks, the growth spurt runs its course and the infant vehicle matures into an adolescent. They are now about half the size of an adult with a four cycle engine. Adolescents are much more mobile than infants, and this is the age when they really began to interact with the world around them. They are still insanely curious and learning rapidly, and this is when most parents start teaching them a trade…or at the very least the life skills that they'll need to survive on their own.
Almost immediately after their seventh birthday, the adolescent enters their Second Appetency Phase…though by this point, they tend to have enough self-control that they're not eating their family out of literal house and home. This time around, they crave rarer metals, like titanium, palladium, and magnesium, and they're taking in almost triple the amount of food as an adult. The slackening phase of this spurt is more dangerous than the first due to the fact that the child's engine is powerful enough to allow mobility, despite the increase in weight. Most families opt to keep their children confined to the house until the spurt runs its course, as even a minor fender-bender during this time can be lethal.
After two weeks, the adolescent matures into a young-adult. They are now about 75% the size of an adult, with a significantly more powerful engine and a greater capacity for strategic problem-solving, deductive reasoning, and information processing. They are strong enough to work and participate in competitive sports, though there is mounting evidence that overtaxing the body and engine too much during this phase can cause developmental issues during their 11th year growth spurt.
Upon reaching their eleventh birthday, a vehicle experiences their Third, and final, Appetency Phase. While they still need extra metal in their diet (copper and aluminum, especially) they find themselves craving organic materials like peat, kerogen, coal and, oddly enough, crab meat. The final growth spurt takes three weeks…but once a vehicle's body metals harden, they are considered an adult, socially and legally. They can drink, get married, live independent of their parents, own property, run for public office, and work full-time somewhere other than a family-owned business.
Probably the most important physical change is the development of reproductive hardware. The ability to hook up with another vehicle for pleasure usually drives the first two or three years of adulthood as a vehicle figures out, not only out how their own hardware works, but what preferences they have in terms of sexuality, foreplay, and hook up configurations. Because there's an extra step involved in actually siring a child, accidental children aren't really a thing, and most vehicles (in the modern era) don't even think about parenthood until their late twenties/early thirties.
Now, that's not to say there aren't risks involved with casual hookups. Vehicles are immune to most of the organic viruses left over from the Great Dying and The Return, but they can be susceptible to digital viruses…and the easiest way for a virus to transfer between vehicles is during physical intimacy. Outbreaks can occur suddenly and spread rapidly, devastating populations…and even disrupting the factories, themselves. Cycle 8, for example, was rocked by a powerful, almost sapient, computer virus…and the resultant hardware crashes wiped out 60% of all bio-mechanical life on the planet, necessitating a full recall.
In 1900 (Cycle 9), the global, average life expectancy of a vehicle was 32 years. By 2017 this had more than doubled to 65 years. Advances in bio-mechanics, public health, automation, safety standards, and a more robust biosphere have led to decreases in mortality, for all age groups, in much of the world. Part obsolescence, usually caused by political infighting between factories, is the major limiting factor to longevity, though the advent of 3D printing is helping to counteract it.
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nutastrology · 2 years
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Astrology Degrees
Ever wonder what those numbers next to your zodiac placements mean?
If you’ve ever looked at your birth chart, you’ve probably noticed a set of numbers on the right of your zodiac placements. These are degrees and are quite specific based on your time of birth. Accurate birth times are imperative for applying degree theory when studying your natal chart.
Degrees are important in astrology for accurate interpretation. Just as in Geometry, every degree of an angle counts.
A good way to understand this is by thinking of triangles. Obtuse, acute, and isosceles triangles are all triangles. But you can easily recognize their differences based on the apparent angle measurements. These measurements impact the way we calculate geometric shapes and their formulas. We wouldn’t get an accurate result for an equation using the wrong information. This same logic applies to calculating a birth chart — and again, this is why an accurate birth time is SO important!
Looking at my placements below, I have most of my degrees between 12 and 29. This means that for me, this life journey has been set in motion for some time. I’m “picking up” in many ways where I’ve left off. Completing some cycles, ending others. Interestingly, I have the same Moon sign and placement (Aquarius in the third house) and Rising sign as my mother. Though at different degrees (mine later than hers), we enjoy exploring these “cosmic inheritances” when discussing our birth charts. You may notice I have two placements at the 29th degree, aka the Anaretic degree. This marks an evolution of the soul as it’s the final degree before the reset of a cycle, signified by zero degrees. We only see 0° when a planet first moves into a new sign.
Each degree represents a different zodiac sign and energy, some more specific, positive, or challenging than others.
The energy of each degree varies depending on where it falls from zero to 29 degrees. For example, the “earlier” degrees (i.e., the 4th and 7th degrees) represent an “early” stage of maturity and soul development. The middle degrees (i.e., 15th and 16th) represent deeper integration with these energies and processes. As we approach the end of the degree spectrum (such as with the 28th degree) we have reached a karmic “endpoint” based on energies already set in motion — we’ve finally made it.
Below you will find the list of each degree and a (simplified) meaning of that degree.
Keep in mind, astrology has many layers to explore. This is a brief notation of each degree.
0° - Marks the beginning of a new cycle, start “all over” with relation to planetary energies and meanings, critical degree. 1° - Aries / Mars: car engines, abuse, sports/athlete, military, weapon, anger, business person, speed/quickness, the color red, coming first, “in front” arguments, war.
2° - Taurus / Venus: containment/small spaces, wealth, forest, trees, food, luxuries, voice, singing, the color green, earth.
3° Gemini / Mercury: two of something, siblings, hands, double, local, small town, neighborhood, groups, birds, tea, friends, the color yellow.
4° Cancer / Moon: mother, home, public, crowd, water, in the home, the color white, critical degree.
5° Leo / Sun: strong, royal, leader, high school, fun, athletics, gym/working out, outdoors, top of a hill, family, mountain, view, hair, ego, children.
6° Virgo / Mercury: health, “ex”, sickness/illness, work, routine, pets, hospitals, doctors, manual service.
7° Libra / Venus: beauty, luxury items, earrings/jewelry, fashion, couples, music, art, marriage, justice, associates, legalities, courtrooms.
8° Scorpio / Pluto: secrets, death, sex, insurance, taxes, jealousy, pregnancy/womb, someone else’s “things”.
9° Sagittarius / Jupiter: college, borders, professors, foreign, travel, archery, having a plan.
10° Capricorn / Saturn: public office, public official, public-facing, coal, slow, delay, the color black, shadow side, depression.
11° Aquarius / Uranus: interruptions, divorce, high places, flying, airports, high tech, engineers, helping others, friends, networks, organizations, electricity.
12° Pisces / Neptune: swimming, near water, disguises, illusions, missing, rain, flood, out of focus, misplaced, unclear, “foggy”.
As you can see, degrees 1 through 12 align with the zodiac calendar. Once you reach the 13th degree, you reset in the sign of Aries as you can see below:
13° Aries: critical degree.
14° Taurus
15° Gemini: assassinations or killings.
16° Cancer
17° Leo: critical degree.
18° Virgo
19° Libra
20° Scorpio: jealously or revenge.
21° Sagittarius: large road, new places, critical degree.
22° Capciron: destruction, critical degree.
23° Aquarius: “to cut”.
24° Pisces
25° Aries
26° Taurus: critical degree.
27° Gemini
28° Cancer
29° Leo: kingdoms, critical degree.
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tmnt-obsessed-ace · 3 months
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We know about how Ghost would react to your SSDF au but what about your original iteration tmnt: solar flare?
Idk if I should answer this since I have barely even TALKED about tmnt: solar glare on this blog. Let alone actually get the turtles ref sheets made. But on the other hand making Ghost suffer is very fun...
So Im doing it anyways
@bluepeachstudios Im borrowing the sad old man again (he's too much fun not too)
Putting it all under a read more because spoilers for a lot of major plot points in solar flare. If you dont wanna be spoiled dont look
You have been warned :)
The first thing Ghost would think is "How the shell are these kids not dead?" Because the turtles are absolute DANGER MAGNETS
These absolute idiots, on their first night being on the surface:
FOUGHT THE GODDAMN SHREDDER
NEARLY GOT KILLED BY THE SHREDDER
Got sent to the Spirit Realm
Got attacked by angry spirits
Accidentally CURSED themselves by messing with something they were absolutely not supposed to mess with
Barely escaped the Spirit Realm, now fully cursed
Accidently UNLEASHED dozens of angry spirits into New York
And to make matters worse they got discovered followed back home by a HUMAN (April)
That was NIGHT ONE
Ghost and his brothers were lucky, they only fought Mousers and the Purple Dragons on their first night
And it only gets worse
That curse I mentioned, it has pros and cons. The pros being that it can turn the boys into literal shadows, enhance their strength and speed, make them near completely invulnerable to attack, actually let them attack the previously untouchable spirits, (let then turn into giant shadow monsters), etc. The CONS on the other hand is that the curse is slowly KILLING THEM. Draining more and more of their energy, breaking their bodies a little more each time. And the more that the cool shadow abilities are used the faster the effects are, the worse they'll get and the longer they'll last. Yeah. Ghost would absolutely not have a good time with that. (And would most definitely devote as much time as he could to trying to create a cure or at least find a way to lessen the side effects)
Anyways then theres the matter of the Spirits running loose, very strong, very angry vengeful spirits. That cant be knocked out or killed, they have to be banished back to the Spirit Realm. Which is not at all an easy task. (And considering that the boys will at one point spend an entire WEEK fighting those ghostly fucks practically nonstop to the point that they dont even go back to the lair until they are literally about to pass out from sheer exhaustion...yeah not fun. Ghost might have to carry them all back home) And there's also the Shredder and his growing army of goons causing trouble. Point is Ghost is gonna have a REALLY hard time keeping the kids from constantly fighting for their lives against incredibly strong enemies instead of actually being kids. Poor Ghost
The constant stress and fear along is definitely straining the boys' relationships with each other.
Especially between Leo and Raph. The two closest siblings of the family. The ones that said they were twins and stood by that for their entire lives.
And now they're arguing practically all the time. Cant even go one mission without at least one argument. Leo making reckless plans thinking they'll work perfectly fine then panicking when things inevitably go south and Raph getting angry at him for "screwing up" only because Raph is absolutely TERRIFIED. And Ghost trying to be the mediator, but its hard when you have two incredibly stubborn sixteen year old boys at each other's throats. (Ghost is reminded of the many many Raph-Leo fights that his own Raphael and Leonardo used to have. Only somehow, these are worse.) It just escalates and escalates further and further until one night.
When Raph and Leo actually FIGHT each other.
And it ends when Raph full on quits the team and leaves. Leaves Leo alone on that rooftop, in the pouring rain. (Ghost will never forget that shocked, borderline horrified look on Leo's face as the reality and the guilt over what just happened sets in)
Raph doesnt come home.
Ghost thought he just needed time to cool off but he still doesnt come home. It gets to the point that he tracks the red clad turtle down.
Only to find him in the Footclan headquarters.
Raph had joined the Footclan because he was so tired of the fighting, the arguing.
(Obviously Ghost would go over there to try and break Raph out by any means necessary, even when Raph refuses to leave. He didnt want to join his family's biggest enemies but he was angry when he said yes and now he thinks he's in too deep to leave, even despite Ghost's attempts to reason with him)
Which leads to Leo to do something really, really, really stupid. Not saying what because major spoilers but it ends with him willingly offering himself up to be taken to another dimension in exchange for his family being spared the same fate.
What would happen to him there? Ghost doesnt know.
But that swirling white portal, his child being handcuffed and pushed through despite how hard everyone, Ghost included, is begging for this not to happen, no matter how hard he fights against his own restraints he cant free himself, it breaks something inside him.
All he can do is watch helplessly as Leo disappears into a portal, just like he did when he was sixteen himself, presumably to never be seen again.
Leo is gone for an entire month.
An entire of Ghost obsessively working on the portal with Donnie, trying so so hard to get it to work so they can find him. A month of trying to keep the family together and comfort his poor children who are falling apart at the seams. (Donnie doesnt sleep much anymore, trying so incredibly hard to get the portal working, even moreso than Ghost. Mikey teetering on the verge of a breakdown, going out with April and Casey to search for any signs of Leo every single night. Raph is consumed with guilt, it had been HIS fault that this whole mess happened, and now the poor boy is trying desperately to help his family while also trying to defect from the Footclan, which isnt easy.) A month of searching for the people that took Leo away, a month of hoping and praying that Leo was alright.
And then Leo comes home, with a white samurai rabbit in tow (Despite everything, Ghost finds it a little amusing that some things never change, even across dimensions)
He's different now. Quieter, not nearly as excited as he used to be. His arms and legs are completely wrapped up in black wrappings, up to the shoulder and upper thighs respectively. And he refuses to take the wrappings off. (He now has a slight limp on his right side, his brothers dont notice it but Ghost absolutely does.) And most importantly he refuses to talk about what happened when they were separated. Always saying "Its nothing." "I dont wanna talk about it." "There's nothing to talk about." "I'm fine."
Ghost is worried about him, obviously something happened. Something bad enough to turn the silly, dorky, hero-wannabe kid into this quiet, reclusive, guarded boy. Usagi knows as well but just says its not his story to tell.
Ghost tries to talk to him but every time he gets brushed off. (He did manage to figure out it somehow involved the Battle Nexus, from the tiny bits of information Leo shared. Though he highly doubts it was the same Battle Nexus he used to know) All he can do is provide comfort whenever Leo seeks him out, usually late at night and usually the result of a nightmare. (Which have become much much more frequent, only adding to Ghost's worry)
And unfortunately Leo is not the only one going through hell.
Because not long after Leo's return and Raph finally leaving the Footclan, Mikey gets captured. It would be bad enough if it was Shredder or the Krang. But it is so much worse and makes Ghost's blood run cold.
Mikey was captured by the EPF.
Ghost vividly remembers how a similar situation happened to him and his own Michelangelo. (How Mikey was almost dissected in front of him, how his own mid was torn apart for all the world to see. Bishop...)
The family hurriedly breaking into the EPF lab, hoping that they'll find Mikey in time.
They didnt.
Mikey wasnt as lucky as Ghost's Michelangelo.
Bishop, that sick twisted bitch, actually cut Mikey open.
Ghost's worst fear had been realized.
(Ghost never wants to see Mikey's bloody plastron and exposed ribcage ever again for as long as he lives. Watching his frantic heart gradually slow the more blood gushed out.)
And it only gets worse
Because Mikey, in a desperate last ditch effort to try and escape, he somehow activated a part of the curse that no one knew they had.
The ability to transform.
He had turned into a massive DRAGON made entirely of shadows (the only reason they knew it was him was because of the bright orange markings on the shadow dragon's body.)
And the dragon went on a rampage, obliterating the EPF lab including majority of the staff. (Unfortunately Bishop survived, which was a shame) and once the lab was destroyed it attacked New York, trying to tear everything apart in blind fear and panic. (Those terrified screeches will haunt Ghost for the rest of his life.)
It nearly killed them all trying to calm Mikey back down enough to get him home and stitched up. (And then clinging to Ghost like a scared koala for a very long time, not like Ghost can blame him.) And the worst part of this whole Dragon affair? Mikey cant CONTROL IT.
So that means the second his emotions get out of control, here comes the terrified dragon that will lash out at anyone perceived as a threat. (Which is anything that moves.)
And each time Mikey is beating himself up with immense guilt and fear that he will hurt the people he loves.
This is only the tip of the Solar Flare trauma train.
There will be more. (Raph and Donnie are gonna get their's too. So will April, Casey, and Splinter)
Other traumatic/weird events include:
Donnie getting kidnapped by Karai, which leads to April and their parents getting kidnapped. Which leads to April getting thrown off a building and Karai losing her entire arm. April is only 13 in this au btw so oh boy Karai better fucking run because once GHOST hears about that she might lose more than an arm.
Leo gets turned into a cat
Raph and Mikey get kidnapped by clowns
The boys get captured by an alien bounty hunter and taken to a completely different galaxy. Poor Ghost is gonna have an absolute heart attack.
The boys bring home a giant sea monster and keep it as a pet in the sewers. (They name it Jeffrey. Ghost left them alone for five minutes HOW DID THEY DO THIS?!?!)
Both RAPH AND LEO get thrown through the window in the Krang invasion. And Raph ends up in a coma (Leo already had his turn in a coma) Ghost having an absolute heart attack reliving this awful moment TWICE.
April's parents find out about the turtles (and later their paternal grandparents find out when the fam go to stay at their farmhouse)
The turtles are gonna be stuck in a timeloop for an entire month. (The entire month leading up to the Krang Invasion. They went from having a month to prevent it to only having a day and a half. Which is why the invasion happens.) Ghost will never forget that look of pure dread on his kids's faces when they looked up at the blood red sky filled with krangships. This is exactly what he didnt want to happen, his kids having to grow up too fast and get into problems far too big for them.
Also bonus: the turtles first meet Casey by literally RUNNING HIM OVER. The kids call Ghost frantically saying that they "accidently murdered someone what do we do?"
Poor Ghost, poor traumatized turtles
Lol
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mama-qwerty · 11 months
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Hey just a question, will there be bonding between Tom and Tails?
Tails sat on the front steps, fiddling with the ends of his namesakes. Inside he could hear Maddie arguing with Sonic and Knuckles. The older boys had gotten carried away with their sparring out back, and destroyed the shed in spectacular fashion.
He hadn't been involved--not technically, anyway--but he had been measuring their energy output as they fought. Individually, they generated impressive energy when 'powered-up', but when they clashed together, that energy spiked dramatically. Tails had wanted to study it, and had gotten some good readings before things got out of hand.
Although he wasn't personally involved in the incident, he felt somewhat responsible. His brothers had agreed to spar in the first place so he could gather data. He should have known one or the other would take things too far.
"There you are," Tom said, shocking Tails out of his thoughts. "Keeping your head low, I see. Smart." The sheriff took a seat next to the fox. "That's why I'm out here, too."
"She's pretty mad," the kit said, his voice soft.
Tom nodded. "Yeah. But at least she's not mad at us." He nudged the boy in the side, a little smile on his face. "That's a good thing."
Tails responded by flicking his ears back, and flattening them against his head. His fur frizzed noticeably, and he all but shrank into the floof of his tails.
"Hey, easy bud," Tom said softly, running a hand down the boy's back. "What's got ya all fluffed up?"
The kit didn't respond for a long moment, his eyes screwed shut. He could taste tears in the back of his throat and tried to swallow them down. Sonic wouldn't cry. He had to be brave.
"It's my fault."
"What is?"
"The shed. They were only sparring because I wanted to get some energy readings while they were powered up."
"You did?"
Tails nodded, and the first traitorous tears slipped from beneath his lips. "The energy they produce is unique. I've never seen any other creature on our world do that. I wanted to study it. To see what it was and if it could be harnessed or honed or . . ." He squeaked out a whimper. "I didn't know they'd get so carried away. But I guess I should have realized they would. I was stupid to even ask them to do that in the first place."
"Now hold on," Tom said, running a thumb over the boy's cheeks to wipe away his tears. "First off, never call yourself stupid. You, little fox boy, are the absolute smartest one in this house. And yeah, maybe you don't really think things through sometimes--"
"Like the robot vacuum thing?"
Tom nodded. "Like the robot vacuum thing. That doesn't mean you're stupid. You can't predict what those two are going to do. Sometimes they get along and work like a well-oiled machine. And sometimes they can't even be in the same room without starting something. Maddie says that's just the way siblings are."
Tails sat quietly, absorbing what his new dad said. "They don't treat me like that."
"If I had to guess, I'd say it's because your personality isn't as . . . how should I put this, forceful as Sonic's or Knuckles'. They have the perfect personalities to clash with each other--stubborn, strong-willed, and absolutely positive they know better. You seem more interested in flying under the radar." Tom offered the boy a little wink. "Besides, you're the youngest. And whatever beef those two have with each other, they'd bury it in a heartbeat if you were in danger."
"Really?"
"Yep. Remember when that kid was hassling you about your tails?" The kit nodded. "Ever wonder why he so suddenly stopped?"
Tails' eyes went wide. "They stuck up for me?"
Tom nodded. "They did. In fact, I had to step in to make sure they didn't actually do anything to him. Still got a call from the kid's mother, and had to politely explain how her boy was hassling my youngest. That shut her up real quick."
"Wow. I didn't know that."
"Those two would do anything to protect you, Tails," he said, wrapping an arm around the young boy's shoulders to pull him in for a side hug. "So would Maddie and I. Because you're a Wachowski, and we all stick together. No matter what."
Tails gave the man a little smile, his fur settling back down as his anxiety calmed. Then a thought struck, and his brow pinched.
"But the shed's still ruined because I took them out back in the first place. I told them to fight. A-am I in trouble?"
The sheriff pulled his lips tight, as though thinking. "Did you actually tell them to destroy the shed?" The boy shook his head. "Then it's not your fault. Those two can cause trouble without much prompting, honestly. And I haven't heard your name come up once, so they're not trying to pin anything on you. So I think you're in the clear."
A smile spread across the kit's face then, and he reached over to give Tom a hug. "Thanks, Dad."
The man returned the hug, a smile on his own face. "Anytime, bud. Wanna sneak out and see if we can snag a new Lego set without your mom noticing?"
"Yeah!"
"Let's go!"
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Shortly before Nemo officially joined the Whitebeard Crew, there was a breakdown that led her to trust the first “Blue World People” she got to know. Wanting to give Nemo time and space, the Crew often watched her behavior, not wanting to push her to talk about things she wasn’t ready to discuss. However, as her behavior and actions grew increasingly worrisome, the Crew couldn’t stand by and watch any longer. Especially Ace didn’t wish to see his new friend destroying herself, drowning in sorrows. He recognized a lot of her behavior from himself before he met Luffy and Sabo. And since he recognized this pattern of behavior, he understood where Nemo was coming from.
One morning, after a sleepless night filled with worry, loud screaming echoed across the deck as Ben, her assistant droid, caused alarm. Its Boss hadn’t been asking for help, refusing to absorb thermal energy, not sleeping, constantly working, and pushing everyone away. The night before, Nemo learned how quickly the weather can change on the Grand Line, and while everyone was asleep, a quick blizzard froze her solid, effectively threatening her life. When the Crew found her after Ben alerted them, they brought her into her parked spaceship, where Ace quickly heated her up, thawing her out and helping her regain consciousness. Once again, Nemo pushed him away, telling him to “mind his own damn business” - But this time around, Ace wasn’t having any of it! He wasn’t willing to keep watching, hence, he didn’t let her go this time around. Ultimately, this is how Nemo also finally accepted him, as a true friend.
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Author’s Note: Ace prevented Nemo from running away, keeping her close, eventually causing her to fully snap. The Space Pirate first began to clench her teeth, tighten her fists, resolving in punching against the Firefist’s chest over and over again, yelling, screaming… and ultimately, crying. Despite the Crew already knowing bits and pieces of what happened to Nemo, they hadn’t realised the full scope of what she had been through. 
During her complete breakdown, Nemo told him that she and her crew were just having a party and did some maintenance, resulting in security systems being shut down. No one could’ve expected this massive blast from the Blue World annihilating pretty much everyone within a second. And those that survived were on the brink of death. Ultimately, the next unfortunate circumstance was Enel’s appearance on the moon shortly after the destructive killing-blast. This self-proclaimed god wanted them to bow, and when they refused, he wiped the rest of them away. Only Zekka was still strong enough to defeat this opponent, but the Capt’n lost his life trying to save at least two of his kids: Nemo and Alliqui. 
The siblings couldn’t comprehend what happened. Suddenly their whole world was gone, everyone was dead and they were the sole survivors of an apocalypse. Struck by grief and overcome by emotion, the siblings quickly finished the Omnis, and despite the ship not being ready, they still used it to dive into the Blue World and enter Mariejois, demanding answers for this genocide. You can imagine how this turned out. Nemo and Alliqui were captured, tortured and used as guinea-pigs. Eventually they managed to make their escape, but Admiral Kizaru now stood between them and their freedom. Knowing Ben restored the Omnis so much that it could at least fly them away, they knew they only needed to make it to their spaceship in order to flee. However, Kizaru wasn’t willing to let them go, resulting in Alliqui sacrificing himself so his baby-sister could live… Nemo had to watch… And ever since, she refused to sleep or rest, afraid of the nightmares and pictures that kept haunting her. Completely broken down into tears, she kept wondering what the Lunarians did to deserve all of this. What justified such genocide? Were they monsters with no right to live? 
This breakdown served as a character-development and bonding scene. After the “worst is over” - Nemo joins the Whitebeard Crew, knowing that the Jackpots would’ve wanted her to live and be happy again. Ace helped her to see that and overcome this extreme grief, helping her to cope and showing her a new path. Ever since, these two have become best friends that weren’t able to live without each other for a single day. 
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smile-files · 11 months
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okey dokey!!! my little object (?) world is still in development but i really should share it with you all... (especially @mumpsetc so i'm tagging you!!) here's a little blurb on botanica!!!!
so this is a peaceful planet filled with sentient fruit! yay!! if you'd like to learn more, read below :D
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in botanica, as fruit ripen on their plants, the plant material grows inside of the fruit, as if a miniature version of the plant has grown into it - botanican fruit possess a circulatory system of xylem and phloem within their flesh, with stems and vines growing out to form appendages (fig 1). all botanicans have leaves on at least one appendage, which they use to photosynthesize. aside from this energy from the sun, botanicans also drink water, which is taken in with a root tongue, and consume soil, from which nutrients and moisture are absorbed in a stomach-like organ. in doing so, botanicans effectively keep themselves "fresh" and/or "ripe", meaning that the life of a botanican fruit off of the parent plant is longer than that of a corresponding fruit in our world. all botanicans do eventually pass, and when they do, their bodies decompose and the seeds within them have the chance of growing into plants that will create more botanicans.
botanicans, like our fruit, come in different species, but those species are grouped into four categories: roaming botanicans, which are vine fruits (melons, tomatoes, squash, grapes), coasting botanicans, which are tropical fruits (bananas, papayas, pineapples, starfruit), floating botanicans, which are berries (raspberries, strawberries, blueberries, blackberries), and soaring botanicans, which are tree fruit (apples, pears, peaches, cherries). citrus fruits are in a subcategory between coasting and soaring botanicans. (all of these category names are subject to change though!!)
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roaming botanicans are quadrupedal (four vine legs) with a prehensile vine-and-leaf tail (fig 2a); they live in sibling herds (usually small, but can vary in size) and roam around the landscape, without any designated leader among them. most roaming botanican species follow the sun year-round, and so avoid winter; in their constant migration they periodically stop to rest at hills, under which they burrow to make a nest. after making a nest under a hill, a herd will stick a branch at its peak so, after they leave, other herds will know that that hill can be used as a nesting site (fig 2b). some roaming botanicans have evolved to have particularly thick rinds, and so are more cold-resistant, and so opt not to constantly migrate, instead living more sedentary lives with occasional migration.
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coasting botanicans have a stem-and-leaf tail and two leaf fins (fig 3); they grow on land but live the majority of their lives in the water, where they spend their time in groups. these groups are more based on friendship ties than familial ties, considering how vast a domain these botanicans have (basically the entire aquatic realm). more so than others, coasting botanicans connect with botanicans of other species and categories, and spend most of their lives just exploring and meeting others. while usually surrounded by others, a coasting botanican might on a rare chance find themselves alone in the ocean, in which case the loneliness will cause them to act in a way abnormal for most of their category - they will become antisocial and will lose their desire to explore. there are few cases of this occurring, however, given how populated and lively most corners of botanica's waters are.
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floating botanicans have four large leafy wings and six tiny stem feet (fig 4a); they are the most solitary of the four categories, being very individualized. they have a very strong connection to flowers, which they in fact pollinate - many cultivate their own gardens and end up specializing in a specific type of flower. floating botanicans can be very social at times, and often come together to form collaborative gardens and even breed flowers, but they do not live in groups. these botanicans, being so much smaller than the others, can often not safely drink out of rivers or lakes without falling in, and so have evolved a long root tongue to drink with (fig 4b).
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soaring botanicans have two large, leafy wings and two stem talons (fig 5a); they tend to live in very large familial flocks, as fruit trees often produce mass amounts of botanicans. the first to ripen is usually the leader of the flock. these botanicans build nests in their family tree (get it?) using fallen sticks, branches, and other plant materials, which becomes the center of life (fig 5b). within a flock of soaring botanicans, many individuals are designated to explore the surrounding area for interesting additions to the nests (such as a foreign flower or a pretty rock). due to the large size of these groups, most individuals within a flock form a "twin" bond with another individual, which they spend more time with than others.
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i don't think i ever came up with a name for the soaring-coasting subcategory, but in any event, these botanicans have a single broad leaf tail and two stem talons (fig 6). these botanicans are more closely related to soaring botanicans than coasting botanicans, but as they tend to live in more watery areas, they have many similarities to coasting botanicans and do not have the capability of flight. botanicans of this category live in large flocks in ponds, lakes, and rivers; many build small dams. unlike those of the typical flock of soaring botanicans, individuals within flocks of these botanicans tend to intermix more; they often make friends between flocks and so there seems to be some kind of broad botanican network from pond to pond, river to river, lake to lake. these botanicans, like coasting botanicans, are very friendly and carefree.
botanica is a peaceful, happy planet; basically every resource needed for survival is in abundance and there is no opportunity for greed and selfishness to even arise, so individuals are more often than not cooperative, kind, and generous. of course, as loss and loneliness are truths of life, no botanican life is free of all suffering altogether, and issues can arise - but given the warm, compassionate nature of the surrounding physical and social environments, individuals end up living happy, loving lives overall.
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something interesting about botanican life is the complete disconnect between reproduction and relationhips - seeds are only spread after a botanican passes away, and those seeds grow into plants otherwise entirely disconnected from the botanican in question; then those plants are pollinated and new botanicans grow from them. in this way, botanicans have no real concept of sex, and often fall in love with and befriend members of different species (as there is no reason why this would be an issue; they wouldn't be reproducing with them anyway) (fig 7). while plant individuals sometimes have parts of a specific sex, most have parts of both sexes, and either way this has no impact on the mindset or behavior of the botanican as a whole creature (they technically have biological sex but they have no gender).
...so yeah, here's my silly fruit world!!! there's a lot of stuff left to talk about (with the gods of the world and everything) but this is good to start with :) i hope you like it!!!!
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It's just me or Loki stans tend not to care about female character's much? One thing I've noticed about Loki-centric blogs is that some of them have side blorbos, but always male blorbos. They only care about female characters when they have some canon connection to Loki so they can talk about him through talking about her, and only when the connection in question is platonic (Verity, Frigga...). When Loki has a canonically romantic/sexual connection with a woman (Amora, Sylvie, Lorelei, etc) they either demonize her or erase the romantic factor to make them into ~mean queer besties~ like he's her gay bff. There's a difference between disliking het (valid) and erasing the canon dynamic of his relationships with women because the thought of their canon bi fave liking icky women makes them uncomfortable. Face it, Loki fandom: your fave likes boobs and coochie, stop pretending otherwise. You don't have to personally ship het to recognize that some women canonically turn him on and/or matter to him romantically.
I don't think it's unique to Loki stans. It's a misogyny problem that is both based on the biases within fandom and those of the writers. The Loki fandom is far from being the only one that targets a woman love interest so viciously (*cough* ST fandom, I've also heard other Marvel ships are like that too). And I definitely do get annoyed when Loki's bisexuality gets erased because they don't deem the female characters worthy. And yea, they'll always try to make it platonic with women characters. The "these two characters with little shared background that kissed are siblings" shit is so fucking annoying. It's fine if it's not your cup of tea,but pretending they have "sibling energy" is weird.
Writing biases:
S2 gave very little exploration to the female characters. And most Marvel female characters have little depth. Like just look at the Thor movies, we don't know much about Sif (personality is the woman warrior), Frigga(personality is mom), and Jane is just there as love interest for Thor. Valkyrie's interesting but her name isn't given in Ragnarok, and I heard she got sidelined in TLAT, the movie I refuse to watch. Sylvie had decent focus in S1 but was sidelined in S2 and relegated to product placement.
Speaking of the source material, I am not joking when I say many of the female character's characterizations in the comics before maybe the 2010s were nothing but "wanting to fuck Thor." Also, BW was a prime example of Whedon's "empowering" brand of sexualized strong female character and took forever to get her movie after getting unceremoniously fridged.
Granted, I have not kept up-to-date with Marvel movies because I am only interested in Loki and I find a lot of characters annoying, in case the shitty writing conventions for female characters have improved.
Fandom biases:
Fandom can't stomach anything other than saccharine sweetness as a personality for women, especially when they interact with a popular male character. It has been shown that in real life, women are more likely to be seen as rude or bitches for more tame behavior than men.
People claiming that Mobius was "compassionate" for blaming Loki for his mother's death and locking him in a time loop where he's beaten repeatedly, while Sylvie calling him a "clown" was "abusive".
This is interesting and one of the many examples against "abusive women are given a pass" because the "victim" in question is the same Tumblr sexyman, but the woman's non-abusive behavior that makes sense in-context is scrutinized ridiculously and Loki was not hurt physically by it, while Mobius "gave him therapy".
No one can even argue it's because Loki is the Tumblr fandom fave rather than pure fucking misogyny because actual harm to Loki gets passed as being for his own good by a rather vocal portion of fans when it's a man doing it. You'd think the fandom would have lost their shit over one of the OG Tumblr Sexymen being mistreated. But nah. (And yes, I forgave Mobius for risking his skin for Loki in S2, lol. He more than made up for it.).
Also, Sylvie RIGHTFULLY called Mobius out for putting his head in the dirt like a fucking ostrich, and the fandom threw a fit and babied him.
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aphrostarot · 1 year
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Astrology and the Sexes: Gemini Woman
Gemini Woman:
Title: “The Gift” 
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For simplicity's sake, I will use the pronouns “he/him” for the male versions of the signs and “she/her” for the female versions of the signs. This is not to say that the people who identify with the male or female versions of each sign identify with those pronouns. This post is focusing on the different sexes (male vs female) not gender. Gender is fluid and I am in no way labeling people with these posts. Also, these posts are focusing solely on the Sun signs of each zodiac, other birth chart placements may cause someone to not fit into everything I have described.
Masterlist
Mind (how they think):
In both her professional and personal lives, the Gemini woman straddles a fine line between innate vulnerability and a strong need to assert herself.
She will often play coy or precocious to disarm the people around her to gain the necessary ground she feels she needs to get what she wants. 
She likes to make people excited when she is around. So, she will often be found at the center stage when she is in groups of people. 
When you first meet her she will make a great impression. It will seem as though you know exactly who she is but then you see her interact with others and she is somebody completely different. 
She knows exactly how to portray herself to others to get what she wants from them. 
Her coming off as someone completely different from everyone she meets is also a defense mechanism of hers. 
She is rarely as innocent as she pretends to be. 
She approaches life with an unapologetic “deal with me” demeanor. 
She is very unpredictable. One of her main talents is her ability to make people think she is one way and then completely transform into somebody else the next second. 
As the third sign in the zodiac, she combines the aggressive nature and masculine force of an Aries and the more feminine energy of the Taurus that comes before her in the zodiac. 
She is in an endless state of adolescent rage well into her old age. This is because Gemini rules the ages of 14-21, she always will have youth about her. 
She is acutely aware of her human experience and yet she pretends to be innocent and inexperienced when she is quite experienced in life and especially in sex. 
She knows exactly what to do to get a man falling to his knees at her feet. She is quite good at splitting a man in two and emasculating him. 
She grew up in a household where her father was the leader and her mother was too caught up in her own world to focus on the family. 
She often felt overlooked as a child because of her parents' struggle with their more emotional sides. 
She naturally aligns herself with her father because she is very similar to him but at the same time, she also clashes with him. 
Her father was often MIA, either fighting addictions or more focused on his sexual issues. 
She develops a more sisterly relationship with her mother and may even pity her mom. She will bicker with her mom quite often as well. 
She may have had to be the parent to her parents quite early on in her life. However, she will never blame them for their lack of love. Rather she points her finger at her siblings or the situations she found herself in as a kid. 
She wants all of her parent's attention and when she doesn’t get it, she will lash out. Which reads as her being stuck in the difficult teenage years that her sign rules over.
Her rashness and “bitchiness” is only a mask to hide the deep hurt she feels for not being loved the way she wanted to be when she was a kid. 
Her relationship with boys may make her father upset. 
She develops her sexuality quite early in life and purposefully goes after boys that go against everything her dad wants for her. 
Her dad is typically blatantly biased id not outright bigoted toward the boys in her life. This is usually a projection of the own repression he has faced in his life. 
As she gets older she will start to take on a caretaker role to her mother. Specifically doing her mom's thinking, affectionately bossing her around in the way she witnessed her father doing from a young age. 
Emotionally and sexually she tends to act out which can be considered a cry for attention. 
Her constantly being described as “trouble” is her way of getting back at the world for robbing her of the tenderness she wanted from her parents. 
Body + Soul (what they look like inside and out):
May have been a tomboy when she was a kid. 
When she becomes a teenager she is more likely to explore her sexuality. 
Other women her age see her as edgy and challenging. She is likely to kick any girl's ass while also being her bestie the next day. 
She is often a ringleader when she is a teenager because her mind develops much faster than others her age. 
Her beauty and sexuality are very candid. She is not one to fake anything when it comes to being herself. In her mind people can take her or leave her, she does not care. 
She is very fidgety. She can’t sit still. She will jump in and out of her chair while simultaneously doing a handful of tasks. 
She never wants to miss out on any bit of conversation. 
She is almost always exhausted. She needs to learn to conserve and pace herself. 
Many people have a hard time keeping up with her because her mind moves so quickly. She jumps from one subject to the next. 
She has a breathy voice and tends to run out of breath quite quickly when she is talking because she doesn’t breathe deeply while talking. 
She struggles with anxieties and nervous ticks that she is unaware of the origins of. 
She is not very self-analytical. 
She is very captivating. A perfect mix of childlike beauty and expressive cheerfulness. 
She often has a round face with short hair that frames her face. If she does have long hair she may like to have bangs. 
She has apple cheeks, deep-set slanted eyes, and a delicate chin. 
Her nose is straight and pronounced. 
Her ears are a bit oversized and pointy like an elf's. 
She has luscious lips that always seem to be glossed even if she's not wearing any. 
She has seemly perfectly straight and white teeth. 
Even if she is petite she still carries herself like she is someone who is tall. She likes to act tough and sturdy regardless of her size. 
She usually has a small waist with voluptuous hips, butt, and thighs. 
Her bottom half is much more structured than her dainty top half. 
She may complain about having chubby thighs and too much of a bubbly butt. 
Her feet and hands tend to be small and childlike. 
She has very sensitive nipples and she likes them to be played with in sex. 
Her vagina tends to be tighter than others and more shallow which makes men who have smaller penis’ feel great. 
She has soft skin that tends to bruise rather easily. 
She tends to be klutzy and will often walk into corners or doors. 
Sex + Sexuality (what they are like in bed and what they look for in a mate):
Gemini Woman Interested in Men:
When she is young she is often interested in an older, slick, shady type of male figure. She will not even bat an eye at a more innocent man because they are too easy to seduce. 
She is very eager to play in sex. She has the mentality of “You show me yours and I’ll show you mine”
More than any other sign she tends to fall in love at first sight. 
She tends to lose her head when she is in love. 
She loves to revolt against the rules so, she tends to go for a partner that will make the people in her life worried. 
Older men tend to target her more often than any other sign. 
She wants to please people so much that she will do almost anything to seek validation. 
She may be susceptible to drugs because she wants something that will ease the pain of her feeling like she is never enough. 
Once she gets older her type tends to change. She starts to go for more non-threatening guys who seem more like a friend than anything else. 
She will like to start her relationships out as friends and then move into lovers as time progresses. 
She wants to be stimulated mentally and to find a mate who shares the same interests as her so she can bounce her never-ending surplus of ideas off of them. 
When she is older and more mature she wants to wave goodbye to anything that was dysfunctional in her past and she then will become a part of her partner's family rather than her own. 
She is very picky about the type of family she will marry because she wants to become one of them. 
She wants someone who comes from a family with strong parental influence, in contrast to what she might consider the stifling force of her own family. 
She would like to work with her partner but if they do not work together she will still take on the role of the information center in their relationship. If you ever want to get to her partner, you must go through her first. 
When she has kids she will want to be the control center for them. She will plan everything and anything in their lives which will end up with them labeling her as the “overbearing” mother. 
She often times will choose a mate that has questionable social skills so they can rely on her to be the front man in their relationship. 
She will never be in a relationship where the man thinks he has some say over everything she does. 
She will keep her partner on a short leash. 
When it comes to sex, she tends to pretend to be naive. 
She doesn’t like to go too deep into sexual proclivities. She would much rather keep it light and superficial. She will not be pressured into something she doesn’t want to do. 
She tends to not like to participate in the act much rather preferring to let her partner do all the work. However, she will make up for this with her enthusiasm. 
She is the perfect ingenue that embodies the “teach-me-teach-me” attitude that some men adore in sex. 
She wants to be taken under her man's wing in sex, allowing him to think of himself as her mentor. 
It is in her nature to portray herself as the good girl going bad. 
She can be rather adventurous in sex. Liking to try many different positions or acts. 
She likes to be physically teased, the element of surprise is very arousing to her. 
She may like to be tied down but only when she is with someone who she trusts. 
Her lover must always remain alert and flexible to her ever-changing moods. 
She likes to be on top, where she can control the pace and positioning. 
She wants a guy who wants to pleasure her in the bedroom. She has no patience for a selfish man in bed. 
She tends to be bossy in the bedroom. She forgets that her lover's role isn’t to only do her bidding. 
She likes a man who has a strong feminine side. She likes the idea of overpowering him. 
If she is ever open to being in a threesome it will only be with two men rather than a man and a woman. This is because she wants to be the only focus of the group. 
Gemini Woman Interested in Women:
The gay Gemini woman is loud and proud.
She is likely to bring her girlfriend with her to family gatherings while wearing matching outfits and making a show of their bond. 
She tends to seek out people who are older than her. She is drawn to a more mature crowd, emulating if not outright imprinting on glamorous girls. 
She is drawn to sunny golden girls whom she hopes will dote on her with that same sense of sisterly affection. 
She will typically only associate with a highly presentable crowd this is true for her love life as well. 
She is enticingly androgynous in look and demeanor. 
She is a tenderhearted toughie who wants to be romanced by a lover but also likes to call the shots. 
She and her invariably gorgeous girlfriend will generally be attached to the hip, attending what they deem to be significant social events. 
She likes dressing for a date, sharing a mirror, and swapping jewelry and accessories with her mate. 
In a sense her lover is like a sister she never had- even when she has them, the association is characterized by rivalry more than camaraderie. 
She can be twinsy with her lover to the extreme. Opting for matching outfits and matching hairstyles. 
She likes to buy her lover little gifts that she sees throughout the day just because. 
She is the queen of little getaways. 
When it comes to sex, the atmosphere is everything to her. She will meticulously clean her space and then strew it with candles, which, along with her myriad of mementos, framed pictures, beauty products, and other personal effects. 
It’s all about the mood and buildup rather than the act itself. 
She wants to spend hours arousing one another with fingertips, inhaling the pleasure and thus allowing the sensation to spread over the entirety of her gooseflesh. 
When it comes to toys, she will do the strapping on, however, if it is important to her partner she will be the sub. However, she typically prefers to take a pass at being passive. 
Clitoral orgasms are what she prefers. 
She is rather impatient and doesn’t like to beat around the bush. In sex, once she finds her lover's trigger she will lock onto it and not let go until they have had a few orgasms. This is how she likes it in return too. 
She loves to flirt and will often do it with just about anyone to talk to. 
She plays harmless mind games with her lover. Liking to make them jealous just because it will make things more exciting in the bedroom later.
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skzhera · 1 year
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Relationship with other members.
Hyung line
Bangchan
Chan and Hera were the father daughter duo everybody loved. Channie grew up being the oldest sibling in his family and had become a close friend of the Seo’s and the Lee’s very quickly. He was quite used taking control of situations, grasping all the loose ends that he could and making sure everybody was happy, doing what they loved. When with Hera, he was always letting her be on her own while constantly protecting her from the side-lines. He was always very proud of her and grew up wanting to make sure she had what she needed. He always believed in the powerful, self-assured woman that Hera had on the inside, but the one she kept hiding because of her anxiety. Chan would be the one to support her whenever her anxiety let loose and took over her but would also force her when she could think little of herself. Hera, on the other hand is one of those who feed off of other people’s energies. It would really bother her if she is in a place where she is enjoying, but her company isn’t. Channie was used staying on the back ends, enjoying the joy in the air. Hera would reel him in. No, literally. There are countless occasions and clips of Hera, physically dragging Channie in the moment.
Hera is one of those to show her affection in any other forms, other then physically. Her way of loving Chan would be, occasionally not fighting his hugs all that much, constantly bringing him water and food while he is in the studio or while practicing. Every single time, the youngest one is seen grabbing multiple bottles of water, the first one goes to him, followed by Changbin and Lee know. Hera grew up without an actual father figure, but instead had Lee Know and Changbin’s fathers in her life. Channie was father away from home, whom she let take care of her and wasn’t shy to throw hands if seen not taking care of himself.
When alone, the two of them would spend countless hours in peace and quite, simply doing their work or just laying around. They love spending time with each other, with Chan constantly buying her food. When in training, Chan, Changbin and lee know would sneak food and drinks for her when she was monitored and put on a diet. The best thing they had done was making sure she was heathy by helping her with her protein supplements. Chan would always support Hera’s small, less problematic ways of retaliation toward the company, and spoke her voice when things got unjust. Yet, he would make sure she would never cross the line.
(Storytime
When they were in training, the company had decided to put Hera on a diet. But Hera, on the other hand, was a gym rat alongside the three boys, and would work out literally all days of the week. So, the boys would sneak a ton of protein for her and Chan would buy her protein shakes during their dance practice, telling the staff that it was just a low calorie coffee.)
These two occasionally fight. Since they are so highly opinionated, their opinions are bound to clash. Chan is constantly selfless and as much as Hera admires that about him, that is also the topic of most of their arguments. It’s the fact that he never put himself first, or even counts himself as an individual, is what bothers her the most.
Mentally and emotionally, both are quite similar. Libras after all. Extremely understanding, open minded, outspoken and vocal about their opinions. Had a super strong outer persona, but are emotionally sensitive, but would never really talk about it. They are understanding and analyze situation well in advance, in the back of their mind, and fix whatever needs fixing. Generally, the ones people come to for advice. Most conversations between them are minimal, usually mental or through a subtle eye contact. The member call them the ‘Telekinetic Duo’. Overall, they are both very similar, duo with funky accents, selfless, multi-talented insomniac people.
With just one difference.
The skin ship. Hera absolutely runs away from all that is to do with any form of affection, whereas Chan loves to show his affection through surprise back hugs and forehead or cheek kisses. There are constant times during concerts, fan meets or even just random clips where Hera has her back to Chan, and this man is sneaking up on her.
To sum it up, Chan thinks of Hera as his responsibility being the youngest one and being the only girl in the band. He would do anything and everything to ensure she is never uncomfortable or unhappy. Hera would subtly check up on Chan, multiple times a day, simply showing her love and affection toward him.
They loved making fun of each other’s accents.
“why do you say it like that? why just why”
 “I am Indian, born in the US but I apparently have picked up a British accent!”
Chan tends to baby her. She takes it until she minds, then it’s her taking care and worrying about him. She isn’t afraid the clap back or call the company out if they stress him out, or over work him.
Calls him oppa to piss him off. Otherwise, it’s just Chris for her.
Both of them are painfully aware of every joke, trend and sensation going on within the stays. She loves the make fun of his ‘You know what else is big?’ incident. Looooves, annoying him by calling him daddy, and then cringing right after, to not talking him for a couple of minutes.
2nd on the list of who curses the most. Tied with Felix. Don’t guess the first one.
Calls her sweetheart. Loves to annoy her by calling her baby, or baby girl.
The one who put the idea of becoming a K-pop idol, in her and Changbin’s head.
Loves when she showcases her tomboy abilities and strengths. He’s very proud of her unique personality.
Loves to cook for her, even though he knows the bare minimum about cooking.
Last minute coffee/ice cream dates.
 Lee Know
Right off the bat, any third person looking at them would first think that they are either dating or have some sort of feelings for each other. But in reality, it’s much more than that. Changbin, Lee Know and Hera have talked about this before and are not against the idea of dating each other They are constantly flirting with each other just for the fun of it, might as well go ahead. They are not against it, they have just decided to let the situation unfold as it wants to, and not force any of it.
Besides that, Lee know is sort of the mother of the group. The one who’s in the back, making sure everyone’s fed, hydrated, within their limits, making sure everyone’s enjoying their time, keeping the situation in control yet light with their snarky sense of humor, cold on the outside, soft and mushy on the inside, playing to throw everyone of, but then suddenly is an ace at everything he does, with charisma of course. All of that.
With Hera, he’s all that and more. He is overly protective, but only behind her back. He knows she hates that. He’s constantly making sure no creep is getting anywhere close to her, simply by glaring at every other male in the same room as them. Subtly always wanting to team up with her in every challenge, without actually saying that he wants to do to exactly that. Always complaining how Changbin and her drag him to the gym since middle school, and how much he’s just working out for the sake of his body, whereas he secretly loves it. It’s the little time he gets to spend as just the three of them. Will force Hera and Changbin out of the dorms at ungodly hours, in the middle of the night, or early in the morning, just because he can’t fall asleep, wants to grab a snack or just wants to go for a walk. ½ To do anything to half the three of them to spend time as just kids.
They also the tsundere trio (Lee know, Changbin and Hera). Their means of showing affection are all very diverse and never really direct or even visible for that matter. Lee know, in the beginning, was against the idea of having Hera as a part of their all boys ban. He even talked to Chan and Changbin about this personally, on multiple occasions. That was purely because, growing up, he had heard multiple boys around them talk shit about Hera, and their friendship. How one girl could never just be friends two boys. How she looked so cold and passive all the time, how she’s such a tomboy, or when anyone made an objectifying comment about her. He would get incredibly aggravated. Just the thought of exposing her to an audience of millions, creating an open target for them to talk crap about, didn’t sit right with him. He was aware that she could very well deal with anything and anyone coming her way, but he just felt like it was his job. He had strong feeling about it.
Constantly get shit about how cold they look. Lee know just takes it, doesn’t really bother him. But when it’s about Hera, he will make sure the person knows their place. So is with her. Hera is not afraid to defend him at any cost. She’s the first one to throw hands before the other person’s even done saying.
He knows she loves her alone time. So just like with hyunjin, he will go to the same place with her, but sit separately. Do the same activity as her, at the same location, but not be with her, or bother her by any means. It’s just his way of making sure she knows how loved and supported she is. He knows her anxiety can turn on her in the most sudden and drastic ways, he has been through a lot with her, and just wants to be with her if anything happens again.
They are also the savage sarcastic duo that would say the most absurd thing or have the most horrendous conversation, with a straight face.
-“you wanna eat some tissues???
-the sheer number of languages you are fluent in, and you decide on talking shit?”
He’s a little tough on her when it comes to their training. Savage, sarcastic and hard to deal with. She’s secretly aware he just wants her to be the best, so she cribs, but takes it none the less. She looks up to him and takes him as her roles model to be as idealistic, balanced and perfect in life. But she would rather be dead than let him find that out.
1/3 the only ones who call her by her Indian name.
They always heard their parents call her by that name and loved it better than her American name.
More than half of the industry is convinced they have dated in the past but, they haven’t.
Even if the designers fight him, he will carry and extra jacket with him. It’s obviously not for Hera, or to cover her from creepy gazes.
Given a chance, would love to fight all their designers for giving Hera the short dresses and skirts, that even she herself hates. Has Changbin on constant standby for this precisely.
Lee know’s parents are her parents.
3rd on the list of who curses the most. Tied with Changbin. Don’t guess who’s first.
Lee know is first one to sense her discomfort in any situation. May that something as tiny as a strange question. Silent glances, and sudden touches are his way of ridding her anxiety.
1 of 3, who hate it when she has to wear revealing, short of suggestive clothing.
The trio is constantly, Constantly bickering, but are each other’s BIGGEST source of comfort.
Because Hera doesn’t understand Korean holidays or traditions, he’s always there to handle the situation, guide her through the ‘special’ videos and shoots. Always making sure she doesn’t accidently do anything to hurt the Korean ethnics, or neither does anyone shade any of her Indian principles. (Is always mindful and sensitive of both their cultures and makes sure the new host or a new audience is aware of her background)
Let’s her babysit his cats. (This is a big deal).
The trio tried their first smoke together. Did not entirely hate it.
Her favorite pastime is just argue with him for no reason. A brat at it’s finest, something he appreciates the most of her.
The kind to show up at a formal party in the goofiest, strangest outfit. Just the spite people.
Although they grew up together, they have seen Hera cry only a couple of times. The other members have never seen her cry.
Will not shy from embarrassing their company, in front of a large crowd.
Is just as stubborn as him. Maybe even more, just to piss him off.
The kind of friends that would mostly have funky, weird, random pictures with each other, over actual good pictures.
Weird sexual humor is their kind of humor. Pictures that can be dubbed as sexual or even disgusting are the kind they would pose for.
Changbin
Changbin and Hera were probably one of those who had come most close to dating each other or anything along those lines. They had talked about this as a trio before and even with just each other. They loved each other more than normal humans do. Hera disgusted human affection, Lee know and Changbin discovered new ways to take care of her. Changbin and Lee know were two of those people who would go above and beyond to make her happy. If there was a forest fire in the distance and Hera’s psycho brain wanted to swing in the pack, Changbin would be there. He would always match her maniac energy and they needed Lee know to keep them sane. It was either keeping each other calm, or just changing the group dynamics for a total shitshow of a situation. It was either calm or complete chaos.
Hogging each other’s food. Knowing very well how the other one gets cranky without a cup of coffee. They had down right mastered each other’s habits and that was something the fans loved but were confused about, all at the same time.
The duo has even shaded about an incident where the two of them might have kissed each other but swore never to talk about it in front of the fans. Although, the boys knew very well about this incident.
Changbin and Hera’s bond was similar to that of hers and Lee knows’. Tons of bickering, pointless arguments, unconditional love, trust and respect.
Over all, she truest Changbin with her life. She knows no decision he would take would be to harm her or Lee know. They have had multiple dating rumors' in the past and more than a couple of confirmations but both of them are quite certain that they would not let the stardom and spotlight hamper their decision and future with each other.
“Things happen they are supposed to happen, and so will we:)”
Changbin’s parents are her parents.
Incredibly spontaneous. Would go to ‘Trips’ in the middle of nowhere, even without informing anyone else. Random food dates. Love exploring new places. May that be a street vendor, or a black-tie event, they are near the food. Obviously.
2 of 3 who hate it when they ask her to wear suggestive, short or revealing clothing. Anything that makes Hera uncomfortable, Changbin’s out with a bulldozer to wipe that shit away. May that be a person, and object or a thought.
3rd on the list of who curses the most. Tied with Lee know.
They helped each other perfect their raps, introduced to new artists, etc. Changbin was an extrovert, and he was well aware of Hera’s difficulties but also knew how much she admired so many of the industries rappers. Her not being able to speak Korean was never an obstruction that Changbin let her stop at. He was also the first person to encourage her drumming skills to put to use as a part of 3racha.
2/3 the only ones who call her by her Indian name.
Changbin, in the very beginning was low key not into the idea of letting Hera join the company or even audition for it, simply because he wanted her to have a career as a professional drummer or an artist. But later he was the only one who could convince her to audition.
Tries to teach her Korean and keeps insisting on attending the classes the company asks her to, but she’s twice as stubborn as him and just would not do something unless she absolutely wants to.
Loves to pinch her in her ribs, mid performance just to watch her fumble but recover the situation.
Their chemistry while rapping, is OFF THE CHARTS. (1/2)
Loves to give her a headlock. Their little thig since middle school. Makes stays incredibly jealous.
Hera hates cuddling. Changbin does it all the more to annoy her :)
The trio tried their first smoke together. Did not entirely hate it.
It was around late high school when Changbin and Lee know got into physical health and getting jacked up. About two months later, Hera had become a gym rat as well.
Changbin works out- Because he loves it.
Lee know works out- For the sake of his health and knows it’s good for him in the long run.
Hera works out- Because she looks jacked. Loves the strength, respect and confidence she gets from it.
Even though Changbin complement all his member constantly, he’s a bit though on Hera. He knows all that she is capable of and wants her to utilize them all.
Neither of them do individual lives too often but when they do, it’s usually together or with someone.
Although they grew up together, they have seen Hera cry only a couple of times. The other members have never seen her cry.
Changbin is her vocal and loud cheerleader while Lee know is the silent yet loud cheerleader. (Changbin would vocally yell and cheer her along whereas Lee know would simply glare at those letting her down and shove her into situations physically, as a means to encourage her)
A list of activities Changbin and Hera have done In the spur of the moment, while Lee know just glared at them through the living room window.
3am, on a Tuesday night, Hera, Changbin and Lee know were chattering in their room. Hera’s eye fell on the prop lightsabers lee know had growing up. She grabbed one of them, ran out of the room. Without a single thought, Changbin grabbed the other one, chased her till she stopped out, in the middle of the street. They had a ‘Pretend lightsaber fight’.
‘I. Am. Not. A. Part. Of. That.”- Lee know.
Times when the trio matched their crackhead energies, while Chan and Seungmin filmed them, pretending to not know them.
They had had a couple of beers, it was a chill evening when Hera remembered the toy cars that she always wanted as a kid, that Mrs Seo had even bought for her and Changbin, but had thrown out once they got older. She ran downstairs, in Lee know’s storage basement, to dig up the old pink toy car.
Obviously, without a single thought, she put it out in the street, hoped in, Changbin and Lee know followed. They drove till the car took a tumble by their weight and lost a wheel. It’s all on tape. Seungmin filmed it. Chan could be seen in the back, having a series of heart attacks, with occasional fits of laughter.
If They were expected to show up to a black-tie party and be on their best behavior, they would down right show up wearing banana costumes, of animal onesies.
Hera sneaking out in the middle of the night, dragging Changbin with her, just because she wants to sleep in one of the low hanging bridges between slides, in some park she saw on her way back.
Lee know tracking them down, before the rest of the house wakes up, getting them back in their bed.
Giving each other to participate in the most absurd dares, just to end up holding each other’s hand and fleeting in the scene.
Getting caught and held back by the cops with riding a toy train on the road.
‘but we stopped for every red light and stayed in the speed limit!
We even have an indicator in the back while turning.’
Lee know in the last compartment with a squish toy that lights up in his right arm, and a toy laser gun in the left.
Hyunjin
Polar opposite aesthetics. She’s a train wreck, taking him down with her.
Has the patience of a million doctors when with her.
Aesthetic wise, they are polar opposites. He’s the soft romantic with a slight hidden edge to his fantasies, while she’s the grungy goth with a slight light to her personality. The only light that makes him attracted to her. Hyunjin is the kind to come cuddle with you, and not the one who likes to cuddle. Its only okay if he starts it. Hera hates it all in all. But if they are just lounging around, it's natural to him to constantly drape some part of himself on to her. It’s his arm, a single leg on top of her both legs, his head on her shoulder even though it’s very low for him, It’s always something.
Although, he’s older than her, she prefers to take care of him since the day he became friends with her group in school. He was shy at first, but she managed to crack him open like a walnut. She encourages every new activity or hobby he picks up on. Before e his hiatus, he used to be a free fun loving teenager in front of the camera, but after returning, he had switched to a more careful, mindful adult, that although hated by other, was highly loved and encouraged by Hera. She confessed to him saying,
 “although this is not the old you, the new you is much braver and more cherished by me”
Hera loves and adores Hyunjin to a different level.
“Hyunjin and Felix have the most balanced feminine and masculine features, that just makes it impossible for me to take my eyes off them”
She would physically fight anyone who talks smack about that boy.
In school, they were a part of the art club, sharing common passion for dance as well as art. They share their creative ways of thinking and love how opposite their styles are. Hyunjin would paint romantic, silencing, comforting beautiful scenic paintings, Hera would paint balanced, abstract, constructive, minimalistic art. Both were critics of their own work but would praise each other’s work to the moon. They are each other’s silent comfort.
Growing up, she was the first one to observe his liking towards photography. She asked Changbin and Lee know to help save some money to buy him his first ever camera equipment. Although she hates, absolutely hates being photographed, she encouraged him to have a gallery show of his work, to seek professional courses and to not suppress of forget his love toward his hobbies, just because his schedule demands his time.
The giant and the mini.
She hates being photographed. He takes her candids.
She’s a train wreck, and she’s taking him down with her. If there’s a challenge they put up to, these two are to be kept arms away. Clumsy chaos at it’s finest.
Random moments of skinship.
Love to gaze lovingly into each other’s eyes. They don’t know what that is, neither do the members understand as to what is going on, but they cherish it.
Loves to make him flustered with her openly flirting and constant compliments.
He has the patience of a million doctors, when with her.
Their relationship makes Changbin and Lee know a tad bit jealous.
He loves to help her on to platforms she can’t reach. Help her dance around if the stylists have given her heels.
Potential dating scandals, but they were incredibly quick to shut them off. (No literally. The article came out in the morning, by evening Hyunjin was live and laughing while reading up about it.)
The expensive duo. Hyunjin with his elegant expensive aesthetic and Hera with her dark elegant aesthetic. Whenever either of them came up on the big screen during any award show, all eyes would be on them Simple awe.
Loves to call her endearing names. Sweet heart, princess etc.
Loves to flirt with her just to watch her squirm. It’s simple, healthy and friendly flirting.
Ultimate drama queens. Dramatic duo. Also, the sassy duo.
minho and chan's worst nightmare.
They are the opposites that lit a spark when together. Without each other, they are just quiet, in some corner.
Hyunjin loves to buy stuff for her.
Have multiple pairs of matching pj’s.
Introverts. but loud dramatic extroverts with together.
If neither of them are to be seen around, they are either in some quite corner, with his head in her lap, or out for a stroll. Long silent strolls were their thing. Whenever their schedules got hectic and rough, they needed a break before their mental health caught up to them. The long, quite strolls in new cities were their comfort.
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BRF Reading - 12th of July 2022
This is speculation only
Cards drawn on the 11th of July, 2022
Question: What does Harry think about William?
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Interpretation: Harry's thoughts are powered by envy and jealousy.
Underlying Energy: The Devil. I am going to address this card first, as this is the feeling that lies behind all Harry's thoughts, and so it colours the entire reading. The Devil is a card about the base side of human nature. Lust, envy, jealousy, arrogance, drug addiction, alcohol addiction, sex addiction - all those sorts of things and more are represented by the Devil card. The person is enslaved by his or her worst nature, like the figures in the card are chained to the god Pan and dance to his piping.
In this reading, the Devil card is coming across as envy and jealousy. Harry resents William for having certain things that he [Harry} does not have (envy) and he [Harry] also feels that he has to protect what he has from William as otherwise William will take it away (jealousy).
The Devil card is the major arcana card for Capricorn, and the sign Capricorn is associated with social status and career success. Harry envies William's social status and future career as King, something that came about because of William's birth (i.e. before Harry). Harry thinks this is not fair and he should have the same thing. He also feels that William's position as heir to the throne detracts from himself, that he is not noticed as much or made a fuss of as much when William is around, and he resents the loss of attention when he is with William or when he hears of William's accomplishments.
I think that this loss of attention or the comparison between the two (where Harry inevitably comes up lacking) makes Harry feel inferior, and so Harry then takes to drink/drugs/sex (also shown by the Devil card) in part to drown out his feelings of insecurity and inferiority, and then he blames William for any problems that arise because of his use of drugs/alcohol/sex.
Those two emotions (envy and jealousy) entwine together and currently colour all his thoughts about William. The cards in the top row of this reading are all coloured or tainted by these underlying strong emotions of Harry, and I will interpret them with this in mind.
Card One: The Queen of Pentacles. This is an earth sign person, especially a Capricorn, and here it stands for the Duchess of Cambridge, who is a sun sign Capricorn. Harry resents Catherine for taking William away from him (yes, I know Catherine did not do this, but this is the energy I am getting from this card, the sibling resentment of a romantic partner coming into the relationship). He also wants a wife like Catherine, someone who is warm and loving and supportive, and he resents William for having someone like her while Harry can't find anyone like that for himself. Harry likes Catherine as a person, I feel, in fact he really likes her and he likes it when she pays attention to him and he gets to do things with her, but at the same time he resents her intrusion into his relationship with his brother and he resents that William has her as a wife and Harry does not have her or someone like her as a wife. So there is a lot of envy and jealousy here that is marring Harry's genuine liking for Catherine and his genuine gladness that his brother is so happy. I'm getting a strong competitive energy as well - a 'my wife has to be better than yours' energy that was doomed to be unfulfilled the moment Harry married Meghan Markle, however hard he tries to convince himself otherwise.
Card Two: The King of Wands. This is a fire sign person, particularly a Leo, and here is it coming across as Meghan, who is a sun sign Leo. The energy here is around Meghan in her position as Harry's wife. Harry is dimly aware that Meghan would much prefer to be William's wife, and that she would abandon him in a heartbeat of she thought she had a chance with William. The energy here is of a slowly emerging awareness - this is something that is gradually dawning on Harry and it is not yet a full blown awareness. This dawning awareness is making Harry insecure and jealous. He blames William, who he sees as his rival for his wife's affections, rather than Meghan (he may eventually get to the stage of blaming Meghan but the energy from this card is not there yet). The energy is of Harry clutching Meghan close as he is scared that she will run off with William, and this fear makes him angry at William - a 'you can't have my wife' energy. William, of course, is completely uninterested in Meghan and only has eyes for Catherine, but Harry hasn't thought of that and he is reacting out of his fear that William will take Meghan way from him (his jealousy), aggravated by things like William telling him to take it slow with Meghan out of concern for him, a concern that Harry is now interpreting as 'you never wanted us to get married - you want to take Meghan away from me'.
Card Three: The Sun. The Sun is the most positive card in the tarot deck. It is optimism, everything going right for you, bathing in the sunshine of success/approval, happiness, abundance, positive energy, inner radiance etc. This is how Harry sees William, as the golden child. Harry thinks that everything goes right for William, William is always praised and admired, William gets all the attention, William can do no wrong. This is not true, of course. William makes mistakes and has his detractors the same as everybody else, and if William's projects succeed it is due in a large part to the sheer hard work and background slog that William puts into them. Harry, of course, chooses to overlook all the work that William puts into things and thinks his brother's success is due to luck and his status as heir to the throne. I'm getting Travalyst versus Earthshot energy, so I think this is a sore point with Harry. Harry thinks that Travalyst should be just as big, if not bigger, than Earthshot and he does not understand why Earthshot was so successful and Travalyst was not. I feel that Harry blames the palace for this - they made Earthshot for William and either didn't support Travalyst for Harry or deliberately pulled it down. This sort of thinking is completely wrong, of course, but that is the energy that is coming off this card. Harry deeply resents William's status as the 'golden child' and he wants that status for himself, which is why he was so happy when the 'Hero Harry' PR made him more popular than William. He blames William and the palace for taking that PR away from him - the energy is of someone thinking 'You didn't like me being more popular than you so you deliberately used the media to take that away from me'. I know that makes so sense whatsoever, but that is the energy that I am getting. Harry wants to be the 'golden child', he resents William for being popular, and he thinks that William deliberately stole his most popular status from him.
Card Four: The Page of Pentacles. This is my card for the UK and that is the energy that is has in this reading (it's all the green rolling hills in the background). Harry resents William's position in the UK. he resents William's popularity, he resents William being ahead of him in the line of succession, and he resents the duty that William feels towards the people of the UK and the hard work he is prepared to put in because of his sense of duty. If William was a playboy prince, a spendthrift who dodged his duties and only went to the glamour events, Harry would feel better about this. William being hard working, having a sense of duty, and being responsible with money makes Harry look bad, and that makes Harry feel bad, and he blames William for it (instead of doing something like changing his behaviour). In harry's mind, it is all William's fault that Harry looks like an irresponsible spendthrift, as William is the one who is showing him up (and yes, Harry does expect William to behave in a bad way to make Harry look better). It's the "I don't have this attribute so no one else is allowed to have it either" mindset.
Card Five: The Six of Wands. This is the card of success, of achieving your goals, of returning home as the triumphant hero. Harry does not like it when William is successful. He resents William's successes. Again, Earthshot comes to mind. In Harry's mind, William is not allowed to be more successful than Harry. It was fine when they were working together, and William would do most if not all of the work and Harry would turn up for the fun bits to share in the glory, but now that they are apart Harry thinks that William is not allowed to be more successful than him, and when William does outshine him Harry resents it. Harry wants William to tone down his projects and make them not a big deal so Harry can be seen as better than William in this area. It would be even better if William failed - not all the time, just once or twice to make Harry feel better. Harry wants to be the triumphant hero, the winner, the one with the successes, and he resents it when William outshines him in this area (even though the competition is only in Harry's head).
Conclusion: Harry's thoughts about William are marred by jealousy and envy. He resents that William is married and no longer exclusively his, he resents William for having a kind, loving and supportive wife while Harry does not, he is worried that William will take his wife (Meghan) from him and that makes him lash out at William, he resents that (in his mind) everything goes right for William with no effort, as he ignores the hard work that William puts into everything that contributes to its success, he thinks that William stole his [Harry's] popularity on purpose, he resents William's status as heir to the throne, he resents William's his devotion and duty to his people and his responsibility with money as that makes Harry look bad, and he resents all of William's successes, preferring him to fail or succeed only moderately so Harry can easily outshine him and look good in this area. Harry's envy and jealousy are marring and distorting how he thinks about his brother.
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A bit about Demongo
Here I already discussed a bit about Demongo, but in this post I'll discuss a bit deeper about him.
Well, he appears in 10 episode of 2 season. He was presented as one of (if not the one) the most powerful and respected Aku's warriors, so Aku even allowed to him to chill at the bottom of Aku's castle (the game described Demongo as Aku's devoted pupil, but we talk about the original show). His ability is to consume and to control souls he bears inside of his body.
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Some people assume that Demongo and all those demonic guardians from 1 episode of 1 season and 8 episode of 4 season are Aku's either siblings or offspring. I disagree with this theory. Because they have no Aku's abilities, and Aku himself never refers to them as "My sons/brothers". And that's at the same time when he refers to the Ultra-robots as "My children" and to Ashi as "My daughter", despite the fact that both Ashi (the human girl) and the Ultra-robots are just vessels, infected by Aku's blood.
Demongo's inner dimension/prison reminds me the inner dimension the sinister dragon-like creature had in "Jack in the haunted house" episode — maybe Demongo and this creature are similar subspecies or Demongo was inspired by this type of creatures in therms of learning and modernizing the ability to use own body as prison for thousands of captured souls. (my thoughts about this creature are here)
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Demongo literally can use them as weapon for eternity, and than more souls he consumes, than more powerful Demongo becomes (and more skulls on his body he gets).
And although Demongo is shown as demonic creature, something is very odd about him. Like, when all captured souls escaped from his body, Demongo became very weak and even could not move or stand, so the escaped souls easily kicked his ass (but he had strength to return to Aku, I guess). So... how he happened to exist in the first place? And how he happened to become so strong to consume souls of mightiest warriors and beasts? The only explanation I have is that in the beginning Demongo used his other abilities for consuming souls and one by one (not many immediately), but than more he consumed souls than more he became arrogant and extremely confident so he preferred to use only his captured souls. And the energy outburst he experienced, when all souls became free and left his body, literally burnt him out of inside, so he became weak and physically injured.
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Also, why he returned to Aku and sat in the skull? I can assume that this skull is a part of some kind of oath between Aku and Demongo, when he promised to be devoted and good warrior and servant, so he literally gave in Aku's hands own life and soul. Bad idea, because after serious failure Aku kills Demongo.
And although the episode was really good and Demongo himself was pretty cool, the two moments a bit caught me off guard. First of all, Aku's thoughts about "the good idea to capture Jack's soul". From one side, it's pretty obvious desire to control your formidable foe and use him as weapon (and it's also some kind of Aku's revenge toward Jack's father — analyze of Aku here). From another side, it's a bad idea, if your enemy's soul will be enslaved by someone else, 'cause it can be used against you. Second, Demongo himself told to Jack that Jack is too powerful for Aku (but not for Demongo), and that when he (Demongo) consumes Jack's soul, he'll become the greatest warrior. His line can imply the possibility of Demongo's desire to become higher than Aku and maybe even to consume him and become new ruler. And actually that also could be explanation of why Aku killed Demongo instead of giving to him another chance — because Aku clearly watched on the battle between Jack and Demongo, he heard Demongo's words and he considered him as traitor and threat.
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Rest in Peace, you were cool for one-episode villain.
But the biggest WTF-moment about this character happens in 5 season and further. Really, how he can be alive?! Aku killed him in the classic episode. This plot hole is even more noticable than the fact that Demongo's inner fire is again blue for some reason or that Demongo again feels good despite the total absence of souls in his body.
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Literally the plot hole for short cameo and fanservice.
The game creates even more plot holes about Demongo (not only about him, actually, but here we talk about him). Like, okay, I guess, Demongo from the game is not Demongo from the series, i.e. the one from the game is just like the Between-Time pocket and all habitants of this pocket — they are all Aku's creations just like the Between-Time itself (another sudden new ability of Aku — and it again breaks the character and the universe and story, where he exists). First of all, the game contradicts to the concept of the original seasons. Demongo himself claims that he consumed souls of warriors (aliens, humans, deities etc) and beasts (i.e. animals or creatures), i.e. living beings. But what we see in the game? Demongo summons the celtic demons (which are robots actually) and zombies... Ah, what?! Robots have no soul! If they have soul, then they're living beings with choice, so Genndy's obsession with killing exactly human makes no sense in 5 season, because human souls could be trapped inside every robot Jack killed by this logic. Plus, zombies are just corpses, controlled by dark magic for short time. There's no soul, they're still dead. Second, these lines:
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WHAT?! The souls inside of Demongo were the souls of various bad guys?! First fo all, the classic episode implied that at least most part of these souls are noble guys (although I assumed that Demongo captured various criminals also, i.e. he's bad policeman or whatever), not some killers. Second, this detail from the game devalues the classic episode, because by the game's logic Jack freed various criminals, not some noble warriors. Third, if Demongo allegedly can't consume pure souls, then why he still wanted to consume Jack's soul? Not to mention that Demongo was defeated differently in the game (like, the classic episode shows that the only way to defeat him is to defeat out of inside). Even if this Demongo is a creation for Between-Time pocket, there's still no normal explanation.
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