#this shit upsets me so deeply i hope you noticed

[yantao-enthusiast]

can some fucking people stop being to celebrities like “oh this person is either gay or queerbaiting because their personality is making me interpret them as queer because they act ‘stereotypically’ gay and that if you act like this you have to be queer. so we’re gonna either force this person to come out via peer pressure when they may not want to or be ready to or bully them for acting a certain way if they’re not queer because that’s the only way i can accept these people acting this way.” it’s really fucked up, based on toxic patriarchal values, and plain homophobic. analyze these parts about yourself and put a stop to it. it’s not funny. it’s not doing the lgbtq community a favor. it’s an asshole thing to do and you better be leaving that shit in 2023.

#this shit upsets me so deeply i hope you noticed #kit connor #harry styles #billie eilish #shawn mendes #honestly i’m not even a huge shawn mendes fan but what some people did when they were look omg he’s gay bc he acts 💅 #fucking disgusting #let’s not even start with how people made gross speculations about him and camila’s relationship #don’t forget the fact that billie had to come out bc she was put on the spot and she can’t just exist as a queer person #it really rubs me the wrong way all of it #and the kit connor situation is self explanatory #oh right i forgot to mention #taylor swift #like read the prologue please #also i feel the large majority of the community drowns out the g*ylors but it still clearly gets to taylor y’all #she’s stated multiple times she’s straight. stop insinuating otherwise. #even if she didn’t #the public doesn’t have to act like they’re entitled to sensitive details of someone’s life bc they’re famous. #gain some empathy. grow the fuck up #lgbtqia #lgbtq #queer

[babygirl-riley]

Hi I have a request so it’s like Simon and his wife arguing pretty badly like to the point where she’s shouting bare at him she’s on the verge of tears and while their arguing their new born cries so the reader goes upstairs to the crying baby once their baby is calm she doesn’t even go back downstairs to talk to him she just like stays in the baby room and goes on her social media to distract her self from Simon.

Hii so I have this written in my notes I always do that so I don’t forgot what I’m gonna ask and I hope this is what u meant tho cause im so slow it acc took me bare long to understand 😭

Quiet Home

You and Simon have been back to back arguments. Before you both could finish this one a loud cry interrupted the fight.

A/N: this is exactly what you asked for 😭 So embarrassing truly 💀 However this really tugged the heartstrings

“I want to be close to you, but I don't know what to do.'Cause if we are near to through, it may make it worse.”

Warnings: baby blues, depression, anger, arguments, fighting, yelling, screaming, baby crying, swearing, soft!simon, husband!simon, happy ending

simon x reader guide

simon x reader family

You were exhausted, you would clean, go get groceries, wake up every hour with the newborn, and everything in between. Usually you had Simon right beside you and help you with the smallest things. However, duty calls. Price promised Simon a couple months leave however, it was an emergency.

When Simon first brought it up, you knew he saw the rolling of the eyes but you brushed it off. Simon brought it up later and you just tried to push it away. Eventually it blew up. Things were said and yelled that weren’t meant to come out. Simon slept in a different room and he was gone for a couple of weeks.

You didn’t answer his calls but text him updates. It was petty but it’s a petty time. You were promised to have your husband here with both your child. Yet you are here almost falling asleep anytime it was early in the morning to feed the baby. You sat outside of the room of your baby as she bailed and bailed, being irritated and tired. Eventually you would go in sure but you were so scared that you would yell at her for being a baby.

After the couple of weeks you tried to brush it under the rug as you made Simon’s favorite dinner. Knowing he would be home. He text you stating that he will be home around 7 o clock and he was excited to see both you and the baby. 7 went to 8, 8 went to 9, 9 went to 10, 10 went to 11, and so on. The food went cold and baby was down. Especially you were tired.

You already put the food away and sat in the living room. You watched the clock before you angrily got up and started the bath. You needed to cool down. You heard the heavy footsteps heading down the hall. You rolled your eyes with the clock read 1 AM.

Simon noticed the light beaming through the room you both shared. Inhaling deeply he stepped in and rounding into the bathroom. You stood with a robe on and touching the warm water.

“S’rry ‘m late.” He said watching your movements.

“Okay.” You said not looking at him.

He frowned and shook his head. “I had a ton of paperwork and didn’t notice the time. Thought I had enough time.”

You didn’t say nothing as you went to the cabinet and pulled out your favorite salts for the bath. Simon watched as you poured them in and went back to put it away. “Y/n please.”

“Please what Simon? You were late. You weren’t here. Shit happens right? Emergencies happen. It’s whatever at this point.” You scoffed as you finally looked at him.

Simon noticed the anger in your eyes. He was upset that he left without resolving the last fight. He was upset that when he called you didn’t want to talk. He was upset he wasn’t home when he was supposed to be and not seeing his babygirl. He also noticed you are tired. Exhausted even. The bags. The purple shade underneath your eyes. “It’s my job you knew that when you signed up for it.”

You laughed and shook your head. “You don’t think I know that? Don’t you dare throw that in my face Simon. We were promised a break for our child yet he drags you back and you are willing to without a second glance.”

“Really? It goes back to me not carin’ about our family huh? That’s what you said before I left. You think I care more about my job than us.”

“Yes! Yes I do! I think that you are stuck in a loop without anyone but you! You are fine with just going instead of being here!” You yelled starting to walk out and brushing passed Simon.

“It’s my job! I have to go! I can’t leave my team behind!” He yelled back following you.

You scoffed as you ripped your robe off, ripping open your drawers. “Right but you can do it to us.” You mumbled pulling out sweats and a t-shirt.

“What’s that supp’se to mean?” He basically growled.

You snapped up and looked at him. “Ever since Millie was born it was like you have been gone. You will help yes but how long did that last before you skipped your happy ass to Price,” You yelled pulling the sweats up as you felt a sting of tears coming. You laughed as you heard nothing from him. “I have been doing this by myself with no help! Nothing Simon!”

“That’s not fair! How many times do I have to say it’s my fuckin’ job…”

“You have a job here!” You screamed as tears started to spill and right before anyone could say anything a wail broke through the air.

You both stood there for a minute before you raked your fingers through your hair. You wiped your eyes angrily. “Damn it,” You pulled your shirt on before walking out, grabbing your phone on the dresser. “I am sleeping in the other room.” You slammed the door shut before walking to the baby’s room.

You opened it as Millie screamed louder. You cried as you walked closer that turns to a sob. You didn’t know what to do. How to do it. You don’t know how to keep her asleep and fed and changed without being upset. You gripped the crib hard as you couldn’t move. You were tired and your baby needs you. “I’m sorry,” You cried as you picked her up and shushed her softly. “I know I know.”

You sat in the rocking chair as you let your baby fed. You scrolled on social media seeing all the happy couples. All what they are doing. All your friends looking like they don’t have problems. You missed Simon, not like he changed, just his touch, he soft voice when he whispers I love you. You missed his laugh when you both would have that marriage banter. You missed his tea.

You are afraid that maybe having a kid was a bad idea. That it ruined or tainted everything. You looked at your baby and inhaled. How could you think like that? What has she done to make you feel that way? It seemed like anytime Simon was around you were angry. Small arguments that turned into this. Your lip trembled and you held your baby closer to your chest. Tears prickling your eyes.

You threw your phone on the ground and sobbed. You were a monster. How could a mother think like that? Why would a wife yell at her husband for doing his job? You kept thinking about all the bad things that happened or been thought of that you didn’t notice that your baby was being scooped up.

When the cold air touched your skin, you opened your eyes panicked. You thought you dropped her as you looked down with tears blinding you before you felt a hand on your cheek. You snapped your eyes to see Simon, holding your baby girl close to his chest as she was asleep. “Baby,” He whispered concerned on his face. He was kneeling as he wiped tears after tears. “Come on let me put her to bed and let’s go talk please.”

“No,” You mumbled as you stood up. “I got her.”

Simon stood up and shook his head. “Please, you look tired.”

“I-I no she needs me.” You whispered but made no move to grab her.

“She has me too,” He said quietly. “Go to the kitchen please.”

You stared for a moment and looked at your baby. How small she was compared to him. How secure she looks when he was holding her. You nodded as you wiped more of the tears away. “Okay.”

Guilt pinged your chest as you glanced once to see him bouncing a bit as he slowly put her down. You walked into the kitchen and sat at the island as quiet tears slipped. You are tired you felt your body relax and felt heavy. “Baby,” You snapped your head up and saw Simon holding a kettle. “Do you want tea?”

You nodded once and looked away. It was quiet as he face the kettle waiting for it to go off. “I’m still mad at you.” You mumbled.

Simon nodded as he turned to lean against the counter. “Why is that?”

You rolled your eyes. “Simon you know why.”

Simon walked up and leaned his elbows on the counter. “Y/n I’m not doin’ it to hurt you two.”

You froze for a moment before looking away. Thoughts of how it could be different with him not having the damn job. However, he was right he wasn’t doing it to hurt you. “I told Price to call someone else but…he needed me for what I know.” You slowly looked at him as Simon looked the other direction. “I fought the old man about it for days. I didn’ say nothin’ cause I knew you would be upset. I didn’t notice that I was pushing you and our princess away. Just-just tried to figure out how to get out of it…I’m sorry.”

Now you felt even more bad. He tried to fight not to go and fought for the two of you. You inhaled but don’t exhaled afraid of sobbing once more. The moment Simon looked at you, you sobbed and hid your face with your hands. “I didn’t-I’m so sorry Simon.”

Simon walked around and shook his head as he turned the chair to gently pull you on for a hug. “Baby I should have said something and not fought it alone.”

You sobbed and sobbed as everything came down. “I’m so tired Si. I am tired of being awake so damn early. I am tired of cooking. I am tired of not being able to do anything. I am tired of fighting with you. I am sorry Simon. I should have been m-more understanding. You don’t deserve me. You don’t deserve to marry such a bitch. I have been so ru…”

He gently pushed you off to grab your wrists to show your face. Simon smiled softly before grabbing your chin with his thumb and finger. “I know. I know. You been overwhelmed with so much. We will figure it out yeah? It’s okay, we are fine. I married you for you even when it’s rocky. It won’t always be perfect.”

You calmed down a bit as you leaned into his touch. “Okay.”

The kettle goes off as Simon kissed your forehead to walk over. You sat still as Simon came around. “I will be here right now, try my best to help you my love.”

You looked up and saw him, his eyes glowing with love. You inhaled and nodded as he pulled you back into his chest. You snuggled in and felt warmth throughout your body. God no one deserves Simon Riley.

#simon ghost riley #simon riley #call of duty modern warfare #simon ‘ghost’ riley #call of duty #call of duty mw2 #simon riley x reader #simon ghost riley x reader #ghost #simon ghost x reader #simon ghost riley x f!reader #simon riley x you #simon ghost riley x female reader #simon ghost riley x wife!reader #simon ghost x you #simon ghost riley fluff #simon ghost riley angst

[nathaslosthershit]

We need to try that again|| Jack Hughes x reader

Pairing: Jack Hughes x reader

Warnings: I never know what warnings to give, kissing (?)

Summary: In the heat of the moment, you kiss your boyfriend. The only problem? It was your first kiss with each other and he doesn’t feel he got to “savor” it enough. What a dork.

A/n: This is corny I know and probably so far from what Jack is like but let a girl be delusional. 

Word Count: 800+

You and Jack would be cooking a meal together, alone and in the comfort of your own home. Or, maybe he would play an intense and very important game where he scored the game winning goal in OT and you two would meet afterwards, running into each other's arms like it was a cheesy romance film. Maybe he'd take you to a nice dinner and before getting into the car ask “can I kiss you?”

Maybe these fantasies were stupid to spend your time thinking about but after almost a month of dating Jack, almost a month without a single kiss, you had been hoping for something romantic and sweet to mark your first of, hopefully, many kisses. But there has been nothing. Nada. You have been patient and were happy to wait longer for him but just wanted to know, why? Why has it taken so long for him to kiss you?

But now that you think about it, you could easily kiss him first. Maybe it doesn’t matter if its sweet and well thought out. Maybe what you needed was a heated, spur of the moment kiss with your beautiful boyfriend.

But is that what you wanted, something not thought out? Didn’t you crave the anticipation of waiting knowing it was about to happen. Knowing that the butterflies in your stomach fluttered at the same velocity as the ones in his.

While lost in thought Jack had managed to finally reach your apartment. He was supposedly at practice. Actually there was no practice but that's what he told you so you'd be surprised when he came over with take-out and flowers. On his way over, he had to bite his lip to stop the stupid smile on his face, but the older woman passing by noticed it, as well as his urgency and the flowers in his hand, and gave him a knowing smile as she laughed while walking in the opposite direction. It was clear to everyone, those in his life and those just observing, that this relationship was different and he treated it as such. 

He enjoyed the feeling of getting almost dizzy from all the excitement of being around you. It was new and so unlike anything he'd had with anyone else in the past. That's why he couldn’t get himself to make any new moves. It's scary to act when you feel something so intensely. 

Opening the door to reveal a very smiley Jack Hughes was a very shocking but very welcome surprise. 

“What the fuck are you doing here?”

“Wow come on don’t be too excited to see me” he replies snarkily. 

“Im sorry, I just thought you'd had practice, you did tell me you had practice, did you not?”

“I did but I didn’t have practice. Wanted to surprise you so I stretched the truth a little. You aren’t upset about that, right?” He suddenly looked worried.

In that split second, you had made up your mind. Grabbing his collar and kissing him deeply, he drops the bag of food and flowers from impact. The noise they made startled you enough to come to your senses. As you quickly pull away, you can see a mix of confusion, panic, and possibly lust on his face. His silence snaps you out of your post kiss daze enough to start freaking out.

“Shit, Jack. I don't know what- I wasn’t thinking, i'm so-”

“We need to try that again.” 

“Excuse me”

“You just kissed me”

“...I did”

“Quickly.”

“I guess”

“I didn’t get to savor it.” He coughs out. At this admission, his face is bright red and grows an even deeper red when he hears your laugh.

“Savor it? Oh my god, Jack, what romcom did you take that line from?”

“You know what? Maybe i'll enjoy these flowers and this food by myself if you want to-”

“Just get inside, Jack. I'll kiss you again but only if we aren't standing in the hallway for all my neighbors to see.”

When you pull him in and close the door, you realize this is what you had hoped for. Shared butterflied as you look at one another, waiting for the other to make a move, knowing what was next and being as excited as you were nervous for it. 

Finally he pulls you in.

“Much better” Jack mumbles against your lips.

#jack hughes x reader #jack hughes x y/n #jack hughes x you #jack hughes imagine #nhl imagine

[glitchtricks94]

Senseless

Inguro Obanai and Giyuu Tomioka Sometimes, your love gets carried away and makes you lose all coherent thought. However, after a hard day, it's the least they can do, taking out all your thoughts and replacing them with all their love. This request was made by my dear friend, @desi-the-blue-eyed-kakushi, I hope you enjoy your men! Obanai my beloved Anyways, kick back, relax, mind the banner rule, and enjoy~ -Glitchtricks

Giyuu always knew if something was wrong with you. His quiet nature made him more observant, especially regarding his beloved lotus blossom. Your shoulders were sagging when you drudged through the door, a detail barely perceived before you forced yourself to perk up as you spotted your love approaching you. He noticed the saddened sparkle in your eye, the same he carried for a long time. Forcing a smile, you greeted him, a sharp pain shooting through his heart seeing you try to force yourself to put on a façade to try and hide your pain from him. He didn't want that. He wanted you to trust him to see everything, know everything. It upset him seeing you try and pull yourself away like this. "My love." Giyuu spoke, his voice as soft as a babbling brook. "I can see the sadness in your eyes. Do you want to tell me what's wrong?" You let your mask fall, looking at the ground as you shook your head. He enveloped you in a warm embrace, you melted against him, the scent of irises and freshly washed linen enveloping your senses. Giyuu always loved to soothe you like this. Giyuu was more than willing to help you forget your pain, too. You ended up confiding that you honestly just wanted to forget the world and all that happened to you that day, your beloved nodding in understanding as he took your hand and led you to the bedroom. That felt like hours ago. You were currently laying on your back with Giyuu's cock buried snuggly inside your cunt, moans being dragged out from your parted lips. Giyuu was putting his everything into his movements, your hands pinned to either side of your head by his own, fingers intertwined. He loved this feeling of intimacy, being able to stare down at your face, your body. Seeing the two of you connected in such ways made him feel like he was flying, and it always did wonders for making you focus on him and him alone.

"G-Giyuu! O-oh, fuck, Giyuu- Ah!" You cried out, squealing as the water hashira continued to plunge his cock into you, his tip pressing against your sweet spot relentlessly. "M-my lily, y-you- Shit- You feel so good...S-squeezing ne so tight, s-sucking me back in-Ah! Oh, gods I can't get enough of you..." Giyuu panted, leaning down and pressing his lips to yours, a muffled groan leaving him as you came, the man above you still pressing forward, intending on fucking you until you could only feel the pleasure he gave you, feel the love he held so deeply for you. He needed you to know. Giyuu only wanted you to know of him and his cock for the night, nothing else should be in your pretty head. Not while he has you wrapped around him so deliciously. He flipped you over onto your stomach, pulling your hips up so you presented to him with your ass in the air, the hashira thrusting back into you, somehow reaching deeper than before, whines and cries of delight flooding from your lips. You felt your mind go blank, pleasure being all you could feel, all you could register.

Obanai considered his keen eyes and ability to read others one of his crown jewels of strengths. His protective nature tended to add an extra edge to his skill, and he often exercised it on either the newest weaklings to see if they even had potential, which to him, most do not, and on you, his beloved. You were the serpent of his heart, the thrum of a heartbeat in his very soul. You gifted him the ability to feel as if he was normal and not some monster born of tarnished flesh. He always felt so safe in your care, in your warmth, like a snake sunning itself on a stone. You were his sun, he was your moon. One can only imagine the fury he carried when he saw you arrive home with tear stains tainting your cheeks, eyes red and puffy from crying. "And just who did this to you now, my sun?" The serpent hashira asked, his voice low and dripping with pure malice. His heterochromatic eyes softened when you reached out to him, taking his wrist in your hand. Kaburamaru instantly slithered down from your lover's shoulder, moving to coil gently around your arm. It was his form of a hug. "N-no one, Obanai...I just...it's been a rough day, and I don't wanna talk about it...I'd rather just forget." You sighed softly, your lover humming for a moment, Kaburamaru taking the hint and returning to Obanai's shoulders as the raven haired man led you to your shared bedroom, making sure to place his beloved companion in his own terrarium like cage, the albino serpent swiftly getting comfortable and falling asleep. "So, just to clarify, you wanted to forget, correct?" Obanai spoke, his voice soft, and gaze softer as he looked at you. You nodded, the man before you reaching up to remove his bandages. "Are you willing to try something? I have a plan, but I need input on your end." "I trust you with my life, my moon. I'm willing to try anything you want." You replied, Obanai appearing pleased by this response. "Good. Wait for me on the futon. I recently acquired something I think you would enjoy." He ordered, you following without question as he got to his feet, disappearing from the room for a brief moment. When Obanai returned, his bandages were gone, his scars on display for you to see and a strip of silk cloth patterned with red spider lilies rested in his hands. "I thought we could try blindfolding you." He spoke softly, seemingly amused by how wide your eyes had gotten before he approached you, kneeling down before you. "Do you trust me?" You always did, you told him, your voice hushed yet filled with excitement as he carefully wrapped the silk strip over your face... Obanai's hands felt as if they were everywhere; your hips, your legs, your chest, your stomach, no inch of skin was left untouched by his delicate and calloused fingers. He relished in every soft whine and honey sweet moan you let out. It was all simply magical to him. "Yes, that's it, my sun, lose yourself in this pleasure." Obanai hummed, dragging his palm all the way down from the valley of your breasts to your pussy, which was simply dripping with your need. He knew what you wanted, and instead of making you beg, he'd give you mercy. "H-hah! Obanai!" You moaned out, feeling your lover circling his fingers over your clit, sending jolts of pleasure zipping up and down your spine. You squirmed beneath him, the serpent hashira grinning with sadistic delight at your struggles. "And how does this feel, dear serpent of my heart?" "L-like- Oh! Like- mmmnnn- L-like you're d-driving me crazy....Oh fuck, p-please don't stop, d-don't!" You whined, your lover soon sliding his middle and ring fingers down to your weeping entrance, pressing them in with ease. You felt your mind go blank from the sudden intrusion, instantly screaming as your orgasm snuck up on you when he curled his fingers inside you. "Oh, you've cum already." Obanai cooed, his eyes dancing across your flushed form. "I hope you aren't too tired, we're only just beginning."

#glitchwrites.notepad #glitchfriends.desi 💜 #demon slayer x reader #giyuu tomioka x reader #kny x reader #obanai smut #giyuu smut #obanai x reader #dom character #sub reader

[mbbsgf]

a/n: this might be terrible and i'm sorry about it but keep in mind i js got into writing recently. all my stories will be inspired by a song that i will be putting below the story title. i truly hope u guys like it even i personally don't<3

- marie💋

ALL TOO WELL . pt1

warnings: swearing, crying, mean!matt, angst, no y/n, slight fluff at the end

based of all too well (10 minutes version) (taylor's version) (from the vault) by taylor swift (RED (taylor's version), 2021)

alexa is laying down in her bed, trying desperately to sleep as it's 4:30 in the morning. but she can't. all she can think about is the altercation with matt earlier in the day. she's trying so hard to understand why he hates her so much. what did she ever do to him for him to be that mean and that insensitive.

flashback, later that day.

"god, alexa. why are you even here anyway!?" matt shouts angrily as he sees the water spilled out all over the floor.

"i-i'm sorry! i didn't mean to, matt!" alexa raises her voice slightly but not to talk over matt or anything, just so he hears what she has to say since he always acts like he never does.

"well, i would fucking hope so you didn't mean to! you better clean all that shit because i'm not doing it!" matt yells, looking directly into alexa's big hazel eyes as tears start to form there.

matt's face softens as soon as he sees the tears in her eyes starting to form. as soon as he notices his own face softening, he tries to hide it but frowning angrily again. he didn't want alexa to see him show care for her but fuck, he did care.

"hey, what's going on here?" nick chimes in. he sees matt's angry face, the tears in alexa's eyes and the water all over the floor. he sighs. "i'll clean this. lex, go on the couch and relax. i'll join you in a minute." nick says softly, looking at alexa with a soft smile. he turns to matt and his expression becomes slightly angry. "and you. don't just stand there, move." he says harshly to matt, clearly upset about the way he's been treating alexa lately. alexa mouths a small "sorry" to nick before walking to the couch, sitting there.

matt goes to his room without saying a word but his face shows clear annoyance. alexa deeply sighs as she hears matt's bedroom door slamming shut. she buries her face in her hands.

"hey, don't overthink it, alright? it's just some water and you clearly didn't mean to. matt's just being an asshole per usual." nick says softly as he goes to sit on the couch next to alexa. he gives her a friendly smile as he rubs her back in attempt to comfort her.

"it's not the water that's bothering me. i just don't get why he hates me so much. all i ever wanted was to be friends and what makes me sadder is that we did use to be friends and pretty close ones." alexa says, her voice cracking and bottom lip twitching.

nick frowns sadly. he clearly understands what alexa is feeling right now. he scoots closer to her. "i know and i'm sorry but you know matt. he's always sucked at showing and expressing his feelings properly." nick says, making alexa look at nick with a confused frown on her face. "wait, what?"

before nick could reply, chris comes into the living room. "nick, c'mon we're leaving in 10." he lazily says.

nick mouths a small "sorry" to alexa before getting up and walking upstairs, to his room.

END OF FLASHBACK .

alexa sighs as she moves to face her nightstand where her phone is charging on. she turns it on. 4:50am. fuck it. she decides to text matt.

lex.

matt?

matt:(

what

lex.

why're u mad? what'd i do?

matt:(

i don't know what you're talking about.

lex.

come over.

matt:(

alexa, it's 4:55am. go to sleep.

lex.

matt please. i wanna know what i did.

matt:(

i'll b here in 5.

lex.

thank you

read at 4:57

5:04. alexa hears small taps on her window. she immediately gets the blankets off of her and walks to her window. her face lights up when she sees matt on a tree branch, looking around to check if anyone has seen him. she smiles to herself before sliding the window up, letting matt in.

matt gets in safely, trying to make as less noise as possible but also trying not to fall the window frame. alexa slides the window back down once matt is in her room.

"what do you want? it's 5:10am, alexa."

"it used to be lex.." alexa mumbles.

matt frowns.

"it used to be lex.. what changed?" alexa asks. she looks heartbroken as matt didn't even bother giving her any explanation on why he was acting the way he was.

matt stays silent as his gaze falls down to his feet.

alexa looks away as tears form in her eyes, just like earlier today.

"i'm sorry." matt mumbles.

"what was that?" alexa asks, waiting for him to repeat.

"i'm sorry."

alexa looks at matt, seemingly confused. matt sees no reaction from alexa so he goes on.

"i'm sorry, lex. i.. i'm a piece of shit. you never deserved any of that shit. i guess i'm just trying to make myself hate you because it's way easier to hate you than to just accept my real feelings." matt says quietly, playing with the rings around his fingers.

alexa frowns sadly at matt. he looks up at her and sees her dad frown. he takes a few step forward but she steps back.

"lex, please.." matt says as he stems forward again, grabbing one of alexa's hand into his.

"i don't understand, matt. i don't understand, what'd i do?" alexa asks quietly, her eyes full of tears threatening to fall.

"you didn't do anything, lex. it's not you. i'm just.." matt looks up from his hands. he looks at alexa's face and all he wants to do is kiss her. "i love you, lex."

alexa looks into matt's eyes as her eyes widen. "you- you what?"

"i love you."

alexa looks up at matt as she blinks the tears away. her cheeks now all wet from her tears. she looks away. matt pulls her into him and that's all it takes for alexa to melt into him and cry into his chest. matt leaves a few soft kisses on the top of her head as he whispers sweet nothings to her.

"it's okay, i'm here."

"you're okay, baby.."

"i'll never let go."

alexa could barely believe this. she's liked matt since they were 16 and now he's in her room, confessing his love to her after treating her like shit for months. alexa finally wraps her arms around matt's waist lazily as she buries her face into his chest.

this is gonna be interesting in the morning.

to be continued...

a/n: i truly apologize bc this is so shit. there's definitely gonna be other parts to this story so don't worry just not now lmaooo. thank u guys for reading and even if i don't personally like it, i hope u guys liked it🤍

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heyy an, i miss u sm so i got a request!! what if u start a sturniolo little sister thing (c.ai doesn't feed me enough) basically the plot i wrote on c.ai is reader (she has a name on c.ai but just go with y/n ig) is about to leave to go to a party in a sort of "revealing" outfit (it's not actually that revealing the triplets are just overprotective as shit in my plot) and they notice a few she's been wearing more revealing outfits these days and they lowkey wonder why. (that's not actually what happens in my plot but i'm gatekeeping it bc it's my comfort c.ai bot) and then you can go from here i guess!! in my plot, reader is a very whiny, easily annoying and whimpery girl, ykwim? like she's so easily hurt / upset. that's one of her main traits so hope it helps the development of the fic! ilysm🫶🏻

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sturniolo triplets x sister! reader

warnings: cursing, mention of shitty ex

a/n: kind of got carried away, hopefully you like it tho

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“you’re not leaving in that” chris stated for about the fifth time that night. i was starting to get annoyed.

i’ll admit that my shorts were on the shorter side, but everything was covered.

“why chris? why do you care about what i put on my body?”

his jaw clenched as he let out a heavy sigh.

catching onto the annoyance that was written all over chris’s face, matt stepped in.

“look, what you decide to wear is completely up to you, we aren’t going to tell you what you can and can’t wear.” he placed his hand on my shoulder gently.

“we’ve just noticed that your outfits have been a little more on the revealing side lately-“ i cut him off, already knowing where this conversation was heading.

“ we? so you guys talk about how i dress when i’m not here?” his mouth opened and closed like a fish as my question caught him off guard.

nick then pitched in, “look, we’re genuinely just worried about you. we want to make sure you’re safe”

“i’m fine guys, seriously. i mean, everybody wants to stand out, right?” i watched as all of their faces dropped as they began to catch on.

matt tilted his head at me, “is this about your ex?” i let out a sigh at this.

he knows me too well.

when i broke up with my ex, matt was the person i leaned on. chris and nick were there for me, of course, but matt was the person who took me for late night drives to cheer me up. so, naturally, i spoke to him the most about my feelings.

when i was dumped, my ex told me i was just like every other girl and i tried too hard to fit in. while i tried to act like his words held no affect on me, they hurt me deeply.

they rang through my head constantly, no mater what i did. but, i didn’t want to completely change just because a man decided to use my biggest insecurity against me. so, instead, i decided to switch up my style.

what i failed to realize, however, was that my brothers were able to read me like a book.

and while the change in clothing choice was cute, it wasn’t me. it was uncomfortable.

“i hate that he still has so much power over me. it’s like no matter what i do, i can always hear his comments about me in my head.” i finally spoke.

“what did he say to you?” chris asked, growing concerned.

i looked down at this, feeling tears start to prick at the corner of my eyes.

“pretty much that there was nothing special about me and that i’m boring” i shrugged my shoulders, swallowing the lump that began to form in my throat.

“well he’s just flat-out wrong” chris stated, as though it was the most obvious thing he’s ever said.

i furrowed my eyebrows as i stared at him in confusion.

“um, hello? you’re literally the most insane person i’ve ever met”

i looked at him crazily, “is that supposed to make me feel better?”

“you’re the only person i’ve ever met that goes running for fun. that is borderline psychotic” i narrowed my eyes at him. “trust me, you’re not like any other girl” he finished.

i playfully rolled my eyes at him.

“plus” matt began, “isn’t this the same dude that thought that googled why he had a headache and was fully convinced he was dying?” i couldn’t help but chuckle at that.

nick then joined in, “besides, that motherfucker talks like he’s reading from a script written by the ginny and georgia writers, i promise you’re not missing out”

this sent the three of us into laughing messes. chris reached out for something to hold onto as he started to fall and, seeing as i was standing right next to him, that happened to be me.

chris clutched onto my shoulders as he began to bring me down with him, and the four of us doubled over in laughter.

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L'amore Italiano - Angel Dust x GN! Reader Headcanons

How You React to Angel Dust Speaking Italian

This was a lovely ask that an anon sent me earlier! Tumblr has been playing up today and not saving my stuff... So! I hope this ends up okay... Please note! I do not speak Italian, so these are just translations I found that seemed accurate! Hope that's okay! On with the show! Xxx

Regular Hazbin Warnings Apply!

~ You'd been bust looking for Angel for the last twenty minutes, at this point you were getting worried. ~ You'd text him at least a dozen times, you remember when you used to be worried about being too clingy for him, but he reassured you a dozen times, that he loved it. ~ After the way he was treated most of the time while he was alive, it was common for him to appreciate things that other demons would usually despise, like the coddling and the constant texting. ~ When the two of you were alone, he wasn't Angel Dust, he was Anthony. It was you and him and Fat Nuggets in your own little world, and it was everything either of you wanted. ~ So when you text him earlier, to see if he had eaten lunch, he was in a bad mood, Val had been driving him mad all day, there had been too many guys for him to deal with, so when he tapped out, Val tried to grab a hold of him as he left, but he said he'd come home early. ~ But he still hadn't come up to your room. ~ When he had a day like this, Anthony turned from the sexy, dirty minded, full of innuendos Angel Dust, to someone who wanted nothing to do with sex, he instead wanted to cuddle up and watch some stupid reality show (his favourite at the moment was Cannibalising The Kardashians). ~ So for a while, you sat on the bed, playing with Fat Nuggets, scrolling through Sinstagram, having some fun going through Anthony's closet, but now you were getting worried, he should have been home by now... ~ So you went out to look for him, by now, you had reached the lobby, able to hear Angel's heavy accent, he was at the bar with Husk. ~ You smiled, you were glad he was okay and safe at the hotel, the two of you adored Husk, he had helped Angel out of spirals too many times to count. ~ So you stayed quiet, not wanting to interrupt. ~ "Honestly, Val is being such a pain in the ass! Literally! Like, jeez! I need to be able to recover from days like that, but all the days have been like that recently!" He groaned, getting more and more upset. ~ "È sempre, 'Angie succhia questo, Angie scopali,' mi sto stancando fottutamente!" Anthony spat. ~ You felt a shiver run down your spine, you had no clue what Anthony was saying, but holy shit, was it hot! He rarely ever spoke Italian, unless he was immensely angry, and naturally, he'd never gotten that angry at you... ~ But now? Fuck, you wish he had... ~ "Onestamente! Fanculo!" He exclaimed. ~ You wandered over, trying to hide how flustered you were, your cheeks definitely felt flushed... ~ "Angel?" You cooed, leading him to look over his shoulder, see you and relax. ~ "Hey hon, sorry, you probably been texting me, my phone died on the walk over." He told you, wrapping his lower arms around your waist, leaning down to kiss your forehead. ~ Usually when he did this, he'd lean back, smirk and call you short. You'd usually respond by calling him a tree, but he didn't seem very fun-loving today... ~ You tentatively asked, "Everything okay?" ~ Angel nodded, "Yeah, just needed to let off some steam, Val has been really pissing me off today. Stronzo..." He murmured. ~ Jesus, you almost squeaked. ~ Fortunately, Anthony didn't notice. ~ Unfortunately, Husk did... ~ You dreaded the smirk that came across his face. ~ He looked to Angel, "Hey, what does that word mean?" He asked curiously, obviously fake, "What was it again?" ~ Angel looked at him, "What, Stronzo?" He asked. ~ Husk looked at you, seeing your shoulders tense and you shift on your feet, he nodded to Angel. ~ "It means asshole, why?" He asked again. ~ Husk chuckled deeply, "Cause it looks like someone liked the sound of that word... Or maybe the way you said it?" He told Anthony, looking over at you. You winced. ~ Angel followed Husk's gaze, raising and brow and looking you over. ~ He knew you better than anyone, he knew the signs when you were getting a bit hot and bothered and you definitely were! ~ Anthony smirked. You sighed. ~ "Oh, you like that do ya? Cara mio?" He purred in your ear, his arms tightening around you. ~ You ducked your head, the chill spreading across your neck.

This is as much as I could get before tumblr pissed me off... Enjoy! I hope this was okay! Xxx

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CHEATED PART TWO

(FINAL CHAPTER)

Parings: Solo Sikoa x Reader x Jimmy Uso

Warnings: Profanity and slight smut

“Honey I’m home!”. You yelled across the room as you entered your hotel room. Jimmy was just sitting on the edge of the bed on his phone not even giving you any kind of attention. “Ahem”. You began clearing your throat, but the man didn’t budge. “I said, ahem!”. “Hold on, give me a minute babe”. You gave up at this point and sat down beside him waiting. “And done”. You hear your man say as he placed his phone faced down on the bed. “What up, ba-“. He cut himself off once he noticed the beautiful dress you have on. “Damn, you look good. Stand up for me and spin around”. You couldn’t help but smile at his reaction as you stood up strutting and posing for him. “Why you up here looking good as hell for? We only heading out for breakfast”. He grinned.

“I wanted to look good for you”. You leaned forward to kiss him, and he returned it with a kiss of his own. “Mmm, you smell good. What you got on?”. Again, you smiled. “I may have applied some body oil on myself”. You watched him as his grin grew wider. “You tryna get me to tear that ass into two or sum? Because I’m about to rip that dress off of yo ass”. He grabbed you by the face and kissed you roughly. “Too late, I’m about to do sum to you right quick. Get on that bed”.

You obliged and began crawling into bed. With him unable to contain himself, he smacked that ass of yours before you could make yourself comfortable. Jimmy stood up to prepare himself, but was immediately interrupted by a buzzing phone. “Shit, not right now”. He growled. You noticed he was hesitant with his action seeing as he was eying the phone here and there until you told him to answer it. “Sorry baby, it’ll be quick”. You merely nodded, with an obvious annoyed look on your face that Jimmy failed to notice.

The man walked away and entered the bathroom to take the call. You laid back on the bed and sighed, clearly upset by this whole situation. You grabbed your own phone from under the pillow and noticed a text from Solo. You forgot about his message last night about wanting to talk to you. But you did message him back telling him that you will both see each other at the house show, so you could talk then. You had hoped that he would be okay with it and leave it at that but nope. He wanted to talk sooner. Of course you didn’t bother to respond and left him hanging. But this text of his, full of his painful pleas made you reconsider. You were actually kind of curious as to why he wanted to talk to you so badly. But considering how you know how he feels about you, you hoped that he wasn’t trying to make a move or something along that line.

Jimmy exited the bathroom and approached you. “Well now, where were we?”. You smirked flirtatiously at him. But Jimmy didn’t seem too interested anymore. “Sorry babe, I just got called in for a meeting about this upcoming episode on Friday”. You breathed deeply out of your nose and sat up. “Okay..”

“Don’t make that face, we goin’ continue where we left off tonight after the house show”. He grinned. You gave him a funny look. “How long will this meeting be, exactly? The house show is not on for another 7 hours, you have time to come back here and spend time with me”.

You can see Jimmy’s whole face dropped, he began rubbing his face anxiously as if he was trying to come up with an excuse. “Aiight, you right, imma head out right quick, and if I can’t make it back on time, I’ll let you know”. He leaned forward before you could respond and kissed you.

He then proceeded to grab his keys, as well as his sunglasses, and headed for the door. “Love you baby, see you soon. I hope!”. Once you were left all alone, you decided get up and head over to the kitchen to pour yourself a glass of water. Taking that cup with you, you walked right over to the window and observed your surroundings before your attention shifted, now noticing your phone on the bed.

A little while later, you hear a knock at the door before getting up to answer it. You had your phone in your hand which you placed down on the tv stand facing up revealing text messages exchanging between you and Solo. You had given him all the info about your whereabouts so he could say what he needed to say. When you opened the door, your eyes were met with Solo’s, but he doesn’t seem too impressed.

“Hi Joe”. You smiled. “Come on in”. The man didn’t say anything as he entered the room. “Would you like anything to drink? Water? Beer?”. You trailed off awkwardly. “Nah, I just want to talk to you real quick”. You gave him a nod of agreement, nervous about it. You weren’t sure what he wanted to say, but you were hoping it wouldn’t be him trying to make a move.

“You sayin my brother went out for a meeting?”. He questioned. Damn, straight to the point already. You bit your lower lip and nodded. Solo’s eyes wandered around the room for a minute as he was growing impatient.

“Don’t you think that’s a little suspicious?”. You gave him a quick shrug. “I guess? I don’t know. He does get summoned for meetings on occasion”. You say. Solo shook his head as his gaze never left yours. “(Name), my brother been cheating on you”. You widen your eyes slightly, but immediately looked away to hide the pain look on your face. “Joe…”. You began. “I swear, I overheard him talking to someone on the phone yesterday in the locker room.” You took note of his behavior as he has averted his gaze at this point.

“All that meeting talk he been blabbing about? Why wasn’t I informed? It don’t sound right, do it? We both in the Bloodline, come on (Name). You can’t tell me that you believe that fool?”.

“I know”. You nodded your head. “I believe you”. You pressed your lips together as your gaze has veered elsewhere in the room. Solo made a face as his eyebrows scrunched up.

“Hold up, what did you say?”

“I said I believe you, Joe. I’m aware of what’s been going on. I know Jon has been cheating”.

You couldn’t tell exactly what Solo might be thinking, but the look he gave you made you assume he was very much pissed.

“Why you with him still?”. You took a deep breath and exhaled before crossing your arms and gazed out the window. “Because I love him, Joe. I don’t want to lose him. I try to be the best girlfriend I can possibly be in hopes to turn things around for the both of us”.

“At what point was you gonna draw the line with him? He don’t look at you when y’all talk. Hell, that fool don’t even remember y’all anniversary. That ain’t right, (Name).” You felt tears building up in your eyes, but you fought them back. Everything Solo was saying is true, at what point do you draw the line? Honestly, with the way things have gone. You both have reached so far in the deep end that there was no turning back at this point, so you chose to put yourself in this position fooling yourself into thinking it would get better. Essentially, becoming delusional in the process.

With that being said, unfortunately for you, the one thing you didn’t want to happen came crashing like wildfire. Your emotions have gone haywire to the point your tears came pouring down like crazy. Solo watched you as you broke down, his usual calm and cool demeanor has disappeared. He approached your helpless self, and tried to comfort you by patting your shoulder, but to no avail. “My bad, (Name). I don’t mean to hurt you. I just don’t want you going through all that shit no more. My brother don’t deserve you. He don’t even know how bad he messed up. He a fool, you know that?” You nodded your head, but was still sobbing nonetheless.

Solo’s face has changed drastically, now appearing very sad and concerned. He raised both arms to try and give you a hug, but decided against it and dropped them both on his sides again. He wanted to hug you, he really did, but he finds it so hard to do it without revealing his true feelings. As much as he wanted to confess, now wasn’t a good time. After all, this isn’t about him, this is about you, and he wants to make sure you were good than anything else.

You sniffled a little here and there for another minute or so before awkwardly giving him quick glances from time to time. “I’m sorry, Joe. You had to see me like this”. He merely shook his head. “Nah, I’m here for you, remember that”. He placed a hand on your back and lightly rubbed it. That was the least he can do, aside from just listening to you. You observed the man for a moment, thinking about your NXT days. Solo never changed, he was always so nice to you and worried about you that you truly didn’t believe you deserve his love. He really needs to find himself a woman who loves him as much as he loves her, because honestly, you weren’t it. You were a piece of shit. You know how he feels about you but you’ve been avoiding it for years now. You were afraid to lose what you already have going on with him.

“You good?”. You snapped out of your train of thoughts and met his eyes. “You spacing out a little over there”. He chuckled. You nodded your head and wiped the remaining tears from your face. “Right, sorry”. Solo merely shook his head in response. “You good, (Name). We known each other for a long time now, this don’t faze me one bit”. He smiled. That’s it, you couldn’t take it anymore, you approached the man and gave him a huge hug before kissing him on the cheek. “Thank you for taking time out of your day to tell me this. I know how much you care about me, and I really appreciate you for it”.

There was a moment of silence as Solo and you were just staring into each other’s eyes. You weren’t sure what was going through his mind, but his aura changed completely. He looked very serious. “Joe?”. Solo cut you off immediately. “(Name), there’s something else I need to tell you.”

Your heart skipped a beat and you felt your cheek heating up. Unless he has more stories to tell about Jimmy, you were pretty sure where this one is going. So instead of hearing him out, you looked at your phone to try and change the subject, and lucky for you, there was a message for you to read. “Oh, sorry Joe. Just give me a second-“ You quickly grabbed your phone and noticed Jimmy’s name on the screen. Solo observed your features, noticing how your face dropped almost immediately. “What’s wrong?” He questioned.

You lowered your phone to your side and smiled weakly at him. “Jon won’t be coming back…” Your voice cracked. Solo’s eyes dropped to the floor, and nodded. “We were talking about him coming back after the meeting and spend time together, but he won’t be able to make it”.

There was another moment of silence. “It’s okay, because we can spend it together tonight”. You turned things around with a smile on your face. “So what was it that you wanted to say? I’m sorry for interrupting”. Solo shook his head, “Nah, it’s nothing, it’s not important”. Your face dropped again as you watched him check his own phone.

“I’m gonna head out real soon, you gonna be all right?”. He questioned in concern. You nodded. “I’ll be fine, I was just going to head out and meet up with Bianca”. You lied. Solo nodded before proceeding out the door, but you stopped him.

“See you later at the show…Hopefully.”

“See you”

And with that, the door shut with a click. You let out a long exasperated sigh before sinking down on the bed. But before you could relax for a moment, you hear the door open which immediately drew your attention over to it. “Joe?” Your eyes widen real quick when you realized it wasn’t Solo. “Nah, it’s Jon. Your boyfriend?”. You were so lost for words that you just stood there like an idiot. Jon shut the door behind him and slowly made his way over to you with a frown on his face. He was furious.

“J-Jon?”. You managed to call out his name but still stumbled on some other words. “W-what are you doing here? I thought you texted me saying you weren’t going to make it”. Jimmy rolled his eyes. “I lied to surprise you, but I didn’t expect to be surprised, too.” You swallowed hard, unable to figure out what to say. “Why was you with my brother? The fuck were you doing together?”. Oh he’s mad mad. But that didn’t stop you from chucking to yourself, finding this to be comical. “Oh you laughing huh?” He raised his eyebrows as he got even closer to you. “You fucking my brother and you laughing?”. Oh the irony. Not that you and Solo did anything, but Jimmy’s reaction is so ridiculous, you wanted to cry.

“Baby-“ You tried to speak, but he cut you off. “Nah, I don’t want to hear any of your bullshit. Matter of fact, let’s just end this shit.” He said. Your eyes widen in shock. “W-What?” Jimmy shook his head. “How you goin’ invite my little bro over like that while I’m out? Is that what you been doing this whole time? Hell, I ain’t even mad about you cheating, but you fuck with my brother’s feelings, that’s where things get personal”.

You rubbed the bridge of your nose and closed your eyes as you tried to take in everything he just said. You were livid, but you had to try and remain as calm as you can considering you were both in a hotel right now. “You don’t got anything to say? You goin’ just stand there?”

“Hold on, Jon. Please don’t talk to me that way, that’s not fair”. You finally spoke. Jon chuckled, “not fair? What you mean that’s not fair? You fucking my brother!”. He practically yelled. “Please try to keep it down, I don’t want to have police called on us” Jon just shook his head as he stepped away. “Shit, it don’t have to be that way, (Name). Imma just pack up and go, we don’t got nothing else to say to each other”.

You watched him as he grabbed his suitcase and began packing. At this point, you were at your limit. “You just gonna walk away, huh? You don’t want to talk about it?” Jon looks at you. “What is there to talk about? You don’t wanna be with me”. You looked away as tears fell from your eyes. “You don’t think I know about your little secret?”. Jimmy averted your gaze and continued packing. “I’ve tried so hard, for the both of us so that we can stay together, but when it came to me, you wanna walk away?” You sniffled. Jimmy stopped packing and looked at you again. “You know, you right about me doing things. But why you gotta drag my brother into this? Fuck some other guys, why him?”.

“I didn’t fuck your brother! He came over to tell me what your cheating ass did! But I already know all along. You ungrateful piece of shit!”. Jimmy laughs. “Damn, you a little crazy when you mad, huh? Why weren’t you doing all that when we was together? I probably wouldn’t have to cheat”. You crossed your arms annoyed. “Get the fuck out”. You say. “You don’t gotta tell me twice, babe”. You rolled your eyes and looked up at the ceiling. “Don’t call me that..”

As soon as Jimmy zipped up the suitcase, he began his steps towards the door with you following behind. But before he opens the door, he looks back at you. “You goin’ invite my brother over now huh?”. You dropped your arms down to your sides annoyed and opened the door. “Get out!”. You pushed him out and closed the door before sliding down against it bawling your eyes out. “Fuck!”.

Well this couldn’t get any more worse. You showed up to the house show a few hours later to prepare for a match. But after what happened earlier, your mind was no where to be found. You were totally lost and there was no way of helping it. You made your way backstage to grab some food because you forgot to eat earlier. You figured if you had something in your stomach you would feel a little bit better, but who were you kidding?

“Yo, (Name)?”. You hear a familiar voice. Your face was stuffed with food when you turned to face this person. “Bianca!”. You muffled. She backed away slightly making a face. “Uhh, I’ll wait till you done chewing first”. She handed you some napkins. You began to chew and swallowed everything before wiping the crumbs off your face with the napkin. “Sorry girl, I was just so hungry. I forgot to eat”. You explained.

“Girl what? Weren’t you and Jimmy going out for breakfast this morning? Or am I missing something?” You shook your head in response. “We broke up”. You admitted. Bianca’s face lit up surprised, but there was something off about her reaction. You squinted your eyes at her confused. “Jeez, don’t act too surprised”. You sarcastically say before taking a sip of some water.

“Girl..” Bianca raised her hand with her index finger pointing upwards. “You knew that boy ain’t treated you right for months now, but I am still surprised you guys broke up though”. You averted your gaze and crossed your arms. “Yeah, he accused me of cheating”. You explained. Bianca looked at you shocked. “What?! That boy can’t be serious”.

“Literally, he thinks I slept with his brother Joe. Such ludicrous, I swear”. You rolled your eyes, taking another sip of water. Bianca just stares at you without saying anything. You raised an eyebrow, “what?” Bianca shook her head. “And?” She questioned. Again, you looked at her quizzically. “That’s it, he accused me of something that isn’t even true”. You elaborated.

Bianca let out a sigh before scratching her head. “Okay, so why would he accuse you of that if it isn’t true?” She questioned. “Joe came by earlier to tell me about Jon’s cheating, and I guess he saw Joe leave the hotel and got mad”. At this point you noticed Bianca’s face lit up again, this time she was smiling widely. “Girl, he did all that and you still can’t even see that he loves you? Ouu this is too cute”. She flipped her ponytail as she said. “Oh, I’m aware of Joe’s feelings-“. You trailed off. “Then what you doin girl? Get that sexy Samoan”. She smiled. And just when things couldn’t get anymore coincidental, you see Solo making his way down the hall alongside Paul Heyman. Your eyes met for a brief moment before you looked away, and he averted soon after. When he was no longer in sight, Bianca looked back at you grinning. “Why don’t you date him? The one that actually likes you?”

You let out a quick sigh and began walking off alongside Bianca. “I’m trying to heal, girl. I can’t be jumping into another relationship right now, let alone with another Fatu”. Bianca nodded her head. “I guess you’re right, but hey, just think about it though. Okay?”. You looked at her before your eyes dropped to the cup of water you had in your hand, and nodded slightly. “Good”.

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3 weeks rolled by since your break up with Jimmy. Everyone was made aware of this news thanks to social media. But you didn’t care, now you can try to enjoy life as a single woman again. It wasn’t bad for the most part, it did take a bit of time but you were able to smile again. That to you is a huge step forward. You were currently out partying with a few of your female colleagues which you have been doing for the past 2 weeks.

You would get shit faced, and then do some other wild things right after with the girls. The club you were at is very loud and crowded. You and your friends were seating at the table chatting about life until you piped in offering to bring some drinks over. They obviously all agreed and you stepped away. Before you could make it to the bar, you bumped into Xavier woods, who just smiled down at you. “Look who we have here”.

“Hi Austin” you pointed behind him towards the bar. “I’m going to grab some drinks”. You attempted to walk right past him but he stops you. “Hold on, I heard about your break up, I’m sorry to hear that”. You shook your head. “Thank you, but I’m fine!”. You yelled out loud for him to hear over crowed. You attempted to walk away again but he grabbed your arm. “Where are you going? I’m not done talking to you” He grinned. You smiled back annoyed. “Austin, I’m trying to bring drinks to my friends”. You explained. The man turned around to see the table you were pointing at. There he could see Bianca, Charlotte, and Bailey. “They probably forgotten by now”. He turned back to face you. “Anyway, I wanted to see if you are interested in hanging out sometime”. You shook your head and pointed at your ear. “It’s too loud in here I can’t hear you, sorry”. You lied. You could hear him perfectly clear but chose to avoid that topic.

You managed to finally walk away and approached the bar. “Uhm, hi! I wanted to grab a couple of drinks for me and my friends!”. You were a little tipsy at this point, but paid no mind to it. “Aye, uce!”. You rolled your eyes annoyed. You were trying to have the time of your life but here you are getting constantly interrupted.

Jey appeared beside you and patted your back. “Long time no see, uce. How you been?”. You gave him a fake smile and looked up at him. “Good”. As soon as you looked away, your smile disappeared. “Aye, I heard about yo relationship”. You cut Jey off by slamming on the counter and frowned at him. “Yes, we broke up! Okay? Now can everyone just freaking move on from that topic? Gosh!”. You pinched the bridge of your nose in silence as Jey looked at you weirdly.

“Aight, that’s cool. I was just tryna see how you was doin uce. My brother was a real piece of shit for what he did”. You stopped pinching your nose and looked up at him. “Why you look surprised? You think I agree with him just because he my twin? Fuck that shit”. You couldn’t help but to smile. “Thank you, Josh”. You said. He then proceeded to extend his arm to give you a hug. “Any day, you like my sister, you know?” He concluded as you both pulled away. You then shift your attention back at the bartender and ordered the drinks, making Jey look at you funny.

“Aye, you sure you wanna drink more? You look like you have enough in your system”. He said. You brushed his comment aside and continued with your order with Jey watching you concerned. As soon as you got the drinks, you grabbed them all with your hands and carefully made your way through the crowed. Jey obviously still watching you.

“Ayeeee, there she is!”. Bianca cried out as she grabbed her drink. “What took you so long?”. You shrugged your shoulder. “Got caught in traffic with the crowed”. You sat yourself down next to Bianca and downed your drink. “Ouu, girl. You gotta chill out with that drink. At least drink some water in between”. She suggested. You brushed her comment aside and finished your drink before slamming the glass on the table. “Whoo!” You shook your head as the intensity of the alcohol consumes you. Once that washed away, you look back at your friends. “More drinks, anyone?”. Bailey and Charlotte both shook their heads. “Girl, we haven’t finished ours yet”.

You shrug your shoulders. “Well, I guess I’ll just order more for myself”. You stick out your tongue slightly at them, but before they could stop you, Solo intervened. You didn’t notice him at first due to how drunk you were, but the girls were all looking at him smiling. “What y’all smiling for?”. You questioned.

“(Name)…”. You jolted in place as Solo’s voice pierced right through your soul. You turned to face him, and was surprised to find Jey Uso standing right next to him. “Joe? What are you doing here?”. You stammered a little, eyes half lidded. “Sorry uce, I texted him to come here because you wouldn’t listen to me”. Jey explained. You rolled your eyes. “What does bringing Joe here do? I’ll just ignore him, too”. You looked away from the two brothers and gazed at your friends with your tongue sticking out. “Now where was I..?”. You attempted to walk off but Joe grabbed you by waist and arm before placing you right on his shoulder. “Hey!” You yelled. “Aye bro, take care of her, man”. Jey said. Solo just looks over his shoulder before walking away.

“What are you doing? Let me down! I’m not done drinking!” You wobbled around trying to fight your way out of his grip. “I ain’t letting you kill yourself, (Name), so stop squirming around!”. You pouted, finally listening to him, you stopped fighting. After a few minutes, Solo puts you down on your feet again when he notices you weren’t giving him a hard time. You were still tipsy, so he had to hold you by the arm. “Joe, I appreciate you for everything that you do, but I’m honestly okay. I just had a few more drinks than I could handle, that’s all”. You tell him. Solo doesn’t believe you of course. Because you weren’t okay, otherwise you wouldn’t be out here drinking your pain away.

“I ain’t going anywhere, (Name)”. You widen your eyes at the man as he stares back before he continued. “We may be brothers, but we are two different people. I would’ve never hurt you like he did”. You were still speechless at this point, trying to process his words while fighting back your tears at the same time. “I would cherish you if you gave me the chance to, (Name), because I love you…” There was a moment of silence as you both took your time staring into each others eyes. You hadn’t realized this before, but Solo is extremely sexy right now. And you weren’t even sure if that was the alcohol talking or what, but damn, you are finally seeing him in a different light.

Solo broke the awkward silence and unlocked his car door. “Let’s get you home”. He helped guided you towards the passenger side of the car snapping you out of your own train of thoughts. Once you were both seated and buckled up, Solo pulled out of the parking lot and drove off.

The car ride was a little quiet, except for the car engine running, of course. But other than that, it was just silence. It wasn’t a bad thing, really, it just feels a little weird considering what just happened a moment ago. You took this opportunity to turn your head and took a quick peek at his face. His eyes were on the road, one hand on the steering wheel while the other stroking his beard. Gosh, when did he become so hot? You shook your head and looked away stopping yourself from drooling all over him. What was happening to you? Have you finally fallen for the younger Fatu brother?

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When Friday finally came around again, you couldn’t contain your excitement. Just a day prior, you were told you were going to win the Woman’s Championship belt, and that alone really kept your mind off of everything that had happened these past few weeks.

“Aye girl!” Hearing Bianca’s voice really added to your excitement. “Ayeeee”. You both ran into each other’s arms hugging. “Girl how you feeling? You excited for your match tonight?”. You gave her a funny look. “What do you mean? Of course I’m ecstatic!”.

“That’s what I’m talking about, keep that positive energy coming, because you earned it, girl!”. You smiled at her, “Thank you”. Just as you two have concluded your little ceremony, you can hear the ring announcer shouting out Jimmy Uso’s name. Bianca looked at you for any kind of reaction but found none. “You good, girl?”. You nodded your head. “I think so”. You let out a quick sigh. “That’s my girl”. She gave you a quick side hug and waved to you goodbye as she reunites with Montez Ford.

While you watched the two couples leave, you noticed the bloodline walking right past them. The camera was rolling at this point seeing as Jimmy was in the middle of talking to Paul, but as soon as he notices you, he decided to put his character into use. “Aye, look who it is”. You rolled your eyes at him, but tried to stay professional for the cameras. “How bout that title shot tonight huh? You about to lose that opportunity right quick, uus!”. You just shook your head before you noticed Solo’s eyes on you. He wasn’t even in character, that’s what shocked you.

You eventually broke the eye contact to stare Jimmy down. “At least I have opportunities, unlike you. Jey Uso is already thriving with the belts he won. What about you, Jimmy? Where’s your title? Exactly”. You grinned at the man as he stared you down. The camera rolled on for a few more seconds to capture Jimmy’s reaction before turning off for commercial break.

Jimmy relaxed a bit as soon as the camera stopped rolling and stared intensely at you. You stared back at him confused as fuck. “What is it?” You questioned. “How you been?”. You shrugged your shoulders. “Never better, at least now with you out of my life”. You grinned. Jimmy licked his lips and nodded. “Aight, I deserved that”.

You had walked away at this point seeing as your match was about to be up soon. Solo was watching you the whole time before Jimmy notices. Jimmy gave Solo a stare down moments before Solo realizes this and looks back at him. “What’s with you uus? You been acting out of character lately”. Solo merely shook his head before walking off. Paul was in the background grinning like a maniac at what he just witnessed.

Making his way down the hallway towards the locker room, Solo was immediately pulled away from his destination not long after grabbing the door knob handle. He sees you standing across the way with both your hands behind your back. “Hi Joe”. The man looked at you confused, looking back a few times to see if you were waiting for someone. You rolled your eyes at him before approaching. “I was waiting for you”.

“Everything good?”. He questioned in concern. You nodded at him. “I just wanted to give you this”. You handed him a hotel card keys which he holds up and stares blankly at it. “That’s an extra key to my room”. You smiled at him. “See you soon?” You didn’t give him a chance to respond as you bolted off to your own locker room.

Solo stared at the card in his hand before shaking his head and entered the locker room.

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Hours after the show ended, you successfully won your first Smackdown woman’s title, and celebrated it by drinking wine in your hotel room in nothing but lingerie and a bathrobe. You set the belt down right in front of the tv and sat on the edge of the bed to observe it. “Oh yeah, things are definitely looking up for me”. You smirked before taking a sip of your wine. Looking up at the clock on the wall, you let out a sigh. “I guess he isn’t coming-“. You realized you spoke too soon when you hear a sudden knock at your hotel door.

Your mood changed completely as you leaped off the bed to answer the door excitedly. Once the door flung open revealing Solo, you smiled up at him. “Hey, you could’ve just let yourself in”. You told him. “I ain’t into stuff like that, (Name)”. You opened your mouth and nodded. “Oh, sorry-I didn’t know”. You awkwardly played with your hair. “I don’t mean it like that either”. Okay now you were just straight up confused. Solo began stroking his beard pacing back and forth as he tried to come up with a better explanation. “I guess, what I’m tryna say is, I don’t want it to be just a one night stand”. You blushed at his words as he handed you the key, but before he could even walk off, you grabbed his arm, pulling him closer to you and smashed your lips onto his.

Solo was a little taken aback by your sudden boldness, but gradually kissed you back nonetheless. The kiss was soft and sweet, which you found very different than what you’re used to, but that’s okay, but you are heads over heels for this man right now you didn’t even care. Once you both decided to pull away, you smiled at him with your beautiful pearly whites. “I’m sorry for keeping you waiting for this long”.

You didn’t know what it is that you did that struck his nerve, but Solo whole aura changed. He was staring at you lustfully before smashing his lips into yours again, but with a twist this time. He grabbed ahold of you and picked you up just as you wrapped your legs around his waist. As you both made out, he kicked the door shut and placed you on top of the desk all while still kissing you. “Mhm”. You moaned against his lips. Solo proceeded to reach his hand towards the string of your robe and undoes it, revealing your black laced lingerie. Solo broke the kiss to check you out for moment and whistled. “My brother’s a dumbass. He don’t know what he’s lost”.

You couldn’t help but to giggle at his comments. They were so cute but it was so embarrassing at the same time. “I love you, (Name). I really do”. You both stared into each other’s eyes so lovingly before you leaned forward and pecked his lips. “I know you do, I love you, too. For real this time, not just as a friend. I took too long to realize this and I don’t even know why you still like me after that”. Now it was Solo’s turn to chuckle. “Rather wait around for you to realize than be a rebound”. You stared at him lovingly again as you slowly leaned forward for another kiss. He kissed you right back. Your lips smacking echoing throughout the room as you both devoured each other.

After that heated kiss, you both broke it to catch some breaths. He licked his lips as he eyes your body down hungrily. “Can we get you out of this lingerie? I mean-“. He trailed off as he tugged at your thong. “This beautiful on you and all, but they hiding the real treasures here”. He bit his lips lustfully. You were about to lose your damn mind with this one, he’s teasing you too much.

Oh well, you figured it’s better to be teased than to be stabbed in the back. Plus, for the first time in 2 years, you actually feel loved. You hoped this will continue on to the day you both die, because this right here, is the best thing you’ve ever gotten to experience.

Thank you Joe, for not only loving me, but for also teaching me how to love myself, too.

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#solo sikoa x reader #cheated #jimmy uso #jey uso #wwe smackdown #romantic #drama

[nenchainzz]

First of all - congratulations on your milestone!!! I hope you don’t mind me participating 🥺 I would like sfw or nsfw (which ever you feel more inspired to do - I’m good with either!!!) with Barou from BLLK with the trope “AND THEY WERE ROOMMATES” 😂💕

Shouei Barou x Fem!Reader

Word Count: 0.9k

Warnings: roommates to lovers, aged-up character, m!masturbation, reader catches barou jerking off, dom!barou, petnames (babe), vaginal fingering, he's low-key possessive, and orgasm

Much to Barou’s surprise, you’re very clean and organized. Most roommates he’s lived with have been messy or didn’t do their chores but not you. He’s only had to deal with his own messes, never yours. It’s something he wasn’t used to. Not to mention how pretty you are. Something he immediately silently swooned over when he first met you. When you met with him to sign the lease, he was somewhat taken aback by your looks. So, to sum up, you’re pretty and responsible; to say he had a crush on you was an understatement. He knows that having a crush on your roommate is never a good idea cause things get messy. However, his feelings can be hard to hide sometimes.

As you shut the door after a long day at work, you can’t help but notice that the whole apartment is dark. The kitchen, where the front door is located, is pitch dark; you can hardly see where you’re going. So you figure it must mean that Barou is out, and quite honestly, you’re too tired to really care. You walk to the hallway where your room and Barou’s are located. Your room is at the end of the hallway, where you must pass Barou’s. 

As you pass Barou’s room, you hear him inside. His door is somewhat ajar, and you listen to him…moaning. You see him sitting on his bed with his cock in his hand, stroking it quickly. His head is thrown back, and him grunting and moaning with his precum sliding down his hard cock. You feel your heart flutter and your pussy clench from watching him. However, you then realize what you’re doing and think you should leave not to upset him. As you’re about to go quietly, you hear your name fall from his lips.

You involuntarily yelp from hearing your name, and there is no coming back from that. He stops and looks straight at you through the crack in the door. You grow hot and embarrassed and run off into your room. As you panic in your room, trying to figure out what to do, you hear a knock at your door. You feel nervous about speaking to him, but you must talk about what happened. When you open the door, you see Barou looking at you, his serious signature look.

“So, you saw me?” he asks. You nod shyly. He sighs deeply. “I apologize for that. I never met for you to…” he trails off. You squeeze your thighs together.

“I-I’m sorry for…” you’re trying to find the words. “You know, accidentally seeing everything.”

“Well, I should’ve closed my door,” he says.

“Uh, I heard you say my name,” you admit. He looks somewhat nervous, something you’ve never seen on him until now.

“Shit,” he says. “Shit, I’m sorry.”

“No, no, it’s okay,” you reassure him. “I mean, I…”

“You what?” he asks. You contemplate whether or not you should tell him.

“I think about you too when I...you know,” you admit. Your face is the hottest it’s ever been. His interest seems piqued at your confession.

“Do you now?” he asks.

“Uh, yes,” you affirm.

“Let me show you how good I am then,” he says. He steps closer to you but waits for you to respond before he’ll move forward.

“God, please do,” you beg.

The next moment, you’re lying on your bed with Barou hovering above you. He kisses you with his hand traveling down to your still-clothed pussy and rubs over it. You moan into his mouth as his fingers tease you. Barou wastes no more time, strips you out of your outfit, and admires your naked form.

“Fuck, babe, you’re so fucking sexy,” he compliments. He leans down and begins to kiss and suck your neck while his fingers again train themselves to your pussy. His thick digits enter your pussy and begin to slowly pump themselves in and out. “Focus on my fingers, babe. You don’t need to use your own ever again.” You moan as his fingers continuously reach deeper into you with every pump. His palm is bumping against your clit.

“Ah! Fuck!” you curse.

“I told you it’d feel good,” he says.

“Mm! Yes!” you affirm. He begins pumping them faster so his palm will hit your clit more, and his fingers reach you deeper. “Keep going!” He does as you request and keeps his pace with his teeth grazing your neck.

You feel your abdomen tighten as Barou’s fingers don’t stop. Your orgasm is building.

“Shit, your pussy’s getting tight around me, babe,” he says. You just moan out for him in response. Your thighs begin to shake as you gush around his fingers, coating his digits with your creamy cum. Barou smirks as he slowly removes his fingers from your pussy and brings them to his lips. He licks his fingers clean, looking directly at you.

“F-Fuck,” you curse, watching him.

“If you need my help again,” he begins. “You know where to find me.”

“Huh?” you utter.

“It’s late; we should get to bed,” he says and gets up from your bed. You reach out and grab his arm.

“Wait,” you say.

“Make sure you don’t fuck yourself,” he says. “Your orgasms belong to me now.” He leans down towards you and kisses you sweetly. “Good night, babe; sleep well.” He gives you a small genuine smile as he leaves. “I’ll see you tomorrow,” he politely says and closes your door.

Your mind swims from what just happened, but you know, one thing is for sure. Your relationship with your roommate has undoubtedly changed.

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[headspace-hotel]

I'm probably gonna regret attaching my name to this but I slept on it and I'm still really upset but now more coherent (so please delete this if it's unwelcome).

First of all I'm really sorry you're dealing w this shit. I hope you're taking care of yourself rn.

Second of all.... holy fuck Inneskeeper has handled this horribly. I'm trying to extend the benefit of the doubt and say he just needs time, we all do, but it's very hard when he's been acting as though a day is enough time for everyone to get over the fear he spread.

It's really upsetting to see him bring up both his schizophrenia and his career as reasons why he was upset without ever actually uttering the words "I'm sorry, I was wrong." without needing to read between the lines.

It's a really concerning trend I've noticed reappearing now that actual celebrities and just plain old popular users are becoming more open with their mental health, that "I was having a psychotic break/I was having a manic episode/I was blah-de-blah" somehow taking the place of an actual apology. As if explaining it means you no longer have to take action or responsibility.

Especially given he was bringing up his profession during all this. As a professional especially he has a responsibility. I know "this is tumblr" but this is TUMBLR. People don't fact-check. You have sway. Especially as a professional.

He could've made the post unrebloggable, but if he did I haven't seen it. He could've pinned a post that actually contained information/a retraction/a quick apology and explanation, instead we got "I'm taking a break". He edited the post, but given part of his defense was that reblog chains are uncontrollable an edit you would not see unless you clicked back to his blog is...

I'm really hoping that once he comes back he'll say something. Because I know parasocial relationship and all that but I really did respect him, as someone transgender and with some of my specific mental illnesses in a field I'm deeply interested in.

But now I'm just... tired. He spread that same cycle of panic and delusion to everyone who read that post. Here I was thinking that I just got my dog back from the vet and now she and everyone else I love was going to die, that the apocalypse was coming.

Until I did the googling he as an actual ecologist did not do. As if me taking a tumblr post and freaking is less acceptable than him taking a twitter post and freaking.

I don't want to cancel him or bully him. I don't doubt that he's gotten some ableist nonsense, because the internet sucks. But he really hurt a lot of people and did a lot of damage. All I want is him to plainly say "I'm sorry, I did it because [x/y/z] but it was still wrong and I hurt people. Here is some actual information. I'm going to log off." Without a billion asterisks.

And honestly maybe apologize for siccing people on you but frankly given how hard my opinion of him has tanked I'm not gonna hold my breath.

I'm fine. The block button is a wonderful thing.

My feelings are mixed. Yes, I see that it would be terrifying to have your mental illness warp your perception of an event, but...you're not the only mentally ill person on Earth, and it's no less terrifying to be triggered into an episode by false information.

I have been asked by several followers to trigger tag #unreality because that kind of thing really messes with them. And the post was framed in a particularly triggering way—encouraging conspiratorial thinking by saying that there's a "media blackout" and that the official sources are downplaying the severity.

The post is still circulating as of this morning, and the misleading version is still hitting people's dashes and suckering people in. Why would you not just make it unrebloggable?

I don't know. I really don't know what to think of the whole thing.

The Twitter OP makes me honestly furious, claiming that "the cops" "blew it up" when it was first responders putting their lives in danger to stop the burning train cars from exploding. It's so frustrating to see people acting like they're calling it a "controlled burn" to cover up idiotic mismanagement. The crews that responded to this accident at great potential risk to their lives don't deserve to be called cops and slandered for making the best decision they could have possibly made.

In general it's worrying how folks on social media are responding—by encouraging paranoia and mistrust by attributing malice or idiocy to the people trying to manage the accident.

Folks say "fuck cops" but they can't distinguish cops from firefighters and hazardous materials crews working to save lives. That's scary to me.

I don't think we know enough yet to ascertain the causes of the accident, but I want to caution against looking for a specific party to blame as being at fault, because...these things can happen even when we do everything right. As long as we use these hazardous chemicals to make things, this is always a possibility.

And it's not necessarily a "preventable" failure of society that we make and use PVC, either. One of the causes of how widespread plastics are is that they are genuinely useful materials with properties that no other materials have. PVC pipe is what probably makes the plumbing in your house. Before PVC, there was copper, which is incredibly expensive, has a tendency to burst with temperature changes, and corrodes and reacts with various chemicals.

And the sad fact is, environmental disasters like this happen a lot. Many of them worse than this.

Not too far from where I live, there was a case where tons of radioactive waste were dumped into a municipal landfill. This radioactive waste was being handled by workers who didn't know what it was and had no protection. This was a case of malicious dodging of regulations. Mining coal creates radioactive and toxic waste that is constantly mismanaged. I was doing reports on local environmental news for my geology class a while back and many of the coal mines in Eastern Kentucky have a hundredfold violations of environmental and safety regulations, and companies usually dodge responsibility.

I hope this incident inspires people to think and talk about environmental regulations and rights of workers in the rail industry. What with the railroad strikes going on, I think it's worth considering that this is why we need to look out for the welfare of rail workers—you want the people handling the shipment of hazardous chemicals to be well rested and well protected.

#environmental disaster #ohio train derailment

[elsfairy]

OMG OMG PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOUUUU. Could you do one were sevika is deeply in love with the reader and the reader loves her back BUT LIKE SEVIKA IS LIKE LOW-KEY RUDE TO HIDE HER FEELINGS and the reader is getting the wrong impression so Jinx tells sevika how the reader actually feels about her but sevika scares them to much AND THEN LIKE HOW SEVIKA WOULD APPROACH READER AND POUR HER HEART OUT .

I WOULD DIEEEEEEEEE FOR THIS WOMAN! I JUST WANNA SQUISH HER FACE BETWEEN MY HANDSSS AND KISS HER ALL OVER MY GOODNESS!

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Just a warning, I have never written a full somewhat fic in my life... so if this sucks I'm sorry, it's 3am, idk what im doing and I'm all over the place... I do hope you enjoy it tho<3

w/c: 1.7k

Sevika didn't get crushes. That was something she barely even had time to think about. Of course that went straight out the window when you walked into the picture. With your bright smile, giddy charms, and beautiful fuckin face.

Sevika didn't get crushes.

She told herself that for months.

Over that time, she got to know you. How you prefer to wear something baggy and comfortable than something tight and suffocating. She learned that you are a great dancer when you're fuckin drunk out your mind. How you loved to pick flowers and give them to random people in the street. How selfless you were and loved to make people happy. How free you felt when you spoke about things you loved.

Sevika did not get crushes.

But no, the minute you giggled at something she didn't even think was remotely funny, you had her hooked. You had your claws dug deep right into her heart, and she didn't know what to do. She's never loved anyone before, how the fuck does she love someone? how does someone act so happy around her knowing what she does? who she is?

Sevika would be ruthless, she would push you away in any way possible just to protect her heart. Would slide snarky replies into conversation towards you. Would even go to the lengths of ignoring whatever it was that you told her, simply because she was fuckin scared to love someone. She never meant her words, but sometimes her mouth runs course by itself, and half the time it ends with a "Can you leave me the fuck alone?" never intentionally trying to hurt you, but she has never let anyone have her heart. How could she let someone so precious for this world have it?

She's never seen someone look so defeated, heartbroken, and overall done with life until she noticed those tears running down your pretty face. You've been nothing but kind and sweet to her, so why would she make you cry? why was she being mean to you when you've done nothing wrong? You didn't know, fuck, even she didn't really know why, all she knew was she thought she was protecting her heart. And somehow it ran away with you when you quickly stormed out of the Last Drop.

The thing was, she was in love with you. She loved the way you didn't care about anyone's opinion, but you cared deeply about hers. Just hers. She adored it when you would light up, a bright smile on your face at the mention of something you liked doing. She studied you, constantly. She loved when you would cover your face, hiding the blush coating your cheeks behind your locks at how she looked at you. Loved your smile. She thought you were so beautiful, yet she was the one who made you cry. She didn't like that.

You were intimidated by her, to say the least. She always had that cold, blank emotionless look in her eyes that pretty much said "Don't speak to me, or breath near me" but that just made you try harder. You loved that she could shut someone down with just a sigh. Loved that she could scare someone just for looking at her the wrong way. Loved how she didn't take shit from anyone. You were so in awe of her and then knowing she didn't even want to know you? That breaks your heart more than anything.

Jinx, as much as she could not stand Sevika with the fuckin life of her could tell just how much the situation upset you more than angered you. She wasn't stupid, god she was never stupid. You stayed in your room longer than necessary. Barely smiling when she saw you. You didn't even have the efforts to make yourself look presentable.

She upset you a week ago.

A week you have not stepped foot outside your apartment.

That blue-haired girl could always catch the Brute at random, awkward times, so it was no surprise she almost shoved the woman down the fuckin stairs, having some decency to not actually let her fall.

"God fucking damn it. Watch it, you little devil"

"Listen to me you Ogre. Do you understand how badly you have fucked up? I know you have a hard time seeing things because you're so old, but do you see what you've done?"

"Did you snort shimmer, or am I missing your point in this question?"

"Do you not see how much you upset them?"

As much as Jinx despised her, she wanted to fix this for the both of you. She could tell how much you adored Sevika just by how you watched her, how you watched the way she tucks the loose strands of hair behind her ear. How you eyed up the way her mechanical hand rested under her cloak, tucked away from everyone else, but you saw. And it just made you want to touch it. Brush your fingers lightly over the metal, to feel the low hum of the piece of art. Treasure it like she did.

Part of Sevika wanted to run back out of the office the second Jinx closed the door. Slightly worried she was going to either try fuckin ripping her arm off because of what she had said to you or scream, but the other part of her, wanted to listen. She needed to listen.. or just hear how you were. Jinx was also never one to sugarcoat shit. "You're both disgustingly in love with each other, I'm sick"

Of course, the Brute is going to deny it the minute those words are in the air. Denying she has any feelings towards you. Because it's what she does. She can't handle her own emotions most of the time. No matter how fuckin hard she tries, just hearing how much you adore her, how much she makes you feel safe, and how fucking cool she is, she can't help but finally let that frustrated sigh out. She hated how upset she made you. How she made you cry. Oh, the crying.. she hated herself.

"I know you are like so scary or whatever, but please fix it. God fix it, or ill hurt you"

Rain. You never minded it, sometimes it just made you feel content with the world around you. You loved tracing the condensation that accumulated on the window, drawing random patterns and sometimes hearts. This time? Sevika's name. You felt like a lost puppy who just lost it'sfuckin owner, and you were pondering the meaning of life. You missed her. You missed the cigarette-mixed alcohol musk she always had clinging to her clothes. The way she would deviously smirk at whoever lost against⎯

"Can you open the damn door? It's fucking freezing out here!"

Poor you almost fell into the bookshelf at the sudden voice. You've not heard her voice in a week, somehow you slowly forgot what she sounded like, and the fact she was here? right outside your apartment door? that made you panic. Worried she was here to yell at you again. Scared. Hopeless.

"What do you want..?"

"To talk to you, please open the door"

In all honesty, both of you were exhausted. You both felt like nothing was going to be okay until you talked this out. Deep down, even if she was afraid to admit it, Sevika needed you. She needed you more than anything in life, and she wouldn't be able to bear it if you hated her.

Fresh tear-stained, red cheeks were what Sevika was met with when you finally gained the courage to open the door, hair messy and more than likely tangled. She looked like she hasn't slept in months, even though it's been a week. Before she looked so full of life, glowing even, and right now she looked like she would rather be drinking constantly than be happy.

"What did you want to talk about?" Your voice was barely there, and that made her tense. She didn't like she was the reason you looked and sounded so defeated. If only she could have just accepted her feelings for you from the start, then you both wouldn't be here like this right now.

"I just⎯ don't actually know how to word this, never really had to apologize before⎯ but I don't want to be like that with you... I want to be honest with you. I don't want to be scared to admit things to you. To admit that sometimes I can be an asshole, even when I don't mean to be.. I can be cruel.. I can be heartless but with you it's different. You don't treat me like that.. you treat me like a person and sometimes it freaks me the fuck out because you're the first person to⎯ to see me, all of me.. and it fucking scares me how comfortable and safe i feel with you. That night, i never meant to hurt you or upset you, i was just scared.. you scare me⎯ wait, that's not how i meant to word that, you scare me because i actually trust myself around you by being myself, i trust you and that scares me. Im scared because i love you, and i have no idea what I'm doing"

Human contact with anyone always made her freeze, so it wasn't surprising she tensed up the minute you wrapped your arms around her body tightly when you spotted her own tears running down her face and she was shaking like a leaf, she was not used to this kind of affection. But she did relax, when you rested your head against her chest, holding onto her like she was about to disappear, inhaling that cigarette alcohol mix left on her shirt.

"Don't have to be scared around me, I won't ever hurt you Vika. Love you too much to ever think about hurting you. Just wanna make you happy, never upset or hurt"

If she could, she would gladly stand in the middle of your home, holding onto you until her last breath. She loved the way your smaller body fit between her arms, and she already decided in this moment she never wanted to let you go. "I'm sorry i hurt you, Sweetheart"

"You're here now. That's all that matters to me, Vika"

#my asks #sevika imagine #sevika #sevika x you #arcane sevika #sevika x reader #sevika arcane #sevika fanfic

[attic-club-sandwich]

Hello I am in a really bad way rn after an incident with a nurse and I'd like to request the bros (and side characters too) looking after a chubby/overweight MC after she/they was called fat by someonr and started losing their shit because of it (like starting to not eat, getting snappy with the boys, wearing baggier clothes, not leaving their room as much, etc.) "Because it's true and they're just stating facts"

If you're uncomfortable writing this that's totally fine! just thought I'd try my luck lol

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Hello my dear! Thank you so much for sending this request in and being patient! This is just the 7 brothers first, then I will post the Side Characters as a second part since i'm bad at keeping things short lol I really hope you like this! I'm very sorry to hear you are feeling down, I hope that this cheers you up and know that i'm a safe person if you ever need to talk ^-^

TW: Self-deprecation, discussions of weight and body image, possible triggering language, Swearing. Please read at your own risk and let me know if I missed anything that could be triggering!

Genre: Angst/Hurt, Comfort, Fluff.

Please be aware that I am not a professional. I do possess a degree in Psychology, but everyone's experience is different when it comes to personally dealing with this topic. I apologize if this does not align with your own personal experiences!

Taglist: @delphi-dreamin @sassykattery @bite-sized-devil @amberrskiies @obey-me-posts @a-hidden-gem @otomefoxystar (feel free to ignore if this isn't for you!)

Harsh Thoughts, Gentle Praises

Your chest felt heavy as you walked home from RAD. Tears threatened to spill over your cheeks, but you didn't dare let them fall in front of him. You felt bad because you had snapped at him when he asked why you were so quiet, and now the tension was so thick in the air you could cut it with a knife. It's all because that stupid no-name demon called you that word. A word that had a tendency to trigger you. A word that was considered so ugly in the human world, and they knew that and used it to their advantage just to hurt you.

Fat.

The word echoed in your head. "Aren't you a little fat for a human? I bet you'd make a nice meal for those demons you hang around all the time. I don't know how they can even stand being around you." They had said. you tried so hard to not let it bother you. But you knew you were slipping into the toxic state of mind that you hadn't been in since coming to the Devildom.

Lucifer

The eldest demon was one of the first to notice your behavior. He kept a close eye on you after all.

He walked you home that day, and you immediately shut yourself in your room.

Lucifer will give you space at first. He knows all to well that when he's angry, he just needs time to cool off.

However this went on for a couple of days.

He notices you skipping meals, claiming you aren't feeling well.

When he does see you, you're wearing an oversized shirt and sweatpants and your hair is messy and unkempt. This isn't like you at all.

He eventually sits you down in his study to talk with you. "MC, I'd like to know what's been bothering you. Are you okay"

Suddenly, all of the feelings you've been bottling up explode.

"No, clearly i'm not okay!" you shout, throwing your hands up in frustration.

Lucifer is taken aback by your outburst, but he listens as you tell him everything. Anger rises in his chest and he clenches his fist in his lap.

You were a sobbing mess, "I don't even know why I'm upset, they're only stating facts anyways."

Lucifer immediately pulls you into a tight hug, silencing the toxic words that leave your mouth. “Regardless of whether their observations are true or not, clearly we all still care deeply about you. So they are wrong about that aspect.”

You continue to sob into his chest, but this time at his words. "B-But Luci...It's true..."

He pulls away and plants a delicate kiss to your forehead. “That's quite enough of that. MC, you are the most beautiful being I’ve ever had the pleasure of laying my eyes on.”

He scoops you up onto his lap, cradling you close. You squeeze your eyes shut, enjoying the moment of tenderness you've been craving so much. "Now let's get you showered and ready for bed. Would you care to join me?"

Mammon

The Avatar of Greed is surprisingly quick to notice the habits you've formed.

You had yelled at him for barging into your room, which you didn't normally do anymore.

He was startled when he had walked into you crying, and decided he wasn’t leaving without an explanation.

“Mammon I said go away already!” You cried, tossing a book at him.

He had dodged it of course, and made his way over to your bed. “No way in hell am I leaving until ya tell me what’s wrong!”

You were stubborn. You sat in silence, staring at the floor. Mammon sighed, "Please MC. Don't think I haven't noticed you haven't been eating... or takin' care of yourself... and you're so stressed. It's my job to pay attention to these things!"

You began to weep again, explaining the situation through hiccups.

Once you finished, Mammon was pissed.

"Are you fuckin' for real?! I swear i'm gonna rip 'em apart..." He demands the name of the demon who dares say such vile things to his human.

He was so angry, his demon form was threatening to take over.

"It's fine Mammon, It's not like they were lying. Its true, I'm fat. I'm disgusting. Just look at me."

Mammon practically growls at the way you talk about yourself. His hands are suddenly on your shoulders.

"You're really gonna listen to some bastard demon who doesn't even know ya at all?! Yeah, I'll look at you. And when I do, all I see is this beautiful human who makes me fuckin' crazy."

He stared at you intently before crashing his lips to yours. You welcomed the kiss gratefully. His hands are exploring their way down your arms, and up the curves of your hips.

When you broke apart, he pulled you into his chest, squeezing you tightly. He just wanted to hold you. To protect you from everything that could possibly harm you.

Your legs trembled when he pulled you to your feet and you held onto him.

"Let's go watch a movie in bed or somethin', okay? I want to show you just how beautiful you are."

You nodded, taking his hand and wiping your tear stained cheeks with the other. All you wanted right now was his company. His love and attention. "I love you Mams. Thank you."

He flashed you a wide grin. "I love you too, Treasure. Don't you forget that."

Leviathan

Levi was shocked when you turned down his offer on watching the new episode of anime you've been watching together.

You muttered something along the lines of "I know I can't be as perfect as that one character you like so much."

Levi froze in place, watching you retreat down the hallway and to your room. W-What did you just say?!

It takes him a moment, but he follows you and cautiously opens your door.

You were sat on your bed, arms crossed and tears falling down your face.

"M-MC! What's wrong?? D-Did I say something to upset you?" He stuttered, unsure of how to approach you.

When you told him everything, he was practically crying right alongside you. "I know i'm fat, Levi. I don't know how you can stand me when all those anime characters are so perfect."

Levi shakes his head, his amber eyes filled with tears. "No, no, no. Don't even go thinking that. Those characters aren't real. You're real, MC. And you are perfect to me. You're my Henry, remember?!"

You let out a small giggle through your tears. "Y-Yeah, I guess. But-"

Levi interrupts you, pulling you into a hug.

You run your fingers through his purple hair and you begin to relax. You felt bad for snapping at him. "I'm sorry, Levi."

The purple haired demon pulls away, wiping his own eyes with his sleeve. "N-Now you've made me cry! Come on. Let's go back to my room." He glances down at the hoodie and pajama pants you're wearing. "I-I'll lend you one of my shirts if you want..." he said, shyly. He knew you loved borrowing his anime shirts.

You perked up at that, the thought of being surrounded in his scent cheering you up. He really does know you so well.

He grabbed your hand and lead you to his room, his face flushing in the process.

"Hey, Levi? I love you."

Satan

Satan could feel your pact mark with him burning.

You had just gotten done throwing a tantrum over not being able to understand the material you were studying for test the next day.

Satan's emerald eyes widened, reassuring you that it was okay, and he didn't mind going over it with you again.

"No, I'm just too stupid to get it! That demon was right. I don't know how you can stand me!" you yelled, sliding down to the floor of the library.

"MC...what demon? Will you please explain?"

When he finally got it out of you, his own wrath began to rise in his stomach. He felt sick with rage.

You pulled your knees to your chest, your own pact mark beginning to burn. "It's not like they are wrong or anything. They're stating facts."

Satan sat on the floor next to you, wrapping his arms around your trembling form.

"Now you don't actually believe that do you?"

You sniff, wiping the mixture of snot and tears from your face. "W-Well yeah I do..."

Satan shook his head. "Unacceptable. I believe we aren't finished with our session yet. I have another subject to teach you in."

The remainder of your study session was spent with Satan planting soft kisses on various parts of your body. Your face. Your hands.

He rolled up the sleeves of your oversized hoodie to kiss your arms.

He ran his hands over the curves and dips of your body. Over your soft, plush thighs.

"S-Satan...stop..." you sighed. But you really didn't mean it. All you wanted was his gentle touch. You couldn't get enough.

He smiled, wiping your tears. He helped you to your feet, and planted one final kiss to your soft lips.

"Let's continue this session after hours. I have lots more to teach you about yourself."

Asmodeus

You and Asmo were supposed to go to the spa together that evening. Needless to say, you weren't exactly feeling up to it.

Asmo pouted when you told him you were cancelling, and demanded to know the reason why.

You tried to come up with an excuse, but you began to grow visibly upset, finding it hard to speak.

Asmo's face fell and he quickly guided you to his room.

"Darling, what ever is the matter?" he asked softly, sitting you down on his bed.

You wept as you finally came clean. "I just don't get why you want to spend time with me! I'm fat and disgusting! I'll only ruin your image!"

His concern began to transform into anger. "As the Avatar of Lust, there's no way I'm letting you speak that way about yourself!" he cried, grabbing a tissue and dabbing at your wet cheeks.

You let out a choked sob as he pulled you to your feet, standing you in front the large mirror that stood in his closet. "A-Asmo, no... I don't even want to look at myself..."

Asmo only shook his head. "Look at this beautiful human standing right here with me. Who says being heavier is a bad thing? That demon's only goal was to hurt you because he's simply jealous."

You sniffed, staring up at Asmo's reflection in the mirror. You've never seen him this serious before.

"Y-You really think I'm beautiful? Are you sure?" you asked, timidly.

Asmo pressed the side of his face against yours as he continued to admire your reflection. "The beauty I see in you is undeniable, my dear."

You chuckled as he twirled you around to face him, bringing your hand to his lips.

If there was one thing Asmodeus was good at, it was loving himself.

Now he was going to teach you, too.

Giving you a wink, Asmo guided you to his bathroom."Let's go have a spa night here, instead. You deserve nothing but the best treatment from yours truly."

Beelzebub

When dinner time rolled around, Lucifer called your name.

You reluctantly emerged from your bedroom, and in a cloudy state of mind found yourself at the table with a plate of food in front of you.

You stared down at it, and began picking through it with a fork.

Beel immediately noticed your behavior.

You normally ate your food with no hesitation and gratefully thanked whoever had made it that night.

It had been Beel's turn to cook, so he made your favorite, sensing you were down about something.

He only wanted to cheer you up.

"MC, are you feeling okay?" he said quietly as to not draw attention to the rest of his brothers.

Your lip began to tremble, and your fork clattered to the floor.

Now the other brothers were looking at you, and you felt your face heat up in embarrassment.

"Would you all quit staring at me?! I'm going to my room. I-I'm not feeling good." you yelled.

Beel got up, leaving his own unfinished plate of food behind to follow you.

When he knocked on your door, he could hear you sobbing. He entered your room and made his way over to you.

"MC, what's wrong?" he asked softly, reaching out to play with a lock of your hair.

You glanced at him, your face messy with tears. "How do you guys love me?"

Beel was confused by your question. "Huh? Why wouldn't we love you?"

You finally broke down, telling him everything. Beel's heart ached for you, and he suddenly didn't have an appetite anymore.

"MC...We could never feel that way about you..."

You buried your face in your hands. "But look at me! You don't see the gross stretch marks on my skin? How fat I am?"

Beel winced at your words. "MC, look." he said, pulling up his shorts slightly to expose his thigh. "I have them too."

You blinked in surprise as you saw the pale white lines traveling over the expanse of Beel's skin. "W-What?"

He nodded, pulling you to his side. "I do. I struggled with weight gain too. My sin is gluttony, and It got out of control for a little bit."

You sniffed, leaning into him. "I-I'm sorry Beel..."

He nuzzled his face into your neck. "Just promise not to say things like that anymore. I love everything about you."

His hands traveled down to your own thighs and squeezed. "You are everything I need. You make me feel hungry in a different way. I crave it all the time."

You sighed as he pressed his lips against yours. "Now only if you're feeling up to it, maybe we can finish our dinner in my room?"

You gave him a small smirk, "Sure, I'm looking forward to dessert."

Belphegor

Belphie didn't pay attention at first.

But when you didn't show up to your nightly cuddle session in the attic, he was worried.

He texted you, but there was no answer. Where are they? He wondered.

He decided to go search for you, going to your room first.

When he got to your door, he didn't bother knocking.

He entered to see you buried under your covers in your bed.

"MC?" he yawned, padding over to lift the covers slightly.

Your teary eyes met his, and he furrowed his brow in worry. "Why are you crying, Angel?"

Your lip quivered, and you began cry more. "G-Go away, Belphie."

The youngest demon only pulled back your covers and slipped into the spot next to you. He pulled the blankets back up to cover you both.

"Nah, I'm comfy here. What's going on?"

You rolled away from him, not wanting to meet his gaze.

"Belphie, why do you love me?"

He hummed, pondering the question. "Because you are you. I love everything. There's no way I can list them all. Too sleepy." he yawned.

You felt a bubble of laughter rise in your chest, but only for a second.

"So you don't mind that i'm um.... overweight?"

Belphie's eyebrows lifted in surprise at the question. "Where is this coming from?"

Fresh tears spilled as you began to explain what happened a few days prior.

Belphie growled, pulling you closer to him. He wanted to know who it was that dared say such disgusting things to you.

"But it's true though right? I mean it's pretty obvious they weren't lying."

Hearing those words only made him angrier. He forced you to roll back over so you were facing him.

"Dont say such things, MC. You always hate it when I say bad things about myself, don't you?"

You nodded, wiping your nose. "Y-Yeah, but this is different..."

He shook his head, reaching out to cradle your head in his hands.

"No it's not different. You are the greatest thing to happen to me. I don't give a shit about things like that, and you know it. And I know for a fact my brothers don't either."

You gasped as he pulled you into his chest. You began to relax as he rubbed circles on your back. "Belphie..."

He pulled away, staring into your eyes. "Did you know that every star you see is different? Even though they look the same from a distance. MC, you're the brightest, most beautiful star I've ever seen. If we all looked the same, it would be pretty boring, right?"

Your lip trembled, but Belphie put it to rest once he pressed his lips to yours. "I love you, Angel. Let's get our cuddle session in now okay?"

Side Characters coming shortly! (Will update)

#🌹 anon #actually.... #this is my first request I think #!!! #i hope i did okay #obey me #obey me brothers #obey me writing #tw body image #cass writes #my writing #obey me! one master to rule them all #obey me! shall we date #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me satan #obey me asmodeus #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphegor

[eggielix]

Bang Chan as your boyfriend

warnings: fluffy but with mentions of insecurities.

Bang Chan  ↬ 

no but like, get me a Chan please.

This guy is a softie for you.

When going on dates, will hold doors open for you, carry bags for you whenever you're going shopping, and slides your chair back to you when you sit down.

Chan is always listening to you, he loves listening to your voice and stories about the entire day.

His heart will beat faster when you go to his studio and bring 3racha some food and drinks.

"You guys have to stay hydrated and need to eat."

'Oh my gosh, baby?!'

When promotions are starting and the comeback is there, he will have barely any time. But he will always make time for you. When he gets home, late at night, and sees that you're still awake, first, he will panic, because why you awake for so long. But when he notices that you were waiting for him, he can't help but blush and smile.

When you two have gotten ready for bed, this usually includes cuddling for 30 minutes and talking about Chan's day first, and then going to sleep.

When you two started dating first, Chan's sleeping schedule was awful, and it still is, but back then it was awful. When you were cuddling one time, Chan was laying on your chest, simply resting. Or so you thought. As you were watching the movie on the tv, Chan fell asleep, the sound of your heartbeat calmed him down and he just passed out. Taking a few pictures was guaranteed, of course. Since then, he loves resting on your chest and convinced you that your heartbeat helps him sleep better.

Chan is usually the one to call you "baby," or "love,". When you call him darling, his heartbeat will skyrocket.

When people make comments on your relationship in Chan's room, he will usually try to avoid them, but occasionally he will politely but kind of passive-aggressively tell them that your relationship isn't their business.

When he's upset, for whatever reason, he will usually try to hide this, and try not to make you upset.

'No, love, I'm fine. I promise.'

'Channie... please don't lie to me.'

Even though he tries to hide it, deep down he just wants you to take care of him. To take him in your arms and hold him. He hates crying in front of you, but if he does and you wipe his tears away, he will probably hold your hand that's cradling his face and smile.

'Thank you...' he whispers. 'I love you so much.'

When he cried enough, he wants to cuddle. Just cuddle. Only cuddles. Stroke his hair, play with his hair, scratch his scalp, this relaxes him so much.

He cannot pressure enough how much he loves you.

the first time he said I love you was during one of these moments. He was feeling insecure about his leadership since he'd been reading comments on Twitter. After some convincing, he told you what was going on, between tears and hiccups. Obviously, you raised your eyebrow.

'Chan, that's bullshit.' you told him. 'You aren't the worse leader! If anything, you're the best leader. Look at the guys, look at how you handled shit in the past. You need to stop looking at these comments. Nothing about it makes sense!'

'But y/n... what if they're-'

'No, no, they aren't right. Stop thinking in "what if". Stop thinking about those comments. You're the best leader. Stop doubting yourself. If you are doing your best, that's enough.' You brought your hand up to his face, wiping a tear away with your thumb. Chan sniffled, leaning into your hand and holding your hand so it wouldn't leave his face.

'Do you mean it?'

'Of course, I do, darling. Otherwise, I wouldn't be saying it.' Chan smiled, looking deeply into your eyes.

'I love you.' it was barely above a whisper, but you heard it. You could see his lips moving, forming the words. You smiled. 'I love you, y/n.'

'I love you too darling.'

'Thank you for being here with me.'

'I'll always be here.'

'Can I kiss you?' You giggled at the sudden request, his eyes wide and hopeful.

'Yes darling.' chan leaned forward and pressed your lips together. You could taste the saltiness of the tears on his lips, his cheeks still wet with tears. You wiped the tears away as you kissed him.

'I love you so much. I love you...'

Whenever YOU are feeling insecure he'll raise an eyebrow and be like. ?? why??

When you tell him about your insecurities, if it's something from your personality, something from your looks, he'll always reassure you that there is no need to feel insecure.

'Baby, you look gorgeous. Look at yourself!' if it's about your looks, he'll drag you to the mirror and wrap his arms around you. 'You're the most beautiful person I've ever seen in my life.' He'll pout at you and look at you through the mirror. 'Please don't say bad things about yourself.' And he'll kiss your cheek.

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#idol!chan #boyfriend!bangchan #bangchan #chan #bangchanimagine #bangchanfluff #bang chan x reader #bang chan x you #bang chan x y/n #skz #skzfluff #stray kids fluff #straykidsimagine #skzimagine #stay #bang chan as your boyfriend

[beaker1636]

There For You - Vinny Angst/Fluff

So this is unedited so will likely have errors, but it just kind of spilled out of me when I started writing. There's some personal shit I am dealing with in it and it may be a bit messy but I hope it came out alright. Definitely not what I intended to write, it spilled out but I thought it was cute. I'm just going through a lot and wanted something sappy and sweet.

“y/n, are you okay? Something seems to really be bothering you tonight.  Usually once we are all on the bus you are out here with us and stuff after the show,” You read the message from Vin, debating if you should answer him or not, not really wanting to bother him.

“I just had a bad day is all, you don’t need to worry about me,” you send back, hoping that would be enough to get the hint to him without you really bothering him with your emotions.  You start to regret your words, realizing that he might want to come talk to you or something, and you just honestly want to be left alone in your thoughts, wanting to have your moment before you have to move on to the next thing.  

You hear some footsteps and you hope to yourself that it is not Vin, but the second the curtain opens to your bunk and you see it is you hesitate to meet his eyes.

“Come on, we have another hour before bus call.  Let’s go for a walk, you don’t have to talk or anything but maybe it will help.  When I have a rough day and need to clear my head it helps me to,” he says gently, holding a hand out towards you with a small smile. 

You aren’t sure if you want to do so or not, but he looks so hopeful and you can’t help but agree, grabbing his hand to climb out of your bunk, following him without a word.

“Hey guys, we are going for a walk.  I’ll make sure we are back by call time,” Vinny says to the others in the lounge as you both walk through, quickly making your way out so that they don’t question anything.

“Wait, it’s chilly, let me go back in and grab you a jacket quick,” Vinny says the second the two of you step outside.  He runs back in to grab one of his hoodies before he hands it back to you, not saying a word as he watches you put it on.

“If you want to talk about it you can y/n, otherwise we can just walk.  It is up to you, whatever you need right now,” Vinny says as the two of you begin walking, reaching over to grab your hand as you walk. “I can’t wait until you are ready to tell everyone about us, that way we don’t have to pretend there is nothing when we are around everyone.”

You blush at his words, not really sure what to say as you let him lead you around, Vinny quietly humming to songs as you go for several minutes before you come across a small park with a bench.

“Can we sit for a minute?” you ask softly, almost quietly enough that he almost did not hear you but when he does he nods, leading you towards the bench to sit.  When he sits next to you, you move to lay your head on his shoulder, some stray tears finally falling out of your eyes as he moves so his arm is around you.

He doesn’t ask you what is wrong, despite the fact that he does indeed notice that you are now crying, part of him panicking at this because he has never seen you like this. He debates back and forth about what he should do, if he should make a joke to try and lighten the mood, try to get you to talk or if it's best to let you just let it all out.  Clearly whatever it is that happened is bothering you deeply, more than he thought.  Part of him wonders if he did something to upset you but he must not have if you are…. Oh, now you are clinging to him.  You moved to wrap your arms around him, so it must not be something he did.  

His thoughts are all over the place as he tries to figure out what you need, he settles on just sitting there, you will surely let him know if you need his comfort or his words right?  He raises a hand to your cheek, softly brushing some of the tears from your eyes before he wraps his arms around you like you are him, one hand lightly playing with your hair which he hopes is as comforting to you as it is him.

You take a shaky breath, deciding to let him know what is going on as you can tell his mind is going a million miles a minute, figuring that you have worried him enough.

“My grandma who was in hospice died, mom called me to let me know about half way through the show tonight,” you say, crying a lot harder now that the words have come out.  Like it suddenly is real now that you have told someone about it.

Vinny isn’t sure what to say so he chooses to gently rock you, letting you get it out as much as you could, worried that anything he says might be the wrong thing to say.  His arms tighten around you even tighter as you sob, placing soft kisses to your forehead as you continue to do so, wanting you to feel safe and to know that he is there for you.  The two of you may have just started dating but he really cares about you and wants to be there for you.  

He whispers his I’m sorry’s as he continues to lightly rock you back and forth as you sit, leaving more light kisses as you cling on to him like your life depended on it.  He lets go once but that is just so he can tell the guys where you are so they can bring the bus to you guys as you won’t be making bus call at this rate, but other than that he doesn’t really care about it at this point, right now all he cares about is giving you what you need from him.

When the bus does pull up he helps you stand, carefully helping you to your bunk and tucking you in, laying down next to you and continuing to play with your hair and hold you as you cry until you fall asleep before he makes his way out to the lounge, meeting the eyes of the rest of the boys and the couple crew members that share the bus.

“The grandma that raised her died tonight, she’s taking it really hard.  I’m guessing that she will need a few days off to go home and be with her family but she hasn’t told me anything else,” Vin says softly, updating all your concerned friends and coworkers before making his way back to your bunk to lay down next to you again, not wanting you to notice that he left your side.

Later

Father James, the reverend at your grandmother's church is saying something, but you aren’t too sure what.  You aren’t really able to focus on anything other than the open casket at the front, you don’t like your aunts’ decision for an open casket but they are her children so ultimately they get the say of what is to happen.  

Vinny squeezes the hand that is in his, he can tell you are starting to get lost in your thoughts again as your tears begin to fall and he wants to let you know that he is there for you, even though he can’t say it right now. 

 As the father steps down a slideshow begins playing, with a very familiar song coming on, one that you recognize and makes you feel like you were punched in the gut yet again.  The sobs come back as you fall into Vinny’s side, taking comfort from his for who knows how many times in the last couple weeks, lightly rocking with you as you refuse to look at the pictures on the screen.

Next your aunt says a few words, struggling to get them out as she holds back tears of her own.  Her hands were clearly shaking and her eyeliner started to run down her face.  

You look around the room, never thinking that this would be what gets your family all back together after all the years that it has been torn apart.  Even your mother has shown up, even if she is clearly on something and out of it, its still surreal to see everyone all in the same room together, all taken back from the grief of losing her.  

A family photo from when you were younger flashes on the screen, making you both smile and cry again at the memories that it brings to mind.  Vin leans down to place a gentle kiss on the top of your head, knowing that you need it at this moment, his own emotions starting to show as he feels heartbroken himself seeing how hard you are taking everything right now.

Your mother pulls you into a tight hug, almost like she feels this is the last time she will ever see you.  And truthfully it might be, your grandma was the glue that held the family even slightly together after everything that has happened and without her you know that there will be no more holiday dinners, celebrations, or anything else.  She pulls away with a sad smile, reaching out to wipe some tears away from your face before she pulls Vin into a hug as well, thanking him for being there for you.

Everyone else has already left the cemetery, staying as long as they felt they needed to so they were there for your family before leaving you be.

Your mother looks at Vinny for a moment, having several words that she wanted to say but she wasn’t sure if she was overstepping her bounds.

“Take care of her, please? With her dad gone and now my mom, there is nobody to look after her,” you mother says softly as she looks at him, feeling guilty for never being there for you.

“I will, promise,” Vinny nods.

Your mom gives you one last hug, pulling you close to her and kissing your cheek before she begins walking away from the two of you, knowing she probably was rebreaking your heart by walking away but that it is best for you if she does.  Vinny pulling you close as the action makes you cry yet again.

When the two of you step off the plane and arrive back on the tour you grip Vinny’s hand tightly before stepping on the bus, pulling him to you so that you can press a kiss to his lips before the two of you have to walk back on and get ready to go back to work tomorrow.

“Thank you for making the trip and being there for me Vin,” you say softly after, wrapping your arms around him as you hug him tightly.

“Of course y/n, you’re my girlfriend, I’m always going to be here for you.” He says gently, giving you one last squeeze before the two of you open the door and step back onto the bus, your tour family all greeting the two of you with open arms.

Your family may be broken, especially now, but the family that you made for yourself with motionless and the crew are worth it.  Showering you with the love and compassion you have needed for the last couple weeks, and still doing so the second you step back on. 

#motionless in white #vinny mauro #motionless in white imagine #fanfiction #bree sucks at fanfiction #vinny mauro fanfiction #vinny mauro fanfic #vinny mauro fic #vinny mauro x fem reader #vinny mauro fluff #vinny mauro x reader #vinny mauro imagine

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Okay, so I don’t normally write fluff honestly I’ve only written everything with the mixture of everything or angst but not specifically just fluff so writing fluff has never been something I’m suited for 😭 but as promised @microwaves-reblogs I attempted to write like ACTUAL tooth rotting fluff just for you <3

Au where Cartman and Kyle are dating and just bought a house together (they’re in their late twenties) however Cartman’s in a wheelchair because he got in a really bad accident with Kenny back in high school.

Kyle and Cartman scrolled around town and ended up in a wooden area; Kyle holding on to Cartman’s wheelchair just cause they we’re now heading down a long stair path.

“Want me to carry you, babe?”

“No, I got this.” Cartman commented shaking his head rapidly, and clearly struggling to find a way down that didn’t lead him to fall off.

Kyle scratched his scalp while he watches, “Eric there’s no way down besides this and it’s kinda a long path, let me just carry you.”

Cartman kept silent but nodded in agreement after a couple of seconds. After all, Kyle was right, there wasn’t many more options besides Kyle’s arms or dragging his ass down and he wasn’t feeling like dragging himself right there getting his new pair of pants dirty.

Kyle watched how his boyfriend’s expression dropped, he sighed before lifting him up with ease and tried folding the chair with his right arm. Luckily Kyle is use to this by now so there wasn’t much struggle put in it.

He kisses Cartman’s cheek reassuring it’s okay, “I know you don’t like to be carried around cause it makes you feel useless and shit, but you know that’s far from the case.” Kyle began walking down the path.

Cartman opt to count the stairs as he listened to Kyle’s attempts to cheer him up.

“I just can’t understand how can there’s still not be a path here for us disabled people. ¡Goddamnit! I just want to have a nice evening stroll with my boyfriend without having to ask him to help me out with my dumb wheelchair! ¡Every damn time! ” Kyle planted another kiss this time on the side of his forehead as he let Cartman just vent his anger and frustration away.

Sometimes it was hard for Cartman to acknowledge out loud about his disability even if it was literally his day to day because he still refuses to accept it. Kyle knows that, just as much to know that if Cartman manage to blurt that out then it was because he was really upset.

Kyle places the chair finally at the end of the pathway, opening it as he carefully placed Cartman in it, he could notice Cartman’s glossy eyes as he tried looking away from him. Kyle crouch down as he rested his arm on Cartman’s knees, he reached his arm out to Cartman’s face and with his hand placed on his cheek gesturing Cartman to look at him.

“I know it sucks, but there’s nothing wrong for you to ask for help sometimes.”

“You don’t get it, Kyle. You’ll never get it…” Cartman rubbed his cheek against Kyle’s hand finally accepting the small gesture of affection, “I’ve never thought I’d get to the point where I have to be so dependent on you, yeah, I use to fuck around acting like I liked having you up my ass with my business and fixing my shit but at the end of it I would’ve never asked for this?” He gestured his legs with a exasperated expression.

“¡I want to be the man you need, not this Kyle! ¡Never this!” The position they were previously in was no longer displayed as Cartman shakes his head in disbelief trying to rub off his tears with both his hands.

Kyle just watched sympathetic and a little broken cause he rarely gets to see this vulnerable side of Cartman, he rubbed soothingly the side of his waist in hopes to calm him down.

“And what’s the type of man you think I need?” Kyle spoke softly after a brief second.

Cartman sniffed as he placed his hands down on his lap staring deeply into Kyle’s eyes, “someone more independent Kyle… someone that is practically not a mess like me… someone who has his shit together and knows what he wants and gets what he wants. Determine, cunning, that can provide you everything you want, successful..”

Kyle rested his head on Cartman’s lap, their eyes never drifted apart from the other, “you’re cunning, you’re the most determined person I know, you may not have all your shit together but you don’t let that break you, you’re not a mess you got your mind always in a check actually you’re far from being a mess that you like having even the shampoo bottles in order,” Kyle chuckled lightly, smiling dumbly before continuing, “you’re not successful now but you can if you actually wanted to, fatass. Lazy ass. And most importantly you do provide everything I want; which is you. You’re all I ever wanted.”

Cartman eyes widened dilated, his cheeks flushed as his heart began beating rapidly.

“Kyle that’s the gayest shit you’ve ever told me,” Cartman let out a laugh surprised, embarrassed, flattered? Overwhelmed. As he tried wiping away the new tears that threaten to slide down his chubby red face.

Kyle rolled his eyes unfazed but still kept a warm smile plastered on his face.

“Well you make me be like that,” Kyle kept it going as he stood up.

Cartman smiled feeling a lot better and following the ‘shit on Kyle’ train he just started, “what did I do to gain such a perfect jew?”

Kyle rolled his eyes once more now starting to walk alongside Cartman, “what did I ever do wrong to deserve such an asshole boyfriend?”

Cartman snickered in response as he couldn’t help stop grinning pathetically by how easy it was for Kyle to make him feel all giddy and okay, to his usual self. He sure was his fort.

“I love you,” Kyle stopped his tracks for a bit; after Cartman blurted it out. It’s not like they’ve never exchanged ‘I love you’s’ before but sometimes it startles him when Cartman’s abrupt about it.

Kyle’s little shock expression vanished in a blink of an eye covering it with a calming one, getting back in his tracks and jogging behind Cartman as this motherfucker was already far away from him, “Love you too, fatboy,” he replied back a little longer after, but Cartman didn’t mind that.

However, he hummed and looked at Kyle; a small look the other knew damn well what it meant, Kyle leaned forward and planted a kissed on his lips. They both stopped in place as Cartman gently placed his hands on Kyle’s face; rubbing with his thumb soothingly on his cheeks. Feeling their warmth and the comfort it brought.

Kyle broke the kiss after for what it felt like a minute, faces still inches apart as Cartman’s hands still remain in the same position placed. Looking at each other fondly Kyle smiled as Cartman smiled back in return it’s not unusual for them to stare a each other for this long.

They enjoyed seeing every detail of their partner’s face.

After a minute they’ve decided it was already enough and continued their way back town.

“You know, it’s almost our anniversary,” Cartman spoke.

Kyle hummed in acknowledgment, “you’d think I’d forget?”

“You forgot last time,” there was no hint of spite or grudge in those words, just a casual reminder.

“Oh c'mon I truly thought it was for the week after, just one week delayed, muffin. ONE.”

Cartman rolled his eyes playfully, he had already forgiven Kyle along time ago but Kyle seems to still be very persistence in feeling guilty about it.

“Anyways, like I was saying… maybe this year we should go on a trip for our anniversary?” He suggested, Kyle thought about it for a second.

“And what do you have in mind?”

Cartman rubbed his hands together before placing them back to the wheels of his chair, “well, what about visiting Kenny?”

“Florida?”

“Yeah, wouldn’t you like to spend some time in the beach seeing Kenny get hustle by waves and enjoy some bomb ass smoothie’s.”

Kyle smiled; laughing lightly as he pictured the image.

“We should invite Stan.”

“Hmhm if the hippie manages with his space geek schedule why not?”

“Fuck, it’s been so long since we last hanged out as friends,” Kyle remarked nostalgic.

“I supposed thats whats growing up is all about,” Cartman sighed, remembering vividly the memories the four shared a smirk surfaced in his features, “I guess you just can’t get rid of me huh?”

Now it was Kyle turned to laugh surprised, “bitch, I never thought I would.”

They shared one small kiss before heading back home.

#my need to end it with a devastating ending has never been more painful 😂😭 #anyways hopefully you like it 🙏🥹 #kyman

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━━ DON'T DATE MY BROTHER! ✦ fuck you jimin

suggested tracks to listen to :: family lines - conan gray. crack baby - mitski. tired - beabodoobe.

This shit was fucking embarrassing. If Y/N’s last straw was last year, this might as well be the breaking of her glass house.

Hannah and Y/N had agreed they should invite all of their brothers and other friends for the single release party. They obviously hosted at their new apartment, with the two spending the last three days putting everything together. She texted Jimin multiple times, reminding him of the event, but she was met with the read notification as her only confirmation. So now she stood in the corner of her own party, fucking embarrassed.

Everyone was here. Hannah and Olivia invited Chan and Felix, and they brought the rest of Stray Kids with them(Jeongin had brought a pack of UNO cards, which was nice because they didn't have any house games yet.) Vernon, Joshua, Hoshi and Seungkwan were in the middle of a ping pong game in the dining room. They were an hour into the party, and Jimin had yet to show his face. What made things worse is that not even five minutes ago Jaemin and herself had gotten off of Facetime with Jungkook, who said he and Taehyung would be swinging by. It was evident Jimin wouldn't be coming with them.

A knock on the door brought Y/N back to the real world; She navigates herself through the small crowd of people. She assumed Konon hadn't gotten around to putting the apartment key on her keychain, so she pulled the door open carelessly, expecting to help her best friend carry in whatever she had gotten. Instead, she's met with Nishimura Riki, and it's painfully obvious that she wasn't expecting him. As a million thoughts go through her head, she smiles. Fake it till you make it, right?

“Riki! Hi, how are you?” She greets, but doesn't let him answer. “Um, Konon isn't here right now.” She tells him awkwardly, and he responds with his own awkward smile.

“Uh, I know. She said that you guys were having a small party for your song release, and wanted me to come.” He lifts up a brown gift bag in his hand. “I brought a puzzle, she told me you loved them.”

“Oh.” Is the only thing that comes out of Y/N’s mouth. And she sees how his brow furrows and creases his forehead, so she quickly adds, “Sorry, Konon didn't tell me you were coming, so I'm still a little shocked. And the gift is so kind, thank you. Uh, come in!” She steps aside and opens the door wider, looking out the hallway to see if anyone was behind him. Disappointed, she sighs deeply, frowning as she closes the door.

When she turns around, she's surprised to see that Riki is still standing there. Hands stuffed in his pockets, lips pursed, he looks so lost. He opens his mouth a couple of times, then closes it as if he didn't know what to say. He probably didn't. Y/N, who was far too upset about Jimin and his ability to yet again get her hopes up, so she doesn't focus on what she does next. Tomorrow, she would gush and scream about her being in the same proximity of him, but right now, she grabs his hands and interlocks it with her own. She doesn't notice the faint color of red dusting his cheeks, but she does feel the way he squeezes her hand.

“Come on, i’ll introduce you to the rest of our friends.” And Y/N does just that. She starts with Aisha and Jaemin. The two are the oldest in their friend group, and when Riki informs them he can't drink because he's sixteen, they instantly start gushing and babying him. As Y/N pulls him away, she can hear Jaemin telling Aisha how Riki was his son now. Laughing and shaking her head, she introduces him to Lea, Bahiyyih, and Sofia next. Bahiyyih fist pumps him and tells him the next time she catches him at Music Bank she'll force him to dance to UP! with her. He grins and nods, saying that he'll hold her to that. Lea and Sofia compliment him, and by the time Y/N yet again pulls him off to the next person, his blush is far easier to see.

By the time Konon arrives with the drinks, Riki is playing ping pong against Hyunjin, and Changbin and Hoshi are whispering in a corner about how much the two look alike. Y/N smiles when she sees Konon her brother on, and the look of happiness on his face. Still, she would be lying if she said she wasn't jealous.

Taehyung and Jungkook arrive not long after, and by then Y/N has retreated into her room. As much as she wanted to stay with everyone, she could feel her energy and mood dropping quickly. She wanted Hannah to enjoy this. And maybe it was selfish of her to not wear the facade anymore, but that shit was and is tiring. So, tearings spilling out of her eyes and her nose leaking, she opens her messages, and clicks on Jimin’s contact.

✿ * 𓈀 synopsis :: Being Park Jimin's younger sister comes with pros and cons. Cons, Park Y/N will never experience a true day of peace in her life. Pros, they were able to became friend's with other idol's sisters, and even though they became friends because of their brothers, they stayed friends because they all fit together, like pieces of a puzzle. Only thing? Don't fall for anyone's brother. Easy enough, until Y/N exposes her two year crush on Nishimura Konon's brother, Nishimura Riki. Not just to Konon though, half the world.

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ꗃ : ˖ ۫ ◖ 𓂃 mo's interlude :: ynki moment i think?? gosh i love them so much already. hannah and y/n artists era ik thats right, but at what cost?? jimin..... im gon let god handle ur

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