#yeah that's the best tree I've painted in my life

[pearl-kite]

Who shot that arrow in your throat? Who missed the crimson apple? (It hung heavy on the tree above your head)

#kirehn draws #the hush sound #wine red #hush sound #digital art #art #artists on tumblr #digital painting #blood #should I give it some time to rest and look at it with fresh eyes for mistakes later? #probably #am I going to jump the gun and post it minutes after feeling finished? absolutely #I feel like I'll regret that decision but right this moment I'm happy with it and kind of tired of it at the same time #I'll be putting this in my inprnt later #I have a SECOND idea for later lyrics in the same song #don't have the energy for it right now but hopefully eventually #yeah that's the best tree I've painted in my life #do wish the arrow could stand out more but I'm note sure how to do that without greatly affecting the style of it in a bad way #anyway here you go

[storiesbyjes2g]

3.80 Favor ain't fair

I couldn't help but watch the elders and how they dealt with each other. All of us had long since gotten used to this post-divorce world we lived in. Though everyone had moved on, I expected Winterfest to be very weird. Me seeing Dwayne with Mama or Dad hearing about him from me was one thing, but having them in the same room was another. Dad made a lot of progress, but was he ready for that? I had prepared to be a buffer or make an excuse for him, but he looked surprisingly comfortable. Dwayne was the one who was hesitant. He had always been reserved and comfortable in the background, however, so he could have been okay. Mama was all smiles, of course. Heh, this was probably the best day of her year with her kids and both lovers at home. I watched them all with pride despite feeling like it was all very weird. It took a LOT for all of them to get to that place. I honestly doubted Dad would ever get there, but he walked around Mama's house grinning up a storm and peacefully sharing a space with the man who took away his soulmate. Winterfest miracles did exist.

After dinner, Rosie found me, and I gave her some holiday love.

"Happy Winterfest, Ro! You've been a very good girl. You think Father Winter will bring you a nice treat?"

Alessia stood there watching us, and I hoped she would do better with our dogs than she did with Tofu.

"Did you meet your auntie yet?"

"Ehhhhh...hi," Alessia said stiffly.

I laughed.

"She's not gonna bite you, Less. Just put your hand out slowly and let her smell you. If she thinks you're okay, she'll let you touch her."

"Okaaaaay." She bent over slowly and cautiously. "I'm coming down...don't be weird..."

Rosie stepped toward her equally as cautious, sniffed her hand, and then sat in front of her.

"See? She likes you. Give her a pat on the head so she knows you're friendly."

"That was really cool. She's cute."

She never gave Tofu a chance. Maybe Rosie and Kooper will win her over.

Mama came in with the dirty dishes and caught Less and I having seconds.

"Hey! Don't fill up on that. There's dessert, you know."

Dwayne left shortly after dinner. He said wanted us to enjoy our family time. I could see the disappointment in Mama's eyes and imagined her saying something like, "but you're my family too." Dwayne was a realist, and I appreciated that because Mama's fantasy land was gonna get someone's feelings hurt eventually.

It was time for presents, and I caught a glimpse of Less and Sophia dancing in the living room as I passed by. Whether they had bonded or it was just coincidence, I was glad to see them together, not in conflict.

"Luca," Mama sang, "I've got something extra special for you!"

Alessia rolled her eyes.

"Here she goes with the special gifts just for Luca."

"It's not a special gift! It belongs to him."

She handed me a box, and I took it hesitantly. What did she have of mine? And why make a big deal out of it on Winterfest? She wasn't the re-gifting type.

"Uhh...thanks," I said.

I took the box and opened it slowly. Inside, I saw a painting I'd seen my entire life. It hung in my room when I was little. And then when we moved to Newcrest, Mama put it in the kitchen. I seemed to recall one time Mama said Gammy painted some things for my nursery before I was born. This had to be one of them!

"Gammy's painting?? You're gonna let me have it?!!"

"She painted it for you. The one with the dogs too, but I want to hold on to that one."

"Yeah, of course! Wow! Thanks, Mama. This is so cool!"

I thought about our frigid meeting in the cemetery often. I loved that I now had evidence of our past relationship and would hang it in a place of honor in our new house.

After presents, we gathered around the tree and sang songs. And as always, Less acted like she was too cool for school. That only made us turn up and be even sillier. At least she was in a good mood, though. At the end of the night, she sat on the rocking chair doing belly laughs. It was very contagious, so I joined in. Mama came in and told us a story about how Father Winter came to their house in Sulani while she was doing belly laughs. He thought it was adorable and gave her some tips! And just like how it happened in her story, Father Winter walked in on her doing a belly laugh demo for us.

"I remember you," he said. "You still go it."

"Thank you, Father Winter! This is my son, Luca! He's getting married soon!"

"Yes," he said, "I've been watching him. He's been very good this year. This is one of my extra special gifts."

I didn't know what to think. An extra special gift from Mama, and another from The Man himself? And I was getting married in three days to the kindest, sweetest, funniest woman in the world? It was all too much. I thought about everything I'd gone through and how burdened and confused I was. All of that was a test. I held on and did the best I could, and now I was being rewarded. Not with a gift from Father Winter, but in love, success, favor, and friendship. I had already reckoned with my problems, but at that moment, I felt like the struggle was officially over.

#ISBI challenge #sims 4 story #sims 4 gameplay #adolting #adolting gen 3 #luca winston murillo #sophia aguilar #emerald pope #alessia amina murillo #ali murillo #dwayne pancakes #rosie

[roseadleyn]

— soulmates aren't just lovers

okay i know i did the whole bouquet for my mutuals thing earlier, on my old blog, but 1) i have new mutuals and 2)i updated my flower dictionaries so yeah. bear with my lack of originality 🫶🫶

some mutuals might have more flowers, but please know it doesn't matter that way? i need more flowers to convey specific meanings, then sometimes the flowers are less and are enough, so please don't get mad or upset or offended, i'm begging you

i've tried my absolute best to give you all the same number of flowers, though <3 i hope you guys like these

@that-one-pretty-bitch

ranunculus, hollyhock, mignionette, sweet alyssum, queen's rocket, agrimony, lesser celandine

╰─➢ meanings in order. you are radiant with charms, ambition, your qualities surpass your charms, worth beyond beauty, you are the queen of coquettes, thankfulness / gratitude, avarice, joys to come

@d10nsaint

acacia, agrimony, alyssum (sweet), hyacinth, saffron crocus, nasturtium, jasmine; white

╰─➢ meanings in order. friendship, thankfulness / gratitude, worth beyond beauty, sport / game / play, mirth, impetuous love, amiability

@dxmoness

rose; pink, carnation; white, alyssum (sweet), agrimony, mullein, lisianthus, calla lily

╰─➢ meanings in order. grace, sweet and lovely, worth beyond beauty, thankfulness / gratitude, strength, appreciation, modesty

@primordixl

crocus (spring), eglantine (sweetbrier), french honeysuckle, lucern, flowering reed, sweet alyssum, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. youthful gladness, poetry / i wound to heal, rustic beauty, life, confidence in heaven, worth beyond beauty

@hmerus / @rouecentric

agapanthus, alyssum (sweet), agrimony, peppermint, rose; burgundy, crocus, white pink

╰─➢ meanings in order. love letter, worth beyond beauty, thankfulness / gratitude, warmth of feeling, unconscious beauty, youthful gladness, talent

@crownxie

petunia, witch hazel, alyssum (sweet), agrimony, freesia, hyacinth; white, euphorbia

╰─➢ meanings in order. your presence soothes me, a spell, worth beyond beauty, thankfulness / gratitude, lasting friendship, beauty, persistence

@astrxealis

pear blossom, daisy; gerber, alyssum (sweet), agrimony, feverfew, broom, white monte casino

╰─➢ meanings in order. comfort, cheerfulness, worth beyond beauty, thankfulness / gratitude, warmth, humility, patience

@mysticmeena / @meenasmagic

primrose, water willow, fennel, agrimony, alyssum (sweet), aster, french willow, with a little baby oak tree!!!

╰─➢ meanings in order. childhood, purity of heart, strength / worthy all praise, thankfulness / gratitude, worth beyond beauty, patience, bravery and humanity

@dion-s-lawyer

daisy, agrimony, alyssum (sweet), heliotrope, heath, currant, canterbury bells

╰─➢ meanings in order. innocence, thankfulness / gratitude, worth beyond beauty, devoted affection, solitude, thy frown will kill me, constancy

@giyuus0nlywife / @salvatvre [ user change ! ]

carnation; pink, ambrosia, arbor vitae, agrimony, sweet alyssum,

╰─➢ meanings in order. cheerfulness, love returned, unchanged friendship — live for me, thankfulness / gratitude, worth beyond beauty,

@orlic1a

daisy, agrimony, ambrosia, auricula, cloves, fennel, holly herb, sweet alyssum

╰─➢ meanings in order. innocence, thankfulness / gratitude, love returned, painting, dignity, strength / worthy of all praise, enchantment, worth beyond beauty

@parkykwho

aster, baby's breath, gerber daisies, pink carnation, sweet alyssum, pink rose

╰─➢ meanings in order. patience, everlasting love, cheerfulness, i will never forget you, worth beyond beauty, grace

@palaceofghosts

bay leaf, purple hyacinth, peony, sweet alyssum, gardenia, indian jasmine, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. i change but in death, please forgive me, anger, worth beyond beauty, refinement, attachment, thankfulness / gratitude.

@izumi-astra-123

apple blossom, sweet alyssum, starwort, laurel, feverfew, bells of ireland, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. preference, worth beyond beauty, welcome, glory and success, warmth, good luck, thankfulness / gratitude

@ithil-lucien

lily of the valley, orange blossom, passion flower, sweet alyssum, agrimony, white rose, mullein

╰➢ meanings in order. return of happiness, your purity equals your loveliness, faith, worth beyond beauty, a heart unaquainted with love, take courage, thankfulness / gratitude

@ykassu / @ylxntis

celandine, french willow, sweet alyssum, queen anne's lace, rose (pale peach), water lily, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. joys to come, bravery and humanity, worth beyond beauty, fantasy, modesty, purity of heart, thankfulness / gratitude

@yevene

bay leaf, purple hyacinth, peony, agrimony, sweet alyssum, gardenia, indian jasmine

╰─➢ meanings in order. i change but in death, please forgive me, anger, thankfulness / gratitude worth beyond beauty, refinement, attachment

@loekas

agrimony, sweet alyssum, amaryllis, angrec, calla / ethiopica, forget-me-not, rudbeckia

╰─➢ meanings in order. thankfulness / gratitude, worth beyond beauty, splendid beauty or pride, royalty, magnificent beauty, forget me not, justice

@fuoon

crocus, spring; eglantine (sweetbrier); french honeysuckle; lucern; flowering reed; sweet alyssum, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. youthful gladness, poetry / i wound to heal, rustic beauty, life, confidence in heaven, worth beyond beauty, thankfulness / gratitude

@lady-navier0357

coreopsis, alyssum (sweet), agrimony, dahlia, red rosebud, white lilac, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. always cheerful, worth beyond beauty, grace, dignity, pure and lovely, youthful innocence

@nyrwve

apple blossom, sweet alyssum, starwort, laurel, feverfew, bells of ireland, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. preference, worth beyond beauty, welcome, glory and success, warmth, good luck

@meow-meow-potato

rose, violet, white lily, honeysuckle, cherry blossom, sweet alyssum, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. love, modest worth, purity / sweetness, devotion, impermanence, worth beyond beauty

@writerig

acacia, globe amaranth, amethyst, flowering almond, sweet alyssum, mignionette, orange rose, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. friendship, immortality, admiration, hope, worth beyond beauty, your qualities surpass your charms

@xphantasmagoriax

kennedia, crimson polyanthus, scarlet lychnis, sweet alyssum, daffodil, orange rose, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. mental beauty, the heart's mystery, sunbeam eyes, worth beyond beauty, new beginnings, fascination, agrimony

@yourlocalintrovertt

kennedia, crimson polyanthus, scarlet lychnis, sweet alyssum, daffodil, orange rose, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. mental beauty, the heart's mystery, sunbeam eyes, worth beyond beauty, new beginnings, fascination, thankfulness / gratitude

@secretarykang

narcissus, burgundy rose, white periwinkle, black poplar, ranunculus; sweet alyssum, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. self-love, unconscious beauty, tender recollections, courage, you are radiant with charms, worth beyond beauty, thankfulness / gratitude

@kirua9

trillium pictum, purple lilac, bell flower (pyramidal), rosemary, sweet alyssum, pomegranate blossom, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. modest beauty, first emotions of love, constancy, rememberance, consolation, worth beyond beauty, mature elegance, thankfulness / gratitude

@mariicake

angelica, hazel, persimon, red chrysanthemum, lupine, white pink, sweet alyssum, agrimony

╰─➢ meanings in order. inspiration, reconciliation, bury me amid nature's beauty, i love, imagination, talent, worth beyond beauty, thankfulness / gratitude

agrimony : thankfulness / gratitude. ( i'm so thankful to have you all as mutuals. seriously. so, everyone has it. )

sweet alyssum : worth beyond beauty. ( do i even need to explain why everyone has this? )

—

#꒰ ♡ ꒱ — acacia. #꒰ ❁ ꒱ — rosemary. #✧ — rose's garden #mutuals #and.. #I AM BACK!!!! #i'm sleepy and rn is 5am so ill sleep #BUT HERE U GUYS GO #IVE BEEN WORKING ON THIS FOR A MONTH #I LOVE U ALL AND IM SORRY FOR BEING LATE #mwah <3 #theme change in the morning im too sleepy rn

[danpuff-ao3]

You know...I'm very proud of my playlist crafting skills. A playlist just for me and my jam out sessions is one thing, but making them for my fics was a whole other ballgame. Cue my perfectionism. But my love of music and my love of stories has come together pretty well, I think.

Going back through the Contempt playlist recently was such a great experience. It's like living that story all over again through the songs. Maybe that works best for me as the crafter of both story and playlist, but hey...it's magical for me, at least.

"Pressure" by Muse

I'm trying to keep up to speed with you Your lane changing is oscillating me I'm hitting the ground and I'm sprinting I'm falling behind now I'm tuning out

"I Feel Like I'm Drowning" by Two Feet

All my friends think you're vicious And they say you're suspicious You keep dreaming and dark scheming

"Obsession" by Joywave

There's something Lurking in the back of my mind And lately I feel it sliding into the light

"I Hate You So Much" by Alexander 23

I close my eyes but all I see is you I hate that, I love you so much

"Say It" by Maggie Rogers

I cannot fall in love with you I cannot feel this way so soon I cannot be this way with you I cannot fall in love with you

"Do I Wanna Know" by Arctic Monkeys

Maybe I'm too Busy bein' yours To fall for somebody new

"State of Seduction" by Digital Daggers

You keep my heart under the cover of night Could be the devil in a clever disguise Temptation leads us, it's too late for goodbye Say you're here on my side Want you here on my side

"Mind Over Matter" by Young the Giant

And when the seasons change Will you stand by me? 'Cause I'm a young man built to fall

"Neptune" by Sleeping at Last

Thread by thread, I come apart If brokenness is a work of art Surely this must be my masterpiece

"A Little Death" by the Neighbourhood

Touch me, yeah I want you to touch me there Make me feel like I am breathing Feel like I am human

"Animal Impulses" by IAMX

I'm tired of this human duet No civilizing hides Our animal impulses

"I Don't Mind" by FNKHOUSER

I am not afraid to Let you be who you wanna be Let you do what you do to me Close my eyes but I wanna see

"Stargirl Interlude" by The Weeknd, Lana Del Rey

A vision of my nails in the kitchen Scratching counter tops, I was screaming My back arched like a cat My position couldn't stop, you were hitting it

"Ride" by Lana Del Rey

I am alone at midnight Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I I've got a war in my mind So, I just ride

"Kiss Me You Animal" by Burn the Ballroom

Kiss me you animal I need to take you in real slow Cause dying on your lips is how I wanna go

"After Dark" by Mr. Kitty

I've been waiting for this moment We're finally alone I turn to ask the question So anxious, my thoughts Your lips were soft like winter In your passion, I was lost

"Bloom" by The Paper Kites

Can I take it to a morning Where the fields are painted gold And the trees are filled with memories Of the feelings never told?

"Don't Let Me Go" by RAIGN

Forever is not enough Let me lay my head down on the shadow by your side Don't let me go Hold me in your beating heart

"Comatose" by Mikky Ekko

In another life we can work it out But we never speak So it's hard to do We don't really want to live this way

"War of Hearts" by Ruelle

I can't help but be wrong in the dark 'Cause I'm overcome in this war of hearts I can't help but want oceans to part 'Cause I'm overcome in this war of hearts

"You're the One" by Rev Theory

You are the hurt inside of me And you are the one that makes me weak Shadows that crawl all over me Swallow the light that lets me see

"I Wanna Be Yours" by Arctic Monkeys

Secrets I have held in my heart Are harder to hide than I thought Maybe I just wanna be yours I wanna be yours, I wanna be yours

"Unintended" by Muse

I'll be there as soon as I can But I'm busy mending broken Pieces of the life I had before

#danpuff stuff #spotify #playlist #songs #Spotify

[fritextramole]

striving to find the right road

part 3 of a Vanessa Abrams playlist - best heard in order

tracklist and quotes under the cut

Feeling Good ~ Nina Simone

Dragonfly out in the sun You know what I mean, don't you know? Butterflies all havin' fun You know what I mean Sleep in peace when day is done That's what I mean

Everyday People ~ Sly & The Family Stone

I am no better and neither are you We're all the same, whatever we do You love me, you hate me

The Adults Are Talking ~ The Strokes

You were waitin' for the elevator You were sayin' all the words I'm dreaming No more askin', questions, or excuses

High School Never Ends ~ Bowling For Soup

The whole damn world is just as obsessed With who's the best dressed and who's having sex Who's got the money, who gets the honeys Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess And I still don't have the right look And I still have the same three friends And I'm pretty much the same as I was back then High school never ends

The New Year ~ Death Cab for Cutie

The clanking of crystal Explosions off in the distance

Atomic Dog ~ George Clinton

Why must I feel like that? Why must I chase the cat?

The World Is Ugly ~ My Chemical Romance

These are the lies and the lives of the taken These are their hearts, but their hearts don't beat like ours They burn 'cause they are all afraid But mine beats twice as hard

Picket Line ~ Bobby DePace

My head is getting weary and my body is worn But i’ll keep on walking til i can’t walk no more

Royals ~ Lorde

Life is great without a care We aren't caught up in your love affair

War on the Workers ~ Anne Feeney

Listen up, we've got a war zone here today Right in our heartland, and across the USA These multinational bastards don't use tanks and guns it's true But they've declared a war on us, fight back! It's up to you

What Is Hip? ~ Tower Of Power

So you became part of the new breed Been smoking only the best weed Hanging out with so-called hippest set Been seen in all the right places Seen with just the right faces You should be satisfied But still it ain't quite right

Seven ~ Sleeping At Last

How wonderful to see a smile on your face It costs farewell tears for a welcome-home parade A secret handshake between me and my one life I'll find the silver lining, no matter what the price

Right Back Where We Started From ~ Army Navy

Love is good, love can be strong We gotta get right back to where started from

Stand by Me ~ Ben E. King

If the sky that we look upon Should tumble and fall Or the mountains should crumble to the sea I won't cry, I won't cry No, I won't shed a tear Just as long as you stand, stand by me

Baby I Need Your Loving ~ Four Tops

Some say it's a sign of weakness for a man to beg Then weak, I'd rather be If it means having you to keep 'Cause lately I've been losing sleep

I Heard It Through The Grapevine ~ Marvin Gaye

You could have told me yourself That you love someone else, instead I heard it through the grapevine

The Hollow Sound of the Morning Chimes ~ TOPS

You've been up all night Clangin round The thoughts that you cannot make right

Big Wheel ~ Samia

I got a lover in my bedroom Or the smell of him at least If he's somewhere getting smarter On a free man's odyssey

Expert In A Dying Field ~ The Beths

The city is painted with memory The water will never run clear The birds and the bees and the flowers and trees They know that we've both been here And I can flee the country For the worst of the year But I'll come back to it

Train in Vain (Stand by Me) ~ The Clash

All the times when we were close I'll remember these things the most

Right Place Wrong Time ~ Dr. John

I was in the right trip But I made it in the wrong car

Nasty Gal ~ Betty Davis

I said, you went around tellin' everybody Yeah, you just put me down now You dragged my name in the mud All over town

#gg #ggplaylists #vanessa abrams #gossip girl #source: senamarais

[kitsuvil]

Velvet Cigarettes - Is it Just Studying?

♡

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"Morning Bedo!" I call out to the blonde guy who's leaning against the wall outside of his building and carrying around a heavy bag of books and school supplies, acting inconspicuous as ever. "Good morning, y/n," he walks up to my car and takes his spot in the passenger seat.

"So, how much sleep did you get? Just out of curiosity," he asks as I start driving to the cafe.

"As much as I would love to say I got a healthy 8 hours, it was more like 4, I couldn't sleep to save my life," I laugh it off, though I am unable to laugh off the dark eyebags on my face.

Albedo pauses for a moment, thinking about what choices he has to answer with. "Normally I would give you a strong scolding on why that's unhealthy... But I didn't sleep much either so it'd be pretty hypocritical of me," he sighs.

"At least we're ready for that caffeine, right?" I wink as we pull up to the spot.

"You could say that."

We're at least an hour into studying, coffee empty and papers thrown all over the table before one of the staff comes up to ask us if we want a new drink or a refill for the previous one.

"Yes please, we'll still be here for a little while more, thank you!" I ask for the coffee refill. "We're almost caught up on all the big assignments and review at least," I attempt to rub the sleepiness out of my eyes. "But at what cost, our poor sleep, I could be painting this beautiful cafe scenery right now," Albedo yawns. "See, I wasn't lying at all when I said how awesome it looks, especially from up here on the second floor," I face the nearby window that shows a view of many trees running across the land, with petals blooming from certain ones, accompanied by the passing cars in the distance.

"You were right, it seems so romantic too."

"Thats definitely the atmosphere it gives, I agree!" I turn back to Albedo and face my papers once again.

"Hey, Zuha tweeted last night, apparently he's working on music," Albedo looks up from his phone, clearly distracted.

"Really? Let me go take a look!" I pick up my phone, already seeing the twitter notification from my lockscreen that I must've forgot to swipe previously.

"I think I'll go home to help him out, maybe try and write some guitar or bass lines for him, but I've had a really awesome time here. This pays back for the tattoo completely, you never have to worry again, but I do wish to continue visiting places like these." Albedo starts putting his papers and notebooks together, packing up.

"I'll drive you to his apartment no worries, I was getting ready to pass out right here at this table anyways, I should go home and sleep."

"Thank you a lot, y/n."

ALBEDO'S POV

"Hey Zuha, you know how for the past few hours of my life I was studying with y/n?" I walk into the bedroom, bringing drinks with me.

"Yeah, what about it?" Kazuha looks up from his laptop.

"..." I pause, unsure of whether I should say it or not.

"So... I don't want to throw it on you of all people, but I have no one else to go to and I think it's best you know... I think ** ******* ******** *** **."

HELLLOOOOOO THIS CHAPTER TOOK ME SO LONG TO WRITE IM SO SORRY. IM GOING STRAIGHT TO BED AFTER THIS. IF THIS CHAPTER SUCKS IM SO SORRY IT WAS SO RUSHED AND DEF NOT PROOFREAD😭 I LOVE YOU ALL AND APPRECIATE THE SUPPORT!!

taglist: @slvdsjjk @lost-wicked-artist @shhhlisten @ventuswhat @plinkuro @shakiraisawesome @griseoo @sheiiy @luminescent-light @themusingsofmany

#genshin #genshin impact #hoyoverse #fluff #kazuha #genshin fluff #kazuha kaedehara #kazuha x reader #genshin impact smau #genshin smau #band au #college au #modern au #albedo

[b-na]

strawberry milk

PAIRING: bff!yunjin x gn!reader

GENRE: one shot, fluff

WARNINGS: none

DESCRIPTION: Y/N has a crush on their strawberry milk drinking best friend.

PLAYLIST: strawberry milk - zeph, don’t get the deal - beabadoobee, speed of love - kwon eunbi, head cheerleader - pom pom squad

WORDCOUNT: 825

a/n: imagine yunjin actually hating strawberry milk and we all find out after this,, embarrassing. either way please enjoy this fic, i worked hard on it🫶🫶 also the kid was kind of a reference to when chuu danced for those people at the park on their “date”/birthday celebration🤭

I always see her sipping strawberry milk. Everyday when I enter the classroom I notice the little strawberry milk bottle on her desk. She always chats with her friends laughing at their jokes with the prettiest laugh in the galaxy. The way her nose scrunches mid laugh is probably the cutest thing in the world.

Our teacher had been so kind to seat me next to Yunjin during this term. Today, as usual, I see her sipping strawberry milk at her desk. As soon as she heard the door open she glued her eyes to the door. Her face lit up as she saw me.

“Y/N~ Girl! I missed you. Why didn’t you hangout with me yesterday?” she says as I sit down at my desk.

“I’m sorry, I really needed to study yesterday.” I told her with a small pout adorning my face.

“It’s okay~ We can do something today, after school. Okay?” she says as she envelopes me in a hug. I blush slightly at the contact before agreeing with a small nod.

As class starts I can’t help but get lost in my daydream. Imagining what it would be like if Yunjin saw me in the way that I see her. I spend hours and hours thinking about her lips, they look so soft and plump. I would kill to miss her, I bet they taste just as sweet as the strawberry milk she always drinks.

I stared at Yunjin for a little more before the teacher pulled me out of my daydream. “Y/N can you please tell me what I just went through?” Honestly, no. But being the stubborn person I am, I couldn't tell him that.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and saw Yunjin pointing to a quotation in her notebook with her pencil. “Yes sir, you were telling us how life without gravity would be.” The teacher seemed satisfied and turned back to the board. I smiled gratefully at Yunjin. Oh, could you please notice me.

I stand waiting by the cherry blossom trees that Yunjin and I agreed to meet at. Mid spring is the perfect time to admire the beautiful scenery of Korea. Or have a picnic, so that's what we are doing. I bought some of our favorite snacks from over the years, umeboshi, yellow kiwi, blueberries, choco songi and, of course, strawberry milk.

“Y/N!” Yunjin called as she sped towards the tree. “You prepared all of this? I thought we were just going to take a walk or something, this is so sweet.” she smiled.

“Well, anything for you.” I replied with the same look mirroring on my face.

As we sit down to eat I hear a little gleeful screech “You brought strawberry milk!” I look at Yunjin to see her face in complete delight. She pokes the straw through the lid of the little bottle. I smile at the scene unfolding in front of me. Cute.

We sat there chatting about everything and anything, schoolwork, music, and sports (Yeah, I know what you’re thinking. Sports? Sports. Yunjin likes them and therefore, I’ll talk about them.) and eating our picnic snacks for a little while before hearing a small “Excuse me.” I look up to see the face of a small child, maybe around 4-5 years old.

“Hi, how can I help you?” Yunjin asks with a small smile painting her face.

“Are you guys on a date? I've heard that two people on a picnic are usually on a date! You guys are so cute!” he quickly spat out with a cheerful tone. “Congratulations on your date,” she yelled out whilst dancing. “Con, grat, ula, ti, ons, on your date!” she danced out whilst punctuating every syllable in the word before running off again.

I sucked in a breath. She didn’t say that, did she? I must be dreaming. “What?” I whispered back looking into her eyes.

“We could be cute together, like a couple. I like you, a lot. And honestly I think I always have. You mean the world to me so, won't you give me a chance? Just one, if it doesn’t work out then we can just be friends but I’d like to try this too.”

It felt like my world stopped. Yunjin likes me. She likes me back and she always has. I really must be dreaming. I quickly pinch myself to see if I was in fact dreaming. Yunjin laughs at my reaction and I muster up a reply, “I would give you my whole heart but you stole it in advance so, yes I will gladly go out with you.”

Yunjin quickly engulfs me in a tight hug. This feels unreal. Life can change so quickly but I guess romance is just so sweet like strawberry milk.

@ MASTERLIST !!☆

#yunjin #yunjin fluff #le sserafim #le sserafim fluff #lesserafim #huh yunjin #yunjin lq #yunjin fanfic #(☆) rei

[icyfox17]

All this to sayyyyy, what have you been up to lately? Watched anything, written anything, read anything, so on and so forth?

Also here have a flower: 🌺

HI HI HI HI HI

IVE CONTINUED MY BINGE OF ELEMENRARYY ITS SO GOODIFJDOEHFKFKD

I took a break from it to binge yt but I remembered its existence lately so I am now continuing it

It's a Sherlock Holmes adaptation!!! I'm much more attached to it than the BBC version tho I do still adore the BBC version, but . Elementary is way better imo

Elementary!Sherlock is sooo big brother he's so :(( /pos I love him sm

I did do some writing today!!! I was hanging out in the library with my friend and we were vibing to my rainy day playlist IT WAS SO VIBES and while she did hw, I did some writing :D it's not a lot but I enjoyed writing it ^-^ it's the first time I've written first person in years, I used to swear against it but recently I've read a few first pov short stories for class n stuff and I've realised it can actually be used very effectively :0 so I wanted to try it!!

Leaves of auburn and ochre painted the sky above me, their scent of sweetness and musk pungent in the wind.

I sat there, listening to the soft creaking of the trees swaying, thinking of how small I felt in that moment. To these tall oak trees, who had all loved hundreds of years, my life was a simple speck, nothing more than one of those dew drops that they felt on their leaves in the early morning.

It's not a lot bc I ran out of time bUTTT I really like it ^-^

RN IM READING WITCHLANDS ITS SO GOOD GRACIE U NEED TO READ IT OUOGIGOGIIGIG ITS 4/4 SBI BEST 4/4 FIC IVE EVER READ ITS HIGH FANTASY AND REALLY GOOD HURT COMFORT OGUFOHIFOHSJDJGK AND DID I MENTION 4/4??? THAT MEANS SANDDUOOOO

LOOK AT FHJS SHITBDJFFKKFKFG HE LIKES PHILS LAUGH :((( HE INSTANTLY CLOCKED HIM AS A DAD :((( I CANT DO THISJDJFISOWHRIFKF BAWKS MY EYES OUT

Also there's a LOT of crimeboys ^-^

https://archiveofourown.org/works/32581789?view_full_work=true

Uhmmm and a LOT of twinsduo angst oops

Everyone's super wholesome except twinsduo criessss but they get their happy ending . Eventually SHFJGKFKFKKGG BUT YEAH ITS GENUINELY LIKE ONE OF MY TOP FIVE FICS EVER I ADORE IT SO MUCH OHMYGODFHDF

I'm hopefully gonna make chai tea (steeped in milk ^-^) but I ate too much dinner so we'll see if I have room for it :00

The rainy day vibes have been wonderful today!! I am so so happ ^-^

#foxieasks #grace tag #ty for the flower king :D #here is one in return for you 🪷

[adventuresofwolfieandham]

Adventures of Wolfie & Ham:

Chapter 1 - Summer Love

[Heavy breathing fills the spaces between the doldrum of the ticking clock]

Wolfie tosses and turns as the light pours in through the window.

"Oh no, what time is it?" [01:21 PM] the clock reads, hardly through blurred vision. Another restless night. Late night gaming was starting to take a toll on their sleep schedule, but Astarion is a man of many needs, and Wolfie has every intention of meeting them. A loud crash and whimper clamors through the still air as Wolfie skims the nightstand for their glasses, accidently rolling Ham off the bed.

Ham is built different. Sturdy. Loyal. The best little French bulldog with an aura that could take out a strike team. Rescued from a breeder, Wolfie and Ham became besties over the course of their many adventures. They've traveled across worlds, dimensions and most recently state lines. In a matter of seconds he leapt back onto the bed, tongue out, belly rumbling. Like clockwork, Ham was ready for his afternoon breakfast; wet salmon slop, his favorite. Yeah, he rips major ass and it smells like salmon. That's just how it is.

"Ham! Come here sweet boy!" Wolfie calls from the kitchen as Ham comes barreling in, ready to feast like a king. After inhaling his salmon kibble water delight, Ham was strapped in for their next adventure. The Bodega. You know. Coffee. Egg and cheese on a roll. Same place. Same time. A breakfast fit for a force of nature. Nothing out of the ordinary. Wolfie was settling in and longed for comfort and a change of pace. Life back home was nice. Peaceful. Something to calm the soul. Something familiar. They finally felt like themselves again and with Ham by their side, they were ready to start this new chapter of their life.

Honking taxis, crowded bike lanes and awe-inspiring skyscrapers presumably filled the scene. I've never been, so of course I'm going off of assumption and definitely not utilizing my minimal film knowledge of scenes in New York to write this scene. Freshly dyed black hair and eyeliner sharp enough to slice the tension between Wolfie and Astarion, Wolfie was looking like a true emo. Big ol' beautiful brown eyes with hues of jade glistening in the hot New York sun enchanting enough to turn anyone with a pulse into a puddle. Dressed in all black with nails to match and My Chemical Romance blasting in their earbuds, just loud enough to drown out their thoughts for a time. Ham, pissing on every tree in sight, was making his rounds, claiming his territory when Wolfie noticed a shimmering light from behind their shoulder. Without pause, purple glimmers shone through ripples forming in thin air as a floating entity the size of an apple materialized.

"Ahhhhh!!!! Who the fuck are you?!" Wolfie yelped. Ham stood at the ready. Stanced up and ready to protect his best friend. Red glowing eyes and a sardonic grin painted onto a round purple body stared back at them in an eery silence. It lifted its stubby arms over its spiky purple hair and let out a puff of breath with a pungent aroma of rotten garlic, sticking its tongue out that was almost as big as its body.

"Gar!!!!!" it boistered itself up to seem more menacing, but instead of the expected aggression, it winced its eyes and let out a soft cough as it started to fall. Wolfie caught the creature in their hands as it lay motionless, tongue flopped over the side of their slowly dimming corpse. "Well, sweet boy, looks like no coffee for us today. This little guy needs help and the homie has experience with stuff like this, so let's go before anything else shows up." Ham sat looking up at Wolfie with doe eyes and his signature tongue sticking out face. Oh how they grew to love that face. No matter what struggles life threw at them, Ham was always there to make sure everything was okay.

Breaking into a light jog, Wolfie held Ham under one arm with the creature softly tucked into their zip up hoodie. They didn't know it then, but this creature was about to change the course of history. Secrets to be revealed. War to be waged. This was deeper than any of their previous adventures. No one could predict the importance this seemingly innocuous creature held for their future and the future of the multiverse at large. Rushing into a moderate run, Wolfie knew deep down that something was wrong. They felt a deep bond to this creature. Coming from a long line of spiritual ancestors, Wolfie was no stranger to the ancient secrets of the universe. They may not present themselves to the world as such, but they are one of the most powerful beings to ever exist. Spiritual abilities that could give all of the ancient gods a run for their money. Not many saw the world like them. Of all the people in the world, they know what it means to survive. Stronger and wiser than any to walk the Earth. Compassion, empathy and mental acuity that gave them the upper hand in every situation. Divine in all forms.

Like a flash of lightning, Wolfie slammed into someone as they were rounding the corner sending Ham, the creature and both of their bodies in all directions crash landing into the surrounding bushes. Legs twitching and body contorted, the mysterious figure lay face down in the bushes, groaning as they struggled to pull themselves out. "Omg are you okay?!" Wolfie gasped, slowly reaching a hand out to pull them out of the bush as Ham and the creature, now slightly conscious, watched in curiosity. "No yeah, agh, ouch, I'm okay I-"

"No no, I'm so sorry I should've looked where I was going, I didn't mean to run into you like that!" Wolfie cut them off as they pulled them slowly up and out of the bush. Without missing a beat they stumbled to their feet and immediately fell mute, entranced by Wolfie's beauty as they held hands. They shared a moment of silence. Both at a loss for words. It's as if time itself froze around them. Silence took over as the horns became a low hum, the air filled with electricity as the two locked eyes for what felt like an eternity. They shared a knowing stare as if they'd met before in this life and every life. None could say how long this lasted. Minutes? Hours? Years?

Everything around them was moving in slow motion. Cars and people alike were appearing as apparitions, their forms trailing softly behind as the two stared deep into each other's eyes. Visions of lives past flashed in shared memories. Ancient Egyptian gods and counterparts of all creeds coarsed through their minds in a series of images and swells of emotion. Love. Joy. Peace. Desire. Pain. Loss. Reuniting once more to experience the love of a lifetime as they had in every life prior. Feelings of elation and deep soul affirming love transferred between them without a single word.

Reality set in as everything returned to normal. Like a waterfall, sound and motion rushed back into their normal state. 

"Uh-thank you for-I mean sorry for running into you I didn't-"

"Wolfie! My name is Wolfie and it's totally fine. I'm just in a rush and I'm just trying to get somewhere. I'm having a bit of a problem and I-" Wolfie paused, trying to catch their breath after running for blocks with a beast under their arm and a creature in their pocket.

"Hey now, relax. Everything is okay. I'm okay. You're okay. Your cute little dog and-wait is that-okay wait first things first; Thank you first of all for helping me up and secondly my name is Ryan. Thirdly is that uhhh, what is that exactly?" Ryan stammered, still jittery with nerves in the presence of the most beautiful person they've ever seen.

Ryan's metal plugs shimmering. Matching diamond double nose rings. It's like they were a match made in heaven. They knew deep down that there was something familiar about Wolfie. They had been searching their entire life for a feeling like this. How could they deny what they felt? Even if it didn't make sense at the time, Ryan knew that they would be spending their life with Wolfie. They knew that from that point forward, they would do absolutely anything to stay in their life.

"Yeah, that's what I was trying to tell you. I don't fucking known what's going on, man. I was just on my way to get coffee with my dog, Ham, and this little guy just appeared outta nowhere! Fell right into my hands and-wait, do you hear that?" Wolfie spoke with their Jersey accent getting thicker with the exhaustion setting in.

Everything around them went silent. It wasn't like what the two just experienced. Something about this silence was different. Eery. All of the sounds around them blended into muffled rushing water as their surroundings started to blur around a glimmering beam of light that shot down from the now darkening sky with hues of autumnal oranges and royal purples. A figure dressed in white ceremonial garb decorated with ornate gold designs with alchemical symbols appeared as the beam of light dissipated.

"I need you two to come with me. Now!" they shouted.

"Dude we don't even know you who do-"

"NOW!!!" the figure cut Wolfie off as they were teleported along with Ryan, Ham and the creature into a sterile, chrome room decorated with a small armchair, a coffee table and viewing window. Still in shock, they all stood silently as the figure fumbled around in their pocket. Clanking and rattling yielded two delicately engraved rings that they shoved in front of their faces.

"I don't have much time to explain, do you two remember these?" the figure beckoned in desperation as though they expected them to know what they were without question.

"Well, no? I mean we literally just met I don't-" Ryan stammered.

"Fuck, no! Not again. Okay listen. You two know each other. You've known each other for years. You really don't remember any of this? The ceremony? The house in Manhattan? Don't you remember what happened on your honeymoon?" they became exasperated, voice growing hoarse.

"Okay dude, look, WE just met. Actually, we ALL just met." Ryan pressed. "I was just on my way to grab coffee and this beauti-ahem I mean this uh very... kind person just ran into me."

"And? What else happened?" the figure provoked, slightly more amused. Stroking their chin as their silver hair sheened under the fluorescent overhead lighting.

"Everything slowed down, or at least I think it did. Sound kinda just... stopped? I mean who knows we were both

in a rush so we could've just been stressed right?" Wolfie softened, still trying to piece the experience together.

"I meannnn, I don't know about you but that shit was tight as fuck. Regardless of whether it was stress, I know you felt that too. We literally stared into each other's eyes for I don't know how long and you didn't seem to wanna let go of my hand." Ryan flirted, clearly falling deeper in love as they started to relax.

"Me?! You were the one holding onto my hand!" Wolfie retorted, blushing and flustered as the romantic experience slowly returned to them. They felt it too. That wasn't an everyday experience. They both knew it. They both knew that whatever it was that happened was the start of something beautiful. Something long lasting that would lead them into old age together. They both knew it was love at first sight. Something deep within them spoke to their souls telling them that this was meant to be. It just felt right.

"Okayyy, lovebirds! You two clearly have some catching up to do. I have to get back to the lab and run some numbers. Take these rings, take this magnifying glass and take a seat. I'll have my assistant bring you some... what do you like? Water? Coffee?" the figure inquired.

"Coffee please!" Wolfie and Ryan startled at their timely response.

"Jinx you owe me a... date?" Ryan smiled kindly, looking lovingly into Wolfie's beautiful brown eyes.

"Just like me for real. I'm down for a lil' coffee date. Can you bring Ham some water too? And I'm guessing the little guy here could use some water too please." Wolfie replied, still blushing and trying to hide their excitement.

"Of course. I'll have my assistant bring it right out. I'll see you two in a few hours!" the figure let out a quick sigh of relief, clearly unphased by the sequence of events they've witnessed hundreds of times.

"Oh and by the way! I'm guessing you've forgotten, but my name is Dr. Ion, but you can call me Astar. We've known each other for a while actually. I must say. You two look cute together! It's nice to see the duo back in action. Toodles!" Astar rushed out of the room, robes swaying behind them as the door slammed shut, leaving a shell shocked group of funny little guys to their own devices.

#adventures of wolfie and ham #happy 3 month anniversary wolfie I love you ❤🐺💍🐺❤ #wolfmates for life bb 🐺💍🐺 #awoooooooo ^_^ #chapter 1

[wintersongequine]

Back to Life

21st June.

"All packed?" My Dad asked, looking around the door to my room.

I was sitting on the edge of my bed, looking around the room I had spent the last three months living in. Room 11 of the Valley Rehabilitation Centre.

When I had arrived, I had barely been able to stand, let alone walk, and though I was still using crutches to get around, it was a far cry from where I was six months ago.

I was lucky to be alive.

Looking at the photos, the scans, and hearing what I had gone through really reminded me of that fact.

I had died twice, once in the arena and once during life-saving surgery with my friends and family being prepared for the worst early on but, after making it through that first surgery and then through that all important first night, I had defied expectations.

I had a reconstructed pelvis, a new metallic left hip that was usually reserved for people much older than I, and some wicked scars that still made me stare in awe when I saw them.

"Yeah, I was just talking one more look at the place. I've got one more place to go, will you wait for me?"

He gave a knowing smile, picked up my suitcase and departed in the direction of the reception where he would wait for me.

I got up and went down the hall, giving my favourite nurse a hug on the way.

"I am so glad you get to go home permanently." She beamed, walking with me as we went down another corridor, "and I know where you're off to. He's just finished in the gym."

She knocked on a door, room 26, at the end of the other corridor. It had the best view of the valley and the quietest part of the whole place.

"Someone's come to see you." She said, holding the door open for me.

I went in.

Sitting by the window was W, someone I had met during my time at Valley. We had got to talking when our gym sessions aligned and simultaneously plucked up courage to talk to one another when we learned that we had both worked with horses.

He had been an eventer, and one I knew of as he was something of a famous name in the industry, and I had also run in the same circles with him at some point.

A couple of years older than me though he was, he had nevertheless heard of me and particularly my horse Soul, who was the half-brother of one of his mares and who he was thinking of breeding from before we had both had our lives thoroughly side-tracked.

We had become friends very quickly and then, after some obvious flirting, gotten together.

We talked for half an hour about what we were doing next. He was due to be discharged in a fortnight once he could walk a few more steps and would, after a little time at home, come and visit me at Riverstone, the place I had moved into the day before my accident.

After a text from my father asking if I had fallen asleep, I said my goodbyes and departed as a nurse came in to check on him.

--

I hadn't seen my horses or my yard in six months, though I had been sent many photographs by my friend Vick. The familiar drive up the tree-lined road made me smile from ear to ear as I spotted some familiar horses in the fields.

It had been winter when I was last here, and now it seemed so much brighter than before, the trees were leafy and the fences had been painted a beautiful black colour, fly sheets had replaced heavy duty winter turnouts and my horses could be out all day and all night if they wanted.

We passed the gates and I could see the yard and the two people waiting for me, as well as the horse next to them.

Dad parked and walked around to the passenger side with my crutches.

"Welcome home!" Vick and Andy said in unison.

Summer would have said it to if she could speak. Her ears were forward, and she was sniffing the air while pulling at the lead rope.

I hugged Vick and then Andy before turning my attention to the mare.

Summer was my first proper horse. Dad had bought her for me in secret when I was outgrowing ponies and presented her to me out of the blue one day.

She was all of my firsts, my first big class, my first win, my first national, and then my first international. We had done so much together, and when I decided to retire her, I knew she would live with us until she passed.

She had a big ceremony, with many tears and a lot of confetti, and bowed out in perfect form and at the top of her game. Some might have said she had another two seasons in her but I didn't want to risk her soundness for the sake of a few more competitions.

She owed me nothing and I owed her everything.

"So, how has everything been?" I asked Vick and Andy as we walked back to the stables, my father walking close in case I needed to stop

"They've been strange without you, really, but everyone has been ticking along as you might say. Moon and Royal have finally worked out their differences in the big field and Grace has let me take her out to the field once or twice already."

I smiled as I noticed a familiar head poking out over another door.

"Can you give me a minute or two?" I asked the group. They all stood, talking about one thing or another while I went over.

Soul.

Soul was, without a doubt in my mind, my heart horse. While Summer was my first and we had a close bond, Soul was the one I really depended on.

"Remember me?" I asked him, leaning heavily on one crutch to let him sniff my hand.

Soul was a stallion, my first stallion, and one I was so fortunate to own. He had been "unremarkable" as a foal and a yearling. He bounced around from person to person with middling results until one day, I happened to be trying a horse on the same yard where he was.

He happened to be for sale and I was curious why. I had seen him and instantly felt his presence. He wasn't the fanciest mover but when I got on him, I felt a spark of connection I had never done with a horse, it was as if my brain had connected to his and vice versa.

I jumped at the opportunity to buy him, for far less than he was now worth and found that his apparent unremarkablilty wasn't what it seemed. He was a big horse and didn't really understand his body well. It was how I got into groundwork and learned so much that I would never have learned in the saddle.

"And look where that got us, hey?" I said, stroking between his eyes as he leant his head against my chest. "I promise I'm going to get back to this, okay? We're going to have that fun again, me and you against the world."

Our little pep talk and cuddle session strengthened my resolve to get back riding. Though I knew I still had a way to go before I was able to ride again, I knew my goal.

I went back and found Andy alone.

"You're dad's unpacking your stuff, and Victoria is putting Summer back out in her field. I see you've had your catch-up with Soul. I brought him in before you got home because I knew he would be the one you would want to see after seeing Summer. How did your chat go?"

I smiled at Andy.

"Well I have something to work towards now, don't I? I want to get back to him."

I would have to wait to ride him. He was a lot of horse and a powerful one at that, and though he was the least likely of all of my horses to dump me on the ground, my orthopaedic surgeon would never let me hear the end of it if i managed to undo all of my work by falling off or jolting myself too hard.

"That's a good goal."

#star stable edit #star stable oc #star stable online #star stable roleplay #starstable #sso #ssoblr

[book--wyrm]

I suppose this is out of the blue (or maybe not I saw your post in the rhaenicent tag, yes that one) and I felt? like I don't know called out?

Because I usually read and am left teeming with questions and want to asked the author about the why's and the how's but then I don't want to be a bother. And I always assume it'd be a bother for some reason?

So, there's the why now. And here is the what: I'm so unbearably curious about The Long Road Home!!!

Like is it discontinued? Is it coming back?

What happened next? Does Alicent fully believe Rhaenyra's offer of friendship? Is Rhaenyra going to offer for her to leave the RK inspired by Tylands recovery and fuck it up in the delivery like she has been doing in past chapters?

Them getting together is clearly aways of, but when they do, is it healthy-ish? And when they eventually fuck (because they will) is Alicent trauma going to light up like a Christmas tree? And how will Rhaenyra handle it? (And Alicent's consent is going to be clear cut? Or is it going to be sort of another misunderstanding between them?)

Will Daeron get the wrong idea of that situation? Like will he assume that indeed Rhaenyra is The WorstTM and actually using Alicent like a sex slave?

If this sort of question bombing is welcome then answer whatever you like!

(Love your writing by the way! -somehow I think I should have led with that)

First of all, this kind of question bombing is absolutely welcome—I will literally never shut up about my fics if people let me talk. Send as many questions as you want into my inbox and I’d be happy to answer as much as I can without spoiling future chapters.

Second, Long Road is not discontinued, never fear. I've kind of just run into a big snag in writing it, and am just now getting back into the swing of things. You actually sent this anon just as I was about to start a writing sprint for Long Road lmaooo.

So yeah, Long Road is coming back, but I don't know when. For reasons, I've entered into a block of chapters I always intended to post in quick succession, so I have to write them all, plus I need to make edits to previous chapters to bring them more in line with the fic as I intended. It might be some time before I publish a new chapter. On the plus side, once I start posting again I'll have a buffer of about seven chapters so it'll be regular updates for a while after that.

As for your questions, I can't fully answer some of them for spoiler reasons, but I'll answer them as best I can:

"Does Alicent fully believe Rhaenyra's offer of friendship?"

No. That's actually one of the things that I'm editing in previous chapters (all edits will get rolled out when i start posting again). I think I've been writing Alicent dropping her guard too fast and it's fucking up my pacing all sorts of ways (serialization is a curse lol), so Alicent is going to be more wary in the last couple chapters, and the ones moving forwards, at least for a while.

"Is Rhaenyra going to offer for her to leave the RK"

Yet another thing I'm not satisfied with. I feel like I focus very much on the emotions of my characters, and haven't really gotten across adequately that Alicent and her family are like... still very much political prisoners. The Dance has not even been over a full year at this point. This is a problem in my writing, to be clear—Rhaenyra rarely thinks of their situation in that light, and Alicent's more recent trauma has been overshadowing the fact that she really hasn't been free since the Fall of Kings Landing about... two years ago, give or take a couple months? The point is, I am not going to confirm or deny Rhaenyra letting Alicent go, but it is not something done easily or lightly.

"Them getting together is clearly aways of, but when they do, is it healthy-ish?"

Yes. As much as certain people in the Rhaenicent discord like to paint me as a purely angst writer, I have always intended for this fic to end with a good ending for Alicent, the beginning of the rest of her life. No fear I'm not going to hard pivot into Alicent getting thrown back into another toxic romantic/sexual relationship. Girlie's had enough of those for a lifetime.

Though I still have ideas for more Maegorverse AUs, so. Maybe in a side fic.

"And when they eventually fuck (because they will) is Alicent trauma going to light up like a Christmas tree?"

You know, I don't actually know if they will. Certainly not in the main fic, but after Viserys, Larys, and then Mysaria, Alicent's attitude post fic might honestly just be "no." I can say that whatever she settles on, both she and Rhaenyra will be satisfied. I might explore that after I'm done with the main fic, how Alicent feels about having sex after everything.

"Will Daeron get the wrong idea of that situation?"

Daeron is interesting because on one hand, he's heavily biased from grief and trauma, and doesn't have a lot of the context for Rhaenyra and Alicent's past. But of the remaining Greens, he's probably the most clearheaded and rational. Alicent is more trauma and hypervigilance than anything else at this point in her life, and Helaena has retreated into her own mind out of grief. Jaehaera's fine-ish but she's also like 8. So while I'm not gonna say rn how Daeron takes any of what happens, I will say, he's stubborn and biased and suspicious, but he's not irrational. Far from it.

Thank you so much for sending in these questions! Feel free to keep chatting with me about Long Road—it's never a bother.

#my asks #fic: the long road home

[jdmainman123]

And everything timed for me bleeding and not thinking of 10 years ago they were aligning for the next city I went to based on how I won't get on the train again or I wont to take a bus again... TO HAVING MY MONEY CHALLENGED BY NO BUSES COMING TO THIS AIRPORT yeah it's it's a very good reminder of why he built a 3/4 for you guys that went to see giant buildings THIS CITY IS A PERFECT EXAMPLE NO BUSES AND EVERYWHERE YOU GO YOU NEED A CAR BECAUSE OF ALL THE TREES ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD

Because of the train cities

AND ALMOST SEEMS LIKE TO SNAP IT BACK STARTED ON YOU PEOPLE NOT ALLOWED IN TRAIN CITIES does your cities because your cities are forced us to walk everywhere

And and again for me to have to walk down that road AND FOR IT TO BE SURROUNDED BY TREES AND for you to have kidnapping here in a location with hills

AFTER THE FACT

Of an example of my pants holding in all the heat and allowing the satellite to grab my balls and not allow me to walk

#REPORT #911 WE DID FIND THE ANTECEDENT ITCH PIMPLE ON MY FAVORITE PART TO ITCH MY PENIS but what has happened yesterday I won a free shower and a free hotel voucher because of the plane INCIDENT

And I've noticed the spot of the satellite focusing on is not that pimple on the bottom of my ball sack which is legally and legal okay I HOPE FOR YOU GUYS TO HAVE TOOK IT A STEP FURTHER AND PLACED IT ON THE FAVORITE PART OF MY PENIS TO ITCH

And I'm going to come out and say it maybe black people shouldn't be God and open their own Colt ESPECIALLY SURROUNDING AN AIRPLANE JASON

And it only seems like the only thing you have with this is the white hair white skin boy and gold Son s sisters

BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY I HAVE TO WALK DOWN THAT ROAD I GOT TO FIND DOWNTOWN but again it's just another abandoned city or a relay station

AND AGAIN IT LOOKS LIKE I'M IN ANOTHER ABANDONED CITY FILLED WITH BLACK SKIN BOYS that's right I was such a good idea my white skin and black hair to be kidnapped here for all the black skin boys

And at this age if you commit an incident to be trapped in a tiny stinky apartment black skin for the rest of your life I THINK IT WAS MEANT TO BE THE REPORT WAS HE'S HERE TO KEEP THE BLACK PEOPLE BLACK ON OUR TIMELINE OF JASON'S HERE CAN'T GO HOME AND SHOWER GOT TO CONTINUE TO BE BLACK IDK it sounded better in my head

But more importantly if you guys to bring me here in these cities it's with no question and with no doubt they have only remained open because of airplane Jason or yacht fish Jason AND AGAIN WE ARE EXAMINING THE IDEA OF WHY ALL THE BLACK HAIR WHITE SKIN BOYS WOULD HAVE BEEN BROUGHT HERE to I'll feed your black cult and we have to blame black skin girl cuz she says that it's all for her YIKES

BUT THESE CITIES IT ALMOST SEEMS LIKE WITHOUT ME COMING HERE AND FORCED TO GET PREGNANT YOU GUYS WOULD HAVE SHUT DOWN OR FORCE IT HAD BEEN SHUT DOWN THESE LET ME EXPLAIN SOMETHING ABOUT THE CITY WE JUST CAME FROM MISSISSIPPI THERE WAS DISEASES AND BLOOD AND S*** ALL OVER THE STREETS LEFT JUST FOR YOU GUYS TO PAINT A MUSEUM but unfortunately it was one of the most disease infected ridden cities I've ever been to

And and to find a Charlottesville North Carolina the center point a brand new city AND FOR ME TO BE KICKED OUT AND HAD 40 MINUTES EAST HERE TO VIRGINIA AND BEFORE THAT WE WERE KICKED OUT 1 HOUR PLANE RIDE TO MISSISSIPPI and I'll thankfully I got Dallas in my back pocket

But more importantly it only seems like he sees have been remained open to hurt me YEAH I I TOOK A LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES OF YOUR DOWNTOWN and it's the size of a fort base it's not a real City

And for me to have noticed they are filled with black skin boys against me I could go to my Beach AND GET MUCH BETTER RESULTS BECAUSE WE HAVE A TRAIN A TRI-RAIL yeah the best of both worlds

BUT FOR ME TO HAVE NOTICED THESE CITIES WERE LEFT OPEN TO KIDNAP ME AND FOR ME TO HAVE NOTICED HOW OLD AND DISGUSTING FULL OF DISEASES ARE WE BELIEVE WE ARE IN WHEN THE CALL WAS MADE A CORONAVIRUS GROUND ZERO FOR CORONAVIRUS and and we we made jokes about coronavirus and being happy tears but in these cities it's a real disease that comes off of the ground

I think Newark had a message for you people your City floors look like your daughter's p****PUSSY

BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY FOR ME TO NOT TO HAVE NOTICED THESE BLACK SKIN BOYS PILED UP HERE FOR SOME DEAD WHITE TRASH FAMILY AND SNOWS FANTASY OF HURTING ME and and without a train you know I mean you black boys are f***** that maybe the only thing you have here

BUT AGAIN I'M CHARGING MY TABLET NOW AND WE WILL HIT THE ROAD SOON the problem is where you brought me we always said nacho libre we had an outstanding joke desert City Las Vegas would build City at the city to try and trap me from walking AND IT SEEMS LIKE WE FOUND A FOREST JASON SUNRISE DOWNTOWN

But again for me to be here with the an abandoned city after an abandoned city in North Carolina Charlottesville be brand new YOU KNOW IT JUST SEEMS LIKE EVERYBODY CAN DRIVE IN THEY'RE NOT FORCED TO FLY IN and surround me with all black skin men once again

I CALLED IT

And let's go ahead and make this outstanding statement if the satellite is not speaking for blackskin boys seeing me and having something to say under their breath we need them dead I'M TIRED OF THIS BLACK SKIN BOY STANDING IN FRONT OF WHITE SKIN BOYS AND SAYING HE'S DOING ALL FOR WHITE HAIR WHITE SKIN GIRL HE'S NOT GOING TO GET AWAY WITH TALKING IN FRONT OF THIS LITTLE BLACK SKIN GIRL THAT WAY you know the thing about where men we can do whatever we want you can't talk about other girls in front of this little black girl I don't I don't know what your father told you I don't know what he talked to it's not right

For you to continue to I don't know if it's a satellite but these cities I I warned you Mississippi and I warned you Phoenix they hate black skin boys and when we can't help this is the white hair white skin family from still giving you guys a room to keep a black Colt open AND AND TAKE AN EASY ROAD OUT AND JUST INSULTING LITTLE BLACK SKIN BOYS IS IT'S NOT COOL AND MORE IMPORTANTLY FOR IT TO BE ONLY BUILT FOR ME TO COME HERE and we we can't help acknowledge the statement your white hair girls can't go into the train cities so IT'S PRETTY EMBARRASSING AND SHAMEFUL YOU KNOW I FOUND BETTER WHITE HAIR WHITE SKIN GIRL BLOOD ON TRAIN TRACKS other than that filthy downtown you guys have waiting on me to surround me with black skin boys and men

So we will take our time I'm thinking about taking a taxi to the dispensary just to start getting high and trying black these things out and then walking from the dispensary

BUT 4 MI ISN'T FAR AWAY AND THEN AGAIN THESE CITIES ARE ALL BUILT ON THAT ONE ROAD IN BETWEEN TREES and as far as a road for me to be in a walker #walker FOR YOU TO HAVE BROUGHT ME HERE AT THE END OF MY CAREER AND FORCE ME TO WALK DOWN THIS ROAD WHETHER IT BE MISSISSIPPI WHETHER IT BE PHOENIX WHETHER IT BE DALLAS it just like this sabotage attack has been waiting on my whole life

For you blacks to give up on we own the whole world we surrender to White hair white skin men after it's all said and done to get a dead white trash daughter pregnant for me IT'S VERY OBVIOUS THE STATEMENT IS YOU COULDN'T EVEN FEED YOUR OWN DAUGHTER LET ALONE SHE'S NOT ALLOWED IN THE TRAIN CITY LET ALONE A GRANDMA HAS BEEN ESCORTING HER BECAUSE I THINK THE ENDING OF MY CAREER 3/4 WOULD BE SELF-EXPLANATORY WHY THE OLD MAN AND OLD GRANDMA ARE HERE TRYING TO OFF THEIR WHITE HAIR GIRLS FROM SNOW BECAUSE THEY'RE NOT ALLOWED IN TRAIN CITIES AND THIS CITY IS B******* WITH TRAINS FORCING ME TO WALK DOWN THAT RUN ONE ROAD WHILE YOU'RE YOUR A****** LUNATIC FAMILY HAS DONE IT ALL FOR CARS

And we're just waiting for the union to show up in their pedophile cars to baby killer cars and start throwing trash at me walking on the side of the road

I CALLED IT

Perfect timing to give up on me black thanks you f****** a******

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Are your requests open again? Cuz I've been reading your oral headcanons and they are getting me HOT AND BOTHERED 🔥🔥

If you don't mind can I request some oral headcanons for Malleus, Deuce, Jack, Floyd and Crewel(if you write for the staff, you can make the reader his colleague in his case) with a fem reader? Thanks a lot⁄(⁄ ⁄•⁄-⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

Hello anon!!! Yes I will do my best to deliver >:) BTW this is like sooo long and I’m so sorry it took so long for me to get to this!

Pairings: Malleus x Fem! Reader, Deuce x Fem! Reader, Jack x Fem! Reader, Floyd x Fem! Reader, Crewel x Fem! Professor!Reader

This piece of writing is strictly for 18+ audiences. NSFW under the cut. Minors do not interact!!

Warnings: dubcon ish for Floyd? Slight voyeurism too for his receiving, sub/dom elements for Crewel

Malleus Draconia x Fem! Reader

Giving

Malleus is into making things like a ritual - including lovemaking of any kind.

He would probably take you to a forest where flowers are laid out gently onto the soft grassy floor, glowing fireflies illuminating the sky with the moon.

Gently, Malleus would lay you down and kiss you from head to toe, literally. Giving praises, telling you how beautiful you are, etc.

Malleus would strip you bare naked and lick his lips. You feel his glowing green eyes trailing across your skin giving you goosebumps.

When you feel his long tongue against your cunt for the first time, you arch your back in pleasure and a soft moan comes out, making the horned man shudder.

Malleus always cares about not hurting you, making sure you’re okay, he wants you to be vocal.

Lord please don’t grab his horns. Grab his horns. He turns into a BEAST and will probably overstimulate you.

“Nnh- M-Malleus..!” You keened under his touch. Malleus’s fingers grazed your skin lightly as you laid on your back, his head currently in between your thighs. He brought his head up and licked his mouth of your juices. “My child of man, please, tell me if I’m hurting you.” He spoke softly. “N-no, it feels so good… Please, keep going…” you hid your face in your arm, too embarrassed about the situation the fae male had you in. You lightly stroked his horns as soon as his head dipped back down.

Suddenly, Malleus released a growl and his fingers dug deeper into your skin, nails close to breaking your skin. “Mm, Y/N… you know what that does to me.” He lowly spoke. His eyes were now trained on your own as he sucked hard on your clit, tongue abusing the bead. You screamed as he continued his ministrations - you were gonna be here for a while.

Receiving

Malleus would be walking with you near Ramshackle dorm when you see a bench in the distance and lead Malleus to it. When he sits down he expected you to join him, only for him to see you drop down to your knees in between his legs.

You want to treat Malleus for being a lovely boyfriend!! Praises and eye contact is not necessary but makes him go crazy for you

When receiving oral, Malleus isn’t shy but something inside him lets butterflies go absolutely wild in his stomach. The fact that it’s his favorite human servicing him makes him all the more excited too!

Malleus’s thick cock would be hard to take in all at once, so you opt to use your hands to pump the base with your fingers.

Malleus has a lot of stamina, you’ll definitely be there for a while. Moaning onto his length and staring into his eyes with lust will make him come closer to climax though!

He would stroke your hair and tell you how beautiful you are and how good you’re making him feel~

Instead of moaning and being loud, he grunts and hums.

Would want to repay your kindness as well if you know what I mean 👀

The dragon fae hummed in approval as your tongue worked his cock. Malleus’s fingers made its way to your hair to massage your head, making you moan.

“My little child of man, I’m getting close… you’re so beautiful.” Throwing his head back, his thrusting into your mouth was becoming faster and sloppier. When he looked back down at you, he swore he could see hearts in your eyes as you stared back into his green orbs. That and the combination of your lewd slurping sounds and the pleasure you were bringing him brought him to release. You squealed as Malleus’s seed shooting down your throat. He watched in wonder as you swallowed, licking your lips. “Tasty, my prince…” you teased Malleus, kissing his thighs.

Deuce Spade x Fem! Reader

Giving

Deuce has little to no experience, let’s be real. He was a bad boy who wasn’t very popular turned into a wanna be good boy. However, he is very eager to please.

What Deuce lacks in skills he makes up for with determination. Maybe it’s the way he aggressively licks up and down your cunt that turns you on, maybe it’s the way he’s trying his best!

Before you can even say where he should focus, he licks on your clit. Deuce notices how much louder you moan when he does that, so he learns quickly that THAT’S the spot for you.

Deuce would definitely moan when he’s eating a good meal 😋 the vibrations from his moaning goes straight to your clit as he’s sucking and slurping on your wet pussy.

Deuce would also want to use his calloused fingers on you in some way - be it fingering you, tweaking your nipples, or even having you suck on them.

“Deuce, th-there, more, please..!” You moaned, hands flying down to his soft navy blue hair. “You really like it, huh?” Deuce’s soft voice was inquisitive but also you heard joy behind it. You wiggled your bottom closer to his face and whined with the loss of touch. “Then, I’ll keep going.” He dove down once again and licked and sucked with more aggression, knowing exactly how to please you. Sweat dripped down his face as you pulled tufts of his hair, grinding your pussy against his mouth.

Receiving

After tutoring Deuce for so long in preparation for an exam, your efforts would come to fruition as he emerges from the classroom with a good grade.

You wanted to reward your boyfriend for doing so well! Take him back to Heartslabyul and deep into the gardens where you knew barely anybody would be at that time. Roses were painted, animals were fed, etc.

Deuce would be confused but blushing profusely when you offer to reward him by sucking his dick, but he doesn’t say no.

When you lay him down and pull down his pants and underwear, his cock springs to life with a bead of precum already leaking from it.

You like to tease Deuce with your fingers first - rubbing the bead of precum all over the tip with your thumb.

Deuce’s moans are heavenly when you finally use your mouth and tongue on him, softly thrusts into your mouth

Once he’s close though he lets his bad side come through - he’s thoroughly facefucking you while talking dirty, calls you names, etc

Wants to cum on you instead of in you, likes to see the way it paints your body!

“Mmh, Deush.!” You slurped and tried to talk while his cock invaded your wet cavern. “Y/N, I’m gonna- I’m so close..” You sped your movements up, the lewd squelching of your mouth becoming louder. “It’s almost like you want us to be caught, filthy slut.” Deuce’s attitude changed while he barked out his words, making your pussy throb. “Yeah? You want me to cum all over your pretty face? I wanna see you covered in my cum.. fuck!!” Deuce pulled away from your lips with an audible pop, pumping his hot cum all over your lips and cheeks. The sight of your puffy lips and blushing with your messy face made his cock twitch again.

Jack Howl x Fem! Reader

Giving

Jack is a more romantic type, prefers to be in a bedroom when he makes love with you, and certainly wants to give you a good time. He wants it to be private because he doesn’t want anybody else to admire you the way he should!

Jack would have you fully naked laying down so he can fully admire your beautiful body.

Leaves a lot of lingering touches all over your body with his fingers and tongue, loves to taste you~

Jack is skilled with his tongue, aggressive too. He uses his fingers and tongue at the same time to please you

Secretly loves if you reach down to pet his ears and head while he goes down on you - sometimes you can see his tail wag 🥺

Leaves marks all over your thighs close to your sex because he wants to show you’re his, but also has enough restraint to put them in places only you both will see.

Jack lapped up at your pussy, lewd noises filled your silent room. You gasped as he flicked your clit with his fingers, adding more pleasure to your body. “J-Jaack.!” You whined at the loss of feeling when Jack pulled away. “Use your words, Y/N…” he whispered, staring into your eyes. You gulped when you saw his entire mouth and chin were glistening with your juices. “Please, Jack, make me cum, I-I’m so close..” you hid your face away in embarrassment. Jack’s cock twitched in his pants and blushed heavily, his tongue going back to work on your cunt. He’ll prove to be your perfect mate.

Receiving

You and Jack would be finishing up a morning jog, a rare occurrence since Vil couldn’t make it this time. After going pretty far out into the woods, you get tired and decide to pause and stretch.

Jack sees your sweat making your skin glow under the early sun accompanied by your panting from being worn out. He turns to look away, but he can’t hide the growing tent in his pants.

Once you take notice you mischievously start to tease him and take off his pants. He’s flustered because, what if someone comes by?! You tell him not to worry since it’s so early and you were pretty far out.

Back resting on a tree, Jack stands while you’re on your knees looking up at him with doe eyes. You lightly palm his heavy cock until it’s fully erect, making eye contact the whole time while putting it in your mouth.

Jack knows you can’t fit the whole thing in there, and he’s usually really considerate of what you want never forcing it to go further down your throat.

Jack likes it if you fondle his balls as well while you use another hand to pump his base.

Whines slightly when he’s close, also begins to wag his tail!! Good boy!!

Also loves to see you with cum on your tongue, whether you wanna swallow or not is up to you~

Grunting and feeling the rough bark on the tree, Jack is preoccupied with the way your mouth takes him so well. You stare up at him with droopy eyes, tongue swirling around the tip, playing with the slit on his cock. When you combo that with playing with his balls, Jack feels something snap inside him. He’s grunting and snarling lowly, thrusting faster into you, eliciting gags and moans. “I- I’m close, Y/N. I’m gonna cum…” Jack’s voice only made you work faster, pumping harder on the base. You opened your mouth and stuck your tongue out, his milky seed exploding onto your tongue not a second later. A series of grunts and followed, as well as kisses and “I love you”’s exchanged between the both of you.

Floyd Leech x Fem! Reader

Giving

POV you are working at the Mostro Lounge and you are suddenly pulled away by a tight grasp around your arm or waist. It’s Floyd, your boyfriend!

Floyd tells you how delicious you looked while working and how he could smell you from the other side of the lounge (bro how?)

You know what he means by “taste you” when he drags you to either the nearest closet, storage room, or maybe his dorm room. You’re flustered and telling him to let you get back to work! Azul would be pissed knowing you both left out of nowhere.

Floyd’s grip tightens on your pants as he pulls them down, and he sees your wetness pooling in your panties already. I imagine Floyd would have no patience and start licking up aggressively up your panties, making a bigger wet spot

Floyd would either rip your panties or just eat you out while pulling them to the side - he’s too impatient and he just NEEDS to taste you

His droopy heterochromatic eyes are TRAINED on yours, he loves seeing the way your body reacts to him!

Squeezes any part of your body he can, your tits, nipples, ass, thighs, etc

“Shrimpyyy~ you taste so good! I knew it was a good idea to ditch work to lick you up~” he giggles furiously, licking again on your swollen clit. “F-Floyd! You, you shouldn’t leave work so suddenly like th- Aaahn~!” You keened, back arching off of his bed. Floyd was now squeezing your nipples between his pointer finger and thumb. The stimulation was becoming too much. “Floyd, Floyd!! I’m gonna cum!!” You started moving your hips on your own while hearing Floyd’s laughter resonate on your cunt. “Mm, Shrimpy is becoming so enthusiastic! Cum on my tongue then! I’ll be sure to lick it aaaall up~”

Receiving

Sometimes, when Floyd is in a bad mood all of a sudden, he doesn’t know why. You don’t know why, either. But you do know a way to make him feel better!

When you whisper in his ear, offering to help him, he doesn’t really know what you mean at first. When you explicitly tell him you want to suck his dick, his face immediately brightens! He’ll grab your arm and almost skip on over to a private garden around the school.

When you’re both comfortable, you pull his pants down and his cock bounces back up, already twitching and leaking precum.

Floyd is loud but he does not give a damn. Let people hear how good you’re making him feel! If someone were to stumble by, Floyd would make direct eye contact with them and smirk

Floyd also wants to facefuck you - pulling your head down and thrusting into you when he gets close! He loves the way you slobber and gag all over his cock

He is down to cum anywhere when he’s receiving oral, because he loves cumming in your pussy the most. But when he’s not doing that then anywhere else would suffice!

“Mm!! Floyd, what if someone sees us?” You muttered, suddenly feeling very nervous. You stroked his dick which was covered in a mixture of your saliva and his precum. Floyd suddenly pulled your mouth back onto his cock and kept thrusting, making you squeal in surprise. “Don’t worry, Shrimpy!! I’ll protect you, and besides, I think they should see how well you’re taking MY cock!” As you closed your eyes and kept suckling on his length, Floyd’s eyes narrowed dangerously towards the rustling sounds coming through the bushes. “And, I’ll deal with them accordingly.” Floyd’s tone was suddenly very serious, reassuring you as you kept working on pleasing him.

Divus Crewel x Fem! Professor! Reader

Giving

Your relationship with Crewel was only a rumor amongst students, two teachers dating is pretty taboo even in the magical world! When asked if you two were an item, both of you waved off the question and denied all rumors, saying you were only friends.

After a particularly stressful day of grading exam papers and dealing with unruly students, you go to Crewel’s office after classes are done to unwind, simply to rant.

Crewel offers a more… physical way to destress. He snakes his gloved hands up your thigh inch by inch, fingers trailing closer to your lacy pair of underwear that he bought you himself.

After locking his office door, Crewel seats you on his desk, using some accessories on you. He would blindfold you, tie your hands, etc!

Hiking up your skirt he gently removes your panties and rips a hole in your pantyhose if you’re wearing any 👀

Crewel wants you to use your words~ he loves hearing his favorite professor beg for release, loves watching your face contort with pleasure because of him

He loves your noises and actually would punish you if you tried to hide them!

I wouldn’t be surprised if he liked using toys on you to further your pleasure~

Gives you the sexiest eyes and smirks when you tell him you’re going to cum

“Oh- oh Great Seven, Divus…” you moan. Your arms were tied behind you as Crewel’s signature red tie obscured your vision. As he flicks his tongue over your clit with fervor you can feel how his fingers scissor open your wet pussy. “Oh, haaanh, shit!!!” You closed your legs instinctively, and gasped when he forces them back open. He tsks and stops altogether, eliciting a pained whine from your throat. “Now now darling, you know what happens to naughty girls, right?” You knew. He wouldn’t let you cum, at least not for a while. “N-no, master, I promise I’ll be good, I’ll be so good! Please, please let me cum, I’ve been a good girl for you, master Divus..!” You whined, tears staining his red tie. Crewel knew how stressful your day was so he decided to let you off the hook. “Mm, fine pup, you’ve had a stressful day. Cum on my tongue, if you so wish~”

Receiving

As much as Crewel loves giving oral, he LOVES receiving from you. You would be crouched down under his desk after hours while he’s grading papers.

It all starts with him texting you about how he “needs help grading.” You don’t expect THIS kind of help, but the idea gets you excited nonetheless.

Crewel would be sadistic - stuffing a vibrator into your pussy or ass while he’s having you service his cock. It’s not necessarily for your own pleasure but more for the idea of him controlling your orgasms and seeing you fall apart under him.

Has a remote that controls the speed and intensity of his toys~

Has a poker face the majority of the time when you’re doing it in his office until he’s close~

Oh! He also likes putting a choker and leash around your neck to see how obedient you are ❤️

Divus pulled lightly on the leash around your neck, signaling he wanted you to go deeper. You obliged, moaning around his cock. The vibrator that was plunging into your cunt had you practically dripping onto the floor beneath you. Your bottom half writhed in pleasure as your noises sent vibrations through to Crewel. “My beautiful pet, I’m getting close… be a good girl and cum with me, won’t you?” He suddenly grabbed a remote and raised the intensity of the vibrator to max, causing you to scream around his cock. “Mmph!!” You began to suck harder, tears rolling down your face onto his thighs. When Crewel finally saw your eyes rolling back he suddenly released his hot seed into your throat, making you sputter and gag. You swallowed and proceeded to open your mouth to Crewel who was pleased with your empty mouth. “What a good girl for me…”

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Runaway: A Teenage Dream alternative version

Hi! Well, I know a lot of you guys have been requesting me a part 2 of Teenage Dream (And it will come soon), but I simply had this idea. I was been addicted to daydreaming playlists on YouTube lately, and I found one who let me pretty inspired. All the links will be in the fic.

Notes: This is not Part 2 of Teenage Dream. It's just an alternative version, okay?

Derek just found a playlist on YouTube that shows him his soulmate from a faraway dimension: you. Now, he is determined to bring you to him. Word count: 1.712 Pairings: Different Dimension!Reader x Derek; Contain: It's pretty romantic, I guess; AU Soulmate Warnings: SONGFIC!!; English is not my main language <3; Inappropriate language Teenage Dream one-shot TEEN WOLF MASTERLIST

It was a cold and rainy night. Stiles and Scott just came out of Derek's loft. It was complicated to deal with them sometimes, with all that teenage stubbornness and stupidity in supernatural stuff. Without mention of the troubles they caused to Derek. Come on, they made him a wanted criminal!

His life is reduced to run away from some kind of threat to keep his survival. Derek was an eternal runaway, and he was starting to get tired of this shit. He can't even remember what home is anymore or how it is to not fear for his own life. Peace was an unknown thing for him.

Derek approaches his laptop on the table - where Scott was before. The werewolf sat on the chair in front of it, ready to turn it off, but he sees something that catches his attention. YouTube was open and in the video suggestions was a video called "a playlist for your soulmate in a faraway reality".

Well... Daydreaming playlists wasn't his thing. However, he was curious and tired. If that playlist would make him calm his nerves and relax, he would listen to it.

Derek clicks on it, and the first song fills the room: Runaway, by Aurora.

I was listenin' to the ocean I saw a face in the sand But when I picked it up Then it vanished away from my hands, down

Tired, Derek stands up from the chair and lays down on the couch. He closes his eyes, just feeling the music and all the stress running away from his body. The music, the rain outside... Yeah, it was comfy. It was... good.

I had a dream I was seven Climbing my way in a tree I saw a piece of heaven Waiting, impatient, for me, down

There, with his closed eyes, he just could hear that song and the rain outside. Suddenly the rain stops, and the music is the only sound that fills the room. The last Hale opens his eyes and finds out different things at his loft: He can't see anything outside. Everything was dark there. His loft was dark too, with weak lights and several light particles floating around the room.

What the hell?

And I was running far away Would I run off the world someday? Nobody knows, nobody knows And I was dancing in the rain I felt alive and I can't complain

It was like his loft was moved to a different place. Even with all his knowledge about the supernatural, that kind of phenomenon was new to him. He never heard anything that could seem like that. Suddenly, Derek heard a female voice singing with the music.

But now take me home Take me home where I belong I can't take it anymore

A cloud of golden dust started to unite at a specific point of the room, and you start to taking form. You were distracted, sitting in a chair with a book in your hands and a laptop close to you. When Derek stares at your laptop, he sees the exact same playlist he was hearing. Sure! Certainly was something pretty weird with that playlist. It was showing him you, a girl he never saw before. You were translucid, almost shining gold. And you were the most beautiful creature he had ever seen.

It was love at first sight.

I was painting a picture The picture was a painting of you And for a moment I thought you were here But then again, it wasn't true, down

You look up from the book with wide eyes, scared. Your eyes run to the playlist on your laptop. Well, you and Derek connected the dots on your minds before staring at each other again. Seems like the playlist in fact showed your soulmate from a different reality. A faraway one. You gave him a smile, and he gave it back to you.

"Can you hear me?" You said, looking at him.

"Yeah. Can you hear me?"

"Yeah!"

And all this time I have been lying Oh, lying in secret to myself I've been putting sorrow on the farthest place on my shelf

Derek gave a step forward to you, memorizing each detail of you.

"What's your name?"

"(Y/N). Yours?"

"Derek."

Your eyes got widen again. Oh, holy crap.

"Hale?" You asked in urgency. He looks at you, surprised.

"Yeah. Do you know me?"

"You are one of my favorite fictional characters. You are literally part of my teenage."

Oh, wow. So, he was a fictional character in another reality! It was creepy and funny at the same time. Derek stares at the laptop of yours, looking at the title of that playlist.

A playlist for your soulmate in a far-away reality.

Hm. He stares at you.

"So..." Derek cross his arms in front of his chest, looking at you "Seems like the part of your teenage is your soulmate in a far-away reality. Do you think this is accurate? Because I think it is."

You felt your cheeks burning, and your stomach froze.

"I think it sounds right."

And I was running far away

Would I run off the world someday?

Nobody knows, nobody knows

And I was dancing in the rain

I felt alive and I can't complain

You gave him a smile, the most beautiful one he had ever seen. Wanting to feel your skin, Derek reaches out his hand on yours, trying to touch you. However, his fingers pass over on your skin. He can't touch you. Upset, he let out a long sigh.

"I think you're too far away."

You are upset as well. You always felt things when you looked at him on your TV, but you always thought it was just a crush that everyone has in some fictional characters. But now you know that, no, it wasn't just a silly crush on a fictional character. Deep in your subconscious, you knew he was destined for you.

"What can we do to solve this?"

"I don't know, but I'll find a way."

Derek looked at each book and talked to every witch he knew. He heard an ancient legend with one of them, that said that, sometimes, the universe opens a bridge to different dimensions. Many werewolves find out their soulmate this way. That playlist was a cosmic event, the universe trying to unite two lost souls.

Then, he finally found a book. An ancient and rare one.

He almost didn't sleep lately. Eager to stay with you, Derek couldn't help but translate each page until he finally could find a way to bring you to him. Sometimes, he was listening to that playlist on YouTube just to see you. You were almost melting in pure love just seeing how hard he was working to stay with you. Runaway by Aurora was filling the loft.

But now take me home Take me home where I belong I got no other place to go Now take me home Take me home where I belong I got no other place to go Now take me home Take me home where I belong I can't take it anymore But I kept running for a soft place to fall And I kept running for a soft place to fall

"Do you found out something?" You asked, looking at him with your eyes full of hope. Runaway by Aurora was filling the loft.

Derek denied, flustred.

"Nothing yet."

"Maybe It's impossible..."

He swallowed hard. Stubborn, he denied. He can't believe it was impossible. There's a way, and he was sure about it! It should have.

"No. It should have a way to bring you."

There, sat at his chair and translating that book, Derek was determined. He simply can't lose you, his peace point. He belongs to you.

And I was running far away Would I run off the world someday?

And then, Derek finally found it! Seems like a simple spell to him. All he needs to do is to pronounce the words with the bridge - which means the playlist - open. He looks at you with a shine of hope in his eyes.

"I think I found it."

Oh Gosh. You felt your stomach froze in anxiety.

"Are you sure?"

"It's my best bet." His green eyes stare at you. "Are you sure you want to stay here? With me?"

You gave him a gentle smile while holds your own hands, playing with your fingers.

"Yeah. I mean, I'm just tired of running from all the shit around here."

He gave you a smile as well. Derek knew that feeling. Hoping that the spell works, he stands up from his chair with the book in his hand. With the best Latin he knows, he pronounces the words of the spell, and you feel shivers all around your body. The sparkly dust seems to be sparkly and luminous than ever, and the darkness outside gives place to the view of the streets.

But now take me home Take me home where I belong I got no other place to go Now take me home Take me home where I belong I got no other place to go

Your body was losing the golden shine, and stepwise the natural tones of your skin were being revealed. Derek's loft was showing itself for you, and you felt your body starting to get warm again. And, done: You was now at his loft. Physically. His voice got silenced, and the only sound you could listen to was Aurora's voice on Runaway.

Derek couldn't believe you were really there, in front of him. Almost without air on his lungs, he put the book on the table and reaches his hand on yours. A large smile was born on his lips when he felt your skin. You felt your cheeks burning at his touch. Wow. You can't believe this!

He pulls you close to him by embracing your waist, and all you could do is smile. You rest one of your hands on his chest while the other one gives him a gentle caress on his face. Without contain himself anymore, Derek puts a soft kiss on your lips. And it felt so right.

It felt like the place where he belongs to.

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[storyofmychoices]

Life is Gourd

[Bryce Lahela x Olivia Hadley Masterlist]

Pairing: Bryce Lahela x Olivia Hadley (OC) Book: Open Heart  Rating/Warning: General *Fluff* (brief suggestive flirting) Word Count: ~ 600 Prompt: haybale ~ @choicesoctoberchallenge (I know it's late)

Synopsis: Bryce and Liv go on an autumn hayride.

A/N: Just a quick, fluffy ficlet. I've been struggling with writing lately as real life has been quite exhausting, but I'm trying to get back into a routine and find time to write.

"Here." Bryce extended his arm, taking her hand and helping her up into the wagon. His free hand cradled her hips, giving her a boost.

"Careful with those magic hands." Her ruby red, pouty lips curled as her brow rose when his grasp slipped lower, giving her bottom a teasing squeeze.

Bryce hopped up effortlessly, plopping down on the stiff haybale beside her. His voice lowered as he dipped his head closer. "In my defense, you're pretty hard to resist from that angle."

"Hmm," Olivia hummed in consideration, head tilting to the side. A soft curl dangled in front of her face as she turned into him. "Only from that angle?"

"Maybe we should ditch this ride and take a roll in the hay, instead," he teased, his eyes cascading hungrily over her. "Give me a chance to explore those other angles on a different kind of ride."

Her cheeks warmed despite the crisp autumn air. She elbowed him playfully, looking around nervously, hoping no one else had heard.

"Oh," she jostled into him as the tractor jerked forward, bouncing the wagon as it began its journey down the worn country road.

He wrapped his arms around her, holding her safely in his grasp.

Olivia nestled closer, resting her head on his shoulder. "Do you smell that?"

"The musty hay poking my legs or the cows?"

She suppressed the urge to chastise his mocking tone, knowing their pasts were very different. Instead, she simply answered, "Childhood."

Her eyes closed gently as she slowly inhaled the familiar scent of fall. The air swirled with the fragrance of turning leaves, wet and earthy, pumpkins in fields ready for picking, sweet, freshly cut hay, and warm apple cider. Memories of days past filled with apple picking, pumpkin carving, and jumping in leaves hugged her like a warm sweater reminding her you're never too old to find magic in the wonder of autumn.

The tops of the tall trees burned with a magnificent fire of scarlet, amber, copper, and bronze as the leaves set the branches ablaze. Autumn in New England was said to be the most beautiful in the world, and yet, he found himself unable to cease stealing glances of her.

Bryce mindlessly twirled a wave of her deep red hair in rhythm with the bouncing of the hayride. Her silky lock meandered gently between his fingers, its brilliant hue among his favorites, as it always brought him home to her.

Leaves rustled and danced along their path. Evening's breath whirled around them. The heat of the retreating sun faded quickly as the golden hour made way for sunset.

Olivia's body trembled. The telltale fall breeze was refreshing and something she loved, but that didn't mean she didn't also like to stay warm too. She cuddled further into Bryce. Even though he grew up in a tropical climate, which might have made him hate the cold and run cold himself, but he never did. He was always the most wonderful source of warmth, her own personal heater.

His arms wrapped more snuggly around her, drawing her into the heat of his chest. He rested his head atop hers, letting her warm her cold nose against his neck.

"Isn't this nice?" She mumbled, snuggled comfortably into him.

"The very best." He kissed the crown of her head.

Her lips settled in a contented smile as she rested in his arms while watching the setting sun paint the sky with its own brilliant blaze, rivaling that of the trees. "Life is gourd."

"You're acorn-y person; you know that?" He shook his head, suppressing the rumble of laughter in his chest. His fingers tenderly traced up and down her spine.

"Yeah," she sighed happily, nodding in agreement. Her gaze set to the horizon, letting the bold colors of the world immerse them in its grandeur as the wagon continued traveling down the quiet, bumpy road.

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[volexis]

my favorite ghost; sakusa x gn!reader

summary: sakusa loved you, and he was sure you loved him too. over time he’s come to know love is fickle, always ready to dissipate at the drop of a hat or the proposition of one all-important question.

warnings: fluff to angst, implied break-up, mentions of past relationships, proposals

wc: 1.6k

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a/n: here's some angst since it's my birthday today! i've had this drafted for months now, i tried something new here so it took me a while to actually gather the courage to post it but yeah this was the fic idea from a poll i made like a billion years ago!

Sakusa didn’t expect to enjoy his mornings with you, nor did he expect them to become his favorite part of the day. No matter how the night started, by the time sunlight streamed through the windows, he’d always find you encased in his arms. On the days he woke up before you, which tended to be a more common occurrence, he’d take the time to really look at you. He’d take in the unusual sort of gentleness that consumed your generally placid features. Sometimes, he’d catch a thinly veiled smile on your lips and wonder what you were dreaming about to have given you that grin. Most of the time, he’d leave the bed before you could open your eyes. Before he could cave in and take the chance to ghost his lips over yours. Today wasn’t one of those days. You stared back at Sakusa as he all but jumped away from you in his fright, half-embarrassed to have been caught looking at you so unabashedly.

Before you could open your mouth and ask the undoubtedly teasing question that rested on your lips, Sakusa asked a question of his own.

“Are you busy this Friday?”

You blinked owlishly at your boyfriend and quirked an eyebrow. “Well, good morning to you too,” you whispered into the air between the two of you, voice slightly hoarse and threaded with remnants of sleep.

“Good morning, my love,” he relented after making a point to exaggeratedly roll his eyes, but not before pressing a quick kiss to your cheek. “You still haven’t answered my question, though.”

At his words, your eyes lost the playful glint they carried. Whatever caused the shift strung a weight in his chest and made his stomach plummet.

“I don’t think I am. What’re you planning?”

You paired your words with a desperately bright grin. Sakusa said nothing and sent you a cheeky smile of his own, hoping it was enough to mask the sudden sting of fear in his heart. He rolled out of your shared bed, chuckling lightly as your indignant protests followed him out of the room. He never revealed his plans, no matter how much you tried to trick him in the days that followed. He always chose to send you a ridiculously charming grin in response and promising that you’d know soon.

Sakusa was unbearably obvious, in his eyes at least. He’d never say it outright; the words weighed far too heavy in his mouth to ever escape. The way his eyes trailed your figure with a sickeningly saccharine fondness spoke volumes in his stead. Fortunately for him, you were oblivious to the way your boyfriend radiated absolute adoration in your presence. Though not everyone else was.

“So, Omi-kun, when’s the wedding? Seeing you all so lovey-dovey is making me sick." Atsumu mimed a nauseous expression, grinning at his teammate’s callous, unimpressed glare.

“First of all, my romantic engagements are none of your business, and second," he paused to riffle through his gym bag, lifting his prize for the blond to see. “You wouldn’t have been invited to the wedding, anyways.”

Atsumu’s eyes widened as he blinked slowly, momentarily stunned. A smug grin split his face as he wolf-whistled.

“Congrats, Omi Omi, I didn’t think you had it in ya.” He clapped his back, much to the annoyance of the former, before leaving the changing room.

The blond’s words left a sour, indignant taste in Sakusa’s mouth. He was not the type to lack courage given his silent yet almost teasing demeanor, but the tiny box in his pocket haunted him. It sent anxiety spiking through his nerves every time you reached too close, breached his most climacteric secret. Yes, Sakusa had plenty of bravery and will, but he lacked one thing. Patience.

“Where are you taking me?” You lightly tug at the cloth that covered your eyes, laughing as he immediately swats your hands from the blindfold in response.

“You’ll see when we get there,” came an obnoxiously indifferent reply from somewhere up ahead. You could feel the smirk on Sakusa's lips without having to look. His dodgy words did nothing to quell the swirling butterflies swarming your stomach. Nor how they fluttered in time with every exhilarated beat of your heart. His hands felt far too warm in yours as he guided you through an undisclosed area. You vaguely hear what could’ve been a car in the distance, the familiar noise prompting more questions than answers.

“We’re here,” he whispered into your ear, lips dangerously close. Your skin prickled deliciously with embarrassment, but you chose to ignore the feeling to take off the dark fabric tied over your eyes.

Before you lay a quaint picnic blanket nestled between broad trees. Thin lights were strung on its branches, illuminating the modestly charming set-up beneath them. Assorted snacks were carefully placed on the blanket with enough space to comfortably sit and eat.

“You mentioned a while ago that you’ve always wanted to go on a picnic. So, I thought now’s a good time as any.”

His words were quiet and surprisingly bashful. You couldn’t help but smile as you pull him down to sit with you, quickly reaching for whichever treat caught your eye.

Sakusa sat before you, methodically fiddling with the worn lining of his jacket. The ring burns a hole in his pocket, weighing down on his heart and sending anxiety creeping up his throat. He couldn’t do anything but smile as you rambled, seemingly unbothered by his lack of participation.

Was now a good time? Would there ever be a good time? He worked his hand into his pocket and fiddled with the ring. Flipping its box open and shut with every thought that streamlined through his mind. The box tumbled out of his jacket before he could make a choice, landing on a platter between the two of you. Your words quieted at the sight of it as you stared at it, then at him.

“This… this isn’t exactly how I planned it, how I planned to propose to you,” Sakusa spoke up before you could. He picked up the box from where it lay and gathered himself into a semblance of a kneel, the best he could do while on the filmy, slippery blanket.

“I wanted to take you to that restaurant you like first, buy you flowers, walk through the streets as the sky darkens. Take you to your favorite park, the one where we met, and then I’d propose. I wanted nothing less than perfection because you mean the world to me. Before I met you, I never really understood what it meant to love so fiercely you’d give the world, paint the sky, wring the stars, just to see them smile. Now, I know what it’s like to love someone with everything that I am. You’re everything I could ever want, everything I’ve longed for, and infinitely more. I love you more than words could ever possibly dream of encompassing. Anything I say would pale in comparison. I love you, and I want to spend the rest of my life making you as happy as you make me if you let me.”

His voice faltered, the tear-stained smile stretched on his lips mirroring your own. When did he start crying? When had you started crying? It didn’t matter, not really. You were and will always be the most beautiful person Sakusa has ever known, regardless of how you look.

“So please, tell me you’ll say yes.”

You couldn’t trust your voice, not with the way tears freely coursed down your cheeks and into your mouth every time you tried to speak. You nodded, laughing softly at the relieved grin on his face once you slipped the ring onto your finger. Sakusa’s eyes softened as he reached to cup your cheeks and pull you in to press a kiss to your nose, cheekbone, wherever he landed first. He chuckled into your lips as you fisted his shirt and pulled him even closer. His eyes fluttered shut at the taste of sparkly citrus and the feeling of your tongue swiping against his.

Honeyed lips on his melted into the ardent warmth of sunlight, breathing kisses on his skin. Sakusa never expected he would have to get used to mornings without you, longing for your touch. Coming to terms with the gut-wrenching reminder that it was nothing but a dream. It was the gleaming proposal he longed for. The one he wished he could’ve given you instead of hushed, awkward confession whispered into the night while he held a ring between shaking fingers. It’s no wonder you said no. The look in your eyes was sickeningly sorrowful, almost apologetic. It reminded him he would never be enough for you.

Your face now seemed turbid at best, glossed over and all but forgotten in the balmy morning haze. Sakusa wished he could forget you, what you were, what the two of you had together. The ring still sits heavy on his nightstand. Next to his clock, next to where a framed picture of your wedding should have been.

Sakusa could never hate you for it. If his love were enough, you’d still be here with him. The fact was glaringly obvious, at least in his eyes. Your presence never fades, not with the weaning sunlight or the occasional breeze that rushes along. It’s phantasmic in the way it lingers sweetly yet heaves a bitter taste onto his tongue all the same. Your memory, everything about you, would always be his favorite ghost.

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