#I’m not ok asks

[tiktaalic]

one of my beloved friends (very autism) was in.. not denial but ignorance sounds mean. but that abt themself last time you brought up the raads r test so i sent it to the gc (full of autism) and they were like psh. fake test no one could get below 100. they know now but i think about it so much

The thing is. When you take the autism test. And you see your score is in the 100 to 160 range. You think. Oh this is probably the middle? Middle autism. Tinge of autism. Your relatives calling you bright but shy autism. Just a whiff of autism. And then you see the score ranges. And you go. This test is lying to me there is absolutely no way the majority of people score under 65. The 65 number is such a low cutoff and so many of these experiences are clearly universal a score under 65 is something they made up in a lab. People who score under 65 are obviously scoring just under that mark from 59 to 64 and they’re also obviously lying or purposely misrepresenting their experiences as less severe than they are. And then you find out there are real people who get a 20 or 30 or 7 on it. And you go. Ah

#ask #anonymous #it does help to remember when I’m feeling extremely crazy that it’s more than likely because I am operating in a world populated by people w #who don’t know what raads r is because they have no reason to take it because their score on it would be like. 14. #like. oh! that’s why I feel crazy. because my brain has created a world state that 98% of usa adults do not create or experience because #they’re normal. ok.

[my-heart-of-heart]

Literally no one asked but just for the record no I am still not over how Jon’s fatal flaw was that he never knew when to concede and stop asking questions and then his last words in tma were “no [im not sure] but I love you” letting love take precedent over knowledge and logic and giving in bc he loves Martin

Still not over Martin’s entire arc being about his self hatred and isolation and then his last words in tma being “I love you too” not just a statement of love but a statement of reciprocated love

They both fundamentally changed for the better and that mattered—it may not have been perfect and it may not have been enough to save them from the narrative but it still mattered. I am utterly feral. I am so normal.

#I think abt this at least twice a week #no I’m not ok thanks for asking #tma #tma 200 #tma spoilers #the magnus archives #jon sims #martin blackwood

[audhd-nightwing]

things in DC canon i’ll literally never get over

1. dick finds out batman replaced him as robin (without asking him) from the NEWSPAPER and simultaneously finds out bruce adopted a new kid without telling him (to make things worse: bruce didn’t even adopt dick)

2. dick finds out jason died from the newspaper (AGAIN? REALLY BRUCE?) and bruce had the fucking funeral WITHOUT HIM while he was still in space

#i’m only like 80% sure these are fully canon btw #correct me if i'm wrong #dc comics #bruce wayne #dick grayson #jason todd #robin!jason #batman #batman comics #nightwing #batman and robin #ok yes ik there’s a reason bruce didn’t adopt dick #aka he didn’t want to replace dick’s father #but imagine being a teenager and your foster dad adopts a kid without even telling you #and then giving him YOUR name without asking #like no one would feel great about that #i will never forgive bruce for not telling dick jason died / having the funeral without him #though i do love some yummy angst #where hood!jason yells at dick for not even being at the funeral #and dicks like ‘i was still in fucking space!’ #like yes bruce was grieving but BRO thats ur other son come on

[wistfullywaiting2]

The biggest misconception in the bsd fandom ever to me is people constantly portraying Atsushi as someone who trauma dumps excessively when he canonically barely talks about it at all.

The entire point is that Atsushi does not talk about his trauma he’s just constantly thinking about/reliving it. He can’t escape the memories of his past so he tries not to acknowledge them.

He only mentions it when asked, either directly or when someone asks him to explain himself.

Atsushi doesn’t even give a cohesive explanation for what he saw while under Dogra Magra, he just apologizes to Haruno and Naomi.

If Lucy hadn’t had her whole “you’ve never suffered the way I have” spiel then I doubt even the audience would’ve gotten to find out about his scars

If Akutagawa never asked him how it felt for the orphanage headmaster to die Atsushi would have never told him that he’s been hallucinating.

In the omake where Kyoka asks him why his hair is like that it’s clear he wouldn’t have told her that unless she had asked.

In 55 minutes Atsushi very briefly mentions sleeping on a dirty floor somewhere to Kunikida because he was trying to explain and justify his behavior.

And the thing is that there are scenes that implies that the other characters see Atsushi behaving strangely and are visibly confused because they do not understand what’s wrong with him.

Remember, we as an audience get to see things about characters that the main cast doesn’t. Just because we see into Atsushi’s mind doesn’t mean the other characters know what’s going on in there.

Also little footnote here that I think this is a reference to the moon over the mountain but I digress

#bsd #atsushi nakajima #bsd atsushi #nakajima atsushi #idk #on the floor wallowing in pain as we speak #bungou stray dogs #tagging is hard and i’m lazy #I love the Atsushi trauma dumping for no reason headcanon too #but I have to complain about it not being canon accurate #just don’t put it in fanfiction ok that’s all I ask #Guys let atsushi be painstakingly vague about his past in peace stop ruining it #atsushi #Atsushi hated pain #but pain had been an intimate- dies #anybody have fanfic recs with this concept or do I have to write them myself #idk guys you’ll just never catch me writing anything where the other characters truly understand Atsushi #sorry #Kunikida will never be written to know what the fuck is wrong with him for as long as I live #He just gives up #at some point

[beforeimdeceased]

Ellie holding a hand over ur mouth bc ur being too loud in public and telling u to 'take it like the good girl I know u are'

Omg imagine her saying this while u are sucking her off

nsfw! 𐙚₊˚⊹ ᰔ

ellie fingering you in a public restroom but you’re being so loud she threatens to stuff your “loud ass mouth” with her fingers, make you gag and drool all over yourself until you learn how to shut the fuck up. (omg who said that?)

and she’s saying this while calmly shushing you. like actually what the fuck. in the sweetest tone she’ll whisper “shh shh, you’re being so fucking loud. shut the fuck up. just stop whining and take it. take it like the good girl i know you are. make me proud.”

and that’s not helping! like at all actually. ofcourse you end up dripping your wetness into a puddle on the floor because her voice is making your brain go fuzzy and you can literally taste yourself on her fingers.

and gagging on her cock while she calls you a good girl! looking up at her and nearly orgasming untouched from how hot she looks biting her lip staring down at you. she’s got this fucking filthyyyy ass mouth. “just like that baby, you fucking take it. just like i taught you.”

#AH! #i didn’t write this #i did actually i’m just #ok #bunnie can speak? ☆ #ellie williams #・❥・ bun’s sweet ellie #ellie williams x reader #bun’s asks ꕤ #bun’s anons ˖°🦇ִ ࣪𖤐 #ellie williams headcanons #ellie williams imagine #sapphic #wlw nsft #wlw pining #wlw imagine #ellie williams smut #— ˗ˋ ୨୧ ˊ˗ —

[swampthingking]

andrew’s definitely gotten in trouble with his pr manager for tweeting things along the lines of:

“no mania inducing medication will compare to the euphoria i will feel the day donald trump drops dead”

#pr manager is like: andrew… this is the last time i’m gonna tell you #andrew: whats the point of democracy if i can’t exercise freedom of speech #pr manager: andrew it’s no longer about your image #at this point we are concerned the fbi is going to show up #andrew: neil has connections. i’m fine #they thought marketing andrew on social media would be good #they were sooooo wrong #because now andrew has a place to share every insane thing he’s ever thought #for instance—a tweet that just says ‘an alien googling: human clothes’ #he’s on there advocating for lgbtq+ youth you KNOW HE IS #he’s cursing and mildly threatening members of congress for imposing these disgusting bills #one day he tweeted ‘does mitch mcconnell know he’s dead yet’ #when mitch mcconnell stepped down from senate andrew tweeted ‘hopefully next he steps down from life’ #unsurprisingly: this endears him to some people and makes others fucking hate him #and he’s such a shit. he does not care either way #he’s kind of just like: pr manager. you gave me a twitter and told me to tweet. i’m just doing what you asked me #they’ve threatened to change his password so many times #they actually did once but andrew reported the account so many times for defamation and fraud that it got suspended #and he made a new account out of pure spite #his pr manager is like: andrew nobody is going to want to sign you because of your public image #and andrew is like: ?? ok. they can lose every game then #(he knows he’s the best goalie) #ok i think that’s enough for now. however i will probably be back #andrew minyard #aftg #tfc #trk #tkm #the foxhole court #all for the game

[mikeslawyer]

#i love how he literally never asks #‘hey u didn’t call me when u promised u would’ #‘YEAH??? well ok i’m not gay. i have a gf. i’m not gay and WE are not like that #did i mention i have a gf! #byler #mike wheeler #byler meme #byler endgame #stranger things #will byers #byler is canon #will x mike #mike x will #byler tumblr #byler s4

[fallahifag]

when talking about the Palestinians who died, maybe don’t use religious terms. some may be atheist and I think saying “may god have mercy on them” (that’s what google translate tells me you’re saying) might feel like imposing on some people

when talking to palestinians about palestinian issues, maybe don’t tell them what they should or should not do. some might not be atheist and i think you saying “don’t use religious terms” (bullshit) might feel like you are imposing your beliefs on some palestinians actually . <3

#i’m palestinian and i’m arab so i’m going to talk the way palestinians and arabs talk. which is this way. #so please stop trying to impose your white culture and your white identity and your white beliefs about religion on me #ask #anon #wasn’t gonna answer this but feeling salty #bro thought they could take away the term ‘allah yer7amhom’ away from me… oh ok

[fumifooms]

I don’t like minimizing the importance and gravity of Laios and Toshiro’s fight into just being a childish squabble, even if to a degree it is framed that way, because to both of them it has a lot of personal significance and emotional weight and runs very deep to their characters… The fight isn’t nothing it’s a LOT, they made up but it’s not something easy to express and to get over for either of them which makes it all the more meaningful! I’m on both sides but there very much are sides, there’s no "they’re both having a ball, Toshiro and Laios hand in hand yay" side to the fight, that comes after

The fight with Toshiro WAS very scary to Laios, almost existentially so, but it’s moreso the "I thought I’d made a friend!!" bit and my god. My god actually

Like it’s not "just" about oh his friend liking him less than he thought, THAT IS SO MUCH. It’s a bond he thought he had being a lie it’s all the time and moments spent together either being a lie from his perspective or marred now looking back. It’s not only being upset at Toshiro for lying but upset at himself that he’s so easy to fool, it’s being upset that there’s something so wrong with you that you can’t even tell if your "close buddy" even actually likes you or not, it’s like. Holding my head. He can’t trust his own vision of events that happened do you see. There’s always this film of distrust that it could be a lie that should be there when he interacts with people there’s always this sense of cloak and dagger to expect backstabs out of nowhere because you CAN’T see it coming you CAN’T you CAN’T there’s something about you which makes it impossible so you CAN’T-

He’s so scared of not being able to read people. He knows it’s a weak spot he has, he’s always known. All of these bits are centered around social expectations and betrayals, the assumption that he doesn’t belong either in society or with other humans.

And Laios’ level of awareness is actually sort of complex to analyze, but it’s there, there’s how out of him and Falin he was the one sensitive to the ~aura of hatred~ he felt from the townspeople, there’s of course his nightmares whispering to him about the mocking looks, and how yeah actually he realizes that his gold stripper coworker was taking advantage of him. There’s of course the Winged Lion speech about his trauma and how he fundamentally mistrusts/dislikes humans to some deep seated degree, this distrust that he still keeps under control always. There’s how pre-canon he often wanted to suggest eating monsters but never worked up the courage to bring it up with the others. There’s how he gets across as stoic when he isn’t being enthusiastic…… We don’t know how aware and wary he is exactly in the moment but we do know he has some anxiety around social stuff, and looking back he does notice and aughh augh, the sense you have to hide yourself to not get hurt and be on your guard and shit and.

When you don’t know what to look out for and when to look out for it, the general ‘common sense’ of not always trusting people or noticing when someone’s messing with you becomes hypervigilance in social settings

"Man they really know what you hate huh". Being socially unaware literally plagues him, he knows, he knows it so well.

It’s so quick that it’s almost hard to digest how literal and blatant Laios summoning his monster to crush all the people who’ve hurt him is. His literal go-to coping mechanism for comfort in his literal monster-induced emotionally intense nightmares, saving him by taking away the upsetting element (the humans)

"Monsters are his coping fantasy, where they can whisk him away from humanity, all the hurt it’s caused him and its arbitrary rules" with the subtlety of a brick. Monsters are his comfort safe zone "because they kill humans" yes but no it’s because he pits them as the guardians against humans who to him are in the role of the agressors. To him they represent freedom from the shackles of what it means to be part of humanity, a fundamentally social species

#Fumi rambles #Was asked to post this but a lot of this is present in my shuro-Laios fight analysis from Laios’ pov #Bite sized fumi #Laios touden #Meta #happy nightmare chapter day #Character analysis #Spoilers #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #And humanity being a social species is ofc ultimately not shown as a negative. #Dunmeshi is about unity and coming together when seeking to understand that which you do not!!! #But yeah like imagine if you will that you can never really trust your own perspective of events because you literally can’t tell #Wether the person likes you or hates you and you just can’t tell. Even when they ARE being obvious about it #The nightmare scene is so real like I def have vivid memories where I’m like ‘Ah yeah they cringed here #that should have been a dead giveaway’. It wears on self-esteem and self-trust. Like “you don’t belong in society” in a way they’re #sorta like factually not wrong and like. Oh ok man. Sitting down #Just spitballing here obvi. Personal experience. Hey did you guys know that dunmeshi is good. Man. It’s good #Dungeon meshi #Analysis #Feeling The Owl House Gus meltdown episode in tha club tonight #Sobbing about how the flashbacks we see of Laios’ childhood are only happy when it centers around Falin or the dogs

[pixlokita]

When people keep correcting you on game lore and sometimes even insulting you for not knowing every single detail

#pix habla #fnaf #sorry yall hasn’t happened since ruin came out #but the meme was calling to me asking to be made #and yes… people indeed insulted me for not knowing #anyway I’m doing this to laugh I’m ok now ฅ(•ㅅ•❀)ฅ I’m saving it for when it happens again

[stealingpotatoes]

this is my way of announcing i finally have wifi btw. but also oh my god are we all okay

#ok i’m joking i was checking tumblr on my limited 4G so i just saw the bits of the apocashitstorm that escaped the ahsoka spoil tag LMAOO #but also hiiiiii i’ll open the ask box soon too #talk is cheap #misc tag

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

you made it onto a gianni stream did you know this.

INEEDTOLEAVE IGOTTAGETOUTTAHERE

#HELP. HELP. MODS?? MODS. #DELETE ME. DELETE ME AT ONCE #IMLEAVINGIHAVE TOGO CALL ME TAKEOUT THE WAY IM IN A BAG READY TO GO #MY NOTIFICATIONS. #HELP #RATTLING THE BARS OF MY CAGE #GET ME OUT #ok. ok. uh. #I’ll just say I’m glad you guys warned me #vs me finding out while watching the stream at work tomorrow #because it surely would have killed me #on the spot #I need to go to the nearest body of water and let the gators take me now #goobye… #non voice post #ask #asks #edit: to the other people who sent me This Warning #thank you.. I won’t reply to all cause I don’t want to spam #but thanks for letting me know I have to face this tomorrow LOL

[dailykeiji]

what are your thoughts on gashu x mr chidouin x keiji

today’s keiji is: k……. keishu…………..

bonus:

#yea ok whatever i’ll make this the keiji of the day-ji. who even cares. Keishu #this may be the stupidest thing i’ve drawn yet #that third ask is way too well written for keiji x gashu fanfiction. i’m going to die #your turn to die #yttd #keiji shinogi #sara chidouin #gashu satou #i love how you brought up gashu x mr chidouin x keiji but then only mentioned mr chidouin to say that keiji would hate him #my art #ask tag #daily keiji

[beforeimdeceased]

DESPERATELY need reader fucking ellie with the strap and ellie whining like a bitch in heat

nsfw! ˗ˋˏ ♡ ˎˊ˗

this did something to my stomach! i just know she’s soooooo vocal!!

like just imagine, ellie beneath you. eyes rolled back so far in her head that you can only see the whites of them. bottom lip tucked into her teeth, hands gripping at the sheets, then her tits, then back to the sheets again. trying her best to buck into you, until you firmly grab her waist and push her down to fuck her deeper.

and she sounds to fucking pretty. oos and aahs spilling from her beautifully bitten lips. she feels so good she can hardly talk anymore. all she can do is moan, and whine, and grapple at whatever’s around her in an attempt to steady herself.

which makes you laugh because, she looks so fucking pathetic. like it’s hilarious how hard she’s trying to remain composed while you’re deep in her warm wet cunt, hitting her g spot mercilessly. and then you feel yourself sliding in easier because…this dumb subby bitch got wet over you laughing at her.

#maybe this is just a fantasy of mine ok #i’m not ashamed #bunnie can speak? ☆ #ellie williams #・❥・ bun’s sweet ellie #ellie williams x reader #bun’s asks ꕤ #bun’s anons ˖°🦇ִ ࣪𖤐 #ellie williams headcanons #ellie williams imagine #ellie fanfic #ellie williams smut #wlw nsft #lesbian #— ˗ˋ ୨୧ ˊ˗ —

[crushedsweets]

Could you do more doodles of Toby before the crash? LOL idk why I love that concept sm (Also I love ur art, I eat that shit up everytime U post 🙌🏻)

can u just imagine what things could’ve been like for them.

#THANK U SO MUCH ANON I think u sent this like a month ago idk what took me so long #ok my ask box has like 30+ asks so I get confused acfually that’s what took me so long #but I’m here. finally. LOL #sweetart #reqs #ticci toby #toby rogers #Lyra rogers #creepypasta #creepypasta fanart

[bonemeal12]

What a loser /pos

Close ups under the cut!

#been absolutely exhausted lately I haven’t been able to make a full piece just for myself in 1000 years #I only have the energy to doodle if I’m drawing for myself these days #also don’t even ask me about the red robin costume ok I don’t get it either #it has a look somewhere in my brain I just don’t have the energy to draw it #my art #doodle #tim drake #red robin #dc #what does zesti look like?? I don’t know #can’t be bothered to search hard enough to find a ref #he would put orange juice in his cereal unironically cause I said so #he would have bat themed socks #he would wear his ex’s superhero merch