#afraid of losing you

[lebloser-stil]

I just want us to be each other's priorities

#love #not enough #too much #borderline #afraid #afraid of losing you #need you #my bae #love of my life #forever #priorities #couple #angst #ich brauche dich #Priorität #verlustangst #vertrauensprobleme #trust issues

[elody513]

Just because I’m jealous doesn’t mean I don’t trust you. It’s because I’m afraid of losing you

#sad quotes #verletzt #gedankenchaos #es tut weh #in pain #im crying #ich kann nicht mehr #keine kraft #afraid of losing you

[totallycompletelynormal]

The Assumption of Absence : a possible explanation

Forever is a word that people use much too often, much too easily. Do they mean it? Best friend forever, I'll love you forever. It's an unquantifiable amount of time, an infinite possibility— a nonexistent promise begging the gods to spare us more time than we deserve.

So perhaps that's why melancholy has been plaguing my thoughts as of late. Forever is an empty promise made by hopeful people; greedy for company, for conversation, for time. Constantly, more time we ask, when we know the world isn't that kind. When we know we could be here one moment and gone the next.

Perhaps that's why sadness has weighed me down these past few days. Forever, no matter how we say it, is numbered. Perhaps knowing that eventually, no matter what I say or hope or pray or do, eventually, you will become nothing more than a memory. Our time together will end. Our jokes will go stale, our eyes will no longer meet, our insanity together will cease. No more teasing, no more laughs, no more coffee whether Starbucks or tinned.

It's the anticipation of loss. The preparation of letting you go. Even when there's been no indication of leaving, no indication of us falling apart. I miss you even when there's nothing to be missed. There is longing even when you're sat here next to me. Anxiety where there is nothing to be anxious about. Terrified of losing something I shouldn't be scared of losing.

Does melancholy like this exist? Or am I just coming up with explanations; excuses to avoid facing my unnamed sorrow? Someday, five years from now, the thought of us will remain nothing more than a distant memory. Nothing more than echoes of laughter in an empty hallway and half written poems of your eyes and your smile. Does that allow me this feeling of melancholy? Or am I just selfish for wanting you to remain here with me forever?

#to think that the thought of losing you is enough to make me weep #writing #love #forever #afraid of losing you #heartache #longing #heartbreak #melancholy #sorrow #grief #feelings #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #poetry #prose #writers and poets

[wafflesex]

Floyd in Jade’s lab SR: You suddenly got all silent and froze and it scared me. What’s wrong?

Floyd in Playful Land event: It’s creepy when Jade is quiet…

Jade may be full of nonsense 90% of the time according to Floyd, but the twins (and Azul) are always chatty with each other, especially when sharing stories of their fun experiences, so to not have his brother talking to him must be unsettling.

Famously, Floyd’s unafraid of a lot of things.

But Jade’s silence seems to genuinely scare him.

#twisted wonderland #twst #twst spoilers #floyd leech #jade leech #tweels #stage in playful land #playful land event #character analysis #one of these days I want the tweels to be genuinely worried about losing each other #like I know the sea is dangerous #but even an apex predator has something to be afraid of #and that’s being alone at the top #just a crumb of fear I beg of you Yana

[nomlioart]

🥀 when touch averse becomes touch starved 🥀

#so i had certain vision in my head #it's gonna be pretty long so you don't have to read this 👀 #peppino is afraid to fall in love cause he's very scared and convinced that if he gets very attached to someone he may lose them #because of his fault #so this case fell to gustavo and now gus does everything to show him that this won't happen #he shows peppino that it's not bad to get closer to someone if you really care about that person #so back then peppino refused closeness or touch #but the closer he learned to get attached to gustavo the smaller steps he began to show him his feelings through gestures #this had never happened to him before and gustavo was proud of him #sorry you had to read this all hxdgjkdsa #pizza tower #peppino #peppino spaghetti #gustavo #pepstavo #my art #my stuff

[littleyellowtangerine]

Reggie attends all of James' games even though he always says he is forced to.

#regulus would be very opinionated over Quidditch #i just know so #like he would tell James everything that he saw on the matches #your Beaters lean into your right james #your seeker is afraid of diving in james #you keep staring at me and lose the ball james #also #he would wear the hoodie the whole day #even if the lose #Even more so if they lose cause that cheers james up #jegulus #starchaser #sunseeker #regulus black #james potter #marauders #dead gay wizards

[babydarkstar]

so many griddlehark doomers on this website. smh my head…….theyre doomed by fate AND the narrative to be intrinsically intertwined no matter what. i cannot conceive of a finished locked tomb series where theyre not lying dead in each other’s arms or existing together in some fugue state of unbeing. not even death can separate the lesbians that scratch each other bloody and then cry in each other’s arms. they have been fated to orbit one another literally since their conception. one flesh one end, bitch.

#also harrow literally lobotomized to forget gideon and she still couldnt in the end #anyways i often think abt the whole #‘i gave you my whole life and you didnt even want it’ #and the thing is like. yeah gideon. she didnt want it because she never wanted to lose YOU who was attached to it #you who she just bonded with. has had a very tumultuous girlbestfriend situationship with #when i think abt how young they are i fucking scream #this is why i hate john gaius. insane man. kill him to death alecto #tlt #griddlehark #tlt spoilers #anyways. thinking about the saddest girl in the whole world tonight :( #this is a john gaius HATE account all my homies HATE john gaius #anyways. why is everybody so so scared that theyre going to have a terrible endgame #baby theyve already been falling through a terrible endgame thru the duration of their entire existence #i will say. if harrowhark ends up with anybody else i’ll have to off myself #i support womens wrongs but ianthe can go be wrong somewhere far away from harrow #im about to go through the entire series again so i can screenshot and prove why im right about this #theres a narrative thread to follow #and never once have i been afraid of them not finding their way back to each other #the thing is like. above everything. these girls exist to orbit each other #gideon thinking harrow is her past when harrow has always been her present and her future #harrow thinking gideon’s death will be her undoing #because to harrow. gideon is unable to die. she WOULDNT die for so long #and when she found something to die for. she went to it with her whole being #but heres the thing. one flesh one end is more than just becoming one body and dying one death #idk im incoherent i need to talk abt this in a post instead of tags #i will. soon

[sorry-i-forgot]

god i adore ashton so much. there's something so heartwrenching and validating to hear them talk about looking for something or someone to blame. to search for purpose and meaning in all the wrong places. to hate yourself so fucking much and yet want to do everything for the people around you. to make every choice with your whole chest even if it's the wrong one. and god the regret when you realize the pattern that's been going on for so LONG. and wonder WHY. why am i realizing this NOW?

#i love you taliesin jaffe #you absolute madman #critical role #bells hells #ashton greymoore #cr ashton #taliesin jaffe #critical role campaign 3 #critical role spoilers #cr spoilers #fcg kept asking if ashton cares #of course he fucking cares #thats why they make stupid decisions #listen to the way they talk about the nobodies #THEY CARE #which is why hes so afraid to LOSE #kal thoughts

[wysteriaisapenguin]

Make us proud Mr. Shooting Star ⭐

Birthday gift for @bruhstation ! I remember drawing your Gordon once since your design for him is so majestic (plus his characterization is really intriguing to me). So I thought it'd be nice to draw him for you again! After all, Casa Tidmouth's best babygirl deserves something nice, doesn't he?

#wysty draws #thomas the tank engine #ttte humanized #ttte gordon #casa tidmouth #bruhstation #gift art #GAH the way you portray Gordon's struggles and how he tries to face them is getting to me so much #like man is not ok he lost so much and is trying to cling onto the happiness he has left because he's afraid of losing it again #I feel for him so much T0T #but anyways! hope you enjoy your special day today! ^^

[chloecherrysip]

We're going to save your brother.

#mario movie #mario movie spoilers #super mario bros #super mario bros movie #super mario bros movie spoilers #princess peach #mareach #cherrysip edits #I FEEL LIKE THIS MOMENT DID NOT GET THE ATTENTION AND APPRECIATION IT DESERVED ON HERE #man i could write you an essay about this #i do think that the 'i'm not afraid! i'll do anything for my brother' line actually ISN'T said during this scene - it's probably earlier #but that this line IS in the right place (peach's mouth movements match) #which means that scene is going to break me because it just seems like a very vulnerable sweet moment between them #where peach and mario get to talk about the situation they're in and their fears and how big the stakes are for both of them #peach fighting to protect her kingdom and her subjects - the immense pressure on her to stop bowser because of her role as a leader #and mario desperately trying to save his brother - not knowing if luigi is ok or not and not being able to keep him safe is so painful #i think that's why mario doesn't have his hat on - the adventure is starting to weigh on him and he opens up to peach for the first time #about him and luigi and their closeness and how he CAN'T lose his brother he CAN'T let him down when he needs him more than ever #and peach reassures him and it means the world. even in this quick clip there's something a little sad about his face #but also there's relief and gratefulness to her for saying that. they're the absolute sweetest :) :) :) #i could be off base but that really does seem like the vibe of this scene from what we've seen and i am ALL ABOUT IT

[finnitesimal]

save me from what I want

Dialogues on Love #4, Sue Zhao | My Female Friend Comes Home to Me Every Now and Again, Arai Sumiko | Dirty Valentine, Richard Siken | Michelle, Sir Chloe | First Love, Late Spring, Mitski | unrequited love (& other clichés), breakup shoes | The Torn-up Road, Richard Siken

#pissa #web weaving #once again about to end it all #being afraid of being wanted #being afraid that all this time you were enough #being prepared to lose it all and winning #running from the truth that you are lovable #mostly about missa but phil could also. ye

[thelesbianluthor]

MANGA SPOILERS!

The way dunmeshi gave us a fight with lethal rabbits where marcille had to necromance her friends and the dead rabbits and showed it in their usual silly way and then hit us with marcille surrounded by the bodies of her team having to face her worst fear once again left alone in a sea of death a constant reminded of what her future is supposed to be.

#she is so desperately afraid of being left alone #the curse of living longer than anyone she will ever love bc of being an half elf #she breaks my heart #she is so silly and then you see how terrified she is #also the fact that even though she IS scared of losing her loved ones to time she still inevitably loves so much #she doesn't refuse to care to protect her heart #she keeps loving so fiercely she is ready to break rules to bring her people back and keep them safe #and she tirelessly fights to achieve her dream bc she loves so deeply #dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #dunmeshi #marcille donato #dunmeshi spoilers

[lyslsstuff]

( DELUSIONAL Speculations Post MK1) as Johnny waits for his turn to get treated, he starts a convo with Kung Lao, as he finishes, Kenshin and Sento make a terrible discovery.

#it might be what you think #but for me it's Johnny being extremly afraid of losing the closure he had gained in this journey #anyways #mortal kombat #mk1 #mortal kombat 1 #mortal kombat fanart #mortal kombat 1 (2023) #mortal kombat 1 fanart #johnny cage #kenshi takahashi #kung lao

[athousandbyeol]

i really want my creator friends to know that please! just do your thing! make that gifset! write that fic! do that photoset! create that edit with the song everyone uses in theirs! just do it because i want to look at it! i'll appreciate it! i'll forever be in awe of your talent! it breaks my heart whenever i read your tags or posts about how unconfident you are with your works... because dear Lord, all of you are my inspiration. so, please! don't give up and just make everything you want to make! i'll always root for you! 🥺❤️

#i love you all #please don't be discouraged 🥺 #you guys keep the fandom you're in alive #don't lose hope #don't be afraid #i'll support you! #always! #daily encouragement #this is specially dedicated to my creator friends #na rambles

[st4r-t3ars]

A sneak peak into an animatic

In the Wreckage of the World

#or galaxy #is it an animatic or is it a comic of gifs #fox: I’m afraid of losing you #casually bleeds out #fox needs caff a nap and a kinder galaxy #and also bacta and hugs #isn’t caffeine a blood thinner? #i wonder… #anyways #commander fox #coruscant guard #commander fox art #commander fox needs a hug #coruscant guards need a hug #clone trooper art #clone troopers deserve better #star wars art #sw clone wars #animated gif #art wip #cw blood #stay safe #angst #blackout missions

[pixlokita]

And as always I forget to post my memes

#pix habla #fnaf #michael afton #sister location #five nights at freddy's #body horror #-w- yall im losing it at the people who think the first one is hot like… how are you gonna kiss him? he has no lips? #like aight then that must be true love because idk what else it is #and at this point #I’m to afraid to ask