#and being as ace as i am i don’t really think about bodies in general very much

[venusskissed]

𝐏𝐀𝐂 - 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐅𝐒 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐝 𝟏𝟖+

🪽 this pick a pack/pile is focusing on your FS’ sexual energy towards you in (or out) of the bedroom. or, if you aren’t too curious of your FS or not into marriage you can replace it with someone you are interested in/your soulmate/life long partner. whatever suits your cup pretty doll. 🫶🏻

#P01 #P02 #P03

 — ౨ৎ : close your eyes and take a deep breath, then choose the pile your eyes landed on. it’s also fine to choose multiple or the one you felt drawn to from the get go either because of intuition or something else. do what best suits you. 💖

🧾ㅤㅤ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. This is an intimate pile for adults. There is a reason for that, it is not meant to be viewed by minors as it’s too explicit and not meant for you. I don’t care if you think you are mature or ready to view it, these warnings exist for a good reason.

pile 01

⠀.⠀.⠀.⠀⠀💭 ace of swords, the star, ace of pentacles, wolf, swan, rat

please keep in mind that this is a very general reading, a lot of things will come through and some of it will resonate while some things might not. focus on things that do, as they are meant for you and the rest is possibly for somebody else.

hello my beautiful pile one! 🫶🏻 right of the bat I can tell that your chosen one thinks the world of you. in their eyes you are the most beautiful woman/man/person that there ever was or will ever be. some of you might agree with this, some of you might not, but that doesn’t matter. nothing in this world can make them change their opinion of you, they love every curve of your body, the feeling of your skin, your scent, the way you talk and the way you move they can’t help but get needy by it. you make them horny but in a really desperate way. even if your body isn’t curvy there is something about it that they can’t get out of their head; to them it’s just simply perfect.

they might even fantasise about you quite often, if not on the daily. the thought of you could very easily make them hard/wet. not in a slight way, rather very visibly and faster than they would like to admit. for most people this is a man, or someone who was born as one so they could often fantasise about slowly entering you and then fastening up the pace to drive you crazy, or if it’s a woman they could want you to do this to them. (for the submissive sapphic women & submissive straight men this is still very possible through pegging 🫶🏻) the thing they seem to enjoy about it is the visuals of you being hard/wet or perhaps the wetness, cum or lube creating a shine on your bodies which makes it aesthetically appealing. as well as your noises! they really like your moans, sighs, whines and perhaps even screams.

they seem to worship your body, mind and soul pile one. and while I know a lot of readings say that it is with a good reason. in their eyes you are the star, it doesn’t get better than you and they don’t even want it to. they are very much in awe by everything you do. I can see you arching your back a lot in pleasure, exposing your entire body to them while they are thrusting inside you/going down on you and their mind goes foggy because they just adore every single little thing about you. they don’t know if they should continue, do something else for bigger reactions or touch your beautiful body all over. (their words, in no way am I trying to sexualise you.)

while we are at that topic they also seem to have a strong desire to let you know they would do anything for you. literally anything you ask as long as it’s nothing too extreme. they would even switch positions for you (if they are a dom become submissive for you and wise versa), try out things they didn’t hear of before and what you might be curious of, try out things they aren’t into (public, swallowing, letting you have full control if you wish etc.).. your wish is their command, truly.

they might even get mad if anything or anyone interrupts them from giving you the utmost pleasure that you deserve. not in a toxic way, but rather they want to give you all the attention that you deserve. not a single thing can get their mind off you, and they don’t want to let you go ‘just yet’. they might be someone who enjoys making the entire process long when possible, could possibly be into rounds. they want to be the best you ever had. your best choice ever. your greatest. anything of those lines.

their higher self also wants to brag a bit, it’s kinda funny. however it’s not with any bad intentions, they just want you to know that they are capable of pleasing you and they will. the thing they really want to brag about is their body. If you have a preference for men their private era could be really big and whatever you consider pretty. big as in long and possibly thick too. if you have a preference for women their chest era could be bigger and their skin could be really smooth. (again, I am in no way trying to sexualise you or your FS, it’s just something they want you to know.)

they could also be protective of you in general. for some of you this person is a few years older than you so that might be the reason why. they can see through certain situations than you do thus having this desire to take care of you, to be there for you! this would translate into the bedroom too, they will always make sure you are comfortable, enjoying yourself and feel the absolute best you can. very big on after care too, they will massage your body if it’s sore, watch things with you, talk with you and reassure you. tell you what’s in their heart, how well you did and how much they love you. their favourite would be cuddling with you, possibly spooning while having deep heartfelt conversations with you. they are truly your lover boy/girl/person. hopelessly devoted to you~

this pile also has a very healing energy for the both of you. either you, them or possibly both of you. although the energy is coming through more for them for majority of this pile. though, you know yourself best, if you know this will be a healing connection for you I will trust you. 🫶🏻

your person could have had a past experience that left them quite scarred and have an unhealthy relationship with sex and intimate things in general. there are mixed messages coming through but for majority of this pile they became closed off and unwilling to look at it as anything that could possibly be a positive thing. for a very small portion of the readers it’s the opposite, meaning they could have became over sexual. (or possibly you two could be opposites, you have to trust your intuition with this.) either way it affected their mental health quite a lot. now I am not saying they would rely on you entirely to make their life better, to heal them completely and always drop anything for them. they aren’t asking you to push your limits. rather they gain energy from you being yourself. your words, actions, behaviour, opinions and the way you are will make them realise that they aren’t as repulsed by intimacy as they thought. that it’s okay to have natural urges and don’t be too hard on themselves since it. more than anything this feels like letting go of shame and allowing one’s self to live.

𐙚ᅠ what are their kinks?

there is a lot coming through this pile so please bear with me sweet sweet dolly 🫶🏻

first and foremost hair pulling seems to be a kink of theirs. not something they are huge on but do a lot regardless. possibly not even noticing that you are doing it or wishing for it. doesn’t seem to be a fetish they just enjoy it quite a lot.

something they are consciously loving is breeding kink though. which, might sound scary or possibly very unpleasant for many people reading this but don’t worry, they just enjoy the feeling of cumming inside you/you having an orgasm inside them. (I am really sorry for saying it that way, there is really no nicer way to say it.) so, they just really enjoy creampies. so make sure to keep yourselves protected my beautiful pile one!!! 🫶🏻 (most of you won’t listen but it’s okay.)

they might just really be into cum play in general.

size kink seems to be their thing too! it could manifest in many different kind of ways such as height difference or being aroused by the size of specific body parts. & for the people who are nervous about the height difference thing.. they mean well, nothing harmful! they might just really enjoy feeling needed and as if they can protect their partner. they want you to rely on them and feel safe, and to them personally this would be a visual representation of it.

they might really be into relationship dynamics such as gloomy x excited one, sunshine x sunshine protector, mean x sweet one. (if you have a hard time imagining this think of jade x cat or ymir x krista)

and of course, for some of you they could have a worship kink.

other things that might be relevant: ‘nah, baby I am a train wreck too. I loose my mind when it comes to you. I take my time with the ones I choose and I don’t want a smile if it ain’t from you’, red, doodle?, ‘take a hint’, plush fish/shark, jelly, cold, pom-poms, boyloves, cars, multilingual, chain, cross

🦢 that is all my beautiful pile one! thank you for your precious time, I hope you enjoyed this PAC! 🫶🏻 please keep in mind that this is a reading on current energies, these can change anytime! I am sorry for any spelling mistakes as english isn’t my first language and I haven’t proof read yet! 💖

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pile 02

⠀.⠀.⠀.⠀⠀💭 five of swords, the tower, nine of cups, deer, monkey, lady bird

please keep in mind that this is a very general reading, a lot of things will come through and some of it will resonate while some things might not. focus on things that do, as they are meant for you and the rest is possibly for somebody else.

⚠️: I can see that some of you who chose this pile are in abusive relationships. If that’s not you, that’s wonderful. however if you unfortunately resonate with that and feel like you have to do stuff you don’t want to please leave or reach out to trusted sources for help.

hello my beautiful pile two 🫶🏻 first of all I would like to say that wow, this is so much different from pile one. this one shocked me quite a lot because I didn’t expect it. before you continue I would like to warn that this pile is very kinky, for half of you your person is heavily into bdsm and for the other half.. well, they are still very kinky just not to the extremes. so if you are uncomfortable with such things I recommend stepping away as this might not be your pile or just to wait until you are ready to read about it. of course, it’s your choice I just felt like some people reading this are inexperienced or aren’t used to a person like this.

with that said, I know some of you are rolling your eyes ‘but I would like that-‘ stop ✋ that was not for you bby, whatever you are into (I hope) comes right now.

I would like to start with saying your person has a degradation kink. mostly in a verbal way, they could have a preference for giving too. I don’t see them minding receiving, but they prefer to give it. such as slapping you during the act, dirty talk, speaking down on you, possibly spitting on you and cursing at you. there is a very assertive and aggressive energy here.

although I would like to say that they wouldn’t proceed to do any of it without your consent or permission. this person still seems loving, caring, thoughtful and attentive of your needs. they find you hot and adore your body. they just happen to have rough preferences.

they could like positions that require back hugs while thrusting inside you/being thrusting into. so possibly something that involves spooning so they can kiss your cheek or neck during it. shoulders too.

for most of you your fs/chosen person could go out of their way to make you feel loved after a rough round as they could have a tendency to challenge your limits. so they could possibly prefer to have second rounds or a make out session after so they can make you feel loved, appreciated and so you are aware that they don’t want to harm you or wish bad for you. of course, they wouldn’t neglect after care it’s just their way of making sure you know they do love you.

I also heard ‘it’s all just a play’ so they could be really into role playing, especially things that show a clear power dynamic between you two. so after all that they could/will possibly kiss your body all over while praising you and expressing their affection for you.

however they are still very kinky and before any of that could happen they will be making a mess out of you. for some of you they could want to tie you up (your wrists) with ropes or those adult play handcuffs.. you know, with some fluff. blindfold you and just hit it from behind (literally how their guides said it) while whispering into your ear. they seem to have an enjoyment of triggering your senses. it turns them on because it turns you on. they also enjoy seeing your body shiver and be more sensitive as it usually would be. they could be into overstimulation too, honestly.

gender doesn’t really seem to play a role here because they would want to do these things to you either way. though if you are a man or was born as one I would like to point out they would really like to tease your balls (might like to suck on it), and they could possibly want to ride you while you are blindfolded.

unfortunately I am not too similar with the name of toys so you will have to bear with me here.. </3 if you are a man/was born as one your person definitely wants to try out a cock ring (?) on you as long as you allow them, if you are a woman/was born as one they could possibly want you to wear those panty vibrators they can control. now I really don’t know the name of this one but do you know the name of those bdsm balls that goes into the mouth? it has straps at the side. they could be into that too

they could also look at you as a prize, not in a toxic way though but rather that they are the only one allowed to touch, see and make you feel this way. It makes them feel fulfilled, it feeds their ego and they honestly love it. they might even like to have public sex or make you so loud the whole neighbourhood hears you. or at least fantasise about it. they want everyone to know you are theirs and no one else can have you. maybe they want people to see you? but not your naked body, just enough to know they are making you feel good, driving you crazy.

If you have ever read ‘painter of the night’ your person reminds me of seungho. their ego, kinks, acts of affection, jealousy, possessiveness, stamina and teasing seem to be pretty much similar.

I also want to point out that the reason your FS/chosen person would go this far it that they are aware that you have been fantasising about such things for a while but couldn’t exactly get the chance to live it out. in fact many people who chose this pile might be virgins, curious, curious ones. (ofc not all of you.) so in a way they just want to please you, allow you to live your wildest fantasies out. of course, they enjoy it too but their focus is fully on you.

you might be someone that has really specific kinks but is shy about them and doesn’t have anyone to talk with about it or perhaps any way to healthily live it out. so they want to be there for you, be the one.

they want you to trust them, show you how good they can make you feel and that they are always ready to pleasure you whenever you need them. just say the words and they are on their knees.. or whatever position you want them to be in.

𐙚ᅠ what are their kinks?

I feel like we have pretty much everything since your person doesn’t seem to look at sex as a deeper spiritual/emotional act aside from taking care of your needs and making sure you know they do love you wholeheartedly, but I will still try to do my best to gather/organise everything that comes through.

bdsm. self explanatory, they mostly want to use toys on you and trigger your senses in order for you to feel everything in a deeper manner. (as in more intensely)

edging! they could/will/do enjoy teasing your body and withholding you from orgasming multiple times. they enjoy to see your body shake under their touch and hear your whines. and of course, they enjoy that it makes your orgasms more intense/stronger.

blindfolds. being blindfolded or blindfolding you.. they don’t really care, they just enjoy it being involved.

possibly being watched. it’s like bragging to them, rubbing it into people’s face (not literally..), making sure they know that your person owns you.

consensual r-*play. this is for a very small portion of you but if this doesn’t seem like your thing please do not force yourself to do things just for the sake of pleasing others. if it’s something you are into I won’t judge, just be safe.

other things that might be relevant: 80s/90s/00s songs or era in general, gojo, playlist, bts, butterfly, barbie phone (??), diary, manifestation, shy, shine, that one scene in euphoria, back massage, spanking, marks, snap, sounds, fantasia (?)

🦢 that is all my beautiful pile two! thank you for your precious time, I hope you enjoyed this PAC! 🫶🏻 please keep in mind that this is a reading on current energies, these can change anytime! I am sorry for any spelling mistakes as english isn’t my first language and I haven’t proof read yet! 💖

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pile 03

⠀.⠀.⠀.⠀⠀💭 justice, king of swords, two of cups, monkey, owl, camel

please keep in mind that this is a very general reading, a lot of things will come through and some of it will resonate while some things might not. focus on things that do, as they are meant for you and the rest is possibly for somebody else.

hello my beautiful pile three! 🫶🏻 this is by far the calmest pile, there is a very calm, sure, confident and well balanced out energy here, it’s honestly quite refreshing.

are you a person who asks for signs a lot? because some people’s guides here seem pretty annoyed. they have been sending them but you either ignore them or miss them so they would like to kindly ask you to please pay attention to this reading! unfortunately it might be shorter than the other two piles but regardless I will try to expand on things as much as possible.

so, first of all I would like to start of with that this person is older than you so this is definitely an age gap relationship. I am talking older than 6 years~ they seem like a very serious person and quite honestly their current energy is stressed.

I don’t think they are focused on sex, or intimate things in general at the moment. they have very little experience and for some of you they have been saving themselves for marriage. (yes, even if they are older.) this could be either because of religious reasons or their very own principles. either way they look at sharing their body with someone as something very intimate, special, something that only the love of their life is deserving of. they look at it in a very precious light, it’s something they treasure.

now, they do not mind if you have more experience than them. it’s just that for them there needs to be a special connection before they allow someone to have access to their body and the other way around. they don’t wish to engage in anything sexual or intimate (so, even if it’s a kiss.) unless they are in love with the person. if there are no mutual feelings involved this person will one hundred precent be uninterested. so, I will be honest with you pile three, your future spouse/chosen person might very well be demisexual. (for those who are unaware it’s a form of asexuality. demisexual people can still have and enjoy sex, however they will need a strong bond in order to go that far. I recommend searching it up if that resonates. 🫶🏻)

because of this they might be unaware of some if not most of their kinks. or even be lost about why some things might be appealing to people. their energy is really disinterested.

not necessarily in you though. for you pile three they would be shy, needy and want to try out many things. it’s just that they have zero desires aside from you. you will awaken a lot of things inside them, make them realise many things about themselves that they never had any idea about. for some of you, you might be the first person (and probably last) to ever get them hard/wet or possibly you would be the first ever reason they orgasm. it’s not like they have problems, your body just has that kind of affect on them.

they find you beautiful, every inch of you. they could really like your waist and skin. if you have a darker skin tone (tan to black) they are over the moon. not in a fetish kind of way, they just find you beautiful. your beauty is enough to turn them on honestly, you don’t even have to be naked. If you are though they will be the neediest, clingiest person ever. kissing every inch of your body between praises. sucking and biting your skin as they grab your thighs, ass, waist, play with your chest.. whatever you let them. they just want to feel you under their hands. to know you are there, to know you are theirs.

they also really like the way you taste, especially if you like sweets. (they just really wanted me to highlight this… do some of you like pineapples?)

if you are on the chubbier side they love it. some of you might be really anxious about your body type but they honestly think you are the most beautiful ever. at times they could/will stare at you in awe, checking you up and down and getting turned on just by the sight. might even bite their lip. they seem to really really like your stomach, waist, hips and butt. their energy is still shy but they are one horny mf.

they will want to make love to you on some kind of desk, possibly have many fantasies of it. (not exactly the words their guides used, but it felt wrong to use for this pile.) honestly some of you might be coworkers even despite the age gap.

despite their lack of experience they seem to know what they like, which is you bending over and screaming their name while you whine, moan and cry uncontrollably from pleasure.

do you guys know that one ship that started as a joke? nanami x tiana. you two remind me of that.

𐙚ᅠ what are their kinks?

possibly something with clothes. maybe massaging them through pants/skirt or having sex with clothes on. they seem to be curious of ripping them off you too but they are unsure if they would like the after math of it. (aka destroyed clothes)

they seem to have a thing for sun x moon dynamic. as in polar opposites. it could possibly turn them on for some reason. (ofc they still want to have things in common)

possibly blowjob under the desk while they are working.. they seem to be curious about how far they could go before it gets too good? as in before the feeling of pleasure makes it impossible to focus.

unfortunately I cannot tell you more than this as they seem very unsure too. </3

other things that could be relevant: ‘finally your dreams come true’, princess and the frog (seriously), ‘almost there, closer closer everyday’, sneezes, scarfs & earmuffs, eyeshadow, dinner date, romance/romantic/romantica, books, acts of service, sweets

🦢 that is all my beautiful pile three! thank you for your precious time, I hope you enjoyed this PAC! 🫶🏻 please keep in mind that this is a reading on current energies, these can change anytime! I am sorry for any spelling mistakes as english isn’t my first language and I haven’t proof read yet! 💖

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[misstycloud]

Yandere actor x actor reader in an interview?

“So, as you know the movie has now become a major success in the movie industry,”

You and the man beside you both nod in unision at the hostess statement, confirming her remark with a certain pride one receives after all the hard work finally pays off.

“-what would you say was your favourite part to film?” The woman asked, intrigued. She turns her curious gaze towards you first, so you go ahead and answer.

“Well I would say it was the resturant scene, since we actually got to eat real food. And if the shot wasn’t good enough they’d have to bring out a new full plate to reshoot it.” You professionally replied with a laugh.

The woman and rest of the audience chuckled along at your confession. She even made a joke of accusing you of messing up on purpose so you’d be able to taste the dish over and over again.

The question was then directed at the other guest. He crossed his legs while straightening the tie on his very expensive suit, giving him a cold and rigid appearance.

“I personally favoured doing the wedding.” Was all he said. Nothing more nothing less.

The show host laughed in an awkward manner at the short and uninterested reply. You wanted to sink into the cushioned chair and pinch your brow. Could he stop doing that, you begged mentally.

Although it’s basically what he’s been doing all through his career and people should’ve really seen it coming by now, you still wished to save the embarrassment.

Deciding to do something, you nudged his arm with your elbow and whispered, “What else? What about it made you like it?”

Ace’s face lit up in realisation and ‘ah’ed. “The Production Designers made a great job in creating the venue. They made it feel like a real ceremony. Everything was done in near perfection, the decorations were good suiting my tastes and all.”

“Oh, is that so, and what was the best part of ‘your wedding’?” The hostess leaned in closer, anticipating his answer.

A small hint of a smile grew on the caramel-haired man’s face, so small in fact that it would be hard for anyone but you and the other woman to catch it. “The best part you ask? It is without a doubt that I got to see (Y/n) looking so beautiful- not to say she isn’t always- but I am sure you understand what I mean.”

She burst out in giggles at his confession and so did the audience, loving the prospect of a real life romance that might be happening behind the camera. You and Ace seemed like the ideal couple after all. Both being highly attractive, talented and having some unexplainable connection.

The perfect pair.

“Wow, I don’t think I’ve had any guest be so honest with their feelings toward their co-star!Say, Mr. Lee, you’re not one known to form a close bond to your fellow actors but there’s an obvious exception here.” She pried, all giddy. If she managed to get a juicy reply, her show would definitely make the top from there. “Does this mean miss (Y/n) is someone very special?”

News on your relationship would spread and be the topic of magazines and conversations. Everyone were invested in it, even though it wasn’t officially confirmed that you and Ace were a thing.

Your body tensed at the question. You didn’t want people to think you were dating for real, as if it were confirmed. That would cause a bunch of trouble you had no interest in handling. All those people were fooled.

Tough you didn’t wish to call your fans and the general public idiots, it’s exactly what they were when it came to him. They had no idea of what he was really like. Sure they knew he could be taken as a bit of an oddball, not the person to gladly socialise like other celebrities.

But only those who had worked closely with him knew the extent of his troubling personality. Picky, selfish, entitled and rude towards everyone; those were the prominent qualities. You couldn’t count on the times you’d been forced to save some poor employee from his clutches.

Only after noticing your presence did he switch up his act and turn into a completely different person. Front of you he’d act sweetly, if you hadn’t caught him being horrible to others you wouldn’t have believed he was capable of such things.

In all honesty, it was somewhat disturbing how he was able to turn the switch so quickly. That’s the prodigy actors, you supposed.

You sent Ace a firm look, warning him not to do something he’ll regret. AKA, lying and saying you were together. And what does he do? He had the audacity to freaking smirk. You nearly scream in your seat. What an ass!

“Yes, she is indeed very special to me.” Ace said as he sent you a meaningful gaze.

By now you were ready to slap him. It had been hard enough to keep more rumours about the two at bay than the already existing ones, there was no need for this shit. Angrily, you kicked his leg. Which no one saw because the angle worked in your favour. Ace hissed in response.

And instead of getting mad like the normal human being, he said with a sly grin, “Actually, do you want to know another favourite scene of mine?”

The hostess perked up at this, “Yes, certainly!”

“The one where I get the privilege of proposing to (Y/n). It was wonderful, just wishing she’d accept my real one.”

Silence. Then an uproar.

“Does this imply the rumours are true? And have you gone so far you’re thinking of marriage?”

“No, no!” You instantly deny, “He’s not serious, he loves to joke around sometimes, haha. Isn’t that right?” You regard Ace who sits calmly in his position, not caring to say a word.

‘He’s getting off from this, isn’t he!’

“Oh don’t be shy miss (Y/n)! It’s been obvious since a long time ago. You’re made for each other!”

“No. We’re not! We’re really not. There’s nothing more between us than friendship. ”

———-

‘Ugh. Why did he have to do that?’ You complained to yourself after the show was over.

As you stumbled around in the corridors, the person who caused your irritated state popped up.

“Just the person I wanted to see.” You spat at him.

“It’s good to see you too, love. Since the wrap-up of the movie I haven’t had the chance to see you for so long. It’s been very lonely.” Ace approached you and tried to caress your cheek, you stepped away.

“What the hell did you do that for? Don’t go around spouting shit that isn’t true.”

“I can assure you, my love for you is very true. There isn’t anything more genuine than that.” He pleaded.

“Just stop!” You pushed him away, “I don’t want you anywhere near me. I’m done with you! No more movies together. We’ll never see each other again, okay!”

The moment you started leaving, a voice sounded behind you. In a confident tone your now nemesis asserted, “We’ll see about that, dear.”

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[ryuichirou]

Since we’re talking about butts, how about boobs? I specifically mean, what’re the genderbent twst boys’ cup size? And what kind of bra do they wear?

Anon, this is such a good question, and I think about this topic more often than I probably should lol I do have some sketches about this topic (both the size and the kind of bra the gendbent twst boys would wear), but honestly all of my genderbent sketches end up being related to this theme one way or another. Maybe I have a problem.

That being said, keep in mind that whatever is going on in my head doesn’t always translate into my sketches perfectly: I am very inconsistent for some reason lol I have the same problem with a lot of other body parts…

And just in case, here is my previous reply about the girlies as I imagine them. I’ve definitely mentioned their boob size in that post, and I’m definitely going to contradict myself in this one lol

Last disclaimer: I don’t know a lot of bra types, and it’s kind of obvious, so I’m sorry if I sound repetitive.

Riddle is a small one, almost completely flat. She probably wears a bralette or something, maybe even a cotton undershirt. She doesn’t think much about her breasts, but gets self-conscious when others (mostly Ace) point out how flat she is. But in general, she believes that she still has time to grow, and that this is an idiotic think to care about! >(

Ace and Deuce both are between A and B cup, closer to the B. Just like with many other things in their lives, they can’t decide who is bigger. Deuce doesn’t care about it as much as Ace does (it’s honestly embarrassing for her to talk about it), because Ace always wants to either brag or complain, depending on her mood. Both of them wear sports bra, but for different reasons (I drew a sketch about this once and had such a hard time deciphering what I was trying to say there…). Basically, Ace owns some very cute and “girly” bras, even the push-ups ones, but the sports one is more comfortable. Deuce tried to wear something more “girly” but gave up, because it was way too uncomfortable; when she was a delinquent, she didn’t wear any bra at all.

Cater is a solid B and wears a lacey push-up one. But honestly she has a big collection of all kinds of bras, and sometimes thinks that it’s a shame that she can’t really show them off to anyone.

Trey is big, I guess she’s a D. She prefers to wear whatever is comfortable, so there isn’t really much to say about her: a regular bra, no lace, no nothing. Oh, she prefers a wireless one though.

Leona is somewhere around C-cup, and she either wears a black lacy one or no bra at all. No one dares to stare anyway, and if they do, bad for them.

Ruggie doesn’t wear a bra and maybe doesn’t even own a bra; she believes that this is a waste of money. But she isn’t really all that big, somewhere between A or B, so it’s not like it matters to her.

Jack is one of the biggest ones, and she always wears a sports bra. She has a variety of those. Any other type of bra is too uncomfortable and honestly embarrassing for her to wear; she’s kind of a shy tomboy.

The Octa-trio are big… Azul is honestly closer to a C, but she wears a push-up (and a very pretty lacey one at that) and makes sure that her silhouette is always well-pronounced. Jade and Floyd are one of the biggest ones out of the entire cast (maybe around E), but their bra-wearing habits are very different from each other. Jade’s style is closer to Azul’s, but she still prioritizes comfort and support. And Floyd has a lot of pretty lacey ones too, but prefers to either wear a wireless/sports bra or to wear nothing at all. She gets scolded by Azul for the second option, so she doesn’t get to do it very often. But it feels tight and uncomfortable fehhhhhh :( Azul can’t relate to that because she actually loves structure and feeling that everything is tightly in place, doesn’t bounce and looks precisely how she wants it to look.

Kalim is around B, maybe a bit bigger. It’s honestly difficult to think about what kind of bra she would wear… But it’s probably surprisingly stylish, expensive-looking, but not lacey. She might actually like cute prints. But I also think she doesn’t really think much about her underwear – Jamil picks it for her every day lol

Jamil is an A and almost exclusively wears sports bra. But she also owns some regular ones, even one kind of sexy one, but she never wears it and honestly doesn’t even know why she got it: she tried it on one time and felt stupid... Also, a majority of her bras are either black or a combination of black and red.

Vil is somewhere between A and B, on the smaller side. And sometimes it feels like Vil knows everything there is to know about bras and knows how to pick a perfect one according to anyone’s needs… She can rant about it forever… She probably also has the biggest collection (and her bra always matches her panties – it HAS to be a set), and OF COURSE she considers TPO when she picks it. Sometimes it’s a sporty one, sometimes it’s something more comfortable, sometimes it’s a sexy one (less often than one would expect though). It’s also never plain – of course she doesn’t expect people to see it, but just because it’s hidden doesn’t mean it can’t be pretty.

Rook is closer to a C, maybe even bigger, but you’d never guess it. Once again, amazing hiding skills, and also a very well-chosen set of underwear (Vil picked it for her). It’s pretty much always a sports one, but she has at least one sexier set for very special occasions. Rook can also take one look at any girl from the NRC and easily see who follows Vil’s advice regarding their bra choice and who doesn’t. She is a guru of sensing the well-being and comfort of other girls’ breasts based on their posture and attitude lol

 Epel is rather small, but she’ll probably end up being a B in a year or two. Vil got her her first bra – she didn’t even own one at first because she believed that she doesn’t need one. A lot of times she wants to complain about Vil forcing her to wear something tight and itchy and painful, but alas – it fits very comfortably and kind of gives Epel very nice support 😔 But… does it have to be this cute…?

Idia is one of the flattest girls of the cast, she doesn’t own a bra and she’s never worn one. She kind of forgets that wearing a bra is even an irl thing sometimes, and not something that artists for the gacha games invented. But she surely remembers it when she leaves her room and sees real people, especially Azul… The truth is, Idia would get too embarrassed if asked to wear a bra, and would list 1000 reasons why it’s a stupid idea and the person is stupid for even suggesting it. Maybe we should just leave her alone… (Azul won’t)

Ortho doesn’t have anything to show off! :( Neechan won’t give her boobs! But since Vil and Floyd are both influences in her life, she is usually that one person that usually brings up wearing a bra with Idia (well other than Auzl of course). She just wants to pick a perfect one for Idia, it sounds like a fun challenge!

If Ortho was a human, she would probably be a bit bigger than Idia, since she’s not that… malnourished lol And she would prefer to wear sporty ones, which would make Idia nod in agreement – functional yet cute, as expected of her Ortho.

Lilia is actually the flattest person of the cast. Her body isn’t very dissimilar to the original Lilia, and she also doesn’t usually wear a bra – she didn’t need to when she was younger, and she doesn’t feel like she needs to now. But out of every non-wearer of bras we’ve discussed so far, she is the one who could do it for funsies. And her choice of the underwear would probably be a bit…cursed lol but she knows what she’s doing.

Silver is a bit bigger than B, and she also someone who didn’t own a bra for a long time, even though her bust bouncing caused her some discomfort during her training. It was actually the reason Lilia realised that ah, right, I guess the kid needs it… And with how active Silver is, one would expect her to also be a sports bra girl, but she actually usually wears a not very flashy, but a cute one that Lilia got for her. It’s blue and pretty…

Sebek is already a bit bigger than C and growing! And her mom, unlike Lilia, is more knowledgeable about these things, so Sebek actually wears a good bra that is comfortable to move around in, so I guess it’s also a wireless one. But also very plain, she can’t even think about wearing something that is not a very strict and neutral looking underwear, it would be shameful! Or something along the lines.

Malleus is also one of the biggest ones, I don’t remember if we decided that she is bigger than the Tweels or not lol but she is indeed quite busty. And also a queen of beautiful black gothic lacey underwear that looks like the most gorgeous and expensive thing in the world. It’s probably custom-made just for her, so it has thorns-related design and stuff.

#replies #genderswap #headcanons

[duskpeak]

What it’s like to hold/hug them

(note: I am American so I use Fahrenheit, I’d put the Celsius number too but I’m just slapping this down as I think of it and I don’t feel like googling it)

Slight NSFW mention for Zoro

Ace

Oh boy, look, Ace ran hot even before his devil fruit he’s that one friend that is never cold when everyone else is and sweats in 65 degree weather. Wears shorts in winter, unless hell is literally freezing over you will not catch this man in pants (in an au you’d only find him in pants in summer because all three of them, for whatever ungodly reason like the house/apartment as cold as the air conditioner will make it). I was gonna keep going but this is about hugging them so anyway my point is this man is fucking hot all the time. He is your free personal heater in the cold months or on winter islands. Your pass to never need a blanket again. But he is also the bane of your existence, I’ve seen some fics where he can cool himself down but I disagree, at most he can only get himself to MAYBE a little below his pre devil fruit standard temp. The only good thing is no matter what he doesn’t sweat from heat, training? sure, goofing off on deck? why not, but no matter how hot it is outside you will never get a sweaty hug because it was hot outside. Before he got his devil fruit you might as well just dunk him in water because oh my god he sweats so much, don’t touch his hair, just don’t please. 8/10 before his df 10/10 after he gets his df

Luffy

Look guys I know y’all want to think all the ASL brothers are just naturally warm but listen you’re not exactly wrong but your not right either. Luffy, being rubber absorbs and releases heat quite quickly so his temperature heavily depends on the temperature of the room or area you guys are at. Generally he’s nice and warm though, he pretty much spends the whole day lounging in the sun so yeah I wouldn’t suggest touching him if it’s anything above 85 degrees just give him a few minutes to cool down. If it’s not direct skin contact I’d say go ahead, though if it is a hot day it might be a little too warm. On the other hand we’ve seen Luffy not realize he’s cold because he’s so excited but he actually gets colder way faster than everyone else. Winter islands are the worst for him, he doesn’t think of it that way but once he loses whatever heat he had his temperature just keeps dropping so it’s imperative you make sure he’s wearing something warm or at least are there to warm him up. Speaking of which warming him up is your perfect excuse to hold him not that you need one but sometimes it’s necessary in order to save your skin from the teasing from the rest of the crew. Aside from the temperature thing Luffy, despite being rubber never feels stiff in his hugs, that is, until he wraps an arm or leg around you which interestingly enough only feels that way until he’s done stretching. You can’t really figure that one out but it’s better you don’t think about it too much. Anyway holding/hugging Luffy is generally a very comforting experience even when he’s too hot or cold(then he puts his hands up your shirt wether you scream or not he still gets smacked by Sanji/Nami) 9/10 I would def get daily hugs from this man.

Zoro

Look guys even before timeskip Zoro is comfy to hug, they’re big, all encompassing, and feel safe. He can tell you all he wants that he doesn’t like hugs but he does, just maybe not infront of anyone else. Zoro runs pretty hot but not enough so that hes sweating for anything over 65 like Ace is, he gets hot quickly when doing any kind of physical activity but otherwise he’s got a completely normal body temp. Don’t even get me started on this man’s tits OH MY GOD they’re literally the perfect headrest, do not ever tell him this though he won’t let you touch him for at least a week if it’s just you guys but if it’s around everyone else it could last up to a month. (Actually it’s because once he thinks about it more he gets horny and embarrassed that you think that about his tits so he avoids you). 7/10 this man is STIFF until he gets used to hugging you after which it goes to a solid 10/10

#ace x reader #portgas ace x reader #portgas d. ace #luffy x reader #monkey d. luffy #monkey d luffy x reader #zoro x reader #roronoa zoro #roronoa zoro x reader #op x reader #one piece x reader #one piece

[twsted-kinks]

Magicless Human (NSFW TWST OC x Reader)

>ageless and minors dni<

Basically I had an idea but couldn't think of a character to work with it so I just have this random character now. Thought about Sebek or General Lilia but things felt too OOC and I wanted shapeshifting. This one is really dark y'all so READ THE CONTENT WARNING

It takes place in NRC and reader is Yuu. Yuu is afab and gender neutral.

I wrote this instead of answering asks :| I am bad at having a blog

Content Warning: noncon/dubcon, being tricked and trapped, using violence to get reader to do sexual things, shapeshifting fae, reader cries and beds a lot but rapist doesn't care, inhuman dick, magic being used to alter mental state and kinda body modification (so reader can take dick that's humanly impossible), lots of degradation, prejudice against humans and magicless humans, vaginal and oral sex, painful sex turned pleasurable, video recording, creampie, unsafe sex, talking about pregnancy but not confirmed if reader gets pregnant

“Hey! Yuu!”

You stop in the hallway and turn around. “Ace? I thought you already headed back to Heartslabyul with Deuce?”

Ace shrugs and responds. “I was but Grim decided to get himself stuck.”

“Oh, I’m already headed back to Ramshackle, so-”

“Nah, he’s close by actually. come with me.” Ace starts walking away and gestures for you to follow.

“I thought-” You pause for a moment then join him. “Huh, he must’ve changed his mind.”

After a moment, Ace opens the door of an empty lecture hall and gestures for you to go in. You walk in and look around, but don’t see the grey furball.

“Grim?” You call. “Where is he? I don’t see him.”

The door creeks shut followed by the click of a lock.

“I knew a human like you would be dumb, but to be this stupid?” An unfamiliar voice chuckles. “It’s just astounding.”

“What? Ace, what’s with your voice?” You spin around to see Ace standing strangely for him, posture way too straight and arms folded across his chest.

“Having to deal with brainless humans all day is bad enough, yet you are so much worse. Not only are you an idiotic human, you’re also just a worthless waste of space with no magic to make up for it.”

“You aren’t Ace! Who the fuck are you?”

“Finally connected the dots, hm?” The figure snaps his fingers, dropping his disguise, revealing pointed ears and deep crimson eyes as he towers above you. A man with long hair and a sharpened scowl storms toward you, way too quickly. You raise your fist to hit him, but he grabs your arm.

“Stop it! Let me go!” You scream.

“You think a worthless human like you can stop me? The door is locked and the room is soundproofed with magic, and you can do nothing to dispel it.” The man laughs, taking hold of you chin with his other hand as you struggle against him. “Such a weak useless little thing, yet one with a pretty face. Your looks are the one thing you have going for you, yet they have you studying things you’ll never be able to do. You’d do much better as a brothel’s whore.”

You scream again and knee the man, making him grunt and release you. You run to the door, pounding on it, screaming, trying to pull it, push it, anything.

“You worthless cur! You will regret resisting me.” In an instant, the man is behind you, grabbing the back of your collar, and yanking you back. “I am offering your life worth, of you finally being of value, and you dare hit me?”

“Stop it! Let me go! I won’t tell anyone! Just let me go!” You beg as the man drags you across the room and throws you over the front desk.

“Scream all you want. It won’t stop me, and it won’t save you.” The man presses his chest against your back pushing you down against the tabletop. “I’ll show you your place and the only worth you have.”

You hear ripping as your bottom is torn in two.

“NO! STOP IT! I-I’VE- I’ve never-” Tears form in the corner of your eyes.

The man groans above you. You feel dense fabric press against your ass, something firm and large rubbing against your underwear.

“Please- You can’t.” You sob. “I-I’ll do anything- just not that. Just not-”

“Not what?” The man grinds harder against you. “Make me an offer, and maybe I’ll do something else.”

“I’ll… I’ll suck you off, if you stop.”

“Offering your mouth?” The man hums. “It will shut you up. But I want more.”

“W-what do you want?”

“You’ll strip for me, show me your body, then use your mouth to please me. Or-” You feel the man’s hips shift, only a few layers of cloth separate your cunt from the man’s hardened cock. The man chuckles. “Or, I could just rape you and skip the teasing.”

“Please! NO! I’ll do it!” You cry.

The man grinds against you a bit more before pulling away. “Fine, get up.”

You try to wipe the tears from your face as you stand on wobbling legs. The man takes a few steps back then urn to face you. You begin to remove your uniform jacket.

“Ah, not yet.” The man waves his hand and a phone floats out of his pocket. “While most human inventions are useless, some are nice to have, like this little picture box you species invented.”

“You’re going to record me?” You ask.

“Yes, and can you do anything to stop me from doing so?”

You hesitate then shake your head.

“Good, now strip.” The man taps the screen and the phone floats closer to you.

You shrug your jacket off and let it fall to the floor.

“Slower.” The man growls. “If you can’t even be a good whore, then I’ll just have to use you like a toy.”

You freeze for a moment before continuing, slowly undoing the buttons on your shirt. You look down as you do so, not being able to look up at the man or the phone floating around you. You slowly peel the collar of your shirt down, slowly showing more and more of your torso. Finally, your shirt falls to the ground as you cover your chest with your arms. You can’t look up to meet the man’s gaze, but you hear the sound of a zipper opening.

“More.” The man commands. “Show me your chest, or I can rip the clothes off myself.”

You hesitate but eventually move your arms and begin to remove your bra/binder, pulling it over your head. Your hands hesitate on the button of your bottoms. You finally undo the button and let what remains fall to the ground, only leaving you in your underwear.

“Well?”

You look up to see the man with his fist around his cock, slowly stroking it. Tears stream down your cheeks again as you loop your thumbs under the hem of your underwear and pull them down. Finally, you stand nude.

“Such a gorgeous body wasted on a magicless human. You could make a good spouse if the rest of you had any worth.” The man steps forward and cups one of your breasts in his hand, kneading it with his fingers. “Luckily, you don’t need brains or magic to be a good little cocksleeve. You agree, don’t you?”

“Wha- No, I- AH!” The man squeezes your breast harshly and tugs you forward.

The man leans down, mouth by your ear and growls. “You agree, don’t you?”

“Y-yes.”

“You’re brainless. You’re magicless.” The man grabs your other breast, massaging it along with the other.” Just a little useless human who’s only use is getting fucked. Correct?”

“Yes.”

The man licks the shell of your ear, making your shudder. “Your body only exists for the pleasure of others, of those better than you. Correct?”

“Yes.”

“Good.” The man hums and pulls away. “Now get on your knees.”

You take a deep breath in and do as your told. You sit on your knees, looking down at the floor. A hand slips into your hair, taking hold, and yanks your head back. Your face is forced upward, but your eyes are closed from the pain.

“Don’t look away. Your face is one of the few good things about you.” The man slaps your cheek with his cock. “If you want to be a good whore, you’ll have to learn to look at whoever you’re sucking off. Now open your eyes.”

You open them, tears streaming down. The man looks down at you with his phone floating alongside him, capturing his point-of-view.

“There you go. Now, to properly break you in.” The man rests his cock across your face, the tip almost reaching your forehead. “Though, I know, with a pretty face like that, you’ve sucked plenty of cock. You love sucking cock, don’t you?”

You feel a sharp tug at your scalp. “Y-yes.”

“Say it.”

“I love-” You hiccup. “I love sucking cock.”

“And you want me to cum down your throat, right?”

Another tug. “Y-yes! I want you to- to cum down my throat.”

“A whore asking so nicely? How am I to refuse. Though, you’ve sucked lots of cocks before, haven’t you? You’ve sucked off so many humans that a cock like this is nothing to you, isn’t that right?”

You remain silent for a moment, but a harsher tug makes you whine. “Yes! I’ve sucked off so many humans!”

“But not only humans. You’ve sucked off plenty of beastmen and mer here haven’t you?”

“Yes!” You respond before he tugs your hair. “I’ve- I’ve sucked off lots of beastmen and mer too. I love cock! I don’t discriminate! I love all kinds of cocks!”

“Oh?” The man coos. “Such a skilled little whore you are. A cock like this should be of no issue for you. But the cock of a fae, especially one of someone like me? Well, I can have one of many shapes, but I hope I can test your skills with something more extreme.”

You eyes widen as you feel the man’s cock grow in size, becoming thicker and so much longer. The cock is longer than your own head and as thick as your wrist. There’s no way you can take it! You haven’t even sucked dick before, but this man- He’s making you say and do things, and, if you don’t- More tears stream down your cheeks.

“Shh, it’s okay. I know it’s intimidating, but I know a whore like you will take it with no problem.” The man pulls his hips back and rubs the tip of his cock against your lips. “Now open your mouth, stick out your tongue, and wrap your lips around your teeth. I know I don’t need to remind you, but I can tell my cock is already making you delirious.”

Reluctantly, you do as your told. You struggle to open your mouth wide enough, but the man doesn’t care. As soon as you open up, he’s forcing his cock inside you. He ruts slowly, adding a bit more cock every time, and every time you choke. He’s barely half way, and you’re already gagging.

“Mmm, sounds like this coming from a well used whore? What a compliment!” The man laughs. You feel his free hand shift, lightly wrapping around your throat as his thumb rubs circles under your jaw. “You truly are beautiful for a human. You’re wasted in these halls. You could be the star of a brothel or even the little pet of a noble, if you gave this all up.”

You slam your hands against the man’s thighs, trying to push him away.

“Breath through your nose slut!” The man forces his cock deeper. “Has my cock broken your brain that much? Ha! Seems even a well used human is still a human. Fine, I’ll be kind.”

You feel a tingling around your neck, something surging from his fingertips and palm as the sensation tingles in your throat. Suddenly, you’re not struggling as much, and you can breathe! Your throat has opened to a point that must be inhuman. You’re not sure what’s going on, but you know that the man did this to you.

“There, a little boon to help any others that use you.” The man pushes his cock even deeper until he finally bottoms out. The soft sculpted hair circling his cock encases your nose, and all you can smell is his scent, strong, musky, yet addicting. Something’s not right in your brain. You can feel yourself getting wet.

Now the man starts to fuck your face, one hand in your hair, pulling your mouth up and down around his cock like a fleshlight as his hips meet your face each time he thrusts forward. You can feel yourself dripping. You shouldn’t be enjoying this? What’s wrong with you? You feel your cunt pulsing, begging to be touched. You shouldn’t give in, but you can’t help it. You reach down and begin rubbing your clit. You can’t help but moan.

“There you go. There’s the slut I’ve been looking for. This is your place, just a hole to be fucked.” The man laughs above you and thrusts into your throat, fucking it even faster as his balls slap your chin. “An unending line of cocks should always be ready to use you, and you should welcome each one gladly.”

The weight in your throat, the stretch of your jaw, his smell, his warmth, you can’t help but rub your clit faster. You can’t help how your thighs shake and how the pit in your stomach gets tighter and tighter until it finally snaps. Your eyes roll in the back of your head as you moan around the man’s cock and your cunt pulses around nothing.

“Cumming before me? How selfish, but it’s alright. I will fill your throat soon.” The man grunts and holds your head in place, keeping it still as he fucks your throat. Each thrust is shallow. The cock deep in your throat the entire time.

Finally, he thrusts deep into your throat, your nose pressed into his pubic hair as he holds your head in place. “That’s it! Take it! Take it like the whore I know you are!” You feel his balls pulse against your chin as he cums deep. You have no choice but to swallow all he gives you from his twitching cock. Eventually, he pulls your head from his cock, still spurting cum. He aims his cock, painting your face and chest as you heave below him.

“You were gorgeous before, but now you are absolutely stunning.”

You collapse forward, keeping yourself up with your arms as you cough. Droplets of cum splat onto the ground.

The man kneels down and places his finger under your chin, making you look up at him. “And what do you say?”

You look at his confused for a moment.

“What do you say when someone gives you a gift, whore?”

“Th-” You cough. “Thank you.”

“For what?”

“For… For fucking my face.”

“Good, now stand.” The man grabs you by the arm and forces you up.

“We’re done right? I can go.” You start to wipe the cum from your face.

The man laughs and pushes you back, your hips meeting the edge of the desk.

“Do I look satisfied?” The man retorts as he leans closer to you and his long tongue licks up along your neck. You feel something warm touch your leg.

“W-what are you doing?” You ask, panicked.

“I’m getting ready to fuck you.” The man shoves you down onto the desk and grabs your legs, forcing them open. His phone moves taking in the entire scene.

“But you said-” You try to pull yourself form his grip. “You said you wouldn’t!”

“And, like the stupid human you are, you believed that. Do you really expect me not to properly fuck a whore?” The man chuckles and pulls you by your thighs, forcing your hips to meet.

“NO! STOP!” You hit his chest, but he only laughs in response.

“Go ahead. Scream all you like. No one can hear you, and, even if they did, they wouldn’t help a whore like you. They’d only get in line and fuck you when I’m done.” The man rubs the tip of his cock along your slit.

“If you behave, I can make it hurt less, but, if you don’t-”

A loud slap rings in the lecture hall. The man stands with his eyes wide open as you hold your hand, the palm stinging from the impact.

“You…” The man glares down at you with a rage yet he speaks calmly. “I take pity of your worthless life, show you the only thing of any value about yourself, and even allow you to pleasure yourself while I use you. I show you kindness no human should ever receive, but it’s alright.”

The man grabs your wrists and slams them down on either side of your head. You feel something growing against your stomach. You look down to see the man’s cock grow even more. His cock grows to reach past your navel and the tip grows to the size of a fist. Large bumps stretch to line the shaft as two massive knots swells at the base.

“No…” You beg with a sob.

“I am going to fuck you, and you can do nothing to stop me. Scream all you want, hit me all you want. No matter what, my cock, all of it, will be inside you.”

“You can’t! I’ve never- I’m a virgin!” You shout.

“A slut who still has their virginity? How sad.” The man pulls back, running his cock along your folds. “Don’t worry. I’ll break your cunt. I’ll break you.”

“Please, no.” You cry and try to thrash around.

“You feel that?” The man rubs the tip of his cock between your folds. “I’m about to take your virginity, and you can’t stop me. You’re just a magicless-” He thrusts against you, his tip pushing past your cunt. “Brainless-” He thrusts again, almost forcing his way in.

“NO! STOP!” Your voice is getting hoarse.

“Worthless human!” He thrusts again, finally gaining purchase and forcing his tip inside you.

“NO! TAKE IT OUT! STOP!” You scream, tears streaming down your cheeks. The man forces his cock event deeper, thrusting slowly in and out of you.

The man grabs your jaw, keeping your face still. “Open you eyes, whore. Look at me. You don’t deserve the cock of a fae. This is an honor, you pathetic human!”

Your eyes remain shut closed.

“I said, ‘LOOK AT ME!’” The man harshly thrusts forward, forcing more of his cock even deeper. The girth stretches you cunt to the point of bleeding, and the bumps tug at your walls.

Your eyes and mouth shoot open as you scream. “STOP! IT HURTS!”

“And whose fault is that, whore?” The man shifts his body, pushing your thighs against your chest as he mounts you. “This could have been pleasurable for you, but your went ahead and spat in the face of my generosity. But do not worry. I am not out of kindness. I can make the pain go away.”

“PLEASE!” You plead.

“Beg for my cum. Beg for me to knot you. Beg to be bred with bastards.”

You only sob in return.

“No? In that case…” The man chuckles, and you feel him shift inside of you, cock widening even more.

“WAIT! STOP!”

“Then beg.” The man growls.

“P-Please, give- give me your cum.” You whimper.

“What else?”

You feel the bumps digging deep into your flesh.

“YOUR KNOT! PLEASE!” You hiccup. “GIVE ME YOUR KNOT!”

“That’s it now beg to carry my bastards.”

You feel the first knot kiss your entrance.

“KNOCK ME UP! GIVE ME YOUR BASTARDS!” Tears pour from your eyes. You vision became blurry long ago.

“Good, whore.”

You feel the man’s hand run down your torso and settle at where cock is sheathed inside you. His thumb rests at your clit. You feel the tingling feeling again, starting at you clit and shifting into your cunt. The pain begins to fade but doesn’t leave fully, but the wave of pleasure greatly outweighs it.

“There.” The man rocks his hips into yours, pressing his knot against your entrance. “Doesn’t that feel better?”

A lewd moan escapes you.

“Now that’s the face of a cockdrunk slut, the only face you should ever have. Isn’t that right?”

“Yes.” You mewl.

“Louder-” The man grunts as he pushes his cock forward, his first knot threatening to force you wider. “What are you?”

“YES!” You whine. “I’M A SLUT! A WHORE!”

“And what do you love?”

“I LOVE COCK! I LOVE CUM!”

The man laughs as he forces his full weight on top of you, spreading your cunt wider as the first knot is forced inside you. You throw you head back in a silent scream and your thighs shake. Just a bit more. You’re almost there.

“This is the proper place for a human like you.” The man groans as he shallowly thrusts into you, his second, even bigger knot, meeting your cunt with each thrust. “Magicless. Brainless. All you’re good for is being a piece of fuckmeat.”

“More…”

“What was that?” The man asks with a smirk.

“Please, more.” You beg, wrapping your legs around his waist.

“More what?”

“MORE! FUCK ME! BREED ME! ANYTHING!” You thrust your hips forward, trying to take more of him. “JUST CUM IN ME!”

“Demanding whore.” The man laughs and begins to thrust faster. You look down, seeing how his cock disappears inside of you. There a large bulge in your stomach, moving which each of his thrusts. That’s his cock. It’s so big, it’s so deep! Your legs shake. Your breathe is uneven. You can’t stop moaning. With each thrust, the bumps, his first knot it rubs into you, filling places that should never be touched. His second knot pushes further and further, spreading your entrance more and more, almost entering you. The coil in you tightens more and more, until it finally snaps.

You cry out in pleasure as your back arches, moaning as your toes curl. Your cunt tries to pulse, tries to squeeze around the cock violating you, but it’s stretched too wide. The man groans above you and use his full weight again, forcing the second knot inside you. Then you feel it, his cock twitch and a gush of liquid.

“THAT’S IT WHORE! CUM WHILE I BREED YOU! TAKE IT AND CARRY MY BASTARDS!” The man growls and rock his hips into you, finally fully sheathed inside you. You feel his balls against your ass, pulsing with each pump of cum that fills your womb. You don’t know how long your mentally gone, but, once you come down from your high, you see the man above you, chest heaving and sweat dripping down from his body onto yours. You look down again and see your stomach bloated from the amount of cum inside of you.

“Good to see you finally accept your place.” The man leans down, face close to yours, and run his tongue along your cheek. The man chuckles and shifts his body, resting his hands on your thighs. He holds you in place as he begins to pull his hips backs. You mewl as you feel the knot tug at your entrance. You moan when it finally leaves you. The second makes you do the same. Finally, he pulls his cock out of you and cum gushes out of you. You see his phone float down to your cunt, recording your gaping cunt.

You spread your legs further and whine.

“Hm?” The man raises his eyebrow. “What is it, whore?”

“I’m empty.” You whine and rock your hips forward. “Fill me.”

The man smirks. “Don’t worry. I’m not done with you.”

#twst smut #twst writings #twst x reader #twst thots #dubcon #twst #twst oc

[fluffyprettykitty]

Potentiality

Pairing: Brock Rumlow x shield agent female reader

Word Count: 1900 words

Outline: You have been training under Rumlow for a couple of months now, but he never seemed satisfied with your performance until you ask him why.

Warnings: age gap (reader is 21+. Rumlow is 40+), power play, pet names (kid, little girl), degradation, spanking, semi-public sex, humiliation, anal fingering, mirror sex, spit as lube, penetrative anal sex, come eating, ear biting, rough body play, generally rumlow is mean and rough.

Author's Note: This a little bit more unhinged and a little different that what I usually do but I'm really happy with it!

Main Masterlist ・❥・Brock Rumlow Masterlist

NSFW UNDERNEATH THE CUT. MINORS DNI.

Shield headquarters, noon. 

You try to go faster, switching from every exercise effortlessly, acing every test and scoring better than anyone else in your class. Yet he was still not satisfied. You watched him as he shook his head after every movement, after every perfectly executed technique, even when everyone else gave you perfect scores, he only sighed and told you ‘ he expected better from you.’

Brock Rumlow was your boss and trainer, a tall, chiseled, broad-chested, and brunette man who looked absolutely menacing. You had joined the shield academy only a year ago but your progress and your talents were quickly noted so you ended up here today getting trained by him. 

But he didn’t seem impressed with you. 

Not at all.

Not even in the slightest. 

He always had some sort of complaint, some kind of observation to make. 

Today you were feeling frustrated, utterly and utterly frustrated. When he picks up his files to walk outside the training room, you call after him, grabbing his arm. 

It only takes one quick movement from him, to hold you by your throat and push you against the wall. Something about this sudden burst of power had your legs closed together. It would be a lie to say you hadn’t dreamt of him every night and day since you two had first met.

“What do you want, kid?” 

You struggle a little under his strong grip, gazing deep into his almost dark eyes. You love being in this exact position but you can’t let him know.

“I want another chance. You know I aced that stupid test. “

He rolls his eyes and lets you go, turning around with a chuckle.

“Hey, you know I’m good, stop ignoring me!”

“You’re good. Sickeningly so. But there’s zero original bone in your body. Very predictable and not at all spontaneous or innovative. Unfit for any mission.”

He doesn’t even turn to look at you as he presses the elevator button, the doors opening for him to get it. 

“I am not predictable!” You protest and walk after him inside the elevator.

“You are the most fucking predictable person I’ve ever had the displeasure to meet.” He announces and turns around staring at the door, pressing his floor button, and setting his bag between his legs. 

You are seething, heat rising in all of your body and that’s when you reach out for the stop button. Once you press it, he manhandles you again, grabbing you by your shirt at the back of your neck and pushing your body against the elevator mirror, your bag falling off your shoulder to the ground.

“What the fuck do you want?”

You realize you let out a moan when he does so, only when you hear him chuckle.

“You’re unfit for any mission because simply you are just too horny.” He smirks as he says so, and you can see it against the foggy mirror.

“No, I’m not!”

“You are going to deny that? What you think that I am stupid and I can’t understand when a little girl has her little pussy in a twist for me?”

Oh, it sounds like music in your ears. You feel both a wave of desire and a wave of embarrassment washing over you. His hand on your back moves further down to your ass cupping it.

“You think I don’t know how soaking wet your pretty pussy must be right now?” His hand feels big and rough against the thin fabric of your training shorts and he begins to rub the palm of his hand against your ass line. “Bet she will be much nicer to me than you are.”

“I…” You wanna say something, you wanna protest, you wanna beg him to touch you more but you also don’t want to seem so desperate, so you stay like this, arching your back for him, praying he is going to touch you more.

“I don’t really care about your pussy.” He circles your asshole with his middle finger, feeling so big against your now responding hole, his ear so firm against yours, hot breath feeling your mouth. 

“I want that ass that can’t seem to stop begging for attention. Tell me do you think I don’t know you ordered a suit a size smaller? That you bend and lean down and shove your ass down anyone’s faces?” He chuckles. “So fucking desperate for attention. Can’t find any pathetic little boy to fuck you?”

“No-no…” You whisper, your hands keeping your body from crashing against the mirror.

‘’Pathetic.” He bites your earlobe as he pushes his finger down your asshole over your fabric. “Wearing the tiniest fucking thongs so I can look it. Do you think I like desperate girls?”

“I…” He rips the fabric apart and then spanks your ass hard.  “No, I fucking don’t.” His movements suggest otherwise though, he spits on your ass, as it’s perking up for him and so he begins to circle your asshole with his finger round and round and round until he pushes it inside and starts moving it inside and out.

“You ever been fucked in the ass before?” It’s very obvious what his favorite place to fuck is.

“Yes.” You moan out, the pleasure is going to your head already. 

“Of course, you have, you little whore.” He pushes the finger deeper inside you scissoring it around. It feels so good, you shut your eyes as he seems to be setting a rhythm, scissoring you around with two of his fingers until is finally time. 

You hear the sound of a package being ripped off and you momentarily wonder if he ever thought about fucking you before. Why was he walking around during a training session with condoms in his pocket? 

Your eyes must look confused inside the mirror as he decides to explain but you can’t help but feel a sting of jealousy. Maybe he was planning to fuck someone else.

“I like clean things. I am a man of tideness.” He smiles at you through the mirror and then places the condom on his length, spreading the pre-cum down the length of it first. He looks big and lengthy and you know he definitely doesn’t wear underwear either. 

He keeps his hands firm on your hips as he pushes his cockhead inside, praising you for your tightness in his own way. 

“Damn I never thought a little whore could be so tight. Knowing how you looked at me like that, I thought you’d be fucking yourself with every dildo you can find.”

Looks like he has never been inside your room thankfully. Your little dildo collection was ever-growing. 

Then he gets brutal and meaner. He started slower pushing his cock inside you, allowing you to adjust, but once he knew you could take him, he grab you by the back of your shirt again and pushed you down on the floor. You struggled to keep your hands still but you know this was his punishment for your alleged non-existent spontaneity. 

He is big, and he can overpower you easily. Gripping your waist tightly as he thrusts hard and fast inside your, raising his shirt up with his hand and gripping it with his teeth, obviously wanting to watch his cock swallowed by your ass. Your pussy was dripping on the floor and so far he hasn’t made any movements towards it or even looked at it. You wanted to protest about it but you knew he wanted to punish you for something. 

He keeps it like that fast and rough and animalistic, fucking you like how you deserved to for not being good enough. According to him. And then he pulls out and pushes you against the floor, turning you around to face him.

Finally, you think to yourself and reach out to kiss him. He responds to it and it feels passionate and hungry and sticky until he pushes you away from his lips. He grabs your legs, places them on his shoulders, and pushes his cockhead inside your asshole again, ignoring your pussy completely. 

You try to balance yourself on your hands, and you admire how utterly gorgeous he looks like that, with sweat dripping down his neck and his face getting redder. You were very happy you were the one responsible for that. 

You also knew that he kept you like this cause it would be difficult for you as well to touch your pussy. His thrusts went back to slow motion, as he looked at you, waiting for you to budge or to beg. 

Little did he know that you loved getting fucked anyway, every way. 

He pushes your shirt up, revealing your breasts to him finally and he shakes his head when he sees them. “Were you pulling your nipples desperately hoping you’d get to fuck me?”

“How!” He cuts you off by slamming his body against yours and then picking up a very fast pace. He was rough, his hands grabbed your waist, as he watches now your breasts jiggling fast up and down with his movement. Your hole felt incredibly tight for him and he knew he was getting close to finishing. 

“You wanna cum too?” He bites his bottom lip as he is using your body for his pleasure and you nod desperately as you finally utter the one word he longed to hear. 

“Oh, please, please, please, let me cum.” 

By the way, he laughs, you know very well you shouldn’t have said that. And with a few more slow strokes, he shoots his seed inside the confinement of the condom, and you can feel it as it makes you feel warmer. Your pussy is desperately wet and aching, as you are watching him finish and twitch his neck and his body tremble above you.

“Pathetic. Fucking pathetic.” He scoffs and pulls his cock out, your legs trembling as he pushes them down, he takes the condom off, as you are settling on the floor watching him, and throws it at you. Confused you take it between your hands and stare at the liquid. You can taste it. You don’t need permission. 

Brock is breathing heavily as he sits next to you, watching your movements. As you tilt your head back and raise your arm, to let the liquid fall in your mouth, he quickly presses his palm against your pussy. The cum starts falling inside your mouth as he rubs your clit making you cum with a loud groan of his name. 

His cum truly feels like heaven to you. He stays with you in the elevator cuddling you and kissing your forehead until you are ready to face the world again and he even fixes your clothes for you by lending you a second pair of trousers of his from his bag. 

When you both exit the elevator half an hour later, he shoots you a ‘do better’ and leaves for the higher-ups' offices. Momentarily you think about who he could possibly be fucking up there and for the rest of the day, you can feel him everywhere. 

The next day he goes back to ignoring you. Expect now you knew how to get his attention.

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#selenewrites #brock rumlow x reader #brock rumlow #brock rumlow smut #rumlow x reader #rumlow smut #marvel x reader #marvel fic #marvel

[raven-at-the-writing-desk]

Am I the only one that feels that current ace is kind of lacking? Yes I get that twst is supposed to focus on dorm leaders and stuff but it feels like he keeps getting pushed to the side despite being one of the first main characters we actually meet. I wish there was something interesting going for him, like I'm well aware that the traitor theory has been proven wrong multiple times yet I still cling onto it because its one of the few ways he can be significant anymore. In general I just want more ace content plus his unique magic that hopefully comes out in book six, don't take this too literally as my wording my come off as wrong but hopefully you understand what I mean.

I definitely feel like Ace hasn’t been getting a lot of screen time in the main story since the prologue and episode 1, but I think it mostly makes sense. Each proceeding episode has to make way for new characters to play a part, so Ace kind of falls to the wayside with Deuce.

The two basically share the same amount of screen time following episode 1 (right down to their general lack of presence in both 4 and 6), with the big exception being 5; of the duo, Deuce takes center stage in the Pomefiore section due to his developing friendship with Epel, as well as his developing sense of self identity and unique magic. It kind of balances out Deuce taking a backseat to Ace in episode 1…? (Sort of???) Cuz I definitely felt like Ace was more involved than Deuce when it came to inciting rebellion against Riddle. I think maybe the perception of Ace not feeling important as of late is because the last time he was largely relevant was allllll the way back in the beginning of the main story.

That being said, I wonder if Ruler of the Abyss (episode 7) will have Ace getting his unique magic 🤔 since it’s already dealing with a bunch of hard-hitting story beats like Malleus’s impending dread of being abandoned by the people he cares for, Lilia’s departure, Yuu returning home, Grim’s realization that he will soon be alone (plus his potential OB). It’d be difficult for the devs to also squeeze in an arc about Ace feeling inferior to Deuce and coming to grips with what makes himself special… but hey, I still have my fingers crossed! 🤞 It’d be a real treat if we got to see all of Diasomnia’s UM reveals as well as Ace’s as the cherry on top! I think it could be done if 7 was like… super long or just really REALLY well written. Admittedly though, I would find this pacing a little weird, as we’d go from Deuce unlocking his UM in 5 to no progression of Ace’s reaction in 6 to suddenly addressing it in 7; you’d think it would flow more coherently if Deuce and Ace got their UMs in consecutive episodes (instead it was Deuce, then Epel), but I guess adding two extra bodies to the already bulky cast of 6 would’ve been too much 💦.

On the topic of Ace traitor theory 😅 I’m honestly shocked that it’s still around?? It’s not something I’ve ever really gotten behind, as I feel like a lot of the points brought up for it are very vague (like… “His last name is Trappola instead of Heart! He could be setting a trap!” and, “He has an older brother that used to be in Heartslabyul! Maybe Ace wants to get revenge for his brother.”). A fun idea for sure, but I don’t think I’ve seen a really solid explanation for why Ace would feasibly betray his friends in canon.

In spite of how bratty and callous he can be, I do believe Ace genuinely cares for his friends when it comes down to it and wouldn’t go out of his way to intentionally harm them. This is the same dude who took a long and extremely tedious route from the Queendom of Roses all the way back to Sage’s Isle just to make sure Yuu and Grim were okay over winter break, the same guy who was so relieved when Yuu and Grim safely returned to NRC campus.

I think there’s still ways for Ace to be a significant force in the main story (without him necessarily turning traitor), but it largely depends on how episode 7 continues to play from hereon out and what elements it chooses to focus on. It can be difficult to balance all of it, so I wouldn’t blame the devs if they decided to hold off on adding Ace into the episode 7 pot of plot points. If not in episode 7, there’s always the possibility for new main story content released afterwards to talk about Ace’s character (as well as new event stories and card vignettes where he will probably feature).

#Malleus Draconia #Ace Trappola #twisted wonderland #Riddle Rosehearts #twst #Deuce Spade #Lilia Vanrouge #Epel Felmier #spoilers #notes from the writing raven #question #Yuu #Grim #disney twisted wonderland

[softlyspector]

Becs can i ask you something a little personal? feel free to completely ignore this if you’re not comfortable answering!! i’ve been kinda thinking that i’m on the ace spectrum for the last few months but i can’t tell if it’s that or if i just haven’t found the right person. how do you tell the difference between intimacy/connection and sexual attraction? like, i can appreciate or at least notice objectively attractive people, but i don’t really think it ever goes beyond that. the only exception is fictional/unattainable people. like i am so down bad for joel, but i don’t think attraction to someone that doesn’t exist is really contrary to asexuality. and to complicate things further, i like sex, or at least the idea of it, but i think it may just be the general concept, and not ever tied to actual people. sorry if this is a lot, it’s just that i don’t really have anyone i’m close with who understands these feelings and not knowing is starting to scare me. i’ve been finding a lot of comfort in your writing though, so you felt like a safe person to ask <3

thank you so much for sharing your art with us, it has made my days that much brighter.

Hi anon! Of course, I'm always happy to answer asks about this. I'm very flattered that you feel comfortable and safe enough here to ask me. I'll go ahead and share the same link that I always do, that helped me figure out if I was ace or not. I also came across this post the other day that describes really well a lot of the different ace labels on the ace spectrum that also might be of some help to you.

Being ace doesn't necessarily mean you're sex repulsed. It can mean you don't feel the need to have sex, but you would to make your partner happy, or you enjoy it well enough if its offered but you don't need it. It can also mean you only want to have sex after an emotional bond is made, or that you only enjoy thinking about it but not doing it in reality. There's a wide array of umbrellas that you can fall under.

The important thing to remember is that it is a spectrum. You might not fit into any category perfectly, these words are just there to help you identify and describe yourself, even if the fit isn't perfect.

There are some days that I still question my identity. And that's okay! As you learn about yourself and grow, you might find that certain labels might not actually fit as well as you thought they did, that's just part of life and experiencing different things.

Being ace doesn't mean you never think about sex (for some ace people it does mean exactly that), and thinking someone is attractive doesn't necessarily mean you want to have sex with them. For example, a straight woman could think another woman is attractive, but it doesn't mean she would want to be in a relationship with that woman, or have sex with her.

This was kind of the thing that tipped me off. I find a lot of people attractive and I want all the things that come with relationships, but sex is never a factor for me. It doesn't occur to me a lot of the time. Another thing was how I interacted with sex in fiction, I was much more interested in the intimacy of it and what it meant emotionally that the sexual gratification of it. I also like reading smut, but writing it gets exhausting for me very quickly.

Sometimes it's difficult to tell the difference between intimacy and sex because so often those words are used as interchangeable. But I think of intimacy as wanting to share something about yourself (sometimes that includes your body and sex) but sometimes it's just wanting touch, or wanting to share something with someone that you've never told anyone else before, or wanting to share an important experience with someone. On the flip side, you could have sex with someone that is not intimate at all.

Ultimately, it is something you have to sort out for yourself and I know how scary and alienating it can be. You don't have to label yourself. It's okay to just be and try to figure out what you really feel.

I'm always here to talk to about this, and ask questions, and I'll do my best to help and answer.

I hope this was helpful and didn't confuse you more. The links I put at the beginning might be more helpful that any nonsense I wrote here.

🖤🩶🤍💜

#bec talks #ace tag

[phoenixyfriend]

Dear Creator Letter: Anakin-Clone Appreciation Exchange

Organized as:

General/Setting Likes

Gender Stuff

Setting AUs I like

About the ships

DNW with clarifications

General Likes:

Working with/around PTSD with each other

Asexual or ace-spec characters (doesn’t have to be explicit, just an underlying Vibe is fine)

hurt/comfort (NOT whump)

Generally I like ships being really sweet with each other, even when the sex or kink is rougher

I enjoy pretty much any kind of gender play, including:

Character is now Nonbinary

Trans (in the direction of canon)

Trans (in the direction opposite canon)

Questioning/Experimenting

Fluid

Magic sex swaps of the ‘woke up with my body a different reproductive setup, am learning the meaning of gender euphoria’ variety

Whatever the hell Ranma ½ technically is

Cisswaps (born a different cis gender) so long as it’s not used primarily to turn a same gender ship into a het ship

I do like AUs of all sorts, so long as the core of the character is intact, with vibes to match. This includes:

Time-travel, fix-its

Arranged/political marriage

Soulmate AU

Background or role swap AUs

Omegaverse (WITHOUT exaggerated omegaverse sexism or cissexism at all, and without mild/moderate sexism or cissexism as major plot points)

Modern AU - chill bakery/coffee shop/bookstore/beekeeper stuff - classy criminal playing cat and mouse with the FBI agent trying to catch them - “oh no, you’re my teenager’s English teacher and this parent-teacher conference just got very awkward because we started dating over the summer before I knew” - one of them is a celebrity - literally just whatever

Historical Fantasy (mostly for the fashion and/or if the author gets really invested in things like trade routes and agricultural pressures and inane tax law)

History AU, but only if you go the Bridgerton route of Fun And Funky Tropes Without The Racism

Royal Fantasy

Soulmate

Role Swap (does not have to be between the ship!)

Backstory swap (e.g. Never a Jedi AU, Raised a Sith AU, Senator of Tatooine AU, etc.)

For Want of a Nail

Faustian Castle AU

ABOUT THE SHIPS

These are not prompts! These are just me trying to explain why/how I ship them, the vibes I usually go for, or the kinks I associate with them.

Cody&Anakin or Cody/Anakin I think Cody is tentatively respectful and unimpressed by Anakin. I've got a whole post about it.

Rex&Anakin, Rex/Anakin, and Rex/Cody/Anakin I don't think Rexwalker needs much explanation. We all know the draw there. As for Codexwalker... I need them to share him. I need Anakin flustered. I need Rex flustered. I need Cody laughing at them.

Any given mix of Anakin with Fives, Echo, and Hardcase A ship of shenanigans! I do want Fives and Echo treated as a set whenever possible. Doesn't matter if they're both dating Anakin, or if one is dating him and the other is wingmanning like kingdom come, just need them to be A Set.

Fox&Anakin or Fox/Anakin Reluctance, suspicion, and a slow growth of trust is the name of the game. Fox is so very guarded and he is JUST as unimpressed by Anakin's nonsense as Cody, but with far less cause or inclination to trust or develop affection for Anakin.

Rex&Vader or Rex/Vader Bring that boy back to the light, baby.

Kix/Anakin or Kix&Anakin Not too grumpy of a medic, please. He's soft-spoken in canon, yeah? Also I like the idea that Kix is eager to prove himself to Anakin in non-medical settings. He's already proven himself as a medic! Let him prove his kissing skills!

Alpha-17/Anakin Alpha is challenging Anakin to prove himself. He is even less impressed than Cody. He is mean about it. I'm not sure if he'll ever like Anakin, but he might tolerate him long enough to have a grudging fondness after Anakin manically destroys a walker that was about to crush him or something.

Regarding my unwanted list/clarification on my DNWs

DNW that don’t need much elaboration:

incest (cloneshipping is fine)

bestiality

minor/adult ships - age difference of less than three years is fine - major age difference where both are adults is fine

Reader inserts, major inclusion of original characters

Lower body fluids (talking about blood or saliva is fine; excrement is not), vomit

Sick fic (injury recovery is fine)

IDK I just get nothing out of most sick fic

Non-canon Dark Histories meant only to make someone more sympathetic or pitiable (e.g. especially Rape as Backstory)

Downer endings (includes breakups that are not resolved)

Smoking/cigarettes/alcohol/recreational drug use

General sexism or bigotry as a major theme, or from one member of the ship to the other, as well as bigotry-based dirty talk

Moderate to extreme sexism or cissexism for omegaverse

anti-intersexuality bias, usage of 'intersex’ for dualsex (they’re not the same thing)

Misgendering

Particularly dark topics, including: - Noncon - major character death (I’m fine with “Tarkin died and that sure is impacting the war” but “the main character’s younger sister just died and the plot revolves around the grief” is a bit much) - underage sexual content - adultery/infidelity - whump - unresolved terminal illness - suicide - self-harm - domestic abuse - child abuse

To keep things simple, no nsfw for this one

Basic character/setting things:

Werewolf or folklore AUs.

No character bashing. I know the event already has this as a rule, but I want to make sure it's clear that I don't want ANYONE bashed, not just Anakin and the clones. - By this, I mean vilifying them based on negative fanon or otherwise non-canon actions or behaviors (e.g. Anakin mind-controlling Padme into a relationship), or stories that prioritize punishing a character for their narrative crimes in the plot, especially in a way that is inconsistent with the setting or characters doing the punishment (e.g. Padme or the Jedi being incredibly harsh with Anakin about the Tusken Massacre, despite Padme moving past it easily in canon, and the Jedi displaying extreme forgiveness and providing rehabilitation to other characters that Fall, like Quinlan). -The whole Anakin/Consequences movement is one that I dislike immensely. If you don’t know what it is, you’re probably not doing it. If you do know what it is, then you know what I mean here. - It is very common/popular to write Qui-Gon as a neglectful, cold, or downright abusive caregiver/parent figure to the children in his care. I do not like this in the slightest.

For some reason, a lot of writers are very casual about violating a character’s bodily autonomy “for their own good.” I don’t like this (unless it’s horror, but that’s a different topic), and ask that you refrain from having characters do something like that for a person’s own good unless there are some massive extenuating circumstances. Please, for the love of god, do not have characters nonconsensually drug each other with sleeping pills as an act of care unless it's meant to be a sign of how dark and fucked up they are. Like, if Vader is drugging someone 'for their own good,' that's one thing, but...

I’m pro-Jedi and pro-New Mandos. I do not want anything that suggests they: - deserved what happened to them - needed to change or learn to accept more militant values/that attachment is good - were stealing/brainwashing children or engaging in cultural genocide - Traviss-style Mando Supremacy is a no-go - This isn’t technically a DNW because it’s too difficult for the mods to enforce, but I’m not a huge fan of large amounts of Mando'a. If it makes sense for a scene (as in, characters are speaking Basic to one another and would include Mando'a for contextually necessary reasons) or has connotations that can’t be translated, then sure, but dropping in “ad'ika” or “gar gai” every few lines grates on me. Translation convention, please!

I do like the True Mandos but please don’t lionize them.

I have minimal interest in the Original Trilogy and no interest in the Sequels; my mind is squarely in the Prequels and pre-canon era. - That said, I do delight in having baby versions of the characters present; I am always open to toddler Skywalker twins cameo. - I’m not very into the Bad Batch. Cameos are fine.

No Barr*ssoka. No, not even as a background thing.

No Cod*wan. No, not even as a background thing. Preferably, no Jedi Master/Clone ships at all, but especially not Obi-Wan/Clones. (Knight/Clones is fine).

No Master/Padawan. I have exceptions when reading, but for an exchange, I’d prefer not to have any in my gift.

Vilifying Padme in the process of explaining why she isn’t with Anakin. She can be an ex, they could be in an open relationship, they could have not gotten in a relationship at all and just stayed friends, I don’t care, just… be nice about her.

The suggestion that Padme was mind-controlled into loving Anakin.

If you write Rebellion/OT setting versions of the ships, please don’t go hard on the clones being Old.

The word wh*re is considered a slur among many sex workers, and while I’m not among that category, I feel uncomfortable seeing it in contexts that don’t really justify it. If it’s a matter of characterization, to signify a character is a bad person, or part of a rougher underground community where it’s an in-group term, or a period setting, that’s one thing, but just as a part of dirty talk or an accusation or teasing? No, no thank you.

#star wars #dear creator #dear creator letter #exchanges

[midnight-moth]

👋 So here is my two cents about the ghoulettes thing. Personally I am not really a fan of w/w M rated fics because being an AFAB ace person, it’s kinda hard to read them, whereas if it’s m/m it’s kind of, disconnected? to me.

And also gender struggles, you know? Just, it’s hard for me to read about cisgender women in general, straight or lesbian, if it’s M rated.

About the hardcore thing, for me the more likely the scene in the fic is to happen in real life, the harder it is to read. So that’s why the hardcore stuff could disconnect with my brain easier than the softer ones. Not saying hardcore stuff don’t happen in real life, but it just seems further away from me than the soft ones, you know? I kinda don’t have the words to explain I’m so confused of myself right now.

But I do love the fluffy ones, slice of life, ghoulettes being badasses, etc.

But it’s just my opinion though.

I understand what you mean. I’m also an afab nb person who is extremely confused about sexuality in general. I have a huge boatload of dysphoria that I am trying to understand. But it makes it very difficult to read about afab anatomy. Let alone write it. However I still want to try because I think it’s important for me personally cause.. well… I am pretty sure I’m very gay and a big victim of comp-het 😅 I’m trying to get over it.

I get how reading mlm is easier, for me it is the same, it’s not my body nor can I relate to it. I will say that I can read wlw but het sex gives me huge ick. And again it’s related to my own personal issues.

I know there’s a lot of ace/ace spectrum people in the fandom, which is why I absolutely try to write things that aren’t porn. I know slice of life and to a lesser extent hurt/comfort don’t do as well as porn but that’s okay.

I know what you mean. It’s harder to connect to a more fantastical situation. And the fandom is extreme kink central.

Thank you so much for sharing with me!

[gimmethatagustd]

Just read Sunday Smut Bookclub! I loved it so much!! As someone who is still a virgin at almost 30 and is trying to parse out whether that’s due to being asexual or demisexual or something like that or if it’s the body insecurity and anxiety, I literally cried. Like if I could trust someone to treat me like Namjoon treats Yoongi to help me figure that all out ????? Or if I felt confident enough to just ask for what I want and need straight out like Yoongi did in this???

The line “Yoongi loves fics like those. They feel how Namjoon’s hands feel when he holds the small of Yoongi’s back and cradles the side of his face when he pulls him into a kiss” took me all the way out!!! Really the whole paragraph before about the way reading fic can make you feel comforted in general I related to and then that transfer of that comfort to this sexual situation!!!! Yo, like… 🥹🥹🥹🥹

But this fic definitely made me laugh too! Literally laughed out loud reading “Can I eat you out” “Oh, uh, ya.”

And the meta-ness was really fun! I didn’t read the authors note going in so I was surprised at BTS showing up and vocal line being members. I also write fic (though I haven’t published anything yet, I might sometime, but right now it’s just getting my thoughts and ideas out and most of my stories don’t have endings lol), and also (like Yoongj described) kind if stop at that moment before smut happens or gloss over it. Like I have one really great Namjoon reader insert scene that I love but that’s the only one I’ve been able to do with any sort of satisfaction and idk how I got in the mindspace to do it lol. So I related so hard in so many ways!!!

Bc I didn’t read the author’s note I dove into it thinking it’d be a nice lunch break smut reading sesh but was pleasantly surprised with how else it impacted me! Thanks so much for writing and sharing this!!!!

hi friend, sorry it has taken me a while to respond to your ask. i read it and immediately gushed to my partner about it (i talked to them about that fic cuz it holds a lot of my personal feelings about physical intimacy in it), and i wanted to kind of sit with it until i felt like i could give you a proper response and not just the unhinged shit i normally respond to feedback with

i'm so happy that it left an impact on you! normally i write fics just cuz i love writing silly little stories (i'm sure you understand since you said you write too!) BUT with this fic i genuinely thought as i was writing, "i really hope people appreciate this" - not because i wanted praise or anything, but an appreciation for being able to either 1) relate to the content or 2) open their eyes to a new way of looking at smut in fanfic and also just simply a sexual orientation that we honestly ignore in the fanfic community imo. i rarely see asexual representation, and so much of fanfic is about smut

like no shade !! most of my fics include smut, and pretty graphic smut, but it's exhausting to write as someone on the ace spectrum, and i think a lot of readers don't realize that. it genuinely takes a lot of effort, and not just cuz we want to write it well, but just... the whole thing is not what we're used to (and also as a virgin i'm sure it's an even more complicated thing to work through). add in some good ole gender dysphoria and YIKES what an experience

like, i haven't had sex with a cis man since 2019 kshdfkjs and yet here i am, dick-in-pussy'ing all over tumblr.com

ANYWAY thank you for sharing this. i hope you're able to work through how you feel with your sexuality. it's def a journey. and also it's important to know that 1) sexuality is a spectrum and 2) if you never have sex or have sex but are never truly into it like most people are, that's ok too! i wrote namjoon as this soft, accepting guy cuz i didn't want yoongi to suddenly like sex just cuz he hooked up with a hot guy. he walked away still unwilling to have sex in the future, and namjoon is cool with that. no one should ever make you feel bad for not wanting to have sex

but also, i would do anything kim taehyung asked me to do, so, sometimes there can be exceptions jdhfkjs 🤪

if you ever post your fic, i'd love to read it! and if you ever need help writing smut, i'm happy to talk to you about it 💜

#jai asks #supermarket-sweep #sorry this is long #but like idk #i have a lot of feelings #ssbc #happy things ✨

[drdtlover]

WHY I THINK HU IS THE KILLER.

This contains spoilers for the new mv and chapter two so you have been warned

Ok let me get this straight before starting, i came up with this theory very quickly whilst me and my friend were rewatching ch2. Nothing here is fact but this is just what i think happened.

Motive:

What would her motive be? Well this theory became a thing because of the secrets. I think Arei had Hu’s secret. Now this may seem crazy for you to hear but hu seems like the kind of person to kill someone and hold no remorse especially if it’s to protect someone.

I think it’s safe to say that hu is a very protective person. Especially around people she cares about and quite a few people may depend on her too. So who did eden run to when arei made her cry. Her bestie hu jing. Obviously i have no proof of this but it seems plausible. I believe a lot of the class( nico, eden etc) seek comfort in hu and see her as a mother figure of some sort

Now hu has gotten mad at arei before and making eden cry must’ve been her last straw.

I think eden is lying to us. I think she knows about hu being the killer but isn’t saying anything because she did it to protect eden. Also just pointing out what eden said before the body was discovered ‘no teruko wait’ almost like she knew what was in there.

I know what you’re thinking,”the murderer had to know about eden and arei becoming friends so if hu did it to protect eden why would she still kill her?” Well, i don’t know. It could be that since arei has hu’s secret she still wanted to kill her. Or maybe eden told hu about her and arei becoming friends and she had a little cute platonic yandere moment. Maybe she was there listening and heard the entire thing. Those are some options.

Now i know what else you’re thinking. “Hu can’t be the killer! Her and eden were doing the dishes at 7pm” (from what i remember them saying) well on the note it wasn’t specified 7 am or pm and i think charles’ “ teruko we fucked up” is what he’ll be talking about. And obviously arei was seen alive at 7pm with David and ace.

Now on my previous post i mentioned hu being credited as supporting cast in the new mv and how that was weird because the people credited as supporting cast are teruko, arei, hu, crossed out mai and a name cut of that seems to be ms/mr naegi (so like komaru or makoto)

Like i said on the previous post hu has nothing to do with the music video unlike the others: arei died this chapter and there is a rope in the background, teruko and mai’s portraits in the background.

So what does hu have to do with it? It could be that she was the one most hurt by David’s reveal or maybe she’s the killer. Her and Arei’s names are next to eachother as well.

How she did it:

Obviously there’s a lot of evidence this chapter so I’m going to go through what i can remember.

The minnows and water(well the water dried up)

I think arei was waterboarded. Granted this is the only reason i could come up with for the water being there. Obviously hu would need a large source of water and where better to get it from than a pond. This could also mean she didn’t die from hanging and instead died from asphyxiation but it’s pretty unlikely to have a fake cause of death two chapters in a row. So let’s say she passes out from lack of oxygen due to the waterboarding

Skid marks

We can’t really tell how strong hu is due to the fact she lost to rose in the arm wrestling comp in ch1. But with her line “ oh dear I’m a bit disappointed in myself” or so it goes. We can tell she thinks highly of her strength and was disappointed she lost to rose. Now the skid marks. The playground floor scuffs easily especially by dragging your feet, hu herself is the one to point this out. So i think hu took the unconscious Arei and the longer rope (the one found under the roundabout) and hung arei from one of the bars on the roof, generating enough force to break her neck. I think this because in the investigation veronika mentions how hanging from the swing set wouldn’t generate enough force to kill and break arei’s neck.

Arei’s wrists

Being tied to a board is a common theme(?) in waterboarding, to stop the victim from moving. So arei’s wrists being tied isn’t that big of a surprise. And we obviously find the crumpled tape that seems to be the lne that bound arei’s wrists together in the bin alongside the note

Tape on roundabout/merry go round

I don’t yet have an explanation for this one soooo.

That’s all the evidence and in conclusion hu killed arei to protect and eden knows this

but isn’t going to say anything. 🤪

#drdt theory #arei nageishi #hu jing #david chiem #danganronpa despair time #drdt spoilers #drdt #drdt chapter 2

[crystalelemental]

Pokemon Team Characterization - Plumeria

Oh thank god, a character with only one team.  I forgot about Plumeria, because I admittedly try not to think about Gen 7 in totality when I don’t have to, but she is a Poison type trainer so here goes.  Act 4 of a six act event.

I’m sticking just to her title defense team, because her one other battle doesn’t offer much.

The Lead (Gengar) Immediate power and offense.  It’s really funny that they got rid of Levitate or I’d have more to say.  I guess Cursed Body is something to indicate that spiteful nature when someone gets aggressive, but who know.  But leading in with raw offense is that pure aggressive nature.  It’s strike first before they strike at you.  The coverage is generally good, although Dark Pulse and Shadow Ball strike the same weaknesses.  The difference is, Dark Pulse flinches, and that suggests an attempt to surprise or startle a foe through that aggressive response into backing down.

The Ace (Salazzle) While Salazzle is more of the same, the notable difference is on Protect.  While overt aggression is her main approach, Protect suggests that central purpose: guarding herself or her friends.  Her goal isn’t aggression for its own sake, but functional aggression; a means of safety.

Corrosion as an ability is also interesting.  The venom will land.  There’s no immunity, or anyone who doesn’t get hit with it.  If she doesn’t like you, or you mess with her or her crew, you’re going to get slapped.

The Guards (Toxapex, Crobat) Both of these two also carry Protect, in some form. Toxapex’s being interesting because it also applies Poison if you strike anyway.  It’s the warning, then the strike if you don’t back off.  Crobat’s focus is on Fly, which isn’t just a means of stalling for more Poison damage, but a means of safety for Crobat for that turn.  Notably, its coverage is Leech Life.  Meanwhile, Toxapex gets Liquidation, which can break down the foe’s defense.

I think this is where we get a bit more than just the game’s knowledge.  Yes, Plumeria is protective of people.  Yes, she can be snappy and aggressive when needed, to facilitate that safety.  But Liquidation is that means  It’s a breakdown.  Toxic breaks someone down in a more physical way, while debuffed defenses is breaking the guard.  It’s relational aggression, the picking at weaknesses.  She’ll verbally tear you down instead if that works better.  Leech Life, recovering off the attack, implies a sense of enjoyment from the conflict.  She’s someone who enjoys tearing into someone who she feels deserves it.

Muk (Muk) I don’t have a good designation for Muk.  The typing covering a common weakness and being strong defensively indicates her as someone capable of providing support.  She’s someone to rely on.  Brick Break removing screens can be seen as a sort of breaking down walls; getting people to open up.  She knows how to get people talking and reacting.  Interestingly, this is the only Pokemon that directly applies a status.  Toxic into Venoshock is, I think, more of how she approaches.  Physical beatdown, but verbal follow-up to double down.  She’s someone who doesn’t relent, but doubles down.  This is both a positive when in your corner, but a negative if she’s off-base.  She’s not going to change her mind easily.

Summation Plumeria is someone whose primary motivation is protection and security.  She’s willing to get in people’s faces and be aggressive to make sure no one messes with her or the people who protects.  If you’re lucky, you’ll get a warning, but ignoring that means she’s not letting up.  Plumeria’s hard to get to back down or change her mind on something, and it can get nasty.  She’s empathetic enough to read people, and will dig at a weakness if you’re a problem, but is good at getting people to open up and engage if she likes you.

If you have an alternate read on the team, I’d love to hear it.  I am...not the biggest fan of Gen 7, but I did like the Aether Fam and Team Skull well enough, so they get a pass.

#pokemon #plumeria #pokemon team characterization #megazardx2

[gothamcitycentral]

your top 5 batman rogues for the send me a character and i’ll list thing

That’s be Killer Croc, Poison Ivy, Scarecrow, Man-Bat, and Bane! But since I’ve done Bane already, I’ll throw in Harley to complete the Sirens

Killer Croc

Favorite thing about them

Everything I love his theming with humanity

Least favorite thing about them

Not so great explanations on his… crocodilian-ness. Originally he had a skin-condition which kinda worded for what he was at the time, but not so much when he was 10 feet tall. Then he had “reptilian activism” which is… so bad I can’t even articulate it.

Favorite line

In Joker’s Asylum: Beauty and the Best, “… They’re the monsters… not me…. Put me back”. I can just so easily imagine with whole body shaking, voice quaking with devastation. It hurts my heart every time.

brOTP

Him and Ivy!

OTP

Definitely him and June Moone

nOTP

I don’t like him with Orca or him with Harley

Random headcanon

He’s used a stake as a toothpick before.

Unpopular opinion

Killer Croc designs with human mouths don’t look him.

Song i associate with them

This Animal I Have Become by Three’s Day Grace

Favorite picture of them

Poison Ivy

Favorite thing about them

Honestly I just like plants. Though I also love how she has an inverted struggle with humanity. While most mutated characters try to maintain their sense of being human, Poison Ivy instead wants to shed it.

Least favorite thing about them

All of her backstories where she sleeps with her college professor.

Favorite line

“They can bury me in the ground, as deep as they like. But I'll grow back.” Not crazy or anything, but I like it.

brOTP

Her and Croc, like I said. I also like her and Bruce being friends.

OTP

I’m basic, her and Harley. I also think her and Selina are pretty funny together.

nOTP

Her and Batman. Just no

Random headcanon

Poison Ivy is effectively immortal, when it comes to dying of old age. When her body should die of age, it instead regrows. Every time this happens she becomes more plant and wood like.

Unpopular opinion 

Feminine fatal Poison Ivy is really boring and generic

Song i associate with them

Poison by Alice Cooper and Its the End of the World as We Know It by R.E.M.

Favorite picture of them

Scarecrow

Favorite thing about them

A character who debuted as a man who dresses as a scarecrow and was fired from his job as a college professor because he shot a gun in his classroom evolved into one of the most queer coded Batman characters.

Least favorite thing about them

He can be pretty egotistical I guess.

Favorite line

“When the dawn comes, when Gotham lies in ruin and I turn my gaze to the world beyond, the legend of the Batman will be worth nothing at all...”

brOTP

Him and Harley! Psychology buddies!

OTP

That’d be him and Bane. Evil chemists loving each other and committing atrocities <3

nOTP

Not a fan of Mad Hatter and him, mainly because I don’t like Mad Hatter. And him and Riddler is too much white twink for my diet.

Random headcanon

Learned how to barley play an acoustic guitar to harmonize with his birds

Unpopular opinion

“Scarecrow is definitely Ace” this is the horniest old man I have ever seen

Song i associate with them

… This is Halloween, kinda

Favorite picture of them

Man-Bat

Favorite thing about them

Frankly I just think bats are cool animals I am an easy person to please

Least favorite thing about them

Kirk can be written as a pretty boring guy a lot of the time, unfortunately.

Favorite line

Something along the lines of “Well, I believe it should work, but I did turn myself into a bat, so-“

brOTP

I don’t think Kirk has friends. I guess you can count that magic squad team up Wonder Woman organized (no, I don’t know why he qualified).

OTP

Again, basic, but I think him and Francine can be pretty sweet together. Even if I find them divorcing funny.

nOTP

I suppose I’m not a big fan and him and Bruce.

Random headcanon

Post transformation he’ll occasionally wake up, drenched in sweat, and the taste of blood in his mouth. He vomits in the sink.

Unpopular opinion

All “Batman is a furry jokes” should go to him.

Song i associate with them

Don’t You Dare Forget the Sun, by Get Scared.

Favorite picture of them

I love Kirk covering the Batsignal

Harley Quinn

Favorite thing about them

I love this whole identity and personally Harley crafted for herself to ignore her trauma

Least favorite thing about them

Sometimes she just shows up in things she shouldn’t.

Favorite line

When she first appear in Jame Gunn’s Suicide Squad and announced she just took a shit

brOTP

Her and Bruce would be iconic

OTP

Again, Harlivy. Though most Harley ships are pretty enjoyable.

nOTP

…Joker

Random headcanon

She will brand for hair if she gets the opportunity.

Unpopular opinion

So I think her “new age” designs are fine as long as they maintain the diamond motif and aren’t too “this is just underwear”.

Song i associate with them

Blood // Water by granson. Well, Into the Knight Harley, but still.

Favorite picture of them

Thanks!

#my asks #killer croc #waylon jones #poison ivy #pamela isley #scarecrow #jonathan crane #man bat #kirk langstrom #harley quinn #harleen quinzel #long post

[vampirelequeer]

After reading IWTV and TVL as a teenager, I decided before the show came out to start again and slowly make my way through the whole series. I’m about halfway through the fourth book at the moment.

So without further ado, my thoughts on The Tale of the Body Thief so far:

(Spoilers ahead)

( also me special interest dumping oops)

- first off, HUGE trigger warning for a horrible sex scene. I guess (??) it shouldn’t be so shocking that Lestat is a monster and an actual canonical r*pist and seems to brush the whole thing off. But then also I’m sort of putting it down to Anne Rice very being weird in general and ideas about sex maybe (??) being different in the 90s. I don’t know I am reaching here

- Okay so that grimness aside, this is possibly my favourite book so far (I’m about halfway through). Tied with The Vampire Lestat maybe. After the drudgery that was Queen of the damned (oh the drudgery), I am loving the action and silliness of this story, the actual Lestat character development. There is less vampires sitting round a table telling their life stories and more actual stuff happening. There’s also some really beautiful writing and it feels quick and fun and romp-y to read. Pure vampire escapism.

- however I am PISSED that I waited 3 books to read a sex scene and what I got was a horrifying assault scene and…..a straight sex scene. An overly detailed yet somehow blandly vanilla straight sex scene. How dare you, Anne?? I wonder if this is the homophobia of time- Anne may have been all for mlm but felt too uncomfortable to actually write two men having sex. Or most likely it just wouldn’t have gotten published. I know vampires are supposed to be ace but it seems sort of….suspicious that Anne Rice the erotica writer has chosen this rule for only her male/male character relationships. Anyway basically we have been robbed

- There is some really great Louis content in this book. There is an absolutely beautiful scene where we learn more about his living situation and him as a vampire. I think he goes a bit wooden doll-ish character-wise in TVL and QotD and here he is actually his own personality again.

- However where is Armand, my evil rat baby

- I think what a lot of people hate about the books after Qotd ( though I speak as someone early on- I’m sure they will get really terrible soon) is that Lestat doesn’t stay dedicated to Louis. In fact he falls in love with anyone he gets close to. I think it’s easier reading it now, knowing that Lestat and Louis are going to end up together. But also I see them as a poly relationship (ish) and that they are working on their own stuff before being fully together again. As a poly independent person, I think this is great, and would honestly find the relationship a bit boring if it was just happy and monogamous forever. I am all about the drama lol

-on a lighter note god I love Lestat becoming human and remembering the horror of being a disgusting meat sack. Like him accidentally weeing on himself and gorging himself on chocolate. And almost dying of the flu because he’s not realised he needs a coat in the snow. I love that murder himbo

So yes halfway through and probably about to eat my words on supporting this (currently wonderful) vampire trashfire of a novel. David does seem to suck so far, but not more than say, Marius. And I find Marius’s POV fun to read even if he is an arrogant creep.

What do you all think of this novel? Thank you for coming to my tedtalk on old vampire books nobody reads anymore

#iwtv #interview with the vampire #Lestat #Louis #the tale of the body thief #Anne rice #the vampire chronicles #book review #vampires #david talbot #lestat de lioncourt #louis du pointe du lac #amc interview with the vampire #loustat #queen of the damned #the vampire lestat #personal

[forabeatofadrum]

There’s nothing ironic about show choir (19/30)

AO3

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Prompt: Heal

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SIMON

Of course Baz settles on a song.

“The home refers to Watford,” he explains.

I roll my eyes.

“Yes, I got that much.”

The directors approve and it’s time for the two of us to actually rehearse. Most of the time, we rehearse at Ebb’s, since I still don’t want to set foot in Vitis’s choir room and Baz constantly complains about the fact that he had to see Ruta’s.

We can also rehearse in our rooms. Baz can spell it soundproof. But I think that as long as the weather allows it, we should go outside. Baz also gets a kick out of it. He’d never given Ebb the time of day, but ever since she told him about his mother, he’s different around her.

We have a month before the festival, and we’re definitely going to ace it. My voice is great, and so is Baz’s. Now that we work together, I can actually tell him so without an added insult. I try to be nicer to him by telling him he’s great and by bringing him my gran’s cake. If I don’t, then Ruta will have my head.

I was complaining about this duet to Penny and then she told me that she was the one who came up with it, together with Agatha. The traitors!

“I am not a traitor,” Penny had said, “I just think you and Baz need to heal the wound that has formed between you two, instead of rubbing salt into it.”

“There’s always been a wound between us, Pen!”

“Yes, but it’s gotten worse.”

So I am nicer to Baz now. For Penny and whole of Ruta’s sake.

Yet, Baz hasn’t really gotten the hint. He’s still scowling and sneering and being generally unpleasant, but it’s thawed a little bit. And when I sing, he actually attentively listens. Dare I say he looks mesmerised?

Okay, fuck, no not that. I am the one who’s mesmerised by his voice. I don’t get why Madam Bellamy has never put him on lead. His voice is perfect! (He’s perfect, with his perfect hair and his perfectly-fitting uniform on his perfect looking body and his perfect skills!)

He’s a great singer and the directors were right about our voices matching. Even Baz has to admit that. It’s one of the only nice things he’s said.

We don’t talk outside of the rehearsals though. We’re not friends or anything.

Yet, one day, when I see Baz on our way to class, I wave. It’s automatic! I can’t help it.

He freezes, looks around, and then awkwardly waves back.

Agatha, who is next to him, looks surprised. Penny also lets out a laugh.

“It’s just a wave,” I mumble.

“It’s a start,” Penny says.

I suppose she’s right.

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End notes: So. The song? You, my dear reader, would probably like to know which song it is. Well, the truth is that I am not fully sure. It’s either Home by Phillip Phillips, or Homeward Bound by Simon & Garfunkel OR it’s Homeward Bound/Home by *drum roll* Glee!

Basically my thought process was “Oh shit I need a song!” so I used random number generator 1 to 6. That gave me 4. Then I randomly generated a number between 1 and 22. That led to 8. Season 4 episode 8 of Glee is Thanksgiving and Homeward Bound/Home is my favourite song of the ep (I mean, it wasn’t really a competition, this is the Gangnam Style episode). I just didn’t expect to draw an episode where the best song is a mash-up, so yeah. What song do you prefer?

#carry on countdown #COC 2022 #carry on #simon snow series #snowbaz #holy fuck I wrote #2022 #multichaptered