Du weißt, du hast verloren, wenn du nur noch auf Drogen glücklich bist.💊👁💔
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Everything is so loud:
I am supposed to be different. I cant be me anymore! Everything is CHAOS! I cant be here anymore I cant be me anymore. Do this! Do that! Stop this! Stop that! You have never been enough. I don't belong here! I am worthless. I am numb. I feel everything all at once. So much pain but its trapped inside. Breathing is hard I cant breathe! Let me go. Stop please your hurting me. Im not hurt enough. Cut. Cut! CUT! We are breaking. I was only a kid. Its all my fault. I deserve worse. I am nothing. I cant breathe I cant breathe! Let me go let me die. Kill me please kill me.
Shut up! Shut Up! SHUT UP!!
Silence deafening silence. Ringing in my ears tears freely fall am I dead yet? Why am I still here?
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I hate having no words to use, I hate feeling like there’s nothing can explain how empty I’m
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something sharp is cutting in me right now i dont know what it is
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I am nobody to anyone.
I wish that's wasn't a matter of fact..
I wish I was wrong.
I pray all night long,
By the next morning I'll be gone.
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Im just melting away day by day
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bitte ruf mich an wenn du wach wirst
-Sierra Kidd
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The lifelessness of kikyo at the beginning of the series is a whole mood now that I'm older. I've never been reborn and yet sometimes I feel like I'm a shell sometimes and not the cool ghost in shell feeling but that made of grave soil - half in the grave feeling.
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the longer I stand here, the louder the silence
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wonder if I'm going to be fine again, because all I've been feeling for a long is pain and I’m so tired of that
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Here is a photo of me in natural light covered in a heavy filter.
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