I rather have one amazing person to talk to every night than have several pointless conversations with temporary people.
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Not a poem, just what was on my mind today
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I can only live in my head. On the outside I just exist. I will never be what I want to be. That's just physically impossible. What a pity. Isn't it pathetic?
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Me starting my secret project:
Just a fun silly idea I will enjoy doing!
Me 1/4th of the way through:
but why tho
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Pls make a Tutorial: How to keep living
Heres my guide dear lovely customer (aaand that would be 80 php-)
Step one :
No, you don't
Step two :
Read Distant Sky youll either kill yourself or find motivation to live because of through their suffering in the mortal world
Step three :
The world sucks give up everyone dies
Step four :
Run away from your house
Step five :
Escape human society
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When Will This End?
Here i sit, alone as always, the tears streaming down my face. Staring off into space, the pain rolling over me in unending waves... i am reminded of this song...
Welcome to the Soldier Side
Where there is no one here but me
People all grow up to die
There is no one here but me
—SOAD/Soldier Side
i am not even surprised anymore how quickly my mood can change, from a decent night to crushing lows where i struggle to understand why i even bother going through the motions of life. Time after time, day after day of nothing but pain and misery. Is the effort of just surviving even worth it anymore? How long must this last? At what point do you just write it off as a waste and just give up?
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everything is pointless without you
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Is this second cup of coffee going to fix the headache from crying? Probs not but what else can I do
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"Maybe we're comatose in purgatory lines,
a fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we're alive."
— (Nathan Wagner - Psychosis)
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