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"October, crisp, misty, golden October, when the light is sweet and heavy."
- Angela Carter
"You love October most of all, how there is no word for so much splendor."
- Eric Gamalinda, from 'The Opposite of Nostalgia'
"October is a thick and hollow bone. There are cracks down the length of it. There is ache when it rains."
Dear Would-be Wife, Gala Mukomolova
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What I read in 2023
2023
Either/Or- Elif Batuman
Arcadia- Lauren Groff
The Buddha in the Attic- Julie Otsuka
Monsters- Claire Dederer
Also a Poet: My father, Frank O’Hara and me- Ada Calhoun
Bodywork- Melissa Febos
Vanishing Fleece- Clara Parkes
The Idiot- Elif Batuman
Syllabus- Lynda Barry
The Women’s House of Detention- Hugh Ryan
Saving Time- Jenny Odell
Sag Harbor- Colson Whitehead (re-read, very happily)
All Night Pharmacy- Ruth Madievsky
Moby Dick- Herman Melville
Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow- Gabrielle Zevin
Mare’s Nest- Holly Mitchell
Lima :: Limón- Natalie Scenters-Zapico
Heliopause- Heather Christle
The Changeling- Victor LaValle
The Secret History- Donna Tartt
Punks: New and Selected Poems- John Keene
Eyes Bottle Dark with a Mouthful of Flowers- Jake Skeets
Togetherness- Wo Chan
Soundmachine- Rachel Zucker
Superdoom- Melissa Broder
Philomath- Devon Walker-Figueroa
Exiles of Eden- Ladan Osman
NSFW- Isabel Kaplan
Junk- Tommy Pico
Draw Me After- Peter Cole
O- Zeina Hashem Beck
The Interestings- Meg Wolitzer
Civil Service- Claire Schwartz
My Education- Susan Choi
Without Protection- Gala Mukomolova
Mothman Apologia- Robert Wood Lynn
A Nail the Evening Hangs On- Monica Sok
The World Keeps Ending, and the World Goes On- Franny Choi
Space Struck- Paige Lewis
The Underground Railroad- Colson Whitehead
Bliss Montage- Ling Ma
Our Spoons Came from Woolworths- Barbara Comyns
Garments Against Women- Anne Boyer
Don’t Let Me Be Lonely- Claudia Rankine (reread)
Present Tense Machine- Gunnhild Øyehaung, tr. Sophie Hughes
Celestia- Manuele Fior, tr. Jamie Richards
Night Bus- Zuo Ma, tr. Orion Martin
Nightbitch- Rachel Yoder
Boundless- Jillian Tamaki
Your black friend and other strangers- Ben Passmore
Library of Small Catastrophes- Alison C. Rollins
Nerd: Adventures in fandom from this universe to the multiverse- Maya Phillips
Desperate Characters- Paula Fox
The Bird King- G. Willow Wilson
Alienation- Inés Estrada
The Anti-Racist Writing Workshop- Felicia Rose Chavez
The Year of Blue Water- Yanyi
Pale Colors in a Dark Field- Carl Phillips
I Remember- Joe Brainard
Manywhere- Morgan Thomas
Obit- Victoria Chang
Memorial- Brian Washington
Girlhood- Melissa Febos
Hot and Bothered: what no one tells you about menopause- Jancee Dunn
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November 2023 Tarotscopes – The Moon Studio
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Our People Don’t Believe In Tears, by Alina Pleskova
OUR PEOPLE DON'T BELIEVE IN TEARS
for Gala Mukomolova
I pull the Death card & you go Know what this means? not unkindly Something crucial about living keeps grazing me by inches. No grip on my future. As we say, nu i chto? As we say other times, & so what?Our people toast relentlessly to health, don't fall for anyone's easy grin. We learn guarded early. In certain company, I'm cowed. I hollow out, for ease of relations. My parents never knew Marina loved Sophia until they heard it on the radio, decades after the poet's death. Things were complicated then, they said. You couldn't just live as yourself. At Riis with you, tits out & facing heavenward, I regard my debts to our legion. In every direction, bodies gleam unrepentant, however they present. To be legible is a release. Someone's hairdye trails fuchsia wake across the water. Someone chugs rum on the sandbar. Someone dares leather in rippling heat. Everyone believes in disco. Bliss takes a day-sized bite. We're no longer there or then, yet: Yelena Grigoryeva will be murdered in St. Pete tomorrow. For living as herself & loudly. Tomorrow, we will make blini from my babushka's recipe & lament over our split culture. Jokes cut with our first tongue, the one that tends toward withholding. My parents never knew I loved ___. Occasionally, my mother asks if therapy is working. Our people prefer their tea & humor darker. Where were you when you first realized how many more of us exist? I was here, now, waiting dimly for my undoing.
-Alina Pleskova
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Gala Mukomolova, "Return"
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"October is a thick and hollow bone. There are cracks down the length of it. There is ache when it rains."
-Gala Mukomolova, Dear Would-be Wife
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What was it like to be cared for?
Sometimes, knowing
what won’t be enough is enough.
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from “You have a Russian soul, Polina insists” by Gala Mukomolova
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"October is a thick and hollow bone. There are cracks down the length of it. There is ache
when it rains."
— Gala Mukomolova, Dear Would-Be Wife, from The James Franco Review (2016)
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Squeez’d from goblin fruits for you, goblin pulp and goblin dew.
Gala Mukomolova, from “But, like, where is the body?”
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I just want to feel good again
Did you know that horses only lie down
besides horses they can trust Do you
remember Tennessee that rooftop
in South Brooklyn how we slow-danced
and you breathed free into my ear
and I breathed free right into yours?
— Gala Mukomolova, from “Tennessee, I'm thinking about free falling,” published in Peach Mag
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I’m crying, staring down into my plate, thinking on last night—how you called me difficult when you could have called me beautiful. And here it is, beautiful tumbling out my mother’s mouth like bad oil. More and more I imagine my dead body slumped beside me. It feels peaceful.
Gala Mukomolova, “On the Brighton Beach boardwalk,” from Without Protection
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