#i feel like im suffocating

[janthewriter]

I Can’t Escape

gravity holds me down & keeps me grounded

but i wish it wouldn’t

it drags me into a deep abyss

i would much rather prefer to float into an unknown expanse

pressure makes diamonds, sure

but nobody talks about how it also makes cracks

revealing every systematic flaw

that no bandage could conceal

there’s nothing left to hide behind

the pressure has become too extreme

it has made my fortress concave & collapse

the pressure has cracked me

suffocated me until i am no more

i have no where left to turn

the everlasting pressure & suffocation is inescapable

#pressure #suffocation #suffering #suffocate me #i feel like im suffocating #amwriting #creative writing #poem #poetry #tumblr writers #women writers #writeblr #writer problems #writer things #writers and poets #writers of tumblr #writing community #writerscorner #writerslife #writersociety #writing #writing blog #writing life #writers society #writing on tumblr #written

[louudthoughts]

i feel trapped in my everyday life.

like it's slowly closing in on me.

#suffocation #i feel like im suffocating #feelings #emotions #numb #spilled ink #personal #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #lonely thoughts #i hate it here #loud thoughts #so much emotional pain that it becomes physical pain

[sensitivesublime]

#real #pain #truama #mental health #mental illness #depression #bipolar #ptsd #agoraphobia #actually agoraphobic #bpd #borderline things #suffocating #i feel like im suffocating #anxiety #overthinking #art #artist unknown #credit to creator #credit to whoever made this #deep #drown in my mind #drowning

[nonsensethoughtz]

i remember her head

completely bald, no eyebrows or eyelashes.

i remember her sunken face

filled with pain and exhaustion.

i remember her skin

hanging on her fragile bones.

i remember the stillness

the disturbing realization there was no movement of her chest.

i remember the cold

a hug that just felt wrong.

i remember the thing, no longer her

that remained in her bed hours after she left.

and i remember time stopping

the suffocating, overwhelming understanding that she was not here anymore and never would be again.

#tw death #disturbing #tw grief #dealing with grief #grieving #grief #mental illness #depressing shit #i feel like im suffocating #sad thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts

[thedeliaishere]

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#i feel like im suffocating

[xawaketoyou]

This deafening silence is suffocating

#depression #depressed #sad #sadness #im dying #end it already #screaming #broken heart #heartbreak #i feel like im suffocating

[villianously]

.

#I feel like im suffocating #i can’t explain it #how I feel or what I think or why #my head is so fucking empty but my feelings are so loud and they all seem so illogical and confusing when I can’t use my brain #.

[paiohaktnmcakl]

i want to be able to play music throughout the house, without having to censor it

i want to belt my heart out, without someone commenting on my singing

i want to spend all day cooking a meal, without someone hovering, asking questions left and right

i want to bathe whenever i want, without worrying about strangers being right outside the door

i want to cook whenever i want, without having to wait for the bottom floor to be vacant

i want to wear whatever i like, without worrying about it being too risqué

i want to express myself how i choose, without worrying about fitting into someone’s perception of me

i want to experiment, without judgement or comment

i want to bring someone home, without having judgement passed on them or myself

i want to decorate how i like, with no religious pieces in sight

i want to breathe.

i want to be myself.

if i’m ever able to even figure out who that is.

#stuck in a loop #i feel like im suffocating #unsafe household #just barely scratching the surface #sorry for the negativity #i’m just fucking tired

[v-0-id-uwu]

Quit trying to make me feel special just to ignore me at the end.

#annoyed #fuck my life #i hate you #fuck you #liar #leave me the fuck alone #why do you do this #i feel like im suffocating #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #empty inside

[eightiesfinalgirl]

do yall ever feel like you're losing it because you can say something provably correct and are constantly told you are in fact saying something else that you aren't saying and you literally doubt yourself 24/7 because you feel like you can't never be confident in your words

#i feel like im suffocating #adrian's musings

[everythingfeelswrong]

Update: anxiety

I am the cause of the things that choke

#my art blog #traditional art #art journal #vent art #journal #art #tw anxiety #how do i stop the anxiety #anxious #i will never learn #old trees #suffocation #can’t breathe #i can’t breathe #ancient trees #i feel like im suffocating #mentally ill #roots

[twilight-touch]

#insecurity #overthinking #i feel like im suffocating #drown in my mind

[nonsensethoughtz]

maybe sometimes anxiety is not overthinking but finally realizing the horrors that humanity has allowed itself to spiral into and we drug and distract ourselves to ease the pain of the knowledge that we will all die in the end

#spilled thoughts #anxiety #mental illness #mental health #depression #i feel like im suffocating

[likehephaestionwhodied]

I'm sure rereading our entier chat log over and over and over is helping.

#i feel like im suffocating #if i dont hear from him tomorrow idk what that will do to my mental health

[information-learner]

It's not that complicated.

I just need my ponytail that is loose enough that it doesn't hurt my wrist, but tight enough that it still holds my hair up.

It's simple really.

#i cant find my ponytail #and im having to use a regular one #and its so tight #i feel like im suffocating #:)

[witchlockmonsterfox]

bad bad badddd sense of impending doom and anxiety

#i feel like im suffocating #for a whole hour it felt like i couldnt move or breathe #it was only like ten minutes christ