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kemetic-dreams · 7 months

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The term 'Sub-Saharan' Africa is a colonial language that was used to belittle African nations south of the Sahara and to separate the other countries from North Africa– Egypt, Morocco, Algeria, Tunisia, Libya, and Sudan due to them being Arab states.

Colored, Negro, Black, Nigger

Every one of these terms come from the mindset of Europeans not Africans. Indigenous African societies do not use the term black as a racial identity outside of influences brought by Western cultures.

Contemporary anthropologists and other scientists, while recognizing the reality of biological variation between different human populations, regard the concept of a unified, distinguishable "Black race" as socially constructed.

Black is a term developed in the Colonial Assembly of Maryland, after a rebellion called Bacon's Rebellion, fought from 1676 to 1677.

The alliance between European indentured servants and Africans (a mix of indentured, enslaved, and Free Negroes) disturbed the colonial upper class. They responded by hardening the racial caste of slavery in an attempt to divide the two races from subsequent united uprisings with the passage of the Virginia Slave Codes of 1705.

White took on the meaning "British, Christian and having rights. Black meaning not having rights.

These divided the two populations, by giving poor Europeans with no power, unprecedented power over all non-Europeans.

The laws were devised to establish a greater level of control over the rising African slave population of Virginia. It also socially segregated white colonists from black enslaved persons, making them disparate groups and hindering their ability to unite. Unity of the commoners was a perceived fear of the Virginia aristocracy, who wished to prevent repeated events such as Bacon's Rebellion, occurring 29 years prior.

By refusing to call you an African, it belittles you, no such thing as black names, black land or black languages. It is like calling a woman big lips or flat butt and refusing to call the woman by her actual name. "Hey colored girl, or black boy".

In social psychology, a stereotype is a generalized belief about a particular category of people.

African populations have the highest levels of genetic variation among all humans.

Why You Probably Shouldn't Say 'Eskimo'

People in many parts of the Arctic consider Eskimo a derogatory term because it was widely used by racist, non-native colonizers. Many people also thought it meant eater of raw meat, which connoted barbarism and violence. Although the word's exact etymology is unclear, mid-century anthropologists suggested that the word came from the Latin word excommunicati, meaning the excommunicated ones, because the native people of the Canadian Arctic were not Christian.

According to the Constitution of India, we are “the people of India that is Bharat”

In English language discourse, the word ‘India’ is used and in Hindi expressions, the word ‘Bharat’ is used. The Anglicised call it ‘India’, and the indigenous call it ‘Bharat’. Our ruling class calls it ‘India’, the others, the janata, call it ‘Bharat’. It has become a trend and fashion to prefer the word ‘India’ over ‘Bharat’. We converse with the country in Hindi and other vernaculars while we govern it in English.

Japanese people usually refer to their country as Nihon or Nippon

The name "Japan" in English is derived from the Portuguese word "Japão," which was used during the 16th century when Portuguese traders and explorers first arrived in Japan. The Portuguese term "Japão" likely evolved from the Malay word "Japang" or "Japang Pulau," which referred to the Japanese archipelago.

The Japanese people themselves refer to their country as "Nihon" (日本) or "Nippon" (日本), and these terms have been used in the Japanese language for centuries.

As European seen themselves as the elites of all races and god's chosen people. They took on the mindset of what I say makes the most sense.

Renaming essentially all populations they came in contact with, using their language as opposed to learning the language of the natives.

And whatever religion or spirituality people had Europeans demonized it and forced converted people to Christianity.

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beyondtheglowingstars · 3 months

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scrolling though your blog, LET ME TELL YOU I AM SWEATING. do you think Legend would have a dumptruck? actually on that note biggest to smallest ass in the chain 😭 ( this is very out of pocket so totally fair if you don't want to answer )

Yes he totally has a dumptruck ass, Hylia told me in a dream btw. Also anon you're asking the REAL questions here ask more

Giving ratings mostly based on ass size in proportion to their body rather than just comparing between them (otherwise poor Four would be dead last bc he technically has the smallest ass even if it's not a pancake ass 💀). Headcanons below. Starting from biggest to smallest:

Sky This boy is the perfect combination between fat and muscle and he's v much friend and cuddle shaped. Not that surprising since he's not rly skinny, but it is big.

Legend Genetics that favor his glutes and all that traveling and adventures come together to give him an ass to be justifiably jealous about. His tunic might hide it, but anything tight enough is gonna show off the absolute cake factory that his lower body is, and it greatly shocked a few of them (most offended shocked one was Warriors).

Time Nothing to say except for farm work and genetics (I mean, have you SEEN the OoT adult Link renders? Body slept for 7 years and got buff all on its own).

Twi Same as Time, but a little smaller.

Hyrule Not really buff and I doubt he can get good meals often back in his home, but all that walking and running has somewhat shaped his lower body

Four Skinny and got buff but doesn't really have a big ass, blacksmithing doesn't work out your butt.

Wild Very skinny, small ass does NOT match the birthing hips!! Just look at his half-naked models in BoTW/ToTK, it is canon.

Warriors Postman outfit in his game brutally EXPOSED this man and his flat ass. You can't really see it unless he bends over, and even then it is still a sad excuse of an ass for a soldier. Secretly wishes that he could steal one of Legend's ass cheeks to distribute its mass on his own butt so he can FINALLY experience life with an ass, and the next time that he falls on his butt he has some cushioning to stop his pelvis from getting broken on impact. (Totally not jealous of Legend and Legend has definitely not caught on to it and teased him about it (in a Chain x reader setting Legend would rub it in his face that you love his big, grabbable ass and Warriors would mald SOOOOO hard lmao)).

Anyway, um yeah :)

#linked universe #lu legend #lu sky #lu time #lu twilight #lu four #lu hyrule #lu wild #lu warriors #some answering #character headcanons #minors dni

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s-exradfem · 1 month

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Radfems' Misogyny

As a girl, I've been harassed viciously by terfs and radfems, over and over again in my life. They've done all the usual: callouts, suicide baiting, flat-out telling me to kill myself. They've dogpiled me. They've sexually harassed me to the point that I cried.

The plot twist here is that I'm cis, a feminist, and an ex-radfem. Let me be blatantly clear to you that *this is how radfems treat their own*. They can talk about the magic sisterhood of "biological females" all they want, but as soon as a cis girl or woman steps one toe out of line, THIS is how they treat her.

But radfems' misogyny goes far deeper than targeting cis women they don't like. I don't want to touch too deeply on transmisogyny here, given that I'm cis -- there are a lot of other tumblr posts that you can read about that (and I strongly suggest that you do some research about transmisogyny). I want to talk about the damage that radfems do to all women, including cis women.

Because radfems hugely enforce beauty standards for girls and women. Women and girls don't look as streamlined as the girls and women that you see on TV and in movies. We don't all have perfectly "feminine" features. Gender is a social construct, and one that our genes are blissfully unaware of.

Women can easily end up having features that our society considers "masculine," like broad jaws or slim hips, for example, just as easily as men can end up with "feminine" features like bigger lips or a larger butt. It's all just a genetic lottery.

Radfems ignore this, insisting that women must have only "feminine" features, or else they're men. There are dozens of instances of radfems calling out some unsuspecting cis woman for supposedly being a man or a trans women, because they can "just tell." Maybe she has an adam's apple, as do all women. Maybe she's tall and wide, as many women are. Maybe she has a big nose.

Maybe she's intersex, like me. Maybe she ended up with a lot of body hair. And so on.

This post is getting long, and I know y'all don't like long posts, so I'll end this here. But know that I have a lot more to say about radfems and misogyny.

Radical feminism hurts all women, period. It does not benefit women to draw a clear dividing line between women and men, and to call everything on one side of the line good and pure, and call everything on the other side total ontological evil.

The world doesn't work like that.

#feminism #beauty standards #gender #misogyny

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drdtnsfw · 9 months

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Hi I'm the one who sent the Levi ass confession, and I got curious and have nothing else to do so Here's my semi-serious headcannons on the asses of the DRDT guys (I have absolutely lost my mind and I do not care) -

CharlesHe has pretty nice hips in the CG where his lab coat is off, so I’d say that translates pretty well into his ass. It’s not the biggest in terms of size but it is definitely up there, being pretty round and curvy, and it has quite a bit of bounce when he walks (which Whit will not stop commenting on jokingly and it makes him very flustered). His rear is unfortunately covered 95% of the time by his lab coat, so in the times it is off you must savor every glance you can get (Extra headcanon: It looks amazing in suit pants and slacks)

AceAce is an interesting case because he could definitely have a much fatter ass if his body had more fat to actually work with, but it doesn’t. That being said, he definitely has something when it comes to an ass as he does canonically exercise, so his butt is very toned and firm all things considered. It’s not that big for the reasons I said prior, but it’s definitely there. Word of advice however, don’t slap it. As that will not only shatter your bones but probably his as well LeviI’ve already talked about Levi but I will say it again, this man has more cake than a bakery on top of a bakery. He by far has the biggest ass of the male cast due to how fit he is, and how he is able to squeeze it in a pair of pants every day is beyond me. His ass is mostly muscle and is quite toned, but unlike Ace he also has fat to work with which gives it an extra balance of squish and bounciness. I’d imagine he didn’t really pay attention to the size of his ass until he caught certain people staring at it, and he usually leaves it at that. However, if you are particularly close to him (most likely a partner), he will allow you to touch it…and god. Touching Levi’s rear can be best described as an orgasm in your hand.

Arturo And immediately going from the biggest ass to the smallest ass, Arturo has very little in the rear department. All things considered, it’s pretty flat and bony and he definitely wishes it was as round as the beautiful celebrities he idolizes. To his credit however, it is also very smooth and feels quite good to touch, the problem is more so getting close to him enough to the point where he’d allow you to. Like Ace however, don’t slap it. Not cause your bones will break but because there is nothing for them to break on David David’s ass, in all retrospects, is pretty middle of the road. It’s not flat by any means, but it’s not exactly big either. It’s a very average ass for someone his body type, but the pants he wears make it look a lot nicer, and it’s not like he has nothing back there, so it’s nice to catch a look at it every now and again Xander I’d say Xander probably has the second best ass all around just being beaten out by Levi. The best word to describe Xander’s butt is…juicy. It’s round like an apple and very plump, and like Levi’s it’s the perfect mix between being toned and being squishy. But his body is a bit more fat then actual muscle so his rear leans more towards being squishy and it’s quite jiggly in turn. He wishes he had a more firm ass but no matter how many squats he does, he can’t get rid of the squishiness. His ass makes a pretty satisfying sound when it’s slapped too, like a clap. (Extra headcanon: I have a hc that Xander often goes commando, so when he does there’s even less blocking the bounce that comes from his cheeks. God bless whoever is walking behind him) Whit I’m ignoring that CG in Chapter 1 where Whit has his back turned, thank you With that out of the way, with how skinny Whit is you’d think he wouldn’t have that much ass to speak of, but you would be quite mistaken as Whit is pretty lucky when it comes to the genetic lottery. Whit has the definition of a bubble butt with it being very round and perky, and due to him having very little muscle it is almost entirely soft and squishy, and super jiggly. His ass would make a perfect pillow, and if you were close to him and asked politely, he would allow you to lay your head on his cheeks. Whit is 100% aware of what he’s got and shows it off whenever he can by either wiggling it or talking about it, not out of a desire to gloat (okay, maybe a little.) but because he thinks it’s funny and thinks others will find it funny too. However a few of the people he has tried to make laugh because of his butt end up a little more than amused if you catch my drift

Hot damn, Ass ratings of the guys? This was a good read. Now let's get tits or ass ratings of all the girls too and a rating on Nico, they deserve the appreciation!

Definitely love the description of David and Xander here. Full agree.

#mod veronika #drdtnsfw #drdt ass chart

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ariendiel · 2 years

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Which of the S2 boys have the nicest bums? 🍑

All the ones that go to the gym and don't skip leg day for sure! Squats are important, lads 😏 Without further ado, here's my best attempt at answering your question.

The butts of the S2 boys – A ranking

🍑 Rahim

that man's got the nicest bubble butt out of them. just so perky and perfectly firm and attention grabbing. Our dear golfer wins this one 👑

🍑 Gary

not skipping leg days pays of, and Gary's butt has for sure benefited from that (as have we all, lets be honest). A short king with a butt to be proud of

🍑 Noah

swimming + weight lifting does wonders for butts, and while not quite as bubbly as Rahim's or Gary's its still a very nice and perky butt that's perfect for twerking

🍑 Arjun

Okay, I know I don't usually include CA boys unless it's Carl, but Arjun just strikes me as someone with the well-earned confidence of a man with a nice butt

🍑 Lucas

it's a nice butt for sure, but truly shines when hugged by leather trousers and delicately perked on his motor bike

🍑 Jakub

It's small, but aggressively perky. Too muscly and hard though, as I'm pretty sure he could crush a beer can between those cheeks

🍑 Bobby

it's there and it's nice. Nothing to write home about, but makes for something cute to squeeze. Could benefit from a few squats

🍑 Henrik

genetics are not on his side, unfortunately. Exercises, but he's lean rather than muscly and that's also true for his butt. Slim, but at least with some curve to it

🍑 Carl

The potential! Carl goes to the gym of course, but leg day has never quite been his thing – someone please change that (@lasswithumor Naleah would help him I'm sure)

🍑 Rocco

it's pretty much flat. Does Rocco even have a butt? The jury's still out on that one

🍑 Kassam

no butt detected

#ask #litg s2 #love island the game #litg #litg noah #litg bobby #litg lucas #litg gary #litg henrik #litg rocco #litg arjun #litg carl #litg jakub #litg rahim #litg ibrahim #litg kassam #litg everyone

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sweeethinny · 1 year

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Is your Ginny bubbly and not skinny? Just had a doubt after reading your new drabble.

Hi anon.

I know that many people, like me, suffer from body problems, so here's a disclaimer: Below, I'm talking about some body types and how I picture Ginny and Lily :)

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I think Ginny has the body of an athlete. So she has a well-defined abdomen, stronger arms and legs, maybe even a more defined ass, strong shoulders (since she uses a lot of shoulder in quidditch) and I know that this is not the model body that society imposes for the female standard, so she was suffering from it in that drabble. She's still skinny because I don't think there's much to running away from it by making so much effort, but she has a slightly larger structure than maybe Hermione.

(because, I start from the principle that: there's no way you can be super thin, thin arms and legs, little butt and belly, if you're an athlete where you use your strength. if she is playing Quidditch she needs: the leg muscles, because she has to tense to keep her legs steady, the abdomen, because when you tense her legs, it tends to weigh on her lower back and she needs to compensate for that so she doesn't get hurt, so she tenses her abdomen, for that and for the game itself, since if she doesn't, in the first goal her lower back would be in tatters with the weight of the movement, her arms to be able to play the quaffle, and her shoulders for her didn't hurt the neck and because it helps keep the arm strong… ie. it's not possible that she doesn't have a body that doesn't allow her to do all that. she is an athletic woman, her body is an athlete's body)

But I imagine that after she stops playing, and after three children, she suffers some changes that obviously would happen normally because, a body changes during life

Unlike Lily, who I've written a few times being a person not so skinny as I usually see.

I don't know, I don't really like to think directly about how much each character weighs. That's a delicate subject for me, but I try to at least somehow put that not every character has a "flat stomach" because it's a bit tiring to read this in every fanfic and book.

Btw, a little detail: unless it's a translation error That I haven't seen, I'll never describe any of my female characters like that (with a flat stomach) because I have some problems with that kind of description 🙏

I don't try to "give real bodies" to my characters, in the fanfics or drawings, I just try to give the bodies that I believe they have, for their life and genetics. Ginny's an athlete, there's no way she's super skinny, in my conception. She needs strength, she needs her arms and shoulders for every move, she needs her leg to hold her firmly on the broom, and her abdomen strong so that her lower back is not damaged with all movements.

As for Lily, I don't think she was an athlete, not even before Harry, so I believe that after Harry, she had a different body than Ginny, because she didn't work out, the strength she needed to do things was different from the one Ginny used constantly in training… it makes sense?

Anyway, all this to say that I hardly describe women's bodies with this level of precision, because it's not at the time of writing fanfic that I want to think about my eating and image problems, unless I write directly about it.

I hope I have answered your question anon!

#hinny #sweet talks #ginny weasley

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shesay · 8 days

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I was told that the small pouch that is on the lower stomach is our uterus. Is that true? Sorry if I am wrong

This is totally wrong like 4 ex i genetically carry most of my weight in my lower body like i have bigger thighs/butt and little weight in my upper body even my breasts r small so is my stomach yk flat bc most of my weight is in my lower body so does that mean ii don't have fat protecting my uterus? Ofc not my mother is like that and my sister too have that body type.

#anonymous

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siriuslytproblem28 · 4 months

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tw: discutions of body image, food, b0dychecking and disordered eating?

ok since this is almost a journal for me, i need to vent abt something that i couldn't absolutely talk to anyone: i think i might have developed a tiny bit kind of disordered eating habits??? unintentionally

i mean, i feel like this is an exaggeration but i don't know how to call it...

for context, I'm a 20yo cis woman, though i question my gender every now and then, and I've spent my whole life being very thin, which started bothering me as i grew up and wanted to have more curves and fit into femine steryotypes of what a woman should look like. my body was always a small insecurity but i really didn't care that much untill the past few years. i started avoiding wearing clothes that showed how small my thighs and butt were, never wore leggings, but that was basically it. then, as i grew into my late teens and early adulthood, i gained a little bit of weight naturally, my boobs grew bigger, even though it never got to my lower body bc of genetics, i think.

i never really had a super flat stomach bc i sometimes struggle with bloating, and that never bothered me untill the past 2 or 3 years. when i noticed that i had gained a little weight i was really happy bc it's something that i wished would happen for so long, and i even tried to start working out at home to try get muscle. i tried to grow my lower body but trained inconsistent so didn't change much. i also tried to train my core to have a stronger but mainly flatter stomach, which also didn't do much since I wasn't training regularly. that went on until early this year, with me being generally ok with my body but recently uncomfortable with my belly. this caused me to start sucking in a lot since i mostly wear crop tops, avoiding tight dresses which i already did bc of lack of butt and hip dips, to the point in which i wore shapewear under a tight dress, and mind you, i had bloating but like a regular person, i didn't look pregnant or anything, i was still a thin person, only slightly bigger than before. I think i some point then i must have developed a tiny body image distortion, cause sometimes i saw myself as almost fat (I'm gonna highlight again the fact that i was still skinny, barely on my healthy bmi but still close to a low weight), but i was still eating mostly healthy. i did consume processed foods which is almost inevitable in my current situation but tried to balance them with healthier options, and i ate enough, sometimes even a little more when i was training, still under a healthy amount.,

but then, this year, i started going to college regularly, and since I study theater, we spent a lot of time on campus sometimes even a whole day, for weeks... since i started being away from home for so long, i started changing my eating habits a little...

at first, sometimes i didn't have much time to have breakfast so i only ate a little (later in the year i would leave without any at all, and mind you, i have low blood pressure and i ALWAYS loved eating breakfast), at lunch, i sometimes didn't wanna eat till i was satisfied either cause i would bloat (and this is when i started wearing lower rise jeans and didn't wanna be with a belly) or bc i have fast metabolism and didn't wanna have to use the bathroom to, yk... (which i started being more comfortable with later in the year), i sometimes went the whole afternoon without eating (which, again, is so weird for me bc I'm the type of person who needs food every 3 to 4 hours), and would only have dinner at home, after like 7 to 11 hours after my last meal, or sometimes at the college earlier but still eating less than i normally would. i also begun to feel self conscious about the amount that i ate, even if it was normal, i realized that my friends all seemed to eat less so i begin serving less food or not eating all of what i served. i didn't realize much of this as it was happening, but it got to other places of my life: before going to parties i would drink teas to reduce my bloating and not eat much before going out to have a flatter stomach. still not noticing that i had all those bad habits. when i was at home, at weekends or days off, i ate regularly like i did before.

besides all this, the quality of what i ate also got worse. i would replace meals with snacks, sometimes higher in calories to make up for the time that i hadn't been eating but so much worse in nutrients, which was more time convenient or was what was available, and also cheaper.

one thing that probably contributed to this, was that i started having a much more active lifestyle. i was closer to being sedentary before, and this year i walked and ran soo much, i was having pratical classes in which we moved for hours, so i burned off more calories.

all of this only stroke me when i weight myself one day, 1 or 2 months ago, after i realized my stomach was in deed smaller and some of my pants and skirts looked bigger on me, and i felt more comfortable wearing low rise jeans, and simultaneously more insecure abt my small butt and thighs, that had gotten even smaller. so i went to weight myself and realized i had lost like 5/6 kg in like 4 months, i wanna say? which isn't a lot, but even at my highest weight i was still very skinny. then suddenly, couple of weeks ago i started seeing myself much skinnier than i had seen before . when last year i thought i was so much bigger, more average than earlier, them went to not really realizing i was losing weight, last week it just downed on me that i am looking like i did when i was in my early teens in terms of body fat and muscle. my boobs are still bigger bc i only got them later and they're mostly mammary glands than fat, and obviously i look like a young woman, but i started seeing my chest bones years after saying goodbye to them, also my clavicles and my shoulder bones look so prominent, my ribs never stopped showing but theyre more visible now, and as i said, my legs got skinnier and the tiny butt i had went away, and finally the point of my whole disturbance here: i got a much flatter stomach, I don't even seem to be bloating that much. i have a little more fat, like a tiny pouch which i think it's due to my poor choices in food recently, but my waist is smaller, i was certain when i measured myself.

so, my big thing here is that i hate how my body looks now, even if it isn't that big of a change, but i feel like my progress in weight gain was lost, and i feel like i look kind of sick, idk, i feel the effects on my health, i get sick more often, i get dizzy and nauseas a lot more than before, and i started bruising very easily which didn't happen before. i haven't done a blood draw to see how my actual levels of vitamins, colesterol and everything else is since i got to this pattern of unhealthy habits so idk how bad it actually might have turned to...

the obvious thing here would be to change my habits, start eating more and healthier, start actually exercing and since i do love food and don't have a bad relationship with eating itself, all this weight loss was unintentional and it makes me uncomfortable that i allowed this to happen to myself, but there's one small problem here: i adore how my waist looks. it's so very conflicting that i think i look uglier this skinny but also am kind of impressed by how small my waist is and do really enjoy it. I don't wanna lose this. Don't want it to grow bigger. ik this isn't a healthy thought but I can't control it. (btw I don't have access to therapy rn🫠) i

honestly, i think that if i didn't think the other parts of my body looked bad bc of the weightloss I wouldn't even consider changing my habits bc i would be loving my flat belly and that would be the only focus.

I'm starting my summer vacation now so I'll stay mostly at home, which probably will make me eat better and will try to exercise for a stronger body since this is really useful even for my classes, but I'm scared of not looking like i want to look, or not liking it when i get to a higher weight. i don't fear gaining, i really want to, but I don't wanna get a big stomach. since I don't have many curves i feel like having a tiny waist makes the illusion of bigger hips and i feel genuinely so much better with the way my stomach looks rn, i started wearing clothes that i could never only a couple months ago.

i had never experienced a weight loss, since my body took years to gain something it just always stayed like that, and i didn't realize it happening, which scares me to think about. i also don't understand how i want to gain healthy weight but also feel a little mesmerized by how skinny i look, how close to some girls that are used for inspiration in 3d forums i ended up looking. i know a lot abt 3d content on the internet bc i have a best friend who struggled with it and it kinda became a hyper fixation for me every once in a while. whenever i saw something abt it i would devour the content and it would make me feel a little bad about myself but i wouldn't act upon it. i knew it wasn't healthy for me as a "healthy" person to see that kind of content, but sometimes i saw something that really triggered me and so i went and seeked more of it, can't explain why...

yeah so idk what to do now, and if I'm being super dramatic here or what, I don't wanna mention this to my friends cause most of them hace struggled with real 3ds and serious stuff and I don't even know what is it with me...

can someone give me a clue? does anyone ever been through this or knows wtf is going on...

#tw disordered eating #i guess #tw ed sheeran #tw body image #tw body dysmorphia #tw food #tw ed diet #tw body issues

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kenhowler2004 · 1 year

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So recently I learned the name of my stupid spinal condition that I knew about since fifth grade but NO ONE BOTHERED TO TELL ME HOW SERIOUS IT COULD BE. The condition is commonly known as Swayback but the specific name is Lordosis. Essentially my spine instead of it bending inward like it should, shallow and your butt lines up with the back, it bends so far inward that it looks like I'm CONSTANTLY jutting my butt out.

The reason why this is serious is because if I lay down flat and it doesn't bend back to the normal curve amount it means my spinal column has fused into place. Do you know what fucking MIND SET my family raised me to have when I learned that in reality this was GENETICAL in my case!?

"It's because you're sitting over hunched all the time!" (I was doing this because it felt good on my back)

"If you don't behave we will put you in a brace!" (Which as a kid I actually needed but no one bothered to explain to a child who was seeking answers.)

I would nap back flat on the floor when no one was home so I wasn't yelled at about it. I was taught to hate a posture I would need to quarter crouch 24/7 to make it look like I didn't have it.

Recently I've been springing about free footed on my toes because it feels right. My running always looked like I was about to fall over because I was taught to run like everyone, not like me.

With me being female, the risk of potentially being pregnant could risk snapping my back like a pringles chip. I've seen content creators with scoliosis (Smokeebee) but never creators- nor characters for that matter- with Lordosis.

For an on the fly visual your spine from the front and rear view should look like a lower case 'L' or either forms of the letter 'i'. On the side view it should look like the swoop path you see for brush swatches in Clip Studio or Adobe. Mine makes me live with the side view of the number 2 and Smokeebee (sorry I dragged you into this hell hole explanation) has the front and back view spine of the number 7.

We have to live with these, risk surgery- which could risk paralysis mind you-, AND worry about our spinal disks FUSING TOGETHER. The most likely out come for me at least is that I will be living in a wheelchair in the later years of my life. When I was little no one bothered to do the research. I'm 18 turning 19, and I'm finally bored enough to look into it. No one bothered with it when I was a kid, I wish then did.

#long post #wish they told me #wish they did the research #vent #I'm sorry to drop this on you guys.#Ain't gonna stop me from voicing and drawing though!#like hell it will

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miakielsenwrites · 1 year

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Stage Four, a Monologue by Mia Kielsen

About a year ago, I was diagnosed with stage 4 melanoma.Which is weird because, I only just graduated high school maybe a month before my diagnosis. Ever since I got out of high school, I’ve been on the road. I mean, I took the liberty of packing not just my whole room, but my whole life into boxes within the span of just a few short hours, took a drive down to the-middle-of-nowhere Arizona where I stared down at the sunset from a high cliff. I set up a folding chair just outside the camper. (Tries to sit down.) Ow! What the—

I discovered a weird lump at my side that I hadn’t noticed before. I climb back into the trailer and pull down the sheet mirror. Ooh, that looks bad. I remember being maybe twelve years old. I remember struggling into my dress for Kerry Junior High’s annual Snowball Dance—I was pulling it up from the bottom and it kept getting stuck on something. I let it slide off and I turned to face my mirror. My right hip was just barely wider than the other. That wouldn’t have affected how the dress fit, though. I think I just bought it a size—or two—too small.

I brushed it off as some kind of genetic deform, but in my trailer mirror, when I peeled down my leggings, I was genuinely afraid to look at it. It was this… blue, bulging thing. It was like some kind of alien parasite attached itself to me. The only thing it was missing was the glow that alien parasites in the movies would have.

I took the chair in and I drove. I drove to the nearest city. Questions shot left and right like ping-pong in my brain. What is that thing? How long has it been this bad? Why is it blue? One final question entered my head at the end of my drive; Is it… cancer? I slam the brakes hard. I’m here.

I check in at the E.R.

“Mmhmm…. And what is your purpose for this visit?”

“I..” How was I supposed to struggle—to stutter the words I think I have cancer, when I can’t even be sure that’s what it is? The desk is low enough. “This,” I say, holding down my waistband. The look in her eyes that previously said I don’t get paid enough for this shifted instantly to that of pure terror. She stood up and beckoned urgently to a nurse who was just coming out of the back. She whispered one word to him and immediately I was escorted to a room. I had fifty questions being tossed at me left and right—these doctors wanted to know everything about everything. Someone threw a hospital gown into my hands. I changed, then some doctors took a look at my… lump. Next thing I knew I was lying down on the flat, cold metal bed, the one that gives you chills the second your butt touches it. The bed went slowly into the big white tube. My first MRI scan. Good thing my mom wasn’t there to see this, or else she’d be taking pictures I did not need pictures of and posting them to Facebook.

I was sitting on one of those green patient beds with the thin paper for what felt like hours. I sat alone, too. I drifted in and out of sleep. Finally, I was awoken by a doctor who cut to the chase and admitted that I had stage 4. She showed me my MRI results and circled areas where the cancer had spread. Some in my thighs, my arms, and the biggest collection of cancer were, of course, on my hip. She prescribed some kind of topical cream, I got my clothes back, and I went back to my trailer. What I have is incurable. My death is inevitable, but now it is sooner than I ever considered it to be. I was told I’d be lucky if I had a year left.

I had to cheer myself up. It’s difficult to take your mind off of something so painful. But I had to try. I found myself in the parking lot of a bar. I open my trailer door to let in what was left of the outside light and unpacked the boxes of supplies and other clutter from my home.

Okay. All food goes in the mini fridge, ice cream at the top, closest to the ice maker. Left cabinet; blankets are on the bottom, clothes in the middle, sheets on the top. Under the sink, towels and soap.

I’m almost done unpacking when I hear (knocks on trailer.)

“Hey, need some help in there?” I hear from outside.

“No, I’m fine,” I reply, shakily. I push the door a bit more open to reveal a guy with wavy shoulder-length hair and a lilac shirt.

“Are you sure? Are you okay? I think I heard… crying?”

“I’m fine.”

“I can’t tell you how many times I’ve heard that. Why don’t I buy you some food and we can talk about it?”

Is it weird that I didn’t find it odd that a complete stranger was offering me dinner? Over our meal I learned that he was also a recent high school graduate, and I guess you could say it was love at first sight. His name is Adam. A generic boy name, but I had never met anyone named Adam before. The name definitely suits him; Adam means ‘earth,’ and with the collage of hazel, blue, and green in his loving, gentle eyes, they definitely remind me of the earth.

I stayed in that small city in Arizona for a few months before he finally decided he wanted to live in the camper with me. He’d been looking for a place to stay since his parents made him move out post-graduation.

The first night he spent with me in the camper, I had a terrible realization; I never told him about the cancer. The night we met I told him I had gotten a diagnosis but I never told him what it was.

“Adam,” I spoke. “There’s something I forgot to tell you. About—about the diagnosis I had a while back. (Beat.) I have stage four melanoma. And I was told I might not even have a year left. That was nearly three months ago. I’m so sorry, I was just so focused on putting it out of my mind, that I—“

I was on the verge of tears and yet he held both of my hands and told me that he wants to be by my side for the remainder of my life, however long that may be. He told me that I was the first person who ever really cared about him. He understood how much he means to me, and reassured me that he wouldn’t leave just because of a medical mishap.

That was when I realized; I found him. It’s every girl’s dream to find their Prince Charming, whoever that may be. But not every man and surely not every woman will stick around when something—something such as cancer—something chronic or life-threatening gets in the way of plans for the future. But Adam promised to stay with me for every waking minute of it. Only the true one will stay with you through it all. And I found him.

A few days ago we got engaged! I parked the trailer on some cliff overlooking the beach in California. We were watching the sun rise, and he dropped to one knee, right there. And then that same day we talked for hours about what the future might be like if some miracle potion fabricated itself into existence to cure me. We thought about wedding after wedding, having kids, in which I imagine we’d have a boy and a girl, probably twins. We fantasized all of the wonderful beautiful places we could take them all the sights we could see together as a family, from sandy beach sunsets to quiet, cold, echoey caves with the little water drips in the background that’ll really relax you. Adam would be the one to struggle to zip up our daughter’s dress for senior prom night and I would fix our son’s tie—and I’ll be watching from the front row when our daughter is walked down the aisle. And, with whatever job I’d end up with, there’s always a retirement party waiting for me at the end. Me and my own husband would finally settle down, likely in the very city where we met, and toss the keys of our beloved camper to our children, who will start this cycle all over again.

But now, I suppose I will never get to experience any of that.

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samotnya · 3 years

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Jesus Christ why am I 19 with the weak knees of a 60 year old???

#forever resigned to doing boring knee-friendly keg workout lying on a mat #and mostly running for cardio #i like running but I genetically don't have a butt and I can't even get one through exercise lmaooook #personal #*leg #and that's on being born with VERY flat feet #it's mostly the right knee that's the trouble maker #coincidentally that's the side where my foot is flatter #I'm too old to actually fix it with insoles oof :(

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angelicbarbiedoll · 2 years

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Supermodel Body Affirmations

I have an absolutely perfect body

My body is absolutely perfect

I am naturally thin

I am genetically extremely thin

I have the fastest metabolism in the world

I loose weight by eating

I am forever immune to weight-gain

everything I eat has zero calories

I am beautifully tall

I am ____ tall

I have a permanently fat-free neck, shoulders, arms, stomach, waist & legs

I have an absolutely perfect, slim, delicate neck

I have absolutely perfect, slim, narrow, feminine shoulders

I have absolutely perfect, visible, beautiful collarbones

I have absolutely perfect, perky, close-set breasts

My breasts naturally look like I am wearing a push-up bra

I have a permanently perfect, fat-free, flat, slightly concave tummy

I have an absolutely perfect, slim, narrow, tiny waist

I have the tiniest waist ever

I have absolutely perfect, round, wide, alluring hips

I have an absolutely perfect, full, plump, perky butt

I have the largest thigh gap in the world

I have absolutely perfect legs

I have the most beautiful, longest legs ever

#beauty #law of assumption #affirmations

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swallowglass · 4 years

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When ur 1 am anorexia workout leads you to reading articles about the origin of the Slav Squat

#ed stuff #my dad is half eastern European #in the way Americans say they're European like he's not from there but that side of his family is #and apparently it's a genetic thing that people from eastern Europe have hips that allow them to do deeper squats #and like. yep I squat so that my butt is on my ankles but my feet are flat lol #troubled thoughts.txt

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doctor-plagueis · 3 years

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RWBY Booty Tier List

Hi I said it would happen so now it's gonna happen, time to rate asses and explain why I gave them that rating...

(also they are in order from flattest to phattest)

[This took way too long (T-T) ]

Starting with D TIER Aka Flat as fuck

Raven: Ya go to the lowest tier in D tier ya all-tits-no-ass having ass, you deadbeat fucko (I really don't like parents who leave their children, how'd you guess?).

Weiss : Sorry girl but even with all your dance training, your Sperm donor's DNA is in you, if it was just your mom's DNA you'd rocket up to A TIER, still more ass than Raven tho, which says a lot about Raven since Weiss is as flat as a wooden plank (sorry @naughtyweiss your girl has no ass).

All of team NDGO: these bitches show up once or twice, and, in the novels they do something bad? I didn't read it, but they like sacrifice some people to the Grimm or something? Anyways they have almost no ass too little to actually matter.

C TIER Aka Too much muscle

Pyrrha : Sorry unbeatable girl your life style is just too healthy, with all her exercises and no fat foods she has no cushioning, I'm sorry Pyrrha you just have too much muscle.

Reese : With all her skating she must have some muscle in the back, like literally, her muscles are trained to keep her on the board during combat so her ass is super firm, but that's a bit of a downside since it's too firm, kinda hard actually like really hard.

Also she gives me party animal girl vibes, that doesn't affect anything just thought I'd mention it.

Elm: Have you seen how tall and beefy that girl is? Now does this affect her backside...mmm...kind of? Her ass is just and, I mean just muscle which is bad because no cushioning.

But her thighs tho mm~mm delicious.

Yang : Yang is all about her upper body, she's proud of her tits and her arms, she is Miss "punch first ask later" after all, so i can actually see her skipping some leg days, like Reese her booty is alot of muscle but not so much cushion, sorry Yang.

Arslan : Like Yang, Arslan is all about working out and honing her body to peak physical fighting ability, however, this girl has genetics on her side, her tits aren't as big as Yang’s however, she make up for having a tentsy little bit of cushion for the pushin' not really enough to be B TIER though.

B TIER Aka Now were gettin' good

Penny Ver.2 : Penny Version 1 was pure metal (at least in my headcanon) so she was all legs no butt, however, Penny Version 2 (again in my headcanon) had synthetic skin, now I'm not saying Pietro is some weird pervert giving his child a fat ass, but he was "generous" which was inaccurate as...

Penny (human) : Penny as a human never had the chance to exercise [fuck you RT (T-T)], so her booty was a little lacking but it was still bigger and rounder than her robot body.

Ruby: Now you and I both know that with all the sweets Ruby eats she isn't exactly thin, good thing though is all the fat goes to her ass, Ruby has that fatty y'all!

Neo : I'm sure people will question this one but, Neo's height is a detrement on her ass, since she's so short her ass has to be proportional to her actual height, so for women her height she has so much ass but compared to the others in this list it isn't as much.

Coco: Coco takes care of her fashion and her body. She does squats often and keeps a balance between fat and firmness. Unfortunately genetics gave her a cute face but not a phat ass, sorry queen.

Summer: Same as Ruby except she has that MILFY boost to her hips and booty (she also has bigger tits but, oh well this isn't the Titty Tier list so...).

Winter : Training for the military helped null the taint of Jacques DNA in her, so she took a bit more of her mother’s blessed genes, her ass isn't exactly impressive like the girls in A TIER but it's nothing to scoff at either, unlike her sister (sorry Weissey).

Miltiades "Miltia" : both sisters wear heels, however, Miltia has bigger boobs than her twin while Mel has a bigger booty, still wearing heels and being as acrobatic as they both are requires a lot of lower body training, and also since they work at a club as security they do know how to seduce people, and that did affected their rating.

A TIER Aka Nearly perfectly fuckable

Harriet : Now to be one hundred percent honest Harriet has more thighs than ass, however, with her focus on speed and the training she does, she must have a nice fuckable ass, not the biggest or roundest but really, really nice.

Melanie: Both sisters are guards for Junior's club, but, I like to think that Mel also works as a Stripper or Lap dancer (Hooker if you got enough to buy her services and have a dick big enough, she's a bit of a size queen), so she worked on making her already fat ass even better and also took the time to hone her sex appeal, those being her twerking and lapdancing.

Velvet : Bunny gal has some phat Bunny Buns if ya catch my meaning, like go back to volume 3 and get a good look at her costume, girl's got hips and ass like she was bred for it!

Willow: Have you seen her in the newest volumes?? She has a chance (admittedly small) against the legendary bellabooties Gahtdayum!

Too bad she wasted it with a nearly sterile fucking shit pile of a human like Jacques, ugh... (How he managed to have 3 children baffles me, must've taken half the world’s supply of Viagra)

[Side note our favorite Schnee femboy took after his mom, if he was on the list he'd be just below Harriet hehe].

A+ TIER Candidates for the Bubble Booty Brigade (BBB)

Glynda : Glynda is a professional huntress, she is a teacher and she's decked out in dominatrix gear, can I make it any clearer?

Salem : Salem is the original MILF, the thiccest witch of remnant , and also, she has magic and is technically a monster girl sooo... that gives her extra points (who would've guessed I like monster girls hehe).

The next entry might be blasphemous for some and for that I apologize but...

Blake and Kali : I'm sorry kitties, even though the belabooties are know world wide they are not yet in the BBB. Blake has the firmer booty because of her time in the Fang but Kali has the MILF bonus.

Because of their similarities and their diferences they tie for top of A+ tier.

S TIER The BUBBLE BOOTY BRIGADE

The three heavenly asses of remnant, only three girl stand a top the mountain of the perfect Bubble Booty and they are in order...

May Zedong : May has been depicted by the fandom as being really curvy, especially the cow udders she calls breasts, however she hides her curves under her clothes. The same applies to the fucking badonk she hides in her baggy pants, so much so in fact, that May should be number two of the BBB but because she's so shy about her body she's demoted to number three, still, being a member of the Brigade is a blesing of itself.

Emerald Sustrai : As stated in the previous entry Em should be number three, but because May is so shy and Emerald isn't they swaped places. Em is number two because of one singular thing, she knows her ass is her best atribute, and she fucking flaunts it, she knows she can make men and futas pitch tents, and make women stare like horndogs just by walking past them. Not only that, but she wear clothes that accentuate her ass from short shorts to miniskirts, she knows how to make anyone undeserving cream themselves just by swaying her hips a little and winking. Her seduction skills boosted her above everyone else except one.

NORA VALKYRIE THE ONE TRUE BUBBLE BOOTY OF REMNANT

Every single step a jiggle, every single jump or tiny hop and the world stops to stare, every time she passes by jaws hit the floor, every man woman and futa either wants Nora or wants to be Nora.

Nora's voluptuous cheeks are legendary and the worst part of it all is: She does know the effect she has on people, and she gives zero shits about it.

Because no one is worthy of her divine ass cheeks, except for two men: Jaune Arc and Lie Ren.

She's found her studs the ones who care for her, love her, give her the world AND the ones who have huge bitch breaking cocks to fuck her into the sheets like rutting animals.Every.Single.Night.

Every day of her life is one big teasing session for her studs, she purposefully wear skirts just short enough to see the glorious bounce, she always finds excuses to bend over, she sits on their laps as often as possible.

Just so she can have the mind blowing three ways she has every night.

All hail Booty Queen Nora Valkyrie.

Now everyone thank you for being patient this was something i spent a few days writing (like 3-4 days) and I only wrote this for that time so I hope y'all like it.

Some chacters are missing I know, but I really am comfortable with how it is now.

As always this SHOULD NOT AFFECT YOUR WRITING.

This was a thought experiment of mine, and like I always say in this sort of thing WRITE HOW YOU WANT TO WRITE I hope this was clear.

Thanks for reading and please if you so desire share it with friends.

But for now see ya!

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