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sugaroto · 4 months
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Has anyone here watched Milky Way? There was a discussion about it in class and a guy said that it's a show that needed to be done bc of the things it has and all (he said something about the girl who got pregnant and wants to have an abortion and her co-star who never hid his sexuality)
And another girl said she disagrees with him, and that the show is awful and should have never even be an idea
Which I think is kind of harsh? Not even an idea?
Like, I haven't watched it thats why I'm asking here, the only thing I know is that people described it as "Greek Euphoria" and hated it bc theres a gay in it or something.
And that it's like? Too much? Nobody acts like that
Which I guess sounds like Euphoria, but if Euphoria has such a fan base why do people hate this one
Shows aren't always supposed to be realistic, who would watch a show about a 17 year old studying about Panhellenics huh? It's more interesting if she tries to sell drugs instead you know
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mayaperisic · 1 year
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From someone who read Azriel’s POV bonus chapter without having read any of the ACOTAR books beforehand:
Couple of months ago I stumbled upon Azriel’s POV bonus chapter and I have no idea how or why because I hadn’t yet started reading the books. I had some basic knowledge of the story and the characters thanks to TikTok and it was probably one of the ship war videos that made me search for the bonus chapter because I was intrigued what the heck was going on that was making everyone go to war over. So, I read the bonus chapter without being influenced by liking one ship or the other, just wanted to see why everyone was fussing over Azriel.
The first part of the bonus chapter with Azriel and Elain made me SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE. I read a lot of smutty books and dark romances so sex talk is not something I shy away from. But the way that scene was written made me physically uncomfortable and not just because of Azriel’s thoughts, but Elain’s behaviour also. I can’t explain it, but both of them felt so cringy. I kept reading because I wanted to understand the fuss over the other part of the bonus chapter but if I had to decide on entering the world of ACOTAR based on that first part I would have thrown it in the trash. Needless to say I was super happy when Rhys interrupted them.
And then came the second part of the bonus chapter with Gwyn and oh my God but what a change. Azriel transformed from a creep (sorry but that was the vibe he was giving me in the beginning) to romance books hero in 2 paragraphs just by changing the scenery and the female protagonist. His scene with Gwyn felt so genuine and warm and just like he felt something restless settling inside him I felt all of the uncomfortable feelings leaving me from the first part of the chapter to give room to this warmth I felt for the 2 of them. And then for me it was pretty obvious that the author was telling the readers: this is his girl. The scene, the way it is written, the words used for the training scene but also at the end in the library, for me it was pretty damn obvious they were gonna be a couple. And then I understood that the first part of the bonus chapter was supposed to make us feel uncomfortable so we could see the contrast with the second part, literally obviously saying: The first girl ain’t it. The second girl is who you should be looking at.
So all of this without having read the books. And no, I’m not lying about it. I’m 27 and have better things to do than make stuff up for a ship war.
And then I read the books and entered the SJM world (TOG, ACOTAR, CC) and I was super confused with all of the E/riel fans and their theories and arguments that made me question whether we read the same books. I saw no ‘build-up for 4 books’ (which he spent mostly in love with Mor), sure little cute moments here and there but without that bonus chapter I would have even said Azriel looked at Elain as a little sister to protect. The bonus chapter only told me he has deep personal trauma to heal. Sorry but the fact that he hadn’t thought about a future with Elain but just sex is no way in hell romantic. So, 4 books of build-up led to, well, that? And the fact that Elain was willing to kiss another guy in the same house where her mate was sleeping (whom she hasn’t rejected yet) doesn’t speak volumes of her either, only that she also has a lot of stuff to deal with.
When Sarah in her interview said that she thought it was pretty obvious about who the next book will be and that she left breadcrumbs in the bonus chapter, for me it was pretty obvious it would be Gwyn and Az (I felt that literally by having read only the bonus chapter before the books). All of their little moments in ACOSF, how Sarah wanted us to pay attention to their reactions to one another, left no room for doubt in my mind, just like I saw it instantly with 2 glances the first time Nessian met, and I felt the chemistry right away.
I could go on ‘till tomorrow but probably should stop here. Just had to write this out of genuine confusion at how people try to deny the obvious (literally what Sarah said) by using theories and arguments that only show they probably haven’t even read ACOSF or other SJM books, because she couldn’t be more obvious than that with her writing.
P.S. This feels the same like when season 1 of The Vampire Diaries aired and I instantly knew Damon and Elena were it. Didn’t even need proof, just had a gut feeling. And Stelena fans then were also aggressively explaining there was no way Delena would be a thing much less endgame, but oh, guess which ship won in the end?
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HELLOOOO I am here for one (1) spicy ask please!
Ominis and f!MC doing some sneaky spicy semi public stuff? if you're comfortable with that!
Oh, I love this one...I may have rambled a bit, but I hope you like it. Also, can I just say that I love your TikToks, Posie is so pretty, and I wish I was playing on PC so I could experience these companion mods too.
Sexual Content - Minors do not interact
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It had started as a game of sorts between them. How far could they push one another before things got too heated.
Y/N had been the one to initiate it as Ominis, while he still had baser urges, was a gentleman through and through. She started by scooting closer to him in class, her leg lightly resting against his. Her fingers brushing his as she wrote her essay. Her breathy gasps during the warmer months when she would proclaim to him that their classroom was too hot.
The day she pushed him too far was when she wore a skirt that was much too short, her thighs bare, the only thing on her legs were the school sanctioned knee-high socks. She smiled while she put her plan into action, they were seated next to each other at the very back of the class. No one would hear them as long as she was quiet. "Ominis, my quill fell under the table. Do you think you could grab it for me?"
"You're asking the blind man to grab something?" he snorted.
"Yes...I'm aware of how it sounds, but it fell just between us here and, well, you're taller. I'd have to get up and it would cause a bit of a scene." She explained while grabbing his hand lightly and moved it in the direction of where the quill was on the floor.
He sighed and nodded, leaning sideways next to her on the bench to position himself low enough to duck his head under the table, he felt around for the quill for a moment and re-emerged, she shifted in her seat which caused his cheek to brush against her bare thigh at his ascent and his breath hitched in his throat.
"Something wrong?" she said in a sultry tone, and he could hear the smirk in her voice.
"Are you....not wearing tights today?" He muttered, trying to keep his voice low. He could feel his cheeks grow warm.
"It's much too hot for that Ominis, here, feel how hot I am right now." Before he could react, she grabbed his hand again and placed it directly on her bare thigh. He released a shaky breath as he kneaded her. "See? I'm really hot." she saw him nod in response.
"Yes...I suppose you are..."
"And I'm really, really hot here..." she breathed quietly, placing her small hand atop his larger one and maneuvering him over to in-between her thighs. His fingers grazed something sticky.
"Merlin's Beard! No p-panties either Y/N?!?" he stammered, still trying to keep his voice low.
"For you..." she cooed as she hiked her skirt up even further, allowing him access. "You make me feel hot all over..."
Ominis couldn't believe how brazen she was being, but he couldn't lie, he was thoroughly enjoying every moment of this class now. His fingers swept up through her wet folds and she bit her lip to hold back a small groan. He found her clit and brushed over it gently and she gripped the table to steady herself. He continued his ministrations, picking up speed, rubbing harder and then lightly, effectively driving her over the edge. She couldn't hold back her sounds anymore.
"Oh God..." she cried out while everyone in the class turned around to look back at the two and her eyes went wide, she raised her hand and waved it around frantically. "P-Professor! I-I uh, I have a q-question! Oooh!"
The professor cleared his throat. "Ahem, ah yes Miss Y/N?"
"I ummm, may I be excused?" she grinned goofily.
"Well, I suppo-"
"Great! Thanks!" She stood up suddenly, Ominis removing his fingers from her before anyone could see and she ran out of the room.
Ominis sighed, a sizable bulge straining against his trousers now. He was going to have to deal with this alone later.
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landhoehoehoe · 1 year
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Work in Progress - Episode 1
Hello my loves and welcome to this new project of mine!🫶🏻
Here I will be giving you some insights on finished stories: how I came up with certain ideas, the meanings behind song recs and titles etc.
I hope my train of thought is interesting for you :)
Episode 1: "The Line" Series - Logan Sargeant
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Title:
The title was the last thing I added when the story was already finished and I knew I was going to split it into 3 parts. Since I suck at coming up with titles I wanted to do something creative where the 3 titles have a continuous theme kind of like the „You“ series with Dennis Hauger. 
Now I was on the search for a connecting theme and the only thing I could come up with was a line since I kept thinking about a finish line bc Logan and y/n are both racing drivers. 
So what can you do with a line? Cross it.
Whether it‘s the finish line in a race or the line between being friends and lovers/ the line between a friendship and a relationship.
But before you cross that line, it usually gets a bit blurry until you don‘t know what side you‘re on anymore. That‘s what happens in Part 1 (blur the line): the line between them gets increasingly blurry as they grow closer.
Ultimately in Part 2 (across the line),  the inevitable happens and they cross the line: The morning after their drunk night, they are across the line, but they have not made it yet. It is not: When you're across the line the race is over. No, it is: When you're across the line, everything gets harder (bc I'm a dramatic writer lol)
Once you‘ve crossed the line there‘s no turning back. You can't exactly go back to just being friends, and the future is very fucking scary, especially when you're two young, up and coming F2 drivers.
It‘s all or nothing so Logan puts it all on the line (Part 3) when he finally confronts y/n in Spa. 
Storyline / Plot ideas / Process of Writing:
At first you must know that I primarily started writing this fic bc someone requested a Logan fic. It was literally never my plan to write such a huge Logan story but it kind of evolved on its own 😂
„Keep talking, y/n. I‘m listening.“ // „At least he listens to me when I talk.“
 I started with a „prompt“ I saw on TikTok where a girl was counting down things guys do that are attractive and this was one of them: Listening to you when you think nobody's listening.
Originally this fic was supposed to be way shorter than it turned out to be and I thought I’d only be writing that one scene (of them in the restaurant) + maybe a scene before and after that. 
Idk if you noticed but I like adding little things like taglines and callbacks, so I added the "See you when I overtake you" in the beginning and wanted to kind of make it Logan and y/n's thing.
They also make 2 deals in the story:
The first deal is made in part 2, where they kiss for the first time to determine Logan's drunk talent. It sparks their relationship/ makes them cross the line and kicks off their relationship as lovers.
The second deal is made at the very end of part 3, where they decide to forgive each other for their wrong doings. This deal also sort of kicks off their relationship, but in a healthy, communicative way. It resolves the last issues between them.
Then there are little things like the special coffee blend, the champagne scene, drunk Dennis etc. I can't really explain where they came from. They only came along as I was writing and I went with the flow and my imagination :)
Onto the crash in part 3. I feel like I have to explain it a bit further bc I feel like I cannot for the life of me describe/ come up with realistic crashes. This crash was 100% inspired by/ copied from the collision of Hamilton and Alonso at Spa I think it was, where Hamilton's whole rear end of the car went up in the air. Maybe this helps your imagination a little bit 😅
Song recs:
Song recs, my favorite part of writing stories lol
To be honest with you, I wrote almost the whole thing listening to "The Monster" over and over again, but the other songs fit the vibe of the parts better.
Part 1: blur the line
Electric Love - BØRNS
This song is the definition of young, easy love for me. It's so upbeat and makes you feel like nothing can go wrong. It's the excitement of falling in love, the feeling of your heart beating faster whenever you see that one specific person. This is exactly what Part 1 is all about: pure fluff and crushing on each other 🥰
Part 2: across the line
High For This - The Weeknd
Who writes better songs to set the mood for smut than The Weeknd??? The build of tension, the chorus, the lyrics, everything just fits so well ugh 😫 No further explanation needed tbh
The Monster - Eminem feat. Rihanna
Literally none of the message of the song has anything to do with this story I guess, I just like the way it makes me think of a couple kind of singing to each other. Crisis, drama, tension, uneasiness.
Also look at this phrase in the song: "Well that's not fair."
- Both Y/n and Logan have a moment where they've probably thought: That's not fair.
For y/n it was directly after their night together where Logan asks her to forget about it. For Logan it was at breakfast when y/n tells Dennis that Logan's not her type. They're both disappointed in the other and don't think it's fair that they're being treated that way but they don't realize how much they've hurt the other.
Part 3: all on the line
The Heart Wants What It Wants - Selena Gomez
Logan and y/n in this story are the DEFINITION of "the heart wants what it wants"! This is also almost all part 3 is about: That they're trying to go against their hearts, trying to do the rational thing and move on.... but their hearts won't stop beating for the other ;)
Also this is a very modern fairytale... at least kind of... these two kids get a happy ending lol 🤭
Pictures of You - The Last Goodnight
Again, the message of this song doesn't technically fit with the story but I like this song a lot and it's just such an "ending the story" kind of song for me? Like, good vibes, everything has turned out good?
This song is also talking about pictures a lot (I know, in a different sense but still, pictures are pictures), and I can only imagine how many pictures were made when Logan and y/n kissed on the track in the end :)
Also just imagine them staring at each other, then they crash into each other as the chorus starts, oml
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I guess in the end this whole story was simply all about letting yourself fall in love. About taking the risk of following your heart. 🫶🏻
I hope you liked the story and this very first episode of Work in Progress :)
Episode 2 will hopefully be all about how the "You" series (Dennis Hauger) was created, I'll see you guys soon and stay healthy❤️
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sorcerous-caress · 5 months
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sorry if this is annoying but why don’t you like astarion?
Hey it's alright, it doesn't sound annoying and I'm happy to answer.
I like Astarion, I actually love Astarion a lot. He was the sole reason I bought the game in early access and learned DnD mechanics, i have never played a game like Baldur's Gate 3 before.
A detailed overview below bc I love talking.
I saw a tiktok, thought he looked hot and he is an elf that's a bonus and I installed the game thinking it will like the witcher where you waltz around sleeping with any hot person.
I was severally wrong. I was so blind to his manipulation ingame at the first act because I was too focused on sleeping with him. And when act 2 came and he confessed how he truly felt, It was like a waking up slap to the face.
But i managed to move on yk? Bury it and keep playing the game. Part of me still hoped there will be some hot scenes in the future and this is just a stepping stone.
Again, I was very wrong. When the Cazador fight came and Astarion had to face all the people in the cages, when he tells you that you would've just as easily been one of them. It made me leave the game, stop playing for a week despite how big the hype was since I was at the end of it.
I just felt disgusted with myself, it made me feel very uncomfortable how I used to precive him, how he encouraged it. Especially since I resonated with his storyline, I myself have been in a relationship where someone only used me for sex, it hit deeper to home than I could've imagined.
Which is why I don't do nsfw requests of him, it feels too inappropriate. The wound is still fresh and I can't do it without sacrificing my self respect because of how I saw myself in Astarion.
His ascended treatment of us, it was everything my act 1 self wanted out of him in terms of powerful hot vampire craving you, but to the current me, it felt unimaginably gross.
His writers are amazing, you get to know him throughout the game. You are a witness to how clumsy he is with romance, how reluctant he is with sex when he gets the choice. You see the 180° flip and know this is someone else wearing his skin.
But I have zero problems with other people writing his nsfw. It's not a holier than thou deal where it's sfw or bust. Just because something isn't my preference it doesn't mean I can police people about it.
And I did read nsfw Astarion stuff a lot before, before I reached act 3.
Maybe my opinion will change one day and I'll go back to taking his nsfw requests, maybe it won't. It doesn't really matter, there are a lot of talented and good writers who make nsfw works for him and I'm happy for their existence.
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As for why I don't write solo pieces for him in general? Well I only have so much free time and inspiration to write with, and Astarion has a chokehold on both the writers and artists of this fandom. He probably has more works under his name than Wyll, Halsin, Minthara and Karlach combined.
There is a lot of Astarion content, it feels like everything has been explored already. Every idea pushed to the limit then flipped, every concept fullfilled.
I only write for him when someones requests it, or when I feel like I have something new to say that no one did before. Like my only story about him posted "to dance with you."
I much rather explore the characters that no one paid much attention to like Wyll, Minthara etc. Npcs too.
Astarion is very loved by the fandom, he will be fine.
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My third point is that he can get too loved by the fandom, borderline obsessively so by certain groups.
Part of the reason why I didn't write for Astarion at all at the start of the blog, and why I'm still hesitant to write about him is because I don't want to interact with his fanbase.
Take your ask for example, i won't assume malice anon, I hope you just sent this out of curiosity.
But literally no other characters fanbase would ask this. I'm one of Minthara's biggest simp and if i thought someone didn't like her, I'd be like "understandable, have a nice day."
For so long I have been slandering Gale and bashing on him, and yet never received a single ask about why I dislike it. Which I don't for thr record i just like bullying him.
But it only took a single Astarion slander post, that wasn't truly about him, for someone to ask this.
I thought it was a hehe haha joke at the start when everyone was talking about how much better he is than the others, how they can't even imagine romancing someone else. When they called the game Astarion dating simulator.
It wasn't a joke. Larian got the most spam and hate reports to fix Astarion's kissing but while Minthara's whole romance is still broken.
I saw a tweet that mentioned how some Astarion fans act like araj oblodra in moonrise tower, the drow that wants him to bite her, and they're really spot on.
He might as well be second coming of Edward Cullen. People are writing paragraphs upon paragraphs in response to every small joke about him and how he approves morally bad stuff? Spinning a false narrative that he wouldn't hurt a fly that he is a sweet little bean that needs to be protect but also he is super loyal and would only want their blood?
Which yeah i get the irony of since I am writing paragraphs upon paragraphs of me complaining about it, and to that i say, shut up :"(
I hate how watered down he is, I hate how artists draw him romanticly thin and hollow. I hate how forgotten his trauma is unless it's time to baby him. I hate the wrinkles removing mods, I hate the ereasing of his flaws and I hate how they run up to the voice actor to confirm their headcanons.
His voice actor is great, even amazing. But he is still a stranger and you shouldn't ask him nsfw questions, you should keep it respectful and still admire his other works, not just flood him about Astarion.
But maybe I'm wrong, i won't pretend I know what his voice actor feels. But I hope the Astarion fanbase aren't being weird to him.
And let's be honest, Cazador is just as bad as all the other evil characters in this game. Gortash, Ketheric and Orin probably commited more bad stuff than him, yet he is the single unpopular evil guy.
Can you guess why? Does him being tied to hurting the beloved golden goose of the fandom ring any bells?
Mizora hurts Wyll, Gortash sold Karlach, Viconia abused Shadowheart. Yet all of them are seen as evil but loved, while liking Cazador bc of how much of a fucked up character he is, gets you blocked.
That's why I include him in my works, there is no content for him, but also so it weirds out any hardcore Astarion fan and they leave my blog.
Man, I talked a lot. I hope that answered you anon, again no hate for you if you happen to be one of the hard-core Astarion fans. You do you and I do me, i genuinely wish the best for you <3 at the end of the day they're just fictional characters and can't be hurt, but you and me are real people with real feelings.
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samsspambox · 2 years
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The 'Aetem + pierced ears' post is giving me "Wotakoi + Nifuji piercing his ears bc he saw Neru date a guy who had them" brainrot? Like... an AU...why do I imagine a version of Artem doing this sort of thing? 😳
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HI HI! putting the nonnie here again bc I feel like I didn't elaborate enough on the last ask and wanted to make a proper post about artem with piercings!
ima be honest tho, i have not seen Wotakoi but have seen snipetts from tiktok reviewers to have a general idea of how it goes (it has been on my watch list for a while now, i just haven't gotten around to it)
anyway: artem with piercings. ever since that scene in 6.2 where he's like:
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and that got my monkey brain thinking, you know? cuz first of all artem at a party? hmmm,,, and then the earring part!! and then with me being me, i had to find some way to prove to myself (and yall) that artem could have pierced ears. so!
Artem with Piercings? It’s more likely than you think.
an observation/analysis on artem and the possibility that he has pierced ears.
(~600 words)
Aight so, as mentioned in a previous theory, I'm betting good money on Artem having either closed piercings or having actual piercings without the studs in. It follows a pattern I've mentioned before, but that’s not the only reason I think Artem has piercings. Like yeah, in 6.2 he says that he wore earrings to a party (he went to parties?) but I would assume that he wore clip-on. After all, his sprite doesn't show any holes, right? Well… let’s look at Marius’ idle sprite. 
The sprite itself has four earrings on the left side and none on the right (considering he’s the one who did at least one of the piercings, it makes sense they’re on his left). Looking through stories and cards where he’s wearing a suit, he doesn’t take out the earrings. He witches them out for ones that don’t call as much attention to them compared to events where he can dress up (re: Fabulous Feast vs. Main Story 7). 
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'But what’s the point?' I hear you ask. Well, mostly to get you focused on his ear. We don’t have a sprite where a person known to have earrings… doesn't have them on. This goes for MC as well. A brief glance into cards where they appear always has them wearing a pair of earrings, so we don’t have that baseline as to what ears in this universe look like if they have a piercing but don't have an earring. 
Anyway, aside from the theory, why would I think Artem had piercings at one point? Well, I’d cite teenage rebellion or something similar. In his revisiting youth card (which im still fucking salty i didnt get fuck you mr. wing) he says he knows how to pick locks. Idk what type of pin mc was wearing that day but the fact that Artem ‘I get called an emotionless robot by the media’ Wing can pick a lock using a pin that he’s not really familiar with?? Idk man something ain’t adding up here. 
There’s also the fact that his mom called him ‘Difficult to deal with’ as a teenager. Now, let’s not jump the gun and say Artem was a full on bad boy, far from it. Back to his revisiting youth card, we’ve seen the outline of Artem’s highschool portrait. We know that while stand-off-ish, he was generally a good kid. But you can be a good kid while being difficult to deal with. Honestly when someone won't approach you for some bullshit reason, there has to be some way to pass time. Especially in a closed environment like school. Hence: lock picking. People like learning how to break into things because they can, not because they use the skill.
But then when do we get to the earrings? Well, we get to them at the same time. Gifted Kid Artem Wing was probably bored, already had the reputation of being a loner (not a total one but one with acquaintances), and was in an environment that both facilitated and spread bad ideas. All Artem had to hear was people talking about piercings for him to get the idea. It’s entirely plausible that Artem got piercings on a whim. After all, no one is going to tell him otherwise. 
Now I do think he let them close out if he did get them. Going back to Marius having earrings, he changes them when it comes to corporate matters or just day to day. Idk if I’m just assuming but isn’t it a thing in corporate culture to just, you know, not have earrings? Marius gets a pass because he’s the protagonist he’s the CEO of the company. You’re not gonna tell the CEO to go change, are you? Artem, while being the senior partner, still is Celestine’s employee. I’m 90% sure Celestine wouldn’t mind because it's Artem, but better to err on the side of caution, right? 
So there’s a 50/50 chance he either has piercings that aren’t closed (since we don’t have a sprite to show us what that looks like) or he has them closed.
and yeah! that's my long-winded ramble. thank you for asking!!
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randxmthxughts · 10 months
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I really don't like tiktok as they always tend to drag ppl in the avatar fandom when it comes to aging up characters (even though the avatar characters are na'vis and they mature faster/reach adulthood at a faster age). also, not to mention the fact that when I first saw neteyam, I literally thought he was like 18/19??? He just doesn't look like a little kid, at all.
Also, you know it's a fact that the avatar characters already know of such topics like when lo'ak was like "who do you think knocked her up" and both spider and kiri knew what they were talking about. It's not like we're aging up Tuk, that would be very wrong for obvious reasons.
On top of that, how tf are all of those tiktokers gonna react when the rest of the avatar chracaters reach adulthood in the other films. Is it still gonna be "bad?" That literally means they will get aged up in the films, so what different is it then someone aging them up in their writing, jfc??
I hate tiktok, it's toxic, always has been, and always will be. As an avatar fan/ smut writer, I don't even use tiktok and just decided to get off of it or else drama will just happen, or I'll see some unnecessary drama and it's all just very tiring.
Plus not to mention the fact that if you happen to post something about smut, it's very open and there are lots of minors on it and they're the ones complaining about the content even though they don't respect the 18+ warning on the videos or accounts lol.
i get that, with avatar tiktok i only try to look at edits and those 'details you may not have noticed' vids. the fans making videos of themselves and poking fun at other avatar creators gives me such an icky feeling
i also find it amusing how the same people who call fandom p3dos end up making these edits of lo'ak that are clearly romanticizing him as a love interest? is there a line that they're also crossing? are they hypocrites?
it's such a weird topic, and the overall attitude is very confusing. are we going to cancel all of the published authors in their 30's who write young adult fiction books? what about directors who make movies about teenagers? is greta gerwig cancellable p3do because ladybird had a sex scene?
idk you guys tell me, all i can say is that once in a while i see that stuff and i feel guilty about it, and i'm not sure how to deal with it
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bi-bard · 1 year
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my predictions for who i'll write about in stories inspired by the songs that might be on the deluxe edition of Noah Kahan's "Stick Season"
So.
Noah Kahan has been busy working on the deluxe version of Stick Season... and teasing it on his TikTok.
Just for a bit of fun, I wanna give some prediction on what I think each song we've heard (so far) will inspire me to write because we all know that I'm going to write stories for them.
Again, this is just for fun. This is not set in stone because I don't know the whole songs... or even which of these are going to make the album, so... yeah.
It's just using clips from his videos.
Also, this starts from the most recent audio shared and then goes down the list of videos.
SPECIAL NOTE: I have absolutely no idea how many of these are actually going to end up on the deluxe album. I simply don't. I just kept going until I got tired. Sorry.
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"Medicate / meditate / swear your soul to Jesus / throw a punch / fall in love / give yourself a reason..."
I think this will end up being a Dean Winchester imagine. I think somewhere around season 10 to season 11 because I think that's where we see the most distinct moments of Dean truly seeing himself as something bad and undeserving of love and forgiveness.
"I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown / In the name of someone I no longer know / For the shame of being young, drunk, and alone..."
Carmen "Carmy" Berzatto from The Bear. That boy is damaged and messy and I think this song is going to be a great way to look at the pitfalls of the behavior that we see from Carmy in the show.
"So pack up your car / put a hand on your heart / say whatever you feel / be whoever you are..."
I don't have a specific fandom, but I'm looking at a found-family story where the reader says goodbye, either to what they knew before or to their found-family. Mostly because this song reminds me of the scene in Supergirl where everyone is saying goodbye to Winn. I'm juggling between something like Titans or something like Doctor Who.
"I saw the end / it looked just like the middle / got a paper and pen / and a page with no space...."
this story is going to be so personal to me. i can already tell. I'm leaning toward a superhero story or a Supernatural story. A life after being with these people. Maybe that life was scary and seemed pointless, but now that their free, they have to deal with missing what was familiar and the guilt of not feeling grateful enough to something better.
"There's a tiny tourist trap a few miles off the interstate / and I watch as it empties out..."
I don't have a character in mind, but I have an idea that it'll be a very tearful goodbye and kiss and shit. Maybe a reunion too? Maybe?
"Quietly you're coming home from work / Forty hour week minus commute / for a dream of planting flowers on the porch / For now, my love, store-bought will have to do..."
I want to write a childhood friends-to-lover kind of thing, but I'm not sure what it'll be yet. I just know that much.
"I'm the tall glass of water you lost in your kitchen / I'm casually cruel like a senior prediction..."
This could also play as a childhood friends-to-lovers story, but I am not nearly as sold on that one. This one is such a strange one to me. It's very nostalgic but also angry?? I don't know. I'm still thinking about it. I'm kinda thinking that Hannibal might work, but there may be another Hugh Dancy character that would fit better, so I make no promises...
"County line, I'm counting down / mailboxes until my house / This place had a heartbeat / in its day..."
I'm leaning toward Doctor Who on this one. I don't know which Doctor it'll be, but I think it would work out well.
"I hear you call / me somewhere only we know / I'll hold out hope / when my eyes open, you'll show..."
This will be a very sad story. I can promise that. It's about grief and it's very complicated process. I have every intention of writing for that.
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hoo okay I can already tell this is gonna be long but manga thoughts!! i only read up to roughly 150 I think (Also hi hi I’m off anon! anxiety has been overcome >D<)
quick lil context of me even getting into this also! so my roomie and I have a tradition of watching really bad animes during finals weeks and this time my rookie suggested we watched black butler 2 (still so funny it’s just 2 not season two not book of ___ no. just two. Peak comedy) first half of that was laughably bad and then like ep 7 onward it was frustratingly good. Some bizarre pacing some bizzare writing choices but I liked it overall. anyways over winter break out of nowhere I got manga spoilers on my tiktok for Agni’s death and. It emotionally devastated me bc I loved him sm bc of the like one ep in 2 where he appeared. i told my roomie that and we decided to like actually watch the good parts of the anime so I could get a taste of the actual plot (and eventually we watched s1 lmao)
so yeah that bit didn’t impact me as much when I actually read it but 😭 Agni I miss you dearly you’re like one of the only people I’d trust to hold my drink in this series I KNOW you would take care of it and not spill anything. Also, I read the entire (post campania) manga while procrastinating studying for my organic chemistry exam bc chemistry is a pain in the ass and I didn’t want to look at it
right um. Other arcs. so the school arc has some BIZARRE pacing- (and i never got used to the just casually dropping the F word even if it was used iba like historical context) I was half skimming some of the pages bc I thought it was gonna be basically a fluff filler arc so that end caught me off guard- deffo enjoyed the soma content though! i sure hope he stays happy and nothing awful happens to make him stop smiling! hahah fuck.
Emerald witch arc is kinda funny to me. like yeah, okay queen of England, send this 13 (14?? I forgor) year old child to a different country to deal with werewolves. this isn’t even ur country girly what. Wolf and miss sullivan (can’t spell her first name) r fun characters I like their addition a lot. Could’ve done without the uh. weird scenes with sullivan but. whatever. (The scenes with finny taking care of ciel also were so sweet Omg I will cry- finny is probably one of my top 5 charas I love himmmmm he scares me tho )
that being said I fuckcking RECOGNIZED that shit was chemicals as soon as I saw that circle thing oh my FuckKING GOD. I literally put down my phone and stopped reading for a good while. I’m reading this manga to procrastinate my ochem I did not need it to insert itself like that >:’(((( it was good though I liked the arc a a lot (my roommate fucking burst out laughing when she saw me being angy and asked why.)
Sascha and Walmart will (sorry sir you are just not memorable) were cute! Hope we get more content of them in the future, or just more reaper lore. Please. I’m going insane all I want is lore (Also my roomie had already told me abt the reaper backstory so that didn’t rlly surprise me). Will and grell showing up for like one chapter was funny as hell, you know will was pissed bc that whole convo could’ve totally been an email or a pigeon or whatever. i missed them though so im not complaining
Idk what to call the next arc. the return of the school guys was… funny ig?? i have to be honest I kinda disconnect whenever they appear I just don’t really care for them 😭 the whole band group off was so funny though and the tonal whiplash was something I was NOT prepared for. It wasn’t as jarring as the paving of the school arc but like hWUH THATS A LOT OF PLOT AND BIG REVEALS HAPPENING REALLY FAST NOW-
love othello though. I’m a forensics chemistry major and I love the forensics part of it significantly more than chemistry so seeing a funny guy doing that is so very !!! ya :D also love the dynamic with Grelle. they’re both trans and besties you can’t change my mind- ALSO OTHELLO JUST . THROWING HIS SCYTGE AND THEN BIDING BEHIND GRELLE. Love him. ronnies still my fav dont get me wrong I am endeared with his talk-shit-while-getting-his-ass-beat mentality but othello is very close behind
wish we had more reaper lore . I would kill to know these guys backstories- Ronald and sascha seem so much you her compared to their coworkers it eats at my brain. sascha especially like aaaaaa kid what happened for you to end up here :(? MAN (also I could fight abt the reaper lore for so long. they don’t deserve this. this shits unfair. AGH…
i had more stuff that I wanted to say but forgot. sorry if this isn’t very understandable i just wrote as I thought of things- basically. reapers my beloved . I’m begging for lore please . soma my king I hope you’re okay. when will Ronald come back PLEASE he’s been gone since like campania 😭
BRO ROOMMATE ANON REVEAL!! i hope you dont mind me still using the roommate anon tag,,
agnis death def threw me off. i wasnt expecting yana to kill him off, especially after having him around for so long. that whole scene was very surprising. and yes i agree with you!! hes probably the most wholesome character in black butler next to some others like the phantomhive servants and soma.
i actually quite liked the school arc(and a lot of people in the fandom would agree w me)! but i get how you wouldnt. i personally was only mostly focusing since i just wanted to get back to grelle T^T.
i didnt really like emerald witch at first. i was mad when it had the honor of being the 100th chapter. but its grown on me since(n yeah those scenes were weird..).
i LOOOOVEEE SASCHA!!!!!! THEYRE SO CUTEEEEE X33333 they remind me of my best friend since they both have that same cheery vibe. like little guy is just making the best out of their afterlie and havin some genuine fun. i fw it. grelles outfit was also sooo hot in that chapter gaw dayum. i want a piece of that reaper PLEASE
you can call the return of the school guys the boy band arc. it was weird but i really enjoyed it.
i find it funny how everyone automatically says that othello is trans. one look at the silly science man provokes the Feeling.
trust me man, everyone wants more reaper lore. i am clawing at yanas feet and begging her to tell me what in the ever living fuck happened to grelle in her time as a human. WHAT THE FUCK KINDA LIVES DID THEY LIVE. WHAT DROVE THEM TO SUICIDE.
i understood everything you wrote, dw!! :3 im hoping soma is ok as well </3
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dubulgeandtaebooty · 1 year
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Tw vent and death (and a little bit of family business)
I was 10 years old when my brother was fatally killed by gang members. Even 8 years later, I could still vividly recall the while entire event like a videotape. The cries of help, the blood pouring out of his body that would drip all over the floor, the knife that killed him, the laughter of his killers as they run away hoping that they wouldn’t be found, the sound of ambulance coming to take him to the hospital as I told him that I loved him as police officers took me away from him. His last words to me was “Takashi, I’m going to be fine. Don’t worry about me. Go home.”
He died on his way to the hospital at just aged 14. He was sending drugs to Manchester, Liverpool, all over the UK, just to make some ends meet. My dad was abusive to us and our mom and so she turned into an alcoholic and he would leave us for another woman. This would be how we would have food into the table. He would earn some money so he would pay the rent that mom would purposely forget to do so. However, one of those days he was caught and had to go to prison for few months. Because he didn’t do his job, they tracked him down and killed him. I saw it all.
A month after he passed away, my mom went along too. Guess who found her body? Me. I saw her lifeless body in the living room when I came home and remembered shaking her in hopes she would wake up, but she never did. Just seeing her pale body haunts me as well as my brother screaming. I will never get those images out of my head and they’ll be with me for the rest of my life.
I couldn’t even listen to drill music knowing that this is the kind of shit my brother’s killers listen to. Seeing those people in masks and holding some sort of weapon gives me flashbacks and makes me wanna throw up on the spot. I hate seeing people die for the same reason, especially if it’s someone around the same age as my brother. I hate seeing this shit going all over the news. I get terrible anxiety attacks whenever I even think about something as simple as a knife. But what can I do? Every single day, I have to deal with my triggers being around me 24/7. I’m seeing drill music and remixes getting popular on Tiktok, knives are basically everywhere and those films that depict gang violence, they’re everywhere.
This is why I find it so funny that here on Tumblr I’m seeing people in their 20s crying about people using the wrong hashtag when there are serious shit happening in this world such as their family members or friends dying and they have to watch that shit whilst you are able to view the censored version online. Consider yourself privileged. I didn’t get to see a “TW” before my brother died or even saw it pixelated. I saw it raw. I could even hear the squelching sounds of the knife going in and out of him. Trust me, I could hear everything and it’s very uncomfortable for me to sit through this every single fucking day of my life. It was so bad that I even resorted to drugs and taking my own life. Trust me, it fucking sucks. I don’t even wish this upon my worst enemy.
How can you be so lost in your head that you think the internet can help you with your first world problems? Life doesn’t have a trigger warning, it just happened. If god knew that my brother was going to die today, he would just put a “TW” before my day started. It was just a normal day just like any other day. I got out of bed and I did my morning routine. That very day, I went home from my friend’s house and saw him running across the street. I thought he was trying to catch the bus, but I was dead wrong. He was running for his life.
As someone with extreme PTSD, the fanfics in the #ptsdrecovery does affect me. I find it so damn stupid if they do so, especially if they showcase the actual scene of the gang violence in vague detail. However, the only people I could let them off are newbies to this app. I understand how different the app it is to an app like Instagram or something. I do it too when I go on Instagram and I would under tag because I don’t know how their algorithm works. It’s all human error and they could learn not to do it again, but for those that deliberately do it, especially for many years, they piss me the fuck off.
But here’s the thing, Tumblr isn’t your free therapy session. There are full of people with different coping mechanisms and strategies. If Tumblr was to cater only to those who get triggered over fanfictions showing up on recovery tag, then is it even a freedom of speech app? Tell me if that’s fair to ban anyone who has reading or making fanfictions as a coping mechanism just because one person feels entitled to their problems and puts the blame on others. Although it is super frustrating that we have to deal with this, there’s nothing we could do. We could tell people to make another hashtags to be specific which is #ptsdrecoveryfanfics but what would you do if you see one anyways?
See the problem isn’t the users, it’s your mindset. It’s not our responsibility to stop you from getting triggered, it’s you. People are just living their lives the way they do and so they shouldn’t be obligated to follow by your rules only. I mean, do you think I tell my friends not to play drill music when I’m around? Do I tell stores to not sell knives just because I get triggered by it. No. Unfortunately, I have to move on. No matter how hard it is, I do need to continue with my life. Trust me, this is not an easy task. Having to move on like it was a small inconvenience in my life was difficult, which is why I had go to cognitive behavioural therapy, take some meds and so much shit just so I could live my normal life.
Even now, I could still imagine the scene one and on again, and it makes me want to live in the past. It’s not just I want to see him again, I just wished I stayed at my friend’s house for much longer. Maybe if I was there for few more minutes, I would only have the memory of him going to the hospital. If I went back to get my charger for my phone, I wouldn’t be aching to have this image in my head.
But what could I do? It has already happened. This just taught me a valuable lesson. If you are able to watch things with a trigger warning and a blur hiding the horrifying scene, then you’re privileged. There are people dying in wars, most notably, in Ukraine. Families are dying, friends are getting lost, people losing strangers they had met just few hours ago. You could meet someone and not know if this is the last time you’ll see them or not. They don’t get to have their deaths blurred. Sone people would see their loved ones in brutal conditions that their bodies are fully mutated that it doesn’t even look like them anymore. Even if they weren’t there, that image would stay with them for the rest of their lives.
There are SERIOUS things that are happening in this world and the only thing those, mind I tell you, ADULTS harassing literal newbies in this app just because they used the wrong tag for their fanfiction posts. And for them to be so entitled to think that Tumblr is all about them and them only because they’re right and they know everything. NO THE FUCK YOU DON’T. This is a first world problem that YOU’RE dealing with. There are millions of people starving to death because they cannot afford to bring food into their plates. There are women and girls getting raped into this day because there are asshole men that wants to take advantage of them and that pisses me the fuck up seeing the fucked up things they do to these people, and your only problem are people using the wrong tags whether it’s an accident or not?
I’ve fucking seen everything. I watched my parents fight, my brother’s unlawful death, I saw my mother’s lifeless body on the couch at the living room, my dad left me meaning that me and my sisters had to go move with my grandparents. I bullied at school for being Asian, gay and fat. I was once beaten up to the point where I was hospitalised. It happened in 2020 too during the pandemic. Everyone called me “ching-chong” and told me to go back to where I came from. In the pandemic version, they also told me to kill myself. Then, my sister got raped. That got me sick to my stomach seeing how differently she acted. I also saw her get abused by her boyfriend and I had to step in and beat him up. I was stabbed on the arm by the one thing I was scared of, a knife. He happily called me faggot and chink as I was in excruciating pain. I don’t know how I could explain it, but it was not good.
At this point, I had a big hatred towards the world. However, you only have one life and you gotta live it. I could of chose to be chronically online just like the rest of us on Tumblr, or I could continue fighting and living my life. I chose to be in the real world, because once it’s gone, there’s no going back. I have my friends with me and a crush in my class. I chose to live my life because that was the only thing I could do. I don’t like being online as much, but this is why I only go there to protect my friends.
To give you a summary because some Tumblr users are retarded, I agree with said post and I had stated clearly how I felt about fanfictions going into recovery tags. The only thing I said was that I would understand if it was a newbie. If it was someone who casually does it despite knowing that they shouldn’t do that, then they should know what’s coming. Newbies are NEW to this app. They probably came from an app like Instagram. As someone with extreme PTSD, I’ll forgive them, especially if it’s their first time overtagging because they simply didn’t know how this app works. If it’s someone who has been doing it for years and hasn’t changed ever since, then yes I could understand why you can get mad at them. Unless if you’re mentally retarded, everyone should agree with this whether you hate people overtagging or not. No newbies are going to search up “how to tag on tumblr.” It’s just not realistic. What’s really going to happen is that they’re going to overtag or use the wrong tags and if someone can nicely explain it to them that they shouldn’t be tagging like that, then they’ll take it seriously and quit it. They’re human too and they’ll understand it. They aren’t going to listen to a crazy looking blogger screaming in dms because they aren’t going to take it seriously. This is just facts. But also, I feel like the people who are triggered, they kinda have to do their part as well. Like I said earlier, people aren’t obligated to give a trigger warning or help you when you get triggered. If they do however, it’s out of luck. Most people (especially in the real world) doesn’t give a shit about you. You wanna know why? They’re too busy into their own lives that they aren’t going to censor every word you are triggered over just so they could protect your precious feelings. This is life and you have to live by its rules. If you see something triggering, it’s up to you with how you go about it. If I was to see knives, I’ll just use filtered tags or words. Of course, you’ll still gonna see some regardless. This is because you cannot run away from reality. You’ll have to face it one day.
I know for some people it’s hard to digest, so I made an even dumber version of the summary. Crosstagging is bad. However, newbies can be forgiven because they didn’t know. not to. Of course newbies could search on google “how to tag posts” but it’s not realistic. Realistically, they will post and then figure out when someone tells them. If you do, it is better for you to explain it nicely and clearly so they would know for the next time not to overtag. But, if it’s someone who has been in this app for many years and wouldn’t stop, then yes, it is bad and they should be banned. But nonetheless, you need to help yourself too. Go to settings and put filter tags or words so you can hide certain posts you don’t want to see. There are very little things you could do in this situation, which means that you’ll need to face the harsh reality one day that not everything is censored and so you’ll see things that are uncensored.
Sorry for the language. I just had been so stressed lately. I think I’m gonna take a break from using this app.
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cloudyvoidsxo · 2 years
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I Don't Think Shelby's a Operative!!!
(turning this into a post, reblog below!)
YES!! All of this made so much sense! I def think that Martha is an operative! Everyone is assuming that Shelby could be the operative because of her dream. But I don't think the case. I saw a TikTok of someone explaining why Gretchen showing Shelby her face was a bad idea, and I totally agree. I think Shelby caught on to what was actually happening just a smidge. She may have been wondering, "Who is this woman? What is she doing here? Is she a doctor?" She probably came to the conclusion that she was probably a doctor. But she most likely caught on that she wasn't from a few things. 1, she didn't have anything in her hands like a needle, that would look like she was able to help. 2, she didn't have a white coat on or gloves. 3, she just stood there. This leads me to the cliff hanger that was left off. Remember when she asked the operatives to see her? They thought she was talking about Toni, since they knew they had a relationship. Keep in mind, Toni told Shelby she wouldn't tell anyone about them if she didn't want her to. Which is why, she looked confused for a second before answering no. She then gave Leah a hug and slipped a note into her hood that said, "You we're right". This was her reassuring Leah that she was correct about everything being fake, and we find that out in the last episode (I think) where she and Fatin find something in the tree. This is where her dream comes in. She had a dream about her singing a song and meeting up with Toni after singing. This was delayed as Gretchen appeared with two gummy bears, blue and red. Gretchen told Shelby to choose, and we don't know what Shelby chose to this day. The only narrative of me thinking Shelby is an operative is she is a double agent. So she is secretly reporting back to the group about what is happening with Gretchen. Heading back to Martha now. There was a scene in S1 where Gretchen hands Agent Young a box of Martha's things, telling him to find something out so her parents wont sue (about Martha's coma) How did Martha wake up? What happened when she awoken? Did they make a deal with her? I think they made a deal with her to where she's the operative and her parents wont find out what happened and they wont sue.
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hey. listen, ok. i am very gay and very much regressing back into my musical theatre phase. specifically my legally blonde phase (which, who are we kidding, was never really a phase was it?) after seeing multiple people on both here and tiktok have the galaxy brain moment i wish i would have, i have the desperate need for a roleplay.
for reference, before we get too deep into this, i am 20+ and only looking for other 20+ writers. i write exclusively on discord and have a style that ranges from literate to novella. i am very chatty, so please be prepared to deal with that. also, big fan of sharing headcanons and music and musing. it's probably one of my favorite things to do in a roleplay, building character. especially with a musical-based chat because by nature of being play characters they're a little up for interpretation lol. (also note: i love the movie as well, but it has a totally different vibe. it's autumn, and for whatever reason that translates to the legally blonde musical for me lol.) open for nsfw content, but really want to emphasize plot, fluff, and character building. logistics done.
basically, i'm looking for sapphic elle/emmett with me writing as fem!emmett. i saw an alto version of chip on my shoulder i have been spiraling ever since. emmett is more masc presenting, a workaholic, and the type who's just constantly trying to make something of herself who helps elle become more serious while elle helps her loosen up a little bit. i just want to flesh out the main story a bit, with some minor adjustments here and there as we see fit. cram studying, the meet-cute, the take it like a man scene (!), the proposal (!!!) just little bits here and there. their love story is one that i just gravitate towards even in my outside roleplays, but it just makes so much sense as a sapphic pair. i love them, your honor.
i feel like this is both too long and too short, so i'll cut it off here. if this sounds like something you would like to plot, react and i'll reach out from there. much love 💕
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tsui-no-sora · 2 years
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yes i can and will call you out out, im stealing the revive book i am singlehandedly reviving cringe culture /j
i mean. cdream is a caffeine addict, it's basically canon if you ask me, i am now having a very vivid image of cdream sat in a heap of books and note papers drinking coffee straight from the pot as punz anxiously hovers at the edge of said pile, clutching a bag of steadily cooling McPuffNuggets.
yeah the odds for a full 100% happy ending for cfiances are Slim, especially since they're all at uh. very different lore wrap up stages. the lnv finale is very likely going to be the end of quackity's character. the odds for cdream dying or /p dreamnap somehow reconciling in that stream are even lower than the fiances wedding so it's definitely not gonna be the narrative end for sapnap. and im not even touching ckarl with a ten feet pole. i saw the ghost post btw, i am very much hoping that ccq isn't just gonna kill his character off entirely. atleast he's gonna wrap his story up, which is something which i've only heard a few ccs talk about. rip cranboo i guess. literally.
honestly, if we're looking at the scene from a doylist perspective the most likely interpretation is proabably just that ccsapnap wasn't prepared to rp a mental flip on his fiance And his murderhobo bestie. in character he probably he just filed it away for later when he wasn't actively preparing to fight dream.
don't worry finn, we all have our c!diskduo demons hidden away in the tumblr drafts. mine probably are the polar opposite of yours but the point still stands.
i mean you don't have to agree obviously, but i think inconsolable established firmly that wilbur had no fucking clue that dream had gotten out of prison. even if you consider the possibility of him lying to tommy, the fantasy sequence made it pretty clear that he still expected dream to be locked inside the prison. so it's either train talk or prison visit. i still haven't gotten around to rewatching that scene, i'll let you know what i think once i do.
csam has to make the ultimate decision between stopping the collapse of las nevadas and bringing cdream a bacon and cheese sandwich as quackity watches in despair. take a guess what he chooses. i wonder if csam has any plans to end his character.
i mean especially cdteam is also a complicated, tangled and angry mess, but yeah q and sam had care but also this very business like and scary.y vibe to them. i would genuinely kill to see a confrontation between them during that stream now that both underwent very drastic changes in mentality (for the worse or for the bettter.
im genuinely trying to keep my expectations low and simple, even though i fear that the first is probably a disservice to ccquackity's work and i literally cant help the second.
I'm not depressed" TikTok audio which I mean pretty fitting for them
I really wonder if that's actually going to be the ending of the character I have the feeling like the most lore based ccs are trying to wrap up their lore already which I don't know if it's in preparation for the second season because Foolish did say he was getting near his last streams for the first season but he called it that directly implying that whatever the world altering event is will lead to the second season and well Wilbur had said that while the lore will be done with his character he would still be around so maybe Quackity will still be around just with less serious lore which a ghost character could work pretty well for that
C!Ranboo is so dead he's just so dead but I really wanted to know what his deal with c!Dream was c'mon at least tell me that man
I really am so confused on what direction the dsmp is going to go
Yeah that's probably pretty true but now I don't know when to really chuck things up to eh it's just the streamers improving because not everything is that serious because after seeing how specific their scripts got at points during the tribute video I think I may have severly underestimated that point in the past
The latest one I had was like a 5 page essay on c!Dream c!Tommy and obsession that I was so close to posting but that I held back on because maybe society just isn't ready for it just yet and the other one was c!Dream c!Ranboo c!Tommy and The Plan that was pretty much just me crying because c!Tommy c!Ranboo friendship matters to me but so does c!Endersmile
So yeah I bet they are complete opposites on almost every regard to ironically I feel like we agree the most on c!Tommy himself
I guess I didn't see it as what he was expecting the most just as what he was one more used to and what made more sense because well in a real setting if c!Dream wanted to kill c!Wilbur it wouldn't really be a difficult task for him to do so therefore what made more sense in my brain is yeah his fantasy takes place here because it's the only possible place it could occur in c!Wilbur killing c!Dream like that and c!Quackity and c!Sam torturing him like that are things that could only happen there makes it all the more imperative that he stays there
But on that case train talk it's what makes more sense because c!Sam didn't really let other people visit c!Dream c!Sapnap did say that getting past him for any visit at all was incredibly difficult so I don't think he would have left c!Wilbur in
Honestly if that did happen in lore I would just be cheering on for c!Dream getting his cool moment of revenge I think he's earned it by now and I don't think he does whenever he brings up c!Sam or any of his other dsmp oriented proyects it's only to talk about what more things he wants to do to my knowledge he hasn't really spoken ever about putting an end to the server or to any of his characters and I don't really think he wants to he seems to have a lot of fun in it and he's part of the members who have been on it the longest after all
C!Dteam are everything to me and also have so many issues that I just don't know how their happy ending could go but I'm still holding onto for hope okay
C!Sam and c!Quackity confrontation just really calls to me because look at all the awful things they did together they both know the other is capable on some pretty inhumane things a business relationship like that is dangerous and seeing how different they are now than when they first met it would just be cool to hear them talk about it
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hope you dont mind me popping in to your inbox to scream abt whc1 bc you are truly the only person out of my friend circle that has watched it 😭😭 first of all
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facts. he can do no wrong.
second of all its been days and i am still processing like this has never happened to me before ?? usually i am a lil :// until the rest of the day when i finish a sad drama but with this im just so heartbroken still. yesterday during a big mental breakdown (unrelated to the drama i am not THAT crazy ok) i realised why it hit me so hard and i think its bc i somehow relate to sieun (anger issues and all /j) and so i somehow projected into his character and so when it all went down with suho i just couldnt deal w it ?? I LEGIT HAD A MINI PANIC ATTACK it felt like it was happening to me 😭😭😭 like he was such comfort for me. he broke the cycle of loneliness and stereotype for sieun and i just really adored each interaction they had. the fact that they would both kill and die for each other makes me bawl my eyes out.
but when it all comes down to it, i understand beomseok, i really do, but i also dont. i dont think ill ever forgive that character, i just cant. i cant imagine how it must have felt for him and i couldnt be able to deal w life either if i was in his shoes, but my brain just cant grasp the lengths he went to hurt people that did nothing but care for him and tried to help him with everything. he's a complex character for sure, one you have to analyze to get, but i dont have it in me to have a single ounce of sympathy after the ending of the drama.
but to think that the parents and the adults were truly at fault here ?? beomseok being abused, sieun abandoned and neglected, suho not really having parents around either (i read somewhere that they are canonically abroad or something?? not too sure), the policemen not taking sieun seriously at first, the teachers seeing the shit happening and not doing anything to stop the bullying... where were everyones parents when all those kids got caught up w the gang? its truly sickening and heartbreaking to think that this truly could be happening anywhere and to anyone.
and it broke me so much bc i could accept beomseok drifting away from them and stuff, but to gang up on suho on his fucking birthday? sieun cooking and decorating with young yi and taking pics for her insta (i strongly believe her and sieuns friendship is SO underrated they were so cute together) and both of them just hid it from everyone to protect suho,, their sunshine ??? the poor boy must have been so confused and lonely on his bday and it makes me :( and then when he saw sieuns cast and went to avenge him ?? I read something about how suho always fought only in self defence but when he saw sieun hurt he crossed the line and fought with the purpose of hurting somebody only bc his best friend was put in danger and that- that broke me.
also i find it funny how i found the drama through a clip on tiktok where jihoon cried at watching the last scene where sieun breaks the window and i was like oh this should be just the right amount of sad for me rn and then i got emotionally damaged. :,)
yeah anyways my fav trope is found family and FUCK all of those who hurt my sunshine bc now im forever heartbroken.
sorry for the rant toffee but it did felt cathartic to write this all out
bar, please don't worry about it. feel free to come back any time you have to yell about it and i'll try to get back to you as soon as i can.
sooho was just too easy to love. we headed into that show blind HAHA we should've known it was too good to be true! i never saw it coming actually.
same !! took me days to get over this too. *hugs* i'm sorry about the mental breakdown, i hope you're feeling a bit better now !! oh the projection must've made the whole thing twice as hard. again, sooho was such a comfort character :( his happy go lucky nature was such a breath of fresh air esp when the themes occasionally got dark. i want that dynamic for me actually (to kill and die for each other, yes). i usually find it corny but it was so well executed here.
oh bumseok :( i think it's valid to simultaneously understand him but at the same time, find what he did unforgivable. i get where he was coming from and how he was just looking for a place to fit in—where he wasn't looked down on. idk how to describe it but when he started misreading the situation (like that whole bit abt sooho not following him on ig but following young yi), i think something in him snapped. he was so fed up with being helpless at home and at his previous school that when it happened a third time, he did everything to get back and lashed out.
I 100% BELIEVE THE ADULTS WERE ABSOLUTE SHITTIEST NEGLIGENT FUCKERS AROUND. like???? leaving a scamming syndicate to be dealt with by high schoolers?????? bumseok's fake ass politician dad??????? sure, sieun's parents were 'present' but emotionally distant, like check on your kids bitches or not have them at all god dAMN. i thought some of the aspects of the bullying were exaggerated bc from where i'm from it never gets that bad but hearing that to an extent, it was truthful about it just left me dumbfounded. how could parents allow things like this to happen under the radar? it's unbelievable and heartbreaking to me.
yeah, i thought bumseok would just join his cool boy squad but he really had to do whatever the fuck he did :D my girl, i know you read my tags and i was vile as fuck towards him but at the time i was just so angry too. also yes! youngyi and sieun's friendship <3 i wish they had more time </3 and honestly, if bumseok didn't do a whole 180, i think the four of them would make such a cute squad. like the way they would protect each other??? hmp :/
'i read something about how suho always fought only in self defence but when he saw sieun hurt he crossed the line and fought with the purpose of hurting somebody only bc his best friend was put in danger and that- that broke me.' i saw that the other day and that broke me to fucking hell i could sell anyone's soul to see them together again (SPECIFICALLY, with the other one being fine and out of comatose yes i would love that for me.
ohhh, i've been meaning to watch that vid of them reacting to whc1 but at the time it didn't have subs. jihoon's acting was so fucking effective like??? the sadness the eyes of that man has can sway me to do anything !! so sorry that you got so much more than just a little sad bout. heading into this drama blind was like bringing a knife to a whole war.
this show made me realize that tragedy could strike any pairing on any show and i wouldn't bat an eye but have the same happen to a found family and then i'm instantly destroyed. THE SHOW ACTUALLY REMINDED ME OF YOUR CHENJI FIC????? FUCK. please do let me know if you ever get around to writing something related to them haha i'm ready to be destroyed.
please do not ever apologize for ranting especially about this show !! i went through this whole phase ALONE last year (watching it after christmas was the biggest mistake, i ended my year DEPRESSED as FUCK) so i'm offering as much help as i can.
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coccyodynia · 2 years
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things:
this might be a long one so buckle up
last night was AMAZING
two really awesome things happened last night: i got to see my absolute favorite band play one their best albums in full, but also, i finally met the guy i’ve been talking to for almost 3 months
i was SO nervous to meet justin but ????
i had no reason to be????
he’s so funny and cute and i haven’t felt like this in a long time about anyone 
like of course it was a bit uncomfortable at first but for real i felt so comfortable in his presence
tHIS IS GONNA SOUND SO CHEESY SO PLEASE IGNORE THIS 
but there were several moments where i just wanted to like. lean my head over onto his shoulder
bc he made me feel so at ease
normally when i meet a tinder match it’s like after a week of talking, but this has been almost 3 months of talking
so it wasn’t as awkward as that
but he did clarify like two weeks ago that he only wants to be friends for now, because he’s still kinda dealing with stuff from his ex
which is fair and i appreciate him telling me that
and like, all of the weirdness i thought was happening over text, like the way he would just ignore my text and send me something random and non-sequitor, i honestly think can just be explained by his autism and shyness?????
like he is autistic, which honestly to me is a green flag bc i grew up in a 50% autistic household and i am probably also autistic,
but i’m pretty sure he just doesn’t get the social cues i was initially expecting, which is fine, bc a lot of the time it was my borderline personality disorder being manipulative and thinking “oh if i cry out for attention in THIS SPECIFIC WAY, he should also respond in THIS SPECIFIC WAY” which obviously is not the case
idk just the way this man has me smiling and giggling alone in my apartment when i recount the evening
aaaaahhh i’m so happy
the concert itself was good too!!! of course it was la dispute so it was an intense show
i was on the edge of the pit which was so fun
i’m still obsessed with jordan dreyer (the vocalist) but man it really hit me last night that like. we’re adults now. like when they were making this music and i first started listening to their music, we were just kids.
like when i saw La dispute in indianapolis in 2011, it was literally the week before they dropped the album that made them famous in the scene
so the venue was much smaller, and much more intimate. like i even just ..... walked up to the band members after their set to talk to them and it was fine and not weird. hugged the bassist adam, and got a picture with jordan
but now they’re really well known in the scene and they have a following from TikTok so the vibe of the show last night was just way, way different than the indy show
dont get me wrong i still had an amazing time!!!! 
there’s truly nothing more healing than being in a room of people who just feel the way you do sometimes and we’re all just screaming the lyrics back at the man who wrote them for us
and now im crying lmfao
ok thanks for coming to my TED talk
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shotorozu · 3 years
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‘the things i do for..’
(tiktok trend)
character(s) : bakugou katsuki, todoroki shouto, shinsou hitoshi (bnha)
part two
based off this tiktok
legend : [Y/N = your name] they/them pronouns used, quirk’s not specific, reader has a tv for this trend shouto also wants your thighs to be his pillow in his part
headcanon type : fluff, crack, one line of suggestiveness— it’s barely there (x reader)
note(s) : i saw this tiktok a few weeks ago and went 🤩 “write that down, write that down‼️” anyways— i’m doing part two because i really like this idea 🚣‍♂️ also, sorry for the wait. will edit later
»»————- ♡ ————-««
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bakugou katsuki
you always wanted to do the ‘love you like a love song’ tv trend, but you just didn’t know how to make it cooler 🧎‍♀️
that was until you saw a tiktok of someone’s boyfriend fanning them behind the scenes
of course— you thought of your boyfriend katsuki right away. after all, it does look like something he’d do.
you have a fan in your room, so you could do this trend without his help
but what’s the fun in that 😃❓
fortunately, after seeing this tiktok— you were motivated enough to do this trend now, and you’re gonna use your boyfriend as your personal electric fan 🤩
during your free time in the dorms, you showed him the tiktok, asking him to fan you with a pillow behind the screen
and katsuki’s holding your phone like 🤨 🤳 “this looks stupid,” you deflate ☹️ but of course he’d say that
“why would i need to do that? don’t you have a fan in your room??”
yeah, you do have one— but again, what’s the fun in that, katsuki 🙄✋❓
you knew he’d say that, so you go “yes, but i need extra man power 😫”
he doesn’t look convinced in the slightest 😨 “and what exactly do i get out of this?”
“,,, you can take charge of all of the plans. that includes being the little spoon for two weeks.”
congratulations, you’ve gotten yourself a deal 🤩‼️
katsuki didn’t need much convincing to begin with, because you + that tiktok trend 😳 ❓
he likes the idea basically.
but the conditions really solidified his cooperation. if it means that he could be the little spoon, and make you taste test his cooking for 2 whole weeks— then he’ll be your ‘stupid’ fan 🧎‍♀️
plopping down on your bed— katsuki simply eyes you. meanwhile, you start creating a mini set up for the tiktok
katsuki grumbles, thinking that it’s a tiny bit of excessive 💀 but he only stays quiet, because hey, you’re gonna be at his beck and call for 14 entire days.
you throw a pillow at him, “you actually know how to fan me with a pillow, right? 😨”
he scoffs, “of course i know, just start the stupid tiktok already 🙄✋” and you do exactly that
katsuki has to bite the inside of his cheek to prevent himself from literally cackling at the sight💀 and you know he is
he’s lucky that you haven’t changed your mind about the deal yet
you finish filming the first segment, and right before the beat drops— katsuki tightens his grip on the pillow
and just at that moment, the neon lights start flashing— and he FANS you with all of his power
it didn’t really help that his arms also happen to be HUMONGOUS 😨 so you were getting what you asked for alright
when i say that he almost blew you away, i really mean it, it felt like you were sitting infront of a helicopter or something 😭
though bakugou katsuki doesn’t recognize it, he basically makes a pretty good hype man 😳
so while katsuki’s aggressively fanning you, he’ll also hyping you up (as he should) “TILT YOUR HEAD TO THE SIDE A LITTLE BIT— THERE 🗣‼️ STAY RIGHT THERE, DAMN 🗣🗣‼️”
and you kind of want to break the scene at this action because damn, it was priceless, but you persevere— not wanting to redo what you have 🧎‍♀️
around the very last second of the tiktok, he lets go of the pillow, mini explosions popping from his palms 😨
it’s a good thing it was only the last second of the tiktok— and that he didn’t blow up your pillow into millions of pieces 💀
you rewatch the tiktok, and it didn’t look so bad 👁👁 though there was A LOT of wind, it did it’s job, so the video turned out amazing.
you show katsuki the results— and though he only grumbled 😐 he too, thought that he did a great job #proudkatsukimoment
and with that, you uploaded the results to tiktok 🤩
but you probably should’ve cut off that last lingering second — because when you checked your notifications the following hour
HALF of the comments were talking about it 😟
“are those mini explosions i see? 😳” and someone replied with “that HAS to be bakugou— it’s kind of obvious with that last second, and the highkey aggressive fanning 😭”
then there were comments talking about the actual video, and then there were comments that were talking about “seeing bakugou’s reflection when the tv wasn’t playing anything”
“he definitely helped them film this tiktok 🧎‍♀️what did you bribe him with 😟”
katsuki wasn’t really complaining about all of this because this is just solidifying the fact that he’s dating you. he likes to show off sometimes 🙄✋‼️
let’s just say— the process was all worth it in the end. the tiktok gathered lots of attention, and katsuki got to drag you around like a rag doll for 2 whole weeks 🗿
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todoroki shouto
the song rewinds, as you replay the tiktok for the umpteenth time, frustrated at your own incoordination
after seeing the tiktok trend for the 5th time on your fyp— you finally caved in, joining in on the neon background trend.
you just hoped that your take on the trend would live up to your personal standards. the neon tv background + that song is simply mesmerizing
it’d be a power move on your part 🤩
but the thing was— the trend needed a fan, but mina borrowed yours for some mysterious reason, and it wasn’t windy in the slightest
without one, you just couldn’t get it right, everything just looked incorrect or stiff, the results didn’t look like what you wanted them to look like
defeat engulfs you whole, and you’re about to give up trying entirely, when you receive a text from mina— aka the person that robbed you of your fan
you’re quick to click on the notification, thinking that mina’s finished with whatever she was doing with your fan
instead, it’s a tiktok with a message attached to it “imagine this but with you and todoroki 😍”
you watch the video, and the hope practically shoots back into you. this gives you an idea— running out the door in search of your boyfriend
at least this makes up for her unexplained borrowing 🗿 in mina we trust
when you finally locate shouto’s location, you show him the video “do you wanna be my fan for this video? you can use a little bit of your quirk too!”
shouto’s a tad bit confused as to why he’s needed— don’t get me wrong, he’s on board with the entire thing, really— but he does have a question “how,, would i use my quirk for this?”
“oh— like, you could make the wind cooler with your quirk, i guess. would that be possible?”
he’s silent, which makes you bring out the bribing “you can do whatever you want with me the entire week, which means we can have soba for dinner whenever you’d like.”
he visibly perks up at this, “yes— yes. i can do that.”
still, there’s that small part of shouto’s brain that thinks that it could go south pretty quickly, but he ignores it for once— eager to help behind the scenes
it’s just because he wants to see you do the trend 🧍‍♀️ man’s eager
while you’re fixing the setup for the tiktok, you also find yourself thoroughly explaining the trend— y’know, to make sure he fully understood the assignment
he sort of does, but at the same time— shouto’s just gazing at you like 👁👁❓ with curiosity and interest. man will not catch anything that you’re saying, your words basically enter into one ear and leave through the other💀
“shou, you do know when to fan, right?” “,,, when the song goes ‘and i want you to know baby’?”🧍‍♀️ “no,, when the beat drops, remember?”
you take his silence as him not remembering🗿 he was too busy with his staring
after preparing yourself, and making sure shouto fully understood when to start fanning you, you start recording the tiktok
now, shouto has seen those transition videos. he thinks they’re just ‘okay’— until you do them. he’s suddenly super interested in transitions 💀
yeah, even the simplest ones make him go 😮
asks you about the stuff you did— even if you barely did anything 🗿 you just told him that you’d explain later, the tv background changing to neon colors
he starts fanning when the beat drops— all’s going well, considering that he knew when to fan. he fanned you, and also did the ‘cooling the air’ thing. but then, there was a miscalculation 😃🧍‍♀️
when he started fanning, his stomach butterflies went rampant at the pleasing sight of you, it felt like they were in a washing machine or smth 😟
so, his right hand slipped, and there was suddenly a large chunk of ice on your floor 😨
you practically jump 🤾‍♀️ at the sudden movement, and you break into laughter, bringing him into the frame— stopping the video, and saving the failed attempt to your drafts (just in case he wanted to see it later 💀)
“that, went wrong. i told you.”
you reassure him, knowing how he feels about slip ups relating to his quirk “you still redirected your hand, it was an accident, and you didn’t mean that. and if you don’t—.”
he cuts you off, basically saying that he wants to continue being a part of this tiktok, even if it’s only behind the scenes. he ushers you back into place, inhaling a decent amount of air in preparation
you smile at this— and that’s when you start recording take two
he plays close attention to every detail, and when the beat drops, and the neon lights appear— he fans you. it still feels like you’re about to be blown away like a leaf 🌬 🍂
but the coolness from his quirk is just right
he finds himself only smiling :) because wow is that wonderful to see, and he helped too! you’re just so.. pleasing to look at his words not mine 🧎‍♀️
i don’t think he’s the type to say his extensive commentary out loud, besides the hushed and occasional “pretty” he doesn’t want this to fail— for the second time
you show him the results, and though his face doesn’t exactly show all of it, he’s ECSTATIC. he really helped you that do all of that
“you look pretty. i’m glad it worked out. please send it to me.” man, why are you talking like this is a business transaction 😨
you send him the video, and then you upload the tiktok— satisfied with yourself.
but then you remember the blooper— the first draft you saved. so, you thought it would be a good idea to upload that too
you let it sit for a little bit, and when you come back— the failed attempt practically gaining a little more views than the actual video
and the comments are just TALKING about the way you jumped, the large chunk of ice on the floor, and of course— shouto
“bruhh so he was the one fanning you 😨❓❓lucky him and lucky you.” “THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE ICED THE FLOOR 😭❓” “THE WAY YOU JUMPED 🤾‍♀️💀 he looked so worried for you”
then, someone asked if you bribed him with something— if he fanned you for the tiktok. and shouto just replied with “yes. thigh pillows.”
that comment gained over 5000 likes, and you were bombarded with messages from your friends 💀
you ask him why he replied with that, and he just smiles and looks at you like :) wdym?
i mean, he’s not off track 💀 if he wants your thighs to be his pillows for 2 weeks, then he will get that
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shinsou hitoshi
hitoshi thinks he’s going to malfunction if he can’t find wherever the fuck you are 🧎‍♀️
at this point— he’s asked everyone, and their friends where you are, and he contemplated about searching, and flipping your room upside down for just a sign of you
but he scratched that thought, thinking it would be pointless, plus kind of weird, if he just barged in, and saw that you weren’t there
kaminari disagrees with that, “why would that be weird, dude? that’s the first place you should be checking! oh, and i heard Y/N was filming a tiktok. you should go check up on that.”
and of course— it was dumb that he didn’t check your place first. so, taking his friend’s advice, he runs over to your room
lo and behold, you’re actually there (pretends to be shocked) but you’re,,,
wrestling with your electric fan, with the tv playing some neon background on youtube. he’s relieved that he’s finally found you— still confused though.
“hey, i’ve been looking for you,” he closes the door, and you only give him a quick smile— as you continue to beat up your fan
“what did the fan do to you?” he teases
“i was doing a tiktok trend— well, i was kinda trying to thirst trap, i guess. it needed a fan, but it broke” you gesture to the neon background
“a thirst trap? you should’ve told me,” he sits beside you— and you sigh at your fan’s lack of coordination.
“i should just give up,” you say, deleting the failed draft, and swiping back to your fyp. “maybe it’s the universe telling me that stuff’s not for—”
and as you were saying that, you come across a tiktok of someone doing the exact trend you were trying to right now
except it was the behind the scenes, not the actual thirst trap. and, their boyfriend was fanning them— as help.
this gave you an idea. “that’s it! you should fan me for this trend. behind the scenes, like this tiktok!”
hitoshi looks over your shoulder, staring at the replaying tiktok.
he’s uncertain, mainly because of the absence of a “physical” quirk. “hmm, i don’t know, love. i don’t think i’m the best person for this job.”
“please?” you plead, “you’ll do the trick! and, if you do it for me, we can go to that new cat cafe.”
he raises an eyebrow— not entirely convinced. he thinks it’s nice that you’re doing a trend like this, but he thinks if you’re going to bribe him, it should be with something bigger
not that the promise of going to a cat cafe isn’t big, he’s amused. he just wants to see what you have up your sleeve
“,, fine. i could also wear those cat ears, plus you could make a tiktok just like this one,” you gesture to your phone screen
hitoshi thinks to himself for a second. he’s not someone that’s showy of his relationship per say— but, it’d be something fun to look back on in the future.
so, he agrees to be your,, fan. “that’d be fun, i guess.” at this response, you beam in excitement, “let’s get started!”
hitoshi rests his phone against a wall, while you mess around with the background
he snickers when he catches sight of you fixing your appearance, for a tiktok. you glare at him like 🤬‼️‼️
though, he wasn’t making fun of you. just thinks you don’t need to fix anything to look good in the first place
he’s starting to question if his involvement was a good idea, when a pillow gets chucked at him, face first💀
“okay, so you know when to fan, right? ” you tease, and he simply deadpans 🗿 you’re not intimidated
of course he does— he’s a regular scroller (and occasional poster) on the tok.
he’s seen this trend. but hasn’t really indulged in any of them, but now— he can’t say the same thing, with what’s about to happen. “of course i know. you— i mean, we should start recording.”
with that, the two of you hit record on your respective phones
hitoshi just kind of stands there while you’re filming the first segment like 🧍— but also while he tries to stifle his laughter
is it a little funny? hm, he won’t deny that part💀 he turns around, facing his phone— not wanting his privileges, and your cat-based promises to get robbed from him
right before the beat drops, he holds up the pillow— and gestures to you, like he was making an obvious point
and when that part hits, he starts fanning you with all that he’s got, but also as if he was sleep deprived 💀 typical hitoshi
i think hitoshi’s the type to give commentary. i mean, it’s kind of natural at this point— considering his quirk. but it’s not like bakugou’s kind of commentary
rather, it’s calm commentary that comes out naturally— that you can’t help but fee astonished
“hm, tilt your phone a little bit more upwards.” “zoom your phone up a bit more— you’re going to get so much clout from this.” “looking great. this is great.”
man’s whipped
now, his phone could partially see him mouthing, but they positively can’t hear him— so he didn’t pay much mind to it.
which is something he’ll have to pay the consequences for later
the recording stops, and the both of you check on the results. hitoshi chuckles, seeing the way he fanned you like you were on fire
meanwhile, yours looks great, hitoshi was much better than that electric fan that was hanging on life support 💀
“thanks, bae.” you kiss his cheek which causes his cheeks to redden a little, you’ll tease him later. “are you gonna upload that when i upload this?” you gesture to your phone
and that sounds great, but he says no “that would be bad. like,, what if that got on the wrong fyp?” on top of that, he thinks he’s going to rob you of any clout 🗿 the recognition that you and your looks rightfully deserve
“nah,” you reassure him, “it’d be nicer if you got things out as soon as possible.”
and because of your words, he uploads it around the same time as you—
except, he captions it with “things i do for 🐱”
he meant “the things i do for cats” like,, literal cats. but y’know how the people on tiktok are like😭
so he leaves the app, letting it sit for a bit
,,, that didn’t last that long. because his notifications started blowing up.
and he was right! it wasn’t like your video did bad— nope. his just has a tad bit more comments 💀
comments that read “is anyone a mouth reader here? what’s he saying 👁👁❓” “how does it look like he’s giving his 100% but also his 10% with all of this🗿” “that’s cute [blocks]” “who came from Y/N’s video 🤩”
but then, the majority of the comments were talking about the caption 😨 which you didn’t know about
“why— is that your caption? do you know how WRONG that sounds like 🙎‍♀️😨‼️”
and he’s just 🤷 in response. he’s a little smug, but he tells you that he didn’t mean it in THAT way— and that it was their fault for taking this 🐱 emoji the wrong way 💀
that’s true 🗿
in response, you start rubbing the fact that his video blew up it in his face 💀 for an hour
“you’re famous‼️”
“Y/N,,, it’s just one video. and your video did well too!”
“thanks, love— but these are reparations for your caption. we’re still going to that cafe, by the way. you did fan me.”
at least he still gets to go to that new cat cafe 💀
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