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#let's see... my favorite sound guy for church is home from college for the summer which means THERES SOMEONE HERE
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Sam Wesson, Dean Smith's teenage stepson. He's a pretty little twink who absolutely has his heart-eyes set on his new Daddy. And knows just how to get him - bribing the driver, waiting in the back of the town car in a pretty little panty set. "Hi Daddy..."
omigod, the AU I never knew I wanted until it sprang fully formed into my head when I saw a pretty pretty picture!
Sam Wesson, who grew up rich and spoiled like his mom was trying to make up for the lack of a father figure in his life with money and toys, Sam who lost his virginity to the college kid hired to tutor him in French, Sam who knows by the way his mother’s boyfriend-then-fiancé-then-husband looks at him that the gorgeous man wouldn’t say no to a proposition if it’s presented properly. 
They play a teasing sort of game that starts the day his mom brings the guy home - I met him when I went to see Grandpa at work, and she giggles like she’s twenty - with bright green eyes looking him over, lingering on his bare legs and soccer shorts and Sam arches his back to push out his ass. There’s subtle flirting and feet teasing at shins under the dinner table and Sam’s mouth is maybe permanently stained red from the amount of cherry popsicles he slowly sucks that summer, letting the sticky sweet ice melt and drip down his hand and wrist just so he can lick himself clean while staring into Dean’s eyes. There’s Sam in the church, letting Dean crowd in close behind him to tie his bowtie for the wedding and Dean’s devastating in his tuxedo and playing footsie at the banquet table while Dean leans over to kiss his bride for everyone to applaud. There’s Sam’s hand on Dean’s knee, tracing the inner seam of his pants up up up until Dean grabs his wrist with a hand that trembles slightly before getting up to swirl Sam’s mother around in the first dance.
The honeymoon is the worst, two weeks when he can’t have the pulse-quickening oh-so-casual touches, when going to Grandpa’s company is boring boring boring with nothing to do but sprawl unappreciated in Dean’s empty office, when there’s no one to stare at him so intently it feels like hands in his most private places when he’s wrapped in a towel and walking down the hallway to his room. Two weeks to plan how to finally bring the game to a close, get Dean to make good on his silent promises, two weeks to place an order online for a tiny thing of silk and lace and ribbon - betcha’d look real pretty like one of them, and his mother’s La Perla catalogue dropped in his lap.
He’s not even cutting class when he slips the driver $500 and settles into the backseat of the towncar to wait for Dean to leave work, wriggles out of his jeans to leave the pale pink silk of his panties fully visible, his heart racing with anticipation. When the man finally gets to the car, pulls the door open, Sam smiles at the open-mouthed stare and purrs “Hi, Daddy.”
The driver takes the long way home, pretends he doesn’t know about the man with his hands and mouth all over the boy in the backseat, pretends he doesn’t hear moans and gasps and the wet sound of fingers pressing into a tight pink hole and “please please please, daddy, put it in.” And in the next months, Sam’s mom brags to her friends about how wonderful her new husband is, how he’s taken such an interest in Sam - and even gotten them tickets for Sam’s favorite baseball team, going to take him to San Francisco for a whole week to watch the Giants play - and never even suspects that he’s slipping into her son’s bed after leaving hers.
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Marvin’s Room
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Mark Lee x reader, Haechan x reader // SMUT, ANGST, fluff?, CHEATING!AU, college student!Mark, church boy!Mark, high school! Haechan, high school!reader, virgin!reader, virgin!Mark Summary: Mark being a year older than you was yet another cool thing about him, you had both a boyfriend and a brother. But what will happen to you when Mark finally leaves for college? Word Count: 6k Warnings: Virginity loss, swearing, explicit mature themes, mentions of church and faith, CHEATING, mentions of alcohol Note: I have a few notes again. :))  -This is inspired from the song Marvin’s Room by Drake but Listen to this version if you’re a girl. The phone call almost sounds like Mark :((  -Just like Mark, I love Drake and I’ve been a fan of Drake since 2015  -This is a true story, maybe I just exaggerated some parts but the true ending was not a happy ending.  -If some words were misplaced, I apologise in advance. 
Sundays are beautiful peaceful morning, wearing a nice dress, having breakfast with your whole family and a whole day with your boyfriend, Mark Lee. Although the both of you are busy with church responsibilities, at least you can see each other from afar and spend time together after church.
Being with Mark for three months already was the best decision you made. Everyday became sweeter than yesterday, life was suddenly easy and happy when Mark became your boyfriend. It’s a miracle how the both of you understood each other and because of that you two never fight. Misunderstandings will only last 10 minutes and that’s because you two would rather compromise than stay angry with each other.  
In your eyes and in everyones eyes Mark is perfect. He is this handsome pastor’s kid that everyone in church loves, the talented teenager who sings and plays guitar, well mannered, cool and funny at the same time. Who wouldn’t have a crush on him? You were just lucky that he happens to have a crush on you first.
After church, you went straight to your house with Mark to watch movies and have quality time. You were both at the kitchen preparing popcorns and making lemonade when your mom and dad came in with bags of groceries. Of course, Mark being the gentleman that he is helped your parents unload the stuff inside the bags.
“Congratulations for graduating by the way!” your dad exclaims and gave Mark a hug in the middle of the kitchen. “Any plans for college?” your dad added. Mark was so shy about telling his plans for college that he can’t look your father straight in the eye. “Uhm, I’m leaving by the end of the summer sir. I’ll be flying to California and will attend college in Azusa Pacific University” Mark explained shyly.
Both of your parents was ecstatic upon hearing Mark’s college plans, deep inside you are proud of him. Mark being a year older than you was yet another cool thing about him, you had both a boyfriend and a brother. But what will happen to you when Mark finally leaves for college? “Wow! A Christian University? Your parents must be proud of you Mark” your dad was acting like Mark is his son, you can only laugh. “California is far from home son, maybe y/n can get in there too. What do you say honey? It’s not a bad idea right?” your mom blurted out of nowhere. Now you’re annoyed but you can’t show them. You came in closer to Mark pushing him out of he kitchen carrying the snacks and lemonade. “You guys are funny. Were going upstairs to watch, love you both!”
When the two of you are finally alone, you apologised to Mark from what happened earlier. For all you know he doesn’t like how people praise him for being ‘perfect’, he always says that he’s not. “It’s okay. We can’t actually avoid what happened” he let out a laugh and puts a popcorn in your mouth.
You wanted to ask him how you two are going to survive long distance relationship. You never wanted him to leave but he worked so hard to pass the exams. Who are you stop him from chasing what he wants in life? The movie started and you hear him munching his popcorn happily. The sight of Mark being close to you is something you will always cherish. You came closer and hugged him tight, and he did the same in return.
Summer was incredibly fast, you checked your planner and you only have a week left with Mark before he leaves for college. Not to mention that it’s gonna be your birthday the day after he leaves. Everything is starting to make you feel sadder and sadder even though you see Mark everyday.
“Whats wrong?” Mark saw you spacing out.
You were fighting your tears and trying to hide your cracked voice when you finally said what’s on your mind. You let out a lot of questions that you’re 100% sure he’s avoiding, “and I just realised that you’re not going to be here during my birthday”  even though you let out everything that makes your heart heavy, you made sure you looked calm in front of him. He hugged you for a good ten minutes, enjoying the warmth of his body. The warmth only Mark lee could provide, a warmth that you will miss. It surprised you how calm he feels even though you threw a lot of questions at him. Turns out he actually has a plan for the both of you and that made you feel better. “We will work things out. We will try everything, FaceTime me whenever. And don’t worry about your birthday, I’ve got everything planned out. And you just ruined the art of surprise” you laughed at him and kissed him softly, “I’m sorry to ruin the surprise”
Counting down the days before he leaves, you both spend everyday together eating at your favorite restaurants, going to museums, baking cupcakes, buying stuff for his dorm, everything that comes in his mind, you try your best to make it happen.
After helping him pack for college, you two didn’t notice that you are the only ones at home. He told you to wait for him in his bedroom while he prepares for the snack and so you did. You were laying in bed while you wait for him, and to your surprise Mark turned off the lights in his bedroom and you saw him holding a small cake with lit candles that says, ‘i love you’ and he was singing “Happy birthday to you….Happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear y/n, happy birthday to you”
You almost explode when he sits in front of you, you were crying tears of joy when you saw his handsome face. You made a wish before blowing the candles and gave Mark a kiss. It came across your mind that he will leave tomorrow and that made you cry even more.
“Yay! Were the same age now. Well technically not yet, but whatever” he puts down the cake on the table beside his bed and dried your tears using the ends of his flannels. “Shh. Don’t cry now. Were supposed to be celebrating.”
Your supposed to be movie night became cuddles and pillow talks, laughing in between whenever he tell you something funny and kissing each other deeply whenever the both of you says something intimate. “It’s against our faith but you know, I want to have sex with you someday and be each other’s first time. Nonetheless I’m happy with all the kisses that we shared everyday” you can feel him breath deeply and you can feel his feet playing with yours. “I’ve been thinking the same” you whisper, trying to hide your blush and shyness. To be honest you were still not ready but you wanted to make the best out this moment. “Do you want to do it tonight?” you suggested out of nowhere, not thinking about anything.
He chuckles as if he was not startled by what you just said. “Yeah I want to” he said without any hesitations. And that’s the only answer you need. You kissed him deeply like you never did before and gently made your way on top of him. Your legs on either side of his hips, slowly grinding on him to make him horny.
“You don’t need to do much. I’m already horny” he whispers in between kisses, changing your positions. Now he’s on top of you, slowly taking your clothes off and you do the same. Everything was done slowly and without any rush. He’s kissing you on places he’s never been before and it makes your head dizzy. Taking his time on kissing your shoulders and collar bones, licking from time to time careful not to leave marks. You moan from what he’s doing. “How can you be so good?” you managed to ask, “porn” simple and straightforward he answers you.
You lift your chest slightly to unclasp your bra and throw it away somewhere. Feeling shy underneath Mark you try to avoid his gaze when he finally looks into. He smiles and slowly touches your boobs, you gasps at the way he touches you while he looks in your eyes. “What’s on your mind Mark?” feeling good with what he’s doing, you were somehow curious. “I don’t know. Maybe I’m a little overwhelmed?” he kisses your neck trying to hide his shyness, hands still on your boobs, “It’s my first time touching boobs, and it’s the first time I’m touching you like this”
With the heat of the moment, somehow his kisses changed from soft and careful to wild and needy. His hard cock pokes your leg while he’s going down to your lower body to take off your panties. “Can I?” of course he asked for your permission, you thought. “Baby I want you to know that when I take this off, theres no turning back” it makes you wonder how Mark can be such a gentleman even after kissing you like crazy and groping your boobs like theres no tomorrow. “Still not changing my mind Mark. Were doing it” and with that you removed your panties yourself to make it less awkward and throws it to Mark. He chuckled at your bold move, stripping himself in front you and throws his briefs at you just like what you did.
Hovering back to you, Mark’s skin is so soft and flawless. Tracing his back muscles, drawing circles around his cute butt, everything about him is perfect. “Are you still nervous?” you asked while pushing his hair away from his face, “Nope. Thanks to your panty throwing move” your giggles turned into sweet moans when he finally put a finger in your pussy. Teasing your clit, moving his finger up and down your slit, gathering your sweet juices, all those moves made you spread your legs wide and you accidentally felt his hard cock almost hitting your entrance. Still kissing you while he worked on his fingers, he’s somehow amused by the way you react underneath him.
“Baby I know. Were both excited. But we can’t skip foreplay” you moan to acknowledge what he said, grinding your hips on his fingers. He pulls aways and kneels in between your legs, still playing with your slit and opening your folds you gasp loud when his tongue finally touches your pussy.
“What the- baby at least warn me?” you said still breathing hard. Your hands made its way to his locks, tugging it when he hits a good spot. “I think you watch to much porn Mark. You’re so good.” you can feel his chuckle against your pussy. Feeling good at what he does, you try to recall what are the things you see when you watch porn. You made him stop for a second and came closer to him, wiping his face with your hand, you asked him if you can suck him off.
Your innocent self did not know how to start making him feel good, but you started to stroke his cock from the base and you play with the tip. His head falls back on his pillows and he was moaning loudly trying to stop himself from cursing, you figured maybe you’re doing a good job. When you finally brought his cock near your lips, you kissed it first before putting it in your mouth. He saw you bobbing your head and seeing your lips around his cock makes him really hard and horny he almost feels sorry for what he’s going to do with you later. “Ugh- Ah! Fu-“ Mark was on edge already making you stop before he cums in your mouth.
“Shit” you meet him on top of the bed again, kissing his neck and waiting for him to come down. “Sorry for the bad word, but baby how-“ you chuckled and copied what he said earlier, “porn” he grabs your head and kiss you again hungrily. He opened the drawer near his bed and grabs the condom that he saved specifically for this moment. “Want to put it on me?” Mark asked you with a wink.
Not refusing his offer, you grabbed the condom and opened it. Playing with his cock for a minute to make it harder. You feel wet kisses on your jaw while you slowly roll it on his cock and when you’re done he goes on top of you again. Spreading your legs whispering sweet things beside your ear that makes you blush. “I love you” he said before entering you slowly. To be honest he was having a hard time pushing his cock inside you because of your virgin pussy but he managed. The stretch awfully hurts, your head is moving from side to side, gasping and moaning loudly. When he’s finally inside you, he’s calming you down with his sweet voice telling how much he loves you and how much he appreciates you. How he’s thankful that he’s having sex for the first time with you and hoping that he could be your last. Did he just talked about getting married someday?
For a first timer, you thought he was doing a great job making you feel good. None of you knows what’s the wrong and right thing to do when it comes to fucking. Whenever he hears you moan, he likes to think that he’s doing a great job. Which he is. Nonstop moaning from the both you and Mark is somehow experimenting with thrust giving you slow deep thrust that changes to sharp and quick ones. The pace makes your boobs beneath him bounce up and down, your nipples earning kisses from him whenever he wants to.
Eyes closed and arms encircled around him, your pussy clenched and you feel the pleasure rising. Moaning and gasping harder, you feel something in your abdomen. You try to inform Mark but when you opened your eyes, he’s staring down at you. Eyes full of lust, catching his own pleasure, eyebrows furrowed and lips parted. You kissed him and that made you both cum. It was great to cum to together you both thought. “I thought I wouldn’t make you cum” he said still panting.
It was nothing as you expected it to be but you were glad to have an intimate moment with Mark before he leaves. He lends you some of his clothes that you get to keep forever. “I’m giving you the best ones okay? So you wouldn’t miss me so much” that’s impossible you murmur.
Both of you slept like a baby and woke up early in the morning with a smile. It shouldn’t be a sad day he said to you. “I’m worried too. And I’m starting to miss you now actually. I’ll be back before you even know it.”
When the time finally comes, Mark said his final goodbyes before he goes to his flight, you were crying nonstop already and you didn’t know how hurt he was to see you cry because of him. His parents brought you home from the airport and made sure that you’re okay. Of course you’re not but you faked a smile and thanked them for bringing you home.
As expected long distance relationship is not easy in fact it made you cry night after night. You both live in different time zones and you don’t want him to lose sleep so sometimes you let him rest instead of catching up with you. Being a high school senior was hard but fun and you couldn’t help to think how it could be more fun if Mark is with you.
Over FaceTime, he tells you how the community in his college is peaceful and that the people there can all be your friends. You laugh at that thought. “Hey, hows your college applications going?” rambling with your words, you try to pretend that you didn’t hear him. But he’s not taking no for an answer, as always. He repeated his question.
“Uhm. To be honest, I’m having a hard time choosing” you gave him a short and simple answer hoping he would just change the topic. For all you know he was waiting for you to talk about going to his college too. That was the plan you both made before he left.  
But you’re wrong, Mark wants to hear exactly what he wants to hear. “Between?” you don’t see it in his face but you hear it, he’s disappointed. He was reminding you of the plan you two made before he left you, a plan that will you make the two of you together again. Everyday.
“Yes, I know that baby. I’m just trying things out no big deal” he scoffed.
“Is this a change of heart? What y/n? You don’t love me anymore because I’m far?” you can’t believe at what you’re hearing right now.
“Mark Lee that’s not true. Baby, you know I love you. Stop being like that” he’s not even looking at you right now, you wonder if his listening. Maybe not. “Mark, I’m going to bed” he nodded and ended the video call.
To be honest, your problem was your GPA. It was not enough to get in to Mark’s college and you didn’t wanted to tell him because he would be so disappointed and mad. That led you to apply to different colleges that fits your GPA. But if you’re being totally honest, you didn’t want to go to California. It’s not that you don’t want to be with Mark, it just so happens that you never wanted to leave home.  
Your normal relationship with Mark was gone, or rather the both of you changed within a month of being away. You fight almost every week and it will go on for days, he quickly judge you sometimes from not having enough time for him. You started lying to him so he won’t get disappointed at you. The long distance relationship was draining you both.
The next day, you went to school with puffy eyes. Your friends told you to dump Mark because he’s been acting weird lately and that doesn’t sound good to them. “No, girls I can’t you know how much I lovehim” you argue with a smile, knowing they’re just kidding. “We’re just saying that Haechan from your history class has a huge crush on you”
You scoffed, knowing that a popular guy like Haechan would never lay eyes on you.
Days without Mark went on and on, you’re starting to think if you really matter to him. You hear his parents saying about how Mark talks to them everyday, and that made you sad. Maybe it’s because they’re his parents of course he should talk to them everyday. But he promise he would talk to you too.
When you finally got a call from Mark, he’s still cold as ice. But he asked how was your day and you said you were fine and that school was school. “Oh Mark, by the way. I have to head out in a few minutes” you checked your watch and you only have ten minutes.
“I’m going to this party, Angela is going to pick me up in ten minutes”
“Am I the only one trying for the both us y/n?” he removed his glasses and crossed his arms, “is this why your GPA wasn’t enough? Because you were out partying?”
You figured maybe he asked your parents, “No. Mark. Its because I’m not perfect like you.” He was angry at you again. Hearing his words convinced you that Mark has indeed changed. Maybe he’s doing this because he cares? But you don’t like the way he treats you now. He’s not your Mark anymore. Your Mark will comfort you and tell you that it’s okay you can try again and he will help you, he usually makes everything in your life easier and bearable, he usually understands what you’re going through.
“I’m done reminding you with this shit y/n”
“Maybe, I’m done too Mark. Maybe I can’t do this anymore"
“Yeah maybe you’re right. Let’s just stop this”
And just like that he ended the call again. Angela sent you a text that she’s already outside waiting with the others. You were 100% out of your mind for still going to the party after breaking up with Mark. “Mom, dad I’m going to a party with Angela. Don’t wait up” you said trying to stop your tears from falling. “Enjoy honey!”
The moment you’re inside Angela’s car, you burst out in tears. Telling them you and Mark are over. They took a moment of silence for you to cry your heart out. “You sure you still want to go?” Angela asked sincerely, “Yeah. I need a drink” everyone in the car got startled with what you just said because in their eyes you’re this christian girl who doesn’t drink and you rather take care of your drunk friends during parties. “I mean. It’s about time I learn to drink right?” you added and sniffed for the last time.
You dried your tears, and went on with the night. The entire school is almost present at the party and you were actually having a great time. It was hard but, you try not to think of him and help yourself feel better. By the end of the day, you don’t need him to take care of you.
Life goes on without Mark, he never called you and you never called him. You’ve been happier by just loving yourself and trying new things. Changing every detail about your existence and throwing away the old and boring you. You started going to parties every weekend with your friends and you’re starting to be more popular at school.
Both your parents and his parents were devastated when they heard about the news. You still adore Mr. and Mrs. Lee, you still see them in church. They said they’re still rooting for the both of you. Mark was home for spring break, you weren’t.
You went to Miami with a couple of friends and your new boyfriend, Haechan. Sweet Haechan. Turns our what you’re friends told you months ago was true. He has a huge crush on you ever since junior high. When he found out you’re single, he made his way through your heart slowly but surely. Made you laugh everyday with his jokes, made you blush with his sweet words and he never treated you bad. Your parents quite like him because he takes care of you and that Haechan was funny and charming.
Senior year was suddenly full of laughter and good times despite all the readings and studying that you all have to do. You’ve been with Haechan for almost half of your senior year now and you’re happy you’re graduating together. Maybe one of the many things that you like about Haechan is, he was also planning to go to the same university you’re planning to go. “Long distance relationships scares me babe” you said to Haechan while eating beside him, “I know. I know, because of Mark. Don’t worry about it I’m not him” he kisses your temple and continues eating.
Three months left before you graduate, the school is torturing you with all the requirements needed to be passed. Both you and Haechan are busy studying and you both agreed to ace all of your exams. Good thing Haechan was competitive and studious like you.
You’re deep into understanding Shakespeare when you heard your mom knock at your door. “Theres someone downstairs honey” with a shrugged you removed your glasses, “who might that be, all of my friends are studying” you mumble at yourself. As you made your way to the living room, you saw your dad talking to someone with a big smile on his face. “Oh heres y/n” your father pointed at you. The moment that someone turned around to face you, you wanted to go to sleep immediately.
“H-hi, y/n” he started.
“Mark” you let out a fake smile.
Bold of him to assume that you still wanted to see him after having a new girlfriend just weeks after you broke up. You wanted to slap him. His new girlfriend was pretty and probably smart too because they go to the same school. He started attending college parties too and learned to drink alcohol. You know because his mother absentmindedly updates you about what hes doing in California. He still looked the same tho.
You try to get out of this situation, then you remembered the clothes you borrowed the night you two had sex for the first time you figured it’s time to return it. “I’ll return the clothes that I borrowed from…. last time. I’ll get it-“ he quickly told you that he’s not here for his clothes, he’s here for you.
“I’m studying. Every senior is studying tonight, Mark. Please just- not tonight” you beg of him to leave you alone because it’s true, you have a lot tests tomorrow. “Oh, okay. I’m sorry” and he made his way outside your house.
On the next day, you were happy you aced the test and you can finally breath. As for your celebration, you and Haechan spend the whole day together after school. He told you no one is home and that no one will disturb the two of you in his room. You already knew what he was talking about and you wanted to spend time with Haechan too.
Your relationship with Haechan was far from what you had with Mark. Haechan was full of new things, always surprising you about a lot of things. And new things as in kinks like, fingering you in front of the mirror and making out like theres no tomorrow. You were sexually active when you started dating Haechan. At first you thought maybe he was just staying for sex but the more you stayed in this relationship, he proved to you that he can fuck you and love you more at the same time.
The two of you are fucking in Haechan’s room when you got a call from your mom. You kissed him before answering the phone, “don’t stop” he liked the challenge. “Hello mom.” you answered while Haechan is fucking you balls deep. “Oh honey, hi! Uh.. Mark is here…” and after hearing his name, you ended the call immediately. You put your phone on silent and threw it somewhere on the floor with your discarded clothes.
“Haechan- Ah! Harder babe!” you meet his hard thrust and you made him choke you. After cumming for the third time that afternoon, Haechan flips you on your stomach, your ass is up in the air just the way you like it. Now that you’re on all fours, he grabs a fistful of your hair and pulls it while he thrust deep and hard. You let out a long moan and you cum hard. Breathing and wanting more air, you feel Haechan kissing every inch of your body and saying sorry about how hard he fucked you today. You can only let out a small giggle, still feeling tired but you told him he did great as always.  
“I’m just so tired from school lately. I’m sorry” he added, still kissing you sweetly.
“Me too, that’s why I need to be fucked hard”
“Oh by the way, what did your mom told you” suddenly Mark’s face flashed in your mind.
“Nothing. She just wanted me to buy her some raisin bread on the way home” you lied. You felt sorry for lying to Haechan knowing he’s been nothing but a great boyfriend.
“Okay, we’ll buy some on the way”
Hoping that Mark went home already, you brought Haechan to have dinner with you and your family to celebrate for finishing the last wave of exams. You found them already eating in the dinning room…. with Mark. Your mom was the first to greet Haechan and gave your boyfriend a warm hug and kiss on the cheeks, telling him it’s so sweet of him to bring her some raisin bread.
The dinner wasn’t awkward thanks to Haechan, he’s always the life of a party. Your parents loved him, like how they used to love Mark. And speaking of Mark, it’s good that he plays fair. He laughs at Haechan’s stories and jokes while having dinner careful not to steal a glance from you.
After dinner you thanked Haechan for having dinner with your family even with Mark’s presence. “I swear I didn’t know they invited him-“ he cuts you off, “It’s okay babe” he kissed your forehead and hugged you like a bear stuffed toy, “make sure to rest well okay? I was kinda hard earlier” you nod and gave him a goodbye kiss. You watch him drive away from your street before going inside, not sure what to tell Mark.
When you went back inside, your mom told you Mark is in your room waiting for you.
And that was the last thing you needed today, Haechan was right he fucked you a little bit harder today. The exhaustion just hits you before seeing your bed all nice comfy.
“Mark what do you want? I’m going to bed”
“I want to start over again”
You almost tripped at what you just heard. To be honest you can’t believe with what he just said. “Are you drunk? Didn’t you just saw me and Haechan? He’s my boyfriend Mark, maybe you don’t know. We’ve been together for nine beautiful months now.
He let out a heavy sigh, “Everything you just said right now hurts me to the core. Y/n, we have a history. A damn good one-“
“You made me feel like shit Mark!” you quietly yelled at him.  
“And I was only being harsh to you because I was that desperate to be with you! To touch you again! To hold your hand! To see you in person again and not just through my computer screen or my phone! I was saving money so I could give you a ticket to California and you’d visit me!” you see tears in his eyes now. Those can’t be real tears you thought.
“Bullshit Mark! You had all the time in world to win me back before me and Haechan happens, but you didn’t! Between the both of us, you are the first one to have someone… someone new” you can’t believe you’re choking with your words and you’re crying in front of him.
“THAT WAS NOTHING!” he shouted at you tears running through his face, you’re positive your parents can hear the both of you screaming. You checked outside your door if they happen to listen, but they’re still at the kitchen.
“I need you to stop screaming and shouting at me Mark, and I need you to leave-“ and just like that, your world is upside down again. He kissed you shamelessly his hands just above your jaw. You don’t understand why you returned the kiss. You don’t understand why you kissed the guy who made you feel like shit.
You wanted to slap him but he started to explain himself again, “I was alone there y/n. And I was looking forward to be with you again. I came home during spring break but you weren’t home” you felt your heart beating for him again. Everything that’s happening right now is wrong. He hugged you and you felt that familiar warmth that only Mark Lee can provide. That warmth that you missed and the same warmth that you’ve been longing to feel again if you’re being honest. “I’ll be here for 2 months only. Is that enough to make it up to you? If not, I could drop some of my classes and take them next semester”
“It’s fine. That’s fine” from there on the word ‘cheater’ comes flashing in your mind. The chaos that you’ve single handedly chose for yourself will backfire the moment you face Haechan.
A month passed by already and Mark has been coming to your house everyday. Just like the old times. It actually felt that he never left and the two of you never broke up. You’ve been hiding this shit for Haechan and it becomes heavier and heavier each day. He never noticed that you’re hiding something from him because you spend your days with him normally. You meet Haechen in the day and you spend your time after school with Mark after Haechan drives you home.
You never talked about Haechan in front of Mark. You never told him how hard it is for you to cheat for him. But because your Mark is back, he told hes sorry for putting you in a situation like this. “I know it’s my fault. I came in barging in your life when you’re-“
“Stop” you pat the side of your bed giving him the sign to lay in bed with you. “Hmmm. Hows your day?”  you asked, pushing his hair back and scratching the top of his head and his nape just the way he likes it. It tickles him and makes him scrunch his cute nose, something you miss seeing. He hugged you in return drawing circles at your back, “mom was asking for you. She said you haven’t been going to church for awhile now”  he said with a calm voice.
“Mark, I hope you understand that a lot has changed when we were apart”
“Hmmm. I know. Some of it is visible, like how you’re bold when it comes to doing things now. The shy and innocent y/n is gone.” he chuckles, “but you’re still my y/n. That part of you will never change”
This time you’re the one who let out a chuckle, “What? What part?”
“You’re still the girl that I laid eyes on. Let’s not forget that I was the one who had a crush on you first” you never forget. “You’re still the girl I want to spend the rest of my life with you know. No matter how much you change, I’m willing to love every version of you.”
The whole time Mark was talking theres only one thing in your mind, he’s back. The Mark that you loved whole heartedly is back.
“I was wrong to breakup with you” the breakup was the last thing you wanted to talk about. You tried to stop him but he insist, “listen to me first baby” you avoid his gaze, but you listen. “Do you remember how we used to not fight? That our misunderstandings will only last minutes?” another reason why you loved him so much back then, “Yeah but you changed” you challenged him, “Okay, okay I’m sorry. But did you ever think about how normal couples do fight like crazy? I think” he gulped, “In my opinion, we weren’t used to fighting that’s why. We were so perfect on being together for only just a few months, we weren’t ready to be apart. And that’s my fault because I went away. And by the time the word breakup is brought up, it’s wrong for me to leave you because I should’ve stayed. That’s the right thing to do, we fight for our relationship not give up on them. I just learned it the hard way and I’m sorry”
You were silent the whole time, thinking about how you’re gonna breakup with Haechan. He’s going to be so hurt, he has done nothing wrong. “Mark, those were dark times for the both of us. You’re here beside me. In my bed.” you chuckled, “let’s just sleep okay?”
On the next day, you decided to breakup with Haechen. You sent him a text telling him that you wanted to breakup with him. It’s a coward thing to do but you didn’t want to see him so hurt just because you cheated on him. But only for a few minutes he’s outside your house crying and begging for you to stay.
“Why y/n? Baby, we were perfect” he sobs and you hear him whimper while he’s embracing you, “We were perfect. Please tell me what did I do wrong. I’ll change it.”
“You didn’t do anything wrong. You just don’t deserve a coward like me, Haechan please dont make this harder than it already is”
“Let’s fix this- I’m going to change”
“It’s Mark- Haechan I’m sorry” you see Mark standing at your porch and you hugged Haechan for the last time. “I told you. You deserve someone better than me”
“I don’t care about him! We were perfect before he comes in the picture!” he walked closer to Mark and yelled at him, shouting screaming like a mad man telling him how he ruined your relationship. “We were fucking perfect and then you fucking came back! You treated her like shit and I didn’t!”
By this time you were crying too, sobbing and begging Haechan to please stop yelling.   All the words that Haechan let out in Mark’s face were all true. Mark was silent because he knew all too well that Haechan is right.
“I’m only agreeing to breakup with you because you chose this guy over me. And I respect you. I respect your decision, that’s how much I love you. I’m going to treat you right until this very end” and he  left with a heavy heart. You never thought seeing Haechan leave will hurt you to the point that you’re sitting on the ground sobbing and crying like a little girl. “I brought this to you, I’m sorry” Mark was helping you to get up and guides you inside your house.
In a matter of three months you manage to get back with Mark accepting him in your life again like nothing happened, you cheated on Haechan and broke his heart to pieces, and graduate. The last three months of high school was too much. Before graduation, you hear murmurs in school about you cheating on Haechan and it made you sadder because they remind you of how awful of person you became. Your friends got mad at you for what you did but good thing didn’t leave your side. Graduation became even more sadder for you because you felt that almost half of your batch hates you. Mark wanted to attend your graduation but you didn’t want him to. You’re afraid he might hear people talking about him and hurting Mark too was the last thing you wanted to happen.  
In the end you learned to forgive yourself with what you’ve done and Mark was helping you through the process making you happy again. You decided to leave home and went to a college that offers everything you need and it’s a good thing that it’s just one bus away from where Mark studies. Mark helped you moved in and he helped you fix your dorm making your place comfortable. Honestly Mark took care of everything, he was the one who looked for a decent dorm near your university and he made sure that you’re not going to be overwhelmed by everything that’s happening right now. And that if you miss home, he can always go to you.
“I’ll make you feel at home. I’ll be your home. I won’t let you down this time. I promise.”
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Hey there! Thanks for reading if you came to this point hihi. And in return, I would like to say that this is a true story of how I cheated when I was in high school. Not that Im proud that I cheated, It’s just what I do here in my blog. I overshare and if that makes you uncomfortable, I’m sorry. Going back to the story, (I’ll just use Mark and Haechan’s name so you wont get confused.)
The real ending was not good. I ended up breaking up with Mark too and I never talked to Mark ever again., then I came back to Haechan, and Haechan cheated on me too in the end. And then we broke up for good.  After that when I started college, all the boys that I’ve been with, cheated on me. And maybe that’s my karma. I can only hope that my future husband will never cheat on me. Lesson. 1. Cheating is cheating, don’t wait for karma to get back to you. 2. Dont cheat. I learned my lesson the hard way. AND THAT IS THAT, THANK YOU AGAIN. IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS YOU CAN SEND ME A MESSAGE AND WE CAN TALK TIL THE SUN GOES DOWN, or up.. 
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Prelude IV: Relight
Post-Surgery: DAY ONE
[Sean sits in the hospital bed, legs crossed, staring into space when he hears a familiar voice.]
Joey: Sean, Sean Diaz? Well damn. I never thought I’d see your sorry ass again!
Sean: Geez Joey. Is that how you talk to all your patients?
Joey: Just the ones I like.
[Sean chuckles]
Joey: C’mere big man.
[Joey gives Sean a big bear hug]
Sean: How’ve you been Joey?
Joey: Can’t complain. These days, they got me up in hospice care. You’re probably the first person I’ve seen today that didn’t need their bedpans changed.
Sean: Sounds terrible.
Joey: It’s all not all bad. Lot of these folks have stories that you wouldn’t believe. One of my patients has lived through five wars and two depressions, tells me I’m a credit to my race.
Sean: Yeesh.
Joey: (shrugs) She means well. It’s almost flattering compared to some of the stuff I’ve heard. Been on this job almost ten years now, some people still treat me like I have no idea what I’m doing.  
Sean: That sucks Joey.
Joey: Yeah... Anyway, you seem to be doing pretty well for yourself. From what I heard, this procedure cost a small fortune. You must have friends in high places.
Sean: Yeah, something like that.
Joey: And no guard at the door this time. I assume everything got cleared up with the police? Not planning to make a break for it again are ya?
Sean: Nah, no daring escapes this time.
Joey: Good. I don’t think I’d survive another blow to the head.
Sean: Listen Joey I’m really sorry-
Joey: (laughs) Relax Sean! I’m just messing with you! It’s ancient history as far as I’m concerned. Say, did you ever end up finding that brother of yours?
Sean: Yeah. He’s actually coming to visit me tomorrow.
Joey: Can’t wait to meet him!
Sean: Famous last words.
Joey: So… what you been up to these days?
Sean: Mostly just cramming for the SATs, drawing, listening to music. Normal teenage shit.
Joey: That’s good to hear. I was worried about you man. You went AWOL after the hospital. I got police and Feds breathing down my neck for weeks. Then a month later, I hear about a couple of kids trying the border to Mexico on the news.
Sean: Sorry I never reached out. I just didn’t want to get you more involved than you already were-
Joey: You made the right call. They questioned me for hours. My apartment was filled with G-men, my girlfriend was freaked. I honestly thought she was going to dump my ass.
Sean: I’m really sorry Joey.
Joey: Don’t sweat it Sean, it was for a good cause. Besides, everything worked out in the end.
Sean: Yeah I noticed, how long have you been-
Joey: Almost a year now. We’re expecting our first baby in the summer.
Sean: Congratulations dude!
Joey: Thanks, but honestly, I’m kinda nervous, don’t think I’m ready to be a father.
Sean: You’ll be a great dad, Joey. You’re awesome at taking care of people.
Joey: You’re damn right. Speaking of which, we should probably take a look at that eye of yours.
[Joey takes off the bandage and gives Sean’s eye a thorough examination]
Joey: Well it looks a helluva lot better than the last time I saw it.
Sean: That’s good to hear. I wasn’t sure it would work.
Joey: Well it’s too early to say if your vision will fully recover. But at the very least you won’t have to walk around with a patch anymore.
Sean: Good. It’s hard enough finding a prom date let alone one that’s willing to go with a pirate.
Joey: Still with the pirate jokes huh? Hopefully, you’ll have to write some new material after this.
[Joey applies a new bandage on Sean’s eye]
Joey: And you’re all set. Now as much as I love our talks, I gotta make my rounds. Buzz me if you need me.
Sean: Later Joey.
Joey: See ya tomorrow Sean.
 [Joey leaves the room. Sean turns to look out the window. The door shoots open, and a small figure comes bursting in.]
Daniel: Sean! 
[He jumps onto the bed and into Sean’s arms]
Stephen: (out-of-breath) Sorry, I tried to stop him, but he outran me.
Sean: You okay Stephen?
Stephen: I am… just need a minute to catch my breath. The old ticker ain’t what it used to be- I need to sit down.
Daniel: Take it easy grandpa.
Sean: What are you doing here, enano? I wasn’t expecting you guys until tomorrow.
Daniel: I made grandpa book an earlier flight. I just couldn’t wait! 
[he hugs Sean again]
Sean: Haha easy. I just had surgery, remember?
Daniel: Oh right, s-sorry.
[There’s a brief flash, followed by a shutter click]
Sean: What’re you doing, gramps?
Stephen: Oh nothing, just commemorating the moment. Thanks to your brother, I finally got the hang of this newfangled smartphone camera.
Daniel (whispering): He had it stuck on selfie mode for days. Anyway, did it go? Is your eye…
Sean: I mean… it’s not 100% yet but I can sort of see again.
Daniel: T-that’s awesome! Can I see it?
Sean: Dude last time I showed you my eye, you almost cried. Besides, the doctors say I still need to keep the bandage on for a bit, while it heals.
Daniel: Right. That makes sense. Oooh this room looks cool. Do they have Netflix or a Playbox?
Sean: It’s a hospital, dude.
Daniel: Lame.
Sean: So catch me up. Did I miss anything interesting at home?
Daniel: Nah… Chris is still on that fishing trip with his dad so there’s no one to hang out with. Oh I almost forgot. He made you this card. Isn’t it awesome?
[Daniel gives Sean a hand-drawn “get-well-soon” card from Chris]
Sean: Yeah. It’s pretty cool. We can have Claire put it up when we get back.
Daniel: Grandma’s still in that feud with the lady from church.
Sean: Which one was that again?
Daniel: Agnes, the one who gives off major Lisbeth-vibes. She says grandma stole her casserole recipe for the church bake-sale. Lying bitch.
Stephen: Language!
Sean: Maybe one of us should try to smooth things over before it gets nasty.
Stephen: Hell hath no fury… lemme tell ya. I’ve been married to your grandmother long enough to know once that woman sets her mind on something… there’s no stopping her. Best to just let things run their course.
Sean: Claire can get a little… passionate sometimes. But I don’t think I’ve ever seen her lose her temper for real.
Stephen: There’s a fire in that woman. It’s part of the reason I married her. Just pray she never turns it on you. I hope I’ll never live to see that day, god willing.
[Sean notices Daniel circling the hospital bed, pressing his hand on various parts of the mattress]
Sean: (laughs) What are you doing, enano?
Daniel: Just trying to figure which side of the bed I want to sleep on tonight.
Sean: Dude. There’s no way this bed’s gonna fit both of us.
Daniel: The one in Mom’s trailer was way smaller!
Sean: Yeah well… you were a lot smaller back then.
Stephen: They have a nice area for visitors down the hall.
Daniel: But I want to stay with Sean!
Sean: I guess I could ask Joey to bring in a couch or something.
Daniel: Who’s Joey?
Sean: The nurse who took care of me after the accident. I told you about him, remember?
Daniel: Oh right! I can’t wait to meet him!
 DAY TWO
Joey: How are we doing today? Any headaches, dizziness, socket pain?
Sean: Nah it’s all good. Still getting used to having depth perception again. It’s kinda weird.
Joey: You’ll get used to it. Anything else to report?
Sean: Nothing major. I’ve just been having some really weird dreams.
Joey: We have a psychiatrist on-site if you need a professional to talk to.
Sean: Nah it’s alright, probably just the drugs messing with my brain.
Joey: Well your vitals look good. We’ll go over some basic tests. You know the drill.
(Sean covers his right eye and tries to read the chart. Joey then shines a light and asks him to follow along. Finally, he asks Sean to put the cap back on the pen.)
Joey: You passed with flying colors. The doctor will be in for a final exam tomorrow and then we can discharge you.
Sean: (sarcastically) Too bad, I was ready to become the first Mexican pirate to attend college. So much for being a trailblazer.
Joey: Good to see you haven’t lost that snarky-ass sense of humor.
Joey: Anyway, I’m taking my lunch now. Want me to get you anything from the cafeteria? Wait… don’t tell me. Chocolate pecan?
Sean: You know it.
Joey: I met your brother in the hall. Cute kid.
Sean: (deadpans) Give it a few days. Then see if you get a “second opinion.”
Joey: He does seem a little… “energetic”. But that’s normal for kids his age.
Sean: Yeah one minute I’m his favorite person in the world. The next, he’s off doing God knows what, and doesn’t want me “bossing him around”. You know how it is.
Joey: Can’t say I do. Grew up in a house with three older sisters. Guess I must have been the annoying one. Daniel’s lucky to have you looking out for him. Must be tough sometimes.
Sean: Oh you have no idea.
[Joey claps Sean’s shoulder, he feels a jolt shooting up his spine, everything goes white] 
(Sean sees a door marked: “Miranda A. Connolly, Hospital Director”)
Connolly: You’ve been a valuable asset to this hospital. Stellar feedback from all of your patients and attendings.
Joey: I sense a “but” coming.
Connolly: But, given the dubious circumstances surrounding your transfer and your past involvement with the law. The Board thinks it might be better for one of the other nurses to take this spot.
Joey: Please. I’ve got a kid on the way. We just bought our first house. Can you at least consider bumping up my pay? I haven’t gotten a real raise since I started here. There are kids coming out of nursing school that make what I make!
Connolly: The hospital has limited resources as it is, and the State just slashed our funding again. I just can’t justify raising anyone’s salary right now.
Joey: I break my back for this hospital, work extra shifts, get to know the patients. You promised me at the annual review that I’d-
Connolly: That was before this new information came to light. I’m sorry Joseph, maybe next year.
[Sean snaps out of his trance]
Joey: Sean? Sean are you okay?
Sean: Sorry, Guess I spaced out. Must just be the medication.
Joey: I can have the doctor come by and adjust your dosage.
Sean: I’m fine Joey. I swear. Weren’t you about to take lunch?
Joey: Oh right. We’ll pick this up later.
[Joey leaves the room, looking slightly puzzled.]
Sean: (thinking) W-what what was that? A dream? But It felt so… real.
[Sean takes out his phone and enters the name of the hospital, He finds their website. Under the ‘About’ section he scrolls to the Executive team bio. There is a photo of the woman he saw in the vision followed by a small blurb]
“Miranda A. Connolly is the President and Chief Director of Mt. Cedar General Hospital. She was appointed back in 2016 as Associate Director and has since made ground-breaking changes to the field of medicine and medical care. Under her leadership, this hospital was able to expand greatly, hiring new diverse staff members and vastly improving quality of care for all its patients.”
Sean: (thinking) Holy shit… it’s real. Does that mean I…?
Daniel: Hey Sean! What you looking at?
Sean: Dude! Don’t sneak up on me like that!
Daniel: I wasn’t sneaking. I was practicing my stealth!
Sean: Yeah sure.
Daniel: Are you looking at the new Playbox Pro? My birthday is right around the corner you know.
Sean: Birthday? It’s still January!
Daniel: Never too early to start preparing.
Sean: (rolling eyes) Yeah cuz everything’s always about you.
Daniel: Oooh I bet you were watching those dirty videos again. I’m tellin’ grandpa!
Sean: Hey hands off my phone you little-
[Daniel tries to grab Sean’s phone. Sean wrests his hand away. There is another a jolt]
[Daniel stands in front of the vending machine, staring at the jumbo chock-o-crisp. He looks around to check that the coast is clear. Then he waves his hand causing the chock-o-crisp to fall off the rack and into the dispenser slot.He gleefully retrieves it and devours the candy bar in a matter of seconds]
Sean: Dude, I told you not to eat any more chock-o-crisps! Do you want another trip to the dentist?
Daniel: What are you talking about? I haven’t had one in weeks!
Sean: Yeah sure. So you didn’t pig out at the vending machine before coming in here?
Daniel: How did you-
Sean: Maybe I have magic powers or maybe… you’ve still got crumbs on your collar.
Daniel: Aw, damn it. Promise you won’t tell grandpa.
Sean: Oh so you can tell on me but I can’t tell on you?
Daniel: (smugly) Exactly.
Sean: C’mere ya little shit!
Daniel: Sean stop! Ha that tickles. Quit it!
(After their little bout, Daniel curls up next to Sean, resting his head on Sean’s lap. Sean ruffles Daniel’s hair absentmindedly)
Sean: You ever wish you were… you know “normal” again?
Daniel: You mean not have my powers? Nah. They’re a part of me now. Besides, being normal is overrated.
Sean: (chuckles) I guess it is. But do you ever get that feeling like you thought you wanted something for a really long time but when you finally get it, it nothing like you thought it’d be?
Daniel: Uhhh… you mean like how I begged grandma to get me a PlayBox Live Subscription, but then the exclusives turned out to be shit? And now I have to act like I love it?
Sean: Yeah something like that.
Daniel: (yawns) Meh I’ll just ask for a gaming PC for my birthday.
Sean: Dude you’re like the greediest ten year-old I know.
Daniel: How many ten year-olds do you know?
Sean: Uh… just you and Chris.
Daniel: So, you want me to be more like Chris?
Sean: Wouldn’t hurt.
Daniel: (imitating Chris) “Only the purest of hearts may wield the power of Captain Spirit!”
Sean: Guess that rules you out.
Daniel: (playfully) Shut up.
DAY THREE
Doctor: Okay Mr.Diaz. I want you to follow the light. Look to your right, up and to the right. Good, good, excellent pupil response.  Now look at the chart, cover your right eye and read this line.
Sean: Uh… A, O, E, P… T? Sorry I can’t really make out the last one.
Doctor: That’s okay, it takes time.
Doctor: Now this is probably the last thing you want to hear, but I recommend that you wear a patch over your right eye. It’ll be temporary of course, just until you learn to see with your left eye again.
Sean: (laughs dryly) And here I thought my seafaring days were behind me.
Doctor: You know… pirate actually wore patches so their eyes could easily adjust to the darkness and see below deck- Sorry my son’s going through a pirate phase.
Sean: I know the feeling. My little brother’s been through every phase imaginable.
Doctor: Kids, you gotta treasure every moment. Because before you know it, they’ll be all grown up, ready to go off on their own. Look at me, rambling on. Anyway, I signed your discharged papers. They’ll schedule you for some outpatient care in the coming months.You’re almost ready to go. 
Sean: Sounds good.
Doctor: And you’re sure you don’t want to get do something about that nasty scar? A good-looking kid like you, it would be a shame to-
Sean: That’s okay, I think I’ll keep it… as a reminder.
Doctor: Alright but if you ever change your mind, I could refer you to a great plastic surgeon.
Sean: Thanks Doc, for everything.
Doctor: The pleasure’s all mine, Mr.Diaz. The groundwork we laid here could help hundreds of other patients in the future. We are making history. Your nurse should be along in a moment to help you get discharged.
[Sean sits in quiet contemplation. Reflecting on his dreams and new “vision”]
Sean (thinking): Be careful what you wish for... 
Joey: Looks like everything’s good to go. Remember to use your eye-drops-
Sean: Twice a day. Yeah Joey, I know.
Joey: Guess it’s goodbye again. Don’t be a stranger this time okay?
Sean: I won’t.
Joey: Here’s my number. Call me if ever need professional advice or just want to shoot the shit.
Sean: Thanks Joey. Let me know how everything goes with the baby.
Joey: Oh don’t you worry about that. Soon I’ll be blowing up your phone with pictures.
Sean: Haha can’t wait.
Joey: Now hospital policy says I gotta wheel your ass outta here. For liability reasons.
Sean: At least it’ll be a smoother exit than last time.
Joey: (laughs) Get in the chair smart-ass.
Beaver Creek, One Week Later
Sean: Okay, you ready?
Daniel: (takes deep breath) Alright. Show it to me.
Sean: So… how does it look?
Daniel: Looks… normal.
Sean: You almost sound disappointed. Were you expecting a bionic eye or something?
Daniel: No. I just… it looks good. I like the scar; makes you look extra tough.
Sean: You think so?
Daniel: Yeah… totally badass!
Sean: Thanks, enano.
Daniel: You need a new codename, like Scarred Wolf or Deadshot Diaz!
Sean: Let’s leave the nicknames up to Chris.
Daniel: Hey! I make up awesome names too!
Sean: Whatever you say,“Superwolf”
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April 10, 2021: The Graduate (1967) (Recap: Part Two)
So, this is not a comedy; at least, it doesn’t feel like one.
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This movie is said to be one of the funniest movies of its time period, and I am not laughing even a little bit. I can tell where it’s meant to be a comedy, but...I dunno, it’s just more toungue-in-cheek than funny.
Which, I’m sure, sounds ignorant or uncultured of me. What, do I need Dustin Hoffman slip on a banana peel to think this is a funny movie? No, but...I dunno, hearing that this is a comedy definitely set me up with soe specific expectations. Not to mention the fact that this film...hasn’t aged very well. But I’m sure I’ll get to that later. For now, let’s continue! Check out Part One here!
Recap (2/2)
Ben makes amends with Elaine, and they go home at first, but Ben convinces her to go out somewhere else. She ends up convincing him to go to the Taft Hotel, and he’s instantly recognized by the entire staff under his alias. They leave immediately, and Elaine quickly figures out that Ben’s having an affair. He divulges that it’s with a married woman with a family, but obviously doesn’t say who it is. He also notes that it’s over, and makes plans to go out with Elaine afterwards, and that she’s the only person whom he actually likes being around.
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However, of course, Mrs. Robinson is NOT FUCKING OK WITH THIS DEVELOPMENT! She forbids any further contact, or threatens to tell her everything about their affair. But he decides to beat her to the punch and tell Elaine first. And he does, and she’s understandably PIIIIIIISSED!!! She angrily kicks him out, thus ending their relationship, and the relationship with the broken and bitter Mrs. Robinson.
This, of course, leads, to the pining of Ben, as he’s basically done for the entire summer at this point. And this alongside his next actions sort of confirm to me that everybody in this movie sucks. Except for Elaine, anyway.
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Ironically, this is overlaid by my favorite Simon and Garfunkel song, Scarborough Fair/Canticle. I fucking ADORE this song, and this is a good use for it. Elaine refuses to speak with Ben, so he does the logical thing: he decides he wants to marry her and follows her to Berkeley against her will, and basically stalks her for a few days until eventually confronting her on the bus as if this her thing was HER fault.
Have I mentioned that I really don’t like Ben? Like, even a little bit? I get that he was put in a very awkward and difficult situation, but dude is NOT handling this well, goddamn. Anyway, he rents a room at a local house full of college men, and lives there as he goes after Elaine. This culminates on the bus, where she’s headed to the zoo to meet a man named Carl Smith (Brian Avery). They seem quite close, so that’s not great for Ben.
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This first interaction goes badly, but Elaine later finds him at the house he’s staying at. She tells him that his presence in Berkeley is ridiculous, given that he raped her mother. Which, uh, YEAH. DIDN’T HAPPEN. Ben tells her the truth, and that the manipulative-ass Mrs. Robinson was lying to her. She initially doesn’t want to hear it and screams, leading to the landlord interjecting, and telling Ben that he wants him OUT of the house.
Elaine apologizes for this, and finally hears the truth from Ben. She leaves, but later returns, admitting that she loves him. He proposes right then and there, and she almost accepts? Jesus, guys...this relationship is fucked up! She notes that she can’t quite accept, but their relationship continues in earnest now. But she’s still not exactly sure, especially as Carol Smith has also proposed to her, but a bit informally. And Ben, by the way, finds this out in the most annoying, stalker-y way possible. Dude is genuinely being a creep, and I’m not into it.
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Still, she’s not saying no, which allows Ben to hang on a bit longer. This is absolutely wrecked by the appearance of Mr. Robinson, who’s ALSO pissed off at Ben, for understandable reasons. He and Mrs. Robinson are getting a divorce, which would appear to at least be an attempt to implicate Mrs. Robinson for her culpability in this whole thing, so that’s something. He ALSO forbids him from seeing Elaine ever again, and takes her away from the school to get married to Carl RIGHT AWAY.
Ben rushes back home, and breaks and enters into the Robinson’s house, but only finds Mrs. Robinson. She’s a characteristic asshole, and calls the cops on him immediately. She also notes that he won’t be invited to the wedding, which is taking place the next day? Jesus, what the hell? He pledges to find her...and this leads to the film’s most iconic song, Mrs. Robinson. Which is nice, but it’s tainted by the fact that I HATE Mrs. Robinson, A LOT.
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He figures out that the wedding is in Santa Barbara, and he drives there with haste, in some shots that are very well-done. Heading into the end here, I’ll say this much: the acting’s decent, the directing is actually EXCELLENT, the production and art design is pretty great as well, and I love the soundtrack (even though its usage has a little to be desired). It’s the fuckin’ plot and writing that I dislike.
Anyway, through some clever detective work, he figures out the church where the wedding’s taking place, but runs out of gas getting there, leading him to RUN to the church instead. And he BOOKS it, and this leads to the final iconic sequence.
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He’s too late to get to Elaine before the wedding, but that’s not going to stop him from getting to Elaine. He bangs on the window above the church, shouting her name, much to the irritation of Carl and Mr. Robinson. However, that doesn’t matter, because she also wants him. She shouts him name, and Ben runs down to her. He physically fights off Mr. Robinson and Carl, and Elaine also escapes the grasp of her mother, who open hand slaps her in the face!
They run off, and board a bus, smiling at each other.
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And then the smiles fade. Because they begin to realize what they’ve done. And all they’re left with now is the sound of silence.
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And that’s The Graduate, and I gotta say...this film DID NOT age well. This film didn’t age well at ALLLLLL. I’ll get into it in the Review. See you there!
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amidst-thestcrs · 3 years
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8 Facts about my Muse(s).
Tagged by: Someone at Summer’s old blog 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ Tagging: @feralspace-bitch / @speck-of-stardust, @fightan0therday, @tr0ubled-s0uls, @starrys0nder, @hiemaleyes, @implausiblynaive, @defactomatriarch, and anyone else interested!! (You guys totally don’t have to do this if you don’t want to either ofc!) 😌👌❤❤
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Morti
1) Despite having “freedom” while living with Gary, Morti actually missed out on quite a bit of typical things that other kids genuinely experience around her age. This doesn’t really bother her until other people start making her feel like it’s a problem though. Gary always had a convenient excuse for everything: they didn’t have enough money to afford cable so they only had a dvd player; most of his family had either died or lived far away so they didn’t ever visit extended family; they lived too far away from signal towers to get wifi so they didn’t have internet; etc.. Due to this, I imagine she missed out on quite a lot of normal things and probably hasn’t even done something as simple as been in a car before.
2) Morti responds well to kindness and doesn’t comprehend mean or abrupt people as she doesn’t understand why someone would be that.
3) Her favorite animal is a frog! She adores frogs so much and used to adore the little pond by their house when she lived with Gary. He actually caught one for Morti as a pet which she still has and named Henry! It’s her most prized possession and best friend. ❤
4) I think if Morti wasn’t able to form a strong bond with the Smith family when/if she goes back home, Morti would 100% be willing to go back and live with Gary again if that ever became an option, even despite all the lies. 
5) Despite living with Gary for most of her life, Morti was still a “Morty” underneath it all as she’s always had a fascination with space even as a kid. She owned many astronomy books and even Gary brought her home a telescope for her that she used all the time to see the stars at night.
6) Morti has no memory of the Smith family whatsoever. She doesn’t remember any of them and will always feel bad for this especially since she feels like she’s probably supposed to remember them.
7) I think she puts up with the name Morti cause she doesn’t think anyone really cares enough to call her otherwise, but if given the choice, Morti would much rather go by the name September/Ember as it’s the name she’s used to and the one that feels most like her to her.
8) The Ricks have given Morti a card to stick in her pocket when she goes off on her own in the citadel. It’s basically just a little business card of sorts that she’s suppose to hand out and get back that literally says, “Hi, I’m an identity confused Morticia/Morty (not September/Ember or any other weird shit she says) from dimension C-323. I’m not lost or abandoned, I’m just annoying but they’re looking for my Rick so don’t take me. Okay, now fuck off. Scram!”. As you can tell, she did not write this note herself. 
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Rick
1) Rick’s been alone most of his life. After his parents died in the crash, he never really had any friends and was never able to marry so no other family either. Really since they died he’s been on his own.
2) In truth, I imagine Doofus Rick really wanted/wants a family like how all the other Ricks have, but it just never happened for him. The Diane (or other versions of Rick’s ex-wife) in his universe just wasn’t interested in him and honestly just felt like he was beneath her-- something she actually admitted to his face when they were in college and he tried to ask her out. Mostly any other time he tried to ask someone out since has had the same result anyways.
3) Medical science has always been more his area of expertise than other kinds of science which is the main reason why he was able to cure cancer in his dimension among other forms of awful diseases. I think he’s well known in his universe as medical genius and hero, but really he just considers himself just a regular person, nothing special.
4) He probably owns way more books than he’ll ever read in his life, most old science books and such.
5) My Rick never got a Morty like in the tv show, I imagine he tried once and the council laughed in his face. Due to this, he instead simply tries his best to help any other Morty in need that he can.
6) Rick occasionally volunteers at the Morty Daycare Center when he has free time.
7) If it wasn’t for his lack of time, Rick would most likely get a pet to help out with how lonely his life can be at times but I think he genuinely worries about not being home a lot to be able to take care of it. If he was home more, I could totally see him getting a rescue from a shelter somewhere, but he doesn’t want to burden an animal with lack of human interaction.
8) Rick’s not as stupid as everyone believes him to be, he’s actually fairly smart and can hold conversations really well. The thing with him is just mainly anxiety that makes him extremely awkward. If he didn’t worry so much about what others thought of him he’d probably have the confidence of a regular Rick but still way nicer than a typical Rick.
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Summer
1) It’s common knowledge to everyone at this point that Beth turned into an absolute disaster of a mother after Jerry died which is the main reason why Summer and Beth have such an explosive and abusive relationship. Pretty much everyone in their neighborhood, their extended family, and at Summer’s school knew about the bad blood between those two but everyone just stays quiet about it tbh, even after Summer started showing up to school with bruises. Everyone assumes these two have always hated each other, but something that isn’t really known by others is that Summer actually loved Beth a lot when she was very little despite the abuse her mother constantly took out on her. She was young and trusted the only adult in her life even if she didn’t love her back, this is something Beth sometimes brings up in arguments to either annoy Summer or in attempts to guilt trip her. Usually it’s something along the lines of “I remember when you used to love me! You thought the world of me back then!”.
2) One sure-fire way to get Summer to shut up/get under her skin is to tell her she’s exactly like her mother or even looks like her. Summer wants absolutely nothing to do with Beth and even though the two of them are very similar in looks, she does not want to be associated in any way to her mom. She heard Beth say too many times that the two of them were way too similar that even the notation of that coming from someone else, especially someone Summer considers close, will immediately struck her silent and it will bother her immensely. 
3) Summer absolutely loves astrology and knows a lot on the different zodiac signs. She’ll sometimes even guess someone’s zodiac before even knowing it and will even point it out all the time just to mess with people-- for example: “That’s such a Gemini thing to do too, you really are one, huh?”.
4) Although Summer’s attitude is a big reason why it’s hard to get close to her, that’s not the main reason why. It’s actually Summer’s trust issues that prevent her from having close relationships with people outside of her inner circle. Summer is very particular about who she trusts and lets into her life. Her trust is very hard to earn and very easy to lose. If she feels her trust has been broken, she’s very quick to immediately discontinue a friendship/relationship with someone and back away. “Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice shame on me.” as the saying goes. Now with that said, it is possible to gain Summer’s trust back again depending on the person, but just know it’s gonna be ten times harder to gain back the second time than it already was the first time. So good luck!
5) Summer started smoking at the age of fourteen due to it being an appetite suppressant. Since Beth spent most, if not all, of her unemployment check on alcohol, there wasn’t really ever food in the house for them to eat, at least not food that was safe to consume. On the rare times they did have groceries, Beth would sometimes hide food when she was drunk then forget where she put it, eventually leading to it going molded. However instead of throwing any expired food away, she’d always save it and then serve it to herself and Summer at a later date. Due to this, Summer often had a lot of food poisoning growing up and got most of her meals from school or a friend’s house. Smoking helped her not feel hungry on times when food wasn’t available to her so she actually was a much heavier smoker as a teenager compared to now. Being out on her own now, Summer has cut back quite a bit, going from about a pack or so a day to smoking maybe four cigarettes a day. She doesn’t really smoke in her house much either, always goes outside when she wants to have a smoke.
6) Despite not being religious in the slightest, Summer went to church with Tricia ( @tr0ubled-s0uls​ ) on the occasional Sunday just to cause drama with her friend. The two of them would often talk/giggle really loud, take turns “coughing” while not-so-subtly stating “God’s not real”, and in general doing whatever to interrupt church service. The two of them would often find a way to leave early to go smoke out in the parking lot or bathrooms and would get breakfast after service. The main reason they’d do this is because Tricia’s dad often times forced her to attend his church services as he was a pastor. Needless to say, Tricia’s dad did not like Summer, for more reasons than just one.
7) Summer still visits Jerry’s grave from time to time and leaves fresh flowers on his tombstone. She’ll never admit it cause she thinks it sounds stupid, but sometimes she just vents to his graves or talks to him like he’s actually there even though she doesn’t believe in ghosts.
8) Speaking of which, Jerry is the one who actually named Summer! The only reason why she knows this is primarily because of her grandparents, but also because she has a vague memory of him proudly boosting about that when she was little. The reason why he named her was because shortly after Summer’s birth, the doctors asked Beth to hold her and feed her in attempts of bonding with her child but she wanted nothing to do with her. Instead Jerry did these things for Summer and when asked what she wanted to name her child she claimed she didn’t care. This in turn left the responsibility on Jerry in which he chose the name Summer because she was born during the summertime and he thought “Summer Elise Smith” sounded beautiful.
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nataliedanovelist · 4 years
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GF - Where the Crop Circles Grow ch.5
Summary: When things get out of hand at the Pines’ family farm, Ford asks an old college buddy to assist investigating anomalies and Stan hires a farmhand. Who knew asking for help would actually get you somewhere?
For @lemonfodrizzleart. Part of her Farmer AU and featuring her OC, Jackie Asante.
Ao3 link here.
ch.4 - ch.6
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Jackie was folding laundry on the porch to enjoy the nice weather. Soft, fluffy, warm towels made the farmhand feel proud of her work (the towels were kinda scratchy and stiff when she first came a month ago). Her eyes averted from her folding up ahead to her boss, who was chopping woods on an old tree stump.
His shirt was almost completely unbuttoned to help his sweaty body cool down. A golden chain just barely grazed his thick chest hair, showcased by the created V. His stance was strong and his arms tightened his muscles as he swung the axe down on a sorry piece of wood. Occasionally he had to bend over to place a new log on the tree stump, giving Jackie a very pleasant view through his jeans. After a few minutes of Stan’s show and of Jackie not getting anything done, her hands frozen on a towel in her lap, Stan stopped his work and turned away from the sun as he wiped his forehead dry of sparkling sweat; Jackie barely looked away in time and if it wasn’t for Stan’s eyesight adjusting to the lack of sunshine, he might have caught his admirer.
Fiddleford came out with a glass of sweet tea in his hand and breathed in the wonderful late-afternoon air. He noticed at once that something was slightly out of the ordinary, and one look at Jackie’s glossy eyes and Stan’s half-exposed body as he picked up the lumber told the Tennessian everything he needed to know. The second Stan entered the house to put the logs where they belonged, Fiddleford gently elbowed Jackie as he stood next to her rocking chair. “Well, kettle my corn, somebody’s in love.”
Jackie rolled her eyes and smiled smugly up at her friend. “Yeah, right. Stan’s just a cool guy. It’s not like I lie awake at night thinking about him.”
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Jackie laid on her back, staring up at the ceiling, tucked into her bed with one arm draped over her chest, and her eyes wide with energy. She could feel a rock being plunged into her stomach as it dawned on her that Fiddleford might have been right. “Uh, oh.”
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Stan was whittling a small piece of wood in his hands as he sat on the porch, rocking in his chair. The sounds of laughter made him glance up from his work and he smiled to see Jackie and Tate playing. It was a basic game of tag, but they were both laughing joyfully and Tate was grinning like it was the best day of his life. For a few minutes Jackie purposely went slow, but then she sped up, caught Tate in her arms, and plopped down on the ground to tickle his ribs. Tate squirmed and squealed as Jackie laughed alongside him, hers less force than the boy’s.
Stan smiled and watched them from the corner of his eye as he whistled a tiny tree; Tate seemed to enjoy the toy train he had made for him, so he was secretly working on tracks and trees and houses and people so the kid could build a village for the train to ride around. It was something entertaining for Stan to do in his free time and he knew it would make a good birthday gift or a present for the holidays. As he worked and watched Jackie play with Tate, his thoughts reverted back to his feelings for the farm-woman.
Was it wrong for him to be crazy for his employee? Probably, but who cares? They hardly had a boss-worker relationship; if anything it was a firm friendship that just came so easily it was like they had known each other for years. With Jackie, it was just so easy, but that didn’t mean it was predictable; Jackie was spontaneous, passionate, and different, everything Stan valued in a person. Not only was she a hard worker, but she was really smart, creative, the best cook he had ever met, and really really beautiful. Anyone would get a crush on her, so why should he? For the time, Stan was content that a woman as amazing as her would never have a crush on him, not in a million years, so with any luck his little crush on her will die and no one important will get their feelings hurt.
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In the middle of May Stan and Ford told Fiddleford and Jackie about a hoedown that took place at the end of May to mark the beginning of summer. It was hosted in a huge barn and everyone pitched in to help with the food and there was music and dancing and everyone had a great time; word on the street was that it even beat the Northwests’ annual fancy shindig. So the weak of the party Jackie was excused from work on the farm so she could spend more time in the kitchen, meaning Ford and Fiddleford had to pitch in and save their investigations on the unicorns for another time.
It wasn’t a fancy party, but people usually dressed up a little bit, almost like going to church. Ford went for his blue t-shirt with green flannel and clean jeans and he polished his black shoes that clicked on wood beautifully. Fiddleford went for a more casual army-green floral shirt, a favorite from back at Backupsmore, and he put Tate in a red short-sleeved button-up. Stan opted for clean jeans and a light-merlot button-up, but Jackie was perfectly happy to wear a plain white dress that went down to her knees and came with noodle straps. She decorated the outfits with black heels to match her curly hair, which she somehow managed to control without losing its breath-taking fullness.
Stan found himself staring for a creepy amount of time, but she was too busy trying to get her food together to notice. The Diablo was packed full with food so Stan and Jackie drove in that car while Ford, Fiddleford, and Tate rode in the newly repaired blue truck. The large barn sat a few yards from a huge lake and at the top of a hill, a smaller barn filled with hay to the side and a white fence establishing the boundaries of the property. Already the barn was busting with music and laughter and vehicles and even two horses stood outside the party. Stan and Ford helped Jackie with the food while Fiddleford held Tate’s hand and had his banjo over his shoulder, and they entered.
The newcomers awed at the hustle and bustle. On a stage a bass, an acoustic guitar, a cello, a harmonica, and some spoons were being played by some townsfolk. Many more were dancing in the wide open space care-free. Kids Tate’s age were holding hands and swinging, Toby Determined was doing a lonely tap-dance, that dweeb Durland was spinning a lady too fast and making her cross-eyed, and Ma and Pa from Dusk 2 Dawn were holding each other as they danced. Most people were doing a big group dance together, but some were over at the long tables filled with good food. 
Susan was stirring hot apple cider and spooning mugs full for people, Manly Dave had brought his family recipe of Cages Full of Meat, and there were platters and bowls filled with delicious ham, turkey, cobblers and pies of every berry and fruit that existed, green beans, collared greens, salad, macaroni salad, potato salad, sweet potatoes with marshmallows, fried okra, smoked ribs, smoked pork, boiled peanuts, jugs full of moonshine, and barrels full of taffy and candy. Jackie happily added her Lemon Meringue pie, grilled chicken, fried chicken, boiled potatoes, yeast rolls with cinnamon butter, cranberry sauce, spinach dip and crackers, and a huge pot filled with jambalaya made with Cajun sausage, onions, bell peppers, tomatoes, and rice. All that food could feed three New York Cities, let alone little Gravity Falls, but with all the dancing and activity going on the food was happily accepted and the night was off to a wonderful start.
Jackie happily chatted with Susan at the long tables while the men dispersed. Fiddleford was invited to play with the others on stage, Ford began to play chess with some of the old men in the back of the barn, and Stan happily took Tate out on the dancefloor and let him stand on his boots to lead.
The sun was soon gone but the night was lit up by not only the huge light fixtures in the barn, but the strings of lights on the walls, and rustic exposed lightbulbs at the door, and the little lights on the grass to highlight the walkway from the party to the rides home. Fireflies buzzed around as well; a few kids left the loud party to play among the bugs and let the flickering lights crawl into their outstretched hands.
As the moon got higher and higher into the sky, the part continued to be very enjoyable. While Tate was busy making quick friends with Tyler Cutebiker, Stan dragged his twin out on the dancefloor and made him dance. Fiddleford took a break from playing his banjo and somehow ended up dancing with Susan. Jackie happily danced alone by the tables and enjoyed the blissful music. As much fun as the party was, her energy was running out and she could do with some quiet. She decided to go outside and watch the kids play.
Out in the cool late-spring air Jackie breathed peacefully as she watched the children run around, but soon she wanted to be alone and explore her new surroundings. That smaller barn was a ways away, so she slipped into the shadows and ventured towards it. Jackie quietly slid the door open and smiled to find a single lantern hanging on the wall and the barn filled to the brim with blocks of hay. It smelled clean here and it was quiet and lovely, so Jackie made her way to a wall and sat on two blocks of hay, taking off her heels to rub her sore feet. No blisters, thank goodness, but standing and dancing for so long will make your feet ache.
In the silence and with nothing better to do, Jackie resumed her thought about Stan. Was it wrong for her to fall for her employer? Probably, but who cares? They hardly had a boss-worker relationship; if anything it was a firm friendship that just came so easily it was like they had known each other for years. Stan was just so easy to talk to, so comfortable to be around, but that didn’t mean he was predictable; Stan was spontaneous, passionate, and different, everything Jackie valued in a person. Not only was he a hard worker, but he was clever, considerate, a true-blue family man, and really really beautiful. Anyone would get a crush on Stanley Pines, so why should she? But Jackie could swallow that a man as amazing as him would never have a crush on her, not in a million years, so with any luck her little crush on him will die and no one important will get their feelings hurt.
The door opened slowly, still managing to make Jackie jump a little, but she smiled and relaxed at seeing Stan at the entrance.
He had been having a lot of fun at the party, but he had planned on dragging Jackie out to dance, having noticed that no one had danced with her (she must have danced with at least of one of handsome guys here and Stan just didn’t see it, there’s no way a girl that pretty had resorted to wall-hugging all night) and he planned to fix that, but he soon noticed that Jackie was nowhere to be found. Checking to make sure she didn’t get eaten by a mountain lion, Stan exited the big barn and watched the kids for a minute before guessing she was in the smaller barn away from the crowds and noise. He smiled when he saw he was correct and leaned against the doorway. “Hey, whatcha doin’ over here?”
Jackie shrugged casually. “Just needed some alone time.”
Stan nodded and drastically changed his plans to give her what she needed. He let his arm fall from the doorway and said, “Gotcha, okay, I’ll see you…”
“No,” Jackie said too quickly and felt herself go red with embarrassment. “I-I mean, I can be alone with you.” She quickly explained and then swallowed nervously. That didn’t make any sense, she wasn’t making any sense! But the way this guy made her feel didn’t make sense, either.
Stan saw her nervousness and smiled at it; the best dating advice Ma had ever given him was to never a date someone who wasn’t nervous around you; if they’re nervous that means they like you. He made a mental note to not put up too much of a brave front and then he entered the barn and closed the door behind him. “Whatever you want, sweetheart.”
Jackie smiled, not as nervous now, and watched as Stan plopped himself down on the hay-coated floor, resting an arm next to where Jackie sat. He popped his neck and yawned, comfortable and relaxed, one leg bent up and the other laying flat. He turned his head to look up at Jackie, resting his square jaw on his knuckles, and asked, “So whatcha thinkin’ about?”
Jackie leaned forward so her elbows her on her knees and one hand was just under her chin. “I was thinking how this has got to be one of the best parties I’ve ever been to.”
Stan snorted. “Really? Guess it ain’t so bad. I’ve never missed a single one. Great graduation celebration or a ‘welcome home’ event for college students. One year Ford n’ I snuck out n’ went over to the lake to swim, but Shermie caught us n’ tried to pull us out, but we dragged him in n’ we all got in trouble for it.” He chuckled.
Jackie giggled along with him and commented, “I’ve actually never been to a lake. I’ve visited a beach, but not a lake yet.”
“We’ll fix that.” Stan said. “The beach, though, huh? Always wanted to see one. Where else’ve you been?”
“Everywhere.” Jackie said. “I was a bit of a traveler before stopping here. Never been outside the country.”
“What was your favorite place?”
“New Orleans.” Jackie answered quickly. “They had the most delicious beignets and seafood and the jazz was beautiful, and the ocean was so beautiful. I really liked southern California, too, the beach was amazing and I made a lot of Hispanic friends there.”
“Any reason why you left?” Stan asked; with such good friends and great places, the farmer couldn’t help but wonder why didn’t she stay.
“Too busy and loud.” Jackie said. “I love the occasional crowds, but I wanted some place quieter and easier to find work, so that’s why I came up here.”
“Well, I’m glad you did.” Stan said earnestly, in such a deep, meaningful tone that it made Jackie’s face hot again and she looked away as she gently shook her head.
“You give me too much credit, Stan…”
“No, Jackie, I mean it.” Stan swallowed nervously, making his Adam’s apple bobble, and he went on with his eyes on the beautiful girl above him. “I’m not just butterin’ you up, I think you’re real pretty, n’ I mean it when I say you’re probably the best thing that ever happened to our place. Even without your killer cookin’ n’ extra help, I’m just really happy you’re around. I don’t know how I can make it up to you, but I’ll think of somethin’.” He had carefully worded his compliment so Jackie could take it as a friend making a friend feel good if that was all she wanted, but he had meant it as so much more and wanted it to be so much more, so it was all up to Jackie now.
She noticed the nervous look in his soft brown eyes and smiled. Was there a possibility, a teeny tiny possibility, that he liked her the same way she liked him. She could be dead wrong, she could lose everything she had worked for the last few weeks and everything she had grown to love. Goodbye, Dot. Goodbye, Tate. Goodbye Pines farm filled with some of the best people she had ever met. But she took a gamble, tried to ease her nerves as discreetly as possible, and she said quietly, “You could kiss me.”
Stan’s eyes grew to the size of dinner plates and his brown eyes sparkled adorably. Jackie bit her lip to keep from laughing at the look on his face, her heart relaxing and her nerves settling as she realized how much he wanted to kiss her. His grin was the last thing she saw before he stretched up and she leaned down and they met for a soft kiss.
The amount of sparks that flew only through lips touching was unbelievable. As a strong hand cupped Jackie’s cheek and a smaller hand landed on the back of Stan’s head, the kiss deepened and it only got better. Holy Moses, it was far better than anything Jackie could have imagined in her head, all those night daydreaming about this moment, and more, and it was better and full of more bliss than she thought it would be. She was putty at Stan’s touch, and as another arm wrapped around her waist and the kiss included it’s fair share of tongue, Jackie slid down from her little seat until she was sitting on the ground beside Stan.
Warm chuckles of pure joy leaked from their lips and for a while it was nothing more than hugs and kisses, but it was everything. Stan was blown away that such a beautiful woman wanted to hold him and kiss him, of all people, and he knew better than to question a good thing. His heart was roaring like a lion in his chest, his face was warm despite the goosebumps on his arms, and while he was beyond grateful for just a kiss he wondered if he was lucky enough for more.
They separated for air and Jackie rested her head on the cushion of Stan’s arm, his free hand on her knee. Stan’s cheeks and ears were rosy pink, his five o-clock shadow unable to hide how the girl in his arms made him feel. Jackie smiled at him, unable to believe she was so lucky, and put a hand over his heart to enjoy his heartbeat, but then she slowly unbuttoned his shirt a little to let his chest hair be showcased by a proud V. At the same time, Stan’s hand slowly went down her bent leg, closer and closer to her hip, pushing her white dress up. With a gleam in their eyes and one sure smirk, they both knew what they wanted.
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There were still some stragglers at the party, mostly drunk men singing their hearts out, but Ford and Fiddleford were ready to go. Tate was asleep so Fiddleford gently tucked him in his car seat as Ford looked around for Jackie and Stan. It wasn’t a big deal to leave without them, they had brought two cars, but still. Curiosity had grasped his mind and he generally wondered where they were. Fiddleford cleared his throat and suggested, “Maybe we should go ahead home, Fordsie.”
“I suppose so,” Ford said casually and nodded in agreement. “But if they get arrested for trespassing, I’m not… SWEET LORD!” Ford put a six-fingered hand over his mouth to stop his screaming, but his other hand was pointing at the couple who had hoped they could emerge from the shadows undetected, but that clearly wasn’t going to work out.
They were covered in hay. Both Jackie’s long black hair and Stan’s brown mullet were frizzled and out of control, like someone had shaken their hair wildly. Or grabbed it tightly. Jackie’s white dress was missing, but she held Stan’s button up around herself tightly to preserve what little dignity she had left. Stan, shirtless, had a dopey grin on his face with hazy eyes, like he was sleepwalking. While Stan was oblivious to his twin’s scream, Jackie’s face was scarlet with embarrassment and she rubbed the back of her neck as she gritted her teeth.
Poor Ford was a mumbling mess. “B-B-B-But… you… you two… you… and you…”
Fiddleford patted his shoulder and instructed gently, “Stanford, get in the truck.”
“B-B-B-B-But…”
“I know, I know, just get in. Leave ‘em be.” Fiddleford guided his best friend into the car and even closed the door for him. While Ford buried his head in his hands to try to collect himself, Fiddleford gave the happy couple a thumbs up before entering his vehicle and heading home.
Jackie wanted to disappear and never reappear.
Stan, however, was far too busy repeating a single thought in his head to even register what was going on in front of him. “I’m gonna marry her.”
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petitrenard · 4 years
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Juliette
It had been three months since Paris and Juliette couldn’t get Ethan out of her mind. The 48 hours that they spent together in her suite at the George V were so intense; Ethan laying across her lap and sucking on her nipples while her hand slowly stroked his cock, Juliette riding him reverse cowgirl teasing his orgasm for hours, carnal experiences that brought her to orgasm again and again and that played on a near constant loop in her mind.
The morning that she was headed back to Chicago she left Ethan asleep in her room. They hadn’t spoken about what would happen once they left each other, but they both understood that the world created in Room 507 couldn’t exist anywhere else. She simply sent him a DM: ‘à bientôt j'espère’.
Now here she was in her apartment and a week past her deadline daydreaming, again. Damn it Ethan. Juliette grabbed her phone and opened up Instagram. She started a DM to him but didn’t know what she would say, so instead she just stared at their old conversation. Nothing in 3 months Jules.
The front door burst open, cans rolled onto the floor and the noise startled her back to reality. “Jules! Can you come help? I got more than I planned.” Juliette’s fiancé Miles had moved in shortly before the mandatory quarantine went into effect for the city. The past few months had been a lot for everyone, but for a recluse like her they had been especially trying.
She walked to the kitchen she scolded herself for feeling impatient with him. No one likes quarantine. Everyone’s having a hard time. Be grateful for your life. Miles had gathered most everything by the time she got into the kitchen. “You look nice! I got most of it if you want to start wiping everything down with me.”
“Thank you. I was just on my way to light a candle over at Holy Name.”
“Is there a holiday or something?”
Juliette hadn’t really thought about how she was dressed, but with quarantine every event outside of the house felt like a holiday. She was wearing a simple black silk dress with cap sleeves, her favorite Chanel sandals, her grandmother’s diamond earrings and her grandfather’s crucifix. It was so hot and muggy she had pulled her hair up into a bun.
“Nothing like that my love. Guess some of the old traditions stuck.”
Juliette had attended parochial school through high school and had been a devout Catholic until her sophomore year at Notre Dame. There was no dramatic event, she simply experienced what most college kids experience - a deepened interest in other cultures and perspectives. She still said a prayer to St. Anthony when she couldn’t find something and no matter what she still gave up candy for lent.
“Ok well, I’m about to jump on a marathon Zoom call with L.A., so I’ll see you when you’re back. Thai for dinner tonight?”
“Absolutely.”
She washed her hands, grabbed her purse and mask and headed out the door. It was only a few blocks to Holy Name Cathedral and even through a mask, Juliette loved the air of a Chicago summer afternoon. Even during quarantine there was an energy that felt electric. It also felt sticky and she was glad for the air conditioning of the church.
No matter how far she was from the faith, Juliette could always find calm sitting in a church and today was no different. She crossed herself with holy water before entering and headed to the private chapel behind the altar. She was there to light a candle, but it was selfish. She hadn’t prayed in years, but it was worth a shot to get Ethan out of her head.
Although it had been a while since she’d been to church, Juliette’s steps were purposeful and she hardly needed to look up to find herself at the private door of the chapel. It was a small, dark door located at the end of a long hallway tucked behind the altar. The architecture was intended to make you feel as though you’re in a sacred and private place. It always made Juliette feel that way.
She opened the door to the chapel, stepped inside and took off her mask. It was dim inside, the illuminated crucifix on the wall and  the prayer candles providing the only light in the small room. As she walked towards the first pew she caught movement out of the corner of her eye and let out a gasp. She quickly put her mask back on.
“I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to disturb you.”
“Jules?”
Juliette froze.
“Ethan?” With that Ethan stood up from his pew and walked over to Juliette. She could hardly believe it and when he got to her she gave him an awkward hug.
“What are you doing here?”
“I came back home to visit my folks right before the E.U. closed it’s borders.”
“Oh no...”
“Yeah...so now I’m living on the second floor of my parents place over in Lake Point Tower.”
“Wow...that’s...”
“A little challenging, yeah.”
“So what, you’re here lighting a candle asking Jesus to give you the strength to endure?”
Ethan laughed and looked down at his shoes. “Something like that.”
“No, but seriously, is everything ok?”
“Yeah, my Mom is meeting with the Monsignor about a donation that our family’s making - she asked me to tag along and now they’re off looking at cloisters or something and I needed a break.”
Juliette’s heart felt like it was going to beat out of her chest. She had come here to forget Ethan and here he was. Being this close to him made her body ache for his touch. She remembered it intimately, and for a moment was lost in the memory of Paris.
“Jules, you ok? Your cheeks are bright red.”
She came back to this moment, pulled down her mask and was angry that her blushing cheeks betrayed her.
“I am, sorry. It’s just hot. I should sit down.”
Ethan stepped aside and Juliette walked past him to the last pew. She kneeled and crossed herself before she slid down the bench. Ethan scooted in next to her. She pulled a small bottle of water out of her purse and took a sip. Some of the water spilled on her chest and as she looked for something to clean it off with Ethan handed her his silk handkerchief. She cleaned herself off and handed it back to him. He took a moment, then buried his face into it.
“Smells like vanilla.”
Juliette closed her eyes and held her breath. Her pussy was throbbing. Her nipples ached for him to suck. Without thought, she crossed her legs and arched her back, causing her to let out a very quiet moan. When she opened her eyes, she cocked her head to the side and looked down at the floor. Control yourself.  
She was taking deep breaths and that caused her tits to slowly rise and fall with emphasis. Juliette reached her hand up to the crucifix that was dangling between them and placed it between her lips. Control yourself. When she did this, she saw a shimmer of light shine off her engagement ring. She looked out from under her eyelashes towards Ethan.
His eyes were glued to her tits and he was noticeably hard - summer linen really didn’t hide much.
“Jules, I didn’t write because you’re engaged and I’m trying to be a good guy.”
Juliette nodded her head. “I understand. I’m trying to be good too.”
She took another sip of water and as she did, she lost her grip on the bottle. It slipped out of her hands, soaking the front of her dress and tumbling to the ground. She’d been so happy to be in the air conditioning, but the combination of the cold water and the cold air betrayed her modesty. She hadn’t worn a bra that day, so every bump of her hard nipples were visible as the silk clung to her body.
They both froze for a moment. Then Juliette turned to Ethan and grabbed the silk handkerchief again. She slipped the straps off her dress and pushed them down to her elbows to reveal her soaking wet tits. She was a 36F, but her tits were still firm with pale pink nipples that tipped up slightly. Juliette grabbed herself and began to gently dab her tits dry. She looked over at Ethan, took a deep breath and continued touching herself.
Ethan let out a low groan as he watched her. He was doing everything he could to be good, but when Juliette gently grabbed his head and pulled him towards her lap and arm, he didn’t resist. Juliette held Ethans head in her right arm and placed her nipple on his eager lips. “That’s good Ethan. Take it.” He grabbed her with his hands and began sucking and gently biting her nipple.
It was Juliette’s turn to groan. When they were in Paris, they had discovered a mutual passion for role play when he first began sucking her tits. It was something that she hadn’t explored with anyone else and the exhilaration she felt in that discovery was like nothing she had ever experienced. She bent over and kissed his forehead as he continued sucking on her.
“Does that feel good?”
Ethan looked up at her and nodded his head yes.
“Good. Do you want to feel even better?”
Again Ethan nodded yes.
She smiled at him as she reached her hand towards his pants. She grabbed his cock and started to slowly jerk him off. Her palm gently slid over the head of his cock and she used the precum to lube her hand. The only sounds that could be heard were the sucking of her tits and the rhythmic light slapping of her hand around his cock.
Juliette looked up to the altar and quickly begged for forgiveness, but Ethan’s insistent sucking pulled her back to him instantly. She had been stroking him and knew by the way he was sucking on her that he was close to cumming, so she gently pulled her tits away from his mouth and stopped stroking his cock.
“That’s enough for right now. I came here to light a candle and say a prayer.”
Ethan groaned and grabbed for her tits again. Juliette pulled back again and scolded him. He reluctantly sat up and started playing with his cock. Juliette grabbed his wrist and held it.
“If you can’t wait until I’m done, I’m going to have to make sure you wait until I finish.” She took his hands and made him sit on them. “Keep your hands under your legs until I come back from lighting my candle and saying a prayer.”
His hard cock was sticking out of his pants and the precum was dripping down the shaft. Juliette got on her knees and put her mouth near the tip. His cock was so close and she stuck her tongue out and got so close to it that he could feel her warm breath on him.
It took everything he had not to shove himself inside her mouth and he moved slightly in a desperate attempt to brush himself up against her, but she moved her head. “If you don’t touch yourself while I’m up there, I’m going to give you everything you want when I get back here. But you can’t touch yourself or put yourself away.” Then she took the handkerchief and covered his stiff cock.
Then Juliette left her tits hanging out of her dress, walked past him and went up to the front of the chapel to light a candle. As she passed the door, she locked it. As she lit her candle, she said a prayer out loud. “Lord, please make sure that Ethan is good and doesn’t touch his cock.” She walked up to the front of the chapel and stood at the altar.
“Ethan baby, are you still sitting on your hands?”
“Yes.”
“Do you want to touch your cock?”
“Yes.”
“Do you want me to touch your cock?
“Oh fuck yes.”
“With my titties?”
“Please.”
“You said the magic word. Come up here to me.”
Ethan got up from his pew and walked to the altar where she was standing. Juliette leaned up against him, turned him around and he laid back on the alter. She grabbed his cock and rubbed the tip and all of it’s precum on her tit. He moaned as she gently twisted her necklace around the tip of his cock and flicked it lightly with her finger.
“Juliette. Please...”
“What Ethan? Please, what?”
“Please let me cum. I’ve been very good and I need to cum.”
Juliette smiled and unwrapped her necklace from his cock. She stood up pulled her panties down and then pulled the tip of his cock to her wet, bald pussy. Ethan pushed eagerly. Juliette kept him at bay.
“Ethan. You haven’t talked to me for 3 months. That’s not very nice. I don’t think that I should let you cum.”
“Please let me cum and I won’t do it again.”
“I’ll let you cum, but first I want to know that you’ll never not talk to me for 3 months again.”
“Never.”
“And I want to know that you’ll always suck on my titties when they ache for you to suck on them.”
“Always.”
Juliette loved to watch his cock twitch. She had gotten herself to the edge of cumming playing with him and wanted to have him explode all over her. Ethan stood against the altar as Juliette backed away, and she pulled her panties down a little off of her pussy and began rubbing her clit.
“Ethan, jerk yourself off into my panties baby. I want to walk home with your cum splashing against my pussy. It would make me so happy.”
Ethan began furiously jerking himself off. He pulled her top down and began sucking on one of her tits. She grabbed his other hand and stuck two fingers into her pussy. Ethan had been edging for so long that he started cumming as soon as he started fingering her pussy. He stifled a yell as he shot his hot load all over the front of her pussy and in her panties.
Juliette spread her pussy lips to make sure that she was covered in his cum. She took two of her fingers and began rubbing her pussy with his cum. She stuck them inside of her pussy, pulled them out and then pushed them into Ethan’s mouth. She then kissed him deeply to share.
When his cock finally stopped, she smiled at him as she pulled her cum filled panties up to her pussy. His cum spilled out and started to slowly roll down her upper thigh. Ethan put his cock away as Juliette fixed herself. She walked back to the pew, picked up her purse and mask and then went and unlocked the door.
She turned to him and said, “If you have your own floor at the tower, I’m assuming you have your own entrance?”
“Yes, I do.”
“Then I’ll be by tomorrow at 11 so you can suck my tits. If you’re a dirty boy when I get there, we’re going to have to take a bath so I know you’re clean.”
Ethan smiled...“I’ll see you then.”
Juliette walked out of the chapel and closed the door. She stood in the hallway for a moment to catch her breath, her head spinning. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. When she looked down the hallway, she saw Ethan’s mother, Teggy Stevens, and the Monsignor walking towards the little chapel. FUCK. Juliette attempted to make herself blend into the wall, but to no avail.
“Juliette? Juliette is that you?”
She composed herself and drew a deep breath. “Mrs. Stevens, hello! How lovely to run into you.”
The two of them quickened their pace as they headed towards Juliette. “What’s with this Mrs. Stevens nonsense? It’s Teggy! How is your family doing?”
Juliette chatted with Teggy and the Monsignor for a few moments, talking about all the latest news around Chicago. Who’s at which club, how the ladies of a certain set are handling the quarantine and how long and hot the summer felt already.
“Oh Juliette, it’s so lovely to see you. The Foundation is making a donation to the diocese, you know, during these horrible times we really must dig deep, anyway the Monsignor and I started talking and Ethan wandered off somewhere. Probably on the phone with work. The poor thing hasn’t stopped working since he got marooned here with his old Mum & Dad.”
At that moment, the chapel door opened and Ethan stepped out.
“Oh Ethan, there you are dove, mummy was looking absolutely everywhere for you. Look who I ran into! Juliette!”
Ethan turned to Juliette and nodded his head. “Hello Juliette, how nice to see you again.” Even with his mask on, Juliette could feel Ethan smiling.
“Ethan. Nice to see you as well. Your mother was just telling me how you wandered off from her earlier. She was worried you were working too hard. Shame on you for making your Mummy worry.” Juliette arched her eyebrow and cocked her head to the side, “Plus, I couldn’t imagine anyone working hard in such a beautiful church.”
It was Ethan’s turn to blush, and the Monsignor unknowingly came to his rescue.
“Speaking of working hard, I must apologize, I need to go prepare for this afternoon’s confession. Teggy, I’ll send over the rest of the paperwork to the foundation today.”
With that Teggy grabbed Juliette on one arm and Ethan on the other and talked a mile a minute as they headed out to the courtyard. Juliette looked at Ethan and couldn’t believe that she was walking arm in arm with his mother while her panties were filled with his cum. She was so lost in her thoughts that when she came back to the moment Teggy was looking at her smiling.
“Well dear?”
“Oh, I’m sorry Teggy, I...”
“Nevermind, I won’t take no for an answer, we’ll see you both tonight at 9:00. Luddy has a lovely summer menu planned, we’ll tell her to add two plates.”
Suddenly it dawned on Juliette that she was being asked to have dinner at their place and bring Miles. She couldn’t think of a worse idea.
“Oh, Teggy, I can’t. I mean, Miles is headed back to California tonight for the next 10 weeks.” Juliette purposely didn’t look at Ethan, “The studio is making the entire cast and crew quarantine together while they film.”
“Then you’ll be alone and need the company. We’ll see you at 9. We can have driver pick you up. I won’t take no for an answer.” and with that Teggy and Ethan were off down Michigan avenue.
Juliette stood on the sidewalk in front of the church. She had forgotten what it was like to be on the receiving end of midwestern hospitality. She took a moment to compose herself and headed home.
She was a block from her place when the skies opened up on her. Any other day she would have been annoyed, but today she was grateful. It gave her the perfect excuse to come home and jump right into the shower.
Miles was in their bedroom still on his call and packing up his suitcase. Juliette gave him a quick kiss, said hello to “the coast” and slipped into the shower. Her heart was pounding as she stood under the water and watched Ethan’s cum drip down her leg. Juliette, you are the worst. She began to wash her hair and as she was soaping up Miles came through the door.
“Jules! The car is here, I’ve gotta go. I’m coming in to kiss you.”
He popped his head into the shower and smiled. Juliette walked to the edge of the glass naked and soapy. Miles groaned, “Oh man...are you sure you don’t want to come with me? 10 weeks away is going to be torture.”
Juliette smiled. Juliette, you’re the worst, Miles is the best and fuck all the way off ma’am. “I would love nothing more than to spend 10 weeks in Palm Springs with all of you, but I need to finish my next book. I won’t be able to do that on set.”
Miles shook his head, “I know...it was worth a shot. There’s Thai in the fridge, sorry I couldn’t wait!” He grabbed her close and kissed her hard. “I’m going to miss you. I’ll see you in 10 weeks.” They kissed a little longer and he let her go.
“I’ll see you in 10 weeks. Text me when you’re there.”
His phone rang and it was his producer. “Yeah, I’ll be right there!” He gave her a quick kiss again and headed out the door.
Juliette felt a pang of guilt at how relieved she was to be alone in her apartment for the next 10 weeks. She took a long time in the shower and when she got out, she walked naked into the kitchen and poured herself a glass of whiskey.
Juliette opened the windows of her apartment to listen to the sound of the cars driving through puddles down her street. “Hey Siri, please play Fiona Apple’s Tidal album.” She grabbed her laptop, set her alarm for 2 hours and sat down to begin writing.
It was dark out when her alarm rang and it was still raining. 7:30. She had made decent progress on her next chapter. All right. You’re going to get ready to go over to have dinner with the Stevens family. You’re going to be polite. You’re going to be pleasant and then you are going to leave.
Juliette checked the weather app and it was supposed to rain all night. Thunder cracked outside - as if emphasizing the point - and she parted her wet hair down the middle, slathered coconut oil through it and slicked her hair into a low ponytail. With the humidity she didn’t want to risk her hair turning into a frizz festival. Then she moisturized her body with cocoa butter, put on some red lipstick and mascara and walked to her closet.
When she opened the top drawer of her dresser she stared for a moment. Then she dug to the back of the drawer and pulled out a bra and panty set from Agent Provocateur. She had ordered the set the moment she returned from Paris. A simple black thong and cupless bra.
Just because you’re polite doesn’t mean you can’t feel like a badass underneath your dress. She slipped into them and looked at herself in the full length mirror at the end of her closet. Her tits looked amazing. They hung through the “cups” and were cradled underneath by the smallest bits of french silk, presenting her nipples up for the taking. She put on her large gold hoop earrings and matching gold bangles.
She had given herself a pedicure, so she chose her favorite open toed wedges which paired with her simple summer sun dress. 8:30. Perfect timing. Her phone rang.
“Miss Duquesne. This is Brad, your driver. I’m out front when you’re ready.”
“I’ll be right there.”
Juliette gave herself one final look and ran down to the waiting Range Rover. Chicago has an amber glow at night. Juliette loved that about the city. No other city in the world had an amber glow, and she was lost in thought about Chicago when the SUV pulled into the underground garage at the Steven’s place. Juliette loved the tower. It’s sensual curves a nod to Schipporeit’s love of Brancusi sculptures. Her parents lived in a traditional colonial up in Highland Park. It was lovely, but it wasn’t a sensual tower.
Brad got out of the car, called the elevator and opened the door for Juliette. She put adjusted her mask and got into the waiting elevator. Brad inserted his key into the panel and the doors closed, whisking her to the 60th floor.
Juliette hated elevators with a passion, but was grateful when she arrived at the 60th floor and the doors opened immediately. There were only two condos on the city side of the tower and for a moment, she stood in the lobby of the elevator bank unsure of which door to knock on. Thankfully, Luddy opened the door to the Steven’s place.
“Miss Juliette! How lovely to see you!”
She smiled with relief, “Luddy. You look wonderful, it’s been too long.” It had been years since Juliette had been here - not since Doug & Ethan’s graduation party. The place hadn’t changed. As Juliette took off her mask and put down her purse in the foyer, Mr. Stevens came bounding in from the kitchen.
“Little Juliette! How are you doing?” He was as gregarious as a retriever and hugged as hard as a linebacker. He had a booming laugh and when he said hello, he said hello!
Juliette smiled and leaned into his hug. “Hey Lars. It’s so nice to see you. I’m doing well.”
Lars gave her a good hug, pulled back and gave her a wink. “That’s a girl. I’m glad to have you over.” When he let go of her, he pulled a small wedge of cheese and salami out of his pocket. “Don’t tell the girls, I was nosing around in the kitchen.” Just as he popped them into his mouth, Teggy came in from the kitchen.
“Lars! I told you to stop sneaking snacks! We have guests.”
Lars smiled, grabbed Teggy and gave her a big kiss before she shooed him off to the living room.
“Guests, Teggy? I hope you didn’t go through any trouble on my account.”
“Oh no one really dear. Just our neighbors. We’ve been absolutely tied at the hip quarantining together. I just love to make a fuss and give Lars trouble.” Teggy winked at Juliette, put her arm around her and led her into the living room. When she walked in, she had to stifle a laugh. Ethan was standing near the far windows talking to his mother’s elderly neighbor Eleanor - who was holding on to his arm for dear life.
“Oh Ethan, you’re such a good boy. I have one lime rickey and I’m dancing on the ceiling.”
Teggy saw the situation and hurried over to help, “Eleanor, dear! Let’s get you some food!” Teggy was from Louisiana and had married Lars when he was in law school at Tulane. Despite being in the north for 40 plus years, she was a true southern belle at heart. She graciously grabbed Eleanor and led her into the kitchen.
Ethan looked at Juliette’s body for longer than he should have and finally broke his gaze, met her eyes and smiled at her. His gaze sent electricity through her body. Keep it together. Here for dinner and then home. She reached out to say hello and Ethan stood up straight and gave her a perfunctory greeting.
Juliette was confused, but Ethan looked at her begging forgiveness and then walked towards a tall leggy blonde. “Darling.” Ethan and her embraced as he led her to Juliette. “Please allow me to introduce you to Juliette Duquesne. She’s a family friend. Juliette, my fiancee, Emily.”
Emily stretched her hand out to Juliette and smiled warmly. “Oh Juliette, it’s so lovely to meet you.” Juliette was stunned. She had no right to be jealous or hurt, but she was blindsided and having a hard time hiding it from Emily. There was an awkward moment and she composed herself enough to reply.
“Emily. So nice to meet you. Congratulations.” Juliette engaged in small talk and then excused herself to the restroom. She almost sprinted to the powder room and locked herself in. What the fuck are you doing here Jules? You’re engaged, he’s engaged...you’ve got to act like an adult! It didn’t matter what she thought, she started to cry a little bit...like an idiot. She turned the water on to splash her face. Fuck all if she wasn’t turning bright red.
There was a soft knock at the door.
“Jules?”
It was Ethan and she wanted to him to go away.
“Ethan. Go the fuck away.”
“Jules, let me explain.”
“There’s no need. We belong to other people and I was stupid to think that we could...” Her voice began to crack and she stopped. “To think that we could. End statement.”
Ethan leaned his head against the door.
“Does it make a difference if I say I’m sorry and I wish it was different?”
Juliette turned the water off and opened the door quickly. “No. It fucking doesn’t.” She stormed pass Ethan and joined the dinner party.
Over the course of the evening, she learned that Emily was heading to the airport to catch the red eye back to New York. She was an associate in Ethan’s office and had been instrumental in the Paris office launch. Emily was funny, well bred and absolutely a nice person and Juliette still fucking hated her.
Brad came to the door at 10:45 to take Emily to O’Hare. She left with fanfare and Juliette was glad to see her go.
The rest of the party sat around having desert and drinks for another 45 minutes. Eleanor stood up and announced that she wanted to go up on the roof to sit and gaze at the stars. She was; however, incredibly hammered and was not to be trusted to her own devices.
Ethan, being the gentleman he was, offered to escort Eleanor up to the roof for a few moments and then get her back to her apartment. Eleanor jumped at the offer. “All right good looking. Take me to the moon!”...and off they went.
Juliette finished up her drinks and began to help with the dishes, despite Teggy’s protests. When they finished the dishes, Teggy called for Brad to take Juliette home. He was stuck in traffic near O’Hare and wouldn’t be home for another 30 minutes.
“Teggy, it’s fine. Really. I’ll just call an Uber.”
She was at the door when Ethan came walking through the door.
“Oh Ethan! Brad’s still at O’Hare, would you be able to take Juliette home? I don’t want her taking the Uber’s home. They won’t make sure that she makes it to her door.”
Juliette started to protest, but Teggy cut her off before she even started.
“Juliette. I would never forgive myself if we didn’t make sure you got home safely. What would I tell your mother? I insist. Ethan will take you home.”
Juliette looked down and grabbed her things. “All right. Thank you Teggy. Please thank Lars for me.”
Teggy giggled, “Oh Lars. He can’t hold his whiskey for anything. He loved seeing you. Please don’t be a stranger dear, we absolutely adore you.” And with that she stumbled off towards the master bedroom as Luddy finished putting the dishes away.
Ethan and Juliette were left standing near the doorway. Juliette looked at the floor and mumbled, “I can seriously call an Uber.” Ethan wasn’t sure exactly how to react and stood silent for a minute.
“Jules. Let me take you home.”
“No.”
Ethan didn’t know what to say and Juliette was just as confused. He wasn’t hers, she wasn’t his, but she was mad about Emily. It was stupid and she hated it!
They stood there for another minute and Ethan reached out to touch her arm. “If you won’t let me take you home, come upstairs with me and look at the moon.”
Juliette was feeling particularly bratty and looked at him, “It’s raining you can’t see the moon.”
Ethan had lost his patience and grabbed her arm, “Then come upstairs with me and look at my bedroom.”
She hated to admit it, but she wanted to go up to his bedroom. She didn’t want to go back home. She wanted to fuck him. She relaxed a little bit and looked into his eyes. Ethan’s grip tightened around her arm and he pulled her close. He didn’t say a word, but he took a deep breath and held it. Luddy yelled from the kitchen, “Good night Mr. Ethan.”
“Good night Luddy, thank you.”
The lights of the kitchen clicked off and the two of them were left in the darkness of the hallway.
Juliette moved closer to Ethan and quietly reached for his cock. It was hard and pressing agains the zipper of his paints. The household was quiet and she was emboldened by darkness. She leaned to his ear and whispered, “Take me upstairs.”
Silently, Ethan led her through the house to the service entrance. They slipped through the door and up the stairs to Ethan’s floor. As they walked up the stairs, they could barely keep their hands off of each other. When Ethan opened the door to his floor he no longer tried to keep his hands off of Juliette.
He pawed at the buttons down the front of Juliette’s sun dress and greedily kissed the side of her neck. Juliette’s jealousy quickly faded and turned into lust. She leaned her head back as Ethan’s mouth worked it’s way towards her tits.
Ethan began to unbutton her dress and eagerly reached in to grab her, but Juliette stopped his groping hands. “No, no. You don’t get them until I know you cleaned your room.”
Ethan stood up and groaned. He reached down to hold his cock and Juliette grabbed his hand - “Ethan. You can’t play yet. Take me to your room”
He led her down the hallway to his room. It was gorgeous. Overlooking the city skyline. The bed faced the windows and the amber glow of Chicago made the need for lights unnecessary. Juliette looked around at the entire room as Ethan stood tentatively in the doorway.
She walked to the windows and looked out at the city, then turned back to Ethan. “Make me a drink.” She sat in the Eames recliner near the windows as she watched Ethan walk over to the bar in his room. As he made her a drink, she unbuttoned the front of her dress to reveal her tits.
Ethan turned around and nearly dropped the drink when he saw her there. She sat on the Eames with her tits framed by her ‘bra’ - her nipples exposed and begging for him to suck on them. He got so hard that it was almost painful. He stopped for a moment and then walked over to her with drink in hand. He handed it to her and stood awkwardly for a moment.
Juliette took the drink, had a sip and looked up and him and smiled. “Thank you, this is a wonderful drink. You can sit down on the floor next to me if you’d like.”
Dutifully, Ethan sat down next to her. His head on her lap, staring at her tits with longing. Juliette loved this, but pretended not to notice. She began stroking Ethan’s hair and sipping her drink.
Ethan hesitantly reached his hand up to her tit. She moved herself away from him ever so slightly and then bent down to whisper in his ear. “Tell me what you want me to do baby. Tell me.” Ethan closed his eyes at the thought of what he wanted to do to her and didn’t say anything.
Juliette saw his cock twitch in his pants. “I know you want me to do “something”, your cock is telling me what you want.”
Ethan exhaled hard. “I want to suck your tits.”
She smiled. “You want to suck my tits, what?”
Ethan took a moment. “I want to suck your tits...please.”
Juliette smiled, positioned herself over him and leaned down to Ethan. She pressed her nipples against him and rubbed them down his face as she brought her face to his. She gently kissed and bit his lips. Her pussy was planted firmly in his lap and she began to dry hump him.
“You’ve been very good and very polite. And because you’ve been very good, I’m going to give you my titties to suck on.”
Juliette stood up and moved over to his bed. She sat near the headboard with her dress unbuttoned to display her big tits and her legs spread wide. She nestled a pillow against her leg and motioned for Ethan to come over.
“Come over here Ethan. Take your pants off and come suck on my tits.”
Ethan took his pants off and his glorious cock stood straight up against his stomach. He walked to the bed and crawled up to Juliette’s tits. He laid back against the pillow and Juliette laid her tit down to his lips.
He hungrily gobbled at her with his mouth and hand. With his other hand, he grabbed her nipple and began pinching it. Juliette groaned with pleasure. Ethan’s sucking and licking made her pussy throb with anticipation. The more he sucked, the more she was turned on.
Juliette began pushing Ethan’s face into her tits as he tried to get her hands to touch his cock. It had so much precum at the tip that he reached down and smeared it all over his hands and his shaft. Juliette watched him as he began to stroke himself.
“Does that feel good?”
Ethan shook his head, momentarily stopped his sucking and said, “It feels good, but you can make me feel better.”
“How can I make you feel better?”
“Let me rub my precum on your tits.”
Juliette nodded her head yes and Ethan shifted himself so that the tip of his cock was touching her nipple. He stroked himself and watching her fat tit bounce up and down at the end of his cock got him even more excited. He stood up a little bit more and brought his cock to her lips. With a tip full of precum he smeared her red lipstick as he pushed himself into her mouth.
Ethan looked down at her red lips wrapped around his cock and began fucking Juliette’s mouth - slowly. “I want your pussy now.”
Juliette looked up at him and relaxed her throat to take all of his cock. She was at the base of his cock and when she pulled back she left two red lip marks on his belly. A long string of spit strung from the tip of his cock to her lips.
“What do you want from my pussy?”
Now Ethan returned the favor and ran the tip of his cock from her lips all the way down her tits until he was between her legs. “I want all the cum you have in your pussy.”
Juliette smiled, “Well baby, some of it is yours.”
He wasted no time lifting up her skirt and taking off her panties. His cock found her wet, hot slit and thrust himself all the way in her. She felt so good that he stayed there for a moment and laid his body on top of her and simply started grinding.
The weight of his body felt amazing and the way that he was grinding he was rubbing her clit. Fuck. Juliette couldn’t think of anything else except her rising orgasm. She wrapped her legs around Ethan and whispered in his ear, “Fuck me baby. Fuck me.”
Ethan began pounding her and pulled himself off of her to watch her tits jiggle when he did. The harder he fucked her, the more desperate he was to suck her tits. He laid his body close to her, laid his head against her chest and began sucking on her tit while he was fucking her. It was absolute heaven for the both of them.
As Ethan got closer to cumming, his sucking got more intense and deeper. The rhythm of his tongue combined with his cock in her pussy brought Juliette to orgasm. As she came, she wrapped her legs tighter around him and he began to cum inside of her pussy. It felt amazing and Juliette had another orgasm from the feeling of his hot cum coating her inside.
When he was done, Ethan simply laid himself up against the side of her body and kept her tit in his mouth. Juliette let him stay attached to her. They sat like that for a long time. Ethan gently sucking on her tit and his cum slowly leaking out of her pussy. Her legs still wide and her dress still on.
Eventually, Ethan let go of her tit and she took the opportunity to get up to grab her drink. She found her purse and grabbed a cigarette so she could sit in the Eames and watch the storm while having a drink and smoking. Maybe she could figure out what this thing was that was happening between the two of them.
Ethan was laying in bed and he said, “Please stay with me tonight.” Juliette was sitting on the Eames staring out the window. She didn’t say anything. She just took a sip of her drink and lit her cigarette.
He got up out of bed and stood behind her. “Stay with me tonight. I need you.” Juliette turned back towards him and placed her forehead on his stomach. “Fuck Ethan. I need you too.”
Ethan reached his hand under her chin and gently lifted her face. He put his thumb on her lips and she opened her mouth to gently suck and nibble on it. She took a deep breath, rolled her tongue around his thumb and fed it back to her lips. With his thumb resting on her wet lips she looked up, “I really fucking need you.”
He groaned and the warmth of her breath on his stomach made him ache for her mouth wrapped around his cock. Juliette stuck her tongue out and began to break a trail from his belly down to the base of his cock. Ethan was still sticky from her cum and she ran her tongue across the top of his cock, making sure she left him clean as she traveled to the tip.
Just as she was about to take him back into her mouth they heard the front door open. They both froze, and then realized it was Brad loading in some luggage.
“Bro! I’m here.”
Ethan looked down at Juliette and let his head slump against his chest. “Fuck. It’s Ian. I forgot he was coming in tonight.”
Juliette lightly kissed the tip of his cock.
“I guess I’ll take that as a sign from the universe and ask Brad for a ride home.”
As they gathered their clothes, Ethan tried to persuade her that she should spend the night.
“Jules, don’t go. Stay. Ian’s got his own room on the other side of the place.”
The commotion from the hallway grew closer to Ethan’s room and before she could object Ian burst through the door.
“What, no welcome or hello? Rude.”
As soon as Ian entered, he noticed that Juliette was sitting on the Eames.
“Oh fuck. Jules. Hello! Did I interrupt something?”
Juliette grabbed her bag, walked over and hugged Ian.
“No Ian. It’s nice to see you again. I was just leaving.”
She walked out to the hallway and called after Brad, who was happy to oblige her with a ride back to her apartment. As they entered the elevator, Ethan came to the door.
“Let’s talk later?”
Juliette had her mask on her face, so he couldn’t decipher anything other than the slight head nod. She was grateful for the ambiguity that it provided. The entire ride home she kept playing the night over on a loop in her head. What the fuck is going on Juliette. You’ve got to get your shit together.
Brad pulled up outside of her place, and as Juliette was getting out of the car Brad looked at her through the rearview.
“I won’t be making any picks up from the airport for the rest of the summer.”
Juliette paused and nodded her head as she exited. Brad waited until she was inside the door of her townhouse and once she was inside her phone buzzed. It was Ethan. Breakfast? She double tapped a heart and headed up to bed.
The next morning Juliette woke up stretched across the entirety of her king sized bed. It was still raining out and there was nothing more that she loved than being lazy in her bed on a rainy day. She grabbed her phone and there was a message from Miles. Made it in late, didn’t want to wake you. Hot as balls. XO.
Juliette laughed to herself. Miles may have been a screenwriter but his brevity was second to none. As she rolled back over to snuggle into her pillow her front doorbell rang.
She laid back in the bed and stared up at the ceiling. Fuck. She waited a moment, unsure of what she was waiting for until the doorbell rang again and then she got out of bed.
Juliette opened the door. Ethan was standing there soaked to the bone and holding a box of Dunkin’ Donuts. She couldn’t help but laugh at him - he looked like a human rain drop.
“Ethan! Get in here before you turn into a puddle.”
“I brought donuts, but they were no match for the rain, sorry.” The box of donuts sagged sadly in his hand.
Juliette was trying very hard to not find him adorable, but it was difficult. She grabbed the donuts and headed back up the stairs to grab a towel.
“Stay right there and take off your clothes! I’ll be right back with a towel and we can put everything into the dryer.”
When she came back with the towel he was still in his clothes in her foyer. She stood at the top of the stairs, looked down at him and smiled.
“I thought I told you to take your clothes off so I could throw them in the dryer.”
“I wasn’t sure I heard you correctly.”
Juliette slowly descended the stairs.
“I think you heard me correctly. I think that you just wanted me to tell you again.”
She moved slowly towards him and pressed her body against his. He was so wet that he soaked her t-shirt. When he looked down at her, he could see her nipples were hard and pressing through her wet shirt. She smiled at him again.
“Take off your clothes Ethan.”
He undressed and left his clothes in a wet puddle at his feet. He was still wearing his boxer briefs. Juliette gazed at them and then back up at him.
“They’re not wet?”
Ethan shook his head no and Juliette reached down to touch them. Her hand grazed the front of him and then came up to his waistband. She stuck her hand under it lightly and began to lightly touch him as she made her way to his cock. She grabbed it gently and cupped his balls.
“Hm. I guess they’re not wet. Grab your clothes and follow me into the laundry room.”
Obediently he grabbed his clothes and followed behind her. Once they got into the laundry room she stood in front of him. She cocked her head to the side and said, “Put your clothes in the dryer, but don’t turn it on yet.”
Ethan did as she asked and then stood awkwardly for a few moments. Juliette began to take off her t-shirt.
“You got my t-shirt wet.”
She was completely naked. She handed her t-shirt to him.
“Please put my t-shirt in too, thank you.”
He did as she asked.
Juliette smiled and pressed herself against the front of him and again put her hands down his waistband and grabbed his cock. This time, her fingers found his tip and the reservoir of precum. She lightly rubbed it around, then pulled her hand out and placed her fingers in her mouth and began sucking.
“Mmm...seems wet.”
Ethan shook his head yes, took off his boxer briefs and placed them in the dryer. Juliette closed the door and turned it on. She looked around for a moment, put her hands on her hips and looked at Ethan.
“What should we do while we wait for the dryer to finish?”
Ethan stood silent for a moment.
“Is there something that you want to do with me Ethan? I’m sure you didn’t come over here just to do laundry.”
“No, I didn’t.” He put his hands on her hips and slid them down to her pussy. Spreading her lips. “I want to kiss you.”
Juliette smiled, “You can kiss me.”
Ethan got on his knees. Her pussy lips were open and a thick string of precum was stretched across them. He started by gently kissing her clit and running his fingers along her lips. She was so slippery that his fingers slipped inside of her pussy easily.
Juliette pulled him up by his shoulders and led him to her bedroom. He laid down on the bed and Juliette climbed on top of his face. Ethan continued to eat her pussy and reached up to grab her nipples.
Before she started cumming she lifted herself off his face and crawled down to his cock. She began kissing it lightly and it twitched with anticipation.
“Please don’t tease me Juliette.”
She smiled at him again. “I would never tease you if I wasn’t going to give you everything you wanted. Stand up and fuck my mouth.”
Juliette climbed off the bed, got on her knees and readied herself to take Ethan’s cock. He rubbed the tip over her lips as she stuck her tongue out begging for him. He grabbed the back of her head and slowly thrust his cock to the back of her throat. Juliette gagged a little bit and her eyes watered, but Ethan pushed a tiny bit more.
When he pulled out, he took the his spit and precum covered cock and smeared it over Juliettes face. He pushed it back into her mouth again and began fucking her. Slowly at first and then with more intensity. He brought himself all the way out and motioned for Juliette to lay on the bed.
He got on top of her and began rubbing the tip of his cock on her nipples. Juliette reached onto her bedside table for coconut oil and slathered her tits. She pushed them together and Ethan plunged his cock between them.
It was an incredible feeling and with each thrust, Juliette was able to stick her tongue out and lick the tip of his cock. Ethan began fucking her tits harder and Juliette knew he wanted to cum, so she stopped him.
Ethan groaned.
“Not yet baby. I want to sit on you.”
“I’m not sure how long I’ll last if you grind on top of me.”
Juliette wiggled out from underneath him and as he sat back on the bed she sat down on top of his cock and pressed her slippery tits against his chest.
“You’ll last long enough for me to cum.”
Ethan shook his head yes and Juliette began to slowly grind back and forth on his cock. Her clit was rubbing against him and she could feel his cock pulsing in her. Every once in a while she would stop mid grind until she felt him stop. She started to grind again, but this time, she pulled herself up off his cock until only the tip was in her. Ethan tried to push his hips up but Juliette stopped him by turning around to sit on him reverse cowgirl.
Ethan put his hands on her ass and spread her open as she lifted up and showed him her pussy. It looked amazing with his cock stuffed inside. He watched as she moved up and down until he couldn’t help himself. He grabbed on to her and began pumping faster.
Juliette turned her head and looked back at him. “Ask me nicely.”
“May I cum?”
“Where?”
“In your pussy?”
Juliette slowed him down momentarily.
“May I please cum in your pussy?”
Juliette stopped moving altogether. She enjoyed feeling him squirm under her hips. She took a moment and said, “Ethan. You can cum now.”
Ethan began pumping furiously into her pussy. Slamming her ass on him over and over until he came ropes of cum into her pussy. Juliette lifted herself up high enough on his cock that the last few pumps of his cum squirted all over her.
She lowered herself all the way down on him again and loved the way she felt when she was filled with his cock and cum. She turned back to face him. Well fuck, this is going to be something.
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A/N: Nabrina Prompt #18 “Did i ever tell you how beautiful your eyes are?”
and I keep waiting (but I won’t say I’m waiting)
They say time heals all wounds.
That would be great if she wasn’t practically immortal, in an odd limbo where her body is barely changing but her friends are growing up and moving on.
You would think that it would hurt less as the days go by, since it’s been nearly two years since Nick sacrificed himself for the greater good and Lilith took him to hell. Except, he didn’t sacrifice himself for the greater good, he sacrificed himself for her. And that makes it a hell of a lot tougher to let go.
The first few months were the worst, when it was still fresh, always there in the back of her mind that he was possibly suffering in hell because of her. She took solace in Lilith’s promise to watch over him but it didn’t keep her from imagining horrible scenarios of torture and pain.
The Fright Club met often, dreaming up ways to go into hell to rescue Nick. They plotted ways to get Lucifer out of his body, searched tomes and spell books for clues or incantations, but always came up just a little too short.
Things changed within their friend group gradually over the last two years of mortal high school. Theo started dating a sweet girl from Riverdale and started spending less time with them. Roz and Harvey took a break in their junior year, in which time Sabrina and Harvey gave it another shot. They soon realized their mistake, that their love was one based in their past, and it wasn’t long before Harvey and Roz were back together for good.
Sabrina wasn’t waiting for Nick, exactly, but she always had him in the back of her mind. And always in her heart. She went on dates with nice boys, mortal and warlock alike, but never felt the connection she’d had with him.
“Tell me again why I decided to go to school all the way across the state,” Roz says, her voice pulling Sabrina out of her mind and back into the room her best friend is currently packing up.
“Because it’s fun and exciting,” Sabrina says, shaking off her inner monologue, as she grabs a pink stuffed bunny off of Roz’s nightstand. “Are you taking Mr. Wiggles with you?”
Roz laughs. “I’m eighteen now. Do I really need to bring my childhood toys with me to college?” She nibbles on her bottom lip and both girls speak at the same time.
“Yes.”
Sabrina giggles and sets the bunny on an already packed suitcase. “I think he’ll fit right in. Are the boys still meeting us at the diner before you head out?”
“Yeah, Theo said they would meet us around five.”
It’s been a summer full of the four of them, which isn’t to say it’s been much different than every summer since before she could remember.
Summer always comes with an expiration date. The days are long and warm, afternoons spent in Sweetwater River playing and splashing around with the kids from across the water and nights spent at bonfires and house parties. Fall is always a surprise no matter how much you’re prepared for it. She used to wait all summer long for autumn to hit. It meant her favorite season, her birthday and all the fun witchy holidays that she loved so much.
Now it’s just a reminder that high school is over and everyone is going their separate ways.
“I can’t believe I’m going to be all alone here for awhile,” Sabrina says wistfully. “Greendale won’t be the same without you guys.”
Roz stops packing, drops the dress she was holding into the open suitcase in front of her without folding it, and curls up on her bed with Sabrina. “You have so many responsibilities at the academy, time is going to fly by and before you know it, it’ll be Christmas break.”
“Winter solstice,” Sabrina amends and they both laugh. “You’re right. I’m just going to miss you all so much.”
They hug and Roz gives a watery laugh as she pulls away. “Okay, no more crying. We’re going to go have fun and we won’t be saying goodbye tonight. Just a ‘see you soon’.”
Sabrina nods and stands, wiping the corner of her eye with her thumb. “You’re right. Let’s get you packed up. You’ve got a long car ride ahead of you in the morning.”
*** The sun is shining high and bright when she wakes up the next day.
A look at her bedside clock tells her that it’s after nine, which means Roz and Harvey are already on the road and headed to their new school. Sabrina wasn’t surprised when Harvey told her months ago that he was applying to the same school as his girlfriend. Their relationship was built to last and it made her happy knowing they would have each other living so far from home. Theo wasn’t going far, only a short two hour drive away, so Sabrina knew she’d see him more often than the others.
She tried not to think about how she was losing her mortal friends to the real world. Instead, she decided to focus her attention to her non-mortal side and all of the people she still had here at home.
When Father Blackwood took off the Church of Night was left with only a handful of people, not many students at all. But with Aunt Zelda becoming High Priestess it brought forth a whole new group of witches and warlocks that were eager to study under her new leadership.
“Sabrina!”
Speaking of Aunt Zelda…
“I’m up!” She calls, popping up out of bed refreshed and ready to begin the next chapter of her life. Salem meows from his window perch and Sabrina smiles, scratches him on the head behind his ears the way she knows he likes. “You may not be a real cat, Salem. But you sure do purr like one.”
Twenty minutes later they are on their way to the academy, with Aunt Hilda and Ambrose in tow. Rebuilding the Church of Night was a family effort, one that Sabrina has not yet lived full time because of her dedication to finishing mortal high school. Now, she can not only help her family in their quest to make the church one that is wholly inclusive and thriving, but she can finish her dark arts studies without having to juggle her mortal ones.
“Conjuring today, eh Sabrina?” Ambrose asks as they walk through the doors of Gehenna Station. After passing all of her general courses last semester she’s finally able, and more than ready, to start her conjuring training.
In reality, she doesn’t need schooling or classes or spells, even. Learning you’re the daughter of Lucifer Morningstar, with power most witches and warlocks can only imagine, was difficult to come to terms with. She decided that she wouldn’t use those powers unless absolutely necessary and instead sticks to the magic used by everyone else.
“I’m excited,” she says as they pass the new sculpture in the center of the room, Lilith in her true form, beauty and power emanating from the carved stone. “Conjuring was always Nick’s favorite...”
Ambrose frowns when he sees Sabrina’s face fall. “I’m sorry, cousin. I know it doesn’t get any easier. But one day, maybe…”
“It’s a big maybe, Ambrose,” she says sadly. “Plus, there’s no use thinking about it constantly. Thinking about it changes nothing. I’m going to focus on what is happening in the here and now.”
“Good on you, Sabrina.” Aunt Zelda steps up beside her and looks up at the statue of Lilith. “I’m sure the Queen of Hell is watching over your young warlock as we speak. She knows how important he was to you.”
“Is,” Sabrina corrects gently. “How important he is to me.”
***
August turns into September and then into October with little fanfare.
She keeps in touch with Harvey, Roz and Theo over group chats and Skype sessions. There are tentative plans for Halloween, also known as her birthday, but she knows there are no guarantees when it comes to long distance friendships. They have mortal responsibilities that she just doesn’t have any more.
Besides, even if her eighteenth birthday is spent with just her aunties and Ambrose, it will still be fun.
“I love this weather,” Sabrina says to Ambrose as they walk through the woods on their way home from the academy. “The sky looks like it could crack open at any time. I can’t wait for the rain to begin.”
“Agree completely, cousin. All feels right in the world when it’s dark and gloomy.”
Sabrina kicks a small rock out of the way of the path with the toe of her boot. “How’s Prudence? Have you spoken with her?”
Ambrose shrugs and offers a small smile. “Still on the hunt for her father, o’course. I wish I could be out there with her but…”
“But Aunt Zelda needed you,” Sabrina finishes for him and he nods.
“She’s a strong girl, that one. I know she’ll find him and when she does…I’ll be there to help take him down.”
It’s been strange being at the academy without Prudence, especially considering two thirds of the Weird Sisters are still attending students. Dorcas and Agatha have been unlikely friends, although Sabrina thinks sometimes it’s her heritage they admire in her and not her personality.
Still, it’s nice to have friends.
“So what’s the big plan for your birthday this year, cuz? Your friends making the trip?”
Sabrina sighs. “I’m honestly not sure. They are so busy with school and the distance is a lot. I’m hopeful but won’t be disappointed if they can’t make it.”
“Very mature of you,” he says with a grin and she smacks him on the arm.
“Well I am almost an adult.”
Ambrose snorts, winds his arm through Sabrina’s and leads her towards their house.
“Trust me, cousin. You’re nowhere near an adult. Now your 118th birthday? That’s when the real fun begins.”
***
A knock on the front door wakes her up at 12:03 am on October 31st.
“Can’t even get a good night’s sleep the night before my birthday,” she mumbles as she climbs out of bed, slipping into a robe and a pair of slippers to save her bare feet from the cold wood floor.
No one else in the house woke up to the knock, which surprises her not at all. Her family sleeps like the dead most of the time and the knock isn’t particularly loud or demanding. In fact, she’s shocked that she heard it at all.
It doesn’t occur to her to maybe be wary of a knock sounding at midnight. There could be an untold number of dangers awaiting her on the other side but she doesn’t feel fearful at all.
Nothing can prepare her for what’s actually on the other side of the door.
“Happy Birthday, Spellman.”
Sabrina’s breath catches in her throat and she’s scared this is some kind of trick. An evil manipulation, perhaps, although she has no current enemies that she can think of. Except Lucifer, obviously, but he’s supposed to be in hell. In Nick. Except…
“Nicholas?”
“Hello, Sabrina.”
He looks exactly the same as when she last saw him, except his eyes aren’t red with the devil inside. There are no marks or blemishes on his skin, no visible signs of torture like she was afraid of.
“How…? What…?”
Nick chuckles softly. “Two very excellent questions. Sabrina…”
Her name is barely out of his mouth when she flings herself at him, her hands coming up to touch his hair, his face, his shoulders. He’s so solid and strong and real.
“I can’t believe you’re really here,” she says, relishing the feel of his arms around her waist. “I don’t know how this is possible but I almost don’t care.”
“Lilith,” he whispers. “She found a way to contain him in Hell. I can explain it all to you but right now…”
His fingers card through her hair and she smiles against his lips when he presses them to hers.
“Your hair is longer,” he says when they pull apart. His eyes are intense when he looks down at her and she blushes.
“What?”
“Did i ever tell you how beautiful your eyes are? Because the memory of them has kept me sane for the last two years and now, looking into them…it’s like a dream come true.”
Her blood warms at his confession. “Nicholas.”
He kisses her again and she can feel in that single moment the amount of love and devotion that he has for her. Nothing that’s ever happened in her life thus far feels like this.
“I know we have a lot to talk about,” he says, his eyes downcast. “So much happened before I left and I know how angry you must be with me.”
Sabrina shakes her head, puts her hand on his cheek so he’s forced to look at her. “I was angry, Nick. But I also missed you terribly. And I know why you did what you did. It doesn’t make it easier or excuse it but I do understand.”
“I’m so sorry, Spellman.” He practically collapses into her when he hugs her again and she can actually feel the wave of exhaustion roll off of him. “I promise to make it up to you.”
“Stay here tonight,” she whispers. “Come with me.”
She holds her hand out and he takes it, bringing it up to his lips to kiss her knuckles.
There is a piece of parchment on her bed that wasn’t there before. She turns it over in her hands to see a simple line etched in black ink.
Happy Birthday Sabrina. I told you I’d take good care of him.
“What is that?” Nick asks, coming around behind her to rest his chin on her shoulder.
“A birthday present from Lilith,” she says as she leans back into him.
“The parchment?”
Sabrina laughs, turns around in his arms and brings his head down for a kiss. “No, silly. It was you.”
***
She wakes up hours later to her aunts’ surprised voices.
“Nicholas? What are you doing here?!”
“And in Sabrina’s bed, no less!”
“Aunties,” she says, pulling her blanket up around her and Nick. “I’m eighteen and my boyfriend just escaped hell. Can you cut me a little bit of a break?”
Hilda mumbles something about baking a cake and Zelda eyes Nick carefully.
“We’ll expect a full report of how exactly you’re back,” she says and Nick nods earnestly. “Well then, have a good morning you two.”
Ambrose passes by the doorway as Zelda is leaving. “Happy birthday, cousin.” He does a double take when he sees Nick. “Nicholas, good to have you back, friend.”
Nick laughs when the door closes again. “Your family is something else, Spellman.”
She turns so they are lying face to face. “I still can’t believe you’re here. In the flesh, lying next to me right now. I thought this day would never come.”
“Not me,” he says seriously. “Every single day I had to be away was just one day closer to being with you again.”
Sabrina sighs happily and lets him pull her body flush with his so he can kiss her. “Nick…what would you have done if I had, you know, moved on?”
“Cried.”  They both laugh and he drops feather light kisses to her nose, then her cheeks and forehead.  “It wouldn’t have mattered. As long as you’re safe and happy, that’s all I care about. You’re all I care about.”
He snuggles closer to her and kisses the top of her head.
“It would have really fucking sucked though.”
Sabrina laughs out loud, pulls him so he has to brace himself on both hands over her.
“Good thing for you the other boys I dated were so bland.”
Nick kisses her, presses his body down on hers a bit before sitting up with a start.
“Wait…what other boys?”
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“ let me just –– can you –– uh. ”  grizz clears his throat and raises a finger. because this? oh, boy. stomaching this shit without laughing mandates a breather.  “ hold that thought for a moment while i collect myself. s’been quite the day and i want to give you my undivided attention. ”
or, alternatively :  yo yo yo, party people ! guess who finally made it ?  i’m lev / linc ( she/her/hers ) , comin’ atchu from the ever so lovely est timezone with ya boy, the tru ledge, grizz visser! click on that read more to read some headcanons i’ve got goin’ for west ham’s resident handcuff-owning, intellectual beb !
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✔ ┊❝ ( nick robinson. 18. he/him &. cismale ) rumor around town is that gareth “grizz” visser was on one of the buses that left for the field trip. they’re the eighteen year old that resides in new ham. over the summer news spread that he purposely botched his chances to win a football scholarship to a local uni because he applied to several ivies behind his parents’ backs, but who knows if that’s true or not? what we do know is that their friends describe them as well-read & piquant, but who knows when they’re known to be elusive & misanthropé from time to time. 
( &&. general information )
full name: gareth visser
nickname(s) or alias: grizz
preferred name: grizz –– call him gareth and he will... not be happy.
current age: eighteen
astrological sign: leo
gender: cismale
preferred pronouns: he/him
sexual preference: homosexual ( but closeted )
romantic preference: demiromantic
home environment: a quaint three-bed / two-bath house with his parents. a positive, almost sickeningly sweet home: family portraits all over the place, cheesy “ home is where the heart is ” décor all around from his mother’s many trips to pier 1 imports.
current occupation: student, student athlete.
language(s) spoken: english, french, a tad of latin. wants to learn more hebrew, but that shit is complicated as heck.
native language: english.
current relationship status: single.
( &&. background )
reason behind name: y’know, he’s asked his parents this countless times. why gareth? why. gareth. and each time he’s just gotten the same vague response: they liked it. it sounded respectable. ack.
birth order: only child.
ethnicity: american. west ham born & raised, baby!
nationality: american.
religion: agnostic. goes to church with his mother as a way to keep the peace, but... the idea of a god out there saying homosexuality’s a sin gives him a bad taste in his mouth. he’d rather discount his whole existence and uphold morality than accept that there’s a bigoted big guy in the sky. sees the bible more as a literary exercise to instill human value. did jesus really walk on water? heck no. but it makes a good fable.
political views: very, very liberal. doesn’t subscribe to labels, but as close to democratic socialist as you can get in this country without causing riots. anti-brexit. anti-trump. anti-bullshit, basically. maybe socialism or communism done right wouldn’t be a terrible idea.
financial status: very, very comfortable. his parents earn well and know how to save / spend frugally. the vissers are modest in living so they can pour more into experience. for grizz’s twelfth birthday, his parents took him hiking through the adirondacks. they’ve gone on some awesome trips together, and most of their vacations include some aspect of super cool nature. unbeknownst to grizz, his parents’ planned grad gift for him was a month-long backpacking tour through new zealand.
hometown: west ham, connecticut. cool beans.
level of education: high school senior. but he’s one of the learned folk: ap literature on lock. he took some college courses at the local community college last summer, because his job as a summer camp counselor wasn’t exactly intellectually stimulating. leading kids on hikes is fun ‘n all, but... not as engaging as college-level philosophy.
( &&. physical appearance )
looks like (or face claim, if applicable): nick robinson. with longer hair. reference [ here ] . 
height: 6′0 ( jack’s shorter, but nick’s my main fc i’m workin’ with so i decide to bump it up. plus, height? football? makes sense. )
weight: 158 lbs
shoe size: 10.5
figure/build: athletic build. muscular. broad shoulders, lean waist.
hair colour: deep, deep brown. almost black. natural.
hair length: about jaw-length. curly. ( REFERENCE. )
eye colour: brown with an overlay of hazel-y jade-green. his campers over the summer compared his eyes to moss a lot. it kinda felt badass. “moss boss” had a ring to it.
glasses?: nope. 20/20 vision. but he’s been known to steal friends’ glasses sometimes, just for funsies.
skin tone: light, but not necessarily pale – spends a lot of time outdoors. no freckles.
tattoos: none, yet. would love to get a quote from walden. or a pine tree, if it wasn’t so cliche.
piercings: none. but getting an ear pierced has always intrigued him.
birthmarks/scars/distinguishing marks: some miscellaneous scars on his hands from whittling incidents growing up. a faint line across his arm from stitches, when he broke it in the peewee football league in fifth grade. 
dominant hand: left-handed, but very recently learned he’s marginally ambidextrous for important tasks.
if painted, what color are their nails?: never painted. he keeps them short.
usual style of clothing: letterman jacket. jeans. tall socks, boots. pants tucked into socks, because why the hell not? flannels, hoodies, utility jackets layered over plain white tees. pendant necklaces, leather bracelets. occasionally he’ll wear a statement button-downs that looks like your grandmother’s upholstery, but somehow it’ll work really well. varsity t-shirts. hats of all varieties. if he could, he’d showcase some edgier styles. but he’s paranoid. he’s got a stanford hoodie buried in his closet. and a yale one, too.
frequently worn jewelry:  leather bracelets. a silver ring strung on a chain, engraved with “ for sylvie, with love ”. he found it on a hike, and... figured he’d be sylvie for a day, or something.
describe their voice, what accent?:  he has a light, gentle voice. a soft autumn breeze. laced with some gravel. strong, resolute. kind.
what is their speaking style (fast, monotone, loquacious)?: often speaks slowly, surely. not always keen to fill silences. but words are some of his favorite devices of deflection. if he’s unsure, he’ll cut himself off, leading to some choppy and hard to follow sentences. he very rarely mumbles. not afraid to speak eloquently, but will certainly match his speaking style to those he’s around, to an extent. rarely seems bothered. he masks it well.
describe their scent: amber, sandalwood, musk. vague hints of cinnamon. 
describe their posture: grizz holds himself proudly. shoulders broad, chin up, chest open. it makes his vulnerable moments very easy to spot.
( &&. legal information )
any speeding tickets?: nope. this kid drives by the book. probably because he very much prefers to walk or bike around town, when he can help it.
have they ever been arrested?: never. he’s only been to the police station once, to drop off some promotional donuts for the homecoming football game.
do they have a criminal record?: nah.
have they committed any violent crimes?: no sir.
property crimes?: no.
traffic crimes?: nope! unless you count accidentally cutting cars off with his bike, because that’s happened a handful of times, when he’s been deep in thought.
other crimes?: just breaking hearts.
( &&. medical information )
blood type: o negative.
date/time of birth: july 26, 1997. 3:23am. during a rainstorm.
place of birth: west ham hospital.
vaginal birth or cesauren section?: vaginal birth.
sex: male
smoker? / drinker? / drug user?: no / yes / marijuana.
addictions: does good lit count?
allergies: sulfur-based antibiotics. bullshit.
ever broken a bone?: his left arm in fifth grade. right foot at the seventh grade dance –– the girl he asked to slow dance tripped and grizz, wanting to show off his cool socks, wound up with a stiletto heel to the talus. ouch. collar bone, freshman year of high school: he climbed a tree to save his neighbor’s cat and slipped.
any physical ailments/illnesses/disabilities: nope.
any medication regularly taken: allergy meds. sometimes he gets the sniffles.
( &&. personality )
direct quote from them:  UNO.  DOS.  TRES.  QUATRO.
positive traits: charismatic, cunning, introspective, virtuosic.
negative traits: cataclysmic, self-destructive, reckless, careless.
likes: classic literature, trail mix, synth vibes, 60s/70s/80s rock, the beatles, radiohead, faith by george michael. old vinyls. bob ross. vanilla-cinnamon candles and jasmine tea. wind-rustled leaves. fresh fallen rain.
dislikes: bitter coffee. the disappointment just after sunrise. katy perry. cleaning, laundry. the warmer side of the pillow. waking up without a hand to hold. gareth. secrets, but he harbors a few big ones. pretending. hiding. transitively, himself.
strengths: can be quite resolute but sometimes about the wrong things. his ability to analyze and respond to complex literature is… uncanny. intelligence. deduction. survival facts. he’s a postmodern bear grylls trapped in suburbia.
weaknesses: impatience. do-it-yourself attitude.  fear of rejection. fear of acceptance. fear of others. fear of himself. 
insecurities: what if people in west ham discover who he really is? how’s he supposed to postpone that?
fears/phobias:  irrelevancy. book-burning. ignorance. time.
habits:  playing with his fingers. biting his bottom lip and twisting it between his teeth. humming when he thinks no one is listening. going for late-night walks through the emptiest parts of town. staying up ‘til 4am to read and re-read and read again.
quirks: rarely settles his gaze on anything for more than a few seconds, except for other peoples’ eyes. eye contact is probably one of grizz’s biggest conversational strengths. probably why he makes such a good liar, when he needs to. he’ll finish a pint of ice cream and just sit there for over an hour sucking on the spoon, lost in thought. licks his lips when he’s nervous. plays with his hair a lot. you know he’s nervous when he keeps tucking his hair behind his right ear. chuckles to himself, even when things are the pure opposite of funny.
hobbies: jotting notes in book margins. he dabbles in poetry but feels like his shit is too beat-generation to be that cool. wandering through the woods and attempting to generate his own maps, then checking them for accuracy. lighting matches in the cold, mid-evening air just to watch them burn.
guilty pleasure: peanut m&ms. twizzlers. burned marshmallows. apartment tour videos on youtube.
desires: to prove he’s… sometime more than this. something more than a footballer destined to pretend.
wishes: he could come clean about college. wishes he could come clean about himself. wishes he could work up the courage to ask a guy to prom.
secrets: he purposefully botched an interview he had with central connecticut state university’s football recruiter because he doesn’t want to play in college. he wants to go to yale, or stanford, or brown. to study literature. classics. philosophy. his sexuality. but it’s getting harder and harder to keep that locked down.
turn ons: intelligence. genuine, pure intelligence. sharp-witted humor. dimples. dorky laughs. gentle touch. someone who doesn’t bother with worries ‘bout tomorrow.
turn offs:  idiocy. khakis. people with too much pride. line cutters. naggers. people who don’t think the proper way to eat bugles is by fashioning crisp-claws first and pretending to be edward scissorhands. people who overlook adrienne rich’s poetry, or claim dante shouldn’t be taught in school.
lucky number: 0.
pet peeves: hearing people scratch their scalps. sniffly public transit users. people who don’t use earbuds. cold fries. nail-clickers. knuckle-crackers. people who slurp from straws like they’ve never had a drink before in their lives. 
their motto:  “ i’m surrounded by idiots. ”
( &&. favourites )
food: curly fries with cajun seasoning.
drink: half-oreo half-chocolate milkshake. extra whipped cream. two cherries. please.
fast food restaurant: he’s not huge on fast food, but he can fuck with five guys.
flavour: anything chocolate and peanut.
word: fuck !!!  or zephyr: a soft, gentle breeze.
colour:  a nice, deep forest green.
clothing: his letterman jacket. his deep green flannel’s a close second.
accessory: “ for sylvie, with love” . silver ring. he likes pretending he’s sylvie and that someone cared enough to get his name etched into a precious metal forever.
candle scent: the connecticut homesick candle. it smells like cinnamon and nutmeg and vanilla and fireside bliss. and pine trees. yum.
game: monopoly. but only if he wins.
animal: fish. they’re so graceful.
holiday: halloween. boo.
weather: sunset, just after rain. golden rays peering through deep gray clouds. it makes the greens of trees practically scream against the sky. it’s glorious. it’s heartbreaking. grizz loves it.
season: late fall.
book: le petit prince by antoine de saint-exupéry. it was the last book his grandmother ever read to him, on his fifth christmas eve.
artist: edvard munch. or van gogh, simply because he chopped his ear off and mailed it to his lover. now that’s modern romance.
band/group: the divine comedy, radiohead, pink floyd, the beatles, the rolling stones, the kooks. the avett brothers. belle & sebastian.
song: high and dry, radiohead. elephant, tame impala. anything by the beatles.
movie/film:  mr. nobody. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. the first time little grizz saw alice in wonderland, he wouldn’t shut up about it for two weeks.
tv show: he grew up watching wallace and gromit. he’s still got a soft spot for it.
sport: football.
possession: his dad’s collection of beatles original release vinyls.
number: 0.
person: henry david thoreau.
( &&. skills )
talents: writing, but he won’t admit it. football. wood-whittling. gardening. navigation.
ability to drive a car?: yes.
can they ride a bike?: yes, and will frequently do so with no hands.
do they play any sports?: football.
anything they’re bad at?: juggling. sleeping. pretending to like gross food.
do they have any combat training? why?: grizz once yahoo answered how to punch somebody to the moon, after one of his best friends got made fun of in grade school for accidentally wearing a costume the day before halloween. he’s still waiting for an answer to that post.
( &&. firsts )
childhood memory: waging what was left of his fruit gummies during a game of fireside poker on the first visser camping trip.
crush: matty kerrington, pre-k. his hair smelled like strawberries and his smile reminded grizz of the hot honey that clung to his mum’s spoon after stirring tea. but to this day, he’ll say his first crush was amanda vander-voss, because her hair was pretty in braids and she reminded him of the pretty deer from bambi.
email address: [email protected]
job: camp counselor at a hiking / adventure camp based in west ham.
phone: a nifty samsung with a slide-out keyboard. made him feel like a god.
kiss: jessica winthrop, in a game of third grade truth or dare.
love: tess de luca ( @tessdl )
sexual experience: with jessica winthrop in the woods behind the middle school, three years later. jess got poison ivy in all the wrong places. grizz thought it was hysterical.
( &&. childhood )
best childhood memory?:  honestly? wearing that boa in dance class. his mom was quick to stop that.
worst childhood memory?:  nearly breaking his nose on the neighbor’s front porch, while attempting to ding-dong ditch with his friends. he’s not sure what gave them away more –– his blood staining their pavement, or the fact that he blubbered the whole run home.
what were they like as a child?:  grizz tended to poke his nose into all the wrong matters, landing him in oodles of trouble. he’d steal from the snack cabinet, sketch constellations across the walls… even stole his dad’s old walkman so he could listen to music under his covers past his bedtime. tried to sneak into the library after hours to get his hands on another thoreau novel. but it was all harmless. the vissers weren’t very firm disciplinarians: they just loved that their son was engaged and passionate about knowledge.
any crushes growing up?: oh, loads. more than he’d like to admit.
( &&. this or that )
expensive or inexpensive tastes?: inexpensive, but lasting.
hygienic or unhygienic?: hygenic.
open-minded or close-minded?: open.
introvert or extrovert?: ambivert. thrives in social settings but the mood has to be right.
optimistic or pessimistic?: pessimistic with a weak optimistic veil. pragmatism, is how he’d put it.
daredevil or cautious?: cautious daredevil.
logical or emotional?: a blend of both, but emotions often influence his actions more than he’d like to say.
generous or stingy?: generous.
polite or rude?: polite when it’s socially mandated. but if there’s no threat of repercussions? a bit rude, if he has to be.
book smart or street smart?:  both.
popular or loner?:  popular, by proxy. but grizz vibes with some solid solitude, especially to recharge.
leader or follower?: leader. follower, though, in the high school structure of things. it’s a way to ensure his place and avoid potential fallout. he’ll call his friends out if they’re up to no good, though.
day or night person?: night. definitely night.
cat or dog person?: both! prefers cats just a smidge more.
closet door open or closed while sleeping?: open. maybe his demons wanna cuddle or some shit.
( &&. social media )
do they have a facebook? twitter? instagram? vine? snapchat? tinder/grindr? tumblr? youtube? yes to instagram and (begrudgingly) snapchat.
if so; name on facebook: none.
instagram user: grizzvisser
snapchat user: grizzybear
( &&. musical tastes )
theme song: kimochi warui ( when? when? when? ), car seat headrest. god... get him OUT of this town.
makes them sad: blackbird, the beatles. his grandparents used to sing this when he’d sleep over/ they’d be in the kitchen early in the morning trying to convince him to eat his cereal. they’d change the lyrics and snap slightly off-tempo, all smiles and coaxing gestures. ave maria. he’s not sure why. it inspires melancholia.
makes them dance: hazy miss daisy, kid bloom. anything with a sick beat and erratic synth. take on me, a-ha. good times bad times, led zeppelin. 
loves the most: fool of myself, the band camino. it’s a song he can throw his head back to, close his eyes, and sway in the breeze.
( &&. miscellaneous )
do they have a fake i.d.?: yep, used to, but now that’s not necessary!
are they a virgin?: nope siree!
describe their signature: it’s unapologetic on the page. takes up more room than it should with lateral squiggles and grandiose swirls. G and V are decipherable, but everything else is convoluted by its own physics. a muddled mess. beautiful in its self-collapsing structure.
how long would they survive in a zombie apocalypse?:  he’d outlive everyone. survivalist visser, right here.
do they travel?: yes, but he wants to do more, see more. the grand canyon would be cool. or maybe the alps. he’s always had a dream of hiking yosemite. 
one place they would like to live: anywhere but here.
one place they would like to visit: new zealand. australia. hawaii.
celebrity crush: young johnny depp. emma watson.
what can you find in their pockets/wallet/purse: tic tacs, but never the mint ones. only the odd flavors.
place(s) your character can always be found:  anywhere with trees. rooftops. alleyways. the football field. coffee shops. the local diner. roadside sunflower fields. his parents’ garden.
when does your character like to wake up?:  with the sun.
what’s your character’s morning routine?: blink at the ceiling for about 20 minutes. wash his face, brush his teeth. annotate a few lines of whatever book he’s reading. push-ups, pull-ups, crunches. run a mile or two. rush into the shower. grab his lunch from the fridge and bike to school (and barely make it).
what does your character eat for breakfast/lunch/dinner?:  grizz’s mom loves to cook, so they’re always trying some new paleo trend. some of it’s awful. but he’ll try to eat it and if he can’t, he’ll sneak a granola bar later. if the school’s serving smiley face fries, he’ll have those. he really likes green apples and those little clementines.
how does your character spend their free days?:  hiking. reading. writing. lying in the sun and just... thinking. lately, he’s been daydreaming a lot about an ivy league education. something more engaging than west ham’s high school snoozefest.
what’s your character’s bedtime routine?:  some kind of pre-bed stretching routine. wash his face, brush his teeth, curl up in bed with a book. fall asleep with it still open on his chest.
what does your character wear to bed?: boxers and a t-shirt.
if your character can’t fall asleep, what are they thinking about?: the past. mistakes. time ticking away.
what is their idea of perfect happiness?: he’s still workin’ on that bit.
on what occasions do they lie?:  very rarely, if he can help it.
most marked characteristic: his hair. it’s all russet waves. untamed. some days, his hair truly has a mind of its own. it screams free spirit. it doesn’t let on that, inside, his soul is burning.
what is one thing they’d most like to change about themselves?:  honestly? it’s not so much what he’d want to change about himself as it is about this town. 
how would they like to die?:  well-read.
do they snore? not unless he’s got a head cold. then there may be a few soft snores here and there.
can they curl their tongue?: yes!
can they whistle?: yes indeed!
do they believe in the supernatural?: not really. but it’s fun to indulge on halloween.  did he move your cup, or did the ghouls?!  s p o o k y .
has anyone ever broken their heart?:  no. haven’t had the opportunity to.
have they ever broken anyone’s heart?:  yes. little marsha lapone’s, at summer camp. she was 8, he’s 18. he told her there was no chance, and she cried into her pb&j. tough.
are they squeamish?: no. 
have they ever seen anyone die? what happened?: just in films.
are they a lightweight?: heck no.
that was a very lengthy thing but... yeah! hit me up for plots! i’m gonna get to crafting and replying to starters v shortly!
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1-200 if you want lmao If not then just your favourites
200: My crush’s name is: don’t have one tbh, not romantically anyway
199: I was born in: west virginia, 2000
198: I am really: dumb
197: My cellphone company is: idk man
196: My eye color is: blue w/yellow bursts but they just appear green if you’re not super close
195: My shoe size is: 7+1/2-8
194: My ring size is: 7+1/2-8
193: My height is: 5′5″
192: I am allergic to: sesame :T
191: My 1st car was: N/A
190: My 1st job was: N/A
189: Last book you read: uh, Percy Jackson? i think
188: My bed is: warm, cozy, full of plushies & cat fur
187: My pet: CALCIFER!!! 
186: My best friend: uh,, i don’t have one?
185: My favorite shampoo is: idk fruity scents that aren’t watermelon
184: Xbox or ps3: PS3
183: Piggy banks are: cute or terrifying, no in-between
182: In my pockets: my phone
181: On my calendar: birthdays
180: Marriage is: cute 
179: Spongebob can: CAN SPONGEBOB FINALLY END PLEASE
178: My mom: can go die 
177: The last three songs I bought were? uhh, i haven’t bought any songs,,
176: Last YouTube video watched: DrawingWiffWaffles newest video
175: How many cousins do you have? 1
174: Do you have any siblings? yes, 2 alive 1 dead
173: Are your parents divorced? no,,
172: Are you taller than your mom? around the same height
171: Do you play an instrument? no, but i wish i could play the harp tbh
170: What did you do yesterday? uh, i went shopping with my mother and then watched Futurama 
[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: ? i dunno anymore
168: Luck: i guess so, yea
167: Fate: yea
166: Yourself: no
165: Aliens: YES
164: Heaven: yea
163: Hell: yea
162: God: ? yea?
161: Horoscopes: not really
160: Soul mates: YESSSSS
159: Ghosts: yep!!
158: Gay Marriage: %100
157: War: no >:(
156: Orbs: what
155: Magic: yep!!
[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs pls
153: Drunk or High: never been either, both sound fun
152: Phone or Online: usually use my phone tbh
151: Red heads or Black haired: all are adorable!!
150: Blondes or Brunettes:  a d o r a b l e ! !
149: Hot or cold: uhm, comfortable warm,,
148: Summer or winter: SUMMER
147: Autumn or Spring: HALLOWEEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
146: Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE 
145: Night or Day: NIGHTTIME
144: Oranges or Apples: apples 
143: Curly or Straight hair: both are great!! i have slightly wavy hair uwu
142: McDonalds or Burger King: neither >:(
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: MILK PLS
140: Mac or PC: um, idc
139: Flip flops or high heels:  F L I P F L O P S
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: SWEET AND POOR PLS GIVE ME A KIND BAB TO LOVE @ UNIVERSE
137: Coke or Pepsi: coke !!
136: Hillary or Obama: obama!!
135: Buried or cremated: cremated so i can’t come back :’)
134: Singing or Dancing: i can’t do either :(
133: Coach or Chanel: ugh, coach ig
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who or who
131: Small town or Big city: i live in a city, but a town sounds nice tbh
130: Wal-Mart or Target: TARGET
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: what
128: Manicure or Pedicure: PEDICURE PEDICURE PEDICURE
127: East Coast or West Coast: i live on the west, so west
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: MY BIRTHDAY BC I GET TO PICK THE THEME !!!
125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers die and give off the aesthetic but chocolates are delicious so both
124: Disney or Six Flags: i love disneyland it’s just SO EXPENSIVE and six flags is gr8 for the thrills, plus i currently have a pass so
123: Yankees or Red Sox: who? which sport is this[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: blehhhh no
121: George Bush: idk american presidents lmao
120: Gay Marriage: YES YES YES YES YES YES
119: The presidential election: ew
118: Abortion: i’ll allow it lmao, i don’t think it’s great, but ik people will still get it whether it’s legal or not so might as well legalize it. also some cases actually need it so like,, yea!! let it happen!! pro-choice!!
117: MySpace: never used it lmao
116: Reality TV: ew ew ew ew EXCEPT FOR COOKING SHOWS
115: Parents: mine or just in general? bc eh
114: Back stabbers: M U R D E R  T H E M 113: Ebay: lmao shipping expenses 
112: Facebook: haven’t used it in years, do use messenger tho
111: Work: i like wedding coordinating with my aunt!! that’s about all the work i’ve done, oh and i’ve babysat
110: My Neighbors: don’t know em, they probably think we’re crazy tho, always yelling
109: Gas Prices: too!! high!!
108: Designer Clothes: eh, clothes are clothes, and some clothes are ugly (a lot of times it’s designer clothes blehh)
107: College: i mean i guess
106: Sports: go team! hit the ball! score the points! woo
105: My family: dysfunctional,,
104: The future: nooooooooooooooooooo
[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: uhhhhh....
102: Last time you ate: uhm, around 4?? maybe?? it’s 7 now
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: uh?? i never see anyone OH i guess on wednesday last week,,
100: Cried in front of someone: ???? idk??? i cry while everyone’s asleep usually
99: Went to a movie theater: last week !! um, thursday?
98: Took a vacation: uhh, february, early march? i went to ohio
97: Swam in a pool: uh, last monday 
96: Changed a diaper: um, not this year lmao, maybe last year tho idk
95: Got my nails done: ???? i dunno
94: Went to a wedding: last november?? or wait no,, uhm i dunno sometime recently lmao
93: Broke a bone: never! did drop one in water tho :/
92: Got a piercing: december!
91: Broke the law: ?? i don’t wear seatbelts when i sit in the back seat lmao
90: Texted: around two hours ago[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: um,, my friends
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: MY KITTY BABY
87: The last movie I saw: missing link! the stop motion- i’m a wh*re for animation lmao
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: changing my name, moving out, getting married & having a stable life :’)
85: The thing im not looking forward to: being stuck here forever and eventually kmsing due to stress and depression :’)
84: People call me: Kitty!! Kiki!! (birth name) karebear!! 
83: The most difficult thing to do is: exist within the same room as my mother without bursting into tears or storming off 
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope
81: My zodiac sign is: Virgo! Viriborn for all you homestucks! and dragon in the animal one!
80: The first person i talked to today was: my dad :’) and then i messaged @deanilise even tho she was asleep 
79: First time you had a crush: uh, as far back as i can remember i had a “crush” on Daphne Blake :D but i was like a small child and didn’t know what love was so anytime i saw anyone who i thought was cool or pretty or i wanted to befriend i had a supposed “crush” on them :/
78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: i try to be pretty open, but sometimes i just wanna close off 
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: yikes idk
76: Right now I am talking to: like talking to or talking to? for the first, just some group chats for the second, no one
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: i wanna be an artist! i would love to be a youtube artist, but i fear i’m not creative enough for such things.. i would also like to be able to tell my stories!
74: I have/will get a job: i dunno,,
73: Tomorrow: church
72: Today: overslept, did some chores, been online
71: Next Summer: hopefully i can go back to colorado to visit my brother !
70: Next Weekend: ugh, church activities & then actual church, as well as other easter festivities
69: I have these pets: baby kitty, and some dogs.... 
68: The worst sound in the world: FORK SCRAPING ON BOWL, ERASER SCRAPING ON PAPER, DOG’S SNORING, MY MOTHER’S VOICE WHEN I’M HAVING SENSORY OVERLOAD
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my mother, she’s like the only person that makes me cry unless someone says they’re attempting and i can’t get through to them
66: People that make you happy: @onedirtysock @aliaitee @deku-is-tired @deanilise @awkward-scarfy-boi @fourth-best-jeanist @bnhaworld @bnhya @helloiliketits @trashyfxndoms
65: Last time I cried: last night oops
64: My friends are: (see 66) they’re all very nice & supportive which is amazing & i love them all dearly
63: My computer is: a MacBook air with a galaxy cover
62: My School: not in one but the one i’m gonna go to in the fall is just a community college
61: My Car: N/A
60: I lose all respect for people who: hate on anyone, racists, homophobes, transphobes, pedos, terfs, ableists, etc
59: The movie I cried at was: uh, i dunno, but i was crying abt futurama the other night
58: Your hair color is: orange-y with dark brown roots, supposed to be dyeing it soon :)
57: TV shows you watch: BNHA, HIMYM, Bob’s Burgers, TUA w/ @deanilise Futurama, The Simpsons, Fairytail, Runaway’s, Adventure Time, SVTFOE, etc
56: Favorite web site: Tumblr!
55: Your dream vacation: Ireland,, ofc i always dreamed of going to paris when i was younger, and Britain sounds cool too, & i’ve heard belgium is pretty && japan sounds fun && new york city sounds super cool as well so idk any of those places ig
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: uh, probably when i broke my arm, although i can’t remember it, i did used to get growing pains in my legs when i was younger & could hardly sleep so there’s that option as well
53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium or medium-well
52: My room is: messy, but it’s home & also warm
51: My favorite celebrity is: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dunno
50: Where would you like to be: idk, in my bed ig
49: Do you want children: yea! i wanna adopt!
48: Ever been in love: uh, i thought i was, but it was just an intense crush on this girl lmao
47: Who’s your best friend: already answered this lmao
46: More guy friends or girl friends: girls,,
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: laughing, music, & seeing my friends
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: any of y’all would be great tbh
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: survive 
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: lmao no, 
41: Have you pre-named your children: uh, i have names picked out that i like, but idk depends how young my kid is when i adopt them, and even then idk if i could bring myself to change their name uwu
40: Last person I got mad at: my mother,,
39: I would like to move to: IRELAND OR SOMETHING I DUNNO I WANT OUT OF THIS GODFORSAKEN COUNTRY
38: I wish I was a professional: artist!! youtube maybe!![ My Favorites ]37: Candy: hmm, i like smarties, m&ms, gummy bears, & sweetarts
36: Vehicle: uhh, vw beetles? WAIT NO JEEP WRANGLERS I THINK
35: President: uh idk
34: State visited: the one i live in lmao, California :)
33: Cellphone provider: idk a lot about them
32: Athlete: N/A
31: Actor: eeeeeeee
30: Actress: eeeeeeee
29: Singer: Case! Patrick Stump!
28: Band: FALL OUT BOYYYYYYYYYYY
27: Clothing store: Hottopic
26: Grocery store: N/A
25: TV show: Arrow! Adventure Time! (ripip) i haven’t seen Arrow in a long time tho so idk if it’s still any good...
24: Movie: Heathers!!
23: Website: Tumblr,,
22: Animal: CATS
21: Theme park: DisneyLand! it’s just sooooooooo expensive ;-;
20: Holiday: HALLOWEEN
19: Sport to watch: Soccer!!
18: Sport to play: none
17: Magazine: i don’t read them
16: Book: The Hunger Games 
15: Day of the week: probably friday or saturday
14: Beach: uh, maybe seal? or hermosa?
13: Concert attended: i’ve been to exactly one (1) and i didn’t enjoy it bc it was for Ariana Grande
12: Thing to cook: well you don’t cook them but, COOKIES!!
11: Food: Ice Cream!! Burgers!! Mashed Potatoes !!
10: Restaurant: In-N-Out probably
9: Radio station: 98.7 alt radio 
8: Yankee candle scent: uh i dunno
7: Perfume: Vanilla Bean Noelle from bbw
6: Flower: daffodils 
5: Color: pink! purple! green!
4: Talk show host: no
3: Comedian: Bo Burnham or John Mulaney
2: Dog breed: Retrievers !
1: Did you answer all these truthfully? yes!
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here’s my baby for reference & for putting up with all that
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Oh good, you made it!
Did you guys know Mandi was coming? She brought Carmen Ridley, The Night Flyer! And just on time! Grab a drink, find a spot, and make sure you finish everything on the checklist. The band is just getting started – you have 24 hours to send in your account! We’re so glad you’re here!
I. OUT OF THE STUDIO
NAME/ALIAS: Mandi
AGE: 21
PRONOUNS: She/Her
                                                 II. ON STAGE
NAME: Carmen Ridley
FACE CLAIM: Katherine McNamara
AGE: 25 (will age up to 26 if Jane Levy ends up being the FC)
TITLE: The Night Flyer (From Fly by Night by Rush)
DREAM: Carmen’s dream is to join a band or even establish her own. She’s a bit of a musical genius, having mastered the guitar and cello from a young age, and going on to discover her love of singing and the bass. After leaving her sleepy hometown in rural Pennsylvania, Carmen is on the hunt for any opportunity to showcase her musical talent.
OCCUPATION: Crew member of Violent Vale. Has a part-time job at Wichita Wishes.
                                               III. INTERVIEW
Answer the following questions in your character’s voice:
If you could do anything in the world for a living, what would it be?
“Play my music and tell my stories. I don’t care if I have to start a band on my own from scratch, sitting in some garage and living a starving artist’s life. Hell, I’m already a starving artist. Give me a stage and a voice and I’ll sing for the world.”
If you could travel anywhere, where would you go?
“Oh, Rome would be awesome. Just think of all the art and culture. That’s where the Colosseum is, right?”
What is one thing that makes you different than anyone else?
“I get things done. I’m not like all those people who sit around and refuse to let their dreams carry them. I left everything behind and risked it all just for a chance at success. I’m not there yet, but wait a few years and I will be.”
                                               IV. BACKSTAGE
BEHIND THE MUSIC: Carmen Elizabeth Ridley was destined to be a musician from the moment she was born. Her mother had played piano for their church every Sunday since she was a teenager, while her father played guitar in a bluegrass band. Her older sister faithfully studied the violin, her younger sister chose the piano, and Carmen was trained on the cello from the moment she could hold a bow. She grew up in Tionesta, a sleepy town in northwestern Pennsylvania with a mere 700 residents and little to occupy her time. After begging her father to teach her guitar, Carmen began to save up her meager allowance until she could afford her own child-sized guitar. Music was Carmen’s first love and greatest passion, though she also enjoyed painting, often on the back of her family’s barn where only the cows could witness her talent. Though she excelled in music and art, Carmen was a poor student whose mind wandered during class and whose sharp tongue landed her in detention frequently. With two model daughters headed straight for college and one who barely finished high school, Carmen’s parents could only shake their head at their middle child, wondering what went wrong.
Carmen had no interest in higher education or fancy degrees, instead opting to work at the town’s hardware and gun store where she met John. His calm, reserved nature drew her in and the two became friends, then something more. The couple shared a love of the outdoors, a passion for guns, and they even attended the same church across the street from where they worked. At last, Carmen’s parents appeared to approve of something she had done. John delighted them and put the hope of a future marriage on the table, but Carmen cringed at the thought. Though she adored John, every time he spoke of building a house for her and their future children where they could live for generations, a restless feeling emerged in the pit of her stomach, though she didn’t understand why.
After years of being unable to make friends, Carmen found herself being welcomed among John’s friends. Though she remained committed to John and was very much in love with him, Carmen found herself growing close to Shawn, an oddity among the mechanics and farmers of the group. Shawn owned a record store in the next town over and allegedly, was attempting to start a metal band, garnering Carmen’s interest more than she would dare admit. She was content with John and the ordinary life they shared, even as she found herself tolerating him more than she enjoyed him. His love of cars was downright dull, his country music paled in comparison to heavy metal, his chewing tobacco disgusted her, and he was always a little too…conventional for her taste. It was then that Carmen began to spend more time with Shawn, not in a romantic sense, but as the brother she never had. The two collaborated on a number of songs, with Shawn composing the lyrics while Carmen put them to music. The legendary summer of ‘69 was the happiest one Carmen had experienced thus far. After a long day of work where she and John would sneak off behind the dumpster during breaks, she crept off to join Shawn in his garage, drowning out the sounds of the crickets at night with wailing guitars loud enough that the neighbors complained.
Then the news arrived that Shawn and Carmen’s favorite band, Violent Vale, was moving to New York City. Though Carmen’s family detested “the devil’s music” and couldn’t determine Led Zeppelin from Judas Priest, the Ridley household was abuzz. Carmen’s estranged uncle worked as the stage manager for Violent Vale and, at last, would be back in the States for the first time in years. As her family sat around the dinner table and questioned why her uncle would involve himself with a satanic cult of British druggies, an idea began to come to her. Just a week before, John had proposed to Carmen with a ring and a promise of a hopelessly ordinary life in Tionesta until they had enough babies to fill the house he had built for her in secret. She panicked, seeing no way out except to head to New York, find her uncle, and beg him for a job. It was only a few hours of a drive, and if working with the stage crew flopped, she and Shawn could build enough connections to turn their band into something worthwhile. After bringing it up to Shawn, he declined, refusing to run off with his friend’s fiance even if there was nothing between them. An argument broke out and ultimately, Carmen stormed out, grabbing only her guitar and leaving to find John, but not before returning home to smash her cello in the front yard with a hammer. She asked him to drive her to New York, claiming her aunt was sick in the hospital and it was a dire emergency. John obliged, unknowingly driving his fiance to her new life where she would never turn back to him.
With only the clothes on her back, a few hundred dollars in cash, and her guitar, Carmen asked John to drop her off at the doors of Bellevue hospital. When he asked if he should book a hotel to wait for her to return, Carmen responded that he shouldn’t bother. She never would return. She slipped the ring off her finger, pressed it into John’s hand, and ran off into the streets before he could follow her.
After a search through a phonebook for Craig Ridley, Carmen met up with her uncle at a pizza place and explained her situation, then offered her skills as an artist and a musician. Anything he would have her do, she was willing. At last, after what seemed like hours of pleading, Craig reluctantly agreed to find work for his niece at barely above minimum wage, only because he didn’t have the heart to leave her homeless in New York City. The crew placed Carmen where she was needed, whether it was repairing guitars, running to the store for more duct tape, cleaning costumes with mysterious stains, and so on. As time progressed, she began to use her artist’s eye to weigh in on lighting and stage decor, and she would often be the one to sit in the stage wings during shows to quickly change a broken string. Though she dearly missed John, and perhaps Shawn even more, Carmen felt that she had found where she belonged. But she wasn’t there yet, no, not until she was the one in the spotlight instead of the one hiding behind the speakers, waiting to carry out orders at the whim of the band.
When Vital Noise made the decision to send Violent Vale off to the West Coast division, where other people could attempt to manage their vices, Carmen eagerly awaited the change. That is, until her uncle quit his position, claiming he was tired of moving around until the band found someone willing to put up with them. He had established a life in New York and refused to give it up, though he urged Carmen to move west with the band. With her last connection to her family now severed, Carmen boarded a plane to California, bid her aunt and uncle farewell, and began another new life.
Some time has passed since Carmen’s arrival in Los Angeles. Nothing much has changed, with the exception of her working under a new stage manager and living in her own apartment, and she fit into the west coast lifestyle with ease. Her patience, however, is running thin. The work was exhausting and paid so little that she had to pick up a part-time job at a record store. She had grown tired of taking orders and, if she had it her way, she would be the one calling the shots. But although Carmen could sing and play, her songwriter was on the other side of the country in a sleepy Pennsylvania town. Whatever chance she had of making it big was overshadowed by the Violent Vale, and only time will tell if she can step out from under them.
                                                   V. ENCORE
https://www.pinterest.com/amalorgos/the-night-flyer/ (A poorly organized pinterest board)
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5da3KFiA1qM7b0KRYJgnhb?si=UFT3Sq4TTkqOq1Ip8HfAqA (A short playlist)
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crashing-a-jeep · 6 years
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Speak Now||P.P.
summary: Peter Parker is your best friend, and you realize it should be you he’s marrying, not her.
warnings: maybe a swear word?
word count: 1,617
pairings: peter parker x female reader
a/n sorry if this sucks I wrote it at 1 AM. based off the song Speak Now by Taylor Swift
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Peter Parker and you were inseparable, and that was that. Since the day you saw him shyly walk into class on your first day of kindergarten, you were glued to him. You noticed the way he cried as he walked in, his aunt and uncle urging him to go into the terrifying classroom. His curly hair was a mess and his eyes were puffy, nose running. And you made a choice, that in your small cute mind that you were going to say hi to him and comfort him. 
Boldly, you walked up to him. Your hair was in two french braids on each side of your head, tightly put their by your mother that very morning. She told you to be confident, and not to let anything get you down. So, you thought, that this boy who you saw crying, should be just as happy to be there as you were. 
“Hi!” You stuck out your hand as Peter looked up from his shoes to see your smiling face shining brightly above him. (You were taller than him then). “I’m Y/N, what’s your name?”
His brown eyes darted from you, up to his aunt and uncle. Aunt May gave him a reassuring smile and his eyes made their way back to you, who had not put your hand down. “Uh...I’m Peter,” he said shakily.
“Nice to meet you Peter, we’re going to be friends for a long time.”
And your words were true. The two of you never left each other’s side. Sure there were fights here and there, but nothing too major. Just silly things that you recounted and laughed about later on. As the years went on, through elementary, middle, and high school, Peter grew, and so did you. His height increased drastically and he finally caught up to you after all those years and his voice got deeper along with him finally filling out. Though there was a period of time that you constantly made fun of him about his voice cracks, until he got fed up and finally told you to knock it off, which you did. 
But when you came back from a trip to California the summer before junior year, he realized you had changed to. 
Peter and Ned waited in the airport, scrolling through their phones. Peter hadn’t seen you the entire summer, only through Facetime and Skype. So when you walked out of the baggage area, sun-kissed skin and all, his jaw dropped. 
“Dude, is that Y/N?” Ned was gaping as well.
Peter gulped, why did she look like that? She looked like... a girl. Not just any girl, either. A very pretty girl. With beautiful hair that bounced when she walked and eyes that lit up when they landed on him. Peter rubbed his eyes in awe, just to make sure that he wasn’t imagining you like that. 
“Peter!” You screeched and ran towards him. Peter caught you as you basically flew towards him and lifted you up in the air happily. He hugged you, and knew that he never wanted to be that far away from you for so long ever again. A smile spread across your face, mimicking his. “I missed you so much,” you sighed, and ran a hand through his hair. “I’m never leaving you for that long again.”
“Agreed.”
That was, until he met Betty Brant. She was a snooty news reporter at The Daily Bugle with Peter for a little while during senior year. As soon as you heard her name you despised her. Peter stuck with her though, giving her everything she wanted. Until she finally asked for a ring on her left hand, and Peter gave it to her without hesitation. 
He invited you to the wedding, even though the two of you had drifted apart after college. You were there every step of the way for Peter’s relationship, but when it came to your own every single guy, well, you compared them to your best friend. When he told you that he was going to propose, you urged him on, just like May Parker did when you saw Peter that first day of kindergarten. It was the biggest mistake of your life. 
So, when you saw the invitation in the mail while walking home from your job, you didn’t know what to do. After calling your mom, and aunts, you decided to call May. She told you everything you needed to hear, yes you were going to go to the wedding. Were you going to let him marry her? No.
You usually weren’t the kind of girl to rudely barge in on weddings, but Peter Parker wasn’t the kind of boy who should marry the wrong girl, either. You quietly snuck in, unnoticed by Peter and the wedding party, which was a great relief. But you still saw Ned Leeds(the best man), he was an old friend and along with Michelle Jones, who you still talked to. 
As soon as you walked in the church you noticed her family, dressed in ugly pastel colors you despised. Curiously, you peaked through a couple of the doors until finally you heard Betty screaming at one of her bridesmaids, wearing this ugly dress that looked uncannily like a pastry. You turned back around and made your way to a corner of the church, reciting what you were going to say when the pastor said “speak now”. 
The organ started to play as fond gestures were exchanged by everyone in the room and you quickly shuffled behind the curtains. May caught your glance though, and she seemed to be the only person to notice you were there, as Betty did not want to invite you, but Peter did anyways. She gave you a small smile, she had helped you make this choice. Your hands were clammy and beads of sweat formed on your forehead, were you really going to do this?
Yes.
Oh, and Peter looked so handsome in his back tux. His hair was slicked back, but a single curl that you loved hung in front of his face, untamed. You loved that curl, because matter how many times you watched Peter try to put it in it’s place, it constantly rebounded back to the same spot. 
As Peter’s lovely bride-to-be walked down the isle like a freaking pageant queen to the organ’s song, which sounded suspiciously like a death march as you again recited what you were going to say. You felt your heart begin to beat erratically, your mind was screaming at you to stop. Peter is your best friend, and you were going to ruin the happiest day of his life because you knew that he was supposed to be with you. You loved him. Wasn’t this what love was about?
“Speak now, or forever hold your peace,” the pastor said. You waited, but before you lost your nerve you stepped out from behind the curtains, just before the pastor was going to continue. Horrified looks filled the room, but Betty’s face was the most priceless, and you looked only at Peter. He made eye contact with you, but it wasn’t resentment in his eyes that you saw. You couldn’t quite understand what you saw in his eyes. It wasn’t anything purely negative at all. His eyes darted again back and forth from May, to you. Peter had no idea how to handle this. 
With shaking hands, you began your small speech. “I am not the kind of girl, who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion,” you gulped, then pointed to Peter. “But you are not the kind of boy, who should be marrying the wrong girl.” His chocolate brown eyes softened. “Please don’t say yes, Peter, and just run away now, and I’ll meet you when you get out of the church at the back door,” tears began to prick at your eyes and yet you still continued. “Don’t wait. Don’t even think about saying a single fucking vow, because you need to hear me out.” And with that you turned and began to walk out of the church, the words “speak now” echoing in your mind.
“Y/N!” Peter yells, and you turn to see him undoing his tie and taking off his tux jacket, right in front of his fiance. “I’ll meet you when I’m out of the church at the back door.”
Did that actually work? 
You ran out of the front gate of the church and made a sharp ninety degree angle towards the back of the church, your pretty blue dress flowing behind you. Peter’s favorite blue dress. You made another turn and there he was.  Your best friend, who you loved. He stood there a couple feet away from you, in all his glory. A white button down long sleeve shirt, which he was wearing under his tux hugged his body, while his black slacks were traded for Levi's. You ran towards him instinctively, almost flying. 
Peter caught you like it was second nature, and spun you before putting your feet on the ground. “Let’s run away now. I didn’t say my vows, and I’m so glad you were there when they said ‘speak now’.” He rushed out, and you ran a hand through his hair, trying to get rid of all the gel that held it in place. Peter cupped your cheeks with his hands and you grabbed his forearms with the biggest smile on your face. “God, I love you,” Peter whispered, and pressed his lips to yours in a passionate kiss, which didn’t end until the two of you were out of air.
“I love you too.”
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And they said, “speak now”
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ladywinchester1967 · 6 years
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Hot For Teacher: Part 3
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Pairing: Professor Dean Winchester x Kelly Frazier
Characters: Dean Winchester, Kelly Fraizer, Kevin Tran, Grandmom (Kelly’s grandmother) and John Winchester.
Warnings: Age gap (Kelly is 26, Dean is 35), Jealous!Dean, John Winchester being a douche, language, angst, arguing, SMUT (I need Jesus after all this smut), Daddy/ Baby Girl Kink, praise!kink, oral (female receiving), fingering, unprotected sex (use protection folks), spanking, feels/ fluff. 
A/N: Here we are, part 3!! I know I’m posting this kind of out of the blue; but I wanted to give you guys a little something while I’m working on other projects for ya’ll. This part is a LONG one, so grab a snack and your favorite beverage! Per usual, unbeta’d, all mistakes belong to me, but the pictures do not. I found them on Pinterest and tumblr.
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Part 1
Part 2
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I knocked on the solid oak door with a brass number 2145 shining back at me as I adjusted my sweater. The door swung open and my grandmother beamed back at me.
“Oh hello darling!” She greeted me with a hug.
“Hi GrandMom,” I said and hugged her back “been a good week?”
“Oh honey, you know it’s same old, same old around here.” She said.
Only a head taller than I was, my grandmother was dressed in a sky blue outfit with her pearls and a seasonal brooch on the collar of her shirt. Today it was one of my favorites; three flowers with various shades of pink and purple on them and matching jewels encrusting the flowers. GrandMom grabbed her purse and keys from just inside the door and asked
“Ready?”
“As always.” I said and smiled at her as she locked up.
My Grandmother and I had always been close; after my parents died when I was little, she and my grandfather took me and my brothers in and raised us. When my grandfather, who I called GrandDad, passed away, my brothers had long since moved out; two of them were married, so it was just GrandMom and I. After I started college, she moved into an apartment that was within an assisted living facility. GrandMom was still independent beyond belief, but if her mental or physical condition ever deteriorated, she would be able to move into a different area of the facility.
Each Sunday we had our routine. I’d take her to church, we’d get some brunch and the I’d take her to run errands if she needed to. If she didn’t have any errands to run, we would watch her soap operas, work on puzzles together or socialize with the friends she had made since living in the home.
The facility provided a shuttle bus to church for those who wanted to go off site to a church near by. GrandMom was one of those and insisted on going to HER church.
“I know everyone there,” she had told me “I like the priests, the bishops and the people there.”
I wasn’t a religious person myself, but this was my time to spend with her and if going to a certain church made her happy, I was all about it.
When we arrived at church, I stood up first and offered GrandMom my arm.
“Kelly, you seem different.” GrandMom said as she used my arm to steady herself.
“I do?” I asked as I she stood. GrandMom’s blue eyes scrutinized me only in a way a grandmother could and it not feel like I was being scolded.
“Happier it seems.” She said as she shifted her purse to her other arm and looped her free arm through mine. “You didn’t meet a boy did you?”
I laughed as we walked toward the steps off the shuttle. I went ahead of her and held my hand out for her, which she took.
“I wouldn’t say he’s a boy,” I told GrandMom as we walked toward the church doors “he’s a man.”
GrandMom looked intrigued; I didn’t have a lot of boyfriends when I was a teenager so she knew this was a big deal.
“What’s his name?” She asked me as we climbed the stairs.
“Dean,” I told her, just me saying his name made me blush “his name is Dean.”
“Is he a nice man?” She asked and I nodded as we reached the doors.
“Yes ma’am,” I answered “very nice.”
After church, GrandMom and I took the shuttle back to the facility and made our way to the supper hall for brunch. This weekend’s buffet included French toast which I stuffed into my face in a very unladylike manner.
“This Dean,” GrandMom said and I sighed
“GrandMom!” I exclaimed as I sipped on my orange juice.
“Don’t speak with your mouth full Kelly.” GrandMom chastised me.
I swallowed before answering
“GrandMom, it’s so new that I don’t know where it’s going or what we even are.” I informed her.
GrandMom raised an eyebrow at me
“I was going to ask what he looked like, but feel free to presume.” She said and I laughed.
I described Dean, feeling a blush rise on my cheeks and GrandMom smiled knowingly.
“Ooohhhhh, he sounds like a handsome one,” she said “do you have any pictures?”
I nodded; I pulled up my Instagram, found Dean’s profile and scrolled until I found a picture I liked. He was sitting in his car looking off into the sunset. I showed it to her and said
“He only grows a beard in the summer, but that’s him.” I flicked to the next picture and in it, he was smiling at the camera, wearing a hat and holding up a pint of beer.
“He IS handsome,” GrandMom said and I smiled “how old is he?”
I put my phone away and said
“I’m not sure, if I had to guess I’d say early thirties.”
We continued the rest of our brunch, catching up and her grilling me about school.
The next day, I walked into Dean’s class and took my usual spot near the middle of the room. He hadn’t come in yet so I made myself comfortable in my seat as other students started to filter in. At precisely ten; Dean walked in, wearing a light blue shirt, dark grey pants, brown dress shoes and a cobalt blue tie. I bit my lip; the colors brought out the blonde in his hair and the green in his eyes.
“Morning people,” he greeted us as he set his things down “open your books to page two twenty nine, section three A and we’ll get started.”
During the lecture that day, I realized I had bitten off more than I could chew. On the one hand, Dean’s class was difficult and on the other, all I could think about was jumping his bones in front of twenty other people. I struggled to keep up and by the end of class, I realized I’d missed over a quarter of the notes I needed.
“Fuck.” I swore under my breath and looked around. One of the other students I’d frequently partnered with caught my eye as Dean dismissed us. “Kevin!” I yelled.
Both Kevin Tran and Dean looked up as Kevin caught my gaze. He smiled and made his way over to me.
“Hey, how’s it going?” Kevin asked
“Good,” I said “I missed a bunch of notes today, would you mind emailing yours to me?”
“Not at all,” he said “I’ll get it to you now. How was your weekend?”
Kevin and I caught up for a few minutes as he emailed his notes to me. I could feel Dean staring at me, but I pushed that thought to the back of my head.
“Done and done,” Kevin said “you wanna grab coffee later?”
“Let me see what the rest of my afternoon is like,” I told him “I’ll text you. Thanks Kevin, you saved my life. Again.”
He laughed
“Any time.” He said and we hugged.
Kevin left class just as the rest of the students did, leaving me and Dean alone. Neither of us said anything as I packed up my stuff and slung my book bag over my shoulder. I walked up to his desk, he didn’t look pleased.
“Did you want me to finish grading those papers today?” I asked hesitantly.
He nodded
“Yeah, you’re almost finished right?” He asked
“Yes,” I said “just a few more in that second stack. How does now work?”
He nodded again.
“I have a free period,” he said as he picked up his things “plus I have some stuff to get organized.”
“Okay; cool.” I said
We walked to his office together and once the door was closed, I felt him behind me, his large frame towering over mine.
“You and Kevin?” He asked, snapping his hips into my butt, his hands over mine.
“It’s nothing,” I insisted as his teeth scraped over the cartilage on my ear, a chill running down my spine “he was just giving me his notes.”
“Were you distracted during the lesson today?” He asked, his hands squeezing mine.
“Yes.” I said desperately
“Yes what?” He asked
I panted before answering him, his growing erection pressing into my ass. I tilted my head back and said
“Yes Daddy.”
I felt his lips curl into a smile.
“Gotta admit,” he said as he bit down on my ear, making me whine “I didn’t like seeing some boy having his hands all over my baby girl.”
“Only so I can pass your class.” I told him as he flattened me against the door.
“You speak when spoken to young lady.” He said fiercely. He spun me around, pinning my wrists by my head, one of his legs between mine. His green eyes bored into mine, had I not known him better, I would’ve been intimidated under a gaze like that. “I didn’t like that,” He said “at all.”
“I’m sorry,” I said with a pout “I wasn’t trying to make you mad. I just want to pass. I want to please you.”
The corners of his mouth twitched upward.
“Is that right?” He asked
I nodded
“My Daddy likes it when I do well in his class,” I said as I leaned forward and kissed his neck “it makes him happy.”
“Yes,” He said in a strangled voice as I innocently planted kisses on his neck “Yes it does.”
“I like making my Daddy happy.” I breathed as I left kitten licks over the areas I had kissed.
He let out a growl and I knew I had him in the palm of my hand.
“You want to make Daddy happy?” He asked. I pulled back and nodded eagerly, we kissed with burning passion. He pulled back, cupped my face in one of his hands, his thumb running over my bottom lip. “Tell me who you come for.” He said
“You,” I answered “and me.”
He grinned and kissed me again
“You naughty, naughty girl.” He said punctuating each word with a kiss. When it ended, he looked at me “What am I gonna do with you?”
He tugged me into his arms and walked me back to the chair at his desk. He sat down and pulled me into his lap as the phone on his desk went off.
“Be good while I answer this.” He told me, booping me on the nose as he picked up the phone. “This is Dean.” He said into the handset as I nuzzled into his shoulder, his fingers running up and down my arm. I could hear a deep, male voice on the other end but couldn’t make out exactly what was being said. I felt him tense up under me as he listened. “No,” Dean said firmly and looked down at me, giving me a fond smile “I’m in the middle of something.” The voice on the other end sounded meaner some how. “I said no.” Dean snapped and hung up.
“You okay?” I asked and he nodded, giving me a fake smile.
“I’m fine,” he said and gathered me up into his arms “I just want my baby girl close.”
“I’m about as close as I can get.” I joked, my arms were wrapped around his neck and and legs were across the arm of his chair. He smirked and kissed me deeply, his fingers digging into my skin. His tongue traced over my mouth and I opened up, letting him in. His strong muscle worked over mine, I could feel my mind fogging up from lack of oxygen. When we separated, a knock came at his office door.
“Office hours are over!” Dean shouted
“Dean Winchester!” I heard a male voice thunder, it sounded similar to the one on the phone.
“Shit,” Dean said “get up.” I got up and he walked over to the door, throwing it open. “What?!” He asked with a ferocity that I’d never heard out of him before.
“So NOW you can talk to me?” The male voice roared back.
“I told you I was busy.” Dean said through his teeth.
The door swung open further and I saw a man a little taller than Dean standing there. He had salt and pepper hair and the same build as Dean. With broad shoulders and narrow hips, the only difference between them was their eye and hair color. Where Dean’s eyes were a striking green, this man had intense hazel eyes. I shrunk under the man’s gaze, my eyes down cast.
“I can see that.” The man said.
Something in the back of my head tickled with familiarity when I saw the man, but I couldn’t place him.
“Kelly,” Dean said calmly and I looked up at him “we’ll talk later okay?”
I nodded and grabbed my bags
“Excuse me.” I said
“Wait,” the man said and then looked at Dean, who looked uneasy as the man’s eyes flicked from me to Dean and back again. Dean nodded and the man pushed past Dean. Now fully in my line of sight, I realized where I knew him from. There was a picture of this man, Dean and another guy on Dean’s bookshelf.
“You’re not going to introduce me to your friend?” The man asked, looking me up and down like he wanted to devour me.
“Kelly,” Dean said, looking annoyed “this is John, my Dad. Dad, this is Kelly, one of my undergraduate students.”
John licked his lips, oddly enough, he reminded me of Dean when he did this.
“Always did like them on the young side, right son?” He asked “How many girls have I caught you in here with?”
Dean looked furious as my heart hammered in my ears, I felt like I was going to puke.
“That’s okay sweetheart,” John said “so my son likes to sleep around? Big whoop. What do you say Dean, when you’re done with this one, give me her number?”
Now it was my turn to be furious. Finding my voice, I squared my shoulders, planted my feet and stared John directly in the eye.
“I’m NOT your sweetheart.” I snapped at him.
Both he and Dean looked taken aback.
“I’m sorry,” John said and stepped closer to me “What did you just say?”
“I didn’t stutter.” I said firmly as I shoved past both of them without looking back.
I stormed out of the building; hot, fat tears rolled down my face as I walked home and I shoved my sunglasses on my face to hide my eyes. When I arrived home, I let the tears flow, I threw my bags on the floor as my phone chimed in my bag. I ignored it as I crumbled to the floor, sobbing into my own arms. I’d never felt so cheap and disgusting in all my life. Is that all he saw me as? Just an easy hole to get off into? And like an idiot, I had fallen for it. He’d played me like a fiddle and I’d let him. The worst part was that I was starting to feel something for him, something deeper than I’d ever felt. I laid down and curled up into a ball as I continued to sob.
After a while, I peeled myself off the floor, feeling my crusted up mascara all over my cheeks. I went to the bathroom and saw I was right; I had black lines cutting through my foundation and powder.
“To hell with it.” I decided and washed off my makeup. When my face was clean, I changed into my pajamas and ambled to the kitchen. I opened a bottle of wine, pouring it into a glass and began to drink.
“To hell with that too.” I said and chugged the rest of the glass before setting it aside and drinking straight from the bottle. I could hear my phone buzzing and chiming every few seconds and I ran over to my bag. I fished my phone out and realized it was Dean blowing up my phone. I shut it off; I was too angry to deal with him, plus I knew he had class coming up so I’d have a while before I had to or could talk to him. I took another long pull from the bottle of wine and laid on the couch flipping through the channels on TV. I turned it to HGTV and zoned out while one episode of House Hunters rolled into another.
After a few minutes a loud knock came at my front door. I groaned and made my way to the door, opening it. Standing there was a frightened looking Dean.
“There you are!” He shouted and threw his arms around me, backing me into my apartment. I shoved him away, slammed the door and asked
“Don’t you have class?!”
“I canceled it, I’ve been calling you!” He yelled. In that second, he reminded me of my Dad and my brothers, who yelled at me when they were worried about me. I pushed that thought aside, my anger returning to the surface.
“What the HELL was that about with your Dad?!”
“Look, I know you’re upset-“ he started and I laughed humorlessly
“UPSET?!” I shouted at him “Upset doesn’t even fucking begin to cover it Dean!” He stood there quietly as I ranted on “Is that all I am?” I asked “just someone for you to like young? Someone for you to stick your cock in and get off into whenever you want?!
“No!” He shouted back “You stop right there!”
“Oh, THAT’S where it stops?!” I yelled “What were you gonna do? Pass me off to your Dad when you got bored? Well guess what? That’s not how this shit works. That’s not how I work! I’m not some whore you can pass around-“
He interrupted me by scooping me up and pushing me against the wall, his bulky arms and legs twisting with mine. I fought him hard trying to wriggle away from him.
“Would you fucking LISTEN to me?!” He shouted.
“Let go!” I shouted as I twisted in his limbs “You fucking let go of me right now!”
“Not until you listen to me.” He insisted. Any words I had coming up ceased in my throat, I could feel his green eyes practically drilling into me. “I’m not going to pass you around,” he said, I could feel an angry fire burning from deep inside him came out through his voice “I’m too selfish to share first of all.” He squeezed my wrists “second, my Dad isn’t any concern of yours. You made it clear he wasn’t going to talk to you like that.”
I squirmed, trying to get away from him. I didn’t want to look at him, I didn’t want to see the look on his face, nor did I want to hear what he had to say. “Thirdly,” He said, pressing his body into mine, his hand letting go of my wrist to push my face up to meet his eyes. I kept my eyes adverted, my mouth set in a defiant line. “Kelly.” He said, but I refused to acknowledge him “Kelly, look at me.” His voice was steady now, but I didn’t want to give in. Every cell in my body screamed at me to tell him to fuck off. To slap him, to do SOMETHING other than be pinned under him, completely at his mercy.
But my heart, my heart made my eyes meet his.
The expression on his face nearly brought me to my knees. It was a mix of hope and heartbreak all at the same time; in front of me was a severely hurt man that wanted, no NEEDED, me to listen to him.
I held his gaze steadily and he went on.
“You’re not some hole for me to get off into,” he said softly “you’re more than just sex to me.”
“What am I then?” I asked
He sighed, his fingers stroking my cheek.
“I don’t know,” he said “for the first time, I’m going into something without a plan. I do know that I like you, I want to be around you as much as possible and I can only hope you feel even a quarter of what I feel.”
I breathed, my heart pounding at a painful rate. I delayed answering him, rather, I let my hand slide up the back of his hand, his arm and then his shoulder. When I reached his face, he leaned into my touch, silently begging me for more. I let my fingers trace over the planes of his face; his cheek bones, the bridge of his nose and jaw line.
“Kelly,” he breathed “please say something.”
I couldn’t, I was at a loss for words. I pulled my wrist free of his grasp and let my  other hand wander around his waist. I stood on the balls of my feet and pressed light kisses into his neck. His breath hitched in his throat as I kept this up, kissing his throat and chin before reaching his mouth. When our lips met, it was like a rolling flame hit both of us. Our arms automatically locked around one another and our tongues fought for dominance.
Dean pulled me away from the wall and backed me up into my bedroom. I tugged off his tie and threw it aside, practically ripping open his shirt. He shed both layers quickly as I yanked my T-shirt off and pitched it aside, my arms automatically surrounding him. He backed me up into the bed and I sat down as we both took off our pants and shirts. Dean flattened me against the mattress and I kissed him feverishly. I wondered if this was how an addict felt before they got their next hit. He slipped my panties down and off. Without much fanfare, he slid out of his underwear and hauled me up into his lap. While I couldn’t tell him exactly what I felt, I could show him. That was a language I knew we both spoke. He, however, had other plans. He laid me down against the pillows. His mouth and hands seemed to cover every inch of me all at once; he sucked my left nipple into his mouth as I ran my fingers through his hair and moaned. He repeated this motion on my right nipple, his tongue flicking over it and making it perk up as his fingers grasped my hips. He kissed me hot and heavy, then he plowed straight into me, making both of us cry out.
“I want you,” he moaned, his hand sliding from my hip to my clit and began to rub it in slow, languid circles as I sighed loudly “I want you all for myself.”
“Oh fuck!” I cried out, my nails sinking into the back of his neck and the small of his back at the same time.
“Say it, please.” He begged, his eyes nearly piercing through me.
“I’m-FUCK! Oh my god!” I cried out, it felt like he was fucking the sense out of me “I’m yours, fuck! I’m all yours!”
He kissed me hard again as he rubbed my clit in faster, shorter circles while he continued to pound into me.
“Dean, god, DEAN!” I cried out.
I hooked my leg around his waist and flipped him on to his back, pinning his arms above his head as I moved on top of him. He looked shocked, but said nothing when he saw the expression on my face. I was still fucking angry at him and had to show him I wasn’t messing around. “If you ever, EVER make me feel like a cheap whore again,” I yelled at him “you’re gonna walk out that door and never come back. Do you understand me?!”
He nodded furiously
“Yes!” He yelled “yes!”
“Yes what?!” I asked fiercely, slamming my hips into him.
“Yes ma’am!” He yelled back.
I released him and he popped up, his lips smashing into mine as we moved together, grunting, groaning, biting and clawing each other’s skin like wild animals in heat. It felt like every muscle in my body was burning, but I didn’t care, nothing mattered in that moment besides him.
“Oh fuck,” he cried out, gripping me tightly as his movements became erratic, his hand slipped between our bodies and he rubbed my clit harshly. “fuck, KELLY!” He yelled
I screamed his name as he came deep inside me, my nails scratching down his back, leaving angry, red welts behind as I came hard. I shook, the orgasm rocking me to my core. I slumped my head on to his shoulder, both of us breathing hard. He pulled out of me and we both laid on our backs, looking in silence at the ceiling for a long time.
Eventually, we curled under the sheet together, still not talking. I laid on my back while he laid on his side, his fingertips running over my belly. I closed my eyes and I felt him kiss my temple.
“So beautiful,” he murmured in my ear “such a beautiful girl.”
I smiled without opening my eyes.
“Dean?” I asked quietly
“Hmmm?” He asked, kissing my temple again.
“How many girls ARE you fucking?” I asked
“Just one, you.” He said and I felt him place a finger on my jaw. I opened my eyes as he used his finger to turn my head to his. “It isn’t exactly a secret, I’ve had my share of girls.”
“You get around? Shocker.” I said in a sarcastic tone and he smirked.
“I like what I like,” he said “and getting laid is one of those things. But I’m no predator. What has happened between me and another party has always been consensual. I’ve never pressured a student to do something she didn’t want to and vice versa.” I listened and he went on “If I’m in a relationship, I don’t screw around. If I’m one thing, I’m a man of my word; loyal to a fault as my brother would say.”
I smiled and spoke
“Then why would your Dad say stuff like that?” I asked
“Part of me thinks that he thinks he’s being funny and the other part thinks he genuinely wants to fuck you.” Dean said with an eye roll “my Dad and I don’t have the best relationship because of how he treated my Mom.”
“And how was that?” I asked
“He messed around on her, a lot, and it hurt her. One of the many reasons I DON’T mess around.” He said “Ever since my parents got divorced, my Dad’s been in and out of my life. Now that I’m stable on my own, he keeps trying to reach out and have something to do with me but I’ve made it clear I don’t want anything to do with him.”
“Why does he want something to do with you so badly?” I asked
Dean sighed
“Because he’s getting remarried and he wants me and my brother there.” He said “The woman he’s marrying is also the woman he knocked up while he was still married to my Mom.”
My eyes went wide
“So, you have a half sibling?” I asked and he nodded
“Yep, a brother named Adam.” He said “He did everything with Adam; took him to baseball games on his birthday, went to school programs, attended graduations, he’s even in Adam’s prom pictures.”
“And he didn’t do that with you and your brother?” I asked and Dean shook his head, no.
“Not at all.” He said “Also one of the many reasons I’m angry with him.”
I nodded and said
“That shouldn’t be a problem now, he’s not getting anywhere near me.”
“Nope,” Dean said “I think you made that clear. Gotta say, I’m not sure if I was shocked or turned on when I saw you stand up to him.”
“It’s not the first time a guy thinks he can call me pet names and I’ll drop my pants for him, won’t be the last. I have four older brothers remember?” I asked
“I’m surprised guys were allowed anywhere near you honestly.” He said and I laughed.
“My brothers had friends,” I said “they didn’t pay much attention to me until after puberty, in which case, all four of the boys made it clear that their friends weren’t supposed to touch me. That didn’t stop some of them though.”
Dean looked surprised
“Did they live to tell that tale?” He asked and I laughed.
“I learned to hold my own,” I said “they taught me to defend myself and to let me handle my own problems. However, if them getting the shit kicked out of them by a tiny girl didn’t make the message clear, they’d step in. I think one guy still has trouble holding his bladder when he laughs.”
This made him crack up as he gathered me into his arms, kissing my forehead.
“Remind me not to get on your bad side.” He said
“Noted.” I told him and looked up at him. When our eyes met, we kissed.
The heat started to rebuild between us as he tenderly stroked my hair and back. I moaned against his mouth, throwing my leg across his hips.
“Can’t be sated can you?” He teased.
“When my smoking hot Daddy is laying butt naked in my bed? No, I can’t.” I said and he laughed.
“It doesn’t help when my sexy girl is pressing her hot little body all over me.” He said with a grin.
“I’ll try to be uglier.” I told him as my tongue gently grazed his lips.
“You can’t,” he told me “you’re too beautiful inside and out.”
I grinned as his mouth parted, allowing my tongue inside. He tasted faintly of mint and coffee, I noted as our tongues twisted together. He hummed in appreciation, the vibration from his chest registering to mine, which only made me want him more. When my tongue returned to my mouth, I pulled back a little and let my fingers wander through his hair. Even though it was mussed from our earlier romp, it felt soft and thick in my hands. I gently gripped the longer locks on the top of his head and kissed him again, his hands sliding down my back and to my rear end. He gripped two handfuls of my ass as we kissed and gave it a firm smack, making me yelp in surprise.
“Oh, my baby likes to be spanked doesn’t she?” He asked, his eyebrows shooting up.
“What makes you say that?” I asked, even though I knew full well I did.
“You’re practically gushing on my thigh baby girl.” He pointed out and gave me another firm slap on the ass and I whined, tugging on his hair and feeling him harden against my leg.
“GOD!” I cried out
“Answer me,” he said “does my baby girl like to be spanked?”
“Yes Daddy!” I exclaimed as I twisted against him.
“You want me to spank you sweetheart?” He growled in my ear.
“Oh god, yes. Please spank me.” I begged him
“You’ll have to ask nicer than that.” He said
I bit my lip and then asked
“Daddy, will you please spank me?” in the most innocent tone I could manage. “I’ve been a very bad little girl.”
His mouth twitched up at the corner and he said
“Let me sit up.”
I crawled off of him as he did this and grabbed my wrist. He hauled me over his lap
“Say “red” if it hurts too much baby.” he told me
“Yes sir.” I answered
“Good,” He said “three spankings okay?”
“Yes Daddy.” I said, trying not to squirm in anticipation, I could feel my nipples hardening just from his words.
“Count for me baby.” He said
“I will.” I told him, his erection poking me in the stomach. Without warning or preamble, he laid one firm smack on my ass and I cried out.
“AH! ONE!”
He kneaded my flesh in his hand before delivering another blow, the sound of his firm hand cracking over my butt sounded through the room.
“FUCK! TWO!” I cried, the delicious, painful sensation rocking my body.
“Such language.” He said “one more, you okay baby?”
“Yes Daddy!” I answered
He delivered the final slap and I cried out a strained
“THREE! Oh god, three!”
“Oh baby girl,” he growled as I sat up “you take your spankings so well.”
“Thank-thank you Daddy.” I said breathlessly, I could feel my core dripping.
He could tell I was wrecked and he gave me a devilish grin.
“You want Daddy to take care of you baby?” He asked
“Please?” I begged him “Please take care of me?”
“You took your spankings so well, you get to choose.” He told me as he sat up on his knees “What would you like baby?”
“Can you-?” I could barely concentrated, my nerves were buzzing so hard
“Words baby,” he said and tilted my chin up so that I was looking at him “tell me.”
“Will you go down on me?” I asked, even though it sounded more like I was begging him “and fuck me?”
He grinned, his thumb stroking over my chin.
“I can’t deny my baby when she took her spankings like a good girl.” He told me as we kissed, his warm lips over mine.
“You’re such a good girl for me you know that?” He said quietly as he tenderly touched my face.
“I try.” I told him, leaning into his touch.
“Since you’re so good for me, I want you to just relax and let Daddy take care of you.”
I nodded as he planted a gentle kiss on me as I nodded. He gave me a half grin and kissed me again, his tongue tracing over my lips. I opened my mouth and let him in and he seemed to lap over every inch of my mouth. He pulled back as I scraped my nails down his arms. He moaned as he kissed down my jaw and up to my ear. He took my earlobe in his teeth and bit down just hard enough to make me gasp and my back arch.
“Mh, I love those pretty sounds you make,” he murmured as he gently licked where he just bitten me “just for me.”
I nodded and he kissed down my body; licking, biting and sucking on my skin. He seemed to know which places to do each thing that made me cry out and my toes curl. He made his way to the apex of my thighs, hooking his arms under my thighs. He kissed my inner thighs and then started to suck. I propped up on my elbows, looked down and was mesmerized by what I saw. He sucked hard on my skin, his fingers digging into my thigh. I gasped and he looked up at me, a smirk forming on his lips.
“Something just for me.” He said
I bit my lip
“Do one for me too.” I told him
He pulled away, that devilish grin I’d come to love playing on his lips.
“I give my baby what she wants.” He said and went to my other thigh, sucking an identical mark in the same place. “One for you, and one for me.” He said
“Perfect.” I told him and laid back.
He spread my legs open and said
“I think you liked that more than I anticipated, you’re soaking wet baby.”
“You have that effect on me.” I told him as he licked a thick stripe up my slit making me cry out and grip the sheets.
“Do I?” He asked
“Yes.” I whined as he sucked my clit into his mouth. I arched my back, the sensation rolling over me like a wave. He licked through my folds, swirling and rolling his tongue into me as I cried out. I gripped his hair, the luscious locks tangling in my fingers.
“Deeeeeeeeeeannnnnn,” I moaned “oh my god, that feels so good!”
His fingers slid around and into me easily as I moaned louder. He lapped his tongue over my clit and his fingers scissored into me. I lost control, thrusting my hips into his mouth and fingers.
“Mhhhh, baby,” he said “be still for me.”
“Yes sir.” I said and laid back. I let him ravage me, he devoured me like a starving man, eating me out as if his life depended on it. I screamed like a woman possessed, my head rolling from side to side.
“That’s it,” he moaned “that’s it baby girl, come for me.”
With one crook of his fingers and I was done for. I came undone with a scream of his name, feeling a cold chill run up my spine. I collapsed on the bed, my legs fell open and my hand let go of his hair. I breathed hard as his adorable face came into my view, he was licking his shining lips as a stupid grin formed on my mouth.
“Feel good baby?” He asked me and then we kissed. I could taste myself in his mouth, which was strangely erotic.
“Yeah,” I breathed “better than good.”
“You sure you want me to fuck you?” He asked “I’m not opposed to it, but I want to make sure you’re okay.”
“You don’t have to fuck me,” I told him and kissed him “make love to me, like you did earlier.” My hands roamed up his back, his strong muscles dancing under my touch.
He grinned and we kissed again
“That I can do,” He said and easily slid inside me, making me cry out “your wish is my command baby.” He started to move and I threw my head back as I moved with him. His name fell from my lips like a prayer as he kissed me over and over again, his hips bucking up into mine. He sucked my lower lip into his mouth and bit down on it as I cried out for him.
“Dean, I’m gonna-GOD!” I yelled
“Let go baby,” he told me, gripping my hips hard “I’m right there, god you’re fucking tight for me!”
I cried out against his mouth as he fucked me through my orgasm, reaching his own as he sucked a dark mark on to my chest.
I didn’t remember falling asleep, but when I opened my eyes, I could smell food. I groaned and felt around for Dean, realizing his side of the bed was cold. I located my clothes and pulled them on, then walked out into my living room to find a sweet sight.
Dean has set up dinner at my kitchen table and was currently rummaging around in my kitchen for god only knew what.
I smiled and watched him as he moved; without a belt around his dress pants, they hung a little lower on his hips, his undershirt wasn’t tucked in and he was wearing his socks, his hair stuck up in all kinds of funny directions as he looked through my cabinets.
“Can I help you find something?” I asked and he turned, wearing a grin on his face.
“Hey sleepyhead.” He greeted me and turned to face me. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his waist as he kissed my forehead. “I was just about to come get you.” He said “where are your plates?”
“Dishwasher,” I told him “you don’t have to get fancy on me, we can eat off the take out plates.”
“I was trying to be sweet,” he said, giving me a playful pout “I wanted to surprise you.”
“Oh, I’m surprised.” I told him and gave him a kiss.
“In that case, we can dig in.” He said and we sat down to eat.
We ate in silence for a while, I glanced from my food up to him, toying with the fried rice on my plate at one point.
“What’re you thinking?” He asked
I sighed
“A lot of things.” I told him honestly
“I can tell,” he said “you’re doing that thing where you bite your lip when you’re concentrating really hard.”
I smiled
“You notice shit like that?” I asked, amused and he nodded.
“You pick at your fingers or your lip when you’re nervous,” he said “or you play with your hair and laugh.”
“What else?” I asked, intrigued
He thought for a second, a sweet, crooked smile forming on his face.
“When you’re really interested in something, your whole face lights up,” he said “first time I saw that face, I was hooked.”
“THAT’S what hooked you? Me geeking out?” I asked “You might want to get your eyes checked.”
He shook his head
“Not because of the context where you made the face,” he said “the way your eyes were sparkling and shining and that adorable smile that crosses your face. I knew I wanted to see that face more.”
I grinned as I looked down and pushed my food around my plate.
“Dean?” I asked
“Yes?” He answered
I looked up and he was holding a steady gaze at me.
“Would you want to,” I started “be my boyfriend? I know it’s kind of sudden, but I really like you and you’re the only one I want to be with.”
He gave me a half grin
“You’re a girl that knows what she wants huh?” He asked and I nodded.
“Yep.” I said
He sighed and asked
“Are you sure? Not any guys your own age you’d rather have?”
I shook my head
“I’ve done my fair share of dating,” I told him “nothing I’ve experienced comes close to what I feel when I’m with you, and that’s something I want to explore.”
He smiled and reached across the table, his hand covering mine.
“I’d like that. Very much.” He said
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A Letter (Part Two) - Ryan Ross x Reader
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Part One
Ryan had listened to all your voice mails. And then he had deleted all of them. He had been crying while listening to your voice for the, what he thought, last time. And then he took a hammer and smashed his phone to pieces.
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The first weeks had been pure horror for you. You felt sick all the time, you stayed home from work. You did not even answer the door or phone. After three days your mother was standing in your room. She had gotten the emergency key from the neighbors after you did not return her calls. She did not understand how you felt. She had never gotten her heart broken like you did. She had married her first boyfriend, your dad, and they were still happily married. But exactly because she could not imagine the pain you were in, she stayed to look after you. She stayed for three weeks, cooking and cleaning, making sure you were eating enough and listening to you whenever you needed to talk to someone. You were as grateful for your mother, and father who came to join the two of you a few days later, as you were heartbroken about Ryan.
And then you got angry. You knew it was your survival instinct kicking in. You were able to live without him. You were able to lead a happy, fulfilled life. You did not need him, or anyone else for that matter. Except maybe your parents. You started to cook again, dressed nicely, went out with friends and tried to ignore the unimaginable pain in your chest. You laughed and were able to have a good time, and after a few weeks you were even able to fall asleep without crying.
Months passed and then years. And suddenly you were invited to a friend’s wedding. At that point it had been two and a half years since Ryan had completely disappeared from your live. You felt good. Sometimes there was still a sting in your heart when you walked past his favorite clothes shop, or the aisle with his favorite cereal in the supermarket.
It was a sunny Saturday afternoon in June. You had been late to the ceremony so you had sat in the very back of the church. Now the newlywed couple stepped out of the cool church into the warm summer breeze. Flower petals floated through the air and you almost managed not to think how it would feel to be with Ryan right now. There was music, laughter, cheering. It smelled of flowers, champagne, and freshly cut grass. Many toasts were spoken, many hands were shook, many people introduced.
“Hey (y/n),” you recognized the voice of one of the guys you had been to college with. You had never been close with him, but you remembered him well. “I bet you don’t remember this guy!”
You turned around to your former class mate. Next to him stood a tall, handsome man, dark brown hair, brown eyes, simple, black suit. It felt like a wave was rushing towards you before breaking down over you. And with this wave everything came back to your memory. The first time you had seen these brown eyes, the first time you had hugged this tall, thin frame, the first time these full lips had been pressed against yours, the first time those long, slim fingers had touched the skin under your shirt, the first time he had stuttered a love confession. Every emotion you had ever felt for Ryan was back ten times as strong as you had ever felt them, while his eyes widened, recognizing you. But with all the love and the butterflies and aching for his touch, all the heartbreak, pain, anger and disappointment returned as well. You were not mad at him, not anymore. The years without him had killed your anger and replaced it with confusion. He had never explained why he had broken up with you, never told you why he disappeared just like he had. And now there he was. Standing right in front of you. Alive and healthy.
It took all your willpower not to ask him why he had left you. Instead you gave a polite nod, ignoring your raging heart and your weak knees, and turned away from him.
But your friend did not give in so easily. He started to tell you stories about Ryan, while both of you stood next to him uneasily, avoiding each other’s glances. Your friend was one of the people who had not known about your relationship to the musician, so you were not really mad at him, even though a part of you really wished he’d stop talking and take Ryan away from you. But your wish was quickly destroyed.
“Uh, guys, I think I need a bathroom. You gonna wait here for me?” He asked. “Great!” And with that he skipped away, leaving you alone with Ryan.
You were standing pretty much in the middle of a big lawn. The sun was shining, the birds were singing and the music of the string quartet sounded over to you. Yet you felt sick. You wanted to throw up and run away, or the other way around. It really did not matter which way around. You just wanted to get away from Ryan.
“I didn’t think we were gonna last.”
For the first time in so long you heard his voice again. It made your head spin and your heart skip and it was painful like a dagger to the chest.
“We were too perfect,” he added.
“So you made sure we weren’t going to last,” you sounded bitter. Probably it was better to sound bitter than sad right now.
“I didn’t think it was natural. I was scared about how much I loved you,” his voice was soft, pleading you to understand.
You did not look at him. There was no guarantee you would not start crying or trying to hug him or kiss him, if you looked at him. So you looked away and ignored him. Maybe if you kept ignoring him he would go away and leave you alone to care for your broken heart.
You heard feet shuffling and suddenly he stood close next to you. Your shoulder was almost touching his chest. You could smell his deodorant. He still used the same as back then. He leant forward, making sure not to touch you, until his mouth was close to your ear.
“I love you now more than ever.”
You barely breathed, processing what he had said. Then you turned around, finally meeting his eyes. They were big, scared and honest. You knew Ryan so well and you had always been able to tell when he had been lying. You scanned his face, to gain time. You loved him. There was no doubt about that. Even in more than two years of being separated from him, you had never even considered once to start dating again. You had always loved Ryan, and you still did. But you did not want to give him power over you, which you did if you told him the truth. You heart screamed for you to close the distance between his and your lips, to tell him you loved him, to win him back, but you did not. Instead you stared at him coldly. You could see the courage he had built up falter and crumble. His eyes teared up and he started shaking. He had left you. He had been the one to wrong you. He had been the one to leave you behind. It was only right for him to feel as much pain as you had felt, as you still felt.
“So what?”
You voice was hard. You saw Ryan flinch at the sound. Now he was the one who looked like he had been stabbed in the heart. He nodded and blinked away a tear that threatened to spill over.
“Okay.”
His voice was hoarse. You felt sick. Were you really doing this to him? Just because he had hurt you? No, he had not just hurt you, he had destroyed your life.
Then he turned away and started walking away. You were doing this. You let the man you loved walk away. The one man you had ever truly loved. Your one, true love. You just let him walk away.
No you were not.
You were just about to run after him, when he turned around to you once more. Tears were running down his cheeks.
“I can’t leave without having an answer. I’d never forgive myself if I would not try everything in my power,” his voice was shaking and so quiet nobody else heard him but you. “Would you have married me?”
You were shaking at his words, at the thought. You wanted to scream yes, tell him you never wanted anything but him, but he continued speaking. His voice was barely above a whisper yet you understood the words clearly.
“Will you marry me?”
Finally your body reacted. Without giving an answer you ran towards him, engulfing him in a hug and pressing your lips against his. You could feel him shake and slowly relax under your touch. He gently placed his hands on your waist, pulling you closer to him while you wrapped your fingers in his hair. His lips were wet and salty from his tears and you felt tears of your own run down your cheeks and mix up with his. He tasted as sweet as ever and his lips moved softly yet eager against yours. Suddenly he pulled away.
“I don’t got a ring,” he whispered shocked.
“Screw rings, I got you,” you answered, quickly pressing your lips against his again. This could not be true. This had to be a dream. Apparently that was exactly what Ryan thought, because he pulled away again.
“Tell me this is real,” he begged.
“It better be,” you giggled, kissing him again.
“This gotta be a dream,” Ryan insisted, pulling away once more.
“You are my dream,” you confessed. “And now kiss me, please,” you whined.
Ryan happily obeyed with a wide smile on his face.
It was no dream.
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Epilogue ~ Here at Your Best
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The big day was here. I was marrying Rhysand, my best friend, my confidant, my person... and I was so fucking nervous.
Relax Feyre, he was the one who proposed, he won’t run away now.
Right. I took a few deep breaths as I waited for my maids of honor to bring the dress to me and my mind started to wander off, remembering all the steps that got me here.
Cassian moving in with us because Nesta refused to let me out of her sight and he refused to keep living without her, so they settled halfway. 
Elain moving in with Az because she, too wanted to live with him and five people didn’t fit into our house and Rhys would be alone. 
Rhys and I living with two very horny couples and going on dates as far as we could from our houses.
Going on ‘geeky dates’, which consisted on him and I working on a Stormlight Archive comic together, him developing the dialogue and me designing the vignettes.
My sisters and his brothers banning us from seeing each other except on the weekends. 
Our first time. Our first Christmas together, the first summer, spring-break...
All the trips to college together in his car when we found we went to the same place every morning but never saw each other. The carpool karaokes. Other car ‘activities’ on it because of our brothers and sisters constant watch.
Nesta getting engaged to Cassian and deciding to keep me with them until I finished college and started working to afford my own apartment. Their precious, wonderful wedding.
Cassian taking the role of a father to me, making me breakfast every morning, talking me through my first big fight with Rhys. Carrying me to the ER when I broke my leg falling downstairs in a very clumsy me fashion, wiping my tears and, in general, hugging my broken pieces back together.
Azriel proposing to Elain, and their beautiful, simple wedding.
Rhys and I, again, living under very horny ~married~ couples’ roofs.
How they lifted the only-weekends ban and tried to send us to the other couple’s home, so they could have ‘alone’ time. 
Our backs improving from the change of those sexy activities location.
Rhys’ graduation. Him getting a job and an apartment and me moving in with him. My graduation.
Nesta and Cassian having a baby girl. Me spoiling Alyssa with everything I could, and babysitting her, dressing her up. Watching Rhys be the cool uncle.
THE PROPOSAL. How he took me to my favorite bench on the park and on a picnic right behind it, with all my favorite food on display. Him kneeling in front of me with the delicate ring. 
‘Yes’.
The closing of a door snapped me out of my memories and I turned my head towards the sound, only to see Nesta, Elain and Mor carrying my gown, already having donned their maids of honor dresses. They were dark blue, almost midnight, with lace adorning the shoulder portion, a bodice hugging their curves until their waist and fabric freely flowing down from there. They looked amazing, and all their hairdos were similar, each wearing a slightly different kind of braid-crown, all their styles mixing uo to create my very own braided crown atop my head.
“OMG, Feyre you look amazing!”, squealed Mor, earning an eye-roll from me.
“You’re the one to talk”, I said looking to the trio, “I feel like you are going to upstage my big wedding”.
“What? Fey, have you looked at yourself in the mirror? You look absolutely breathtaking, and you don’t even have your dress on. Rhys is in so much trouble”, exclaimed Elain, who was already showing, the five months of her first pregnancy taking its toll on her body.
Over her shoulder, Nesta was dabbing at her eyes with a napkin.
“Y’all are making me cry and the wedding hasn’t even started. I can’t believe my baby sister is getting married today. You were so little just a few days ago.” she said, applying more mascara to her lashes.
I got up and walked to her, sneaking my arms around her waist for a hug.
“I think you are thinking years, Nes. I stopped being little years ago.” I laughed, as I kept embracing her for all she had done and given up for me.
��Okay, now. Let’s start with the dress, shall we?” asked Nesta, cutting our hug off.
The shouts of response coming from Elain and Mor should have been heard in the other side of the world.
It was time. 
Rhys had already gone through the doors of the church before I, not having had the opportunity of seeing me in my dress, even if all I had wanted was to be with him.
Because it’s bad luck before the wedding, you dummy. You can wait a few hours without him. You’ve done it before.
Right. 
I was next, all the bridesmaids and the flower girl, Alyssa, who was now a rowdy 3-year-old, ready and waiting for my signal to start the final procession.
I breathed in once. Twice. And nodded, letting them know I was ready.
Music started playing to the rhythm of my steps as I headed for the altar. I tried to keep my head up, looking at the people who were seated on the benches and recognizing most of them, my school friends, my college friends, my work friends... Almost everyone that I had invited was here. My blood family wasn’t there, but I was most proud of the family I made for myself.
Because my father wasn’t here to take me to the altar, Cassian was the one accompanying me, a big grin that threatened to burst plastered on his face. 
Finally, I looked up to Rhys, only to find him already looking at me, with tears pooling in his eyes. I quickened my pace to get to him, but Cassian being the bastard he is, took my arm and whispered in my ear, winking at me.
“Easy Feyre, the wedding night isn’t until a after the banquet.”
I pinched him on his biceps and he let go, a devious smile on his face while he headed to his seat.
Rhys offered me a hand to get up the steps, and I gladly took it, taking any chance I could to feel his skin on mine. As I took the seat by his side, he pulled me in to kiss my cheek, whispering in my ear on the way.
“You look stunning Feyre, darling. I can’t wait to share the rest of our lives with you.”
We looked at each other in the eyes, love shining through all the different emotions we were feeling at that moment, and I could make out the conversation I had with my sisters the day I met him.
He was and will be here at my worst.
But right now, he’s here at my best.
~THE END~
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