#tomura shigaraki angst

[glassartpeasants]

Happier

Tomura Shigaraki x GN!Reader

Warnings: Angst, mentions of death, fluff in a way?

A/N: Unedited af cause my computer was fighting with me, Also contains spoilers

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Arguing was a daily occurrence now. Not a day goes by without an argument. It was like second nature at this point. Wake up, argue throughout the entire day, then go back to bed to only repeat the same cycle over and over again. You didn't know what to do. Even if you tried to avoid him, there was always something that he brought up. You'll admit, sometimes you wondered if he even liked you with all the vile things he'd say to you. So you just did your best to dream of a time when you guys were talking instead of fighting.

~~~

Silence. You never thought you would enjoy it as much as you were now. You were lying down on the rooftop of the base and looking at the stars. The only sound that rang through your ears was the sound of your own heartbeat. It would have been pitch black if it weren't for the stars in the sky. It was so calming, so different. You finally felt at peace, knowing nothing could ruin such a moment.

While looking at the stars, a feeling raised in your chest, and a thought entered your mind. Sure, you thought about such a thing before, but why now did it cause such a pain in your chest? Maybe cause you finally knew what you had to do and that waiting any longer will only cause the pain to get worse. Plus, there's no reason to stay when all he does is say how much he doesn't need you. How he wished he'd never met you.

All the wasted nights crying and going to bed angry were not worth it anymore. The dark circles under your eyes and small white hairs appeared in your hair. You weren't trying to age any faster, and you were for sure weren't about to waste the rest of your life with a man who doesn't love you.

Standing up, you looked at the stars and took a deep breath asking them for luck before leaving. The sounds of your footsteps made your heart beat faster, knowing that what you were about to do could change the course of your life for the better. Sighing, you grab your phone and shoot him a text telling him to meet you at the park where you guys first met. You could feel your eyes water remembering such a time when you were so much happier.

"What are you doing here by yourself?" You asked the man sitting on the swing.

"Why aren't you running in fear? Calling the cops? I know you saw what I look like and who I am." His gravelly voice only made you chuckle as you sat next to him on the other swing.

"So you did see me checking you out? Was it that obvious?"

"Checking me out?"

"Of course, silly! If I really wanted to call the cops, wouldn't they be here by now? Plus, I say me and you have much in common." You could see his eyes widen at your words. You smile at his reaction.

"What could me and you have in common?"

"Well, I suppose we share the same views. It's nice to see someone actually voice what's truly wrong with hero society. So many people are brainwashed into thinking that they can do no wrong. It's sad as it is sickening." For once, Shigaraki Tomura had felt something other than hatred in his chest as he listened to your words.

"Not to mention how brave it was to attack USJ. You are the first person to even pull such a stunt. It's admirable, really."

He didn't know what to say. He was so shocked to find someone who shared the same views as him and not Stains. Not to mention how you praised him, telling him how you were impressed. He was never told such things by anyone other than his master. So, for someone as breathtaking as you to say you were impressed and admired him, it gave him newfound confidence to crush the hero society. He would make a world where villains reined supreme and maybe, just maybe, with you by his side.

You sat at the same swing you did so long ago. Hearing his footsteps come up from behind you made you tense, but you quickly collected yourself. He sat at the same swing he did as well before looking at you with a scowl on his face.

"What do you want, and why did you text me to come here?" His voice snapped at you. At the moment, you thought about backing out, but you knew you couldn't now. It was now or never.

"I think we should break up." Those words felt like venom coming out of your mouth. Despite how much shit he's done, you still loved him deep down in your heart. You'll admit, you weren't no saint either. When you guys would fight, both of you would say shit that you knew would hurt the other person. You didn't want to be that person anymore. You didn't want to be the person who brought up bad things from a person's past. You wanted change. Even if said change meant leaving who you felt like was the love of your life.

"What?"

"I said I think we should break up." It was quiet. Too quiet. You could hear a pin drop even if you were in the bustling city.

"What, did you change your mind on how you view hero society? Typical should have expected it from you. Stupid of me to think anybody would understand." You felt rage bottle up inside of you. Did he really not see what a shit show your relationship had turned into? Did he really jump into blaming you for something you both had equally participated in?

"You saying shit like that is the reason why Shigaraki. We can't even have a normal conversation anymore that doesn't include fighting or-"

"-Or what?"

"That exactly! Interrupting one another. Talking over the other! We can't even sit in the same room together without one of us picking a fight! I know I'm no saint. I know that I have done shit wrong. Despite me still hating hero society and still agreeing with your views, I just can't do it anymore. I can't let myself turn into someone that I don't recognize." You stood up from the swing. You clutched your fists as tears started to spill from your eyes.

"You sound so pathetic! If you really agreed with my views, you'd know that there is no room in this society that allows people with such shitty morals to have a fun life. Or hell a life at all!" You could hear him going on and on. Your fists were shaking as you struggled not to turn back and scream at him, but you just wanted to get it over with, and then maybe finally would you be able to sleep well at night.

"Despite what you think of me or say of me, I'm not listening to it. I'm tired of the arguing, the sleepless nights, and the fear I feel when you leave for days on a mission and not text me." Your voice turned shaky as the sound of your sobs could finally be heard.

"I love you. I love you so fucking much Shigaraki. So much that there's not enough stars in the sky to explain how deep my love is for you. It's you who I want to wake up next to every morning. It's you who I want to spend the rest of my life with. Even after this, I will never stop loving you. I'll love you till the day I die, but I can't do this anymore." You turn around and start walking towards the bright street lights.

"Goodbye Shigaraki. I hope your dream comes true. I believe in you." You turn around and send him a smile before walking down the street and away from his view.

He watched you leave his view. Watched as the swing you were just sitting on finally come to a halt before it finally hit him. The emotions he was so desperately trying to hide came over him like a wave. He grabbed his chest at where his heart should be before letting out a cry of anguish.

He fell off the swing and to his knees before tears streamed down his face. His whole body was shaking as his sobs rang through his ears. It hurt so fucking much. He's never felt this type of hurt since the incident so many years ago. Now, once again, he was all alone.

He was angry with himself. Why did he have to say that? Maybe if he would have tried to be understanding you might still be in his life but no. His pride got the best of him and said things he truly didn't mean. He just said it in the heat of the moment. He didn't know how to diffuse a situation. He didn't know how to communicate properly. And now thanks to that, he ruined another good thing in his life.

Even if he didn't say it much, he loved you too. He loved you so much that would die for you. He wanted to wake up every morning knowing that you were proud to call him yours. You were the one he wanted by his side as he took down hero society. You were his everything, and now, he couldn't tell you how much you truly meant to him. And knowing that, only made him cry harder.

~~~

It was hard the first few months. You thought the sleepless night would stop after you left, but now, you'd cry yourself to sleep. Despite desperately trying to move on with your life, you just couldn't find a way to get over him. Everything only seemed to remind you of him. From walking by happy couples to looking at videos on the internet. It didn't help that most of the shows on tv revolved around him. Talking about what his next attack was or would be.

You would be lying if you said you didn't watch them. It wasn't healthy in the slightest but you couldn't help but worry. You still loved him after all, you wanted to know that he was okay.

When video footage of him would come out of him attacking a hero, he didn't even seem bothered by the fact that you weren't alongside him. Of course, you knew that he wouldn't let things like that get him unfocused from his missions. Besides, he seemed more calculated than when you were with him. Like he was focused more. In every fight with a hero that's come crossed him, he always managed to win, even if that meant the hero losing their life or being wounded to the point that they couldn't raise an arm.

You were so proud of him. From an impulsive man going into battle without thinking, to someone who plans his next decision carefully. He's grown so much in the past few months. He's even managed to take down the Shie Hassakai leader and quite literally took the only way to use his quirk. He's even grown a sense of style and ditched the ragged black clothes that he use to wear. He was still beautiful in your eyes, no matter what he wore and nothing could change that.

~~~

You've never left his mind since that day. No matter what, his mind would always race back to you. It didn't help how you left things in his room when you broke up with him. When he figured out that you left some clothes in his room, he slept with a shirt that you always wore since it was your favorite. It still after all these months, had your scent on it. While he was looking around the shared room, he noticed something peeking out from under the bed. Once he grabbed it, it felt like he'd been punched in the gut.

It was a picture of you and him. He remembered when you took this picture even. You guys decided to go to an arcade for a celebration of a mission that went well. You took this picture after he had just won a game that allowed you to get the giant stuffie on the top shelf. In your excitement, you pulled out your phone and took a picture of you both, and at the last minute, you kissed his cheek.

He didn't know where you got this printed but he wasn't complaining. He took out the picture carefully before folding it up and putting it in his pocket. Now, you would be with him everywhere he went. You would always be by his side cheering him on.

He would do it all for you no matter what he did now. Even if you didn't know it, he would make you proud and maybe be able to forgive himself for not telling you how much you meant to him.

~~~

The war was all anyone could think about. Worrying about all the heroes who were sacrificing their lives. Worrying about what could happen if the villains truly won. Cries of fear could be heard when people realized how much the heroes were truly up against.

But all you could do was cheer them on.

You watched as they destroyed everything in their path and showed the hero societies' true colors. Showing them that secrets are never hidden and will always come out. You cried tears of joy when you saw them standing tall and proud.

All of them gave it their all and showed society how they failed. Showing them that they were more than just villains. Showing that even if hero society failed them, they will always have a found family.

You could even remember jumping off the couch when you saw him.

Even after everything he's been through, he's still managing to stand tall. He's worked hard to get where he is and it all payed off.

Watching as the news revealed that the heroes had fled. That they couldn't defeat the bad guys. That hero society isn't as strong as the brainwashed people were lead to believe.

You could feel tears well in your eyes as you saw Shigaraki standing tall. Victorious, knowing that it had all payed off. And in that moment, a smile reached your face as you looked at the TV.

"I always knew you could do it. I love you so much Tomura." you turn off the tv before heading to your bedroom, not before looking out the window.

"And I'm so proud of you."

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[shxtodxroki]

Tomura Shigaraki Masterlist

Here is where you will find all of my writing for Tomura! I hope you enjoy, and if you like these feel free to drop a request in my inbox at any time! <3

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[cheesecakethots]

i LIVE for the angst of a yandere initially being fucking awful to their darling after taking them, and overtime changing and becoming more loving, as well has having newfound and immense regret for what they’ve done. it is literally my fave yan scenario.

tw // pretty heavy angst, mentions of noncon

i specifically imagine it for shigaraki, going from being this disgusting manbaby who treats his darling like they’re nothing but a toy for him to use, only to later realise how much he loves them and mature in how he treats them, making his regret for the past even stronger.

him trying to coax his darling into coming out on a date with him - they can go anywhere, he doesn’t mind, darling has free reign to choose what they do. he tries to be so soft and quiet in his tone, as though not to startle them.

it’s only when tears start forming in their eyes and they mumble, “have i been bad?” that he realises how badly his past self fucked up.

the only other time he really took them out was when he’d decided they needed a punishment, and had made them stand and watch as he disintegrated the first group of people they saw out. he had then fucked them against the alleyway wall, bodies still around them both, just to really get the point across.

he wishes he could take back everything, but he can’t. as of now, he needs to take baby steps in order to bring you out of the very same hole he once caved into your mind.

(i love regretful yans urm send me some thots about them pretty please)

#i might write an acc fic on this #give me some angsty thoughts im in a major angst mood #justttt darling not being able to comprehend that yan is doing this to make THEM happy… #i can kindaaaa see this with geto too #going from treating his darling as some womb or toy #later realising she’s the last thing that keeps him the slightest bit grounded #post kfc breakup ofc #tw yandere #tw.yandere #yandere #yanderecore #tw noncon #tw: noncon #implied noncon #yandere mha #yandere bnha #yandere shigaraki tomura #yandere shigaraki #yandere tomura shigaraki #yandere tomura x reader #yandere tomura #yandere shigaraki x reader #yandere tomura shigaraki x reader #yandere angst #tw angst #yandere my hero academia #yandere boku no hero academia

[thehusbandoden]

You Flinch During an Argument -Shigaraki Tomura x Reader

A/n: This is a bit shorter than I'd like but it is what it is. If you'd like a longer or angstier version just shoot me an ask or comment <33

Fluffier than some of em

Slight angst to fluff/comfort | 455 words

Warnings!: Dusting things, taking anger out in unhealthy ways, and flinching. Please let me know if I miss any <3!

Dabi | Hawks | Todoroki Shoto | Bakugo Katsuki | Midoriya Izuku | Shigaraki Tomura | Aizawa Shota | Amajiki Tamaki | Kirishima Eijiro | Shinso Hitoshi

As Tomura's hand reached towards you you flinched back, causing the tramautized man to pause. Did you... think he was going to hit you?

All he was planning on doing was grabbing your chin to force you to look him in the eyes. Would it have been rough? Yes, yes it would have been, but he wasn't going to hurt you.

"Tomura.. I'm just going to go." You whisper, moving to leave the gamer's sloppy bedroom.

"But wai-" Tomura was interupted by the closing of his door, causing him to curse as he kicked a pile of dirty laundry, which tangled his foot and caused him to loose his balance and fall onto the floor.

Curses strung from Tomura's mouth as he dusted the pile of clothes. As the last shirt disintergrated Tomura felt a small stroke of calmness wash over his emotions, causing him to let out a little sigh. Looking around, Tomura decided he wanted to entirely calm down and knew exactly how to do it.

~~

After Tomura dusted every thing but his bed, tv, gaming console + controllers, and tv stand, Tomura sighed. Instead of the blazing anger he felt earlier he felt entirely calm, and ready to talk to you.

~~

Storming towards your room, Tomura didn't bother tearing open the door and walking in, glaring at Dabi who was snickering at his display of desperation.

"Tomura what the hec-"

"Shut up and listen." Tomura growled, climbing on top of you, much to your dismay.

"Tomu-"

"I said to shut up and listen!"

After you stopped talking Tomura sighed, resting his head on your chest as he played with your hair, thinking about what he was going to say next.

"Listen I- I didn't mean to scare you.. I wasn't going to hurt you . I promise you I wasn't.

"I know Tomura."

"Will you be qui- you do?"

"Yes.. I do. I mostly wanted to get out of there to avoid furhter conflict because I know how hot headed you get when you're angry and no matter what I do or say you won't listen.

"Hey-"

"Tomura.. I'm sorry about my part of things. I didn't mean to annoy you with my teasing. I was just having a fun time and didn't realize how ganged up on you felt."

"And I'm sorry for freaking out on you instead of trying to understand your point of view."

Giggling, you peck Tomura's forehead, moving to tangle your hand in Tomura's hair.

"I love you Tomura. So much."

"I love you to goregous."

~Bonus~

Hey Tomura?"

"Hmm?"

"I'm going to have to get you more clothes and furniture.. aren't I?"

"Mhmmm"

Simply sighing, you get back to playing with Tomura's hair peacefully.

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[noekawa]

MISUNDERSTANDING

meal; oneshot

condiments; deaf! reader, miscommunication, angst

Bakugo was kidnapped by the League of Villains, they wanted him to join them— for him to betray the heroes.

So what was the reason for them taking you as well?

The reason is very simple. They wanted a bargaining chip and a hostage, you were vulnerable enough to be snatched so they took the chance.

You watched as Bakugo was out of his restraints and causing a scene, He was fighting while you were still strapped to the chair. Bakugo Katsuki, the guy who ignored your existence since he deemed it unworthy up until three weeks ago was currently trying to get both of your asses out of this mess.

Their heads turned towards the door, then suddenly— the wall exploded, you closed your eyes to shield them from the debris. It was All Might and a few heroes, they were here to save you both.

You saw more heroes and teams of enforced individuals fill the room, you had been freed from the chair and was currently standing next to Bakugo in front of All Might. All the villains had been seized and you were glad it was finally over.

You were wrong, portals appeared around Shigaraki first before popping up around everybody— and nomus were pouring out nonstop, you looked to the side and Bakugo was currently being engulfed in the same black portal mass, you reached over to help but it swallowed you in before you could even move.

When your vision cleared you were kneeling on the ground and coughing, beside you was Bakugo— and in front of you..

Your blood ran cold, it was definitely the boss of this league. The guy they talked about— All For One. He was apologizing to Bakugo..?

Behind you the rest of the league appeared, you quickly scrambled up and walked over to Bakugo to grab his arm. He turned around and looked angry, but for once, not at you.

He managed to say ‘What’ Before you both were blown back by an impact, you let out a silent gasp as your body skidded slightly on the ground. Your clothes were ripped making you winced, it hurts.

You quickly stood up and swayed slightly only to be blown back onto the ground, your eyes widened as All Might flew further back. This guy.. he’s lethal.

Bakugo wanted to flee the scene but the villains kept attacking him, making it impossible to leave. You ran to his side to help him, right now you were fighting back to back with Bakugo. You had bruises before but you now had cuts as well, Toga had cut you really badly.

As you pushed one away from you, you looked up and saw Iida, Midoriya and Kirishima flying.

Kirishima was holding his hand out.

You turned to Bakugo and was met with an explosion to the face causing you to cough, when you opened your eyes. He was already with Kirishima and the rest, leaving you on the ground surrounded by villains alone.

Tears dripped down your eyes as you looked up in hurt and confusion, betrayed by the guy you fought alongside with.

You turned your gaze away from them, collapsing down onto your knees as you quietly cried. There was no chance of you escaping since Toga was already dragging you into the portal with her hurriedly as the heroes tried to prevent them from escaping.

Refusing to look back at anyone you let her drag you along without a fight, your heart and hopes were crushed.

Betrayed by your own classmate.

All Might won and All For One was captured, you were tied up in another base of theirs— empty eyes staring into nothingness as Shigaraki was taking his anger out by kicking your defenseless body.

You were a shell of who you used to be, you couldn’t care anymore because the world was celebrating All Might’s victory, and you were still captured while Bakugo was free.

“Useless! Master is gone, useless, useless, useless, useless!!” Your back was covered in bruises and footprints as you laid still “I’ll kill her! She’s useless— You should’ve grabbed that Bakugo Toga!” Shigaraki growled as he was about to grab your neck with his hand but was stopped by Kurogiri.

“This is an opportunity Tomura,” He spoke as he flipped your body over, your face was devoid of any emotion as tear stains were visible on your cheeks. You refused to look at anybody.

“She’s all broken!! Can I keep her pretty please Tomura!?!” Toga squealed as she bounced in place excitedly.

“The heroes abandoned her, looks like they forgot about the other hostage.” Dabi mused as he looked down at you.

Tomura grabbed your face and made you look at him “Join the league of villains, unless you want to die.” He spat out.

You read his words, stared at him, and slowly nodded.

It was chaos, after the news of the other captive (you) being taken along with the villains the citizens were in outrage.

The heroes felt like shit, defeating a strong enemy but managing to let them take a vulnerable deaf student away made them feel like the villains instead.

Bakugo’s guilt was the worst out of all of them, class 1-a was outside of their new dorms— it was supposed to be just Midoriya, Iida, Kirishima and him but the rest just couldn’t stay still and followed them.

“Fuck! It’s my fucking fault— they’re taking the fucking blame because of me! Shit, shit!” Bakugo gripped his face as he scowled, his voice was shaking.

“If I didn’t— Fuck! If I didn’t try to get her attention with the explosion she could’ve just fucking grabbed onto me! Now she’s gone— They took her! She stared at me with those pathetic fucking eyes and didn’t even want to look at me anymore— Now she thinks I purposely let them take her!” He screamed out, venting his frustrations and guilt as tears welled up in his eyes.

Bakugo was just trying to get your attention but he didn’t realize you were already looking at him, causing a miscommunication between you two.

The guilt was eating his soul away and if you died, the blood would be splattered all over him.

“Kacchan…! You.. didn’t know..” Midoriya started softly, everybody was in shock and so was he.

Silence filled the air, they had just lost a classmate to the villains and there was a chance she was dead.

“D- do you think she’s going to be brainwashed into thinking the heroes betrayed her!?” Uraraka squeaks out as she trembled.

Kirishima shook his head “No way! I- I believe in her! She wouldn’t join them! She has to understand what Bakugo did was just an accident!”

“It’s too late,” Todoroki said bluntly, everybody looked towards him with confused expressions.

He looked down at the ground “Her face, it was enough for me to understand. She gave up every hope and went with the villains willingly.”

Iida breathed out shakily “I.. saw it too, her faith in heroes..”

It was the end of your hero journey and the beginning of you villainous path.

#bnha x reader #bnha #mha #angst #bakugou katsuki #bakugo katuski #mha x reader #misunderstandings #shigaraki tomura #dabi #league of villains #oneshot

[aprylx]

THE OTHER VERSION

as i said in the first post, i just love him so much, one of the best characters in the franchise no doubt imo

but yeah, ive got a fanfic in the works (pretty much gonna be an AU type shit - similar to those fics where shiggy is found by like Inko instead of AFO, but not Inko - you'll see.)

These were fun to make, might make more, prolly not. (maybe dabi one??? idfk)

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[sawbiter]

solace - shigaraki tomura

- cw : fem!reader, fluff, small angst, implied mental illness w shiggy, very small post !

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tomura shigaraki clings to you like he will die if he lets go.

he's a hardened villain; he shouldn't be this weak to you. but, one look from your soft and loving eyes and he's weak in the knees. he just- he loves you so much, and he's never felt that before. this is new territory, you were his first everything. he was a shut-in before you came along, only really going outside for villain purposes.

but now you, his cute and sweet little girlfriend wants to go on dates? wants to go to the arcade and win shitty little prizes? sign him up, he'd never let you go without him. what if you got hurt?

before you, tomura never took care of himself. his nails were long and sharp, his hair was greasy and filthy and his skin was flaky and smelly. but, once you came along, and you saw how little he took care of himself, your eyes filled with something he hadn't seen in so, so long. empathy.

you washed his hair, put on his skincare products and clipped his fingernails. you washed his clothes and helped him clean his room. you got him out of that hopeless, depressive state he'd been in for so long; only ever cleaning up for missions that required it.

you stayed when he would snap at you, when he thought he was undeserving so he pushed you away, yelling, throwing fits and threatening you. you were patient. you stayed. every effort he made to sabotage your relationship was pointless; you knew he didn't want you gone.

tenko, despite wearing gloves, will never touch you with all five fingers. he knows he's a monster, but he wouldn't even want to risk hurting you. he confesses this to you in a hushed whisper late in the night, scratching his neck with his nails til blood drips down onto his black hoodie. you smiled at him, holding his hand away from his bloodied neck and looking at him with love in your eyes. “you're not a monster. not to me.”

shimura tenko, who clings to you as he cries, your loving whispers providing him solace for the first time since he was 5.

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[quolafish]

Tomura Shigaraki is so touch starved.

Love him. Comb your fingers through his hair, kiss his lips, just… shower him with love. Not just empty sex, give the man more. He needs more than just pleasure. He needs the aftercare, the emotion, the passion, everything that makes sticking around afterwards worthwhile.

He’s so insecure. He deems himself unlovable. He doesn’t deserve to be loved, he thinks, and honestly he’s probably right. Tomura Shigaraki is a victim, he was abused and thrown onto path of villainy, and he treads on it until he reaches his dreams. It’s not fair the stupid, ‘never give up on your dreams motto’ doesn’t apply to everyone. It’s selective, and why the hell should he care, why shouldn’t he just get what he wants?

Heavens, he can just take you, can’t he? He could keep you hidden away forever and never let you see the light of day again. He could keep you, he could get rid of you, he could literally have you any way he wants but he couldn’t do any of that. Not when the fact is when he makes you cry when he yells, he wants to tear his throat apart, rip out his larynx and decay the voice box. Not when the sight of you trembling when he’s in one his slumps, refusing to leave his smelly depression room, holding a shaking plate of a meal you made for him, knowing he hasn’t eaten in a week.

You look afraid of him in those moments. Your stupid to think he would hurt you. He’s stupider to make you think so.

You’re fucking quirkless. You’re useless to him, you should be useless to him! You have nothing to bring him close to his dreams and somehow you attack him, like a vicious disease, with new, stupid dreams of being touched and held like a person, a man that is loved. He’s a villain! He wants to be one, he needs to be one. Or else what’s the point?

He hates the world to the point of hating ever living, breathing thing. You must be a fucking zombie then. That’s ridiculous. You’re the most prettiest thing this world has ever assaulted him with, and your gentleness makes him dizzy. The only use you should have is… pleasure, he won’t deny he’s a man with needs and desires, but fucking hell! You’re no sex tool! The horrible lie makes him want to throw up his thoughts. He doesn’t when he realizes you’d be the one to hold his hair back and rub his stomach. You’re his peice of heaven the gods were stupid enough to spill down the drain, and now you’re stuck in the rat-infested sewers that is Tomura Shigaraki.

But you’re not. Not stuck, he means. He could make that be so but you know he won’t, he knows he won’t, hell, anyone with a brain who catches a glimpse at how he looks at you through Father knows you’re the first person to see him without the hand in years other than Kurigori. Anyone who jokes Tomura keeps you around for fun is getting decayed into nothing. Not even Dabi would dare. You’re all his but at the same time you’re not really. He’ll never admit it with words but when you have him in your arms, running your fingers through his greasy hair until you fall asleep, he’s all yours.

Yours, yours, yours!

Tomura hates himself for not hating it! For not hating you! You’re weak in the sense he needs to protect you, and yet you bring the man to his knees when coo his real, real name softly before the dreaded, three lettered word and that just makes him cry. A horrible contradiction, a mind numbing, mind cradling contrast when a monster is loved by an angel.

You… shouldn’t love him. He wished you didn’t, but at the same time he hopes you never stop. He hopes you never stop looking after him, hopes you never heal from whatever delusion of him you have in his mind. He’s a horrible boyfriend, and he knows it. And yet he tries to be better even though he can’t take you on dates. He tries to cuddle you even though he’s too afraid to make skin-to-skin contact; he’s so afraid he raises his pinkies when he wears gloves. You’re precious, you’re the death of him, the death of a villain and he starts having delusions of his own.

Delusions your sleep-inducing love twist into a dreams, lulling him into a temporary rest in your arms. Dreams of redemption, of being in your arms forever.

Tomura Shigaraki is irredeemable. He’s killed countless. He’s a monster. He’s selfish. He’s the viscous disease, he’s the life sucking zombie, he’s the parasite, the pathogen, sucking all your love like a greedy vampire, sucking you dry. He can see what this relationship does to you. It lasted years because Tomura Shigaraki is selfish.

He’s not being selfish when he leaves you, forcing you to forget him.

#tomura x reader #shigaraki x reader #shigaraki angst #tomura x you #tomura x y/n #shigaraki x you #mha angst

[kinq-sleazee]

MDNI| toxic relationship, accidentally hurt by his quirk, gaslighting, manipulating, suggestive content , a need for therapy :(

shigaraki cries when you threaten to leave. no, not earth shattering sobs but silent tears that spill from the ducts as he watches you pack. you’re turned away because you can’t bear to look at him. “i knew you would leave me… just like everyone else”. his voice is hoarse and raspy, a dejected tone that claws at your soul. you pause your actions, clutching at the handles of the suitcase to take a deep breath. he approaches tentatively, like a lion studying a lamb. “i can’t keep doing this, Tomura” he winces, disgusted by the bitter sound of his given name from your lips. “how many times do i have to say m’sorry, angel”? the man reaches for your bruised and bandaged arm—evidence of his temper. “didn’t wanna hurt you, baby. just wanted you to listen, you know i hate it when people don’t listen to me”. you snatch away, tears threatening to fall. “people ?” you hiss, “I’m your girlfriend , tomura. you don’t get to treat me like your minions!” he goes silent. you still haven’t looked at him. and chest heaving with fists clenched. and even with the vortex of emotion he can only focus on one thing. “you’re so beautiful when you cry”. it’s dry and mirthless, your laugh. “god—you’re sick”. he shrugs, “you’ve known that from the beginning”. he’s right about that , at least. you’re still not looking at him and he needs that to change. he knows if you’ll just meet his eyes then it’ll be fine ! “it’s not my fault that i’m like this. i was beaten, bruised and abandoned. being discarded is why i am the way i am” he sniffs, “i just hoped that you…” he trails off, knowing that your kind heart wanted nothing more than to comfort him. he can see it in the way your hands flex. “don’t you love me anymore, angel ?” your body stiffens. he has you now, and he knows it. hook, line and sinker. of course you meet his gaze, eyes brimming with tears. so full of love and utter devotion. it’s foolish really. you’re too good for this world. too good for him. he knows it too but he is a deteriorating corpse in a vast desert and you are a tropical oasis. you are his salvation. he needs you. and you love him. crimson renders you motionless, with him walking you backwards against the wall. “baby, my angel” it’s whispered against your skin. his head tucked in the crook of your neck to graze the sensitive flesh there with his teeth. “i need you, angel. don’t you know that ?” his tongue trails upwards, a glistening path up your face to capture the salty tears that linger. roughly, he palms your breast and gropes your ass. small pecks across your cheeks until his lips meet your own. you try to resist, really you do, but his teeth break the skin making you gasp and he bullies his way against your tongue. the kiss is raw and passionate and bloody and you feel yourself drowning once again. “you are mines, angel. i’d kill us both, before i ever let you leave me”. it’s not a threat, it’s a promise between lovers , whispered sweetly as he falls to his knees, pulling your tights down with him. a kiss is pressed to your mound, followed by the rough pad of his thumb. your knees buckle, but he holds you steady. “don’t worry, baby, i’ve got you. i’m never letting go”. you made shigaraki cry when you threatened to leave, but he made you cry and beg to cum.

#tomura shigiraki x reader #mha tomura #tomura shiragaki #shigaraki tomura #shiggy #shigaraki drabble #shigaraki fanfiction #shigaraki smut #shigaraki angst #tenko shimura #mha smut #mha angst #mha villains #shigaraki x reader #shigaraki x black!reader

[random-fanfic-ideas]

Tomura Kidnaps reader from Depression

• Tomura kidnapping reader from Prohero boyfriend Bakugou, but the reader isn’t fighting back because she just found out her boyfriend was cheating on her

• Reader tells Prohero Bakugou not to look for her, but Tomura is low key begging the reader to have a normal reaction to her situation because he’s becoming overwhelming sad to see the reader so depressed

• Bakugou is freaking out because he wants to get his girlfriend back but is stricken down by this feeling of immense guilt over what he did

• Because Tomura is trying to help reader process her feelings, he starts to develop some very strong protective feelings for her. The reader and Tomura end up up becoming a couple

#bnha x reader #boku no hero x reader #mha x reader #bakugou katsuki #bnha bakugo katsuki #bnha bakugou #bakugou #bakugou x y/n #katsuki bakugou #katsuki bakugo mha #tomura shiragaki #tomura x y/n #shigaraki tomura #shigaraki x reader #bnha shigaraki #mha shigaraki #tomura x reader #bnha x reader angst #mha angst #angst to comfort #angst to fluff

[idontlikethetasteofwater]

My version of Villain Deku, from The Dead Cannot Cry: Dokuhebi: Taipan! (The Poisonous Snake: Taipan)

The Dead Cannot Cry is a Villain Deku fic with Dad for One, Villain Inko, and Big Brother Tomura. It's about the overthrow of the society created by two brothers, by two brothers.

Without notes:

No coloring:

#my hero academia #dadforone #fanfic #mha #tomura shiragaki #izuku midoriya #boku no hero academia #izuku angst #villain deku #shigaraki and midoriya #mha fanfiction #bnha deku #dfo theory #mha dfo #one for all #all for one #afomidoriya

[glassartpeasants]

Happily Ever After

Tomura Shigaraki x F!Reader

Warnings: Smut, angst, death, degradation, blow jobs, rough sex maybe idk

A/N: I personally like this one more than I other two I recently did. I was also passing in and out of consciousness while writing this. Not edited cause I'm tired

~~~

Love can make you do crazy things.

Well, that's what your mother always taught you. Never let go of the person you love the most. Because sometimes you'll never know if they will leave you. Her words always stuck with you.

She would tell you stories about knights and princesses who got together to be married. All sorts of stories about where they would live happily ever after. You would always imagine when you would have your happily ever after. The image of having a wedding with the one you love while your father walks you down the aisle constantly replayed in your mind. Having a happily ever after was all you ever wanted!

So when you saw him on the news, you felt as if your heart was jumping out of your chest!

You don't know what made you fall so hard for him, but you didn't care! Was it the baby blue hair? Maybe was it his courage to attack UA? Or how strong the news claimed him to be? Perhaps it was how he managed to gather a group of other villains to go for his cost! You didn't know. All you knew was that you had to have him no matter the cost!

~~~

Being a villain was more difficult than you originally expected.

Sure, you knew that heroes would be after you, but you didn't realize that not all villains are friends with one another. You learned that the hard way after trying to talk to one of them for directions to the nearest gas station.

You couldn't believe how agile they were. You've never run so fast in your life after that. But thankfully, you made it to the gas station in time. They didn't dare come in here for some reason as they gave a look of horror before dashing off after you stepped into the building.

Confused, you just walked around the store to find things to eat. Knowing that when you were going to be a more recognized villain, you wouldn't be able to have the luxury of freely going into gas stations, Even with your quirk.

Your quirk was invisibility. You were able to turn invisible for about 3 hours every twelve hours. Your quirk took up a lot of your energy as you needed to be 100 percent focused when being invisible. If not, there was a chance that you could lose focus and turn visible again.

You heard the door to the gas station open by the sound of the ringing bell that followed suit. Figuring it was nothing, you proceeded to grab some food. Then the smell of burnt flesh hit your nose, and as soon as you were going to hop out of the aisle to see what it could be, a flash of blue flames flew right past you. You immediately knew who could be causing such a flame.

You peaked your head out of the aisle to see the criminal himself, his left arm still smoking. His eyes quickly caught yours before sending a blue fireball your way.

You ran out of the aisle and ducked your head, trying to remain calm and get your thoughts together so you could focus and use your quirk. Another fireball was thrown at you as you were about to turn invisible. Thankfully you ducked in time and ran into yet again another aisle.

You took a deep breath before closing your eyes and standing up. You looked down at your hands only to see nothing there. Mentally congratulating yourself, you slowly tiptoed towards the gas station door. There was smoke everywhere, along with the charred bodies of the people in the store before you. Most of them were innocent people.

Ever since you decided to go down this path of villainy, you never have actually killed anyone before. All you've been doing so far is petty crimes such as stealing, property damage, and an assault on a few assholes who wouldn't stop catcalling people. Seeing all these dead bodies was such a weird feeling, and you honestly didn't know how to describe it.

You couldn't focus on it too long, though. You were still trapped in a gas station with an A-ranked villain. You looked to the door and let out a silent sigh of relief. Freedom was so close that you could taste the fresh air.

"An invisibility quirk aye? Just to let you know it wore off sweetheart." You could feel yourself freeze.

Even if you were in love with his boss, you knew that they were still the highest-ranking villains in the country, and trying to be all buddy-buddy with them on first sighting was an excellent way to get you turned into ash.

"I'll admit, I'm a little impressed. Finally, someone who has actually has a bit of potential." You could hear the sound of his boots behind you before a strong arm grabbed your upper arm.

"Come on, I want you to meet someone." As soon as you were about to say something, the whole world suddenly went black.

~~~

You woke up in a chair in a freezing cold room. Only a small amount of light lit up the entire room making it almost to dark to see anything.

Moving your head from side to side you realized that you were practically stuck in said room. There were no windows at all, the walls were concrete and the door seemed to be closed.

"Ah, you're finally awake. took you long enough."

"What...where am I?"

"That doesn't matter at the moment. For I have someone that wants to talk to you." You hear the sound of a door closing before reopening again.

"So this is the girl you were talking about?" You knew that sound.

It was him!

You couldn't believe that you were truly hearing his voice in person! That and you would get to meet him! Just the thought of being in a room with him made you want to giggle like a school girl.

"Dabi please leave us. I'll talk to you once I'm done here and see if she's worthy."

"Whatever you say, boss man." You could hear him leaving the room, leaving Shigaraki and you alone.

"I looked into your profile just to see who you exactly were. A regular old civilian who accomplished nothing in her life before coming a petty criminal. Why? What made you change your mind?" Oh no. How were you supposed to tell him that he was the reason you went down this path without sounding like a total psycho! Maybe you could twist the truth a little bit? Saying that you thought what he said at USJ was the truth that the world wasn't ready to hear? That it opened up your eyes?

"I saw what happened between you and the USJ incident. While they were talking about what you said, it felt like a revolution to me. Realizing that we live in a society that cares about no one but themselves. If you aren't born with a 'heroic' quirk, you'd be tossed out onto the streets like you were nobody. As sappy as it sounds, that's the reason." You barely slipped in your love for him there but you hoped that twisting things around will do you in favor. You were so close to him that you could even see his red shoes in the dim light.

"Hm, I was expecting you to say something about that stupid hero killer Stain, but I'm pleasantly surprised that it's not." You raised your eyebrow at his words. Hero killer?

You left your home quickly after you saw him on the news. After that, you have barely ever seen the news. That and the newspaper. You were too afraid to get a phone for fear that the heroes would use it to find you.

"Hero killer? I don't know who that is, I haven't even looked at the news in a long time." He looked shocked at your words. You hoped it was the good kind of shock because it sounded like he didn't like Stain.

"Do you not have a phone as well? Have you not even seen the video?"

"No I haven't, the last news outlet thing I've seen was you at the USJ incident."

"That was months ago...how have you managed so far?"

"I'm always on the move so I guess I've just never had the time to look at the news. I try to stray away from the public eye and hero's since my quirk is not the best for fighting and close combat."

"Hmm, I see. But you do seem useful for sneak attacks and stuff like that. We have many close combat and far combat recruits. But we don't have anyone like you yet."

Like you? You could feel your toes curl in your shoes. Was he saying that you were special?! You struggled to not show your excitement.

"O-Oh really?"

"Yes. So I'm pretty sure you know where I'm getting at? We could really benefit from having you on our team."

"I'll join!"

Shigaraki was surprised how you didn't even need to be convinced. You were already so fast to want to join his cause. It was a little admirable but at the same time, a little suspicious. He'd have to keep a close eye on you just to make sure your not up to any fishy business.

"Okay then. Welcome to the League of Villians."

~~~

You couldn't wait till your first mission! You'd be able to be by Shigaraki the entire time and just watch him in real-time instead of on tv!

Every time you got close to Shigaraki, your whole body felt as if it were on fire! You would always get so hot and bothered every time he'd even look in your direction. You didn't understand how anyone could pass him up! He was beautiful in every way! You'd kill anyone that said otherwise!

It wasn't creepy to watch him from afar! Twice didn't know what he was talking about! You were simply learning what he likes and how he acts when he's not fighting the heroes!

You learned that his favorite food is! You learned that he loved video games. Especially the shooter-type games! Maybe if you bought one or stole one for him, maybe he'd want to hang out! So many things to learn about the leader now that he was finally in arms reach!

Did you know that you were absolutely terrible at sneaking? Or did he just know what was going on every single second of the day? He was taught to keep his ears open and listen to the slightest sound.

You sure liked to watch him. It was only raising his suspicion. First, you immediately agreed and now you're watching him like a hawk. He can see you peeking around the corner you know? He also didn't like how it would always be him that you were staring at. Maybe he should ask Dabi what he thinks is going on and what his suggestions are.

"Sounds like she has a thing for you crusty. I don't see how but that's the best guess I've got for you. Watching you like a hawk? Immediately agreeing to join the league? Definitely has a thing for you." Interesting. He has never had someone show interest in him before. While of course, it was a nice change in some parts, taking down hero society is the biggest thing in his life. If he wants to take this route, deciding will change the course on how he goes about destroying society and becoming king of the villains.

~~~

You'd like to think you did pretty well for your first 4 missions! You didn't lose focus not even a single time! You just had to remind yourself that you needed to do this for him! Let him see that you're worth it! Showing him that you were the perfect match for him!

While you guys were walking home from the last mission, Dabi had suggested that you guys should have a few drinks in the celebration that it was successful. Not one to turn down getting along with the rest of the league, you agreed and started talking to Toga about the mission.

Once you all got back to the league, Toga decided to go to bed since her part of the mission was a little more energy-draining than the rest of your guys. The rest of you cracked open a few bottles of whiskey and began to drink the night away.

Dabi passed out on the couch along with Twice. Only you and Shigaraki were left to drink the rest.

Looking at Shigaraki you couldn't help but feel your body become hot once again as the familiar love in your heart for him surfaced.

"Why are you staring at me?" His voice snapped you out of your thoughts as his red eyes meet yours.

"I just can't help it. Your so beautiful." It was too late to realize what you said before it was already out of your mouth. Maybe you shouldn't have downed that much alcohol. I guess it was too late to back out now.

"What?"

"Your just so beautiful It's always so hard to take my eyes off you. I could stare at you for hours and never get bored." You could feel the dopey smile on your face when you said those words. It felt as if your body was floating as you drunkenly confessed your love to him.

You stumbled your way closer to the seat he was sitting at and sat right next to him. He just still continued to stare at you with shock.

"I love you so much! There isn't anything that I wouldn't do for you!"

Shigaraki could see you rubbing your thighs together as you talked to him. Even talking to him or being anywhere near him got you off? You must be crazy if you loved him to that point. But Shigaraki won't lie. It's been a while since he's got any sort of action in the bedroom. Maybe one night wouldn't hurt. Plus after this, he can pretend like it never happened.

"You'd do anything for me?" His question made you feel all giddy inside as you shook your head yes.

"Okay then. Follow me." He got out of his chair and you both walked towards his room. You were finally going in! You've only watched from the outside and now you were going to get a really good like at what his room actually looked like!

It was a little dirtier than you imagined but that didn't bother you much! You noticed all types of games he had and what consoles he owned as well. Maybe sometime you should buy him a few!

You looked behind you and noticed him sit down on his bed. The covers were sprawled all over the bed along with some clothes at the end of the bed.

"Come here." Not one to disobey, you followed his orders.

"On your knees." You did so without a second thought. Was he gonna ask you to suck his dick? Oh, you sure hoped so! The thought of finally being able to touch his skin made your heart beat faster than it ever has before.

You saw him unbutton his pants and pull down his boxers a bit before his dick finally popped out. He was so much bigger than you imagined he would be!

"Suck." He didn't need to tell you twice! You quickly took him in your mouth while looking at him.

You started you pace out slowly just to get used to it. You wanted to be able to take him all in your mouth just to show him you were capable! You could feel every inch of his dick with your tongue.

You felt him grab the back of your head before pushing your head to take him all. You could feel him in your throat as your jaw was pushed to its limits.

He proceeded to grab a fist full of hair before using your head as his own personal fleshlight. Of course, you weren't complaining. If this meant he was feeling amazing, you would endure anything he wanted you to!

The feeling of him twitching in your mouth was the only warning you were given before you felt him shoot ropes of cum down your throat. When he pulled out of your mouth you coughed as you try and gain some air. His taste is still on your tongue as he pulls you to the bed.

"Now strip slut." You did what he asked and quickly took off your tank top along with your bra. You were about to take off your pants but Shigaraki dusted them before you could. That and your panties as well.

"You're taking too long." Now, hovering over you, you looked into his eyes even better. They were so beautiful and you would look into them forever if you could. His face made your cheeks hot as you finally got the best look at his face. Every scar told a story to you and it only showed how far he'd come.

You could feel his hands grab your thighs tightly with his pinkie up. His breath fanned across your face before scooting even closer towards you. His body between your legs as you could feel yourself becoming wetter by the mere second.

Shigaraki grabbed his pants before throwing them off to an unknown corner of the room. His boxers went down to mid-thigh. Was this finally happening? Would you finally be able to feel him inside you after imagining it for so long?

You could feel him rub the head of his cock against your cunt. You bucked your hips trying to get more friction only for them to be slammed down by strong hands.

"Beg."

"Please! I'll do anything! I just want to feel you inside me! I want you to fuck me until I can't even thing straight! Please Shigaraki-" You let out a gasp for air when he harshly shoved his cock into your cunt.

He was so big you swore he was going to spilt you in two! He always managed to fit all of it inside you with each harsh thrust. You loved how harsh he was with you! How he pounded into your cunt like his life depended on it.

You wrapped your legs around his waist and dug your nails into his back. You were determined to leave something on him. To prove that you were the one who made him feel this way!

The feeling of you becoming undone as you tightened around him caused both of you guys to let out a moan. The feeling of him pounding against that spot inside of you finally turned you over the edge as you dug your nails into his back, leaving deep scratches.

He was gripping your thighs so tightly that you swore that you'd have bruises for days afterward. You didn't mind though. Waking up in the morning only to see the bruises he would leave on your hips would be the best gift anyone has ever given you!

You could hear him panting before his hips stuttered and he stilled inside you. His cum filled up your entire cunt and leaked out when he left your hole.

You were smiling ear to ear. This could be the start of those fairytales your mother told you about! You would be able to live happily ever after with your villainous prince!

You were dragged out of your thoughts when you felt a hand clasp around your throat. Was he into choking? That's okay! He could try anything on you and you wouldn't say a word! You looked into his eyes but instead of seeing the lustful ones you saw moments prior, they looked to be conflicted before sadness quickly replaced it before going emotionless.

His grip on your throat tightened as he let out a sigh.

"I'm sorry my dear, maybe in another life, we could be together. But for now, I can't have someone in my way. I hope you understand." You didn't understand what was going on before you felt all his fingers placed against your throat.

An unspeakable pain surged through your body as you tried to scream in pain only for it to be silenced as his decay took over your body. Your eyes could only focus on your body as it decayed away.

You didn't understand. You did everything right? You played by the rules, you broke the rules, all to be with him. You cheered him on from afar! You were the one who did whatever he asked without a second thought!

He took away your life after showing him all the love you had to give. So why did it not work out? Why, after all of this, is the way you go out? What did you do to deserve this?

You could feel painful tears stream down your face before you let out a last pained gasp before your whole world turned dark. How humiliating to go out in such a way. It wasn't fair. Everyone got their happily ever after,

so why couldn't you?

#tomura shigaraki x reader #shigaraki tomura x reader #mha #bnha #mha smut #bnha smut #shigaraki tomura #tomura shigaraki #tomura shigaraki angst #shigaraki x reader #tomura x reader #tomura shiragaki

[mamayan]

YANDERE SHIGARAKI TOMURA X DARLING

⚠️ MDNI•NSFW•18+•Dark Content ⚠️

Specific warnings: Implied kidnapping, x reader, yandere themes, assault, non-con, forced dub-con, afab! darling, vaginal penetration, oral (m! Receiving), anal, degradation, humiliation, abuse, mean Tomura, seriously this is fucking dark and sad but I’m writing as realistically as I can, Tomura is mentally ill, don’t read if you usually prefer fluff, angst

Synopsis: Oh how this man claims to be so much more, but he’s just a desensitized gaming addict and the only real murder he’s committed is dusting. He never really took a person apart until they begged for death… until you.

“FUCK!” The scream echoed off the walls of the dark room. He threw the game controller to the ground, his hands digging into his hair and pulling at the greasy blue strands. When he wasn’t done whining after a minute, you prepared yourself mentally.

Just as predicted, within a few moments after his cursing and game rage died down, blood shot red eyes flicked over to you.

You. Chained up like a dog to the bed post, curled in on yourself on the floor by the nightstand. It didn’t matter how small you made yourself, how low you bowed and bent. You were seen as a patronizing civilian that worshiped heroes and licked the hypocrisy they spewed right off the ground they walked. Begging irritated him, pleas for mercy usually resulted in more injury and pain, so you stayed silent and still. Your lip had barely healed enough that it wasn’t agonizing to drink or eat, and you didn’t feel like having the wound reopened.

He’d lost for the nth time already. This level harder than the last few he’d easily conquered but none of it truly mattered except surviving another night. You counted in your mind as he sauntered over to you, sneering down at your sorry, dirty, naked figure. He hadn’t allowed you a shower or bath in over a week, so you were caked in your own sweat, blood, and his semen. He liked painting you, marking you with cuts and bruises shaped like his hands. His hands he could place on you fully and you wouldn’t disintegrate. Your useless quirk suddenly the reason you’ve entered this unending nightmare.

1…2…3…4…5

Fingers dug into the flesh of your upper arm, yanking you onto unsteady feet and shaking legs. He pulled you to his level, vitriol soaking his words, “You think it’s funny don’t you? Fucking whore, are you mocking me?” It was a rhetorical question, but he reacted as if he really wanted an answer. His free hand moved to wrap around your neck, cutting off air as he bared his teeth and yelled at you, “FUCKING ANSWER ME!”

“No!” You were forced to answer, but it was never a game you could win with whatever words left your lips. He pushed you towards the bed, his thin figure oddly powerful as you tripped over your own feet and landed only halfway on the mattress. You’d been starved of any actual nutrients from his snack binges, though you were aware his own meals were prepared by a man named Kurogiri. It left you weak and lethargic, unable to really fight back, and now it seems more serious issues were arising as your legs didn’t quit support you anymore.

You could only try and calm your breathing as you heard him unbutton his pants. The scent of his bed a mild distraction for what was to come as you let your mind drift. The man, Kurogiri, washed his sheets weekly, his comforter biweekly, and did some sort of mattress vacuuming and deep clean. The mist covered man never spoke to you, never even acknowledged you existed. Your own existence seemingly reduced to… this.

Nails dug into your scalp and you could only whine in pain as the chain connected to your collar was used to yank you up further onto the bed where he wanted you. Compliance wasn’t the best thing to do, it was the only thing to do. You either did it yourself or he did it for you, and it would hurt exponentially more if he did it. “You must think I’m a loser huh? Some pathetic nobody. Let me make something clear,” his breath smelled like sugar and chemicals from his energy drink, “The only pathetic loser here is you.”

You were grateful when he shoved your face into the mattress. Grateful he couldn’t see the tears leak from your half opened distance gaze as you stared at the television screen he’d abandoned. He was right, you were the pathetic loser here. The screen was on the starting page, an armored warrior decked out in all of Tomura’s favorite equips…just… hovering.

The sounds of fabric rustling caught you attention, and you did your best to relax when you felt cool wet fingers messily prod your entrance. You stayed still when he moved completely, likely dropping down to spread your ass so he could spit directly onto your cunt. He wasn’t really speaking to you as he muttered out a mild “dumb whore” before shoving his half hard cock inside of you. It stung, his hips trying to shove himself into a dry channel with grunted effort. His hand came down next to your face, blocking to view of the tv as you grit your teeth remain silent. It didn’t matter if you screamed or wailed, he got off on it even more, so why give him the satisfaction? You clenched the bed sheets between your fingers and could only hope he’d be done soon.

How wrong you’d be though.

Tomura seemingly had something to prove tonight. He kept muttering beneath his breath about something called a “Nomu” and “Fucking Stain” but you really couldn’t understand too much. Only that he was clearly taking whatever frustrations those caused out on you.

Despite your best efforts, all your willpower, you body betrayed you like it always did. Slick wet his passage and soon he was hammering into you with fervor and it only made you sick inside because a small part of it all felt good. Horrendously good, and with each passing day, you internally began craving any interaction. Even if it was like this. Detached or full of hatred which burned so much hotter than your own despite being the victim. “Fuck- tight, relax!” he huffed loudly, his moan not matching his words before his hand connected with your ass and a yelp ripped from your lips finally.

He laughed, forcing you up the bed further to hike your hips up and force your head down to fuck even deeper into you. Your own juices making the sounds so much more erotic as his hips smashed into you, forcing each inch of him inside. You could only cry and bite back the noises struggling to come out, the pleasure becoming a little too strong as a war began inside of you. You didn’t want to give this monster the satisfaction but your body was begging for release.

You could resume your count, hoping it distracted you long enough for him to finish first.

6…7…8…9…

“What’s wrong huh? Not gonna scream for your heroes tonight?” His palm connecting with your ass didn’t register right away, but the next one did. You could only whimper and whine, still intent on keeping your noises minimal.

10….11….12….13….

“Fuck you get tighter every time I spank you. Do you like getting fucked by a disgusting villain? Who’d even fucking want you now that I’ve had you?” His tip kept nailing just the tip of your cervix and it was making stars dance in your vision. His nasty words no longer really registering. “You don’t know pain, not really. You think being immune to my quirk makes you special?” Only tiny choked sobs and the noises of him railed you into the mattress answered him.

What number were you on again? 10?

“I’m gonna fill this pussy- fuck!” You wanted to crawl away from it all but he had you pinned. You couldn’t remember the numbers or even your name really. You did know you were going to come if he didn’t stop. “Please-!” You hated it, the way he made you feel. So weak and pathetic, and he wasn’t even trying to make you feel good. You didn’t want to come, you didn’t want any of this. Your heart was beating so loudly in your ears, you could hardly hear anything anymore. You didn’t even realize the noises now coming from your throat sounded like pure ecstasy.

Tomura even slowed down momentarily, stunned by the lewd moans and cries you were making, and then how wet you were despite everything. It drove him wild.

His hips slammed into you, both hands now digging into your hips and all you could do was take it. Each thrust was met with him yanking you back onto his swollen cock, you could even feel it beginning to throb inside of you.

You broke for the first time as your orgasm washed over you, reducing you to a shaking whiny mess. Your twitching and tightening walls had Tomura following right behind you, moaning into your back as he filled you up.

You both stayed quiet for a moment, panting and struggling to regroup your minds. For just a second, you closed your eyes and pretend it was different. That you were just as your boyfriend’s house playing video games and it led to passionate sex. That it wasn’t a psychopathic villain that just fucked you senseless. Maybe he was pretending you were as fucked up as he was. Maybe you were if this is where you are now.

He pulled out slowly, his breathing still slightly ragged but he’s mostly recovered now unlike you.

The sight of you on his bed like this, limp and leaking his cum from your cunt, had him hard all over again. It was easy to just manhandle you to laying with your face near the edge of the bed on your side, where he could present his cock in front of your face.

“Open up slut, I’ve got your favorite thing right here.” His snarky comment and snicker ignored as you opened your mouth, letting him stuff his cock inside as you struggled not to gag and choke. He needed to shower. So did you. Sadly, Tomura wasn’t a man that liked waiting or had any patience. His hand settled behind your head, and then his hips moved. He cared little if you choked on his cock, the thick appendage sinking into your throat and making you cry for all new reasons. You could only be grateful he seemed to want to enjoy this blow job, hips moving leisurely and just slow enough you could still breathe. He was murmuring nonsense, and you did your best to suck and take all of him the best you could to ensure this night didn’t end as a new nightmare. For a moment, you really thought it wouldn’t, but when he hit too deep and you gagged and pulled away…

It enraged him. “Bitch!”

A sharp noise echoed, and it took a moment for the blinding pain that seared the side of your face to process with your mind as a slap. The next side followed, as you cried out and tried to raise your hands to prevent worsening damage.

It didn’t matter. You could already taste blood and acknowledge your lip was probably worse off than it began. This was the thing about Tomura, it was like he could sense your relief. He was a predator that preyed on all things comfort or joy. “Did you just try to bite me? STOP CRYING!” His hands shot out to wrap around your neck, yanking you up and cutting off all air as you had a short panicked moment to stare into his eyes.

He looked unhinged.

“Who the fuck do you think you are? You’re mine, my fucking toy, and if I want to make you die choking on my dick you should be grateful.” He’s out of his mind, but then again you knew that already. The edges of your vision darkened due to the lack of oxygen and you briefly wondered if this was how you really died.

You also briefly wanted to.

Unfortunately he didn’t seem done with you yet, when he forced you off the bed and let you drop to the floor to gasp like a fish out of water. Choking down air greedily before shrieking in pain as the same air was knocked from your lungs. His foot connecting with your stomach had you reeling, no liquids or food to throw up so it left you dry heaving and curling in on yourself.

“Shut up! It’s your fault! This is all your fault! Why’d you get to have a nullifying quirk, huh? What makes you so fucking great? Nothing! I can still kill you!” His hands pressing you down to the floor, shoving you on your back as you dizzily looked up at the man torturing you.

You hated him. Hated all of him. Hated how violent he was. How he never asked for anything, just took it. Hated how spoiled he acted. Hated how even now, you felt a small piece of you pity this monster, as tears streamed down his face. Despite his eyes being locked on you, he wasn’t looking at you. He was seeing someone else, and the grief in his eyes was real and you hated that there were pieces of him that were human.

He spread your legs easily, your body too weak to fight back. He was shaking, even as one finger dipped inside you, his free hand was scratching violently at his neck until blood began to pour. It’s oddly like he’s trying to match your pain, or he needs pain in general to get off somehow. He used your own combined fluids to lubricate your other hole, dipping a finger in even despite your whine of protest. At least he was lubricating you this time. Small mercies.

When he pressed into your ass, the stretch and burn had you wanting to vomit again. It just amplified the rest of the pain in your body. You let the tears flow this time, still outmatched by his own. His face screwed up in a grimace because this must not be pleasant for him either. His eyes wide and still crying, as he struggles to move inside you due to the tightness. His teeth were grit and bared and you wanted to ask why he was doing all this.

Time seemed to slow down as only your grunts of pain and his of pleasure were exchanged. Your cunt leaking and and neglected as your ass finally relaxed enough to take more than half of him in at once. His thrusts were short and jerky, and he’d placed a hand around your throat for balance more than anything. The other rested on your hip, his eyes locked to where you were joined. For a sadistic psycho, he didn’t look at your face much when he was like this.

Eventually you went numb.

You didn’t feel like seeing his agonizing expression just like he didn’t really like seeing yours. Your head turned, staring at the only light source this dark room ever had, the television. You let your mind wander, trying to think of what would defeat the next boss Tomura kept struggling to defeat.

You flinched when you felt a tickle across your bare chest. Blue strands grazing your chest and collar bone as Tomura leaned his face down close to your own.

He wasn’t crying anymore. If anything, he looked apathetic.

You didn’t know your expression matched his perfectly.

You felt his pace increase, the hand around your throat tightening and something inside you knew. The way he looked down on you seemed to have some sort of resolve. Your hands moved slowly to wrap around his wrist, a strange contrast and his brows furrowed in confusion. His cock dragged inside you, the earlier pain replaced by an odd sensation you couldn’t say you disliked or liked either. You were full in different way.

“What are you-?”

“Kill me.” His eyes widened ever so slightly.

His hips stilling.

You could only lick your chapped and bleeding lips, as silence seemed to eat away at the room.

“Please… kill me.” You didn’t feel the tears flowing down your cheeks, or the warmth of his body on top of you, or much of anything but the cold anymore. You were freezing. You’re seemingly always cold and a deep rooted exhaustion had taken hold of you.

“What are…?” He looked disgusted for a moment, his eyes becoming wider as he pulled out of you and shuffled away.

You didn’t move.

“Kill me…” it was so faint he hardly heard it.

Tomura stood, an odd conflict inside him as he stared down at you. Sweet perfect you, except you didn’t really look like you used to, and he was feeling nauseous as your words echoed in his head.

Kill me

He’d asked that once before.

He scrambled to his feet, his erection gone and strangely so was his earlier dilemma. He’d been struggling to find his solution, to get rid of you like Master wanted or to not.

His eyes took in the sight of you again and an emotion he can’t stand fills him.

Guilt.

He’s a villain. He shouldn’t feel guilt or shame. Why did he feel sick then? When you asked the same thing he asked?

Did you see him as he saw Father?

He stumbled clumsily into the bathroom just in time to empty the contents of his stomach into the toilet.

He needed air.

He returned nearly 12 hours later, showering in a different bathroom than the one attached to his room, in fresh clothes. His tv still on the home screen of his game left abandoned now. His bed still messy and empty.

You still where he left you. Curled up and in on yourself. His chest constricted but he forced down the rising bile with a mission in mind.

His eyes tracked the thin chain that kept you in the room, in his palm the key which would release that. His skin itched but he ignored it in favor of walking around you and towards the lock on the bed. Once it was unsecured, he had no choice but to move towards you now.

His hands shook as he moved to reach out and touch you. Your skin clammy and cold. He unlocked and removed the collar from your throat.

“Kurogiri… can you get her into the bath?”

“Yes.”

It was simple enough, the task of washing you. It was like cleaning a real toy, except he got to look at all the damage he’d done. You were awake, sort of, but limp and weak as he cleaned you as gently as he could. He flinched when you did as he washed over your cuts and bruises, bite marks, and your intimates. It took a few washes before he felt satisfied. Once he’d dried you with a towel, Kurogiri gracefully settled you into Tomura’s freshly cleaned and made bed. You didn’t talk, not even a noise, as he wrapped you up in the blankets and pulled you into his arms.

You didn’t speak as he cried and held onto you, whispering to you things he doubted you really could hear.

“I don’t hate you” an ironic statement for him, but he doesn’t. He never hated you. He envied you. He wanted you. He wanted you to understand him. He wanted anyone that could understand him.

You fell asleep like that, warm for the first time in months.

Author Notes:

Tell me your thoughts, I need constructive criticism on my writing flow and patterns! I didn’t edit this cuz I’m lazy and I can’t find my glasses.

I’m planning a part two cuz Shiggy does redeem himself, mostly.

What’s scarier than a yandere that doesn’t know what they feel for you is love? He’s an immature young man trying to overthrow the government and all of societal views and norms. Of course he’s gonna sick, violent, depraved.

We love character development even in our villain★彡 The LOV gives him that, and in return, Darling starts to benefit (depending on how you look at it lol).

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[mushroommanstan]

I’m leaving

(Angst to fluff)

Shigaraki x reader

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“I’m leaving, Tomura.”

Shigaraki startled, jumping slightly in his chair as he immediately paused his game and took off his headphones.

He looked at you cautiously, as if confused by your choice of words. As if there was some obvious double meaning to what you just said that you hadn’t realized.

“O-ok.” He said. “Where are you going?”

You just chuckled at his innocence, a harsh, belittling, non-genuine chuckle as you tilted your head to the side.

“No Tomura.” You started, taking on a teasing tone as you stared at him with a wide, devious smile. “I’m leaving you. I’m going somewhere that isn’t near you. It’s over, we’re done.”

Tomura almost couldn’t comprehend what you were saying, the room filled with tense silence as he tried to piece together reality.

His eyes watered, his game controller collapsing to the floor forgotten. “What are-what are you saying? What… why-“

You chuckled again, confidently sauntering over to him as you grabbed his chin, relishing the look on his face. He looked like a kicked puppy. “Cmon, did you really think I could love you? A creepy, pervy freak with a kill count higher than his intelligence? You’re not that stupid are you?”

Tears clumped in his eyes but he still said nothing, looking you in the face as he tried to wrap his head around what was happening. This was all happening so fast!! So-so out of the blue!!

This is a joke right? This has to be a joke, albeit a messed up one. I mean, you two had spent the last night feeding chicken nuggets to each other, playing Mario kart and 69ing until you both passed out from exhaustion. There’s no way you can just say you never loved him after you-

“I’m not joking Tomura.” You laughed, roughly letting go of his face after seeing the last glint of hope extinguished. “Last night? That was just my way of building you up so that you’d hurt all the more when I knock you down. How does it feel? Hmmm? You fucking rat bastard?”

Still, he said nothing. Tears finally fell from his eyes, wetting his cheeks as he looked at you in utter betrayal. You couldn’t believe it. He-he thought he’d finally learned how to love again. How to-how to be loved. He-he thought, he-

He sobbed, letting out a horrible wail of sorrow as he bunched his hair into his fists, pulling at his scalp as a tsunami of despair consumed him. He dropped to his knees, tears dripping from his face and splattering on the floor as he looked at you for what could be the last time. You were smirking, utterly amused.

You let out a little ‘hmph’ in satisfaction of his disheveled state, before turning around of your heel and trying to leave. His hand stopped you, forcefully grabbing your wrist.

“Wait”, he said, rising from his knees and looking at you desperately. “I-I-need… I need jus’ one last kiss… before you leave. I-just-just… one last time. Please.”

You struggled in his grasp, clawing at his hand as he yanked you towards him.

“GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME ASSHOLE!!!” You yelled, doing a full body struggle as he overwhelmed you with his strength, and although he said ‘please’, he made it clear he wasn’t going to let you go without this last goodbye.

Against your wishes, you then found your lips pressed against his, his other hand on the back of your head keeping you still. He could feel his tears and snot rubbing onto your face but he didn’t care, continuing to sob as you retched against his lips.

His tongue invaded your mouth, sucking your tongue into his as he savored your taste for one last time. You tasted… you tasted… weird. Like, bad weird. Unfamiliar and sour. He let out a little grunt in confusion, his brows furrowing as he tried to wrap his head around your unusual taste. What…?

Just then the door to his room flew open and he immediately ripped himself off of your lips in shock. There in the doorway was a panicked Toga and… you?

His eyebrows furrowed again in confusion, looking back and forth between the you in the doorway and the you in his hands. One had her hands covering her mouth, eyes watering as she met his confused gaze while the other tried to spit his residue out of her mouth, gagging.

Just then Toga ran over, slashing her out of his hands with her knife while you, the real you, ran over as well and held his face in your hands, wiping away his tears. “Are you alright?” You muttered, but Tomura didn’t reply.

You had been struggling to get out of your restraints when you heard his anguished cries, Toga finally finding you in the closet and freeing you before you both went to help Tomura. When you opened the door you were shocked to see him kissing another version of you, but even more shocked to see the tears flowing down his face. Tomura never cried. God, what did that bitch do to him?

Toga interrupted you two, manhandling the hero who had dropped her disguise in the fight and now had her wrists pressed against her throat as she gasped for air. “I’ll take care of her. Looks like you two have some catching up to do.” Toga said, before forcing the bitch out of their room and closing the door, a blood curdling scream that slowly got quieter following as Toga dragged her off towards the door.

You could both hear Toga yell “Hey guys! ‘Got a new toy to play with!” To which Dabi replied with “Aw hell yeah!” Before the bitch hero’s screams quickly filled the air.

Tomura held the hand that rested against his face, tears still flowing freely down his face.

“Oh my god I’m so, SO sorry baby this-this bitch, she surprised me and tied me up in the closet and turned into me and-and oh my god what did she do to you baby are you alright?”

He still didn’t answer, opening his mouth to speak but only letting out gasping breaths as he broke down, trembling violently. Sure, he was relieved to know what fake you had said was a lie, but like waking up from an especially horrible nightmare, it did little to soothe him as he tried to calm down.

You’ve never seen him so vulnerable… how the hell did she even manage to do this? Like you said, you’ve never even seen a single tear fall down his face before, what could she have possibly have done to him?

Finally, he was able to find his voice, and you watched as he opened his mouth yet again and meekly said “h-h-h-hold me…”

You felt your own tears gathering as you pulled him in for a big hug, running your hands up his back as he cried into your shoulder.

He spoke again. “C-cuddle me.” You both flopped down onto his bed, you taking over as the big spoon as you felt his legs wrap around your hip.

“P-p-pet my hair.” Your hand lifted from his back and took his pearly locks between your fingers, gently combing through his blue curls as his sobbing simmered down into sad little sniffles and he began calming down.

After a minute of soothing, he finally looked up at you, eyes red and puffy and clearly tired as he asked one final request. “Tell me you love me.”

You offered a sad smile, pulling his face back into your chest as you continued to pet his hair. “I love you more than words could ever describe Tomura. I love you and I need you like I need air, you’re the light of my life and I’d just die without you.”

He sighed, his trembling finally ending as he placed trust in your words. “I will never, ever leave your side I promise you that, even if I die I’ll still be right there with you. I love you that damn much baby.”

He nodded, emotionally exhausted as he melted into your touch, his eyes sore and weary as they fought to stay open. “I love you so damn much too y/n. I-I love you so much.” He croaked, and you kissed him on his head as the two of you let each others warm embrace, and the melodic sound of the heroes wails in pain drift you both off to sleep.

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Aftermath:

After a quick nap you and Shigaraki went downstairs to find the hero tied up like you were in the same ropes as the league all took turns enacting their revenge upon her. After watching them torture her for a bit, you two headed back up to his room with some microwaved comfort food, feeding each other once more before you helped him forget her taste by kissing him deeply, just how he liked it.

He couldn’t even begin to describe the relief he felt when he was met by your oh so familiar flavor, helping him rest assured that you were, really, the real you. Then you helped him forget all about her, forget everything but the immense pleasure you were giving him as you bounced on cock, singing his praises as this time, he cried in happiness.

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I’ve had this in my queue for a while now, so I decided to post it now because I like it, and I’m not feeling like writing anything else for a lil bit. I’m still working on those Tenko asks though, don’t worry

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hiii! i really enjoy your headcanons, they are so on point! can i please request reactions to break up w bnha boys??🥺🥺🥺 dabi esp! thank you 😓

hi! thank you so much for requesting! it's an interesting one for me, so hope you'll like it!

so, how they would react to a break up?

shigaraki

good lord, his reaction is the worst out of three of them, and probably out of everyone in general. if it's not him initiating it in the first place, then it's really bad for you. he'll be all kinds of a messed up, it won't be pretty at all. his mood swings would be extreme at this point, he'll change from quiet and calm to deranged in a blink of an eye. this is probably the closest you ever been to death when in relationship with him, because he truly wants you dead. he wants you to never ever exist anymore, he wants to rip your face off - that's how mad he is. he feels so betrayed and hurt and insulted, it'll take all his will not to end you right on the spot. he does not do that only because he's learnt from his mistakes so even when he's mad, he's pretty in control of his impulses. actually, don't try to avoid him after breaking the news, because he won't take it well. you don't have the right to feel scared anymore, you owe him that. see, league is very dear to his heart, so he'll do his best not to lose his cool in front of them, he'll force himself to be at least calm around you. he doesn't want his friends to witness his outbursts anymore, so he'll focus on them and pretend you're not even here. he's quite lucky he has this support, actually, it really helps him a lot. with time, he'll be able to overcome his bitterness, but by that time you'll be either kicked out of the league or kept at the distance so far from him he won't be able to meet you often. and when he does meet you, he won't even be petty, he'll be just straight up rude. you won't forget some of his words even on your deathbed. he's truly evil with them, since he's already decided to let you live. at some point he probably will understand why you did that, but he'll never forgive you for betraying his trust. the worst part? he saw that coming. he's just always right and yet he's still hoping for the best. every time he sees your face, he's reminded of the humiliation he went through. he's ashamed, insulted, it's all coming back, so yeah. better stay away from him from now on.

dabi

he won't show how shocked or hurt he is, because first and foremost, he doesn't feel so himself, yet. and he's known for his odd reactions, so you'll probably miss the whole point. you see how chill he is with his "sure, see ya later", you feel relieved because no one is offended, everything's great. no-no-no. his true reaction will be much later, when the sense behind your words finally got through his skull. that's when the show begins. if he loves you - and he does, otherwise there would be no relationship - he'll try to do something about it. he tried so hard to make it work, he really did. relationships are very difficult to him, because he was not really taught how to express properly that he cares, he always viewed that as being weak. he'll ask you why and he won't let you live until he's got his answer. he will actually try to reason with you and he can be pretty convincing. what's surprising, he's not even mad, he's in his 'look at me' mode, which means he won't give up, he refuses to become a failure once again. he'll go great lengths just to prove you that you both can still do it, he will actually try to change his behaviour, but it's not the problem. it's such a horrible scene to look at, actually, it's unbearable to see how desperate and pitiful he'll be at times, when he still craves your attention. at some point he might even beg you, and he genuinely might not remember this later. but the main problem is, he can't grasp on a simple fact that you don't really want to do anything about him anymore. and the moment he gets it, like, really gets it, it's over for you. he himself can't really comprehend what he feels about you now, hatred or it's still love. his feelings are very strong and he's pretty emotionally driven so like with shigaraki you better keep your distance. it won't help much with your own feelings tho, because of his inability of showing emotions of consciousness, he'll blame you as well as his family for what he'll become. unlike shigaraki, he has no one to hold on to, and he's far from being as composed as hawks. so the things he'll do... you'll probably regret you've met him.

hawks

his reaction is quite plain and simple, especially in comparison to the two above. he'll ask why, of course, but he won't argue with your feelings. he can't really force you to be with him nor simply love him. so he'll let you go without making a scene, really peaceful to you, and to him - well. just like for dabi, it takes a lot for him to start a relationship. he's not trusting at all, he's bad with understanding his own (let alone others) feelings. so he actually needs to take this all into consideration and in the end still chose you, for him to get in a realtionship. and now you've ended it all - not your fault, but he definitely feels, like it's on him. even when it's not. his confidence is slowly lowering, slowly he'll become even more closed off. unlike shigaraki or dabi, there's no need to avoid him, but meeting him is pretty awkward for sure. he doesn't like to be near you anymore, he won't shout it in your face, but you'll definitely feel the change. with time, he becomes more and more aloof near you, and not in a calming and peaceful way. if you work together, and you get scolded, he'll just watch. he won't cheer you up later, in fact, he won't say a word to you. if you need help, he won't land a hand anymore. you thought you were ready for it, but that's not quite what you were expecting. because he'll continue to watch you living your life, until one day he feels like he can't quite figure out, what was that he'd find so endearing in you before. the first time after you two break up he feels some sort of relief. now he can move on.

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MHA | Angel AU | Chapter 2 Part 1

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