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beelsfridge · 9 months

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Goodbye (For Now) Pt.2

Pt.1

Nightbringer Spoilers Ahead (maybe a little ooc)

Tags:(Angst/TBD)(TimeTravel)(SayingGoodbye)(hurt/comfort)

(Idk how to tag properly)

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Synopsis:

You knew you weren’t suppose to stay in the past for that long. You knew you didn’t belong there. You had to get back to your time eventually.

And even if the brothers were warming up to you again, you had to say goodbye. The worst part was that they would never know why you really left.

“They mean forever Mammon. It means they’re never coming back.”

“Huh?! What are ya saying Satan?! Stop bullshitting!” Mammon yells at him.

You could feel all eyes on you stare you down in confusion.

“He’s right Mammon..”You say in a less enthusiastic tone than before. Mammon lols betrayed by your words as he steps back away from you.

“You’re leaving?…”Leviathan says with clear disappointment.

“I am..”You say as the air grows thick around you.

It’s quiet. A tension between you and the brothers that quickly becomes suffocating until Asmo throws himself toward you.

“You can’t leave!” Asmo yells out as he clings onto your arm,”You can’t! Who else will let me talk about myself and agree with everything I say?!”

“Asmo…”You say with a pained expression as you look to the others.

Beels eyes can’t meet yours as he mumbled something about no longer being hungry while Belphie mutters something about having a bad dream.

“Why?!” Satan says grabbing you by the collar of your RAD uniform as he yanks you from Asmo in anger,”You’re suppose to be our attendant! You can’t just leave!”

“Satan let them go you’re going to hurt them!” Asmo says.

Satan doesn’t move his grip from you and all you could feel is the anger and resentment radiate off of him.

You try to come up with a believable excuse. After all, they can never truly know why.

But why are they acting this way?

“Diavolo said I’d be your attendant until you’ve all adjusted to being in Devildom…” You tell him as you avoid eye contact,”And you’ve all adjusted to your lives here already so…”

“Bullshit!” He tells you immediately,”That’s not the reason and you know it! Tell me the truth!”

“Oi Satan! Calm down!” Mammon says.

“I can’t stand being here anymore.” Levi says bitterly.

“Let me go Satan..”You tell him with a sad expression.

You can see his angry expression change to one with guilt as he lets his grip on you go hesitantly.

“I just don’t …understand why...” He tells you.

You don’t respond to him. You didn’t think they’d be this upset over you leaving.

After all…they always didn’t seem to care when you were requested to appear at the House. Would it have been better to have just disappeared and not say anything like Solomon wanted?

You feel a gentle touch on your hand,”Don’t go MC..” Mammon tells you with a sad expression.

“I’m sorry Mammon..”You say pulling away from his touch,”Maybe you guys will understand one day…”

“Then why not help us understand now?…”Belphie asks,”Why?…” He seems hurt by your words,”Did we mean so little to you?.. sure..we weren’t ..best of friends ..and expressing ourselves hasn’t been easy..but ..didn’t we mean something at least?…”

“Of course you did. ….You don’t know how much.” You say honestly,” Truth be told…i was never meant to say goodbye ..the plan was to just disappear without ever saying a word.”

“That’s cruel.” Beel tells you.

“You were just gonna leave us and not saying anything?” Levi says hurt by your words,”Who does that…?”

“Would it have been better that way?” You ask them honestly,

“Of course not!” Asmo tells you.

Belphie shakes his head in disbelief,” I can’t believe this conversation is happening.” Beel hums in agreement.

This didn’t make sense. Sometimes you’d go days without seeing them and when you did reappear you were hardly acknowledged unless you were in the midst of their schemes. And let’s not forget the whole reveal fiasco that occurred.

“I don’t understand.” You tell them,” I thought you guys…didn’t like me?”

“What’s MC blabbering about-“ Mammom says clearly confused,”We care. Did you not pick up on it?”

“You ..”You say confusingly,”You….you care about me?”

“Of course we do!” Mammon says angrily,”Where did you get the idea we didn’t?!”

Been hums in agreement.

“Oh…” was all the words you made out. Did you just misunderstand? Or did you not notice that these versions of the brothers had different ways of showing they cared about you?

Oh..

You could feel the hot tears begin to fall down your cheeks,”Well..cause I was a demon and then I lied about it so I assumed…. “

Everyone looks at you with sad and tearful expression as you start to cry.

Levi has a surprised look on his face,”H-hey wait -don’t do that.”

“Waaa! Don’t cry MC! You’re gonna make me cry!” Asmo says as he hugs you lovingly as his face begins to tear up.

“I’m ..”you say between sobs,”I’m so grateful to have met you guys. I’m really going to miss you all.”

“When you say it like that..”Mammon voices breaks as he attempts to hold back his emotions,”Ah dammit MC, ya making me all emotional.”

“And we will miss you as well.” Another voice speaks out from behind.

“Lucifer?..”You say trying to stop your tears as you turn to his direction.

His expression is soft yet still stern. However in his eyes holds glints of sadness at your appearance.

He sighs deeply,”I had a feeling ..that this day would...” He tells you.

“but I was also hoping…”He says his eyebrows furrow,”that it would never come…” He says with a disappointed tone.

He looks at his brothers before looking at you.

He sighs as he grabs ahold of your hands,”I’m not the best, when it comes to expressing my true feelings..however..I think I can speak for all of us when I say..we are thankful for all you’ve done for us… you made the transition of living here, in the Devildom, easier. And We couldn’t have done it..without you…”

You can’t recall a time where he’s ever been this honest. But his words seem to Pierce your heart completely as you feel your eye bubble up again with tears.

“We will be sad…to see you go…”He tells you squeezing your hands tightly for a brief moment.

You can’t help it! It’s all just too much!

You find yourself hugging Lucifer tightly as the tears stain your cheeks. After a few moments you feel a hand pat your head gently.

“Thank you..”You whisper to him. You didn’t know how badly you needed to hear him say those words to you.

When you pull away you look at everyone else. While you’re sad that you have to leave them. You know they’ll be waiting to see you again.

One by one, you hug each and everyone one of them. Reminding them that they are just as important to you as you are to them.

You remind Belphie that if he ever has trouble sleeping again -to look to the stars and count as many as he can because somewhere out there you’ll be looking at them too.

You tell Beel to avoid eating foods that will upset his stomach and that if he ever feels an uncontrollable hunger to think of silly sad stories about that food. He tells you he’ll try. And you smile because that’s all that matters.

You tell Asmo that when he starts to feel insecure about himself that he needs to your words and chant them to himself until he no longer feels that way.

You remind Satan that he’s doing his best. And one day he’ll realize how far he’s come. And if he ever feels angry, to look at the cats in the yard and befriend them.

You look at Levi, he seems so upset. After all, he thought you’d be friends forever. But you remind him, that you are always going to be friends. No matter where you go, and you tell him that if he ever feels lonely, he needs to remember he has brothers who love him just as he is.

When you break apart from Mammons he pulls you right back in. You feel him hold onto you for his dear life. You feel his body tremble against yours.. and in a quiet whisper remind Mammon that he needs to keep his buttery fingers away from trouble and he laughs. And you tell him, that he is the glue for all his brothers. That he needs to remember he’s just as important as everyone else. That he has to look out for them because they’d be lost without him. He responds with a cocky”I know.” Before he lets your hand go with the last thing he feels is the touch of your fingertips.

And finally you get to Lucifer. Despite his cold touch and attitude, his hug is quite warm.

He tells you with a whisper as he kisses your top of your hand ,” if you should ever need a job as an attendant.” you’d know where to find him. Causing you to both laugh quietly amongst each other. As you pull away from him he grabs your arm gently back.

His eyes say it all.

“Don’t go.”

You grab ahold of his hands and hold them gently in yours with a reassuring squeeze.

And in a quiet whisper….

You bow respectfully to Lucifer.

His head runs circles at your words as he bows back.

“At least send a postcard or sum Yknow.” Mammom wipes his tears with a murmur agreements following his statement.

“That might be a little difficult -“ You tell him with a reassuring smile,”But I’ll try.”

“Don’t worry.” Another voice says. You turn to see Solomon standing there with a smile,” they’re in good hands. I’ll be sure, to pass their messages onto you all.” He extends his hand out to you.

You take it with a smile,”I can go home?” You ask him with hopeful eyes.

“It’ll be like you never left.” He tells you with a knowing smile.

“Alright then… I guess….“You say as you turn back to the brothers.

“Goodbye, for now.”

#obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me leviathan #om! leviathan #obey me asmodeus #obey me belphegor #obey me lucifer #obey me beelzebub #obey me mammon #obey me diavolo #satan obey me #obey me angst #obey me mc #goodbye for now (pt2)#pt2 #I tried to make this gender neutral #but I’m so used to writing in a she/her perspective #so if you see an error let me know so I can fix it!

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little-pup-pip · 7 months

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hi... can i please have a sheep themed moodboard...? i love how you do them -☁️ anon

Hi! Absolutely ☁️ Anon!!

#There was no age or color specified so i tried to make it age and color neutral!!#and gender neutral of course!#This is my first official request!!!#it was so fun to make #age regression #sfw littlespace #moodboard #sfw interaction only #sfw agere #age regression community #agere #babyre #sheep moodboard #pictures not mine

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lowpolybread · 5 days

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“At least I think I do”

OK KO: Professor Venomous + “How to Be a Heartbreaker” by MARINA

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eynnwwyjth · 11 months

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Yuu,Mc,Y/n aesthetic

Whoever you are, I hope you enjoy your adventure

#tried to make the shadow gender neutral #disney twst #welcome to my twisted mind #aestheitcs #twst character aesthetic #twst #twst yuu #twisted wonderland #twst mc #twst y/n #twisted wonderland oc #twst oc #yuu twisted wonderland #ramshackle #ramshackle dorm

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carnivorousyandeere · 11 months

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head full thinking abt hunter who realizes ur insecure abt ur body and fucks those thoughts away...........yeah.

( MDNI )

CW: body writing, mentions of penetration (Hunter’s a stone top after all)

Ooooohhhh he so would 🥹💕

Tracing his fingertips over every part of you that makes you gasp and squirm, Hunter’s thrusts into you are steady but frustratingly slow.

“You’re doing so good for me, baby,” Hunter whispers into your ear.

He praises you a lot when you get vulnerable and insecure like this.

He also forces you to repeat everything he says, and his pace won’t increase at all until he’s satisfied you’re starting to believe those compliments— at least a little bit. Insecurity isn’t solved overnight, but he’s grateful to be able to help you in this moment.

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Hunter may even pause to grab a marker, and write words like, “pretty,” “handsome,” “sexy,” all over your body, just so you’re forced to read those same words again later when you go to shower or change clothes.

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If you’re too in your head for any of that to help, Hunter resolves to just fuck you into exhaustion with less of a preamble, into that warm and sleepy headspace afterwards where you nuzzle against him and look to him for comfort. Then he can tell you all of the things he likes about you, with no argument from you, and trace his fingers and press kisses all over your sleepy face 🥹

#this is such a cute idea thank you anon💕#sorry it’s so short too; tried to make it as gender- and sex-neutral as possible ♥️#mail 📬#oc hunter #my thoughts #yandere #yandere oc #yandere imagines #yandere scenarios #yandere x darling #yandere x reader #yandere x you #yandere cw #mdni #nsft #yandere smut

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coraniaid · 5 months

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It's fun to talk about characters in fiction as if they are real people with agency and whose actions can be morally good or bad (even though we know that this is not actually true), and it's fun to talk about works of fiction as deliberately constructed pieces of art in which characters are described as taking specific actions so that the writers can illustrate themes or create more interesting narratives (which, to be clear, is what they actually are), but I think some of the worst takes I've read on this web site happen when people try to do both things at the same time.

"[My favorite character] is a good person but sometimes the writers make him do bad things" ...you mean as opposed to all the good things he does spontaneously of his own free will?

"If [character] had not done [action] there would be no story, therefore the fact he did [action] does not prevent him from being a good person" ... no, it means that this is -- perhaps unintentionally -- a story about (among other things) [character] being a bad person. Within the fiction, "it helped advance the plot" is not an alibi.

"None of the writers understand who [character] really is so he's always acting out-of-character when he does bad things" ... he really isn't anyone! He exists only to the extent the writers made him up! He has no secret inner life: he is defined purely by the things we see him do on screen! If you are not a fan of the person these actions imply you are not a fan of the canon character!

#I tried making these gender neutral at first but let's be real: it's always always 'he'

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allthoseotherworlds · 4 months

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It's honestly pretty frustrating sometimes how I feel like so many people say they love Martha, but mostly what I actually see people saying about Martha is how much she probably does/should hate the Doctor for not returning her crush, or sometimes how much people hate Blink/Family of Blood/Last of the Time Lords because they were hard for her.

And like, the former of those is frustrating because a) Nobody is obligated to return someone's romantic feelings, b) Being oblivious to someone having a crush on you might suck for the other person but is not actually a moral failing and c) Martha was sad about it but like. She didn't leave because she was furious at the Doctor for not returning her crush? She left because she knew her crush wasn't reciprocated and wasn't going to be, but couldn't get over it on her end while travelling with the Doctor. And also because the past year had been pretty traumatizing for everyone, including her and also the Doctor and also everyone else who was on that ship thing.

Anyways

I just wanted to talk for a bit about the things I like about Martha, or that are interesting, that are unrelated to those points above.

I think she's the first companion in New Who to join Unit, and I think still the only one to be a medical doctor with a strong scientific backing. Which is cool!

I think it's interesting that in the first episode she appears in, her family is shown to be kind of messy and kind of frustrating, and it feels like that's something she's a little glad to be getting away from for a bit when she travels with the Doctor (though it's not the reason she travels with them). And then, at the end of the season when her family is in danger she prioritizes their wellbeing enough to snap at the Doctor about it. If I remember correctly their phones were tapped or something and it wound up making things a bit worse, but I appreciate the nuances of her relationship with them and how important they are to her despite the messiness.

Despite all the ado made about her crush on the Doctor, I really loved how she really seemed to get the point of travelling with the Doctor. I think that she nailed both the joy and excitement of the unknown, and the compassion and sense of care that motivates the Doctor's travels, and which I think is vital to all of my favourite companions.

It also contrasts in interesting ways with how her personality shifts after she stops travelling with the Doctor - she still cares about people's wellbeing and seems to value the things she learned while travelling, but working with Unit and Torchwood does make her more military, and then of course doing freelance alien fighting (? or something?) in the End of Time.

I think Martha and the Doctor are an interesting duo because they contrast each other in interesting ways. They're both compassionate, hopeful but practical, and good at what they do, but they reflect those qualities in ways that almost, but don't quite, fit together nicely. They don't conflict, really, but they're not quite sustainable either.

They work well together and care about each other, but they're too similar in some ways and too different in others to ever quite see eye to eye, which is why they end up going in different directions. And I think that's not anyone's fault, or indicative of any deep flaws in either of them. Or even really a tragedy, because Martha seems to be doing new and interesting things every time we see her, with plenty of options available and a decent rapport with the Doctor whenever they show up.

Anyway this got way longer than I meant it to. Tldr: There are so many more interesting things to say about Martha than just "She must hate the Doctor". Here are some of them.

#Also I didn't have room here but. I understand hating the family of blood stuff but. John Smith is not the Doctor. That's the whole point #John Smith is absolutely rude to Martha and I dislike him as a person. But he is also not the Doctor #And I absolutely do not believe that the Doctor handpicked the persona and went “Yeah. Making him rude and racist and like guns”#I think they just got out the chameleon arch and said #“Here's the time and location that gives us the best shot at avoiding the family of blood. Give me and Martha random identities. Thanks”#That said it's actually not an episode I particularly like so I don't know why I'm rambling about it here #I get anxious about things where characters are Not Themselves and being rude and mean in ways they aren't #And also found the ending a little Too Much personally #Anyways I'm just monologuing now #Doctor Who #Doctor Who Meta #Martha Jones #I am talking #I am just some guy (gender neutral)#This post brought to you by another person joking about how Martha is so strong for putting up with the Doctor because of the crush stuff #And me as an aromantic not enjoying the implication that I am something to put up with and that the most interesting thing anyone can say #about a dynamic between two people is how much it sucks that one of them didn't know the other had a crush and 'led them on'#or whatever. But just ranting about that again didn't feel constructive so I tried to say more interesting things instead

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gatormilf · 1 month

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good dog!

#queer nsft #t4t nsft #puppygirl #puppyboy #i tried to make this one kind of gender neutral tbh #more general good dog rep #also it was like 7am when I drew it so dont @ me for it being kinda bad LMFAO

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abdeladrian · 5 months

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made an oc page/carrd for ios btw :) if u wanted to check it out <3 i spent a good few hours tweaking

will be adding more background + personal details to it in the future but for now 🤧

#auuuuugh my babygirl (gender neutral) ....... i love ios.#im also definitely forgetting some stuff i did in the story decisions section... idk #rook.log #(best viewed on desktop but i tried to make sure it was Fine on mobile)

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harbingersglory · 13 days

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do you have any beidou and miko sub headcanons? 👀 i like to think they're both brats, but i think that's just my own biases speaking haha

YES!!! heavy on the brat miko she's a brat even when domming she makes it work dont ask how. i can see snarky sub beidou too ough..

miko is peak brat. she's literally made for it. she will bully you about wanting her to sub but if you pull her hair she's melting like putty. she definitely likes it rough if she's subbing and that goes for you too. expect plenty of bites and scratches.

generally a menace in bed lbr. will absolutely test your patience trying to turn the tables on you just so you can put her in her place. she's a lot quicker and more squirmy then you'd maybe expect her to be, she can and absolutely will try to flip you over. tie her up though and she'll behave..physically, at least. she's still going to be a snarky little shit trying to rile you up until you rail her into the mattress so hard she feels it the next morning. so you better shut her up, huh?

shove your fingers in her mouth, gag her, etc. shes not complaining which. keep her on her toes and switch it up even.

she has excellent control over her tail and ears to not give away her emotions but she kinda loses it if she gets really into it. rile her up enough and maybe she'll let you pull on her tail (please do)

but she also reads as someone who would want a night where you two just go at it trying to dom the other. it really gets her worked up and you might end up bleeding a bit because she gets a little too excited. might get a scar or two in the process. her teeth hurt and she knows how to use them (all the better if you are into it)

beidou, on the other hand..where miko is a little mean (affectionately) beidou feels more snarky then outright. yknow. mean. she feels more like she leans toward being a dom to me but shes absolutely down to sub!! shes just a little surprised at first

especially if your smaller then her though shes LOVES it. shes built like a damn tank she thinks its a little funny (and really hot) and she makes sure you know it. shes crude and snarky but she actually enjoys subbing from time to time that she doesnt really mind it all that much. its nice to let you take the reins sometimes

especially anything involving eating you out/sucking you off this woman is RELENTLESS. acting like she's starved. theres something thrilling about having the tables turned from how she usually does it though. grab her hair and use her and shes putty. especially if you tie her hands up so she cant grab your thighs. she'll whine and pout about it but you both know if she really wanted to she'd snap the bonds like tissue paper.

she definitely feels like someone who prefers subbing by still pleasuring you though, yknow? rather then the other way around. she prioritizes your pleasure even when she subs and it shows!!

feel like her snarkiness really shows if you start ordering her around though. she'll pull out the captain card lightheartedly and purposely be obtuse if she thinks itll rile you up without killing the mood. she'll say no with a cocky smile and then do it anyway, etc. less of a menace then miko but definitely still up to a bit of mischief.

#asks #Anonymous #genshin impact smut #genshin smut #yae miko #beidou #beidou leans heavy toward dom ngl but sub beidou is also so tasty like ough........#ask really nicely (/j) and she'll let you rail her into the mattress if you even make it to her cabin #shes actually appreciative about it though imo. she likes letting loose sometimes and its nice to just give you the reins for a bit #though there are few characters i dont see as switches anyway #miko is like prime switch. she will switch midway thru just to keep you on your toes #you get distracted and suddenly shes the one in control #she wont say it out loud but she thrives off the constant play for power. do the same to her and shes swooning #you might as well have proposed right there and then /j #tried 2 keep it gender neutral since u didnt mention either or so #but also shoving my hcs into this so hard. buff beidou my beloved. didnt mention it but chubby miko too>>>>>>>>>>>>#finally getting back to my roots. lowkey shitposting rather then actually writing.#beidou the wifeguy that you are <3

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suicidalgamergirl · 15 days

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Warning: This fic includes self harm.

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Ah, the strolls of Baldur’s Gate at night are pleasing to the vampire lord. People would pack up in taverns, giddy getting drunk and tell stories of their adventures.

Besides, a night like this, with the moon shining for his presence, was perfect to seek out the foolish hooligans that tried to think they could rob this lord. Only to fail and become such tasty prey.

A whiff in the air caught up to him. Bloody wounds. The freshness of the scent meant there was some poor human bleeding.

Well, we can’t let that scarlet liquid go to waste then?

Following the scent, he walked through alleyways and found where it led to. A human. They were lying in a corner, blood stained dagger, and their arm was seeping blood. There was no sign of a struggle or conflict. Why are there only wounds on their arm?

Curiouser and curiouser. The vampire lord lowered himself, placing himself at the level of the human, then tugged onto their arm and brought their arm to his lips. Kissing said arm that was seeping out the scarlet liquid, he lavishly licked it like some sweet little kitty lapping on some milk.

The human started to regain consciousness. The vampire lord’s cold tongue on the wounds felt weird on the human’s arm.

“Wha…the?” the human startled.

Oh shit.

The human stared at the vampire lord. Crimson colored eyes staring back at the human’s common brown eyes. The vampire lord then placed the human’s arm down, licking his lips to clean up the fresh blood on them.

“Don’t be so coy,” the vampire lord began, “your blood brought me here.”

As he looked at the arm he was holding, the vampire lord studied the wounds. These wounds on the arm were self inflicted.

The vampire lord started staring at the human. There was no fear in them.

Only sadness.

“Darling,” the vampire lord said, “why must a pretty little thing like you be cutting themselves on this lovely night?”

The vampire lord noticed the blood rush to the human’s head. They were flustered by his comment. Not realizing why this person was obsessed with their blood.

“You..think I’m pretty?” the human shyly asked. They rarely receive compliments, especially from someone who has a pale complexion like moonlight.

“With blood like this,” the vampire lord replied, “I can’t keep myself away from you.”

“Huh.” Looking at the vampire lord, the human felt some odd comfort from him.

The vampire lord then clapped his hands together, then looked back at the human.

“Perhaps,” the vampire lord stated, “we can get to know each other a little better. I do have a spare room at my castle’s keep. Wouldn’t you like to come along?”

“I guess,” the human replied.

“Excellent.”

With a smirk across his face, he stood up and grabbed the human’s arm to help them to get up. Red faced, the human noticed their arm being held by the vampire lord. Feeling a bit woozy, the human had followed as they were being dragged along with the vampire lord.

The human noticed their cuts stopped bleeding.

Perhaps the saliva from said tongue caused it to stop.

Still, this was going to be quite the interesting night for said human.

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I had this on my mind. Short fic that’s based on my issues. Fuh, I really suck as a writer.

And an artist too.

#astarion x reader #tw blood #my fic #tried to make the character gender neutral #tw self harm

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