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void-thegod · 5 months
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I call myself a loser. But that isn't what I really mean.
I mean I fail at what this world expects of people
And this world is sick. Full of sick people and sick ideas.
Of course, I am sick in my way. Insane with fighting for my own existence. For my own life
That's about as normal as I get, I'd say. Liking hot girls and anime, weightlifting. Looking like a model but being a genius who is a shut in..
Yes. I'm a loser.
Because this world isn't for me. And I'm not for it.
Edit: my life is actually good. Better than ever. But as long as the world is like this? How am I to be content?
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Hey there! So I’ve just recently gotten into Lost Boys, and was wondering if you could write a short where they meet the reader by saving them from the train during the bridge scene? Poor reader is just hanging onto Dwayne for dear life, begging for him not to drop her. And they’re all tryna be funny and make her laugh so she’s less scared. And then they take her home and she’s left flustered cause four hot guys actually talked to her lol.
Our hearts hold you little bat
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warning : fluff&comfort, tiny angst, implied flirting
info : Four hot guys that are also vampires what a dream. Happy that you recently gott into tlb. I was very happy writing this for your dear anon. So I hope you like it and have fun reading, everyone else too ;)
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In a town like Santa Carla, it felt like there were only three things to do. You walked along the beach and swam in the sea, you went to the funfair and listened to music or you simply walked through the town and nature in the hope that something would happen.
But your choice fell into the third category. In a town like Santa Carla, she had visited the beach thousands of times, sunbathed in the water and enjoyed diving, which had only led to a few small fish that got boring after ten times.
The funfair and the concerts that would take place almost every weekend. Even after hundreds of thousands of visits, they were still entertaining and she liked dancing, eating cotton candy and singing with her friends and family.
But everything becomes too much at some point and she found that the night in this city slightly outside where you could have your peace and quiet was so much better. Peace and quiet is good too she thought as she looked up at the moon in the background as she turned to the beach which was still lit up, she could still hear the music, the saxophone being played could still be heard here.
"Like my own background music," she quipped and continued along the path, still old but still in use, it seemed to fit everything here. It was the height of strange people in the city while she also saw herself among them, but what was normal in this city?
She knew that she could get scared just as well as the other young adults, children and teenagers. ,,Not the murder capital of the world for nothing," she muttered as she walked along the path and saw the old bridge that Hlz and metal had seen for decades and probably years.
A beautiful constuction that stood under the stars, a constuction with history. History of the place she was interested in the place she was interested in. But one look at the party on the beach made her realize again that although she was having fun, she hadn't found a boyfriend or a relationship here yet, it wasn't that there weren't any dates but it had never happened in any way. She didn't really know how and the boys didn't want to.
But she shook off the thought, the wood creaked under her shoes, the metal seemed to tense up, but not because of her, was it? Something she didn't think about because the only thing she could never remember was when the train was coming. Running her hands over the railing, she didn't see the figures below her, the four beings, the handsome creatures in the form of four boys.
Enjoying the view, she looked at the beach, the city lights, the stars in the sky and the moon. It was a beautiful moment in the darkness of the evening. But this beautiful moment was interrupted by a fibrillation that brought her out of her thoughts as she looked beside her. ,,Oh shit!" she exclaimed as she caught the light and started to run.
She knew the bridge was long, the wood was rotten, the metal was rusty and the path wouldn't take her home straight away. It was as if, for the first time in this town, she was feeling terrified in the face of death. The pleading and running she could hear the horn, the light coming closer and the rattling of the wheels rumbling in her chest.
,,Come on fuck please just a little more" she mumbled but something inside her told her that she couldn't outrun a train traveling several hours and miles. A cry of fear escaped her as she closed her eyes and realized that she was not going to be caught by the train for a second when she suddenly felt arms around her.
Arms that were under a leather jacket, a dark leather jacket with a leopard on the sleeve and a bare torso underneath. ,,Wh-What?" she mumbled as she realized she wasn't caught in the train. But she screamed when she saw the ground beneath her and clung to someone. A person in the air? Confused, she looked at the man who looked at her with a slightly amused grin.
,,I've got you," he said calmly and she clawed at the scratching post like a cat, but the stranger didn't seem to mind. ,,Oh, Dwayne, don't be so shy... hey, sweetheart, do you have to scare us like that?" she heard a voice and looked carefully beside her, clawing even more at Dwayne, who was still holding her like she was nothing. A blond man flew next to them, long blond voluminous hair and a smile on his lips as he put his hand on hers.
,,You're flying? What-what are you Superman?" she asked, still not understanding what was going on, it was like a shadow the four of them. She had seen these four before on the solid but always just like a shadow. A damn good-looking shadow.
A laugh came from the four of them which made her squirm and she made a startled sound as one flew headlong towards her. ,,Don't hate, just grin I mean look at the view...besides I'm Marko, volumen hair is Paul and there in front is David" said the one with the curly hair and she saw the last of the four. She saw the light blond spiky hair, the leather coat and the glimpses of the cigarette.
,,Marko's right, sweetheart... enjoy this night view until you're back on the ground, don't want it to be uncomfortable," David said and gave her a grin as he joined his group. She tried to concentrate on the view, even though she kept looking back at the four of them.
Marko grinned at her and tried to tell her stories, Paul made bad jokes, David offered her a cigarette every now and then and talked about something, and Dwayne praised her for how well she was doing. The beauty of the creatures no it wasn't true she had seen the pointy fangs. These four beautiful vampires were really the best part of the night.
At some point it was quite nice to see the city from above and especially Dwayne's hands still holding her. She gave the four of them her address as the morning slowly threatened to come again and they flew there.
Luckily for her, she had left her window open because having to explain to her parents why four punky looking boys were standing outside the house was complicated.
,,Here sweetie," said Dwayne, gently helping her through the window as she finally got her feet back on the ground and the four of them hovered in front of her window. It was only now that she realized what had happened that a grin came to her lips and she could barely contain her excitement.
Four handsome vampires had rescued her and flown through the night. that was incredible i mean the train-you vampires...thank you for everything" she thanked the four of them who smiled at her.
,,Oh sweetie you have no idea how good everything will be tomorrow night at the same time" David mumbled and she knew she would be there, knew she was flying with the four of them again. But most of all she knew that there was now a fourth option. To roam the night with the lost boys.
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this is so tropey and cliché yet I cannot help but adore it sooo a calm chill peace n love pacifist type of gal who only uses computer skills/detective skills/whatnot for the titans but never violence. that is until some asshat takes jason hostage and reader to the sheer shock of everyone goes deathstroke level violent, demolishes everything, sneaks out alone to single handedly rescue jason whilst the titans are still tryna figure out a plan, and jason wakes up back in titans tower to find out that it wasn't a team effort to get him back, that reader did it all alone and killed the people who took him, jason is maybe a lil shit and is all thanks but I had the situation under control, and then he asks why she cares so much and she's like I don't but if they killed you I would kill everyone in this room and then myself 😊 👉👈
Jason Todd x Fem!Reader
Note: I'M SO SORRY IT'S TAKING SO LONG TO GET THIS OUT, BABES!!! I'M IN MY FINAL YEAR OF SCHOOL, AND I HAVE EXAMS LIKE EVERY WEEK REALLY HOPE YOU LIKE THIS CRIES. ALSO, the first part of this fic is kinda based on Jason and Gar's little moment before they go down to the subways.
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"What are you doing now, nerd?" Jason walks into the computer room where yoh sat in front of the downgraded version of the Bat Computer. He leans against the edge, budging your leg with his to get your attention.
"That name is hypocritical, theatre nerd," you bite back.
"Holy shit, they're thespians, not theatre nerds."
"Same difference. Anyways, if you must know, Arkham Asylum's system broke down. Dick asked me to help them fix it. It's fine now, but a bunch of crims broke out. Some are back in, but a few handfuls are still out there. No one above Riddler level. We'll be fine," you say, leaning back on the chair, hands resting behind your head.
"Need any help, babe?" He asks.
You'd be a pathological liar if you said all the nicknames he gave you didn't make your face heat up. You always liked Jason. He has the smart potential that everybody else seems to refuse to see. But you appreciate it.
You shrug. "I dunno. You can if you want, I'm just trying to find where these criminals would be next. But it just looks like they're breaking in and stealing shit from wherever. They pick one building and then move on to a whole different area," you frown, unable to find a pattern.
Jason squints at the big screen. "Hey, zoom into that street over there," he points to the corner of the city's map. You furrow your brows, but oblige. "They're not targeting random buildings, sweet thing," he mutters.
"What? What do you mean?"
"Look. See those buildings there? They already have past records of breaking and entering, and robbery. These Arkham crims are targeting untouched places." Jason says, observing the area.
You then go on your own computer, searching the history of crime through Gotham. Sure, the majority of residents were witnesses or victims to these crimes, but there's still places that have been safe for a good while.
"Hey, all these buildings. I know them." He adds. "Bruce enforced higher security. They're aiming for Wayne Enterprise sponsored buildings!"
"How did I miss that?" You whisper to yourself. "Fuck, Jason, your a bloody genius." You missed the whiplash he got, looking at you in awe for such a simple compliment. "Alright, let me just go mark these locations and I'll go and let Dick know."
"Woah, woah," Jason holds your shoulder. "He doesn't need to know. He's already so busy. I'll handle them. You said it yourself, 'we'll be fine'." He says proudly.
You sighed. "Jay, I know you'd be fine. What's not fine is knowing for a fact that you'd show no mercy and probably make all of them bite the curb." You crossed your arms, folding one leg over your other.
"Ugh, c'mon, Y/n. I promise I won't, and I promise I'll be safe. Dick and the other guys need to know that I can do shit on my own!" He starts to beg. You always knew how important Robin is to him. You were actually impressed about how passionate he was to a mask.
You sighed again, staring at the floor while thinking. "Fine. But you need to be wired. At least be in contact with me. The moment you get into trouble, you call me, I'll get the others to help."
"Why don't you just come out with me? I know you git them badass combat skills?" Then, Jason gives you those eyes for when he asks you for something, and shamefully, you always give in. Not this time.
"Jay, you know why. Even just giving someone a oetty slap just doesn't do it for me."
"Yeah, yeah I know. But if you're ready to throw a punch, make sure I'm there to see," Jason winks as he's about to leave to suit up. But you call out to him.
"Jason." He turns. "You don't need to prove yourself to anyone. Not to me at least," you gave him a sympathetic look. Jason just gives a slight nod in return before turning again and leaving to get ready.
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"You sent Jason out there?!" Dick storms into your room without knocking.
You were sat on your bed, holding your hands up. "Woah, man, I could've been changing or something," you say nonchalantly. "Jason will be fine, Dick. He is capable enough of defending himself. Besides, I have him wired, so if he needs help, he can contact me." You say, eyes focused on the laptop placed on your legs.
"Okay, genius, then why did Hank inform me just now that Jason's unresponsive and that his tracker has been disconnected!" Dick yells at you. You stop typing.
"I'm sorry," you choke out a sarcastic laugh, getting off your bed, walking out of your room, Dick following suit. "What? It sounds like you're saying someone cut off all connections that Jason has to us," you said, hoping that you heard wrong or that it was some lame, insensitve prank. You walk into the debriefing room, where the other Titans were. And to prove what Dick said was true, the screens showed that there were no signs of Jason, his tracker, or his wire.
"That's exactly what I'm saying." Dick replies sternly. "Jason's gone missing, possibly kidnapped. Why didn't you tell me he was going out?! Why didn't you tell us?"
Hank chimes in. "Yeah, kid. You know how reckless Jason can be-"
You chucked your laptop to the wall, completely smashing it, the screen chipping everywhere, and the keys scattering across the floor. It instantly made the room dead silent.
You stayed silent, too. You said nothing, giving the others no explanation to your sudden, quiet outburst, and headed back to your room.
From behind you can hear Dick sigh, and preoare everyone to find Jason.
You had other plans.
You didn't know where Jason could be. But from the tracker, you can pinpoint his last known location. Not that you told Dick or even Bruce, but you managed to connect your smartwatch to Jason's tracker. No, you are not a stalker... is what you always repeated to yourself. You just wanted to be the first one to always be sure that your spontaneous friend is okay. And look at what good it's doing.
Opening your closet, deep in the back, situated your throwing knives and flame thrower.
"Come to mama," you whispered. Sure, the use of violence is more or less a disturbance to you. But these assholes have your friend hostage. And you know that if you stay with the others, they'd slow you down.
You packed a backpack with everything you think you'd need, and you climbed out your window and ran to where Jason was seen last. You didn't have a hero suit of your own, seeing as you refused to kick ass with the others. Oh, well, you thought. A face mask would do you good.
You ended up in the outskirts of the city. There was no noise, and no Jason. But there was blood. Possibly his.
Unfortunately, there were only splatters and no trails that could guide you.
"Well, aren't you a pretty little thing?" A deeo, raspy voice said behind you.
You turn around and tilted your head. "Hello. I'm lookin' for a friend. About yay high, black domino mask, Christmas coloured superhero suit with an R on the left breast of the chest plate. Goes by the name Robin. You seen him anywhere?" You politely ask.
The gruffy man hummed. "Hmm. Show me what you're made of little lady, and I might spill a secret or two," he disgustingly smirks.
You shrug. "Since you asked so nicely." Swiftly, you threw a knife at him, slicing right through his shoulder as the man howls in agony.
"YOU BITCH," he screams.
You slowly walk up to him, and right as he tries to throw a punch, you dug, slicing his leg with another one of your knives, making him tumble to the concrete.
As he lays on his back, you tower over him, your foot resting on top of the knife that was impaled through his shoulder, making him cry out in pain.
"Now you listen to me, pretty little thing," you smile, mocming him. "After this, you're going to live. Because the sight of a dead body makes me gag. But the catch is," You reach for your flamethrower from your back, pointing it to the man's crotch as he whimpers in fear. "You're gonna be walkin' around with a fried dick. So what's it gonna be? Giving me a location? Or giving yourself a grilled sausage?"
You blink twice before he yells and reveals where Jason is. "Thank you so much, sweetie," you smiled, moving the flamethrower away and your foot lifting off the knife, turning to go find your friend.
He sighs out in relief, but you then turn back around. Saying nothing else, you point the flamethrower at his face, setting it off, letting the flames char his skin.
You hide behind crates in a dimly lit, abandoned warehouse, trying to search for Jason. You then go into a different room, and upon going in, you see a figure tied up in a chair, mouth covered in a dirty rag and a blindfold over his eyes.
My poor- shit. I mean. Poor Jason. You think.
The room was empty. It's an opportunity for you to help him. You cut the ropes, take the rag, and blindfold off.
"Jay?" You whispered. "Jason, wake up, c'mon we gotta go." It was no use.
"So you're the little gal burning up faces," another rough voice says.
You stand up straight, facing the significantly larger man in front of you. "Why does everyone keep calling me that? I'm the average height," you complained, crossing your arms.
The man grunts, snapping his fingers. Then, what seemed to be a whole army of men dressed in black and white striped jumpsuits appeared from every corner, with crooked grins and nasal chuckles.
"Naw, but you'd be cut, chopped, and sliced into little pieces after we're done with you, little thing," he smiles.
"All of you against me?" You pouted. Well, that's just not fair, is it? How about a little disadvantage for you guys." You threw knives in all light sources, smashing the bulbs, now with the only source of ligbt being the moon shining out from a window or two.
You quickly whip out night vision goggles, activating them and your flamethrower ready in your hands.
You start blasting at all the men that attempt (and failed) to attack you, quickly burning their faces, hands, legs, all over their bodies.
All you could hear were the sounds of their writhing pain. You also made sure to stay close to Jason, making sure no one tried to hurt him.
Just as you were about to roast another guy, your flamethrower suddenly ran out of fuel.
"Well, shit," you muttered to yourself. "Old fashioned, it is."
You used the flamethrower itself as a combat weapon, hurling it through their guts and crotches, any of their most vulnerable areas.
The last guy to go down was the supposed leader. You smash the flamethrower into his head, probably leaving a dent, and he falls to the ground. You then take out any knives that remain, stabbing them through bith his shoulders and shins.
You took out your remaining anger and adrenaline out on him by using the flamethrower, striking it against his abdomen.
"Asshole! Perveted! Kidnapping! Ugly! Son! Of! A! Bitch!" You exclaim with every blow.
You pants, looking around the room full of unconscious men. Even the one in the cape.
You lift him up, throwing his arm over your shoulder, beginning to haul him out of the warehouse.
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By the time Jason woke uo, his head was spinning, his throat was dry, and his vision was blurry. He sits uo, trying to stay still to focus his vision. He then notices that his shirt is off and his torso is bandaged. There were also many patches all over his face.
He slowly gets uo from bed, wincing at the pain. On his nightstand, he sees a glass of water, pills and a sticky note.
"Take the pill and drink all the water, theatre nerd
- Other Nerd."
Jason couldn't help but smile at the little message and consideration. He did as was told, swallowing the pill and gulping down the water.
Wanting to get into bed, he heard voices coming out of his room. He leans against his dokr, trying to listen.
"Half of those guys are in death threatening condition! The other half have permanently damaged bones! You killed a guy, Y/n! When the fuck do you even kill!" It was Dick. Who seemed pissed. Wait.
Did he just put your name and the word kill in the same sentence?
"What was I meant to do, Dick? Lock them up and wait for them to escape again? You and I both know the justice system is bullshit!" You spit back.
"That doesn't make you the judge of death, Y/n!"
"What-Fucking-Ever! Here's an idea! Maybe if you had just a little faith in Jason, he wouldn't feel the need to go out there! He was just trying to help! You're his older brother. Act like it!" You bite, not wanting to hear another word coming out of Dick's mouth, and stormed into Jason's room.
Too bad you didn't know he was leaning on the other side of the door.
He grunts heavily, and you shove the door against him.
"Shit! Jay, what the hell are you doing out of bed!" You scold him, taking him by the arm and leading him back to bed.
"Hello to you too, nerd," he mumbles, lying back down.
"You just wake up? How you feelin'?" Your hand rests against his face.
"I'm fine. What happened?" He replies groggily.
You sighed, sitting on the floor, resting your chin on the edge of the bed. "You got kidnapped. Your tracker and wire went offline."
"So what were you and Dick arguing about?" His brows knit together.
Your head tilted so that you were leaning on your cheek.
"Just tell me, nerd," he scoffed.
"Went to save you on my own. Killed a guy," you shamefully admitted.
He smiled in disbelief. "I thought I was fuckin' hallucinating. Fuck, wished I was conscious to see you in action. You didn't even need to get me, nerd. I had everything under control." He scoffs at the end.
"Mm.. Okay, Mr. black eye and stabbed stomach," you reply tiredly, while poking his nose.
Jason sighs and stares at the ceiling. "Thanks." He mutters.You smile.
"Hm? What was that?" You tease.
"I'm not saying it again. You know what I said."
"Yeah, yeah. I know." You admire the side of his face.
"Why? Why go through all that, Y/n? You haven't even punched a person in who knows how long. And suddenly you put people in the hospital and kill someone? I don't understand," Jason suddenly says, turning to face you.
You look back at him. "They took you."
He shook his head, unsatisfied. "No. That's bullshit. Gar and Conner got kidnapped once. You didn't kill people then."
You looked away. "They aren't you." You mumble.
"So what? What the hell's so special about me, Y/n? Why do you care so much?" Jason was confused. He wanted answers as to why someone could care so much for him. He wanted to know why someone who doesn't believe in violence would kill for him when even his own family couldn't.
"I don't," you tried to excuse yourself. "But if they killed you, I would've killed everyone, and the Titans, and then myself," you casually say, still avoiding his gaze.
Jason couldn't help but snicker. "Sounds very caring to me, nerd," he lowly says.
You hum. "Mm, whatever."
He then dramatically sighs. "You know what, sweetheart. It's pretty cold up here. And I assume the floor isn't as comfortable as the bed," there's a look of both want and need in his eyes.
You smile. "What? Wamt a blankie?" You teased.
"Fuck, just come up here," he scoffed, rolling his eyes.
You said nothing else. Just quickly obliged, going around to the other side of the bed, lying beside him.
"You're too far," he complains.
"I'm gonna mess up your bandages," you pout.
"You're so stubborn," Jason says, using his gokd arm to pull you closer, making your head lay on his chest.
"You're one to talk," you snap, though nestling your head into his warmth.
He just hums in response, letting his lips linger on the crown of your head.
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I'M SORRY AGAIN, ANON. this is probably lame... and I didn't know how to end it
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hmmmm. Debating makin this post but sure. Fuck it.
context: Sunny felt really hurt over how Phil introduced her to Talullah and some folks are interpreting is as Phil were cruel or that he's tryna be like more fucked up after purgetory
Disclaimer: Sunny is a kid and has every fuckin right to feel how she feels, and interpret things how she does, and it would be great if they talked and figured shit out. Disclaimer over.
Post: Ngl fellas, introducin someone with some banter about a topic you don't see em as insecure about is just kinda summit you Fuckin Do in north england. YUP EVEN WITH THE LITTLENS. My Mam and Dad did it with me nd my sister as a kid, my parents close friends would to it with us, my friends rents do it with them, my mates do with to me, I do it with them. It's like, kinda a thing that just happens,,, It's part of the culture. especially if the person you're introducing them too is nervous, cause its an ice breaker. Like "hey the person you're scared of is a person like you, look they can handle a bit of banter, its all fine we're friends here" type vibes!
Usually, you preface or end it with a compliment to show you're genuine feelings, and usually you don't do it with someone when it's your first meeting with em, but you'll take the piss out of someone you like to show that you like them yknow? Especially if you've like done other shit to establish yous appreciate that thing you're making fun of em about (like qPhil givin Sunny another pretty crown cause she likes gifts and pretty things and feeling like a princess).
You'd also go for something that you don't acutally feel negateiely about, obviously. Phil doesn't give a shit that she and tubbo steal, thats just a like thing that happens sometimes that you can roll your eyes at but whatever kids gonna nick shit /affectionate. It's not a fuckin insult coming from a place to shame or correct, it's intended to be banter, yknow?
Like, its a show that you like the person and know summit about the person and also believe they can handle a bit of banter at their expense. ESPECIALLY if you've seen em take the piss out of you, someone else, or themselves, cause then it's like "oh word you like to play with this dynamic, okay"
And like, does it suck when you misjudge? Absolutely. Does it suck when someone chooses the wrong topic and gets at summit you're genuinely insecure about? Yes. I've had convos with mine being like 'hey can you not use this topic when you're doin banter' and thats like, really fair to do. There are also like more casual ways to tell em to knock it off like, turning it back on them, or lampshadin it etc which are like, accepted way to tell someone to back down a bit, because it's just like. A thing you do here!
Like qPhil takes the piss out of everyone he loves, chayanne and talullah get it all the time, tubbo (the godparents of his kids) gets it SO much, so does fit, so does Etoiles, like its truly is like, just a fuckin, part of friendships.
TO REITERATE. SUNNY HAS EVERY FUCKIN RIGHT TO FEEL THE WAY SHE DOES! SHE IS A KID, SHE'S NOT FROM THE SAME CULTURAL BACKGROUN, SHE DOESN'T KNOW PHIL THAT WELL NOR PHIL AND TUBBOS RELATIONSHIP!!
Did qPhil put his foot in it? Yes. Do they need to have a natter and settle things? Yes.
But it would be fuckin Lovely if we didnae start up "Phil is actually being a bad person and purpose and cc!Phil is making the choice for his character to be bad" when it's just like, a cultural difference from him being northern again
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shayyprasad · 4 months
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can't you talk to them?
okay so like i’m trying this whole thing on tumblr
yes i have a wattpad and i’m tryna move all my crap over here and start this
follow on wattpad unhingedspidershit 🤧
summary: you misunderstand peter's powers. he's not pleased.
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does everyone have a life except me?
he groaned and threw his head, slightly dizzy from the spinning. he got up and glanced out the window. it was really nice outside, patrolling wouldn't hurt. peter got into his "spidey suit," y/n had insisted on calling it that, despite the fact it took the coolness away. he pushed open the window gently, and hopped out, shooting a web to the nearest building he could see. peter swung from there, hollering in joy.
spidermaning could be stressful at times, but these moments made swinging around in clad spandex worth it. he did a couple flips and tricks, making sure to impress the public before landing on a building to take a breath. he grinned up at the sky and took off his mask, hands on his knees trying to get his heart rate back to normal.
peter's phone rang in his back pocket, and he pulled it out, checking the caller. he subconsciously smiled, seeing as it was his beautiful girlfriend. giddy, he answered.
"hey, y/n!"
"peter! peter! oh my god!" there was panic in her voice, and he felt the hairs on this neck rise. something was wrong, he knew it, given there was a tingling feeling at the back of his head.
"what's wrong? y/n—"
"hurry! i can't— i don't—" the scream she lets out makes peter's blood freeze. before he can get even another word in, the line goes dead.
"y/n? y/n!"
he clumsily stuffs his phone in the pocket and takes off the building. peter can't lose her. she's all he has. the yell echos in his head, urging him to go faster. an even worse thought enters his mind. what if he's too late? what if—
no, no. she's okay.
how will he get in? peter left the key back at home, along with literally everything else but his phone.
the window!
he lands on the side of the building, opening the bedroom window- not so gently. he's trying to hurry, but that's just making it harder. finally, the bug gets it open and jumps in.
"i'm here! i'm here! who i have to punch?!" peter looks around for her, before spotting her huddled in the corner of her bedroom, broom in hand. she's wearing one of his old shirts and... no pants? at least none that he can see.
no, no, bad spider, not now.
he rushes over to her, taking y/n's figure into his arms.
"are you okay? are you bleeding? hurt? broken bones? who's there?"
wordlessly, y/n gestures her broom to a spot in front of her, eyes wide. he frantically scans the surface, confused as to why he can't see anything there. peter holds her tighter.
"i don't— w-who's there?"
"look!" she hisses.
"i am!"
"look harder!"
"but— oh. wait, what? are you— is that a spider you're talking about?"
she nods frantically, poking him with the end of the broom. "go!" y/n yells, waving her hands around wildly.
"where?"
"go kill it!"
"i- no, i'm not gonna kill it. it's not even doing anything! you know, you scared the shit outta me, i was so scar—"
"well, tell it to leave!"
"...i'm sorry, tell it?"
"you're a spider! can't you talk to them?"
"...the fuck you on?"
y/n shooed him.
"you can't talk to it?"
"no. what? w-were you under the impression that i could talk to spiders for the last two years?"
"that was supposed to be one of the pros of dating you!"
"..."
he sighed and walked over to it, taking the arachnid into his hand. peter turned back around with a shit-eating grin in his face.
"babe..." she warned.
"look, darling! not even a little scary." he held in front of her face, and y/n held her breath.
"i'm gonna fucking break up with you, don't get any closer to me with that- that mini you in your hand!"
he snickered and moved closer.
"pete— peter benjamin parker, i swear to god that i will get a restraining order against you if you don't get the fuck away from me right now. what would aunt may say about that?"
peter sighed, and took a step back. he moved by the window and let it out, closing it afterwards.
she put the broom away, and went back to whatever the hell she was doing.
"no thank you?"
"oh, trust me, i was gonna give you more than a thank you, given you hadn't pulled that little stunt!"
swiftly, he pinned her again the wall, "like what?"
"now you won't find out."
"really?" before he could say anything more, she pressed her lips to his. "how's that for a thank you?"
"i think i'll take it."
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starstruckwillows · 1 year
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a pearl in his whiskey — remus lupin ♡
marauders pirate!au series masterlist
pirate captain!remus lupin x tavern keeper!fem!reader, humour, swearing, alcohol
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𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞
the first time he saw you, remus lupin was tired to his bones, and all he really wanted was a decent tankard of ale.
he’d been fighting with his second mate, sirius black, all morning, and it had ended with both of their shirts torn to shreds.
lily evans, the ship’s surgeon, had gone to fetch them some more from the market. they were only scheduled on land for three days, but their jewels and feathers turned enough heads without the addition of a lack of fabric on their chests. currently, the buttons of his scarlet long coat were fastened to cover that issue.
“a pint of golden ale, love.” he murmured to you at the bar, sliding over too much gold and asking for no change.
you smiled sympathetically, though he missed it, staring at your hands wiping down the wood with a tattered cloth.
“ay, we’re out of ale since this morning. whiskey?”
he looked up to frown and tell you how he hated that foul drink, but the words were snatched from his throat as he met your eyes.
hardened, because if you’d made it so far in their world how else could they be. but also curious, maybe kind, definitely sharp.
“sure, whiskey.” he sighed, steeling himself for such a god awful drink.
you poured a glass with a practiced hand, about to give it to him. then, you saw the local taxmen entering your tavern, and promptly tipped the bitter liquid down your own throat.
remus huffed a half laugh, “what’s troubling you, then.”
he was jesting, not asking.
you swat him with your towel, and he wonders how you can be so at ease with a man who you can see is wielding five weapons.
“that’s my line! don’t worry, i’ll get ya another, just let me deal with these blokes. looks like you’ve got a friend here anyway.”
he would’ve refused the drink, but he wanted you to walk back over when you were done. you were also right. he did have a friend.
james potter jumped onto the bar stool next to him, “lily’s hit a snag.”
his first mate seemed a lot more jittery than usual, brimming with a nervous energy unlike his standard confidence. breathing in deeply through his nose, remus took the bait, “talk.”
the curly-haired man winced, “merchant called her out on fake coins, wouldn’t sell her the shirts.”
“why’d she use fake gold?”
james rolled his eyes, “she didn’t, but you tell a trader a pirate ain’t conning him. anyway, they arrested her.”
the whiskey arrived, skidding down the bar from where you spoke with another customer. he downed it in one, gesturing for james to continue.
“dorcas was tryna talk ‘em down. but she’s our gunner, not all charismatic and shit. marls went to help. didn’t go well.”
remus pinched the bridge of his nose, “right. gather everyone on the ship. we’ll figure it out...”
he looked towards you, only to find you smiling back at him, “looks like we’ll be here longer than we thought.”
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doniisuar · 19 days
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I hate the online LGBT community and I hate how y'all treat trans men. I wish I knew gay people irl, everything feels so bullshit online and most of the time doesn't apply to real life. Like I really dare you tell me what you think I am to my face, I will laugh at you because first of all, I don't know you, second of all, who do YOU think you are tryna tell me what I am?? As if you could ever know me better than I know my damn self??? I'm still figuring my shit out so wtf makes you think you've already got me figured out??? YOU don't even have yourself figured out and that's not a bad thing, we're forever growing and changing but don't bitch at me for it, don't be pissed off at me for discovering myself and my own damn body and calling myself things that have nothing to do with you.
Right now, I am a transmasc/nonbinary man and nobody can tell me otherwise because y'all niggas don't know me at all and I don't really want y'all to anymore, maybe we should know each other less on the Internet bro. I really can't stand y'all fr, not everyone on the Internet of course but a LOT of y'all. Got me stressing out on my own phone bro it's embarrassing for me. All this discourse y'all do too, who do you think you're helping??? What are you doing???? It's not gonna do shit 99% of the time because y'all aren't arguing so you can learn or teach others, you're arguing so you can be right and get the last word in. It's annoying to watch.
I want a real sense of community, I really do and certain places on the Internet have that until they become too popular and then suddenly a bunch of drama starts in those circles and ruins everything, like right now I'm on NOCD and I'm hoping so hard that nothing comes up and a bunch of people start arguing with each other about a "popular" NOCD user doin this and that and somehow we ALL in it so we all gotta talk about it, suddenly you gotta denounce that person in the group or else you'll look like a weirdo creep that sides with em and its EXHAUSTING. IM TIRED.
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ashwhowrites · 1 year
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Can I please request a fic based on ‘complicated’ by avril lavigne like maybe one of them (eddie or reader) is with a new crowd and starting to change or leaving the other person. Or not wanting to be seen with them. Im hoping for it to be hella angsty, happy ending or not is up to you 🫶🏻🫶🏻 thank you and i absolutely love everything you’ve written 💗
Sure, let's give it a go!
Thank you so much💕 I'm happy to hear you love my work :)
⚠️it's gonna hurt- ending is left open to a possible happy ending?
Chill out, whatcha yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only
Let it be, you would see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
And you're talkin' to me
One-on-one but you become
"I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE ISSUE HERE!" Eddie screamed.
Y/N and Eddie were going at it again. She noticed that her boyfriend was changing into someone else. He got roped into the popular crowd, leaving her in his dust like she was nothing.
"stop yelling! And just listen to me." She demanded but Eddie refused to listen to her.
"NO I'M NOT GOING TO LISTEN. IM NOT A LOSER ANYMORE. THIS IS THE NEW ME AND I'M BETTER THIS WAY." She rolled her eyes as he screamed again.
"you are not better this way! If you would open your goddamn eyes you'd see that I fell in love with my Eddie! Not this Chrissy prototype she created. I like you the way you are when it's just me and you, singing in your van. You talk to me like we used to. We talk about music, your campaign and goof around. Where did that go? Now all you want to talk about is the next party. Becoming friends with fucking Jason? My Eddie would never stoop that low."
"what is up with this "your Eddie" I'm still me just better!"
Somebody else 'round everyone else
You're watchin' your back like you can't relax
You're tryna be cool, you look like a fool to me, tell me
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Actin' like you're somebody else, gets me frustrated
"you become this asshole around everyone else. You watch your back to see if they are near before you even talk to me! I'm your girlfriend and you only seem to care when it's just us. You're trying to be cool like them but you look like a fucking idiot Eddie! Why did you have to make this so complicated for us?"
She left slamming his van door that night. Part of her just giving up at finding the old Eddie and bringing him back.
Her Eddie never hurt her like this. Never made her doubt herself. He used to listen to her, respect her and love her
Now this new Eddie ignores her in public. Not bothering to even look in her direction while he's with his new friends.
~~
Eddie showed up unannounced at her house that night. Hope filled in her that finally he understood where she was coming from.
"What do you want Eddie?" She sighed as she opened her window, watching him crawl in.
"figured I'd give you a chance to apologize to me."
She couldn't believe her ears.
"excuse me?" She scoffed out, eyes staring daggers into her boyfriend's head.
"well? You completely shit on me for making new friends for no reason."
"oh my God Eddie you are in such denial! I am not saying sorry for shit. I'm the one who deserves an apology. I called you out on your shit because you have been a fucking asshole to me. Ever since you became friends with Chrissy, you've thrown me to the side. Only loving me when it's just us alone. But the second we are in public, you ignore me. Like I'm all of a sudden not worth being seen with you? You put yourself on a pedestal and look down on me." She cried. Feeling so frustrated that her boyfriend just wouldn't listen to her.
"well maybe If you quit with all the nerdy clubs and stopped being so embarrassing I'd show you off like Jason does with Chrissy." He snapped.
Quickly realizing the mistake in his words. The apology she deserved on the tip of his tongue. The anger left his body as he watched his girlfriend break down even further in front of him. What was he even doing this for? To be cool?
"embarrassing wow. Glad to know how you truly feel about your fucking girlfriend asshole. Don't worry, I won't embarrass you anymore because I'm done with you and whatever relationship we had hanging on a thread. Why don't you flirt your way with the cheerleaders who used to mock you for the same clubs I stayed in. At least I can be myself and have people accept me. I'll continue to pick up your slack in YOUR hellfire club. Not like we need you anymore anyways. Get the fuck out of my house" she snapped. Pushing his heavy body towards the door. Using all her strength to push his body that refused to move.
"no I fucked up. Please don't make me leave. I'm sorry. I'm sorry okay? I was wrong so fucking wrong." He tried to plead, but she kept shoving him harder and harder. He didn't want to break up, he didn't want to lose her. Selfishly he thought he could be in the popular crowd and still hold on to her.
"GET OUT!" she screamed over and over. Crying harder when his body just wouldn't fucking move. Her dad came running up the stairs hearing her scream.
"what's going on?" He asked, eyes watching as his daughter sobbed, trying to push Eddie but he wasn't moving. Staring at her with tears in his own eyes. He was losing her. He couldn't grasp that.
"dad make him leave please." She begged, dropping her hands. Giving up as her arms burned.
"please sir. I just need to talk to her.". Eddie tried to plead to him. Her dad always loved Eddie. Saw him as a son, they even became friends who watched sports together. Eddie saw him as a second father figure in his life. Shit, was he going to lose that too?
"Eddie I'm sorry, but I need you to leave." Eddie shook his head as her dad grabbed his shoulder.
"No baby please. I'm sorry! I didn't mean anything."
"yeah? Well I meant everything I said."
She slammed her bedroom door as her dad finally got Eddie out.
Eddie wiped his tears as he made his way to the front door.
"Eddie?" Her dad said quietly.
Eddie turned to him, anxious in his eyes.
"I'm not sure what is going on between you two, but I don't appreciate seeing my daughter cry every night. Either man up and fix things or let her go. I like you Eddie, and I believe you are a good guy. I believe in you doing the right thing."
~~
Eddie barely slept that night, hating that every time he closed his eyes he saw her crying.
His eyes landed on the stupid Leatherman jacket Jason gifted to him. A stupid piece of clothing that got to Eddie's head.
He allowed himself to get sucked into being accepted by the wrong people.
He hasn't been to hellfire in months, ignoring all his friends all together. Ditching them for Jason and the basketball team. All the people he took under his wing to protect, he ditched for the exact people he needed to protect them from.
Eddie never felt so disappointed in himself.
~~
He walked into the school with a fresh mind. He could either stay with the popular kids, who used to make fun of him and his friends. Or go back to the people that loved him unconditionally for who he truly was.
"Jason?" He said as he walked up to him. Jason turned around with a smile
"Eddie my man! How are you?" He asked, hugging him slightly.
"pretty shitty. Kind of got dumped last night by my girlfriend." Eddie choked out. A bitter smile on his lips.
"what Y/N? She did you a favor. Do you know how many babes on Chrissy's team have been wanting a piece of you? Now you are single and can easily pick any of them, or a few. I won't judge." Jason winked, patting Eddie's shoulder, walking away.
Eddie felt sick to his stomach. Jason talking as Y/N was just so easy to replace and not think about. Like a cheerleader would solve his problems.
~~
The news of the breakup traveled fast. Eddie had girls coming up to him every second.
"Eddie! I hear you are in a band. What do you play?" A girl giggled on his arm.
Eddie tried to ignore her and focus on the assignment in front of him.
-
It happened all afternoon. Countless flirting, touching, and waves. All from girls who never gave him the time of day before becoming one of Jason's followers.
Eddie ignored all of them. Searching for Y/N, just wanting a second to talk to her again.
Eddie was digging his locker when he felt a body up against his back, arms around his waist. Eddie turned fast to see another cheerleader standing there with a huge smile.
"um hi " he said, trying to unhook her arms from his body but she held her death grip.
"hi Eddie! So I've been waiting ages for you to realize Y/N was too much of a loser for you. Like leading that weird hellfire club? Who would even make that?" Eddie could tell that this cheerleader had no idea Eddie was the old leader. That Eddie himself was a loser that she thought Y/N out to be.
"but back to my point, how did you two even get together? You are like so out of her league. Can't believe she even thought you'd stay interested in her that long. What do you say to me though? I think I could show you a really good time"
Eddie wanted to puke at how forward she was. Wanting nothing more than to see what Eddie had between his legs. Still trying to unhook her arms. His body was getting too hot. He could feel himself sweating. He felt like a piece of meat to all these girls. Their eyes devoured him. He missed the look of love in Y/N's eyes when she looked at him.
He didn't want to be seen as sex on legs.
He wanted to be seen as someone worthy of loving.
"Eddie?" She said, bringing him back to her. Still hooked on him with her head on his chest, staring up at him.
Eddie wanted to look around for help but his eyes caught a body, ready to beg them for help his mouth shut when he saw who was staring at him, at them.
~~
Y/N could feel the heat in her bones, the tears in her eyes and her throat burning as she choked back tears.
She broke up with him last night and he already had his hands on a girl who was wrapped around him. She shook her head in disbelief. That sure didn't take him long. She scoffed at herself for even thinking he would regret anything. He was so full of shit, probably wanted to look good in front of her dad.
She gave him one last look and marched down the hall.
Eddie Munson was dead to her.
~~
Eddie quickly screamed after her, "BABY WAIT!"
The girl looked at him confused and turned her head to see Y/N running down the hallway.
"LET ME GO!" he screamed. The girl panicked at his loud voice and dropped her arms.
Eddie slammed his locker and ran as fast as he could after her.
"PLEASE JUST WAIT. THAT WASN'T WHAT IT LOOKED LIKE."
He practically smashed into her, not noticing she stopped.
"Eddie can you please just leave me alone?" She sighed. Tired of constantly being hurt.
"no baby I can't. Okay? You were right. I joined the popular crowd because I wanted to feel seen. And now I hate it. They don't see me the way you do. They don't know anything about me. I'm an asshole, selfish and an idiot. You never embarrassed me. I spent the last few months embarrassing myself. And what we had was way more real than Jason and Chrissy. He shows her off because shes a cheerleader, not because he's in love with her. Not like I am with you. Please is there anyway I can fix this?" He begged
"I don't think so Eddie, I'm sorry but I can't forgive you. You left me behind, you left all of us behind. Maybe once I see you changed back to the old Eddie, I'll think about it but right now, no." He accepted her answer with a heavy heart. She walked away from him again and he let her this time.
He needed to work on himself. He needed to find his old self, the one she fell in love with. And the second he does, he's finding his way back to her.
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themotherofhorses · 1 year
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I just finished reading your series 'just like animals' and I'm just imagining that in the modern day everyone is sorta losing their shits on the internet because when did aemond get secretly married I don't remeber this being apart of canon?!?!
Like before reader went to the HOTD world the fire and blood book was normal and the ASOIAF/GOT/HOTD canon was the same as what we know but then once reader returned the books, wiki and everything else changed to fit the narrative of the readers existence better and literally no one recalls her existing, like its one of the biggest Mandela effects to ever exist.
real talk she’s quickly becomes y/n’s biggest enemy in all the new tumblr fics. the camilia to their diana.
One-eyed Prince Aemond, twenty and one, had taken a wife of his own in secret, a young maiden not of Westeros (according to Mushroom). Yet Prince Aemond lost her a month into their marriage, although by that time he had become so besotted with his bride, to such an extent that he could not bear the thought of living without her or taking another woman as his new wife.
fans are like ??? grrm is like ??? ewan is like ???
the script has to be redone because aemond is now a sexually frustrated and obsessive BUT LOYAL husband hunting down his mysterious lady wife who he claims to be pregnant with his firstborn son.
and grrm is tryna figure out when the burning of the riverlands and aemond’s march on harrenhal became due to him not busting a nut in his woman for like four to six months.
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harveylikestoart · 2 years
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I am SO curious in the Ghost of Nick Close AU as to Nick's reaction toward seeing Glenn again post prison, how UNHINGED he'd become, naming the Rat 'Nick Jr' and how much of it was clearly through him being fucked up over losing him...
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I have tried drawing this multiple times over but I can’t get it right so you only get the initial reaction. How DARE Glenn wear an armour suit at all, that stuff be annoying af to draw.
I’ll write down the idea I had for it all tho 🤘
So like what happens is Nick sees his dad and is, obviously, pretty damn stoked! He starts striding up to him, containing his excitement and saying “shit Glenn, you look badass!! I know doing time makes some people grizzled and all but holy shit!” Tryna keep it chill you know?
He goes for a handshake but Glenn just walks right through him. Nick stills as Glenn keeps going straight for Nicholas. When Glenn puts HIS hand out for a predator shake Nicholas just looks at his hand and then past him to where Nick is staring at them with this look.
At this point Nicholas feels a little bit angry FOR Nick. Because on the way there I’d say that Nick would’ve been hyping up this moment. Nicholas can see him, cool. Rad. But his DAD? OBVIOUSLY they’d immediately be reunited, nothing could keep the Close boys apart! They’re thick as thieves and all they have is each other so Glenn would DEFINITELY be able to see him!!
Yet there he sees basically his new best ghostly friend fuckin HEARTBROKEN that this didn’t happen. That they’re both so close and yet so far. The one person Nick had left. But also now this asshole just walks up to him like all’s good? Like being a shithead during the adventure was just over? So Nicholas just brushes it off with veiled annoyance and tries to just get back to his dad. Also to subtly try and check on Nick.
HOWEVER, Nick Jr on the other hand is confused, he saw a vaguely human shaped blob pass through Glenn and it smells just like him AND this kid that Glenn approached. So like, he doesn’t know what the fucks up with that.
Nick’s kinda just shrugging it off at this point, burying down the crushed emotions and moving on. If Glenn can’t see him now maybe there’s another way!
Then boom Glenn goes to attack Jodie and Nick is just feeling so many things, his dad just attacked this guy thinking Nicholas is HIM. Nick at first didn’t appreciate Jodie like, at all, but he’s seen how Jodie acts with Nicholas, he’s attentive, he makes sure he’s doing okay and he’s PRESENT. He would never admit that he’s slightly jealous, because that’s lame, however watching his dad rage at this guy feels really not goooood.
Updates on everyone else’s knowledge of the situation at this point.
Jodie: doesn’t know anything but thinks something is bothering Nicholas and is concerned about THAT.
Darryl: Paeden fuckin told him and he was trying to figure out how to tell Glenn when they got the chance.
Ron: listened in to a few of Nicholas’ convos and kind of got the gist before Darryl explained it properly
Henry: he did a little wild shape at some point and saw a blurry ass humanoid blob around Nicholas before they made it back into Meth Bay, consulted the other dads and Darryl filled him in on what Paeden said.
Paeden: realised that Glenn can’t see Nick and that this entire thing is very fucked up! He would like this fixed real fast!
Anyways Nick does not realise that Nick Jr is there until he fuckin climbs out while Paeden and Glenn attempt to finger tut and he’s like “HOLY SHIT RATATOUILLE.” Then yadda yadda he screams at the sight of spider Henry, spider Henry sees blurry Nick blob again.
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feral-pansexual · 2 years
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So, for those of y'all that read my BokuAkaKuroKen 1 am ramblings, my friend @ollie-they-them-666 brought up an interesting point.
If their teammates DID see the marks, what would they think about some of 'em?
Like, ofc everyone in Nekoma would know that Kenma's a feral little bastard, they'd expect scratches and shit on Kuroo. And nobody doubts that Kuroo could leave the bruises and hickies all over Kenma.
But what about the marks on Akaashi and Bokuto? Sure, they know Bokuto can get 'excited' rather quickly, but they don't think he's capable of leaving bruises like that on Akaashi's wrists. The soft hickies on his thighs are new, but seem far kinder than the marks elsewhere.
And those marks on Bokuto.. Akaashi wouldn't leave those bruises on his ankles, or leave his lips red and purple. And.. is Bokuto into getting his scalp scratched? What's with the redness under his hair?
Just. Bokuto and Akaashi's new marks getting questioned by their team, while Nekoma just thinks KuroKen got some new kinks.
...now that I'm thinking about it.. Fukurodani getting together, tryna figure out if it's just their captain and his setter playing rough, or if something else is at play. Just.. the VBC tryna protect their captain & future captain, investigating n shit.
I wonder how the pair'd explain it to 'em.. the whole team corners them one day in the locker room, demanding to know just what's been going on. Akaashi has to hide his face while Bokuto explains that they're not abused.. just Poly & their other partners are heccin rough. Didn't specify who the partners are though..
Idk where I was going with this. But Yeah. Protective Fukurodani.
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beauspot · 2 years
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so by like…i wanna say season 4 i think the bear will have a michelin star or at least i think that’s what syd and carmy are striving for.
you know one of those rinky dink places that isn’t like well known for its aesthetic but has delicious food? but i think while sydney wants it(and her season 1 self would probably push harder for it) i think carmy is actually going to be the one who becomes obsessed with actually getting it and if we’re following my 4 season plan of syd and carmy getting together the breakdown of their relationship starts end of season 3 start of season 4.
this could be caused by carmy being so engrossed in getting recognition from the culinary world he starts to neglect everyone’s needs, mainly syds and she thinks this is a sign of him reverting to season 1 episode 7 carmy so she backs off cause she doesn’t want to deal with that and THEN he realizes once she no longer wants him how hard he’s been pushing everyone and how he’s driving everyone away. the thing he’s been working on to NOT do.
So then he stops trying so hard to get the star and starts to focus back on syd, but oops she’s met someone else while he was being all in his own head, blah blah blah she ends up with this other guy(or girl/person doesn’t matter) but while she’s with them carmy is still trying to get her back cause he doesn’t care morality wise and he has no shame. you could say he’s…shameless.
and syd is trying her hardest to move on from carmy(wait this might be a five season plan) but still has feelings for him. anyways they begin working together again, in sync this time and they are notified that they are up for consideration for a michelin star. they’re so happy and they stay overnight to continue working and emotions are running high which leads to a tense moment between them at the restaurant where they’re staring at each other like…are we gonna do this? have a consensual workplace relationship? and then they kiss(infidelity arc EGAD 😱) also richie sees them because i think he would make the biggest deal out it and cause drama and we need drama it’s a tv show
so syd being upset she cheated goes back home and again is like “i gotta get over this guy somehow” and tries again to just forget about carmy putting distance between them and this time carmy is like “oh this is bad we really fucked up” and so he gives her space. it’s a few days later and sydney’s super broken up about what happened so she breaks up with the other person(they kinda know she still has feelings for carmy and they know that’s the reason but they don’t know they kissed) and somehow carmy finds out(cause i don’t think syd would tell him first i think she’d tell tina or marcus or something(WAIT. what if the person she’s dating IS marcus that’s even MESSIER))
he tells her he’s sorry and he stares at her with them big ass puppy eyes which nobody can resist and he really is sorry then in the middle of all this shit they find out THEY GOT THE MICHELIN STAR. everyone is bummed out tho and richie being richie decides that’s the perfect moment to expose syd and carmy(and if marcus and syd were dating then there’d be a sever in the relationship between carmy and marcus which sucks because i think marcus could be become another friend of carmy’s aside from syd)
but this splits the kitchen on who’s on who’s side and suddenly we’re back in mess because of course we are, just got a michelin star and everyone’s life is falling apart.
then we end the season with carmy being like “i’m sorry i hurt marcus but…i’m just tryna get with you sooooo😗” and syd is like “fuck it, let’s do it.” and yeah. season 5/6 maybe starts off and chefs kiss is secretly dating and everyone except like richie and tina probably are mad at them. richie doesn’t care what they did he’s just a dick and he thought it’d be funny, which carmy is annoyed by.
i say secretly but carmy can not keep his big ass spacial deep blue sea eyeballs off sydney so it’s amazing no one has figured them out. bit of a kanthony tease!
i don’t know why i wrote all of this.
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neverchecking · 9 months
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We're gonna Found Family this and Tia and Champ are not taking no as an answer. Both Aaliyah and Sage get lured in by the two and then the next thing they know, they're got a whole extended family ready to square up for them.
And they have no idea how that happened.
But yes, Tia and Aaliyah have it all plotted out only for everything to get thrown out of the window when the baby comes.
(Sorry but all I could think of was labour happens and Tia has to go give Sage a shield halfway through.
"Why do I need this?"
"Just trust me."
*Through the doors* "WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE'S TWO?!?! LINK, I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!"
"Firstly, congrats. It's twins. Secondly, i'd keep that on you until she calms down a bit.")
But whether there's one baby or multiples, that kid has a whole village behind them. The family tree is large and complex and none of them would have it any other way.
I like to think Daruk and Yunobo both become really wary of hugging Aaliyah, handling her like she's glass right up until she ends up biting one of them. But all the hugs. All the time.
The absolute shenanigans that are going on to 'test their worthiness' by the Trio become legendary. Tia's ability to handle them moreso. Twi, Wars and First are just more smitten because Tia's just casually handling the most feral people they've ever met plus managing anyone else who thinks they have a say like it's a walk in the park.
(Revali is honestly just there for the chaos. It's his revenge. Riju is his co-conspirator for when he needs one.)
As for rubbing their noses in it, I've read through some of the ficlets with Ceres in it and something came to me. Like imagine Aaliyah and the Triplets decide to have some fun in... say Tia's study. (Champ has the intelligence to not tempt fate and sticks to the Zora Domain) Tia walks in on them and just like sprays them with an opal-infused weapon like they're horny cats and she has a spray bottle. The only one who's allowed to have sex in her office is her and since she cant have sex until at least a confirmed wedding date, no one else is having sex in her vicinity. None of you know her pain so S U F F E R.
(Like Tia doesn't particularly care about the whole 'wait til marriage' thing but she does understand that murkying the waters with an out-of-wedlock baby so early into her plans of dismantling the monarchy would just make things difficult. So she has to wait even if she doesn't like it. Also her suitors are respectable and honourable men who were raised with the idea of tradition. Tia's more modern sensibilities is desperate to see how far she can push them until someone snaps. It'll probably be her. (Although I can see Twilight snapping first. First and Wars are holding on by the skin of their teeth.))
And for one final giggle. The group has a sign that says "IT HAS BEEN X NUMBER OF DAYS SINCE SOMEONE BIT A PERSON/ MONSTER " The record was two weeks before Tia broke it in her fox form. She got given so much shit for it because she was the one who made the sign.
ANFFNB Tia and champ just gently luring them in with snacks only for everyone else to pounce on them the second they're close enough. Sage never had a father figure? Bc his behavior is fatherless and I will not accept anything otherwise. Now he has TWO With Teba and Daruk. Aaliyah has no clue what being a mother entails? OH LOOK- Now Urbosa is helping her and Riju and Tulin are perfect little siblings to practice on. They have siblings and parents and fnofnf They just love their feral little assholes, both of whom are still tryna figure out wtf just happened.
Labor is an absolute SHIT SHOW. calling it now. Bc let's face it, Aaliyah is incapable of staying still, even when he's nine months fucking pregnant and feels like a whale. She's still hiding in caves (That have long since been cleaned out) or playing with the ranch dogs that come down to visit. So she's probably doing laundry or something when it starts. And if anyone knows anything about labor it's that its never like the movies. It starts of slow then picks up into active labor. But she has such a high pain tolerance that she probably just thinks its gas or something. ffonf Then her water breaks and it's an 'Oh shit-" Moment. Like Dead Silence. Sage is watching her for a second, she's watching him. Then just a panic. He's calling Tia and Champ and barking at them to get their ASSES OVER THERE And Aaliyah is freaking out bc THIS WAS NOT THE PLAN?
It's a mess.
(no bc now I'm thinking about this FNOFBF Sage up by her head, holding her hand and helping her through every contraction while Tia is down by her legs with Purah and when ones out Aaliyah is still groaning and crying and there's the second "Oh shit-" moment and Tia is just-
"It was nice knowing you, Sage."
"What- What do you mean by that?! Is the baby okay?! Is my wife okay?!"
"Oh yeah, all three are fine."
Aaliyah has to take a moment and make sure she heard that right, "What." Then she's looking up at him. "Link, I am going to NEUTER YOU-")
I love your brain sm gonna give it a kiss.
That kid is never gonna know the same loneliness their parents knew (Rn my current hc for them is a little boy named Sawyer and a little girl named Elliot. I haven't decided if they're twins or not nofnf). They will always have someone there for them no matter what.
I think moreso Daruk bc he knew her as this timid little girl (I;m guessing he also got their Daruk's memories...even if he's yk...dead) that followed everything the Sheikah told her to do. Yunobo has seen this girl firsthand bite a Moblins horn off and then use it to stab them to death. Daruk, and the rest of the champs for that matter, probably have a harder time seperating Aaliyah and Sage from who they were.
BUT ONCE THAT HAPPENS-
Oh hugs FOR SURE. Bc the gorons have their tough skin so even with the feral assholes biting them they don't feel it. IMAGINE THEM JUST -"They're love bites! :D" And Aaliyah is deadass tryna tear off flesh.
When she's pregnant they get much gentler of course, but hugs ANYWAY-
HGSITT The trio just putting them through actual hell. Like IMAGINE THEM JUST DROPPING ONE OF THEM IN A TEMPLE AND LEAVING THEM THERE LMAOO Tia has to go get them fnofnf FIFH ONE OF THE THREE GO FOR A TACKLE AND TIA JUST CATCHES THEM FHOFN
(Revali is an agent of chaos. And I'm HERE FOR IT. Riju and Tulin are his side kicks)
Those Ceres and Aaliyah fics are my lifeline rn I swear- FOFNF
POOR TIA SHE DIDN'T ASK FOR HER STUDY TO BE DISGRACED LIKE THAT. (Champ has more brains then we give him credit for) Aaliyah probably doesn't have the forethought to be like 'this is isn't the wild, i can't just suck dick wherever I want'. Tia just goes on like it's a normal occurance, squirting her with a water bottle ognfo. Tia fighting for her life, She doesn't wanna rush her wedding but also she just wants to get LAID MAN-
(The boys waiting <3 I love them sm and i love how they wait for her fhof. And her waiting so they don't accidentally pop out an early heir is so ffhoff I love that for them <3 She just has to wait until marriage though, then she can have all the babies she wants. Imagine the boys being more into waiting for marriage then she is fnofn. Like they're all for waiting and Tia is just shaking Aaliyah and whining about how much she DOESN'T WANNA WAIT-)
FHFOF I LOVE THIS SO MUCH. After like, three days it becomes a competition. Like they are bating each other into biting. AND THIS COUNTS FOR SEXUAL STUFF TOO. Sage can't bite Aaliyah, she can't bite him, and everything else is off limits. And yk what? They are competitive fuckers. So they hold out. Until of course, TIA breaks it to which they never let her live it down. Ever. It's in the speeches they give at her wedding. <3
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saiikavon · 10 months
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I can’t believe I didn’t notice this. It's my JORB.
For the asks. Let's do Macadamia because I like to cause problems.
1, 12, 6, and 2
"the character everyone gets wrong"
Oh yes. Shots fired.
Everyone is writing Deku wrong. (Disclaimer: not literally. There are always exceptions. HOWEVER.)
I figure it's because he's such a nice kid and because his goals align so much with All Might, who is tempting to place as an authority figure that always knows best. And don't get me wrong, All Might is a good, noble person and Deku is a genuinely good kid, but he's also a kid. A kid who was bullied and belittled for a good portion of his life and that's made him into a person who is afraid to trust his own judgment and one who favors appeasement over compromise. He emulates his heroes because he has little confidence in his own strength and does not recognize his own accomplishments. This does not an emotionally-mature person make.
It's also tempting to compare him to Bakugou, in this regard, because the series does kinda want you to do this, too. And it's easy to fall into the trap of "well Bakugou is the mean one, so it's obvious that Deku is more emotionally-mature." Wrong. They both need to work on self-reflection, it's just that Bakugou also has certain amends to make to people he's hurt, Deku being at the top of the list. If Deku is further ahead, it's because he's more capable of forming positive bonds on his own.
I also don't believe Deku actually knows Bakugou as well as is believed. They've known each other a long time, sure, and both pay a lot of attention to each other's progress, but both for relatively shallow reasons. Deku sees Bakugou as an ideal in terms of strength, and Bakugou sees Deku as a manifestation of his own weaknesses. Deku had not a single clue what Bakugou was feeling deep down until Bakugou broke down during their fight after the provisional license exam. And why would he? Deku's got his own internal battles to fight and Bakugou's never bared himself like that to anybody.
Okay now I'm done.
"a compelling argument for why your fave would never top or bottom"
Bakugou is a bottom. Oh it's easy to say he wants to top, but no no no. What he wants is control, what he wants is to be worshiped like a god. What he wants is for his partner to make this shit worth his time.
Also you can't tell me he doesn't get off on being a brat.
"which ship fans are the most annoying?"
Dekubaku fans. Most popular ship in the fandom usually gets this title. Worst offenders of "getting Deku wrong" and they keep shoving him in with other pairings when I'm tryna get a break.
"the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them"
Y'all sleeping on Twice. Y'all sleeping SO HARD on my boy *Twice*. And whatever, I get it, villains like Dabi and Shigaraki are more narratively important and probably more interesting to look at. Here's the thing, though: while every other villain in the League is throwing a tantrum and trying to act like they have some kind of great goal in mind, Twice is out there just doing his best and being a good team member. He knows he and everyone else is fucked in the head, but that doesn't matter, they're family and he's gonna look out for them, be the best little brother/big brother/weird uncle/whatever they need him to be. And I love him SO MUCH for it. Someone get him some tea and a bedtime snack, he deserves the FUCKING WORLD.
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sleepy-achilles · 10 months
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Leon's Nightmare 2- All Grown Up
Round two here we go!!!
(Yes the beginning is rambles but im tryna fill in the last few years for them)
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Sure, everyone was shaken up after the whole Ministry thing, but no one worried about him anymore.
Well, not everyone.
Drew would always get a pit of dred whenever Leon's photo was taken or he'd appear on TV. Before knowing the truth, drew never noticed it, but as soon as he knew, he'd see him everywhere. Hidden in the crowds, a shadow behind Leon, in a reflection. And yeah, when Leon did the deed, it erased ministry from nearly everything. Nearly. There was always one photo of just Leon as a toddler. He's sat on the hill with the tree on top, ministry reaching for him from behind the tree.
It was the only photo not to change and Leon hated it and asked drew to get rid of it. Drew didn't. He couldn't. He almost lost his husband and he couldn't get rid of the reason why.
Drew felt stupid about it until Shawn showed him a photo of taker. It was a teenager taker, apparently it was taken a day before the fire. The looming figure had a hand on his shoulder, and taker? He was clueless with a big smile.
It troubles drew that in none of the photos or videos, ministry never touched Leon. And then he thinks about the day it all went to shit. The day Leon's neck would bruise. Something happened that day to completely let ministry in, and drew would never know what.
But years have passed now and drew and Leon have their own family to worry about. Five beautiful children, Beau Athena, Ophelia, Hunter and Caspian. They all have their own wild personalities, which both dad's were greatful for. But athena? Athena was different. She was too much like Leon, which scared Leon. It took them going to see Taker for Leon to calm down. She was a normal little girl. A human. Nothing to worry about.
Which drew can't lie, he was concerned aswell. See, Athena was a child of two Valley Children. Leon and Valentina. They both agreed that Leon would help Valentina and her so called husband to conceive, especially as Matthew was off on tour and couldn't. But after the child was born, her husband walked out. So Leon and Valentina just agreed to share custody and because of Valentinas job, Leon and Drew became Athenas main guardian. Which worked out well for all parties.
Oh, how can drew forget? Hunter, was the boy they adopted. He was from Korea, his name is Kang Hyun-Woo but when he moved in with Leon and drew he asked to change to go by Hunter Kang. They didn't tell him no. He's the same age as Caspian and Leon has worked hard to teach him English. They were only supposed to have him for a few months until his parents could sort thing out, but they never did. Never even bothered. So Hunter asked if they'd adopt him, even asked to change his name to Michaels. Which they did, atleast for public things like school and that. They explained how his history will always be more important than fitting in, but also respected his wishes for none legal things.
Hunter loves him on the fact that they share a name. And that's pretty much it. Despite the fact the small boy goes by H, especially when it comes to family events.
Ophelia and Caspian looked the most alike. Both had bright blonde hair and piercing blue eyes with pale skin. Whilst Athena had dark brown hair and dark brown eyes and tan skin. But that didn't matter. She is their kid. She is Drews eldest daughter. When he first met H and Athena he fully understood how Taker felt when he took John in.
Beau was their first born. His dark hair and two toned eyes gave that away. According to his grandparents and everyone else, he's Leon if Leon could talk as a teenager and wasn't brutally traumatised. In other words, he's cocky, knows he's hot and confident. A trouble maker at that. Unfortunately, he's on a school trip at the time of our story.
But me and drew are getting side tracked.
Drew would find himself staring at their family photos, a slight fear in his gut that things weren't okay. That something had happened. But he didn't want to scare Leon. Leon was at the top, he was a hall of famer. He got given the title after Hunter brought back the demon title and Leon won it. Leon hasn't lost it since. He was doing amazing and he didn't need drews paranoia ruining that for him. Leon still was iffy about having his photo taken, drew knows that, but he also knows life long habits are hard to knock.
"Dad!" Drews eyes dart from the photo to his eldest child. "Yes Athena?" Drew asks. "Are we gonna see the others tonight?" She asks. Drew pauses and then he remembers. Halloween. Leon's birthday. John and Cassie always went all out for it, despite Leon telling them to just celebrate Halloween.
A holiday that was always a big part of the Michaels celebrations.
"Dad!" Athena snaps. "Yes, once your Pa gets home we will be heading to the valley" drew nods. "Cool! I'll tell the others to pack!" Athena smiles running off. Drew huffs and places the photo on the fireplace. Drew was supposed to be wrestling tonight, but Hunter didn't want Leon having two matches. He didn't want him defending the tag belts and his belt on the same night, fear of the fans calling it unfair if he lost one.
Not that it mattered. Drew smiles to himself at the sound of the tv. The kids were watching anyways. They always did.
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"Somethings wrong with dad." Athena mutters. Ophelia, the middle child, glances at her. "What do you mean?" She asks. "Hes staring at photos of Pa again." Athena states as she watches her other dad kick Uncle Balor straight in the jaw. "Its because they are so madly in love!" Caspian gags. Hunter frowns and nudges him. "Dont be so...gross" H still took time to find his words. It always reminded everyone of Leon. "Its true" Cas smirks, eyes fixed to the tv.
"We need to pack, we are leaving for grandpa's house tonight. That means costumes and gifts" athena tells them. "What costumes did you end up getting the twins?" Ophelia asks. Obviously, Caspian and H were not twins. One was a blonde boy texas and the other was a black haired boy from Korea. Their birthdays ended up on the same day, they just didnt share a single ounce of dna, but they liked telling people they were twins. Unlike Cassie and rhea who ended up with actual twin boys, drew and Leon had fake twin boys.
"They wanted to be the outsiders, so I talked to uncle Goldust and he sorted it for them" athena admits. "Of course they did" Ophelia huffs. "You managed to sort yourself out?" Athena asks watching as her Pa gets the pin. "Yep, gonna be Cheryl Mason from silent Hill, what about you?" She asks. "Gonna be Lorraine from the conjuring films" athena states with a knowing smirk. Ophelia giggles. "Of course, I'm sure pa and grandad takes will love that" athena just smiles and turns the tv off. "Hey!" "We were watching pa!" Cas protests. "And he won, now go pack or don't come with us." Athena orders. The boys huff but make a move. "So bossy" Ophelia teases before pulling her upstairs.
Drew can't take his eyes off Leon's face. Something is wrong. Really really wrong.
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Leon was tired. He finally understood his father's and uncles struggles. Even being immortal had its downsides.
He pushes the door open and kicks his boots off as the sound of small feet begin rushing towards him. "PAPA!" They all scream. Leon chuckles, dropping his bag as he's bombarded by arms. "Woah" Leon huffs as the kids practically start climbing him. Leon lifts H up onto his shoulders and Ophelia and Caspian immediately hang off his arms. Leon glances at Athena who's stood back. "Alright lil miss, what's wrong?" Leon asks lifting his arms and the kids attached to them. "Dad's been acting weird. Staring at a photo of you all day" athena states. "Of course, have you met me? I'm a stud! I'd stare at myself all day too" Leon jokes. "Told ya!" Cas calls. Leon chuckles at his youngest son. "So stupid. Cmon! Let's put the bags in the truck" athena claps.
The other kids groan. "You truly are like your dad" Leon states. Athena raises an eyebrow. "And the more I look, the more I realise you are truly like your mother aswell" Leon mutters letting the kids down. "Listen to your sister kids. Make all our lives peaceful" Leon tells them as he walks off to find drew.
He finds him in the living room, bags by his feet, eyes on a photo. Leon pauses in the doorway. "You know, you don't have to stare at a photo, I do last forever" Leon speaks up. He doesn't know what to do when drew doesn't react. "Drew?" Leon asks moving closer. Drew glances at him. "I didnt hear you come in" drew admits. Leon raises an eyebrow. "No, I wouldn't hear the screaming kids either." Leon jokes, eyes glancing at the photo before drew. "You know, he's not bloody Mary. You can't summon him in a reflection or a photo." Leon mutters reaching for the photo. Drew grabs his wrist.
Leon watches him. "Somethings wrong." Drew whispers. "Everything is fine drew. You need to let him go." Leon sighs using his other hand to push the photo over. "Leon.." "im serious drew. This? This gives him power." Leon snaps pulling his hand away from the other. Drew watches him. "You need to stop it. It's not healthy. Let him go or else." Leon growls, grabbing the bags and walking out.
Drew swallows and looks at the down photo. Maybe Leon was right. But the last time drew felt this way, he ended up burning Leon alive.
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Leon leans against the big tree as John approaches him. "Any reason your avoiding your husband?" John asks watching as Leon lights a fag up. Leon blows out smoke before chuckling. "Hes become obsessed with ministry. Again." Leon huffs. John turns to look at drew who's talking to their parents. "Seriously?" John asks. "Yeah, keeps staring at photo of me. It's starting to freak the kids out" Leon states.
"You spoke to dad? I mean, it has to be happening for a reason" John mutters as the kids run past. "Cas stop chasing Jesse with that bat!" Leon barks. John glances at his nephews. Cas frowns and drops the bat as Jesse smirks and runs off to find his twin. "I can't sense anything, so nothings wrong." Leon mutters. "And yet you couldn't sense anything with Athena and yet you were still worried sick." John points out. "Thats different. You don't understand, the idea one of my kids could end up with the same damn curse as me pains me" Leon mutters. "Look, it's Halloween, your birthday. You can't ignore him forever. Just hear him out alright?" John sighs sensing he's getting no where with Leon. Leon just continues to smoke. "Im going to save my daughter from your kids" John hums before walking off.
Leon keeps his eyes on his father, watching him closely.
Taker glances at shawn who's talking with the kliq members before looking back at drew. "That bad huh?" Taker asks quietly. "He doesn't.. believe me..but I swear Taker....the shadow in that photo is getting darker. Bigger. I'm not crazy.." Drew whispers. "I believe you." Taker nods, ignoring as cassie takes a photo of them. Drew watches Taker. He doesn't flinch. Leon flinches. "How did you stop being so scared?" Drew asks. Taker straightens up. "Because he was no longer interested in my body. And Leon killed any connection we had that day." Taker admits. "My photos became clean. Brighter. I have nothing to fear anymore." Taker adds.
Drew sighs and rubs his jaw. "Im scared for him, taker. I'm really scared for him." Drew whispers.
Taker doesn't get to respond.
"PAPA!"
"Shit! LEE!"
Drew and taker turn towards Leon.
Leon's body has tensed, his eyes rolled back, his body starting to shake and seize.
Next thing, drew is up and running towards him and Leon is on the floor shaking, camera discarded on the floor nearby.
Shawn slowly picks it up and looks at the photo last taken. His heart stops.
"CALL THE AMBULANCE!"
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"Come back to papa" Shawn whispers, his hands shaking as he gently cups and caresses baby Leon's face. John stands behind him nervously as his baby brother has a seizure. "Please, not you too" Shawn whispers.
"Not you aswell" he sobs.
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Now, if there's one thing I'm a pro at, it's seizures.
Ha, epilepsy joke. Because yk, I got it.
Anyways.
I've always wanted to do a future au for the kids as they stare their own families. And I thought fuck it, Leon can't be happy.
I do have a wip in where the wwe stars spend a day with kids and that involves Leon. It's not done but its cute and I have no idea why I've mentioned it.
Hope you guys love the idea of part 2.
Also I will never mention the kids age because then I have to sort an actual timelines and I do not have the brain power for that.
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perspectivestarters · 2 years
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Perspective's Sentence Starters; PANORAMA by Hayley Kiyoko (Part I)
SUGAR AT THE BOTTOM
"When you get jealous does he call you out like I did?"
"Does he always let you win?
"Is he a silent optimist?"
"Can't believe I believed in you."
"I stayed with you even through the drama."
"I'm so glad you're someone else's problem."
"Just stay away."
"She's fucking crazy."
"Are you still pushing everyone away at arm's length?"
"You think you're sweeter than the grenadine in my drink."
"I know really how you taste."
"Ain't no sugar at the bottom."
"You got me saying sorry for some shit I never even started."
LUNA
"Where'd you get that pretty glow?"
"How'd you keep it all these years?"
"How'd you figure it out?"
"I just wanna be like you."
"Don't leave me on my own."
"You get me wild."
"I'll chase your shadow."
"You know what you want."
"I know what I want."
"Stay with me and watch the sun come up."
"Tryna figure you out."
"Tell me, do you want me here right under you?"
"Will you ever come down?"
"I guess I already have your heart."
FOR THE GIRLS
"Ten out of ten, all in a line."
"The air is sweet when we're passing by."
"It hurts a little."
"Don't get whiplash."
"Don't forget that."
"Go eat your heart out like tangerines."
"Let's break the tension like a Kit Kat."
"Yeah, you feel that?"
"Save a kiss for the sun."
"Don't you wish you could come undone?"
"Take a dip."
"Join the fun."
"Summer's for the girls."
"One look and it's lights out."
"What's everyone gonna do?"
"Surround me with the girls."
"I love being a girl."
"I'm ready for the girls."
FLICKER START
"I thought everything was great."
"I've been circling 'round the block inside my brain."
"Everyone's having fun but I can't relate."
"Need a flicker start."
"Need it pouring through my veins."
"Don't know where to start."
"I don't know who to blame."
"Let me out my head."
"Let my mind run free."
"Let me just pretend that I feel like me."
"Anything to spark a new beginning."
"I'm fighting for a change."
"How do I keep going if I don't know where I'm going every night and morning?"
"How do I keep going if I don't know where I'm going?"
UNDERGROUND
"There's something about it..."
"It's hard enough to wake up."
"I'm hiding from everyone."
"I'm sinking in my mind."
"Maybe I'm wasting all my time."
"Why does every day make me feel some type of way?"
"Can you see it on my face?"
"I need you now."
"Is there anybody else?"
"Is there anybody out there?"
"I'm buried under too much."
"I just can't take the weight off, it's just too heavy to carry."
"Am I way too far in the deep end?"
FOREVER
"Light me up like a fire."
"I can see your love."
"I just wanna be close to you."
"I am always willing if you're ready for it."
"Saw you and I knew what I was headed for."
"Our love is all we need."
"Make her feel like she's so pretty, prettier than the whole city."
"I wanna feel that forever."
"We have never been so in love with each other."
"We were looking for more."
"You'll be right there when I'm performing."
"Why would we ever leave on a love like that?"
"I am ever-willing if you're ready for it."
"I'm headed fast now babe."
"We're still those wild kids in the dark."
"You light fire to my heart."
"Grab my hand."
DEEP IN THE WOODS
"I get lost in your mind."
"Come and find me."
"Are you there?"
"Follow me."
"I won't leave."
"Stay beside me."
"I need it bad as breathing."
"Keep me here, never lemme go."
"All I want is to be close to you."
"I know I met you in another life."
"You're unforgettable."
"You'll be right there wherever I go."
"Hold them till you're not scared."
"Promise you I'll be there."
"I want your body on my body."
"All the way, yeah."
"I'm letting go."
"I know where you hide."
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