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#which is hmmm timing but i really can't shut up about this musical it was so so fun. absolute vibes and energy
jessicanjpa · 2 years
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2 and 8 for Edward?
(from the Sensory headcanons ask list)
2. a sound they find irritating
Oh man, pack a lunch. Here we go. Edward hates the stink and racket of gas lawnmowers ("Why don't we just use the old reel mower, it's not like it was hard??"). He can't play piano if any of the strings are 0.01% off-pitch. He rolls his eyes if Rosalie dares to open and shut her dresser drawers more than twice in one morning. He has zero tolerance for repeated/interrupted musical phrases if she's sitting at the piano practicing a new song or composing (He KNOWS this is massively hypocritical and he can't help it). He grits his teeth if the birds outside start singing when he's in a bad mood. Every year there's *that one teacher* whose monotonous voice drives him up the wall. It takes all his willpower to be polite when Esme uses the trying-to-cheer-him-up voice or the walking-on-eggshells voice. Vaccuuming is his least favorite chore because of the noise. He pesters Rosalie several times a year by insisting there's a "funny sound" in his engine and she keeps finding nothing wrong.
And then there's his gift. Edward constantly has to deal with *lots* of mental voices all clashing together, including all the people who are singing to themselves or having shouted conversations inside their imaginations. (And, of course, we have our pet headcanon about Emmett shrieking 70s music in his head an inopportune moments.) Even at home there's the noise of the family's minds, which is actually more difficult to filter out than the voices at school because 1) fewer minds means the thoughts can't all run together like white noise and 2) he's more attuned to his family's thoughts in general. On top of that he has the normal cacaphony that all vampire ears have to deal with: everyone's chatter, off-key singing, and fidgeting sounds in a pretty wide radius. Not to mention the grosser sounds of people chewing, digesting, etc.
I'm playing with an experimental headcanon that a major part of Edward's pre-gift as a human was having extremely sensitive hearing—not so much excellent hearing as a sensitivity to higher and lower frequencies than most humans have. He was always "hearing things" that other people didn't hear.
8. Who do they feel most comfortable hugging/being hugged by (non-romantic)?
Esme easily wins this one, but who gets second place? Hmmm... Alice, I think. The first thing she did when they met was shriek with excitement and jump into his arms. This really frightened him for a second instincts-wise, and it also made him uncomfortable because Jasper clearly didn't like it. But over time, as he and Alice quickly became BFFs and Jasper got used to their weird intimacy, their hugging/casual touching came to be second nature. They don't hug very often, though—it's usually when one is comforting the other or when they're really excited about something.
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vampacidic · 2 years
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*sits down in front of you* do you happen to have any more mayoi phantom thoughts for the night i would like to hear them please
hi. i passed out. hmmm i have a coupleeeeeee?
i really went crazy with that 'mayoi has eyes that glow in the dark' thing i love that one so much. yknow she how she watched aira sleep that one time. i think that aira assumed she was just a fuckin cat and was like hey. who let the cat in? and then he turned on the light and it was a Guy and screamed. hiiro is just like wow mayoi that's so cool can you teach me to do that? (she can't) and tatsumi just thinks it's endearing or something i haven't read an enstars story in ages. she has better eyesight than everyone else in ES at night bc of the glowing. however it does freak out maintenance workers who get up in the vents to clean the fan or something to see two glowing eyes in the distance followed by a whimper.
she sleeps in a coffin. she won't explain why. she says it's comfortable (it's horribly claustrophobic). it's actually bc it makes her feel closer to death which helps with the self loathing. her thoughts race at night with self hatred and worry about how the world sees her and by sealing herself off it helps abate that (to a degree). she can't really breathe but she appreciates the asphyxiation. she shouldn't be allowed to breathe anyway. (it's brought up that rei sleeps in a coffin, too, at one point. this is what gets her to start sleeping in a normal bed)
def has a housewife fantasy (not like nuclear family housewife i mean like. housewife that is respected in their job. idealized housewife)... she wants to be a stay at home mom one day. terrified that children hate her (they don't. they think she's silly) but she really loves them. really really really wants to be a mom. she wants to take care of them and just live a normal life.. long after the plot of enstars i think she gets to settle down with tatsumi and they have a little baby and they're the best parents ever [i have a terminal case of baby fever]. she's def the one that does the shopping she's incredibly skilled at taking care of people. something something mamayoi
she composed in her free time... 'its nothing big...' she stammers out before playing a modern masterpiece that rivals leo. she (eventually) befriends leo because of this. is she still scared shitless of his erratic behavior? yes. but they talk music theory and composing and they're buddies... leo's music is very loud and kind of everywhere while her tunes are simple and melodic. they compose together sometimes. usually via mayoi sliding a compositions through the ceiling tiles into leo's room while he sleeps (leo wakes up and reads it and scribbles out things he doesn't like. mayoi takes it a little too personally at first but she realizes it's just because leo is Like That and has no idea how he comes across to other people. she adapts)
i think it's stupid that mayoi's hands are shown in canon. i think her hands are like. gross looking. shriveled and bone-y and littered with scars and there's almost no fat on them. that's why she wears the gloves. but enstars is a COWARD so i will just do this myself. she hates taking her gloves off. takes her years before she trusts someone enough to take them off (and even then she squeezes her eyes shut so she can't see them run away)
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lemonhemlock · 10 months
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15 questions and 15 mutuals
tagged by @hellshee 💞💞💞 thanks a bundle!!! 🎀
anyone who sees this on my blog and wants to do it is welcome!
were you named after anyone?
i was named after a very specific queen of hungary (no, my family is not hungarian) and my middle name is after my dad
when was the last time you cried?
succession series finale full-on sobbing girlies where u at
do you have kids?
i do not
do you use sarcasm a lot?
i believe so!
what's the first thing you notice about people?
i'm SO bad at this, i freeze and remember neither their looks nor their names 😅 i have to ask for about 3 times before i can remember
i'll only notice if they have a very distinctive fashion piece i guess
what's your eye color?
boring brown:(
scary movies or happy endings?
hmmm i really like horror if done properly, which it rarely is to my standards. i don't like cheap tricks or jump scares so a lot of scary movies i find v disappointing. so i'll pick happy endings i guess since there's a higher possibility of me liking the story
any special talents?
i can braid my own hair in complicated styles that people are often surprised i can do without assistance. i spent a lot of time in uni braiding my friends' hair for fun and as a bonding past-time. i'd say i'm above average at doing my makeup but i can't do anything crazy like graphic eyeliner unfortunately (i think it's because i can't draw). i have the best RP accent out of any non-native i know. my bf says i'm really good at manipulating dough (i think i'm only decent, just not afraid of moving it around). one day i hope to learn to do nail art and maybe sew clothes
i wish i could sing though. if i had a decent voice i'd never shut up. straight-up musical over here all the time. i would be SO annoying
where were you born?
eastern europe baby!!!
what are your hobbies?
well, you know, apart from hobbies that everyone & their mother has, like listening to music / reading / watching shows & movies, i like formula 1 & football. whenever i have the time, i watch the most random videos like tyre rules, racing lines and tactical breakdowns of various games. when it strikes my fancy i'm a VERY amateur aerodynamicist, in that i like to go oooh & ahhh whenever i look at an f1 car and cackle over how beautiful/ugly it is. i like castles a lot & want to visit all of them. i like learning about fashion history & creating lewks & outfits. i have beautiful tarot cards and was fairly good at weaving a narrative when i did readings but i'm out of practice. my bf & i love making & discovering new cocktails. my latest hobby is that i'm obsessed with perfume and have a budding collection
unfortunately i haven't really had time for any of my thousand interests lately bc i've had to focus on my thesis so i'm kinda floating anchorless & disconnected atm
have any pets?
i don't, i like animals but wouldn't have the patience to look after them. also the animals i like are generally not suited to urban life, like goats or donkeys :))
what sports do you play/have you played?
unfortunately i was never good at them
how tall are you?
170 cm
favorite subject in school?
english & history!
dream job?
honestly pit lane reporter sounds like a pretty dope job. perhaps in another life i would have liked to be an archaeologist
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n1k1tty · 3 years
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kiss me ! part 1
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jake was definitely head over heals for your cold personality, and he wasn't going to let anyone take you. but heres the problem: he couldn't find a single way to keep a conversation with you. despite your scary demeanour, jake decides to man up and does everything out of his will to get you.
fluff, jake x reader, (not proofread)
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jake was frustrated to know that many guys have been after you the second you stepped in that classroom doing the bare minimum.
hearing ‘wanna grab lunch with me?’ here and there somehow always made him ball his fist to prevent himself from being a problem. yet again he couldn’t blame other people for wanting to ask you out either. he even sometimes wished that you had rejected him so he could move on. although of course he didn’t really mean that.
because now he was wandering around the school looking for you while he was on a “bathroom break” during his soccer practice. he knew you always liked to stay at the school rooftops admiring the view while listening to music. not like he was stalking you or anything...
you turn your head to look at the person at the door "you again? when are you going to leave me alone? pervert" you scoff, kicking the little pieces of rocks as you avoid jakes eyes. it was almost the millionth time you've seen jake this day, and it was always for the same reason, to piss you off, well more like ask you out --which still pisses you off.
you weren't one to believe in love, or maybe just not yet. because you weren't even sure if you were capable enough to love someone. even the thought of having to be so sweet and touchy with each other grossed you out, and of all people, jake especially knew that. so why was he so determined to get you to fall in love with him?
you weren't one to believe in love, or maybe just not yet. because you weren't even sure if you were capable enough to love someone. even the thought of having to be so sweet and touchy with each other grossed you out, and of all people, jake especially knew that. so why was he so determined to get you to fall in love with him?
"hmmm maybe never?" jake chuckles at the sight of you rolling your eyes "then i'll move schools --countries if that's what takes for you to leave me alone" as you turn around and face him, eyes widened at the thin space between the both of you "and maybe i'll find you"
you raise your eyebrows "well that's borderline criminal act" you wander off "now sim jaeyun i think it's best for you to leave before you add up to my anger --i mean you already are. but wouldn't that be horrible?" jake's eyes follow you as you drag your feet "not really" he states "you're hot when you're mad"
you scoff out of disbelief, hitting him hard on his arm, looking away almost immediately as you trying to hide your heated face "shut up before i'll push you off this building" letting go of the grip you once had on his collar, "alright, alright sorry ma'am. but if you're really mad for whatever reason, come with me. i'll take you to a place" he suggests, offering his hand for you to take "you should be happy. i normally wouldn't even consider letting anyone know about my spot" he shoots you a grin
you take time trying to consider his offer, but as much as you don't want to stroke his ego about convincing you to go with him, you really needed something to release your anger "as long as you shut up about this" you give him a side glance "no promises" he sends a wink your way "ugh, fine"
he gently takes your hand as he drags you out of the school "can you jump over the wall?" jake looks at your flustered face "....no..?" you answer, making a line with your lips, causing him to let out a small chuckle "okay cutie, i'll help you up" you cringe at the nickname "call me that again and i'll break your neck" you step on his knee as he tries to boost you up "yeah that's right, keep going"
but as jake looks up he couldn't help but feel flustered, looking away "i made it!" you pant, hands resting on your knees as you wait for jake to come up as well. but after a few seconds of not hearing him, you call out his name, peaking your head over the wall "jake? i swear to god if you leave me out here i'm killing you"
"n-no i didn't leave you" he stutters, trying to collect himself from being a flustered mess "then come up here! the sun is setting, you wouldn't want to miss it"
"y-yeah it's just that i uh, i saw.....your....you know?" he explains, his hands not knowing what to do "you saw my what!?" you shrieked "no no it's okay i looked away!" he reassures you "ugh, just- just come up here!" you yell, already walking ahead as you try to cool down your heating face "so pink aye?" jake jokes, catching up to you
"SIM JAEYUN!" you yell, kicking him on his ass "ow! okay sorry!"
jake was resting his head on his hands, watching as you play with the small puddle while watching the sunset, not even an hour in, jake panics as he sees the amount of missed calls from riki "oh shit! my soccer practice!"
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the following days after that, almost everything remained the same, jake continuously teasing and flirting with you, you getting in trouble for the littlest things, never coming home until the latest of the hour. but yet again, almost everything remained the same
you were now in denial of your feelings towards sim jaeyun. it would hurt too much of your pride to actually admit it, because after all, you've always told sim jaeyun you hated him.
you groan "jake, there's a reason why i'm failing english, okay? just accept the fact that i'm the worst" you bury your head on the pages of your book, seated across jake at the back of the library "i didn't even ask for you to help me! i simply just asked for your notes that just happened to have a first grader's hand writing" he scoffs, a little taken back by your sudden insult on his hand writing "thanks? i know you didn't ask for help, i just wanted to do this with you so that you don't get detention for not knowing proper english" he explains, handing you another sheet of paper with an 54 circled on the right corner "seriously y/n? 54? come on, one last set of questions and i'll take you to the new cafe just across the street"
and almost immediately, you bring your head up, grabbing the pen and taking the set of questions. making jake giggle "y/n, just say that you like me, you know i'm not going to reject you-- ow!" you smack him on the head with the pencil "that's absolute nonsense!" you whisper with a harsh voice, digging your face on the note book as you try to cover the little smile you had on your face
i think it was safe to say you got 4 out of 10 right, causing you to almost have a mental breakdown at the library "i can't do this sim" you groan "i think you just need a break yeah? wanna head to the cafe?" jake stands up to pack your stuff, giggling at the sight of your head still buried in between the pages of the book "c'mon y/n" he kneels beside you "get up, let's go to that cafe"
you've never felt your pride hurt as much as this did, having to show jake how bad your were at english, him having to tutor you without you asking for help, and jake bringing you to the cafe even though you weren't even remotely close to getting at least 6 right
and you weren't exaggerating when when you say jake had to drag you all the way to the cafe "hi! what can i get for you today sir?" the girl says, the obvious heart eyes she has for him pissing you off even more "hi yeah i'd like to have a caramel machiatto" he responds politely, smiling at the obvious glare you held at the girl, poking out your tongue after she was called by the manager, an old lady replaces her "anything else for your girlfriend--" before you could correct her, jake immediately speaks up "she'll have (drink)"
he smiles at the old lady before paying "i'm sending you money later whether you like it or not" you roll your eyes "and i'll send it back" he holds your waist as he leads you to a table, causing your heart to beat 10 times faster "yeah? well i'll send it back to you again! i'll keep doing it until you die!" he scoffs at you "as if!"
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even after multiple attempts of trying to make jake ask you out, the boy who you thought was so smart couldn't take a single hint at all.
but in jake's defence, you were a little bad, considering how bad you were with boys, he vividly remembers that one time when you were trying so hard to make him jealous by talking to other guys. he even laughed as you struggled to keep up with a conversation.
or that other time when you tried to hold his hand just to do something romantic just for once but ended up letting go because he wouldn't stop teasing you about it. he still took your hand, yet he never asked you out still.
"you okay darling?" your mother asks, taking a quick glance at your droopy form leaning on the counter as you wait for her to finish cooking "is it a boy?" she teases, making you perk your head up "i knew it!" she gives you an endearing smile as she gives you a plate with eggs on it, a heart shaped ketchup placed on the top of the egg "mom!" you whine
"okay fine, it is a boy. but don't tell dad" you whisper, smiling once she zips her lips "what's his name?" she asked, tilting her head as she leans on the counter in front of you "jake"
"jake?! i love jake! you should invite him over sometime" she squeals "he's a nice guy, i'm sure he wouldn't hurt you, so what's bothering you?" you sigh, taking a sip of the water "he likes me, it's like the whole world knows. but he just keeps on flirting with me and never actually tries to ask me out" you pout, aggressively taking a bit of the scrambled eggs, making your mother chuckle "oh baby, i'm sure it'll happen soon. just give him some time! unless if you're that impatient, then maybe you should try considering to be the one who makes the first move" she walks away, heading upstairs
no, as much as you hate it, that would hurt too much of your pride. so you decided to wait.
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summer just had started and you couldn't even explain how much you hated the heat. staying under the shade 70% of the time whenever you went out with jake and his friends "guys! i have an announcement" jay yells, you were currently over at jay's house, just having a little party with just the 8 of you "my father booked us a trip to hawaii"
"WHAT?!"
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part 2
— HEY 👵🏽 so i decided that this would be a multiple part story bcs i didnt want it to be too long!
i haven’t written the second part yet, but hopefully i’d have it done before tuesday
feel free to ask if you want to be tagged once the second chapter is out!
this has been n1k1tty! see ya!
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icecreamkink · 3 years
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watched all of the untamed / cql in two weeks after my friend 1 told me abt mdzs a hundred years ago and my friends 2 and 3 tried to get me into cql for like two whole years and there are.
feelings.
very first scene is a very dramatic death in the middle of nightmare battle on sith planet land . i will forget abt it in the next tenish episodes and then will be very surprised when it becomes Extremely Painful
anyway magic flying gays and possession and human sacrifice! we are off to a great start
in retrospect, chaos goblin wei wuxian must have had a blast pretending to be so cRaZy and be as disruptive as he could as mo xuanyu lbr
listen. why is fire always evil coded. cant a magic clan wear red, black and orange and have flame motif while being wholesome?
For Legal Reasons These Are Not Zombies
i wish the politics of the sect were a bit clearer, especially at the beggining when the wen clan had sm power, was wen ruohan the chief cultivator? is that why they were so slow in responding to the attacks? im v confused by the pre yiling patriarch politics
fighting in the roof by the moonlight as way of flirtiiiiiiing. as i understand this is a wuxia/xianxia trope and honestly...... thank u for ur service
slight bullying and being a nuisance in general, as a way of flirting we love to see it
wwx: if i drink on the rooftop, thats not inside the cloud recesses! hmmm check and mate :D lwj: i will fuck u up so help me god   wwx: :0
i lov them
through hell or high water (quite literally) wei wuxian rem ains a trashfire gremlin till the end and i love him with my whole heart
in the pt subs wei wuxian calls jiang cheng a stubborn duck and i dearly wish that had come back
my opinions on almost every character goes from love to hate u - Hmm Me Like U - BABY. ILY. and i am Very Pleased w that. its been a while since i loved such a complete cast so much i think
no really. i WONT go into a detailed rant abt what i love about each of these characters and each of their relationships to each other. but i COULD. 
some lan disciples in the loudest whisper ever: YEAH THATS THE JIN BASTARD MENG YAO HEARD THE GOT SUPER HUMILIATED BY HIS DAD LOL SURE HOPE HE DOESNT TAKE SLIGHTS TO HIS CHARACTER TO HEART
lan xichen, immediately: i must Love him 
being into problematic ppl is in the Lan genetics, we come to realize
wen qing deserves so many awards for so many things but not snapping and just stabbing wen chao is at the top 
that scene at lan qirens class where wwx talks about using resentful energy to fight a violent spirit. exquisite.
 It establishes Good Student lan wangji, wei wuxian as curious and questioning and not afraid of taboo,  lwj sees that wwx is not, in fact, a dumb ass hes just a Dumbass,  shows us the audience (esp. a western audience) how shocking the idea of disrupting the dead/dying and controlling resentful energy actually is,  the theoretical foreshadow arguing, everyone else like ‘shUT UP’,  “and how could you ensure that the resentful energy would obey you and not hurt other?” “well i havent thought that far” and of course, lan qiren just straight up lobbing a hard object at wwx head,. chefs kiss
fellas is it gay to bother the hot rule obessessed nerd from ur school and make drawings of him with flowers in his hair and then hide gay porn in his book to antagonize him and ask him to hold ur hand and be ur friend and talk to him all the time and get him drunk and give him bunnies bc you know he likes them and give him a lantern and always want his attention and dedicate yourself to getting him to smile-
and after all of that wwx rly said oh i Admire him, aksd like yeah we all were there in high school buddy
i have Learned. caves = gay.
 accidental marriage +beint physically tied together with the sacred married ribbon+ gay panic+foreshadowing+bunnies! in the cave (1)
the story abt lan yi and baoshan sanren tho. i would like to see it
early days wen bros pull my heart strings like a guqin 
EVERYTHING about the lantern scene; disaster hets jiang yanli and jin zixuan; how wwx made lwj a bunny lantern. how soft and touched lwj was. wwx gleefully pointing out he was smiling and lwj IMMEDIATELY PULLING HIW SWORD ON HIM LMAO. tragically foreshadowy promises to do right by pepople, living without regrets. lwjs 'oh no do i love him??' face. just. all of it. 
i have it on good acc that in the novel lwj is explicitly Repressed Gay Panicked Big Horny which is delightful and rly Adds to the performance
 baby lwj is really just conceal dont feel dont let them know u have EMOTIONS (derogatory)
jiang cheng rly went "why dont.u go play with HIM if u like him so much"
jc and wwx have big BIG annoying sibling energy dont think too hard abt it or youll cry
lotus pier is soo pretty :((((((((((((((((
up until episode 13 you could think this could be a magical ancient chinese gays pride n prejudice w swords and shenanigans ................youre just not prepared for the game of thrones of it all
seriously ha ha ha i cried so much w this show my eyes genuinely swelled up . like. physically. fun timez fun timez
that being said, its hilarious that wen xu goes to cloud recesses like 'come out or ill kill all these hostages' and then DOESNT WAIT FOR AN ASWER AND KILLS THEM ALL IMMEDIATELY. do u know how blackmail works sir
 would like to make it recorded that from day one i was like 'CALL A GODDAMN CULTIVATION G20 THIS ASSHOLE SECT IS LITERALLY MASSACRING YALL!!' and it took them like 3 or 4 massacres to do anything and they STILL sent their heirs into their territory  LIKE
when wwx cites the gusu lan rules to wen chao tho. that rebel/attention whore/cutie pie 'look lan zhan i DID memorize the rules after all' ‘also a big fuck you to the wen sect :D :D’ sweet spot that scene achieves . delicious
all the cultivator young masters being petty af even though they are practically prisoners at the cave is hilarious and i love them
hurt and comfort + gay mistunderstandings + watsonian gay declaration music + accidental evil acquisition! at the cave (2)
its like where do i start? the fact theyre both trapped and kind of heavily injured inside an isolated cave with a murder turtle? wwx gay panicking lwj into coughing up bad blood? lwj being jealous as wwx babbles abt mianmian? telling him he shouldnt play with people and wwx saying he never played him? wwx going Oh. I See what is happening. YOU like mianmian, and lwj absolute done face ??? (iconic) wwx touching the sacred married ribbon Again? the telepathic communication? the sword? WEI WUXIAN ASKING LAN WANGJI TO SING TO HIM AS HE IS PASSING OUT AND LWJ SINGING HIM. THE SONG. HE WROTE. FOR WWX. AND THAT HE CALLED. THEIR SHIP NAME????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
they are SO insufferable pleeeeease
in the words of my friend 1 : “CQL is so gay we were all amazed how it got past the censors Ofc unfortunately it can't be novel level gay But they did their best And we love them for it”
in the theme of songs THIS OST. WUJI HAS BEEN LIVING IN MY MIND RENT FREE SINCE I FIRST HEARD IT the whole ost is so so sO beautiful.
 the costuming in this is also soooo exquisite. the embroidery? the fabrics? the details? how every sect and clan has a distinct style and architecture? (also ik they based each off of dif periods in chinese history which is REALLY fucking cool) just chefs kiss
the direction too!. i enjoy the unusual camera movements and i think they give it that Vibe, also their composition is PARTICULARLY good when it comes to telling the subtext through position of camera/position of character (like nhs off to the side in scenes he at first glance doesnt need to be/ how lwj is often centered when hes Jealous Yearning at wwx being affectionate w other ppl, wwx return from burial mounds etc)
ik madam yu is like Badass Milf Check and shes not getting any mom of the year awards but im delighted at how messy she is. IMAGINE that woman on tiktok
you better have enjoyed gay cave (2) bc its Just Pain from here on out! 
jiang fengmian and madame yu win the Most Dramatic Way to show they do care about each other, actually ..... ever :)
i thought jiang yanli jiang cheng and wei wuxian forcing themselves to escape yunmeng barely holding on after their parents are killed was going to be the height of pain in this show. ha. 
the family dynamics in general on this showwwww, both blood/ adopted/ found families, brotherly bonds and lifelong friendships just. rly. truly. fucked me up. theyre all so important and complicated and well rounded and beautiful and tragic
and beyond being a Win For the Gays im so glad the relationships w wwx and jiang yanli/ wen qing were NOT changed from platonic bc they are so much better like that imo. like maybe if we didnt Live In A Society it wouldnt be so, but the fact wwx and others can love and value them so much and theres nothing romantic or sexual abt it is like. so refreshing. especially @ jyl, with the way he and jc are overprotective of her and shes such a nurturing/care taker figure for them, it would just not vibe as well if they made it romantic
i love that this is a story abt Wei Wuxian, the Yiling Patriarch aka Actual Satan/Boogey Man/Village With/Public Enemy Number One , my dude is literally a necromancer who only dresses in black and has evil smokey black tendrils wafting out of him, but the really edgy one is still jiang cheng, pastel purple fashion icon
and speaking of best/worst siblings wei wuxian and jiang cheng *immediately starts crying* 
The Golden Core Transfer i just. no thots only tears 
wen qing and wen ning putting themselves in so much danger just.... to help them. wn saving jc from wen chao. wq finding a way to get wwx to transfer his core. like thinking about the monumental work these two did to help wwx and jyl and jc... jyl trying so fucking hard to be strong and keep on moving and giver her little brothers comfort after losing everything... jiang cheng. losing his parents and his home and his ability to do anything abt it and his complete desperation and lack of self worth and turning on them with agression  when he didnt realize all that they did for him ... hhhhhhhhhhhhh
me, pointing at the whole cast “i just LOVE them mom!!!”
its sad tho, that BARELY ANY of the women have like.... actual important conversations let alone relationships with each other at all in the story. and like wq and jyl have stayed at the same place for extended periods of time, where wq actively took care of her TWICE,  and still! not one measly convo, nothing! ................ .𝓌ₕᵧ
everyone in this show need a good sip of Self Worth and Stop Sacrificing Yourself juice 
ngl the sword flying looks very dumb 
“a-cheng, please bring a-xian back.” “i will, i promise.” ;-;
the whole calling each other by the More Intimate Version of the name, first as teasing and later as true intimacy. mmmhmmm yes
untamed where everythings the same but wwx evil flute song is eoeo
related that scene when wwx comes back from the burial mounds for the first time w demonic cultivation and he acts all formal and calls lwj hanguang-jun and keeps being evasive and distant and mean and soooooo................. facetious 
and how hes kind of desperately trying to keep intense lwj at bay (A FIRST) and avoiding actually talking to either of them and its all tension ughhh and then he MOCKS his and lwjs relationship, he jokes w him in this like... mean echo of their usual ~banter~ oof 
 and like!!! uncertain but so relieved jc who just HUGS him w no reservations for once and its not like he isnt just as worried as lwj abt wwx and what hes doing, but he chooses in that moment to enjoy getting him back first and mmhmMMMmMm yes (maybe my favorite scene in the whole show? MAYBE SO. ) 
highkey hurt me but also. i might be into mean wwx. i will take no criticism.
lan zhans sad eyes tho :((((((((( 
on one hand i wish we could have seen what happened at the burial mounds but on the other the timeskip adds so much flair to his return so im hnnn
also i love that hes been missing for 3 months reappears kinda melancholic and bloodthirsty and knowing malign tricks and jc is like 'so. are u sad bc of lan wangji'
when ur bae survived the war but he thinks ur evil/ might be evil so you cant kiss :///
hmmm talking at the rooftop under the moonlight not mentioning everything that stands between usssss
they are the two jades of lan and we’ll be the two heroes of yunmeng is the type of line u dont even need to know whats gonna happen to know thats gonna be sad
when they fight wen ruoshan at the nightless city i thought that was the battle we see at the first ep and its not and its so easy and theyre all like ‘yayy we won go wwx!’ i was just. SCREAMS WHAT is gonna HAPPEN
so like. post burial mounds/sunshot campaign pre yiling patriarch wwx is like. ultra arrogant, ultra mocking, peak lil shit and it gave me e v e r y t h i n g i wanted
even tho having the wen prisoners at the targets at phoenix mountain and still having wwx and jzx shooting the arrows was???? so.... tone deaf 
wwx: fucking w demonic energy   jyl: he has never done anything wrong in his life, ever <3 <3 (mood)
the parallels between meng yao/wei wuxian (and even xue yang a bit?) are Seen and they are Valid
wwx post burial mounds: can yall SHUT UP abt the goddamn sword (suibian left the chat)
LIKE truly, we talk abt the angst and yearning with wangxian. but what abt wwx and suibian. xianbian / xianqing angst and comfort 100k
take a shot everytime someone coughs up blood
zidian is simply the coolest spiritual weapon rip to suibian and chenqing and bichen and sendou and baixa........ but tis the truth 
cons: everyones families died in a nightmare war! everyones homes burned to the ground! everyone is traumatized! pros: everyone gets cooler clothes and weapons!!
wen ning and a-yuan and yanli bestest babes squad dont touch me rn
everyone: brooding and fighting                                                                wq and jyl: why dont you try some acupunture/drinking some soup and calm down huh? how abt that bitch?? 
showing the battle/massacre at the nightless city first was genius actually bc then everytime we have a cute scene w yunmeng bros and theyre like 'we'll be together forever! uwu' youre like oh. oh no. oh no no no. 
justice vs lawfulness vs means and ends 👁
jc: stay in the right path and practice the art of the sword                        wx: yeah thats not gonna happen chief
my reaction to wwx renouncing to the sect politics to help the wens was just that elmo burning gif in succession
the dramatic rain. wen qing desperately calling out to wen ning. the ghosts/puppets killing the guards. how terrifying wn actually was while wwx was controlling him :( lwj goeing after him to try and stop him and then he just; he Sees him and understands him even if he cant actually do anything about it other than let them go. 
“there must be somewhere in this earth we can go to :(((((((((”
"IF I HAVE TO FIGHT THEM, I'D RATHER IT BE YOU. DYING BY YOUR HANDS WOULD AT LEAST BE WORTH IT." oh my god oh my god oh my goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooddddddd
also lwjs umbrella is white w black smoke.. .  . nice
yiling patriarch / demonic farming burial mounds settlement is like one of my favorite concepts. they an "EVIL" FARMING COMMUNITY LED BY THE VILLAGE WITCH COME ON
they planted TURNIPS and LOTUS FLOWERS and ONE (1) baby and made lanterns and a common hall :(((((((
wen qing and wei wuxian, baddest bitches and genius science best friends i absolutely LOVED to see it. they rly went ‘is anyone gonna sibling/project partner that’ and didnt wait for an answer
both wwx and jyl getting lotus ponds at the burial mounds and in lanling bc they miss lotus pier ;;;;;;;w
;;;;; wish jyl had actually gone into the burial mounds. we were robbed of jyl and wq meeting again and jyl meeting a-yuan and seeing the settlement and the homes and all ;w; at least jc did go, stab wounds and broken arms and all
wwx like... having thrown his whole life away to help the wens (yeah the sect leaders and jin guangshan in particular wanting his stygian tiger amulet was an Element but still) and not.... necessarily regretting it, but grappling with all of the consequences of it... becoming moody and drepressed at times, missing his family and lotus pier and his friends and probably simply missing being around people and causing trouble, extrovert that he is, lashing out at the wens and at a-yuan, just in general the whole messiness of that experience
the way the resentful energy does affect his temperament is rly nice bc its not too in your face,(i mean outside of the Shaky Hands of Rage) but like he clearly has a much lesser control on his anger and impulsivity (tall order) than both before bm and after hes ressurected
on that note A-YUAN BABIEST BABY BOY BEST BOY
lan zhan being like oh hey there wei ying fancy meeting u and our son here. just passing by u know how it is hmmmmMm and then PLOT TWIST having defied orders to go see him and being punished for it. oof;;
 they habent seen each other in like? a year? and now theyre tgt 10 seconds and are already parenting a child together
also lwj rly kneels down in the snow way too much to be healthy
wwx: calm down guyssss i wont lose control of demonic cultivation omgggg  .   spoiler alert: he loses control of demonic cultivation
did u enjoy cute children? good bc now the Real Pain Begins
jiang yanli and jin zixuan rly out there APROPRIATING both disaster gays AND bury ur gays huh ;w;
i KNEW jin lings birthday was gonna fuck something up but the GASP that left my body when wwx lost control of wn and killed jin zixuan .. . . 
im sorry and thank you aaaaAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaAAAAaAAAAA 
when wen ning and wen qing were telling wwx their plan i was saying NO NO NO NO NO NO out loud in despair 
also can we talk abt how wq is definetely talking about only the both of them surrending themselves but then? everyone else just surrenders w them? IT MAKES NO SENSE LIKE WHY WOULD THEY what would be the Point
 sometimes there are some pretty gaping jumps in logic and continuity that are just like                     ?          ?
wwx: oh so when you try to murder me its justified but when i survive through dark magic and murder all of you its a "war crime"
unsurprisingly, his most feral, most spiraling moment talking to the sect leaders on the roof and attacking them and even fighting lan zhan is among my favorite scenes... its like, so painful to watch but also   so       thrilling   (and maybe my wen bbs dying arose some resentful energy in me what can i say) 
and its JUST, all they ever wanted was to do good but then... war. and trauma. and hubris. 
jiang cheng on the ground clearly thorn between what to do and feel is a Mood, lets just say
i was already crying when jyl showed up, but if i wasnt-
 i suffered SO MUCH through this series trying to figure out WHY jc would kill wwx. and when i understood. its somehow not as bad as i thought and also MUCH MUCH WORSE
a look into my group chat during the last flashback episodes:
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SO ANYWAY. after the BLOOD BATH and RIPPING YOUR HEART OUT and FEEDING IT TO YOU  the untamed goes ‘ayy back to the present!! tu du dud ud du’ 
literally it ends a quarter into an episode and then KEEPS GOING i had to pause and stare blankly at the ceiling for an hour
babie cultivators and detective soulmates . i do need some cute after All of That 
(not that the pain is over LOL)
lwj is significantly less emotionally repressed in the present and its delightful. hes just ALL IN with wwx. and not just in the ‘i would and have killed various men and risked my reputation for you’ but also ‘ur tired here have a drink i brought it up cause i know u like it and it want you to be happy, always’
“when everyone praised me and wanted my power, you were the only one that challenged me. now that everyone hates me and wants me dead, youre the only one that stands by my side.” hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhnnnnnnnnnnnnnn 
and just filling in the blanks how lan zhan searched for him. for all of those 16 years he searched for him and was punished for it and raised a-yuan, the only survivor of the burial mounds settlement, as his own in gusu......
and jiang cheng.  being the tough love uncle . having raised the yunmeng jiang clan from the rubble all alone, his whole family dead, some of it on the blame of his own brother, his siblings, his closest friends gone.......and only jin ling there needing his guidance. 
THE PARALLEL BETWEEN JIN LING BEING A LIFELINE FOR JIANG CHENG AND A-YUAN FOR LAN WANGJI AFTER THE BATTLE AT THE NIGHTLESS CITY  
great now i made myself sad
and like . the fact! that lwj and jc dislike each other!!. jc projects blame onto him for wwx both “leaving” him and indirectly causing their families deaths and when hes so consumed by it he makes wwx an enemy, lwj is there now? trying to protect him?? and lwj, who can never understand the pain that wwx , indirectly or not put jc through, but who was right there when jc tried to kill him and will never allow him to hurt wwx again. and how they like. in a way project blame of their tragedies onto each other while dealing with some type of survivor guilt and in their own way still loving wwx through it all???  amd in way its kind of fundamentally selfish but also tragically understandable? and like when u put it against the fact that after he disappears during the sunshot campaign they were looking for him together and fought together??
JUST. THE CHARACTERS. AND THE RELATIONSHIPS IN THIS. MAN. UGH. GOD. 
and like i think thats what makes it so good? its such a sad and painful and violent story, edgy even, but its compelling bc at the center of it there are all of these relationships and different types of love and hope and. :( i love it
enough crying lets talk abt wwx sleeping at the jingshi with lwj and wearing his under garment for a minute 🙏
 jin ling just has that Was Raised by JC energy tho lmao i love him
babie cultivator squad is the perfect ammount of cute and comedic relief while still bearing the weight? of the narrative in a way, both from sizhui and jin lings existences, and also. like. how do i put this. they feel hopeful? they were born after a war, they came of age at a time of relative peace, they dont hold on so closely to the resentments of their parents/father figures, they are specifically shown as more accepting and open minded. and its like.... Hope for the future  
one of the ?? things  i love the most is the fact that the main cast are often in situations where theyre hunted/running but they like. never wear disguises... just going around in their gorgeous expensive clan clothes and hair ornaments and distinctive spiritual weapons.... maybe w a straw hat on, just for kicks
wwx teacher 🥺🥺🥺
so this is why its called Yi City Misery huh
a-qing is such. an icon. im so sad. my girl even knew to leave xys dumb self rotting by the road but no one listens to her thats why theyre all dead or sad 
her and xue yang measuring each other up was so entertaining lmao
 its the funniest thing when hes like. HERES MY SAD STORY. FOR WHY IM A SADISTIC MURDERER. I BROKE MY HAND ONCE. 
like ok someone broke his hand in a horrible way, and like Poverty, i get it but also like.......... that lost the brunt of a proper sob story like, 50 sadistic murders ago bby
and i love that xingchen does not entertain that for a second hes like ‘not ?????? good enough???’ and the best thing is he wasnt even like 'u hadto be the bigger person' or sth but ' well then break that dudes hand back, rip his arm off for i care, what do the rest of us have to do w anything???” 
anjo sensato :(
xue yang is like..... the sexy sadistic evil version of a himbo..... a meanbo...
the fucked upness of xy’s feelings for xxc/ xxc and sl feelings for each other... like my dude literally gave his bf HIS EYES. and xy getting so attached to xxc .... the fucked up fake domesticity.... having him hurt sl..... then desperately trying to bring him back ...................... oof
song lan........... literally had his eyes AND tongue removed, his bfs eyes put in place, was almost killed, turned into a puppet by his bf unknowingly, manipulated by xy, sees his bf killing himself in despair.... and STILL finds the strenght to get up from there, and keep on traveling and helping people and attempting to fix xxcs soul.......... like, my man. damn. 
wangxian looking at songxiao and seeing an Actually more painful parallel for themselves. ft. that Color Coding. 
THE A-YUAN/SIZHUI REVEAL PUNCHED ME IN THE HEART but in a good way for a change
should have know that he would be the Best Boy the cute one w all the braincells
the butterfly AND the bunny lantern. i see how it is
u know is very convenient that no one can see the stark black veins on wen nings neck, ever 
BAT WEN NING 
wns face when lwj comes into wwx room like ‘:0 omg did u two finally get your shit together? good for you master wei good for u’ 
(they didnt) (yet)
DISASTER DRUNK LWJ. JUST. THRUST SOME CHICKENS TO SHOW UR RESSURECTED BAE THAT U LOVE THEM.
i have absolutely no idea WHY they gave lwj the same punishment for fighting his own sect/allies to protect the burial mounds as when they got drunk on cloud recess class days.... like? its such a ... emotional continuity error again
also is lwj gonna get an actual friend besides wwx , ever
mianmian marrying and having a family and a cute life after saying FUCK U AND UR SYSTEM TOO in a much less unhinged and dramatic way than wwx......... fills me w joy
also lol the idea that like. her husband not knowing that shes friends w satan/the boogey man/the village witch is hilarious
i love nie mingjue bc hes the resident Though Guy but also the most dramatic bitch in this show and thats Saying Something
jin ling cant have one uneventful relative can he
the fact that everyone present already knew “mo xuanyu” was wwx at the stairs is so funny, their faces are like ‘oh............ wow. that. sure is a development. shock” 
in the tradition of extremely loud whispers wwx tells lwj with twelve guards standing like one meter away from them: HEY PSH LAN ZHAN PRETEND IM FORCING YOU TO STAY W ME DO IT
oh my god oh my god
the absolute Yearning on his face when he leaves wwx and a-yuan at the burial mounds and refuses to stay for dinner was already Enough but the fact?? they brought it back?? to this declaration of love?? their expressions??????? strike me dead right now just go ahead
lFor Legal Reasons We Cant Kiss but we will have a very sappy declaration of love and trust and look at each other in way that is the actualization of 💞💘💗💖💓💘💞💗💖💘💗💖💕💞
also icb all the sect leaders and guards are standing there watching them say they like like each other with a dozen swords pointing at their neck
i enjoyed the depiction of the fickle public perception and how easily it can be used to scapegoat people. when the sect leaders turn on jgy and wwx knows thats its more for convenience than anything else...
poor lxc is literally like 'oh so when YOUR problematic boyfriend gets called evil its a misunderstanding but when its MY problematic bf-'
ok like i cant get over nmj let jgy play a song that messed with his temperament at all, like maN u KNEW he might be shady wth
wwx: “hey dont say anything bad abt lan zhan hes not an arrogant dick, thats just his face. 
ME ON THE OTHER HAND"
the cultivators as wwx is poking holes in their narrative is literally *nazaré meme*
"wei wuxian-!" "what did i break your leg, too?" not to be problematic but i laughed so hard
not as hard as "you dont have the rank to talk to me " tho
i Enjoy that, over the course of story, wwx sees that... theres nothing truly to Do, but move on. he saw how his arrogance and his mistakes hurt others, and hes trying to fix what he can, but he already did die for his mistakes and there are things he cant fix and that's. just how it is. even towards jgy, the narrative doesn't go gleefully and completely with "lets make THEM pay bc theyre the big bad" bc its not that simple, and it wouldn't lead anywhere but more pain...
re him and jiang cheng and the wens and kinda. isnt that what nhs did? scheming to displace jgy out of revenge more than any justice and doing so in the most painful way?
idk if that actually makes sense im truly just babbling
i thought the scene at the lotus pond would be CUTE but the context was PAIN again
jiang cheng finding out about his golden core and his conflict with wwx at the guanyin temple .... destroyed me but in a nice way kinda.... same way it destroys him look at his face oh god
and. the fact??? he sacrificed himself for wwx?? first?? and he'll probably never tell anyone much less wwx???? keeps me up at night
i havent decided if the neckbreak transition between jgy does sth super Evil or does he he does OR Does He yes he does O R does heeeee is sth i dislike or not
jin guangyao and wei wuxians most interesting parallel is that... theyve both seen 'hmm hey this system is fucked up' and wwx went 'so fuck it all i will renounce it and challenge it' and jgy went 'so fuck it i will use all of it to my advantage and manipulate it to my goals and whims'
the fact jgys mom was actually great and he loved her and his whole issue w it was more than simply being ashamed of being a bastard kinda got me ngl
never trust a dude with a fan.
nhs and jgy: the first rule to a convoluted and decades spanning violent revenge plot is to have fun and be yourself! 
when a-yuan finally FINALLY remembers ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; wen ning has someone in his family back and a-yuan has someone to talk abt his wen family and wwx has him back bc he survived and lwj raised him anD HES THEIR SON. THEYRE MARRIED AND HAVE A SON. UGH.
and theyre allowed to heal. everyone is allowed to try and recover and be happy
netflix put all of the 3 endings on top of each other and it looks kinda weird actually BUT I DONT EVEN MIND :’’’’’’’’’)
the gasp that left me when lwj says ‘wei ying’ and wwx turns.........
there was also a screen with ‘thank you mxtx for creating these characters, we hope their wishes come true’ and i might. have cried then too. maybe. 
that was . a ride. as is proven by this behemot of a ramble clearly i just really needed and Outlet. i am currently trying to convince dumb monkey brain to not consume the other medias of mdzs immediately bc i REALLY need to like. live. a life. and take care of real responsibilities.  *longest oh boi ever*
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dekusneakers · 3 years
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Baku for the character ask thingy :)
aaaaaaa my favorite blasty boy katsuki bakugou!!!!! <3 thank you anon!!!
favorite thing about them: dhjdkdajh how do i choose??? it's a well known fact how much i adore katsuki. for one, i think his determination and insistence on total victory is just so inspiring. his absolute certainty that he will succeed is something i've always admired about people irl bc i am not a confident individual myself. it's incredible to see others who are so assured and strong!! (also. i love me some hard shell, gooey center kind of motherfuckers, and that gremlin fits the bill extremely well.)
least favorite thing about them: hm. this is a hard one as well. i love how complex his character is so there are so many flaws of his that i find fascinating. maybe how he refuses help/has to do things himself? (at least earlier on in his development). it's not something i dislike about him, i just want him to be able to heal and grow and i'm glad that he's starting to understand (through seeing it happen to deku) that he can't go it alone. <3
favorite line: oh god, there are so many i could choose, especially from the recent chapters. but the one that comes to mind immediately is an old one that gives me shivers every time: "But at that moment, without thinking, my body simply moved on its own".
brOTP: i love the bakusquad interactions! going on hikes and training with kiri (honestly i love their broship so much!!! they're cute romantically too but i just adore some guys bein' dudes as well), playing video games with kaminari (kami's actually really good and he and baku team up to wipe the floor with randos online), picking up some comics to read with sero (this seems like a random thing but sero would totally mention he liked some of the manga/comics on baku's shelf and invite him all chill), shopping with mina (he would say he hates it but he lowkey loves helping her pick things out and dress up but if you tell anyone about it you're fucking DEAD). also. having a broship with ururaka is one of my favorite headcanons. (they train quirkless until they're both beat the hell up and then go get bubble tea) <3
OTP: you can probably guess from my blog, but bakudeku for sure!! i'm a big fan of todobaku, tdbkdk, tdkrbkdk and all of the other combos as well!! also rarepair shinsou and bakugou as the exhausted, judgy gays??? iconic
nOTP: once again, not really a nOTP besides mineta lmao. so sorry 😅
random headcanon: he has a beautiful singing voice. don't get me wrong, i love that scratchy growly-voiced boy so much, i wouldn't want to change anything about him! i'm just enchanted by the idea that his singing voice is clear, open and well-trained. he took music (drum) lessons as a kid, so i don't think it's super far off to think he took a few singing lessons too. just imagining this gremlin having a pure, clear sound is just.... *swoon*
unpopular opinion: hmmm. THESE ARE HARD TOO i'm just gonna do more headcanons lmao. he's allergic to pears. don't ask me why he just is. he seeks human contact when he sleeps, which means he's a MASSIVE cuddler. but he runs like a fucking FURNACE so it's a nightmare for his cuddler partner(s). acts of service is his love language (which idk if that's a headcanon or just facts lmao) but he has no idea how to respond when anyone does ANYTHING nice for him. he either yells about it not being necessary or just goes eerily silent and it unnerves anybody that doesn't know him well. he complains about it but he LOVES cooking for his friends. it's something impressive he can do "perfectly" and have an immediate positive response to. when he notices his friends having a bad day, he makes their favorite food and shoves it in their face like "shut up. don't say anything i hate you feelbetteriguessBYE" <3
song i associate with them: ahsahjdk we're not gonna talk about the 7 hour playlist i have devoted to him. ahem. a couple are Hate That You Know Me (Bleachers), I Can't Handle Change (ROAR), Be Nice to Me (Front Bottoms), Boys Will Be Bugs (Cavetown), and of course the classic Bakugou! (Kamil). some bc of the lyrics, some bc of the music, and some just bc of the vibes.
favorite picture of them: this is..... impossible. every picture of kacchan is my favorite. but this one is the one i use most often:
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HI CORA i've been meaning to do this ever since you did it to me bc it was so fun - could you put svt on shuffle and tell me your first vs current opinions on the first 5 songs that come up 👀👀
HIII MEG <3333 omg have you really 🙈 well unlike you my shuffle list really said 'cora you're a carat on main' 🥲
wave - at first the vibe of this song intrigued me because idk it's different jsgsaj AND NOW I LOVE IT KSGSJAHA as is said i do love performance unit's music a lot so it's a surprise to no one 😭😭 but i like how it really reminds me of waves and the ocean and stuff jsgwakgs and tbh i can't wait to see whatever performance they have prepared for this song, expectations are high 🥲
happy ending (korean ver) - hmmm well I like the korean version as much as i liked japanese version and i LOVED japanese version and if i'm being honest if fallin flower didn't have the aes and the choreo it did i would pick happy ending as my favorite jpn title (which from this perspective makes it a no2 on my list rn <3) but i love dk's parts in this song so much (he's my favorite main vocalist out there 🤫) and the guitar riff at the beginning idk the song overall is very pleasing to listen to (i'm listening to it now as i type this 🥲)
change up - !!!!!! ONE OF THE BEST SONGS IN THEIR DISCOGRAPHYYY WHERE DO I BEGIN !!!! i absolutely lost it the moment the mv dropped. (could be because of the colorful aes which i love so much it's one of my faves) BUT ALSO HOSHI. RAPPING. YES!!!!!!!!!!!!
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change up is probably in my top 5 or smth (i feel like i can say this about every song in their discography help)
jam jam - ok well jsgsjsgwksgsajshjs WHAT A SONG !!!! at first i was kind of ???? what is this 😭😭 amd honestly it was skippable for a long time but now? sign me tf up for some svt noise music jdgsjaga i don't skip it, ever kssgakah
our dawn is hotter than day - what a coincidence, i picked this one as my fav svt summer song !! this one goes in top 5 too, hell i would maybe choose this one and put it in my top 10 kpop songs of all time? this song, i will never shut up about it, honestly i don't remember the first impression but i was probably something positive, i've grown to love it so much over time djgdsjgs i listened to it sooo much ever since ymmday came out and it never gets boring or any less fun and comforting <3 it's simply perfect!! like idek the whole song runs sooo smoothly which i love so much, and everyone's vocals are so pretty 😭 and i know i said this a million times but it's soooo comforting without being unnecessarily sad (like hug for example) and it's so chill and it gives me the vibes of a summer night skgsjsg
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qweeby · 4 years
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Nine Lives To Short Part 9: Fools like you
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Shinsou arc complete ??
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Paring: Shinsou x Reader 👀👀
Genre: Angst
Taglist: @bakuhoetoedoroki @foxypuppy
Plot: You only have nine days to tell him how you feel but...maybe you've been chasing the wrong guy.
"Why did you drag me out here, Bakugo."
Shisou puts one of his hands in his pockets as he stares at the surprisingly quiet Bakugo.
"You know exactly why I called you out here, Tom Cat!"
"Tom Cat? Now that's a new one"
" UGH JUST SHUT UP AND LISTEN! It's about Y/n."
Shinsou gives Bakugo his full undivided attention after hearing that he wants to talk about you.
"Ever since Mr. Aizawa informed to the class about Y/n's qurik that shitty Deku been making theory about how to save her."
Shinsou eyes widen, "Wait really! What were some of his theories?"
"HIS THEORIES THEY ALL SUCKED! I BLEW UP HIS NOTEBOOK AFTER READING ALL OF THEM."
Shinsou let's out a long sigh saying, "Why am I not surprised" as he exhales.
"My theory is way better! Y/n's quirk only awakened when she fell in love right!? Well with you I mean!"
"Yeah, you're right on the money...but where are you going with this"
" Well,what if she falls out of love with you and she falls for someone else."
"Someone like me".
-Meanwhile back inside with Y/n and Momo-
"Ok ok this is fine everything is fine"
"FINE! NO EVERYTHING ISN'T FINE!" Momo says while shaking you furiously.
"MOMO STOP SHAKING ME! I JUST NEED TO LAY DOWN FOR A FEW!.
"Oh....are you sure, Y/n?".
Before you can respond to Momo you feel a tap on your shoulder, you turn around and see that it's Mei Hatsume.
"Oh Hello Hatsume-" In a instant Mei takes your hand and drags you off leaving Momo in the kitchen.
"H-huh! Umm Mei?"
"Sorry Creati, me and Y/n need to have some girl talk! I gotta introduce her to one of my babies!
Even though Mei has a huge smile on her face, you can feel her grip on her you arm tighten.
"Yeah, Momo I'll be ok just keep the party going!".
The chanting of Izuku name can be hear as you are being dragged out of sight and eventually out of mind.
Momo stares off wonder if she made the right choice because for some reason she didn't like the engery Mei was giving off.
"Umm Yoayorozu?"
"YES IM HERE AH, TODOROKI!?"
"You have a line of people asking for more cookies, it seems someone has ate them all" Todoroki glares at Uraraka that currently stuffing her face along with Mina and Kaminari.
"Oh hehe right I'll get right on it!."
...
Mei bring you into a random as she closes the door behind her.
"Soooo...what little robot did you make today Hatsume?" Y/n chuckles even though this situation feels awkward.
"I'm not here to show you anything...I just need to ask you something, it's about Shinsou." You notice that Hatsume is visible angry which makes feel uneasy.
" Oh Hitoshi? What about him?"
"Shinsou... is he your boyfriend?"
"BOYFRIEND?! PFFFTTTT NO NO NO NO! S-SHINOU IS JUST A FRIEND"
" oh so kissing is a friend thing?
(" Not right now!")
"So you won't tell the truth now...you're just like a him A BUNCH OF LAIRS"
"Huh? L-look whatever is happening between you and Shinsou has nothing to do with me"
"IT HAS EVERYTHING TO DO WITH YOU!"
Hatsume starts poking you with her finger, pushing you back as she angrier and angrier.
" Because of YOU Shinsou wants nothing to do with me."
"It's YOUR FALUT that me and him aren't together!"
"WHY DOES HE CARE ABOUT YOU ANYWAY WHEN, YOU DON'T EVEN WANT HIM!"
Hatsume pushes you into a closet and blocks it with something but you can't see that it is.
"HATSUME! HEY LOOK IM SO SORRY I-I THOUGH YOU AND SHINSOU HAD SOMETHING!"
"We did until you came along! AND TOOK IT ALL AWAY"
"Yesterday I went to Shinsou's house to check on him....I-I called so many times and all he did was push me away! HE PUSHED ME AWAY FOR YOU!"
"Shinsou didn't even want to talk he used his quirk on me and walked away".
Y/n puts her head on the closet door and sighs "Hitoshi...no he couldn't have.. b-but even if he did that give you no right to put me in here!"
"You'll stay in there until someone finds you..if they do. Hatsume walks to the door, you panic as you hear her footsteps slowly fade.
" HATSUME! LET ME OUT!"
"Don't worry just sit tight and enjoy the party~ oh! I almost forgot if you're looking for your phone it's...broken"
Hatsume says after throw your phone at wall leaving a big phone sized hole.
" Bye Y/n, I'll keep Hitoshi in good hands I promise".
You kick on the door screaming for help as you voice as muffled by the loud party music right outside the room. Leaning against the wall Y/n can't help but think about how everything she feared would happened.
"GASP! Is this you finally facing reality HAHAHA! GOOD!"
"Oh pipe down you stupid cat! I already gotta deal with this closet bullshit I don't need you right now"
" Now you don't wanna face the consequences of your actions? It's because of fools like you that think they have any control of there fate! They only set themselves up for failure."
" I do have control over my fate!"
"And yet when your given the options to change you don't take it! That's why you're a fool."
"You're right...I've been doing this all wrong... after this party I swear I'll make the right choice!"
"Tch...such a foolish response but I'm not surprised."
"YOKAI, SHUT UP!".
-Y/n continues to try to break out of the closet but she fails, she gave up after what feels like 3 hours until she eventual fell asleep-
" OI KIRISHIMA! DIDN'T I TELL YOU TO MOVE YOUR FUCKING WEIGHTS!"
Kirishima yells from across the hallway "Sorry BakuBro!"
Bakugo then notices the square shape hole in his wall and proceeds scream.
" WHO THE HELL LEFT THIS HOLE IN MY WALL! WHO THE HELL WAS IN MY ROOM!"
"I KILL WHOEVER DARED STEP IN MY DOMAIN!"
Bakugo glares at his closet as he hears rustling coming from it. Bakugo moves Kirishima's huge tower of dumbells and flings opens his closet.
"TIME TO DIE YOU BASSSSssss...tard? "
"Mmh?" Y/n squints, at the blurry figure until it comes into focus and she sees Bakugo.
"Oh...hey Bakugou hehehe"
"Why are you in my closet!"
Y/n faces palms "It's a long story...and I don't think you'd be believe me".
Bakugo smiles as he picks Y/n up help her get up "Knock yourself out I'll listen and I'll believe you, as long as it sounds believable."
-Y/n tells Bakugo everything that transpired and he's rightfully pissed-
" HUHHHHHH!!!! ARE YOU SAYING THAT GADGET GIRL DID THIS ALL BECAUSE OF THAT STUPID TOM CAT!!!!!?!?!"
"Pffffttt did you just call Shinsou a tom cat and me GADGET girl!"
"Quiet you!"
" Ugh DAMMIT! We just told him to leave too we all been looking for you, I can't believe that took 3 hours!"
Y/n's fall on Bakugou's bed and screams into one of pillow.
"3 HOURS!!!!"
" Yeah"
" AND SHINSOU JUST LEFT!"
"Yeah he actually left with sparky, but if you leave you'll be able to reach them."
Y/n feels something gentle grab her hand, she moves the pillow from her face as she stares at Bakugo who is...looking away.
" That is...if I let you"
"Hey...Baku-GO!"
Katsuki lays his head on Y/n's lap "Oops" he said with a smirk
"BAKUGO COME ON YOU'RE TOO BIG FOR THIS!"
" Thanks for the pillow, alley cat"
"ALLEY CAT! WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO IMPLY YOU ANGRY POMERANIAN!"
-As you whine at Bakugo he blocks you out for a sec. He can't help but think out what happened outside with him and Shinsou-
....
"Bakugo...don't tell that you-"
" I LIKE HER OK THERE I SAID IT! At the end of the day I'm a hero and if see someone in danger DAMMIT IM GONNA HELP!"
Bakugo gets in Shinsou's face
"You're a fool to think you could ever have a future with her, you should've stuck with Hatsume."
" BAKUGO! YOU'RE NOT TAKING HER FROM ME."
"YOU DUMBASS GET OVER YOURSELF IM DOING THIS FOR HER!"
....
" HEY BAKUGO ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME"
Bakugo snap back to it...only to hear your whining which irritates him.
"OI! SHUT UP!"
" NO I REFUSE!
"OI THE OTHERS ARE GONNA HEAR YOU SCREAM SO SHUT IT ALLEY CAT!
"BAKUGO YOU SHU-Mmmh" Bakugo simply SHUT you up with a kiss.
-Meanwhile Shinsou is walking with Kaminari-
" Hey you think they found Y/n yet?"
"Why are you worried?"
" YEAH! AND YOU'RE NOT!?????"
"Kaminari, Y/n gets lost all the time she like a cat, eventually she'll come back."
Right.
"Hmmm you're no different huh"
Shinsou quickly turns around to see who said that " Hey Kaminari did you hear something?"
"No...OH GOD YOUR GOING MAD BECAUSE OF YOUR LACK OF SLEEP!"
Shinsou slaps Kaminari in the back of the head.
" Dummy your brain is just fired"
" So he can hear me now"
Suddenly Shinsou falls to his knees and grunts in pain " AHH! OW ow ow!"
" Shinsou! Hey you ok man?"
Hitoshi looks in front of him and see a purple cat with a devilish grin on it's face.
" You're truly nothing but one and the same....a fool."
♡♡♡♡♡♡🧡🧡🧡
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zontiky · 4 years
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Okay but au where they're not all related and five is a mysterious orphan Diego keeps running into at odd hours of the night and then him just being like "fuck it he's like 13 he can't be out alone at night" and then just takes him home like a godamn stray and five is THRIVING under the positive attention he never had I beg of you please feed my soul. Also sorry if this doesn't make sense I've had 2 hours of sleep and like 8 coffees today
i think i’ve read a fic similar to this but FUCK YEAH let’s do this (sorry im so late btw i havent been feeling bullet points lately fksjdfks) ALSO HEY OP PLEASE DON’T DIE I HOPE YOU’RE OK??? 
so diego is still a cop and he’s patrolling or doing whatever it is that cops do, and then he sees a kid sitting in an alley
obviously he pulls over like “hey kid you okay?” and the kid is like “shut up go away bootlicker” and diego is instantly “okay then come on im taking you to get food”
the kid doesn’t want to go but at the same time diego can tell he knows that there’s really no better options. this child looks hungry
so the kid and diego go to griddy’s and the kid says his name is five when asked
“that’s not a name”
“is too”
diego+fam have a long history of trauma and reginald called them by number which was their birth order or something? idk OH SHIT WAIT YOU SAID NOT ALL RELATED OK OK COOL SO
luther is a mechanic who diego knows because he’s the dude who’s often the one repairing his car, they’re on pretty good terms and go out for coffee sometimes because luther hates alcohol and diego’s body is a temple so he doesn’t drink
diego is diego he’s a cop but he’s highkey broke and i really don’t know how much cops get paid? hm
ok google says from 34.6k - 89.4k a year and numbers mean nothing to me so lets say he’s just a gremlin who lives in a boiler room because it’s efficient
OR he’s still dating eudora and lives with her
you know what that’s probably the better option i’m gonna go with that. they don’t have as much childhood trauma even though none of the “siblings” come from exactly good homes? but none of them were raised by reggie mcfuckface so it’s less like,,, bad even though they’re all fucked up
WAIT DO THEY HAVE THEIR POWERS
HELL YEAH THEY HAVE THEIR POWERS
ok ok so luther is a mechanic who uses his super strength and endurance to just fucking carry cars around his garage and i know NOTHING about mechanics as a profession but but but luther is good at what he does
diego is a cop who lives with eudora and throws knives like a boss. he also throws tennis balls really hard because stabbing people on duty isn’t advised
you know what? i’m gonna say allison ISNT a movie star, shes a smaller actress with minor roles here and there because she’s a mom and spends time with claire. she doesn’t use her rumor as much because honestly she doesn’t see a reason to? like sometimes she’ll go “i heard a rumor you gave me a free shot of coffee” and like,,, that’s it shfskd
her and patrick are still divorced but that’s because they did it the healthy way. they knew they were drifting apart but instead of rumoring him they broke it off mutually and they still meet up for coffee. they’re friends ok. claire loves her parents
klaus! klaus has problems but because im a soft bitch dave is here in 2019. he’s… also a mechanic…. they all know eachother but dave knows luther and diego pretty well. luther via work and diego via luther
yes klaus! so klaus has a history of drugs and addiction, because while he wasn’t shoved into a mausoleum ghosts screaming at you all the fucking time doesn’t help with staying sober
but because he has a support network he can fall back on he’s doing well, he’s a barista in a coffee shop that allison and patrick & diego and luther frequent
shoutout to klaus
five is an orphan he’s 13 and small and kind of a genius? fuck what if as a kid five accidentally time-traveled to 2019 and thaT’S HOW HE BECAME AN ORPHAN 
galaxy brain
so five is this kid in the wrong time living on the streets not knowing how things work
i mean he does obviously because he catches on quick and he’s smart but really he doesn’t know how some shit works ok. he’s clueless when it comes to technology and pop culture and shit
ben!! ben is alive!! he’s a part time writer and a full time librarian!! he knows klaus because during his homeless days klaus stuck around the library because free bathrooms and also reading to take his mind off the ghosts. they become really close and ben gets klaus to move in with him and then he’s trying to get sober and then ben’s car crashes and that’s how they meet luther and dave OHHHH
additionally: klaus illustrates some of ben’s books because he knows how to draw yay
vanya! she’s first chair in the orchestra and she’s dating helen cho because i say so
so vanya kicks ass at violin, she’s being gay teaching lessons all that good shit what more is there to say
harold isn’t here because there was never an umbrella academy
hmmm back to the,,, actual plot,,, im sorry sksfhdjsk
SO DIEGO FINDS FIVE RIGHT
AND HE’S LIKE “oh no this child is awakening my paternal instincts oh no i have to take him home with me now”
eudora opening the door to see her husband boyfriend with an angry looking teenager at his side: dear god what did you do this time
eudora instantly bonds with five and i mean INSTANTLY like she lays eyes on him and goes “child?? small?? looks lonely?? must protect” and five looks at her like “badass looking lady she probably knows what shes doing might as well ask for info and stuff” but hes actually thinking “oh dang she looks like she knows what she’s doing RESPECT” and yeah ksdjhsdkf
then five expects them to be mean or just get tired of him and kick him out but?? they dont??? wack
diego is instantly like “kid where do you live”
‘um’
“you live somewhere right???”
‘UM’
they find out he’s legally dead and thats another can of worms entirely
so they register and foster five
diego and eudora are registered foster parents you cannot change my mind alright
then five is introduced to luther and dave, and also ben and klaus because theyre hanging around the shop bc it’s their off day
so five instantly has 4 more people giving him instant love and validation and he’s like “woah”
THEN ALLISON AND PATRICK
claire too,, claire immediately adopts five as her older brother
this entire time five is like “i can’t stay im gonna leave soon you all know this right” and eveybody is “yep ok sure” but they all know hes gonna stay
hhHHHH GAME NIGHTS
five beats everybody at scrabble
diego beats everybody at darts, even though everybody calls him out for cheating
vanya beats everybody at musical chairs. she levitates the chairs so nobody can sit down
luther beats everybody at outdoor games. do not play tag with this man you might not make it out alive
allison is the QUEEN of blurt! 
ben is so good at charades it’s unfair
klaus honestly sucks at board games, but he always wins uno and nobody knows how (its the ghosts skfhsdkf)
five is so confused because its obvious all of them are cheating but??? nobody cares?? what
“it’s because it’s fun nobody is actually upset”
whaaaaaaat
so they have to explain to him that they dont play to win they play to have fun and its just a fun thing they do to spend time together and bond
five: mind blown
THEY TAKE HIM TO AN AQUARIUM
BEN JUST CHILLS WITH THE OCTOPI THE ENTIRE TIME
FIVE BONDS WITH CRABS
THEY ALL LOVE SEALS
five gets exposed to modern culture!! klaus and ben teach him memes is what i’m saying 
five goes to school!!! he makes friends!!!! they have nice sleepovers and diego and eudora make them cookies :’)
i want to say. okay so.
reginald exists and he had made grace eariler as preparation for the children he was going to adopt, but he died before he could buy any babies
so grace exists! and!! she knows the “siblings”!!!
so five has a grandma because im not going to lie grace is basically all of their’s mom
she lives in the mansion but she can go outside and DO THINGS and she makes them COOKIES and she LOVES HER KIDS and GRANDKIDS and five ADORES her ok
basically five is happy with his pseudo family that’s it thank you for your time
wait no actually he figures out how to time travel safely and he does go back and forth
sometimes he pops in and he’s like “hey we ran out of milk” and then a second later he’s like “for the love of god wait until tomorrow to get milk dont ask why you dont wanna know” and its obvious that he came back from the future and HHHHHH YES
the commission can’t do shit because found family love is simply too strong
hazel and agnes are the nice couple who run griddys and birdwatch
five is fond of them too honestly like he just loves going to griddys because it has so many happy memories for him and its where he met diego (sorta) and also yay hazel and agnes!!
SO YEAH BASICALLY: FIVE IS HAPPY AND THIS AU IS GOD TIER THANK YOU
THIS IS A GOOD ONE I LIKE THIS AU THANK YOU
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jennibeultimate · 5 years
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Personal recap Worlds 2019 - Ladies SP
Hello everyone, little introduction first because I gained some new followers lately. Welcome to my PERSONAL recaps. The first of the ladies SP! (just a quick reminder, I have my favorits and this is a very personal recap and not free of any bias 😁 but I won't shut up)
Well expect the unexpected! We have an expected leader after the SP Alina Zagitova! But the order after the SP is very unexpected! And we also saw some skaters not making the final who usually do and those who stayed a bit under the expectations.
The scores were astronomously high for almost everyone, so I wasn't surprised about Alina's score.
Judges your job isn't too give everyone a SB but it's nice for the skaters. PCS were through the roof for most skaters and I even think Alina and Zhenya were almost treated a bit like normal if you look at what everyone else got. Not that I disagree with that, but what a scoring!
Alina nailed a wonderful SP! Well done! 👏👏👏
I am still not a fan of the choreography, too many music cuts, but she makes the best out of it. I love the musical POTO but not her weird cuts. She does not look as rushed in her program as in the beginning of the season. I hope Alina can keep it together in the FS as she had many good SPs this season but little good FS. And Alina looks fabulous here❤️!
Kaori my love you made it! ❤️❤️❤️
The best 3Loop of the whole field!!! ❤️❤️❤️ The flow and speed on ice is something that sets Kaori apart! She needed a bit time to find an interpretation that she is comfortable with, but now it is really great! I still think for her bright personality something more fresh would suit her better...but I like the program. A deserved 2nd place for a stunning performance! 👏👏👏👏
Elizabet Tursynbayeva in 3rd place comes as the biggest surprise for me. Well done for sure! 👍
I am quite neutral towards her. The program was flawless. The coaches change did wonders to her consistency, that's good for her. The points...well astronomous but as more scores like hers came...and getting a small medal is definitely an achievement! If she can nail the 4S in the FS and the PCS like in the SP she could even win this, who would have thought that??? 😱
Zhenya nailed her program and this was the most important thing here! 👍 Love her interpretation of Tosca! ❤️
I wasn't always a Medvedeva fan, but since she is showing more personality on ice I love her. She received an UR call and still scored very high, so I am no way complaining about her score. It's even a bit too high imo. (I even think it is quite funny she got an UR, because last year that would probably have been ignored) Sorry Zhenya, love you still. I think she deserves a good PCS score as her interpretation is beyond compare and this program suits her so well. 😍
Eunsoo Lim and Mariah both had stunning SP! ❤️❤️❤️
I love both their programs and I am very happy both nailed their content! Being in the last group is a wonderful achievement for them! 👏👏👏
Rika I am so sorry! 😭😭😭
I think she looked very nervous in the warm-up when they said her name. The pressure maybe was a bit too much. Being only 7th is a small disaster. Sure she rolled up the field from behind most of the time, but this time with a 12 point difference that is a bit much, unless Alina falters (which I hope does not happen) she probably can't win. And the 3A was so good in training and in warm-up. Hmmm...but it is her first Worlds and we shouldn't be too hard on her. She still did some wonderful elements and pushed through her program.
Satoko Miyahara...well I would like to say she was treated unfairly but I can't. She wasn't as light as usual in her interpretation. Her spins are definitely the best of the field and would deserve all +5 GOEs, but her jump GOEs were fair. UR was fair too...so the place may seem low but we have seen very good performances today that deservdly placed before her. PCS to be lower than Kaori's well ok she would probably deserve a bit more but as she wasn't as good as usual...
Sofia Samodurova was the usual Sofia we know from all the season. Very consistent, but not more or less than usual. Don't get me wrong, she is an awesome skater but you have skaters who jump higher and with more flow, hence more GOEs, her interpretation is lovely but she does not stand out with an own style, hence others get more PCS. And of course having the current Olympic champion and a former beloved World champion coming from the same country definetly plays a part as well.
I won't talk about everyone after that, I want just to name some performance that I enjoyed:
Nicole Schott may not have the most difficult jumps or best spins, but what an emotional performance and clean. I am very happy she made it to the 2nd group. Gut gemacht 👍❤️!!!
Hongyi Chen leaded long even after 3 groups. Her Notte Stellata program is well choreographed by Misha Ge. And though she may not be very expressive she was a lovely swan on the ice.
This was a very good SP in the ladies, especially the last two groups! Definitely worth a rewatch!
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luckyukhei · 6 years
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Letters On Her Skin ( Continued )
Word Count: 1k
A/N: So, there were a few places I got stuck so that’s why it took so long but, I hope it was worth the wait!
Summary: The reader, unlike all their other friends who have found their soul mates through different ways seeing color for the first time seeing their soulmate or having matching tattoos at birth, the reader has never shown any signs of any of these traits until she writes her homework on her wrist and gets a message back from all the way across the world.
AU!: Soulmate!AU
beginning - final
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You stared at your arm. Katherine wrote a lot in such a short amount of time.
“How did you do that?” You asked curiously.
“Practice. I’ve been studying Korean since high school. Sophomore year to be exact. We had a foreign exchange student and he was from South Korea.He moved back but, we keep in touch because he was my best friend.” Kathrine explained with a smile.
“Is that who you want to see on the trip?” You asked as Aza brought in blankets for the night.
Katherine nodded,”Yes. It’s 10 AM there now so he’ll talk to me soon.”
“What did you say to him?” You asked looking at your arm.
“Hello, this is Katherine, one of your soul mates best friends, I was wondering if you meant BTS Min Yoongi because if so for proof post the numbers she’s supposed to study on Twitter.” Katherine blatantly recited.
“Well, that was straightforward.” You frown.
“You don’t get answers beating around the bush.” Aza giggled and snuggled into her blankets.
She was right though. Sure enough about an hour later ‘93-95 97 101-107′ popped up on the BTS Twitter. You were excited and ecstatic to be able to see his face but, also scared because he was such a big deal. How would he react to the unimportant college student you? 
Eventually, exams passed and winter break came. You and Yoongi talked every day which helped you improve your Korean. He never failed to hide compliments on his body so you could find them on your own. You were home for the break and your mom was the first person you told about Yoongi. She was, of course, happy and supportive. But, then you told your little brother.
“Jay... I found my soulmate.” You told them happily.
Jay looked up from the old laptop you given him when you graduated high school, “I swear if you say that food is your soulmate I will beat you a sock full of quarters.”
 You stared at him mouth agape, “ You’re so violent! ”
“Blame it on the video games and pretend like it’s the reason we aren’t safe at school.” He nonchalantly responded.
“Jay! We’re getting off track-”
“Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You found your soul mate. But, does he have money?”
You gave him an exasperated whine, " Jay, come on. Can you take this seriously? For your favorite big sister?"
He looked at you as you mustered your serious face.
"Oh you're doing the face that you call serious but, all you do is pout until I bend to your will," Jay commented setting his laptop to the side.
"Are you bending to my will yet?" You asked him continuing the serious face.
"I suppose I am for my 'favorite big sister' I can." He shrugged but, gave you a big smile. "Tell me about him."
"His name is Min Yoongi and he's Korean-"
You were once again interrupted.
"North or South?"
"South of course?"
"Hey gotta ask these questions! See if I have to fight fate or destiny or whatever the hell it is that controls this soulmate stuff for screwing you over like that." He gave you a big smirk and you ruffled his hair.
" He's in a band called BTS. It's really South Korea but, they're slowly becoming international."
"So, he's a singer?"
"Well, he's a rapper."
"Say no more. You officially have the coolest soulmate in the family."
You stayed quiet for a minute before piping up," Wanna listen to some of his stuff?"
"Uh. Yeah. Gotta see if my sister's soulmate has rhymes."
You two sat in his bed as you explained all the stuff Katherine explained to you while showing him videos and songs on his laptop.
After an hour or two of sitting there. Your phone rang. This wasn't a normal call. You could tell by the ringtone. Yoongi was calling. You snatched your phone quickly and answered.
"You never answer my phone calls that fast!" Your brother pouted as you hushed him.
"Hey, beautiful. You're with your family, yes?" Yoongi asked.
It took you a minute to respond as you were translating it in your her head," I...uh. Yes! My younger boy sibling- Is that right?"
You heard him chuckle," You're close. Brother."
"Brother!" You repeated before continuing, "Is hanging out with me and I was just telling him about you and the rest of Bangtan. I showed him a few videos and he seems to uhh... Like you guys."
"Hold on-" You could hear shuffling from him getting up and then hearing heavy footsteps in which made you assume he was running.
You could hear chattering before Yoongi spoke," Okay. So, one at a time. Speak slowly she's still learning. Y/N said that she told her brother about us and he's seen our music. I get the first question. Babe, who is his favorite rapper?"
You looked at Jay," Who is your favorite rapper?"
"Rap Monster!" He exclaimed, " I just relate to him. "
" Jay said RM-" Before you could even finish your sentence you heard the boys get riled up.
"I am hurt! Am I at least his second favorite?" He asked so you asked the same.
"J-Hope is my second favorite. I think I might take up dance.." Jay answered and you relayed the message which caused another uproar before Jin interrupted.
"Wait. Wait. Who is his favorite vocalist?" Jin asked slowly just as Yoongi requested. In turn, you asked Jay.
"Hmmm. Most definitely V. His voice is just smooth like undisturbed snow." Jay admitted while you stared at him shaking your head.
"He said V but, I am not translating that last part." You giggled out.
You heard shuffling then, Yoongi's voice loud and clear, "Okay okay. We can integrate my girlfriend tomorrow about her brother but, I want some time to talk to her."
You took that as a cue to go to your old room waving your brother a temporary goodbye.
You went to your room and shut the door," Alright, ba-"
"Oh my goodness. I can't wait for you to come visit. That's what's been getting me through the past few days..." He sounded upset and it broke your heart. So, you started writing on your wrist.
"Hey babe. Look at your wrist and read it out uh loud?"
"Each day I get one step closer to you. Each day I smile because of you. 6 more weeks till I see you..." He read aloud.
You could not see the tears that were mixed with happiness and longing but, what he said warmed your heart.
"I love you so much, Y/N."
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