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m0st-ard3ntly · 2 days
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I love you, it’s ruining my life.
That was a thought Remus battled with right after his best friends were murdered.
As much as he had tried his hardest he could not eradicate those feelings holding his heart in a death grip. That grip had once felt like a gentle embrace, but now it was cold and it squeezed, squeezed until Remus was sure it made it hard to breathe.
Sometimes he wished there was some sort of potion to make him move on. Yet, even if there was, the effects would probably be temporary. This wasn’t a love one could drink away. The answer wasn’t at the bottom of a bottle. He had tried that for the first week right after. Not much he could do but wallow in it. Get lost and float away in it. 
It hadn’t worked. It was temporary. It all came back to haunt him.
Even today, a year later, he still had to trick his mind. 
I don’t love you, he lied to himself.
I don’t and it’s not ruining my life.
It was worse when faced with the small things. 
Tattooed fingers holding a cigarette outside the pub he had gone to last week.
A messy bun of dark hair.
Leather jackets.
The roar of a motorcycle.
And in his dreams, touch haunted him. He felt it as if it was real. It felt real. His chest forgot, and made him feel all these long lost feelings. He didn’t know what was worse, nightmares or dreams that made him forget… Nightmares didn’t make hope and love swell his chest. And waking up from those didn't feel like a relief either. It was heartbreaking every time.
Perhaps they were all nightmares. They all made him feel beaten up, like he had lost a fight when he opened his eyes in the cold light of morning.
Just this morning, he woke up feeling warm and held. Then the cold bucket of reality poured over him and he felt chilled to the bone with the dream and the comfort he had felt during it.
I love you, it’s ruining my life.
He could deny it. He could lie to himself. He could scream it over a cliffside and let the ocean carry his voice. None of that mattered. Not when he felt comforted by the scent of a particular brand of cigarettes first, and terrified second.
Tomorrow would be a full moon.
Remus had lost track of how many he had spent alone. 
The thought that he would never have to spend one alone he had allowed himself to believe in in fifth year was now a childish notion. That fake sense of security had died with his friends, with the betrayal.
All of this should make him hate with a burning passion. But wasn’t that just it? The burning passion of it all… 
How can one hate when love is just around the corner? 
How to begin to untangle those feelings that burned and overwhelmed him on sleepless nights?
I love you, it’s ruining my life.
It’s his biggest shame.
And every time, Remus wonders if it will ever leave him alone. If it will ever release him.
He can only hope for absolution.
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cancerravenclaw · 5 months
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me yesterday: I’m never writing a/b/o again
me today: so in chapter three and four
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vellichorbindery · 7 months
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Finished this little one-shot bc I listened to the song Dress by Charlotte Sands which inspired me to write Sirius in a red dress. Also saw @industrations Remus in a silk dress sketch and then read @kaaaaaaarf soft like silk chiffon which was chef’s kiss and I wanted to explore a bit of wolfstar sm*t.
First time writing from Remus’ pov pls be kind this is also not beta’d yet but it was fun!
Dress read full thing on ao3!
Wolfstar. 2k. One shot. Sirius in a red dress and boots AND pigtails geesh (thanks @waxingrunes for basically giving me all the ideas with your art 🫶🏼) nsfw. EXPLICIT. Don’t read if you’re not comfy.
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Remus thinks he might just explode in his pants if he takes another glance at Sirius dancing in that dress. A slinky little number that hits him at midthigh, deep red, with dainty straps made of lace and a sweetheart neckline. His long pale legs are adorned in knee-high, red-heeled boots. The man looks completely edible. Fuckable. Sirius moves to the beat of the music as if his body was created with this specific tune in mind. He’s all grace and elegance, his hips swaying as the dress rides up, up up. He throws his head back, pigtails held back with red ribbon, swaying as he moves, his mouth open in a wide, devilish smirk. He’s got so many eyes on him from all sides of the crowded room, but he’s only looking in one direction.
Remus sits at the bar, elbow bent, his hand supporting his head while he takes a break from dancing, with Regulus sitting next to him. He’s gritting his teeth, jaw clenched, as Sirius raises a perfect eyebrow at him and licks the pouty upper lip with a tongue that Remus is very familiar with. He watches as his boyfriend runs his hands down his body, slowly, all the while holding his gaze. Remus is gripping onto his drink so tight; that he thinks it might shatter in his hands. He’s completely hypnotized as Sirius takes a black polished finger and pulls at his bottom lip. He can barely make out the tattoo there from his spot, but he knows what the ink on his inner lip reads. He’s sucked on that specific spot too many times to count. Tattooed in a traditional style font. The word Daddy. He swallows heavily as his cock twitches in his trousers, and he shifts in his seat.
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orchideous-nox · 5 months
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I'm 3.5k words into a Wolfstar Christmas one-shot (very loosely) inspired by A Nonsense Christmas by Sabrina Carpenter (loml) which is just pure smut, having a great time, but I'm so unsure whether to put it out immediately after it's edited or hold off until closer to Christmas.
I'm so impatient and I do have a Christmas chapter of my marauders band au "see how it shines" so maybe I'll release this sooner rather than later...
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theprisonerandthebeast · 11 months
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wolfstar except make it 7 minutes in heaven and Sirius forgets what happened and has to piece it together
TW: Mention of heavy drinking
It was always a mess in the Gryffindor common room the day after a quidditch win. Sirius, just gotten up, walks down the hall and stomps on plastic cups and food wrappers.
"Can't believe we're in fifth year and they never taught us a bloody useful cleaning spell." Sirius mumbles to himself, clutching his aching head.
All he knew how to do was bewitch brooms and dish brushes. (no use here as there was no broom or dirty plate in sight.)
Sirius feels half dead, like a zombie walking. Possibly, just maybe, he drank too much last night.
He's searching for the bathroom but it's dark in the hallway and he feels himself fall and trip over something large and warm. He crashes to the floor and a cup filled with an unknown liquid topples over on the floor next to him and splashes his hand.
"EW...PETER GET THE HELL UP!" Sirius yells, partly because of the surprise of falling and partly because he knows Peter's a pain in the ass to wake up.
He can't see who it is in the dark but every night there's a party in the common room, Peter somehow doesn't make it to bed.
Sirius lightly kicks him as he wipes the liquid off his hand and unto his shirt, "WAKE UP!"
There's no movement from the figure, just heavy snoring.
"Fine, I don't care, sleep on the floor like a dog." Sirius says and the figure groans.
He finds his way to the bathroom, takes the longest pee of his life, and walks back to the dorms (making sure to step over Peter on the way back.)
Only, when he gets there, he notices Remus isn't in his bed. As he notices this, he starts thinking for the first time about what happened last night.
It's a blur.
As he's thinking, he hears a noise come from James' bed as if someone has just woken up. Only he couldn't see through the curtains.
"James, do you remember what happened last night?" Sirius asks.
Only a woman's voice answered, "James is still asleep and it looks like I've slept with him."
"LILY?" Sirius says, realizing who it is.
"What?"
"OH MY GOD! HAHAHA"
"I KNOW!"
"Shut up." mumbles a new voice from a four poster.
"Sorry Frank, Sirius give me my shirt and if you speak a word to this to anybody I'll tell the whole school what happened last night."
His heart dropped, "What happened last night?"
Lily simply laughed and Sirius, blindly, gave her her clothes through the curtains on their beds.
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Sirius was sure he'd find Remus at breakfast, so hurried down toward the Great Hall. Only, when he got there, all the tables were filled to the brim except for the Gryffindor one. Presumably, the Gryffindor's had a long night. There were a few Gryffindors but none that Sirius cared too awfully much about. He asked a student below him, Gilderoy Lockhart, if he'd seen Remus, who was sitting at the Ravenclaw table.
"No, I have not. But it seems like you have seen more of him lately than any of us have!" Lockhart claps him on the back and looks around at the other Ravenclaws to laugh. Nobody does and Sirius winces. He did not like him very much.
"Okay" Sirius says, simply, and walks away swiftly, regretting his decision.
'What did he mean by that?' Sirius thought to himself, 'I've seen more of him than they have?"
His hunt for Remus getting a little more important, Sirius decided he must be at the Great Lake.
Approaching the lake, he passes the Whomping Willow and says from afar, "I'll see you next week, bastard. You don't get to whack me today."
A secret to everybody but them, the Marauders were cooking up something special to get past that tree. In fact, Sirius, James and Peter had had the Mandrake leaves in their mouths for 2 weeks already. They were a step closer to being Animagi.
He thought hard about the next few steps in the process as he walked toward the Great Lake, searching for Remus.
He must've been lost in thought because he nearly bumped straight into Marlene McKinnon. She was barefoot, her feet in the lake. It was freezing but Marlene always said a swim was the best way to sober up from hangovers.
"Hi, Mar." Sirius says, "have you seen Remus?"
"No, I have not. Wanna swim?"
He thinks for a moment. Maybe Marlene was right, he did feel pretty awful. The whole morning he's been trying not to throw up.
"Okay." He says, and starts taking off his shirt.
Marlene strips down as well and jumps in the lake with no hesitation. Sirius didn't want to seem like a baby, so he did, too.
Marlene and Sirius have always been good friends. She didn't overcomplicate things and he knew he could trust her. That's what he liked most about her.
As he swims in the water, he finds his nausea did seem to disappear. Probably because he could only feel his bones shiver to the core.
"Could you tell me what happened last night?" Sirius asks.
Except Marlene was too busy swimming with her head underwater.
"Wait, what did you say?" She asks, wiping the water from her eyes.
"What happened last night?" Sirius repeats with a smile, he always thought she was kinda adorable in a friendly way.
"Well," She swims over to him, "we all played 7 Minutes in Heaven."
His heart dropped for the second time that morning. What had he done?
"I got Remus??" Sirius asks, urgently.
"Yes." She said.
"Well, what happened?"
"I don't know. You guys sure seemed happy after, though- move around, it'll help you stay warm-Plus, y'know...the hickey."
"I gave Remus a hickey?" Sirius did not move. The coldness entered his soul.
Marlene laughed, "no, idiot, have you looked in the mirror?"
He must've not seen the hickey in his sleepiness when he went to the bathroom this morning.
"Jesus, Mar." Is all Sirius could really say, "I gotta go."
He climbed out of the lake, put on his clothes and shoes and thought about where else Remus could be.
The sun was getting brighter now and the night was fading into light. There was a fog around Hogwarts as Sirius walked back up the staircase indoors, dripping on the floor.
As he was about to go to the library, Sirius finally knew where Remus was.
Sirius nearly smacked himself for taking this long to realize.
He climbed up flights and flights of stairs. The Astronomy tower was the highest in all of Hogwarts.
He got there (out of breath) and burst open the door. Remus was laying on the floor looking out the skylight window. He had been there awhile, once looking at stars, now squinting his eyes through the sun to see the clouds.
Remus did not look up at him.
"Hey..." Sirius says, nodding his head downward, asking Remus wordlessly if he could sit down.
Remus gives a nod back and Sirius sits.
They sit in silence for a while. Sirius peers out the skylight window but to really see through it he'd need to be standing or laying down, as the angle from sitting was hurting his head even more.
The sun didn't make his burning, itching eyes feel any better either.
So instead, he looked at Remus. He had this nervous expression on his face and he was picking at his lips.
"Are you okay?" Sirius asks.
"Yeah, just thinking... Why are you wet?" Remus questions.
"Went for a swim."
Sirius did not have serious conversations a lot. He did not like them.
"Thinkin' 'bout what?" Sirius says, except its a jumbled mess.
"Just about last night, I guess."
"Yeah..."
"Do you even remember?"
There's another silence and that tells Remus everything he needs to know. Remus is a little embarrassed.
Of course Sirius wouldn't remember. Of course Sirius just simply did what he did in the closet because the bottle landed on him. It didn't mean anything. He would've said all that stuff to anybody.
Remus didn't know what to say. He knew, deep down, this would be the case but hoped with everything he had that maybe Sirius would feel the same sober.
As Sirius looked at Remus, he looked deadpan. Nothing at all. He had no idea what he was feeling.
More silence. Sirius wanted to rip his eyes out of his head. The silence bore into his eardrums and eats him alive.
"Do you want to know what happened?" Remus asks, sitting up.
"Yes, please."
"You told me you've secretly loved me for a year now." Remus laughed. Secretly he wanted to cry.
"Rem, I'm gonna puke." Sirius said, very suddenly, clutching his stomach.
Remus' heart fell. He knew he probably didn't feel the same but he didn't have to be rude.
Sirius rushed to the nearest trash bin and threw up whatever he was drinking hours before, early in the night.
He might've been a little drunk still, he couldn't really tell.
"Jesus, I'm so hungover." Sirius stumbles his way towards Remus.
Okay. So he didn't necessarily vomit at the idea of loving him.
"Oh, gross, sit over there, you smell."
Sirius sits arms length away from Remus across the floor.
"You gave me a hickey?" Sirius asks.
Remus' face goes bright red almost immediately, "You asked me to, so I did."
"Shit, did I?"
"We did more than that..." Remus does not want to talk about it whatsoever but feels like if anyone has the right to know, it's Sirius.
"Oh my God, what did we do?"
"You said a lot of stuff. I kissed you a lot of places. You kissed me. I was also quite drunk." Remus' face could fry an egg.
"What else did I say?" Sirius asks.
"You told me that you wanted to be with me. And said you love the way I do all these things. Went on and on about how cute I was and how much you adored me."
'If God's real, just drag me down to Hell right now. It'd be better than this.' Sirius thought.
Sirius had two options: 1) Completely own up to his true feelings and tell Remus everything he said was true or 2) Tell Remus none of it meant anything and he was just completely drunk.
He felt like lying to his best friend was off-limits.
"Yeah, well..." Sirius sighs, "I probably meant all of it."
"What do you mean?" Remus said, flabbergasted.
"Are you gonna make me say it all again?"
"Yes, actually."
"God- I don't even know what I said."
Remus glares at him.
"Okay, fine." Sirius starts, "I really have liked you for a year now. Maybe longer. I maybe not always knew what it was or what it meant when I got so happy to be around you. I was confused for a long time. I didn't feel the way about you the same way I did with James and Peter. I like hearing about your day, more so than other people. You've always had me wrapped around your finger but I never knew why until recently. I like you. a lot. I love you, even. I think about you all the time. When you're not around I wonder what you're doing and when you are around I wonder how I can get your attention. You're funny and broken and don't take shit from people; just like me. I love you, Remus..."
Remus almost cried but decides that'd be too much so he just grabs Sirius and holds him close.
While in a tight hug, Sirius says, "If you don't feel the same, it's okay..."
He said it in a way that made it sound like it wouldn't be okay. He said it in a way that craved Remus to love him back.
"I do, though." Remus sniffed, tears threatening to fall no matter what he told his brain.
The boys pulled apart from their hug and Remus grabs Sirius' face and kisses him. It's a simple, quick kiss but Sirius' heart flutters anyway.
"It's nice to kiss you and you'll remember it." Remus laughs and Sirius wipes his tears.
"It is nice..." Sirius agrees and pulls him in for another.
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shouldve-been-me · 5 months
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The Christmas Tree
this is my first time doing this so i have no clue how to do the formatting, but thanks to @marauderswolf22 for the prompt, hope you like it!
512 words of wolfstar christmas fluff
"Be careful, you look like you're gonna fall."
"I'm almost reaching it, Moony, just give me a second."
"You should've let me do this," Remus said as Sirius wobbled precariously on top of the stool.
"Just let me concentrate!"
It was their very first Christmas in their flat. Ever since his first year spending winter break with the Potters, Sirius loved Christmas, specially the decorating part. Unfortunately for him, every time they got off the train in King's Cross the Potter Manor was already decorated. So, since this year they had their own flat and could decorate it however they wanted, Sirius wanted to go all out.
Remus, as usual, couldn't deny anything his boyfriend wanted.
So, this is how they found themselves on a chilly november afternoon. Boxes full of decorations (courtesy of James' parents) filled their tiny living room.
The table had a red and green towel with santa and reindeer motifs thrown over it. All the doors had garlands, including the shower cabin (that one was charmed to be waterproof).
There were multiple mistletoes spread around the flat; near the oven where Sirius would spend hours trying different recipes from a cookbook Effie had sent him, over their front door so they had an excuse to kiss each other before entering or leaving the flat, like a password, one over their bed and so on.
The tree Monty had sent them was way too big, so they tried charming it. After a few tries, it fit perfectly in the corner of the living room, next to the armchair where Remus liked to seat and read for hours on end.
They decorated the tree together, but Sirius insisted he should put the star on top ("I'm literally a star, Moony. It's destiny."), even though he couldn't quite reach it, hence the stool.
Voice straining with effort, Sirius said "Almost... there... AH!"
The stool tipped over and both of them ended up a mess of limbs on the floor. Remus had been staying right behind his boyfriend, arms stretched out just waiting for this to happen, because of course it would, and so he ended up being used as some sort of airbag for Sirius.
"I got it! See, I told you I could do it." Sirius said, laughing.
And sure enough, the star was perched right on top of the tree, shining bright against the Christmas lights they had stuck to the walls.
"Good job. Perhaps you could have done it without falling on top of me," replied Remus, smiling soflty, voice brimming with adoration.
"Oh, sorry," Sirius said, making to get up but suddenly there were very strong arms wrapping around him.
"No, you can stay," Remus said, using his wand to get pillows from the couch.
SIrius settled and buried himself further into his boyfriend's arms. After a bit of adjusting, both of them stayed there, comfortable, watching the blinking lights on the tree and everywhere else.
"I think you might have gone a bit overboard with the lights, love," said Remus.
"You like it."
"Yeah, I do."
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cheeryknots · 10 months
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you can come home to me, when you're ready [explicit wolfstar one shot]
"Pads," Remus groaned. "Fuck. Sirius, I’m still fucking pissed at you-"
"Mm. This feels like a more productive way of dealing with your anger."
"You- fuck, you did this on purpose," Remus sounded out of breath. "Knew I wouldn’t be able to resist you."
a little blurb from a one shot i wrote a while ago but never posted here. post-prank wolfstar making up in the most sirius-and-remus way you could imagine. read here!
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moonius-hq · 1 year
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I wrote and posted my very first fic - linking it below in case anyone is interested :)
Title: The Games We Play
Pairing: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin
Wordcount: 592
Tags: Drinking. Fluff, Sirius Black Flirts, Idiots in Love, Alternate Universe - Muggle, Remus Lupin needs cheering up okay
Summary: Remus Lupin had a very bad week. Hopefully the cute bartender can fix that.
s/o to my betas @academicdisasterfic and @theteacupredemption
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thebestofoneshots · 10 months
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SERIES MASTERLIST
Gilded Constellations | (wolfstar x reader)
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Summary: You meet Sirius and Regulus at a family vacation in the Caribbean, but things don't go as planned and you end up losing contact once the trip is over. Years later your family moves to England and you get accepted at Hogwarts where you finally meet Sirius once again, along with all of his friends. One of them with a mysterious secret, that you'll uncover as you embark on your own Hogwarts adventure. Mostly canon-compliant. This IS a wolfstar x reader fic, but it's incredibly slow burn. They won't start all dating each other until we're very deep into the story, but I promise the long wait will be worth it.
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Read Gilded Constellations on AO3
Read the French Translation by @nagareboshi-chiyo
Paring: Sirius Black x Reader / Remus Lupin x reader / Wolfstar x reader
Chapter average: 5k - 6.5 k
Content: Smut in later chapters, Poly!Marauders, throuple, graphic descriptions of violence, MAJOR and minor character death (this is The Marauders Era guys, you know), jealousy, angst, pining, love triangle, LGBTQ+ themes, The Wizarding war 1.0, implied child abuse, possible proofreading errors, mental health struggles, hurt no comfort, hurt with comfort, period typical attitude, first war with Voldemort, canonical character's death, fluff, Requited Love, F/M/M, mostly canon-compliant.
Status: Ongoing (Weekly updates)
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PLAYLIST
01 | Summer Breeze
02 | Escape
03 | Bitter Sweet Symphony
04 | Rainy Days and Mondays
05 | Good times
06 | Crazy Little Thing Called Love
07 | Peaceful Easy Feeling
08 I Fooled Around and Fell in Love
09 | The Fairy Feller's Master-Stroke
10 | Black Dog
11 | Do Ya
12 | You really got me
13 | Rebel, Rebel
14 | Maybe I’m Amazed
15 | No One Like You
Interlude (Q&A Event)
16 | Boogie Wonderland
17 | Tonight’s What It Means To Be Young
18 | Friends will be Friends
19 | Silver Bird
20 | Bad Moon Rising
21 | Fox on the Run
22 | Long Long Way From Home
23 | Hungry Eyes
24 | Peace of Mind
25 | I’ll get Even With You
26 | Hooked on a Feeling
27 | Can’t Take My Eyes Off You
28 | If You Want BIood, (You’ve Got It)
29 | With a Little Help From My Friends
30 | Bridge Over Troubled Water
31 | Strange Magic
32 | Come a Little Bit Closer
33 | More Than a Feeling
34 | You Belong to Me
35 | Chill of Desire
36 | Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy
37 | Gimme, Gimme, Gimme
38 | Let the Good Times Roll
39 | Running With the Pack
40 | Hot Stuff
41 | Urban Adventure
42 | Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas
43 | Sympathy for the Devil
44 | TBD (24.04.24)
45 | TBD (01.05.24)
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BONUS TRACKS:
Your Theories, The Note, The Costumes, Sirius and the Chimney, Sirius and Vix after the bad moon, Evans and Vixen, Remus and Vixen at the infirmary, Remus holding Sirius at DADA, Remus and Sirius’ height difference, the FOXSTAR picture, Art by @nineloseteeth, We're going French,
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A/N: Most Poly!Marauders fics are oneshots, where the relationship between characters is already established, and they're all happy and pleased with it. No issues, no drama, but I WANTED the drama. Couldn't find it, so I set myself up to write the story behind the stablished relationship. I wanted to know how they started dating each other, the jealousy, the will they won't they, because getting into a poly relationship can't be an easy task, and I wanted to explore that story. If you're interested: Welcome to Gilded Constellations!
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wolvesandshine · 3 months
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“For the love of god, we need to set them up together I can’t handle their pining.”
Remus sighed and dutifully nodded along to Sirius’s plans to get his best friends and little brother dating.
“You know you could always just tell them you approve of their relationship. They might just not be getting together because they’re worried about upsetting you.”
Sirius snorts loudly. “What’s upsetting me is watching them eyefuck each other in front of everyone. At least if they’re together I won’t need to see that.” Sirius visibly shudders at that as he adds. “I doubt either of them are even aware of their feelings to each other anyways. James would have definitely asked him out by now if he did.”
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“You know sneaking around would be easier if we just told Sirius about us.”
“You just want to torment Sirius.”
Regulus laughs brightly and even now, after a month of dating, James feels a course of satisfaction run through him at the sound.
“Course I do. And I know for a fact that he bet that you would ask me out first.”
James groaned loudly after that. “I was going to! You just beat me to it.”
Regulus snorts loudly. “In what universe is stalking after me using a map considered trying to ask someone out on a date?”
“It’s better than just kissing me after beating my arse in quidditch!”
“Remind me again whose plan actually led us to start dating?”
James shook his head incredulously. “I just needed more time!”
Regulus smirks. “What? And miss all the time we could have spent together instead?”
James laughed softly before leaning in to kiss Regulus, enjoying the blush on the other boys cheeks.
After all he only had 30 more minutes before Sirius got suspicious.
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Could you write Remus being in a bad mood before the full moon and snapping at everyone, but gets all soft when gf reader is near
thanks for requesting! hope you like it!
pairing: Remus x reader
description: Remus is irritable before the full moon, his senses heightened and his temper short… but one person soothes him even when the rest of the world is anything but soothing.
tags: fluffy fluff, established relationship, gn, wolfstar if you squint, (can you tell how much i love sirius even when i’m not writing a sirius fic? oops)
word count: 1.4k
In the quiet, calm common room, where various groups of students sat lounging or studying, where the crackling fire filled the room with a glowing warmth, Remus Lupin sat with his mind in a frenzy, his emotions on a rollercoaster, his body simultaneously restless and aching. It was the night before the full moon, and in a lifelong string of bad ones, this one was particularly bad. His skin felt electric, his mood even more so. 
He was planning to retire to his dorm room as soon as — and he meant as fucking soon as — the assignment sprawled on the table in front of him was finished. It was a partnered project. And it was due tomorrow. James — unlucky enough to be his partner — sat on the floor on the other side of the table, sick of the homework and even more sick of his best mate. His best mate whom he loved… his best mate who’d always be there for him… he kept reminding himself when all he could notice was his best mate who snapped at him every three seconds… his best mate who kept losing his place in the project, prolonging the miserable experience each time. 
“I think if we just add the bit here about defensive spells at the end, it should be good enough,” he suggests in desperation. “Didn’t we already go over that part?” Remus shoots. “I know ‘good enough’ is perfectly acceptable when you partner with Padfoot, but I’d rather not let one stupid assignment tank the marks I’ve been working for all bloody term.” 
“I’m sitting right here, Moony,” Sirius says from beside him without even looking over, used to Remus’s meanness the days before the transformation. 
“Yes, the constant distractions to James’s already fickle attention span are reminder enough of that, thanks.” 
“Bloody hell you’re bitchy, Moony,” James defends himself, starting to seriously lose his patience. “You’re the one who keeps getting all jittery and losing his place, mate! We’d’ve finished an hour ago otherwise!” 
“I —” Remus starts but doesn’t continue, running his hands through his hair in frustration. After a second, a group of first year girls in a nearby corner starts giddily screaming and laughing, and Remus visibly flinches then looks at them murderously. “Fucking hell, have they never heard of ‘inside voices’? Nothing they could’ve just said could possibly that exciting.” 
“Alright, moody,” Sirius, more adept at dealing with Remus’s moods than James, finally turns to him. “How about you stop staring daggers at the happy children and focus on your shit so you two can finally finish?” “But they’re so bloody loud,” Remus complains, his senses on overdrive driving him mad. He rolls his eyes at them, and when they let out another fit of loud giggling, his expression suggests he’s considering going over to ask them —politely, he surely thinks — to keep it down. Sirius chuckles but smacks Remus with a cushion to distract him before he inadvertently makes a group of little girls cry. Better Remus takes it out on him and James than strangers, he thinks. Remus not so gently shoves Sirius in response. “What the hell, Pads?! I feel like my skin is on fucking fire, and you, you what? want a pillow fight? Why is everyone behaving like eleven year old girls?” “Well,” Sirius responds with utter calm, “They’re acting like eleven year old girls because they are, Moons. I’m acting like an eleven year old girl because being giddy with your mates transcends age and gender, and you… well, you’re acting like an eleven year old girl because it’s your time of the month, darling.” 
“You’re insufferable.” 
“No, you are. But we’ll suffer you anyway, right Prongs?” 
James grunts and gives a half-hearted, “yeah, yeah.” Remus rolls his eyes but cools off a bit. He goes back to the assignment for a few minutes.
“Pads, no offense, mate, but can you go sit over there?” he asks, nodding at the armchair next to the sofa. 
“Rude.” “It’s just… you’re… you’re really hot,” Remus says, his voice tinged with something like embarrassment. Sirius gasps and brings his hand to his chest in mock-scandal. 
“Moony! I didn’t know you felt this way about me.” He laughs. In a whisper, he jokes, “Does Y/N know?” Remus just glares at him. “Because you’re not so bad yourself, handsome.” He wriggles his eyebrows at Remus. Remus just shoves him again, this time more playfully, and Sirius gives him space. “Thanks. It’s like my senses are all ten times keener.”
After another painful while of working, Remus registers the common room door opening and closing, and a moment later loud laughter reaches his ears. James and Sirius turn to him in concern, thinking he’s going to snap again. But he doesn’t.
You and Lily, still laughing loudly together, come over to the boys. You plop down next to Remus and all but lay on top of him with an exaggerated exhale. Okay, now they’re certain he’ll snap at the contact. But he doesn’t.
“I’m soo tired,” you say. And when you notice Sirius and James’ wide eyes staring at you in horror, you add, “What?,” looking around confusedly. 
Remus’s arms wrap themselves around you, he nuzzles into your jumper, breathing you in, and he says, “Godric, I’m happy to see you, love.” James and Sirius’ expressions relax, James rolling his eyes and Sirius just chuckling. You don’t even notice, your attention fully on Remus now. You wrap your arms around him in turn and start running your hand up and down his back. “You okay, Rem?” you whisper. “No,” James answers before Remus can say anything. “He’s being a complete twat.” You laugh and look down at him in your arms. “That true?” In response, he just buries his head in the crook of your neck, hiding. You feel him give an affirmative “hmm.” You turn back to your other friends, saying, “Well, lads, I’m sure he’s very sorry.” “Yeah, yeah,” says James with a scowl that looks suspiciously like suppressed laughter. Sirius gathers their stuff and, pulling James off the floor, says, “Let’s give the lovebirds some space. You can finish this in the morning.”
It’s just you and Remus on the sofa now, cuddling in the quiet, one of your hands soothingly scratching his scalp, the other rubbing his back. 
“I have something for you,” you tell him. His eyes droopy from your ministrations, he looks up at you and quirks an eyebrow. When you scoot a bit away from him to grab your bag, he whines dramatically and pulls you back to him. “Relax, I’m right here,” you laugh, settling in again. “Here,” you say as you hand him a chocolate bar. He giggles in response. “Thanks, sweetheart. I went through the rest of my stash this weekend.” “I know,” you smirk at him. He nuzzles into your shoulder again. “You always take such good care of me,” he whispers, giving your shoulder a kiss. “You take care of me too, Rem. Just in different ways.” Your hand comes up to caress his cheek, and you kiss his forehead before settling yours against it. 
“I love you.” A squeeze. “I love you too.” A chaste peck. 
After a minute, you stop running your hands through his hair. 
“Please don’t stop,” he pleads. “You have no idea what you do to me.” You cheekily quirk an eyebrow at him. 
He chuckles lowly but says, “Not like that.” A beat; he smirks. “Well, like that too,” he chuckles again. “But right now I just mean you… I don’t know… you soothe me, I guess. All of me.” He looks a bit more serious now. “James wasn’t wrong. I’ll apologize later. But it’s been driving me absolutely mad all day.” He sighs, and you know he means the upcoming transformation. “But when I’m with you, it’s like the world slows down to normal again. Better than normal, actually, since you’re with me.” He gives you an adoring smile, holding your hand and drawing circles on the back of it. “You soothe all my senses, Y/N.” He kisses the back of your hand. “And my soul,” he adds. 
“Remus,” you whine lovingly. “Stop. You’re going to make me cry. And I can never say such beautiful things to you.” “You don’t have to say anything,” he says genuinely. “Just be with me.” He pulls you closer again, and you continue your comforting gestures. 
“That I can do,” you say, and he smiles with all the warmth you feel, gives you a lingering kiss, and settles back into your arms.
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cancerravenclaw · 2 months
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✨tonight✨
“Do you trust me?” Sirius asked, batting his lashes.
Remus didn’t miss a beat. “Yes.”
Sirius untangled himself from Remus—a travesty—and fished for something in his pocket. Freeing a silver container with a clasp closure, he gave Remus a deviant smile.
The container popped open with a flick of that chipped nail. Inside were two little heart-shaped pills stamped with smiley-faces. They stared up at Remus with an Alice in Wonderland ambiguity and seemed to whisper eat me and follow me down the rabbit hole.
“Maybe you shouldn’t,” Sirius said casually, pinching one between his fingers. “What if I’m trying to drug you with a love potion?”
Remus laughed at the ridiculous thought that he’d need tricks to win him over. Hell, he was a lost cause the moment he had caught wind of Sirius in the room.
“I’d say that’s already been done.”
“Last chance to back out,” Sirius said with a challenging arch of his brow.
It was the picture Eve offering the bitten apple to Adam in fragmented images of flashing lights. Right there, in the electric dance floor of Eden, was all the goodness of sin between Sirius’ fingers—a pill that offered only the most righteous of risks.
In every universe Remus made this choice, and in every one, it was the same.
All in. Nothing but everything would ever be enough.
And even then.
“Never.”
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vellichorbindery · 5 months
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I love how the summary is this sweet little snippet, but then the tags say spit for lube jfc
Wrote this one for @waxingrunes and I hope I did it justice for your filthy, depraved mind (your vn & feedback was 😮‍💨)
Also s/o to @imsiriuslyreading for previewing this when I couldn’t figure out if a certain position would work 😀😘🫶🏼🙊
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mymoony444 · 2 months
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* au where remus and sirius raise harry *
Harry: PADS
Sirius: what is it harry?
Harry: can you close the closet door? i dont want the monster getting out
Sirius: what makes you think monsters cant open doors?
* Sirius, Remus and harry laying in between them sound asleep *
Remus: this is exactly why i dont let you say goodnight to him
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Heyy
About your recent post..Can u write a fic with all the characters that you mentioned (coz I love'em all sm) but focusing mainly on remus and sirius..? And the theme could be fluff but some angst alongside it would be awesome (one with a happy ending only though😭)..
And you could make it a college/university au...
Thank youuuuuu 🥹
I don't know when this became about Regulus and Sirius but it did. I'm sorry. There are some cute wolfstar moments though. :) Love you.
also very slight TW Sirius says some crazy shit bc i always assumed he would say the most nasty disgusting shit in an argument, sorry (i tried not to overdo it but he's the queen of dramatics, let's be real)
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It was Regulus’s first day at his new school and while he’d never admit it, he was anxious. Being a freshman in college is nerve-wracking, he thought. Of course, his mother and father made him go to the college Sirius had already started at to keep an eye out for him. It felt like all Regulus was good for anymore was spying on his brother. 
James was there, too, of course, Regulus thought. Nobody ever told him this, but he knew Potter and Sirius followed each other around like lost puppies. 
However, in only his first class (a Gen-Ed) he was surprised to see Sirius with not James Potter, but Remus Lupin. It happened in an instant, Sirius was walking into class late, scanning the room, and apologizes half-heartedly to the teacher (“Excuse me, professor” “Yes, yes, sit down”). Sirius catches his eyes with Lupin and smirks, then swiftly walks toward the empty seat next to Remus and sits. 
The professor, Dr. Sokoloff, starts the roll call. Sirius wasn’t paying attention until he heard Sokoloff cry, “Black, Regulus!” and Reg raises his hand. Sirius looks frantically around the room until he spots Regulus. Regulus looks at him with an icy cold stare but Sirius smiles and waves sarcastically as the professor calls his name next. 
The whole class, Remus and Sirius kept whispering to each other. If only Reg could hear what they were saying…
When the class was over Regulus strode to Sirius and said, “So where’s your Potter boyfriend? Or is he your new boy-toy?”
Sirius felt his heart drop, “Fuck off, Reg. And if you come near me again, I’ll beat you so hard it’ll remind you of Dad.”
Regulus sneered, “To my knowledge he only ever beat you; must’ve been cause he loved you so much, traitor.”
Sirius grabbed Regulus by the front of his shirt, came real close to him, and whispered, “I’m not kidding Regulus, I’ll fucking kill you.” 
Remus pulled Sirius away as the rest of the class that hadn’t left yet watched. Sirius smiled evilly and spit in his brother's face as Remus drug him out the door.
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Remus drug Sirius all the way back to their dorm. When he unlocked the door, James and Lily, their roommates, very suddenly moved away from each other as if Sirius and Remus walked into something they shoudnt’ve. 
“Woah, we were just… hahaha, y’know, we-” James started, but stopped when he saw the look on Sirius’ face, “What happened?” 
And Sirius just fell apart. For two years, he thought he was safe. He had been here at this school for TWO YEARS with nobody bothering him. And of course, Reg had to ruin it, like everything. Like he ruined his childhood. Like he ruined his time at Hogwarts. Like he ruined his relationship with his parents. It all came rushing back. 
 “It was- It was-” Sirius started to say through tears, but couldn’t make it out. 
“It was Regulus” Remus said for him, putting a hand on his back. 
Lily gasped, “He’s here? At UCL?”
“YES! HE’S HERE! AFTER ALL I'VE DONE TO GET AWAY FROM THEM!” Sirius yelled, through huge heaves of breath, finding his voice back. He turned to punch the door but Remus stopped him, hugging his arms tight around Sirius. 
“No, baby, it’s okay, it’s okay” he repeated, in a hushed tone over his partner’s sobs. Sirius falls to the floor and kicks the ground. He knows he’s being emotional but he can’t help it. He wanted to yell and kick and scratch at himself. He wanted to punch and scream and jump up and down. He wanted to jump off a building and know what it felt like to really fly.
Remus seemed to sense this and took Sirius to bed with him and held him until he fell asleep, half an hour later. 
Weeks later, all filled with Reg snooting his pointed face at Sirius, James, Lily, and Remus, the semester was coming to an end. 
The two brothers had only talked to each other the one time, and Sirius would only be happier if he hadn’t needed to speak to him at all. 
However, History was getting more and more bleak. He could feel Regulus’ ugly stare at him from across the room and it felt absolutely adamantine. “Does Reg ever look at the fucking board or is his attention always on me? Does he think we’re gonna start making out in the middle of class?” Sirius whispered to Remus during one particularly awkward staring session and Remus snorts. But when he looked back at Reg to give him a dirty look, Regulus looked miserable. He looked depressed and it almost made Sirius so happy he fell out of his chair. He looked harder and- was he crazy?- it looked like Reg felt bad or guilty. “Serves him right…” Remus whispered. 
In the last week of the semester, Sokoloff constructed an idea for a final project, however, the students could not pick their own partners. “It will be based on the roll call list, therefore, you will be partnering with the person before you on this list. NO exceptions. Partners are as follows: Eliza Ableman and Marcus Abner, Allison Alexander and…” started the professor, but Sirius didn’t need to listen. He already knew who was before him on the roll call list. He looked at Remus and sighs, “this is gonna suck.” Remus (who knew he was paired with Kennedy Larson, another star student) said, “for you, yeah.”
3 days later, in the library, Regulus and Sirius sit across from each other at an overly large table. Regulus has his backpack on the table with notebooks, a laptop, pens and pencils, and multiple textbooks spilling out.
Sirius simply has a drink sitting on the table in front of him. 
“Where’s your shit?” Reg says, “...and what the hell are you drinking?”
“A pink drink? From Starbucks?” Sirius said, as if Regulus was stupid. 
“Where’s your stuff?” Regulus repeats, annoyed that Sirius chose to answer the unimportant question. 
“I figured since you’re such a git, I’d let you do the project yourself.” Sirius said, “I just stopped by to tell you, bye.” He said, pushing his chair from the table, starting to get up. 
“Wait, Sirius…” Regulus says. 
“What? I’m not helping you.”
“Thats not what I want.”
“What do you want then?”
“I want to… I want to make up.” Regulus admits, with a defeated sigh. 
There is a moment of silence. 
“Let’s just do this project together and see how it goes. It will take work to repair this relationship, but I’m ready to do that.” Reg says. 
“And you think I’m not?” 
“I never said that.” There is another silence. 
“I’m not talking to Mum and Dad anymore," Regulus added. 
“Fine. Let’s do this project together.” Sirius says and sits back down. 
Remus, James, and Lily are stalking from far away. 
“I guess the Black brothers are finally making up, huh?” saidJames. 
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moonstruckme · 6 months
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Oooo darling!! Your latest TASM fic sparked and idea!
(Before that, hello lovely 🩷 i hope you're having the best spooky season!)
Big brother!Sirius coming to save some poor sod that upset his slytherin!sister (Regulus' twin). So you have the charming & fun Sirius; quiet & regal Regulus; loyal & volatile reader. And i imagine Sirius calls them his twin stars (because hes deffinately a huge sap).
Where wolfstar is in 7th year and has a great relationship with the twins (maybe theyre trying to become their legal guardians behind the scenes). He and Remus are in their dorm before Peter bursts in, breathless, only saying "y/n" before Sirius is off. He has no doubt to why you were put in 🐍, and god forbid someone actually hurt his baby sister.
On reader's side, someone made a snide comment about Remmy being a halfblood or ruining the Black legacy or something and reader gets pissed because shes actually quite fond of him.
Then whatever you decide love; maybe reader gets hurt; maybe she does the hurting; maybe Remus saves the day with his long legs; or Sirius might show people what growing up in the 'Noble house of Black' does to someone. And idk what Reggie is doing, i imagine he was making out with James and they come in at the last minute ("😱 james!! What have you done!? Youve DEFILED one of my precious stars!!! Let go of him!!!! NO, dont touch him, get away.")
Anyway bub, as always; dont feel pressured and take all the creative liberties youd like!! Love you lots darling x
Hi my lovely, thanks for requesting! I really need to get more creative than bloody noses but ugh they're just so classic
cw: blood
big brother!sirius + (as opposed to x, I guess?) little sister!reader ♡ 861 words
“You weren’t there!” you insist as Sirius stalks back and forth across the room, tapping his wand against his leg in a quick, restless beat. “He said—he—” You look at Remus, the boy’s eyebrows drawn together in concentration and concern as he presses a cloth under your nose, trying to stop the blood that’s already crusted down your chin. You decide to keep your mouth shut. 
Remus smiles wryly, and you know he suspects why you’ve chosen to go quiet. “It doesn’t matter what they said, love. I don’t need you getting in fights for me.”
“Who was it?” Sirius demands, for probably the fourth or fifth time. You’re losing count. 
“It’s already been hand—ah!” Remus murmurs an episky while you’re distracted, and you flinch, hands flying to your face as your septum snaps back into its proper place. “Fuck, could’a given me some warning.” 
“Sorry,” Remus says, and he looks like he means it, tilting your chin up to continue cleaning your face as you look at him with teary eyes. “Thought it might hurt less if you weren’t expecting it.” 
“How do you figure?” you ask him, somewhat miffed. 
“Back. On. Task.” Sirius claps his hands with each word, coming to a stop in front of you. “Who did this? Remus is my boyfriend, I have twice as much a right to defend his honor as you do, you—you fucking—squirt.” 
You sneer at the childish name, but you know your brother means to rile you. “I told you, I handled it. He won’t do it again.” 
“And he’s never going to touch you again either,” Sirius promises menacingly, squatting in front of you to look you in the eyes, “if you just tell me the fucker’s name.” 
“Alright, that’s enough,” Remus says, taking his boyfriend’s shoulder in a spindly hand, the touch both soothing and controlling as he pushes Sirius back from you. “Let’s just let her rest for a minute, yeah?” Sirius sputters in protest, but Remus moves in front of him, pressing his face into his boyfriends’ dark locks. You roll your eyes at the display, though a tiny part of you loves that your brother has someone who loves him this well. Once he quiets, Remus speaks in a low, soothing voice. “I know, I know, you won’t be deterred from your vengeance, but there’s time for that later. Let’s just calm down for now.” 
It’s a lovely prospect, but at that moment, the door opens to reveal Regulus and James, both looking somewhat ruffled. James stops short at seeing you all gathered in his dorm (Remus and Sirius, of course, have every right to be here, but you’d bet he and Reg were hoping for some privacy) and stands there blinking for a moment. Your twin’s blasé facade slips the moment he sees you with blood still crusted to your nostrils and tear tracks down your face. 
“What happened?” he asks, pushing past James and into the dorm. 
“She got into a fight,” Sirius says, outrage instantly rekindled, and Remus sighs in exasperated resignation, his work undone. “Someone said something about Moony, but she won’t tell who.” 
Now James looks upset too, eyes darting to Remus concernedly. “About Moony? When?” 
“Just now!” Sirius throws up his hands. “Ten minutes ago! Did either of you see anything?” 
James shakes his head, and despite Regulus’ blank expression, you catch the embarrassed shifting of his stance. “No,” James says, “we were, uh…we didn’t see anything.” 
“I bet I know who it was though,” Regulus offers, that traitorous scum. He’s just throwing you under the bus to take the heat off himself. 
It works; Sirius perks up. “Yeah? Who?”
“It doesn’t matter who,” you say, but Sirius cuts you off, facing your twin. 
“Who?” he asks. 
“It was the guy you were arguing with yesterday too, right?” Reg glances at you for confirmation, and you glare at him. Don’t you dare, your look says, but he nods and turns back to Sirius. “He’s your year, the one you guys call Sni—”
“Reg and James were coming in here to have sex!” you blurt. 
It’s a wonder Sirius doesn’t get whiplash from how fast he turns around. “What?” 
You nod, unable to feel guilty as Regulus gives you an appalled look from behind your older brother. “Mhm,” you say. “Their hair is all messed up, and look—their lips are swollen. Plus, they were surprised we were in here.” 
You do feel a tiny bit bad for James, whose dark skin blanches when Sirius turns on him. “James Potter, did you come in here to defile my brother?” 
James looks to Remus for help, but his friend only turns his palms up like Sorry, what can you do?. After a second, Regulus steps closer to him.
“Sirius, we—”
“Don’t touch him,” Sirius practically retches. He shakes his head, grabbing Regulus by the arm and all but dragging him from the room. “Alright, listen. You are going to tell me who was talking shit about Remus, and then we’re going to have an entirely separate conversation about boundaries.” He casts a noxious look back at James. “And I’ll deal with you later!” 
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