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amindofstone · 1 year

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Hi author 👋,

I hope you’ve been doing well and I hope this ask finds you well. I wanted to ask if you ever planned on continuing your One Piece series. It was really a favorite of mine, to wait for notifications that you posted! However, I’ve been too nervous to reach out to you via dms, so I’m just going to ask anonymously. Once I get the balls to reach out via dms, I’ll do it, but for now, I’m going to remain anonymous.

Best,

🍀 anon

Hi my dear!

How are you doing? I hope life's been good to you.

Honestly logging back into my blog and seeing your message I felt a little spark of happiness. It really made me happy to see that someone enjoyed them so much that they even looked forward to any of my blogs notifications.

Going honest I would love to write more of those fics but this year's been tiring for me. Mentally I am also not doing that well. And as if that's not enough I have to deal with horrible headaches and dizziness out of stress, thoughts and feelings that keep bubbling up on my mind at random times.

Uni is also not that easy that's why I simply can not find any joy and motivation in going to classes and studying.

You said that you wanted to reach out to me via dms but after reading this you would probably never want to do that, I guess.

I really enjoyed writing the One Piece fics but posting them and never getting any responses and only having people liking them was saddening. So I always asked myself where the point was. There was barely to no responses from the readers which is also really demotivating. And I'm not gonna start talking about the reposting because I might even smash my phone against the wall.

So my dear I fear that I can not give you a proper answer about weather I will write again. And I therefore apologise from the bottom of my heart. But rest assured that I still watch One Piece with the same love I did before. Anime has been a great way to rest and not think about anything since a time now. And if you still would like to talk to me and or can take my apology on why I stopped writing for now, I would love to at least be someone for you with whom you can talk about One Piece and anime in general with.

In that regard I hope you'll take care of yourself and maybe find some other author that writes for OP. And I am sure that there are many people that write about them and even better than I have or ever could.

I plan on turning this blog into something in which I share some of the works I really liked or in which I sometimes randomly drop a thought or something anime/kpop related.

Take care my dear and once again thank you for writing to me.

With love amindofstone <3

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amindofstone · 1 year

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i am in love with more fictional characters than i can count

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amindofstone · 1 year

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personally i love making my life harder than it needs to be

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amindofstone · 1 year

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adulthood is realising no one cares about you and the show must go on

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amindofstone · 2 years

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I didn't ask to be exposed like that....

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amindofstone · 2 years

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someone come save my skz loving ass! and while y'all at it look at these gorgeous pics of my man Chan (and Changbin and, and...?)!!

I’m having a problem. Like it’s a serious issue. And here’s the thing….

Like Chan is my bias. He indeed is. In fact thinking about the entire kpop industry this man is even one of my ultis!!! I mean just thinking about his visuals. He looks like a uni crush I would always go to the library for only to once in a while look at him hoping I can get to see his dimples I would die to touch. I mean look at him please….

But like only thinking about skz I can tell you with sincerity that he is my bias whom I love and respect from the bottom of my heart. And I honestly do that on a daily basis.

And honestly everything was all good until this DAMN MF called SEO CHANGBIN entered the chat.

My man decided to pop up out of nowhere and go like “YOOOOOHHHHHH!” and I am over here screaming and swooning over him. LiKe WhAt!?! BTCH WhYYYyyyy?! This is becoming a huge problem!! Because whenever I watch Chans fancams and this freaking pig-rabbit (1% pig & 99% rabbit) decides to jump in the frame I stop the video to take a deep breath and internally scream.

Like, DAMN BOY LET ME LOVE MY BIAS IN PEACE!!!!

Like I just need to hear him start rapping and I am literally seeing the Chan bias fight the part in me that fell for Changbin. And the Chan bias in me was winning that fight until my ears heard this so called rapper sing on the masked singer…. And …. And… I cried and screamed… and… and…. I’m a mess.

MY MAN you are supposed to be the rapper not a freaking multitalented piece of cheetos! *cries in stay

To all the Changbin biased stays out there! Please come collect your man. He’s keeping me from loving and appreciating my boy Chris….. Please. I’m losing it at this point ….

Oh and while we're at it, here is a picture of Felix. Enjoy. LOL!!!

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amindofstone · 2 years

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Coming soon: "Plough the sea"

Genre: adventure, fanfiction

Theme: prince to pirate au

Featuring: Hwang Hyunjin (Protagonist), Bang Christopher Chan (Deuteragonist), Lee Minho (Confidant), Seo Chanbin, Han Jisung, Kim Seungmin, Yang Jeongin & Lee Felix x Aurora (reader)

Status: Series is in progress….

Inspiration: Thank you. Whoever you may be. ♡

Sneak peak:

With a crown on his head and clothed in velvet and silk he pranced down the corridors of the palace to reach the hall in which he ought’s to attend the ball held in honor of the kings birthday. Walking ahead of his personal guards he hummed the melody of the sea shanty he and his brothers used to sing as children that dreamed of becoming pirates while calling themselves the lords of the sea.

With his head kept high and a hand lazily hanging around the belt his sword was attached to, Prince Hyunjin walked past a gigantic mirror that decorated the corridor of his quarter. He was about to walk past the mirror and out of the comfort of the only place he felt at ease in when his eyes caught something glittering and out of place. Stopping in his tracks and turning around with a tilted head he was called by a guard “Your majesty…”, but the man was cut short with a small hand gesture by the prince who made his way back to the mirror.

Standing in front of the piece of glass that reflected whatever happened to be in front of it, the prince intensely looked at his reflection from head to toe. The huge amount of candles that were light up to bring a living to the soulless night caused his attire that was decorated with the finest and purest gold and silver to shine and turn him into the sun of the night.

Once again the guard opened his mouth to call for the prince when a resounding laughter filled the empty halls “A prince that looked like he came straight out of fairytale but I wonder if the little girls reading the story know that the man they wanted was a pirate by heart.”, confused looks were exchanged between the guards before the prince gave his reflection a deep bow followed by jolly giggles and him starting to dance the waltz.

“Oh what a well-mannered handsome pirate!”, the prince laughed imagining himself dancing around the deck of his Anastasia with his dear mates.

If you happened to find a liking in it and would like to be tagged in the chapters please tell me via the comment section or as a private message. Thank you for reading this and giving me and my work a chance!

a/n: English is not my mother tongue. It is in fact my third language. So please be so kind and take my advanced apology for any grammatical or spelling mistakes. I am still learning snd trying to improve in every aspect. Thank you :)

Info: tumblr is based on a system of reblogs, not likes. please reblog my work :)

!!! Please do not steal my idea or work and claim it as yours. Sharing and or publishing my work in other websites, platforms etc. is not allowed. If my work is found anywhere else than tumblr please be so kind and message me and inform me about the issue if I was not given credit. Please respect me as the writer and my work. Translating my work is not allowed. Short reminder: Plagiarism is an actual crime and can be punished. Picture is not mine. Credits to the rightful owner !!!

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amindofstone · 2 years

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Upcoming works!

I am alive!

I am still breathing. I am still studying for uni and still working on this blog. Please give me a round of applause. *claps for herself

Just one more month of online classes and another one and a half months in which I will be only writing 4 assignments with each of them having to be 10 pages. *overdramatic cry

Anyways!

I am just here to give y´all a short info about what is going on and what will be published in the upcoming year.

Anime based works:

· Further on I will be working on the match ups

Again I apologize from the bottom of my heart for making so many people wait but I really take my time with them because I not only want to say “There you go! I pair you up with him/her. Have a nice day!”, I want to do more by doing little imagines and that takes time, at least for me. So therefore please be patient with me. Thank you. <3

!!!! But please do not send in more request. My requesting box for match ups are closed. Just like it is said in the post with the rules! Please take that in consideration.

· I will be doing random imagines (but until now only One Piece related ones)

If there is anything y´all come up with, like ideas for little scenarios or something like that DROP THEM! PLEASE! I would love to write little somethings y´all come up with. So please don´t be shy and drop those ideas. No matter how weird or incomplete they are. That will also help me improve! It can be about One Piece, Naruto, Haikyu, Jujutsu Kaisen. It doesn´t matter. Just talk to me and I see what I can do. <3

· A series will come up!

Main character will be my man Killer but the Kid pirates will play an important role in it. Basically a Kid pirates series to put it short. XD

Kpop based works:

· A Hawng Hyunjin series will be published! (inspired by this post!)

That will be a “royal to pirate” au (does that makes sense?). Once I´m done writing a few chapters I will be giving a more proper trailer with information about the characters. Just know that the plot is already set. I am just uncertain about the ending. Like should I give it an open happy ending or an open sad ending….I am still not sure. Let´s just see how my mood will be around the time I will write the ending. XD

· A long Bang Chan imagine will be published.

I am still thinking if I should part it in two because I really don´t like it when a post is too long and I don´t wanna do that myself… and… yeah. Therefore I guess I might be parting it into two maximum three chapters. But let´s see how much my fingers end up typing. Lol! By the way it will be a University/College au.

If there is anyone that is interested in any of the upcoming works of mine and would like to be tagged, just message by saying in which work and I will note it. :D

Other than that, I hope that every person that is reading this had an amazing Christmas. And for those who don´t celebrate it I hope that you had peaceful and enjoyable holydays. Since it is the 30thof December I wish you a great new year. I hope that all of your goals you set for yourself to reach will be successfully achieved. I wish you a year in wish you and your family are save, healthy and happy. Take care.

In love unbelfiore <3

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amindofstone · 2 years

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Match up Nr. 16

nightshine629 hat gefragt:

May I have a matchup please? Thank you! I’m an INFJ Hufflepuff/Slytherin cusp. I am shy at first but when I’m relax around friends, I am witty, kind, compassionate, mom-friend, and I have a sarcastic and dark sense of humor that can either surprise people or have it go over their heads. I love writing and I’m always hoarding empty notebooks. Just like how I have a giant collection of books I love but only will reread my absolute favorites over and over again 😅 I like dancing too—I love a wide variety of music-but I only dance alone because I’m still shy. I dress mostly in jeans, plaid, and graphic tees (nothing too fancy) and I’m always down for random adventures.

a/n: Hey there! How are you doing? You probably don´t remember requesting this since a long time past but it´s fine. I didn´t forget about you at all. I simply had this in my drafts but simply had no motivation to finish it. And therefore I truly apologize. But I hope that you are doing good wherever you are and this finds you well. If there is anything that bothers you please tell me because honestly I am never satisfied and happy with what I do but that’s nothing to talk about. Anyways my dear, I hope you find a liking in what I came up with. Happy reading!

· My dear, dear requester I decided to pair you up with Trafalgar D. Water Law because I think that your simple and tranquil personality would make him love to have you around him.

· Let´s face it, that poor man has way to many loud and rowdy people in his crew! Like just the way they introduced themselves in the zoo arc was so hilarious and funny.

· AnyWaYYsss

· The reason why you were part of the heart pirates was actually pretty funny. Bepo ran into you and happened to spend a whole day with you. He didn´t wanted to leave you behind so he made Law recruit you. (After him ballin his eyes out Law made his wish come true)

· It took some time, actually some weeks for the captain to get used to you. And so did it for you. At the beginning he avoided you or always gave you something to do around the polar tank. But you never complained. You were happy that you were allowed to join them on their journey since you always wanted to see more than just your hometown.

· One day the Heart pirates docked on an island for a break since the captain decided that a bit of day light would be good for his crew. Everyone on the submarine took that opportunity and left the submarine but you. Well at least not instantly. You stayed inside and took the opportunity to deep clean your cabin and see what books you needed or wanted to keep and those you could get rid of. At the end there was a huge pile of books you could leave back on the island.

· After finishing up cleaning your little library you left the submarine behind and took the box with books with you, not knowing that the devil fruit user saw you leave.

· You always thought that Law didn´t care what you did but that was never the case.

· Law always looked out for you no matter the situation he was in. He himself didn´t realized that but the man thought you were interesting. He wanted to talk to you about the books you brought with you when you joined his crew. He wanted to talk about your little obsession with notebooks because he once overheard Sashi mentioning that during a dinner. He really wanted to talk to you but how does an introvert talk to another introvert?

· One, he simply doesn´t. Two, he hopes that the other introvert starts a conversation and until then they keep quiet. (As for being an introvert myself it is always number two for me. XD)

· So Law told himself to wait until you opened up to him. But after seven months that never happened. You would greet each other every morning with a nod and wish each other a good night with a nod followed by a gentle smile. You two were fine doing that but the crew thought that was weird. Penguine once asked you if you hated their captain but you strongly shook your head simply explaining that there was nothing you could talk with him about so you simply didn´t try to start anything. You didn´t wanted to have an awkward relationship with him after all.

· AnYwAySsssSss

· Walking around the island you happened to realize that you really liked the place you docked at. It was a chill area with friendly and pretty educated people. What you liked most about the place was the fact that they had a lot of book stores. With each of them having their own aesthetics. In the course of you visiting one book store after another. The books you wanted to get rid of got less and you arms freer but by the end of the day full once again with new books and some notebooks.

· You were the first one to come back what surprised your captain since you left as the last one. Not only that Law seemed to be confused by the pile of books in your hands wondering if you couldn´t exchange or sale them. So he approached you once you were on deck of the submarine

· “What happened? I thought you wanted to get rid of them?”, flustered by his question you looked down to your hands. With a small smile growing on your lips you looked back up “These are new. I was able to exchange a lot of them with new ones. And some others were sold.”, with a short nod by Law the conversation ended right before the words room and shambles left his lips. In a blink of an eye the books in your hands and the bag you had over your shoulder were replaced by a pillow in your hands. Taken by surprise a little scream left you throat and got you to stumble back and lose your balance. You were about to tell him that he should have warned you when a hand was reached out to you followed by a chuckle and an apology.

· Back on your feet you thanked the man without looking him in his eyes. You were about to leave and get inside when he stopped you by pulling you back next to him. “Bepo and Sashi came by to tell me they did a reservation in a restaurant to have dinner in. Let´s go and join them.”

· With confusion written all over your face you looked down at yourself. “You want me to go like this? With jeans and an oversized sweater? I´ll go change first. Tell me where…”, Law leaned his sword over his shoulder and looked at you with a small smile on his lips. “We are just going to have dinner with a bunch of energized crazy people. And the place is nothing fancy. You like just fine. Let´s go.”, said Law before jumping out of the submarine to land smoothly at the boardwalk. “Well fine but let me at least change my sweater into a new…ahh!”, and once again you were left shooked by the use of your captains abilities. “What was that for? This is really rude you know? You can´t just ‘room’ and ‘shambles’ people around just because you can.”, you sulked but the man said nothing but made his way to the place Sashi told him about with a chuckle.

· Mad over his action you imitated his way of talking when he said the needed words when he wanted to use his powers. Thinking he couldn´t hear you since you were 2 to 3 meters apart you squeaked when he suddenly spoke. “I don´t sound like that nor do I talk like that.”

· This is not how Law imagined your first conversation would be but he didn´t complain. He thought you were pretty amusing. Walking ahead he once in a while looked back making sure you were still around.

· And that was it for your first conversation. Not knowing that this evening was the beginning of a great friendship and later on also that of a relationship in which he would constantly get annoyed by your little imitations of him.

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amindofstone · 2 years

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Alright just a little rant because I don't have anyone to talk to and I just have to get it out of my chest because otherwise I'll explode.

Don't mind my scream typing in here. Just read if you like to....

Now.....

LA CASA DE PAPEL! Y'all!!!!!

LA CASA DE PAPEL GOT ME CRYING AND SCREAMING FROM THE TOP OF MY LUNGS! THAT SHT HAD ME GOING THROUGH A WHOLE MESSED UP ROLLERCOASTER OF EMOTIONS!

MY HEART WAS POUNDING LIKE CRAZY!

HOLY MOLY! IT STILL IS WHILE I AM TYPING THIS!

I never was the type of person to watch series. I always preferred movies BUT THIS! THIS!!!!!

I'M SHAKING!!!

GIVE THE MAN THAT CAME UP WITH THIS IDEA A FREAKING TROPHY! A CROWN! A SCULPTURE IN THE SIZE OF THE EIFFEL TOWER!

The acting! The emotions! The words spoken! THE MIND OF THE PROFESSOR! THAT MF GENIUS!

I. AM. SPEECHLESS!

One things for sure. I WILL MAKE MY KIDS WATCH IT!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I am IN LOVE!!!!!!! BUT MY BABIES ARE DEATH! MY ONE AND ONLY LOVE! MY HEART!

Ok.

I'm done.

To all those who read it. Thank you. I appreciate that.💙

Have a nice day/eve. May you also find someone that listens to your random rants.

Thank you.

Ciao! BELLLAAAAAAA!

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amindofstone · 2 years

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Match up, No. 15

macdonaldsmanager hat gefragt:

Hello! I hope you are doing well! I was wondering if I could have a one piece match up?

About me:

My personality is very rowdy and blunt, but I’m kind and will take a fool’s kneecaps if they hurt my friends. I’ve been told I have a puppy personality when it comes to my friends and a full on attack dog with anyone else.

I’m actually a meme lord and live for humor and pranks person. I’m currently in culinary school but I have dreams to travel and see different stuff.

I 𝘤𝘢𝘯 and 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 dominate a man at least once in the relationship

Yooo love me a man in uniform-

Actually I love me a man in 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨

I love to make new friends too!!!

Features:

I’m....5’2 and 1/2 but 5’6 when I’m in my stripper heels. :3

My hair is down to my waist and I have dreadlocks with sea shells in them.

My skin tone is milk chocolate

My boobs are a dangerous weapon, I was running down the stairs and they swung up and hit me in the chin and bruised me ;____;

Yooo and I love me a man who can ✨choke me✨ but if he’s a soft boi I’ll still love him!

Hope this wasn’t too long sheeeshhhh

a/n: Hey there! How are you doing? Long time no see? How are studies going on? How’s life? Anyways thank you so much for requesting. I really hope you will like with what I came up with although I really struggled with it since I´m going through a phase of “I don´t know what to write or in fact how to write a sentence and start something” phase. Like it´s so damn frustrating. Anyways enough about my problems and let´s get started. Happy reading my dear! I hope you find a tiny liking in the outcome.

!!! Please do not steal my idea or work and claim it as yours. Credit me if this is shared or published in any other platform or any other way. If my work is found anywhere please be so kind and message me and inform me about the issue. Please respect me as the writer and my work. Translating my work is not allowed. Short reminder: Plagiarism is an actual crime and can be punished. Picture is not mine. Credits to: @hase_gizao (twitter) !!!

· Well my dear I decided to pair you up with Eustass “Captain” Kid

· And this, my dear is a little glimpse of your daily life with him and the Kid pirates.

· It was a sunny warm spring day on the island the Kid pirates docked on. The island they were on was pretty chill and welcoming. Everything was fine and the pirates had no problems getting the supplies they needed.

· A calm afternoon greeted the men but that quickly faded when they passed a bar in which they heard things break and screams

· “What the …?!”, the red haired captain was about to finish his sentence when a man was stumbling out of the bar with a bleeding head. The poor man fell in front of Killer that looked down on him with a thought of helping. He slightly kneeled down but instantly stopped in his tracks when he saw a woman walk out of the bar.“I fcking dare you to come back. Ever! You heard me you pathetic version of a man!”

· “Why am I not even surprised that she did that to him.”, Killer shook his head and stood back up while also making a step back to join the others.

· “I got it damn bitch!”, said the bleeding man who was still lying on the floor.

· “What did you say? Who are you calling a bitch you fcking pussy! I´ll murder you if I ever see you or hear from anyone that you touched a woman without their consent, you heard me, filthy ass!”

· Wire who was standing near Kid went to Killer “Shouldn´t we hold her back? What if she really kills him?”, asked the pirate with slight worry in his voice. But Killer shook his head. “She never hurts anyone without a reason and besides Kid trusts her so do I. Kid said that we should let her be. When she needs help or anything she´ll ask.”, the worried pirate couldn´t understand why but he trusted his captain and his first mate so he dropped the topic but still kept an eye on the woman that went inside the bar again.

· Kid observed everything with an amused smile spread on his face. He always loved the way you would and could handle problems. He was never worried when you decided to stroll around an unknown island by yourself. Because you knew that anyone that dared to start a fight with you would be running even before they knew that you were a member of the Kid pirates.

· Kid loved you to the moon and back. And who knew this? Exactly! No one knew that. (Well that’s what he thinks. Basically all of his crew mates knew that he was head over heels in love with you but no one dared to tell him that. lol) Not even you who was dating him. Like that dumbass just told you that you look hot and that you would be a really fitting crew mate.

· AnYwAyssssSS

· Kid loved your rowdy side. He enjoyed watching you go feral whenever there was a fight. He knew that you would always watch his back and make sure all of his crew mates were doing good.

· One of his favorite moments with you is when you barge into his workshop to tell him that you pranked Killer (once again) but put it on another crew mate whom he wants to murder now.

· He loved you and enjoyed your company. No matter how crazy, wild and loud you were. Kid loved your confidence and self-love. He liked the way you knew what you wanted, liked or disliked.

· You were basically made for him and his personality. But as much as he loved your crazy reckless self he would always look forward to moments in which you would simply keep quiet and cook.

· Oh how much he enjoyed the sight of you in just some joggers and sports bra while you cooked. He loved the way you would frown while measuring the ingredients you needed.

· And that smile whenever you tasted something and it ended up being good.

· One time you made a cake out of boredom that ended up being better than you expected. Out of excitement you took a piece and went to Kid with it who was in his cabin working on a new project. Knocking on his door you got his approval to enter. When he saw that it was you with a plate in your hand a tiny smile grew on his lips.

· “What made you come to me now?”, Kid leaned back on his chair. “This cake I made. Now listen I want you to eat it and tell me what you think.”, Kid was about to stop you from talking but you shut him up by simply sitting on his lap and putting a finger over his lips. “I know that you don´t like sweet things but you have to give this a try now. You. Have. To. Heard me? You. Have. To.”,

· “Hold up woman. First of all who allowed you to come and sit on my lap and second I have better things to do than play judge for you little cooking’s. Go ask Killer or one of the others. As you can see I am busy. Now get of me woman.”, Kid held you by your waist and was about to make you stand up when you put the plate on the table in front of him and crossed your arms in front of your chest. “First of all I am your girlfriend therefore I am allowed to sit on your lap. Secondly if you don´t try it I am sleeping in Killers cabin for the rest of the week. Do you want that? I´m sure you don´t cuz that would mean no more…”, “Alright, fine! Quit talking. I´m eating.” You did a happy clapping and took the fork and feed the red haired man your dessert, who surprisingly liked it a lot. But that was not only because it was delicious but also because you fed him while also sitting on his lap.

· And from then on Kid was always making you feed him his dessert while taking a seat on his lap

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amindofstone · 2 years

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Wait what?!

LMAO!!!

Not me losing 30 followers because of slow updates and the fact that I also post imagines about kpop!

Am I sad? Yes I am. Actually, a lot. Like A LOT!

Will I stop doing kpop related stories? Will I drop my studies, life and forget about my mental health for some followers?

Nope!!! And yall shouldn´t too!!

Do whatever you love. Write whenever you are happy. Post whenever you feel like it. Do as you please! Take care of yourselves. Yall blogers/writers/artists have a life, needs and duties too.

Take care of yourselfves. Love, respect and tolerate. Be willing to learn new things. Teach those who don´t know but don´t aggressivly tell them that they are wrong and need to educate themselves. Honestly just be nice. Be good and do good. You never know what a person goes through.

Sometimes all it needs is a smile and a genuine "Hello."

#bel talks #author mind #what the author has to say #authors note #small rant #self care #love yourself #love yourselves #be nice #respect #smile #be good to each other #do good

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amindofstone · 2 years

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Match up, No. 14

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voidsmind asked:

Hi! Could I please get a ship with a male One Piece character? I’m italian, I use she/her pronouns and I’m bi. I have dyed cherry red hair and green eyes. I dress with dark clothes and I use a lot of black makeup. I’m the sweet, caring friend of the group, I’m always there for everyone and I’m good at comforting people. I have a sarcastic humor, I love making others laugh and usually making jokes is the way I overcome problems. I don’t care about what other people think of me, I like to stand up for myself and have fun. I’m super optimistic, I always see the good in everything and I often put other’s needs in front of my own. Sometimes people tell me I’m too kind for my own good but I’m happy to be this way. I love listening to music and dancing around, it helps me relax. My favorite movies are the Horror ones but it’s impossible to scare me. Have a great day!!

a/n:

Hey! How are you doing? I hope you’re doing good. First of all I apologize for making you wait for so so sooooooo long. But I really had no energy to work on my drafts for the match ups. I really was down (do you know what I mean?) and on top of that I was lacking on motivation. Like I felt so bad because of so many things but I am not gonna annoy anyone with my issuses.

The point is that I am really happy and grateful for you request and I really hope you like the little something I came up with. If there is anything that bothers you please tell me. Other than that happy reading my dear lovely requester.

Match up rules can be found HERE.

Warning(s): Maybe grammatical or spelling mistakes since English is my third language and I´m still improving in every aspect (Please have mercy on that.)

!!! Please do not steal my idea or work. Credit me if this is shared or published in any other platform or any other way. Please respect me as the writer and my work. Picture is not mine. Credits to: please tell me when you know who made this beautiful masterpiece so I can give credits and tag them. Found it in google pictures(?). Thank you in advance. !!!

· Well my dear I decided to pair you up with Marco

· Now hear me out. You were on one of your daily strolls around the town with your friends. You were having a great time. Enjoying yourselves and laughing like usual

· It was around seven at night when you and your friends bid farewell to all go back home. When everyone left and you were left alone. Since you didn´t feel like going back home you went for a walk around the beach of your hometown in hope to be able to enjoy some “Me time” under the slowly darkening sky.

· You were doing fine by yourself until you heard someone sniffing and sobbing. Worried about the person that was the source of the cries you slowly made your way to find them.

· Behind a palm there was a blond man, sitting on a hammock. Face hidden behind his hands and shaking from the state he was in.

· Overwhelmed by the sudden situation you stopped in your tracks to pull yourself together and find a good way to approach the man. Slowly you walked up to him with the hope to not scare him without knowing that the man in front of you lost all the people dear to him.

· “Hey. Is everything ok? Do you need anything or are you hurt?”,

· Startled over suddenly hearing someone’s voice he looked up and allowed you a look on his tear stained face and red eyes. With furrowed brows you looked the man in his eyes.

· “I don´t know. I really don´t know I never in my life felt so… so…”, he tried to answer your question but to no avail. His voice broke down and he let his face fall into his hands again.

· Not knowing if you should walk up to him and comfort him or if you should leave him be so he can calm down on his own. But after a few seconds of thinking you decided to sit next to him. “Would you like to talk about it? Sometimes is can help to speak about ones problems out loud.”, you started with the hope to keep him from crying more but he said nothing. So you tried to get him to open up since talking about ones problems can be painful.

· “You know whenever I feel like there is nothing or no one on this planet that is able to understand me and my problems I simply write them down. Or sit in front of my mirror and speak to my reflection until there is nothing left to say. And the conversations with my reflection sometimes end with me laughing over my own miserable jokes. Jokes I make to lighten up my mood. I know that that it´s a weird way to cope with problems but it honestly works for me. Oh there is this one time I did that again and my friends came over without telling me…..”

· Marco did not know when he stopped crying or started to listen to the words that left your lips but there is this one thing he knows. It made him smile a tiny smile and drew his attention from the growing pain in his chest away.

· You kept talking for some time forgetting that you were actually talking to a total stranger. A stranger that was crying and sobbing a short while ago but now was laughing over your jokes you thought weren´t that funny to others. But apparently they were really funny.

· That night you talked and talked. You talked with the blond haired stranger over so many things but also nothing in particular. It was that night you two bond and found out how well you to actually got along.

· That night was the beginning of a amazing friendship between a normal girl and a broken pirate.

· Months passed and you two kept each other up to date over the life and days of each other. You got letters of his passed adventures and the people he used to call family. And he? He got letters of you filled by the jokes you pulled with your friends and the people of your hometown.

· Not knowing that you letters put a smile on his lips you kept writing for him. Not knowing that your words made his days brighter and more bearable you wrote with the hope to be able to see him again.

#one piece #one piece imagine #one piece x reader #anime matchup #one piece matchup #one piece x y/n #one piece x you #one piece scenario #match up event #whitebeard crew #one piece whitebeard #marineford #anime one piece #anime oneshot #anime imagines #anime scenarios #one piece marco #marco the phoenix

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amindofstone · 2 years

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pitiful looks

a/n: I am 21 and will be turning 22 by the end of the year. And until now I happened to fall in love just once. That was my first ever love that happened to be also my worst. My so called best friend, who knew about my feelings and insecurities stared dating him and… well yeah. A lot happened what caused me to not trust the word friend and love anymore. What you will be reading in this update from me is inspired by the feelings that dwell in me during that time. I hope someone out there will find a liking in it. Other than that, happy reading.

Genre (?): kpop imagine

Character(s): Seo Changbin (Stray Kids) x Ella (reader) x Lee Felix (Stray Kids)

Words: 2.111

Warning(s): None specifically beside of the use of the word bitch (2x) and bastard (1x). And maybe some grammar or spelling mistakes since English is my third language and I´m still trying to improve in many aspects. Please have mercy on that and take that in consideration.

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Synopsis: A story in which Ella had strong feelings for her classmate Changbin what only her best friend Mina knew. But she started to date him out of nowhere what left her in pain. If only she knew that Felix had feelings for her. (I´m sorry I kinda suck in descriptions. Bear with me.)

“Hey are you okay? Would you please talk to me? I´m really worried Ella”, said a classmate that came to see her. She was standing in front of the door of her room. Her mother that let her in was standing next to her hoping to be able to see her daughter. “Hey please open the door. Listen I didn´t came to talk about what happened in school today I came to work on our history project. We were assigned to each other, remember?”, her classmate Cassie kept trying without a sign of giving up because she truly felt bad for her. Cassie herself was heartbroken and sad. Before coming to see the Ella she went to yell and scream at her so called best friend who didn´t bug to talk to her or even look at her.

“Ella please. I promise I won´t say anything. I really just want to work and study with you. You know I´m really lucky to have you as my partner. Cuz ya know you´re the smartest of ….”, before she could finish the sentence the door to Bellas room was opened and a brunet haired girl stood in front of her. With a smile upon her lips but puffy red eyes she apologized and let her in. Ellas mother made a step into her room and intended to hug her but she blocked her. “Mom would you mind bringing us some snacks and drinks? We won´t be coming out before dinner.”, her mother nodded but said nothing else.

“Sorry for keeping you in front of my door. I kinda needed a moment.”, Cassie shook her head and gave her a hug. “It´s fine. No worries. Wanna start right away? Or do you want to… ehm…. Well…. Talk first…?”, not even thinking twice Ella shook her head and told her to take a seat on her bed or anywhere she´d like. Still with concern written all over her face Cassie sat down and started to work on her project. And Ella was sitting at her desk that had a picture of her and the person she always saw as her best friend on it.

The day passed and got Ella to end it by crawling under her blankets with a lump in her throat thinking about the day she´ll be confronted with tomorrow.

The alarm she put for herself woke her up at 6:45 AM like any other day too. With a heavy heart she made her way out of her room to get started with her morning routine. Entering the bathroom she avoided looking into the mirror at any cost, because she knew that she would be greeted by red puffy eyes. Eyes that would be filled with hot tears all over again, when she dared to look up. So she kept her gaze lowered and got ready.

7:43 AM. That’s when she arrived at school. Headphones still in her ear with an another song filling her ears and keeping her mind occupied. She was wearing one of the baseball caps of her brother and a sweater whose hood she wore over it. One could barely see her face but those students who knew her gave her looks of pity. As if they knew Ellas best friend would pull something like that. As if they all knew what kind of person she was except of Ella. But how could she know when she only saw the good in her. After all it was her that stood up for Ella when she was bullied by the seniors. It was her that spoke up for Ella and made her get out of her comfort zone and speak to people. It was her that literally forced Ella to get to know her classmates and make friends. She was good to her. She was there for her, always. But now…?

Ella felt numb. She was confused and heartbroken. Oh how much she wished to wake up only to realize that the last two days were just a dream. She would do anything for that. She would give anything for that.

Opening the door to the building her first class was held, she entered while taking her headphones out of her ears. Rolling it around her fingers so they wouldn´t get tangled and give her a hard time when want to use them again.

Phone and headphones put in her bag she took the stairs to get to the fourth floor and enter her class. She heard that there were some students. They were talking and laughing but the moment she entered everyone turned silent and turned their heads to look at her. She felt uncomfortable but said nothing but walked straight up to her place. For a few minutes the classroom was quiet. No one said anything. Once in a while she could hear some whispering but that’s all. As long as no one talked to her she was fine.

It was 8:15 am when the room slowly was getting fuller and louder since the class would be starting soon. Ella on her side was sitting alone at the back of the room looking out of the window. Watching how the color of the sky changed. “Hey Changbin give that back! I need to charge my phone!”, Jisung screamed and threw something at him what caused Changbin to scream in pain and laughter. “Dang it. It´s 8 in the morning. Where the heck do yall get the energy.”, Ella heard a deep voice signaling that Felix entered the class too now.

Changbin and Jisung kept fighting until a pen hit Ella and they realized that she was present and stopped in her tracks. However Ella didn´t care at all and put the pen aside and took out her notebook and pencil case to prepare for the class.

Suddenly everything went silent again and everyone sat down besides Jisung who came to apologize and get his pen back and Felix who came to take the seat besides you since that was his place. Since then everything when silent and no one dared to say or do anything anymore. Ella knew and could feel how everyone felt bad for her. The pitiful gazes they gave her or the way they tried to avoid looking at her. She could sense all of them and wished she couldn´t when a lump started to grow in her throat.

The chair next to her got pulled by her blond haired classmate. “Hey ehm… are you good? How are you today?”, a deep but gentle voice spoke to her. “Alright.”. Felix gave a short nod as if she was looking at her. He wished he could talk to her but he didn´t wanted to make her cry again. He knew how sensitive she was at the moment so he kept quiet as much as he wanted to talk to her.

One class after another was visited by her and in each she said nothing. In the one class before lunch she was once again sitting next to Felix, who again said nothing to her. During the lesson Ella was told to answer a question about something they had to deal with in the exam they wrote last week but no words left her mouth. She tried opening it but no sound left her. Her eyes that were fixed on the table were getting wetter causing her vision to get blurry. When she was about to stand up and leave Felix spoke up for her “She is not feeling well. Her throat hurts since this morning. She went to the nurse that told her to give her throat a break for today. But I can read the answer for her if you don´t mind.”, “Oh that’s horrible. Ella make sure to not push yourself. And yes that would be nice of you Felix. Guys I now want you to focus on her way of analyzing the stylistic devices in the given scene of Romeo and Juliet. Take notes please, I want to talk about some of them.”

Ella was grateful, so grateful to Felix for helping her out. Slowly the class ended and she reached for her sheet without looking up. “Thank you for reading for me. You didn´t had to.”, she thanked him in a low voice and put all of her belonging in her bag. “No need to thank me. It wasn´t anything special. Say do wanna…”, Felix was about to ask her to go to lunch with him when the heads of the remaining students in the room was turned by a cheerful voice calling for Changbin. “Hey Binnie! Wanna go to lunch together? I told Jisung and Minho to save us seats.”, “Sure! Let´s go. Felix you coming too?”, asked Changbin looking at Felix. “Ella? Is that you? No wonder I didn´t see you today. You´re totally covered up. Come on wanna join us?”, Mina made a step towards her best friend with a smile as if nothing happened. As if she never broke her trust and friendship.

It was scene straight out of a cliché romance novel. No! It was one out of a cliché romance fanfiction on wattpad. But still it managed to break the heart of two.

“The canteen has lasagna today and I have an extra bottle sprite with me you can have.”, Mina intended to take Ellas bag like she always did when Felix kept her from touching her or her bag. “No she doesn´t want your drink. In fact she wants nothing to do with you. So stop talking to her as if your friends because you aren´t and never will.”, the girl in front of the blond haired Australian looked annoyed. “Ella I thought we solved this? Are we really parting because of a boy?”,

“Listen here bitch I…”, Felix was now furious and made a step towards Mina but was held back by Seungmin who happened to still be around. Seungmin who knew that Felix didn´t like Mina at the first place gave Changbin a sign to take Mina out and leave. With a nod Changbin came closer and took Minas hand in his and softly spoke to her “Hey, let´s go. If she doesn´t want to we can´t help it.”

Ellas heart clenched by the way Changbin held her hand. And the way Mina intertwined her fingers with his was what caused her tears to fall one by one. “We are not parting because of a boy but rather because of the fact you broke my heart. No forget my heart, you broke the trust and hope I happened to have in you. You broke us. It was you not a boy.”, said Ella while tears streamed down her face.

With an eye roll Mina left the room with Changbin following her. Those who were still in the class felt bad for her. They were sad for her since they knew that she more than a friend in her. “Hey don´t cry. Hey, hey please stop. You´re better than that. Don´t cry because of a bitch and a dumb bastard. Just wait! One day a guy will be falling for you the same way you fell for him.”, said Cassie your fellow classmate that came seeing you yesterday. “Are you serious? Was there nothing else you could have said?”, Ella heard Seungmin scold the girl and her poor attempt of trying to cheer her up. “She is right. Come on. Please stop crying now.”

Felix approached Ella slowly and wiped her tears away with the sleeves of his shirt. “Lunch just started. Let´s go out, I´ll treat you McDonald´s. What do you say?”

The people around her tried to cheer her up but nothing reached her. Tears kept streaming down her face while Felix tried his best to kept you from breaking more. He tried his best when nothing seemed to work out he told Seungmin to get everyone out and leave them alone. When no one else was in the room beside him and Ella, he took her in his arms and let her cry on his shoulder. Once in a while he left some reassuring words but only when his voice was stable enough. He only spoke when he was sure his voice wouldn´t betray him since he himself was crying too.

Oh much he wished he could tell her that he loved her the way she loved Changbin. How much he wished he could tell her that her pain was his. How much he wished he could make her forget and look at him the way she looked at Changbin.

Oh how much he wished for her to be his.

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amindofstone · 2 years

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Sometimes I really can´t help it but...

Sometimes I really can´t help but shut myself up in my room. Sometimes I tent to quit talking to the people around me such as my friends and family. Sometimes I end up not using my phone for days what will cause messages to pill up and people getting mad at me. I really can´t help it but once in a while I need a break from having to talk to people. No matter if they are my friends or my family.

And whenever I´m going through those phases I realize that there is no one that understands me. Absolutely no one. And that makes me realize that in life I will always be alone. I will always be left alone or surrounded by people that will fake smiles and understanding. I realized that there is no one that will understand me or at least try to understand me without judging and making me feel bad about myself.

But it´s ok. It´s fine as long as I have my phone and headphones. Access to a library to study or read in. And a bit of extra money I can buy myself my favourite sweets and snacks.

I might be lost and alone. I might be going though life forcing myself to keep my true thoughts and emotions to myself but it´s ok. I´m grateful for being able to live and to be healthy. I am happy to have a mother that knows how to make me laugh. I am happy for every single day. Or at least I try to…

#bel talks #bel´s mind #bel´s heart #what the author has to say #author mind #deep thoughts #sad thoughts #lone woman #lonely #by myself #small rant #my rants #my random ramblings #my random thoughts #life

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amindofstone · 2 years

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anyone who can relate? ... No? .. K..

Me, an actual intellectual and soon turning 22 this year.

Me, who is going to university to become a teacher.

Me, who takes care of the household and cooks.

Me, who works on her dream to become a professional author and is actually working on a book inspired by a person in her life.

Also me…at random times of the day… walking around the house doing little jumps and twirls while singing from the bottom of my heart…

“London Bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down

London Bridge is falling down my fair lady.

Built it up with wood and clay, wood and clay, wood and clay

Built it up with wood and clay, my fair lady. ”

No joke. Rewatching Black Butler wasn´t a good idea. Now my 4 years old sister sings it too and my mother is having headaches because of us…

But still! Black Butler is such a masterpiece!!!! I love it. Anyone else?

#bel talks #random shit #random rant #anime rant #london bridge is falling down #black butler #ciel phantomhive #sebastian michaelis #authors life #life update #anyone relate?#anime funny #anime thoughts #anime memes

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amindofstone · 3 years

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Sugar coated lie

a/n: I really don´t know how I happened to write something like that. It just… Like… a tiny idea was just there so I started to write and wrote and that’s the product of me writing something I don’t even know how to describe. But I still hope that someone out there finds a liking in it.

Genre(?): kpop imagine

Character(s): Bang Christopher Chan (from Stray Kids) x reader (Bella)

Words:

Synopsis: What happens if a married couple wonders if their significant other actually loves them?

Warning(s): Maybe grammatical or spelling mistakes since English is my third language and I´m still improving in every aspect (Please have mercy on that.)

!!! Please do not steal my idea or work and claim it as yours. Credit me if this is shared or published in any other platform or any other way. If used in any way please be so kind and make sure to message me and inform me about the issue. Please respect me as the writer and my work. Picture is not mine. Credits to: the rightful owner !!!

It was half past six. Around a time the city would be set alight by the beautiful colors the sun delights the world when it sets. It was around that time when Bella was sitting on her favorite armchair in her garden. The armchair she would be sitting on stood beside another one in a pavilion with a matching coffee table. The pavilion itself was built with quite a distance towards the mansion it belongs to. It was built with a distance since the spot it was made on gave a pretty view to the city the woman was living in.

It was half past ten when she decided to close the book in her hands and go back inside. Slow steps were made towards the house she lived in since seven months. Seven months passed in which she moved into the house of the man that was now her husband.

Comforting silence greeted her when she stepped inside. She closed the door behind her and stopped in her tracks when her eyes caught something bright and out of place.

A huge bouquet of roses. Roses in the shade of the most beautiful and bright red she ever laid her eyes on. With a soft smile upon her lips she carefully made her way towards the small table in front of the chimney. She made her way towards the table that had the bouquet on it. Without looking away she sat on the chair next to it and took the envelop that was placed between the flowers in her hands. Fine thick paper was taken out of the envelop that was decorated by carefully chosen words. Words written in a neat and beautiful handwriting.

Words full of passion and love. Words written with the hope of it being able to give the longing feelings the author of the letter had a form and voice. Words that were desperately trying to win the heart of the woman that was reading it. Each letter and syllable was absorbed by Bella with a pounding heart and the intension to save them in her mind and soul.

With a smile upon her deep pink lips she put the letter back in its envelop and made sure the flowers gifted to her were put in the finest vase the lady owned before she made her way towards her bedroom to end the day by drifting into the land of dreams.

Entering the bedroom, she thought would be empty, she was delighted by the shirtless sight of her husband Chan, the son of the most well known merchant the country had. “Oh, my apologies for entering without knocking.”, she uttered without looking into the eyes of the divine man she could call hers. A soft laughter filled the vast bedroom of the couple. “There is no need to apologize. It´s not like were strangers. And besides this room is not only mine but yours too.” With a quiet nod she made her way towards her part of the closet to get all she needed for a shower. With the hope of not having to ask the man she apologized to for anything to hand her over.

While collecting all she needed and getting rid of her jewelry and shoes Chan seemed to not be able to fight the urge to look at her. Each of her movements was followed by his chocolate brown eyes. Her soft and gentle humming of a familiar melody caused the heart of the man to pound against his chest wondering if he ever would be able to hear her sing out loud. Without looking at the direction of her longing husband she excused herself for a shower. Although he told the shy woman to take her time she left to enter the bathroom with the promise of her not taking to long.

Twenty one minutes counted Chan before she allowed the eager man to lay eyes on her again. A barely audible sigh of relive left Chans lips. And again his eyes followed all of her graceful movements.

Bella sat on her site of the bed without any other words shared with her husband of seven months. She took her hand cream out of the top drawer of her nightstand and applied some of it at the back of her hand. Spreading all of it evenly on both of her hands she didn´t knew that Chan would do anything he could only to touch them and place them in his. His hands were itching to hold hers and his body was screaming for her warmth. His mind was going crazy while his face was showing nothing than his calm features and soft eyes.

Lifting up the blanket she crawled under it with her novel in her hand. For the second time since she entered the bedroom she looked Chan in the eyes, who was sitting at the balcony with a gentle and loving gaze towards her. “Do you mind if I read for a while. But if you would like to sleep I surely can turn the lights off.” Softly spoken. That’s how Chan would describe her voice. Gentle and calm. Reticent she was it fitted her perfectly. Chan stood up and left the balcony to join her in bed. “Did you like the flowers I brought you?”

The sudden question left her bewildered for a second but she quickly managed to pull herself together and answer but once she was about to open her mouth Chan managed to leave her bewildered again. But this time it lasted longer. “Did you like any of the flowers I send you until know. Or do you only put them in vases and care for them because its from me, your husband.”

“I … I l-like them. I-in fact I love them. W-why would you say something like that?”, she slightly stuttered and looked away. And oh so suddenly her hands and finders became the most interesting thing existing. “So, you love them?”, he asked looking for the validation his heart asked for. With a short nod she made clear she did. “If that’s the case than please do me the favor and look me in my eyes and tell me that you love me. Tell me that you love the flowers I get you more than the flowers he gave you. Look me in my eyes and tell me that you love me more than you ever loved him.”

Bella who was playing with her fingers stopped every movement when those words left his mouth. With eyes that were still fixed on her hands her face was turned by the man sitting next to her. “Please look me in my eyes and tell me the pretty sugar coated lie of truly loving me. And before my mind tells my heart that it´s a lie, give me a kiss so my mind gets dizzy and occupied by the feeling of the lips I got to taste long ago.”

“If there is anyone who has the right to ask for a pretty sugar coated lie that would be me, my dear Chris. Now would you please tell me the lie of loving me so I can drift into a sleep followed by a dream in which you’re with me?”

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